one reason to keep going is that i am autistic and feeling my legs touching gives me sensory issues and makes me overwhelmed so i need to have a thigh gap to feel comfortable in my own body
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being w my bf 24/7 and then going home jus to have a wave of everything i’ve been avoiding come over me … now i want to starve myself forever and never eat but i know i will eat today bc i have no self control <3 it’s like accepting torture, knowing it’s coming later on in the day but you can’t do much. i know the overreating is coming, jus a matter of time 👎
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guys i almost fainted in the bus today - PSA
so i was standing in the bus and suddenly i felt like i was fading out of the real world. with every blink everything became more black and i didn’t feel my fingers, toes and lips. i turned to my sister and said „hey i don’t feel so good“ and she told someone to stand up so that i could sit down and gave me something to drink till we we‘re at the bus station where we had to switch the bus.
my dad came and picked me up. after we arrived at home i got a full mental breakdown about how i‘m afraid to fall asleep because i might not wake up again but at the same time i didn’t want to eat because i didn’t want to gain weight.
at the end i still ate a few grapes and some weetabix with milk but let me tell you i was still fucking scared to collapse again. i mean i need to admit the last 5 days i didn’t really eat because even if i didn’t eat above my cal limit i was still purging which is the reason why also didn’t drink enough as i thought i was.
so please girls and boys fucking hydrate enough it’s super important and don’t fast longer that 42h. always have water or a piece of fruit or a granola bar or something with you. in case you get dizzy (and i can not stress this enough) IMMEDIATELY EAT AND DRINK SOMETHING LIKE SIRIOUSLY YOUR LIFE DEPENDS ON IT!!!
don’t ignore the signs of you body.
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REBLOG IF 3 or more apply to you:
You are 16+
Starting weight is 127lbs
Ugw is 95lbs
Is friendly and support LGBTQ+
Post thinspo
Is active September 2021
I want to follow new people <3
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We had a big lunch and my SKINNY AF sister just went, “Omg my stomach is literally sticking out. This has never happened to me before! Wow” AND THAT JUST MADE ME FEEL SO SHITTY. SHE IS SO SKINNY AND THAT JUST PROVES THAT SHE NEVER GETS BLOATED OR ANYTHING. I literally will never win.
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I quit, I give up, I’m not good enough for anybody else, you see.
–fuckingempty
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I wish I could snap my fingers and be skinny. I feel like it takes so long
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04•10•19
Guess who got visited by the big bad binge monster........
Not me and not you if you reblog this within the next 10secs I haven’t binged in over a week and I wanna pass this good energy on to you
Stay safe 💜
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HOW CAN I DRESS CUTE IF WE ARE GOING TO WALK ON THE BEACH FOR A DATE??????? I FOUND MY GYMBRO BUT HOW CAN I BE CUTE IF WE ARE GOING TO EXERCISE AS A DATE LIKE I AM NOT COMPLAINING I AM JUST SCARED OF LOOKING SUPER UGLY IN MY WORKOUT CLOTHES AND SCARED OF LOOKING SUPER DUMB IF I WEAR CUTE CLOTHES OMG SOMEONE HELP ME
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heres some of my fav thinspo rn bc im feeling ✨extra shitty✨
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if i don’t reach my goal weight until summer idk what to do :(((
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Tw weight: I made it passed my first gw which was 116.5lbs
My next gw is 110.5lbs
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