#borderline treatment

[hellbrainspeaks]

I cannot fucking believe I forgot I own this book (I mean I can but yknow)

I highly recommend it if you can afford the purchase, but I will 10000% end up posting this entire book on my blog overtime. It’s a bit short but gets right to the point. Here’s the contents (apologies for the weird lighting I’m outside)

#treatment mall #mental health positivity #mental health awareness #mental health recovery #mental health support #mental health resources #borderline personality disorder #borderline pd #bpd #bpd traits #living with bpd #living with borderline #actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd support #bpd resources #personality disorders #bpd help #bpd life #being borderline #dbt #dbt therapy #dbt skills

[eclaire-went-bam]

cluster b tumblr how do i bring up to a therapist or anyone really looking into personality disorders

i've been working with people for the past 11 years and nothing has been working and nobody knows what's wrong with me or how to treat/support me. not to mention i have such a problem with continuing to mask in therapy and such to the point where it's liiike highkey comical ??

i've bought it up to my therapist before but she really quickly shut it down, saying she doesn't like labels like that, but i'm getting a new therapist soon and i want this to be a priority just upfront. i'm really sick of the cycles i find myself in

#not art #cluster b #npd #hpd #bpd #aspd #narcissistic personality disorder #histrionic personality disorder #borderline personality disorder #antisocial personality disorder #i know it could sound like confirmation bias i'm looking for but i cannot stress enough how much i've tried to convince myself i don't have #these issues #sometimes i think about it & it's like. jesus christ if this is real I'm Stuck With This. or it's like. oh wow i'm not perfect ok #but on that same note it's like. if i can get proper treatment then maybe i can be as good as i possibly can be #reading other people's advice from these communities has somehow seemed to help more than the doctors i've worked with #its a very similar experience to when nobody knew why i had certain issues until a behavioural specialist said it might be autism #& then i looked into it more and was like “wow this is the first time people have Got It” and then was diagnosed with autism

[chronicsymptomsyndrome]

Someday I’ll get over my weird panic thing about doctors and needles and get blood work done and a doctor will get my results back and be like “holy fuck you’ve been living with untreated _____ and ______ this whole time how are you just now getting diagnosed are you okay??” and I’ll be like noo lol and then everyone that’s ever called me lazy will be suddenly struck by an all-consuming wave of guilt and shame <3 yay

#chronic illness #chronic pain rant #undiagnosed disability #undiagnosed chronic illness #undiagnosed something #late diagnosed autistic #self diagnosed autistic #audhd problems #medical trauma #childhood trauma #fear of needles #pda autistic #autistic borderline #chronic illness rant #chronic illness vent #chronic pain problems #chronic pain treatment #late diagnosis #dysautonomia #comorbid conditions #chronic panic #chronic fatigue #chronic headaches #healthcare reform #healthcare access #anti ableism #autistic trauma #pathological demand avoidance #csa survivor

[feliciadraws]

Lunarian Warrior Holding Tengu Helmet 🌙

Look, the moment I saw this painting, my simp brain's first thought was "man I have to recreate this but with Waka", and so...I did! After all, LOOK AT HIM. HE'S A WORK OF ART. WHOOF.

Painting inspo under the cut:

Germanic Warrior Looking At A Roman Helmet by Osmar Schindler

#look out girlies I'm in my classical art era #ugh this man #THIS MAN #he is FINE ART #like really he is a work of art #my muse #my roman empire #he deserves the 'recreation of famous classical paintings' treatment #like the fact that there isn't more Waka art like this is borderline criminal #CRIMINAL #*screeches* #anyways on to the tags- #okami #okami waka #waka #okami fanart #my artwork #should I tag this as classical art? #I guess #classical art

[tardistism]

[image description: a screenshot from The Monsters Inside by Stephen Cole. It reads: “You're in prison, she told herself, with an uneasy feeling of fear and shame. Mum always said it would be Mickey who'd end up inside, not me.” end image description]

reading the monsters inside by stephen cole and trying very hard not to be angry at this quote by rose.

this and jackie accusing mickey of murder is bad for the first black character in nuwho. that’s bad enough but then you add him being constantly sidelined and being the butt of the joke and it’s even worse.

i am tired

#doctor who #rose tyler #jackie tyler #mickey smith #who deserves better than the borderline racist treatment he gets #op does not support noel clarke #dweu

[bunniibpd]

i miss the psych ward

#bpd #bpd blog #bpd life #actually borderline #bunnii vents #inpatient treatment #inpatient tw #mental illness blog #mental health blog #inpatient care

[milkybleachtea]

i guess being aromantic allosexual means constantly ending up in situations where ur someone's sidepiece👍

#im seeing a couple of ppl who r in open relationships #and their partners know about me and ive met some of them #and like its cool its g #i cant offer u a romantic relationship #and its unfair to ask ppl to like repress that #so i actually prefer being w someone whos in a relationship #bc that way that part is satisfied? #but everything rly talked about and whatnot #communication is key always #but like damn #it would be nice to be someone's priority #without having the romantic side attached #idk everyone around me is in relationships #and even if they say its not its defo their first priority always #and friends always take second place #and sidepieces get treated like shit ngl????.? #like if i wasnt sick in the head i wouldnt accept the treatment im receivjng #but at the same time i struggle to accept my perception of things #bc my perception is often wonky i am a borderline and autistic after all :/ #milky spills #fuckin lost it in the tags lmao

[mulletmitsuya]

lol...my parents aren't taking me to therapy anymore cause they think it's a waste of time and money. but...won't the funeral costs be more tho..?

#nahh ur good #like #I'm bout to ratio these fucking fool's #how can ur child literally be diagnosed with 3 very serios mental illnesses and ur just like #IM NOT GOOD #THE HOMICIDAL THOUGHTS ARE PERSISTING LIKE NEVER BEFORE #i don't understand bcs i'm suppose to be getting treatment so i can get rid of this by the time im an adult so it doesn't develop further #fucking bpd man #bpd #bordeline personality disorder #actually bpd #actually borderline #personality disorder #depression #severe anxiety #set me free❗ #anyway #i hope that u guys r doing amazing you r the best and i love u #did u remember to drink water #to eat #to take your medicine #to treat yourself #and to take a break when u need to #unclench your jaw and relax your shoulders #relax your face #i love u and one day things will work out #just a daily reminder sorry if this is cringe #mwah❤ #roxies rants n such⚠️ #nothing to see here :|

[hyggehooligan]

It would be better if I didn't put all my happiness in the care of someone else. Because after all that happened yesterday, no one has checked in with me, not a text or email. I don't even know whether I would be expecting an apology or to be yelled at some more, but it hurts that they haven't even reached out. I could be in the hospital right now for all they know. This is an ongoing issue in our family. My mom is sorry but she doesn't know what to do. Everyone agrees my brother overreacted and something us wring but no one knows what to do about it. And I'm expected to just figure it out myself. At least no one openly mocked me for crying this time. I hate myself that in the single moment I felt the panic attack coming on, my thought was not to stop it to protect myself, but so that no one would see my tears. What the fuck.

My SIL (brother's wife) has been sending the typical texts to the family chat about the nieces. It makes me feel crazy. She wasn't there last night. I don't even know how my brother got home, or when, he was still screaming when we left. I don't know what I want out of this situation. It's not that I want to unpack it, because what the fuck do you even say. But it makes me feel like I'm losing my mind that she's acting "normal" and my parents, but not reaching out otherwise, so appear to just be moving on. I am making assumptions, I know these are probably not accurate thoughts, but what else am I supposed to think in this situation.

I am trying not to let these particular thoughts get me down because I cannot realists check them and they are not particularly helpful. If nothing else, I have my weekly s heduled phone call with my parents on Wednesday, so I guess we will talk about it then.

I think I was in shock when I got home last night, just so tired and I didn't know what to think except for basic analytical stuff. But today I am feeling really stuck in the "Why." Why did this happen. Why did he say that. Why didn't I pick up on it sooner. I know the why's don't matter but how can you not ask these questions.

I am blaming myself and I don't know why. It doesn't feel right to say I didn't do anything wrong; in the past people have blamed me for these things even if it wasn't my fault. I am accustomed to taking the blame. But I know there was more at play here. And I am very mad that no one is acknowledging it. We don't have to fix it today. I don't even care about an apology. I just need everyone to agree that this is NOT NORMAL and then we need to work together to make sure it doesn't happen again.

My goal is always respect and understanding, and if this happened on my watch then I must have fucked up big time. It is very important that I do not do that again. But I don't even know what I did wrong. So I don't know what to do.

#saltys brains #mental breakdown #mental health treatment #mental health awareness #mental illness #mental health #actually ocd #actually bipolar #actually mentally ill #actually bpd #actually autistic #actually borderline #anxiety #depression #queer #anger

[artisticdivasworld]

Understanding Borderline Personality Disorder: Symptoms, Presentation, and Effective Treatment Approaches

Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) is a mental health condition that affects millions of people worldwide. Despite its prevalence, BPD remains one of the most misunderstood and stigmatized mental illnesses. Individuals with BPD struggle with intense and unstable emotions, self-image, and relationships. They may also engage in impulsive behavior, have a fear of abandonment, and experience…

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#Borderline personality disorder #BPD #BPD diagnosis #BPD management #BPD symptoms #Childhood trauma #Cognitive behavioral therapy #Dialectical Behavior Therapy #Emotional regulation #fear of abandonment #identity issues #living with BPD #Mental disorder #Mental Health #Mental health awareness #mental health treatment #mental illness #mood swings #personality disorder #therapy for BPD #unstable relationships

[doggirlnarcolepsy]

Well, they pulled my wife off hormones permanently with little to no chance of her ever getting them back, all because of the barely studied slightly increased risk of blood clots and medical bureaucracy... Time to start looking for other options because patient-informed consent is illegal, and there are only 3 clinics in the country, all with the same oversight board :)

#i have no idea how's she's gonna get blood work done #since it's also borderline illegal for a GP or non-affiliated Endocrinologist to do a hormone screening on a trans person #because of the clinic's legal monopoly on all things relating to trans healthcare... #kinda sucks to be told there's nothing to do regarding your transition when you're almost a decade into hormone treatment #and yet they still have the gall to ask if there's anything else they can do to further her transition... #maybe it's time to start learning a new language

[hey-khara]

Okay, so I'm BPD and I split on one of my fps yesterday night for a v valid reason. I'm realizing I always have to beg for their attention, and it gives me anxiety if I haven't heard from them in a week or 2. He keeps apologizing but he distances himself more....

Especially after I open up to him about my past. And this happened to me a lot before and I'm sick of this shit.

If I'm not worth his effort, well, he is not worth mine.

#actually bpd #bpd vent #borderline splitting #about me #like would it kill you to send a 5-word text in the span of a couple weeks? #It sucks because i only have emotions around this person #and the trust is beginning to wither #i also dissociated hardcore and i'm just #so fucking tired of this shitty treatment

[simonetgarfunkel]

i think. i think tom doesn't quite get why he's so appealed by the power he feels towards greg. i mean, he has the plain conscience that shiv subsides him, but there's something so underlying about him trying to guide greg... and shiv kinda realizes that, dismisses it at first but then it gets insufferable. all tom does is head out for greg and sneak out with him and try to, even subconsciously, conquer him!!! (not even romantically, he just wants to pursue his attention) and then they fall in this cyclic amp of trying to push and pull and decide who gets who, and try to sort out reasons for their failure. because they failed in their marriage TOGETHER!!! tom tried so hard to fulfill shiv's needs he feels empty. shiv tried so hard to present herself accordingly in a patriarchal system that she doesn't even know how to behave in a relationship. i need a second

#then the caveats of a broken paternalistic relationship and the borderline ridiculous treatment shiv receives at waystar #she has lived her whole life concocting a shell due to lack of attention and mother/fatherly love #shiv has insane capability. and shes underestimated by everyone in a company she SHOULD manage #but she doesnt because. men #and then there's tom. and his happy family relationship. no fiasco whatsoever #but then he feels a void within himself that couldn't be covered with parental love #it's a relaying juggle. it never ends. and it doesn't pretend to. #anyways #tomshiv #tomgreg #succession #thoughts

[satanfemme]

with every passing day I just grow more anti-psych tbh. like. burn the whole industry to the ground and start over lol

#don't unfollow me I've literally got brain problems myself and support mental disorder rights and etc etc etc #but I’m serious. especially lately with the recent influx of casual ableism... has anyone else noticed that too or? #would apologize for not listing examples of what I mean but honestly.... there's so many examples just Look Around You #and it gets to the point where you ask ''is it fair to label all 'dangerous' people mentally ill?'' and the answer is: #any label that is being applied to both social classes ''serial killers'' and ''trauma/abuse victims'' is a fucking meaningless label 100% #and needs to be scrapped. #idc about who is or isn't ''technically'' mentally ill. it's a label that's being applied. look at who it's applied to. #if you think ''mentally ill'' is a neutral - let alone positive - label in our society idk where u live #and if u think about the full subjectivity of the mentally ill label - as well as individual diagnoses labels - for even one second #where stigmatizing labels can be applied or taken away by authority figures to anyone for any fucking reason they want! #...I mean! u see why maybe it's all kinda just one big pseudoscience huh! #even if ur using diagnoses for the ''correct'' reasons it's still borderline meaningless too tbh #you wanna diagnose people to 1. help understand a set of disabling traits that commonly co-exist in individuals #and 2. help predict the best course of ''treatment'' for that subjective group of traits #but???? I mean. actually look at this exact diagnosis process in action #where it's all about just Guessing based on ?personal anecdote and the therapist's personal biases??????? #''you're sad a lot of the time. obviously this is because your brain is fucking broken with Too-Sad-Disorder -- #-- no we aren't gonna do any objective medical tests lol I'm the doctor here I can tell your brain is broken just by looking at u obv 🙄'' #and that's how u get diagnosed like 100 dif drugs to fix an environmental problem. it's insane #the way therapists are always underdiagnosing or overdiagnosing or #''well XYZ disorder is very rare and usually happens in rich boys so I think you have Hysterical Bitch Disorder instead <3'' #and u can't even ''well not all therapists'' this cause like. why is it that every single person I know has had experiences like this #if it were really an isolated problem it would not be so universal. nor would it be fundamental to the field's knowledge #how is it anything more than a guessing game at best? #I'm serious. anyway. I wish every psych institution a very die

[slow-button-off]

The Arrivabene revisionism is insane absolutely insane

#he treatment of employees is said to have been borderline bullying #he wasnt a great boss #its good he's gone

[the-monster-under-wonderland]

One of my teachers in high school once looked at me and told me to "Stop being so dramatic, life isn't that tragic".

Well, jokes on them. A little over 6 months ago I was pulled out of my senior year of high school (my school let me graduate thankfully, and my GPA ended up being 3.6). I spent a week in the 'stress center' against my will. Then I was shipped off 16 hours away from home to a state I'd never been in to live at a residential treatment center.

While here, I've learned more about my own trauma from my childhood that created all of my anxiety, depression, and attachment/abandonment issues. On top of trying to learn how to live with my newly diagnosed borderline personality disorder. And don't even get me started on all the other drama caused by the other patients that I've been living with for the last half year of my life.

I don't know what I will do with this blog, just like how I don't know what I'm doing with my life now. I might make it a journal of sorts, or it might just become my dumping ground for the half-finished story and art projects, or maybe it will end up being another way for me to avoid my problems by over-investing in fandoms. I guess I'll just have to wait and see.

#life is strange #journal #tales from the psychward #tales from the mentally ill #mental illness #residential treatment #oh no I'm fucked up #abandonment issues #borderline personality problems #living with borderline #bpd stuff