ᥴꫝꪮꪮᦓꫀ ꪑꫀ, ꪶꪮꪜꫀ ꪑꫀ☆
pairing(s): carl gallagher x fem!reader
summary: just fucking read it
WARNING(S)!!!: angst, short, that's all i'm saying
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On a cold night on the Southside of Chicago, was Y/n walking toward the very famous Gallagher family. She loved that family to death. They have all been there for her through thick and thin. Especially Fiona and Carl.
Carl…her best friend, lover, boyfriend, love of her life.
Fuck she didn't know what to call him all she knew was that she loved him with her heart and soul.
They have both been best friends from the ripe age of six years old. The two were known as mentally insane when they were younger. As they grew they matured. Well, Y/n matured.
Carl may have matured but it sure as hell wasn't his brain.
(bro no hate on carl but he is immature :) )
The couple did so much crazy shit together. No matter what it was.
Fiona on the other hand…well let's just say she's like a mom and a sister in one. Iykyk.
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She had finally reached the door to her second home. Sure she had her first one but she couldn't but feel more at home there.
Walking into the kitchen, patting off the snow from her shoulders, Y/n went straight to the fridge for a beer. She took a sip as she heard the sound, BANG!
So she carefully and quietly put her beer on the counter and walked upstairs, the noise getting louder with each step. The sound of heavy breathing didn't catch her off guard, thinking it was Lip and one of his flings.
She rolled her eyes and walked towards the boy's room. Opening the door quickly she begins to say as she turns her head, " Seriously, Lip if you're gonna fuc-" she paused as she finally looked.
Not seeing Lip, but seeing a bunch of curly hair splayed on the lap of her boyfriend. It was Dominique and…Carl.
It was sad to say that she was expecting it. I mean it always ends up being her no matter what, but that couldn't stop the pain and heartbreak that struck her heart.
Seeing the two scramble and gather their clothes as she stands there with teary eyes. Turning around that bitch quickly runs past her with a smug look. She huffed, rolled her eyes, and shut the door.
As the door shut, all Y/n did was stare Carl down. He looked down at his feet.
"Why?" she said with a weary voice.
He just shrugged. He didn't know. Dominique treats him like shit while Y/n makes him feel loved. She's been there for him through all of the hardships since they were kids.
She shook her head, "No! You're not answering the goddamn question, Carl."
He stood there silent with a look of bewilderment on his face. The tears fell freely down her face, "Why do you always go back to her?" she whispered.
Once again no answer...
For once she wished he would choose her but he never does and probably never will. All she can do is hope.
"I don't know."
The girl can't help but scoff at the pathetic excuse of an answer. "I don't know doesn't answer my question so again why?"
"I'm so sick and tired of you choosing someone else over me. I have been there through everything but to you I'm nothing. Apparently, you could give less of a shit about me or how I fucking feel."
She just wanted him to love her as she does him. He does but it's Carl...he doesn't know how to tell her that.
"I swear to god, Carl. If you don't fucking spill I will walk out that door and I will not come back. If you're not gonna fight for this relationship then I'm not anymore. I am sick and tired of losing to everyone. I just wanted you to choose me and love me..."
She looked at him with wide pleading eyes, waiting for him to say anything to stop her from walking out the door. e
He tried but couldn't quite get the words out.
"but I guess I was wrong."
After that was said she left the Gallagher household and walked out into the cold winter night. Leaving a crying Carl back in his room regretting and wishing he had said something.
Tears trailed down his face. He not only lost someone he loved but he also lost his best friend.
Wet tears trailed down the girl's face in the cold night as she walked home. She couldn't help but feel relieved in a way. She no longer has to feel the burden of not being enough for someone to pick and choose.
The girl couldn't help but cry even after feeling a sense of relief. She lost her best friend, lover, boyfriend, and love of her life.
It all came down to that one day someone would finally choose her, and love her only.
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omg it's soo bad
i just really wanted to get something out...again I'm so sorry for going completely MIA I was sick with a little something that authors get (well most authors...i think)
i like to call her...procrastination
it's been sitting in my drafts for fucking decades
love you guys </3
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If the Celestial and Ciel were in a relationship: Cielestial
Anon...
...
When I read this and my expression shifted to one of utter exhaustion/anger/glee (you know, the feelings you naturally pass through when you hear a pun like that), my coworker looked up, concern heavy in her eyes, and asked, "[Albie], what's wrong?"
I couldn't explain. I couldn't explain at all.
But thank you. Thank you for this.
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