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obeyme-lost-thought · 6 months

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Angst: One side

A one side love that love another one side love.

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You know what really hurt? Having a one-side crush on someone who has a one-side crush.

I love them, but they love a human in their world. And neither of us get our happy ending.

I say "Why do you want them, there's others who probably have a big crush on you. Give up and search in other seas"

"But I like them" they respond.

Oh- I know how hard is. You like them, and you can't change it.

And who am I to talk, when I'm the first that can't give up on you?

You try to make me lose interest, to save our friendship. But you know that it's hard. You hate to hurt me the same way they hurt you, but at the same time you can't love me.

One side, our sad destiny.

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Welcome back in this episode of: Is the author dead or not?

Reason of my disappearance? I just lived/ living what I just wrote...

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obeyme-lost-thought · 7 months

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Lucifer Angst: Nightmare

Spoilers from lesson 16 and 38. Based on the choice "Myself" (or more like Yourself) for the 38 and in general, the base of this one-shot.

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Lucifer always had nightmares. From the Celestial war to Lilith death in his arms. But then, you came.

He never thought, that a little human like you, could ever give him so much more material for his nights.

Your first year in devildom hadn't even ended before yours body was on the floor, dead. Purple marks on your neck, his dear little brother near you. And then... poof. Dissappear. Your siluet was no wher to be found for some moment, but then you come back, as if nothing ever happened.

Yes, all's well that ends well.bBut the times in which you wasn't there ? The fear of all the things that he had to do... protect Belphi, dealing with his brothers' pain, going against Diavolo... and accept the fact that in his tomorrow you wasn't there.

Still... you was all right. You was still there and everything was ok. Just another bad memory.

... As if destiny would leave him alone. As if it's actually that memory what make him get up in the middle of the night to make sure you're alive.

That because the moment he closes his eyes... you're in his arms, with the Night Dagger in your chest. Blood on his hands, on your and his shirt, on the floor...

Your heavy breath is mixed with Lucifer's fast heart beat. A little smile on a face surrounded by tears, both yours and his.

Yet you manage to speak a little. You can remind him how it's all his fault this time. As it's always been his fault. How you stay close to him has always cost you a lot, and now you are paying the final bill with your life. How incapable he is of protecting those he cares about. As maybe, he should disappear. As he should have died, not Lilith, or you.

And so, listing all his sins, you die with your head resting on his chest, while he tries in vain to save you. Because how could a demon, who wasn't even capable of being an angel due to how dirty he was inside, ever stay alongside a pure soul like yours without causing it any harm?

No matter how much he calls your name, how much he try to heal the wound caused by the dagger with magic. Only Simeon can save you, but he doesn't come. He will never arrive. Lucifer is locked in your room unable to help you. The blood is everywhere now and the smell almost suffocates him.

Why did you choose yourself? He was the one who had to die, he asked you for exactly that. He is the one who sacrifices himself for others, not the other way around.

You always put your life in dangerous situation, you always die...

...So please, when Lucifer wake up, if you hear him go into your room, don't say anything. Let him watch you for 5 minutes, let him check your pulse. Give him a chance to make sure you're alive.

And please, stop dying in front of him. He can't take it anymore.

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Just me or write angst is more simple? Like, I'm sadistic to them or masochist to myself... probably both.

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obeyme-lost-thought · 8 months

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Ah, yes? No, nothing important. Just a reminder of this animation when you unlock a place in Akuber.

(Now i want a peluche of this bird)

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obeyme-lost-thought · 8 months

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The little girl

Self-indulge AU to give me some motivation and write something because I literally disappeared (and you all duplicate, like, what 120?!).

Something happened with Barbatos's power and a teenager girl come out from a different timeline... the problem are her mother and uncles.

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As she was standing on the ground, her gaze was analysing every single one of them. Not even her Rad uniform could sell her as a demon, as she had a very particular Aura that could seem everything except demonic.

"Is she.."

"An Angel" - "A Human"

A perfect balance come form the girl, as if Heaven and Earth were both inside her.

"Eh-... Ehhhhh. What happened ? Why am I on the ground? Weren't us talking about the exchange students program? And why are you all here?"

A sweet voce that expressed surprise and fear filled the Council Room. Of course, no questions could had been asked if the girl continued to panic, so, trying to go on with what they thought was a delirium, Diavolo started to speak and try to calm her.

"Exchange students program? Are you maybe an exchange student? "

"Wha- what? Of course I am. It was you, Lord Diavolo, to specifically ask for me as one of the two representatives of my realm"

"I'm sorry to inform you, but here nobody has ever heard about you"

"Ehhhh. Is it a form of joke ?! How can you say that with them behind you?"

While the strange girl and the Prince were both trying to understand what the other was saying, the "problem's origin" had a open book near him, and after seeing what it was about (and its power), some questions found their answers.

"So, are you saying that Barbatos, the one and only perfect butler of hell, messed up with his power and so I'm in a different time line with a different story ?"

"Pretty much, yes, that how it went"

"But if I can say my thought, young master, the culprit isn't me, but the one who left open a dangerous book, hopping that somebody touched it "

At the and of the sentence, a guilty Satan looked at the butler, whispering a sorry.

"Anyway, leaving out guilty or punishment, how can I go back in my timeline?"

"That... the problem. To know the exactly timeline in which I have to send you back, I have to know the reason why it's... different(?)"

"Well, honestly from what I'm seeing, there are a lot of different things, precisely 7/8 people"

"It's not about people, but about event, so it isn't easy as you think"

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Silence

No one try to talk, as for knowing what is the difference, one of the two part had to tell the other one all the secret and events that take them in th Council Room.

"Well, why don't she try to stay here some week and wait for one of us to found out the difference? No say every single event of our life. No problem. Only the one which change our time line. When we found out, Barbatos can send her in this moment of her timeline."

"That... a good idea Mc. She can stay at Purgatory Hall."

That how, somehow, a temporary solution was found out, and the girl as been living in this Devildom for quite a month.

From her words, she's more older than what Solomon thought, but at the same time she's more younger that what Simeon thought.

For some reason she's half angel and half human, but she doesn't want to say who are her parents, as she swear that only the one who she trusts a lot can know, making clear that she still wary of them.

Her name is Rachel as it mean ewe or lamb and was a way for her mother to ask protection form God for her. This implemented that her birth wasn't well accepted in Celestial Ream. But the real reason why she specified it was for MC, a true lamb.

For all the time she was as been there, the more asked questions was about the brothers and MC. The latter, actually, was more about their nature, similar to her as they also emitted both angelic and human energy. But that was also a secret that nobody wanted to say.

In this way, a game of questions, lie, answer and secrets started, while everyone become more fond of the girl.

The relationship with Rachel and the brothers was very strange. She always felt safe with them, even if no things were made for make her feel this way. And they didn't hate if this other lamb wanted to pass her time with them. Lucifer and the Twins especially felt very protective, not that the others were more different. Stargazing with Belphi were became a daily to-do, as cooking with Beel. Lucifer started to ask her for some favor, having a lot of trust in her. Reading time with Satan or Levi (with manga of course) ... go out to shopping with Asmo... or helping Mammon get some money in a legal way. A strong bond created, thing that surprised the brothers but not Rachel.

As 2 month passed and trust grow bigger, the 2 parts chose to answer onesty one question. Because they are more, Brothers and MC were the firsts to answer, not knowing that it would be enough to found out the true.

"Let just say that I'm curious and I saw a so much difference that I don't have an actually question. So, MC, why are you... this way?"

"Well, it's difficult to explain... do you know the angel Lilith?"

"Why? Of course I know her... and very very well"

"Better this way. I'm the descent of the former angel Lilith"

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A sad face appear on the girl.

"What... what do you mean former?"

Simeon, that with Diavolo and Barbatos was also there, said what nobody wanted to.

"Rachel... Lilith is dead"

Tears start to fall form eyes that watch and analyse every one as the first day that she was there.

"Again, what do you all mean? Dead?

As the girl continues to ask always the same question about his sister, Mammon lose his cool and scream against her.

"YES, SHE'S DEAD. THAT IT, SO STOP WITH ALL THIS QUESTIONS. IT'S OUR TOURN"

But still, even a louder voice didn't stopped her. And so, in a sound full of pain, an important part of the puzzle slipped form her lips.

"AGAIN, WHAT DO YOU ALL MEAN? MY MOTHER ISN'T DEAD"

On Mammon, holding him from the collar of the shirt, both of them stopped to scream to cach their breath.

"I- I... mother?"

No answer.

"Can I... can I ask another question? It was the second one in my list... Why- why are you a demon uncle Mammon?"

Let's not say more on the discussion, as everyone didn't actually said anything more, and for good 10 minutes stayed in the pose they had before. More questions were added and not even Belphagor sleeped the night.

In the morning, everyone more calm, the one and only things that was needed to be known started to have a form.

"So... you are Lilith's daughter" Asked Lucifer with a rather sweet voice for the situation

"And here mom died" Rachel said.

....

Mammon break the silent: "We fought against our father to protect our sister, and loosed. That why we are demons". Words that wanted to answer the question of the day before.

"My ... uncles also fought for mom and me, but not against grandpa"

"Your father... who is he?"

"I- I don't know my father. He died for a lliines"

"Here, our Lilith, tried to save his lover, probably your dad, with angelic food. That why she was doomed from God"

"Ah... I think I know the difference between our timeline.."

Before starting to talk again, Rachel take a deep breath.

"My mother wanted to save dad the same way she did here, but she couldn't because she was already pregnant... with me.

Having an child with a human, mom called me the way she did hopping to get God's approval for my existence. As he never said anything, I was accepted in the Celestial Realm.

Still, older angels were against it and so a war started. It was already declared the winner, as Uncle Lucifer had help form the other Serafin and his precious brother. Only one time me and mom end up in a very dangerous situation, and Uncle became so angry that Uncle Satan born, not as a demon, avatar of wart, but as an angel, protector of human hybrids.

With the start of the exchange students program, Lord Diavolo asked expecially for me, as I was a representative of both realm... and that explain why I was in the Council Room 2 months ago"

... Nobody tried to say anything or ask something alse. But Leviathan felt the true form his brothers... jealousy. A timeline where they were all together. Where their family was happy and alive.

What no one knew was Diavolo's relief for having Lucifer, or Barbatos choosing this timeline as his reality because it was the most convenient for the Prince. Or Mc's fear of a world where they never met everyone.

And in the end, no more things come out, as Rachel wanted more than before come back in her timeline, and Barbatos didn't lose time in sending her back.

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X: How many story want to create that have a new character or some reference to Lilith ?

Me: Yes

It was an Au that I wanted to perfect and make it a fanfiction, but I never was able to do it, so single post where I try to explain it as best as possible.

For any grammatical errors, tell it to my clock (3:00 am).

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obeyme-lost-thought · 9 months

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Headcanon: Mc dress code at HoL

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At the beginning, one of the things that bothered Mc the most was how Diavolo deprived them of home comforts with the story of the exchange student program. In their world, if Mc wanted, they could even walk around the house in their underwear, without worrying about others.

But with all this shit happening to them, they end up living in a house with strangers, who were also demons. Even while Mc were in bed sleeping, the first worry was what they were wearing, in case something happened and they had to leave the room without having time to change.

Now, after a year, the onew who are really scared are the brothers.

They don't have anymore a " guest room", but a Mc's room, and, inside, they could be presentable as they could be a thirst trap for these 24h horny demons.

And that could be OK, if this problem was confined in the room. But after a bit MC started to walk in panties and a large t-shirt, going in all HoL's places.

The first time they did it, Lucifer put on them his jacket and asked imposed MC to change. However, now it's the base-home-outfit of this menace of brothers' patience.

"If they are comfortable in this way, what we can do ?" They think.

And so, except when they have guest, MC walk in panties or whatever they feel comfy with.

Still, never go in their room without knocking first.

Unless it's Asmo

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Little inspiration from the incorrect quote "morally no, but I'm wearing pants if that what you asked".

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obeyme-lost-thought · 9 months

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Headcanon: Lucifer problem-babysitter Morningstar

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It's canon that baby-angels, before becoming an important component of Heaven-society, are taken care by one angel-guardian. An example that we all know is Simeon with Luke.

That means that the brothers (expect Satan) and Lilith had a guardian, back when they were little angels.

So I have this headcanon that Lucifer had to babysitter all the problematic angels that other didn't want/weren't able to handle.

-Mammon: He is canon. Michael asked Lucifer if he could try to speak to him, and somehow he end up with the first one.

-Leviathan: After all angel saw how he was able to handle Mamm, they thought "Why don't try to give him this anxiety-walking". And boom- (Spoiler 3 season) an Heavenly Admiral.

-Asmodeus: And so, when an "give me attention" come out, who everyone thought? Lucifer

-Beelzebub and Belphagor: Twins? Having to take care not 1, but 2 angels at the same time? He already got 3, why they have even try to take care of them: let's give this couple to the Morningstar.

-For Lilith (Nightbringer spoiler), a direct girl, without a filter when talking, and extremely competitive, not-want-to-lose... Lucifer adopted her without thinking twice.

That also explains their family-relationship.

For Lucifer, he either grows up by himself or maybe his guardian was Michael. Why him? I don't remember any part that say that they have the same age and that could perfectly explain why this angel is always interested in him and his family. Probably 1st dad want to know how his son and grandchildren are.

In the end? Lucifer is a tired mom.

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obeyme-lost-thought · 9 months

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Headcanon: Mc swearing problem

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Mc: WHAT ?! Oh my go-

Simeon simplicity being there

Mc: .... gosh... Oh my gosh.

Diavolo: Yes, because *saying one of the most strange things on the 3 world*

Mc: Seriously ? What the Hel-

Diavolo: ?

Mc: Heck... What the Heck.

*Cuddling with one of the brothers*

Mc: It's so nice, I fell like I'm in heav-

Mc: ...

Brother: Fell like ?

Mc: Nothing.

*Some day after*

Diavolo: It's just me or MC change their sentence at the last second ?

Lucifer: I noticed the same thing

Solomon: *laughing*

Every one else: ?

Solomon: Oh nothing. It's just a human problem.

*In another room*

Solomon: Hello MC.

Mc: Oh my fucking God. Oh Jesus Chris. For the love of God.

TELL ME HOW TO SWEAR, SOLOMON!

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obeyme-lost-thought · 9 months

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Mc × Asmo: Share

It can be read based on an open relationship with all the brothers, or simply platonic love. I will refrain from saying which of the two I had in mind as I wrote it.

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Everyone loves me. And how could they not? I am one of a kind. Parties, discos, brothels - everyone is around me. And what can I do but accept this love of theirs, and try to reciprocate it. I am the avatar of lust, everyone is attracted to me. But, this leads to all my fans having to share me.

However, the opposite never happens. If I like someone - not to love, that only I am worthy - they must be mine alone. Am I interested in a succubus? I will play with them for a few weeks, during which time they will never have to go to anyone else.

And it had to be the same for them. They were supposed to be mine alone. They had to give their love only to me and to no one else. I myself have come to love them, a different love from the one I feel for my brothers.

But they belong to everyone.

They can't come to the party because they have to play with Levi. They don't eat lunch with me because Lucifer summoned them. They don't go out shopping with me because they went Yesterday with Mammon. They don't come to the cinema to see a film because they have already seen it with Satan.

It's not that they ignore me. Indeed, if they have nothing to do and I call them, they come to me immediately, laughing and smiling with happiness. So why don't they spend all their time with me? Why do they have to go to my brothers too?

Sometimes I wonder who is the avatar of greed between me and Mammon. He too often complains that they hang out with others too much, but he doesn't understand that he has nothing to offer.

I, on the other hand,I am someone that many desire. I am requested by countless demons.

I DON'T HAVE TO SHARE, I HAVE TO BE THE ONE TO SHARE.

They should be honored by my attention. They should do everything to make sure that I never get tired of them ... that they are always in my thoughts ... that I always want to hug them because their warmth is never enough ... that I want to call them every night hoping they are free to talk to me ... that I continue to love them.

I don't understand how they do it, almost without even trying.

I almost want to tie them up and lock them in my room, thus making sure that no one but me can have them. No sharing, private property.

But maybe, it's just the fact that they don't want everyone, that only my family is in their heart, makes me happy. As if I had passed an exam in which out of 100,000 people only 7 were admitted. And then, it's their free and festive spirit that makes them unique.

For this, I will share their love, but I'll love only them. How ironic is this role reversal.

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obeyme-lost-thought · 10 months

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{•▪︎•} ♡

Thinking that I created this account just for put online 1 theory that I had on obey me nightbringer (literally my first post), I can't believe it.

Little? Yes. I care and I don't want to be happy? Nope.

Every time someone start to follow me I'm like: What do you find nearly "GOOD" in this page ? But well, if you find something, I'm happy.

So, let's say the only thing I should say/write in this case:

Thanks you all for 50 follows.

#thank you #50 followers

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obeyme-lost-thought · 10 months

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The regret of a Father

Lucifer point of view; just it.

What if Lucifer had a child with Mc, and for some reason he neglects them ? And if the child die? What will do Lucifer?

Always remember: the ending isn't what we want, but what she need.

Good reads

1630 words all chapters , previous part

Chapter 4: "Dad" anymore

Lucifer's pov :

Mammon had broken a vase. I well remember the stress I had that day. Levi was chasing him, or both were running away from Satan; While running, Mammon hit a piece of furniture on which a valuable vase was placed, which then fell. I started scolding him and all this made me so angry that I screamed. I didn't even notice the door bell, in fact if it wasn't for Beel who opened it I wouldn't have known about it that day. It was him who came to call me, informing me that they were looking for me at the door. Threatens Mammon and company not to move, I went down the stairs and arrived in the hall, where I reopened the door. A demon-cop stood in front of me, holding something in his fist that he didn't seem to want me to see.

Policeman: "Excuse the pleasantries, but are you Lucifer Morningstar?"

Lucifer: "Yes, tell me what do you need"

Policeman: “I'm sorry to inform you that this morning we found the body of your daughter, Aurora Lilith Morningstar, at the foot of Devilview Course. It seems that she threw herself at 2a.m. of today”

I was speechless and incredulous at the news I had just received, so much so that I asked him to repeat what he had said 3 times. He also showed me the anklet Mc had prepared for her before she was born. But not even that was enough for me to believe him. I made him stand there while I called Diavolo for him to come and in the meantime, I checked the whole house for her presence. I was inundated with questions from my siblings, who didn't understand why I was doing all this. But I didn't care, even now I can't remember what they said. The only thought I had was having to find her; I had to see Aurora. She could be anywhere, even in Mc's room, I wouldn't even get angry; I just had to find her and make sure this was all a joke.

But it was reality. Diavolo swore they were telling the truth.

After that, I don't remember thinking anything; I just moved. I started running towards the place the policeman had named. I was probably in slippers, and thinking about it now maybe I should have at least put on shoes; although in hindsight, the slippers were perfect. The Devilview course was one of the longest in all of Devildom from which you can see the city perfectly. Diavolo came after me, and it was only thanks to him that I didn't throw all the people around her, around her body, in the air. She was laying there on the ground, examining; a red patch surrounded her, dirtying her hair.

"If they pushed her why didn't she transform and try to fly or grab onto something with her tail?"

She was in her Rad uniform, an outfit I haven't seen in a very long time. If she hadn't changed, it means she hadn't come home from yesterday.

"What was a 16 year old girl doing out at 2 in the morning?"

Actions following this moment were mechanical. Diavolo taking me home, Barbatos talking to the police. I spent 2 weeks locked up in my room, which at the time seemed like 2 centuries. I only managed to get out by convincing me that I didn't care about her, that it didn't hurt me that she was dead. Whether it was suicide or murder, that was none of my business. But I still spent my days locked up in my dead daughter's room. I looked at the photos, the drawings on the wall, all the awards on the shelves.

“When did she win all these races?”

Musical essays, athletic competitions, fencing. If I am the avatar of pride, she was certainly the representation of the proud and braggart girl. She was good and she showed it…

“But who does she want to show her skills to?”

Questions like that tormented me, and I looked for a lot of time for answers I already knew.

Then, one day, I looked in the mirror. I had red eyes and torn clothes. It was in that moment that all the lies I told myself showed to me what they really were: lies.

I… I was a bastard. I hated the greatest thing I've ever had, and now I miss it. I miss my daughter so much. And I wanted things that are so simple that I felt stupid.

“I want to go back. I want to be able to hold my newborn daughter; sing her a lullaby before putting her to bed. I want to be able to film her first word or first steps. I want to teach you the basics of demonology and then, when she's grown up, walk her to her first day of school."

I wanted to be a father and for this reason I tried to get to know my Aurora. I asked around, searched the internet, looked at her social profiles. I obtained all the copies of her concerts with the piano and I tried in every way to find that record that she had given me. I thank my luck, as the place where she had recorded it, saved a copy of the most beautiful compositions to use as background in the hall and obviously, hers was among them. I had gotten to the point where I could memorize every note for how many times I had listened to it. From the phone ringtone to the alarm clock: that song had become the background music of my life. I learned everything there was to know about her; yet, she still seemed like a stranger to me.

It began to become an obsession to find out as much as possible about her and certainly no one stopped me; on the contrary, I received help from my family, who, almost like me, were trying to get to know her nephew. Only Diavolo and Barbatos, when they came to visit us, tried to make us heal from this endless search.

Little by little I started to give up, but by which time I had almost lost hope; when I began to accept her death… I found the book that was both my downfall and my salvation: “Death and life for the half-blood”. A book that dealt with the problems and living conditions of children born between humans and supernatural beings. As Aurora fell into this category, I started reading it, until I found evidence that there was a possibility that my daughter was still alive.

It was obvious, her soul could neither be judged as human nor suffer the fate of demonic souls; for this she had to be reborn as a human. But there was the possibility that she didn't remember anything, that she had no memory of the Devildom and of me. If what was written there was true and if I found it, there was no guarantee that I would get a second chance with her.

With Diavolo we began to search for traces of her soul throughout the Human Real, just for then find it in a small town. A 17 year old like any other. We had no proof of whether or not she was really her or if she remembered her first life. But perhaps it was for the best. I could have started over, without her knowing me as the cold bastard who ruined her life and perhaps led her to suicide, of course if she was truly my daughter.

Through the exchange students project, I found an excuse to introduce myself into her school, for arrive up until now.

From the first moment I noticed that she was her, my Aurora, and that had her memories. In fact, she was relaxed with Simeon, she always suspicious of me she would ask me questions about my family, probably with the hope that I would name her. It hurts me, to see how she harshly treats me, even though she has every reason to. How she seeks my approval on her past self, expecting that she won't receive it even after her dead. But instead, I try to show her the opposite, I try to give her what I've never given her: attention. I was kind; I showered her with compliments; I gave her times distant from me for recovering from my presence (which she obviously hates); I became interested in her musical passions… but that's not enough. It will never be enough.

But I already knew it’s a lost case; I understood that on the first day.

"Lucifer"

Now I'm just that, a name that hurts me every time she says it; I will never be "Dad" anymore.

Memory Fragment 3: Wings

Today I saw dad and my uncles go to the palace transformed like demons. It's not the first time this has happened, living here for 2 years now. The only thing that intrigues me every time is if by chances I also have a demonic form. There are no books or courses on transformation, as it is something pure bloods can do from the moment they are born. But I have no idea how to do it. I've tried several times to follow the cinematic explanations made by human films about things like "Concentrate on yourself" or "Think a happy thought", but it never worked. I really don't think I can ask any of my "roommates" about it, nor can I bother Uncle Simeon about something like that. I think I'll have to stay forever in doubt if I have wings or the thing, I just hope one day I won't need to know how to transform.

Oh well, Aurora's hope for Lucifer to leave her alone is going to die.

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obeyme-lost-thought · 10 months

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Thank you, MC.

Thank you for all the things that you do for us.

Thank for always say what we want to hear. For using the words that make us happy. For be someone who love us, platonic or romantic.

Thank for not wanting to express your mind. For choosing from the option that we offer to you. For not make us deal with our errors.

Thank you, for be where we need you to be. For always coming when we call you. For not decline our requests, or do always what we like.

And I'm sorry, for not giving you the possibility to say what in your mind. For making you the MC that would be better for us. For not being enough brave to try to know the real you.

That because saying the true, I'm scared to hear what you really think about us. I'm scared to even imagine that you hate us, or hate all the situation in which you end up. I'm scared to meet a "you" that isn't our friend or our lover. We've gone wrong with you several times, making life difficult for you.

So please, will you continue to express yourself with the options that we give you? Will you continue to talk with your voice but not with your mind? Will you continue to be the one that we need and not the one you are? Will you continue to show us the happiness that we want? Will you continue to love us? Will you continue to forgive us?

Will you continue to be our exchange student, MC?

[Yes] or [Yes] ...

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It's a thought that I had for a some times, where the fact that we have to choose between the options is a way for everyone to ensure our love.

The one who actually talk can be anyone. I wrote it with in mind Diavolo, but it can be whatever you want.

Angst (?) we could say

(Maybe one day I'll rewrite it more long, but for now it's this way, short)

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obeyme-lost-thought · 10 months

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Good morning with Beel rick 'nd rolling us (or good night, you can choose)

(They are pretty similar and now I can't unsee it)

#obey me shitpost #rick 'nd roll #obey me beelzebub #obeyme #obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me one master to rule them all #obey me mammon #obey me asmodeus #obey me belphegor #obey me leviathan #obey me satan #obey me belphie #obey me lucifer

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Shitpost

Welcome in "Why do i think?", a place where it's better to shut down your mind.

What I thought this time?

We all are cousins

Why? Simple. As players we are "mc", someone who is a Lilith's descendent. And because after all this time, the descendents are a lot, we could see that as if as players we alla have (game thinking) a common ancestor: Lilith.

So, in the end, We all are cousins.

Why I let my mind work some times?

#obeyme #obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me one master to rule them all #obey me shitpost #obey me theory #obey me beelzebub #obey me mammon #obey me asmodeus #obey me belphegor #obey me leviathan #obey me lucifer #obey me satan #obey me luficer #obey me mc #obey me player

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Angst: Our Memories

That another angst. MC is on the verge of death in this one. Maybe an MC replaced(?), but honestly it's just me wanting to cry

A Human that isn't a true one is a big problem for the 3 world and someone wants to change it. You try to fight, but how much can you take ?

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How many time did I come back ? 3... 10... 25 ? But it doesn't change anything. They will always be a step forward from me.

With this pacts, this friendship, this love... Is it so wrong?

Angels, Demons, Socerers... A group formed of all the ones who hate me and the brothers. It was a normal day when everything gone wrong. They attacked us with a plane in their minds: death. In the worst case I'm the only one to die, in the best me and the brothers. So now we are in a war. A long war, who we can't win. It's not official; Diavolo can't use Devildom's forces to protect us. But he as a demon will support in every way he can. Solomon, Simeon, Luke, Thirteen, Raphael and even Mephistole is helping. Every one is protecting me.

But that doesn't help. They... died.

The twins are dead; Asmo is dead; Luke is dead; Mephistole is dead. And the others aren't better. Satan lost the arms; Leviathan is paralyzed from the waist down; Simeon lost an eyes and a hand; Solomon is in a come fighting death. Only the strongest are intact. And me? I'm fine, I'm always fine.

As this moment repeats in all the timelines, Mammon is always screaming. Asking Barbatos to make me come back in times, getting Diavolo's approval, saying goodbye to the one who are still here... and seeing Lucifer holding back Mammon as he try to stop me. But nothing never change.

First I try to inform them of the future war; Then I go more in the past and try to don't make any pacts. Maybe if I'm not so connected to Devildom This damn group won't kill me. But it doesn't change. Any way i try to protect them will end in the same way.

Through, this will be the last time I come back.

"Barbatos, could you send me to the **/**/****?"

"Yes, but why? You weren't even here in this date"

"Just do it."

As I enter in the last portal I'll see, Mammon voice is stabbing my heart

"MC! DON'T GO! DON'T LEAVE ME!"

It would have been better if these weren't the last words I heard. But that is the only option.

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As I'm taking to my friend, I see the neighbours' son, Tim, wave to me. I say goodbye and go in his direction for greet him. It's been a year form when I saw him. He went in another state for an exchange students program.

We sit on the ground in his garden in front of the house. As time go on, all the things he did seemed a sad story. Only when the sun disappeared we come back to our homes. And after the door closed behind me, tears became my companion for all the nights.

The morning after I come back, the silent of my human world home was noisy. I went out and checked mailbox. It was there, the letter who made me meet the best family I could ever asked or the most affectionate friends. That why I asked Barbatos for this date. It was when I received the proposal to be an exchange student. But this time, i didn't open it. Slowly, as if I was killing with my every step my heart, I put the envelope in my neighbor's mail. Lucifer hadn't really looked at my name or other characteristics when he chose me. A sheet that flies by the wind can contain any information.

If I don't meet them, if I don't establish any kind of physical or emotional bond with them, they will remain alive; this thought allowed me to give the letter to someone else, leaving the Devildom forever.

In the stories that have been told to me, even though he omitted the details about demons, Hell, etc., I recognized the events that I have experienced countless times. But I saw no sign of happiness for the brothers. All their problems that I always slowly solved, were still present and he didn't even realize they existed. Belphi was never named, which means he spent the whole year locked up. Satan's Lucifer complex is still there. The remorse for Lilly is a torment for all of them.

But they are alive.

Time keeps ticking, the new me returns to the Devildom again. I don't think the reason was that the pacts with the brothers made him a threat to the 3 worlds. Not that I'm sure he has any pacts, probably only with Mammon. While he's here in the human world, I sometimes see Solomon from the window. Their discussions are brief, perhaps simple service communications. I would like to shout "Teacher"; I would like to have whole books of spells again to have to memorize, I would like to spend the evenings talking about childish things. But I'm here, locked up in the house.

The time goes and the brothers come here. I don't know who is here among them, if the arrival of Diavolo and Barbatos is scheduled. From the window I see them pass and come to greet Tim. My neighbor is reluctant to hug them and they don't even try to get too close. I still remember when I went to them and the endless hugs.

I feel like I'm watching a bad movie where they changed the protagonist at the last minute and he's a novice actor.

But the real pain is when one day I hear a knock on the door. As soon as I open it, I see my image reflected in the sunglasses slightly covered by white hair.

“Oi… ehh. I'm an acquaintance of ya neighbor and he told me to ask ya to lend him some sugar"

Without saying a word, I head to the kitchen to get the sugar. As I watched him speak the image of him covered in blood superimposed on the current one. I give him the package and close the door, falling to the floor.

The air becomes heavy and I can't breathe.I hear Mammon realizing I'm not well and calling Tim. They open the door and find me in the middle of having a panic attack. I am picked up and carried to Tim's house, where I receive first aid. It all has the opposite effect though; they are all around me, or at least, all of them except Belphi. Memories come back and I feel more and more suffocated.

"Oi Tim! What do we need to do? Yall humans are so complicated!"

"I-I don't know. I don't know why they're having a panic attack"

While they talk, I see again all my lifes. The first time I meet them, all the moments of when i made pacts. Or, on the opposite, the timeline where I didn't forge any. A lot of times when I was in front of a mirror, Asmo joked about how a circle could fit on his arm, alluding to his symbol. What hurts the most is the evening before the start of the battle in my first timeline, the original . I remember that they had given me a necklace with "Morningstar" written on it which, in addition to being one of the names by which Lucifer was known, was also, for them, what us is the "surname". It was a physical object that symbolized how they viewed me as part of their family.

With the necklace in mind, I manage to calm down. I thank Tim and the others, trying as fast as possible to get back to my house.

I lean on the sofa in the living room and collapse from the accumulated stress.

Waking up in the middle of the night, I decide to go to bed. A surprise waited for me, as I find a package with a a box with a ticket leaning on the sheets.

Thank you for holding dear Our Memories

With 7 hearts drawn around the writing, the card looks more and more strange.

I open the box. It was dark blue with stars above it, as if it represented a starry sky. The inside was soft, like those jewelry boxes. In fact, inside was a necklace, or more precisely... THE NECKLACE. As if having held it in mind so long ago, had made it materialize in front of me

How is it possible ?

Who ... did it? And 7 heart... Belphi ? This stars box is clearly one of his choices. How is it possible ?

Maybe... maybe they remember? This time Barbatos sand back they too? If that the case, why they didn't told me anything before.

Turning the paper, all my hopes die, but also a sense of comfort start to create.

"Dear MC. We are writing this letter (?) after you have told us about your regression of times. Because we are in a war, it's not like we can ask you anything, so we have decided to say ours thanks in this way. If for any chance we would not be able to give you all this, Barbatos will do it."

In the last regression, they weren't able to give me the necklace, so they choose to prepare thi gift. They always try to do this silly things. And Barbatos... he choose to remember with me our story, why did he choose this momentfor give me the box?

Actually for the last question, I think I know why. Of course he's here, maybe he also have seen me have a panic attack. What the best moment for remember me that they have loved me

But still... now we are stranger... I'm a nobody...

Oh...

I miss them all.

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Is it evident the ORV reference of repeating of timeline ?

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Mc × everyone: Their true aspect

We are a sheep, that cannon.

Now, let's think that we are a sheep because in the Devildom our human body needed time to adapt, a time more long than a year. So the brothers and others never have seen us as a human. Until..

(This story is set between 1 and 2 season of the original game)

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It was a normal day. Some work needed to be done in the Human World. Tha name of the city was pretty strange. From the moment Lucifer saw it, he had this thing in his head; it's not the first time he read it. But he didn't give a lot of importance to this sensation.

So, him, his brothers, Diavolo and Barbatos went in the Human World. Honestly, all them had to do different works, that why they choose to go together. In the program, at the end, there will be a dinner in a restaurant with Solomon. When he found their trip, he asked a 100 time for this dinner. Nobody known why, but they accepted.

So, coming back in the present, everyone is going for their way.

As the first of the four groups go on, Mammon and Levi feel a very strange thing. While they were walking, some people passed by their side. That seemed normal, except for the fact that their demon instinct were screaming! Looking everywhere, trying to understand what happened, no answers were found.

"Oi oi oi. I'm not crazy, right? Did you also feel it?"

"Yes, you moron. I feel it. I shouldn't had go out from my room. This things only happens to you normie!"

"What the heck connect don't watching anime with this thing!"

"I just know"

While the two fight over this strange experience, similar things happened to the others

Asmo and Satan had to meet a witch for get some information. Only problem was that they didn't know where the place they needed to go was. That why Satan was trying to understand a map that he found online. For an entire hour they went around all city looking for the meeting point. In the end, they found it. Now they are sitting in a cafe, waiting for the witch. Asmo notice a very pretty shop. It sell dresses that he already saw: they were what MC wear. A coincidence, sure. But his eyes were captured by the shop. Satan, in the meantime, was reading the menu. A lot of names were familiar, as if somebody always talked about them. After some thought, he remembered. MC talked of them, while they were watching a dramma set in a cafe. What a beautiful deja vo both brothers got

The twins needed to go a little more far that the others. On a little hill near the city, they spent the whole day collecting cursed objects left by occult fanatics during their rituals. They are very unlikely to succeed, and if for some reason they summon a demon, it is the least of their thoughts to clean up. Usually the task of collecting the important things is performed by low-level demons, but this time was one of the rare ones in which the ritual was performed correctly. This meant that the power of the items was high, and they had to take care of the collection. Now, with the sun slowly setting behind them, one of the twins has lost his gaze in the sky. The stars were slowly forming, thus remembering the evenings spent looking at the starry night at home. The sky of the human world, however, was different from that of the Devildom. He had seen it once, thanks to photos of the human he hated as much as he now loves. It was a series of printed photos, showing both the sky and the area where they were with some friends. An afternoon spent on Beel's bed, with Mc between them 2 who told him about the evenings eating pizza while looking at the sky. Strange though, was the extreme similarity between the photos and the place where they were. Still, it was late, so the ignored this feeling and started to go at the restaurant, even because Beel was hungry.

The three remaining, had just finished their work. They had stopped for a moment to record on the DDD how the match had gone; essentially a report. As they were doing this, a group stopped to watch them. Lucifer was convinced that it was because they were 3 hot guys, but overhearing their discussion he hears strange things.

"But is it them?" "From the photos in their room I think so" "I'm sure of black hair, I'm not sure about the other 2" "But in general, all the photos are strange. Just think of the pink and excessively curly hair they have. It's not their natural hair. And then the difference in height is more." "And the eyes? or the rest of them? If they hadn't told us it was them I would never have recognized them" "So, are they the guys in the photos or besides Mc are the others different too?"

Lucifer is about to go and ask what they want from them or why they called Mc name,but Barbatos reminds them that they have to go to the restaurant if they don't want to be late.

Then they start walking, but his thoughts were on the previous discussion and the description they had given of their "Mc". They were very similar to the human who lived with him for 1 year. Well, if human you can say. For the first few weeks, to prevent their body from deteriorating from the energy of the Devildom, the exchange student took on the appearance of a sheep. Only later, after they got used to it, did they look somewhere between sheep and human. A lower than normal height. Curly cotton-like hair of a strange pink hue. An inhuman skin color and other peculiarities in appearance. Eventually, though, everyone had gotten used to this particular human.

Arrived in front of the restaurant, waiting for them there was not only the magician, but also 2 angels that they knew. Ironically, they too had work to do here in the Human World, and when Solomon heard of it, he immediately invited them. Talking of this and that, slowly the groups arrived at their destination. They were all there now, or so they thought.

"Solomon, but when do we go in? I'm hungry"

"Sorry Beel, but you have to wait a little longer. The last guest is late"

"Sorry, but isn't it just us?" The older one asks in an annoyed tone.

"I have invited one last person. I think you will be pleased to meet them- Ah, there they are."he says, while pointing at a young person.

Walk slowly, almost embarrassed. They are dressed in a T-shirt and trousers that are somewhere between elegant and casual. Supernatural beings watch the human approaching in confusion. As soon as they are in front of them, one was the question that was spinning in their heads, but only one of them had the courage to ask it.

"Who are you?" Mammon say.

A light laugh comes from the unknown being, who looks first at Solomon and then at the others.

"I didn't say anything. You have to inform them of your identity."

Taking a deep breath, the stranger begins to answer the long-awaited question.

"You talk about being my first, and then you don't even recognize me?"

That voice that none of them could forget, responds to the many oddities that occurred during the day. The pacts that informed of their presence, the deja vu they had or the people who associated them with faces in photos. The first to throw himself on the former exchange student is Asmo, who begins to inspect them. Never, had they seen their original appearance. Luke can't help himself and hugs his friend. Mammon stammers trying to find an excuse not to have recognized them, without looking away. Every curve, every color is seen and imprinted in the memory of each of them. Lord Devil writes a note on the DDD to find a way to speed up the process of adapting the human body to the Devildom. All the laughter and surprised looks of the group are interrupted by a sound.

Grrrlll.

"I'm hungry"

"Hahaha. Yes, sorry Beel. Let's not wait any longer, let's go eat. Many times you have offered me lunch at Hell's kitchen, now it's my turn"

As everyone enters, one last feeling gets the answer for Lucifer. This is the city written in Mc's curriculum when he had to choose the exchange student. This is their home, or at least one of them.

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Just know: here I don't repost ! But, on the other side, I have a repost account

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#Some shit #Nothing important

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Angst Lilith: Falling

Lilith is a character that doesn't receive a lot of attention, but for some reason I really like her (even if we know very little about her). So take this angst and fall with her.

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When I open again my eyes, I was falling. Some moments before I was near Belphi, fighting; then somethings attacked both, sending us in different directions. Whatever it was, I think it hurt my wings. That why, probably, I'm falling.

As I look up, I see all the clouds that until some time ago was my home. Some distant voices are calling my name, so I try to concentrate in their direction. They are my brothers.

Belphie and Beel are the loudest. That sleepyhead is begin hold by my big protector. Ah... he saved him. I'm happy one of us is safe. Through, after all this I'll make fun of Beel for all this! In this way I'll get him do what I want for some times. They are near the tree where Belphi always sleep, skipping his work. Or maybe is a different place, I can't see well.

Near them now there are Asmo and Levi. It's impossible don't recognise Asmo splendid face. It's a ray of sunshine, not that somebody expect less form one of the most beautiful angel. The same thing can't be said for Levi. I think he's crying. Actually i think both of them are crying. Twins are indicating in my direction.

My name is becoming a background to the battle. A lot of angels are looking in my direction. I was in the highest level of Celestial Realm, the safest , so now I'm passing through all the other one. For a moment I think I also see Simeon, he was protecting a little boy. I hope that the fact that he covered us for the other doesn't create problems for him. He's second Seraphim that I like.

The more I fall the more I go near the true battle.

In a fraction of second, I'm out of my home. I'm watching the last level of clouds. Probably I also have seen one of the last 2 of my brother. Mammon while was fighting turned his head and saw me falling. Even the angel who he was against stopped from attacking.

Now I'm not seeing anything. My body is becoming more and more eavy. Wings is hurting and ears aren't working: It's getting hard to hear or see anything.

"LILITH"

What-... Lucifer ? He's in front of me. He's wings are losing feathers or are becoming black. The strongest light of his halo is fading and blood is coming out from his head. I think horns is coming out. A black rhombus similar to a star is popping in his forehead.

He's always more near, but not enough.

Air is becoming more hot. I'm... probably falling in the Devildom.

I felt a loud blow to my back as I hit the ground. I can't feel anything at all anymore. I keep looking up and five beings are falling from the sky. A sixth being is created in the middle of the air and begins to fall. I keep looking at them, not because I recognize the figures, but because I'm sure they are my brothers, and besides, it's not like I have the strength to turn my head. Only later does my view change, when someone picks me up.

It's Lucifer. He talks to me, I don't understand what he's saying.

I am a failure. I have not been able to accomplish anything in the battle that was started for me. We are at war because I loved a human. My brothers have become demons and it's my fault. I made a big mess. I have lost and I hate losing.

I'm dying and I'm doing it in front of the person I most admire.

I let you down, didn't I, big brother?

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In this one-shot I based the structure of the Celestial Realm as the Devildom: several levels. While the lowest is the most important in Devildom, here it is the opposite. For Luke I used the fact that in Nightbringer he is already present and Simeon is canon that he was once a seraphim.

Other than that, Lilith is a character I really care about, so it's likely that I'll do several one-shots about her (not to mention the fact that I have a whole story about her).

#obeyme #obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me one master to rule them all #obey me beelzebub #obey me mammon #obey me asmodeus #obey me belphegor #obey me leviathan #obey me luke #obey me lucifer #obey me luficer #obey me lilith #obey me angst #obey me satan #obey me simeon #obey me celestial realm

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