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tinnitus07 · 2 days

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leaves hang and sway with humorous wind

like dangling necklaced jewels

sparkling in the cascading hues of the spring sunset

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tinnitus07 · 5 days

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pt 2

sway with the melody of uncertainty

like waves of the sea

you held me so safely

and in pretending to know me

night becomes day

calloused hands release me

without your shade

my retinas soak in

disassociating ultra-violet rays

as i sit, dumb-founded and stunned

go and stalk your next doe-eyed prey

and i, unmoving, am left to decay

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tinnitus07 · 6 days

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pt 1

rock me kindly

in the dead of night

and softly blind me

by the illuminating moonlight

force my eyes closed

gentle fingers hold me

don't wake me in the morning

and when i finally can't see

find me so disorienting

guide me home

into tender arms

with the strength to hold me

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tinnitus07 · 1 month

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when you give an inch, i try to take a mile

but you don't let the distance budge

it's like being blinded by the sun,

i want to look away, but it's too late and

i see spotted vision formations

the clouding has already begun

i'll push aside what's going on inside

make room for you

my heart sends out an open invitation

aching to see a future

yet, the ending is already foretold

lapse in judgement, send me running

i wish i could only be so bold

and so i look in the reflection

not recognizing all the perfect imperfections

i'm a static echoing fanatic

you're all i've ever wanted

and i thought i had it

so when i'm begging to understand you,

i'll walk a mile in your shoes

and when i look back,

i'll see myself trying to catch up to you

>3.23.24

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tinnitus07 · 1 month

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i hate admitting it because it's true

it's true that i'm lonely

when i ask for advice,

i do everything my therapist tells me

i go to the gym often

and i wear my headphones less

i go to campus events and make plans with friends

i keep myself busy with homework, i'll get two week ahead

i find new hobbies just to keep myself out of my head

and i stick to a schedule

i stay quiet and try not to disagree

and still in the inbetweens of intoxicating extremes,

i will still think to myself,

i am so, so lonely

>> i keep waiting for him and waiting for something that won't happen if i don't take action. it's frustrating and it's my roadblock i can't seem to smooth over.

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tinnitus07 · 3 months

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tinnitus,

the persistent ringing in my ear

the last words you spoke

echoing through my head

constant, feedback loop

the uninterupted silence

deafening as you near

i wish i could tell you how i feel

to bite the bullet

and feel the fear

i have to fight my apprehension

but, i'm afraid that

you'll uncover the affection

that i meant to suppress

i see your face in my reflection,

and i can't tell if you're sincere

so, i feel myself start to regress

but you must know

i'm still here

just like tinnitus,

the persistent ringing in my ear

>> yes, i'm moa. yes, my username is inspired by txt, and yes this poem was inspired by my username 😎

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tinnitus07 · 3 months

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in this dull familiarity,

can you define insanity?

the soft ache in my chest

i'm like a dog,

i know only fidelity

in your radio silence

i begin to withdraw

i hope my friends don't notice

the stress acne along my jaw

yet, i'm at your beck and call

littered in suffocating uncertainty

you don't see what you've done to me

i start rebuilding my walls

but, i'm not as weak as i once was

you'll need a stronger army

to break into my new fascade,

and build back your repertoire

we'll do this all again sometime soon

so, what are you waiting for?

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tinnitus07 · 4 months

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i don't think

there is enough time in the world

to spend with you,

to make as many memories

to last me

into my next lifetime

where,

i'll feel an emptiness each day,

reminiscing

on how much

i'd be missing

you

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tinnitus07 · 5 months

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i want to feel first love

like flowers blooming in may

i've been waiting since last august

taking it achingly slow

like snow defrosting in march

do you think of me?

as the maple leaves fall from their trees

i've been thinking of you since october

and walking home with you

thaws my heart

wondering if i should i let down my guard

let you see the inner parts of me

who i was last summer

who i wanted to be

when i turned twenty last july

and yes, i've always been this shy

would you hold my hand in december

so i can fall deeper

into the warmth i find in you?

i know i can't be your first love,

but that's okay

as long as you're true

i wouldn't mind not being your first love

just as long as mine

is something i can share with you

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tinnitus07 · 5 months

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whisper it to me softly

tell it to me, everything i've ever wanted

only if you want it the way i do

i think it'd be lying

if i said i didn't mean to fall for you

i think i always knew

just say it to me casually

like we both think so too

is it too much to ask

that you check your phone

waiting for me to respond

do you like me the way i like you?

let me know privately

when it's just us two, i fall deeper

infactuated with you

i think you're real sweet

and goofy the way i like, too

what would you say if i told you?

i like you.

>>i like him so much that i wrote this poem abt him 😆😆💗🍃

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tinnitus07 · 6 months

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when we're in person

it all makes sense

need to get out of my head

self-loathing obsession

go back and check

mental compulsions

were those feelings really there?

i have to make sure

words left unspoken

wishing we could talk more

have a good night

and have a good weekend

i'll check back with you next season

~ i have ocd and a crush at the same time, kinda draining ~

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tinnitus07 · 7 months

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raindrops dripping down your face

you swore that you'd always stay

but here i am, left behind in this rain

maroon leaves fall with my dignity

i told myself i'd turn the other cheek

i learned to stop and seek the sun in your place

a prism of light interupts my glare

that foggy rain has ceased

i'll dry my hair and return to find my peace

wish that i could rewind the clock

barely just a minute to stop to see the beauty

tell myself it will all keep moving,

with or without you

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tinnitus07 · 7 months

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i dream in the reds and oranges

and in yellows too

how wilted leaves covered

the path in front of me

relentless hope softly dying

or entering a heartbroken hibernation

i can't see any other hues

than the crimson leaves which fell

and that i once saw with you

~ season's changing, i'm busy though. i would love to be writing more

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tinnitus07 · 8 months

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i mourn for the clichés

like daffodils and pansies

in full blossom

but the snow sticks

anyways

-> reading a bunch of konkinshus about spring for uni

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tinnitus07 · 11 months

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death smells like august

you want to talk about it

so much

but nobody wants it

not the way you want to tell it

so you rely on refrigerator magnet

metaphors and parables

microdosed Jesus

epiphanies for the white claw crowd

-r

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tinnitus07 · 11 months

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late bloomer to the grand trees that stand before you

swallow your pride and accept your role amongst the stars

not as significant as you think and you choose to embark

you have nothing planned as you carve away at the boulder of your path on earth

sweet melodies of personal victories etched into your skin

you're only human you must remember

and bloom only on your own will when you are ready

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tinnitus07 · 11 months

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soft, tender skin

so fragile that if i dare stare too harshly

she'd bruise in an instant

scars lined upon her legs and arms

wondering what she did to deserve

such merciful violence of life

youthful breasts and perky nipples

that have not yet born children

or known the touch of another

her stomach carved perfectly down the center

separating the muscles of the abdomen

and how her lower stomach protrudes

just slightly as it should

tiger scratches in shades of cream and raisins

perfectly align where her body has grown

i just want to steal glances in her direction

for as long as she'll let me

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