mfraid i already started missing charles and carlos together, i even miss the old C² videos SO much… it doesn’t feel the same idk how to explain
or it’s just bc i’m still really depressed about charlos breakup pfft
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Hii it's me, the anon who wants to eat your writings as desserts!
I've been thinking about something, specifically about Fragile!Reader. (Sorry if the bad English is bad)
During Dottore and Nahida's meeting, I like to imagine Nahida take a look inside Dottore's mind when he erased his segment. At first, she expected to see the horror and the unsettling mind of a mad doctor, a mind with nothing but ambition and insanity. How surprised she was when she saw you occupying most of the doctor's mind. How surprised Nahida would be to see that Dottore is capable of loving someone, especially someone so fragile as you are.
She probably commented on something about you and your relationship with the doctor to which the doctor almost instantly tried to change the topic with a lingering threat.
After everything that she saw, I wonder if Nahida would remember and keep the story about the Mad Doctor and his fragile beloved as a fairy tale. In my opinion, she would. And if she does, I wonder how she'll portray Fragile!Reader.
Ok that's it, my thoughts about Fragile!reader. Also can I be Dessert Anon? ><
YES!! I LIVE FOR DOTTORE AND READER VS NAHIDA INTERACTIONS!!
Nahida doesn't think she will ever understand the mind of the Outcast, nor she will ever agree with the way he works or thinks. He has long succumbed to the mind of a pure scientist, disregarding the value of human life if it will allow him to progress in his research. So, when the young God looks into the Harbinger's mind, she expects to see nothing different from that. But, even the God of Wisdom can be proven wrong, is something Nahida has come to understand, for although the Doctor's mind is certainly mad, he is also mad for you. That is certainly something she did not expect. She didn't even know you were still alive. So he's managed to prolong your life as well? But judging from what she's seen, you're still quite ill. Hm... the Dendro God is a mixture of surprise and intrigued. The Doctor is one who isn't above abandoning his experiments when they get boring or seem fruitless. And your case certainly seems hopeless, with no progress to be seen but... he still seems to be completely obsessed with you. It's strange, and a part of her understands and doesn't understand at the same time. Nahida knows that love can truly change people. But is the Doctor really one that could be changed? She finds it a bit hard to believe, but the evidence is right in front of her.
Of course, her curiosity cannot be contained and she has to inquire about you, to which Dottore blatantly disregards. He's not going to speak about you to almost anyone, much less a God. ("I didn't think the God of Wisdom would be so nosy about my private affairs.")
I imagine obviously she doesn't particularly like or approve of you, but Nahida still can't help but feel pity for you, with your illness and all. But she would still like to have a conversation with you. She would want to discover how you managed to have the Outcast wrapped around your finger... she would want to know your story... that is if you're willing to speak with her.
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umm. today i'm thinking about what denji is told intimacy and appreciation is all about. about how he sees physical intimacy and sex as connection as validation as a Want to want for a normal life.
i'm normal about this. i'm normal about how despite him experiencing different forms of affection and closeness throughout part 1, he's never verbally affirmed by the one whose opinion he holds above all else (makima). (did he ever heal? i ask again. did he ever-)
and. and how he seeks this, as he explains to asa: sex is something meaningful. a meaningful form of connection. that's what he's been told by mkm that's what he thinks he wants thinks he believes.
thinking about how 137 comes off denji's hollowness and ache for normality in the last chapter. his whispered "is this a normal life?". thinking about what he Thinks is normative and what he actually feels: how his desired course of action
echoes in his head before he ends up doing what she says anyway. thinking about how fujimoto's characters lie to themselves.
and the escalation. the meaning of the lyrics and also. denji's expressions.
i'm keysmashing in agony i'm staring at a wall i want to punch something i'm in Pain i
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