#Weird gender envy shit

[escapismfandom]

Just had the realization I’m closer to 20 than I am to 15, then had a panic attack. Now I’m watching Supernatural and eating Girl Scout cookies like that didn’t just happen. What a lavish life I lead amirite.

#anyone else get weird entity gender envy from castiel #Dean Winchester is such a babe #supernatural #coping with humor #anxitey #shitpost #funny stuff #funny shit #dean winchester #castiel #spn

[craycraybluejay]

I really really want to be a cis guy in an action comic who gets to beat up bullies in HS or go on a revenge quest or try to become the best fighter or something T.T

#action comics #action genre #gender envy of this random korean dude kicking mega amounts of ass all over #i dont even need to be a protagonist i just want to be a character that fights T.T #broke: trans person who gets gender envy for cute characters/magical characters #woke: trans person who gets gender envy of just regular real people #bespoke: trans person who gets gender envy from action and horror/thriller characters #(this is a joke all gender envy is valid and i hope you all can reach your goals in gender presentation :3) #yk what would be kind of sick #me an action gender envy trans man meeting a horror gender envy trans woman and we become besties and rant at each other #about the latest horror/thriller and action comics and shows and books and movies #and i try (and fail) to help her do some freaky makeup and she tries (and fails) to help me with arm wraps for boxing practice #i just want trans friends with cool hobbies and gender vibes similar to mine DX #and i rly rly want to get into martial arts again-- hoping when i get a good stable job i can take a class #there is nothing in the world quite as simple and fun as 2 people beating the shit out of each other and then patting each other on the back #for a job well done #honestly sporty guys in general are also just hella chill to be around and at least where i am wont be a dick especially if ur new #and im cis passing i think but even when i wasnt not a single guy out of the group singled me out or was weird to me #i just got to play with the group that had a small height advantage bc i was younger and therefore shorter than most of them #idk broh im not very athletic but sports are kind of the shit

[miraculouslumination]

"I am not for mspec lesbians/mspec gays"

Homie those are real actual people you're talking about.

#Jean rambles #Exclusionist bullshit aside #Statements like this is why I am always kind of...bugged about terms like ''pro-x identity'' and ''anti-x identity'' #Because...you are literally talking about people #Identities like this do not exist separate from people #Identities like this exist because of people #So to say whether you are pro/anti whatever is to give your opinion on a PERSON #On a group of PEOPLE #Mspec lesbians exist because there are people out there that wanted this label and made it #Obviously there is more nuance but #I don't know - it just always feels a little....weird #Because whether you are pro or anti whatever - those people will still exist #Somewhere out there in the vast world #Just like the rest of us #Stop trying to act like the judge jury and executioner on real actual people my worm #And this only goes for gender and queer sexuality/romo related stuff - none of that other Shit #If you know - you know #If you don't - I envy you

[yourfavehasjoinedweezer]

Larry Johnson has joined Weezer!

#weezer #your fave has joined weezer #requested #sally face #larry johnson #i'm so sorry this looks like shit i was fighting for my life trying to crop him #picsart is great #literally everytime i erased or restored a part of him #he'd get a weird outline on the right side which i had to erase everytime i made any edits #i spent a good 10 minutes erasing and restoring that before i gave up #angry larry johnson #larry gives me really bad gender envy #oops just gave away my biggest secret #yes i use picsart

[malewifehenrycooldown]

roh cm punk and current present day cm punk have two VERY different vibes that it’s honestly hard to believe they are the same person.

#one is a bastard gremlin and the other is quite literally old man logan DSHhffshfhsd #shallow rambles #Shallow Dives into the Weird World of Wrestling #blonde haired cm punk is... certainly a look. #like. part gender envy. part crush. idk man maybe its that yearning to want to do something cool in my twenties idk. #like literally you have people like dante martin and julia hart who are BARELY 20 doing some COOL SHIT and its like. #what am i doing with my life. #no i won't shut up about wrestling and men who are twice my age #correction: said men who are twice my age are breaking their bodies for the sake of entertainment. and art. #inform to tag

[cistematicchaos]

He/him witches give me gender envy. 

#chaotic shit #it's true! #like #have u ever seen one? #read about one #boy witches too #like damn #wow #trans shit #gender envy #so fucking coollll #witchblr #is that what you guys call it? #sounds weird but to each their own ig #he/him witches are hot too! #i cannot explain it #but it's true

[sillylittle-man]

My gender is destiel and spiderpool combined

#Spiderpool #destiel #deancas #gender stuff #gender envy #dumb shit #shit post #weird shit #queer stuff #gender hoard

[notascreepyasyouthink]

hmm. perhaps i am not exclusively a man

#idk dude having a weird crisis rn #natasha lyonne and stevie nicks are giving me so much gender envy and idk man maybe i am a pretty girl sometimes #i am definitely masc leaning at least but. not sure about to what extent #eh who gives a shit

[chaoticgremlinbrainspace]

love getting gender envy for the emo lego monkey from lego monkey kid/lighthearted/sarcasm/help he is so gender for some reason?????

#help girl #gender envy for weird shit again bestie #do not judge me im sensitive guys #lego monkie kid

[alllgator-blood]

ohhhhg ky god i LOVE how u write shamura's non-binaryness ,,,, sorry if that sounds weird but it's EXACTLY what i think abt my own identity too. i am not a boy or a girl i am just tha darkness between stars and the last beats of a dying heart

(i also love kallamar having 'too much gender' bc ,,, same also KEBEKRYDJSYEJ)

I finished this yesterday but Home Stuff was happening and I couldn't post it, ANYWAY- WOW THE WHOLE TRANSGENDER GANG HAS ARRIVED! And...specifically the pre-injury versions because I just am tired of drawing bandages! I'm actually really happy you liked how I wrote shamura's gender explanation thing because like...I've always gotten euphoria from things that aren't other people, but felt like it was a weird thing to do? I made a joke comic about it forever ago where my gender envy was stuff like john carpenter's the thing, the collector from darkest dungeon, and the mystery flesh pit monster. So having a freaky eldritch spider cult leader be canonically nonbinary and having their gender be respected by the other characters was like a dream come true for me, ESPECIALLy since there's enough wiggle room to make my own interpretation of what they are. If anyone can see themself in the way I write these guys then tbh that's all I could ever hope for, so I'm really grateful you let me know your thoughts!!

My hc's for the family is definitely shamura being voidpunk, kallamar being genderfluid, and leshy is just a Dude. A Funny Little Guy. Idek why I strongly feel like he's transmasc but it's probably the fact I grew up with a transmasc younger brother who's also a little shit lmao--

#cotl #cult of the lamb #shamura #leshy #kallamar

[beanghostprincess]

Sanji transitions to a woman living her best life with her crew. The vinsmokes find out the typical reactions indifference (They're kind of like kaido. Yeah, they're terrible, abusive, neglectful but they're not transphobic Jud is but the siblings are not).

Her sister is upset that she never got to spend time with sanji as sister.

Ichiji doesn't like that she looks so much like their mother it makes his feel something he doesn't know what it is happiness sadness maybe both but not enough to truly care about his sister.

yonji feelings are complicated. He's really angry, really angry. Looking at her bounty just makes him scowl she looks so nice and pretty. She also looks so happy and free not worried about judgment or slander from family and peers he hates it. He hates this weird feeling and he hates sanji. She's happy and living her life with her loving and accepting crew and he's stuck at home unable to open up about anything without backlash

( the weird feeling is envy specifically gender envy. Trans girl yonji she would be the most cold hearted girl on the planet but she'd be so pretty)

Niiji stopped caring about Sanji when she left the second time. Her being a girl now doesn't change anything and besides you could see the signs from mars of course she's a girl. He used to watch her play with her sisters doll all the time before throwing them in the moat

Jud nobody cares about his opinion

Transfem Sanji my beloved yayyyyy I love these asks!!!!!!

Reiju would be extremely happy for Sanji, of course, but a bit sad she couldn't be able to help her sooner. Because maybe- And this is unfair but- If maybe Sanji had been born a girl, perhaps Judge would've let some of the stuff she did slide the way she let Reiju be a little bit more emotional. Everything would've ended up the same, yes, but Reiju can't help but wonder. And also, she's dying to see her and her crew again to finally spend time with her sister. She isn't sure if she'll ever be able to do it, but Sanji's wanted poster kind of keeps her hopes up.

Ichiji is conflicted. Because he shouldn't care about Sanji at all. He doesn't care. Is she a girl now? Good for her. Whatever. She can do whatever the fuck she wants with her life. And yet he keeps finding himself staring at her wanted poster rather often, and seeing her mom in her. And he- He didn't care about his mom either. She's dead. It doesn't matter. But there's just something about Sanji now that makes him feel... Warm and melancholic and he hates it. He tries to avoid the subject completely.

Ohmygod- I love the idea of trans girl Yonji being jealous of Sanji's life and having gender envy. That's- That's so good. She shouldn't be able to feel like this and she should not want these things like her sister but she wants to be like that. Be free like that. And that makes her so, so angry and violent and she's constantly talking shit about Sanji only to feel better but it only makes her feel worse.

Niji is... Complicated. Because he doesn't care. But I think he'd also be jealous of her. Like- Jealous of her being happy and free. But he accepts it better than Yonji because Yonji goes all sentimental and violent and visibly jealous about it while Niji tries to be more like "Huh? I don't give a fuck about her. Why should I? Why do we even keep mentioning her? And besides, you didn't know she was a girl? It was obvious from a mile away. Not that I care. Because I don't care. She rejected our pretty kind invitation to the family again because she's an ungrateful bitch, anyway" but he actually does care and it frustrates him but, anyway, it's not like she's here anymore so he doesn't think about her. I also think he'd be annoyed about her looking like their mom btw he says she doesn't deserve it since it was her fault she died (and then he realizes what he said and he shouldn't have said it because in theory, he doesn't care about their mom dying).

And you're right, nobody cares about Judge. But I think it'd be funny if he complained about Sanji and misgendered her all the time while the siblings keep getting the pronouns right and they kind of... Defend her? To some extent? They start to develop stronger feelings as time passes by and I just think it'd be great for them to finally lose it with their dad because "at least she managed to find herself, we don't even know who we're supposed to be" and it doesn't matter which one of them says it, because it affects all of them equally and they have the biggest identity crisis ever only because their sister finally is happy and they want to be like that too.

#vinsmoke siblings my beloveds i love them they're so complex i am going to put them in the microwave and watch them spin #one piece #black leg sanji #transfem sanji #vinsmoke ichiji #vinsmoke reiju #vinsmoke niji #vinsmoke yonji #vinsmoke judge #vinsmoke siblings

[redditreceipts]

Thank you for collecting examples and receipts. It's shit work, but im glad someone is doing something in the face of all this madness.

thank you! 💕

but actually it's not really any work. people think that I scroll for hours through reddit until I find something to be mad about, but that's really not the case. I have one reddit account where I am subscribed to all of the major trans subreddits, and let's look how long it takes to find some weird-ass behaviour.

So I looked through r/egg_irl for 13:34 minutes and this is what I found:

a person who makes this super sexualised "gender euphoria" avatar of themselvses, once again proving that they are a man

"uwu if I am not my super hot gay male fantasy femboy twink that I masturbate to daily, I won't transition at all"

"transfem's" imagination of what a girls sleepover looks like:

"heyyy :3 I was actually an incel before I transitioned, but now I recognise that my vile misogyny and hatred for women was actually ✨gender envy✨ and totally fine! UwU"

"I wanted to wear a skirt when I was little, must mean that I am actually a girl because girl = skirts and boy = pants"

here we have the "femboy twink" again, also this guy looks like he is about 16 years old (yeah fetishisation of gay men let's go)

"hey I feel bad about not having gender dypshoria" (for some reason, as if gender dysphoria is not one of the most soul-crushing feelings to exist)

"ehm not having dysphoria is also a form of dysphoria so you're fine actually"

so yeah, that's just what I found in 13 minutes and 34 seconds. it's more tedious to screenshot that shit than to find it. it's literally so easy.

#radblr #radical feminism #radical feminists do interact #radical feminists please touch #gender critical #feminism #terfblr #gc feminism #gc feminist #gender abolition #radfems please touch #radfems please interact #radfem safe #transbian #listen to trans women #misogynist #reddit #transgender #male to female #trans

[well-liked-but-ineffectual]

I was bored, so here are some NPMD headcanons

Steph -AFAB, she/they -biromantic, bisexual, and polyamorous -She can pull anyone and everyone -she dyes her hair a lot -They do really good makeup and put makeup on the rest of the nerdy prudes -She kinda smells like nutmeg? -She plays a lot of video games -Lowkey a twitter comedian -Allergic to cats and pollen -Likes sweet foods more than salty -Their favourite movie is Scott Pilgrim vs. the World

Pete -AMAB, he/they + neos -biromantic and bisexual -the most responsible out of the group -not when it comes to Steph though, he would do anything for her -he would jump off a bridge if they did -Steph sometimes puts makeup on them and no one wants to admit it but they would make a really pretty girl -He reads a lot of classic novels and writes like dissertations on that shit for fun -most likely out of the nerdy prudes to join the smoke club -Spends like 75% of his time day dreaming but also somehow takes impeccable notes in school -They like the spring but get major allergies -falls in love super easily -enjoys gardening -Left handed and has pretty handwriting -favourite colour is green

Ruth -she/they/he + neos -She could be trans or cis i honestly don't know -biromantic and bisexual they will take anyone who will have them -Charlotte’s younger half-sister -Theatre kid till the day she dies (literally) -Knows a lot about mushrooms -can read tarot cards -Listens to old weird music like Kate Bush, showtunes, or like......fucking Hazbin Hotel music -Bo Burnham liker -Changes her name a lot but never sticks with it -Knows a lot of obscure plays -also falls in love super easily

Richie -AFAB he/him -bisexual and demibiromantic -He’s really not all that concerned with romance -He kind of has a thing for Steph though (everyone does) -tries to get his friends into anime but none of them really understand it -he’s an anime guy, ruth's a theatre guy. they may be besties but they just don't quite understand each other -Reada a ton of comic books -plays Pokémon -beats everyone at Super Smash Bros and Mario Kart EXCEPT Steph -one time he beat Paul (his uncle) at Mario Kart and Paul had a midlife crisis -he makes kandi and gives them to all his friends -Gets gender envy from anime characters

Grace -AFAB, she/her -lesbian -Okay she's the other most likely nerdy prude to join the smoke club -i have this idea in my head of her and Pete becoming stoners together -her and Pete are besties kind of -Really just a bundle of anxiety -knows a lot about botany -has like six versions of the same exact outfit -rides her bike everywhere -Has the shakiest hands of all time -Gets really nervous around Steph -stress baker

Max -AMAB, he/him -biromantic and bisexual because I said so. bi rights. -Unironically down kind of bad for Grace. She sort of hates him and is sort of just scared of him -possibly the worst cook known to man -okay so in my head he tries to impress Grace all the time but it never works -also has a lowkey massive crush on Kyle.....why else would he be so adamant that he can't date Brenda -Chronically offline. He won't STOP touching grass. He doesn't own a phone -has no concept of personal boundaries -Kind of a theatre kid. Secretly.

#jay's soliloquies #npmd #nerdy prudes must die #hatchetfield #grace chasity #steph lauter #richie lipschitz #ruth fleming #peter spankoffski #max jagerman

[laufire]

tell me more about the Bruce Wayne womb envy theory

LOL. alright then.

tbh this was mostly a joke, born from this post (+ probably influenced by the way one of my mutuals talks about david 8 in the alien prequels but that's neither here nor there xDD)

(david 8 character of all time though. I have mixed opinions on both of those films but he as the common thread uniting them is *chef's kiss*)

(also I don't really believe these men / "men" in david's case want to be pregnant but that's because I can't conceive of anyone wanting to be pregant if nature has spared them the ability to become so whether they choose to or not, but I acknowledge those are MY gender issues. bruce can have others if he wants xD)

but if I was to take it seriously and run with it, I'd relate it to how I can see bruce... wanting to have had his kids earlier in life. seeing them grow, getting to enjoy them in those early stages when they're cute and fully depend on you and don't argue back, etc. that desire would be tinted with guilt in dick's case and to a lesser extent tim's, I suppose. I've always seen dick's parents and the environment in the circus presented as a positive one for dick (I have yet to read any of that court of owls shit lol), but I do think the drake's were neglectful/emotionally distant/not people tim could rely on, just not in the way or to the extent fanon presents. otoh... well, there's an argument to be made that maybe the waynes and the drakes weren't so different, or were around the same place in the spectrum of parenting in terms of good versus bad (source: thomas backhanding bruce in batman #430), and that bruce might've had blind spots with them as a result. I have yet to read any comic where bruce judges the drakes parenting though I wouldn't be surprised if they did exist, cause he's hypocritical like that. either way, I think tim's not in the same place as dick in this scale of guilt vs. saviour complex lol.

meanwhile in jason's, cass's, and damian's cases, that wouldn't be an issue because he'd seen it as sparing them pain / saving them. which wouldn't be innacurate, although there's an argument about whether being raised by bruce would've fucked them up in other ways lol.

and ironically, I think bruce would feel this saviour complex the most with jason, despite his situation with the todds (no matter whether you believe they were shitty parents or just fellow victims of circumstance or something in between) being objectively not as much of a shitshow as being raised the way cain raised cass OR being raised within a cult with the expectation of eventually leading it, like damian.

I attribute this to how bruce's classism always made him perceive taking jason in and adopting as the act of saving jason, both from his situation and from jason's "fate" of becoming a violent criminal himself, while cass and damian came to be in bruce's care under different circumstances. and second, to how bruce perceives jason's abilities vis a vis cass's or damian's. cass and damian were trained, obviously weren't born knowing, but they are "prodigies", if only because of how young they started. bruce doesn't even seem to contemplate the possibility of them distancing themselves from the fight. moreover, jason was trained later and by him, specifically because bruce felt lonely, all of which would add a feeling of responsibility for jason's end. but most of all, due to his death (+ might makes right + just world fallacy + other such fun things), jason's abilities are perceived by bruce as lesser, and as less of an ~inherent part of him.

so, yeah, jason will always trigger his saviour complex in an extra fun way xDD

all of this to conclude that now I have this vision of bruce having a weird dream soon after jason's death where things are happy at home (his parents are alive in the dream, because that's a prerequisite for a happy one), and dick is a much younger kid than he was when they first met (it's sort of implied dick is also biologically his but not outright stated), and he's pregnant, and he knows it's with jason, who's safe and sound encased in bruce's body, where nothing can reach him.

(I wrote a bruce + grief fic very recently already but this idea is also tempting me now ñalsdjfasf)

#talking to the void #replies #kittykatninja321 #can't believe I typed all that. oh well xD #my thoughts #dc thoughts #dc #dc comics #i need to sort out my tags. i always say that but i really need to lmao #continuities and volumes and shit #bruce wayne #bat clan #favourites: you raise sons #favourites: fucked up families #jason todd

[bethhiraeth]

Stranger Things things we (pretty much) universally agree on:

Byler should be endgame

El deserves to be happy as well

Jopper is endgame

Steve and Nance are great as friends, but not suited to each other romantically and goes against their story arcs

The fruity four had way to much chemistry not to have at least have one couple

Mike, Nancy, El, Max, Steve, Argyle, Eddie and Jonathan are queer

Eddies death was stupid and pointless in how it happened

Mike’s monologue to El sucked and she deserves better than someone who bases her whole person around her powers

Mike and Max are besties who pretend to hate each other

We need Robin bring a queer mentor to Mike and/or Will

Will has powers

Will deserves a gun again next season

Nancy is badass

Eddie and Steve were Dustin’s dads and Nance and Robin were Max’s mum’s

Steve is also mother to the whole party

Robin is autistic

Steve has brain/hearing damage from his concussions

His parents are abusive

Mike is a dumbass loser (affectionate) but no one understands him like we do

Henry/Vecna/One was gay

That girl that tried to play footsie with Will was the prettiest possible girl they could have picked

Max’s death was heartbreaking

David Bowie Heroes and Smalltown Boy NEED to play in s5

Steve listens to ABBA

Either Mike or Will (or both) are going to get Vecna’d

Steve and Robin and platonic soulmates

The ga just does not understand anything and should not be allowed to speak on anything related to ST

Both Elmax and Lumax are adorable so the obvious solution is ELUMAX

or el is aro/ace

Angela deserved that roller skate

Will and El are wondertwins

Argyle is awesome

We better get to see Will and Mike have it out about the painting

Mike needs to cry. Like sobbing cry

Will deserves a hug

Barb was a lesbian and in love with Nance

Lonnie needs to die

It was so healing to watch El NOT forgive Brenner

There is weird shit going on with time

Everyone has a thing for Finn Wolfhard and/or gender envy

#feel free to add on #Not definitive but these are the points I have seen 99% of st fans on here agree on #byler #stranger things #will byers #mike wheeler #Ronance #steddie #fruity four #platonic stobin #stobin #jancy #lumax #elmax #elumax #el hopper #mike wheeler i know what you are

[huecycles]

oh hey :) thanks for the kind comments and tags left under the last post!

it's so wild how body hair in art & media in general is seen as something "disgusting" or "weird", at first i thought that maybe the way i drew it made it look confusing but no way in hell you couldn't zoom in or just... think logically to know that is natural hair? some people are hairy like that! the way i draw it is more fluffy yes because i love floof and i dont give a shit tbh lol

i knew about the "issue" of jevil being fat so the body hair one threw me for a loop like wow. idk why jevil specifically gets this type of treatment, maybe other fat characters in utdr do too but i always see toriel, asgore, alphys, lancer, king, catti, sans who is a skeleton (and i really can't see him any other way, the fandom is doing a great job in keeping him chubby-like i love that) drawn with mostly correct proportions to in game/official art, yet jevil seems to get this mixed reaction. idk why i still see skinny jevil, or why some people insist his clown clothes are just "baggy". the jester is circular, look at his torso please for the love of god. sorry but i just want more fat rep as a fat person myself. i want jevil to remain short (his sprite is shorter than kris and slightly taller than spamton) and fat like he is in game!

drawing him helped me understand a lot about plus size anatomy, and honestly i couldn't be more happy about that because i'm also dealing a lot better with my body image issues and finally bringing more diversity to my art. him being hairy too is yet another thing that makes me happy as someone with pcos, and portraying him as a fat, hairy trans man as someone who is nonbinary and for months has been wanting to experiment with different pronouns/wondering how it would be like to transition is something really special. it's messy and silly but spamton and jevil are the ultimate comfort characters/ship to me, their stories and how they were written speak volumes and resonate with me a lot + headcanoning them as t4t has been beyond freeing and making me get a lot of gender euphoria/dysphoria/envy all at the same time lmfao what the fuck.

i'm honestly glad for these characters because they're what helped me articulate my recent feelings about my gender to my mother, who has grown a lot and is making an effort to understand all of this. the reaction i sometimes get from people who talk to me, come into my inbox or just pour their feelings out in the tags about how they love my portrayal of spamton and jevil's gender identity + their relationship and how important it is to them is so so cool. yeah :)

speaking of chest hair, here's how spamton looks without the shirt. the left side of his chest has a panel for his heart (a smaller version of neo's) and of course top surgery scars, a different type. he's also hairy! not that much since he's a puppet but he still has the addison floof, it's cute

#didnt mean to ramble lmao #i guess that makes up for that one post #where i said i'd talk about t4t spamvil #and i'm honestly still not done #this is more on the personal side of things tbh #i dont like sharing too much. #but it's nice to see positive things and all #esp now that im going through such a dark time in my life #ill leave the actual trans talk and how/why i believe spam & jev are transmasc for the sideblog lol #there's a lot to go on in the case of spamton of course #but also for jevil #based on my interpretations of a few of his lines #taking his personality into account as well #and his relationship with spamton #dhscdnk kinda giddy i'll leave that for later #they make me so soft #and happy #i want to wrap them up in a blanket #burrito style #what banger characters #do i even tag them here uh #yeah whatever #spamton #jevil #transgender #i like the thing tumblr gives to pride tags :) #my art #txt