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#'so... waiting didnt work... you can mess up even if you stand still'
1980ssunflower · 1 year
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#ot3: ❤rhyme💛easy💙#tape entry circa 1980#i forgot i didnt finish taking all possible screencaps from this ep and went back and WOO#dude aughh the color pallete for the end of this ep/ beginning of next ep is CRAZY its my favorite pallet for them in all the show#theyre scared during that scene tho so not ideal for gush posts but theres no way i wont use it lol#tbh im considering using one of those screencaps as my new header maybe#i just love the colors sm#BUT AAHHH IM SO SOFT FOR MY BABIES!!!#rewatching this ep i was reminded how much of a BASTARD min can truly be like JESUS min#my dude truly said some heartless shit to ryan like CALM DOWN#but i LOOOVE his line that acknowledges a HUGE thing for him#'so... waiting didnt work... you can mess up even if you stand still'#HIS ENTIRE THING IS STANDING STILL LIKE FREEZING UP AND BEING FROZEN IN MULTIPLE WAYS LIKE#AAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!#i feel so BAD for ryan this ep for how shit he gets treated by min like MY BABY!!!!!!!! I WILL BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF MIN FOR YOU BABY#and on TOP of that min YELLS at ryan immediately after saving him from falling to his death GHJSK#MY MAN DOESNT EVEN GET A BREAK!!!!!!!#BUT AHHH SEEING HOW GENUINELY TERRIFIED RYAN WAS WHEN HE WAS SURE HE WAS ABT TO DIE LIKE!!!!#NGL RYANS VA WAS SOOO GOOD IN EXPRESSING JUST GENUINE TERROR IN HIS VOICE THAT SOUNDED PATHETIC EVEN#made my heart hurt ;;w;;#tbh this ep really shows mins character tbh esp towards the end when he realizes he was wrong... but also ends up not apologizing#even when he was abt to#hfdjsk he can be so grouchy and bitchy but so so sweet and fun and nice and GHDFSJK FUNNY TBH W HOW MUCH OF A SMUG ASSHOLE HE CAN BE#HES REALLY FUNNY WHEN HE GETS LIKE THAT TBH#AOUHHH BUT THEY LOOKS SO CUTE THIS EP I GOT SO MANY SCREENCAPS OF MIN#SOME VERY CUTE ONES BUT ALSO LOOOOTSSS OF HIM JUST YELLING AND BEING ABSOLUTELY PISSED OFF HFDSJK#anways kissing them kissing them KISSING THEMMM#MY SOULMATES MY BABIES MIS AMORES TE AMO TE AMOOOOO#my heart hurts thinking of them rn i want to pet ryans hair while he lays his head on my lap while playing guitar#want to feel min wrap his arms around me and bury his face in my neck while i cook us dinner
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strwbrryeyes · 2 months
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𖦹°。⋆ ushijima as a best friend
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⟡ cw: fluff, friends to lovers, growing up together, lmk if i miss anything
⟡ a/n: hi. sorry. im sick again. and writer block. i tried. im very bad at shiratorizawa.
⟡ best friend series: semi, tendou || masterlist
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best friend ushijima who you met in kindergarten when you fell off the swing set seat a few swings away from his own.
best friend ushijima who you immediately became best friends with after he got off of his own swing to help you up. he gave you his spare cookie.
best friend ushijima who you quickly became attached to causing everyone around the two of you to notice the dynamic of him being quiet and preserved and you being slightly loud and obnoxious.
best friend ushijima who took an interest in volleyball at a young age and who you watched in awe at his natural talent.
best friend ushijima who the first time you saw cry was because he was being made fun of at volleyball camp for being left handed.
best friend ushijima who you stood up for by throwing a volleyball at any bully (you didn't even play volleyball at the camp you just decided to go with him one day to avenge him)
best friend ushijima who signed you up for volleyball manager in middle school without asking you first because he thinks of you as his "guardian angel". you didnt protest you just found it as a way to spend time with your best friend and to not be bored.
best friend ushijima who ran into oikawa at a game in middle school and was in immediate awe at his hard work so when he went up to talk to oikawa to ask if he wanted to preactice together one day he was shocked to get an immediate no.
best friend ushijima who was still stunned by the time you walked over to him and oikawa so you dragged him away before waving bye to oikawa. oikawa became a reoccurring character in your lives but we won't get into it.
best friend ushijima who met tendou and immediately invited the both of you to his house to meet. you two hit it off.
best friend ushijima who again signed you up for volleyball manager without asking in high school but it was expected.
best friend ushijima who you visit at his dorm in school everyday along with tendou to mess with him.
best friend ushijima who made time his daily runs to make sure he's staying consistent.
best friend ushijima who in your second year of high school asked you how you felt about him becuase he had a suspicion that you had a crush on him. you did.
best friend ushijima who said he also had a crush on you but decided that you both needed to focus on your own goals first before becoming official and you agreed.
best friend ushijima who you still weren't official with but who would still buy you little gifts to reassure you that he still liked you.
best friend ushijima who in your third year of high school worked harder than ever on volleyball (until he got to the big leagues ofc) because he wanted to make a name for himself.
best friend ushijima who immediately went to you crying after he lost nationals. this was the second time you've seen him cry in all the years of knowing him.
best friend ushijima who after graduation invited you to move in with him while he furthers his volleyball career and while you further whatever your career is so you can still make time to see each other.
best friend ushijima who finally asks you out properly by leaving bouquets of your favorite flowers all over the apartment leading to your room where he was standing in a suit holding out a necklace with his name on it. "i've made you wait long enough, please do me the honor of being mine" "wakatoshi, you make it sound like you're proposing to me" "do you want me to? i can go get a ring" "no it's okay! of course i'll be yours" best friend ushijima who is now boyfriend ushijima who actually proposes to you after a month because when you know you know. it was even more extravagant than when he asked you out.
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txtistheloml · 7 months
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pls make more kai smuts
hi anonie !! you didnt specify so i hope this is okie <3
sweet treats - huening kai
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word count: 961..!! (this is pure brainrot effects 🫡🫡)
warnings: implied afab!reader, pure fluff at the start tbh, unprotected sex (wrap before you tap guys!), oral (fem rec.), nth much tbh, lmk if i missed anyth !!
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as we all know, kai loves loves loves egg tarts! so on a day while he was at practice, you pulled out some recipes and youtube videos to try and recreate it for him since he had been working so hard on the new comeback these days!
dribbles of raw egg were here and there on the countertop, flour practically everywhere - even on your face to say the least, packs of sugar, cartons of milk, cans of custard laying on every part of the counter as you finally push the tray or egg tarts onto the oven rack for baking.
sighing at the mess you made, you cleaned it up hastily knowing kai was going to be back soon and you definitely did NOT want him to see the utter mess you went through just to bake him his precious egg tarts.
as the oven goes ding!, signalling the egg tarts were ready, you took them out for them to cool as you looked at your creation, the look of proudness clear in your eyes.
just as you are fanning the tray of egg tarts with your mittens, you could hear the door unlocking, kai coming through the door immediately running to you in tiny, giving you a back hug and a kiss on your jaw.
“woah, y/nie you made these? they look so good!” kai exclaimed as you only giggle and nod, saying, “of course i did! who else would be so nice to you other than mee <3 oh but you can’t eat them yet though they have to cool first!” and luckily you said it just on time as kai was already reaching out for it, sending a playful smile your way.
“hmm, how should we pass time now while waiting baby?” kai mumbles as he starts trailing kisses in the span of your neck, clearly having plans laid out in his mind already, but he wasn’t to blame! you were in one of his big shirts and only your cute underwear baking his egg tarts for him, who could resist that sight?
turning around in his embrace to face him, you press a chaste kiss on his lips before pulling away swiftly, leaving kai to whine but his whines were cut short as you connect your lips again, in a more sensual way this time. kai instinctively starts bucking his hips foward seeking for much needed friction. pushing you backwards onto the counter, he starts grinding your already drenched cunt, causing you to let out a soft moan as he glides past your clit. he takes this chance to slide his tongue into your mouth, merely taking dominance as you follow his leading, tongues dancing together as he gives you delicious friction by grinding into your cunt.
you pull away abrubtly, needing to fuel air into your lungs after that kiss, whining need more hyuka.. as you claw on his sturdy chest. “my princess deserves a reward for being so good for me no? fuck i’ve been thinking about you and your sweet cunt throughout practice today.” he says as he drops to his knees, practically ripping your underwear off impatiently. he doesn’t wait for a reply as he gives a hard suck to your clit, the sensation too sudden as you let out a loud moan. kai continues lapping at your cunt, switching between using his tongue to circle your clit and sucking it. as soon as a hurried m’close hyuka! tumbles from your lips, he’s pushing two fingers into you and pumping them in and out so quickly, hitting your sweet spot immediately from memory.
shameless whines and moans were tumbling out of your mouth as waves of your orgasm washes over you, kai helping you to ride through it, slowly slowing down to a complete stop. kai stands up maintaining eye contact with you as he laps the cum of his fingers, chuckling when he sees you taking in shaky breathes, still recovering from your high.
pulling down his sweats as he gives his dick a few pumps, he’s walking even closer to you, gliding his tip up and down your folds before placing his thumb at your clit and rubbing it steadily as he sinks into your cute lil hole slowly. everytime you and hyuka had sex it always felt new, the slight burn every time he splits you apart with his long and girthy dick is something you would never get used to.
as he waits for you to get used to his size, he’s fondling with your breasts, rolling the nipple between his fingers, the thumb on your clit never stopping. when you give him the go-ahead, boy is completely gone. thrusting into you sloppily but roughly as he mutters something about have been waiting for this all day love.. with moans in between every few words. this was enough to drive you insane, his delicious dick going in and out of you, hand working on your clit has you on the verge of tears, babbling something kai can’t seem to understand along with cries of pleasure. with the both of you chasing your high relentlessly, it doesn’t take long before you’re cumming together, moans so loud you’re sure your neighbours have heard you. kai is still not letting up, fucking into you with as much energy as before, wanting to fuck his pretty girl dumb as a thank you.
when he’s finally done with you though, he would be so so sweet, helping you run a shower before settling down before the tv, turning on the current show you were watching and feeding you egg tarts as if he wasn’t rearranging your guts just a second ago. cuddles and kisses are definitely a must from the aftercare king <33
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feedback would be appreciated along w likes nd rbs hehe~
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chiiyuuvv · 4 months
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970 • TAGLIST — @eun-luv , @soul-is-a-strange-kid , @yuniniverse
Based on a true story!! But erm.. i met a cute girl that was younger than me, no love interest involved irl haha
Thinking about..
Annual bring your child to work day, the countless parents in your mothers job forcing their kids to come with them for the day, accompanied they didnt have any exams
Although you weren't exactly thrilled, you tried to have a positive attitude, greeting each of your mothers co-workers with a smile although youve never seen them before
Your mother makes you sit next to her near her desk, and you can feel your positivity shrink by the minute, sinking into your chair with your arms crossed, boredom invading your being
She notices and decides to send you off with the other kids in a vacant meeting room, ushering to take your bags and meet some new, potential friends
And your positivity comes back! Marching to the little meeting room on the other side of the elevator with such pride, stopping at the vending machine to get a little snack to share with your buddy
You open the door, expecting a little huddle of teenagers when youre only met with one, sitting in the back corner with his chin prompted up by his hand
He seemed bored before, but when the door opens his head slowly turns, his eyes widening and sparkling and a wide grin stretched onto his face
Youre still standing in the doorway so you awkwardly step in the small room, closing the door timidly
Although you felt like energy could burst through your heart, you felt nervous, giving the boy a small smile as he sends back his signature eye smile, inching towards your flushed figure to stick out his hand
He introduces himself. His name was shotaro, hes pretty sure your parents know each other and might even be friends, and hes super excided to meet you.
An unfamiliar feeling pings your heart as you find him enduring; the way he never breaks eye contact, the smile thats covering his face, one of his hands twiddling the bottom of his shirt while the other one rubs your soft skin. You wanted to put him in your pocket and run away
After introducing yourself, you feel a faint mutter on how pretty you were, your ears stinging red as you try to bite back your smile
After getting lost in each others eyes, he gives a shy smile, scratching the back of his neck before sitting you down at the meeting table, joking on how this was an interview for a new job, and you had to tell him 10 things about yourself
Despite feeling a little childish, you love his sense of humor and how he thinks, talking about some of your interests, like dogs, for example
He almosts falls back into his chair when he hears that, his mouth moving faster than his brain as he rambles about how much he loves dogs, joking on how he is one himself
He jokes around some more, talking about how you've been accepted to the job, the only thing you need to do is give him your number and you'll be starting tomorrow
Wait what?
His eyes widen at what he just said, multiple apologizes leaving his mouth and how you didnt have to give it to him, but its too late, you already took your phone out of your back pocket. How could you turn down the cute boy?
Now its his turn to be flushed, holding back his smile and suddenly getting quieter, just hoping you didnt hear his loud heartbeat, or didnt notice the blood rushing up to the tips of his ears and some painted his cheeks
The door opens again revealing one of the workers, asking the two of you to set up the table so everyone can come to eat some pizza before continuing with their work
And boy did shotaro take that seriously, shooing your hands away since the fork wasnt on the right side, or how the chair wasnt pushed in all the way
But its all lighthearted, small 'yah's leaving his lips because you were messing up the plates on purpose
He almost chases you with a plastic spoon
After setting up the plates and joking on how this was a tea party, you sit back in your seats, learning more and more about yourselves as the tired employees make their way into the small room
The pizzas here and you all make your plates, deciding to sit next to each other as you eat
But as your eating, you could feel shotaros eyes on you, so you turn your head, shotaros quickly whipping to the other side of the room as he takes a bite out of his salad, his red ears giving him away
And you feel your heart flutter, a shy giggle leaving your lips at how cute he was
The rest of the meal finishes smoothly, tossing your plates in the trash while finishing your previous conversation, when your mother announces that youre leaving early
You watch as shotaros smile drop, giving him a guilty glance as you drink the rest of your soda
You can tell hes disappointed youre leaving, but tries to shake it off, opening his arms to welcome you in a hug goodbye
Wait what?
Before he can retreat, youre running to his figure, your arms around his neck and his circling your waist, rocking you back and forth as you stay in his warm embrace
Your head lifts up from his chest only to be inches away from his face, his staggered breath fanning your lips as you stare for a while, lost in each others eyes again
Your mother snaps you out of your trance, shotaro quickly letting go of you as he gives you a wave, his face redder than a tomato with a growing smile
Your mother teases you on the way back home ♡
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cupoftaae · 1 year
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Can you please do prompts 5 and 12 for Yoongi? Thank you in advance!
Hi lovie! sorry for getting to this a tad bit late! I hope you enjoy -nini
-"well..yell, scream, say something, say you hate me, anything"
-"i'll wait for you"
x YOONGI
warnings- swearing, cheating, angst, breakup :(
You and yoongi sat in the small booth of your favorite cafe, it was right in the corner and provided the right amount of privacy and great window viewing.
You both had your first date here in this booth when you had met in college, you were both freshman- he saw you and knew he had to have you in any way he could.
So- like any reasonable man, he offered to take you to get coffee and a bagel, and because yoongi is yoongi, you couldnt say no.
A few months later, he asked you to be his girlfriend in that booth, and not too long after that, you both kissed for the first time in that booth.
The torn seating, the uneven table, it wasnt much but to a young couple it symbolized a growing relationship. You had cried, laughed, had small arguments, ate, flirted, you name it- it was all here, in this seat with him.
Today, though, 5 years later, the coffee and bagel meeting was under different circumstances.
It all started with a "I think we need to talk"
You had never expected to hear what you heard come out of yoongis mouth.
"I hooked up with Jen"
You remained still, slowly putting your coffee down as you looked back, your eyes trying to decipher whether he was joking around or not- but the way his gaze stuck to his lap told you everything you needed to know.
He began to speak again, "Im sorr-"
"when was this?" your voice was calm, and steady
He looked up at you, "last weekend"
You nodded, "so...when you went over to jungkook and tae's apartment?"
He slowly nodded
"you told me you guys had work to do"
"we were- we had been working but then jungkooks girlfriend came over and brought jen because they are friends....we all drank....it was a mess....I was leaving, drunk, and jen was there and it just...happened"
His words were choppy as he anxiously picked at his bagel, a slight panic in his eyes once he gained courage to look up at you
Instead of finding anger, he was met with a neutral expression, as if he hadnt done anything at all. To be honest, this scared him more.
You slowly took a breath. You were expecting this, deep down hoping it would never happen, but the men in your life had a way of proving you wrong and failing you at any chance they got- so were you hurt? a bit, but shocked? fuck no.
You nod, feeling your heart twist in pain as you allowed yourself to think for a moment. You simply look up at him and offer a small smile before grabbing your coat and turning to stand up.
"w-wait!" he stood up as well "where are you going?"
You looked up to him, small smile still evident, "well, yoongi, I dont see why i need to be sitting here. Why drag this out?"
His eyes widened "so-...youre breaking up with me?" he whispers, fearful, as his hand still is holding your arm, knowing if he lets go- you leave.
You shrug, trying your best to keep your emotions in. "what else am i supposed to do?"
He rapidly shook his head "well...yell, scream, say something, say you hate me, anything!"
His voice was panicked
"yoongi..." you softly began, "you brought me out for lunch today....to our spot, to tell me you cheated-"
"it was an accident!"
"that you told me a week after it happened. if you cared I would have been made aware of it right away, or....you know...not have had it happen at all."
He breathes heavily, looking around at the semi empty cafe before eyes turning to you again
"it wasnt anything, it didnt mean anything, baby please-"
"people who love eachother dont hook up with other people, even when they are drunk, yoongi. You are telling me this to clear your guilty conscious, not because you are sorry"
"no baby..please..please no ... no" he tears up and grasps your coat, but you only yank away.
"goodbye yoongi"
"Y/N stop, please"
You look at him for a moment as he tries to collect himself,
"its...its ok...be angry, ill wait for you" he sighs
You shake your head, confused. "yoongi...this isnt about waiting. I am not gonna be cheated on, this hurts me....a lot. And I need to be......away from you."
His heart sunk to his stomach as he watched you turn to leave, regretting not running after you. Was it over just like this?
A small little booth, once filled with a budding romance is now just a signifier of what only crashed and burned...hard.
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cocogrrrl · 9 months
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can you write a fic of kyle taking care of a s/o with a cold. also love your writing so much!
- anon
sick days
when you tell your boyfriend, kyle, to not help your and your flu out, he happily disregards that.
kyle broflovski x gn!reader (references the wingmen, but isnt important overall i was just feeling silly) cws: being sick, being naked in a non sexual context, implied over working and hyper independence i think ?, also i think kyles become ooc at the end :( wc: 1954
an: not my proudest work but i mixed in a bunch of personal experience so it has heart definitely (.❛ ᴗ ❛.)
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You coddled up in your apartment, all weak and sickly. What you thought was just a light sneeze turned about to be so much worse.
It all started about the other day, Sunday night. You found your nose stuffy before you went to bed, but you didn’t much mind it. You were certain that it was just some glitch your body was having and, after some rest, you’d be alright.
How funny of you to think of that—because you didn’t end up feeling better the next day. In fact, you only got worse.
You still went to work despite your condition, for as much as you despised going to work, it still was important to you in spite of everything. I mean, it’s you are the only one who controls the future, and not going to work might mess up the rest of your life. While it is somewhat unrealistic and even negative to think of your work and life that way, it gets the job done.
Unfortunately for you, you only started to get worse that very day. Not only was your nose wholly blocked, but your body felt weaker, and your head hurt like hell.
“YN, are you okay?” Your best friend, Wendy asked.
You two were out on a dinner date. She was a mutual friend of yours and your boyfriend, Kyle. You met her during college, and she accidentally set you two up while on a date with her boyfriend (and Kyle’s best friend), Stan.
She had a very worried look on her face. “You’re all pale and stuff.” 
“I’m fine,” you sighed, words nasal because of your cold.
“Are you sure? I think I have some antihistamines. It’ll help you feel better.” She pouted, rubbing circles into your back. 
“Yeah, don’t sweat it. I’ll be fine. Thanks.”
You prayed to whatever god there was that you’d get better, but it seemed like they had other plans because if they wanted to help you, you definitely wouldn’t be lying in your bed right now—barely able to stand up because of your spinning head.
Now, it was the day after your dinner with Wendy. You were rotting in your bed at 9 AM. There was no way you were going to show up at work at this point, so you called in sick leave.
Despite your state, you luckily were able to reheat some food, so you could eat something, anything, and drink some decongestants and paracetamol to help your nose, head, and sores clear up.
The medicine will kick in later, though. For now, you had to deal with the congested feeling all the way from your chest to your head and the burning pain in your body. You swore the world shook for the time you were sick. You were slumped over your bed, body sore and unable to move more. The worst part about all this is that you couldn’t even sleep through your suffering. 
You sighed, checking your phone to distract yourself for now. Something had caught you off guard, though—a few messages from Kyle. 
boyfie kyle heyy are you okay?? i haven’t heard from you since yesterday
You felt guilty all of a sudden. You hadn’t seen him at all since you last hung out with him at his place last week. You haven’t told him you were sick, and you two planned to go out tomorrow. How could you be so forgetful?
You i could be doing better i’m pretty sure the cold i had the other day just mutated into the flu 😟
boyfie kyle wait i think stan mentioned that wendy told him she was worried about you being sick yesterday oh my god i’m so sorry
You huh why?
boyfie kyle i didn’t know you were sick so i couldn’t come and help you :(
You kylee it’s not your fault :<< i didnt really have the opportunity to tell you both of us were busy the past few days besides, i dont want you coming here to take care of me !! you might get sick as well i don’t want you to get sick and miss out on work :(
boyfie kyle wahhhh thank you lovee but that’s not stopping me 😇
You kyle nO you’re smarter than that >:///
You don’t receive a reply, even minutes after you sent your message. You assumed that he probably went back to paying attention to his work—which is what he should’ve been doing rather than worrying about you. Despite that, you were worried that he’d come later to take care of you.
It’s not like you didn’t want him to come. You really, really did. It’s just that you didn’t want to get him infected or overwhelmed with the task of taking care of you. Sure, you two have been together for some time now, about a little over a year, but you did still feel like you shouldn’t burden as wonderful as him. That would be selfish.
And then eventually, though, to your delight, you dozed off sooner than you thought.
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You ended up waking up to the tune of your door being knocked on. You checked the time. It was around 6 PM. Seemed like you slept the whole day. Not your best, but perhaps needed. Who was it at your door? You didn’t order anything in particular. Perhaps it was just someone who had the wrong address, or maybe your neighbor finally decided to return your mop.
Whoever it was, you put a mask on and shuffled all the way from your room to the door. Lo and behold, it was Kyle. He had a basket containing, what you could only assume, medicine, cooling and heating pads, tissues, and groceries.
You raised a brow at him, shaking your head. As much as you wanted to spend time with Kyle, you really didn’t want to be responsible for giving Kyle the flu and missing out on work.
You let out a huff. “Kyle, I told you to no-”
“I know, I know. You told me not to come, but I can’t just leave you alone.” He sighed, holding out the basket for you. “I’ll be alright, even if I get sick as well—cause then you can take care of me.” He snickered.
You found yourself laughing alongside him, lightly punching him on the arm as you rolled your eyes. “Aren’t you busy with work or something?” You asked, opening the door wider for him to enter.
You definitely tried playing it cool, not seeming desperate for him, but you knew you wanted him. You knew you wanted him right beside you to comfort you and whatnot.
“I mean, I kind of always am, but I’m more than willing to make time for you.” he chuckled. “Now, do you think you can set the table? I’ll cook dinner.” He said, setting down the groceries he brought on the countertop.
“Oh, uh, yeah. Totally.” You smiled, quickly bringing out some utensils and plates and then setting them on your table. “Do you need help with anything else?”
“Go set some background noise, then take a seat. I’ll handle the food.” He hummed.
It seems like he knew you a bit too well. He knew how obsessed you were with being occupied, how you always busied yourself up to make yourself believe you were productive. Even something as menial as setting music has you all happy to be able to do something than lie around. Perhaps it was best you were knocked out the whole day since you definitely would’ve spent the day loathing yourself for missing out on your job had you been awake.
You nodded and grabbed a CD of an album you two loved, slotting it in the player and hitting play. You took a seat by the table after, scrolling through your phone to distract yourself.
“Have you seen a doctor yet?” He asked, heating up a pot you had lying around as he threw in some herbs.
“Not yet. I was asleep from, like, 12 PM until you were knocking at the door.”
“Oh, well, do you want me to bring you tomorrow? I’m pretty sure I can get off work early tomorrow since I don’t have much to do.”
“No, it’s fine. I think I can do it myself.”
“Alright. I’ll visit you again tomorrow. Most likely the same time.”
“Huh, you miss me that much, then?” You teased, raising a brow—though he wouldn’t see it since his back was turned to you as he readied the food.
However, he suddenly turned to face you with a smug grin on his face. “Clearly, you don’t know me; I miss you all the time.”
You felt your heart rise at his comment. You shook it off, continuing the conversation with him. 
You two stirred idle discussion, not pegging many interesting things. Interesting wasn’t important to either of you two, though. You two felt happy and warm that mundane things, like small talk and washing the dishes, could and often did become special moments for you.
Dinner was served, and conversations were made as music played in the back. Other than the freshly cooked soup he gave you, another warm feeling started to boil up inside you.
Gratefulness, it was. You were grateful that Kyle was happy to take care of you. You were grateful because he sacrificed his work and time, a part of himself for you. Although, it’s understandable why you believed you would’ve been perfectly fine being left to your own devices. You were grateful for the fact that he tried at all. Call you the bare minimum, but you were just lucky to have him at all.
Kyle ended up clearing the table and dishes, but he did instruct you to run a bath—he was going to help you wash up. You felt a little guilty that he was doing so much for you, even if he was doing it out of love. You brushed it aside, though. This was something he wanted to do. You’re not responsible for it.
You stripped down naked, hopping into the tub. If you had to be honest, you felt embarrassed being seen like this. It wasn’t the first time he’s seen you without clothes, far from it, but it felt embarrassing for the reason that you were here because you needed help since your body was still very sore.
“I’m not hopping in with you, by the way,” he joked, rolling up his sleeves as he lathered up your shampoo and massaged it into your scalp. 
“Mhmmmm,” you hummed, indulging yourself in the feeling of his hand gently kneading your scalp.
It’s like time stopped for, when a brief moment, your soaped-up self met eyes with Kyle. Eyes lingered on each other, both confessing how deeply enamored they were with each other—showing how desperately they wanted to hold each other that moment.
Kyle leaned in for a split second, wiping off the shampoo on your forehead before planting a kiss on it. You were quick to stop him from going any further, though, moving your body away from him.
“You might get sick!”
“It’s okay if I get sick! Let me kiss youuu.” He whined, voice throaty as he gently pulled you closer by the chin. To which you shifted your body further away from him.
“Tsk, tsk, tsk,” you giggled. “I care if you get sick, so no.”
“YN, at this rate, I probably have the flu in my system already.” He laughed, shaking his head.
“Well, let’s still be safe, okay?” You gave him a smile, grabbing your showerhead to rinse your hair now.
“I guess you’re right.” He rolled his eyes, giggling at you as he helped you wash up.
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jistagrams · 9 months
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hooray
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pairing : bff?haechan & bff?reader
warning:cursing, stripping infront of someone idk she was changing, slight hair pulling, idk what else to put 😭😭
a/n :haechan is a gamer in his free time & they are in college & this was not proofread 😭🙏🙏
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"HAECHAN FUCKING MOVE??"
"WHY ARE U STILL STANDING THERE??? MOOOOOVVVVEEEEEEEE"
"HAE FUCKING CHAN UR GONNA MAKE US LOSE."
all of his friends were screaming at him at once making it very obvious they were upset w him, too bad tho he was busy getting his meal that was left on the porch by the doordasher, "we bout to eattt"haechan says outloud like he's talking to someone knowing very well he's home alone in his apartment, u usually would be over laying on his bed watching tv or on his chair playing the Sims while he ate , But u were at work doing a 9 hour shift slowly waiting for 8pm to come so u can clock out and hang out with ur very loud but funny friend.
As u finally clock out u hear ur phone start to ring.
"hey donghyuck what did u call for"
"jus to see when u will be over"
"bro...i barley just got off??"
"and I wanna watch shameless together!"
"what season"
"the older ones"
"ill be over in 10, make sure u leave enough food for me"
"u got it babe"
u see... he uses babe as a nickname. Some friends use a shortened ver of their friends names but haechan js liked to call u babe , u never understood it or why he likes to call u that but u never rlly cared enough to ask.
"AHHH BABE UR HERE" he screams when he opens the door to see u in ur subway uniform, "HI HYUCCKKKK!!" U squeal seeing ur best friend after the longest hours of ur life. He opens the door wider to let u in, moving to the side as u walk in, u take ur shoes off n start to shuffle into his room, him following quickly behind u , u enter his room where u see the food and the show already set up like he was waiting for u to arrive, "were u waiting or something" "yeah actually I was bored bro" he says as u both flop onto the bed, situating urselfs into a sitting position, he turns the show on as u both start eating.
feeling full and tired after working and eating so much food u both decide to lay down on his bed, snuggling into eachother while watching missing, "omg I told u that he would end up being her dad!" , "HYUCK SHUT UP AND WATCH THE MOVIE" u say while covering his mouth with the hand that was free, other hand busy messing with his hair that u slightly tugged at while yelling at him, he winced in pain even tho it was the slightest pull. (he liked it but he would never admit that to u ofc). "Your moms real name is sarah" the guy on the TV says while u guys are immersed into the movie a lil too much u guys don't realize his roommates coming home and standing in the doorframe watching u guys until renjun and doyoung speak up, "u guys are literally a couple" renjun says first , "no literally look at them all snuggled up to eachother under the blanket watching a movie" doyoung adds to renjuns comment. Haechan let's out a sudden shreik from shock when he sees his roommates home from a guys night out (it was js them 2 and they went to a amusement park 😭😭) "WHY DIDNT U GUYS SAY U WERE COMING HOME?" Haechan says in his high pitched voice, "we literally texted u like 5 times bro, YOU didn't answer" renjun says back pointing at his phone he had in his hand, haechan climbs over ur body to grab the phone that was sitting at his desk charing, opening it to see the 5 msgs from the gc his roommates made.
yeah doyoung won a huge ass teddy bear, looks like u hyuck
hey were gonna be home in like 10
LMFAOOO IT DOES
yeah pls
we're pulling in rn unlock the door for us
"Oh." , "yeah OH." , renjun ignores hyuck and doyoung and starts talking to u, "hey y/n" he says with a smile. "Oh hey renjun!" U say back after looking up from ur phone and sit up on the headboard of haechans bed, speaking of haechan he's currently in the kitchen talking loudly w doyoung doing whatever they are doing, "how have u been, I haven't seen u since the day before yesterday" , "I've been good I've just been working Hella, have to pay for college somehow" , "ha, yeah I get it" , "how about u?how have u been?" , "good, good" ,"aahhh that's nice" , u say back slowly letting go of the convo lightly. "Well ima go to the bathroom n shower, see u around bear kisser" he says waving bye to u while walking out , "bye renjun!" U say waving back....hold on. Bear kisser??
"WHAT THE HELL DO U MEAN BY BEAR KISSER??" U say quite louder than u meant to while jumping up from haechans bed walking into the kitchen to see haechan drinking soda from the bottle and doyoung turning off the air since he swears its "too cold!". "it's so hot doyoung turn that shit back on" haechan says putting the bottle on the counter and walking over to doyoung turning back on the ac, "its cold! If ur sooooo hot get a fan!"he says turning it off and walking away. Knowing not to mess with the ac again hyuck storms away dramatically. His walking becomes more sulky while he walks to u , pulling u into a hug from the back. "just turn ur fan on dong" u say while u scroll on ur phone as he starts to sway u both side to side, u guys may look like a couple but u both really don't care, maybe u guys like looking like a couple, maybe u guys ARE a couple but hiding it, who knows. "but he's always turning it off and I'm over here sweating my ass off in my sleep cos he thinks it's -5 degrees in this house." He whines to u as u guys start to walk back to his room still in the same position, him hugging u from behind. "I know u always look like ur sweating when I sleep over" , "its because i AM" he says back letting go of u to sit in his chair , turning on his pc to get a little gaming in before going to sleep, u decide to get out of ur work clothes and wear some comfy clothes. U grab one of his shirts and shorts , throwing them on the bed and closing his door. U move back to his dresser and start taking off ur shirt standing infront of the beds end. U unclip ur bra and grab his shirt sliding it on, feeling it fit better on u than usual, while ur in shock of his being fit nicely on u haechan is screaming at his friends for not killing the guy that was targeting him and ends up getting shot by him, while arguing with his friends he notices you've been too quiet and decides to turn around in his chair, he turns and sees ur bra and shirt on the floor and u staring at urself in his body mirror on his wall, "what's wrong??" , "this shirt is supposed to be baggy, that's how it's always been" , "maybe u grew into it" , "did u wash it too many times??" , "uh yeah that's what u do when u wear something and dirty it" , "donghyuck...shut up" , "well that shirt fits me fine, it's actually kinda baggy on me maybe ur the problem" , " whatever, can u grab me the lotion I feel ashy" , he turns around to grab the lotion from his desk (don't ask why it's there) and gets up to give it to u, feeling a lil silly he decides to grab ur waist and pull u close into him , giving u his lotion as u set it down and turn around to give him a small kiss on his lips and cheek, "hold on I still have to change my pants" u say as u slip out his grip, "what are u waiting for then" he says with a smirk knowing that ur gonna be changing infront of him. U unbutton ur pants, slipping out of them and grab his shorts u threw on the bed previously, well u tried to grab them before haechan grabs u and throws u on the bed while him ontop. Kissing u passionately, stopping to say , "god i love my girlfriend so much. Especially in my clothes.u look so pretty" u give him a big toothy smile, "what abt sexy" , "oh babe your very sexy, not as sexy as I am tho" he says making u laugh as he starts to mark up ur neck. "gonna treat u so good tonight"
Obviously this is gonna be a long night.
This has been in my drafts for like 2 days now I think, I was waiting to get motivation again to finish the rest of it 😭
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t0ast-ghost · 1 month
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No clever opening for this one.. I feel like an Instagram post that says no caption. Episode 24 (A Taste Of Armageddon):
- Fox, despite being a nasty man, has an amazing face… I’d like to draw it perhaps
- Show ‘subtly’ drops in Scotty saying “Bonny”
- Goofy ass hats on those guards
- this guys number seems off… 500 years, trillions dying each year…
- “There is a certain logic to it.” “I’m glad you approve.” “I do not approve. I understand.”
- they’re gonna disintegrate
- https://youtube.com/shorts/m_nDsMt7njQ?si=Nk_i6qalsXbOuwiA
- McCoy worried about his boyfriends. Scott is not putting up with McCoy’s nonsense
- “for all personal to come ashore for shore leave. They’ve aSHORED me that we will have a wonderful time” no wonder they don’t think this is Kirk he would never
- I think this might be a he first time McCoy and Scott have truly interacted
- The scene switched SO FAST from Scotty and McCoy to Spock and Kirk I almost got whiplash
- wait why is Spock feeling up the door while Kirk watches? Ohhh he’s controlling the guard through the door, yeah makes sense.
- “Thank you, Mr Spock” “My pleasure, Captain”
- Hiding in plain sight works… again
- Spock strolls up so causally- I DIDNT EVEN GET TO THE BEST PART WHAT (20:40) “sir there is a multi legged creature on your shoulder” nerve pinches him on the shoulder IM WHEEZING
- he strolls back so casually as well
- McCoy gets paid to stand by, look pretty, fight with Spock, and raise his eyebrows
- McCoy not necessarily agreeing but still backing Scotty up against Fox
- Kirk got punched like a bitch
- did- did Spock mind control those guards? He can do that?
- “What are you doing, Mr Spock?” “Practicing a peculiar variety of diplomacy, Sir.” Blowing shit up
- Kirk’s hair just a little messed up <333
- “I’m a barbarian, and I intend to prove this to you.” Pop off Kirk? Get it? I guess..
- wow Kirk just really.. wow (threatening to kill an entire fucking planet)
- Uhura’s chair swivel when Scotty said they would destroy multiple cities
- (probably terribly paraphrased) “I thought you’d be in need of a rescue. It seems I was mistaken.” “No, I am in need of your assistance.” Or smt gay like that
- “I’m going to end it for you… One way or another.” Kirk sooo listens to Blondie
- Hiiii
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- Once again Kirk is sitting in his chair surrounded by them all (closest is McCoy and Spock of course) all is right and he didn’t almost just kill trillions of people
- “Captain you almost make me believe in luck.” “Why, Mr. Spock… you almost make me believe in miracles.” WHAT. WHO SAYS THAT. TO ANOTHER. WITHOUT BEING COMPLETELY IN LOVE WITH THEM
On that frankly insane note I must now watch the next… see you then :)
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thrawns-babygirl · 1 year
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Caught (Crosshair x M!Reader)
decided to try and rewrite the last prompt i completed for a male reader. I haven't written male reader insert EVER so let me know if there is anything that can be improved. I will hopefully be writing more M!Reader stuff in the future as being a Crosswhore is an experience that isnt defined by gender and I hope to feed all of my loyal subjects.
Rating: E (18+) Warnings: Mutual masturbation, fleshlights Word Count: 1200+
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didnt tag my usual taglist as im not sure how many of you would be interested in m!reader lmao
The Batch were avoiding you. Not an uncommon occurrence when they returned to Kamino after missions, who wants to get poked and prodded by a Doctor before you even get a chance to relax and unwind a little? But orders are orders and the Kaminoans are relentless when it comes to the health of their prized unit.
Hangar bay? Nope. Mess hall? You can’t hear Wrecker from down the hall so that’s a bust. Armory? Well Tech usually sees to fixing anything himself, but it can’t hurt to look. Failing that you turn to walk towards their barracks. You had told them that you would avoid coming to their barracks as much as you could, being very well aware that it was really they only place they could relax while on Kamino surrounded by regs, bounty hunters and doctors who wanted to run scans and tests on them. You were however on a deadline, and needed to perform their routine medical check before the end of the current rotation.
You don’t even know why they avoid you so vehemently, it must take far more effort on their part to hide from you for hours or rotations at a time instead of just getting it over with. Even Tech, the paragon of logic and reason doesn’t convince the others its better to just get it over with and that genuinely surprises you.
Placing an ear to the cold metal of their barracks door you strain your ears to see if you can hear the sounds of the absent clones behind the door, only to be met with silence. Standing back up straight you ponder your best course of action, if you com them and tell them to come back to the barracks they will know you are here and continue to avoid you, if you wait out in the hallway for them, you run the risk of Hunter sensing you’re here before they return and diverting his brothers further. Why couldn’t they make life easy for you?
You finally decide your best course of action is to let yourself into their barracks and simply wait for them to come to you, they had to sleep eventually, right?
Inputting the medical override code into the door panel, you brace yourself for the ever-present stench that lingers in the Batch’s barracks before closing the door quickly behind you as you take in the sight before you.
Laying on his bunk, head thrown back on his pillow naked as the day he was decanted is Crosshair, thrusting himself up into a clear sleeve that’s wrapped around his cock. There is a thin layer of sweat covering his body, his chest his rising and falling as he releases ragged breaths. You can see the tip of his cock appearing and disappearing as he works himself with the toy, eyes screwed shut totally oblivious to your presence.
You scramble to figure out your best course of action, do you risk leaving and having the door alert him to your presence? Do you finally act on your poorly hidden attraction for the man?
A shuddered groan of your name makes your decision for you. You cross your arms over your chest and clear your throat causing the sniper to jolt upright on his bunk.
“W-what are you doing here?” his eyes are wide, ears tipped pink as his wide eyes lock with yours. He’s desperately scrambling for something to say, to try and get the upper hand but he knows its futile. He knows you’ve seen and heard too much.
“Oh don’t mind me, just enjoying the view” you smirk at him, he still looks like he’s on edge, but he relaxes slightly as he takes in your relaxed stance.
“You could enjoy more than just the view if you want doc” he’s breathless, hand still wrapped around the toy that’s caging his cock, the dark head of his length peeking through the clear silicone that’s choking his shaft.
“Maybe later, I do have a job to do after all and you and your squad are making my life very difficult. So I’ll cut you a deal, you give me more of those pretty sounds you were making, finish yourself off and get your squad here” you walk towards him, moving a chair out from the table in the centre of the room and bringing it over towards his bunk and plopping yourself down “and I’ll let you do whatever you want to me later tonight” he swallows, throat bobbing as his hand slowly resumes its motions over his weeping length.
He closes his eyes, head falling back into his pillows as he slowly picks up the pace. Lewd squelching sounds fill the room as the silicone glides effortlessly over his slicked-up cock. You can see beads of precum forming at the tip before being wiped away with each drag of the toy up and down his shaft.
He hears shuffling coming from the direction of your seated form, prying open his eyes he finds you opening your pants to release your half hard cock, a hand wrapped around the base as you begin to stroke yourself in time with him.
“You said my name” your voice is a sultry whisper, your eyes never leaving his length as you speak, “what were you thinking about?”
“K-kark doc, everything-” another low moan falls from his mouth as his hips begin to rise up off the bed slamming himself into the toy. He’s close, you don’t know how long he’s been going at it but with the way he’s panting you can tell he is at the end of his rope.
“Specifics” you speed up your speed on your own shaft, bringing yourself closer to your own peak as you watch the sniper come undone in front of you.
“Thinking about- Hng- about cumming in that tight ass of yours” he hisses through clenched teeth, his eyes locking with your hard length again, watching your hand stroke up and down as you stand up off the chair and approach his writhing form.
With a ragged moan of your name his cock twitches as he releases ropes of hot cum all over the toy and his abdomen, continuing to run the silicone over his still throbbing length to the point of overstimulation as he watches you move towards him.
“Open” you demand, and he glares at you before reluctantly obliging, opening his mouth and sticking his tongue out. You place the tip of your length on his tongue before spilling into his mouth with a groan of his name, watching as he swallows every last drop.
You put your pants back on, smoothing over your uniform before placing the chair back where it belongs at the table in the centre of the room. Crosshair pulls his now softening cock out of the toy with a slick sound before rising on shaky legs to head to the refresher and clean himself up, glancing at you before wordlessly entering the ‘fresher and locking the door behind him.
Just in time too, when you hear the water start running, the door to the barracks slide open and reveal the rest of your wayward patients. You greet them with a smile as they stand at the doorway, startled to see you sitting in their quarters in wait for them.
“Boys, I’ve been waiting for you” you give them a look that hopefully conveys your irritation.
Crosshair did help you kill time before they got back so maybe you would still reward him later anyway…
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floralhuqzz · 1 year
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𝐀 𝐒𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞 𝐂𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 (fem! reader x Kai Anderson) part 2
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PART 2
WARNINGS: none 
After Kai gave me his phone number i went straight to my house after i finished grocering. I stepped outside my car as i was standing in front of my door. This is when curiosity took over my body, I turned my head around just to see my neighbours house. 
“how I didnt know about him?” i thought to myself. It was a pretty big house, bigger than mine. You must have a lot of money to be able to afford this type of houses. 
I get inside my house just to find my cat Milo sleeping on my bed. I take the grocerie bag to the kitchen and put everything in place. I get back inside my bedroom and i lay myself on my bed taking the paper that Kai gave me earlier from my jeans pocket. I read it again  “see you at my house at 9 today? call me xxx” i got a little excited. I stand up and start to get change to my pijamas, i had plenty of time. I looked out my window to see Kai in his bedroom sitting while he is doing some work on his computer. I completely forgot that my bedroom window was right infront of my neighbours window. Suddenly Kai turns around and his expression changes to a suprised one when he sees me not wearing my shirt. My first reaction was to throw myself to the ground.
“y/n you okey over there?!” i heard Kai screaming through his window
“um- y-yeah! dont worry im ok” i screamed still laying on the ground blushing
“THIS IS SO EMBARRASING” i thought, this could not get any worse 
“you sure?” he asked again
“yeah just give me a second-” i took my pijama shirt from the ground and put it on my almost naked chest. Then i stood up.
“heyyyy..” i was completely embarrased
“hey” he said with a smirk on his face
“sorry you had to... see that” i put my hand on my face
“oh no, i definitely enjoyed the view”  he knew that he had the upper hand here, so he wasn’t even trying to be subtle with his attempts at seduction. He could feel your nervousness. He knew which buttons to push, all right.
I blushed at the comment
“im just messing with you” He smiled at your blush, the arrogant smile of his seeming to widen. He was enjoying this a little too much. He looked like he was playing with you, and he wasn't trying to hide how he felt about it.
“oh ok haha” is he flirting with me??
“see ya at 9 then”  he raised an eyebrow, his mouth turning into a teasing smile that curled at the corners. He didn’t respond, only looked down at you for a moment, a smirk on his lips, his eyes sparkling
“see ya” i waved back still standing in front of my window. After a minute i went to the living room to watch some tv and distract myself when i fell asleep. I woke up around 2 hours later, it was already 7.30 so i had to get ready. I went to shower and finished my makeup. I put on a skirt, a black top a some heels. I wanted to look pretty, especially to make a good impression.
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I go down stairs and texted Kai
Kai
Are you ready? 
You
Hi! im almost ready
Kai 
Ill be waiting for you outside my house, alright?
You
Alright, see ya soon
seen
I took everything i needed, sprayed some perfume on and went outside. Not even 4 seconds and i see Kai standing on his doorway. So i approached him.
“Hi” i said in a shy way
“Hi y/n, come in” he offered me to go inside first, he locked the door and stood right behind me and i feel his breath on my neck
“go on, theres nothing to be afraid of” his voice was playful, like he was teasing me.
i shivered.
The house had a darker touch, in my opinion it suited him a lot. I walked down the hall until I found a big kitchen. Kai entered the kitchen first.
“want a glass of wine?” he asked me raising an eyebrow
“you wanna get me drunk or something?” i joked while looking at him
“now, why would I do that?" He asked, a playful grin on his face as he spoke.
“do you trust me?" he asked, his voice lowering a little.
 "do you think... that I would hurt you? Or am I the kind of man you can trust?"
“i certainly do trust you since i got in your house in the first place” i said chuckling
He turned and poured two glasses of wine for each other He handed one to me and took one for himself, taking a sip from it.
He grinned at that, his dark eyes twinkling. 
“just get a little drunk… just enough to have some fun.” He raised an eyebrow, leaning closer to you and whispering the last couple of words into your ear that it send shivers down your spine.
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banesberry-anomoly · 3 months
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Thinking about Allen. Hes such a guy. A goober if you will. And also a bit of a god complex, but its part of a mask she puts up.
They had a really bad falling out with a group of friends in high school. Knew them for years, and the group was really fuckin close too, which is a shame, because the reason the group crumbled wasnt even Allens fault, but the group blamed them anyways.
CW: Moderate angst, little bit of blood (but no gore beyond that)
Imagine youre out and its 1, 2am maybe. Pitch dark except for the glow of phone flashlights, and for some reason youre in the woods. The group splits up to fuck around and youre left alone. And then theres a scream and you hear a thud because some dumbass decided it would be a smart idea to climb a tree in the dark.
You go to find the idiot that climbed the tree, but theres silence. You can see where they fell, because the dirt is all messed up. And theres blood. But they arent there.
And then you see the jacket, lying there. Dirty and blood stained, with- with a hole through it. And you know this jacket, because its the one you got a matching set of for you and your best friend of the time.
So you start frantically looking around for them, only to realise that the whole forest is completely silent. Which normally would be fine, because you love liminal spaces, but there should be other voices right now. The voices of the people that found your best friend before you could and rushed him to the hospital.
The voices of people that would stare at you as you walked into the hospital lobby because you were worried. The voices of people that would blame you for not being there sooner, because they all thought you two were together. They didnt know. They didnt know that you two had been split up in the forest.
And youre standing there, dumbstruck, still clutching the ruined jacket as they yell.
You cant hear them, not really anyways. Their words kind of just float around you as your staring at the blood that coats your hands. The blood of your best friend. And you think to yourself 'maybe hell believe me, maybe hell tell them that it wasnt my fault.'
So you go home. And you wait, counting the days until you can visit him.
And he was angry at you.
Because for some reason, he thought that you were there, right behind him. You had no one on your side.
So you decided you were better off without them all. That, if they couldnt use some fucking logic, they werent worth it. You knew what actually happened.
You were better than them.
So, you buried the ruined jacket of your former best friend in the back of your closet– because despite it all, you didnt think you could just throw it away– and continued attending the rest of your senior year of high school. And you used that time in between getting classwork done to listen to all the rumors, to all the secrets that they accidentally let slip about themself. And you were close with them before, so you knew quite a lot about them already.
Then you used your grad party speech (because the host of the party wasnt part of that group and still one of your friends) to rip them to shreds. Because you knew all the little things about them that would break them. Because people just dont know how to keep their mouths shut.
You didnt spread highly over personal things, but you did plant the seeds for rumors about them to start that would haunt them for years. You knew how to fabricate stuff that would follow them around, because you wanted to be an author, so youd had a bit of practice. And it worked.
You moved away after that. Cut basically all contact with all except a few people from your hometown.
Because that wasnt the only thing that haunted you. You dont want to think about it right now though.
Youd have plenty of time too once the timeloop gets triggered, though.
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dalgikiss · 1 year
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i am unsure of how to mourn for you // k. akaashi
i’ll be right where you left me, come back soon please?
genre: angst
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a/n: omg guys this is so haha funny bc actually !! i wrote this a rerally long time ago as well and it’s soooo hahaha funny bc this guy i was dating had actually broken up w me and somehow, in a haha funny not really way, the universe had turned my world upside down and i had uttered the same exact words i had written!!!! I didnt even realize it until i read it again recently but lmaoooo... haha funny.......
The waitress greets you, the same soft smile you’ve grown accustomed to seeing on her face stretching her lips. 
“Miss, will you be seated where you always sit?”
You smooth out the white dress on your thighs -it looks really nice on you babe- and nod. “Yes, please”
The waitress hands you a menu as you’re shown to your usual table, the leather bound book laid out in front of you on the table. You think it’s funny they still give you one- you’ve been here so many times, you think you know all the servers working. 
Your fingertips drag along the cover of the menu, tracing along the logo. There’s no reason to open it, you already know what you’ll get. Your answer has never changed from the first time he asked you-
“What are you getting?” Akaashi looked up from the menu, long fingers reaching over the table to rest across your hands. You admired the way his finger fit almost perfectly in between the spaces of your own. 
You grinned, before returning your gaze back to the selection written out on the menu. Akaashi waited patiently, fingers tapping against yours to a rhythm only you could hear. 
“I think I’ll get the-“
“Miss?” 
You blink, startled as the waiter’s face came within view. She smiles, strands of hair falling out of a neat bun. Her black pen stands on the small notepad she’s holding, while you stare up at her, dazed. 
“The usual for you, is that correct?”
You take a sip from your water glass and let the condensation wet the tips of your fingers. 
“Yes, thank you”
x.
The water swirls around in your glass while you gazed at the customers around you. You smile when someone laughs, and twist your lips with distaste when someone leaves a mess on their table for servers to clean up. The waiters dance around each other, giving each other fleeting grins when they can. 
You twirl your fork around the pasta, ignoring the pitying stares the waiters cast at you when they can. You can always tell who the new ones are, how they pause at your table half a second longer than the ones used to your presence. 
From the corner of your eyes, you can see two waiters in the corners converse, already knowing how their conversation is going. 
(Don’t you know? She’s been coming here for almost a year now, every week at the same time
What? Why?
I heard her boyfriend broke up with her here and she can’t get over it
Breakups happen everyday, she doesn’t have to lose it)
I know, you want to yell at them every time they sneak a peek at you, I’m sick of being hung up over him still
x.
Akaashi sighed, but the smile on his face never left even as you pushed your half finished plate of pasta towards him. 
“Sorry,” you said sheepishly, “You think you can finish that for me though babe?”
“And if I say no?” Akaashi asked, voice low despite the rather noisy ambiance but it didn’t matter anyways, you already knew what he was going to say. You rested your cheek on the palm of your hand as he took a bite from your pasta, speaking with his mouth full, “what will you do then?” 
You laughed, stars dancing in your eyes and Akaashi reached over to stroke a finger over the curve of your cheek. “I don’t think I have anything to worry about” 
He twirled another bite of pasta around his fork, bringing it up to his mouth. 
I love you, you want to say but you keep your lips pressed together instead. Akaashi glances up at you and smiles through a mouthful of pasta. You think he already knows what you want to say, but then again, he always does. 
x.
The waiter brings by a chocolate cake, piled high with whipped cream. You stare at her in confusion and she smiles in response. 
“Don’t worry about it,” She answers your unspoken question, setting down a clean fork and taking away your pasta plate that was left unfinished, “It’s on the house tonight”
“Oh,” You pause, staring at the decadent slice. You can almost taste the deep chocolate flavor already. “Thank you,”
The waiter smiles, bright like the moon that hangs in the sky and you wish it didn’t remind you so much of Akaashi. “Do you want this in a to-go box again?”
You pick up the fork and scoop a piece of chocolate into your mouth. The rich flavor coats your tongue, sweet to cushion the fall as you think about how much she reminds you of Akaashi and you miss him, missyoumissyousomuchcomebackplease
“Yes please,” You push another forkful of cake into your mouth and hope she can’t see the way your throat tightens. 
x.
It felt like the entire restaurant was listening in to your conversation that night.
“I um-” you blinked, “what?”
“I said,” Akaashi lowered his gaze, “We need to break up”
The ringing in your ear grew louder, the pounding in your head grew stronger, am i breathing? I don’t feel like I’m breathing
“Oh,” You said breathlessly, wincing at your lack of words. Akaashi kept his face trained on the frozen position of your hands, still held in midair before he dropped the news. 
“It’s just, I thought our spark was dying out” Akaashi fumbled over his words, “I’ve been really busy with the whole editorial job and you’ve been so worked up about your dissertation that I-”
You held up a hand, finally feeling the strain on your muscles from holding them in the air for so long. “Stop, I’ve heard enough”
You placed the napkin back onto the table, slowly standing up. There’s a barrage of words crowding your head, each one less coherent than the last, but you hold your tongue. 
Ihatehimihateyouifuckinghateyou
Don’tbreakupwithmestayhereplease
Iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou
“I’ll return your things when I can. Just leave my stuff outside my door.” You praised yourself for not crying immediately, “Good night and thank you for the meal”
x.
Perhaps it’s rather cruel of the universe to make you remember such a thing in the middle of a public area. 
You sniff miserably, shoving another forkful of cake into your mouth. Seeing another couple at this restaurant shouldn’t turn you into a puddle of tears, and yet here you are- crying over a piece of chocolate cake. 
You suppose it’s better than crying in front of your ex though. You let yourself smile a little in satisfaction to hide the growing ache in your stomach. Like hell were you going to let Akaashi see your tears. 
(Oh, but… the pain’s still here, you know)
(Shut up, you tell your heart, just shut the fuck up)
Someone laughs in the background. You close your eyes and will the tears away so you can enjoy your cake in peace. When you open your eyes again, you freeze. 
“A-akaashi?”
He sits in front of you - i’m actually fucking hallucinating - with the same stupid white shirt that he wore when he broke up with you. 
You gape, mouth open like a fish searching for water. A waiter stops in front of your table to refill your wine glass, body leaning forward and through Akaashi?
Of fucking course. You laugh out loud, ignoring the strange look the waiter gives you. Of course he wasn’t here. On top of being hung up over a breakup, you were hallucinating too. 
Could you just get a fucking-
“Hey,” Akaashi smiles like he never left you and you want to barf. He presses on anyways, voice still the same as you remembered it, “[name]”
You unconsciously hold the stem of the recently filled wine glass, and hate the way your heart still flutters at how his mouth forms the syllables in his mouth. 
“[name]”, Akaashi says your name again but you think you already know what he’s going to say. 
“You have to let me go,” His smile is sorrowful, “it’s time”
You squeeze your eyes shut and duck your head, “I can’t, I can’t, please, I-”
He shakes his head, his lips still sporting the same sorrowful smile. “You have to let me go,”
It’s time
Let me go
“I’m trying!” Your frustration bleeds into your words, “I’m trying so fucking hard but I can’t just- I can’t just forget the way you did! I loved you, I can’t believe that I still fucking love you. I thought we were doing fine” 
Needles crawl up your legs and render them numb, before winding up towards your arms and neck, throat clenching as the words you had put off saying for so long finally see the light. 
Your voice breaks, “I thought we were doing great. I thought we were going to be fine, I don’t know what to think anymore”
“You left me no choice but to stay here, you-” The wine glass you’re desperately holding onto breaks, glittering glass shards cutting into the delicate skin of your fingers. Your vision blurs, black streaks of mascara staining your cheeks as you shakily gasp for air. 
Someone’s shaking your shoulder, ��Miss? Miss!” 
You shudder, staring wide eyed and confused at the waiter who was holding napkins along your wrist, where blood dripped down past your elbow. A red puddle stains the pure white tablecloth, forming a maroon stain. Where the cuts begin or end, you’re not sure but the dull ache is nothing compared to the violent turmoil in your heart. 
“You’re bleeding so much,” The waiter holds your arm tighter, “Are you hurt anywhere else? Please be careful, there’s glass everywhere” True to her word, glass shards are scattered around the table and the floor, winking as the dim light catches onto them. 
You swing your head around, finally taking in the mess around you. “I- I am so sorry,” You stammer, head spinning. Your heart constricts when you realize the chair in front of you was empty, void of Akaashi. “Please, let me pay for everything, are you alright?” 
The waiter smiles, “Don’t worry about me, I’m perfectly fine. You’re still bleeding though, I think you should go to the hospital”
You thank her for the suggestion, standing up carefully as the waiter guides you away from the glass shards sparkling on the ground. Someone else rushes over with a dustpan and a broom, and you’re finally aware of all the eyes on you, some confused, others filled with pity. 
“I should go,” You mumble awkwardly to the waiter who was still holding up the tissues onto your arm, “Please let me pay and help you clean up”
The waiter shakes her head, “You don’t have to. We know you’ve been having a hard time lately, sometimes these things just happen. Please, just go home and get those cuts looked at” You open your mouth to protest but she’s laughing, a sound that seems almost foreign in your ears. “Go, go! We’re alright here, we’re prepared for this. All of us just want you to be happy” 
You’re stunned into silence, looking at the host standing at her podium, but she only smiles and nods her head like the waiter coaxing you out the door. “At least, let me give you this” You fumble with your wallet, bills of all kinds flying out as you dump them into the tip jar, and they all laugh like your mother did when she caught you dancing around the kitchen, too immersed in the song to notice the growing audience. 
Luckily for you, they accept what you have given them and then you’re out the door with the cool night air kissing your burning cheeks and drying the salt from your tears. 
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nervousron · 1 year
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Where do you stand on shipping Michael and Trevor? Pre-prologue did they have an established relationship, an unlabelled "thing," or just ridiculous romantic tension? How about post-canon?
i flip-flop on where I stand a lot. Especially with the pre-game stuff. I don't think it was ever an established relationship, but there are a lot of little comments in the game that make me think they had something going on between them.
(Post Deathwish conversation)
"we're back baby! Mike and Trevor - top of the world."
"T, come on."
"Trevor Philips and Michael... De... *fart sound* together again!"
"Yeah. We're together at this moment, but... ahh... you know it's not..."
"I know, alright? Shit, you're such a downer. I don't even feel drunk anymore."
"Well, you are still drunk. So cheer up."
"Nah, you ruined it."
(Drunk conversation)
(T) Fuck you, actually (M) Dont you wish
(Cutscene in By the Book)
(M) hey, fuck you (T) You know? I'm beginning to think that's exactly what you wanna do (M) Yeah, Jesus. I just said the same fucking thing to my wife
Trevor's attraction towards Michael seems to have been there from the get-go. Lamar jokingly refers to it as "love at first sight" and i dont think he was very far off. When Trevor blew their first robbery together, he was sent to prison for it. By all accounts Michael should've skipped town and continued on his way. But he didnt. He waited for Trevor, a man at this point he hardly knew, and that decision changed Trevor's life irreversibly. I think thats where his infatuation begins.
As for Michael I think the attraction to Trevor comes on slowly. He doesnt realize its happening, and when he does, he makes up excuses for himself so he doesnt have to worry about being a queer. Buddies jerk off together all the time. If your best friend is willing to go a little farther than that and doesn't make it weird in the morning, why not go with it? And if Michael loves him a little, so what? Who doesn't love their best friend. They're Bodhi and Johnny Utah. Butch Cassidy and the Sundance kid. That's all.
I think they had a good thing going for a while, up until Mandy got pregnant. Then they had an on-and-off thing for years that got more and more volatile as their friendship fell apart.( I wrote like 6 paragraphs about that but it was getting really lengthy so that's a post for another day lol.)
Or maybe they just never acted on it and the farthest they got was weird flirting, drunken three-ways with call girls, or jerking off to the same skin-flick. I can see em' all happening and its a horrible back and forth on my end of which makes the most sense canonically.
No matter what I think they had something really deep and guttural together before the Ludendorff heist
As for post-game i have my realistic idea of what would happen, and my idealistic ideas of what would happen.
Realistically:
Trevor is done pining after Michael. He still loves him, that will never change. But he's done with the heartache. They made up, and they'll hang out from time to time, but Trevor is never going to let his heart be broken by Michael again.
Michael is trying with his family. He wants to make his marriage work. He continues to fuck up, probably still sleeps around from time to time, but he's genuinely trying to stay with Amanda. He doesnt think about his past with Trevor very often, because if Trevor doesnt want to bring it up, neither will he.
They have a strained fucked up friendship, but a friendship nonetheless.
Ideally:
Abso-fucking-lutely. They figure it out. They're a goddamn mess together, but they're happy. They fight like they always do, but at the end of the day they're both trying
(im working on a post about my ending C Trikey thoughts that was supposed to be a reply to iagami a while back. i have so many ideas for a post-C ending for them and most of it is just dumb "lol thatd be funny" type stuff, but a lot of it has genuine thought put into it too. This post is already too long lol. thanks for reading through it!)
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bridgyrose · 1 year
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“What if you could shed Ruby Rose like an old coat”
— Do with third quote , what you will
“What if you could shed Ruby Rose like an old coat?"
Those simple words ran through Ruby’s mind as the world around her went dark and her body started to feel like it was falling. Her mind raced as she covered her ears to try to block out the sound and close her eyes as she braced herself to land. “I would never-” 
“Even though you have failed to keep others safe? I thought you wanted to be a hero.” 
Ruby’s eyes started to open as she watched the black void start to show memories of the last three years in front of her. From reading stories with Yang to making her way to Beacon. Her heart skipped a beat as she watched Penny fall apart in front of her and Beacon burn. “That… that wasnt my fault.” 
The voice continued as the scenes changed to Argus and Atlas, grimm overrunning both from the skies. “But it was your fault and you know it. The White Fang attacked Beacon after you continued to get in their way. Argus was attacked due to you and your friends causing a mess with the Atlas military and Atlas fell because you couldnt work with Ironwood. And to make matters worse, you put the ones you love in danger”
Ruby’s heart stopped as she saw Penny as she was struck down by Cinder. Even though she knew what had happened from what Weiss had told her, it was different to see it all happen right in front of her. She looked away as she listened to Penny’s last few pleading words, then watched as the world around her went dark one more time. Her arms shook as she picked herself up off the ground, legs weak as she stumbled. “It… it wasnt my fault…” 
“If not yours, then who’s fault was it?” the voice asked. “Were you not the one who made those decisions?” 
“I was trying to help!” 
“And you weren’t ready.” 
Ruby dropped to her knees as she watched a younger version of herself appear in front of her. Disappointed silver eyes looked back at her as she tried to find the words she wanted to say. Finally, her lips moved as a few words came out. “I… I had to. I didnt have a choice.” 
“You always had a choice,” the younger Ruby said as she walked over to her. “And you chose to be a hero. You chose to be like mom, to be a huntress and to sacrifice yourself to make sure Atlas was safe. But now, look at where you’re at. You’re lost in a world that isnt your own with no way back. Well.. with one way.” 
“What do you mean?” 
“You cant be Ruby and be a hero. So now, you have to choose.” 
Ruby blinked as two coat racks appeared in front of her: one with a white cloak and the other empty. Her eyes moved between the two racks and then back to the younger Ruby. “I… I dont think I follow.” 
The younger Ruby smiled and walked closer to the empty rack. “If you want to go home, you’ll have to choose who you are. You can either choose the empty rack and stay as Ruby Rose, but you’ll have to come to terms that you arent the hero that you want to be. Or, you can choose the white cloak. However, if you do choose that one, you’ll shed the Ruby Rose you are become the hero you want to be. A hero like mom was. Though, no matter what you choose, you and your friends will find yourself at the tree to make your way home.” 
Ruby slowly stood up again, her eyes fixated on the white cloak. It seemed to call out to her with her mother’s voice and her heart ached to pick it up. She could feel her shoulders start to weigh down as her legs struggled to keep her standing, the weight of her actions and the fate of Remnant pushing her down the longer she stood still. “If I cant be a hero as Ruby Rose, then what I will I be?” 
“That remains to be seen.” The younger Ruby started to disappear as her voice trailed off to leave Ruby alone. “You can take as long as you need to decide. The choice is yours after all.” 
“Wait, dont go!” Ruby yelled out as she reached for her younger self, freezing as the girl disappeared. Her arm shook as she was left in the dark on her own, her eyes staying on the white cloak. Her heart felt torn as she mulled over the words she was told, that she could be Ruby or a hero, but she couldnt be both. She watched as images of her friends and family started to appear around her, almost waiting for her to make a choice. Her hands closed around Penny’s as she appeared next to her, her hand shaking as she tried to find the words she had wanted to say. 
Finally, she took a breath and a single step forward as her eyes stayed fixed on the white cloak in front of her.
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luminberry · 2 years
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Prompt- How about a pred that has been holding themselves back from nomming their new prey friend until the urge drives them up the wall and they snap, eating up their prey friend then coming to their senses and apologizing? Turns out the prey friend was wondering why it took so long to get eaten.
stealing @acorncake 's sher1ff bull bc yes.
cause hell ye ive thought long and pondered this one for a while but writing everything building to it takes so long. blame me being a picky fuck for writing plenty to do it right.
but snippets tho...snippets work for shenanigans
He was always a kind and patient sorta man, being a M4g more or less called for it if you didnt want to wind up destroying everything on accident. He had gotten good and holding himself in check in regards to alot of things, it had earned him many friends and the trust of most of the base he found himself calling home now.
Still...being this big came with repercussions, some he had to learn to live with, but thankfully they grew to be manageable.
All but one that unfortunately was causing him trouble for the last week or so.
A new man had turned up at the base, a cowboy much like him surprisingly. Smaller than most by a tiny margin but he held his head high, something that drew the M4g to him both out of curiosity and something else he couldn't quite name just yet.
As it turned out, the man (whos name was Zeke it turned out) was surprisingly easy to get along with once Bull broke the ice. Easy to get along with and even easier still to talk with..Soon both sides found themselves in the others company far more than any other on base.
It was around this time one of the repercussions started to kick in. Bull started to wonder what the smaller man would feel like sliding down his throat, what he might even taste like. It started as idle thoughts and grew to daydreams while the object of said thoughts sat in his hold completely unaware of his want to devour his newfound friend.
Naturally he pushed the urge down, Zeke didn't know about his...strange little habit and he didn't want to scare the man away. He'd resist the damn urge as long as he could stand it.
His will broke about near the end of the week around Sunday evening just before dinner was about to be called. Zeke had gotten accustomed to Bull more or less carrying him around while they talked, it made things easier on both parties considerably.
Bull wasn't quite sure what broke his resolve, the smell coming from the mess hall, how close Zeke was to his mouth at that particular moment but before he could stop himself his hands moved of their own accord.
His stomach growled as he felt the shockingly delicious treat moved from mouth to throat and beyond with so little resistance he wondered why he wasted so much time holding back until now. It wasn't until he felt the little yet familiar weight of prey settling into his stomach that he came to his senses and damn near fell over from the sense of shock and guilt hitting him.
"Oh..oh shit, ah I'm sorry Zeke...I shoulda held back a bit longer...Damnit..I'm real sorry..are ya alright in there?"
"Ah...w-well I'm mostly surprised? I'm fine but..well that was certainly a experience. Alot different than what the others told me it'd be like that's for sure.."
He felt some relief that the smaller man now tucked away wasn't upset or cross with him-wait.
"Hold on..run that by me again? Ya'll knew bout...bout my ah...little bad habit?"
"well yeah? It got mentioned once or twice since I'd be dealin with a few M4gs daily..they gave me a few days of trainin and info for it..But uh..readin bout somethin and havin it happen first hand is a big difference..Ya'll are gonna let me back out right?"
"Of course! Shoot I ain't that kinda fella..just sorry I got weak so close ta dinner..Gimme two minutes and I'll get ya back out so we can still get some proper food okay?"
"Alrighty..Just uh, warn me next time alright big fella?"
"Sounds fair ta me."
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itzynabi · 2 years
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eve’s glassy era was a mess
an: not even gonna lie i almost forgot about this but then i suddenly remembered whilst washing dishes. hope you enjoy!
eve’s masterlist // fanmade videos
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clip one: weekly idol
the chaos started at the beginning of the interview
girly was asked to introduce herself and she okay! with confidence and then…
eve: all in… me? hi, i am eve *confused emoji*
eunhyuk: wait, what happened?
eve: i was waiting for yeji to do the introduction but she wasn't and so i thought that i should do it because whenever yeji isn't with us, i do the introduction, but then i remembered that i'm promoting as a soloist
kwanghee: she's not used to doing solo promotions yet
eve: it feels strange
fast forward to the question answering segment
eve was asked to do the ottoke song and this was her immediately: 😔😐
eve: naega neomu joha ottoke ottoke *screams and covers face* naega neomu ye- i can't do this
the hosts burst out laughing
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clip two: vlive
she was in key's apartment in the living room
she's interacting with midzy's, reading comments, doing poses. yk, the usual
and then out of nowhere
key: how many people are watching your vlive?
eve: ummm, 70 000
key: oh gosh!
you hear lots of movement and then see key appear in frame with a "diary entries" album
key: everyone, you must go buy this album, okay? buy it, listen to it, support eve, okay?
eve was just laughing her ass off as key promoted her album
it was giving this moment
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clip three: glassy 1st win
she wasn't all there this day
lee know announced the winner and turned to give her the trophy
but eve thought he was asking her to hold the trophy for him and so she shook her head with a smile on her face
and he kept trying to give it to her but she wasn't taking it 😭😭
and then jungwoo had had enough
jungwoo: eve, you won
eve: what?! thank you. this is so unexpected omg
eve: …👁👄👁 i don’t know what to say!
she said a speech that she thought of on the spot
and when it came time to sing ‘glassy’, she delivered vocals ofc
but she was also so in shock that she mostly stayed still the entire encore stage and her backup dancers had to interact with her so she wouldn’t just be 🧍
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clip four: mmtg interview
this entire interview was a mess to be honest
like literally, they kept getting side tracked by random things every five seconds and the producer had to constantly keep them on track
funniest moment by far though
eve: i remember on this particular day, pdogg-nim and i were working in the hybe building and then i went to the restroom. you won’t believe who i saw when i came back
jaejae: who was it? 🧐🧐
eve: rm sunbaenim.
jaejae: what?
eve: yes. pdogg-nim was telling him “she worked on this entire part by herself” “she suggested we do this here” stuff like that and i was just standing like “🧍👁👄👁” because i was so starstruck. after a few seconds they noticed me and rm sunbaenim said “hi” and i ran away 😭😭
jaejae: what 😂😂
eve: i was too starstruck!!
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clip five: online fancall
fan: unnie, do you have a boyfriend?
eve: no, i don't
fan: you mustn't get a boyfriend
eve: why not? 🤨 i'll get a boyfriend if i want to
fan: don't get a boyfriend so that i can be your girlfriend
eve: shut up 🤭🤭
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clip six: glassy mv behind
eve: if you guys didn't know, yeji and lia do the backing vocals for 'between us'
lia: she forced us to
yeji: we didnt want to but we didnt have a choice
oohhh she wanted to beat them up so bad
eve: first of all, i gave you a choice 🙄 and second of all, you were very excited to feature
lia: no we werent 🙂
eve: should i pull up the chats 🤨
yeji: goodbye everyone!! 🏃‍♀️💨
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clip seven: fansign
midzy: *gives her a plushie*
eve: 😲
eve: yeji would really like this
midzy: it's for you, noona
eve: but yeji would like this
©️ kim nabi
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