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bipolarmango · 2 years

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I hate it when people think (hypo)mania is just having a ton of energy to do all the chores you have when in reality it is

not being able to sleep because you can't, meaning you get up in the middle of the night to go to cycling or for a drive

not finishing your actual chores because you need to write a book, learn how to play violin, or solve world hunger

spending money you don't have in things you don't need, like a pony or a new car or fifteen pairs of shoes

having to take medical leave from work so you can focus on your current project, such as writing a book or solving the world hunger

having rage towards other people because no one but you is competent enough, smart enough, or fast enough

your thoughts going so fast you can't really do anything because your mind can't process anything but your racing thoughts

#actually mentally ill #actually bipolar #bipolar2 #bipolar disorder #bipolar things #bipolar type 2 #bipolar ii #bipolar mania #mania #hypomania

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dissociation-plus · 2 years

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i have no idea what to do with my life, nor do i have any passions, objectives, interests or hobbies all because i did not expect—nor plan—to be alive for this long smh

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beenovel · 26 days

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I dream of things, just like anyone else. The things I dream of are so far beyond my reach I may as well be dreaming of riding a dragon.

I dream of a body that does not hurt. I dream of a mind I can trust. I dream of a life where I don’t have to down medication the second I wake up. I dream of travel, without the worry of where I’ll get my medication, without the worry of how the new environment will hurt me. I dream of holding a steady job, of being able to provide for myself, something I may never have. I dream of going through my day without having to calculate how much energy each task will consume.

I will never have most of these things. They will never exist in my life. And that is harder to accept some days.

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insomniac-arrest · 2 years

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why does the sun start setting sooner and suddenly my will to live goes from a lake to a puddle . . . why does she do that to me. I have been nothing but an admirer, freckled as fuck, drawing cool sunglasses on her given the chance, always staring directly into her majestic rays . . . Apollo is a lil bitch, seasonal depression ho.

#autumn fans are valid but some of us get nerfed when it gets darker #every single year I forget how bad it is #I have like seasonal depression amnesia #jokes #bipolar things

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doctorsickx · 4 months

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#dark humor #darkacademism #mental health #bpd thoughts #actually bpd #borderline things #bipolar things

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animentality · 11 months

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oh my god oh my god oh my god.

so as some of you know, i am very bipolar. and one of the symptoms of bipolar is going nuts with your money when you're on a "high," right?

and for most of my life, i have simply never been a big money spender. i am a hoarder by nature. i don't have many hobbies that really require a lot of money.

my bipolar highs tend to be me rambling a lot on tumblr, writing an entire book in like a month, and not going to bed till like 5 am.

so that part of the bipolar didn't bother me that much...until like.

recently.

when i suddenly realized...

oh god...i need to commission artists.

and now im losing my mind.

i now understand the bipolar people who spend all their damn money, because i have been commissioning artists like a fucking fiend.

my impulse control was so GOOD about not spending money, and now i have found the one thing that could actually bankrupt me, aaaaaaaaachahcahahahaa.

the only positive is that at least im supporting new artists, and not some bullshit like gucci or sephora or some shit.

new artists need the money and the exposure and they're creatives like me.

at least the worst i'm doing is supporting paypal.

but also, kill me.

the only thing that separated me from totally insane has dissolved.

the wall is gone, and i am going to be poor soon.

#bipolar things #teehee #im falling into a pit of hedonism and avarice #someone help me

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bipolar-bitch1776 · 3 months

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im manic but like in a depression way

#bipolar things #bipolar thoughts #bipolar type 2 #yup👍

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soloorganaas · 11 months

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me: i know i’m anxious but i don’t wanna take my anxiety meds i don’t wanna have to rely on meds i don’t wanna act like this is a permanent thing

carrie fisher from somewhere above: take your fucking meds

me: opens bottle

#for space mom i can do it #bipolar things

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bpd-draws · 3 months

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Hello!!!

This is my first time sharing my art so, I hope someone out there will enjoy it :) I have been drawing and making art since I was about 13 but only recently have felt like my style is starting to develop more. As you can see, my style is definitely more on the abstract side and is definitely still developing! This piece was just an abstract art practice I did but I liked how it came out :)

I find abstract art to be a lot more freeing, but I also find I am usually happier with the results of the abstract art I make as well :3 this is just the beginning of some of the art pieces I have made recently and this was done in a sketchbook.

I will try to post on here weekly with new art pieces!! Sometimes they can be a little deep and show a look into what I am going through regarding my mental health issues. Please be kind in the comments and such I am super sensitive lolz and if you don't like what I post you definitely don't have to follow!!

I will also try to put trigger warnings on the pieces I think could maybe be to others.

I hope whoever is reading this has an absolutely amazing day!!!

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moonly-bitch · 4 months

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Just pulled an all nighter and read a 500 pages book in like 24hs

This might be the hypomania kicking in but I might do it again

#bipolar things #bipolarthoughts #bipolar mania #bipolar tag #lol send help #bipolar stuff #help? maybe?#idk anymore

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bipolarmango · 1 year

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Every day is a fucking battle

#actually mentally ill #actually bipolar #ptsd #complex ptsd #bipolar disorder #bipolar2 #bipolar things #bipolar type 2 #bipolar ii #ptsd problems

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dissociation-plus · 2 years

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the difficulty in getting a [mental health] diagnosis in order to receive the right treatment is insane… but it’s made even harder when the psych literally says “your symptoms aren’t clear-cut enough to make a proper diagnosis.”

like, um wHaT

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strwbrry5evr · 1 year

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I have been feeling the sads for a couple of weeks now. Well more than the usual. Ngl hope hypomania comes through after. Some sort of serotonin...

#mentalheathawareness #mental illness #bipolar things

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doctorsickx · 2 months

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I write this with

melancholic music

blasting in my ears.

It's comfortable,

relatable.

It's hopeless,

as I long to be.

#my words #darkacademism #mental health #actually bpd #bpd thoughts #dead poets society #poets on tumblr #borderline things #poetry #bipolar things #living with cptsd

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certifiablymadmax · 1 year

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Bipolar disorder is just circling between an idiot adrenaline rush and a self-hating, self-sabatoging bottom.

#bipolar disorder #actuallybipolar #bipolar #bipolar things #beep beep richie

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bipolar-bitch1776 · 13 days

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I don’t struggle with being bipolar im actually very good at it! :D

#bipolar things

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