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circus-babe · 8 months
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Will there be a happy ending for flavors of love?
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heyyyy just came here to say I love your work and I hope you are doing okayyy
Happy to hear that!!! That makes me happy. I am doing okay thank you for asking.
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circus-babe · 8 months
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about the new story are you still going to do it? I honestly been waiting for an update on it! Take your time though
It's on the work!!! There's A LOT coming for you guys! I already have the idea and the chapters are being edited. It should drop sometime soon... 😉
To give you a hint since I haven't in a while. It's a Jk story and it's a very messy one. If you think there's angst on flavors of love than get ready for this new one causeee 🧍‍♀️
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Hi. I hope this message finds you well. Just wanted to say that i've been thinking about Flavors of Love a lot lately haha cant wait to read the next chapter. Stay safe and healthy writer.
Thank you, I appreciate you for the concern! I am okay and I hope you are too!
And happy to see Flavors of love is on your mind! The next chapter shouldn't take too long. (Although it will have A LOT!)
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That chapter had me in tears girllll. You on a different level love you.
Thank you! You guys are honestly so sweet I swear!!! Glad to hear it brought tears!!!!
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Girl flavors of love is the it story!!!!! I physically can't
Haha thank you!!!!! I'm glad you guys are liking it honestly! To think it has come so far! To think it has 158K reads!!! I honestly expected wayyy lessss. But I'm happy!
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circus-babe · 10 months
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Butterfly | TH
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Sysnopis: A butterfly tattoo you fell in love with, that was prohibited to see by others. And lucky you to see him shirtless that night.
Warning: Mature language, Mature content
Pairing: Taehyung x reader
Word count: 4,8k
A/N: Been so focused on Wattpad that I totally forgot about Tumblr 😭. I promise I have a lot of drafts, I just haven’t finished them. (Read Flavors of love on wattpad tho, link on bio!)
Narrowing your eyes, you eyed the shop on the corner carefully, as you heard sirens and cars drive by. There was nothing stopping you from doing this tonight, you finally had the courage of doing something so extravagant. So out of your league, something you thought you would never do.
And now here you are standing just a few feets away from the story, trying to calm down your nerves as you took a deep breath in. You were nervous and even scared, but your determination to try something you’ve never done before was much stronger than that.
Once you took an extra deep breath, you slowly walked towards the store, to that lonely corner that was somewhat illuminated. Looking around, you tried to spot anything that would change your mind, for something to stop your plans. But it felt as if the universe was on your side with this. Something that is very surprising.
Whenever you plan to do something, or you have such an extravagant idea, that is usually ruined by the universe and it’s different ideas it has for you. Ideas that aren’t what you expected or wanted, but you still take them either way.
Sighing to yourself, you pushed the door open, hearing the sound of bells whenever you opened the door. Slowly, you walked in, looking around once you did. The smell of ink was quite strong. You were starting to get bad vibes of the place, but that once vanished when you fully examined it.
The shop had its own vibe, this dark and cool theme of black and white that surrounded it. And the blue LED lights that surrounded the whole room added a nice touch. You liked the vibe, the aura it was giving you, it was sort of making you more comfortable in your decision.
“Hello?” you spoke up, coming closer to what seemed like a counter.
There was no one around, something that seemed unusual for a shop. Without getting a response you walked closer to the counter, clicking on a silver bell that was on it. Giving it a few clicks, you waited for a response.
The room was quiet, too silent. It wasn’t what you were expecting and it was kinda freaking you out. No owner in the shop and no one in it was giving very creepy vibes. Like those movies whenever it starts and the first person is shown entering a haunted place they shouldn’t have and they end up getting killed in the first few minutes of the movie. Yeah those types of vibes.
You didn’t want to be that character, nor were you here for that. You decided to wait for a few seconds, and right as you were about to walk out you heard footsteps. Looking over to the counter, you spot a man with a black hoodie coming closer to the counter. For a few seconds you felt fear, nervous even but once he came much closer you got to see his face a bit more.
He was handsome, very clear skin, soft honey skin, nice brown narrow eyes, and his hair looked fluffy although it was covered by his hoodie.
“Sorry it’s closed” he quietly said, putting his hands on the pockets on his black jeans, as you groaned in response. Maybe the universe is against you after all. There was nothing you could ever do without it getting on the way.
You were disappointed, mostly because you knew tomorrow this confidence won’t be there anymore. So your whole plan will literally go to waste. And like that you coward down to something you wanted to do.
“Ah I see, I came in late, didn’t i?” you chuckled, it was an awkward chuckle since you didn’t have much to say. The disappointment in you was filling your mind that you didn’t even know how to respond. Now Jimin will be laughing at you for a whole hour straight.
You came up to him just a few minutes ago, telling him that you were brave enough to get a tattoo. Something you were always scared of getting because people would usually say the amount of pain it was.
So you never thought about it, until Jimin got his own and told you it wasn’t so bad. And of course you didn’t believe him but you still didn’t want to be seen as a coward so you decided to go to the nearest Tattoo shop. And now it’s closed.
“First time thinking about getting a tattoo, correct?” Shocked, you looked at him with wide eyes, trying to figure out how he knew such a thing. Yes that’s exactly what you were here for, but just how did he know that? Were you that easy to read?
“How did you know?” and with that, you earned a laugh from him. With a smile he started looking around for something. You weren’t sure if you should leave or wait until he got what he was looking for.
“I own this tattoo shop you can say I worked here for a while, I can tell when there’s someone new” he softly said, opening a drawer as you nodded.
That would make a lot of sense, since he has probably seen a lot of people with the same anxiety coming in whenever they decide to get their first tattoo. You don’t blame them though, mostly because you’re in the same position.
With a soft chuckle, he stood up, averting his eyes at you. “I’m guessing if you don’t get it today then you won’t get it at all.” he smiled, writing something down on a clipboard. He really did know his people, his customers to be exact.
“So how about this? It was already closed, but i can make this tattoo for you” he looked over to you and then back at the clipboard. Sighing, you started feeling relieved, and thankful to him for actually understanding your situation.
He was truly a life savior.
“Thank you” you smiled, shaking his head, he extended his hand towards what looked like where the tattoos were done. Nodding, you walked over to it, sitting on a wooden chair that was next to a sort of bed.
As you sat down, you felt your anxiety starting to rise again. You were thankful but you were still getting scared of the idea of getting a tattoo. Just imagining it was making you nauseous.
“Alright” he softly said, placing a stool in front of you, as he sat down on it. Looking up at you, he gave you a soft smile. “Can I have your name?” he asked, ready to write it down on his clipboard. You assume that’s where he puts his customer’s information, something normal.
“Y/n” you smiled, with a nod, he proceeded to write it down, and then looked back up at you. “Can I have your ID?” Nodding, you opened your purse, searching for your ID in your wallet as you quickly found it. With a small smile, you gave it to him.
Softly, he grabbed it, taking a look at it, as he started writing down more things in his clipboard. The silence was making you anxious, it was scarring you, but once he stopped writing stuff down, your anxiousness eased down.
“Alright then, give me a second” he smiled, standing up from the stool as he walked over to the counter. Patiently you waited there, and you were starting to feel a bit awkward until you heard some music play. It wasn’t loud, nor too quiet. It had a good volume. You guessed he took it off before since he was about to close the store.
“Do you have a design you would like to get?” he asked, his voice sounding faint but clear enough for you to hear.
There were some ideas you had, like a small tattoo that would have a meaning to you.
Yeah the decision on a tattoo was all of the sudden, but it wasn’t like you didn’t think about it deeply. Getting a tattoo was something you’ve been thinking about doing way before Jimin dared you to get one. You had many ideas for one, many that had different meanings. And today you could finally express those ideas.
“I do” you quietly said, hearing footsteps coming closer and closer to you. Taking your phone out of your bag, you showed him the pictures of tattoo ideas you had. It took you days to find ones that you truly liked and wanted to get done.
And even though there’s only two pictures that you liked, you were still determined to get it done. “What do you think?” you asked him, although you were sure of your decision, you still wanted some approval and mostly from a person that has seen many different kinds of tattoos.
“I like it, i think they would go well” he said, flashing a small smile towards you, as he focused on the photo you were showing him. “Is this the one?” he asked, as you slowly nodded.
“Okay then, let's get this tattoo done” he smiled, standing up from his stool as he walked over to a table that was full of his equipment. He started picking some things up and placing them on a small table that was next to the stool he was sitting on.
And without knowing it, you didn’t catch yourself staring at him. He was quite the most handsome man you have seen in a while. His honey skin was doing wonders to him, it was so captivating to your eyes. It was enough for you to continue staring at him.
Although you couldn’t see him much, you were already salivating over him. It wasn’t something you usually do, technically you would never do such a thing. But for him you will.
While you continued to stare at him, he didn’t notice your eyes on him as he slowly started taking his black sweater off, and in the process his shirt lifted up, revealing a very captivating tattoo on his lower stomach.
Gulping you stared at it, feeling nervous and a sudden feeling inside your stomach. Looking away, you looked towards the floor instead.
“Do you have any tattoos?” you asked, already knowing that he had one but you wanted to see if he had gotten more. Looking over to you, he nodded softly.
“I have, I have over more than 6 tattoos” he said, sitting down on the stool and facing you directly. For a few seconds, there was a short silence, before he started showing you his tattoo on the side of his hand.
It was a small cross, a thin cross that looked very good on his hand. He then showed you another one that was close to his collarbone and then another one that was in between his chest, one that made you feel shy.
“What about the butterfly one?” you asked, as he slowly looked at you. Meeting your eyes, he looked closely at them, he focused completely on them. And for a second you thought you offended him, that you shouldn’t have asked. “Sorry i-”
“I don’t like this one as much” he cut you off, pulling his shirt up, as he revealed that beautiful tattoo that you felt so attractive to. You could tell he felt insecure about the tattoo, that he wasn’t as proud of it as he was over the other ones.
“I personally really like it” you spoke up, watching the way his eyes found yours, he looked at you so surprisingly, so shocked. It was like he couldn’t believe it at all.
“Do you?” he asked, as you quickly nodded your head. You wouldn’t be sure why he wouldn’t like it, the beautiful blue color immediately stood out to you.
“Yeah, the color is beautiful. And it’s well made” you said, as your eyes didn’t leave his tattoo. As they slowly started going up his body.
Without noticing, your eyes were directing up his body. The way his soft abs were showing, or the veins on his hand holding his shirt up. You didn’t even notice when you started admiring his body and not his tattoo anymore.
He was definitely fit, the muscle on his arm was enough to tell you. And even the soft abs on his stomach that were so captivating to see. It all drove you out of your mind. Enough to start forming dirty thoughts inside your head.
Which you shouldn’t.
Quickly, you averted your eyes elsewhere, as he slowly put his shirt down, covering his tattoo as he brought his clipboard again.
“Can I change the tattoo?” you asked, as he looked over to you. “Yes of course” he said, as he stood up from the stool.
You watched as he started picking up some black gloves, and then placing his tattoo pen on the small gray trey. The needles that gave you shivers down your spine. What looked like some cream and other things you didn’t even know.
Taking a deep breath in, you unlocked your phone. Already looking for a new image to which you already had saved. Let’s say you were planning on getting a tattoo on your arm. Usually that’s where people always start.
You had a cute tattoo idea in mind, and the meaning behind that tattoo was nice. But now you want something different. Just seeing his tattoos gave you a sort of boost of confidence. Something about it made you want to go all out today.
The thing is, you are already here. He’s willing to stay a little longer just to give you a tattoo and well this isn’t always something you would do or think about doing. So might as well go all out.
Even if that means just for today.
Once he finished organizing his things, he sat back down on the stool. Already putting the gloves on.
“I’ll get this one done” you said, turning your phone towards him as his eyes directed to the screen.
The way his eyes widened made you realize that you made a good choice. It meant he wasn’t expecting for you to do these kinds of tattoos which yet again gave you a boost of confidence.
“Are you sure?” he asked, looking over to you. “Yeah” you said, as he waited a little longer.
Thinking that you might change your mind after the decision you just took. But to his surprise you seemed more than determined to do it.
So with a nod, he asked if he could hold your phone. Just to get the exact image of your tattoo. Something that you agreed on, feeling a spark of both excitement and nervousness.
Just knowing you are about to make one of the most extreme decisions you have taken does make you feel nervous. That thrilling sensation knowing that you might regret it but that you will like it either way.
Yes you could easily change your mind. He was more than willing to go with what you wanted. But you were determined.
“Alright then, i’ll bring this closer than” he said, walking over to something that seemed like you can lay down on. You guess that’s where you would be.
You watched as he brought the things closer, and then walked over to the window, closing the blinds as he then said it was for anyone that might walk in and think it was still open. You understood that, but what you were more focused on was the nervous feeling inside of you.
“Okay, you will lay down here” he began to explain, as you just nodded. “This might hurt more than the arm, but it will look good” he said, as you nodded once again.
With his hand, he motioned for you to sit down on the sort of bed, which you quickly did, watching as he brought a small sheet of white paper, already tracing and drawing the tattoo you told him.
“Is this the most outrageous thing you have done?” he asked, his eyes on the drawing as you just chuckled.
“Is it obvious?” you asked, as he looked up at you, giving you a chuckle as he looked back down at the drawing.
“Yeah, but it’s not a bad thing” he added, as you just nodded. Maybe he was being nice to you, but you do think you sound very lame.
It’s mostly the fact that you would be too scared to do any of these kinds of things. So you never really thought about doing these extreme things. But now you are. And it was mostly with a dare of you and Jimin.
“Okay, um you can” he said as you immediately knew what he meant. Slowly, you reached for the bottom of your shirt, already lifting it up as you placed it on the side.
You noticed that his eyes were elsewhere, not trying to look at your now exposed boobs to him. Which weren’t too exposed, you had a bra on. But still. He wanted to respect you enough.
Right after you placed your shirt down, you immediately unclipped your bra. Slowly making it fall on your lap as you watched the way he waited. The way you suddenly took it off was taking everything in him not to look.
It was sort of funny.
Slowly, you laid back down, placing both hands on your boobs as you covered them. Since well they are now exposed.
“Okay” you said, as he quickly nodded, grabbing the small piece of paper as he stood beside you, scanning the area the tattoo would be made.
With his finger, he pointed towards the area, as he carefully placed the paper. You weren’t able to see what he was doing, but you felt like he was doing his job. It took a few minutes until you heard the sound of the pen being turned on.
“Ready?” he looked down at your face, as you nodded. You waited for when the pen would start poking your skin. The moment that everyone started regretting the decision. And right when you thought he wouldn’t do it, you felt it.
That sharp pain that made you gasp out loud. “Relax, I got you” he said, as you took a deep breath.
You waited until it was done, until the pain of the pen hitting your skin would stop. You would be lying if you said it didn’t hurt. Fuck you wanted to just screaming for a bit after holding it in for so long.
The pain was there, that’s for sure.
But he would be there, trying to calm you down and telling you it would just be for a little. That he was almost done with it. And as much as that helped you out, you were still in pain.
“And we are done” he said, after what felt like an eternity of the sound of the pen and the pain beside your boobs, he finished. You might even have shed a tear, but that’s because you haven’t done something like this and well it clearly hurt.
Besides that, you will probably stay away from tattoos for a while.
“I’ll bring the wrap” he said, as he handed you a mirror. Something you quickly took from his hands, looking at the tattoo that was now placed above the center of your stomach. Right below your boobs.
You liked how it looked, apart from red it looked truly good.
As you admired the tattoo in the mirror, you didn’t notice when he walked in. When he accidentally saw your boobs, making him quickly turned away.
“What do you think?” you asked, as you looked over to him. “Huh?” he said, as you motioned towards your tattoo, covering your boobs with both of your hands.
“I think it looks very good” he said, walking over to you, as he grabbed something, cleaning the tattoo as he placed a sort of wrap on it.
“Can you move your hand a bit, i need to clean this side” he said, as you moved your hand slightly.
The soft touch of his fingers brushing beside your boob was bringing this tickling feeling inside your stomach. It felt good. It was nothing much, but it felt so good.
“I think it suits you” he said, cleaning the other side as he then threw the paper on the trash can.
“I have done a lot of tattoos there and i think yours looked the best” he said, as he walked over to the counter, taking his gloves off as you just chuckled.
“The bathroom is on the right” he pointed as you quickly grabbed your things walking over to the bathroom.
Somehow you made it inside with both of your hands covering your boobs. You couldn’t help but admire the tattoo. It looked so nice and it even reminded you of the extreme decision you just took.
Which will be locked inside your mind for the rest of your life.
“Here’s some– oh shit you aren’t done” he said, closing the door right back. The slight embarrassment made you look towards the door. Yet it was also a feeling of desire sparking inside of you.
“I’m sorry” he said, from the outside. “I didn’t mean to look, they look good, wait shit i didn’t mean to”
“Do they?” you said, opening the door of the bathroom, as you watched him standing in front of it.
His eyes lingered down to your boobs but then back up at your eyes. You watched as his eyes went from your boobs to then back up to your eyes.
“I um, they do” he said, as you just chuckled. “Thank you” you said, a mischievous smile appearing on your lips. One you didn’t even notice.
He’s absolutely hot, you noticed it the moment you saw him. The moment you got to fully see his smile. And the part when you were able to see his abs and his stomach turned you on. It’s shameful to admit, but you felt attracted to him.
You aren’t this bold. You made it very clear to him when you were struggling to get a tattoo on your arm, to which you then switched. Getting a tattoo below your boob area was crazy in your opinion.
And now staying right in front of him with your boobs out is another thing. Something that you would’ve never done. Yet here you are.
Something tells you that he isn’t far from your thoughts. He’s not hard to read, as the way he’s scanning you is telling you all the things you need to know.
“I’ll head back inside” you smiled, turning towards the bathroom as you were just about to walk in, you suddenly felt a hand on your wrist that made you stop.
“And where are you going?” he asked, his voice low and deep, creating his sudden feeling inside you. It made you feel nervous, almost like you weren’t the one that came up to him first.
“I think you have something to fix” he said, spinning you around as now you are back to facing him again.
You didn’t expect him to pull this move. Part of you was hoping he did. It was that desire inside of you that was sparking. That shameful lust inside of you wanting for him to do much more than just a tattoo for the night.
And right now you are more than happy.
“Do i?” you asked, as he just chuckled, pulling you towards what seemed like the back of the shop. The nervous feeling inside of you was getting the best of you.
You were getting excited over the small things, like this. Maybe it’s the fact that you haven’t been sexually active. Or the fact that you were liking the thought of getting more than just a tattoo tonight.
Everything was creating such a thrill in you.
Opening a door, he let go of your wrist, closing the door behind him. The room was simple, few of his supplies that he probably comes and gets. Like those storage rooms except there were a few furniture pieces. Like a couch, a coffee table, a few chairs and a small table on the corner. It also had LED lights all around it.
“I quite frankly didn’t expect for this to happen” he said, something that made him walk closer towards you.
“But i don’t mind one bit” he added, as you just gulped, watching the way he was hovering over you. “I promise i will be gentle with your new tattoo”
At some point, you felt so dominant. You felt like you had control of the situation. But now it seems like he’s the one that has it. Yet he looks so hot while demanding.
Before you knew it, his lips were roughly pressed into yours, as his hand held the back of your neck, guiding you as he wanted to. The roughness he had was making you wet already. Just the thought of him made you want to close your legs.
God you didn’t think you would feel this desperate for someone. Just the thought of him fucking you lingered inside your mind.
As you both continued to kiss, he placed his hands on your waist, slowly making you walk backwards as you didn’t break the kiss. Before you knew it, he gently pushed you onto the couch, making you sit on it as your eyes went up to him.
It didn’t take long for him to start taking his shirt off, his pants following right after as the only view was him in his boxers. And that hard bulge that was more than noticeable to see. He was just as turned on as you were.
“You know” he said, coming closer towards you as he suddenly went on his knees. “I think you wanted this as much as I did” he said, pointing his finger in your thigh as he started doing small circles.
Yes you did.
Something about him created this sensation inside of you that you couldn’t avoid. It was strong enough for you to be sitting on this couch, with him almost on your legs.
“What makes you think that?” you asked, as he just chuckled. He slowly started coming closer towards you, his hands going to the side of your hip as the sound of your zipper was heard.
He was unzipping your skirt.
“Because if you didn’t, you would’ve stopped me long ago” he added, slowly pulling the skirt down as you just watched him do it. Not complaining about a single thing because he’s right.
“I guess we are both equally as sexually frustrated” he said, as you helped him pull the skirt all the way down, now being just you in your underwear.
“Luck is on our side” you said, as he chuckled, pulling you closer towards the edge of the couch making you gasp.
Before you could say anything else, he hands were already busy, grabbing onto the hem of your panties as he started to slowly pull them down. Teasing you in a way.
He knew you were as turned on as he was, so he wanted to make you wait. He wanted to see you suffer the desperation and you weren’t far from admitting it. Once your panties were on the floor, his eyes went onto yours.
Looking deeply at them as he slowly spread your legs, creating a playful grin on his lips. One that's making you annoyed.
He was enjoying all the teasing he was doing, you could tell. But fuck were you becoming desperate.
Just as you were about to tell him off, his mouth made quick contact with your clit. Something that shut you up completely.
“Shit” you said, cursing under your breath as his tongue started going up and down your folds. Creating all such lustful thoughts inside your head.
To think your first tattoo would go like this. First it was the bravery you had to have done such a tattoo. It was something that you weren’t thinking of doing.
And second it was now having the person who did your tattoo in between your legs. It just seems so hard to believe. But it happened. If you would’ve known about this then you would’ve come here much earlier.
“You are my favorite guest” he said, as you just chuckled. Throwing your head back as the sound of laughter soon turned into soft moans. Until you felt pleasure all over your body.
He continued to lick your folds, as he then inserted his fingers inside of you, creating a new sensation inside of you. This burning feeling inside your stomach.
“I’m going to cum” you said. As you started arching your back, something that made Taehyung bring you closer towards him.
You kept trying to prevent him from getting closer, trying to push his head away as your orgasm was coming closer and closer. But he wasn’t letting you, it only made him pick up his pace.
“Cum for me” he said, as you felt lost. All thoughts gone, it was just your moans and the sound of his mouth on your entrance. It only brought you closer and closer towards the edge.
“Shit” you cursed out loud, as you soon came. Heavy breathing, you lay down on the couch, something that made Taehyung pull you back up.
“You didn’t think we were done, did you?” he said, his voice low and deep. Something that made you look up at him, watching as his lustful eyes looked all over you.
You watched as he hovered on top of you, slowly kissing you on your neck all the way down to your stomach. As if your first orgasm wasn’t enough, you were already aiming for another one.
Even though you were already out of energy.
“I will make you want to come back for another tattoo” he whispered, as he stood back up, taking his boxers off as he immediately grabbed the condom from the side.
Once he was done, he pulled you up from the couch, making you yelp with how hard he pulled you up. And soon enough he turned you around, his body pressed against yours as you could feel his already hard cock.
“Let’s fix what you made” he whispered beside your ear, bending you down onto the couch as both of your knees went onto the couch, making you hold yourself by the top of the couch with both hands.
Giving your ass two slaps, he grabbed his cock with his hand.
“Let’s see how well you can take my cock” he said, as he started placing his cock in your entrance, making you grip onto the edge already.
“I can take it” you said, as he scoffed, and with that he pushed his cock in. He didn’t even wait, he just fully thrust himself inside you.
“Shit, oh my god” you were quick to say, feeling your walls pulsing at the sudden stretch. He was big. Just the way your walls needed time to adjust was enough to tell you he was.
You never wanted sex as much as you want it right now. No regrets and no going back.
“Please move” you said, as he was quick to obey. Slowly pulling his cock out as he slammed his cock back inside of you. Making you shut your eyes.
He continued to do that until you were literally begging him to go faster. You wanted him badly, it wasn’t even funny anymore.
You wanted every single part of him, you wanted him to fuck you like you have never been fucked before. If he could break you then might as well be it.
“So needy, huh?” he said, picking up his pace as the sound of his hip hitting your ass echoed through the entire room. Your moans didn’t fall behind.
“Fuck yes i am” you admitted, not even needing to lie since he even knew it himself. Not that he wasn’t in desperate need of having you. Just seeing you was enough to turn him on. And right now he wants to do it all.
“Then i will fuck you like you deserve” he said, as he continued to slam his cock inside of you, making you grip onto the edge of the couch. Eyes shut as you just moaned out. Moaning his name and all curse words you could think of.
Just this moment itself was having you on your knees. You don’t know what it really was. Whether the built up of the moment, or him eating you out until you had your orgasm. Or maybe because this would be your second orgasm.
Something had you begging him to fuck you harder. Just the way you might be bruised on your ass later wasn’t even a bother. You wouldn’t go this far to have sex with someone. You wouldn’t do this much. Sexual frustration is no joke.
“Taehyung” you moaned out, as you felt a pair of kisses on your back. “I will fuck you like this more often”
“Please do” you said, feeling the knot about to burst. And just like that your second orgasm was coming. But this one was harder than the first one. It would have you out of energy for sure.
“I’m going to cum” you said, your knuckles turning white from how tight you were holding onto the edge of the couch. “So am i”
“Cum around my cock” he said, slapping your ass in the process. And before you knew it, you did. You came around his cock. Making you almost fall forward from how weak you felt. But he was quick to hold you up.
“I’m almost there” he said, thrusting into you a few more times before he came inside the condom. Fully filling it up as he cursed under his breath. He held you up with both of his hands on your hips. Watching as you were fully dazed.
“Damn I went that hard? Sorry” he said, slowly placing you down onto the couch as you couldn’t help but chuckle.
You weren’t just out of energy, you were also tired. Your legs felt weak. He really went all out on you and you don’t regret it. You wanted it like this.
“That was the best sex I have had” he admitted as you nodded in the process. “Same here” you quickly said, laughing right afterwards.
“We have to do that again” you said, looking at him as he tried to lay down with you, something you gave him some space for.
“Oh we have to” he quickly added.
After a few more laughs you fell into a deep sleep, something he quickly brought a blanket for. Covering you up with it as he laid down beside you.
And even if there wasn’t much space, he still found it comforting wrapping you in his arms and having you close to him.
He didn’t know you much but after this it will all change.
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Fuck boy | 01
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Synopsis: Jimin being the fuck boy of the school isn’t something new. He’s known for sleeping with a new girl everyday. What happens when you’re the next one?
Pairing: Jimin x Reader
Warning: Mature language, Mature content
Genre: smut, toxic, angst, fluff
Word count: 6k
A/N: I decided to rewrite this series before it has more chapters. Haven’t been writing this story at all not going to lie. It has been quite an ick going back to it, but I kinda developed something for it, so if you guys want it, let me know.
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“Fuck, you’re so tight” you heard Jimin’s voice from inside the dorm. Making you shiver with how gross you felt.
You just had to get lucky enough to be sharing a room with a guy, oh and not just any type of guy. It’s one of those that loves to fuck around, literally.
You regret the moment they told you about sharing a dorm with a male. You mentally cursed yourself with all types of words.
The idea of sharing a dorm with a guy was already making you upset. And you knew you shouldn’t make conclusions too soon. But you did.
And hell were you right.
After a long day of classes and getting the chance to finally go back to your dorm, to just hear these kinds of things makes you want to throw up.
Some girl moaning and him fucking someone new everyday. There’s no words to explain the irritation you felt every time you came to your dorm. It’s not just a one time thing either. He has done this multiple times, without any fucking shame.
You want to avoid this as much as possible, and sometimes you succeed. But going to the library every time for no reason gets annoying. Just walking there is far enough. So besides that, you had nowhere else to go. You don’t have many friends, no love life, and no parties to go to. But to be fair it’s just Thursday night.
But even if it was fucking friday, you still wouldn’t go out.
So you waited until they are done, until their little fucking seccion is done. And unfortunately this has become a daily thing for you. Coming into your dorm and hearing high pitch moaning. It wasn’t just disturbing, but it was fucking disgusting.
You are sure you aren’t the only one that has heard this, many pass by this hallway, many sleep here. So you know you aren’t the only one.
The hate you have for this guy is unbelievable. He just doesn’t stop. And you could care less if he fucks someone everyday, fuck that’s the least of your worries, you just want him to not do it in the dorm.
If he fucks one or two girls a day is not your business, you just want him to have the fucking decency to fuck them somewhere else. Somewhere far from your dorm because in the end, this is your dorm too.
“Get out from where you came from” he firmly said, his voice sort of loud.
That’s another thing about him. He treats girls like absolute shit. Well not just the girls he sleeps with, but everyone in general. So it goes to literally everyone he decides to fuck around with.
He isn’t romantic, he has never shown signs of having a relationship and actually maintaining them for long. If he did have a relationship it was cut short, mostly because for him they get boring and they become shitty.
But an asshole will always be an asshole, right?
Hearing the door knob open, you finally get up from the floor, cleaning the dust from your pants. In a few seconds, a girl comes out smiling and giggling to herself. Walking right past you, not even saying anything.
“Didn’t I see that girl last week?” you said quietly, trying to remember if you did or not, she was covering herself with sunglasses and a hat last time, so maybe it might have been her, but you don’t recognize her fully.
Why do they always come back to him? You thought to yourself. You have always said that you would never go back to a guy that treats women the way he does. It’s crazy to see the amount of them wanting a second night with him.
The way they would beg him for another night and because he might be horny he accepts it. They are all crazy and truly stupid. You will stay with your word to not ever be with someone like him.
With a sigh, and more thoughts inside your mind, you finally entered the dorm.
Once you stepped foot inside, the first thing you did was look around. Your side was normal, it was clean like it usually is. However, his side of the room was a mess. Clothes all over his side of the floor, shoes and a belt on the side. And a piece of fabric on the floor, which by looking at it closely you found out it was underwear.
So that means she left without it. Gross, you thought to yourself.
Without looking around anymore, you rushed to your side. Already putting your belongings on the small desk. “Too much homework” you whispered to yourself, as you threw your head back. The teachers just give the homework like it’s nothing. Get one and get a billion free.
With a groan, you opened your backpack. Taking out your laptop and placing it on the desk.
“I’ll have friends over, don’t bother any of us.” he told you with a firm voice.
The audacity of him to even tell you that. He doesn’t even ask, it’s like he is demanding you. The fucking shame of this guy. What were they ever thinking when they put him here? Why did your old roommate have to leave?
They have never put a boy and a girl in the same dorm before, ever. Maybe because it ends up with them fucking each other, or privacy invasion. So why was it different this time? Not that you’re planning on sleeping with him, but it’s just curiosity to know their thoughts..
“I wasn’t planning to.” you loudly said, almost like in a yelling way so he could hear. As you closed your backpack, you heard him getting up from his bed.
“Mmm attitude? I like it.” he said while grabbing his clothes from the floor. Looking in his direction, you didn’t expect to see him naked. Like literally naked. Quickly you turned away, closing your eyes shut.
“What the fuck!? Can’t you just change?” you yelled at him, having your eyes still closed. Okay fucking someone in the same dorm is something but being naked like he’s the only one in the dorm is disgusting. He isn’t the only one here and he knows that, yet he still continues.
“Well I didn’t have time to change” he said in between laughs. Finding this situation funny. This guy is unbelievable.
“You know you want me” he said, while buttoning his shirt. Something that made you laugh out loud. It’s so funny if he thinks that you want to sleep with him. Hell no you don’t, not even if you were truly drunk and out of your mind.
Just having sex with him seemed like a nightmare, it was even making you shiver.
“Not every girl wants to sleep with your horny ass” you laughed, opening your eyes back up.
“But I bet you would love it though” he barked back, not liking your smart mouth. Rolling your eyes, you decided to ignore him. Of course you won’t. This guy is crazy.
You wouldn’t enjoy such a thing. The idea seemed horrifying to you. He may be good looking but that doesn’t cover enough from who he truly is.
“You know what, I’ll go to their dorm instead. See you later stupid” he said as he walked out of the dorm. Swinging the door shut.
Taking a deep breath in, you threw your sweater with all force into the bed. “I fucking hate you so much Jimin.” you yelled, forming a fist with your hand. He just knows exactly how to get on your nerves. It excites him.
Just talking to him like this fucking irritates you. It makes you so annoyed to the point you would just go up to him and slap the shit out of him. It seems so violent, but it isn’t.
Not when it comes to hitting him.
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After a couple of hours of finally relaxing yourself and calming yourself down, you went to the desk and grabbed your laptop.
You needed a break from Jimin’s bullshit and the amount of homework you did today. From all the things you learned that you will forget in due time.
“I have nothing else to do, might as well check social media.” you said, sitting in your bed as you slowly opened your laptop. Checking the school blog is the first thing you do.
The school blog is basically a page where people post about things they do. It doesn’t matter what it is. Most of their posts are sometimes bad or just sexual. It’s either them smoking, going to parties, or even short video of them fucking someone. But that’s not what you like about the page.
It’s a pretty fucking wild page, one that only immature college students can create. But it’s fun to visit from time to time. Just to see how fucked up everyone is. However, that isn’t what you like about the damn page.
What you enjoy is the drama.
Most people think that just because some don’t talk much it means they will just say nothing to others about what they hear.
Your mind sometimes is on another fucking level though.
Well actually, you and your smart mind have made a whole notepad of things. It’s filled with secrets that can break anyone’s relationships or even friendships. And if they ever try to hurt you then with a click of a button you can post a little something in there with the secret account.
No one has ever found out about it. And that’s what keeps you going. It’s honestly really fun seeing people want to keep their secrets hidden. Or how they would do anything to keep it hidden. Even if it means giving money, or doing something embarrassing in front of everyone.
Scrolling through the page you come across an article. “Kelly the slut” you said as you read the title. Kelly. That name sounds really familiar. You thought as you were trying to remember who she was, until you realized that there was a picture of her. “Ah! That Kelly. Wait she looks really familiar” you added loudly as you read through the article.
“Kelly is known for being popular, but popular for fucking very boy she sees. Maybe even girls, who knows? It was said and seen that she was sleeping with our one and only Park Jimin." After you read that you looked up at the wall with wide eyes.
“I knew I recognized that girl yesterday” you said while putting your hand over your mouth.
The girl from yesterday tried so hard to hide herself, she seemed so scared she even ran out of the room. Not scared of what she did, but of getting caught for what it seemed. No wonder.
Why are you surprised? Well because that’s Jimin's best friend’s girlfriend. Kelly and Taehyung were dating for 6 months you think or at least remember something like that. Everyone knew that relationship wouldn’t last since Kelly is easy with guys. When she sees someone new her first thought is to fuck with him.
She doesn’t feel shame about that, quite frankly she admits to it. And when she got into a relationship everyone was shocked.
And now this is pretty disgusting honestly.
“I feel bad for him” you said to yourself.
Even though Taehyung is friends with Jimin, he’s a kind guy. Of course you don’t talk much with him. Just some exchange of words or some few conversations with him. Nothing much. But you have seen the difference in both of them.
Sometimes you wonder why he’s friends with Jimin since he is a kind and sweet guy and well Jimin is the opposite.
“How could she!?” you said while scrolling and reading the comments. Feeling intrigued over this news.
“No surprise. They both fuck anyone they see” Said a random comment. Scrolling down you continue to read more. “Fuck why are we surprise? we’re talking about the biggest players” said another comment.
“I wonder for how long.” you spoke up while resting your face on your hand. Now this is interesting. Who could’ve thought that he would do that to his best friend. Can you even call him a friend at this point, did Jimin even care for Taehyung?
Just to know the betrayal Taehyung might be going through without even knowing it makes you feel awful. You didn’t do anything, but you can feel it.
While continuing to scroll down the article, you randomly heard a loud knocking on the door.
“Who’s there?” you yelled while slowly closing your laptop and heading straight towards the door. Jimin did say he was going to his friend’s dorm. And well he has keys if the door is ever locked.
With a confused face, you open the door, revealing an angry Taehyung. Who was standing with a fist on his hand. “Where is he y/n?” he said while looking over you, trying to see if he could spot something or more like someone.
“Who are you looking for?” you asked him, even though you knew exactly who he was looking for, it was obvious. Without saying a word his eyes averted straight at you, and it wasn’t an angry look but more of a sad one.
“Jimin, where is he?” he asked not raising his voice at all, even though he was angry he kept his cool. He was calmly talking to you, not yelling or trying to move past you.
Taehyung, you poor thing.
“He’s not here Taehyung, he said he went to your dorm.” you told him while your eyes looked around the hallways. Wait, so Jimin lied? Or did he hear the news on his way there?
“You know already right? About Kelly and Jimin?” he asked with such sadness in his eyes. You knew this hurt him a lot, it was his best friend fucking his girlfriend after all. A friend he trusted and a girl he liked.
But if you dare to ask him if he is okay he will start crying. You can just feel it. However, you have to ask anyway.
“Yeah, I heard. Are you alright?” you asked that stupid question that was no clearer than glass. And just like you predicted it, he started crying immediately, while shaking his head.
“No, I’m not” he wiped his tears with his hand as more of them fell. Seeing this sight of you felt so surprising. Mostly because he jokes and laughs a lot.
You didn’t know what to do, you were stuck in your thoughts. But you knew you couldn’t just stand there and watch him. Instead you came closer to him, pulling him into a hug. It wasn’t something you would do but you know he needed it.
“It’s okay, don’t cry” you told him as he held you tighter in his arms, as you didn’t even move. “Why would he do that to me?” he cried.
“It’s okay, I’m here for you. Don’t worry” you started messaging his hair with your hand. “Was I not enough for her?” he quickly added. No, he shouldn’t feel that way. He’s such a sweet, honest, loyal, funny and much more, it’s actually the opposite. She doesn’t deserve him.
You don’t understand that yourself, on why she decided to do that. He’s a great guy, many girls were wishing to be with him. Yet she decided to cheat on him.
“Don’t say that, she was not enough for you. Taehyung, she’s not worth your tears.” you said while messaging his back softly and he just cried silently on your shoulder. In all honesty you have never seen him cry, or sad in general. He’s always happy and energetic, nothing with the version you’re seeing now.
And that just breaks your heart even more.
That would only mean that he was actually in love with her. And Kelly with her horny ass decided to do that. But like what did he expect? He was dating Kelly and not to be mean or anything but like why her? Out of every girl in this school he fell for Kelly specifically. They’ll probably make fun of him now.
“Yes this is the couple we all needed.” someone started to yell from the opposite side of the room, and when you were about to turn towards the sound, you heard a camera sound.
Both of you immediately turned towards the voice making the guy smile at you and Taehyung widely. His eyes switching between the both of you and swinging his fingers from side to side. Wait, did he say a couple!?
“Wait no” you yelled, making him run off. With a surprised face you look over to Taehyung who was in the same position as you.
“What do we do? That picture will be on the blog soon” he looked over to you not knowing what to do. While looking for a solution you heard a ring from your phone. But it wasn’t  just yours, but Taehyung’s as well.
Opening the notification the first thing you saw made your stomach drop, it was the picture of you and Taehyung hugging and the title being. “I love this couple, It’s the best one” with wide eyes you read the comments as they were agreeing with the post.
“This one is an innocent couple.” said someone “Taehyung deserves someone like her” said another one. “Taehyung moved on fast. But with an upgrade.”
Oh no. This is exactly what you didn’t want or needed. You don’t need drama in your life, it’ll just ruin your life. You did so much to try and avoid this type of bullshit that with just getting distracted a bit you were all over it.
“I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean to get you into this mess” Taehyung spoke up while he pinched the bridge of his nose with his fingers in frustration. This is just great. Can this get any worse?
“Taehyung” you hear someone yell from far back in the hallway.
Slowly, you looked over to the direction of the voice, as you saw Jimin with an angry look, standing in the far distance. And you could see Taehyung’s fist forming once again.
This can get worse. You just confirmed that yourself. Just what did you get yourself into? You thought as you rolled your eyes.
This mess is just growing and growing. Slowly, you hid your face in your hands. Feeling annoyed at yourself. Just what did you get yourself into? You repeated again.
“Coward of you to hide” Taehyung yelled while holding his fist tightly, making his knuckles turn white with how much force he had..
The glares they were giving each other was more intimidating than any horror movie you have seen, not that you have seen many. Too afraid of those. You don’t blame Taehyung for the anger he might be feeling right now. Looking at the person he trusted.
But what’s funny is that Jimin actually showed his face after what he did. He showed himself up and maybe he didn’t know. But the shame is real. Very much surprising.
As Jimin kept coming closer to Taehyung, you watched as Taehyung poked the inside of his cheek.
“Who told you I was hiding? By the way, your girl didn’t feel good at all” Jimin loudly said, almost for everyone to hear. The mouth this guy has is crazy.
He didn’t say anything though. Which made you worried. But without thinking about it, Taehyung immediately threw a punch straight into Jimin’s face, making your eyes go wide as Jimin looked back at him angrily.
Should you stop it? Or record it?
“Fuck you! I trusted you and you betrayed me. You stupid motherfucker” Taehyung yelled in anger while grabbing Jimin by the collar of his shirt. Something Jimin just laughed in his face at.
“You should thank me instead. I wasn’t the only one that bitch fucked with.” Jimin yelled back, giving Taehyung a death glare. And right after Jimin said that Taehyung threw another punch at him again. Making Jimin form his fist this time.
“Go to hell” Taehyung punched him in the stomach this time, making Jimin truly angry now. And just when you thought they would stop, Jimin then punched Taehyung straight in the face.
You have to stop this yes or yes. If not they’ll kill each other. There was no one to stop them. Taehyung was just hurt, and Jimin is a reckless asshole who could care less. So it was up to you.
“That’s enough” you yelled, making your voice louder than usual, they both slowly turned to you.
With a worried look, you walked towards Taehyung and softly touched his face with your hand. He doesn’t deserve being hurt this way. And not by a girl that isn’t even worth his tears. And not by a ‘friend’ he trusted either.
“Let’s go” you told him, making Jimin chuckle.
“Yeah go on his side. Could fucking care less” he yelled at you, while you and Taehyung walked outside. Did he really think you would take his side? He must be out of his mind.
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“He’s not worth your time Taehyung.” you told him, while he placed his head on your shoulder.
He has been like that for almost an hour now, he keeps talking about Kelly this, Kelly that. How he loved her, and she showed the same. He needs to realize that Kelly wasn’t really an innocent person. And what Jimin said was true except his wording was off.
You even saw her come out from someone’s dorm and you’re damn sure it wasn’t Taehyung’s. But you won’t tell him that. It’ll hurt him even more.
“Do you think I’m a good person?” he pulled away from your shoulder, looking directly into your eyes, as you smiled and quickly nodded. “You’re the sweetest person I know. Don’t ever doubt that” you chuckled as he gave you a weak smile.
It has been some time now. After the whole fight it was best to just pull him away and talk to him. And even if he rant to you about everything, you listened all the way. He asked for your advice, he wanted to hear your side to all of this.
And well you were fully honest to him, you didn’t list at all. You could never. He deserves the truth, even if it hurts. But you would be there for him, now you will.
“Let’s go” you heard a voice from far away. Looking up, you see Jimin angrily looking at you and Taehyung. He quickly grabbed your wrist and pulled you up and away from Taehyung.
However, Taehyung quickly reacted, grabbing you by your other wrist, making Jimin stop.
“She’s not going with you” Taehyung firmly said, making his voice turn from sweet to raspy which just made Jimin chuckled. “Say who?” he laughed while giving him a sarcastic tone, a tone you hate with your whole guts.
Taehyung quickly stood up from the stairs, getting close to Jimin’s face.
“I said so” he said while pulling you towards him as Jimin did the same. At some point your arms started to feel numb. They kept pulling you left or right like two little children fighting for a doll. Until you finally had enough and because your arms were hurting.
“Shut the fuck up” you yelled, giving them both death glares. They immediately stopped and gulped, their eyes on you. With force, you pulled your arms back and crossed them.
“You guys are no one to tell me where to go or who I’ll go with. I’ll just leave” you walked away from them, while they looked at you dumbfounded.
It’s funny that they thought you would go with one of them. They’re just so full of themselves. Maybe you were thinking of staying with Taehyung a little more. But you don’t want to be involved in this mess much longer.
Yes you will be there when he needs you emotionally, but not for this.
So with lingering thoughts, you walked back inside.
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As you were unlocking the door, you heard someone yell your name. As the click on the door was heard, you slowly turned towards the direction of the voice and all you could focus on was Jungkook smiling at you.
“Jungkook?” you laughed as he ran towards you, pulling you into the tightest hug ever.
“I missed you stupid head” he laughed while swinging side to side.
Jungkook decided to go on a business trip with his father. Ever since his father decided that he wanted Jungkook to take over their company, you haven’t seen him much. The last time you saw him was when he left with his father, which was about three months ago.
You and Jungkook have been friends since elementary school. It all started by you walking up to him when he was crying, mostly sobbing on the corner of the room by himself. Head buried on his knees. Turns out someone stole his toy that day and he was crying about it.
Because it was special to him.
Luckily that day you brought the ones your mother bought you, it was more of you begging your mother for some, and since you had a kind little heart you offered him to play with yours. It made his tears turn to happiness in just seconds. And until this day the both of you laugh every time you tell each other that story.
“I missed you too idiot” you laughed while you pulled him tighter. It was a hug you missed very much, just Jungkook was truly missed by you. You just hope he doesn’t leave again. You don’t know what you’ll do without him and his stupid jokes.
“Another one” said a random voice, one you were hoping to never hear ever again.
As you and Jungkook turned, you both saw Taehyung and Jimin crossing their arms. For a second you thought they became friends again but they still gave each other death glares and middle fingers.
“The fuck you mean another one?” you asked more like you yelled at him, but he kept eye contact with you and then he just laughed. Him and his stupid laugh, fuck you wish to just smack him in the face.
“Aw your fuck buddy is back I see” Jimin smirked at the both of you, his eyes switching from you and Jungkook. You were about to ignore it, ignore him and his comments just like you have been doing, however you have had it with him. You were about to walk up to him, but Jungkook stopped you.
“It’s not worth it” he whispered in your ear, making you relax yourself. But Jimin had the audacity to laugh at you and loudly as well.
“Aw I can leave you alone if you want to fuck him” he told you between his laughs. And he was the only one laughing which made you even more angry.
He always bothered you about Jungkook. He assumes things about the both of you. It’s either “Does he fuck well?” or “When can we have a threesome?” And you have always ignored him, not really paying attention to what he says. You don’t care about what he has to say, so you paid no mind to it.
But right now he’s getting on your nerves more than usual. He has been hitting all the buttons. And you can’t even control your anger anymore. You have had it with him.
“That would be nice actually” you smiled as Jimin’s and Taehyung’s eyes went wide. Turning to Jungkook giving him a wink, but he just looked at you with a confused face.
Slowly, you closed your eyes. Taking a deep breath in, possibly regretting what you said. And are about to do.
Grabbing Jungkook's face with both of your hands, you pulled him into a deep kiss. Making both of them gasp. You motioned Jungkook with your eyes to kiss you back, to which he quickly got the hint and kissed you back.
You would be lying if you said Jungkook isn’t a good kisser. Well technically you didn’t know that because you never kissed him until now. And you are planning to never do it again, it’s too weird.
The kiss kept going, already forgetting why you did it in the first place, well until you heard dry coughs from the both of them, mostly Jimin and his exaggerating ones. Quickly you pulled away, giving Jungkook shocked eyes while he did the same.
Turning towards their direction, you see Jimin angrily looking at you. You could see a different expression, like jealousy, something you have never seen before in him. But maybe you’re overthinking it.
“Privacy” you told him slowly as you pulled Jungkook into the dorm. Quickly locking the door behind you and taking a deep breath.
“What was that for!?” you heard Jungkook say out loud, making you quickly put a hand over his mouth. He looked at you even more confused. Just why did you do that? You don’t need to explain anything to Jimin but for some reason you wanted to make him mad.
“I’ll explain” you said while dragging him to your side of the room and making him sit on the bed. Taking a deep breath, he waited for you to talk.
“I’m sorry, it’s just he got me pissed and well I wanted him to stop bothering me and you with that so I kissed you” you said feeling guilty over the fact that you got jungkook even more involved. You didn’t mean to get Jungkook into any mess or drama, it just happened. But you’re not sure if Jimin believed you or not, it doesn’t matter at this point.
“It’s fine, just tell me next time. I mean you’re a good kisser” he laughed, making you hit his shoulder. You missed him so much, way too much to actually express it. Glad he’s finally back though.
“So tell me, how was the trip?” you smiled at him, while he quickly chuckled, taking a deep breath. “Eh, it was boring. All I did was work or had a one night stand. But honestly the girls I fucked with had a whole daddy kink and that shit scared me. Never call their asses again.” he said which made you laugh.
Jungkook isn’t one to get into a relationship, he thinks they’re too complicated, which you agree. So he just has one night stands, but only when he feels like it. Which is rare for him to have one. So hearing him talking about those does surprise you.
“I bet you liked it though” you told him, which made him shake his head quickly. “Hell no. Only if it was you though” he laughed as you quickly hit his thigh.
“Ah, I forgot to tell you. I have information for you” you told him as he quickly got closer to you. You both love gossiping about people or things in general. It’s really fun talking with him about things you would never tell anyone else.
“The well expected happened. Jimin slept with Taehyung’s girlfriend, Kelly.” As you finished that sentence he quickly put his hand over his mouth.
“No way!?” he said with a shocked expression. “Yes way!” you replied quickly. You were about to tell him about them fighting, but you heard the door open. Making you turn to your side, as you saw Jimin with a girl.
Another one? He hasn’t done that before. It would usually just be one but never two.
He motioned for you to get out, which made you give him a death glare while you got down from the bed. Jungkook tried to stop you, but you eventually got to him.
“Go fuck her somewhere else. This isn’t just your room. Don’t fucking act like it.” you yelled at him, your eyes not leaving his while Jungkook stood behind you. Trying to pull you away from them.
“Why don’t you just leave?” the girl decided to speak up. And that just made you turn to her and laugh, almost too loudly to be true. And who does this bitch think she is!?
You are too tired to explain to anyone the amount of things that happen in this dorm because of him. The amount of suffering you receive from a dude that could care less.
“Excuse me and you who are you to come and tell me to leave my own dorm?” you asked her as she looked confused. She came closer to you making the both of you just inches away.
“You don’t want to try me. I’m the worst person you can ever talk to.” she chuckled. Which made you laugh again in her face, while Jimin was trying to pull her away from you. Is she being serious? The same threat they all give, it’s getting old.
Does she think this is some fucking movie or something? What kind of stupidity is she to say that?
“If that’s what you called worse then you don’t want to know what I am” you told her as Jimin's eyes went wide. Of course what she said and what you said weren’t true but you wanted her to believe it, and she did. She gulped but didn’t show fear, but her eyes said otherwise.
“I suggest you leave” you spoke up, not breaking eye contact. She didn’t want to leave though, she seemed serious. As she was about to slap you, Jimin immediately grabbed her hand.
“Don’t fucking touch her” he yelled which got you, her, and even Jungkook surprised. Did he just defend you? Jungkook quickly grabbed your arm and pulled you closer to him. Making Jimin look at the both of you.
“How did you get so bold?” Jungkook whispered while chuckling softly against your ear. And you just hug him. “I don’t even know” you whispered back, which is true, you don’t even know how you were able to stand up for yourself like that.
Over the past years you’ve been scared to say something back but for some reason it’s different now. And you don’t understand why.
You were happy about it, but all you could focus on was Jimin giving Jungkook a death glare. Just what is on your mind Park Jimin.
“We’ll leave” he said, giving you a blank expression as he walked out.
For some reason you feel bad, but you shouldn’t. He deserved it, but something in you said otherwise. His expression breaks your heart and it shouldn’t, you should hate him and feel happy he left. But it was the fact that you have never seen him with a blank expression before.
Just what is happening to you?
“I was only gone for 3 months, and I missed so much. You got bolder.” he said while smirking at you. And you don’t even know yourself how you got that angry. You just did. There’s more in you then you know.
But right now you just need sleep. It’s been way too dramatic today, too much happened in your life in just one day.
With a yawn, you walked over to your bed. And as you were about to sleep you heard a knock on the door. Confused, you looked at Jungkook who was in the same situation as you.
Again?
Quickly going towards the door, you open it slowly. And that’s when you saw a sad Jimin standing there. Which got you even more confused.
“I didn’t fuck with her” he muttered, but softly and not angrily. Which got you even more confused. Why is he telling you this? You were about to talk but Jungkook stood next to you, pulling you to the side.
“I have to go, but take care” he said while giving you a hug. Something you didn’t fail to take, hugging him back. “You too” you whispered.
As he passed through Jimin and headed towards his dorm. Looking back at Jimin, he didn’t take his eyes away from you.
“Are you going to get in?” you told him but he didn’t respond. He just looked sad and angry. And without a warning he passed through you and straight towards his bed. You look back to his direction, as you see him tugging himself to bed.
Just what happened to him? And why are you so worried for him? You shouldn’t but you can’t help it. It seems so dumb, and you can’t think of why you are thinking so much of this situation. With a sigh. You finally closed the door, as you headed towards your bed.  
What the fuck happened today?
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I knew the time would come when she would appear, I just wasn't expecting it to be on that moment and I felt so annoyed. But I'm looking forward to see what happens.
I think everyone suspected it, but the moment it happened in was the shocking part. Everyone was expecting something out of that scene and the complete opposite happened. Which I wantedddd.
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Flavors of love!!!!! It's driving me crazy. That last chapter made my mouth drop. I just couldn't believe it honestly.
That chapter made everyone's thoughts mix all over the place. Mine too. I was shock on what I did myself. But hey trust me after this it will get good, both good and bad. ;)
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circus-babe · 1 year
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I really love Fuck boy series, hope we'll get to read more soon! 💜
You will sure can!!!! I just have been on a complete writers block with all of the stories I have in Tumblr. Mostly because I wanted to focus on short stories or a short reading. But you will get to see more, I promise!
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How do you get inspiration for your works? Is it comes from live experiences? I literally love Flavors of love and you’re such an amazing writer! Im sure this story will be really popular because its really amazing💕
THANK YOU! aww you are so sweet, I appreciate it. Imagine it does become popular 🤭
Usually all of those scenes come from my imagination. Everything in there is all part of it. I try to make it as nicely written as I can so you can all imagine the moment I'm visualizing. It does make me happy that you all can feel the emotions I want to bring out of it!!!! I do tend to listen to music when I write as well, to set the mood, you know 😌
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No survivors | 01
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Synopsis: A new hope to this cruel world.
Genre: Apocalypse au, smut
Warning: Mentions of death, killing, weapons, blood
Pairing: Yoongi x Reader
Word count: 3,5k
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Your anxiety was growing by the second, your hands shaking from fear. Who could ever blame you?
The world was getting destroyed, if it wasn’t already. Stores vandalized, broken glass shattered all around the roads, and even blood splattered around like a crime scene.
Except there wasn’t any.
It wasn’t always like that though. The world used to be a peaceful place, yeah maybe there would be some bad things on it but it can never compare to this.
What was supposed to be a small virus made innocent people turn into the creatures they are now. Those horrible and horrific creatures.
Called walkers or Zombies. No name is any better.
This is not what you ever imagined when you said a new world would come. You didn’t expect to see people being eaten alive by those undead things. The sight of them screaming, trying to fight for their life is so sad.
Yet you can’t do anything.
Everyone's for themselves now, this world has become so selfish. Anyone would kill to survive and it doesn’t mean it’s always to kill those undeads.
Some people take it up to themselves to hurt humans for food, water, or any other resources.
The government failed everyone, warning all people to wear masks and follow the safety precautions just for it all to go to shit. Without telling anyone what truly happened.
After five months of this happening you aren’t sure how you survived. In no way have you gotten used to the feeling of being outside though. The feeling of danger once you step outside your hiding spot. Looking around for any undead before taking any steps further.
The world became more fearful and it’s up to you to fight through it. To survive with what you got. And it’s not much. You’re brave in some parts, you managed to come outside a couple of times. Bring food for yourself and others but that bravery isn’t always there.
Sometimes fear washes over you and you freeze. The fear when you see a lot of them in an area and not knowing what to do. It’s scary but you have to suck it up. You are learning to.
Peeking through the corner, you see some undead looking in the other direction, something that made you relieved, but not too relieved.
Not trying to get any distractions, you quickly hid back on the wall. Feeling yourself getting nervous by the seconds.
This isn't the first time you've seen the undead nor will it be the last. Sometimes you do hope it's the last time you see them and that this is just an awful nightmare you will wake up from, unfortunately that hope is slowly fading away.
Mostly because it doesn’t seem to get any better no matter how much time passes by.
As your grip on the bat got tighter, you slowly focused yourself towards the sound of the undead.
The horrifying and disgusting sound each one of them made. It's unbelievable to think that those undead out there were once normal humans. Humans that were just living their regular lives not knowing all of this would happen. The thought of the pain they had to go through makes your heart shatter.
But now is not the time to cry, you need to be strong to survive. No weakness is allowed and that means not crying over bullshit that happened before.
There’s many rules that are being applied now, rules you created yourself. The world changed you and you have to accept the change before it’s too late. If you are weak you die, if you are too slow you die, if you are alone without actual knowledge you die.
No other solution.
"Okay y/n if you do this right you will live" you whispered to yourself while pulling the black bandana to cover your nose and mouth.
Every time you went outside, you always got your face covered with blood after hitting them to death. Not a pleasant thing to say but it was true. So this time you brought a bandana. The bandana your father used to wear on his wrist because it was his only thing he got left from his parents. Which now makes you realize how valuable the bandana truly is.
As you took your last deep breath, you started to make your way across the street without getting any attention from the undead.
Taking slow steps and not trying to make any noise, which was truly important to not do in this situation. You continued walking closely to the wall, eyes scanning the area, and your hand clutching to the bat.
Once you reached the end of the concrete wall, you started crouching towards a bush on the side of the road, making you pause when you heard an undead way too close to you. Heavy breathing, you crouched beside the bush, trying to stay as still as possible.
Without moving, your eyes slowly averted to the undead that was making its way closer to you. Bit by bit it moved its legs slowly on the dirt road. You wanted to move, however if you did the undead would see you right away and kill you. If you are too close it can smell you as well. So for now you have to pray that it goes towards a different direction.
The undead continued to come closer towards you, making you even more nervous. You hit many undead before, that’s nothing new. But there was always fear that surrounded you whenever you saw one.
It’s normal to be scared, mostly in this situation. But fear isn’t always good, and you should know that more than anyone.
The only solution you could think of at this moment was to hit it. That’s if the undead gets too close to you.
As you were getting ready to stand up and hit the undead, you were quick to be stopped when a gunshot was loudly heard. Confused, you looked over towards the destroyed store the sound of the gunshot came from. There were people here besides you?
It was a relief knowing there were other people trying to survive just like you, but there was also fear. Everyone is now for themselves, humans turned selfish. And if you are an obstacle you get crushed.
Instead of going towards you, the undead now started heading towards the sound, making you sigh in relief. Once you saw it far away from you, you started to crouch your way out and towards the empty home.
Not letting the bat go, you looked over towards both sides and once it was clear you crossed the road quickly. Smiling, you started running towards the house but stopped once you heard a scream, a scream that was so damn powerful.
Gulping you turn towards the sound which came from the same shop you heard the gunshot from. There is definitely someone there that needs help, but are you willing to risk your life for them?
There’s no time for being the hero, in some situations it is okay to be selfish. As harsh as that sounds it’s reality now.
Biting your lip you looked over, trying to see how many undead there were. And not surprised you are met with more than six of them. Shaking your head, you turned away from the shop not really wanting to risk your life for whoever was in there.
Once again another gunshot came from the place making you feel guilty. You know damn well that if it was someone else they wouldn't have helped you or even try to. But you are not like that, you can't be. After all, this was once a peaceful world. Might as well try to make it better at least for a little.
Sometimes you hate your weak heart.
With a sigh, you turned around and ran towards the shop not caring about anything other than saving whoever was in there.
Quickly you stopped though, trying to analyze the amount of undead inside and out, for the most part whoever was in there got half of them. Which concludes that they are out of bullets now.
There were too many for you to fight and if you tried to, you would die. So a plan is the right move. Nervously, you started to look around scanning anything that can help you but you only landed on a big rock.
If you use that big rock to smash the glass window from across the road the noise will attract the undead. Since they mostly go for sound and not much of actual hunting. Quickly, you made your way towards the rock, which you slowly picked up for its weight.
"This is it y/n. Either you do it or you die" you firmly said to yourself, not letting fear get to you.
The biggest mistake you can do in an apocalypse is let fear get to you, that is called suicide. To be able to survive you need to act without thinking which it's what you are about to do.
With all the force you had, you threw the rock across the road and into the big window who in just seconds shattered everywhere, making some glass cut your face. Without hesitating you ran away from it and into the back of the shop. Pushing the door open with your leg as you quickly headed inside, but stopped in mid track.
"Are you okay?" you asked, walking closer to the person who was holding his arm in pain, while blood was dripping onto the floor. All kinds of thoughts were crossing your mind. What if he got bitten? Were you too late?
"Hello?" you spoke up again, coming closer to the person who slowly turned towards you, his face showing you that he was visibly in pain. Scared you waited for whoever it was to speak.
"Thank you" the person spoke up, making you confused but you nodded either way. Slowly your eyes averted to his hand which was covered in blood. It didn't look like a bite, you seen way too many of them to know that what he has isn't one. He was stabbed in the hand.
"Your hand"
"Yeah.. i landed on the wrong side of the floor" he laughed lightly, while trying to cover the pain. Coming closer to him, you examined his hand to check for any other deeper wounds which thankfully you didn't find.
"Come with me" you said, not letting him say anything before you dragged him outside of the shop while still being careful of your surroundings. The person was more of a friendly person than you expected it to be.
In an apocalypse it is very rare to find someone with a friendly vibe. Not that you are asking for it with this whole thing happening. Everyone is rather harsh than kind. But it’s nice to find someone friendly enough.
Without saying a word the person followed you towards the house you were going to enter earlier. Closing the door and the extra locks on the side of the door, just for safety.
Silently, you made your way towards him.
"Alright dude, let's fix this wound" you said, making him sit on the couch as you went to look for the first aid kit you saved for emergencies, while putting your backpack with some food on the side.
You aren’t sure if you have enough food for two. With how rare it is to find something that isn’t expired or already empty, wasting it is dangerous. You have a couple of cans that will last you and him for approximately one week.
And then you have to go hunt again.
"Why did you do that?" he asked, watching you rummage through the cabinets until you found the aid kit. Ignoring his question, you walked closer towards him, kneeling down and signaling him to extend his hand towards you, which he slowly does.
"This will hurt" you told him as you poured some rubbing alcohol into a cloth and pressed it into his palm, which he immediately hissed at. His eyes stayed on his hand while yours were doing just the same.
The whole time there was this awkward silence, just like when you first meet someone. A silence you hate so much. It was the reason why you would hate to meet new people.
The process didn’t take too long, after disinfecting the cut, all you had to do was wrap it up.
While you were wrapping his palm with the bandage, you noticed the sadness in his eyes, and if it weren’t that noticeable you would’ve ignored it.
Instead it made you wonder what was going on in his head. Something probably happened back there that hurt him not just physically but mentally as well. It’s common in this new reality.
"Are you alright?" you finally decided to break the silence and ask him, trying to make a conversation with him. He slowly looked towards you and gave you a small nod.
"Yeah" he looked down at his hand again, without taking your eyes from him you gave his shoulder a touch. Something about him seemed familiar, maybe it was because you found those same eyes and look familiar.
"You lost someone, didn't you?" you asked, recognizing that same familiar face and look he was giving you.
You weren't always alone, you were once in two groups. And one of those groups just had to be your family. You were determined to help them, to keep them safe and protected, especially your younger sister which you loved so much.
Unfortunately that's not what happened since at some point the undead caught up to you and your family. Biting them in the process. You never intended on leaving them, you were actually planning on dying with them, but they wanted you safe. They wanted for you to continue living which probably was the worst decision you have ever taken. It's been almost two months since that incident happened but you'll never forget it.
"Yeah.." he quietly answered, making all those memories of your family come back to you once again. "You know my mother once did the same thing you are doing right now. She helped me with my wound just the exact same way you are doing it." he softly laughed, keeping his eyes on his arms which now you realized the meaning behind it.
"Thank you" he said, finally meeting your eyes which had a little more happiness in them. Giving him a small smile you caressed your thumb on his free hand.
Something about him was just so calming. It felt as if you knew him for years as if he was your best friend. Being with him felt so comforting yet so heart warming which you haven't felt ever since your family died.
"Don't thank me, I'm sure anyone would've done it" and by the look he made you knew he figured out your lie. There's no way anyone would've helped him, not with these circumstances. Everyone's for themselves right now, which you find so selfish but you understand where they are coming from.
Surviving is what they are aiming for and people will slow them down. You learned a lot about being a burden with a small group.
After your family, you didn’t have much. Your survival skills were lacking and when you found another group they took you in. Teaching you ways to kill the undead with just smashing their brain with a knife, or smashing their head with a bat.
You thanked them for that, and only that. You then figured out they were going to betray you. To which didn’t happen because you ran away from that place and ever since then, you have been surviving on your own.
You aren’t sure if they are still alive, but you don’t really care now.
“Are you alone?” you stood up, walking back to the table as you started taking out the cans from your backpack, side-eyeing him from time to time
“No, I was with my friends.” he silently said, and if it wasn’t so quiet in the house you were staying at you swore you wouldn't have heard it. “But we separated when the undead started surrounding us.”
It would mean they all took it for themselves, running towards different directions trying to save themselves. That’s smart, the only thing is finding them is difficult.
“So you don’t know if they are alive?” you said, the sentence coming out more bitter than you intended it to be. It was true but the way you said it sounded harsh.
“No, but I hope they are” he silently said, making you sigh once you took out the last can and a couple of water bottles you found.
“What’s your name?” you asked, walking closer to him with a small water bottle, handing it to him as he slowly took it. “Jungkook and thank you” he said, to which you just nodded. “And you?”
“Y/n” you said, as he started drinking from the water bottle, sighing with relief once he gulped it all down. You could tell he was thirsty. It made you conclude he was out there for a while.
“Are you alone?” he asked, putting the empty bottle on the coffee table. “Yeah” you answered quickly, making it short. He should’ve known that when he didn’t see anyone else in the house.
“For how long?” he then decided to ask, making you shrug. It’s been some time, maybe over two months since you truly didn’t stay much with the other group. It’s been just you after that.
“About two months i would say” you said, making him nod as he took out his backpack. “I have some stuff here, some canned food and some chocolate. Here, take it.” he laughed at the last part, taking out a chocolate bar from his backpack as he handed it to you.
With a small smile you took it. God you haven’t seen chocolate ever since this started. You missed it so much. Opening the chocolate bar, you split it in half, giving the other one to him.
“Until you find your group, you can stay here, i don’t mind” you said, standing up as you motioned for him to do so. To which he quickly did, silently following you towards a room.
The house was small, it was one of those cozy homes that didn’t have much space. But it did you the favor of keeping you hidden. You know that at some point you have to move locations since the food storage is running out.
So you will enjoy it for the time being.
“There’s two rooms here, you can sleep in this one” you said, opening the door as it revealed a small room. A bed and two nights stands besides it.
Nothing special but it helped.
Closing the door, you walked towards the other door. “And this is the bathroom, with how they will soon cut the water, the water is limited but you can shower” you said, opening the door as you pointed inside.
You got used to this home. It wasn’t yours, you used to have a small apartment in one of those buildings, but with everything happening you had to leave and find your family, to which luckly they came to visit you for the summer.
It wasn’t much luck though.
“So that’s all, are you hungry?” you asked, standing in front of him as you now got to realize his height. You didn’t notice just how tall he is.
“Yeah” he shyly said, making you chuckle.
With that you both walked into the kitchen, opening two cans of corn and eating that for the day. You both had some conversations here and there but there was still some awkward tension which was normal.
As night time started approaching he went on to shower and once he was done you went and showered as well. It was a well needed shower. The last thing was sleep, you could tell he was tired and with undead out there you decided to keep guard for the night.
He wanted to guard though, talking about how it wasn’t fair to you but you insisted until he finally agreed and headed to bed.
You aren’t sure if keeping him here was a good idea. Starting with the fact that it’s an extra person. Another human being you had to look out for. You aren’t sure of his skills or how great he is at defending himself.
You aren’t great yourself but you’re getting the hang of killing them more easily. And it’s not just about safety but food and supplies as well. The place you were staying in was a bit far from those shops. Around a twenty minute walk back and forth.
It was going to sting now that you had him but it was nice having some company. You got used to being by yourself but it still felt lonely from time to time.
He seemed friendly, a bit too friendly. But you assume he wants to have a positive attitude in this situation.
As the sky turned dark, you stood by the window checking around if any of them would come around. Switching from the living room towards the kitchen, the backdoor and back to the living room.
It was your duty now and you somehow felt responsible for him as well.
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Flavors of love | 08
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Synopsis: Your own trouble.
Pairing: Jungkook x Reader
Genre: Smut, enemies to lovers, college au, fluff
Warning: Mature content, Strong language
Word count: 3k
A/N: This story is on Wattpad already, so if you want to read it ahead of time check it there! I will be posting them here though, slowly but they will be here.
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You meant it, you meant every word that came out of your mouth about a week ago. There was something in you that was hesitant about it, something that was making you double think about the decisions of making Jungkook pay back to to all of those things he did. However you weren't going to back down, and now about getting revenge on him at last.
This was your chance, that gold chance you have been waiting for. And not when you finally had the courage to go up to him and confront him. If you back down now, Jungkook will laugh in your face. Make fun of you for saying things and in the end doing nothing. You had a plan.
Let's say, you might of have heard some stuff from a little birdie. Stuff about his past to be more exact. Information you would've never thought about. And all you were hoping for was for Jungkook to do something. To mess with you like he always did and for you to finally explode and tell everything.
Usually bothering you is an every day thing for Jungkook, and you were expecting it, waiting for it. Waiting for the very next day for him to go up to you and say stupid things like he usually always said. But unfortunately that hasn't happened.
He's been more on the low, on the quiet side this whole week, which caught you by surprise. Mostly because Jungkook can't shut up, and won't shut up. He doesn't know how to keep his mouth shut for a few minutes so seeing him all quiet and low felt weird to you.
There was no time where Jungkook would actually sit down on the classroom without firing some stupid comeback to you. So when you decided to confront him, you knew he would be on your back 24/7. Expect he isn't.
Nevertheless, that wasn't going to stop your big plans. The plan you've been thinking about for a while now ever since you heard the new information. And it's time to finally succeed.
With a smile on your face, you walked to your last class. Your English class, and luckily for you, Jungkook is there. Just the perfect bait for the plan. Holding on the stripes of your backpack, you sat down at your usual desk, not trying to make anything suspicious or anything unusual.
Looking around faintly, you looked to see where Jungkook was, and it just happened that he was sitting a few seats away from you, just like he normally did, everything was working according to the plan.
"Alright class, why won't you all open to page 435 on your textbooks" the teacher's faint voice was something you didn't focus on. You were too busy thinking about your plan, about how everything would work out.
Something in you wanted to confirm the rumors though, so if they weren't true you wouldn't be looked upon as an idiot or even a fool. Yeah you did hear them a lot and when you asked some people they confirmed it. But being an over thinker makes a person want to confirm something over and over again. So for safety purposes you will play it safe.
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After about an hour later, the class was finally done. Quickly you started to pack your things, trying to leave the room as soon as possible, and before you could walk out the door like you were hoping for, a strong arm tightly gripped your wrist.
"And where do you think you are going?" A raspy voice was heard, making you freeze in place. There's something always wrong about your plans, something that always decided to back fire. And right now, he's proving it.
"Away from you, obviously" you tried to break free from his grip, but he just held you tighter, turning you around to meet his eyes. He always has to be so annoying, and right now he's irritating you.
He's ruining your plans and either he knows it or not, you really don't care. The only thing that matters to you right now it to destroy his stupid reputation. For him to finally feel like the fool he is. Like that asshole he has become.
"No kiss?" he smirked at you, as you rolled yours eyes at him "Fuck off" you looked away from him, hearing a faint chuckle come from him. He would always come up to you with the same stupid pickup line, and it was never one pleasant one to receive. Mostly because you won't kiss him, ever.
"What do you want?" you asked, feeling hopeless over the fact that your plans might have to make a few switches. Just a few touches here and there but that's all. Nothing that would change drastically.
"Your plan, what is it?" he asked something you smirked at. So he did put thought into it, which means he thought about you this whole week. Just the image of Jungkook trying to figure out your plan has your ego boosting.
It was your plan to make him doubt his own decisions, for him to feel irritated and sort of defeated. But knowing Jungkook defeat isn't in his vocabulary.
"Aw you had me in mind I see" you faintly smirked at him, making him look away from you with an annoyed expression. "Fuck yourself" he barked back quickly, keeping his eyes at the door, not even taking his hand off from your wrist.
"I do" you smiled. With wide eyes, he looked back at you too quickly. Too quickly to the point that his neck could potentially snap. "Really?" he asked, feeling curious as his eyes softly widened at you.
The words fuck yourself have two very different meanings. One is whenever you don't want to say the same reply as 'fuck off' and the other one means masterbation, like when two people are having an intimate movement. It's mostly directed towards females. And even if he didn't mean that type of way, which you knew he didn't, you still wanted to take a twist on it.
"Do you really?" he asked again, leaning closer towards you as he wasn't liking the lack of answers you weren't gave him. You left him with curiosity and now he's willing to find out. He wasn't going to leave until you answered a question you started.
"What do you think?" you tilted your head at him, with a gulp coming from him your smile reappeared in your face.
Masterbation is normal, nothing to be over dramatic about. All females and males do that whenever their hormones decide to act up, and there's no telling when that happens it just does. However the idea of telling a man about your doings, your sexual desires and even your dirty thoughts isn't the most comfortable thing. There's occasions when a female feels comfortable enough to say those words to males and it doesn't necessarily mean boyfriends, it could be their best friends that are boys. But it still won't be the same as talking about it to a female.
"I don't know" he quietly whispered. "Why don't you show me?" now it was his time to faintly smirk at you and for you to look at him with confusion. And if you weren't too into the conversation you would say you would've felt somewhat nervous for his sudden words. But it's Jungkook, he says those words to girls more than his own name.
"I would, but" you stopped trying not to laugh at his sudden shock expression. Of course you wouldn't show such a thing to him, not him out of all people. Just the idea of masterbating with someone else in the room sounds weird enough. But getting a shock expressing from Jungkook is quite the surprise.
"But what?"
"I wouldn't want to be a home wrecker" you back away from him, his sudden shocked face turned into full confusion. You liked this side of him, it boosted that ego of yours.
By home wrecker you are referring to him and Amanda. As your rumors kept flowing around, girls giving you death glares all around, a new rumor roamed to town. And it just happened that this rumor has to do with Jungkook and Amanda.
Most people say they are dating and others say that they are fucking each other whenever they have the chance or whenever they get horny enough to do such a thing. And you know one thing is for sure, Jungkook doesn't date. He fucks. So the whole dating thing is just a rumor, but the part where they both fuck is true. You yourself heard it. It still disgust you to this day.
"A homewrecker? What?" he asked, letting his confusion flow towards you not even being able to control what he says anymore. All he cared about was that sudden confession you just told him. Nodding, you looked deeply at him.
"Yeah you know, you and Amanda" you said, making it seem as if they were dating. Annoyed, he threw his head back, passing a hand through his hair. You wanted to laugh so bad, you had this urge of laughing in his face, but you didn't. You held that laugh in. Shaking his head, he decided to come closer towards you.
"Dating? I never date" he firmly spoke, raising your chin with his fingers for you to look at him.  Making you lock eyes with him. He smirked, it was faint but you could still see it clearly.
"I can fuck anyone I want and at whatever time I would like" he leaned closer to your ear, making a shiver run down your spine. "And when I do fuck someone I make them want more" he softly whispered against your ear, making your shut your eyes closed. He knew what he was doing, he very well did.
The way he was softly whispering to your ear, or the way his breath was fanning against your neck was making you feel nervous. It was making you feel something inside your stomach, and in-between your legs. You hated him for that, for the amount of times he would do something like this. And now you wonder how many times he has done this to other girls.
"And right now" he pulled away from your ear, looking at you in the eyes. Your faces were just inches away, if someone moved closer, your lips would be met.
"The image of you doing so is hot, is making wonders through my mind" he smirked again, but this time it was more obvious. Gulping, you stayed quiet, not daring to say anything at all. There was nothing to say in this situation anyways.
"Fuck you for that" he tilted his head, almost like he wanted to connect his lips with yours. With wide eyes, you looked at his lips and then back up at his eyes.
"Oh yeah?" you whispered back, not holding back.
"Fuck yeah" he said
And with that he connected yours lips with his, making you both aggressively have a hold of each other's soul with just his and your lips. His lips were softly melting into yours, grasping every time he would passionately coordinate the movements. Something in you felt this was right, that this kiss was okay. Nothing mattered, not even the fact that you were kissing him.
Nothing in you expected to have this rough kiss the way you are having with Jungkook right now, and the idea of the kiss was there, it was just him that wasn't. Placing his hand softly on your waist, he brought your body closer to his, not daring to pull away. And even though you were slowly running out of oxygen you didn't stop.
Because his lips felt addicting.
Everything about this movement is making you want more, every time you clash your lips with his makes this tingling sensation in between your legs. This feeling that is making your legs closed together. God how did you get this far?
With the cue of the lack of oxygen, you both pulled away, eyes on each other as you both heavy breathed. There was a silence that followed right after it, a weird and tense silence. Thoughts and more thoughts filled your head, while the same happened with him. Nothing from what you both could say would explain what just happened, the reasons for how one thing led to the other. There was just no explanation for the kiss.
Yet you wanted to feel them again. You wanted to feel his lips against yours once again. The thought was already running through your head, but you weren't going to fall for these types of tricks. Not for this sexual desire. So for your own safety it would be better if you just left.
"Fuck off, Jeon" you pushed him away, giving him a death glare as you picked up your backpack from the floor that you weren't even sure how you dropped it, and walked out of the room. The air was suffocating you, he was irritating you. Not because it was Jungkook who you were facing.
But because you liked the fucking kiss.
It was you who was supposed to let him think about you, for him to have you in his mind like he's been doing for the past week. And unfortunately now it's the other way around.
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"You good?" Jimin asked you, watching as you looked deep in thought. Nodding, you continued to fidgets with your fingers, softly bitting onto your lower lip. "Alright so i fucked someone in this dorm, the lady that came to check to be exact"
"What?" you stood up from the bed, looking at him with wide eyes, something he just laughed at, shaking his head at you. "Oh so now you are listening" he crossed his arms, giving you a playful smirk. "Did you-"
"No, y/n" he tilted his head, giving you a 'are you serious' look. Sighing in relief, you sat back down next to him. Softly, he put his head on your shoulder, making you surprised. Jimin always has a damn impact on what he does. It could be the little things and you would still be nervous.
"Who's taking up your mind?" he softly asked, slowly your eyes averted to his head, and then back to the wall you were staring at. You didn't want to tell him who it was. It's Jungkook you are talking about and Jimin knows how much you dislike him. And telling him that you just kissed him isn't the right thing, is it?
This isn't about trust. Even though you just met Jimin you trust him, you trust him enough to tell him things you would only tell Hoseok to. But just like you don't tell Hoseok much about you and Jungkook, you will do the same with Jimin.
"Eh nothing really" you chuckled, trying to play it off. "You could say the rumors" you added softly, slowly he stood up straight, looking at you in the eyes. Yes that was true. The rumors were indeed taking over your mind from time to time. But it wasn't your main focus.
"Don't bother about those" he laughed it off, making you look at him with a small smile. You would if it was just as easy as he was making it sound. However, forgetting and ignoring something that bothers you is quite hard. They are both too different things that don't quite coordinate with each other.
Mostly when this was about Jungkook.
The rumors were quite easy for you to ignore, starting with the fact that you were starting to care less about what anyone thought of you. What their opinions were of you, but now that the new topic inside your mind was Jungkook. It was a whole different story.
Jungkook can be annoying and all, but he has his ways of getting into people's heads and staying there until they find something else to think about. And usually that happens to you, but right now those lips are looking too freshly in your mind. And you wanted them away. You didn't want to think about it anymore.
"Jimin" you softly spoke up, his eyes were already on you so a nod was all you received. Sighing, you turned more towards him, biting your lower lip once you did so.
"Kiss me" you asked, no more like demanded him too, confused, his eyes widened so quickly that they looked like they would pop out, trying to process your words. All you been thinking about was that stupid kiss you shared with Jungkook, you need to forget that. To not ever remember about what happened. And having a kiss with someone who's lips look so tempting is enough for you to ask him that.
You aren't using him, it may sound as if you are but you aren't. Jimin's lips are tempting, they look addicting, and even if the sudden question was a bit lingered by Jungkook, you still want him to accept. Although you don't want to do something he isn't comfortable with.
"Kiss you?" he asked, his eyes looking like they would pop out with how wide they were. Nodding, you smiled at him. "Yeah" you added so he could see you were fully aware of what you just asked him to do.
His lips were one of the firsts things you noticed when you first saw Jimin that night, they looked so beautiful so plump. You that this urge of biting, of kissing them every single time you saw him, and now you can have the chance if he agrees.
"Well I-"
"Only if you are comfortable with it" you quickly replied back, feeling a bit embarrassed for even asking. You didn't expect for it to be so awkward once your words came out, but like nothing you could do anymore.
"Oh hell yeah i am" he said making you softly chuckled. "But are you?" he asked, making sure you were sure with what you just asked. Trying to double check a question you sudden just decided to ask.
"I wouldn't have asked if I wasn't, right?" softly he nodded, and for a few seconds he was hesitant. It was making you think that maybe he didn't want to kiss you after all, that he wasn't as comfortable as you were for asking. But once he placed his hand softly on your face, was a whole different thought.
With a faint smirk on his face, he pulled you closer, making his and your lips meet. It felt soft, warm as well. His lips were a whole surprise to you. The soft touch of them, the plumpness of them and even the warm feeling they left inside of you. His lips were a whole different story from Jungkook.
You felt bad for comparing them, but in reality there was nothing to compare. They both left you with different feelings. Different emotions. Different sides. But the same tingling sensation in between your legs was there. The same feeling inside your stomach that was driving you crazy.
Jimin, god your lips are driving anyone crazy, you are included in those people. The kiss wasn't rough, it was passionate. It was hot, hell yeah it was. He continued to collapse his lips onto yours, taking lead onto the kiss as you followed his movements. Once you felt oxygen starting running out, it was cue.
Softly you moaned as he softly bit your lower lip, pulling away from you. With dark eyes, he connected his eyes with yours. Waiting for something to happen, for anything to happen.
"Woah" was all you could say as you were still trying to catch your breath. One kiss and you are already wet, is that even common to say? Probably not, but his lips were okay for you to say that, for you to feel that.
"You're quite the kisser" he chuckled to himself, biting his lower lip as he looked deep into your eyes. He's complimenting you when he was the one with the great kissing skills. "Says you" you looked away from him, feeling a bit nervous. Not because you just kissed him, but because you were having dirty thoughts about him.
'How would he feel while doing sex?' that's the only thought running through your head, and if you were looking at him, he would've caught onto it so quickly.
Taking a deep breath you looked back at him, watching the way his eyes lingered from your eyes to your lips. He wanted to kiss you again, you could feel it. Although you did too, you wanted far more than just a kiss.
This sexual desire will be the end of you and if you don't take it away soon you'll end up doing something that will have you addicted and on your knees. Something that will have your mind foggy and full of lust. There was no time when that would happen, but you felt it was going to be sooner than you expected.
"You're wild" he looked back up to your eyes, before he started walking towards the bed. The bed that was empty before and now it's being used by him. This whole week he's been sleeping here with you.
You don't mind it though, you liked his company so much. And something is telling you that after this kiss, something will change. The way you view him will change, because all you could see was one hell of a man sitting on that bed. One that you got to taste his lips
"Before i do something that will have you really thinking differently of me, I'll sleep" he laughed, laying down on the bed as he closed his eyes. Confused, you walked a little bit towards him, as he quickly opened his eyes again. "What do you mean?"
"I'm sure you know what i mean" he winked at you, before he closed his eyes again. You did know what he meant, but you wanted him to say it. For those words to come out of his mouth, directly telling you what he wanted to do.
Now you have two things on your mind, Jimin and Jungkook. Two very different people, with two very different ways of kissing. Guess you'll have to stick to those thoughts of tonight again.
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Flavors of love | 07
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Synopsis: My pay back for it all.
Pairing: Jungkook x Reader
Genre: Smut, enemies to lovers, college au, fluff
Warning: Mature content, Strong language
Word count: 3k
A/N: This story is on Wattpad already, so if you want to read it ahead of time check it there! I will be posting them here though, slowly but they will be here.
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"A male" you asked in confusion "Here?" you pointed to the floor, signaling if she was talking about your dorm to which she nodded to. 
Of course you were aware of what she was talking about and who she was referring to. But you can't let them find Jimin, neither do you want them to.
So now you have to act the clueless type of person, the one that act like they didn't do something when in reality they did it. That's exactly what you're onto at this moment.
"There's no male here" you softly spoke to her, something that made her narrow her eyes at you, suspecting you as the seconds went by. There was no proof Jimin was inside, neither did anyone else besides Jungkook saw him. So it's your words against his.
In this situation you guessed the proof Jungkook showed was telling them to go to your dorm to check for themselves. He knew perfectly well how to play this situation.
Something that makes you nervous.
"We specifically got a report of a male being here" she spoke again, her voice staying firm and cold just the same way her eyes were burning at you. She wouldn't let this go so easily, mostly for the fact that they probably get these types of reports daily and you're afraid of what she's thinking of doing.
In most cases when this happens, they want to check inside. Check every spot of your dorm to see if they find the male that was reported. And unfortunately for you, your dorm is pretty much empty. Something that will make her search easier.
God the trouble you're getting into.
"Who did the report exactly?" you decided to ask, trying to see if she would answer something you knew was impossible, but it' s worth the risk. Anything to waste time is worth risking at this very moment. 
And lucky for you, she did answer. "It was anonymous" of course with the answer you expected her to say. There's no way Jungkook wouldn't want to be seen as if he did it. He knew just how angry you would be at the news. What an asshole.
"I need to check inside your dorm" she added, getting ready to pass through you, and before you could even say anything, she pushed you slightly to the side and headed inside the dorm. Turning back in shock, you followed right after her.
The lights were off and you're sure that if they were on she would've immediately caught Jimin hiding in your bed. Which he did a horrible job at keeping himself hidden. 
Gulping, you started looking around, not knowing what to do. Anxiety was eating you up by the second and you just couldn't quite pinpoint on a plan.
There was nothing much to do in this situation. It was either coming up with something or get ready to face the consequences of your actions. 
And although you and Jimin aren't doing anything inappropriate, they would think differently. They always do. And before they give you the use 'protection lecture'  like they always do, you need to act fast.
Soon enough your eyebrows shoot up, making you look towards your bed. Quickly, you rushed over to the bed, and before she could turn the lights on you laid down, covering yourself with your blanket, just to be met with Jimin's body being close to yours. Gasping, the lights turned on, making her look at you.
"I hope you don't mind, i'm just very tired and it's 1 in the morning" you faked yawned at her direction, there was no lie there. You were indeed tired, exhausted even and this was exactly what you didn't need at all. There was always something that messed up your sleep. Giving you a silent nod, she continued to look around.
"You are shirtless!?" you whispered over to Jimin, who suddenly wrapped his arms around your waist. He was too close, too close to the point you could feel him breathing down the back of your neck. "Sorry, I sleep without shirts. It gets too hot" he whispered back.
"And for holding you this close, it's just for her not to fully see me." he softly added, something that made you gulp. You could feel his breath hitting your neck, his warm arms wrapping around your waist, and even his head resting on your shoulder. It wasn't what you were expecting but for some reason you were comfortable with it.
Too comfortable.
You haven't been closed to a guy like this ever since your ex boyfriend. There was no reason to, dating hasn't been on your mind lately. Nor has having sex with someone. 
And now being this close to a guy is making you nervous. Well it's not just any guy, Jimin to be exact. The boy you just met and are sharing a dorm with right now. The one you're supposed to be hiding. Sounds much more meaningful saying it fully like that.
"You sleep just without a shirt, all the time?" you asked, tilting your head to the side a little to cover him, something he softly hummed to. "Naked sometimes" he added, softly laughing once he heard a low gasp from you.
The image of Jimin being naked ran through your mind once he mentioned that. Something that started to make you feel shy and even nervous. It wasn't your intention to imagine him naked, but his words or the way his raspy voice was whispering to your ear had other types of plans.
If Jimin in fact ends up staying with you, there's more likely a chance for you to see him naked which doesn't sound crazy. Even though it should. It's one of your friends, the one you just met. Yet you're imaging him naked. And you're getting shy over it. Yep something is wrong with you.
If only Jungkook would've kept this mouth shut for once. You're not letting this go though, he messed up hardcore with you and it's finally your time to have pay back. To finally have revenge on him once and for all. It's infuriating the amount of times you had to sit down and hold every single thing he did.
Somehow he always got away with every single thing he did to you. Ignoring wasn't enough for him to stop, neither was firing back to him with comments. But now it seems like you need to play his game for him to stop. 
You have to play his stupid childish game. You had enough of his bullshit and if you following what he makes him stop then so be it. You'll make sure he knows just how much you hate him.
If you hated him before, now you despise him.
"Was someone sleeping here?" the woman turned her eyes towards you, pointing towards the empty bed that had a cover on it. Fuck, you forgot to take it off once you opened the door. The whole nervous feeling made you forget about everything and now you are on the edge of getting caught.
They are aware you're the only one in this dorm and seeing a bed that isn't made like it usually is, is very suspicious. Too suspicious now that they are looking for someone here.
"Eh no" you slowly replied, watching the way she narrowed her eyes at you once again, just the same way she did when she was standing outside. 
"I just have extra covers, and well sometimes it gets too hot here so i place them there" you smiled at her, with a low hum that came from her, she continued to look around. Opening the door to your closet and checking inside.
Sighing in relief, you threw your head back on the pillow. "How did they know I was here?" Jimin softly asked, letting his head out of the covers for a bit of air and then covered himself back again. You're sure this was Jungkook's doing, it's his way of getting back to you after what you told him. After the way you left the rooftop.
Yes you might have told him some harsh things that he might of have known about myself. But it's not like Jungkook is an angel. He's a whole devil in human form. 
And you're more than willing to remind him of that. There's no regret of your words, he deserved it. He deserves more than just simple words and you hope to tell him some day of all the things he is. To just tell him the type of asshole he is. And fuck you wished to just punch him straight in the face.
"Not sure, actually i am sure" gulping you looked over to the woman, trying to see what she was doing. And it looked like she was opening your drawers, how in the hell would a men fit there? "It was definitely Jungkook" you muttered through your teeth, already forming a fist on your hand. A fist that was touched by Jimin's hand. His hand was warm, soft even, something that caught you off guard.
"You really hate him, huh?" he asked, something you didn't respond to. Mostly for the fact that he already knew that and because the women decided to come closer towards your way. It wasn't like you didn't want to answer him every single time he decided to ask that. 
But it was just because you're not sure how to explain all the hate you feel for him. The amount of times Jungkook made you feel so annoyed to the point you want to punch him. It was just that there was no words that would describe such a feeling.
And you're just there, stuck.
"I guess it was a false report" she sighed, her eyes turning much softer from the ones she's been doing at you. The report wasn't false at all, he was legit right next to you, literally hugging your waist as she was speaking. And something about this situation is making you smirk. It's boosting your ego.
"I told you there was no male here" you responded back with a shrug, nodding towards you as she started walking towards the door. She was finally leaving, you can do this. You can go without getting caught.
"I'm sorry to bother you, you may continue resting" she gave you a small smile before walking out and closing the door behind her. Sighing, you closed your eyes shut, feeling your hands shaking with how nervous you were.
That was close, too close. And if Jungkook would've thought about it much better than the way he did, then you're sure you would've gotten caught in the act. Having the 'use protection lecture' as he would've laughed about the whole situation. But he didn't and now you win for the first time.
"Finally" Jimin yelled, pulling the covers down as he revealed himself.  Breathing in the cool air. "What a dickhead" he chuckled, sitting up as his eyes averted to you. That was too close and you swore that if you didn't know how to lie well, Jungkook would've gotten away with it. He would've made you look bad and even made you feel embarrassed.
Although you and Jimin weren't doing anything inappropriate, you know they would think differently. They always assume that they are doing sex inside the room or just making out. Which is not always the case, but unfortunately that's how this world is. Disgusting.
"That was close" you took a deep breath, looking over to Jimin, who nodded. "Yeah" he quickly said, biting his lower lip.
"Imagine if i was eating you out or like we would've started fucking" he laughed, making you gasp and sit up next to him. Giving his shoulder a soft hit, you glared at him. It's the way Jimin finds this funny and not concerning at all. He's making jokes while you are still covered with anxiety.
"Jimin" you whined, looking towards him. "What?" he looked offended towards you, almost like he was serious. "It's true, what if i was hitting it from the back" and with that you laid back down, a laugh escaping from your mouth.
"I swear if we were in the middle of doing it, there's no way I would've opened that door. We would finish" another laugh escaped from your mouth, as you covered your face with a pillow.
There's no way Jimin will ever take anything serious, he would always find a way to joke around about something even in a serious situation. But you love that, you loved that nice spirit of him.
It just makes him shine brighter.
"To sleep we go" you scolded him
At first he was in denial, telling you that he wasn't as tired as he was before, that all his sleep went away with the whole situation. But you continued to insist because you on the other hand were tired, and not ready for another day of school tomorrow. Something he understood and decided to go back to the other bed. He continued telling you goodnight every ten seconds until he finally fell asleep.
In the end he was tired, he just wanted to keep conversation with you.
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"You asshole" you turned Jungkook around, just to push him against the wall, making him groan. Somehow you gained so much strength to push him against the wall even though he was much more stronger than you will ever be.
Once the sun rose and you headed to your classes like normal, you were praying to see Jungkook. To see him like you usually do so you could go up to him and complain of what he did. He wasn't going to get away with it, and you promised yourself last night that you would fire back.
"What the fuck is-"
"No what the fuck is wrong with you" you cut him off, pointing your pointer finger to his chest, hitting his chest multiple times. There was this anger built up inside of you that finally decided to snap at him, that finally decided to make you come up with a revenge plan towards him.
You had enough of his bullshit and if he wants to play a certain way towards you then so will you. Two can play a game, and you can play his game just right.
"I don't care on why the fuck you decided to snitch but trust me this won't go unnoticed" you glared at him. At first he looked confused but once you mentioned the whole snitching thing he caught onto it perfectly well.
"Oh so your little boyfriend got caught i see" he chuckled for a few seconds before he started smirking your way. Slowly he leaned closer to your ear. "I didn't think you would fuck him this early" he leaned back to meet your eyes, he was so closed to you. His face was just inches away from yours.
Something about the way he always does these types of gestures makes you feel nervous, it makes you feel so weak, something you aren't. You always showed firmness towards him, but with stuff like this he always finds a way to make you weak to your knees. And you're not sure why.
"The fuck is seriously wrong with you" you pushed him back, making him laugh at your sudden movement. He always finds it amusing how angry you can get with just his presence. And for some crazy reason he likes it. He enjoys it.
"Nothing is wrong with me, it was a simple statement" he smirked your way, something that made you roll your eyes at him. It wasn't a simple statement and he knew it, it was just one of his many ways of annoying you. Many of his stupid comments.
"Look Jeon, I'm here just to let you know that i have something planned for you" and now you were the one to smirk at him, the one that now watched him look at you in pure confusion and curiosity. Watching just the way he was trying to get to your head. But he wasn't going to do it, not this time.
"What do you mean?" he asked. With a smile, you came closer to him, placing your hand on his face, giving him a soft slap. Smirking, you leaned his face closer to you. Now making his face and yours just inches away.
This was a bold move, something you would never do. However the confidence you are gaining from him and from his stupid actions are making you bolder by the second. It's making you do things you would be so scared and nervous to do. And although you feel confidence right now, later on that wave of hate will come crashing down to you.
So you might as well take advantage of it.
"What i mean is, i had enough of you" you smiled innocently, passing your other hand through his hand, not to fix his hair, but to mess it up. Either way it really wouldn't do a difference to him. Once you were done, your eyes averted back to his.
"And today marks my first action" you leaned his face even closer to yours, and if you moved just a bit your lips might potentially meet. The idea of kissing him was becoming tempting for no reason, just the way his lips were so close to yours was enough for you to do it. But that's not what you are here for.
You're not here to let him know just how much you were thinking about his lips. But to let him know of your now plans to destroy him, to ruin him. Maybe not that rash, but still.
"Get ready" you teased him by leaning your face for your lips to be closer to his, and with a lick of his lips was enough to tell you that you did the job. That you succeeded.
Removing your hand from his face, you stepped back from him. Giving him a small smile you didn't mean, you walked away from him. It wasn't the sudden boldness that has you smirking so proudly but it's the fact that you know that he will be thinking about your plans now and potentially even about you.
Just you wait Jeon.
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Haha an impossible fantasy if you ask me!
Sexual Fantasy | ksj
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Synopsis: A fantasy that might have made its way into the real world.
Pairing: Seokjin x Reader
Warning: Mature content and Strong language.
Genre: Smut, teacher au, College, 
Word count: 3,4k
A/n: This is like the only short story I wrote of Seokjin In the past. But not really.
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Sexual Fantasy | ksj
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Synopsis: A fantasy that might have made its way into the real world.
Pairing: Seokjin x Reader
Warning: Mature content and Strong language.
Genre: Smut, teacher au, College, 
Word count: 3,4k
A/n: This is like the only short story I wrote of Seokjin In the past. But not really.
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Silver glasses, black fluffy hair, smooth skin, and a very tall figure leaning over the board. That was all you could focus on the entire class, it was one of the many reasons why you never paid much attention to the actual lesson and had to ask your friend for their notes afterwards.
It wasn’t your fault your teacher had to be so fucking hot. The way his lips seemed so soft, so plump, it just makes a desire inside of you to just taste them, to kiss him. Of course you kept that sexual frustration inside of you and just admired from a far.
Having fantasies over your teacher isn’t quite the most common thing, or normal thing to do. You never had such a thing, you have never had a crush over your teachers. None of them were attractive enough.
Either they were old men trying to just get their job done, or some grumpy ladies trying to get you to dress properly for school. So having sexual fanties over them was never your thing, you didn’t want to.
Until he came.
Kim Seokjin, the new young teacher in your unfortunate College. He’s young, you could tell he is, and he’s so handsome as well. Everything about him is so captivating. Once you look at him you can’t look away.
Everyone has been crushing over him, both girls and boys, even the female teachers. Everyone has a thing for Mr. Kim. And you can never blame them, you yourself are in that position.
Many of the girls have tried it with him and every single one of them got rejected. It’s only right if they do. He’s the teacher and you are all his students. Having a relationship with a student is out of what he is supposed to do.
He could get in a lot of trouble for that, and he knows it. He won’t risk it for some horny girl that wants to get in his pants. You have seen it, and he has been straightforward about it. Maybe not to you but to others.
You aren’t bold enough to go up to him and tell him just how much you desire him, just how much you wish to have him in your bed and for him to fuck the life out of you. You don’t dare yourself to tell him.
You could never word all of that nicely, there’s no way. But if you could get the chance, you would. Just one chance is all you need.
To have him all for yourself and no one else.
“Alright class, we will be having a quiz this friday so i suggest going over the notes” he finalized the class, grabbing the eraser as he erased everything from the board. And just like that, the class was done.
You barely paid attention, but you know Jimin will give you the notes afterwards. He always helps you out whenever you need it.
Putting your things away, you sighed to yourself. Feeling more exhausted than usual. As you stood up from your desk, you heard him calling your name. Asking for you to come to his desk.
It surprised you, hearing the way he softly said your name, god it was making you weak to the knees. Once the last person walked out of the class, you put your backpack over your shoulders and walked towards him.
He was writing things down in his notebook, the way his hands were smoothly moving the pencil was making you gulp. That dirty mind of yours won’t take you anywhere.
Once you made it to his desk, you waited for him to look at you, which didn’t take much time because once he looked up at you, a small smile flashed on his face.
You needed to calm down, just seeing him smile was making you nervous. It was making you impatient.
“I wanted to talk about your grades” he softly spoke up, putting the pencil on the bottom of his lip, looking down to a paper, which you could tell was yours.
Your grades weren’t bad, you were surprised at how good you were doing even though your mind was on him half of the class. But it still made you proud knowing you were still passing his class.
“I see a lot of improvement on them” he added, looking up at you as he extended a paper towards you, showing you a huge ‘B’ that was placed on the corner of the paper. It made you smile and he just chuckled at that.
“I’m happy to know you are back on track” he continued, making you look up at him, giving him a nod before you handed him back the paper. Watching as he put it into a folder with the rest of the grades.
“Thank you” you finally spoke up, watching as he crossed his arms, leaning on his chair as he nodded.
“What has gotten you the motivation?” he asked, making you gulp. Simple question yet hard to answer. How can you tell him that just looking at him makes you want to study more than you would do? Or how you dream about him, making you more motivated to continue learning.
It’s weird but he’s the reason why you are passing, the reason why you actually study and try on the tests or quizzes. He’s the motivation, but you can’t tell him that. So you’ll go with a quicker way, a lie.
“Oh well my friend Jimin has helped me” you awkwardly laughed. It wasn’t a complete lie, Jimin did help you whenever you asked for the help. But other than that you did it yourself.
“Ah i see, he’s a very good student” he quickly replied back, to which you quickly nodded along. Jimin was a good student, the best one in his class actually. And he knew that. So your lie did come out believable.
“Yeah he is, he studies a little too much” you commented, hearing him laugh as he sat up straight, fixing his glasses a bit.
“I can see that” he continued to laugh, making you laugh along with him. It was weird, but this was the most normal conversation you have had with him. One you will take the chance to.
“Mr. Kim, can I ask you something?” you decided to go bold and start your own path, you were nervous but if he did go along with you, the reward would be worth it.
“Go ahead” he smiled, quickly you placed your backpack on the floor, leaning closer towards him as you could see him backing up a little bit.
“Sorry it’s just, those glasses” you commented, looking at him directly as you could see him gulping. He looked nervous, of course he would be. You were leaning closer towards him, you were almost bending down on his desk.
“I want those” you smiled, leaning yourself closer towards him as you made your cleavage a bit more notice. You could see him not trying to look at your boobs, trying to keep his eyes on you.
“Where did you get them from?” you asked, standing back up straight as he let out a deep breath, clasping his hands together as he put a smile on his face.
Touching his glasses, he took them off for a bit, extending them to you. “Here try them” he suggested, as you quickly grabbed them, putting them on as you could see they were the blue light glasses. Those you use to look at your devices.
“I bought them in any store you can find glasses” he chuckled, making you laugh. Taking the glasses off, you walked towards him, standing in front of him again, watching as he became nervous once again.
It was making you feel so powerful the way he would look so shy, he would look so nervous, watching your every move, waiting to see what would happen next. You were going for it and no one would stop you.
Leaning closer towards him, you slowly placed the glasses on his face, having a small smirk on your face, not moving from his face though. Slowly your eyes dropped to his lips, licking yours in the process.
“Mr. kim” you softly whispered, as he quickly nodded, not giving you a verbal response. You grabbed his face with your hand, smiling in the process.
This was all you were thinking about doing, all you wanted to do. You wanted him, you wanted him. And today he will fuck you.
Without saying anything, you pulled him into a kiss, one that he didn’t accept at first, he tried to push you away but before you knew it, he pulled you onto his lap, grabbing your face now and deepening the kiss.
He was dominant, you could tell by his movements. The way he was quick with his actions, the way he knew how to play his part. God the way his lips were roughly smashing into yours.
He seemed desperate as if he wanted this as much as you did. Maybe it was your imagination running wild, but you could definitely feel the neediness in him.
Quickly you both pulled away, staring at each other for a few seconds before he realized what was happening.
“No i can’t, i’m your teacher” he softly said, looking at you with his soft eyes. Those that made you fall for him a few months back.
He was right, he was your teacher and you were his student. A naughty student that has been wanting him for so long. It’s wrong, he can lose his job and you will be seen as a slut that slept with their teacher.
But for years you have learned to not give two fucks about what people tell you, whether they find out or not you could give two fucks. You just have one aim right now.
“That’s right” you slowly said, standing up from his lap as you went down on your knees in front of him, your hands making their way to his already hardened bulge.
“I am your student and you are my teacher” you added, unbuttoning his pants as he let you, he wasn’t fighting against it, he wasn’t saying anything. He knew what was happening was wrong, yet he couldn’t stop you.
“But schools hours are done, and i’m no longer your student and you aren’t my college teacher”
With that you unbuttoned his pants, already pulling them all the way down as your hands made their way to the hem of his boxers. You were needy and you didn’t want to waste any time either.
You just wanted him already, it’s all you've been wanting and you have the chance now. Pulling his boxers all the way down, your eyes quickly averted to his hardened cock. It didn’t take long for you to quickly grab his cock with your right hand, pumping your hand softly.
Those soft and low groans leaving his mouth was enough for you to continue, it was enough for you to place your mouth on the tip of his cock, already sucking him off.
He didn’t know when it all led to this. To you both talking about your grades, to now you having his cock in your mouth. He swore he was going to stop you, that he wasn’t going to let it happen.
That he knew the consequences to his actions and this would have huge consequences, but once you went on your knees it was over for him. Once you looked up at him, already pulling his pants down he couldn’t stop you.
He just couldn’t. He didn’t want to stop you, actually he wanted you to continue and you did. And he has some shame on himself for that, but he wants this just as much as you do. And just like you did, school hours are done.
As you continued to use both your mouth and your hands to suck him off, his hold on the side of his chair became tighter. You pumping his cock inside of your mouth, trying to take him all and not trying to gag, your hands pumping his cock as well. Doing some work.
You were enjoying it all, hearing just how he was liking it, gave you much more confidence than you first had. It was enough for you to fit his whole cock inside your mouth, although it was hitting the back of your throat and it was making your eyes watery, you managed well.
Once you pulled away, you gasped for air, looking up at him as a mischievous smirk displayed on his lips. “You want my cock inside of you?” he asked, grabbing you by the hair as he pulled you up. Making you face him directly.
Quickly, you nodded. “Answer me” he firmly said, making you gulp. “Yes i do” you silently answered, watching as he nodded, putting his free hand on the desk, as he threw everything that was on it to the side.
Looking over to you, he pulled you towards the desk. “Sit down” he firmly said, to which you silently obeyed his orders.
He was more dominant now, his moves were much more confident. He knew the control, he knew how to make you weak. He knew what to do. Yet you were liking it so much.
Right when you sat on top of the desk, he pulled your skirt up, spreading your legs in the process. “I’ll get to finally taste you today” he whispered, going in between your legs as he suddenly went on his knees.
Pulling you closer towards the edge of the desk, he placed both hands on your thighs, and before you knew it his tongue was already sliding down your stripes.
He was devouring you with his mouth, kissing and licking your clit as he went up and down your folds, licking them like he was eating his favorite ice cream. It was much harder to keep your moans in, for you not to react.
There was an idea in you that whenever you would do this, it would be in a classroom. You always had the thought of knowing what it felt doing sex on an empty clasroom. However, nothing compares to the actual experience.
Having both thrilled and excitement rush through your body, having to not make any noise so you both don’t get caught. Everything felt much more dangerous and adventurous when you are in the moment.
Nothing could prepare you for what’s happening now.
Placing your hand on his head, you brought him closer towards your entrance, not being able to hold the amount of pleasure being reserved. “Fuck Seokjin” you whispered, arching your back as you held tightly onto his hair.
“Please just fuck me” you whispered again, earning his attention as he stopped, standing up from his knees as he looked down at you. His body hovering over you as he placed two fingers on your chin, lifting your head to look at him.
“How badly do you want your teacher to fuck you?” he asked you, taking his wallet from the drawer as a silver package made it’s way to his hand.
“Very badly” you whined, almost like begging him. You were desperate, there was no doubt on that. You wanted to feel him inside of you, fucking you like no one has ever done so before. It’s all you wanted.
Slowly, he ripped open the package in front of you, pulling out the condom as he started putting it on his cock, his eyes on you at all times.
With slow movements, he spread your legs even more apart, placing the tip of his cock in your clit. Hitting it softly, something that made you flinch from time to time.
“Now be a good student and stay quiet” he whispered, his deep voice sending shivers down your spine. Slowly, you laid down on the desk, just waiting for him to do something.
Before you knew it, he didn’t waste much time, inserting his cock a bit on your entrance, pushing himself all the way in, something you both groaned at.
He was much more thicker than you expected him to be. His cock was stretching your walls in such a way they haven’t before. His cock was way bigger from the ones you have had sex with, and that makes it even more exciting.
“Relax baby, i’ll take care of you” he whispered, rubbing your clit to calm you down. He filled you up full, not leaving any space at all. The pain mixed with pleasure had this unspeakable sensation inside you. A sensation you wanted more of.
“Just fuck me” you begged him, throwing your head back as he nodded. Slowly he pulled himself out, just to slam his cock back inside. He continued the slow pace, not trying to hurt you at all.
He was impatient, he wanted to fuck you right there and then, but he wasn’t going to do that if you weren’t comfortable or ready for that. It didn’t matter just how much he wanted to, if you weren’t comfortable he would not do anything.
Once he watched your reactions change from pain to more of enjoyment, he picked up his pace, thrusting into you with a much quicker pace.
“Please don’t stop” you begged, grabbing onto the sides of the desk. You were so close to moaning, for you to just moan out his name. But you know you shouldn’t.
Just the sound of his skin clapping to yours was enough sound, even the sounds of your wetness was joining. You knew that if they caught you doing this the consequences would not be sweet at all.
Quite frankly, you don’t want anyone to see you fucking him. You waited for this, but you didn’t want anyone to ruin it.
“You like me fucking you?” he asked, putting both of your legs over his shoulders as this new position got himself to thrust deeper inside of you, making you just shut your eyes.
“Yes i do” you quickly said in between your breaths. Trying to catch your own breath as the feeling was too unbearable.
His thrust were rough, his pace was quick and his cock was fully inside you, smashing you every time he would thrust in and out of you. Just the feeling of his cock hitting your g-spot was enough to make your mind go blank. It was enough for you to start seeing white.
“Seokjin i’m going to cum” you softly yelled out, earning him to place a hand on your mouth, preventing you from making any sound.
He was driving you to the edge, it wasn’t your fault just how fucking good he is at fucking you with his cock. If you were able to just moan and express just how much you were enjoying it, you would be a moaning mess. Yelling his name for everyone to hear.
“Seokjin” you moaned out again, arching your back as you felt him holding onto your hips as he quickly thrusted himself in and out of you. Making you go quiet for a second, your mind too focus and your eyes starting to roll back.
Before you knew it, your orgasm finally hit, making you accidentaly moan out loud, covering your mouth right away. He continued to thrust inside of you, trying to reach his own end as it didn’t take long before he came inside the condom. His cock softening inside of you.
“Shit” he cursed under his breath, flopping onto you as his body hovered yours. His heart was racing just the same way yours was. The energy was unmatchable. You still can’t get over the fact that you just fucked your teacher.
Slowly and gently, he pulled out of you, tidying the condom as he threw it on the bag, saying something about no one checking the garbage. He then came back to you, pulling you up from the desk as he lifting your head to face him.
“So, when’s round 2?” he asked, a smirk appearing on his face. The stamina he has, it amazes you. However, you’re ready for it. Your energy has just started, the adrenaline is still rushing. Even though your legs felt wobbly, you were ready.
“How about now?” you winked at him, pulling down your skirt as you started already walking towards the door. He didn’t wait to follow behind you, slapping your ass in the process.
You guessed round two would happen in his car, not that you mind. With the way he just fucked you, you would have sex with him anywhere.
Crazy how you just fucked your teacher and you’re about to do it again. What a fantasy.
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