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viveela · 10 months
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Oh that's so unfortunate...who could've thunk it
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ddejavvu · 7 months
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tbh imagine reader trying to get like a soda or a bag of chips or something from a vending machine and it gets stuck
she doesn't even try kicking or yelling at the machine or anything, js knocking and softly talking to it like "hello? please come out 💔🙏"
she's just tapping on the glass so delicately and manifesting that her food miraculously falls down so she can get it but obviously that doesn't work 😭
hotch js standing there and staring at her half assed attempts to get her food unstuck as he makes fun of her in his head
If you glanced up at the glass above you you'd catch Hotch's reflection in it, but you're much too focused on the silver ring that's stubbornly clinging to your potato chips mere inches from the dispenser of the vending machine. You've kneeled to look at it, as if your pleading gaze will convince it to let gravity take its course, but the ring refuses to release its grip.
"Please let go," You beg it, and Hotch has heard you use the same tone when speaking to children during cases. Sensitive subjects call for sensitive approaches, but Aaron thinks the machine needs a good jostle, not a tender croon.
"Hello?" You tap your pointer finger against the glass by the knuckle, nowhere near enough force behind it to free your snack, "Please, please come out."
Aaron can't watch anymore. He wants to bite his tongue until it bleeds, caught up by how endearing your endless care is, and how frustratingly futile your attempts are. He's not sure whether he needs to dent the vending machine with his shoe or buy you a family sized bag of the chips you're trying to persuade out of the machine. He settles for a calm mixture of both, stepping up behind you and clearing his throat to announce his presence.
You look up at him forlornly, "The machine ate my dollar. And my chips got stuck."
"Here," He offers, pulling a wrinkled bill out of his own wallet. You stay crouched, brows furrowed as he types in the code for your chips. When he prompts the machine to spit another bag out, yours and his fall at the same time, and you plunge your hand into the receptacle eagerly.
"Thank you!" You gush, springing to your feet and pushing his own bag of chips towards him, "Hotch, you're a lifesaver."
"You can have them," He shakes his head, trying to keep his smile from growing too bright as he chuckles, "You're more delicate than I would have been. I think I'd have tried kicking it."
"I'm wearing flats," You stick your foot out towards him, showcasing the thin-walled shoes that would surely collapse on your toes if you jammed them against the metal machine, "Plus I don't wanna kick it. It didn't mean to take my chips. Are you sure you don't want any?" You ask him, eyes shimmering slightly with worry, "They're really good, Hotch. You'd like them."
He doesn't want to take them away from you, but he finds that he can't quite say no to your reasoning; if you care about him enough to recommend one of your favorite snacks to him, who would he be to deny your care?
"I could go for a snack," He folds, plucking the shiny package from your hand, "You shouldn't eat at your desk, though."
Really, he hadn't been fishing for any sort of invitation. But when you beam at him, already backing away towards the elevator bay, and you ask, "Wanna take a walk with me, Hotch?" He finds he can't say no.
So, chips in hand and wallet one dollar lighter, Aaron's face curves into a warm smile, and he lets you lead the way into an elevator.
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rusmii · 3 months
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ps. me when writing this 😐. i feel sorry for my incubus!chuuya wanters waiting for his return, so im breaking my semi hiatus js for you guys <3 after this you guys HAVE to wait until feb 14th.
incubus!chuuya x fem!reader
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THINKING ABT INCUBUS!CHUUYA...
bringing up an aphrodisiac in the middle of your conversation, the smooth chocolate shell of the bar reflecting your shocked expression from his offer.
you relent and give in, excited to try out this new method of sex with said incubus. chuuya only breaks off a piece, giving you the rest of the bar to eat. when questioned why, he smirks and explains to you that incubus are naturally horny — thus making the tiny piece of chocolate equal to two full aphrodisiac chocolate bars.
it doesn't take long for the aphrodisiac to kick in. it's effects starting to take toll on your body as you swallow the last bite — watching as chuuya now eats his piece.
after ridding your guys' stripped clothes (chuuya still with his pants on for some reason), chuuya has you spread open beneath him, his hot breath fanning just above your folds. his already twitching dick up and hard for you.
he starts by licking at it, the sudden long strip that ran across your pussy to your clit was enough to send your body into jolts. but what a tease he was in this unfortunate situation you agreed to! he doesn't go any further past your flaps — a breathy chuckle hot on your cunt whenever he laughs at your whines.
oh, he knows what you want — the writhe of your body wasn't so subtle. the little twitches here and there, the clutch of the sheets whenever he dips his tongue in between your folds just a little bit, the annoyed sigh you let out when you don't get the relief your body needs — all of it thrilling and sending waves of dopamine through his brain.
"just a little longer, sweetheart? promise to finally eat 'ya out if you let me savor 'yer taste." sweet, sweet words coming from the incubus' mouth. sweet, sweet empty promises coming from the incubus' mouth. his slow swirling tongue making sure to flick your clit the right way, cutting off any voice of thought that was sure to be replaced by a moan.
protesting against his demands, your thighs start caving his head in as a last-ditch effort. chuuya clicks his tongue in annoyance, shoving your legs apart and moving away. "nah, stop that shit," he tuts disappointedly. "but chuuya!" — "want me to eat 'ya out, then wait like a good girl and let me foreplay."
you groan, foreplay was usually a need in sex, but you weren't feeling particularly patient tonight. the aphrodisiac making its course through your bloodstream had made it harder to focus. every little twinge of air or hot breath that left chuuyas mouth was leaving your senses all tingly.
without waiting for an answer, chuuya shifts atop of you — his mouth now on your clit, using his tongue to apply just the right amount of pressure.
giving your clit a few more swirls, chuuya grips your thighs to keep them in place when your body starts twitching from the onslaught pleasure. your hands found its way into chuuyas hair, the groan he let out sent mini vibrations coreing around the lower half of your body.
and with a final pop, he plants a kiss on it before dipping his head further into your legs.
you gasp; finally. finally, you feel it — his tongue moving past your folds and into your cunt. whining his name, the grip on his hair only kept getting tighter. at the same time, chuuya groans. shit — you were so fucking wet for him. beautiful arousal dripping down his chin and onto the sheets as his jaw flexes.
"chuuya, chuuya — chuuya!" his name being the only thing your voice could remember to say was sending tingles down his body — his dick twitching up and down from his own arousal.
your slippery entrance being easy to enter, his tongue wiggling itself inside along with two fingers. hearing your strained moan when he curls on that one spot was enough to have him give in and do whatever you wanted from that point on.
he pulls out his fingers, replacing it with his extended tongue. the long piece of flesh surprising you. an unexpected thing to feel but you weren't complaining when chuuya was swirling his tongue inside your cunt.
chuuya wraps his forearms around your thighs, mushing your wet pussy against his mouth. he groans when he's able to taste everything — your arousal being slobbered everywhere by him, his nose right on your clit making you feel every breath he let out.
his tongue moved freely inside you. the long piece of flesh deep and fast — rubbing against the spot that makes you squeal and squirm.
not being able to vocalize any praise, chuuya rubs soft soothing circles on your upper abdomen. the act barely noticeable but subtle enough to help ease you up.
feeling your approaching high, you squeeze your thighs as a warning for him before your body starts twitching uncontrollably. chuuya doesn't let the spasm of your walls stop him though, only going faster and faster — your arousal making a puddle underneath you guys.
fuck, such a treat you were. lewd and explicit noises coming from your pussy as he ate you out were just him slurping up everything your cunt had to offer. his energy and hunger fading with every new ounce of arousal seeping into his mouth.
the final and long awaited cat-like arch formed, your legs now kicking up as your body quivers uncontrollably.
with a final wide swirl of his tongue, you start squealing — unintended blabber escaping while chuuya is blasted with a burst of your sweet, sweet cum. he tilts his head in a way to capture every single drop, not leaving a single drop to be wasted in the cute puddle you made.
his tongue still swirling gently, slower and slower as you come down from your high — until you were moaning from overstimulation instead of your climax.
when chuuya felt like he drunk up every last ounce of your cum, he pushes himself away — his lower face wet, slick, and sticky from your cream. he had a smile on his face though. an ear to ear grin staring down right at your dazed face.
"such a good girl. you deserved that orsgasm for feeding me so well. just need to fuck the rest of the aphrodisiacs out of our systems now don't we?" he suggests as he starts unbuckling his belt.
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taglist (comment on there if u guys want😋): @luvan1 @bfdazai @asqmi @squigglewigglewoo @liviash @doonifox @ishqani
ok guys no more smut till feb 14th <3
BELONGS TO @rusmii DONT STEAL >:((
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shuuuuush · 7 months
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UPCOMING FICS
List of upcoming fics, may be posted not in order and randomly, just so yall know what's coming up. Please be patient with me as I'm trying to write them all ! (Will probably start posting the fics once I'm done ALL of them and then queue them all so one fic posts every day)
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Why'd you only call me when you're high? - Sharky (Song fic based on the song, Event Celebration fic)
Can't Handle Orders- Niko Omilana (based on my prompt: "I'd do it. it's just the fact that I can't handle taking orders from short people.")
Always - Filly (based on the prompts: "Do you hate me?" and, "You know how much I love you, right?")
Girlfriend Tag - Sharky (Being Sharkys girlfriend obviously equals a girlfriend tag video.) (Horror how I never knew what a girlfriend tag was till I researched for this request...)
Being Parents with Sharky Headcannons (self-explanatory)
A Midnight Snack - Niko (Niko awakes to you not in bed, so where were you because he needs his cuddles.)
You're a ... Thief? - Sharky (based on the prompts: "Kiss me" and "You know, stealing my clothes doesn't make you any less of a thief if you're my girl.")
Ain't That Bad - Darkest (based on the prompts: "It can't be that bad... Oh... that is bad..." and "Damn. I ain't messing with you no more after that.")
Reflections - Sharky (song fic based on the song Reflections by the Neighbourhood)
Daddy Issues - Kenny (song fic based on the song, Daddy Issues by the Neighbourhood)
Are you really flirting with me? - Sharky (y/n and sharky are filming a betasquad vid (js like the ones where they split into two groups) and r in a group together being flirty)
"Damn right, I'm jealous" - Sharky (sharky having an obvious crush on reader and then another guy flirts with her and he gets jealous)
Dumb Excuses - Sharky (Dumb excuses, a Sharky version)
Winner Winner - Aj Shabeel (Board game night with Aj isn't as peaceful as you thought it would be.)
Found You ♡ | Sharky [insta/social media au] (Summary: the beta squad boys figuring out about Sharky's gf)
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reticent-writer · 11 months
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Hi! I saw you were writing for Kny I don't know if you are taking requests but if you are can you do a Sanemi x AFAB! Reader and inspire it by the song Sparks - Coldplay. Please have angst in it but have a happy ending? Okay thank you if you do happen to do this! Make sure to tag me js Incase. Xx
A fun fact about this song is that I cried to it the other day, I wasn't even sad my playlist was just on shuffle.
Demon slayer masterlist
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✿✼:*゚:.。..。.:*・゚゚・**・゚゚・*:.。..。.:*゚:*:✼✿  
Recently you and Sanemi have been at each other throat about him coming home heavily injured, ghosting you while he is on missions, ignoring his brother, his attitude, etc. Normally you'd make up by the end of the night, but it was really starting to affect your own missions.
Sanemi is just so stubborn and doesn't want to see anything your way. You decided to treat him the way he treats everyone and before you knew you were on the verge of a breakup. Too late to back out now... Right?
'Did I drive you away?' Sanemi thought as he watched you sleep with your back turned to him.
Sanemi slumped on the futon looking up at the ceiling in reflection.
Was he really wrong for wanting to protect you his way.
He reflected on his life with you as he went to sleep.
𝘠𝘰𝘶'𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 him from the beginning. You've pushed him to be a better brother and fighter. You've got 𝘩𝘪𝘮 through the toughest time of his life and through all of this you only ask that he returns home to you safely.
'Surely I could grant her that.' He thought before finally drifting off.
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The sun seeped into your room and rose you from your slumber. You turned over and tried to go back to your dream but a lack of a body prevented that.
"Sanemi?" Your voice was hoarse and raspy from just waking up.
You got up to look for him but before you did a note fell from your shirt. You picked it up and red it.
'I haven't been the best partner. I was selfish and didn't care about his you felt and I'm sorry but I can't change. It's my job to kill demons even if I die in the process but I promise you this... I'll always look out for you. My heart is yours, you keep me sane. I love you.
-sanemi'
✿✼:*゚:.。..。.:*・゚゚・**・゚゚・*:.。..。.:*゚:*:✼✿  
@lynnethehotshot
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loser-female · 1 year
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Hi! This is my space. If you are curious on the subject of radical feminism this post is for you.
Few things:
Kindfem (here on nice vs kind);
Bi-focused and disability/ND focused;
Anti-individualist,
Anti-black and white thinking,
Politically a socialist,
The job of a SOC Analyst.
About mental illness and excuses (one day I I'll make an actual essay about this, currently be happy with this version)
Ask policy:
I'm going to donate 5€ to a feminist organisation for every hate anon regarding me being a "terf" or something;
I'm going to donate 5€ to a DV organisation specifically for every hate anon, comment or reblog about me being in a relationship with a man
And you still won't get an answer! Ask yourself if it's worth it.
I will do my best to catalogue and keep this space organised. Most of my tags are organisational, they are placed to help myself and others finding the stuff they need to find.
1. What's radical feminism? ->Tag full of resources to explore on radical feminism.
-> here is a non-radfem article about choice feminism and why is bad.
-> another article on why choice feminism is bad, from a Black woman perspective
If you are curious about doing some feminism in your life I have the how to be a feminist tag.
2. Relationships tag -> This is compiled mostly for women who have relationship with men and want to lower their risk.
Here are my favourite non-radfem things, resources and opinions on the subject;
-> Zawn is a brilliant writer that tackle the inequalities in marriage and motherood. She is very active on substack and has a lot of resources for women in a long term relationship with men.
-> You should have asked is a comic about the mental load of work women have to do in a relationship with men.
-> She divorced me because I left dishes by the sink is a blog post made by a man for men that explains how this little non-action lead ultimately to his divorce.
-> Fair play is a method to address domestic inequality few people I know swear by.
-> Duluth model on abuse. Please read that carefully before dismissing it.
In the relationship tag there is also criticism on how this could work or not.
I now have a female separatism tag!
-> Some reflection on separatism and power
3. Tag Cloud! (hopefully)
-> self explanatory tags dedicated to these subjects.
4. How to connect to others? -> @nansheonearth her blog is full of resources of where to find others, Discord servers, how to visit womyn's land resources, IRL meetings and separatism in general. Check her out!
@rad-fem-zine with my own contributions:
-> my mom's story (medical misogyny)
-> Cybersecurity guide for cyberfems
5.My favourite essays.
-> I'm not here to make friends
-> The Ethical Prude
-> How to grow the fuck up, a guide to humans
-> The Gentrification of Disability (it explains how the neurodivergent movement is failing ADHD and autistic people, thanks to )
Also: I sometimes reblog things I don't agree with but I consider worthy of consideration regardless.
6. Still missing from this post:
Stuff over female separatism and how to practice it IRL to various degrees.
The actual tag cloud (Tumblr doesn't allow me to use js on the blog and god I'm going to beg the staff but idk)
Send me a message/ask if:
Want to know stuff about cybersecurity!
Have recommendations for this post.
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mllebabushkat · 1 year
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☀️ Warrior Nun S2E8 🌙
FINALE IM NOT READY
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oh?? reya hello there
protective!bea is so hot ugh
not at her Instantly going for vincent's throat
EUROTRASH JESUS— michael u legend bahahah
ava rising from her crown!coma in the back like she’s been possessed ahahhahahshs
the softness!! in avatrice's little exchange "are you alright?" "fine"
i have a pit in my stomach did you see/hear ava THIS GIRL has just accepted the inevitability and necessity of her self-sacrifice HASN'T SHE 😡😭
nooooo ava + michael my noble selfless babies :(((
hehe bea and superion ava protection squad <3
awwwweee my feels are soft and easily hurt all those goodbye moments :(((((((((((
AVA WRITING A FAREWELL LETTER TO BEA MY HEART- 😭😭
“sometimes the simple truth of being alive just…moves me” she has grown up So Much i'm so proud oh ava dearest 🥺
and superion :(( she doesn't really know but she Knows and she accepts what must happen much as it tears her apart
grumpy bea hahah i still don’t like that look on her
“you’re still a nun aren’t you? forgiveness is part of your job” -> ava sowing more seeds in bea's crisis of faith :")
michael to jillian: “i’ll see you again” um. ru sure sir
first that talking heads quote (she only learns from cam the best), and now “don’t fuck it up” YES QUEENNNNNNN SUPERION
legit my fave
oh lemme take a moment to say i LOVE the brutalist concrete set design this season !!!!!!! *kisses for the crew again*
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA michael cocking his eyebrow at the fbc guard when vincent calls them adriel's virgins 💀
yasmine <333333
"that is not in any way how that works" lmaoooo
also the LITTLE SMILE on her face as she says it bea is SO. WHIPPED adsghakldfk
they’re so stupiddddddddd ocs girlies why would u have ur reunion in the open whyyyyyyy
"sister warriors don’t run" have i mentioned i love yasmine
YES AVA PHASING PUNCH
“wow she’s incredible” “yes she is” THE SMILE ON HER FACE DID I MENTION BEA'S WHIPPED
YES cam reunited with her crossbow <3
yessss avatrice combo attack fave move!
no i don’t like the distrust between them :(((((((((((
the cross reflecting in avas eyes :((( oh no :(((
wait i can't help but to imagine yasmine might've had that one moment of doubt of what if ava turned on them
OK before we get to
That Scene
let it be known that this was actually such a beautiful moment, like much as the gifsets are gorgeous they do not do the magic of this scene any justice,, my heart is so full l;khsl;js;lhjssfd
alright, ✨AVATRICE✨
"Because things change when you realise not everything's about you" bea's words laid down right back at her feet ow my heart hurts
did my eyes start watering when the music started? obvs.
"They die so everyone else can live"
"I’m doing this so you can live your life. So live it, okay?"
"I won’t. I can’t." (what is my life without you?)
and you can see the infinite fondness in ava's eyes, you can see that she plans to kiss bea already when she steps forward
and she disarms her! (because of course bea had to make a last ditch effort to save ava from herself, and of course ava's grown enough to match her in combat)
and she kisses her !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
❤️
and of course it’s oh so tender
[Hymn for Her] has me in a CHOKEHOLD
the way the camera spins and the chorus swells like a revelation, like they've finally found home in each other 💖
bea's hand reaches out first and of course it's the Patented Avatrice ✨Face Caress✨
THE FOREHEAD KISS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
ava's teary smile, and bea returning it with a hint of a smile and a nod
"IN THE NEXT"
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOJDGDJDKSKAHSH
this music im cryign again 😭😭
we all agree we aren't normal about this scene right?????
bea is shell shocked, and ava’s heartbroken, but they both dutifully carry on in that deathly silence (*kisses for the sound designer*)
“we have no choice.” “we have a million choices…we’re both living on second chances anyway” 😭😭😭😭😭😭
there’s that parallel between ava and michael again (i love the two of them),
and there’s that great inevitable tragedy of all our heroes carrying a sacrifice they don’t deserve to be burdened with
i’m waxing poetic this episode and nobody can stop me
but the plot chugs ever onward so-
“semantics, huh? That’s what we’re betting our lives on?” “we’re betting our lives on faith.” “huh, even worse.” SPITTING FACTS atheist agenda ftw
ADRIEL A-POSING HAHAHA he looks so fucking awkward standing with his legs apart like that ajhahdhdjaha
ooooh an uneven cross window this setpiece is fantastic
NO LILITH
MICHAEL HIS HEART?????????
WHAT THE E FUCK
that’s goddamn brutal
holyyyyyyyy shittttttttttttttttt
THATS IT? HESDEAD? JUST LIKE THAT
??????
grudging respect to the writers for having the balls to put in such a cruel end
i still can’t tear my thoughts away buT
BEA HALLWAY FIGHT MY BELOVED
OH the waver in her voice 🥺 when
“you all stand between me and ava.” NO MORE PRETENCE this is HER girl in DANGER she’s gotta save her !!!!
“stay… and you’ll never walk again.” BRUTAL. LOVING this look on bea
wow wow wow ave maria melting into that 2WEI arrangement is gorgeoussssssssssssssss
that deep resonant bass hits SO good
btw i’m so proud of myself for instantly recognising a signature 2wei song without checking they really are the kings of epic soundtracks
YES BEA KICK ASSSSSSSSS you are a work of ART
a l s o yES YASMINE THE CROSS SHIV
“that’s your femoral artery” i LOve a nerdy badass <33
“oh you uNHoLy biTcH” AHDHFKALHDJDKD LMFAOOO YESSSS
wanna take a moment to acknowledge bea’s compassion when she tells yas keep safe, you’ve done enough.
yasmine my bby going “maybe I’ll just sit here and wait for a while” hahahahA BEST GIRLIE ILY
update up top: camilla my beloved still kicking ass <3
sigh alright back to the slaughter chamber
hmmmmmmmm backstory
what is adriel’s gripe with reya ? is it possible it’s actually valid??? i need to know M O R E
alright adriel’s distracted thx for the mindfuck cam mwah x
OK AVA LESGO
yes stab his little bitch ass,, love that sword toss + phasing move gO STYLE ON HIM
fuck lilith uP
adriel is an airbender ?????
oh but the shot of michael’s lifeless heart :(((( i didn’t need to see him like this again :(( i’m really gonna miss him rest in peace my boy :(((((
BEA-
OH SHIT THE BOMB And the
divinium shrapnel-
“wait just let me rest for a little bit okay” WAIT NO SHE’S DYING
AND ADRIEL LIVES NO NOT THE EVIL LAUGH NOT THE VIOLIN CADENZA—
(side note love the shot of adriel limping then walking as his foot horrifyingly twists back to normal)
“i cannot be killed in this realm” fucking semantics didn’t pull through in the end :(((
bUT CAM WITH THE CLUTCH
OH AND ava’s been fighting without the halo this whole time???? what a BAMF
TARASKSSSSSSSSSSS WOW never did i think they’d save the day no i lie. semantics saved the day
HAHAHAHAHAHAA TEAR THE BITCH APART insert kill bill meme
ok but did they actually kill him this time (if so DING DONG THE WITCH IS DEAD)
reya to the rescue..! that *nod*
ah, birdsong. they’ll be alright up top :)
ALAS
ava’s still dying
and they’re cradling again
and surely these are their final moments together
“Why are you always trying to save me?” (she loves you)
“Let me go”
“Be free” (remember this exchange from last time?)
“I love you” (you knew that)
“I love you” (you didn’t hear)
see you, ava
:”(
lilith, still “i really hope we end up on the same side”, and then she’s gone too
and there’s nothing left except for the music to ramp up, and the arc to power down, and her to sit at its base,
alone
and it finally hits her, she’s lost, it’s over
bea 🥺 darling
:((
but post credits????!!!
post-ocs!bea is Yet Another Vibe
ugh when i have the energy i’ll make another rant about the significance of her looks this season
sister dora arms! cute hair~
of course, the montage and the cast sendoffs as bea walks out but she looks happy, free
a final farewell, but only for now <3
and the sword glow????
AND THAT’S IT
extra shoutout to [Always Forever] the lofi credits, istg the ost this season SLAPS
but yeah, holy shit, it really is over. that’s it, that’s all of season 2 huh (i’m hoping so hard for a season 3 and more). damn this was a good ride. so many new memories to treasure. so many more thoughts yet to be articulated. but all that for later,
in the next x
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emmyllou · 8 months
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I request SOX RN 👏 (for the ask game~)
Okay here are some sox rn🧦:3
S - Show us an example of your personal headcanon (prompts optional but encouraged)
Necessary context: Jim Butcher, author of Dresden Files, is a noted fanboy of novelist/poet Roger Zelazny and in particular the series Chronicles of Amber. In Amber the book series and also Amber the location there is a short stone stairway that, when bathed in moonlight on certain nights, becomes a full staircase made of moonlight that leads to a Shadow (sort of like an imperfect reflection/alternate dimension) of Amber in the sky called Tir-na Nog'th. In Dresden Files, there is a short stone stairway that, when bathed in moonlight on certain nights, becomes a full staircase made of moonlight that leads to a reflection of Chicago in the sky called Chicago-over-Chicago. Headcanon: Dresden Files takes place within the Chronicles of Amber universe, and the stairs to Chicago-over-Chicago are a Shadow of the stairs to Tir-na Nog'th.
O - Choose a song at random. Which ship or character does it remind you of?
I am opening Spotify and looking at my giant playlist of all the songs I like. I am closing my eyes and scrolling randomly. I am opening my eyes and reading the song. It is Breakfast in America by Supertramp. This is useless; this is nothing. I mean it's a good song and all but I don't have any characters or ships whose defining characteristic is wanting to eat kippers for breakfast. I am closing my eyes and scrolling again. The song is Wildflowers by Dolly Parton. Oooh, now this I can work with! There's a few characters I could associate with this song, but I'm going to say that this is a Calamir song =) Growing up in a place where he doesn't feel right, being 'set free' by that place as opposed to just escaping or leaving it because the place is getting rid of him just as much as he is getting rid of the place, the line 'Just a wild rambling rose seeking mysteries untold' - I mean, Rose is in his name!
X - A trope which you are almost certain to love in any fandom.
I have answered this here! (sorry this is already getting a bit long)
R - Which friendship/platonic relationship is your favorite in fandom?
Don't do this to me. Don't make me choose. Okay fine. In terms of "how many words have I written about them", John Segundus/John Childermass and John Segundus/Tom Levy (from Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norrell) are neck and neck. Right now though I'm not so into Segundus/Childermass, meanwhile Segundus/Levy is a continuous delight. In terms of our d&d games: AUGH I'm still devastated we didn't get to play more of Tiril and Vivendel's sibling relationship! I think we were starting to get into a really interesting rapport and I had a lot of fun playing that character <3
N - Name three things you wish you saw more or in your main fandom (or a fandom of choice)
Oh no this is so difficult.
I'd love to see more wild and wacky crossovers. This applies to Every Fandom. Maybe it's because I love Spelljammer as a concept, or maybe I just love putting Characters in Situations. I really like weird AUs and I'd love to read more of them.
I want more John Segundus/Tom Levy fics. This is a purely selfish instinct (because I love them) and I'm doing my part to create the content I crave.
I don't have a third thing. I'm sorry. I love everyone in the JS&MN fandom and I love all your art and fics! <3
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insfiringyou · 2 years
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What kind of hangups would YG have about his body or things he is insecure about, and how does this affect his relationship with JS? In vlives or in general he often mentions weight or how he looks if he's gained recently etc, if this came up how would JS make him feel comfortable about himself? I think JK and Jimin also mention things like this a lot too when it comes to insecurity about their appearance
I actually think it's sort of addressed or at least a strong factor with Yoongi as to why he would be more attracted to someone with quite a lot of body confidence. Because he'd hate to see his own insecurities reflected in somebody else. It's not the sole reason, but a small part of what drew him to both Kim and Jeong-sun, who have different body types but are both confident and quite strong/solid minded when it comes to how they see their body. I don't think he would be insecure if he weren't famous or if he came from a country with less strict beauty standards, because ultimately he's a very rational person, but I think he faces a lot of pressure from the media/probably the company too to look a certain way and over time that has to affect someone's confidence and how they talk about themselves. I think he actually appreciates that Jeong-sun wouldn't nag or question him about it, but subtly reminds him he has to eat when he's overworking and also that she doesn't comment on his weight - when he's either lost or gained weight. We actually see post-military Yoongi as the happiest he's been in terms of his weight, or at least not really fixated on it, and not being in the limelight would be a big part of that!
In that respect, the song Talk Tonight by Oasis reminds me a little of Yoongi and Jeong-sun.
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Sadly, I think both Ara and Jimin have the same hang ups and for the same reason (pressure from other people), and maybe it would work that when one starts to think less about it (Jimin), Ara would start more because she's an Idol. At the same time though, I think Ara has a slightly rebellious streak where she'd not fully stick to her diet plan and think screw it to her company.
Jungkook would be more focused on building/working out, which Young-soon's definitely mentioned in the fics (that he doesn't need to work out more).
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kazuluvs · 3 years
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Uhhh Chifuyu and Possession???
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+ EXCERPT: you want to look away from your demeaning form in the mirror. want to sob and tell him to stop humiliating you like this, to let up on the pressure on your neck and leave your body and take his own form and let you cum on his cock, not your fingers.
+ TAGS: afab!reader, demon!chifuyu, possession, slight dubcon (it's stated u can stop the scene but js in case), complete loss of control, masturbation, humiliation, slight degradation, chifuyu is a tease n a little mean in this (so possibly ooc idk), breathplay (choking), uhh think that's it || nsfw, minors dni.
+ A/N: lowkey hate this but the concept had me by the pussy so here u go (ty for the prompt btw!!) also first time writing in proper caps n it feels weird LMAO
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When you’d first agreed to his proposal, this wasn’t what you’d envisioned.
A mirror is situated directly in front of you, reflecting the clear image of you lying pliant and spread out on your bed, a sheen of sweat covering your body with your puffy pussy on display. If you had any control of your body, you would’ve squeezed them shut out of embarrassment.
Unfortunately, you’ve given up that right to the demon inside you.
You hear his chuckles reverberate through your mind, and a whine gets stuck in your throat as he swipes your fingers over your abused clit, slick and oversensitive from the previous times he'd worked your body to the edge only to pull you away.
“Still want more, huh?” Chifuyu teases, the rumble of his voice echoing throughout your head, “I can feel it, y’know. Can feel your body get all needy and tight tryna cum again.”
Another whimper tries to leave your throat, but it doesn’t make it out. It’s a bizarre experience, to say the least; to be conscious of everything around you and feel your body moving but not have any control over it. Your demon boyfriend doesn’t give you the time to dwell on it, however, plunging your fingers into your sloppy cunt and expertly dragging them along your hot walls.
“Good thing I know your body better than yourself, hm?” he hums, spreading your fingers and looking down at the glossy mess of your cunt—consequently forcing you to look at it, too—feeling a mirthful grin form on your face when the embarrassing knot in your gut twists, heat flushing under your skin and bringing you closer to the climax you’re humiliatingly desperate for.
“Why’re you embarrassed, baby? You’re pretty like this, don’cha think?” Chifuyu whispers, your breathing stuttering when he allows your hips to grind down on your digits, angling your palm so that it slaps against your clit every time he makes you fuck yourself, “so wet from me taking control. You like this? Like being completely helpless against me?”
The drenched sounds of your pussy echo in the room, your hole squelching loudly when he quickens the pace of your fingers. He forces them deeper inside you, making them reach places you're not sure you could've found yourself. Your eyes roll back when he curls your fingers up into a spot that makes your back bow off the bed.
"Shit—guess that's your spot, huh?" he sounds breathless in your head, but it doesn't register to you, not when he keeps thrusting into that gummy spot to bring you closer to your high, your arousal dripping down onto your ruined bedsheets.
It's not until your hand, previously rolling and pinching at your nipple, trails up to your neck that you come back to your surroundings. Your breathing picks up and fear spikes up in your chest when he wraps your hand around your throat, your cunt panickedly tightening around your fingers.
“Fuck,” he laughs, the sound resonating in your mind, “did you just clench around me?” his profane voice forces tears to prick at the corner of your eyes, your mouth automatically falling open and soundlessly crying when he increases the pressure on your throat. “You’re sick, y’know that?”
You want to look away from your demeaning form in the mirror. Want to sob and tell him to stop humiliating you like this, to let up on the pressure on your neck and leave your body and take his own form and let you cum on his cock, not your fingers.
“Can’t believe I managed to land such a filthy little thing.”
But you can’t. Won’t, really—you know you could end this whole thing with one snap of your fingers, but the burn of degradation and loss of control is too irresistible to turn away from. The heat in your gut is too intense to let go of now.
Your vision is starting to get blurry, from the crystal drops gathering at your waterline and the lack of oxygen, when the pressure is suddenly completely gone. A desperate sound is torn from your throat, the much-needed air rushing back into your lungs with a speed that leaves you dizzy, and it’s the final push necessary to make you topple over the edge.
Your body shakes as your pussy spasms around your fingers, hips uncontrollably bucking up into your hand and thighs quivering at the rush of endorphins coursing through your body. As much as you may try, however, all the cries you're straining to let out remain lodged deep in your chest, your boyfriend's curses ringing in your ears as you chase after the blinding pleasure.
"Ah—shit—" Chifuyu groans, and it hits you then, that he can feel your orgasm rushing through you, too; could feel the moment the knot of arousal burst and the all-consuming pleasure that currently runs through your veins. The knowledge forces you to tense even more around your fingers in an effort to prolong the pleasure for both you and your demon.
"Baby, loosen—hah—loosen up," he moans, the timbre filthy in your head. His control of your body slips away just enough for you to minutely shake your head.
“Just, fuck—”
He cuts himself off, and the next thing you know, you’re gasping out a cry as the feeling of otherness disappears from your body. Your eyes squeeze shut and your chest heaves at the sudden shock of gaining back control of yourself.
“Wh-what—” you whimper, sliding your eyes open to see the naked form of your boyfriend in all his devilish glory, “Chif—”
It’s all you’re able to get out before his lips crash on yours, a messy exchange of spit that could barely be classified as a kiss, his mouth greedily swallowing up your delicious whines.
“Missed these sounds,” he pants against your slick lips. A foreign touch on your thigh prompts a questioning sound from you, your hand moving down to caress a thin tail wrapping itself around your leg.
A sinful groan leaves the demon above you, and when he pulls away, his electric blue eyes deepen at your disheveled sight, a wicked grin taking over his features.
“We’re not done yet, baby.”
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enhypia · 3 years
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JS ; exes
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exes answers questions with the choice of drinking instead of answering
pairings: park jongseong x gn!reader
genre: angst, mild fluff
words: roughly 1.7k
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~guides and warnings~
italics - reader speaking
bold - jay speaking
[enclosed] - interviewer speaking
italicized bold - both reader and jay speaking
[enclosed bold or italics] - question (depends on who's speaking)
heavily inspired by: rec.create lie detector games, cut truth or drink
warning: contains and mentions of !!! drinking, swearing, neglect, breaking up
i don't promote underage drinking, save your livers
-ˋˏ✄┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈
hello, i'm (y/n)
and i'm jay
we're (awkward eye contact)
uhh we're exes
[you guys were invited here today as exes for a fun little drinking game, you guys were aware of that right?]
yes
yup
*interviewer shuffles awkwardly
sorry it's just, our friends were the ones who signed up for us
yeah, we just found out about it three days ago
[but are you guys still okay with doing this?]
we're okay
just give us a few minutes to get used to environment
*(y/n) chuckles
[okay, for this game, questions will be asked and if you refuse to answer, you drink, it's that simple. are you guys ready? should we start?]
*jay nods
ready as i'll ever be
[how long were you guys together?]
we were together for almost 3 years
[how long have you guys been broken up?]
about a year and a half now
[who broke up with who?]
i did they did
[why did you break up with him?]
so this was all a year and a half ago okay? no coming for jay, he's grown, we've grown
thanks?
you're welcome
*jay laughs
uhh.. it just really reached a point where i felt neglected in a way? and it was just tiring? i kept thinking 'do i deserve this treatment?' and i hated that i was doubting everything, including his feelings. so i just said let's talk about it and then yeah we split up
*jay drinks and (y/n) laughs
sorry sorry
nah i just needed that
[okay, how about we officially start the q&a portion between the of you now?]
*both nod and played rock paper and scissors to determine who gets to ask first, jay wins
*he picks up a card and facepalms after seeing the question
goddamn
should i be scared?
not sure, but you might opt to drink though
[do you blame me for what happened to us?]
oh my god *(y/n) laughs
i know right
so we're unpacking emotions today? okay noted
you can just drink if you're not comfortable with it
i'll drink but i'll still answer, might ease your mind no?
*jay couldn't stop his head from nodding
*(y/n) drinks
i admit that i blamed you at first, but then i got to thinking that it wasn't just you, i was also at fault too since i never really vocalized what i felt? i just let it build up until it reached the point where you couldn't do anything about it anymore, and i couldn't too.
yeah but it's more of my fault since i felt something was wrong but i just brushed it off, i brushed you off.
....
shot?
*jay smiles slightly and both raised their glasses to cheers before drinking
we were both at fault and i don't blame you, jay. i hope you stop blaming yourself
*(y/n) smiles softly then picks up a card to stop any reply they might get from jay
god why are these questions so heavy? it wasn't like this from other episodes
*jay and crew laugh
okay, hit me
[what's your biggest regret about our relationship?]
what the fuck
SEE ?!
*both laugh and jay drinks
okay, next question
no, i'm answering
[we won't stop you but just reminding you both that it's okay not to answer if you drink]
the alcohol releases the unhinged-ness
in other words, this is really just us using the alcohol to actually say what we feel
i think you already the answer, and it's that i didn't do anything about us even if i felt something was wrong. i just kept on focusing on my career that i reached a point where i brushed everything off as nothing. and in the end, while i got the success i wanted, somehow i also feel like i'm on the losing end really.
*(y/n) drinks making jay laugh
what? it's my first time hearing all this !
it was a rough break so
omg is this our closure ???
*jay's eyes widened
and it's filmed ?!?!
*everyone laughs
couple goals *(y/n) does a hashtag
oh wait *(y/n) looks at jay
exes goals *both do a hashtag pose
*they laugh, ignoring the sting in their hearts
okay, okay moving on
*jay laughs again
is it a heavy one again?
nope
[do your friends hate me?]
*(y/n) bursts out laughing
please 😭
we have the same friends
we share a lot of mutual friends
that's why there was like tension for a month in the friend group because no one knew what to do
i'm sorry you had to endure all that friends
remember when they literally made an organized schedule to hang out where we wouldn't see each since the break up was still fresh?
yeah like i got heeseung on tuesdays
and i got him on thursdays
😭😭😭
we love them though, they did their best to console us both
thanks guys <33
*(y/n) picks up a card
goddammit
[do you think we could've actually worked out our problems?]
i think it's unfair that i get a lot of heavy questions
i have the power of god and anime on my side today
i think we could've, if i just had taken the actual time to reflect and sit down and talk, we could've worked it out.
*(y/n) slaps jay's arm
i told you, stop blaming yourself
k
*(y/n) rolls their eyes
*jay picks up a card and
oh
what?
*he is stuttering guys, he is fidgeting
[do you wish we were still together?]
oh
yeah
.....
*both drink
i mean-
*jay has been paralyzed, he did not expect (y/n) to answer
i'm happy where i am right now, maybe there are moments of weakness that the thought crosses my mind but i don't dwell on it too much. i think we're both still learning and growing.
*jay doesn't want to think about the fact that (y/n) never said a clear yes or no
*(y/n) picks up a card and groans
please just drink to this
why?
[what do you think of me now?]
....
drink.
no?
why?
because-
why?
i'm answering
why?
i want to?
no.
right now i'm just really proud of you.
*WORLD PAUSE, (y/n) is malfunctioning
it's a little sad that i didn't get to witness a lot of it but i promise i watched from afar and i'm so proud of you. like it makes me feel lighter in a way? knowing that you're still going and pursuing your dreams. it just made me at ease that -
*(y/n) drinks, looking very much like snow white's apples
are you blushing?
jay i will kick you
*he laughs and pinches (y/n) cheeks making them redder, (y/n) slaps his hands away
i won't hesitate bitch
how about you huh?
[what do you think of me now?]
*jay you should know not to tease too much or else it'll bite you back
i think you're absolutely amazing.
*jay could only blame himself
i am in constant awe and there's this pride that i have in me whenever i see you thriving. it's weird because i thought i'd be bitter about it, but since i knew of your goals and how passionate you were, all i felt was pride. it did hurt a little that i couldn't go "that's my baby!" anymore.
*alert! jay's ears are red and it's spreading to his cheeks and neck
okay next question!
*he quickly picks up a card making (y/n) burst out laughing
everything i said was true though.
hajima. stop. pause. i'm not listening
*(y/n) laughs at flustered jay
this is the last one.
[question for both: if you could tell me anything, what would you say?]
sheesh
same
rock paper scissors? loser goes first
*jay wins
*(y/n) drinks
can you turn around for this one, like don't look at me.
*jay followed
i want to say that,,,, that it's not your fault for putting your future first. it kind of stung since you made me feel like i wasn't a part of it but i know that wasn't your intention. i understand your actions and i don't blame you. if i was in your position i probably would've been the same. i'm sorry that i didn't try harder, like you said we could've made it work but i just got so tired, i hope you can forgive me for that as well.
okay i'm turning around as well, your turn
*(y/n)'s eyes are glassy, but jay doesn't need to see that
i want to say that i'm sorry for neglecting you. i feel like you're tired of me saying sorry but that's really all i could do. i forgive you by the way even if i don't get why you're apologizing to me. i also want to say that, it wasn't you. it sounds cliche but you weren't the reason i became like that, it was me. it was never you. so please don't blame yourself for anything. please don't question your worth because you were more than enough.
yah i didn't want to unpack that
well i still know you and i was given the chance to say it now so
*(y/n) turns around wiping tears, jay is sniffling
i need a drink damn
*(y/n) pours a shot and jay as well, both drink after clinking their glasses
[you guys good?]
*both looks at each other and chuckles
we're good
i can't believe we have to thank our friends for setting this up
*jay groans
[care to answer one last question that is in everyone's minds' right now?]
oh god
is it what i think it is
[will we see you guys be featured again? maybe exes to couples again?]
let's drink!
*both take one last shot and waves to the camera
*(y/n) shrugs and jay winks
bye~
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bonus: youtube comments (peep last one)
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a/n: i was planning to post this sooner but my pharma prof suddenly dropped a 6-page activity lmao rip, im scheduling the timestamps i forgot to post last update sorry sorry. my angst skills are subpar forgive me but i tried my best. i hope you like this one too !! jake's will be uploaded next ! please look forward to it <33
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oh-bugga-dsmp · 2 years
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Absolutely awful DSMP headcanons that I have
Trigger warnings // Describing phobias, self harm, talking about DSMP!canon injuries, dead people, torture, talking about Hell
also this is really long, so strap in ig
→ Sapnap is made of lava, well, he used to be at least
- Sapnap used to not be able to hug people, hold people's hands, etc. The only person he could touch was Bad who is a demon and used to fire, Skeppy who is made of diamonds and can stand the heat, and Dream (for some unknown reason.)
- He grew sick of not being able to touch his friends. One day, he was completely fed up and dunked himself in water. He would have died, had it not been for Bad, Skeppy and Dream who cared for him the whole time
- He's now made of obsidian, in a constant state of numbness where he can't feel anything. He can hold things, sure, but he can't feel anyone's touch
→ Tubbo's eyes are sensitive to light. *ahem* sorry, his eye is sensitive to light
- From the firework to the face, constantly being in an area where nukes are tested and kept with radioactive fumes around every corner, and refusing to cut his hair, his one good eye grows so used to being shut
- Now, he needs to be in dim rooms or else he can't see at all. He tries to look out of his eye, in a desperate attempt to look his husband, his son, his friends, his brother in the eye, but he just winces and sobs miserablly
→ Michael hates being in the overworld
- Michael was born in the Nether, where it's suffocatingly hot. But he's a piglin, so he was born to live in that environment. When Tubbo and Ranboo brought him to the overworld, he was happy for a while, until it started growing painful
- The cold was just too cold, his room was too lonely, he couldn't go anywhere without his parents watching like hawks. He had parents, back in the Nether, but since Ranboo and Tubbo can't understand piglin, he gives up trying to get back
- He's miserable, and it reflects on his physical body. His body decomposes faster, and faster
→ Tommy has thalassophobia and somniphobia
- Back in exile, waking up every day was terrifying. He didn't know if Dream would be standing over him, hounding for him to give up his items, he didn't know if he would be surrounded by the ruins of what he had left
- The worst one was waking up in the ocean, lungs almost full of salty water and fingertips turned murky purple from the cold. Tommy hated those days more than anything as he would cough up salt water for hours
- Tommy wished he never woke up on those days. He was terrified of sleep, and even more terrified of the ocean. He would spend days awake, trying not to fall asleep in fear of waking up under the depths
→ George is losing his memory too
- George sleeps for days upon days on end. Whenever he wakes up, something new has happened, someone has gotten hurt, something got destroyed, someone died, something always happens when he is asleep
- His brain is foggy whenever he wakes up, scrambling to remember what happened before his slumber. As what has happened js so far away by then, he starts to forget what happens before he sleeps
- He starts to forget things. He forgets names, faces, people, friends, family. All he knows is his basic functions to make sure he doesn't die. He starts to keeps a memory journal, something akin to Ranboo's, but he doesn't tell anyone
- The only person he remember for sure without help is DreamXD. What he doesn't know is that he only remembers as the god enters and warps his mind
→ Dream thinks he's dead and the people in the server aren't real
- Bare with me on this one, it's a strange one
- After being locked up in an isolated cell for an ungoldy amount of time, Dream had essentially lost his mind. He started speaking to himself to initially keep him sane, but that quickly backfired
- He managed to convince himself that the people in the server aren't real. He told himself that he was genuinely dead and this was his own personal hell
- The people in the server? A torture method, to remind him of the awful things he's done. The people coming in and out of the cell to tell at him and beat him? Demons coming back to taunt him for his actions
→ Ranboo killed Michael
- Also bare with me on this one
- Tubbo and Ranboo were okay parents. They hadn't planned to take in Michael initially but ended up caring and nurturing the baby piglin. They did their best, even if their best was questionable at times
- Tubbo was grieving. He lost a lot and went through even more in the span of Michael's lifetime. He was managing nukes, Snowchester, and the SMP was on the brink of another war. His mind began to unravel from the stress
- Ranboo was suffering with memory issues and his enderwalk state was becoming more frequent. He would stay in his enderwalk state for longer periods of time and his control over it became unstable. It took a toll on his sanity and he soon began to lose it
- It was night time when Ranboo entered another enderwalk state. He climbed into Michael's bedroom, and his instincts kicked in once he saw the small piglin. He killed Michael in his bed
- The next morning, Tubbo and Ranboo went up to Michael's room and picked up his lifeless body. Without second thought, the two continued about their day, wishing the rotting corpse a good morning as they lay gold out on the floor for him
- They didn't notice their son was officially dead. Or maybe they did, they just didn't want to believe it
...So yeah
I have more if y'all want it
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the-wild-candy · 3 years
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Hello! Can I join the game? JS 🔮
intuitive message : i heard "sleep, take a nap." Can I have it with my fs? Thanks!
Hi JS, considering the fact that i have been getting atmost 3 hours of sleep this week, I'll need a long nap lol. Thank you for participating 💜
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I got 6 cards for you, 1 upright, 5 in reverse. Well, it makes sense since the game is about darker aspects of your relationship with your fs. So take it with a grain of salt, okay?
Cards that I got for you - the six of cups in reverse, the nine of swords in reverse, the star, the seven of swords in reverse, the knight of wands in reverse and judgement in reverse.
In your relationship, it is possible that they/you might bring up past when things go wrong or act clingy. To fret over something which doesn't hold that much importance. Being overy worried. Although even in such situations you will realise that there is hope and promising times ahead but inner thoughts will be reflected big time. The next thing which might affect you will be criticism. Towards oneself and the partner. Sometimes there will be a great need and desire to take a step forward and do something for the other individual but no action will be taken. Overall, I am seeing that even when the intentions are good, they'll look like rash decisions instead because there is frustration waiting to be relieved but no action is taking place and that leads to doubts in self and the other person too. Delays in decisions might anger you or this person a lot. This indecisiveness and delays might stunt the growth of your relationship.
Please feel free to send in a feedback, it helps me improve. Sending you lots of love and light. Take care 🌻
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polarishymn-blog · 3 years
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I'm bored so here is another theory. Be warned HERE BE SPOILERS!
Tacking on to the Elgar'nan theory here:
I discussed how I think the Evanuris were originally spirits. Well folks I have a personal head canon for my Inquisitor. Let me make this clear MY LAVELLAN INQUISITOR. NOT SAYING ANYONE HAS TO AGREE. I JUST USE THIS WHEN I PLAY THROUGH.
Ok? Ok.
Get your tinfoil hats on. This one is a doozy.
Lavellan is the spirit of sacrifice.
I hear people now like "that's ridiculous." Give me a chance to explain before you scroll on.
The Inquisitor is in the fade after being part of an explosion that kills EVERYONE ELSE. Even Corypheus takes a big ol L on this one.
Everyone is dead. What happens to Divine Justinia? A spirit that identifies with her so much it takes on her persona and memories. As does Compassion who becomes Cole. So we have a precedence for this.
Cole shows us that a spirit can take physical form. Justinia shows us that a spirit can fully believe they are that person. And the ancient elves just...these guys...looking at you Solas.
Var lath vir suledin!
I digress. So a spirit can not only retain the thoughts and memories of a person but take physical form.
"Then how come she doesn't know she is a spirit?" You ask?
Simple the spirit doesn't want to remember. It was a traumatic event. The person they identified with, quite possibly has been watching for some time, died a horrible death trying to save Justinia from that red lyrium blight infused ballsack. They basically ran into a situation any of us would have noped out of. All to try and save (for Lavellan) a woman that made no nevermind to them.
Instead our intrepid little elf is like "nah I should definitely fuck with that big scary guy and grab this clearly magical item."
In the immortal words of Sandal "BOOM!"
Everything goes to shit. Our lady elf wakes in the Fade with no memory how she got there. She recovers her memory later but not all of it. After the explosion there isn't shit until she wakes up.
Sus.
So she wakes up and spends the rest of her time throwing herself into one hellscape after another. Putting herself in constant danger and giving up whatever life they had before to save the world. Spoiler: and her fucking arm. Thank Solas. You lying manipulative beautiful bastard you.
Var lath vir suledin!
Speaking of that wolfish sex pistol...he has some...odd dialouge.
Solas: spirit wish to join then living. Demons are that wish gone wrong.
Interesting. He doesn't say they can't. Cole is proof they can. So lets look at some Cole and Solas exchanges:
Solas: The rifts draw spirits through, and the shock makes demons of them.
Cole: Pushing through makes you be yourself. You can hold onto the you.
Cole: Being pulled through means you don't have enough you. You become what batters you, bruises your being.
Solas: Yes, exactly. Deliberately crossing the Veil requires that a spirit form will, personality.
Solas: That concept of self gives a spirit the chance to maintain its nature.
So according to Cole a spirit that comes through willingly doesn't necessarily become a demon. Solas follows up with a spirit needs the will to do so and to form a personality. If the spirit has a blueprint...say...a person they identify with...they could assume that person's personality and indomitable will and focus.
His voice....sigh.
Let's move on to:
Solas: You may well become fully human, after all. I never thought to see it.
Cole: When did you see it before?
Solas: I did not say that I had.
Cole: No, you didn't. It's harder to hear, sometimes. Sorry.
Solas: Good luck, Cole. You have taken a difficult road.
Ya'll Cole can see/sense that Solas has seen this before. And he also knows who and what Solas is. Our murder bebe all but outs him several times. After Tresspasser you see the breadcrumbs clearly. This exchange could on the surface just be about them but as Solas is also a spirit taken form I find it interesting he doesn't say "You where once like me Solas." If he doesn't out him here he may not out the Inquisitor.
Next! Ah...the balcony scene. WHY MUST YOU BE SO DAMN CHARMING!
Solas: Has it affected you? Changed you in any way? Your mind, your morals, your... spirit?"
Lavellan: If it had do you really think I'd have notice?
Solas: No. That's an excellent point.
Lavellan: Why do you ask?
Solas: You show a wisdom I have not seen since... since my deepest journies into the ancient memories of the Fade.
Solas: If the Dailsh could raise someone with a spirit like yours. Have I misjudged them?
Ok...why is he emphasizing her spirit. Not soul. Not you. SPIRIT! He asks if the mark has affected her. But it could be his way of prying information without "hey bitch are you aware you are a spirit. I know crazy, right?" Js he does this "I like your spirit" talk more than once.
I enter into evidence a snippet from the heart shattering breakup conversation:
Solas: You have a rare and marvelous spirit.
I'm not crying. You're crying. DRINK MY TEARS PATRICK WEEKES YOU BEAUTIFUL BEING!
A rare and marvelous spirit huh...Cole what was it he said to you?
Cole: I didn't know there were spirits of wisdom.
Solas: There are few. Spirits form as a reflection of this world and its passions.
Solas: We will never lack for spirits of rage, or hunger, or desire. The world gives them plenty to mirror.
Solas: The gentler spirits are far more rare. We can ill afford the loss of even one spirit of wisdom, or faith...
Solas: Or compassion.
Or sacrifice! If compassion and wisdom are rare. How rare would sacrifice be?
Solas says the Inquisitor changed everything for him. He is someone who is ready to do whatever it takes to restore his people. Surly he would value sacrifice. If he came across a rare and marvelous spirit of sacrifice would he not at least be intrigued? Or inspired?
Let's face it he is an artist. His lady would definitely be his muse. Especially after she accidentally gives him permission to destroy the world.
...Dammit Lavellan.
Finally, why didn't our precious lying egg not mention this? When the Inquisitor is having the very terse elven conversation and the city elves are brought up this is the dialogue:
Solas: Why? What would it benefit some poor man in a Ferelden alieanage to learn his ancestors strode the land like gods? It would only make him bitter. Or inspire him to take a foolish risk and get himself killed.
Lavellan: You have decided his reaction for him.
Solas: Perhaps I have.
Clearly wolf boy has no problem keeping information from someone he thinks will only serve to harm them. If the Inquisitor knew they were a spirit perhaps Solas would think their reaction would be troublesome. Or even dangerous.
There is more but this is already ridiculously long. All this is to say my Lavellan was a real elf. She was killed during the explosion and a spirit of sacrifice identified with her so much she became her. The elf Solas falls in love with is (in my rp) like him. A rare spirit that became flesh and blood. She chose to be real like Cole can. Her lack of memory of the moment it happened is both self serving and part of the effects of becoming real. I know it is most likely all bs but it makes for an interesting thought.
Solas is the force that will end Thedas. Lavellan may be the sacrifice needed to stop it.
I hope you enjoyed this rant nobody asked for.
Oh and:
SOLAS! VAR LATH VIR SULEDIN!
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laufire · 3 years
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meg recovery au
The premise of this one is that look, just because at one point the show say "angel blades are handy to kill about anything" doesn't mean I have to listen lol. Demons, at least very ancient ones like Meg, who knew a few spells and tricks as well, might instead just get a little to recover.
With that in mind, I've decided the effects of the stabbing in Meg can be leaving her gravely injured, reflecting the actress' disability (there was NO reason not to bring her back, js), and incapable of leaving her vessel. Some people find her and take her to a hospital, where she is in and out of conscience for a while, recovering.
That's where she sees the angels falling and sets out to find Castiel. It has to happen before 9x06, at least.
There are going to be couple fights, difficult ones. I personally think Meg wouldn’t take Castiel miraculously regaining his powers that well, with the shit she’s dealing with wrt her own vessel and powers. She ain’t a saint, basically xD
She might want to ally herself with Abaddon against Crowley, although I don't see her being receptive. I have to think more about what I want to do with that plot.
Send me a potential AU and I’ll tell you five fun facts that would happen in a story.
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Some many of ya'll are competing to be at the top of the curb-stomp list...
This ep you ask? Not tolerable in the slightest! First of all, did anyone else find the Barchie shower scene to be jarring? It's like the window scene in season 2 smh. Their scenes can never be enjoyed bc they always come out of the blue w no build up. Plus why are they being friends w benefits? I thought they sang Wicked Little Town Reprise and basically established they both had deep-rooted feelings for each other? Not every trope works for every couple. For instance, wouldn't a friends w benefits situation make more sense for a couple that wasn't already very aware of their feelings for one another? Not childhood best friends to lovers who have been pining for years? Like sorry that none of the sex scenes in this show can ever be the least bit romantic. Not everything has to be "steamy" smh. Plus it's funny how they try to market Archie as "mature" this season when his approach is just as immature as ever. Like Barchie are clearly using this friends w benefits situation to avoid addressing and communicating their feelings for each other...doesn't sounds very mature to me! Like how is it just 2 young people messing around when I thought ya'll were longing for each other for over a decade? Just escapism and avoidance...same way they use their work. Betty was ready to get back to work and lied to her therapist (even tho she's having PTSD nightmares), and Archibald was ready to jump back into war right away...can they stop trying to find distractions and projects to take on bc they're scared to be left alone w their own thoughts? Instead, maybe some self-reflection might help? Or confronting issues instead of burying them and denying them? Js. Not looking for them to just become the next Bughead...solving cases to avoid dealing w their own issues. And then acting morally superior. Is this the only way this show knows how to write a main couple? Bc we're just repeating the same problems that made Bughead bad in the first place.
Also really not enjoying the smug energy of some people this season. Also lowkey classist and weird. Like after 5 seasons, Archie will still refer to gang members as basically lowlives even though he got mad that Brett called him a lowlife when he went to Stonewall that one time. Like I know they're selling drugs or whatever, but so did the Serpents. You don't have to excuse it, but what happened to his compassion to at least understand people's situations? Especially considering he's apparently so buddy-buddy w the Serpents now for some reason. Like don't they sells drugs and hide bodies and what not? What makes them any different than the Ghoulies who are apparently scum w no nuance? Also love how Toni, Sweet Pea, and Fangs will turn on Jughead for mentioning them in his book (did he even say anything bad? Idk at least he didn't explicitly exploit their traumas...a step up for him!), but they'll stop everything they're doing to help Archie save the town.
And I get they want to give Toni more storylines which sounded good in theory, but I really miss her season 2 personality bc she is serving Barchie's same brand of smugness as of late. Like what gives her the right to be complicit w Cheryl's antics for 3 years and now decide all of a sudden to rise up and start acting like she has a leg to stand on? She's hating on Jughead for going against "Serpent tradition," but did she care about that when she was disregarding the Serpents' safety to go rob houses w her Northside gf bc she was bored? And Cheryl somehow became a Serpent despite leading the crusade to get them kicked out of Riverdale High? And Fangs will date Kevin, and Sweet Pea will date Josie - both privileged Northsiders who don't understand the Serpent struggle - then also run to lick Archie's boots every time he needs a favor. Meanwhile, Jughead is the one who almost died for the Serpents AND helped Sweet Pea and Fangs hide a body...but I guess all that treasured loyalty flew out the window? Like do ya'll care about Serpent values or not?
Plus, didn't Toni do business w Hiram when she bought the Whyte Worm from him? But now she's above doing business w him when he's offering full-ride scholarships for all the kids to go to a good school. Like is Hiram corrupt af? Yeah. Is he a capitalist pig? Yup. And it sucks that he bought up all of Riverdump and made it, well, a dump. But it's kind of just an unfortunate situation that they should grasp the reality of instead of putting the wellbeing of children in jeopardy to prove a point. Don't like how this group is putting their black and white sense of morality and justice over the education and futures of the children in town. If I was a student, I'd be like "cool, so now instead of a full-ride to Stonewall which could help me get to college and get out of my current situation, I have to stay at Riverdale High and be taught by people who aren't even qualified to teach. But at least those teachers have the privilege to rise against the system! Good for them I guess..."
Toni was also being highkey manipulative in that one scene w Robert M. "If our love ever meant anything to you...help us." Like what does she owe anyone in that town when they only pay her any mind to ask for a favor or money? And what was Toni doing in this scene...hmm...oh yeah, asking for a favor: money! Meanwhile, she knows Cheryl is at rock bottom and just wants to feel worthy of Toni, so Toni is choosing to exploit that for her own agenda. Got it. And now Archie is doing the same thing Bughead used to do...only talking to your friends to ask for favors and use them. Like that one scene where he called Jughead to ask for the speech but didn't try to ask him how he was or apologize or anything like that. And how Barchie banged and said "we've been wanting to do that since high school!" Ok so why didn't you? Who was holding a gun to your head and making you date Jeronica? Bc it seems like Barchie resents Jughead and Veronica on some level for preventing them from ever being together when it was actually their own fault. But at least they'll hide it and act like they're still a core 4 when it's actually fake af since Barchie treats talking to their supposed best friends, J and V, as a chore. And Archie is entitled to Jeronica's help in saving the town why? Telling Veronica she can just commute...thx for the empathy. She doesn't HAVE to help, you know. This whole season is just people wanting to act like they're good people for fighting for this grand ideal of "saving the town" when they're actually just behaving selfishly in all their interpersonal relationships. Veronica, Jughead, and Cheryl should all get together w my bestie Tabby Tate bc those 3 seem to be the ones always left w no loyal friends and who everyone wants to avoid like the plague. Especially now that they're single and outside of the main group tied together by Barchie and apparently Toni.
Was that last bit implying a feud between Alice and Hiram? Honestly, fight to the death bc both of these heathens are utterly intolerable! Hiram acts like an incel toward his own daughter and is mad that she defended herself against his abuse once 7 years ago...queen of pettiness, but he won't even do drag? Bye. And Alice is trying to play the victim yet again and group herself in w Polly. Betty and Polly's beef is its own thing. But Alice of all people cannot say Betty abandoned her when she was there for her during every breakdown and bad decision throughout the first 4 seasons and forgave her every time. Plus who cared where Polly was when Alice was too prideful to go find her? Oh yeah, Betty! She can't try to use Polly's twins as a second chance to be a good mom bc she still has all the same issues that made her first set of kids all screwed up.
P. S. Why are Barchie being vigilantes? Elizabeth ain't the DEA! I don't like this black and white, hypocritical sense of justice that this show likes propping up as morality. But also, can Archiekins and Hiram just end this once and for all w a lip sync for your life? Also, Reginald can either turn on Hiram or get eaten by the Mothman. His choice! Why did Mary rent her house out to the Ghoulies? Weirdo! Also, can someone explain Veronica's jewel job to me? I can't tell if it's illegal or not! Thx! Waiting for Cheryl to date Donna btw...
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