i love when fics really make Eddie his truly obnoxious self. he’s making weird noises and wild gestures and ranting? perfect. he’s climbing on the table and can’t sit still? good. he tackled dustin out of the way so he could sit next to steve on the couch? great. he jumped on steve’s back as a way of flirting? yes he did. he’s being annoying on purpose? that’s my boy. big ugly laugh? i would die for him. he had a full paragraph cursing fit and stomped his feet? standing ovation.
saying this as a trans man, i feel like at least half of this so called "fear of masculinity" in queer spaces other trans mascs talk about is just them no longer being treated like women
I think there's a heartbreaking beauty in not wanting to forget a certain person. Even if they are no longer with you, you want to carry them with you. You want to engrave every detail of them in your heart. You replay the person's voice in your head until it starts to fade away, and there is nothing you can do about it. It hurts to remember them, but it's worth it
i love finding out what people were afraid of the most as little kids because little kids have such big brains. like some kids are afraid of quicksand or the monster that lives in the car wash or spiders or being sucked into the tv. my brother was afraid of water while i was afraid of being possessed by a demon. but ultimately, we were both afraid of the same thing, weren’t we?
Do you know those couples that are so in love they do super sweet and extravagant things for eachother? Like making a word game for your partner because they love word games, just stuff like that. Lawlight is the opposite.
“I know how much you love that online game so I hacked the servers and shut it down, next time say good night”
does it make sense that i love batman far more as a conceptual thing than i do like actual media??? like absolutely are the bats in the BatCave™️ called the BatBats™️, there for the aesthetic and bruce is terrified of them but robert pattinson can fuck all the way off
sometimes house md feels like an amazing drama with compelling mysteries, hilarious and meaningful quotes and great character dynamics. sometimes house md feels like well these people are definitely fucking after this scene- oh wait no? he just walks away? ohhh OH so now they fuck. wait why did we cut away. it’s a new day. oh yeah no they absolutely fucked between the shots. up to the imagination. smart and nuanced i see
I want tubbo to either be put on the federation’s meds or be the only one on the server NOT on meds, both of which have the ability to turn him absolutely insane but in completely different ways
the middle ground after being a suicidal adolescent is truly fucked up like. okay so I learned that there is love in the world actually and I have grown to appreciate the little moments of beauty in my life and now what. I have to like get a job and feed myself and take my medicine every day and like. function? as an adult? it's like. I care enough about my life now to stop actively harming myself in overt ways but not enough to be responsible or sensible or healthy long term. I'm just exactly depressed enough to be able to find moments of joy, but not enough to believe I deserve them forever, and certainly not enough to be motivated into securing more moments of joy in the future. what the fuck am I supposed to do now.