#Ink 24

[fandom-trash-goblin]

i beg you to love me, say that i'm enough, but you tell me— why are you like this? i think there's something wrong with you.

for @shestrying

thanks to @acelania for finding the unknowns!

in image / desperation sits heavy on my tongue, tumblr user tullipsink / mary oliver, ‘north country’ / virginia woolf, letter to violet dickinson / in image / blythe baird, from if my body could speak / Alice in Bed: A Play' by Susan Sontag (link in comment) / lynee rae perkins, criss cross / elena ferrante, Those Who Leave and Those Who Stay' (trans. Ann Goldstein) / rainer maria rilke, from rilke’s book of hours / in image/ in image

#webweaving #webweave #poetry #aesthetic #quotes #spilled ink #poems and poetry #poems and quotes #writing #poem #spilled poetry #words #spilled thoughts #dark academia #web weaving #*mine: graphics #brought to you by my anxiety running wild and my brain deciding today's a fine; fine day to ponder on the realisation that- #- all i've been doing is failing since a past few months... years #okay tho this one looks sorta ugly #some images blurred some not; unfortunately; i dont have the diligence to correct it as of yet #we'll see #added sources - 27/3/24

[inkskinned]

there's a video on instagram of a man kicking his partner's door in. the top comment is (with over 4 thousand likes): "how about you tell us what you did to make him that angry?"

barring emergency, nobody should be kicking anybody's door in. many of us lived in houses where it was always, somehow, an emergency. there is a strange, almost hysterical calm that comes over you in that moment - everything feels muted, and you almost feel, however incongruently, like you should be laughing. you are living inside of "the emergency." oh my god, you think. i am now a fucking statistic.

there is another comment with 2.8 thousand likes: "if this was a woman doing it to a man, nobody would give a shit."

do people give a shit now, though?

barring emergency, the door should remain standing. the emergency should be panicked, desperate - "i'm coming in there to protect you." many of us know what it feels like when the emergency is instead "i'm coming in there to get you."

1.5k likes: "and yet you post this for notes. glad to see being the victim has become your whole personality."

hysteria is a word connected to womb, from greek. what you're experiencing is so senseless and inhumane that you (a rational creature) try to find any ground within what is irrational and cannot be explained. one of the most frustrating things about staying in bad situations is that we also lie to ourselves. we also ask ourselves - wow. what did i do?

women can be, and often are, also abusers. abuse is not gendered. abuse is not just a "straight person" problem. abuse does not have a face or figure or sexuality. you cannot pick an abuser out of a crowd. an abuser could be actually anybody.

and then so many people rally behind the man kicking the door in. here is something nobody should be doing, right? you want to ask every person that liked that first comment: do you ask this because you side with him? do you ask this because it helps you feel safe from this ever happening?

in some ways, you're weirdly sympathetic to the top comment, because it is the same logic you see frequently. the idea is that the average, normal, sane person doesn't just break down a door. doesn't just shoot up a school. doesn't stalk and kill women. doesn't threaten sexual assault. doesn't run over protesters. doesn't shoot an unarmed black person. doesn't scream at underpaid walmart employees. doesn't just "lose it". something had to have happened, right? because the default (white. straight. cis.) - that is someone who is always, you know. "sane."

(right?)

on a podcast, you hear a sane, normal, rational person. "if you piss me off, i'm going to need to hit something. sorry but i'm not apologizing. that's just who i am that's how it is." his voice almost sounds like he's laughing.

you think of the door, and how you were almost laughing behind it, too. ironically, every real emergency in your life has almost felt peaceful in comparison. fire, car accident, flash flooding - these felt quiet, covenant to you. you'd stood in all of them, feeling them pass over and up to your chin, never actually overwhelming.

but when the door was coming down, you had felt - is there a word for that? there has to be, a word, right.

surely one of us has figured out the word for that, i mean. it's such a large fucking statistic.

#spilled ink #writeblr #warm up #this is so disorganized #i just saw that video and the comments made me want to vomit #it's actually like. in the way it's funny that you got into a car crash and got the flu within the same 24 hours #it's like. #it's funny #because certain people will blame everything on mental illness #even being transgender. #they will not #however #at any point - even vaguely suggest that a man should maybe get therapy. #like. a guy busting down a door isn't a danger-to-himself-and-others #(you just pushed him too far). #but a young adult looking for top surgery should be institutionalized for even wanting to change their body.

[badraygun]

My scanner isn’t that good sorry folks

#my art #fan art #traditional #agent 24 #splatoon #dip pen and ink

[junipers-insects]

Heahahe so silly :3

Ink belongs to: @/ Comyet

Error belongs to: @/ LoverofPiggies

#undertale #sans #undertale au #utau #utmv #sans au #ink!sans #ink sans #error!sans #error sans #my art #idk #17/01/24: this started getting so much attention out of nowhere #so now I'm inclined to point out that Ink's hand is backwards

[nephilimbrute]

critter

#splatoon #maggie (neo3) #agent 8 #captain 3 #agent 24 #yoko splatoon #yoko and the gold bazookas #ink theory #splatbands #OC

[poemsonmars]

breathing has gotten

harder again lately.

i'm not sure if it's the

gaping hole in my chest

where their love used to be,

or the fact that i'm alone again

and the depression has found

its way back into my rib cage.

or maybe it's the smoking.

i hate that i've fallen back into

all of my bad habits so quickly,

but it's the only way

i know how to survive.

i don't know why life insists

on teaching me lessons

but i hope the next one

is learning how to rest.

-mars

#3/5/24 #the ones about heartbreak #the ones about mental health #mars.poetry #my poetry #lgbt poetry #original poetry #sad poetry #poets on tumblr #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #spilled poetry #original poem #button poetry #writeblr #prose poetry #poets corner #poetscommunity

[pigskiin]

samsonbonkahonkers:(((

#venture bros #the venture bros #brock samson #henchman 21 #henchman 24 #draws #digital inking #ink

[inkfizz]

hey hey im not dead :p

sorry for being inactive, was a bit ill recently

nothing cool today, only a bunch of doodles of this scrunkly

#fuck you polar night #i hate being ill and tired 24/7 #batdr #bendy and the dark revival #bendy and the ink machine #batim #bendy the dancing demon #dapper bendy #ink demon #my art

[ask-the-sagents]

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Agents 3,4,5, and 8 are now available for questions!

(Translation for Roxie in the tags 🥺❤️)

#splatoon #splatoon 2 #splatoon 3 #agent 3 #agent 8 #agent 24 #translations are as follows: #“fuck it” #“i really hope this doesn't ruin what we have” #“you are more precious to me than the air i breathe or the sun on my face” #“i just cant imagine my life without you and i-” #yeah so eden can change her ink color again they the power of gay #also ignore the inconsistencies in the art i was too tired to fix them lmfao

[seases]

they certainly are standing next to each other.

#seas draws #i wanted blue agent 3... and i wanted eye-ink color matchy opposites like that one OE art #whole reason im even drawing them again legit #no i will not look up a reference for agent 8's outfit <3 #splatoon #agent 3 #agent 8 #agent 24 #(implied? whatever...) #evilagents

[fandom-trash-goblin]

Let me tell you a story. It goes like this: my father is the worst man alive, and i am his favourite daughter

— on fathers, mirrors, and unwanted inheritances.

twitter user @/yesindeeder // Doomed From The Beginning - written by @/veniennes on tiktok // in image // I Would Leave Me If I Could- Halsey // in image // in image //nimmieamee on ao3 // Ptolemea, Ethel Cain // Benjamin Alire Sáenz - Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe // in image // evansville from tumblr user filmnoirsbian // Snow and Dirty Rain - Richard Siken // Someday I’ll Love Ocean Vuong, Ocean Vuong

#webweaving #webweave #poetry #aesthetic #quotes #spilled ink #poems and poetry #poems and quotes #brought to you by the fact that daddy issues is such a vile sentence. why is it the child on whom the blame is pinned? #to be clear. i love my father. that doesn't mean i can't hate him. #writing #poem #spilled poetry #words #spilled thoughts #dark academia #web weaving #*mine: graphics #added sources: 2/4/24

[inkskinned]

we heard that you were very disappointed in us both as a generation and specifically as a generation of women (emphasis yours), how we had let ourselves go and now we were slutty and ill-tempered and holding onto notions of feminism like "having a savings account" and "equality."

we were very sorry about it, we didn't realize. it is very hard for you, in your life, because your entire definition was centered around the word providing, and that's a really vague and undulating word. it is hard to be a provider. for your purposes, the word provider here can be defined as "having a job", although it sometimes also extends to "doing yard work", "grilling on occasion," and "knowing basic car anatomy."

we had to do some reading but we divided it out. do not worry. high-value women will fill in the rest of the gaps of your life - all those silly feminine things like doing the dishes. we didn't realize we had asked too much when we asked you to pick up after yourself. we did not realize you were rendered small and scared and crying about the possibility of doing the laundry. here is a joke to lighten the sentiment: a man that listens when you talk to him.

we heard about how we had fallen from glory and it sickened us and made us very, very sad. lindsey had to cut all her hair off and tara threw up. we lit one million candles and we are going to have a vigil about it tonight. all of the people in this world that you do not approve of are going to be there and we will all be in mourning colors because we have lost your respect which is of course the only thing that any of us were looking for.

we searched around our bedrooms and our closets and for some of us it took a while but we all found the pricetag that we were originally born with, the one that gave our listing offer, the one that smells like rot and pine needles. we were horrified because many of us had taken deductions and hadn't realized it. i had scraped my knees and decided to be a lesbian so they had to take my voicebox out so i could never call home again. janice had been with too many people overall so we had to put her into the big squisher that will hopefully collapse her walls so that when you're with her, you'll feel so big and powerful. it will be like you're conquering something instead of being close with someone.

we are all going to the funeral of feminism and we will tear at our bodies and fall over ourselves. we will invite you onstage for a live recording of your podcast about the occasional minor inconvenience of self-reflection. you will talk about how we have targeted you and made you feel the sweat slick down your back, and we will teach you basic self-defense out of solidarity.

do not worry, we are seeing to all the outliers. taylor asked to be taken seriously so we have shipped her off to prison. laura asked you to accept her femininity regardless of her presentation. you will be happy to hear all women are now and forever going to have to be small and thin and pretty and white and ablebodied and quiet and unassuming and ladylike, which is different than how society has previously told us to act.

i am going to have to shave off my jawline, which is a little masculine, and they are going to have to reshape my hands, which are very square and thick - all the work i've done with them has made their veins stand out, so we're just going to have to exsanguinate me. i am horrified to have been out in public like this.

we are going to sit around the campfire and we will talk about being weird little girls that made potions in pink teacups. we will talk about the first time we made a difference. we will talk about the private lives of crickets, and then, at the stroke of three in the morning (the witching hour, obviously) - we will all promptly shut up.

and this will be your beautiful world. this silence that spans every corner of every street and every zoom meeting and every alley. i do not think you'll notice at first - it will be the same as every television show and movie and book. we will all just simply sit there in our doll dresses and smile blithely at your advances and none of us will do you the dishonor of answering and none of us will appear to be in distress and none of us will nag you or make a fuss or get hysterical about it. it will just be quiet, and you will say finally, some peace for once! and we will smell of smoke and our teeth will be white and the next day will come.

tonight we are going to bury the last little bits of our humanity. you are not invited. it is going to be ugly.

#spilled ink #warm up #sorry for going missing lol #my week in review: #got in trouble at work #for not being at work during non-working hours #then crashed my car within 2 hours of this #and then less than 24 hours after that #in the hospital with the flu #im okay now but ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm #who put a fuckken curse on me #btw this rant is trans inclusive love u

[keuwibloom]

Inktobertale 2023 day 26: Fireworks

#inktobertale #inktobertale2023 #utmv #ink sans #ink!sans #ink sans fanart #undertale #undertale multiverse #utmv fanart #fanart #myart #i made it past my old record of 24/31 days done for a month challenge!! #the longest one was huevember 2019! #excuse my rambling im just really proud of myself for that akdjsks #thank u ink and utmv fandom <3

[inkysquelched]

Been wanting to draw her for literal years, I hope I did her justice. 🥺

Meanwhile Eight:

#digital art #splatoon #agent 3 #dj sango #i really wanted to draw her in her dj sango fit #or at least #what i think it would look like when shes older #i tried a new rendering style #hmu if you want the tutorial i followed #i didnt follow it 100% but i still like how it came out :) #agent 24 #agent 8 #as she tries her best to pretend she doesn’t know #it uh #really isn’t hard to figure out 🤭 #but shhhhhhh #let her have this #honestly #i need more 8 gay panicking content #theres not enough 😤 #agent shenanigans #also three having the sanitized ink streaks is the best decision i’ve made in a while #also i was listening to pink venom by blackpink for this drawing #seriously #go listen to it #but the way i feel 3s music style would be very similar to them lol

[oliviawhen]

First hourlies in who knows how long. 

#hourlies #24 hour comic #minus 12 hours #comic #brioche #cat #dog #alt goldgrun ink #art

[poemsonmars]

i have spent years

trying to string together

the prettiest words

for the people that i love,

but i have never had anyone

that will write me poetry

in return until you.

you say i'm rubbing off on you

and i smile and say that

it is a mutual happening,

but i'm not sure if i'm

becoming more like you

or if i'm just realizing

how much of you has

always been in me.

i think i have known you forever.

i think i have loved you even longer.

-mars

#1/28/24 #the ones about love #mars.poetry #my poetry #lgbt poetry #original poetry #poets on tumblr #spilled ink #spilled words #spilled poetry #sapphic poetry #writeblr #prose poetry #button poetry #poets corner