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#cottage #cottagecore #landsccape #paradise #nature #adventure #explore #travel #travelling #photography

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“I devoted my nights to imagining other worlds. A bit with the help of wine, and a bit with that of the green honey. There is nothing better than imagining other worlds to forget the painful one we live in. At least so I thought then. I hadn’t yet realized that, imagining other worlds, you end up changing this one.”

— Umberto Eco, Baudolino

#imagination #memory #reality #virtual #creativity #change #quotes #Eco #Umberto Eco #Baudolino #reblog

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hello!

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hello again I'm going to write some bullshit that will not make sense a bit but I'm going to do it because it feels better after unhinging your thoughts which go through your mind with the speed of sound and makes you inattentive or distracted. I think your control over your thoughts is a very struggling battle. One time may gain control over your thoughts but it relapse in a very quick moment. the cognitive thinking of the mind gets weaker and weaker every the thoughts win over the mind. As the saying senses are greater than the body, the mind is greater than senses, intellect is greater than the mind, and the soul is greater than the intellect. One who has reached the soul has attained Bhrahmn. which for me means that this world is materialist and takes you in many directions of distraction and disassociation. believing or meditating towards a thing that we think is pure like the soul or making an eternal what we call spiritual journey makes our mind less attractive towards the distractions of the world. I think the world of spirituality and god is a very calculated genius math made by intellectuals who understood the very nature of society and human beings. we meditate towards a god or an entity our mind gains their ideology, their knowledge, their sense of just and unjust. so if we humans would have to make a rule book of these ethical practices knowing the very nature only a few have followed but when you make a story or a supernatural entity that implicates the difference between just and unjust, or ethical or unethical practices, human tends to follow these with a superlative story. but the only thing I'm currently having a dilemma with is that what's the difference between the god and the energy that surrounds us. I'm just in the void itself again,

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Architectural Greens

#singapore #aesthetic #Kevin Ong #plants #architecture #reblog

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#quotes #life quotes #love quotes #thepersonalquotes #inspiring quotes #relationship quotes #lit #poetry #romance quotes #cute quotes #relatable quotes #spilled ink #literature #spilled thoughts #spilled words #quoteoftheday #writers #spilled poetry #words #reblog #important

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The Encounter, 2018-19 - oil and acrylic on canvas — Guillermo Lorca (Chilean, b.1984)

https://www.guillermolorca.com/

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dont know why i am writing but i guess its gonna do something. everything and everyone feels hopeless. at this point i am just a another lost soul if we humans have souls. brain is numb, mind is emotionless. just got no motivation at all to do what i am doing. i guess this is a weak mindset as per other people mostly youtube or insta influencres/speakers. just looking for that one thing that would help find some worthiness in me. nowdays i am looking for escape routes and distractions from the things i should put my energy into. but deep inside i know i need to discipline myself and my mind. i guess if i would get the key i am looking for i might get some things right. as far as now im just a blank person.

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2/12/2023

when you think you did a good thing but in reality it turns out to be a mistake for which you get pushed down. At the same point when we are trying to fight our mind but again and again you feel like a lost soul looking for that one thing or person who might fix the weird shit within you. you don't know what to do as before feeling like in a void. Have no idea about the future, and living life as a boring person. a total worthless being. but gonna be that level of pessimist. still have little time. gonna try not to procrastinate.

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23/11/2023

everything feels so confusing. it's like having anxiety 24/7 which I had never experienced before. most of the the time I had an idea about what to do next and how to respond but now it's like in a void. my self-consciousness has consumed itself I think there's no left of it. just going on like a stream of river flows wherever it finds its path. started meditating in the morning but that has shown no significant effect. it's just like a blank slate- don't know where I am- don't know what I'm doing know what to do next- don't know what to say know how to live. a complete mess. don't know how to show my efforts to the person who I like and get no response. I guess I lack the ability but I should try more so there is less to regret in the future. that's it bye

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“I’m still learning to love the parts of me that no one claps for.”

— Rudy Francisco

#quotes #motivation #Rudy Francisco #poetry #writing #relationship quotes #literature #words #love #thoughts #original #relationship #inspiring quotes #lit #prose #quoteoftheday #spilled ink #poem #life quotes #love quotes #aesthetic #reblog

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— Clarice Lispector, From “A Breath Of Life.”

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20th Century Nostalgia (Masato Hara, 1997)

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4 August 2023

hey there! in the last vent, I decided to write more regularly about how I'm feeling and how I feel about my life is going on. But it looks like I have failed that task, it's not that I forgot to do it it's just that day by day my motivation is getting low, and as always feeling numb more and more while I walk on the way. Now I have taken responsibilities which I have no experience in it. but that's a good I guess to take up the new opportunities. it's just that I have to manage them effectively and show good performance in it but how could I? Why am I getting demoralized day by day? sometimes I think if I have taken the wrong choices but even if that's the case, what is the right choice? many will give advice to not take stress, to control your emotions, to be successful, etc but a few tells how, what were their story. everyone putting bulshit optimism nowadays. so much misery and delusion going on. in this era, it's getting hard to focus on natural limitations. it's just getting more and more confusing and brains not working properly. well in the end the saying comes 'It is what it is'. but it should not be like that well I guess so. That's it for today. thank you. will try to write more frequently and with a more improved life cycle and grammar.