#anxiety +100

[purblethinkin]

takes place sometime after season 1. wanted to draw a comic with these two

#fan art #mp100 #mob psycho 100 #shigeo kageyama #ritsu kageyama #anxiety cw #panic attack cw

[fuckmeyer]

the choice between Edward & Jacob is not a question of which relationship is healthier or which partner is best suitable for Bella. neither is correct. neither is best. neither produces a happy ending for Bella. at the end of the day this is still a vampire novel. any choice Bella could make would yield, at best, a bittersweet happily ever after.

if she chooses Edward, she gets the terrifying Breaking Dawn ending: a girl who rejected her call to grow up has hung her love & her eternity on an emotionally stunted partner who hates himself marginally less than he loves her. she's a teen mom with a kid she never wanted who perpetuates the generational trauma passed down from her parents. by keeping this child, the Cullens have set the stage for an uprising/cold war against the Volturi who are likely to take revenge in order to maintain power. Bella is living in a tenuous "dream come true" wrapped in a nightmare & doesn't realize it.

choosing Jacob is the true coming-of-age ending that rips the stitches out of a wound that never fully healed. even if we ignore the fact that she ends up with a man who sexually assaulted her (we must bear in mind Jacob's character is influenced by smeyer's racism, but it did happen), they can't have a secure romantic relationship. based on the high imprinting rate of the pack, Jacob will likely find his imprint in his lifetime & will lose himself to the imprintee. he will no longer be her Jacob. he will inevitably abandon her (whether he wants to or not), & she must reconcile with the reality that she will always be inadequate to Jacob's imprint. & say he never manages to escape the vampires? he will presumably not age for a long time, meaning the relationship Bella always feared with Edward (her being an old grandmother while he stays forever young) remains a possibility. this is the story of a girl who slaps a Band Aid on an open wound & calls herself healed while flinching every time she sees the shadow of the knife that cut her.

if she chooses neither (team therapy), her healing requires her to lose or be at least partially disconnected from everyone she cares about. Bella must spend the rest of her life shut out from one world while never fully existing in her human world ever again. she must always keep secrets. she can never go back home. even in the unlikely event that she manages to escape the Volturi, the threat of being hunted by vampires will never leave her. in addition, she must face her worst fears (aging, losing Edward) while always keeping in mind the immortal life that could have been hers, if only.

even the "healthiest" option produces scars that will never quite heal.

Twilight is a horror. Twilight is a vampire novel. Twilight is gothic. Twilight is fiction. neither Edward nor Jacob is a "bad" choice because neither will give Bella her happily ever after. the choice between Edward & Jacob is simply a matter of which horror story you prefer to read.

#twilight #twilight renaissance #bella swan #the twilight saga #edward cullen #twilight saga #twilight meta #not to be a downer but the edward/jacob feud is silly #i understand this feud will continue in perpetuity because controversy & drama will always garner attention in online spaces etc #but the idea that either of these men will provide the happy story some people in this fandom want is an illusion #because no matter what happens The Twilight Saga still operates in the context of the vampire/gothic genre which by design can't produce #a 100% happy ending. the vampire itself reflects the inner anxieties of a society - & isolation & change & death - etc. #these are anxieties that can be alleviated thru vamp media. they can be escaped but never solved. which is part of the horror of the genre #The Horror Will Not Go Away #& in this respect Twilight is NOT the exception to the rule. #'oh but it's a YA romance so-' yeah so the black walls get wallpapered. they're still black underneath & nothing changes that #i wish we were able to debate the choice between Edward & Jacob while still bearing in mind neither choice is wrong #i think this fandom would be a lot less toxic & mean to each other for no fuckin reason but oh well

[royalarchivist]

[A sad violin song plays over an image of a sad hamster]

Pac: This doesn't have anything to do with me – I wear a blue sweatshirt, you're crazy, this mouse doesn't even have a sweatshirt, this hamster! [Reading chat] Am I a depressed hamster?

[ Transcript continued ↓ ]*

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Pac: Actually– that's fine! I embrace that idea – of course I'm going to be depressed, are you crazy? [He hits his desk, then starts counting off people on his fingers] Fit is gone, Richarlyson is gone, Ramon is gone, Bagi and Empanada who were always there when we were there are also gone, I haven't seen them! It's just me and Tubbo, and sometimes Philza shows up.

Pac: I lost Chume Labs, I lost the Favela, I lost Murder Mystery, I lost Ilha Chume Labs, it's crazy! Look at how much I've lost, and I've gained nothing! Of course I'm going to be depressed, are you crazy?! How am I supposed to be happy?!

Pac: [Reading chat] "You have us Pac," that's true, thank you. No, that's true, sorry.

* NOTE: Please note that this is an incomplete transcript, as I was primarily relying on Aypierre's translation mod at the time and if I am not confident of the translation, I do not include it. As always, please feel free to add on translations or message me corrections.

#Pactw #QSMP #Pac #March 18 2024 #As much as I love keeping people updated about Pac / the other Portuguese-speaking creators #I think I might not make as many transcribed posts for their clips anymore #I just don't think I'm qualified enough to be transcribing things for a language I don't know #like yeah we have the Qlobal Translator and Aypierre's translators to rely on #And I'm always upfront when I'm not 100% sure about a translation #but I've been thinking about it a lot and it kinda makes me feel a bit icky. Idk. #I might be overthinking this but I just I don't want to spread around translations I'm not super confident about #esp. since I know a lot of people cite my clips in analysis posts or link them to other people as resources #and 90% of the time I'm like ''Hell yeah I love seeing people getting a lot of use out of the archive'' #but sometimes I get a bit anxious like ''Did I do a good enough job translating this'' #''Am I ruining someone's entire perception of a conversation or character because I left one word out or mistranslated something?'' #And like I said that's normally not a HUGE concern since if I'm not certain about a translation I just won't post a clip. but you know #idk it might just be the anxiety talking but I really really don't want to spread bad info #Happy to hear other folks' perspective #I'm really grateful for people like Bell and Pix and others who translate clips and I always try to reblog those #but we don't have a ton of people posting clips & translating things on Tumblr since we're so English-centric #which is part of the reason WHY I like sharing clips of the non-English-speaking CCs #but at the same time I want to do an accurate job representing what they're saying #Maybe I'll just start posting things and give a TLDR context of what they're talking about but not a transcript #that way native-speakers can hop in and add translations if that's something they're comfortable doing #and if not then well. at least I'm not sharing something that isn't super accurate #idk I'm just thinking out loud a bit in the tags #But I'm open to hearing other people's thoughts on the matter #Anyways giant rant aside. q!Pac is NOT doing ok rn

[twinkdrama]

allow yourself to be unlikable

#tumblr culture #attachment theory #cluster b #mental illness #avpd #social anxiety #mine #100 #500

[shigayokagayama]

i have no idea what events would make this come to pass, but take a moment to imagine reigen teaching ritsu how to drive

#theyd feed off each others anxiety so bad i know it #mp100 #mob psycho 100 #reigen arataka #ritsu kageyama

[liplessthomas14]

The way Stiles just overreacts to everything and the way Scott is just so chill is so funny to me like-

Scott: Things with Allison are going good. Like...*lowers voice* really good. Stiles: Ewwww, Scott! Never share that much information about you in bed ever again! Stop talking before I have the urge to maime and kill MYSELF!!! Just shut up, Scott, ewww that's gonna scar me for the rest of my life I don't wanna know what's going on in that dirty little brain of yours ok? I don't-

Meanwhile,

Stiles: Dude, Malia snuck in to my bedroom last night and we spooned and then she did this with her claws *lifts shirt and shows what's probably a very scarred back* Scott: *gives a suprised and slightly concerned look* Holy.

#Ok so i dont remember the exact lines #but this is pretty much what happened #but ig u just gotta master that lvl of chill #when u grew up w an ADHD spaz w anxiety issues who's mouth works 100× faster than his brain #and his brain moves pretty fast too so like #stiles prepared scott to deal w turning into a werewolf #in more ways than one #scott mccall #stiles stilinski #teen wolf #scott and stiles #stiles and scott #scalia

[andromeda3116]

planning to make a move tonight with this guy and deeply terrified even though i know he's interested, he's made it very clear that he's interested but putting the ball in my court to decide what, if anything, i want and i've made up my mind to pursue this but like. i've been single since the obama administration because there's not, like, a person-shaped hole in my life, i don't need to be with someone to feel whole, and i have to make room in my life for another person and idk how to do this and i hate feeling vulnerable or exposed or out of control and giving someone else the power to hurt me and having to just. trust that they won't. but i kind of... accidentally already gave him that power without realizing it. i kind of... feel like this is just acknowledging something that's already started.

i am. so nervous.

like, a little giddy, a little eager, a lot anxious for no reason other than how terrified i am of major changes even when i feel like they're good ones and. and. and.

#i am having to force myself to eat #i have cleaned the whole apartment. i am shaking like a leaf. i will 100% need a glass of liquid courage. #i've already told all my family that i'm doing this so i can't chicken out. #it just feels like... it's time. we're here. we've reached this point. #he won't be over here for like four more hours and my brain is eating itself. #this is going to be comical probably i am just going to have to come out of the gate with it bc if i wait i'll chicken out. #i've been trying to come up with what to say all week but i know my mind is going to go blank and i'll end up babbling. #he knows about my issues with vulnerability. he knows about my anxiety. he knows about... me. #he'll probably pick up on the gist of it even if i'm stumbling through what i need to say #hnnngh #i feel like komi from komi can't communicate when she accidentally calls tadano #like bouncing around the room ''panic panic panic panic'' #and its been all day of this and like probably four more hours of it and ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[speckled-biscut]

DAY SIX- GLITCH

#tpoh #tpoh negative #tpoh anxiety #praise be for that recent scene really got the ol' cogs a' turning #not 100% satisfied with this but thats what happens when you wait till 2 hours before bedtime to actually draw it #could've definitely used a better bg but eh a finished drawing is better than an unfinished one #live and learn:] #the property of may

[rashoumon-homo]

I feel like we as a fandom don’t talk about this scene enough

*sobbing* HE WAS MAKING HIM A BALLOON DOG 😭😭😭

HE JUST WANTED TO PLAY WITH Q 😭💔

AND HE WAS TRYING THE ONLY WAY HE KNEW HOW 💔😭🥺

*louder sobbing*

#lovecraft is baby and needs to be protected #my guy just wanted to relate to q #he has ANXIETY and just wants to go HOME and SLEEP #his whole character arc was paying a debt then fucking off to the ocean to sleep for another 100 years #tell me he’s not relatable #bsd lovecraft #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd spoilers #<— just in case

[monkeybebop]

They are both me

#my social anxiety disappears whenever I’m with someone who’s more anxious than I am #quickest doodle ever #took me like five mins #also this is the first thing I’ve drawn in a whiiiile #I’m so burnt out help me #my art #versacebong art #digital art #artist on tumblr #character art #doodles #mob psycho reigen #mob psycho 100 #mp100 #reigen arataka #reigen my babygirl #Serizawa my babygirl #mob psycho serizawa #serizawa katsuya #T4T activities tbh #Serizawa looks so small only bcus he’s prolly hiding within himself #which relatable yk what I mean #serirei

[dancerachanation]

Minsung facing the crowd/paparazzi together

#minsung #createskz #stray kids #usersa #uservasya #linosource #meltracks #usersemily #userjinnie #usertsu #han jisung #lee know #leeknow:gif #han:gif #myposts #just watching videos of their coming to airport makes my anxiety peak #so I don't know how they do it with the crowds and flashes #I'm glad they can count on each other #100

[reasonsforhope]

Do you have a tag specifically for stuff about the climate crisis/what is being done/can be done to help stop or reverse its effects?

Basically just read a post that was "I'm not trying to be alarmist but- *spends seven paragraphs about how climate change is inevitable, we will never possibly recover from it, it's not global warming anymore its global "boiling", none of the damage can ever be undone and we're all going to be dead in the next five generations*" and I'm trying.. very hard not to spiral from it.

Sorry for bothering you 🙏

The "climate crisis" "climate change" and "climate hope" tags should do the trick.

Of those, "climate change" is the one that has the most content by far, just because the others are more narrow and "climate hope" is a much more recent term, so to speak, because I keep forgetting about it lol

I don't post anything that's not good news, so you can go through the general "climate change" tag without fear

Also, while I'm at it, that person is wrong. For a lot of reasons, including that we're actively fixing a lot of damage to ecosystems literally right now. And also also, GLOBAL WARMING WILL BE AT LEAST SOMEWHAT REVERSIBLE

Why? Well, the rise in average global temperatures is caused by excess carbon dioxide in the atmosphere. As we keep fixing the planet, restoring ecosystems, and stop burning fossil fuels, nature will siphon more and more of the carbon dioxide out of the atmosphere.

And if there's less carbon dioxide (and other greenhouse gasses) in the atmosphere, then more heat can once again escape the planet and radiate out into space

Will this be easy? Probably not! This planet's natural systems are incomprehensibly complicated - but that also means there are solutions out there that we haven't even discovered. There are some additional problems to overcome, like the fact that the oceans will be surfacing excess heat for a few decades after we stop CO2 emissions, and also "natural gas" and "carbon capture" are fake solutions/oil company traps.

But we can do it. I so, so, so sincerely believe that.

One term that I think we'll be seeing more and more of in the coming years is "Drawdown": "Climate drawdown refers to the future point in time when levels of greenhouse gas concentrations in the atmosphere stop climbing and start to steadily decline.[1] Drawdown is a milestone in reversing climate change and eventually reducing global average temperatures." (from wikipedia)

We can achieve drawdown. Will life in the future look very different? Yes, in both good and bad ways.

Climate change is the earth's "feedback" to humanity: "Fix your shit or die."

People are, in general, really, really, really committed to finding ways not to die.

I genuinely believe the rest of us can overcome the few dozen billionaires trying to screw the rest of us over. Money is powerful, but the remaining 7 billion plus people on this planet are more so. And the fortunes of billlionaires are made off the backs of the rest of us - which means we can make those fortunes run dry.

Sources for this answer (warning, these talk about the negative side of things a lot too, they're not the uplifting reads themselves. that's next): x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x

Other sources to read for hope: FutureCrunch, Project Drawdown and Project Regeneration good news websites in general such as Positive News and Goodgoodgood, which I think are the best content fits for what you're looking for. Make sure to check out Goodgoodgood's roundups specifically. And know that there are way, way more good news stories - and way bigger ones, too - than I've had time to post about lately, because work has been really hectic

#Anonymous #ask #me #climate change #climate crisis #climate hope #also by the way “it's not global warming it's global boiling” is imo a wildly unhelpful “tagline” #not just alarmism but literally “this cannot be accurate” alarmism #because real global boiling would be if that planet reached an average temperature of 100 degrees celsius #aka 212 degrees farenheit #which is LITERALLY NOT GOING TO HAPPEN THANKS #climate anxiety #environmentalism #anthropocene #hope posting #hopepunk #drawdown #carbon sequestration #ecosystem restoration #good news #hope

[astolfofo]

dr ratio is the kind of fucking prof to take away your co-op/internship opportunities just because he doesn't like you (or likes you).

#gives you an EXTRA HARD TEST just for no reason. #his defintion of special treatment. #Watches your test anxiety go from 1 to 100. #And while you're cursing aeons for whatever the fuck you did to deserve this #he just sits back and watches you have a mental breakdown. #Lucky you when you get called after he's looking for someone for research #you're much more suited to stay in uni for another few years rather than whatever field of work you wanted to go to. The companies #won't want you knowing how embarrasingly bad you are at this. you'll be fired on the spot. Might as well do your master's while you're at i #you won't look as terrible then. #as if he didn't give you a extra bad test just to taunt you. #hsr #yandere dr ratio

[whatbigotspost]

FUN FACT!!!!!

The only thing I use my political science degree for is constantly being upset at the constitutional crisis we’re in right now, at a Bachelor’s of Arts level.

#this is a joke bc I studied political topics very close to my heart and interests #and I use my critical thinking skills I gained literally 100% of the time #but my work isn’t super related #and my constant panic and anxiety about news involving 45 is

[twinkdrama]

how do people just know what an appropriate amount of eye contact is

#neurodivergent #adhd #social anxiety #autism #mood disorder #mine #100 #500

[sunsetno4]

While rereading Rebirth last week, I ended up doodling a lot of gala shenanigans and then, it exploded a bit more after that. ^^;; It was fun doing a silly sketch page tho! It feels like it’s been forever since I’ve done one~~~

#it was fun doodling the puppet and rebirth!ven #nir hair is very cute imo but so not nem #ne feels like a weird little imposter lol #was fun getting more comfortable #doodling the others and fighting my anxieties #still not 100% sold on their designs yet but we’ll see #doodlenonsense #sidestep #julia ortega #dr. mortum #deja the puppet #fhr