#bpdfp

[sinberri]

own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own meown me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own meown me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me own me

i think it would be so cool if you were to possess me and want to devour my very being.

#bpd #fp #bpdfp #actuallybpd #pls #fuck #i just want to be owned <3

[eatlikearabbit]

#bpd #sad aesthetic #bpd feels #bpd fp #bpd meme #bpd recovery #favorite person #living with bpd #living with borderline #borderline thoughts #borderline personality traits #being borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline vent #borderline splitting #quiet borderline #borderline memes #bpd favorite person #fp #bpdfp #anxiety #missing someone #best friend

[the-melancholic-musings]

FP thoughts

I don’t know how to breathe without you. 

I hate that this is how my head works. 

You validate me and for a minute things feel okay. 

But, the minute you disappear, I can’t function. I can’t eat. I can’t move. 

I wish things were easier. 

I want control back. 

I want to be able to prioritise myself and look after myself without you.

I want to be able to do what you do without it feeling this painful.

I have this bad habit of being able to compartmentalise no matter what I may be going through. It means that when you’re not okay I will be there for you even if I feel like shit. 

But you don’t do the same for me. And I know I should be able to understand that everyone works differently and just because I can drop everything for someone else, they may not do the same for me. 

But, I just want someone who will. I just want someone who will drop everything for me and prioritise me and be there for me and hold me through these dark times. 

The darkness is getting darker. I’m not sure I can hold on much longer. 

Please don’t leave me.

#BPD fucking sucks #bpd #bpdfp #bpd favorite person #bpd feels #BPD Life #this is depressing #tw sui ideation #tw depressing thoughts #tw depressing stuff

[unprettymeg]

TW : vent

why did they all have to love the other me, why do they not love the authentic me? why did he have to fall in love with the me i have to work to be, that makes me exhausted to be, why wasn't i enough, why isn't the real me as loveable as the fake me? why is the real me so imperfect, why did they have to leave as soon as they saw the real me? why do i have to maintain the fake me to be accepted, why did i have to be so tormented and hurt, why am i not naturally cheerful and happy? why do i have to fake it all, why can't i be authentic and truly loveable?

#bpd #vent #hurt #borderline personality disorder #bpdfp #borderline #bpd favorite person #bpd fp #depression #mirroring #mdd #histrionic personality disorder #hpd #histrionic #cluster b #anxiety #abandonment #abandonment issues #trust issues

[crossnnshadow]

#Repost @diaryofabpdkid with @make_repost ・・・ #bpd#bpdfeels#bpdcycles#bpdthiughts#bpdfeelslike#bpdemotions#emotioncycle#fearofabandonment#abandonmentissues#abandonmenttrauma#codependency#codependent#fp#favouriteperson#bpdfp#bpdfavouriteperson#bpdbaddie#bpdbrat#bpdawareness#bpdawarenessmonth#bpdrecovery#bpdrelationships#bpdinsight#borderlinepersonalitydisorder#borderlinepersonalitydisorderawarenessmonth (at Goonellabah, New South Wales) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cdm1eRPhqZq/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#repost #bpd #bpdfeels #bpdcycles #bpdthiughts #bpdfeelslike #bpdemotions #emotioncycle #fearofabandonment #abandonmentissues #abandonmenttrauma #codependency #codependent #fp #favouriteperson #bpdfp #bpdfavouriteperson #bpdbaddie #bpdbrat #bpdawareness #bpdawarenessmonth #bpdrecovery #bpdrelationships #bpdinsight #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #borderlinepersonalitydisorderawarenessmonth

[r029]

Time to unblock one of my fps because that's what i do yayy

#borderline personality disorder #bpd favorite person #bpdfp

[splittingonu]

I WISH I DIDN’T WANT YOU BUT I DO

#bpdfp #bpd fp #bpd rage #borderline personality disorder #bpd #cluster b

[yespphhoebbe]

when it comes to you, I am selfish. how could you expect me to let you go when you are the one who took my maniac hands and forced them to plant daises back to reality. you propagated my lifeless shell and grew a garden.  so, when it comes to you, I am selfish.

I hope you stay 

[scotlandfences]

#bpd #bpdfp #fp #personality disorder #borderline personality disorder #borderlines #favorite person #co dependency #self sabotage #mental health #mental illness #aspd #npd #vent #yandere

[empty-and-traumatized]

anyone out there lost their fp a short time ago and is feeling lonely about starting the new year without them?

because this sh!t hurts!

#bpd #bpdfp #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpdfavoriteperson #actuallybpd

[snuffdoii]

oh dear! don’t be silly, my love! I only love you! Now please, just keep your attention on me and don’t have wandering eyes or I’ll have to make sure to take you away from all the pretty girls! 💖

#vent #bpdfp #bpd #yancore #yandere #aesthetic #anime #lovecore #bunnygirl #love

[borderline-alive]

Am I the only person who becomes aware of the splitting, and trying to fight it is like physically fist fighting yourself and hurts until you just dissociate away from the problem? And then when you face it head on it's a fist fight again?? It's so tiring

#bpdfp #bpd things #bpd life #bpd #bpd fp #bpd feels #actually bpd #borderline personality disorder #borderline recovery #borderline memes #borderline things #borderline blog #borderline problems #black and white #bpd splitting #splitting #mental health #mentally unstable #mentally challenged #mentally exhausted #personality disorder #im always tired #depression #anxiety

[yuriize]

i want to just get you away from everything and keep you by my side... keep you as mine. no one else would ever dare talk to you. you'd belong to me. it would make me so happy! seeing you depend on me and me only. darling i would do anything for you! your laugh is so beautifu... I want to hear it every morning brithing up my days! so please... won't you come with me? won't you stay with me....? I'll make you the happiest ever! please love me...

#yanderecore #yandere #yanderepost #yandereaestehtic #bpd #actuallybpd #bpdpost #bpdfp #favoriteperson #fp #bpdfavoriteperson #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #clusterb

[columbines1ut]

him: im going to sleep

me: okay...

also me: dont lose it dont lose it dont lose it dont lose it dont lose it dont lose it ᵈᵒⁿᵗ ˡᵒˢᵉ ⁱᵗ ᵈᵒⁿᵗ ˡᵒˢᵉ ⁱᵗ ᵈᵒⁿᵗ ˡᵒˢᵉ ⁱᵗ ḓ̷̭̠̻̙̦̬̎̔̈̈́̊͠o̵̮͚̲̠̳̣͈̘̾̆̅̕͜ͅn̵̢̧͎̠̰͕͔̲̤͈͛̒͊͐̍̀ṫ̷̗̤̰̥͙̮̥͖̪͊̈́̀͐̕͜ ̴̢͖̦͈̩̓ͅl̶̥̆͑͂̀͛ò̶͔͙͕̜̰̰̣͉̮̃̀̃͠s̸̨̢̟̱̲͓̹̼̤̔̈̓̒͒̚͜ę̴̬̟̼̦̲͎͎̰̉̒͆́͋̕̚ ̸̧̢̟̺͖̝̩̱̱̑̊́̉̈͂͘ͅi̷̩͔̩̥͎̙̲̹͚̪͛t̶̮̰͍͔̤̜̞͉̯̒̀̀͜͠͝ ḓ̷̭̠̻̙̦̬̎̔̈̈́̊͠o̵̮͚̲̠̳̣͈̘̾̆̅̕͜ͅn̵̢̧͎̠̰͕͔̲̤͈͛̒͊͐̍̀ṫ̷̗̤̰̥͙̮̥͖̪͊̈́̀͐̕͜ ̴̢͖̦͈̩̓ͅl̶̥̆͑͂̀͛ò̶͔͙͕̜̰̰̣͉̮̃̀̃͠s̸̨̢̟̱̲͓̹̼̤̔̈̓̒͒̚͜ę̴̬̟̼̦̲͎͎̰̉̒͆́͋̕̚ ̸̧̢̟̺͖̝̩̱̱̑̊́̉̈͂͘ͅi̷̩͔̩̥͎̙̲̹͚̪͛t̶̮̰͍͔̤̜̞͉̯̒̀̀͜͠͝ ḓ̷̭̠̻̙̦̬̎̔̈̈́̊͠o̵̮͚̲̠̳̣͈̘̾̆̅̕͜ͅn̵̢̧͎̠̰͕͔̲̤͈͛̒͊͐̍̀ṫ̷̗̤̰̥͙̮̥͖̪͊̈́̀͐̕͜ ̴̢͖̦͈̩̓ͅl̶̥̆͑͂̀͛ò̶͔͙͕̜̰̰̣͉̮̃̀̃͠s̸̨̢̟̱̲͓̹̼̤̔̈̓̒͒̚͜ę̴̬̟̼̦̲͎͎̰̉̒͆́͋̕̚ ̸̧̢̟̺͖̝̩̱̱̑̊́̉̈͂͘ͅi̷̩͔̩̥͎̙̲̹͚̪͛t̶̮̰͍͔̤̜̞͉̯̒̀̀͜͠͝ ḓ̷̭̠̻̙̦̬̎̔̈̈́̊͠o̵̮͚̲̠̳̣͈̘̾̆̅̕͜ͅn̵̢̧͎̠̰͕͔̲̤͈͛̒͊͐̍̀ṫ̷̗̤̰̥͙̮̥͖̪͊̈́̀͐̕͜ ̴̢͖̦͈̩̓ͅl̶̥̆͑͂̀͛ò̶͔͙͕̜̰̰̣͉̮̃̀̃͠s̸̨̢̟̱̲͓̹̼̤̔̈̓̒͒̚͜ę̴̬̟̼̦̲͎͎̰̉̒͆́͋̕̚ ̸̧̢̟̺͖̝̩̱̱̑̊́̉̈͂͘ͅi̷̩͔̩̥͎̙̲̹͚̪͛t̶̮̰͍͔̤̜̞͉̯̒̀̀͜͠͝

#bpd #actuallybpd #yancore #obsessive #obsessed #inlove #fp #bpdfo #bpdfp #bpd things

[kingofhellsmother-blog]

Me: that's it! I'm done. I'm cutting you off. *starts building wall around myself*

FP: *sends one (1) snap of their shoulder*

Me: *tearing down my wall* you're right. I'm sorry. I love you.

FP: *takes more than a minute to respond*

Me: you know what *restarts my wall*

#actually borderline #borderline personality disorder #actually bpd #bpd #bpd humor #bpd memes #favorite person #bpd problems #bpd thoughts #bpd feels #bpdfp

[r029]

Got a new fp thats a fuckboi ooh we'll see how this plays out <3

#Bpdfp #bpd feels