It doesn’t matter that you broke my heart multiple times, I still saw all that good in you. I still cared for you despite of it, loved you when you didn’t love me back. I still believed, but I deserve someone who will see all I have and not walk away.
maybe I’m just not up on Hollywood drama or whatever but I don’t understand why Hayden isn’t up there with Hamil as a beloved Star Wars actor.
like obviously Hamil has 30ish more years as Luke then Hayden has as Anakin, but it feels like Star Wars directors and writers are actively pushing Hayden away, while saying they’d never replace Mark.
I just don’t get it. I get that people dislike some of his acting but they forget that Star Wars was supposed to be bad? does anyone rmemeber that? that lucas wanted to parody B-list westerns? that’s why he preferred flatter delivery style and dramatic fights. like, it isn’t Hayden’s fault. he did the best he could with the guidance he was given and damn, have you SEEN ep III? obviously he did it well
hayden is obviously a great actor and is absolutely iconic for the role- plus, there are so many die hard fans for him that it just baffles me that Anakin could be anyone other than Hayden.
(I still however have problems with the reedit of episode 6 to have Hayden at the end. please ask me about it I WILL elaborate)
Today is birthday. I bought us season passes for 6flags and later i planned of taking him to the jewelry store to pick out what he wants, and this evening i was going to take him to thunder valley so he can hit the black jack table. But because i didn’t get him something to open i didnt do enough.
Because he went out yesterday and bought me led exterior lights for my car for Mother’s Day and I didn’t get him something to open all the sudden im a piece of shit smfh. Forgot all the shit I have planned for the day I’m still a piece of shit. Im always surprising him with all kinds of shit just to show him that I love and think about him all the time but thats not good enough for him. He never does shit like that for me unless I ask him to. Hes so unappreciative of all that i do. So im not going tomorrow to six flags. He’s going with his brother and I will stay home. I just want to stay in bed all day today and tomorrow. He does this every year on his birthday and on my birthday he treats me like shit. Ruined every birthday for the last 4 years
I find it very funny that (almost) all of the people complaining that the Obi-wan Kenobi series was bad, are a bunch of cis Star Wars dude bros that think they know more about the universe than George Lucas.
Meanwhile, the girls and the gays loved it, have showered Hayden and ewan with the compliments and praise that they deserve, and we’re already begging Disney for another season.
This tiktok about someone’s pre-transition self is so so SO tender and I just want anyone who has transitioned and may be mourning their old self to see this and to know it’s okay. It’s okay to miss that person you once were, it’s okay to wish you had embraced what you had and who you were before transitioning. It doesn’t mean you regret it, and it doesn’t mean you made the wrong decisions.
It’s okay to think about that person, it’s okay to mourn them, and it’s okay to wonder. The person you were before transitioning may have been a trick of the light, but it doesn’t mean they weren’t special while they were here.
Everyone’s experience is different... but if you find yourself feeling this, just know it’s okay. You don’t have to completely block out every aspect and memory of who you were before. It’s okay if you do, but you don’t have to.