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angelbabyblog777 · 5 hours

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lately...

Lately I've been feeling like if I'm not working towards something I'm intensely passionate about, life feels pretty dull. It's like my spirit needs a little shove in the right direction and it will go to the depths of hell to find said motivation. I wish to be able to intuitively feel when I need that push. I don't want to have to be thrown into the vastness of darkness that have encompassed me in my past. I wish to be ever present, instead of reaching, rather sitting pretty in my energy, dancing with spirit, singing to It. Learning what needs to be learned and BEing as I should be. Sometimes I feel like I'm in the wrong place at the wrong time, like I woke up in the wrong dimension. Today feels like one of those days. Maybe, it's just Monday...

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angelbabyblog777 · 4 days

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I wrote and I wrote and I wrote; torrential words cascading down a veiled waterfall — a futile attempt of approval, so I learned how to speak, and I spoke and I spoke and I spoke; submerging the rocks and the trees in chatter, drowning out my very own essence — for it was too much; I am learning to be quiet (strong) again forgiving myself for abandoned droplets and wasted floods

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angelbabyblog777 · 7 days

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The Scorpio full moon is tomorrow. This is how I’m feeling…

No one is more critical of you , than you. Even if there ARE people who are critical of you, they are reflecting a part of themselves they need to work on & it has nothing to do with you.

Self love isn’t selfish. It’s essential to living a well rounded life. If you didn’t get taught things you want to know, it’s your responsibility now to learn them for your passion, your desire, your verity for life.

No matter what you believe, this life has spiritual essence. Whether it be the singing of the birds, the height of the buildings, the fluffiness of the clouds or the sound of your mother’s voice, it means something. You can’t deny that.

Even if reincarnation is real, your life, in this moment is important. Your choices and decisions are important. What you feed, what you focus on, becomes YOU. What you feed, grows. No matter what it is. No matter how much time you think you have.

I will always stand behind the truth that if you listen close enough, people tell you exactly who they are. If you listen close enough, if you observe with wisdom, you can discover deep truths about people that they may not even know they’re exhibiting.

Love is real. Unconditional love is attainable. Never ever settle.

Live a life that you won’t regret in the end. Or, rather, realize that death isn’t the end. There’s no need to be scared.

Faith is important. It’s okay if it’s blind. Remember your faith when your mind feeds you doubts.

Relationships are IMPORTANT. Including your relationship with your self. Appreciate people. Appreciate the fact that you can still see good in this world. Appreciate your pets. Appreciate the small things that make life good. SHOW your appreciation. Express your feelings, the good and the bad. SERIOUSLY!

There’s a way to train your mind and all it takes is discipline and knowledge. It’s easy to feel cynical when you’re somewhat aware of the workings of this world, but what good can come of cynics? Get your head out of your ass, read a book, touch some grass and will the world to move in your favor. There is such thing as the highest good.

No matter what people say, there is good and there is bad and your spirit knows. Follow your spirit, tune into your intuition. It will guide you in the right direction. If you fail to follow or tap into your intuition, spirit/universe/source WILL take action. You are never hopeless, ESPECIALLY with faith.

“Through grace and faith you will never fail”

Condemnation is never the answer.

SLOW DOWN. YOU HAVE TIME. Life may go by fast but seriously, take your time. Do not rush. Practice trust. Get to know yourself. Laugh, talk too much, stay patient, be patient, love love love, a lot. Kiss, cuddle, lay on the floor, go for a walk, practice magic, hug, open your heart, stretch, eat chocolate, LOVE LOVE LOVE. Say yes, say no, have sex or not, stop drinking too much, maybe smoke some weed, or not. Let yourself be awkward, let people love you, let yourself be seen, let yourself be damaged and loved anyways. Be vulnerable and do wtf you want.

Find out what you really want, not what the world wants from you !!!! WHAT DO YOU REALLY WANT?

I hope you all have a full moon that feels especially right for you. I hope you remember there’s still love left in this world. I hope you know that there’s a lot of courage in remaining hopeful and trying to live life to the fullest after being through a lot of hard shit. I hope you know someone’s proud of you , so be it only yourself. That’s still someone. I hope you wake up one day really proud of how far you’ve come. I hope you wake up one day feeling lighter. I hope you let go of the things that are way too heavy to keep carrying. I love you.

xx Kaylee

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angelbabyblog777 · 27 days

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Hiiii

How's it?

I've been feeling pretty good. Somewhat at peace. Letting myself feel. Witnessing myself ~be.~

The only thing bothering me is how exhausted I feel. The perfectionist personality I have can be really draining. It's like I want things to be perfect so I let them go to shit so that I can constantly have something to "work" on. Perfectionism can be debilitating and it seems like everything is shit compared to the thought of it.

Keeping this in mind, I'm proud of my ability to let things be. I no longer wish to fight against my life, but flow with it. Sometimes it's a slow moving river and other times, there's a steep waterfall. That's really why I love to be alone. It's so peaceful.

People aren't lying when they say that being alone can be dangerous. It's easy, it's simple. There's no extra bullshit. There's no bullshit on top of the bullshit you already have to deal with, like taking out the trash. Lol.

There's a time and a place for everything is how I'm feeling. I do not wish to force anything. I wish to flow and that's what I've been doing. I no longer have the energy to force anything. When I say I'm exhausted, I mean it.

So for now, I'm just working, keeping my home semi clean, reading, exploring my interests, getting organized and spending time with my family any chance I can get!

Recently, I've been enjoying organic turmeric powder in a little bit of water warmed up first thing in the morning. My face looks brighter and it's really good for you. The past day or 2, I've had the best dirty chai with some hazelnut creamer. So good. I even shake it with some ice cubes for a frothy foam on top. I've been watching "The Resident" and "Sex and The City" on Netflix. I even watch it when I get ready for work hahah. No shame. I refuse to think that I am attempting to escape. I am simply interested in having a ~lazy day~ any day that is humanly possible. Is that so bad? In this economy? Hahahha.

You might hear more from me this week. I've been researching and attempting to plan a better, whole, nutritional diet. <3

I hope whoever is reading this is well, content and excited for the month of April. <3

Love ya

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Astrology: What Your Astro Placements and Stelliums Need To Hear

Aries placements - no one is angry at you like your internal side is angry at you

Taurus placememts - no one is slowing you down like your internal self is slowing you down and blocking you

Gemini placements - no one is over thinking you like your internal side is overthinking you

Cancer placements - no one is repelling from you like your internal self is repelling from the world

Leo placements - no one is expecting you to show up as confident and together as your internal side is expecting you to

Virgo placememts - no one is nit picking you like your internal side is nit picking you

Libra placements - no one is counting your give and take like your internal side is counting

Scorpio Placements - no one is more of a threat to you than your internal self is to you.

Sagittarius placements - no one is holding your virtues and beliefs to your actions like your internal side is

Capricorn placements - no one is expecting you to be perfect like your internal side is expecting you to be

Aquarius placements - no one is detaching from you like you are detaching from your internal self

Pisces placements - no one is expecting your emotions to always be palatable and pleasurable like your internal side is telling you they should be

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angelbabyblog777 · 2 months

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I always just throw it in my bag or pocket lmfaooo

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angelbabyblog777 · 2 months

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Peppermint tea, limited screen time, working on my car, my life, my poems. This one boy igniting my soul. I hate having a crush. It's a crush because you feel a rush, a spark. Emotions ruin it all. A waterfall on a steady forest fire. I will stay present, I will not pout. I will look on the bright side, I will not freak out. I'm okay on my own. This will all work out.

#personal blog #lifestyle #blog #selfcare #acceptance #change #self realization #girl blogging #blogging #blogs #blogspot #blogger #my life #me #poetry #words words words #poetic #prose

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angelbabyblog777 · 2 months

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Life As Of Late

Peppermint tea every night

Writing a book, learning the ins and outs

Working moms, naughty but hilarious

Going with the flow

Letting my body rest

Thinking about the future

Taking steps ahead

New job, fresh start

Money in my pockets, not in my heart

Learning self love one day at a time

Night time routines, giving myself grace

Excitement in every crevice

Loose clothing

The courage to wake up and get ready for the day even if to "rot"

Early bedtimes, sleeping in

Changing my sheets

Taking control

Happy with the present

From the bottom of my heart, it will get better

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angelbabyblog777 · 2 months

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New Fresh Start

New routine, new fresh starts are what life is all about. As a girl, something about routine dissatisfied me. As I've grown throughout the years, I've come to realize I wasn't doing things that satisfied my soul. There wasn't passion in any of my breaths. I was doing things that I thought other people wanted of me. I was living someone else's dream. Something so sweet of growing in age is coming closer to your heart, your passion, your desires. Learning to move your hips and ignite that spark that was never there to start. Something sweet of growing of age is strengthening your intuition. The emotions and the water in my veins, tell me where to go with sways. If you sit in silence and learn the cues, life will start to come easy to you. As a society we've been convinced that we need a career, a niche, or money to fuel the passion in our hearts. When really, it is just being. Even, sitting with our feelings. Allowing ourselves to be seen, even if we're messy, even when we shout. Life is about flow, about following your heart. Things can mend, people will stay, or go. You'll be okay. You'll find a job you like, or better, love. You'll realize that life isn't about what you have or what you gain, rather, who's by your side through it all. Who's by your side from the start. Who will listen to you rave about that favorite show you've seen twice through. And, if you can't seem to find people who will listen, be your souls companion. Be present, sit with it and stay. There's really no other way.

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angelbabyblog777 · 2 months

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truth is, ive been showing up, day in and day out. maybe i haven't achieved everything i set out to do, but i haven't given up either. consistency, even in small doses, is building a foundation for future growth.

i choose to celebrate the small victories, the consistent efforts, and the unwavering commitment to keep moving forward. perfection is a myth, and progress, however slow and uneven, is what truly matters.

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angelbabyblog777 · 2 months

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“Make sure you don’t start seeing yourself through the eyes of those who don’t value you. Know your worth, even if they don’t.”

— Thema Davis

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angelbabyblog777 · 2 months

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Almost Spring

What are your spring plans this year? I want to grow some flowers along the walkway towards my house. As well as create a compost bin of either just leaves or a bunch of other stuff like food scraps, paper bags and tea leaves. I'm going to keep up blogging every/every other day, even just to chat and say hi. :)

I've been ditching my makeup lately and I feel good. I went to the grocery store yesterday with absolutely nothing on my face but my skincare and I was lowkey so proud of myself lol... taking a social media break too!

I want to get into the habit of stretching in the mornings! My body would be sososo grateful for that and I really deserve it. I am an anxiety ridden shit head almost 24 hours of the day sooo:') I'll keep you updated.

I'm taking life one step at a time. I'm trying not to stress about certain things and I'm sure everything will work out for me. It's not like it's the end of the world or anything.. or is it?! HMMMM... I have no idea! Once I get myself into a good headspace and have the ability to really relax, we can start talking about world events.. even if it'll be painful. It's good to talk about hard things and it gives us the ability to grow closer AND come up with solutions since WE are the ones inheriting the responsibility of caring for the earth. I'm not worried! You're worried! LOL!

Anyways, I'm definitely excited for spring. It seems like since I've quit smoking "ganja," my sense of time has slowed drastically. It doesn't feel like I'm missing anything, or that it's really the end of the world. My sense of hope and open mindedness has heightened. Although I can't change some things in my life, I'm happy to have the breath and the option to choose what to do with the things I can change. Even if that is, meditate or, learn how to breathe. LMFAO.

I hope you're able to rest your mind. I hope that life is going good for you, no matter where you're at. I hope you get that promotion. I hope you get that job interview. I hope life shows you that it's okay to surrender to the flow. I hope the universe shows you that She can take care of you, even if you're scared. Love you.

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