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Beautifully Dark At Heart 🖤
“She is a shadow among the ones in light,Lost her identity for someone near but far from sight.”Instagram: beautifullydarkatheart
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In the hush of night, a silent tear does fall,
A heart once whole, now shattered, aching soul's call.
Promises whispered like petals on the breeze,
Now lie scattered, like fallen leaves beneath trees.
A symphony of laughter once filled the air,
Now echoes are hollow, a melody laid bare.
Memories dance in the shadows of what used to be,
Yet the rhythm of solitude is all I see.
A love that burned bright, a flame so divine,
Now flickers to embers, a bittersweet sign.
The echo of your voice still lingers on,
A haunting melody, a love that's gone.
In the depths of night, I search for your face,
Amongst stars that twinkle, in time and space.
But you're a distant dream, a star too far to reach,
And the ache of your absence, a lesson I must teach.
So I'll gather the fragments of a love now past,
Hold them close to my heart, where the memories will forever last.
Though the pain is deep, and the tears may flow,
I'll find strength in healing, and eventually grow.
- Beautifully dark at heart 🖤
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Thank you @devotedpoet23 and everyone who got me to 5 reblogs!
Dear Anonymous,
I weep but you can’t hear,
My heart burns but you don’t care.
You disregard me and that I can’t bear,
Still, into your eyes I always stare.
You know I need you,
Yet, for me you are never there.
Your captivating charm makes me dare,
To endure everything silently and remain in despair.
Because you’re a gem, so precious and rare!
About this aching love, you’re unaware.
You don’t know how much I want you to come closer,
Wish you knew that with you,
All my secrets, I want to share.
But you’re never near,
Always with your obstinate eyes you glare,
You don’t love me,
With those eyes you declare.
Yet your elegance makes my heart glimmer.
Oh, everything about you is so unfair!
After all, you’re my dear lover.
— Beautifully dark at heart 🖤
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Dear Anonymous,
I can keep on writing about our eye contact forever. It was short yet so beautiful. It’s still and will always be a very precious moment, well... for me at least.
Oh how I couldn’t even realise that the very little exchange of glances melted my heart! Oh how your piercing eyes staring back at me gave me butterflies on my stomach! Oh how ecstatically I got lost into your pitch black eyes! Oh how your eyes felt like a dark night sky where I was walking with him on a lonely yet serene alley. There was no sign of a storm on that sky. Your beautiful calm eyes were all soothing and they had said so many things to me which eased my aching heart even though no words had passed between us.
— Beautifully dark at heart 🖤
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Dear December,
I have been waiting for a long time for you to come home. I missed you these last eleven months. And finally my wait is over, for you have returned as promised. It feels good to have you back. It’s like having your best friend share a room with you for an entire month.
Have you changed very much or are you still the December I know?
I have always envied your composure, your ability to remain cool no matter how insane everything gets around you. But you know, when you are around I have noticed how things somehow become quieter, people get calmer.
Is it your your unknown influence that affects us all?
That day, I wore the first sweater of the season. And guess what? It smelled of you! Trust me it felt like somehow you had gotten into my sweater at night and the next morning as I struggled to get inside it, it had your smell; the smell of smoke and dry leaves. Pretty soon everybody will be walking around all wrapped up in wool. We will all be a bunch of colorful sheep parading your joy. I bet you will be having the laugh of your life. Then again, you have had a long life. You have seen my parents, grandparents, great-grandparents and all those who lived before me. You have seen kings and queens, heroes and dictators. You have seen them leading their lives; you have seen them making mistakes. You know a lot more than I do.
And one of the things I love about you is that you don’t preach. You are just there, observing me. I can feel your eyes on me. I know you smile at my mistakes, laugh at my blunders, grumble at my stubbornness. I can feel your rage when the wind blows angrily. I can hear you sing through the cracks on the window. I can feel you cry through the rustle of the leaves. I can bathe in your silence in the morning mist. I love to hide my despair in your coldness. I want you to drive my loneliness away. Oh dear December, how I wish you were here with me forever!
— Beautifully dark at heart 🖤
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Grew up too soon
I miss the time when life was simple,
There were no troubles, no sorrows to make me crumble.
No heartbreaks to make me miserable,
Never thought that I’ll become emotionally vulnerable.
As I’m getting older,
The suppressed screams of my heart are beginning to get louder.
My inner self is becoming bolder,
She wants to free my bottled up feelings,
Who’s gonna scold her?
Responsibilities are drowning me in,
Anxiety is not letting me win.
No one looks deep into my eyes,
And never noticed the despair that lies therein.
I’m in the clutches of depression,
No matter how hard I try,
I can never make a good impression.
Their taunts are what I always face,
They broke me down, dismantled my heart into pieces,
All I want is a warm embrace.
I’m enduring this pain all alone,
Is it a sign that I’ve grown?
From being all goofy to becoming matured,
It all felt like one night.
From dad waking me up for school to snoozing off the alarm button,
It happened so quickly that it feels absurd.
No scoldings from mom for my foolishness,
I’m not leading a carefree life anymore.
This is end to my cheerfulness,
Life is not blissful like before.
So we should just take each day as it comes,
Or soon we might regret it.
Because there is no going back when we’re older,
So we might as well forget it!
Somehow from watching our favourite cartoon,
To dealing every day with a new misfortune,
We just grew up to soon!
— Beautifully dark at heart 🖤
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Forgiveness
I forgive you for breaking my heart.
I forgive you for ripping my soul apart.
I forgive you for making me shed all my tears,
I forgive you for letting me live in fear.
I forgive you for being so enchanting.
Every time you’re around,
You make my heart start dancing.
I forgive you for throwing me into the darkness.
There I live with loneliness, hoping that someday
You’ll come and be my calmness.
I forgive you for not realising my love’s intensity.
Have you ever tried to perceive this love’s entity?
I forgive you for pushing me around.
I forgive you for abandoning this heart, which is only filled with love for you that knows no bounds.
I forgive you for not knowing how to love to well,
I forgive you for forcing this love to dispel.
I forgive you for judging me from the outside.
As you never knew what pain I had hidden inside.
I forgive you for bullying me.
If only you could see, how hard it is to live with insecurity.
I forgive for always pushing me away,
All I ever wanted was to be a friend and stay.
I never said I wasn’t wrong,
Somewhere it was my fault too.
Maybe with them I couldn’t get along.
So can’t we just be each other’s rescue?
Forgiveness is also an act of kindness
Let’s accept and forgive each other,
And work to bring peace to the world together.
It is said, acceptance is the key to be truly free.
Will you do the same for me?
— Beautifully dark at heart 🖤
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Dear Anonymous,
I weep but you can’t hear,
My heart burns but you don’t care.
You disregard me and that I can’t bear,
Still, into your eyes I always stare.
You know I need you,
Yet, for me you are never there.
Your captivating charm makes me dare,
To endure everything silently and remain in despair.
Because you’re a gem, so precious and rare!
About this aching love, you’re unaware.
You don’t know how much I want you to come closer,
Wish you knew that with you,
All my secrets, I want to share.
But you’re never near,
Always with your obstinate eyes you glare,
You don’t love me,
With those eyes you declare.
Yet your elegance makes my heart glimmer.
Oh, everything about you is so unfair!
After all, you’re my dear lover.
— Beautifully dark at heart 🖤
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Agony
She is indeed like water,
Her emotions flow in the direction of the slope.
This distress is a torture,
And now, to live, she is left with no hope.
Her feelings flow through the slant.
One day she is happy, the other day she is sad.
She tries to suppress her griefs, but she knows she just can’t.
She remembers how she used to be in absolute bliss,
And now every day, her outbursts, she tries to resist.
Everywhere she goes, her past follows.
It haunts her and she can no longer endure her sorrows.
Every time she fights with her agony,
She ends up being in even more misery.
It’s getting harder for her to control,
In her heart, this misery has bore a deep hole.
She cries in anger,
They tried to put her life in danger.
They tormented her, dismantled her peace
They bullied her, their words broke her down,
And she was never at ease.
Her emotions are riding a roller coaster,
She is burning in the fire of vengeance
To avenge herself is her desire.
But suddenly she is entranced,
As in her life, arrives a stranger.
She falls prey to his kindness,
Gets bewitched by his lively eyes.
He is that glint of light in her darkness.
She fell for him, he saved her from solitude,
Extinguished the fire of revenge within her,
She is no longer an avenger.
He accompanied her, shared her despair.
She has learnt to defend herself, no one can now insult her.
She is surprised to see that she has now become so tough.
How could she know that her heart, which had stopped for revenge, would beat again for love?
— Beautifully dark at heart
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Dear Anonymous,
Pour some colour on my dark life,
Don’t stab my heart with that sharp knife.
Everything has made me so miserable,
This despair is causing me to crumble,
Oh how I miss the time when life was simple!
— Beautifully Dark At Heart 🖤
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She is a shadow among the ones in light,
Lost her identity for someone near but from sight.
She is beautiful, she is cheerful.
She has a smile that can make a gloomy night colourful.
But she covers up her sorrows with her sparkle,
Never lets anyone see the pain behind her chuckle.
She has lost her lover,
Her heart is in despair,
She doesn’t know where to find her dear.
This misery makes her wonder,
Will they ever re-encounter?
She is all alone when she weeps in agony,
There’s no one to comfort her,
No one to make her feel better.
She doesn’t let anyone see her cry,
She knows she doesn’t have anyone
On whom she can rely.
Only the stars in the starry night sky
Watch her silently,
As on her cheeks her tears dry.
Her love for him made her a beggar,
Turned her into a beautiful sinner.
Her love for him is a treasure,
It is something she can’t measure.
On her ripped heart,
This love left a permanent mark,
When she is surrounded by her heartache,
This love glows in the dark.
The scar of her love
Reminds her that she was naive.
Too innocent to fall for him,
But all he ever brought her was grief.
She is tired,
Of not being admired,
Too fed up of everything,
Silently her heart is screaming.
She gives her all, tries her best,
Just for everyone to be impressed.
But there are always people
Who she can never please.
Losing her motivation to live,
She wants to end her life with ease.
She can’t suppress anymore pain,
All her hard works just go in vain.
She wants to find true love,
She wants someone to tightly hug.
But she is all alone when
Her dark thoughts cloud her mind,
Her heart is empty,
Where loneliness is all she can find.
She is drowning in sorrow,
And solitude is her only companion,
Though it embraces her when she’s shattered,
It also rips her heart apart.
She is definitely beautiful,
But her heart has become so dark,
And that’s what makes her
Beautifully dark at heart.
— Beautifully Dark At Heart 🖤
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Dear Anonymous,
The butterflies in my stomach
Started to jump and dance,
As at your well defined features,
I stole a glance.
Your hairs parted apart,
Your face is a piece of art.
Oh how do you manage
To look that smart?
Whenever I look at you
I can feel my heart spark!
Your eyes are so delicate,
But when they fall on me,
They become obstinate.
Clearly with your eyes,
Your opinion you state,
That I’m the one who
You will always hate.
Yet I find your gaze so passionate
That it increases my heart rate,
Somehow it works like a drug
As it also manages to make me sedate.
You approach steadily,
Make me breathe heavily.
You’ve got a nice husky voice,
It eases me to the core.
I can listen to it all day,
Only to yearn for more.
Oh Anonymous,
You left me with no other choice,
But to enjoy all your grace.
— Beautifully dark at heart 🖤
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Fairyland...
Dear Anonymous,
My mind resides in a fairyland. A fairyland where it’s just you and me living happily ever after. A fairyland where all my daydreams come true. A fairyland where you’re a completely different person. A fairyland where you’re MY Anonymous.
On that fairyland my Anonymous always hears me out. Whenever I sob, my Anonymous hugs me tightly and says ‘I love you’ and ‘Everything will be fine’. My Anonymous cocoons me in his arms and makes me feel safe. I put my head on his chest every time I feel down, weep and tell him that I’m bad, ugly etc. My Anonymous then lightly strokes my hairs and tells me with his soothing voice that I’m the most beautiful woman he has ever met and that he will always cherish me, his precious girl. I sigh in relief and let all my tears out, feeling all shielded and surrounded by his embrace. His husky whispers of these priceless words for me brings back my passion and calms me down as I listen to his rhythmic heartbeat.
I know that you aren’t listening. And even if you ever get to know that these are my daydreams, this is how I think about you all day, I know you still wouldn’t care. Yet I always imagine you to know this. I still shamelessly hope that someday my imaginations will turn to reality. Someday my mind will come out of that fairyland only to find out that the fairyland has become real now. Somehow I always feel this strong urge to write to you, to scream to you that I love you and that it rips my heart apart to know that you don’t feel the same for me.
— Beautifully dark at heart 🖤
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Encounter
You arrived with your head held high,
But for once didn’t look me in the eye.
Yet, you passing by,
Made me really shy,
Compelled my heart to flutter and fly.
The butterflies in my stomach
Started to jump and dance,
As at your well defined features,
I stole a glance.
The nearer you approached,
The more you looked dashing,
I knew my crimson cheeks proved
How hard I was blushing!
How strong is your presence?
I’m afraid of your essence!
You simply show up,
And even that makes my heart blow up.
Felt your eyes on me,
They stung like a bee,
Their warmth on my skin,
Melted my heart therein.
The temperature was rising,
My heart was palpitating,
It all seemed so confusing!
Don’t know if you were really looking,
Don’t know if I was delusional,
I just know that,
My love for you is unconditional.
Fed up of this hide and seek,
Tired of stealing glances
At each other.
Wish we had looked directly,
I would then forever lock my eyes with yours,
Oh my dear lover!
You brought those feelings back,
And made me crack.
I thought I moved on,
I thought with you I’m done,
But it’s all the same
This love never diminished,
This love never faded away.
I’m glad that we came across today,
It just made my day.
At least it proved that this love will never decay.
You stole my heart once,
Though returned it later,
Still you make this heart beat louder,
And will never be called a robber.
How blissful it was to see you after so many days,
Even in this cold winter, you made me blaze!
Oh Anonymous, it was indeed
An ecstatic encounter.
I know you don’t care,
To you it means nothing.
But to me this is something
Precious and rare.
And so deep in my heart’s inside,
This moment will always reside!
— Beautifully dark at heart 🖤
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Dear Anonymous,
I wanted to fly,
I wanted to win.
But this love held me down,
This love made me sin.
This love forced me to drown.
This love cut my wings,
This love just stings,
Oh Anonymous, only to you
This love clings!
You see my tears,
But the silent screams of my heart?
No one hears!
You snatched my heart away from me,
Oh what a thief you claimed to be!
You dug your claws onto
My delicate heart,
Clutched it and
Ripped it apart!
Gave me an immense pain,
And made me insane.
Sorrow is all
I ever got from you,
Yet this love never flew.
This love is a torment,
But this love is true.
You’re still the one I love,
You’re still the one I dream about,
Into your eyes I still dive,
My mind never succeeds to shut you out!
Oh Anonymous, can you cocoon me in your arms?
Because that’s where my heart peacefully burns!
— Beautifully dark at heart 🖤
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Dear Anonymous,
There’s a saying, “Eye contact is way more intimate than words can ever be.” You know a moment I’ll forever cherish is our one brief eye contact. I’ll always remember the way your fierce jet black eyes had pierced right through my chest and hit my heart directly! Though we didn’t talk, in fact our eye contact had lasted less than a second, yet I felt like you told me a lot of things.
Oh how your piercing eyes staring back at me gave me butterflies in my stomach!
Oh I ecstatically I got lost in those pitch black pair of eyes!
Oh how your eyes drilling into mine made me realise that I had never seen such dark eyes before with so much light in them!
Oh how the warmth of your eyes melted my heart!
Oh how that short-lived exchange of glances passed so many unspoken words among us!
Oh how your eyes were an abyss of never ending darkness pulling me deeper and deeper into them! They were like a pair of black holes, I couldn’t escape their intense forces and I was drowning and drowning inside them.
Oh how your eyes felt like a dark night sky and underneath it you and I were walking in a lonely yet serene alley. There was no sign of a storm on that sky, they were all soothing and their silent words eased my aching heart.
I don’t know if I’m being delusional. I don’t know if I’m assuming things here. The only thing I know is, you looked at me softly. Your eyes were gentle and they told me things I couldn’t fathom out but were definitely something easing and not hurtful. It was a trivial moment of almost nothing; yet the timeless beginning of everything. You looking at me affects my heartbeat badly. I can affect feel the familiar palpitations of my heart. Unfortunately, even if we make eye contact for a split second, it still means the world to me!
— Beautifully dark at heart 🖤
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Dear Dad,
Thanks for holding me when I cry,
Thanks for cooking my favourite chicken fry.
Thanks for always giving me hope,
Thanks for helping me to fly.
Thanks for making me your princess,
Thanks for taking part in my craziness.
Thanks for being my pillar of strength,
Thanks for being my fountain of wisdom,
Thanks for standing by my side,
And vowing never to stop.
I just want to let you know,
You mean the world to me.
Only a heart as dear as yours,
Would love so unselfishly.
Though I might not say,
But I really appreciate all you do,
Richly blessed is how I feel,
Having a father just like you.
I follow all your footsteps,
And I don’t want to fall.
Sometimes your steps are very fast,
And sometimes they are hard to see,
But I love that you are always leading me.
I have so many things to learn,
That I’m not yet aware of.
So teach me things to keep me safe,
From dangers every day,
Show me how to do my best,
At home, at school and at play.
I’m lucky to have a gentleman,
Who saves me from all my problems.
I’m lucky to have a gentle hand
Who’s guiding me as I grow.
So walk alongside me Daddy,
We have a long way to go.
And I scream to the top of my
voice today,
I LOVE YOU Dad!
Your beloved,
Princess
I wrote this poem for my father almost three years ago on father’s day. When he read it, his eyes delighted with happiness. He would always keep my little poem inside his medicine box. I think it worked like a medicine for him. His only daughter, his beloved princess wrote him a poem after all! He said my little token of love was the best gift. I never needed to give him expensive gifts on father’s day. Just saying that I love him was enough to make his day. I never even considered this as a good poem because it doesn’t rhyme well. At that time I wasn’t much into writing poems or anything hence I used to consider the poem I wrote for my bestie as my first poem. But I wrote this poem for my dad before that one so honestly this is my first poem ever written.
I lost my beloved father six months ago. That was a horrible day indeed! I lost the first man I’ve ever loved, I lost my all time best friend, I lost an idol who I used to look up to. My world collapsed on that day and my life changed forever. I found this poem today after all these days of him passing away and just thought of sharing it with you all. My father would encourage me in everything. He would always tell me to follow my dreams and start writing but I used to be nervous of posting my writings. Today he would be so proud of me if he had seen the success of my writings. But I know that he is watching me. I love you dad and I miss you so much. I hope we will reunite in heaven. I pray that may The Almighty Allah grant you the highest rank in Jannah. Aameen.
Never take your parents for granted. Always assure them that you love them. Give them credit every single time they do something for you. Boast the love that you have for them. See, in this poem I thanked my father for everything, I told him how much I loved him. But why is it that I had to say it only on father’s day? No, we don’t need any special occasion to thank our parents and say that we love them. They love us unconditionally. They do everything for us, they can even give their lives just to protect us! But all they want is the affection from us back. So we should not keep things inside our hearts.
We should always tell them how much we adore them and how much we are grateful for every single thing they’re doing for us. Do it now. You’re lucky if you have them. Don’t ever take them for granted or else the remorse will haunt you afterwards! Trust me, I would do anything, I would give my everything just to hold my father’s hands again, just to hear him calling me his princess again. But unfortunately I can’t! So don’t misbehave with them or make them feel unworthy. Love them and give them the respect that they deserve because your parents are the best blessings you ever have in your life.
— Beautifully dark at heart 🖤
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