#[ BREAK TIME.... I'LL FINISH THE OTHER ASKS SOON THO- ]

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｡⋆ʚ♡ bad luck comes in threes (and in me)

›› nsfw 18+ / 3 part fic

@ace_343 on twt

ch 2 ♡ ch 3

ʚ ao3 ɞ / ʚ kofi ɞ / ʚ fic masterlist ɞ

›› naoya zenin x f!reader ›› megumi fushiguro x f!reader ›› toji fushiguro x f!eader ›› naoya x f!reader x megumi / megumi x f!reader x toji ›› naoya x f!reader x megumi + toji ›› started: 1/12/24 : status: ongoing

‹𝟹 summary: You and Megumi are close friends. He invites you to his family's estate where you start to notice how bad your luck really is.

‹𝟹 fandom: jjk, jujutsu kaisen

‹𝟹 genres / warnings: au - no powers, college au, pseudo-incest (they all want y/n, not eachother), harsh language, abuse, power imbalance, dubious consent / rxpe / noncon

‹𝟹 tags: AGED UP CHARACTERS!, au - no deaths, au - toji and megumi are part of zenin clan still, power imblance, degradation, choking, loss of virginity, name calling, pet names, some fluff and LOTS OF SMUT, slight angst, all the zenins want you basically, vaginal, blow jobs, cunnilingus, face sitting, 4some, mdom, fsub, pseudo-incest, meet the family, breeding, cum as lube, cum swapping, light blood, aggressive choking, will update tags as more is added, praise, being called a good girl

‹𝟹 notes: this is a long time in the making. i probably started this fic over a month ago >< i've been working on it more than my lfls fic that i like more. just smthn abt naoya...... (usually i prefer naoya to be subby but this fic is diff oopsies :3!). lmk what y'all think.i'll be updating my other fic real soon but for now, crumbs of this i guess LOL. i was originally going to do a oneshot but it was already starting to get long and i hadn't even progressed much in the plot i have written up x-x so i figured i'd do 3 chaps since it's like the theme >:3 hope y'all like it!!!

i'll be updating tags as it progresses. i'm super excited abt this fic even tho it's like 99% smut. (idk how to write stuff w/o smut oops) what can i say??? 🤌

!! - again, PLEASE READ TAGS BEFORE CONTINUING - !!

! - ALL CHARACTERS ARE 18+ - !

Chapter 1: Exposed

“So, do you think you can make it?” Megumi asks, taking a sip of his coffee and looking at you inquisitively. “To my family event, the reunion thing, I mean.”

You hadn’t thought about it much. Sipping on your tea, you contemplated. You’ve never met Megumi’s extended family; you had no idea what they would be like. Megumi’s family is huge, and it would be a multi-day event held at their estate. “Oh, what the hell. I have nothing better to do during winter break anyways.”

His face lights up a bit at your confirmation, but Megumi tries his hardest to hide it. You can see the blush creeping across his nose, his cheeks, even reaching the tips of his ears. He was like a little puppy, excited to see you.

“Make sure to bring any nice clothes you want to wear, but there will be pajamas and toiletries provided to you.” He finished his drink and moved to throw his away. “Are you done too?”

You felt bad, you had a little bit of your tea left and he was patiently waiting for you to finish to throw your trash away for you. You hurriedly suck up the remainder of the tea through the straw, and hand him the empty cup. “Thanks, Megs.” You chirp.

Megumi blushes and looks away as he takes your cup from your hands.

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You’re back at your house, frantically packing last minute before Megumi comes over to pick you up. You’ve always been an overpacker, and you have no idea what to expect. You throw all sorts of garments into a pile that you want to take: casual clothes like leggings and hoodies, dresses and formalwear, and intimates. You blush, picking up matching sets of underwear and bras. You decide to toss them onto the pile anyways, better prepared than not. You didn’t know who you were “preparing” for, but felt your cheeks flush anyways. I’m meeting my close friend’s extended party and I’m packing lingerie, am I a fucking creep? You shake your head, trying to shake the thoughts out too.

You finish stuffing your clothes into your bags, packing some makeup and skincare that they probably wouldn’t have available. Just as you finish zipping your second bag, you hear a loud knock on the front door. It’s Megumi.

You open the door with a soft smile, greeting Megumi. “Thanks for picking me up Megs! Can you help me with my other bag?”

He looks down to where you’re gesturing, noticing the other bag. “Jeez ____, it’s a 3 day party. How many clothes do you need?”

You blush, sheepishly. “I just want to be prepared… y’know?” Megumi huffs and groans before picking up both bags. A lady should never have to carry her own bags, and he noticed it seemed like you were struggling with how heavy these bags were, being packed to the absolute brim.

“T-thanks, Megs.” You croak out as you follow behind him to his car. He doesn’t reply, hoisting your bags in the trunk before slamming it shut. You open the door and sit in the passenger side, buckling your seatbelt with an audible click. He gets in shortly after you, adjusting his seatbelt and turning the car on. 

The silence is thick, but not awkward. You and Megumi were comfortable around each other, not requiring a word to be said as you sat in comfortable silence on the drive to his family’s estate. Your curiosity got the better of you, and you ask Megumi, breaking the silence, “So what are the plans for the event? How big is it going to be, anyways?”

Megumi answers you, not taking his eyes off the road. “It will have pretty much my entire family, extended family, and family friends. There’s lots to do at our estate, from the gardens, movie room, bar room, and more. As for planned events, music and lots of food, maybe dancing?” His tone ends questioningly, he knows his family isn’t particularly fond of frivolous activities like dancing, but there might still be some as more people loosen up.

You nod, taking in his answer. This sounds almost a little exciting. Much better than spending time holed up in your room, studying or watching youtube.

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Megumi pulled up to the grandiose estate. “Wow Gumi, I knew your family was loaded…. But not THIS loaded,” You gasped in awe. The entire property was large enough to be a mini village. You were shocked, to say the least. The beautiful landscaping, trees, the koi pond that connected into a river surrounding the main building… it was all too beautiful.

“Yeah, they are wealthy on a whole different level,” he responds, as he pops the trunk and retrieves your bags. “Usually they have servants around, but I’ll show you around the estate myself instead.” He starts walking towards the front entrance, you follow him closely behind, not wanting to get lost.

Megumi doesn’t even have to open the door, servants inside let him in as soon as he approaches. He briskly walks along the pavilion, turning left towards a long corridor. You try to match pace, but his long legs gives him an advantage. You take this moment, a few paces behind Megumi, to admire his raven locks bouncing as he walked.

As you’re walking, you pass an entryway, seeing a few figures to your right. Someone clicks their tongue. “I see my cousin Megumi understands,” he starts, eyes following your figure as you walk past him, “that a woman’s place is three steps behind a man’s.” This mysterious man, related to Megumi, smirks as your figure disappears.

“Don’t listen to him. He’s so full of shit it’s festering,” Megumi spits out. He seems to really hate whoever that guy was. Megumi leads you to a room down a quiet corridor and opens the door. “This will be your room for the next few nights,” He announces as he enters the room and sets your bags down. “My room is on the other side of the estate. These are the guest rooms. We can check mine out later, if you’re interested.” He flushes at that last part, looking down and uncomfortably shifting his weight. “Anyways, I have to clean up before dinner in an hour. I’ll be back to see you soon.’

Megumi retreats from your room and closes the door behind him. You decide to unpack, putting things in the drawers and hanging some items in the closet. The room was quite spacious, with its own bathroom attached and adjacent to this room.

You haven’t finished unpacking yet but decided to take a quick shower just to freshen up. You scope out the bathroom and quickly shut the door behind you. Turning the shower on to a scalding hot temp, you wait for it to heat up as steam fills the bathroom. You strip and enter the shower.

--

He stalks the hallway you were walking through but a moment ago. He’s insanely curious as to what you look like up close, intrigued by your fleeting form as you walked by behind Megumi. He wondered if you were his toy, you following Megumi like a puppy definitely gave off that message.

He can still smell a lingering scent of citrus and flowers. He knows it’s you, because women of the clan are usually not permitted to walk this side of the estate anyways. He’s following your trail, like a predator following its prey. He sees the faint glow of light coming from the crack of a door and approaches it.

He knocks once. No response. He knocks twice. Still nothing. Naoya Zenin believed he was a gentleman, but he had his limits. This was his future estate, he believed he had every right to know every single thing going on under this roof.

He lets himself in, and immediately sees the cracked bathroom door, a bit of steam escaping. He hears you humming while taking a shower, and smirks. He silently closes the door, and makes his way towards your plush bed. He sees a bag open, clothes strewn about. Something frilly and lacy catches his eye, and he walks towards the table instead. He picks the article of clothing up, noticing he was holding a black thong, laces and bows, adorned with gems along the thin waistband. He licked his lips, unholy thoughts flooding his brain.

He hears you shut off the shower, and quickly pockets the garment, swiftly moving to sit on the edge of the bed. A few moments pass, and the door of the bathroom swings open. Steam floods your room, quickly dissipating. You have a towel wrapped around your body, still humming as you walk towards your pile of clothes. You had set a specific set on top to put on after your shower. You could have sworn the thong was there, but as you rummaged through your bag the garment was nowhere to be seen.

“Looking for these, little miss?” You gasp and turn around to see a man sitting on your bed, holding up your thong with 1 finger, while smirking and eyeing you down. You nearly drop your towel, but regain composure.

“Who are you?” You ask, unsure of why a strange man you’ve never seen before let himself into your room.

“My apologies, doll, I didn’t mean to scare you. My name is Naoya Zenin. I’m set to be the next heir of the clan and estate,” he smirks, “And I figured I should personally introduce myself to you. It would be impolite of me not to do so. Who are you?”

“I’m _____, Megumi’s friend. He invited me over to meet all his family.” His ears perked up at you mentioning your friendship with Megumi, a devious thought crossing. You were still in your towel, cold air further cooling your already wet skin.

“You didn’t answer my first question, little miss. Were you planning on wearing these?” He practically spins the panties around his finger, staring you down intently. “I didn’t think such a good girl would bring something like this to wear when meeting her friend’s family…” He trails off.

A blushes creeps along your face, you didn’t think someone would know. You didn’t think someone would barge into your room, look through your clothes, and tease you about it. You couldn’t even look Naoya in the eye, shame clearly on display on your features.

“Don’t worry, woman, I won’t tell anyone. You wouldn’t want your close friend, Megumi, to know about this right? I won’t tell; however, my silence has a price.” He finishes his comment, smirking at you. His sultry gaze was locked on you, scanning your body from head to toe. He grinned and licked his lips, thinking about how he could manipulate you.

“What do you mean?” You look up at him, confused and unsure about the situation. “What do I have to do?” At that question, Naoya lifts himself from your bed to make his way towards you. His gaze never once leaving yours, making intense eye contact that sent shivers down your spine and left you trembling. You felt like prey being stalked by a predator.

Naoya is right in front of you now, as he grabs both wrists with his hands and lifts them above your head. You’re startled but have no time to react as he pushes you against a wall, wrists pinned above you. You can feel Naoya’s hot breath tickling your cheek, making you lose all sense of rationality. He grins at you, looking down as he has you in a position you can’t easily free yourself from. Your head hangs low, looking down, trying to stifle your heavy breathing. You don’t want him to know his actions are affecting you.

“I know women are dumb, but seriously, how can you not know what I mean? At least you’re pretty….” He leaves his sentence unfinished, bringing a cold hand to your chin and tilting your head to look at him. “Little miss, I’ll explain it to you once, in an easy way to understand. I want to use you. Your body, specifically. Will you be a good girl and let me? Or do you want me to make you.” Naoya’s tone drops a bit, almost grunting at the end. Thoughts about what “using you” entails floods your mind. You’re inexperienced, but not entirely clueless. Your blush deepens as you look into his eyes, now peering down at you.

You didn’t think being degraded and praised in the span of a few seconds would entice you as much as it would. Normally you’re a very independent woman, fully capable of realizing your own dreams and pursuing your own goals. But something… something about being put down but also called a good girl sent you driving up the wall with insanity. You were hooked near instantly.

“Yes sir,” you meekly respond, looking up at Naoya. Your emotions and lust are on clear display for him, and he’s enjoying every second of it.

“Good girl.” He smirks. “Just to be clear, I have very specific tastes and like to be pleased in a certain way. Try and make me proud, you dumb whore.” Your cheeks flared red at the insult. “Open your mouth, cunt.”

You made no hesitation to fulfill his command. He still had a firm grip on your chin, leaning down as he spit into your mouth. “Swallow, princess.” He instructs as he pushes your mouth closed. You comply, feeling more heat pooling between your legs. “Good girl,” he purrs as you open your mouth to show him.

He leans back into you, lips crashing into yours. He nips at your bottom lip, drawing a tiny bit of blood as he goes back to kissing you. He can taste the blood mixed with both of your saliva as he forces his tongue into your mouth, trying to push his way into every part of you he can. His hand previously at your chin is moving down toward your neck, resting into a firm grip across your neck. You can still breathe, but the firm pressure while he’s sloppily kissing you elicits a few soft moans from you into his mouth. You can’t tell, but he’s grinning as his grip increases a bit. He pulls away before taunting you, “Do you like that? Huh? Are you a masochist or something?” He’s not relenting, grip strengthening as you’re looking up at him, tears beginning to form in your eyes.

You’re unable to speak, so you try to nod your head to show him that he’s right. He notices and loosens his grip before moving his hand towards your chest. “Good girl,” he praises you. “I like that.” He leaves kisses in a trail from your lips to your neck, kissing over the faint marks his hands left before. You’re still against the wall, hands above your head, and he released his other grip before picking you up and carrying you to your bed.

“Next time, I want to see you wear that slutty fucking lingerie you brought. You’re such a dirty girl.” He peers down at you as you’re left exposed on your bed. He’s crawling above you, pushing you into the mattress. He gives you a few impatient kisses before moving back to your chest, grabbing one of your breasts while his mouth moves to the other. His other hand is fervently roamed your body, moving down your tummy towards your hips and eventually resting on your thigh. His hands were soft but rough trailing along your skin, as if he was searching for something.

Naoya’s hand slips to your inner thigh, just shy of your exposed cunt. He lightly grips it as he starts leaving a trail of kisses down your body as he took his hand from your breast and pushed your thighs apart. He left love bites and marks as he made his way to your cunt, stopping to look up at you. He grinned as he spit on one of his fingers, prodding its way through your folds to find your clit. He’s been with many women, and although he has an arrogant attitude, he does know exactly how to please a woman.

He rubs circles around your clit as his mouth leaves a little bite mark against your inner thigh. You softly moan at the pain as Naoya’s eyes flick up to meet yours. Although you can’t see it, you’re sure he has that asshole smirk of his. Your suspicions are pretty much confirmed when he says “Are you some masochist? Some dumb bitch who likes to be hurt. For real?” You think you heard a laugh as he moved his finger down to your hole, spitting some more before he fucked you with a finger. You didn’t need any more lube, you were practically drenched. He pushed his finger in, feeling how tight your hole was with only one of his fingers.

“You have the tightest cunt I’ve ever felt. I’m impressed. Are you a virgin too?” He looked up at you, expecting an answer.

“Yeah..” You tried to hide your face with your hands, embarrassed at your lack of experience. Naoya saw it differently though. His cock twitched in his pants as you replied, and he started moving his finger inside your tight cunt. He loved hearing the little moans you make as he slipped his finger in and out, a lewd wet sound filling the room. He was trying to get you used to it, but he was getting impatient. He was already working harder for any woman he’s ever been with.

His mouth moved above your clit, tongue flicking around the sensitive bud as he slipped in another long finger into your hole. He curled and scissored his fingers, trying to stretch you as his fingers fucked you faster. Your face was flush with embarrassment as you still tried to contain some of your moans. One more finger slipped in, stretching your walls while he moved above you, face aligned with yours.

He kept fingering your cunt as he aggressively kissed you, biting your lip before he shoved his tongue into your mouth. You could feel yourself come closer to the edge, your core tightening. You were moaning into his mouth, arms wrapped around his neck pulling his body closer into yours.

“Fuck... Naoya…” you whined out as you felt the thread about to snap, “I’m gonna—cum!!” His fingers slammed into your cunt as he was leaving marks along your neck. You felt your walls tighten around his fingers as he expertly prepped your cunt for the main event.

“You’re such a good girl… I almost feel bad taking your virginity. Almost.” Naoya takes out his fingers, sucking on a few of them to taste you. He pushes one of his fingers into your mouth, commanding you to taste your own cunt.  “Next time I’ll taste you myself… but I can’t wait any longer,” he says as he’s taking off his shirt and pants, pulling down his briefs to expose his large cock. He moves up above you again, grabbing your legs by the ankle as his body is pushed against yours. He’s putting you in a mating press. He moves the tip to your entrance and spits on his cock before slowly pushing inside, feeling your tight walls around his girthy cock.

He gives you time to adjust, but it isn’t nearly enough. Naoya has been kind enough, but he always takes what he wants. Still, he will be nice one last time. “I’m gonna fuck you how I want to now, okay whore? You’re gonna be a good girl and take it anyways, right?” He gives you no time to prepare as he slams into you, bottoming out, forcibly deflowering you. The pain hurts, but Naoya is relentless. He pulls out and briefly gives you a moment of respite before slamming his cock back into your cunt. Despite the pain, the feeling is like never before as his body is pushed against yours, cock ramming in and out of your hole. Your cute moans are like music to his ears.

He leans down towards your face, seeming like he’s going to kiss you but instead spits on you. He moves a hand to grasp around your throat as you’re looking up at, unable to make any sound as his cock abuses your hole. The pressure and lack of air make your head feel dizzy as he spits again, degrading you. “You like that too, huh, stupid slut.” He hips pick up speed, pulling out before repeatedly bottoming out into your cunt. He lets go of your neck, allowing you to gasp for air. He would never admit it, but the sound of you struggling to breathe drives him insane.

He spits on his hand and moves it to your clit, fervently rubbing your bud, bringing you closer to your second orgasm of the night. You feel the waves of pleasure overwhelm your body as he’s raw dogging your cunt and relentlessly abusing your clit. Your moans are laced with pleasure, dripping with your ecstasy as you cum over Naoya’s cock, tightening your walls around him.

Naoya mercilessly fucks your virgin hole like he deserves it, like it’s owed to him. Whatever he wants, he gets. He’s grunting as moaning as he picks up speed, fucking you like an animal. “Hey bitch, ah fuck—I’m gonna cum in you. You’re gonna take it like a good girl alright?” He lightly slaps your face as he’s finishing his sentence, bottoming out for the last time before he slams back inside your cunt and paints your insides white. You can feel the warmth of his seed filling you; there’s so much of it that it leaks out, a lewd sight before Naoya as he looks down at where you’re both connected. Before he can pull out and clean himself, the door to the guest room slightly creaked open as if it had been left ajar, not fully closed. Naoya cursed himself for not closing and locking the door.

--

Megumi had been standing there for not even 5 minutes when he went to check on you and bring you to dinner. He was approaching your room when he heard faint moaning coming from your room.  He was confused and curious, stopping in front of your door as he noticed it was left slightly open. What he saw left him shocked and speechless, unable to move or avert his gaze through the crack.

He heard you more than he could see you clearly, but your moans that are more beautiful than a symphony of angels was more than enough to make Megumi’s cock strain in his pants. He peered closer, unable to see who was fucking you but still able to see your bodies colliding. He couldn’t deny how erotic it was to see you get fucked, but a twang of jealousy and pain struck his heart that he wasn’t the one making your body shake in pleasure.

He hears a voice, it sounds familiar although he can’t quite place it, telling you he’s about to cum. Megumi leans forward more, slightly pushing the door as he watches the other man breed you. Just as the door squeaks, the man’s head whips to see the door and he makes eye contact with Megumi.

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“____, what are you doing?” Megumi questions as he practically stumbles into the room. You lift your head to see Megumi looking at you and Naoya in horror. Shame and embarrassment overcome you, and you move to cover yourself with some blankets as Naoya got off of you and faced Megumi,

“I think it’s more appropriate to ask what are you doing, Megumi?” Naoya’s staring daggers into Megumi; he’s unaffected that his family member caught him in a compromising position, almost as if he’s used to it.

“I was coming to get ___ for dinner… I didn’t realize she was busy being a disgusting fucking whore and sleeping with my family though.” He looks over to you, making eye contact as he sees tears form in the corners of your eyes. He doesn’t actually think you’re disgusting, quite the opposite in fact. But he’s so upset that someone else got to be with you first, and Naoya of all people. As if that scum deserved to be with someone like you.

Naoya could instantly tell what was going on here. He can read Megumi like a book, and smirks as he grabs fistfuls of your hair and pulls you against his chest to taunt Megumi. “Looks like you lost. This is why I’ve always been superior to you. You wanted this little slut, huh? Mad that I broke her in first, aren’t you?” His voice is laced with amusement as he provokes Megumi. He pulls your head to be almost level with his as he spits onto your face. “Your little friend is quite the slut, I had a lot of fun using her like the whore she is. She probably wouldn’t even mind if you joined in, isn’t that right bitch?”

Despite the predicament you were in, you couldn’t help but feel aroused at Naoya’s manhandling and suggestion of Megumi joining in. It had never crossed your mind, although Megumi is quite attractive, you didn’t think he was interested. You were only able to mutter out a small “yes” as you look over to Megumi, noticing the flush in his cheeks reaching all the way to the ends of his ears, and the straining bulge in his pants.

“I’m sorry, ___... Be good for me, please?” He was almost pleading as he was walking over to the bed, already starting to strip.

“You can hurt her and call her names, that dumb whore likes it.” Naoya says, moving aside to let Megumi have easier access to you. You’re still lying on your back, barely recovered from getting your guts rearranged only minutes before. Megumi stands in front of you before kneeling down to get at eye level with your cunt. Naoya hadn’t been able to get up since Megumi stumbled into the room; because of this, your womb was filled to the brim with Naoya’s hot cum leaking out of your small hole. Megumi’s eyes were immediately locked on at the lewd sight before him when he used both hands to grip your thighs and spread them apart.

He moved a slender finger past your leaking hole, scooping a bit of cum up with his fingers as he dragged his finger across your clit. The sharp inhale and moan you made sounded absolutely divine to Megumi, urging him to keep going. “Good girl…” he purrs, as he moves his long fingers down to your hole again, once again scooping another glob of cum. “Sit up, slut,” He commands as he stands up. You comply, not willing to play any games in a situation like this. He shoves his cum covered fingers into your mouth; you lap it up and suck his fingers without having to be told anything. Megumi grins. “Good girl, ____. Such a good girl.”

“I bet you like that, don’t you slut?” You hear Naoya’s remark from aside you, he’s watching all of this unfold right before him. Megumi takes his fingers out of your mouth, Naoya grips you with fistfuls of hair and forces you to look at him. “Answer me, bitch.” He glares at you intensely.

“Yes… yes sir… I do.” You try to look anywhere except him but Naoya isn’t having it.

“When men are speaking, you show them the respect they deserve. That means you answer clearly and fucking pay attention. Got it?” He tugs your head to face him, leaning in closer until he’s only a few inches from your face. “Open your mouth, bitch. And don’t swallow until I tell you to.” You comply and he spits into your mouth, before closing the gap and letting his lips crash into yours. He bites your lip, drawing blood. The metallic essence mixes with his spit before Naoya leans back and instructs you to swallow. It feels perverse and humiliating to admit that it turned you on.

Megumi dropped onto his knees again, this time pushing his slender fingers into your cunt. It feels different this time for you; he’s gentler as he stretches you open. He takes his time adding more fingers, taking in every moment and feeling.

“Let’s change the position, yeah Megumi?” Naoya says it more as a statement and less of a question as he’s already moving to rest on the bed against the wall, pillows propping him up. He pulls you away from Megumi while simultaneously flipping you onto your tummy. He pulls you into his lap, supporting your arms until you’re able to prop yourself up above his cock. One hand grips the back of your head and pulls you closer to his thick cock. He pulls you by your hair, aligning your mouth with the tip of his cock as he forcefully shoves your head down. You nearly gag, pushing against him as he tries to use your mouth. Despite your resistance, Naoya doesn’t seem to care and is chasing his own high using you to get him off. You take him into your mouth, inexperienced but trying to adjust quickly. Naoya gives you barely any time to try and settle within the rhythm he’s created. You basically gag on his cock every time he plunges it slightly deeper than the last, but this only enhances Naoya’s pleasure.

While Naoya’s aggressive use of your mouth is going on, Megumi is taking his time to explore you from behind. His fingers are touching every part of your body he can get to, settling on your ass that he starts to spread apart. He’s entranced by the glistening of your cunt in the light, lost in thought about how lewd you look taking Naoya’s cock while bent over for him like a full course meal. He’s done with his “inspection” and moves one of his slender fingers to your entrance. He slips it in easily, listening to you moan with a cock stuffed in your mouth. Naoya pushes your head down farther along his length, trying to hit the back of your throat. You try to control your breathing in time with his rhythm.

Megumi slips another finger inside, stretching your cunt. “Fuck, ____, I didn’t think you were this tight.” He groans as he starts fucking you with his fingers. The lewd sounds he forces out you vibrate around Naoya’s cock. His other hand is grabbing fistfuls of your hair, face fucking you harder as your dripping cunt takes another of Megumi’s fingers. Megumi picks up pace, bringing another hand to your clit to add extra stimulation, but mostly so he can see you writhe and squirm under him while trying to hold yourself up.

“Will you be a good girl for me and cum, ___?” Megumi coos, stringing you along with his praises. “You look like such a dirty girl right now, already about to cum with just my fingers. So cute.” He finger fucks you harder now, making lewd wet noises as his fingers slam back into your pussy. His other hand is toying with your clit, drawing circles and rubbing the little button to bring you closer to your ecstasy. You can feel the knot tightening in your stomach, feeling yourself be pushed over the edge with his fingers alone.

Naoya thrusts into your throat, choking you and momentarily leaving you without air as Megumi pushes you over the edge. You feel your cunt tighten around his fingers as the waves of pleasure wash over you, the lack of air adding to your heightened senses. You moan as you’re cumming, giving just enough sensation to Naoya for him to creampie your throat. His cum is being forced down your throat, yet there’s still so much that some leaks from the corners of your mouth as his cock is pushed against the back of your throat. He finally shows mercy and pulls out as you’re coming down from your high. You force yourself to as much as you can before gasping for air, panting as you trying to calm down again.

“You did a good job taking all of me, slut.” Naoya grins as he lifts your chin with one of his fingers, leaning down to give you a kiss as you share his cum in your mouth. You didn’t think he’d be into some perverted shit like that, yet he’s basically tongue fucking your mouth still full of his cum. He pulls away, a long string of saliva and cum still connecting you two.

Megumi watches you two, his cock throbbing so intensely it almost hurts. He wastes no time in pulling his pants and boxers down before spitting in his hand and lubing his cock up. He’s shuffling behind you, lining himself up with your cunt before he pushes in at full force, giving you no time to adjust to his monstrous cock. You let out a yelp, air evacuating your lungs at the surprise intrusion. He’s balls deep near instantly in your tight hole, stretching you open with a cock that is even girthier than Naoya’s.

Naoya is watching you, grinning, and lazily stroking his cock. You have no idea how he’s able to keep going for multiple rounds, only a little bit of time in between. But you don’t care. The man in front of you is irresistibly hot even though his attitude is garbage. You would do anything he asked no matter how degrading it is in hopes that he would manhandle you again. As these thoughts cross your mind, Megumi reels you back into reality as he pushes so deep into your womb you’re sure he probably bruised your cervix.

“Your pussy is amazing, sweetheart. You have no idea… hah.. how long I’ve been wanting this.” Megumi praises you, unable to control his breathy moans as he continues fucking you with full force. One of your arms is pulled to your side, Megumi interlocking fingers and holding your hand as he drills into you. Even in a situation like this, he can’t help but do some cute shit.

His other hand lightly smacks your ass as you whimper in pleasure, unable to hide the fact that you like it a little rough. Megumi lets go of your hand as you feel both his arms snake around your waist, pulling you up and against his chest as he fucks you. Your back is to his chest, on full display for Naoya in front of you. His shiteating grin is plastered on his face as he has a front row view of Megumi’s cock sliding in and out of you. He gets up from his seated position to face you. Megumi’s arms are still wrapped around your body, supporting you as he drills into your cunt. You can feel his breath against your neck and hear his soft whimpers in your ear. “You’re doing so well, slut. Such a good girl for me huh?” He whispers into your ear. His words send chills down your spine as he keeps ramming his cock into you, abusing your poor hole.

Naoya moves closer to you, his face only a few inches away from yours. He kisses you slowly, before aggressively trying to fill your mouth with his tongue. He pulls away, spits on your face, and lightly slaps your face. “You love taking your friend’s cock, huh? Didn’t think it would be that good, did you? Who knew you’d be the family’s fuckdoll.” He chuckles at his degrading joke, but you couldn’t help but internalize his words. You have no idea how you got to be in this situation, but you were definitely not complaining. Something about multiple men of the same family using you how they liked made your cunt drip at the mere thought of it.

Naoya moves his mouth to your neck, leaving little marks on your skin to prove he was there. Little bruises of his lust for you, marking your skin like you’re property. Megumi start pulling out with only the tip left inside, before bottoming out into your cunt. He groans beside you, lost in the addictive pleasure that is you. Megumi was no virgin, but he believed you were the best person he’s ever fucked, your body insanely attractive and your personality catching and reeling him, unable to resist you.

Naoya moves back before bringing a hand to your neck, gripping your throat and momentarily cutting off your oxygen. “Megumi… fuck this bitch harder when I choke her, okay? She fucking loves it.” And he wasn’t wrong, you did love it. He gripped your throat, a smirk planted on his features as he watched you helpless and at his mercy. Some drool started dripping out of your mouth and you could feel your vision starting to haze around the edges. Megumi fucked into you harder, pulling you closer to his body. Naoya let his grip loosen a bit around your throat, enough to allow some air to fill your lungs again.

“I’m close, baby. I’m gonna fill you up okay? Be a good girl and take all of it for me.” Megumi purrs beside you. Naoya takes this moment to strengthen the grip around your throat, cutting off your air. You feel Megumi’s speed pick up, him desperately chasing his orgasm. You can hear his staggered whimpers as he empties his load into your cunt, filling your already full womb even more. Naoya releases his hand from your throat, making you choke and gasp for air. He’s looking down at you with sadistic satisfaction as you struggle to catch your breath.

Megumi pulls out and lets go of your waist, and you plop down onto the bed absolutely fucked out. Naoya is quick to get off the bed and start dressing. He finishes so quickly it’s as if he was speedrunning it (he has done this many, many, MANY times before). He gives you a quick peck on the lips and gently rubs your cheek before starting to walk towards the door. “See you soon, slut,” he says as he walks out, closing the door behind him this time. Megumi returns with a clean towel, gently cleaning you up as you just lay their like a limp fish.

“You did so well for me. Thank you,” he says as he kisses your cheeks and then your lips before pulling away and picking up some clothes for you. He tosses you a simple outfit to wear and begins dressing himself as well. “Ready for dinner? You’re gonna meet the rest of my family now.” You nod your head yes, anticipating who else you’re going to meet.

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‹𝟹 notes: this was originally suppsed to be a oneshot, but i felt like it was getting too long. i have plans for all of them and wasn't going to be able to execute it in just a oneshot. let me know what y'all think!

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So, after finishing Gale's origin, I think I'd play Astarion's. Don’t get me wrong, but it’s interesting for me to watch the romance with Gale from Astarion's POV, from the very beginning to the very end, because after reading some fics, I realized that I had never seen such a plot before. I mean falling in love with Gale right away, and not after all the events are over. That would be an amazing slowburn.

What do I mean, you ask? I noticed that when people write about this couple, it often comes up like this: Astarion is usually in a relationship with Tav, but when he/she/they reject him (remember the opportunity to remain friends with him, right?), Gail, according to the plot, usually invites Astarion to settle down in his tower and feelings arise later. Even if they flirted with each other before.

And although such stories are well written and interesting to read, I can’t help but feel that there’s a certain… wrongness in such a relationship? I mean, Astarion gets everything right away without doing much, home, a handsome lover who takes care of him and will do anything for him, yet Astarion himself does nothing to get anything of these after the game ends.

People usually justify this by saying that he has already suffered enough and deserves all the best. And I agree that yes, he really deserves it. However, I believe that in this case he achieved nothing on his own. He saved the world, yes, he killd his master, yes, but still... it happens when he has his friends around who would support him and a lover who he seduces for this particular purpose.

Of course, by this point he may already be in a full-fledged relationship, but it all started with a specific goal, right? And don’t think I hate him, I don’t, as I don't blame him for anything, anyone in his place would do everything to get at least some protection and hope for something better. I don’t know if I can explain what I mean in a best way, but I'll try.

Astarion simply moves in stories from under the protection of one lover to another. And usually in such cases, Gale insists that Astarion doesn’t owe him anything… and here I also agree, but in this case the question is: what did Astarion himself do to deserve all of this? Past suffering, it seems to me, is not a sufficient reason to give him everything at once and it doesn't mean he has to suffer more or anything. That is, as soon as Tav breaks up with him (or he with Tav), Astarion falls in love with the one who turned out to be as kind, more generous, who never demands anything in return. And there is, it seems to me, something not quite right in this.

What am I getting at? I would like to see Astarion's story, from a POV of a person who undergoes development, not just getting everything the best as a reward for his suffering. For example, I would like to watch the story from his point of view, when he falls in love with Gale, and for the sake of this love he begins to change, fight his traumas, outgrow them, because he realizes that, perhaps, for the first time in his life, he has fallen so deeply in love.

Without a relationship with Tav (I don’t like it at all when Tav is in the plot, they seem too unnecessary), but independently decided to change. And I want to say right away that by the word “change” I don’t mean anything bad, since he still changes when the player has a romance or friendship with him.

But for me, for example, it would be interesting to observe these changes, this growth, the struggle with traumas because of his love for Gale. Because there is someon who he cares about, not just about himself.

Let's be honest, Astarion is more a taker, Gale is a giver. Sometimes such relationships work but not always. Some people love to give, some people prefer to take. But I do not think it would work for them.

I see them as equals. Or at least are trying to be.

And yes, it can be love from the first sight (why not?), or the relationship can begin quite like in canon: with manipulation and seduction (tho I've never seen a fic in which Astarion falls in love right away), but then the realization comes that this is not just a hook-up that means nothing, but a connection that means, and not just to get someone as an ally who would help kill Cassador (after all, you can kill him simply by being friends with Astarion).

Although love at first sight from Astarion's perspective would be quite interesting, since Gale does not seem at all like a person who is easily manipulated and seduced.

There is something incredibly attractive about experiencing the whole story of this love from beginning to end (and despite the slowdown, they can still sleep with each other), and only then, when the final battle is over, they can go to Gale’s home together , but not because Astarion has nowhere to go and he again risks being left alone, but because by that time he and Gale will already be in love and confess their feelings to each other (I think it will be even more interesting to watch from Astarion's POV), and therefore they will no longer imagine their life without each other.

It will all look even tastier if it all happens long before the final battle, because Astarion will already have something to lose.

I want Astarion to try as hard on the relationship as Gale usually tries in fanfiction to heal his injuries. But I have almost never come across stories where they both worked on the relationship and healed each other equally. In most stories, unfortunately, Astarion gets much more, with almost no effort (we are not to talk about his past suffering), and this is just frustrating, as if he is not able to build his happiness on his own.

Someone may mention his traumas again and I understand perfectly well that not everyone can overcome their nightmares alone. But that’s why I mentioned that I would like to see how both work on relationships. In the game, Astarion is the one who takes, and Gale is more the one who gives (which I've already mentioned), but I would like to see equality, so that both give and take equally. And from Astarion's perspective, this would be incredibly interesting to watch, mainly precisely because he is the one who takes, he isn't used to give, but for his beloved, at least when he realizes he's in love, he would want to do more. To be more than just a taker.

You don't have to agree with me. But this is how I would like their relationship to be.

Oh, one more thing

I see Astarion as someone who tops, I do not mind switching, but top Astarion and bottom Gale sounds nice♡( ◡‿◡ )

#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 gale #astarion #astarion ancunin #gale of waterdeep #gale dekarios #astarion x gale #bloodweave

[coucouatoi]

we're not who we used to be | h.s.

Pairing: Harry Styles X Reader

Summary: Some letters you've written but never sent to Harry over the years.

Warnings: Angst... so much... there's some fluff, emphasise on the some, there's a hopeful ending tho!

A/N: Sooo this is the childhood friends to strangers fic no one asked for... Hope you all enjoy! This is my writing debut in Harry land :)

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April 10' 2010

To: Harry Styles From: Your first fan

Hiya Harry,

It's currently 11:29 pm about 10 hours away from your audition. I figured since you told me to stop praising you and boosting your ego, I'm writing down the rest of the things I want to say.

Firstly, I know you're going to smash it! All the judges are going to want you in. There's no chance that they won't see how special you are, how you're the next big thing.

I won't let you back out of it last second! Anne, Gemma and I are ready to drag you onto the stage, we've discussed it thoroughly...

Secondly, I'm already so proud of you. This is a huge step, I know how nervous you are about it. How you think that everything is going to go wrong and that you'll fail. I've got enough hope in you for the both of us. I'll stand by your side the whole time and I'll cheer the loudest.

To finish, you're Harry Styles. You can do anything.

Break a leg superstar!!

Cheering you on already,

Your first-ever fan

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December 12' 2010

To: Harry Styles From: Your biggest fan

Harry!

You've made it all the way to the finals! It's crazy! I knew you could do it but seeing you go further and further has been surreal.

I hope you and the other boys get along well! We haven't had much chance to really gossip about it all, you seem excited with them!

The finale is set to start in about 2 hours and I had to get some emotions out (my mom was tired of hearing them... rude) Anyway! I remembered that I had written you a letter a few months ago and now I'm back in this notebook.

I'm so nervous, excited and kind of nauseous about watching the last episode tonight. I can't even imagine what you're feeling right now... You must be so scared but incredibly jittery!

I'm counting the days until I get to see you again! I want to hear everything that's happened behind the scenes! You know how nosy I am!

I've already taken up two pages so I'll stop for now.

You can do this!

Talk to you soon,

Your favourite person ever

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March 7' 2011

To: You From: Me <3

You called me Angel today...

I don't know what to make of that.

I had so many butterflies in my stomach.

Could you call me that again?

You're my favourite person,

Angel

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November 20' 2011

To: Harry From: Angel

Boo!

You finally let me listen to the full album today! Said you had to be there when I listened to it so you could give me all the secrets. You also wanted to see live how I reacted to every song. You're too cute.

"I Want" is my current favourite.

You did tell me that you'd resonated with a lot of the lyrics you sang on this album. That almost scares me.

How did you relate? Who was going through your mind?

You do have the world at your feet now. I shouldn't feel jealous but I do like having you all to myself. Don't worry I'll get used to sharing...

The Up All Night Tour is starting soon! I'm happy that you've invited me to come to some shows. I'll be there no matter if I have to miss school.

I have to show all these newbies that I'm THE biggest Harry Styles fan out there!

Hopefully, you thought about me while signing.

Because I think about you all the time,

Your favourite fan.

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April 13' 2012

To: Harry From: Angel

G'Day Mate!

So you're officially all the way in Australia now! That's so exciting I wish that you could have stuffed me into your suitcase... sniff

I bet it's super warm there! Or not wait their seasons aren't the same as ours, are they? I'm not even sure...

Hopefully, you can tan a little while you're there! Don't go near any animals or insects!!

I miss you a lot, maybe I'll send this one (spoiler I definitely won't).

Talk to you soon hopefully.

Go swim in the ocean,

Someone who wants to be in it

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August 29' 2012

To: Harry From: Angel?

You haven't come to see me since you've been back.

Too busy being a celebrity?

I've been seeing all these tabloids... I'm not allowed to be jealous I know but I miss you.

I hope you've missed me.

I really really wish you were here with me or that I was with you wherever you are now.

I just want to be us.

Have you forgotten your friend from the small town already?

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January 1' 2013

To: Harry From: Someone You've Hurt

I don't know what to think,

You kissed me. It made me happy.

You said it was a New Year's kiss.

You said you drank too much, it hurt.

You ended up kissing someone else about 20 minutes later.

That hurt even more it almost made me feel used.

I'm happy you were my first kiss.

I don't think you'll even remember it,

Y/N

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November 27' 2014

To: Harry From: Me

I love the new album, took me a while to finally listen to it. I thought you'd come home and make me listen to it in your presence.

You didn't. The first album that I've listened to alone.

Spaces and Fools Gold are my favourite songs. I wonder how many lyrics you resonate with. How many of them did you write?

Come home?

Only for a day please,

Your first Angel

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October 21' 2015

To: Harry From: Y/N

It's been a while,

It's your mom's birthday today. Well only for a few more hours...

She invited my family and me to the party, and of course we went. I didn't think you'd be there. I haven't seen you in almost a year.

It was fun.

Catching up about everything that's been going on with you and the band. Your life is so much more interesting than mine now.

I'm just a boring college student... you're this huge star but that's ok there's no one like you for me, you're my safe place. No matter how far away.

You asked about my love life and I told you about the date I had a few days ago. You asked if we had sex, I lied and said yes. I didn't want to embarrass myself by telling you no one's ever been with me like that.

We ended up getting drunk. Too drunk.

We fucked.

You took my virginity and you have no idea... should I tell you? You were so good. So gentle, loving but you fucked with a purpose, you needed to get off. I won't ever see your childhood bedroom the same way.

This was only a few hours ago.

I've felt every emotion about it. Now I'm crying because I know you'll find someone new to share a bed with. I'm just a notch in your headboard.

It meant everything to me.

But I think I regret it...

Y/N

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May 12' 2017

To: You From: Me

Really?

I hope Only Angel isn't about me.

But I'm overanalysing every single song. Is one about me? Did you think of me while making this album?

We haven't talked since the last time we saw each other. When we fucked again. It wasn't even the second time, after your mom's birthday two years ago we never stopped. It's all we do when we see each other.

It doesn't make me feel all that much better but I feel like if it wasn't for that we wouldn't even know each other anymore.

I'm moving away this year. Got a job offer in Canada and I'm taking it.

Maybe I'll get over you... hopefully.

I can't live my whole life waiting for someone who I don't know anymore.

I'm blocking your number.

I miss who we used to be,

Your first-ever fan

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December 4' 2019

To: H From: Y/N

Hello,

You've crawled your way back into my life, Harry. This morning, you decided to send me your album. Your new one, Fine Line. Your fans haven't even heard it yet. The public hasn't either.

You didn't write a single thing in your email, the mp3 link was staring me down with your automated signature. Not even a greeting.

I shouldn't have listened to it.

I don't know why you sent it to me. We haven't spoken or crossed paths in over a year. Not since I moved and tried to get rid of every way of contact between us.

I still haven't answered, I don't think I will.

You don't get to know what I feel about it. Not anymore.

I'm sorry Harry.

I've moved on,

Y/N

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December 13' 2019

To: H From: Y/N

Your new album came out today.

I'm proud of you even if we are strangers now.

You're a superstar.

I always knew you would be,

Y/N

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March 17' 2020

To: H From: Y/N

I saw that you had to postpone your tour.

You must feel so defeated.

I know I do. Everything's been closed and opened and closed again here in Canada. It's getting exhausting.

I hope the world starts working again soon.

This all sucks...

Crossing my fingers for the tour,

Y/N

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May 18' 2022

To: Harry From: Y/N

Hi,

You sent me the album before the release again.

This time you did say something: I miss you Angel, Can we meet up?

I didn't think I could feel so many butterflies in my stomach. I felt like a teenager again. And I cried more than once listening to Harry's House.

I'm still considering if I should answer... if I do what should I choose? Should I agree and go into the unknown or forget it happened and keep on going with my life?

I miss you too... the one I knew. Not the one who used me. I guess I used you too... How did we get here?

All I want is to be loved and to be in love.

I'm not sure if I'm ready for the hurt this will bring but maybe I should just be a grown-up about this...

I want you back in my life.

That scares me,

Y/N

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August 16' 2022

To: Harry From: Y/N

Well,

I'm going to the Love On Tour today and after we are going to "meet". We even have until the 20th because that is when your next show is, after today obviously.

You were so excited when I agreed.

It's almost as if no time has passed when we text (he changed his number in the last few years... no need for an embarrassing unblocking).

My friend, the one who convinced me to agree, helped me pick out an outfit. Thankfully for her, I won't stick out like a sore thumb in the crowd of feather boas and cowboy hats.

I really want this to work.

I want to believe that we can be good again. We can be healthy for one another again but I'll be worried until I see you.

Until we speak.

I won't let myself touch you, I have a feeling that it would be far too easy to fall back into a bed. Maybe a hug would be okay.

I'm excited for the show, to see the Superstar Harry Styles in action. After so many years you have to have evolved so much.

You aren't little Harry from Worcestershire anymore.

I'm not the same person I once was either.

See you tonight.

Break a leg,

Y/N

#harry styles x reader #harry styles #harry styles imagine #harry x reader #harry styles fic #harry styles x you #harry styles x y/n

[maylovessyou]

Part 2 - nightmare

Sooo... Finally the 2nd part, I've been a week abroad and didn't have much time to write, as soon as I got back home I finished this part, I strongly believe there will be like at least 3 more and as always I hope you all enjoy it very much! Reposts are really appreciated!!

Tw: afab, cursing/fowl language, name calling, tell me if I missed any

Word count: 1,550

He just stays there, a smirk imprinted on his face "so that's what you think of me, Honigbiene?" He asks tilting his head.

You quickly turn around facing him with fear in your eyes "I... Uhm.." you stutter, ashamed of what he's heard.

"I'll snap your back in half if I ever hear you talking about me like that, kleine Hure." He threatens through gritted teeth.

"I... I'm sorry, König.. just..." You try to explain yourself tho you couldn't find any valid reason.*

He looks at you with nothing but apathy on his face and walks away, grabs the lighter and cigarettes on the counter and rushes outside to have a smoke. You look at him both perplexed and angry, why would he take *your* cigarettes without asking? Or even caring?

You try to ignore it and run after him to get your stuff back. When you get outside you find him lighting a cigarette and looking at you with a smirk.

"What do you want, Hure?" He growls. "I'm not a whore, if anything you're the one that fucks every living thing." You spat back at him, his face contorting into a pissed frown.

"Watch your tongue before I'll cut it off." His words harsh as ever, tho their effect on you is minimal, after all this time how could it be any other way? Yea?

You get back inside, forgetting about your belongings and most of all ignoring him.

You take out your phone and look for something to make for dinner, somehow, somehow, you still manage to have a soft stop for his wellbeing, and that only.

You find some sort of pizza pockets that you think you'll like so you start making them, by the time you've finished baking them it's become 7pm.

You plate them on the table and look for him, first in the living room, then outside, then his room. Nowhere to be found.

"The cunt left?" You ask yourself aloud shaking your head in disappointment and turning around to get the cutlery, only to find him there, grabbing you by your nape.

"What did I tell you about calling me names? Huh?" He yells, the height difference, force and brutality different and age difference makes you shiver from fear. Hatred leaking eyes pierce through you, leaving you tremble.

"Answer, Honigbiene." He yells again, your eyes widening.

"I... I was just worried... Yea.. worried." You babble, trying to sound convincing.

His grip loosens though he keeps your eyes fixated on him. "No one taught you manners? Useless bitch." He looks down on you, almost feeling disgusted.

You quickly wiggle off his grasp and just look at him, rubbing where he left a sore mark. "I was calling you to eat. Just trying to be gentle. But you're clearly not worth it." You said feeling repulsed by him and going to your room, just as far as you can from that monster of a man.

König, on the other hand, took it more easy. It was fun to mess with you, make you feel bad, sad, angry, make you cry. He simply sat on a chair and ate the food you made, like nothing had just happened.

After an hour or so he comes up to your door "I like ya cooking, who taught you?" He grunts, feeling like an animal.

You hear his voice, oh you do, but you also don't do or say anything. Complete silence. Ignorance too.

"Hey I'm talking to you, Honigbiene." He scowls, your avoidance pissing him off.

"Go away." You whisper, just enough for him to hear. And hopefully do as said.

But he doesn't. Why would he? He's the man right? He got the pants. So he bangs on your door, hard. "Open up, ja?" He smirks, thinking he's having control over you, but still, you don't say anything.

After some time he decided he's had enough, so what's better than just breaking in? Knocking down the door? Easy. The first thing that comes to his mind tho isn't to break down the door, maybe you didn't lock it, right? Right? Right.

He simply wiggles the knob and boom! He's inside. Your figure way smaller than him, any size is smaller than him. Just a little mouse hunted by the cat. No, a tiger in this case.

You stay there, scrunched up by the headboard, your phone and headphones by your side. "Go out." You whisper, the fear that König instills in you has no words capable of describing. "Please.." you add, you're voice sounding weaker than usual.

"What? The little girl's gonna cry now?" He says in a mocking, degrading tone, not caring to pick his words correctly.

You just look at him, speechless, scared, fragile even. Only a moment after you take your gaze off him, looking down at where your knees and chest meet, trying to ignore your now flooded waterlines.

König just looks at you, the pathetic state you're in, feeling nothing but superiority. "Look at me when I speak." He demands, his voice stern as always, but you're unable to. Certainly not when you're on the verge of tears.

You slightly raise your head up, enough for your eyes to meet his, and then you see him. A wide smirk plastered on his face, the bastard enjoying the torture he's giving you.

"Don't cry now. I bet you've gotten hurt in worse ways, Honigbiene." He tries to sound sympathetic and cover the mock in his voice, of course, he doesn't succeed.

"Please just leave.." you plead once again, you're voice shaking and lips quivering, eyelids becoming heavier by the second.

He looks at you up and down one last time before exiting the room, closing the door with a loud slam.

Night falls and you're still in your bed, drenched in tears of fear and broken heart, not because of him directly, but because of the way he treats you. You've done everything you could to make this agonizing stay a little less hard, but he hasn't put any effort, no, on the other hand he has just gotten worse and worse.

At around 1am you decide to get up and take a shower, refresh yourself, get something under the teeth, hopefully be alone. At least now.

And you do so, after you've finished showering you just walk down to the kitchen and heat out the leftovers of the dinner you cooked, careless to get dressed. After all, you were sure you were alone.

You take the plate and sit at the table, slowly eating the food and sipping water, the headache you've had until now slowly vanishing.

After finishing you rub your eyes and slightly stretch, "this is a nightmare... A very big, tall and strong nightmare." You say to yourself, your head resting in your palms.

"As if you were a dream." You hear a voice say right behind you.

Taglist: @Lillumrorum , @captainsarcasmandsass , @attractivesteaminghunkofflesh69 , @notyoursweetcat

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[elegantmentalitychild]

JJK men when they see you stressed over your schoolworks

(sukuna, gojo, geto, nanami)

GETO

You were at your study alone crying silently because of stress and pressure. The two most difficult subject you find is both gonna have a summative tomorrow, you have to review but you still have lots of homeworks and projects from other subjects as well.

However even crying your hand is writing, still doing your homework.

You heard a knock on your door and you immediately wiped your tears away, breath in and out before saying "come in"

Geto entered your study room and walks over to you with a comforting smile.

However the moment he saw your eyes, his smile immediately disappeared out of thin air, he could tell that you cried.

"Did you cry? Why? Is it because of schoolworks?" He asked with a frown.

"No. I didn't, I was sleepy so I rubbed my eyes, I guess I rubbed them too hard" You lied and giggle a bit trying to act.

Geto could tell at a glance that you are lying, however he smiled and play along with it.

"I have to go somewhere Y/N, wait here at home" he leaned down and kissed your forehead.

"Do you want something? Ice cream perhaps? I could buy it on the way home" he caressed your cheek gently. He really knows how to cheer you up.

"Yes please" you closed your eyes, feeling the warmth of his palm before kissing his hand, Geto flinch for a sec then suddenly leaned in and captured your lips into a deep kiss.

You could feel his tongue roaming around your mouth as if it was his, he sucked and bit your tongue and lower lip before breaking the kiss.

"That was a very dangerous move Y/N, where did you learn that?" He whispered to your ears, panting a little from the long kiss you both shared.

"From you ofcourse" you said with a giggle and he chuckle.

"Alright I gotta go now, I'll be back soon with your Ice cream" he said as he walked to the door.

"Take care" you said as he closed the door behind him.

3 hours later, you finished your homeworks and looked at the clock, it's 1am, you still have to review, you opened your notes, about to review when your phone rang.

It was a news about the death of two teachers in your school! Those two teachers were your subject teachers that teaches the subjects you were supposed to have a test tomorrow!

Following the news is the notification from your class's group chat. Because of your teachers's sudden death, the school decided to suspend the class for a whole month as the cops was investigating the school trying to find the killer and at the same time to mourn for their sudden death.

You heard a click from the door and sure enough geto went in with an ice cream.

"Not studying anymore?" He asked as he approached you, lifting you up, placing you on his lap.

"It's no use, the teachers that were supposed to give a test tomorrow suddenly died and class is suspended for a month, the cops are investigating the school trying to find the killer" you said as you show him the news on your phone, geto looked at it for a while before turning you phone off and fed you with ice cream.

"It means you could get some rest now after being busy these past few weeks" he wiped the ice cream on the side of your lips.

"Did you change your clothes? These are not the clothes you're wearing when you went out earlier" you noticed

"Oh, It was raining earlier" he said nonchalantly and continued to feed you ice cream

"The rain wasn't hard enough to wet you tho" you said and opened your mouth for the last spoon of ice cream he's feeding

"Yeah... well it was an old clothes so I just threw it away..."

You were about to say something when Geto stood up and carried you towards the kitchen to get you some water and brush up of teeth.

"Since there will be no class for a whole month, you should get some rest now" he tucked you in the bed and pulled you closer to him, geto smell like he just showered.

It confused you for a moment as to why did he shower at this time but shrugged it off as you felt incredibly tired and drowsiness is consuming you.

"Sleep tight my little angel" was the last thing you heard from geto before falling asleep.

After making sure you're asleep, geto took out his phone and called someone. "Make sure to clean up the mess, don't leave a single trace" he said in a cold tone that you have never heard before.

The person on the other side replied with "copy" before geto turned off his phone and looked at your sleeping face with a little smile on his lips.

"How dare they make my little angel cry" geto kissed your forehead one last time before cuddling you closer.

"Now I'll have more time with you" he mumbled before closing his eyes.

#jjk fluff #geto x reader #jjk x fem!reader #jjk x y/n #jjk #jjk x reader #jujutsu geto #geto suguru #jjk geto #jujutsu kaisen x reader #secretive geto #obsessive geto #over protective

[neymarcouncil]

Hi! May I request Neymar with a lazy reader? Any scenario really fits, cus I’m just tryna chill lmaoo

You and Neymar's relationship was extremely healthy he loves you dearly to heart you did too expect you weren't the best to do much work

You did most things but you were going extremely lazy to do something's

"Y/n I need to get up for practice?" Neymar said to your sleepy self

"Five more minutes please" you said with a raspy voice

"You're acting like your the one going to work" he chuckled looking at you sleepy figure

"Just take a day off please" you opened you eyes by force

"Alright" you got off his chest facing the other way

Neymar took a shower and got ready seeing your figure still sleeping "Y/n it's 12pm wake up"

"No"

"Wake or I'll raid you already"

"Fine, FINE FINE" you quickly rolled out of bed

"Last time you did that you grabbed me by me by the ankle and put me on the floor then put water on my head"

"Oh yeah i remember that you wanted to kill me" Neymar said laughing remembering the moment

"Anyways I'll go make food before I go to work"

You raised your thumb up meaning okay

"What to wear" Y/n mumbled to herself

"Alright I'll just take a shower and change into his shirt and pants they look comfortable enough right?"

You took a shower and hot dressed Into you're bf's clothes and walking out seeing him cooking something

"So are you taking a day off?"

"Yeah just for you" he said giving you a smile

"And why do you look like your dressed in my clothes"

"Your's are just way more comfortable" you wined to him going to sit on the couch

"You can help me cook you know?"

"Uhhh...umm, I feel like you got this under control you don't need me to help me" you said trying to get out of getting up

"Hey wanna hear something funny" he said

"Okay okay I'm coming, this is gunpointed behavior

You helped Neymar with cooking food for you him and Davi he wasn't really hunger so you just finished your plate and decided to wake

"It's 1pm, Can you go wake Davi" Neymar asked you

"Sure, I don't know why he can sleep In tho"

"What as was that Y/n?" Neymar raised his eyebrows

"Nothing, I'll just go wake up Davi" you quickly rushed to Davi's room

"Davi wake up break- I mean lunch is ready you woke up a bit late"

You saw him Open his eyes and he nodded saying he was going to get up

You went back to the kitchen "I'm tried"

You said blanky "go to bed and watch something then" Neymar said placing his phone on the counter

"I want you next to me tho"

"Wait for me the okay? Let me take care of Davi for a little while"

"I'll help you!"

Neymar took Davi's food out and gave it for him to eat while you took out something for him to wear when he was a done bathing

You also on something for him to watch when he was done Davi finished eating then took a bath later watched a movie you put on for him

"Now can we relax?" "Yeah Okay let's go"

You and Neymar both went to your bedroom he rested on his back first and you went to the other side if the bed and slept on your stomach resting your head on his lower chest

You both chilled for most of the day and later on he had to get up and help Davi around go to bed while you were already half asleep

Tired as usual Neymar picked you up bride style and placesd you down then putting blanket's over you and he also rested next to you playing with your hair also soon falling asleep

End.

Hope you enjoyed it I think this is one shot ion.

Please correct any mistake's and feel free to request anything

#neymar #brasil #brazilian football #football world cup news #brazil #fanfic #football x reader #jude bellingham #jude bellingham imagine #neymar imagines #messi fifa world cup 2022

[sarcasmandships]

his! do you have any peterick fic recommendations? i've already read all your works on ao3 and i'm waiting desperately for updates so until then i need something to read because i feel like i've already read soooo many fics and i'm running out of material plz help :)

hiiii, im glad you like my fics and I'm sorry im terrible at updating i used to be so consistent but uni is just killing me with assignments rn! but i promise the restaurant au will get an update soon and im planning to edit death by a thousand cuts before i add to it again cos im just not really happy with the quality of it, but that will also be coming soon i promise!

anyways onto what you're really asking about; recommendations. im not sure if you're looking for smut or stories with plot so here's just a mix of things i've really liked ( i suck at bookmarking things so I've just searched through my history and there's deffos stuff i've missed im sorry)

Literally just read kick me in the face & ask me how my head feels by fkingdeathwish today - devoured this in a few hours and this fic made me like stories in first person. its so good and also has the best andy/joe/pete friendship dynamics i was smiling the whole time. but also features a lot of petekey tho which might not be ur thing

(smut) going down, down by @pyrchance - i read this the other day and its 10/10

Anything by snitchesandtalkers but some of my favourites are i've been checking my list, crooked love, making out inside crashed cars (smut), silver screen dream, the antidote to everything (except for me), we're friends when you're on your knees (not finished but still so so worth reading), amateur pornographers (smut obvs), a little less 16 candles (a little more bite me)

brutal love by @notastumph- this one is so good but like i also had to take a 5 min break between chapters cos the angst and heartbreak was getting to me so much (in the best way)

and i'll burn by jiksa - just read the tags first

the house on rosewood lane by scarredsodeep - this one is so fucking good, i don't even like horror and i was obsessed with this and couldn't stop reading

hey doctor, i'm certifiable by derridoid (smut) - so good and the ending made me laugh sm

husband on the payroll by das_verlorence-kind - what can i say, i love the fake relationship trope

also ive changed my plea to guilty by das_verlorence_kind - again just check the tags incase it’s not ur thing

accidents will happen by rusty76

again pretty much everything by @annoyingpetekey but some favourites are (i just wanna) get some, so pretty (when you're on your knees), and come on (and fuck me like you doubt me) - all smut

That Schrodinger guy made some really good points, you know? by @earlgreytea68

but i'm reflecting light by looks_a_scream - this one is deffos a favourite

the purgatory of my hips by auralcosm

edgar allan potato by emeralcitydowntowngirl - another absolute favourite, i have such a soft spot for soulmate AUs but I've never read one as good as this, again features a lot of petekey but it is all in the past

to take what i'm given with grace by likeasugarcube - their whole 'marriage of convience' series is amazing but this is the main fic and it is sooo good

anything by littlesnowpea but favourites include love in the middle of a firefight, but there's no preparing for this, and nobody wants to hear you sing about tragedy (pls read tags first tho)

december is for cynics by looks_a_scream - another favourite

secrets i don’t want to keep by perceived_nobility (although i think they’ve changed their name to invisible_man now) anyways this one is only accessible if you have an ao3 account but it is so so good an hurts in all the best ways, would advise paying attention to some of the tags tho

Also pretty much anything written by appleremix or vampyerika

Ok so I have like another 30+ pages in my history but this is already so long, so i hope you enjoy some of these assuming you haven't read them already!

#anon #fic recommendations #peterick

[gadriezmannsgirl]

I loved your fic for Antoine 🖤 so I was thinking can I request one where he’s training and reader is home alone but somehow someone breaks into the house and she calls Antoine first and he gets all worried that he leaves training and rushes back home? You can pick up the ending if you want to, it can either be fluff or angst :)) thank you 🖤

Afraid - Antoine Griezmann

Summary: Both of you were afraid when someone breaks into your house

In a normal day like any other, your boyfriend, Antoine would leave for training as you take care of his kids and do your work.

Today it seemed like one of those days, after a loving morning with Antoine he left for trainig; Erika, Anto's ex had left you the kids for a few hours, meanwhile she was doing some things with her company, Duzama.

Mía and Amaro were watching some TV show, while you had Alba on your lap doing some edits of the pictures you had taken, all of you in yours and Antoine's shared room.

Alba laughed at something and you smiled hand going to tickle her stomach causing the youngest Griezmann to laugh a bit more, when your phone lighted up

"Mami está llamando" (Mommy's callin') You announced to the two oldest who inmediately ran to your side greeting their mother

"Mis nenes hermosos! I'm on my way, Y/I. Meeting was quicker than I thought it would be so everything went out smoothly" You smiled nodding

"I'm glad" You smiled "We'll be here" You announced and she nodded hanging up

Five minutes had passed and you were on your own, Erika already had picked the kids up and now everything was too quiet, but that meant you could finish your edits sooner and the possibility of doing a little romantic dinner for your boyfriend would be more present.

So, that's what you did. After closing and locking the doors you were off to your room to finish your job. Your phone rang once more this time with a call of Anto, making you smile widely

"Hola señor" (Hello sir) You said instantly while watching his face turn up into a smile

"Hello beautiful lady" You smiled "Estás preciosa" (You're gorgeous)

You smiled "And you're sweaty" Both of you laugh a little

"Erika texted me she already picked the kids up?" You nod watching his face fall a bit

"What's wrong?" You ask concerned

"I wanted to see them when I get home" He smiled shaking his head ", but don't worry, chérie. I will pick them up after school tomorrow" You nod

"Mía told me something among those lines" You said with a smile remembering when she told you with her heavy spanish accent 'Papá nos irá a buscar al cole a Amaro y a mí, vendremos y veremos Vuelve Giselle' (Daddy will pick me and Amaro up from school tomorrow, we'll come and we'll watch Disenchanted) "How's practice going?"

"Only two hours more and then I'm all yours" You smiled even more if it was possible

"Yes, come soon please"You begged lightly

"Will do, chérie. What are you doing?"

"Some editing and then I'll do a little surprise for you"

"Sounds incredible" You nod

"Not for anything, but it does sound and it'll be good" Anto laughs

"But you don't have to, tho"

"I also know that" You smiled "But I wanted to"

"I love you" He says shaking his head a little

"I love you more"

"Call me if something happens" You nod

"Will do" And with that you hang up the call.

You went ahead and put a little bit of slow music, to help you concentrate and without knowing you worked and worked fast, that much that only an hour after you were done with the editions of that session.

You were surprised, editing was always the worst part of your job and mostly it took almost all of your day to do half of the photographs.

Once you were happy with your job you started choosing the best photos and sent them to the newlywed couple you worked for five days ago.

You always felt so good when people loved your job and the smile they brought to your face when you read their reply was making you feel everything in your stomach and be really proud of yourself.

But then you heard something.

Something weird, like... As if someone was looking for something. You stopped your music, thankful that you didn't had it at max.

Being careful you got out of your room and walked down a few stairs when you heard it and see it. There were two men looking for something.

They just broke into your house.

You quickly went once more into your room, feeling extremely nervous but also thankful that the kids weren't here. You picked up your phone and prayed for Antoine to pick up.

The small chance scenario of him still being busy and not answering made you feel sick.

"Aló?" You heard a voice, it wasn't Antoine's but you still recognized it and were grateful for it

"Koke!" You breathed in relief "Oh, thank god you answered... Mmmm... Is Antoine near you? Is he avaliable? It's really important and I need urgently to talk to him"

"He's still training. But I'm on my way to him. Is everything okay?" You heard the worry on your friend's voice

"Someone broke into the house and I'm all alone" You whispered hearing footsteps closer.

You shut down the lights, the laptop and went into the big closet Antoine posses and got inside in one that hadn't too much stuffs.

Foolish? Yes. The only option you had? Yes.

"Joder" (Fuck) You heard Koke say and then heard his breath a bit elaborated. He was running "Antoine!" He yelled "It's Y/N!"

"Chérie, what's wrong?" He asked

"Someone broke into the house, I'm alone and scared" You said quickly but still trying to make him understand

"What do you mean someone broke into our house? Where are you? Please, tell me you're somewhere safe, I'm on my way"

"I'm hidden in the closet of our room. I couldn't go anywhere else"

"Have you called the police?" You shook your head no while making a little sound of negation

"I just realized it" You said before hearing the door of your room open

"Koke's calling the police, chérie. And I'm already on my way, okay?"

"I think they're here" You said "Like, in our room"

"Let them take anything they want to, I don't care about the material stuff. We can replace it later. All I care about is your well-being, chérie"

"Come back home, please"

"Already on my way, beautiful. Don't hang up"

And you didn't and neither did he.

You kept on hearing their voices, mostly saying what to leave and what to take. You deep breathed when they started looking around the closet for any kind of jewelry.

"Please, no" You whispered hearing their voices closer each time

"I'm one turn away, chérie" You heard Antoine say

Then like magic, police sirens were heard

"Fuck!" One of the men yelled "Leave everything, we cannot get caught! I just got out of prison"

"We cannot leave with our hands empty!"

"Yes, we can. Maybe break into another house later"

"But this people are fucking rich!"

"We gotta go, now!"

"Fucking hell" You heard one of them say "Let me just put these things in here, then"

The door of the closet you were in, flew open.

"Oi!" You reacted quickly.

One of your legs came up to his stomach and your fist went to his eye.

That man fell to the ground as you flew out wanting to escape but the one that was in the door blocked you way out.

Maybe it was the adrenaline, maybe you just wanted to be in the safety of your boyfriend's arms, but you picked the mans head and smashed it against your wall.

The man falling to the ground and you grabbed the opportunity to escape. You weren't a girl made for running but you ran down the stairs and out of the house.

You saw Antoine just parking, he got out of the car and ran to met you halfway while the police parked right in front of your house and some of them inmediately went inside and two officers came to you

"You okay, miss?" You nodded feeling tears on your eyes

"Two" You say "There were two. I hit them and ran here, they are inside" You say quickly burying yourself in Antoine

"Bien hecho" (Well done), the female officer said as Antoine got you in the backseat of his car

"Chérie" As soon as you heard his voice, you crumbled "They didn't do anything to you, right?"

"They didn't" You clarified "I was scared they would've tho"

"I was scared too, Chérie" Anto kissed your cheek multiple times "When Koke called me and you said those words I felt my whole world came down. Millions of scenarios came running to my mind and I couldn't bear the fact of losing you" He hugged you tighter to him "I'm sorry for not being there with you"

"You're with me now and it's all that matters" You said shaking your head lightly holding onto him "I hit them"

"Yes, you did"

"I felt like a badass" You admitted pulling yourself away a little to wipe your tears, Anto and you shared a little laugh

"You're precious, my badass girl" You kissed his cheek

"You were going inside?" You asked remembering watching him go out of his car and ran into your house

"I was about to when I saw you came out"

"You didn't had to"

"It wasn't something of having, it was something I needed to and I wanted to because you're my partner, my girl and I just couldn't let you inside with the terror happening while I'm outside watching it"

You heard screams coming out and when you turned around both mens were being scorted out

"The most important thing now is that I'm safe and in your arms"

"You are" Anto pulled back to kiss your lips thrice "Thank god, you are"

#antoine griezmann fluff #antoine griezmann x reader #antoine griezmann x you #antoine griezmann blurb #antoine griezmann #atlético de madrid #france #M. is writing #writing #antogriezmann #grizi #grizou

[glass-onion-soup]

Thanks for this long, thoroughly considered ask. I think you're completely on the money on both points here, that John continued to abandon Julian because it was too uncomfortable to make the effort, and that his Bermuda trip might have been a turning point that made him re-assess his first father-son relationship. I'll explain why I agree tho.

Re: John's comfort zone - I think his "what can ya do?" abandonment of Julian had two factors to it. The first was shame, and his shame-based self hate. John was a classic example of a "thwarted perfectionist" thanks to Mimi's emotionally incestuous and narcissistically stifling upbringing. If you can't do something perfect immediately, there's no point in doing it at all, otherwise you will be subject to ridicule and abuse. Thwarted perfectionists often check out and either don't finish/start projects, or engage in performative self sabotage (John was more of the latter, though he evolved into the former for a while in his 30's). I think his attitude with Julian was "I already fucked this up, I fucked it up right away, there is no fixing it because I was destined to be bad at it, etc". This might not have even been on a fully conscious level, but I can't imagine seeing or thinking about Julian made him feel very good about himself. It was psychologically easier to start with a new kid and do it "right" from the beginning this time instead of fixing what you already broke. In this psychological frame of mind, raising Sean can also simultaneously become redeeming the fuck up with Julian (symbolically; this still left Julian out in the cold). John seemed to view going back to Yoko in 75 in general as an act of maturity based on insight over how he let his first two "marriages" (Cyn, and Lennon-McCartney) fall apart as soon as they got difficult. I would disagree with this personally lol, but if he were talking about anything BUT his codependent relationship with Yoko he'd be totally correct. Like, the sentiment is not wrong, and it says a lot about where his head was.

The other factor is, as you implied, John's belief that he lacked personal agency. This reinforced his thwarted perfectionism, bc the mental hurdle to even imagine himself being able to fix something he broke was too powerful when he was languishing in learned helplessness. It's no accident that the only time he made real overtures to Julian after leaving Cyn was during a period when he was highly productive in a creative sense (and playing a leadership role in many of his creative endeavours to boot) and with a woman who, while she did get sucked into mothering him quite a bit, encouraged him to take risks and uh, like, go outside and shit.

I'm mostly just fleshing out what you've said here with more psychological detail because I think you already hit the key insight: his experience sailing to Bermuda was a huge turning point re: his self perception wrt personal agency. The big elephant in the room, however, is Yoko. It didn't take long for John to start opening himself up a few inches to Cyn and Jules after breaking with Yoko in the mid-70's; it was her who had the zero sum game attitude wrt his first family (which he, don't get me wrong, absolutely went along with at the time, he was so determined and desperate to "break" with his old life; Yoko's "cut everyone out" rhetoric was a useful mental tool and excuse for him). I think the fact that 'Double Fantasy' was originally supposed to be a John-only project that Yoko shouldered her way into indicates that he hadn't actually reclaimed or fully integrated this newfound sense of agency at the time of his death, but the attitude he fostered there hadn't gone away.

So yeah: if John had been able to nurture that positive feeling, if he and Yoko went their separate ways, if he had been able to go back to England and reconnect with his old circle of family and friends, I think it's probably true that he would at least tried to make things right by with Jules (and maybe even Cynthia, but lets not get too crazy here).

As for what it might have looked like, it's difficult to know tbh. I do think that John was one of those people who just had a hard time relating to small children because they couldn't discourse on an adult level (tho notably he was better with young girls than boys). Re-connecting with Julian as a teen/adult who was capable of interacting more as a peer than a dependent probably would do a lot to radically reframe their relationship and give John points of reference and enthusiasm to engage with him. Likely this would have primarily happened through music. However based on observation of similar situations irl, I think there probably would have always been a wedge of distrust present as often happens with adult children of highly irresponsible parents. What I'm saying is that I believe they could have or would have become friends, maybe even close friends, but I don't believe they ever would have become "father and son".

#my boyband bias john lennon #analysis #asks

[circusislife]

Hi! I saw in your pinned post you were open to sharing tips about adhd, and I've been struggling with it so much recently I swear. Could you share any tips in general, or specifically for starting tasks? no pressure ofc you don't have to answer if you are uncomfortable with me asking ^-^, just let me know and I'll disappear into the windy wind

(warning: infodumping has been unlocked, prepare yourself :) )

ok, first of all, living with adhd is different for every person. mine your and everyone else's experience is unique and that means not everything that helps me will help you and vice-versa. you might want to tweak my advice to fit you better. that said, onto the infodumping! :D

let's see, I'll start with study tips!

you know that moment when focusing is a struggle and you feel like your head might explode but you keep studying? that's not a sign that you are stupid or dumb. it's a sign that your brain has reached its limit. your metabolism is struggling to produce enough dopamine to keep working, you need a break. depending on how exhausted you are you might need anything between 5 minutes and 20. don't remember where, but I once read that the average neurotypical should alternate 40min of focus to 20 of break, so there's that.

also, for that break, either do something completely unrelated to the task and that you really enjoy, or physical activity. that's because the first one helps you produce the used up dopamine because it's something you enjoy, the second one works because it speeds up your metabolism, all your metabolism, including the production of neurotransmitters. (doesn't need to be that much physically taxing, just enough to get your blood pumping. going up and down the stairs five times, doing a set of pushups, jumping in place a bit, anything goes)

also, don't fight the jitters. they are your body's way of unobtrusively speed up your metabolism and help you focus. the best way to deal with them is channel them in a socially acceptable way (bounce your leg, but keep the tip of your foot on the ground so it doesn't make sound, braid and unbraid some strings, twirl a pencil, stretch, play with your hair, play with a necklace...)

using timers to deal with time issues is useful, too. best if used in tandem with a schedule. (those are freakishly hard to make and harder to uphold tho, it's best to keep them simple, like "I'll start on homework 20 min after lunch", without specifying when lunch is, and leave some free time to make up for delay. also, if you really need to do something, tell someone else. I don't really like this, but the perceived obligation will twist anxiety into boosting your productivity. the body-double works more or less the same way, peer pressure nagging you into action)

other tip. if you have problem starting on homework, start from what's easiest or what you enjoy the most. finishing something soon or doing something with success will give you a confidence and dopamine boost that might be just enough to struggle a little less with the rest.

to memorize something, try to associate it with something else, build yourself some "memory anchors" as I call them. can be anything. "near the name of that historical figure resembles that of a Pokemon" remember the Pokemon, remember the name. "the date of this battle looks like a funny word/ has numbers in a particular sequence" remember the word, or the made up sequence, remember the date.

also, highlighters draw attention. make sure to switch up the color to avoid a memory soup, but used the right way they can help form the anchors.

I'm not much one for summaries (my brain is going to cut off a part of the text any way, might as well feed it the text that has something to be cut off), but they, alongside side notes, are a good way to trigger your memory once you've studied.

if you need to remember a date/appointment, either tell a few people and ask them to remind you or write it down everywhere , multiple times, and set up alarms.

create habits. for example, choose a few spots to leave your phone, and leave it there and only there, no matter what. if the place of the house keys is in a backpack pocket, don't put them down anywhere for even a second. keep them in your hand until you can put them back. if you have to take some pills at a certain time and some other just during the day, try to take them all at once so you don't mix up which one you took. you might struggle at first, but give it a few weeks and it will be worth it. if you can ask for help from a family member to remind you in the beginning.

if possible, separate your work environment from your relax environment. the brain works by association. if you associate sitting at the desk with work and laying on the bed with free time, in time simply switching place will help you slide in the right mindset.

using music as background noise is tricky. sometimes I prefer absolute silence, others the music will cover distractions and the change of tune snap me back to reality after getting lost in thoughts. it variates. only notice, if you like to sing, avoid anything with lyrics. you don't need the temptation ;). video-games' background music is one of the best options, because you're already used to its presence and not paying attention to it.

always have snacks and water in range. it makes it harder to forget to eat/drink if it's in sight.

find your limits and respect them. if my brain stops working properly after 6pm or tot hours of intense effort, pushing it much farther will do more harm than good. toeing the line little by little is fine, but all at once is just asking for headaches.

give into your hyperfixations any time you can afford it. actually managing to do something and learning new stuff is not only useful, but will also give you a boost of dopamine!!! :D

also, I find that having something always running in the back of my head actually helps! I mean, my mind is going to wander and get lost no matter what, but if I at least have an idea of where it's trying to go snapping myself back to reality is much easier. furthermore, if my brain keeps going back to "that one character that is in a situation" or "that curious and inconvenient scenario the protagonist is tuck into" or again a strange riddle that won't leave my thoughts, there's less space for intrusive thoughts of anxiety and paranoia to form and I have some control on where random thoughts are going to go.

no matter the workload, find a way to set aside some time every day or one day a week that is 100% obligations free. you need the time to unwind, rest and regenerate. choosing always the same time is best, because, you know, routine, but having that free time is just as important as getting stuff done. "there's a test the day after my day off? ok, I'll study, I'll rest the day after. but if anything tries to bother me then, heads will roll and I won't be held accountable for my actions.". this kind of thing.

this is all that comes to mind right now, so I'll end it here. this stuff is a mix of hard earned experience and advice I picked up here and there from adhd psychologists and neuropsychiatrists, hyperfixation fueled research and comparing notes with my sister (my main reference for "not me adhd"). and, by the way, talking to other people with adhd relieves stress like you wouldn't imagine, so, if you can, try to find someone else with adhd to just, talk. joy is having a conversation, interrupting it to look at a cool frog together and pick right back up like nothing happened. (I love my sis :)<3)

hope it was helpful and that you can take something useful for yourself from this!<3 rant

#ask #anon! #lovely anon! #infodumping unlocked! #adhd #adhd tips #living with adhd #not an expert #but I have known I have it and have lived with it for over 13 years so I think I am pretty close to being one if I can say so myself! #:)<3

[lil-melody-moon]

Year Summary #3

We're going with games today so without further ado!

The ones I've started and finished: 1. Pokemon Moon - Second/third time that I played it. I had started a save a long time ago, but I borrowed my 2DS to a dear friend of mine, so I just started everything from beginning. I enjoyed it as much as the first time actually, getting different Pokemon this time - or kind of? This is also where I discovered that tiny Pancham looks like Paul McCartney. Don't ask me from where I took it, but yeah. I named my Pancham Paul XD

2. Final Fantasy IX - I figured out that there has to be at least one Final Fantasy game during the year and this time it happened to be this one. Again, a replay, third fucking save. I had a new pc at that time, had to install Moguri again but you know. The worst was the fact that the old saves were gone, along with the one where I almost did everything in the time before the final boss. My first, almost complete save was gone, I was sad about that. That didn't discourage me tho, I played the game again, only to regret that I didn't use other names than default - it would be so fun, I have to do it next time. Anyway, I still love this game, I will gladly come back to it at any day really - crying at the end again, God, the credits song ;A;

3. Rayman 3: Hoodlum Havoc - I think this platformer will come back to the list of "play at least once a year". I love this games to bits, first platformer, my entire childhood and beginning of being a nerd is stored there - and again, Polish dub in this game is *chef's kiss*

4. Rayman Legends - replay after a few years and as much as I love the musical levels, the game itself is fun to certain point, I think halfway through, it gets kind of repetitive - or it might be me who played this game way too much in the past. Either way, I'm not coming back to it anytime soon. Had fun nevertheless tho <3

5. Murder by Numbers - got Epic Games Store, got my hands on free games and there I went, choosing this one as the first one. It has repetitive mechanic over finding clues - it's a detective kind of game, similar to Ace Attorney, but much more tame - but like, if you're bored you can cheat through them just to get on with the plot. I did that at the very end and really, I enjoyed the plot, characters, music. The tiny computer who helped the main heroine was adorable <3

6. Earthbound - you thought I will forget to play it? HAH, jokes on you! The end of year is nearing and my mind is already set on to play it again! I will never grow bored of this game and this time the team consisted of Ringo, me, John and Paul, Beatles themed team and truth be told, I WAS SO FUCKING UNLUCKY ON THIS SAVE. Like, I even did simplest mistakes, forgetting about the freaking shields which got me an instant kill. Had to repeat the last cave three fucking times, I never had such a bad playthrough in my life! Ringo borrowed his luck this time it seems

7. Spyro the Dragon - what did I do when I got a new PC? Downloaded PSX emulator and played Spyro. I'm a whole mood as my friend described me and honestly I don't regret this decision, even if I had to take this game in parts. The camera made me sick to my stomach - oh God I hope it'll be better in later parts and in the remaster - but like taking one level per day was a good idea to solve the problem. Plus the soundtrack - Copeland my beloved! - is just so good. One of those games which soundtracks I'll be listening to when I have time. ...Which reminds me that I have to make cleaning on yt with the games' music. MAJOR CLEANING *looking at my young self* You did fucked it up

8. Deponia - Oh yes, I came back to his fuckery and now I'm having a break before tackling the second game which I don't like very much, but about this one! The beginning is kinda long, but once out of town the game shows what it is capable of with puzzle solving, plot, humor, characters. I still love it and will probably nerd the third part like I usually do, because it's my favorite, but this time I did one major change. I've played with English dub, not like always with German and fuck, it is better somehow so I'm sticking to that <3

Now to the ones I've dropped: 1. The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess - Being younger I loved this game, but this time I just couldn't get into it anymore. Might be because my smart ass thought about erasing the save I didn't finish years ago and starting a new one, but who might know. I do regret I didn't finish the game for some weird reason those years ago, but maybe it was for the better? Either way, I sold it with a few other Nintendo Wii games, leaving only two Kirby games for myself so yeah

2. Mario and Luigi: Partners in Time - now I really had high expectations for this one. I always heard good opinions about it and so I started it, curious, only to discover that I'm bored of it in the long run. There's not much variety in the battle mechanics. You either do that or this and push buttons. There's no excitement like it is in Final Fantasy for example, it's simpler, much much simpler and the same goes too...

3. Super Mario RPG - while having an amazing soundtrack, this game suffers the same thing as the previous. Repetitive battle mechanics and like this is probably the worst thing you can do to rpg. I know a lot of people love it and I can see why. The plot is great, dialogues, characters and world building is amazing, but for me if the battle mechanics ain't anything good, then I'm gonna drop the game and move on

4. Kirby Mass Attack - I always wanted to play this game. It was actually the first ROM I've downloaded on Nintendo DS emulator right after getting new PC and I had fun in the first world. I love the mechanics with the touch screen, the fact that there's 10 tiny Kirbys running around, but what threw me off guard is the fact that even if you have 10 Kirbys, you're gonna end with one at the beginning of the next world. I felt like all the progress was lost and I had to start from the very beginning. It somehow didn't feel fair you know. This was a big let down

And the ones I'm playing now: 1. Cave Story - first time after hearing what a good game it is, and I finally agree with an opinion! It's smooth, like the older games, the graphics are cute, music is amazing, plot simple, but engaging somehow. And true, some part for a new player are difficult - I'm playing on easy, I don't think of myself as of a great gamer and I still find it difficult. One boss was really unreadable for me, the one who was driving, I don't know the name of it, but like I had to have a few tries to figure out what to do and that is the only complaint I have about this game. Second would be no checkpoints between bosses at the very end, but like there was a chance for me to get a life refill, but like I didn't know about it, so I screwed myself on my own wish. Plus, I'm having a break from it because I'm stuck at final bosses. In the meantime I jumped to this one:

2. Yooka Laylee - which I bought on sale on steam and honestly, I don't remember when I had such a great time with a 3D platformer since Rayman 3. I know a lot of people are saying that it's not the same as Banjo-Kazooie - which I didn't play YET - but like, is it really worthy to compare instead of having fun with a game? I mean, the plot is simple, characters are fun, mechanics are great, the moveset is good, it's not limiting the player at all, the freaking soundtrack is a whole orchestra really, always giving the vibe of the world in a great way. There are a few bugs here and there, but they are not game breaking or anything. I was only throw off my guard when I learned that I need 100 pagies to get to the end. Guess what I am doing as of lately XD

And that would sum up this year. Thank you for reading all of this and i wish all of you a Happy New Year <3

#this one is probably longer than the one in the last year #I think XD #talking corner

[lunartearrose]

Please tell me more about Tsuruno and tsukasa

Ofc ofc!!! Ok so like. Guess I'll go section by section-

THE BEGINNING:

In the beginning, it's sort of a magical girl rivalry - despite her power, Tsukasa is very impressed by Tsuruno! And vice reversa ofc - tsuruno has to wonder if the magic helps them play, or if it was just years of practixe - which, either way, it's super impressive and Tsuruno respects the practice! On opposing sides, there is a healthy rivalry and even tsukuyo notices her sister get in more scraps whenever they have to have to fight - otherwise they exchange witty remarks with each other and counterpoints to ideals about magius and magical girlness and doppels. On Tsuruno's side, as fun as it is to teach apprentices and have more experienced girls like yachio help her out, having a rival-rival is actually pretty fun! As much as their ideals are at opposite ends, they are having a good time despite the stakes at hand.

Honestly their rivalry is pretty friendly, and tsukuyo is happy to hear tsukasa ramble about how she'll best the powerful Yui Tsuruno next rather than her complaints of their father's nuttiness. Ofc tsukasa rarely wins tho.

Yachio and gang also get to hear plenty about tsukasa's strats from tsuruno, and some questions about the specific pieces she plays, if they are original and oooh maybe babanzai should have a music night that would be neat-

Phase 2: Tsuruno getting brainwashed by the wings of magius

One would have to assume, during this phase, Tsuruno spent plenty of time wandering about the main base of operations fendt hope. During this time, due to the influence of that brainwashing she's... having a tough time battling her guilt. And we all know what that does to soul gems and having yu hong situation would be bad to say the least. So as one that has to help monitor her... tsukasa helps!

It's in this time that they have ample time to sort of learn about each other. Ofc, Tsukasa is getting help from her sister to dodge alina and the girls unknowingly, and mifuyu is also encouraging the relationship bond a bit because god. Tsuruno needs some help.

Knowing of the traumatic, shocking way tsuruno learned of soul gems and witches, Tsukasa really starts feeling for her. If there's one thing they both have, it's a lot on their shoulders, and tsukasa was slightly wrong in assuming tsuruno had anything easier than she did. So while tsuruno is getting pretty warped by the higher ups, and tsukasa is starting to regret her choice of side, tsukasa does her best to bring Tsuruno relief. And she's so stressed, it doesn't take much gentleness to lull her.

(Tsukuyo and mifuyu are a bit worried for both parties.)

Phase 3: Oh god She's Been Rumored

So yeah, the chelation land rumor comes to fruition, and in the coming days, Tsukasa did witness a scary moment of Tsuruno almost breaking out of her brainwashed state, because of her knowing that the magius are going to make her kill a lot of people. Tsukasa was practicing in her own little quiet spot, and Tsuruno finds her and asks her to keep playing while she talks. So she gets to know Tsuruno's true feelings on the matter (her music is helping hold tsuruno's last moments of a clear head), and the thing is Tsuruno is horrified that they're going to use her to kill potentially thousands of people. This can include family - it will include classmates, friends.... it's horrifying. Ofc as tsuruno starts to panic and plead for help, that tsukasa is one of her only safe people to be around she has to just please help her, tsukasa ends up faltering and tries to do something, to say she'd try- but the wings have found them. And tsuruno goes quiet as nemu talks her through where she's to go. Alina smiles tsukasa's way and cruelly thanks her for the show.

So once days pass, and chelation land gets finished, soon to open, and dammit, tsukasa wants to check in on tsuruno once again. She's been sulking about not being able to help calm tsuruno non stop (in fact tsukuyo has only heard worries of tsuruno from tsukasa in the past days apart so she is helping her get there), and so before iroha and squad get to tsuruno, maybe a day before, tsukasa checks in on her. tsurumor is. Unsettling in her calmness, but nonetheless elated to see tsukasa.

And... it's hard for Tsukasa to ignore her influence on tsuruno still leaking through.

And um. Yeah Tsukasa almost became the first victim as she's caught in Tsurumor's work, ending up being swept into a sweet, slow dance with her. Under chelation land effects, tsukasa's little uh crush sort of eluhhh gets spoken of, too relaxed and giddy to think about secret keeping anything, and tsurumor says a response that. Tsukasa isn't sure what she means. and she. kinda needed the help of a doppeled Tsukuyo to escape. Yeah. At this point she's now trying to think of the best way to maneuver her feathers so that iroha and gang can get in without getting too much energy sapped.

Despite the brainwash, the trauma and the rumor fusion, Tsuruno does eventually recall what went on in those weeks in her recovery. Tsukasa hasn't seen her (up close) and kind of avoids out of fear and shame for a bit, but frequently asks for updates from Mifuyu.

When they do eventually encounter each other again, tsukasa kinda. Runs. She has convinced herself tsuruno is mad at her. Tsuruno gives chase because "oh god did i do something while i wasnt myself HEY COME BACK I HAVE TO GIVE APOLOGIES". Silly little misunderstanding arc later and. They come to the understanding that they were just. Silly and worried and. Tsuruno asks the tough question of if what she said was true. About. Liking her like that. Tsukasa. Feels like her heart is swallowing itself and she is. Imploding. Meanwhile in reality she is frozen for a bit, getting redder and redder and tsuruno is worried. And all tsukasa can do is just go. "S.Sure is~ I'm sosoryybye" and off she runs.

Granted it does take time for them to come to a stable spot where they can talk their feelings out, especially as the amane twins pull away from the plots of the wings of magius, but they do end up together!

And as nervous as they both were, Tsuruno's dad is hella accepting and hella in the know and cool about it. He's just happy his daughter is safe and having a good time! And from what the girls have talked about over their meals in babanzai, if the man is given the opening he will absolutely verbally tear tsukasa's dad a new one for using his daughter like a work horse! At least he's a work horse alongside his daughter and doesn't berate her!

Anyhow- thank you for coming to my essay :)

Tl:dr tsukasa is the first to develop feelings and it's a shaky road of rivals to friends to dating but it does happen and its kinda sweet!

Ofc i could talk more about the fleshings out but i tried to make this a short essay and not a whole 1000k word fic or something but i have thought extensively abr rhe phases i just need to brush up on magireco since i haven't thought on it in a while!

Ty for asking, Homura! Enjoy!

#magia record #tsuruno x tsukasa #tsuruno yui #tsukasa amane #enjoy the visuals too hehe :3 #art #essay #long post #ask #stonerhomura

[atrial-ofhorror-if]

So....

I've been gone for a minute 😅😅. Lol, life has reached PEAK stress and I'm honestly blaming Mercury Retrograde idc, idc 👏🏿👏🏿.

Life Stuff

Ive been SOOO busy with work! The months of July and August, I can say that I wasn't able to write as much as I would have liked to. And typically, we can consider that as like a break, but the problem was of course, work chewing me up.

(I am starting a new job, hopefully soon BUT I think for the first 5 months it's going to be very intense, and then hopefully it will smooth out and settle itself. Fingers crossed 🤞🏿🤞🏿). With that being said, I'm trying to get this update out before I start because I really don't know how much time I'm going to be able to allocate to this project.

Writing Updates

So as of today, I have around 22k+ words written for Episode 1 AND Intermission 1. I like to hop around when I write so I've been kinda jumping around to different scenes and filling those out.

Overall, I would say that I'm not even 1/18 of the way finished. Like most of the word count is associated with "To be Well" Route and its due to a lot of branching options. I'm trying to figure out a way to better organize the document so that I'm not getting confused in what I'm putting down, but I still haven't found an organization style thats sticking 🥴🥴

The good news is that I've finally finished outlining the entirety of Episode 1. I didn't like how To be Well was plotted out, so I scratched that re-did it. And then for "Search and Destroy", I've been re-assembling the chapter outline and am satisfied with how it looks. The only section that hasn't been fully outlined is the Intermission. However, I do have the basic plot points I need to touch on. As soon as I get done with both routes I can focus more on developing the chapter outline for that.

Other Stuff

Working on the RO guide. That will be released alongside the next update, only because the current version doesn't have much RO interaction. Besides gratuitous flirting with Tama, and him playing hard to get. Also we can't forget SPOILERS. Cause they're gonna be DEEP in that doc 🤭🤭

I need to put up the summary/Intro post for Mabaroshi. Like its written, and I know what i wanna do with it. But the summary i have for it, doesn't bring me joy (Marie Kondo, please help me 🙆🏿‍♀️🙆🏿‍♀️). When I'm at least half-way done with Episode 1 of ATOH, which FEELS like it won't be for a while. I'll be able to focus on reshaping and editing the summary.

Other than that~ I don't really have much else to report on? Of course my asks are always open. I'm gonna be slow to responding tho, so please give me grace y'all 🙏🏿🙏🏿. Anyway, I love you all, stay safe 🤎🤎🤎

#a trial of horror #if wip #twine game #interactive fiction #interactive game #progress update #monthly update #im tireeed #a bit beat up #but im still kicking! #kinda. #atoh

[elmatadorisgay]

20 Questions for Fic Writers

I saw this posted by one of my moots and I thought it looked so fun!

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

45 in total, 39 in Football RPF(the fandom I write for on this blog)

2. What's your total AO3 word count?

somewhere over 188k words

3. What fandoms do you write for?

mostly Football RPF but I did write Hetalia in the past

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

Desperation; John Stones/Ruben Dias

There's Only 5 Beds; various liverpool ships

Football Halloween Special 2022; various ships

Gaurdian Angel; John Stones/Ruben Dias

Dave is Coming Home; John Stones/Ruben Dias

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

sometimes I do other times I don't, I read them all but it depends how I'm feeling that day or if its something that needs a response

6. What is a fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

I don't have many angst fics at all but probably Jealousy is the most angsty one I have bc Trent and Hendo almost break up in it.

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

idk its too hard to pick most of my fics are happy endings

8. Do you get hate on fics?

I don't usually but I get a hate comment on occasion. I usually delete them tho bc I don't need that kind of negative vibe

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

Yes lots of it LMAo maybe a little too much sometimes. I write basically anything and ig m/m constitutes as a kind of smut so I'd say that. I like doing almost any kinks.

10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?

No. I don't think they would turn out well. Plus Im not in enough fandoms to do that anyway.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

I don't think so which is great!

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

No but I'd love to have it done if someone asks to translate one of my fics. It would be great for more people to see my works!

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Not yet but I am looking for a co-worker for a Marco Reus centric fic I've decided to title King Glass Bee

If anyone is interested here's the link to the post where I fully explain the fic to what I know I want in it so far:

14. What's your all-time favorite ship?

Oh god I really can't choose. There are so many ships with great dynamics that I absolutely love. I have explained before what my top 5 or 10 favorite ships are in the past

15. What's a wip you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?

probably Late Night Talking or Mackem Flings I kinda lost interest in both of those so I doubt I'll be finishing them anytime soon.

16. What are your writing strengths?

I think Im really good at characterization, showing feelings, mood and descriptions of objects and people. It's probably bc I kinda over analyze things LMAO

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

some specific figurative language stuff is what I struggle with like the Show don't tell rule, I also tend to ask lots of questions about my writing if Im even slightly unsure about one thing or the other in my writing

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

I've done it a few times and I really like it. To me it makes the characters feel more human and dynamic. I don't speak many languages so I usually get another person or a good translator tool to check me.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Oh GOD you guys are gonna ridicule me when I say this but it was a youtube group called the Derp Crew

20. Favourite fic you've written?

I've written so much good stuff in the past few months and stuff that's a really hard question for me. Right now I really love Arsenal Camp(an arsenal centered fic with ships), Home is Between Your Arms was also super fun and I really liked the Alltober oneshot I did with Andy and Mo

Also anyone that sees this post can feel free to do these questions if they like!

#writer asks #fanfic asks #football fanfic #football ships #writing #ao3 #football rpf #football #football fanfics

[feebledetective]

☀☀☀☀☀☀☀☀- SoaringPilot-and-LittleWing

|| Flowers Are Nice || No longer Accepting ! ||

[ Oh wORM OKAY THAT��S A LOT BUT!! I’ll do my best to try to keep this as short as I can if I have to, and we’ll start with you, Icy! ]

@soaringpilot-and-littlewing

[ Icyy, you’re as cool as ice!

My pal, my dude- I love you! I honestly think your OC’s are amazing, especially with the backstory you told me through our DM’s. I didn’t think Shoichi’s backstory could be so. Angsty but- I honestly appreciate him more now that I know more about his backstory. Tomoyo too! I like how she gets along with people like Tanaka and Komaeda, possibly even Seiji in an AU of somesort but she’s p cute!!

I have seen a bit of your art and I wanna say it’s cute! It’s old-school, and nostalgic to me, which is really neato! Keep up the great work okay! I enjoy chatting with you whenever I get the energy and time to, you’re really nice and fun to chat with. The antics the siblings can go through with Shuichi is always a nice thing to talk about! You’re a great person, and you deserve a lot of good things to happen to you!

I want to thank you for understanding my situation when I wasn’t feeling too well about a ship. I appreciate that you listened to me and you were really considerate of it, not a lot of people actually do that and I honestly admire that of you.

I know your situation isn’t going well, but I hope for the best, I’m proud you made it this far and don’t give up okay! I’m here for you and I’ll do my best to support you if needed. Thanks for being part of my life, Icy! ]

@subserviiient​

[ MCDONALD’S SNAKE- FOUND THIS ONE IN MY HAPPY MEAL!

Snake, I know we haven’t done a lot just yet, but you’ve?? Been so kind to me?? Listen you’re!! Really easy to approach, and you’re really funny honestly ! I’d love to get to know you more because you really do seem like a nice and fun pal! A grimace stan too!

I can never ever stop my McDonalds joke with you and I’m really sorry in advance if it gets old- I can stop if you want kjHNMK

I may not know a lot about Ensemble Stars, but I really like your portrayal of her. Let her mom Shuichi because he needs a mom…Whether it’s in his normal verse of Idol AU- I love the things you write about her too and she does make me laugh from time to time!

Honestly, you make me laugh, I’m so glad that we got to talk at some point and I’d love to get to know you more! So far you made me combust from the sweet things you said and I’ll die one day. 

Keep up the great work and thanks for everything, Snake! We got Grimace to thank for our friendship~ ] 

@pressmyluck​

[ Okay, I know you’re likely not going to see this now but I hope one day you’ll see this. I know your situation right now is probably not good, especially since I haven’t heard from you in a while but I am hoping you’re safe and okay because you really do deserve it!

You’re a sweet angel, you’ve supported me throughout the summer and so forth, and you made me learn a few things about myself? Honestly, I think my summer would have been a bit boring without you. I know I met lots of people but you!! You made it fun for me! We made lots of memes together, we supported each other, we talked about Seiji and Ko and just- Fun stuff! I love you!!

Your writing is amazing, this goes for all of your muses. Whether it’s Ko, Hinata, Yoosung…It’s clear that you care for them a lot! I want you to remember that roleplaying is a hobby, if people don’t like your portrayal, they’re a lost for cause. Don’t push yourself a lot, you’re good okay!!

I swear to God if I could I would have given you the biggest hug because you deserve it! Please don’t be hard on yourself for not talking to me, I promise you’re good!! I fully understand your situation and I don’t want to drain you. 

Thank you so much for everything, you precious cinnamon roll, I really hope things are going to be okay on your end and I can’t wait to hear from you again! Take care and stay safe~ ]

@rollingsnowsmasher​

[ Who is this cinnamon roll. 

Becky, please have a seat. You’re?? So nice?? Excuse mE- But for real, you have really helped my mood at some point and seeing your art is really cute. I love it! They really inspire me to try to draw, even if they’re just sketches! I may not know a whole lot of your muse’s fandom but I…I love the child…SHU-BRO IS NICE A AA,,,

Also, I know we only just started talking about this but. Do you wanna know the lvl of excitement I felt when I found out you like/know of one of my special interests- lISTEN YOU AND I ARE GONNA HAVE LOTS OF SILENT HILL TALKS OKAY…I GOT SO HAPPY WHEN I FOUND OUT YOU ALSO ROLEPLAY AS HEATHER!! A AAA YOU ARE A BLESSING TO THIS EARTH- You also know of LISA the Painful I think and I’m just. Combustion. You are a veteran if you played that game, you have my utmost respects- 

You’re such a sweetheart though, for real, you are so nice and I don’t know how or what I did to have someone like you come to my life?? lISTEN I MELTED WHEN YOU SAID YOU WANTED TO HUG ME,,,,SWEETHEART,,,, I’ll send you lots of hugs okay!! 

Beck, you’re wonderful and you are loved plus a huge blessing in planet earth, I don’t want you to ever forget that. It’s a huge pleasure to have you in my life and I’d love to get to know you more and do more with you! ]

@fvkasc​

[ hello new phone, who’s this stinku?

kJHBNSJ I KID I KID BUT- FUKASHAY!! FUKASHE!! I LOVE YOOU, YA MOOF!! This is where I don’t know if I should be serious or be fooling around but I’ll be doing both for the sake of this meme child. 

I LOVE WRITING WITH YOU….IT’S NICE….Honestly I can’t wait to write with you again and you’re getting me midly motivated to try out Hatsune Miku/Calne Ca but I’m too much of a wuss to make a blog for them so they’re exclusively private but ah. 

You’re such a sweetheart though, you made me laugh numerous times and all of the jokes we have together are honestly wild and I LOVE….. You’re a great pal, and I’m really happy to have you around! Love you so much, you egg! ]

@omghoshii​

[ Hey hey, you you, wanna ship 10 boxes at my home-

Bepsi, Bepis, Bep- You’re great! Like, holy hell I feel bad for being dead silent again because I genuinely appreciate your support and your kindness, and I want to apologize about that first. Secondly, have I ever told you that I love your Ryoma? 

It’s nice to finally find someone who also loves and appreciates Ryoma…He’S A GOOD BOI AND DESERVES SO MUCH!! Seeing him happy/feeling okay in our threads are so nice and sweet like you don’t even know how many times I smiled whenever I see him having a nice time!! He deserves a lot!! I can hear his voice in my head when readin the dialogs and you’re doing an excellent job roleplaying him. I love reading your stuff and your writing is- :insert okay hand emoji: :insert 100 emoji:

As mentioned above, I love your support and kindness. I enjoyed chatting with you and I stated this 1000000 times now but I love your hUMOR KAJSHD– I also love your art too!! It’s really cute and unique!! Would love to do more with you and I hope you’re having a proper sleeping schedule. Because I swear sometimes you would sleep when it’s 1-3PM or 11PM I– I think once I saw you went to bed at 10AM??? I COULD BE WRONG THO DON’T TAKE MY WORD FOR IT BUT- SLEEP……

I love ya, dude! ]  

@liersymphcny​​

[ Ichiii you’re gR8-! 

We don’t have lots of threads going on and we haven’t spoke a whole lot as of recently but you’re great and I appreciate you! I love the dedication you put with your muses like- god damn that’s a lot of them how do you manage man– They’re all really good, and don’t think for a moment that your portrayal isn’t good because it iS!! IT IS AND THAT’S WHY I WANNA ROLEPLAY WITH YOU!

Your edits are also rEAL gud!! I love seeing them so keep up the excellent work okay!! You’re a really sweet and fun friend too, I enjoy chatting with you and I hope you’re doing well, hang in there, pal! It’s real nice having you around and thank you so much for everything, Ich! ]

@its-all-in-the-cards​​

[ scree lENA!! MY CHILD!! 

We haven’t done a lot yet, but listen, your interpretation of Celeste and Junko are spot-on!! I love how well you write them, and sorry in advance that we don’t have lots of threads going on-?? I’d love to have our muses interact more even if I’m clueless when it comes to ideas but it’s always nice to see you!! 

Talking to you is also really nice, you’re thoughtful, you’re caring and you’re just a lovely person okay!! I saw your cosplays and I LOVE….15/10 LISTEN I- YOU’RE DOING A FASCINATING JOB KEEP IT UP OKAY!! 

I appreciate you, Lena! Thank you so much for the nice things you say and take care! It’s Love On Lena! ]

#[ me: i'm gonna make this short. ] #[ does this even look short to you???? ] #[ i literally spent nearly 4 hours on this kjBNAK ] #[ BREAK TIME.... I'LL FINISH THE OTHER ASKS SOON THO- ] #[ thank you sm for sending them tho!! I really appreciate it Icy! <33 ] #| pda ? // | #soaringpilotandlittlewing #| Asks | #| OutOfClues |

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❝ LITTLE GAMES ❞

— happy (late) valentines day ! i was going to upload an angst today but i figured some you guys have already had a bad day. So just enjoy this little gift, my loves. A bit rushed tho lmao

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∿ pairings :

a Camilo Madrigal x fem!reader

∿ summary :

[Name] and Camilo absolutely love to tease each other, resulting in many playful yet flirty competitions. In one of Camilo’s attempts in flustering the female, he accidentally confessed his feelings.

∿ warnings :

none .

∿ genre :

fluff .

∿ this will be written in :

third person pov .

∿ Part one , you're here !

∿ Part two , coming soon !

∿ Reminders :

I am not fluent in spanish, anything said in this language is translated from Google.

This is not proofread. If you spot any grammar/spelling mistakes, please do inform me.

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“You know, mi amor, you could just- take a day off, you know?” Camilo suggested, slightly leaning onto [Name]'s shoulders. The maiden was used to the pretty names he'd call her, it was an every second occurance.

The other chuckled, “And you know I can't do that, 'milo.” She sighed. The boy rested his head on her shoulder, “You can.” he side glanced at the female with a slight pout, to which she noticed.

“You— stop, stop pouting like that.” [Name] said exasperatedly, to which resulted in the male pouting more.

“I need to do something.” She gestured at her work table, that had various tools ready to be used. “Your abuela commissioned something, remember? I have to finish it today.” She slithered her arm around his waist, “Later tonight, we have dinner with your family. We can hangout then, yeah?”

The girl's gesture along with her sweet voice, made something flutter inside the others chest. His face felt warm.

[Name] observed his reaction, internally celebrating. Wait, but why was she?

She adored her best friend, as more than a friend. Even if someone just does something as simple as mentioning his name, she felt as if her heart could explode with how fast it was beating, or that it could run a whole marathon in just a few seconds. Her insides felt as if it was twisting and turning, or that elephants were stomping, having a party in there. She couldn't help the smile on her face.

[Name] heard him huff, before leaving her embrace. It felt cold with the absence of his warmth.

The boy left her comforting embrace, as much as he didn't want to. “Well, do you need any help?” He offered, grinning. The lighting of her lamp highlighted the constellations on his face. He's so pretty.

The maiden often caught herself thinking like this about him, whether it'd be complimenting his eyes, how his hair perfectly framed his face, how adorable his freckles are, how beautiful his smile is.

“You don't have to. Just keep me company, if you don't mind.” Her request made Camilo's heart skip a beat, the idea of spending more time with the maiden made him so happy, “Of- of course, mi princessa.” he stuttered.

“Stuttering now, are we?” [Name] smirked, she absolutely loved to tease the poor shapeshifter. “Oh come on, I was just caught off guard! You rarely ask that of me.”

“Then it seems I'll have to ask more often.” She replied, along with a playful smirk. Standing up from the couch, before sitting on her work chair.

A moment of silence ensued the two, until Camilo decided to break it.

“Why don't we play a game, y'know, to pass the time.” He suggested, placing his feet on the now empty seat of the couch.

“Pass the time? I'd rather cherish my moments with you.” The maiden teased him further, smirk widening upon seeing his reactions.

The shapeshifter.. was not doing so well. Poor boy almost fell off the couch, accidently taking the maiden's features.

“'milo?” [Name], confused about his sudden silence, turned her head to where he was. “...'milo?” The corner of her lips twitched, seeing how he'd shifted into her.

Camilo tried to play it cool by giving her fingerguns and a sly grin, which seemed to work.

“Seriously..?” [Name] huffed a laugh, making the other laugh as well. “You're so stupid.” She was grinning from ear to ear.

Camilo shifted back, “But you can't deny my beauty, mi amor.” he wiggled his eyebrows, a mischievous smirk adorning his face. “You're right.” She agreed, chuckling at his now baffled expression, before turning around to continue her work.

“Stop agreeing with everything I say! You're making this hard for me, mi vida.” He huffed, crossing his arms.

“Sorry..” The girl mumbled, “I mean it, though.” She admitted, trying to concentrate on the device she's making.

“Stop doing that.”

“Hm? Doing what? The device?” She replied, acting oblivious at to what he meant.

“...[Name] [Last Name], you are such a tease.”

“Aren't you a tease, too?”

“Not as much as you!”

“Awe, thanks.”

Camilo grunted in frustration, trying to think of ways he could fluster the female.

“Plotting something?” The female guessed knowingly at his sudden silence. “I was just thinking about how pretty your eyes are.”

“What a coincidence, I was just thinking of the same thing.” She snickered, as she continued tending to her device.

“I love the way you talk.” He continued, sounding both determined and.. genuine. Dreamy, even.

“Mhm, yeah.” The maiden nodded, letting him continue. She had to admit, his tone was making her a bit flustered. But she refused to give in.

“Your smirk is endearing.”

“Really now?”

“Your voice is like a lullaby to me.”

[Name] scoffed, “You do realize none of these are working, right?” She turned her chair once again to lock their gazes, a cocky expression on her face. Thank the gods for her incredible acting abilities.

The other shrugged, “Maybe not, but I won't stop.” he mimicked her expression.

“Go on, then.” She crossed her arms, as well as her legs. “Worship me.”

“I-” The shapeshifter stood up from his seat, “-would gladly do so, mi reina.” he knelt Infront of her, taking her hand onto his.

This caught the female off-guard, not expecting him to actually agree, although waited for his next move. She heard how fast her heart was beating, she just hoped it wasn't as loud as she thought it was.

Camilo continued, saying various things like,

“No words can describe your beauty.”

“Your smile makes me gasp for air.”

“I love how adorable you look when you're blushing.”

and so on.

“Are you sure this is worshipping or are you just confessing your love to me?” The female laughed, her hand unconsciously covering half of her face.

Camilo grinned, pride seeping through him, “You're flustered.” He pointed out, his eyes silently teasing the maiden.

The female scoffed, “In your dreams, Madrigal.” Her cocky act never left, seemingly unfazed. Her head now propped up on her other hand, she didn't want to give him the pleasure of caving in.

“Mi vida, I think you're underestimating how much I know you.” Camilo smirked, before planing a kiss on their knuckles, not breaking their eye contact.

[Name]'s breath hitched at the gesture, but regained her composure just as quick. She bit her lip to prevent it from curling upwards, she quickly covered it up with a smirk.

“Really? Well, I think you might be underestimating how well I play this game of ours.” Their gazes didn't falter. One cocky, while one remained prideful.

“I know your tendency to cover half of your face when you're flustered.”

“False information.” The female hadn't even noticed this tendency of hers until he mentioned it. She adjusted her position, legs remained crossed with her hand now resting on her thighs. Her posture still seemed to radiate confidence.

“I can prove it.” He proposed, now he was the one cocky. “Prove it then.” She challenged.

The shapeshifter suddenly let go of her hand, placing both of his on the chair's arms, successfully blocking any form of escape.

[Name]'s mind went blank, mouth agape as she tried to process what he just did. He had a competitive glint on his eyes, and it reminded her of the little game they were having.

She had the urge to hide her porcelain face, he was right. Although she can't give in. They remain their eye contact, it was like they'd loose if they broke it. It was true. And neither refused to let the other win.

Camilo's gaze held confidence, smirking slyly, taunting the female as he towered over her. Whilst the maiden held a serious, competitive look, stubbornly staying her ground. He knew he had to make another move, now while her cocky act just faltered.

Although before he could, she made hers.

[Name] placed her palm over his lips, the other on the back of his neck, pulling him closer, before closing her eyes and leaning in to peck her knuckles. Their lips would've met if it wasn't for her hand.

The female was shocked at her own actions, only acting out of impulse. She kept her act, smirking, as she left the boy stunned. Her palm left his lips, “Seems I've won this time, mi chameleon.” she whispered in his ear.

She had successfully put him in a daze. Even still, he wouldn't let her win, not like this when he was so close.

The maiden was about to move back to her desk, that was until a hand stopped her chair. Turning around to meet the perpetrator, her gaze was once again met with the shapeshifters.

“I like you.” He suddenly blurted out, the two were in the process of realizing what he'd just said.

The female was the first to react, her mouth went agape as her cheeks flared red, her act completely shattered. “Sorry?” She wanted to make sure her ears weren't deceiving her.

“I— I like you, [Name].”

“Wait, again.”

“I like you.”

“Are you for real?”

“You know what, I'm just gonna go.”

“Wait.”

A loud slap echoed throughout the room, both of them now harboring surprised expressions. “Oh, you're— you're real.” She gaped at him, before panicking as she realized she had slapped the boy.

“I'm so sorry! I panicked!” The maiden cupped his cheek, making him wince. “That hurt.” He whined.

[Name]'s eyes laced with concern, “I'm so sorry—” she paused, seeing his smirk. “Kiss it better?” He grinned cheekily.

The maiden deadpanned at him, although blushing profusely. “You're an idiot.” She mumbled, but still obliged to his suggestion nonetheless.

Her soft lips met his cheeks, the pair not being able to contain their smiles. “For the record, I like you too, cariño.”

Her palm never left his cheeks, caressing them softly. His arms laced themselves over her waist, pulling her closer. The pair took a moment to admire each other, “May I?” the shapeshifter asked, his gaze flicking towards her lips that curled upwards at his question.

“No need to ask, mi sol.”

The maiden eagerly pulled him in to lock their lips to the boy's surprise, but melted onto the kiss immediately. Their lips danced together in sync, seemingly perfect for each other.

[Name]'s hands left his cheeks with one last caress, her fingers now entangled on his curly locks, tugging on them slightly. This elicited a grunt from the shapeshifter, making her stomach churn, doing cartwheels.

Camilo was the first to pull away, panting as he rested his head on the maiden's forehead. “You're amazing,” He said breathlessly, his voice laced with adoration.

The female laughed, planting a small kiss on his lips again. “Well, mi Camilo's amazing too.”

Said chameleon pecked her lips, much like how she did. “Mind telling me about this ‘Camilo’ of yours?” He grinned, cheeks rosey, a lovestruck expression on his features.

“Don't mind if I do.”

The two spent the rest of the afternoon together in each other's presence, and they'd never felt happier. The maiden became too distracted by her chameleon, not being able to finish the device she was making. The pair just laughed about it, Camilo reassuring he's got it covered.

The sun was setting, the moon now taking it's place in the beautiful sky. They had to separate to get ready for their family dinner, the Madrigals wanting to discuss business with the [Last Name]s.

The two bid each other their ‘see you laters’, Camilo wishing the female a sarcastic goodluck, receiving a playful eye roll.

“I'll see you later, mi vida!”

“See you later, mi chico bonito.”

“Goodluck on your business deal, don't mess it up!”

“I'm not physically and mentally capable of messing things up!”

“Rightttt, I absolutely believe you, amor.”

“Can you not?”

They teased each other, until the maiden decided to shoo'd him away. The two went to get ready for their dinner, not being able to keep the other out of their minds.

[Name] snickered, she couldn't wait to see the look on his face once it was time.

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❝ LITTLE GAMES ❞

15th of February , Tuesday .

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∿ author's note :

hi, loves! happy late valentines lajshddhhs it's 1:15 am rn... i took a nap and then suddenly it wasn't a nap anymore, it was more than the sleep i get at night LMAO

anyways, have a nice day or night! stay safe and healthy ! ♡

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