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emeraldbiscuit · 4 years

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I don’t need you

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Katsuki Bakugou x reader

Summary: You and Katsuki’s relationship had started to deteriorate and then suddenly he decides to leave.

I don’t know when it started but I wish I knew how to fix it, God I wish I knew how. We’re like strangers living in the same apartment.

It was our 4th anniversary today but I don’t blame him for not spending the day with me, it’s not like I’m making an effort to spend the day with him. Still got him a gift though.

Even if he’s being cold and harsh towards me whenever I see him doesn’t mean I don’t still love and care for him. I still want him to be happy…even if that means without me.

I heard the door slam shut, he’s home. I shot a smile towards Katsuki along with a wave. He just huffed and headed towards the guest bedroom, I guess tonight he isn’t even going to try and sleep with me.

Once he closed the door behind himself, my face distorted into one of disgust. He’s just made the whole place reek of alcohol. I don’t understand why he keeps going out to drink and when I ask him about it, he just shouts at me like I’m in the wrong.

I sigh picking up a book off the coffee table to read; Scythe by Neal Shusterman. Can’t be too bad. I get comfy on the couch while I open up the book to start reading:

The scythe arrived late on a cold November afternoon. Citra was at the dining room table, slaving over a particularly difficult algebra problem, shuffling variables, unable to solve for X or Y, when this new and far pernicious variable entered life’s equation.

Guests were frequent at the Terrano-

I was brought out of my late night reading to Katsuki slamming the door open to the guest bedroom. I looked up at him and he was just glaring at me.

I gulped, kinda terrified at his hate-filled glare “C-can I help you?”

He held up the hedgehog plush that I put in the room, slightly burnt, guess he didn’t like it.

“Why the fuck did you put a plushy in my room!?” He screamed.

I flinched at his harsh tone as I sunk into the couch, like that was going to help me hide. “I thought it was cute and it made me think of you…squeeze his front right foot,” I said, unable to hold eye contact with him.

He squeezed the paw and a cheerful voice started talking “Happy 4th anniversary, I know we’re not on speaking terms but I hope you like it”

I hide my face behind my room as I could practically see steam coming from out his ears.

“Do I look like I need a fucking plushy!?” He propelled the plushy towards me before storming back into the room. It landed just before my feet on the couch. I lift it and inspect the burnt areas.

I sighed and put it on the coffee table. I guess he doesn’t care about me anymore. I slugged my way off the couch, I made the way to our once shared room.

I turned on the light and looked at the state of the room. It was a complete mess, I wish I had the energy to clean it, I got changed into an old shirt of Katsuki’s and short before turning off the light.

I got into the bed that was once filled with warm cuddly mornings, now it’s just always cold. I grabbed hold of the spare pillow and brought it to my chest, I nuzzled my face into it, it still had the smell of his shampoo, barely. I let go of the tears I didn’t even realise were there.

I was quietly sobbing into the pillow until I eventually fell asleep.

I was awoken by the slam of the bedroom door, I could tell by how the moon illuminated the room that it was late. I sat up, rubbing my eyes, I looked over to where I was hearing loud footsteps.

“Katsuki?” I said groggily from just waking up “What are you doing…?” I asked because he appeared at have boxes and was rummaging through his draws. It was obvious what he was doing but I didn’t want to admit it.

“I’m moving out, I’m staying with shitty hair till I find a place” He grumbled as he threw his clothes in a box.

“Why..? I know we’re going through a rough patch but that doesn’t mean you need to leave” I begged as I watched him with wide eyes.

He chuckled at me “Rough patch? That’s what you want to call this, alright”

“What are you trying to say..?” I asked with concern.

“I thought you would’ve gotten the hint by now, fucking idiot,” He said as he turned to look at me, same glare as earlier. “I thought you were smart enough to realise I’m done with you, you’re no longer enough to satisfy me and I’m not going to say around so we can fix this so-called rough patch”

I was shocked frozen. He’s leaving me…he’s actually leaving me.

Katsuki closed the box and was leaving the room. He stooped before actually exiting the room “I don’t need you y/n“

I quickly got out of the bed and rushed to leave the room, the living room was filled with different boxes, all labelled.

I got behind Katsuki and wrapped my arms around him tightly as tears fell down my face like a waterfall. “Please don’t go! I don’t know what to do without you, please Katsuki, please” I pleaded as he just tried to shake me off.

“I don’t want to waste my life with shitty extra like yourself”

My arms dropped in shock and he wasted no time walking away from me. What did I do wrong? Thoughts of all the time I could’ve of been a better girlfriend rushed to my head all at once.

I once again heard the cheerful voice of the plush, I look over to see Eijiro holding the plush I got Katsuki. I smiled at him weakly as he just stared at me.

“You can have it if you like, I doubt Katsuki would want it,” I said as I held onto my arms while looking down.

“I can’t, it’s an anniversary gift”

I scoffed “Just take it or give it to Katsuki, please”

He nodded, probably thinking it’s best not to argue with a crying girl.

“Oi! Shitty hair, let’s get going!” Katsuki shouted from outside, breaking the horrible silence. Eijiro waved before leaving with the burnt teddy.

Once he leaves and closes the door I immediately fall to my knees and start sobbing uncontrollably. I hold my hand over my mouth to try and muffle some of my sobs but there was no point.

He had left me and there was nothing I could do about it.

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hangfromthewyllowtrees · 4 years

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Carving the Constellations

@emeraldbiscuit

It’s me, your spring time anon! Here’s your story. It’s Kirishima x reader. i hope you like it! i worked really hard on it. Enjoy!

(f/c)= favorite color (y/n)= your name (f/f)= favorite flower (h/c)= hair color

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Loud, insistent knocking on your dorm door woke you from your peaceful dream. You let out a groan and sat up, pushing your (f/c) blankets off of you. The knocking continued as you struggled to stand up and put on a robe.

“I’m coming, I’m coming! Jesus Christ. . .” you said, stumbling towards the door.

As you opened the door, your eyes fell upon your friend, Kirishima Eijrou, holding a bouquet of (f/f) and a stuffed teddy bear. He was standing there, nervously, as you slightly glared at him for waking you up. You let out a pained sigh and motioned to him to explain why he was knocking on your door at such an unholy hour. Kirishima shuffled his feet and rubbed his neck awkwardly.

“I have a question for you!” he blurted out. You stared at him for a few minutes, before taking out your phone and checking the time.

“at 3 o’clock in the morning?” you questioned, staring at him again. At least he had the decency to look ashamed of waking you up. Although, that didn’t last long since he started nodding very quickly.

“I didn’t want anyone else to ask you before I did!” he said, sheepishly. You sighed again, wishing you could just go back to bed.

“ask me what, Kiri? What’s going on?” you said while leaning against your door. Kirishima gripped the flowers and the teddy bear harder, shuffling his feet again. You watched as he took a deep breath and spoke.

“will you go on a date with me, (y/n)?” he asked, holding the gifts outward to you. Kirishima gave you a slight awkward smile and you just stared at him. His smile soon fell as you stepped back into your room and began to close your door.

“Wait!” He lurched forward and put his foot between the door and the frame. “Are you going to answer me?!”

You sighed and open the door again. Kirishima stared nervously at you as you took the flowers and the teddy bear from him.

“you can pick me up at 7. Now go to bed, Kirishima.” You told him which made him smile again.

“Okay! See you later, (y/n)!” he yelled, running back to his room. You stared after him, shaking your head. You walked back into your room, closing the door and placing the gifts on your dresser.

“That boy is going to be the death of me.” You said as you crawled back into your bed, now anxious for your date that evening.

~~~~~Time Skip~~~~~~

You swayed your hips to the beat of your favorite song, which was playing on your phone as you got ready for your date. You had already gotten dressed, deciding on a dark red shirt, some black jean shorts, and your leather jacket. You were working on getting your (h/c) hair to stay down and not frizz like it always does. Recently, you haven’t been having as much luck as you usually do. You sighed as your hair bounced up again.

“maybe I should give up on my hair.” You muttered as you tried to fix it again. Which was interrupted by knocking on your door which was followed by you cursing.

“one second!” you yelled, grabbing your phone off the desk and checking the time. “It’s already 7? I’m not ready!” you whispered as you rushed over to your bed and slid your sneakers on. You put on your bag and stopped to look in the mirror, running your fingers through your hair to make it look at least a little presentable. Knocking on your door again snapped you out of it and made you open the door.

Outside was Kirishima in a red riot shirt and a windbreaker. He was wearing a backpack on his back. You smiled at him as you stepped out and closed the door.

“Sorry for taking so long.” You said, running your fingers through your hair again. Kirishima just smiled and grabbed your hand.

“It’s fine, (y/n). You look amazing.” He replied, interlocking your fingers together.

“uh, thanks. So do you! Where are we going?” You asked, walking with him downstairs.

“You’ll see!” Kirishima said, chuckling softly. “C’mon!”

You and Kirishima raced outside to his car, you climbed into the passenger seat. You were bouncing your foot as he started the car up.

“I didn’t know you had a car! When did you get it?” you asked him. He smiled at you and shook his head.

“It’s not mine, it’s my mom’s car. Her and Mama said I could borrow the car tonight.” He said.

“Oh. That’s cool. So are you seriously not going to tell me where we are going?” you asked, pouting a little.

“Nope! It would ruin the surprise!” he said, nervously. You narrowed your eyes at him slightly.

“you aren’t going to kill me are you?” you asked, suspicious. Kirishima jerked slightly and looked at you like you were speaking gibberish.

“why would you even think that?! I’m not going to kill you! If you really that freaked out, I’ll tell you!” he said, slightly sad expression on his face which turned into confusion when you started laughing loudly.

“What?” he asked.

“I was joking, Kiri! You’re too sweet to harm anyone! I know that!” you said through your laughter. Kirishima blushed pink, chuckling softly.

“Oh. That’s makes sense. Sorry for freaking out.” He said softly.

“Nah, it’s okay! Wow, it’s really dark outside! You can even see the stars!” you exclaimed, pointing out the window. Kirishima just chuckled again as you marveled at the sight of the stars. Soon, the car came to a stop. You were about to jump out of the car before Kirishima stopped you.

“just a second. Let me go get something first then you can get out, ok?” he said. You sighed in disappointment but nodded. It was about 5 minutes before he came back and said you could get out. Kirishima took your hand and led you to behind the car. When you saw what he had set up, you gasped.

Behind the car, was a huge field of beautiful wildflowers. On a patch in the field, was a picnic blanket, some blue throw pillows, candles all around, and some fairy lights wrapped in a tree. It was beautiful! You looked over at Kirishima to find him smiling at you. He pulled you towards the setup, picking a wildflower on the way and placing it behind your ear. When you sat down, he grabbed his bag, which you recognized as the one he was wearing when he picked you up, and pulled out a picnic basket.

“Yay, Food!” you cheered, which made him laugh. He opened the basket and pulled out sandwiches, red velvet cake, and two thermoses. The thermoses had your favorite drink, hot chocolate, in it! You knew it was a weird combination all together, but what the hell? It was you’re favorite foods/drink! Who cares if it’s weird? As you and Kirishima ate, he would point out the constellations in the sky.

“That one is the Ursa Minor! Oh, and that one over there is Cassiopeia! And that’s Perseus!” Kirishima exclaimed as he finished his piece of cake. You nodded in awe as he kept pointing out constellations.

“you know a lot about stars, don’t you?” you said, smiling. Kirishima nodded and picked another flower.

“My mom taught me. She also told me about this place. When they were younger, my mom would take my mama out like this and they would stay out here all night pointing out constellations and dancing in each other’s arms. My mom actually proposed to my mama like this. They even carved their initials into this tree like in movies.” He explained, twirling the flower. He beckoned you over to the tree and pointed out his parents’ initials. You awed and traced the initials with your finger.

“That’s so cute! Your moms sound great!” you sighed wistfully. Kirishima fidgeted for moment before pulling a pocket knife out of his backpack.

“uh, Kiri?” you asked, warily.

“do you. . . uh, do you want to carve our initials? I mean, you don’t have to. This is only our first date. Wait, are we going on another date? I hope so, I like you a lot. But I get i-“

“Kirishima!” you interrupted his rambling. He blushed pink and apologized. You took the pocketknife and carved your last initial and Kirishima’s initial into the tree. You nodded and gave the knife back to him.

“later, if we’re still together, we can come back and carve our first initials, okay? It’s like a promise.” You said. Kirishima smiled and nodded.

“Good. Now, tell me more about the stars!”

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the picnic + Kiri’s mom’s initials

#bnha spring time #kirishima x reader #constellation #stars #x reader #bnha #mha fanfiction #my hero academy fanfiction #bnha fanfiction #boku no academia #boku no hero academia #fanfic

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emeraldbiscuit · 4 years

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Adored by him

Word Count: 1.9k

Midoryia Izuku x Reader

Summary: After crushing on Izuku since the beginning of UA Valentines Day comes around and it’s the perfect time to confess, or so you thought,

Inspired by Adored by him by Dodie Clark

Aizawa's’ voice drowned out as I unconsciously focused on Midoryia Izuku, the cutest guy in class. I sighed knowing he would probably never notice me, I mean I boring and quite basic. I’m anything but special.

I was pulled out of my thoughts when I felt a throbbing pain in the back of my head, Bakugo Katsuki, one of my friends - if you could even call us that - had hit me. Why?

“Hurry up dumb-ass, I’m hungry and the other damn dumb-asses refuse to leave without you” He cursed while glaring at me.

I quickly nodded before grabbing my lunch out of my bag and following my friends. I’m not sure why they keep me around, I don’t ever participate in their conversations, I’m just kinda there, lost in the clouds like some idiot.

Once we got to the cafeteria, I went off to go find a table to sit at while I wait for everyone to get their lunch. I sigh once again as I sat down, I placed my lunch box on the table as I waited for everyone so I could start eating.

I fiddled with the ends of my hair as my thoughts drifted back to my crush, someone completely out of my reach in every way possible.

I looked up as I wear a bang of some sort, it was Katsuki, putting his tray down dramatically as always. I giggle, he is a creature of habit.

“Oi! What the hell are you laughing at, shitty girl?” He shouted at me

I giggled once again at his demeanour “I just find it funny how after all this time I’ve known you, you haven’t changed, minus than getting stronger” Gotta at least boost his ego a bit so he doesn’t get too mad at me.

He huffed as the rest of the Bakusqaud joined the table, I was now sitting across from Katsuki and sitting next to Mina and a wall. This is how it’s always is and I love it.

I started to nibble at my food as I listened to everyone talks about the lessons we just had. I started to zone out still Mina nudged my shoulder.

“Hey y/n! Valentines Day is next week” She said with excitement dripping from her voice.

I nod my head in acknowledgement before going back to eating.

She pouted and nudged me again, though a bit harder. “Who’s going to be the special guy?”

I looked over at her and rose a brow “What makes you think I like someone? Let alone will ever confess about it?”

She giggled and closed her eyes and smiled brightly “Cause of how red your cheeks are” She said while pinching my cheek.

I pouted “Please stop” I mumbled while looking down.

She stopped, realising I’ve had enough and went back to talking with everyone else at the table.

I returned to my food and glanced up and saw my crush laughing…I wonder what he finds so funny. I sighed as I finished my food.

My thoughts went to what Mina said, Valentines Day, a holiday for lovers. A holiday I’ve always spent alone, the only gifts I’ve received being from myself.

I heard the bell ring, ushering us to go back to our classes. I follow my friends back to class where I didn’t look up once and went straight to my seat.

The rest of the day passed by pretty quickly.

I packed up my bag and didn’t bother replying to anyone who asked if they wanted to hang out, I spent a quick wave before embarking on my journey home.

As I was walking through town I noticed a small shop that seemed to be selling all sorts of random things. I smiled to myself as I walked inside, I’ve always love random trinkets and stuff to decorate my room with.

A small bell rang as I walked in. ‘ this place is super awesome!!’ I screamed in my head as my smile brightened.

I saw a women pop out from behind the back and I sent her a wave before looking around the shop.

The women cleared her throat before talking “Looking for anything in particular?”

I shook my head “No, just having a nosy”

She let out a soft hum before returning to the back.

I picked up a few things before going to a table that appeared to be a checkout.

The women appeared with some box, which I didn’t question.

“Hey dear, is this all?”

I nodded and gave her the right amount of money for my items.

“Do you mind taking this too? I’ve had it for so long and I just don’t know what to do with it” She asked “I’m sure there’s a guy you know who would love it”

I looked at her confused before peering inside the box. My mouth dropped and I looked at her shocked “B-but…th-that’s a limited edition All Might figure. There was only 50 ever made!”

She nodded “But will you please take it”

I shook my head “I can’t, at least without paying for it”

She sighed and held her hand out “Fine, as long as you take it”

I handed her my credit card with a smile on my face, she quickly rung me out and handed me my card.

I put my know found belongings into my back before thanking her and continuing my walk home.

I looked down at the figure why she would want to sell something so valuable for such a low price. I inspected the box to see if it was an original - which it was.

My mind cast back to when Izuku was so disappointed when he couldn’t get one.

I’m not too much of a collector for this sort of stuff. I’m not sure what to do with it now.

As I reached my home, I got my keys out and unlocked the door. Hmm, seems like everyone is at work.

I left my shoes at the door before heading to my room.

I put my bag on the floor next to my desk, I sat at my desk chair and hugged the figure. I let out a deep sigh. Was this the worlds way of telling me to confess? I wondered as I closed my eyes.

I can’t deny fate I guess, I put the figure on my desk before grabbing some paper and a pen.

A love note…a note for love, how does one do this exactly. I’ve never been too good at revealing emotions.

My dearest Izuku

Nope, can’t call him mine.

Dear Izuku

Wait, can I call him by his first name??

Dear Midoryia Izuku,

I am writing this letter of confession to well, confess. Ever since I saw you on the first day you seemed so fun to be around and your image has just always stuck with me, from the way you awkwardly scratch the back of your neck to your blinding smile.

I know we’ve been in the same class for nearing half a year and we’ve barely talked but I can’t help but always think about you. You’re so amazing in so many ways: you’re so incredibly strong - like All Might strong, always so smart, always showing off that glorious smile of yours that can warm the coldest of souls.

I hope you can accept my feelings,

L/N F/N xx

I sighed as I put my pen down, I reread the letter I’ve written at least 40 times by now.

“Isn’t going to get any better” I mumbled before putting it in an envelope and heading off to bed.

I woke up the next day and everything went by so fast, this cycle continued until the dreaded Valentine Day.

I sighed as I got up. I got ready for school and glanced at my desk where a gift bag was placed. I quickly grabbed it before leaving for school and saying bye to my parents.

Yesterday, I slipped a note into Izuku’s locker, asking him to meet me in the library before class. Though I didn’t leave a name.

When I arrived at the destination, I just stood outside the door, trying to gain the confidence to go through with this. I took a deep breath before pushing the door open for the library and entering.

I immediately spotted him as he looked up at me when I entered, he flashed that heartwarming smile that made all my worries wash away.

“Hey y/n! What’s that you got there?”

I walked up to him nervously before handing him the gift bag which held the figure and the letter. “For you” I mumbled while looking down.

He took the bag and peeked inside. He immediately went pale. He took out the letter, ignoring the figure, as much as he wanted it, he knew he couldn’t accept it. He opened the letter and started to read it.

I nervously shuffled my feet as I played with my fingers.

He dropped the letter which caused me to look up at him.

“I’m sorry y/n..” He took hold of my hands which caused my face to turn bright pink “You’re a great person and a wonderful hero but I can’t accept your feelings or your gift” He let go of my hands as he tried to get me to take back the figure.

“No, it’s okay. You can keep it though, I knew how much you wanted one” I said with a forced smile as tears started to fall down my face.

I quickly turned around and started walking away which soon turned into a sprint to getaway.

I knew I was going to get rejected but I didn’t think it was going to hurt this much. I eventually reached the woodland area outside the school. I leaned against a tree and slowly slipped down onto the ground, still damp from the morning dew.

I started sobbing as I brought my knees to my chest.

I hope no one finds me here…

The rest of the day became a blur. I remember stumbling home and going to bed and crying myself asleep.

I groan as I heard my alarm go off, I swung my legs over the bed and headed to the bathroom. I looked in the mirror to reveal my puffy red eyes.

I hope they’ll dull down by the time I get to school.

I finish my bathroom appointments then head back to my room and got ready. I head out the door, not wanting to talk in fear my voice would betray me and crack up.

I was a bit early to class since it was just me and Tenya there. He was asking me why I wasn’t in class yesterday but I just ignored him. I don’t feel like talking to anyone.

I sighed as he left to go and say hello to our classmates that entered the door. I glanced over to see Izuku and a girl…Ochaco. They were holding hands and rubbing their noses together with bright smiles on their faces.

I felt my stomach turn at the sight and my eyes fill with water, threatening to spill at any second now. I put my arms on my desk and burrowed my head inside as I let the tears all spill at once.

That’s why…why he rejected me…

How stupid to think that I could compare to the pretty girl with the butterscotch hair.

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emeraldbiscuit · 4 years

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I’ll always love you - Part 2

Word Count: 1.2k

Part 1

Bakugo Katsuki x reader

Summary: After a nightmare you find yourself outside Katsuki’s dorm, will he accept your demand for comfort?

“FORGIVE YOU?” I immediately cut him off and looked at him “Do you have any idea of how much pain you put me through!? And you just want me to forgive you?”

His mouth gapped open while his eyes when wide “y/-”

“Get out!!” I screamed while glaring at him.

━━━━━━━━━▼━━━━━━━━━

All he did was stare at me while his eyes filled with water before silently leaving.

I closed the door and fell to my knees as I started sobbing.

What am I meant to do? Forgive him? He left me and now he says it was a mistake. What did he expect exactly? Me to just magically pretend I haven’t spent the last month wondering what I could have done for him to stay.

What am I going to do?

I got up off the floor and stumbled my way to my bed. I lay down and picked up the teddy he won for me, I held it close to my chest as I thought about what do to.

If I forgive him, we’ll probably get back together but what’s gonna stop him from leaving me again?

If I don’t, I could find someone who would treat me better but will I ever get over Katsuki?

’Guess I’ll sleep on it’ I thought before closing my eyes and drifting off into a dreamy neverland.

I shot up, panting and clutching my chest. I was covered in a cold sweat as I tried to remember what had happened in my nightmare. This had been happening a lot recently. Nightmares.

I would have normally gone to see Katsuki and he would make it all better.

I signed as I swung my legs over my bed, I put my hands on the side on the bed and tried to catch my breath before getting up and walking towards the door.

‘what’s the worse that could happen’ I thought as I stepped outside my room, hissing at how cold the floor was.

I wrapped my arms around myself as I made my way to Katsukis’ room. I wonder if he’s even awake, I don’t even know what the time is.

I take a deep breath as I stood in front of his door. I slowly raised my hand placed it on the door. Should I be doing this? I knew I wasn’t thinking right at this moment in time but I didn’t care.

I just wanted to be wrapped in his arms once more and let all my worries just disappear.

I quietly knock on the door, if he was asleep I didn’t want to wake him.

I rose a brow when I heard someone fall over.

“What the hell?” I mumbled, wondering how he had managed to fall. I giggled at the pouty face he was probably thinking.

I snapped out my thoughts as the door opened.

“Shitty hair, I thought I- oh, y/n” He stared down at me with confusion and glanced at my chest.

I soon realized I was still holding the teddy he won me, I quickly hid it behind my back before probably looking up at him.

“Hi..I’m sorry for bothering you, I just di-” I stood talking when his hand grazed my tear-stained cheek.

“Nightmare?” He asked with the softest voice he could muster.

I nodded before looking down and wiggled my toes to help distract myself from the awkward atmosphere.

He sighed and scratched the back of his neck before opening his mouth to speak “Want to come in and talk about it? Or maybe cuddle if you’re up to it” He mumbled the last bit, probably thinking I wouldn’t hear him

I quickly step forward and wrap my arms around him tightly. I nuzzled my face into his chest, not realizing I was crying until I felt his shirt was wet. I mumbled a quiet sorry before closing my eyes, basking in the warmth I’ve missed so much.

He snaked an arm around my waist and pulled me closer to him as he brought a hand to the back of my head to rub soothingly.

It was quiet till he rested his head on top of mine “I missed this” He said quietly as he sighed happily.

It stayed quiet as I was trying to gain the confidence to stay over.

I sighed and pulled away slightly and looked up at him “Can I please stay over..?” I started to fiddle with my fingers behind his back as I nervously waited for his answer.

He thought for a moment before deciding he didn’t want his words to fail him, he picked me up bridal style.

I yelped in surprise as I didn’t expect him to.

He kicked the door shut and carried me to his bed before laying me down gently before going in himself and pulling up his covers, making sure I had plenty so I didn’t get cold.

I got a glance at the state his room was in, it was a total mess. I guess the breakup did affect him.

I snuggled closer to him and wrapped my arms around him and rested my head on his arm.

He slung an arm around my waist and believe me if we weren’t already close, we are now. He kissed my forehead before burying his nose into my hair.

Something he always did to help calm his nerves.

“Sleep well” He mumbled softly before falling asleep.

I nodded before closing my eyes with a small smile on my face.

I woke up a few hours later to an empty bed, I quickly sat up, shocked. Where did he go?

I heard the door open and my head towards the noise to see Katsuki coming in with a towel wrapped around his waist. I released the breath I didn’t realise I was holding. I smiled softly at him as I said a soft, morning.

He nodded his head in return as I laid back down in his bed and nuzzled into the pillow. I told a whiff of his scent that remained on the pillow. I sighed with content.

I closed my eyes with a smile on my face.

Katsuki took this chance to get changed into clothes before coming to sit next to me.

My eyes shot open as I felt the mattress sink. I looked at him as he laid next to me. He rested his hand on my cheek, gently caressing it.

He took a deep breath before asking “So, what now?”

I looked down, knowing what he meant “I…don’t know” I mumbled while reaching up to my cheek to his hand.

He didn’t stop me when I started to trace all the lines of his palm. Though he did grab my hand and held it close to his chest.

His eyes started to tear up “How about we just try again?” He looked me in the eye before continuing “I promise I’ll be better and I won’t make another big mistake like that again”

I stayed quiet, trying to figure out what to say. It would be so hard to reject him like this…do I even want to reject him? There’s no denying that I don’t love him.

I nodded my head and looked up at him “I’d love to” The smile on my face brighten while he wore his signature smirk before engulfing me in a hug.

“I’ll love you forever y/n”

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emeraldbiscuit · 4 years

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Adored by him - Part 2

Word count: 1.1k

Part 1

Shinsou Hitoshi x Reader

Summary: After getting rejected you start to isolate yourself from all your friends. You meet a fellow sleep deprived student during lunch, you become best friends but what will happen when you develop feelings for him?

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I felt my stomach turn at the sight and my eyes fill with water, threatening to spill at any second now. I put my arms on my desk and burrowed my head inside as I let the tears all spill at once.

That’s why…why he rejected me…

How stupid to think that I could compare to the pretty girl with the butterscotch hair.

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It’s been a few days since the whole thing went down, shockingly enough, no one questioned my outburst of tears. I guess he must have told everyone...they probably think I’m pathetic.

I guess that’s why I’ve started distancing myself from everyone, I started to go sit out in the school forest to eat my lunch. It’s very peaceful minus some birds. It was nice to get away from everything now and again.

I started humming to myself as I leaned against a tree and closed my eyes. I guess I like being alone more. I like this much more than trying to keep with everyone, they’re all so loud.

My eyes shot open when I heard a twig snap, my eyes opened to reveal a guy. I instantly recognised who he was, well not his name, but I knew Izuku fought him during the sports festival. He looks more built than I last remember or my mind is playing tricks on me.

I quietly waved at him and he nodded in return. He pointed next to me and asked: “Can I sit?” His voice sounded rougher than I expected but I nodded to his request.

He wasted no time sitting next to me. I sighed and closed my eyes once and listened to the baby birds screaming for food. I heard rustling next to me, I wonder what he’s doing, I didn’t think much about it as the wind picked up causing the leaves to move. Causing a wonderful melody throughout the sky.

I looked over at the mysterious guy who had decided to interrupt my peaceful afternoon. The more I stared at him, the more I noticed about him. He had the darkest eye bags I had ever seen, I almost feel bad for the dude. My eyes shift to his hair, I wonder if his hair is naturally like that, or he styles it.

I heard a small meow come from his chest. I giggled softly as he shushed the small creature. “Do you just always have a cat with you or is this a special occasion?”

He chuckled and looked at me “If I could I would always bring a cat with me everywhere but no, I picked her up this morning and I plan on nursing her back to health”

I nodded and looked away. “You must love cats then”

“Yeah, they’re much better than a lot of people” He joked.

“Preach it, sis,” I said as I giggled.

He smiled towards me “So what you doing around these parts?”

I giggled more and smiled back at him “Alright cowboy,...I just wanted to get away from everything, rejection does that to you I guess” I mumbled the last part but he still seemed to pick it up.

And that's how I made my new best friend. Turns out we both got rejected on Valentines Day, so I feel less alone about that. I feel like I can tell him anything, well, almost anything. I can’t talk about the feelings I had developed towards him.

I’m scared I don’t have feelings for him or it was cause he was always just there for me, if I needed a hug, he’d give me a life squeezing hug, if I wanted to talk and watch shitty romance films, we’d talk and watch terrible romance films. I don’t want to ruin our beautiful friendship.

He means everything to me at this point. I can’t lose him, I refuse to. I don’t know I’d do if I lost him...I’d be so alone.

I felt a warm hand on my shoulder, I looked over to see my best friend. I smiled brightly towards him “Hiya Toshi”

He smiled backed at me “You still wanna come over and study?” I nodded “Pleaseee, I’m falling behind in maths. It’s too darn confusing and should be illegal if you ask me”

He chuckled at me and started walking which I easily caught up to. On the walk to his house, we just laughed at dumb inside jokes and whatever we found slightly amusing, it felt perfect. If only...I quickly glance at his hand...if we could hold hands this would be all the more perfect.

We eventually made it to his house, he held the door open for me, how does he not expect me to fall head over heels for him. I giggle to myself sadly knowing he’s just being nice and will never have feelings for little old me.

Hours of studying later and frankly, I'm just very bored and want to do something fun. I look over and Hitoshi and smirked mischievously. I slyly made my way over to him, I sat behind him and snaked my arms around him, trying to make it seem I was just going in for a hug. But oh how he was mistaken. I wasted no time starting to tickling him once he relaxed in my arms.

He started laughing and shaking around "s-stop, please" He begged. I smiled and whispered in his ear "Make me, pretty boy"

To which he then used his quirk on me to made me stop. I just pouted at him when he removed his quirk on me, he just smirked at me, looking proud of himself.

I then proceed to lay across his lap, along with hanging off the bed. "I'm bored, Toshi" I whined and looked up at him "Entertain me"

He started thinking while I started poking his face to form a little entertainment. "Do you trust me?"

I looked at him a little confused, I don't understand why he's asking. "Of course I trust you, you're my best friend"

He hummed in approval of my answer "Close your eyes for me" I shrugged and closed my eyes.

I felt a hot breath on my ear, what the hell is he doing? "Can I kiss you?" He whispered.

Excuse me, excuse fucking me. He wants to kiss me, me of all people!! I whisper out a small yes. Seconds later I felt slightly chapped lips against mine.

I smiled as our lips moved in sync. I readjusted myself to be sitting on his lap, all while holding the kiss, I wrapped my legs around his torso and my arms around his neck. I intertwined my fingers in his fluffy thick hair.

He had his hands placed on my hips. Our mouths eventually departed from one other. Soft pants was all that could be heard in the room as we just admired the eyes of each other.

Hitoshi broke the silence by muttering a small "Wow...that was much better than I could of have ever imagined"

I giggled softly before leaning in, I closed my eyes as our lips touched again. I softly tugged at his hair and he groaned. I want to hear more of those noises...

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emeraldbiscuit · 4 years

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Sunset kisses

Word Count: 0.5K

Denki Kaminari x reader

Summary: Just some Denki fluff cause I’m sad and I love this man

Note: um, it’s sort and I’m trying my best not to just turn it into angst cause I hate myself

As the cloudless sky danced in ethereal crimson, flaming oranges and contrasting purples. I glanced over at my boyfriend of 4 years. He also appeared to be in awe from the wondrous sky. As the sunset over the mountains, I laid back on the grass with a contemptuous smile.

The scent of the freshly cut grass filled my airways, the soft grass tickling my ear as I looked to my right to be faced with a sun- coloured dandelion. I plucked the follower from its roots and held the flower to the now moonlit sky, hovering the flower in front of the moon.

The bright yellow flower was easily plucked out of my hand, I saw the culprit with an outrageously big grin on his face. Denki tucked the flower behind my right ear then proceeded to lean down towards my face, but he stopped before our lips touched.

He brought one of his rough calloused to remove some of my hair out of my face before resting his hand on my cheek, his other hand pressed against the green land to keep himself steady as he hovered over me.

"You're so beautiful" He mumbled, barely louder than a whisper. I looked into his soft yellow orache eyes that held such love and passion. He caressed my cheek with such softness I might as well as be made out of porcelain.

He ever slowly leaned in closer - the strong cologne invading my nose - it felt like an eternity till his slightly chapped but moist lips pressed against mine. My eyes fluttered shut while my eyelashes brushed against his cheek. Our lips only met briefly in a chaste kiss before he pulled away, gently biting my bottom lip.

I looked at him, eyes full of need, wanting more, wanting more of him. I watched as his soft smile turned into a smug smirk.

He leaned down and whispered into my ear "You want more, Angel?"

I sighed happily as I inhaled the aroma of his shampoo, I could feel his body heat radiate off of his body, making the cold night less cold. I felt his warm breath hit my ear as he spoke. I spoke a small yes to his question as I placed my hands on his waist, running them up and down his torso.

He began to trail soft kisses along my jaw, his chapped lips feeling slightly rough against my skin. I guess he was dicey since his lips trailed down my neck. He had no difficulty finding my soft spot, beginning to gently suck at it. I let a soft moan which he returned with a groan of his own.

I slipped my hands up his shirt to rub small circles on his abdomen. He released from my neck, looking at the now wet patch on my neck turning into a reddish-purple mark that would take a couple of weeks to heal.

He brought one of his hands behind my head and brought me up to meet his lips. I closed my eyes in anticipation for the kiss I so craved. I smile as I felt his breath his my face, knowing I was going to get the affection I so desperately craved. Just as our lips nearly met he called my name. I simply hummed in response.

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emeraldbiscuit · 4 years

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I'll always love you - Part 1

Word Count: 0.8k

Part 2

Bakugo Katsuki x reader

Summary: Two months after your break-up with Katsuki, he comes back saying he still loves you it was a mistake but what will you do?

As I lay in the bed I haven't left in days, staring at the ceiling, thinking...thinking about all we were before he decided he didn't need me anymore, I did see it coming. I mean, c'mon, it's Bakugo Katsuki, we're all just stepping stones for him to become the number one hero.

I was snapped out of my thoughts by a knock on my door, I meekly got up and wandered over to my door.

"I should probably get rid of those pictures" I mumbled while looking over to the pictures of Katsuki on my wall...he's so handsome. I was quickly was snapped out of my thoughts when I heard another knock to which I open the door almost immediately to reveal, Mina.

We've always been close, I mean we went to middle school together after all. She was the one who convinced me to confess my feelings in the first place since she knew how much I head over heels for the angry hedgehog.

"Hey, we're all worried about you. You haven't come out in days" Mina said with concern filling her eyes as she looked me up and down.

My hair was matted to the point it didn't move, my eyes were probably all red and puffy while my face was covered in tear stains. My clothes were a mess along with my room, I don't blame her for looking slightly disgusted with me, even if she did try to hide it.

I cleared my throat before talking "I know...but you know, it's been tough" I spoke quietly while trying not to cry. I sniffled and looked up at Mina "I'm sorry but I can't help it" I said before falling to my knees sobbing.

Mina bent down and hugged me "Shhh, I know but it's all okay" she mumbled into my ear while rubbing my back.

"H..how is he?" I choked out while sobbing harder.

"y/n.."

"Tell me..!"

"He moved on"

My eyes went wide while my mouth dropped. I know it's been a month...but so soon, it still feels like yesterday we were snuggled up against each other talking about our favourite heroes. I clutched the hoodie I was wearing at where my heart would be...it just hurts so much.

"I'm gonna go sleep.," I said quietly before getting up and closing my door right in Minas' face. I leaned against the door and slide down till I was sitting on the floor. I pulled my knees my chest before screaming and eventually just sobbing loudly.

*a few weeks later*

I've gotten better or well at least I look better. I've started going back to class after realising I shouldn't let a break up ruin my chances of becoming a hero. Thankfully my friends helped me catch on all the schoolwork I missed.

They are the best.

I was doing the homework I missed while listening to my favourite music, I had a bright smile on my face while I hummed along to the music. I heard a knock on a door which confused me, I didn't think anyone would bother me since I thought everyone knew I was busy catching up. Well, apparently not.

I sighed as I got up and lowered the volume of the music before answering the door. My mouth dropped once I opened the door. It was Katsuki. I mentally screamed at myself 'what the fuck is he doing here?'

He opened his mouth to talk but nothing came out, he cleared his throat before trying to communicate again. "Um..hey"

I closed my mouth and muttered a small "Hi"

He took a deep breath before talking again "I'm so...sorry"

I just stared him, his red ruby eyes...they're as beautiful as I remember. I quickly shook myself out of my trance. "W-what do you want?" I cursed myself for stuttering, all the emotions I had for him came running back to me all at once, my eyes started to fill up with tears, threating to spill.

Katsuki went in to hug me but I put up my arms in defence "What do you want?" I repeated while stepping away from him as my tears started pouring down my face.

Hurt was eminent on his face as he watched the love of his life step away from him crying, but he got the message. "I want you back, y/n. I made a mistake, please forgive m-"

"FORGIVE YOU?" I immediately cut him off and looked at him "Do you have any idea of how much pain you put me through!? And you just want me to forgive you?"

His mouth gaped open while his eyes when wide "y/-"

"Get out!!" I screamed while glaring at him.

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emeraldbiscuit · 4 years

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Bunnies

Bnha Spring Time Event

Word Count: 1.8k

for at @quintessential-kaminari - 🌸

Note: I’m so sorry for this being late, tumblr has never deleted one of my fics before so that was a surprise. I really enjoyed talking to you and stuff, I hope we can be friends :), anywayyyy, I hope you enjoy ^-^

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I was awoken by the warm spring hues that beamed through the gap of my curtains. I groaned at the disruption of my tranquil sleeping state. I rolled over on my soft bed away from the window to avoid the blinding lights, while I reached over and grabbed the nearest stuffed animal - which so happened to be my favourite, my grey and white bunny squishmallow with an adorable pink button nose named Princess Sparkle - and promptly placed it over my face to prevent the light from disturbing me more.

My new-found peace didn't last long though. The offensive beeping from my alarm quickly brought me to the realm on the awake and living. I lazily reached over to my nightstand and picked up my phone to dismiss the alarm and check the time, 08:32. I grumbled knowing I had to get up or I would be late.

You see, I had my first date with my forever long crush, Denki Kaminari, but I am regretting agreeing to a date for so early in the day. Who in their right mind agrees to go on a date at 9 in the morning, who?? I sluggishly removed my blanket off of my frame before I sat up and swung my legs over the edge of my bed, hissing slightly as my feet made contact with the chilly flooring.

I tried my best to ignore the aching cold attacking my feet while I walked over to my window and dramatically opened my curtains. My eyes forcefully went into a squint due to the overly colourful skylights that reached my window.

I should probably stop spending so much time inside, then maybe I could adjust to the sun easier, I thought to myself as I made way to my closet to find a cute outfit to wear. I look through my closet for a good few minutes before making a choice. I ended up deciding on a black skater skirt along with a light pink off the shoulder top, as well as a pair of super fluffy baby pink socks with lilac hightops converse.

I moved to stand in front of my mirror. "I look cute as hell" I muttered to myself as I grabbed my brush to brush out my bedhead then put on my favourite stary hair clip to help keep my hair out of my face.

Satisfied with how I looked, I grabbed my phone, keys and a small black purse to hold my items before leaving. I quickly checked the time 08:56 as I left my house. He said he'd pick me up so I guess I'll just wait. I wonder what he has planned since he refused to tell me cause "It's a surprise but wear something cute yet comfortable"

I was pulled out of my thoughts when I caught a glance of warm blonde hair out of the corner of my eye. I smiled brightly knowing who it was, I quickly waved to Denki and walked over to him. He was wearing a pair of denim jeans along with a plain white t-shirt with a light blue dress shirt on top left unbutton along with blue converse. He also had a black bag on his back.

"Hiya Denki!" I said with a cheerful tone, honestly, I was super excited for today and what he had planned - but also super nervous. Eek.

“Hey y/n!!” He said with a large amount of excitement dripping from his voice, my smile only brightened at his excitement. Denki leaned in for a hug which I happily accepted, the scent of his cologne engulfing my airways.

"So, what do you have planned for today?" I asked after I felt his slightly chapped but moistened lips press softly against my cheek before he pulled away from the warm embrace we shared.

He brought a finger to my lips and pressed against them gently as a way to shush me "You will know all in good time, my little buttercup" He held out his arm and gestured for me to hold it.

I rolled my eyes at the nickname as I felt the blood rush to my cheeks "Alright, my prince charming" I intertwined my arm with his as I allowed him to lead the way.

"I know I should have said this earlier but you look really pretty today" He stopped walking and started frantically shaking his arms like a mad man "N-not that you don't look pretty every day but today you just look extra pretty!!" He added but didn't seem to stop his weird actions. "Ahh!! I'm not tryna say you look less pretty on other days" He took a deep breath to help calm himself down "You just look ultra nice today" He paused before continuing "I mean every day, you also look nice every day"

I giggled at his dramatic acts "Thanks, Denki. You look good too"

For the rest of our walk to an undisclosed location, we shared a small conversation full of laughs and giggles and some very awkward unprotected handholding.

We eventually reached a huge gate, decorated with gorgeous flowers and dense greenery. I looked over at Denki confused on what he had plans, all I knew about this place was that it was a botanical garden. I think I was having a conversation about them with someone one day, is that where he got the idea from? Who knows

He linked his arm with him and lead us through the beautiful gate, the garden itself was stunning. Full to the brim with all sorts of artistic flowers with such vibrant but soft colours contrasting with all the earthy greens of the stems. It was honestly a sight to behold, it was beautiful in every single way, there was not one single fault in the place.

"It's so beautiful," I thought aloud, my eyes sparkled with enthusiasm to see the rest of the captivating blooms.

"Nowhere near as beautiful as you, sweetcheeks," Denki said without a hint of hesitation. "Now, may I have this walk M'lady"

I nodded "You may," I said with a small giggle. Truth be told, he could have brought to hang out at the back of a dumpster and I would still be happy as long as I got to spend time with him. He seriously does just brighten up a room.

We walked around the garden, admiring all the scenery. There was quite a lot of people, some couples, some just families with their children. Some of the parents were being careless and letting their kids jump all over the flowers ruining the lovely flowers, kinda heartbreaking to see the growth of the flowers just scattered on the ground in the form of petals.

I was brought back into the world when I heard Denki's voice but I didn't quite hear what he said. But whatever it was, it certainly made him flustered.

"Denki? Are you alright?" I looked up at him with concern filling my eyes. His face was bright red and he was consciously avoiding eye contact.

"Y-yeah, I'm fine. Just, um...you wanna eat? I brought picnic food" He asked while looking at the ground.

“Sure,” I said with a smile.

He nodded and looked up to look for somewhere to sit. He spotted a bench and wasted no time leading me to it. We sat down on the bench with our knees touching slightly.

Denki opened his bag and brought out a collection of sandwiches and snacks. “I had to ask Mina what you liked,” He said with a chuckle.

I smiled knowing he cared enough to ask what I liked. Maybe this could actually go somewhere.

We dug into the food he brought and started talking about the most random of things. I really do enjoy spending time with him, he’s so much fun and he brought my favourite foods with him. Like how sweet is that?

I was listening to him talking about a new game he got but I lowkey zoned out cause his voice was just so calming to listen to. Though the peace didn’t last since I heard a large scream come from Denki. I looked around for could have possibly scared him - to which there didn’t appear to be anything.

I looked over at him confused, as he is now sitting on the top of the bench shaking and staring at the ground. I looked down to see a small ball fluff, also known as a bunny-rabbit.

“Denki, are you scared of a bunny?” I asked, trying to hold back a laugh. How could someone be scared of something so cute?

“Yes, they’re evil carrot munchers!” He shouted while pointing at the bunny.

I rolled my eyes and reached down to pick up the bunny (don’t pick up wild animals) and started to pet the creature. “Denki, they’re not going to hurt you, they’re just fluff balls and they can’t actually eat carrots. They’re bad for them” I said while cradling the fluff ball “Aren’t you just the cutest, yes you are, oh yes you are”

Denki didn't appear to become any less frightened from the bunny. I looked at him sympathetically before putting the bunny down and letting it hop away into some bushed. I joined Denki sitting on the back of the bench and wrapped an arm around him, pulling him in close.

"I'm sorry, you must probably think I'm pathetic now..." He said while looking down, he was still shaking with fear.

I placed a soft kiss against his cheek before whispering in his ear "That's the last thing I think, Denki, everyone has their own fears. I'm sorry, is there any way I can make it up to you?"

"I suppose there might be a way" He sniffled and wiped away some tears I didn't notice existed.

I held his hand and rubbed circles on the back of his hand in a comforting manner as I waited for him to continue talking. I didn't realise someone could be so scared of a bunny but the more you know.

"I think a kiss would help," He said while looking up at me with hopeful eyes.

I looked at him shocked for a second, I guess his flirtatiousness doesn't stop even when he's scared. I giggled before leaning in, giving him a quick peck on the lips. "Is that better?"

He pouted "No, I wasn't ready," He said with a whiney tone.

"You should have been paying attention then," I said before standing up and holding out my hand "Wanna continue? I'll protect you from any evil fluffy creatures"

Denki took hold of my hand and we continued our date. We finished the walk around the garden and he walked me home.

I leaned against my front door and looked at Denki. I nervously fiddled with my fingers as I struggled to keep eye contact "I really enjoyed today and I wouldn't mind doing it again sometime"

Denki looked shocked "Really!? Oh hell yeah, I'd love to"

I smiled softly at him "Cool. I'll, uh, text you at some point"

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