#Didn't mean to post this

[jasonsthunderthighs]

My twin pointed out that, since I've been smokin a lot more, and they're not anymore (cause it makes ‘em deathly sick), they're gainin the weight they wanted to gain and I'm actually losin weight.

It's not all cause of the weed, I do have an eatin disorder (thanks mum), and will only eat at least once a day or sometimes, I just won't eat all that day, especially when I work a long shift and I'm just too busy to eat or I don't feel hungry even after goin hours of not eatin.

They've also pointed out that you can clearly see how much weight I'm losin over time on my Instagram from ‘20 (before movin with my twin) to this year (a year after I moved with my twin). I honestly think I'm probably around 100 lbs (45.36 kg) now from it all.

Which is pretty damn sad, cause when I was in high school (Thought I was a teenager? Surprise. I'm an adult ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) that doesn't even act like one whatsoever 😅) I weighed 130-135 lbs (58.50 kg) and I'm just not that weight anymore. And it's honestly scary.

I just HATE eatin. I find it the most annoyin thing to do in my life. If I can go on with life without eatin and not be in this state, I'd do it. But Humans sucks ass and it's necessary, so I have to eat to live.

Sorry for all the word salad and bullshit on this post. I've honestly nowhere else to put this on without feelin like complete shit bout writin this.

#I need to shut up #Shut up G #Didn't mean to post this #not yet that is #personal post #personal #not DC #not DC related #mini rant #rant

[hillbillyoracle]

hi! I hope you don’t mind my dropping in to express my opinion on your latest post - as always, you write so well, and your writing engages me to the point where sometimes I’d like to respond. personally, I’m bisexual, but tbh that label is just because in the current culture of sexuality as an identity, I need a label in order to talk about myself (does that make sense?) so coming from my experience, I would ask, do you need to “be” anything? if it’s giving you grief trying to figure out whether you’re aromantic or traumatized or it’s just that you’re autistic or from a low touch culture - must you say you “are” anything? I consider my sexuality to be what I do, not what I am. I have my preferences, things I like and things I don’t, things I’m open to and things I don’t want to do, and I feel that removes a lot of pressure. I’ve often agonized over whether I’m “bi enough” or “gay enough” or “secretly straight” or “just Catholic”….. so removing the pressure to “be” anything has been massively freeing, and it also makes me feel more open to and less stressed by any potential fluidity in the future. that’s just my two cents, and I hope it made sense (ha) and was helpful - if not, thanks for having me in your inbox anyway, and I hope you have a good day!

I really appreciate your thoughts! And thank you for the compliment!

I don't really work with an identitarian model so I'm not really agonizing over this. It's definitely not coming from an "am I enough this” place more of a "would other people understand this if I use this term" place. I probably should have been clearer about that. It's more I'm looking for a good term I can use so other people aren't are taken off guard or disappointed in dating me. Like maybe they'd know what to expect better.

There's also the hope that maybe it would lead me to community where I can begin to develop a different narrative of what relationships and community can look like beyond what's been shown to me.

So those are my main motivations. I think I've been in the "forget this I don't need to label it" camp for years and recently as I tried to dip my toe back into dating again realized oh no this needs a name - for other people's sake at minimum. Fully support being like fuck labels though. If it's not serving a use, why bother?

#fuck #didn't mean to post this #I'll leave it up unless you want me to take it down #venusofsuburbia #cause I'm not sure how to unreply and you still see this

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours? #also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that! #unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

[homoqueerjewhobbit]

Wow, this "gender free" fashion brand sure doesn't have any AMAB models.

#If you can't put someone with a beard in one of your skirts you have failed as a queer brand #My punishment for dkbefafely clicking on an ad #OK I did find exactly one in the infographic about their big and tall coveralls #But they weren't in the actual product listings for the products. #Fashion #Queer fashion #Nonbinary #Women and femmes #Genderqueer #And I do mean AMAB. I didn't see any trans women either #post o' mine

[ambrosiagourmet]

I think one of the biggest tragedies of Laios & Falin and their relationship is how much his actions impact her life. But like. Specifically how much they WOULDN’T impact her life as much if they weren’t both stuck in such a shitty abusive situation.

This part of the Falin-tries-makeup daydream hour comic is what got me thinking about it again because truly it just... it seems like such a like an offhand comment that I'm sure Laios didn't mean to be cruel or anything. That's just like. A little kid not thinking about what they are saying. ESPECIALLY when the kid in question is Laios.

But man they depended on each other SO much as kids. Too much. It really feels like they didn't have any other source of positive reinforcement, or anyone else to share themselves with. So of course an offhand comment like that has a huge impact on Falin.

Or this little bit from one of the flashbacks:

This tears me apart. Do you think it tears him apart to think about? I think it does. I think Laios holds every small failure to care for Falin against himself.

And then there's the Bigger stuff. The way that him coping with his own trauma ended up impacting her.

Like his interest in monsters. Like him going to find a ghost, and accidentally revealing Falin's magic to the whole village in the process.

Like him needing to leave. And leaving her behind.

He shaped her life so much, and he carries so much guilt for it. And again, there should have been other people there to help. The same things that made Laios need to leave home are the things that made his leaving so hard on Falin. She ate alone after that. She shouldn't have had to eat alone just because Laios wasn't there.

She was 9 when he left for school, and he was 11.

Nine. And Laios feels like he failed her because he didn't stand by her through this better. As an eleven year old.

Both of these kids deserved so much better from the world.

#dunmeshi analysis #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #falin touden #laios touden #dungeon meshi spoilers #AND this isn't even getting into her leaving the academy & how much it seems like that was directly tied to how poorly he was doing #there's a comic in the adventurer's bible where marcille is like 'yeah she had a job lined up and everything' #and like. do you think he feels bad for that too #like he wrecked her life by leaving #and wrecked her life by showing up #what do you even do at that point. if you feel like a failed protector when you are away & and a burden when you return #unable to make yourself accept. unable to make yourself resist #Laios strongest moment is when he lets himself accept that. the contradiction of his life & his relationship with Falin #that he has to kill her to save her #as a small note this came out a little more focused on Laios' POV with this stuff but Falin's experience of it is v important to me too #didn't mean to sideline her but her feelings about stuff are more speculative and probably need a post of their own

[thenearsightedmicroraptor]

Seen a lot of posts about people coming into your notifications out of nothing and liking your entire blog, but here's a shoutout to the people who do Not follow you, who appear out of nowhere, reblog One (1) post that you are Not the op of, and then you never see them again. Where did you come from girl.

#EDITED bc I think this one goes on ppls recommended pages now #HEY GUYS the question in this post is rhetorical ! i don't actually care. you can stop telling me honeys its ok #i like the mystery. i don't needta know everything #also when i say shoutout. i mean it. i love you guys i am not annoyed. you're all wonderful. keep doing you. #posts by ME #tumblr #like ... you didn't find the post thru tags because I just reblogged it #i made no addition. how did you find me #be free you majestic creatures I'm glad I got to witness you in passing #how tf tho. #did you look at my blog but only one post made the cut. amazing. i love you.

[egophiliac]

lostinthebookwithstitch.jpg

this is all I can muster right now, too busy having my brain absolutely melted by the September schedule, what is happening

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #lost in the book with stitch #so if i understand this correctly the next episode 7 bit is dropping in like a WEEK?! #and this is just going to be happening during the extra stitch pickup?! #i thought it was weird that they were doing such a long post-event pickup I DIDN'T EXPECT THIS #and they just snuck that little announcement in there before the absolute madness of OH YEAH AND NON-NRC GUYS CAN HAVE CARDS TOO NOW #the POSSIBILITIES this opens up #i did not think i would be so glad not to get a new episode 7 card but i need these keys for my second chance at masquerade malleus #and this is before we even know anything about the new halloween event except for johnny honestman and gidenyan #or the details on the platinum birthday cards #twst please you CAN'T do this to me #by which i mean yes please keep doing this i am loving every second of it

[somegrumpynerd]

Just one more for Sans rest day, @undertalethingems made a great list of drawing ideas and I really loved the one of him and Alphys going to a museum to nerd out so I drew them into my local museum

#UTDR #LetSansRestDay #LetSansRest #Undertale #Sans #Alphys #I've never really drawn onto pictures much but this was fun! #Anyway last post for Sans day I swear #It's like 2am and I didn't mean to get so carried away with this lol #My Art

[originalartblog]

I'm gonna force them to take care of themselves even if I have to resort to weird AU scenarios that have no explanation

(tiny Chuuya is using his own ability: mini-gravity manipulation)

#i'm making nonsense now #tiny skk adventures #bsd #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #bsd fanart #bsd chuuya #bsd nakahara chuuya #bsd dazai #bsd dazai osamu #nawy's comics #i didn't mean to make the post so long but side-by-side the text was too small and on desktop when you clicked the picture it wasn't better #honestly i would do one for every character but 1. too many 2. not fast enough #so blorbos only 😔

[sortanonymous]

#kids online safety bill #kids online safety act #kosa #stop kosa #bad internet bills #censorship #didn't expect to post about this twice but i absolutely need at least someone to see these points #transphobes #edit: well this took off #somehow forgot a big point from my last more grimly jokey post on this #it's clear as day that the companies supporting are all for it to put the 1000th nail in the coffin for everyone's privacy #it's not about saving the children #and of course the senile freaks in congress aren't budging if it means further screwing over vulnerable minorities in and out of america #shameful. absolutely shameful.

[canisalbus]

✦ 2023 summary of art ✦

#CanisAlbus #art #artists on tumblr #own art #own characters #yea you can sort of tell when this train got derailed #there's pre and post Vasco 2023 #the good thing is I've been more productive this year than in past 5+ years combined #haven't had this much fun drawing in ages I hope it shows at least in some way or another #unless something really drastic happens I'll probably continue along this trajectory for a while #I might reach a saturation point eventually but there's no way of knowing when that'll happen #so I'm just going to try to make the most of this intense and self-indulgent oc art period #your feedback and support mean a lot to me I hope this year will be as good as 23 #thank you for bearing with me #the missing month is March I didn't post a single thing in March #cw blood #blood #cw gore #gore #cw head injury #head injury

[rumpled]

#fuck this is heartbreaking #stede made a mistake that he pretty quickly regretted but Ed didn't know that :((( #he just thought he got abandoned after literally abandoning his life for Stede #fuck fuck I am an Edward-post-breakup-madness-excuser #fight me!!! #ofmd #our flag means death #ofmd spoilers #ofmd s2 spoilers #ofmdedit #blackbonnet #gentlebeard #ed x stede #stede bonnet #edward teach #mine #mine:ofmd #https://linktr.ee/renewasacrew <- fandom getting a headstart in our s3 renewal campaign

[ruubesz-draws]

Godzilla will never be sorry for anything

Yes I still ship them and no I will never stop shipping them

Original tweet here

#godzilla #barbie #barbie movie #mothra #mothzilla #godzilla x mothra #redraw #meme redraw #twitter post #mothra would be absolutely horrified and sorry #then there's goji just like watch me destroy everything lol #mothra be like: oh no oh gosh! I didn't mean to!!!;;;; #but goji is just like: haha i'll fking do it again!!! #i love them so much #my fav #do not repost #my art

[lonesomedotmp3]

good luck, babe !

#chappell roan #my edit #ok i didn't mean to post this from my drafts. hi <3

[uncanny-tranny]

I love love love when trans women* give advice to trans men* about """manly""" things and when trans men* return that kindness with advice about """womanly""" things. I love the intracommunity commitment to supporting each other <<3

#trans #transgender #lgbt #lgbtq #ftm #mtf #nonbinary #obviously it's better when that advice and guidance is consentual #if you ever want to give that advice do be sure that that person is even seeking that out #i have made advice posts which i try to state as neutrally as possible to ensure that whomever wants the advice can read it #but by no means are those posts intended to force you to change or to do things outside of what you want y'know? #ANYWAY thank you to trans women for unironically teaching me how to shave when i didn't know how #(i read the book Nevada partway and that was how i started to learn how to shave my face) #(and i've gotten a decent-ish close shave though i do admit i'm not that good at it. i'm kinda lazy actually LOL) #chin stubble is genuinely one of the worst sensory things for me and i'm so grateful that i was taught by trans women about it :)!!! #genuinely me when other trans people: 🥰

[babyblueetbaemonster]

Mer vs Shroom

Never mess with master wizard of house Telvanni and their Mushroom Tower, ever.

fit my friend, @the-sunlit-earth's adorable Breton OC Brenna <3

#tes #skyrim #tel mithryn #talvas fathryon #neloth #brenna #my friend's adorable oc #tes oc #dovahkiin #oc: jokir #ldb #just in the background #tesblr #i draw a meme #THE mushroom post #i mean it's a level 3 meme #you need to know the tumblr post of mushroom. then the atla take of the shroom post. then my skyrim take of the atla take of the shroom pos #when you threaten the mushroom. the mushroom threat back #we discussed about the potential danger of breathing too many tower's spores and how everyone in house telvanni is crazy XD #i only found out years later after treating the word shroom as a cute shorten nickname of mushroom in every telvanni related post #the word shroom is the street names for psychedelic mushroom #i didn't mean to call all telvanni shroom-ple i'm sorry but not that sorry bc it's kinda funny