Today in Asr prayer in sujud, I knew I had to talk to Allah swt but I didn't know what to say. I just stayed there, forehead to the ground, thoughts racing and heart so heavy. Then I said, Ya Allah, they are back, the dark thoughts are back, the fear is back, I can feel it creeping back into my heart. Ya Allah, I know it is supposed to be faith > fear but the latter is taking over, please do not let it take over, please strengthen my faith, I need you to tie upon my heart and save me from my own mind, to save me from myself. [..] Relief came before Ishaa. :') He showed me He heard me and showed me He's got me. He showed me that I am never alone by His side. Indeed Allah is the most merciful, the most generous, the kindest 🤍
" يا حي يا قيوم ، برحمتك أستغيث ، أصلح لي شأني كله ، ولا تكلني إلى نفسي طرفة عين "
Doesn't it feel incredibly peaceful after finishing exams, all that stress and tension just vanishes?
In the same way, Duniya is our exam and Jannah is our final relief!
I understand that this world can be challenging at times, but let's not forget that it's a test that we all must go through. Remember that Jannah is the ultimate relief and keep pushing forward with a steadfast heart and a positive mindset.
“Showing birr to them is by obeying whatever they ask of you and tell you to do, as long as it is not something forbidden. Their instructions should be given preference over optional prayers.
Stay away from what they prohibit you. Spend on them. Seek out for the things they like. Serve them excessively. Observe respect and dignity with them. Don’t raise your voice or stare at them. Don’t call them by their names. Walk behind them. Be patient over anything they do that you dislike.”
book: At Their Feet | Piety Towards Parents by Ibn al-Jawzi رحمه الله pg. 37