#if you haven't noticed I like wet and pathetic characters!!!!!!!

[birdmenmanga]

OH.... MIORINE AND SULETTA ARE LIKE S1 KHUN AND BAM... OK...

#just thinking thoughts... #I was like. hm. I am picturing them in my brain and yet it all feels very familiar. like I am practiced at this somehow #nodding... #i think I like miorine better than khun though LOL #TOP TEN OPINIONS THAT WOULD GET ME KILLED LIKE 2 YEARS AGO #see like. I enjoy miorine's desperate struggles against her shackles. khun has already long cast them off #if you haven't noticed I like wet and pathetic characters!!!!!!! #khun is too smooth for that!! and fandom does a great job of manufacturing patheticness for him but like eh #hmm there is an image I'm rotating in my brain... but unfortunately it's very nn... backgroudn heavy... why... #on the other hand I think I actually like bam better than suletta... (personalitywise. designwise I suletta 100% has the upper hand) #see bam has absolutely 0 standards to compare to (well he has his cave) so he treats everything with 'damn it be like that ig' #but suletta KNOWS how out of her depth she is so she is really skittish as a result #she has a healthy fear of consequences while bam does not. and I think that makes bam a more fun guy to throw down the plinko

[marycorcaroli]

sanji & usopp as a pussy drunk boyfriends ♡

req: Those pussy drunk Zoro/Luffy blurbs were so fucking good omg!!! Could you do one with Sanj pleasei? He's PEAK character for this scenario!!

mary♡: thank you for sending me a request and thank you for the lovely words! 🍡💛 i decided to write this right away and not wait any longer, i also decided to include usopp here, hope you like it! also i apologize for my mistakes, english is not my first language 💌

sanji

sanji is so neat but too impatient when it comes to licking you. from the first time you met him he only dreamed of spreading your legs and doing everything he could to your clit, sanji imagined it night after night until the moment he could finally show you he would show you the most real orgasm with his tongue. he will start with something small, he will slowly kiss your wet folds while unbuckling his belt to touch his cock, sanji is so pathetic, you just let him lick you and he is ready to cum. when he does pull his cock out - you're dead. my boy, he grabs you firmly by the hips and literally glues you to his face, he burrows into you like he hasn't drank water in months, greedily kissing your cunnie, he starts whimpering from you and your moans, you're making him really pathetic. he tries to burrow as deep into you as he can to taste all of your flavor, his fingers rubbing your nipples as he waits for the moment of your squirt. he will speed up his tongue with every second, he won't let time just pass, sanji will make sure it's just him and his tongue in your head at the end.

"sanji, please, i-i'm-i'm coming now," blows his mind. he has waited so long for those words tears run down his cheeks, you are the most beautiful girl to him and now he is licking you. his legs start shaking and his whimpering doesn't stop until the next moment you scream "sanji!" squirting on his face. you blessed him with it, he felt like he hadn't felt yet n when thinking about it, sanji didn't notice how he was cumming all over your bed and you at the same time, you caught him in the most interesting role, without even touching him he cum from you and will do it again and again. he doesn't care how much you're trembling and your legs are woozy, he just can't get away from you, sanji swallows all your juices and smears the rest on his face and looks in the mirror to realize he's found paradise between your legs and won't leave until he faints.

usopp.

my sweet boy and my sunshine loves your cunnie so much. his tongue is so soft and nice, he will do the naughtiest things to you that you could never dream of. usopp is like a man who will dream about someone's pussy all the time, he won't hear conversations, he wants to lick you now and here. he will cry with happiness as soon as you let him get on his knees and lick you completely, he will be so happy that he will completely forget about tenderness and decency, he suddenly doesn't care, now, he only thinks about you, your moans and your already swollen clit. usopp has lost all other thoughts, he starts licking you in a second, you haven't had time to undress yet, but that's even better for him, he'll wet your panties with his drool and pornographic moans, and sniff the residue like he's sniffed something forbidden, something that will take him to the most obscene place in this universe. there is so much lust in him, usopp can't hear your moans anymore, he can hear your wet cunnie responding to him, the way your clit pulses when he touches it with his nose and the way your body twitches when he finds all your hot spots again. it's like usopp is in heat, he can't live without your juices and the opportunity to lick you anywhere, he'll get so cranky and beg you "no, please let me...i-i'll make you feel good, i beg you", it'll go on and on until you say yes and he'll stop. swallowing everything you give him and he still can't get enough, he literally wants to eat you to savor the taste of your cunt. his tongue won't stop surprising you with its skill, and his nose won't stop hitting you in the points where you need it. usopp is waiting for you to cum all over his face, the juices are running down his body and the lustful phrases keep coming out of his filthy mouth, he's covered in your cum, his body lost in the moment you cum and now he's waiting for you to get on all fours and let him eat your ass.

#one piece #one piece live action #one piece x reader #one piece x you #one piece smut #sanji x you #vinsmoke sanji #sanji x reader #sanji #one piece sanji #usopp #usopp x reader #one piece usopp #usopp x you #taz skylar #taz skylar x reader #jacob gibson #jacob gibson x reader #nonnie's req <3 #mary ♡ #♡ #sanji smut #usopp smut

[h0ney-mochi]

hi do you write for afab characters? if so may i request bratty sub afab scara x soft dom reader ^^

afab!Scaramouche x soft dom!reader ;; readers pronouns not mentioned

SMUT/NSFW CONTENT (bratty!sub!scaramouche, afab!scara, soft dom!reader, fingering, praise, mirror involved ig)

Summary: Scara was being a brat and once you two are alone together again.. he can't help but beg for you to speed up your fingers.

A/n: YES I DO GRRRHHH YES I think afab, trans scara is funky <3 I don't think I did brat scara well, so my bad ):

Minor writer, dni if uncomfortable!

"Listen, if you're going to spend so much time doing nothing, you might as well go do something else," Scaramouche groans, crossing his arms, head leaning on your shoulder. You knew he was needy, but why rush? A brat like him won't get everything right away. Besides, where's the fun in getting everything done rigjt away?

You just chuckled, pressing another kiss on the back of his neck. The slight shiver didn't go unnoticed from you. You had him sit on your lap, legs spread. There was a mirror across the room, allowing you to see Scara's face, the way he furrows his brows when your lips meet the mark on his skin.

You traced your hands on his thighs, up to his stomach, obviously avoiding where he wanted your touch. "You haven't been good today, dear," you whispered, frowning a little, "I can't reward you so easily, don't you know?" Scaramouche groans, about to say something, but you slide your fingers between his folds.

It wasn't entirely a surprise that he was already so wet, but hey..

You watched your fingers in the mirror. Slow, teasing movements from you had him sighing and groaning in annoyance. Yeah, you touched him, but c'mon-! That's not it!

He moves his hips towards your fingers, but you take them away. "Oh, you-! [Name]!" Scara whines, glaring at you in the mirror. You lock eyes with him while your other hand held his thigh. "Be patient, Scara. Let me take care of you," You speak with a soft smile. He furrows his brows, "Can't you do that faster?" Your chuckle made him shiver a little.

You didn't respond, instead pushing two fingers inside him. You feel him jolt a little, a pathetic moan escaping his mouth. You were slow with it, pushing your fingers in and out while your other hand rubbed circles on his thigh. Scaramouche was saying things of wanting you to speed up, throwing in a curse or two. You didn't say anything back, eyes still focusing on his face.

That eye contact was irritating him at first. Why are you not responding? Why are you just staring at him?? Rude. He does stare back at you, whining more about you teasing him. Of course, it doesn't faze you. Just Scaramouche being.. him. A brat. Oh well. You're used to it, you know how to put him back in place somehow. Even if you don't know what you're doing.

You didn't notice Scara slowly becoming more.. quiet on the curses. Yes, he was still whining about your fingers, but.. it wasn't.. It wasn't the previous tone, he was getting desperate. You only noticed it when he was breaking eye contact with you. Quick glances.

Then you became fully aware.

"Mmmh, please- Please just- Faster, please—!" He whines again, breathing in. You did what he wanted and sped up your fingers. You couldn't help but grin at the way Scara moaned in response. Your other hand held his hip down.

"Ah," you sighed into his neck, making him shiver, eyes locking onto yours. "You're gonna be good for me now?" You ask, lidding your eyes. The noise from your fingers fucking into him has Scara feeling just a bit of embarrassment.

"Yes, yesyesyes I'll- fuck, I'll be good—!" He nods his head, which makes you chuckle, "Please just— I want more! Pleaashe-!" You move your other hand to circle around his core, making him immediately jolt in surprise.

Soon enough he's holding onto your arm, gasping at how quick you are. "Too- too much-! Fuck, mmmhg AH- FUCK please, mgonna cum, gonna cum—!!" Scara moans out, eyes rolling back. You kiss his neck before speaking, "Look at me. I want you to look at me when you cum."

He does as you say and your fingers speed up just a little. His moans and pleas sound like a melody. Then he's chanting your name and that he's close. You won't deny him.

He's still holding eye contact with you somehow, face feeling hot, feeling some embarrassment from how you stare at him. Then Scara sees a grin on your face as you whisper in his ear.

"Be a good boy and cum on my fingers, won't you?"

Thank you for the request and thank you for waiting! Hope you enjoy the taste <3

© h0ney-mochi 2023 / Please don't copy or repost my work and writings! <3

#☆°• ☆ ask box #☆°• ☆ writings #sub scaramouche #scaramouche x reader smut #scaramouche x you #scaramouche smut #scaramouche x reader #genshin x you #genshin x reader #genshin smut #genshin x reader smut #genshin impact x reader smut

[chaifootsteps]

one thing that works in the full moon deal scene is how they animated Stolas speaking - both the animation and the line delivery drive home that he's nobility and speaks from a position of power and privilege. in his line reads he drags words out and switches from sinister and serious to playful and condescending. not to mention how perfectly it juxtaposes against Blitzo's mannerisms and delivery - he's stressed, in danger and giving far more short & clipped responses because he's afraid for his life, so it contrasts Stolas' casual attitude even more. it really effectively sets up Stolas as an antagonist and the animation and line delivery is working together well to get that across

now we have a Stolas who just delivers his lines with a high pitched tone without any of that character, replacing what was 'confident powerful prince' with 'pathetic wet cat of an owl' who is constantly delivering lines that demonstrate what a jerk he is (insulting Stella in front of Via, smugly telling the lawyer imp to 'get fucked', still using 'little one' to refer to imps, etc.) while the show insists he's a good person, so the dissonance now just serves to ruin the audience's immersion instead of further it

Thank you for putting it into words, because I've noticed this creeping in every time I go to pilot-ify Stolas's voice, and it's always, always bothered me; I just haven't been able to articulate why. Going back and rewatching Loo Loo land versus Oops, it's painfully obvious.

Stolas in Murder Family and even in Loo Loo Land spoke like an extremely powerful member of Hell's nobility. I think it was still hanging on as far as Harvest Moon. You could just hear it in his chest, in the way he spoke every word, even the less consequential ones. You know who was talking to you.

Now, he just delivers his lines like a beaten dog. It's awful.

#Anonymous #helluva boss critical #stolas critical #viv stuff #actual blog post

[gardenofnoah]

the aftermath

this is a little darker than i originally intended it to be, but i feel like it's fitting-- maki is such a complex character and i wanted to show that. but please do read at your own discretion, love u <3 wc: 875 cw: explicitly sexual content, dubcon, angst, fluff, f! reader, vague manga spoilers (but like, not really)

She's harder now—crueler than she's ever been, and shockingly so— but she's still in there. You have to believe that, or you'll fall apart.

You feel her, the Maki that you fell in love with, when her mouth slots over yours to silence the pathetic little whimpers she's been drawing out of you for the better part of the evening.

Her kiss is warm where it is usually bruising, and when you pull back to breathe you notice she's wearing an expression you haven't seen on her in a long time. Her eyes are softer, eyebrows knitted together gently—she's not angry, at least not right now— in this moment, she's here with you. You can remember she loves you when she fucks you like this. Like she has time. Like she's thought better of taking out on her grief on your body.

"M-Maki," you plead, arching up off the bed as her thumb just barely grazes your clit, "please."

You think you see a hint of a grin on her lips, the upward quirk of her mouth that reminds you of how she was before the world was torn away from her, but you blink and it's gone. Her gaze meets yours and you feel yourself tense. She feels it, too.

"Don't pull away from me," she says against your lips, and she sounds more vulnerable than you've heard her since she came home to you someone new, "I need you."

It's the admission of the need, the very thing you've yearned to hear for months, that makes your eyes burn. You let out a shaky exhale, squeezing your eyes shut. You feel her lips flutter over your face, lingering on your forehead, your cheekbones, your jaw— anywhere she can reach.

Your hands wrap around the arms that cage your head in. Your fingers smooth over the scar tissue that you know left far more than it's physical impression on the woman who hovers above you. You open your eyes to find her own on you, and you brace for the withdrawal, but she doesn't stop your exploration. She only pulls an arm away to cup your face, her fingers brushing against your jaw. She is strong above you—you know that she was before, but what she is now, is something else entirely.

Your voice comes out raw and broken when you let out a breathless "I love you". You feel her thumb swipe gently under your eye, and when it comes away wet, you realize you're crying. She shifts, and there's a pause. Then you feel her fingers slip through your folds—the stretch of one as she slips it inside you. You choke out a sob and cling to her harder.

"I've been cruel to you, haven't I?" she asks, and you are too stunned at the question and too overwhelmed by the feeling of the second finger she's squeezed inside you to do anything but cry out. You think, distantly, that she's being cruel now— bringing your heart into a game that only required your body before. You won't tell her that.

"Sweet girl," she murmurs into your ear, and you clench down hard on her fingers—you can't help it, it's just been so long since she's indulged you like this—"I'm so sorry."

You feel your heart splinter apart in your chest but you don't dwell on it, and instead you let out a string of broken pleas wrapped around admissions of your love. You can't stop— you should know better than to trust that things will be different, that she will come back to you, but the hope takes root in your chest and spreads like an infection regardless. You want to reach inside her and pull her love out. You need to believe it would be there, somewhere, if you did.

The heel of her palm presses into your clit as she crooks her fingers upward, and you are undone. You feel her forehead press to your temple as she fucks you through the waves that crest far over your head, and you think maybe you hear whispers of her affection in your ear as you writhe underneath her. She keeps her fingers inside you after you come down, and she dips her head down to press kisses to the side of your neck. You keep your eyes closed, wanting to revel in the softness she's showing you. You can't be sure it'll ever happen again.

She's back above you again, and she presses her forehead to yours. You whimper when you feel her fingers slip from you, but you don't have the time to grieve the loss because you suddenly find yourself flipped over, held tight to her chest with her arms around you. You feel yourself start to cry again, because you can't remember the last time she held you.

One arm keeps you held to her tightly, and the other brings her hand up to rest on the side of your head, where her fingers lightly scratch against your scalp. You hear the beat of her heart though her chest, and the tears don't stop.

"I love you," she whispers, and you feel it rumble underneath you, "I don't tell you that enough."

this fic belongs to me (@b-writes-things). i do not allow anyone to repost, edit, or reproduce this work.

#maki zenin #jjk maki #jujutsu kaisen #maki smut #jjk #maki #maki x reader #bwritesthings

[doofus-and-dragons]

Just finished TMA s3 so you know what time it is!

Spoiler time...it's spoiler time (this also bleeds into parts of s4

S3:

Elias can eat a dick. Kudos to Ben for giving him one of the top 10 sexyist voices in TMA, but DAMNIT, HE'S THE WORST 😭

The distortion is struggling to figure out who it is.

Like it or not, you're Helen now buddy (I love you dearly you murderous entity)

I don't like Julia or Trevor

Also, why does every character who gets hurt make strange noises that can be taken out of context (not a complaint, just an observation) (except for that American cop fucker. That guy made me vastly(HA) uncomfortable XD)

I've notice that Jon whimpers when he gets hurt. Poor pathetic wet cat

NO TIM

TIIIIM

I KNOW I WAS HARD ON YOU DURING THE LAST SEASON IM SORRY COME BACK

I'm going to riot

Martin deserved to go apeshit like that

He really did

The desolation in the background: Hey, guys, can I have him?

The Eye: NO FUCK OFF HE'S MINE

FUCK YEAH ELIAS IS GETTING ARRESTED

A good ending to a good season

Oh shit Jon's In a coma

S4:

Ok, first off: the trailer did not have to hit me in the emotions quite that hard

I almost cried at my machine

I think Oliver is a pretty sweet guy so far. He even left when he could see how uncomfortable he was making Georgie

THE FIRST MEETING BETWEEN MARTIN AND JOHN AFTER HIS COMA MADE ME TEAR UP

I think Jon is realizing that he's losing his Martin. You can always hear the pain in his voice when he talks about/to him

THE SECOND INTERACTION

I HAD TO PAUSE IT SO I DIDNT BUST OUT CRYING INFRONT OF MY ASSHOLE BOSS

Anyway

I don't like Melanie.

I haven't since she was introduced in s1.

Like, I've just never cared for her. I get why she's acting the way she is, I understand it. But she's just not a character I've ever enjoyed (kudos to you if you do tho)

Basira... I have no strong opinions of her

Like I domt dislike her

But I'm not a Basira Stan either.

I think she just misses her gf or smth

Breekin and Hope were married

You can't tell me that statement wasn't someone mourning the loss of their immortal life partner

I won't believe you.

JON USE MARTIN AS YOUR ANCHOR ITS THE BEST PLAN

Anyway that's as far as I've gotten.

#the magnus archives #tma #tma s3 #tma s3 spoilers #tma s4 #tma s4 spoilers #jonathan sims #martin blackwood #basira hussain #melanie king #tim stoker #elias bouchard

[ultimateplaylistmaker]

The last two were Kaede, and that pathetic wet dog of a sad sack, Shuichi. She decided since Kaede was closer, to ask her first. She hid her bitterness under a well constructed mask. Just looking at Kaede was enough to make her want to strangle her, but she restrained herself.

Tsumugi: Okay. Ultimate....Pianist....and...well, you seem like you'd fit the protagonist role well!

Kaede: Really?

Tsumugi: Sure! No matter what happens, the protagonist always perseveres and wins!

Inner-mugi: In other words, they suffer the most. Seeing all their friends die...seeing the Protag breakdown....I can't wait for you to crumple.

Kaede: Thanks...um, also, I'm sorry.

Tsumugi: Hm?

Kaede: About before. How I called Junko dumb. Or...was it Hope vs. Despair? Maybe Nagito? No, Ryoma called Nagito dumb...

Inner-mugi: You BITCH. IT WAS TWO WEEKS AGO, HOW DO YOU FORGET?!

Kaede: Anyway, I'm really sorry. You really enjoy the series, and while I may not get it nor meant anything mean by it, trashing something isn't cool. Especially if that something is a thing that helped you out of a dark place in your life.

Tsumugi: I don't need YOUR pity.

Kaede notices Tsumugi was staring at her with a gaze. Her eyes were lifeless, and yet...had a murderous intent to them. Tsumugi blinked, clearing her throat.

Tsumugi: Forgive me! What I meant was that I don't need you to apologize! Everyone has their interests and dislikes, so getting upset at you over them is plainly pointless.

Kaede: Huh...well, alright.

Tsumugi: Now then, about your execution.

Kaede: Huh? But...the protagonist doesn't die in these.

Tsumugi: Ppft! It's fan made! If you were found as a blackened, how would you die? What would it feel like?

Tsumugi, creepy stare: I want to hear every last detail of how you'd want to die! You emotions, your face, your pointless struggle! All of it!

Kaede: ...You....are really passionate, aren't you?

Tsumugi: Of course!

Inner-mugi: I'm going to relish seeing you die.

........

Lastly, Shuichi.

Tsumugi: Okay, what do you want?

Shuichi: Uh....well....

Tsumugi rolled her eyes. He was always like this. Hiding behind his hat, so quiet. It'd be endearing if it wasn't so annoying. He couldn't even look her in the eye! Could do with some character development! She'll make it quick.

Tsumugi: You like Kyoko, right?

Shuichi: Huh? What do you-

Tsumugi: Listen, I get it. She's a hottie. Cold stare, cute blush, a voice that would make your spine shive, the whole nine yards. So how about you be the Ultimate Detective?

Shuichi: ....

Tsumugi: Well, if that's all, I'll be heading out.

Shuichi: I want to be the protagonist!

Tsumugi turned and looked at him.

Shuichi: I....really don't like how I am...hiding behind my hat...being so soft-spoken, I can't even look others in the eye half of the time. But....if I was in the shoes of the hero, then... I could be brave enough to do all that. I could finally be a better version of myself. And maybe....Kaede would....

Tsumugi blinked. Kaede again....but this time, he gave her an idea.

Shuichi: Oh, but if the protagonist is already picked, then it's fine! I wouldn't want to mess that up. They're probably better suited for it than me....

Tsumugi: Come now, I haven't even heard all the details! Besides, there isn't a protagonist yet! Let's chat more about this!

And of course....

That was a lie.

tsumugi PLEASE just get therapy girl it aint worth this stick to just writing a really detailed fanfic of your plot that leaves everyone looking at you vaguely concerned like a normal person

#ndrv3 #pregame #musings from the music manager #etrians tsumugis game au

[littlemoondarling]

@goofy-kuroshitsuji-goober (tumblr won't let me tag you DX I've been trying for 10 minutes😔) and @vero-vetka13

So I kinda haven't read the manga yet so the Au will follow the continuity of the first season of the anime and the child characters are aged up to their mid teens :3

The Au is set before the events of the Angel revolution where the young Earl Phantomhive have been exchanging letters with a mysterious person, despite him being an incredible strategist and investigator he still doesn't know who is sending him these overly friendly and downright flirtatious letters, or perhaps he simply doesn't want to know.

The letters are what keep his life from falling apart, an escape from the overbearing demon guardian the well-meaning but pushy servants, the nightmares that chase him every time he closes his eyes and the ever looping maze of misery that is the Phantomhive mansion.

He writes back and forth for months, content with speaking with a mysterious entity but fearful that this whole thing is an elaborate ploy by Sebastian to extract blackmail worthy material from Ciel, and if that was the case, he would have been very, very successful, since Ciel has revealed more to these papers that he did to his own mind.

And soon enough he feels safe enough to reveal his worries regarding the demon that is basically tied to his hip, regret sat deep in his stomach as soon as the letter was sent, escapism or not, this is getting dangerously personal. After that letter he stops responding.

It was almost like unleashing a wild dog on an unsuspecting child as hundreds of letters were sent to the mansion weekly, each more desperate than the last, begging and pleading with Ciel to not leave them alone, what did they do wrong? They ask again and again. The once beautifully calligraphed letters with long loops became deranged and illegible messes that more resemble sketches than they do words.

Is this guilt he's feeling? No, it can't be, he just needs some time away from the mansion, from Sebastian and from everything. He packs his bags (food) and wears his peasant clothes (silk and embroidery) and set off to the riverbed.

Ciel sat on the wet grass and immediately regretted his decision, Sebastian would've brought him something to sit on if he was here. No. The head of the house of Phantomhive doesn't regret anything. He opened the basket and his face went pale.... Mey Rin..... you pathetic idiot.... she packed the wrong stuff. Who puts unclean dishes in a picnic basket???

Still, he is determined to prove to Sebastian that he can in fact have a decent day without him there to baby him. He set off to look for a food vendor and thankfully he found a small stall not long away from the discarded patch of grass he deemed his own.

The food doesn't look particularly appetizing and the blond shopkeeper has the most bored expression he has ever seen on a human being before. But something caught Ciel's eye, the familiar elaborate handwriting on the cardboard, but that can't be it.

He approaches the stall with a mask of disinterest as he carefully examines the seller, his light hair is longer than proper but not long enough to be tied, the striking pair of blue eyes that were bored a few seconds ago were now wide. The boy's clothes were the most interesting, they clearly used to be vibrant and the fabric seems to be of high quality but the colours have dulled down due to neglect. And the handwriting remains too similar for comfort.

"Good morning my good sir," Ciel nearly cringes at his attempt at peasant talk, "how much does this cost?" He grabs a nearly unidentifiable cookie.

The boy's face is nearly dripping with venom as if he just saw his father's killer. With a strangely graceful hand, he motions to the written prices. With a sigh, Ciel hands the strange boy what spare change he has which ended up being more than what was asked.

The cookie gets wrapped in pastel pink paper and as he takes it in his hands, he notices something written on it.

'Enjoy, Ciel.'

"I think you are mistaken, I am not who you think I am." Ciel argues, ready to call Sebastian in case this boy proves to be more dangerous than he seems.

A wide smile twists his delicate features as he leans his head on his hands, he opens his mouth instinctively only to close it with a frown as he fumbles to write his answer on a piece of paper.

'Oh love, I know you like the back of my hand.' He writes again, 'I'm glad I saw you, I have to tell you something.'

"Is it so dangerous that you can't say it out loud?" Ciel whispers, his hand already on his hidden pistol.

A hollow laugh rings in his ears as the blond wipes a tear from the corner of his eye before opening his mouth wide. Ciel stumbles a step back at the gruesome sight, the boy's tongue was nowhere to be seen, in its place is a terribly healed wound that seems to have been performed by an animal than by a proper surgeon.

The blond smiles a wide, sadistic smile at Ciel's poorly disguised revulsion, but soon as it appeared, the smile melts into a sad expression which only lasts a few seconds before determination flashes in his eyes and he starts scribbling on the paper.

Ciel needs a few seconds for his brain to even begin to grasp all the emotions that raced across his face, but before he could even fathom the first one, a pink paper is shoved on his chest.

'You aren't the only one, Ciel. Demons are everywhere, an ever growing infection, be weary, keep your eyes open, they want nothing than you-'

"There you are young master," Sebastian's calm voice was enough to make Ciel jump, but he steadied himself, "I searched hell and back for you, it isn't like you to wander alone~"

Somehow he doubts that he put that much effort, with the contract being ever present, "I didn't ask to be looked for, did I?"

"That is correct my lord, but I couldn't help my worry." His faux innocence is almost enough to make Ciel storm right away, but he has more important things.

He turns to the stall, only to find it deserted and empty.

"Looking for someone, young master? I can find them for you, you don't even have to know their name."

"No, this has been a long enough day, take me home." Ciel orders, stuffing the paper into his pocket and out of sight.

#if this makes no sense im sorry #my brain is completely fried today from work #and everytime i went to search for a word i needed i forgot what sentence i even wanted to use it in #and this turned from a summery to a story and im so sorry about that #this has been a mess #black butler #black butler au #kuroshitsuji #kuroshitsuji au #ciel phantomhive #sebastian michaelis #alois trancy

[the-letter-horror-lover]

You're ready to cross the bridge now, and reunite with your friends."

~~~~The End~~~~

Kuroshitsuji: Yes My Love

SouthernLolita

Summary:

ciels new life as a demon isn't going so smoothly, will the stubborn once earl of phantomhive ever accept the feelings in his heart? Or will his demon Butler lose him forever .hurt comfort, angst, and one hell of a love story.

Notes:

This is a companion story to my other Black butler fanfics , This ties in with my story "Kuroshitsuji :His reaper female " in its later chapters so do check that out as well ! . This is a Sebastian X Ciel story so if you have an issue with boy boy am afraid your in the wrong fandom section now aren't you darling . Any who If you haven't read my other fanfics please check them out and as always. I do not own kuroshitsuji or any of its lovely characters .. so off we go and don't forget to vote comment and fall low . Enjoy!

His Butler's Fear

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His Butler's Fear

[Sebastian's pov]

It has been several months since my young master has become a demon . We left London and began staying in a small villa overlooking the Mediterranean . My young Lord didn't wish to search for a large Manor it seems his attitude has grown progressively sour, as if that could have been possible . His tantrums in recent days have been extremely out of character for my Master . Some times I wonder if the boy Im tied to is even the same .

The change hasn't been easy , being a demon that has no need to sleep or even food . He refused to break his daily ritual and so just as I always had I am preparing my Master for bed each night and waking him each morning .

I can see it in his eyes that the nights empty of dreams staring at the ceiling until dawn are wearing on his nerves . I notice other things about my Master that have begun to trouble me , His body seems even thinner than usual . He looks pained when I dress him though when I ask him if something is bothering him he simply avoids the subject or flys off into a rage and orders me away . To think I will have an eternity to deal with his stubbornness . Perhaps this is my penance for pursuing such a soul so relentlessly .

And so this morning like every other morning the game begins, I bring him is breakfast watching him pretend to sleep . Its almost pathetic and childish and those are to things my young master most defiantly is not .

"It's time to wake up, young master , For breakfast this morning ,You will be having Milk tea with a strawberry and cream cheese crepe . "

I open the curtains and the windows allowing the warm sea breeze into the room as it floods with light and crisp scent.

I wait for the usual false groggy groan and morning complaints to begin . But, I hear nothing , I look over my shoulder at the tuft of blue grey hair peeking from under the white sheets . Rolling my eyes at this little game of his , I walk over to his bed side leaning over my shadow blocking out the light .

"Come now Master that's enough of that , get up so that I can dress you for the day . "

I can feel the twitch in my eyebrow staring down at the still little form . He may be my Master but even I have my limits with such behavior . If this is what I have to look forward to for the rest of my life I very well may end up throttling him one of these days .

" Enough , I know your not asleep and I haven't the time to play this game . " I call out pulling the sheet away sending the linen flying . In the action i catch an unpleasant odor hanging in the wafting air causing me to pause an begin looking down at my Master , his waif form curled in the fetal position amongst wet sheets.

"Urine...really Master were you so intent on staying in bed that you couldn't be bothered to get up to relieve your self . Honestly , such a thing is so shameful for a young man of your age . "

Amidst my scowling I begin to notice the odd movement of my young Lords shoulders trembling his hands clutching the fitted sheet . I extend my arm toward him in concern but before my hand even reaches him I feel the heat radiating off of his body . How could I not have sensed this ?

"Young Master? " I question softly pulling off my glove placing my palm on his rosed cheek .

"Your burning up! How is this even possible "

Had my senses concerning my duty to my Master truly become so dull? How could a demon even have become ill?

I gathered the boys frail fever laden body in my arms ,how long had he been this way had he laid here all night suffering ? Why didn't he call out to me , had we grown so distant in these months.

I carried him into the bath quickly filling it with cool water and freeing him of his soiled night shirt . Doing my best to clean him up as gently as possible .

I can feel the same knot i rising in my chest as when that filthy spider stole my Masters soul from me . The way I held his limp body in my arms then nearly begging for it to be a childish game , even though I knew his soul was gone . I wasn't angry because I had been robed of the taste of his soul that i had yearned for ,even if that was the lie I told myself . I knew then it was more than that ,I had grown possessive over this boy he was my Master ..mine alone .

Looking down at this fragile body panting and sweating in my arms as I desperately try and sooth him with the cool water . I feel that same anger and panic race through my viens, he is suppose to be mine forever .

"Young Master open your eyes , hear my voice and open your eyes now ." My voice elevates slightly in my demand

"Master... " I brush the wet hair from his face , that sweet angelic face .Why wont he open his eyes,why ?

"Ceil ..please open your eyes " I say nearly begging in my tone despite that I never use his name so informally .

"Ciel!" I can't contain the sudden rise of urgency in my voice.

I shake him gently as his large mismatched eyes glimmer momentarily a fuchsia glow as they open . I sigh with relief pulling him up from the water against my chest . I don't care how shameful this must be for me to embrace him in such away .

"Master you gave me a fright . I'm so glad your awake " I smile sincerely as his slender hand reaches up touching my cheek .

"Seb...as.tian.. why..am i ..so hot ..it hurts ..everything is burning ..please..help me.." Ciel says weakly before his head lulls back in my arms , His tiny hand dropping away as I gently hold it in my own .

"Master! " I growl taking him with me as I rush down to the kitchen wrapping him in a white linen table cloth . What is happening i don't understand this ! I don't like situations that I can not easily control , If I can not protect my master what kind of butler am I. In my desperation I do the only thing I know to sooth him and carry him into the cool wine cellar beneath the villa resting his body on a long oak table . Thinking the lower controlled temperature will help.

"what do I do , why is happening . ...Ariella .. I'll send word to my sister perhaps she will know she practically raised me , and she caring for little Erris perhaps this is an ailment of young demons .." speaking out loud as if to convince myself

I quickly write my sister a letter sending it with a messenger crow to the underworld hoping it will make it in time .

The night before

[Ciel pov]

Sitting alone in my office watching the sun set over the ocean through the open windows . This isn't how i thought it would end . I suppose i should be content with not being dead , or happy about being something that can not easily die . What life is this , ever since that time , as days turned to weeks . I could see the disdain glimmering in his Garnet eyes . My butler wanted to consume my soul and now it is forever lost to him . Who could blame him if he hated me , perhaps he always did.

The only reason he worked so hard and fought so fiercely for me was for my soul . That's what demons are right . That's what I am now , i know this because i have changed just like he has changed . My nights are empty and silent no mater how tired i feel I can not sleep . I no longer crave the delicious sweet that i was so fond of , no matter how my stomach aches . Even when i do eat I feel no satisfaction .

Things between Sebastian and I are as if strangers passing in this big house . Not that anyone could blame him , why should he keep me company when i all i do is become angry at everything . I can't even help it anymore . My body began to ache all over the 2nd or was it the 3rd day after but i endured it , if only because I didn't want Sebastian to be forced to care for me any more than he already had to . My own guilt after feeling the soul of Alois Trancy with in me , the anger and sadness . Perhaps i still carried a small piece of that longing with me .

As of late the newest development is the sensation of my skin , the troubling rawness of my every nerve . If every inch where alive with sensitivity , I wonder if this is normal if Sebastian feels this way all the time . If this is why he can withstand any injury as though it where a breath of air , because every moment his flesh betrays him with such great discomfort . If this is true I feel even more guilty for each time I struck him in anger .

Because of this I cant even be near him now and i complain and demand him to hurry when dressing me and bathing me if only to end the process . But I'm sure it comes across that i want him out of my sight . That's not it all , But i cant ask him or tell him .

Even if demons cant tell lies , if i believe my words are true than they can slip from my lips easily enough .

"Master , its time for your bath " Sebastian's voice calls me from the door way bringing me out of my thought . I fallow him down the long hall way to the marble bath .

As always Sebastian begins to disrobe me and i fight the irritation it causes me .I'll hide the discomfort under a mask of annoyance . I don't want his fake concern or to amuse him with my weakness .

"Master, is something the mater?" He says ..as though it really bothers him . For a brief instance I almost want to tell him . A demon cant lie that's what he once told me .I have learned that for myself when I tried to tell him I'm fine and I cant . So i just avoid it all together.

"Will you get on with it , I'm standing here half naked as it is. Or is this for your amusement Sebastian ." I bark out coldly regretting my words as i hear them fall from my lips.

"Forgive me Sir . " He says roughing pulling off my shirt causing me to nearly scream but i manage to endure looking away hiding my eyes , only letting out a breath of discomfort .

"Master?" Hes noticed any way I wont tell him i wont! I'm not weak I'm a demon now he shouldn't have to protect me now I should be stronger than this .

"Get out! Get out! I'll bathe my self Get the hell out! " I scream my voice cracking .

His eyes widen looking at me as i knock him back with my flailing . The crimson orbs finally narrowing on me . Hes holding his tongue I can tell , I know hes ready to tell me off and I almost wish he would . I wish he would make me I wish he would be real with me not as his Master but... as..what? I don't even know what it is I want .

"Very well young Master you may have it your way , I will excuse myself you may call be when your ready . Or if so inclined you can see your self off to bed ." Hes annoyed and huffs out of the bathroom , but doesn't slam the door like i would have expected .

No Sebastian is far to aware of how to conceal his emotions . He wont give me that satisfaction of slamming doors . Screaming at me or anything els that one might do if they even gave a ghost of a damn about someone . No this is his obligation , his penance for letting his food out of his sight .

I could almost cry sitting in the warm water feeling like is melting me into nothing . I think I will go to bed alone there's no way i will be able to hide myself from Sebastian as I am .

After the rather unsuccessful bath I went down the hall to my room i didn't bother with the towel the less contact the better as i just feel burned now . I peek around every corner making sure my Butler isn't lurking about . I go into my bed room hastily fiddling with the buttons on my night shirt in the dark before crawling into bed my hair is still wet but I suppose it doesn't mater its not like I cant get pneumonia now .

Some time later i hear the door creaking open , Sebastian doing his usual bazaar bed check . Where else would I bloody be at this hour , I hear him start to enter the soft light from a candle flickering on the walls .

"Goodnight ..Master " He says just as he dose every night .

I simply squeeze my eyes shut and ignore him . Hearing the door shut i let out a sigh of relief, Until tomorrow at least I have made it another day . To think I only have an eternity ..what joy .

I'm not sure what time it is sitting here starring into the dark my body feels so hot . I could kick the sheet off but my limbs feel so heavy . Something feels very wrong i can feel the sweat making the cotton night shirt cling to my flesh ..Why is it so damn hot . I cant move ...Seb...no. I wont I cant . Even if he is my butler I shouldn't force him to be my nurse maid .

The burning feels like its creeping through my very bones i bite my tongue to keep from calling out as white spots flash before my eyes . The darkness is welcoming is this sleep finally taking me?

Present

Sebastian was sitting on the oaken table brushing his fingers through his master hair trying to sooth the boy who seem to be becoming progressively worse with each passing hour . The butler had begun to considering packing the boys body into a tub of ice but wasn't sure if such a shock would do more harm than good . Just when he thought he would go mad from waiting he heard the call of the crow through the open cellar door and rushed to the little winged messenger that bore in its beak a rolled parchment closed with a black ribbon . A reply from his sister Ariella ,

Dear ,Brother

I wish i could give you better news , I have exhausted my every resource and I truly hope this is of some help you . From all my contacts there is little known about humans who become demons , but there is some knowledge of half breeds . As you know many halfbreed are unstable creatures many of whom never reach adulthood due to there delicate constitutions . From my research there is a common condition of a fever among infants and young children who are hybrids . Though there are warning symptoms before . It is said this begins with fatigue ,and a growing painful sensitivity of the skin which can as I have learned become quiet agonizing before the fever it self sets in .

You must do whatever you can to keep him cold . From all the instances of this i can find if the body is allowed to remain at these temperature the body begins to fail ,As much as i hate to tell you this . The condition is often fatal if left to run its course given maybe 48 to 72 hours .

It is caused by the human body trying to reject the maturing demon blood .

I have faith in your abilities brother ,and I can tell by your words this boy means more to you than just a contract . Do your best and keep me informed , while i wish you could bring him here moving him at this stage is unwise . Once he is stable I urge you to come home to us .

Love, Ariella

Sebastian dropped the parchment looking over his Bocchans body that lay shuddering from ragged breaths , his porcelain skin beading in sweat from fever . The words ringing in his head stabbing between his temples . "never reach adulthood" ..."warning symptoms" ... "Fatal " .It felt as if his feet where glued to the floor for a man who rarely allowed emotion to play across his features for more than a few moments , his could feel the knotting in his stomach and it began registering in his garnet eyes .

Things he had done so carelessly dismissed as a foul mood or ,perhaps in his own faint annoyance didn't want to see . He wanted to see the boy as a burden , he wanted to ignore any feeling that played in his cold heart . The way his master seemed to pull away at any touch or gesture, even the night before when he was preparing him for his bath . The butler brought his hand to his mouth in horror thinking of his own action out of anger he had yanked the clothing off the boy . ...Painful sensitivity of the skin.... agonizing before the fever ..

Ciel had been in pain and he hurt him more .

The Butlers gut wretched ,the boy to whom he swore to protect , swore to him .....pain.. agonizing .

All the while the ever prideful little Earl took it , he endured as he always had endured . Even at the hands of someone who promised too never leave his side the bluenette would weather suffer that let the weakness be known. Forever taking the pain and anxiety upon his own small shoulders ,Just as when he had been human .

Sebastian pushed away his own feelings of remorse , he had a job to do .

The Butler proceeded with his previous idea of filling the master bath with ice . Utilizing every bit they had on hand hoping it would be enough , It was times like this when he though of Bard,Mey-Rin, and Finny, those three may have been useless in most situations but at least if they had been here he could have sent them to fetch more ice with out having to leave his Master alone.

"This will have to do for now ." he said out loud as if hearing the words would some how serve to make it so .

Sebastian gathered the small body against his chest being ever so careful with his delicate burden as if the teens small frame would shatter like glass . By now the butler had already shed his tail coat ,tie and vest while preparing the bath . Now feeling the heat of the boys flesh through the thin white shirt made it even more painful . "Forgive me Bocchan " he whispered lowering Ciel into the ice water .

The fever pained face contorted as his body began to slip into the frigid fluid .The buenettes mismatched eyes shoot open , a soundless scream wracking his expression . Sebastian felt the clench in his heart as the seal on his hand burned at his young masters pain . He wanted desperately to yank the boy free from this but he knew he couldn't .Breaking the fever by any means necessary was his first priority .

Watching the feverish teen squirm and pant in the confines of the wintry water , the demon felt the thorny emotion of sympathy ,he almost wished the cold bothered himself more . The mild tingling sensation at the biting temperature of the bath the raven experienced on his forearms where nothing compared what the frail demonling must be feeling .

[Sebastians POV]

It had been several hours since i emerged my master in this biter baptismal . I find myself thankful that the baths in this country where in the roman style , inlay-ed into the floors . Laying on the marble floor looking over at the face of my little once human charge looking more peaceful than he has most of the day . I can't help but smile , his body temperature has reduced considerably and it pleases me watching the gentle rise and fall of his chest . I truly felt fear before such an unfamiliar and rather ill-fitting sentiment for a demon . But its true , i was afraid of loosing my young master the soul i had so craved to devourer out of reach but still as infuriating as he can be I cant bear to lose him now . He has warmed something inside of me that I was never could have imagined .

"hnnmm..." I look over at the little groan escaping his lips the first sound he has made in over Six hours . It pricks hope in my heart .

"Master?... can you hear me? "

"ugh... cold ..." His nose scrunches up cutely in the complaint .

A relieved sigh escapes me as I draw the petite form from the water wrapping him in a large towel . I sat there for awhile holding him my black nails brushing back his wet hair caressing his doll like face.

"se...seb..Sebastian .." Ciel mumbles with heavy half lidded eyes .

"I'm right here my Lord, you gave me a scare you know . You have a fever but it seems to have broken for now . I wish you would have told me you where not feeling well Sir ." With a light teasing in my tone to his ever stubborn behavior .

"..just...shut..up .." the bluenette manged to groan before curling into the warmth of his butlers chest

I dried him off and carried him to my room ,having still not replaced the sheets on the young Masters bed . I lay him down gently , reluctant to have him out of my sight i opt to take one of my shirts to dress him in rather than going to get one of his own night shirts . I feel the warmth in my face looking down at his slender body curled up in my dress shirt sleeping peacefully . Though i realize this isn't the time to be gazing so lustfully at the boy .

After changing myself into a dry shirt I lay down next to the softly snoring adolescent ,I know he will be cross when he wakes up finding me so close holding him like a child but at the moment I don't care about that . This is the best way I can monitor my little Lord . Besides If i had to sit across from him starring helplessly I would likely go mad .

Chapter 2: Nightmares

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[Ciel's POV]

Sinking blackness, thick stagnate slush . Where is this ? Is this anywhere at all? I feel like I'm trudging through some deep water every step is drawing me deeper down into a place that threatens to swallow me whole . Its cold and hot all at once in this never ending stillness. I feel the sweat on my tender skin it aches as if each droplet is laced with flecks of glass.

In this empty place the only sound to greet me is the ragged breaths I force from my lungs . Even the air around me is heavy and oppressive .

Am I alone? no.. I feel eyes watching ,waiting all around me. why can't I see them why can't I escape this never ending oblivion . How did i get here? Is this some pit in the bowels of hell itself that i have been dropped into ? Perhaps Sebastian has finally had enough of me and discarded me here . Yet.. even in this blackness I can smell him . A scent i know so well dark and warm like smoke , a rich musk that comforts me .

Wandering for what feels like hours i find myself running desperately trying to find an exit . Each breath of this chilling air burns my lungs and makes my chest ache . Where are you Sebastian...why did you leave me here . Do you hate me that much ?

I fall to my knees in the vast expanse of nothing .

"Please"

The word falls as a whisper , forgotten with no one to hear it .

"Please"

I am the earl Phantomhive and a demon and yet here i am on my knees shaking as a pitiful child begging for that damn man to return to me . I hate myself i hate the weakness in my own voice that i cant hide .. "NO!"

I shout clawing my hands into my hair tearing off the eye patch that covers my marked eye . Opening that accursed orb my vision at first a blur . Soon i realize the void in which i kneel isn't entirely empty .

There in the blackness a soft violet glow is at my feet . Could this be a path ? A guide to my salvation?

I run along the path stumbling and struggling to breath ,frantic at this singular sign of hope .

"Please"

The sounds around me suddenly erupt from the deathly silence into bright brilliant screams . I cover my ears as the vibration from the cries of agony . I feel as though they will tear into my brain and liquefy it to nothing . I can still hear them beyond my pressed palms .

"Mother?...Father? " I question as the dark around me suddenly blazed a blinding light . Fire ... I know this flame But its never been so intense Is this the hell made just for me ? My penance for my revenge , for stealing from the devil butler the soul i promised him?

I cry out feeling my flesh licked with fire , my skin burning and bubbling at the heat .

"Please"

I have no where to run from this , hitting my knees i squeeze my eyes shut begging , wishing it all away .

“If it's your wish, I will follow you everywhere even if your throne crumbles,..."

That voice! ...."Se..Sebastian? " My eyes open to find myself in a field of white roses above me a moonless sky .

"Even if the bodies pile up endlessly, above the bottomless pile of corpses. Beside you as you lie softly down I will be until I hear the word ...Check mate!"

"Sebastian?!" I spin around looking where is that damn demon!

"Sebastian ! you Lied! your not with me you left me here ! " I cry out clenching my fists

" I Can not Lie My Lord "

"Then where are you ! Sebastian! " I fall again my hands clutching the blacken earth in my hands . Everything hurts ,I cant breath I'm smothered by his scent i both loath it and pray that it will envelop me until i have nothing left but him covering my every pour seeping into me . Why?

I can see the tears as they splash against my pale hands . Deep black tears rolling down my face . Why?

"Please...Sebastian"

I lay down in the field among these pristine roses curling into a ball , I admit it I'm not who i was I'm not the Earl Phantomhive . I'm a Demon ,I'm a thief , I'm useless .Sebastian was ...right he didn't lie .

He said he would be by my side until the checkmate was made , and it was . I was suppose to die , He was suppose to devourer my soul . To tear it from me carve the pain into me and leave satisfied .

I was suppose to be rotting in the pit of a demons stomach . Yet here i am hanging onto him like a cancer .

"Sebastian...I'm sorry .."

[Sebastian's Pov]

I look down at the slumbering youth on my chest , the gentle rise and fall of his breath . My young Master has been sleeping soundly since sunset . This hellish day finally over , as much as i hate to leave him unattended I must replace the sheets in the Masters bedroom and tidy things up . The job of a Butler is never done it seems .

I gently tuck in the once earl brushing a gloved hand over his forehead , satisfied that the fever has yet to return . I look back at the frail demon-ling in my bed once more before disappearing into the hall . Tending to my chores in darkness my eyes adjusting accordingly . I have never hated these activities , in fact i would say being a butler suits me quiet well and I enjoy it .

As i begin making the bed in my masters room , tucking in the corners of the sheets just so I begin to feel a slight tingly in my hand namely on the contract seal . Normally i would disregard this as mearly the Young master being frustrated or something clearly non life threatening . Yet i cant help but remove my glove looking down at the gently glowing seal .It seems i have been ignoring it alot , I feel a sudden pang of regret . My young lord wouldn't be in the state he is now if i hadn't been so callous about our current arrangement .

Suddenly the seal flares brightly for an instant causing worry to slipping into my eyes ..."Master"

It doesn't take me long to rush back to my room . I notice immediately the change in his breathing as the boy inhales deeply and exhales sharply as if he has been running Perhaps he is dreaming ?

Kneeling at the bluenettes bed side i gently turn his body onto his back placing my palm on his chest . I frown feeling the small heart thundering against my touch .

"Master its just a dream relax " I say softly rubbing circles on the boys chest to try and provide some comfort .

"Please" .. the whisper falls from the petal lips a word so foreign from my masters vocabulary . causing more concern to wash over me .

"Young master wake up your having a nightmare " I lean over trying to rose him but to no avail

"No!" He shouts weakly clinging to the sheets .

I try gently shaking him but it seems my young master is out of reach . "Young Master wake up !" I attempt a bit more forcefully prying his hands from the sheets .Pulling the small body into my lap I remove my glove placing it on his cheek . His temperature is starting to rise again as I had feared. Laying the struggling youth down gently i go to retrieve cool water and a rag turning to hear his desperate please again tearing at a place deep inside me .

"Please"

Halfway back from the kitchen I him shouting for his mother and father . My stomach knots he sounds like such a frightened child . Entering the room he looks so pitiful sprawled there in the small bed reminding me of the day he summoned me . So small and needy in that cage ,and yet is soul burned so brightly a wonderful alluring soul I would have fought legions to posses . Now my young Masters own body is his cage .

"Se..Sebastian? " He calls out as i sit near the bed wringing the rag for his fevered brow

"Master I'm here , I wont leave just open your eyes your safe ." I'm surprised at the tenderness in my words myself . More so that it is completely honest .

"Sebastian?!" He crys out begging to choke , A slight panic rushing in my blood i sit him up over my shoulder patting his small back . cringing at every sputtering breath .

When he finaly seems to calm I hold him in my arms brushing the hair damp with sweat from his face .

"where are you Sebastian" He whispers as if my very name he gave me pains him .

"I'm here..I'm here Ciel" I cant help my own mouth betraying my heart pulling him to me resting my lips on his heated skin kissing his forehead . "I'm here "

"Please...Sebastian" He breaths feeling his small body relaxing in my arms I turn my gaze down as his eyes flutter . I can see the vacant delirious gaze . I know he isn't looking at me and it burns into me My master should not be like this .This is all that she demon bitches fault for tainting my master .

"Sebastian...I'm sorry .."

"you haven't done....Master.....Ciel..." His body feels slightly heavy Letting out a slow breath . I stare down at him waiting for him to draw another and yet he doesn't the fear in me turns to rage .

"Ciel! ...Ciel! No! " I shake him pulling his frail body into mine pulling him from the bed as I fall back onto the floor with him in my arms .

"Ciel ! ..No ..no..noo.. " I feel a strange pricking in my eyes ..tears?... yes I'm crying that's what this is this is pain . This is unlike any other pain I have ever experienced in my long life . This is true blinding sorrow . the tears stream from my face on to the still skin of my Master ..I cant let him go .

"Ciel ..Its not your fault I want to stay with you I cant be without you . Ciel come back to me " I beg the silent little body i clutch so desperately . I pull him closer pressing my lips to his soft blue ones sobbing into the kiss . One word I utter in my mind .. Please .. Please...Please.

Please..

Chapter 3: Come back

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(ciel POV)

I open my eyes in starring up at the empty sky about this field of fragrant white rose blossoms to the sound of distant sobbing . A masculine familiar voice wracked with anguish and sorrow .

Sebastian? no ...it can't possibly be demons don't feel love so how can they feel sadness .

What would he have to be sad about ? With me gone he should be free but then ....what's this feeling. Whats this dark gripping ache in my stomach pulling me to these cries of tormenting misery.

I fallow the sounds and see a black figure knelt among a patch of vivid blue roses . The vibrant cerulean color other worldly in this field of white . The dark man is clutching something to his chest something small and still. It must be very precious to him I think by the care in which his arms are wrapped around it holding it to his chest .

The closer I draw to the scene I am shocked to recognize the tear stained face is that of my Butler Sebastian . More chilling I can see the thing I his arms , the frail little figure he is clutching so desperately is me.

I stand in front of the scene watching as a voyeur apparently unseen . I can't move to flee from this or even question the sight before me. Looking at my own limp body being rocking back and forth in the arms of the one man I though hated me most. My lips looks so blue and my skin so grey , I watched Sebastian press his lips to mine weeping bitterly . Can this be real?

A cold chill sinks in my stomach, is this some teasing illusion of things that could never be . Is this hell so cruel to taunt me with the notion that He would cry for me . My Butler, My Demon protector , Cry ?

Those rivers of blood red tears across his perfect facade . Each utterance of broken sobs shattering his expression with foreign emotion . For me ?

Weeping clutching the shadow of my self .

"Ciel ! "

My name ..he said my name , Is this how Sebastian really feels? No.. Demons don't feel ..but then whats this eating away at me .Whats this stabbing in my heart this twisting at the sound of that demons anguish . Fear?... Longing? ... If I'm a demon then how can i know these feelings

"I cant be with out you ." he says , so tender and honest . so ..unlike him

I can almost feel his breath on my face .Begging me

My feet begin to sink where I stand slipping farther into the black muck , panic washes over me .No!.. i don't want this! If this is true if what I'm seeing is real .. I.. I don't want to die!

I don't want to die!

I fall to my knees digging my fingers into the loose soil pulling and clawing desperately . I wont die like this , so pathetic .

I'm the Earl of Phantomhive Damn it! .

I'm a demon , I'm still here , I can still fight !

Sebastian you bastard Save me! This is an order!

Sebastian rocks the smaller males body in his arms feeling the weight of the unmoving boy heavy on his heart . The weight of words left unsaid , of stubborn silences they had shared . Sweet words he wanted to give now , now that he couldn't . Things he needed to say that he would never allow himself . The pride of a demon the arrogance of his years that had pushed and covered . He dismissed as his own hunger clouding his judgement . Nuzzling the cold cheek against his own a closeness they had never shared .

In his pit of dispare the butler found his hand began to tingle and then burn . A fierce fire like acid almost making him cry out in pain . But in that pain lay hope .

" if I can feel the contract then ..maybe it isn't to late " he thought laying the boy flat on the floor moving his ungloved to open the youths marked eye . Seeing the vibrant glow of the seal there flaring violet in the dark room . A sudden surge of urgency flooding Sebastian's vein .

"Yes..My Lord ." Those common words that often fell from his lips now holding far more understanding . There bond was still there and he would do whatever he could to salvage that .

Tilting the Ciel's head back his butler knelt meeting his cold lips once again with his own warmth . Breathing into the teen , Once , Twice, a Third time . Breaking away looking at the still form that lay before him . The mark of there bond still burning with the ferocity of hell itself.

"Come on now Master Its time to get up " He said leaning his forehead against Ciels stroking the boys cheek .

Waiting in the deafening silence of the room every other sound being drowned away in anticipation . He couldn't let go not when he could feel the thread between them still strong . Sebastian squeezed his eyes shut as if mentally reaching out to his Master longing to pull him back , back into his arms . He wouldn't let his own petty ideals cloud his heart ever again . He wanted to find the courage to tell his young Master how he felt . If he could just have that chance .

In the blackness that surrounded Ciel , the deep endless grave that was swallowing him bit by bit , still he reached fueled by his own words.Those same proud Phantomhive ideals the had once shared with a certain Indian prince.

"Even though I was put in an abyss of despair, a place likened to hell "

If in this hell that thing that he saw ..if that's real . If there is something yet left if this demon life held something new .

". . . a chance as thin as a spider's thread was sent to me offering the choice to crawl out."

If there was a chance for more to end that ache inside . He would reach it he had to reach it , Ciel desperately held up his hands into the thick void . It was like when he was holding on waiting for Sebastian . It seemed that demon always kept him waiting .

There in the blackness something reached out for him warm and welcoming gracing his outstretched finger tips .

"I decided not to give up and reached for it."

Again he grasped that chance hanging on for his life being pulled from the darkness drawn out by a bond stronger than death itself .

A small rattled cough fallowed by a few sharp gasps . The most beautiful sounds Sebastian Michaelis had ever heard in his entire existence.

A true smile gracing his lips as he gathered his young master in his arms . Cradling the lithe form as the boy sputtered and coughed .

"That's it Ciel .. You have to stay with me you know . I promised to never betray you to always be by your side . Now you can never leave me ."

Chapter 4: Lean on me

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[Sebastian's pov]

It has been nearly a month since the fever and still my master sleeps . It took days for his temperature to break fully . Between these episodes his eyes would flutter open from time to time speaking my name weakly or reaching out for me. I never left his side , weather or not he registered my presence is debatable .

After almost losing him I was even more determined to see him through the worst of this .

Caring for him in this state is nearly heartbreaking , I took to reading to him as I had when his soul had been taken from me . I'm not sure if he can hear me but he has a calm expression which i find oddly comforting .

Sitting at the young Lords bedside another quiet afternoon much like the others before i admire the way the golden light of the setting sun plays upon his features . I can see the small demons body growing more lean by the day .Sending another wave of worry to play through my mind . Fortunately I find myself being drawn out of my own troublesome thoughts by the familiar pecking at the window panes .

Seeing a messenger raven with parchment and small Velvet bag around its neck , perched out side awaiting entrance . I'm not surprised by its appearance as i had been keeping my sister informed of Ciel's condition , her kind words being enough to calm my nerves in theses days . Just as they had been before when i had been left alone for that year with my Masters empty little form .

Unsealing the letter i began reading aloud out of habit .

Dear Brother ,

I do hope this finds you and the young one better than our last correspondence . From your last letter I can tell this wait is wearing on you . Watching the boy waste away in front of you despite your best efforts . I have sent a few souls with this letter , I realize that while the quantity of souls found in Hell makes it easy enough for me too procure the . I am fully aware that this is not the quality of which you normally partake .

It is nourishment none the less , considering the boy is a demon now perhaps this will proved some aid in his recovery . While i do suggest you continue trying to get him to eat and drink. I understand such efforts have been rather unsuccessful as of late but don't lose heart Sebastian .

I wish I could come to be aid to you but as you know Eris simply is not ready to enter the human realm . And i can not ask Anthony or Father to care for her in my absence . You and I both are well aware at how similar they are and how utterly inept they are when it comes to sensitive children .

At any rate , After a bit more research I regret to inform you that you may not be out of the woods as yet . While it is fortunate that young Earl Phantomhive has made it through the fever it seems the more i look into half breeds the more disheartening it becomes . I truly wish i had better news for you my sweet little brother .

And to answer your question , no I have not disclosed any of the feeling you have expressed to me to Anthony or Father . I do wish Mother was still with us , despite what you may think i know she would have welcomed you and your Ciel with open arms . Just as I will when the time comes , But I urge you brother , just as you have become honest with your self you must be honest with the boy . I do not wish for you to return to us with your heart laden with regret . Your really such a sweet boy no mater how much you denied it . You can not lie to your big sister ,

Please take care and keep in touch .

Love , Ariella

Folding the Letter and tucking it away in my breast pocket i looked to the little winged messenger taking away its burden . Holding the pouch in my hand I felt the sudden need to escape . With out hesitation i left my Masters bed chamber and was heading down the hall . I suddenly stopped at a large mirror that hung at the top of the stairs looking at my own reflection . I was shocked to see the expression held on my face . I looked ..tired , my hair a bit disheveled chewing on my thumb .

I stopped closing my eyes , I am a Phantomhive butler ..I am a Demon ..I ..am.... I ... am.... Afraid.

"What are you doing Sebastian Michaelis" .. i said to the reflection , my eyes flashing dangerously in response .

"That boy in there needs you , Ciel needs you , " I smoothed my hair back in place and begin to straighten my self before taking a deep breath .

Sebastian marched himself back into the dark bedroom , standing over the little form of his young master he gently pulled back the sheet gathering the boy in his arms . With a snap of his fingers the candles in the room ignited flickering for an instant before filling the room with there warm welcoming light .

"Ciel". He spoke softly , a gloved hand brushing away the grey blue strands of hair from the cherub like face .

The young Phantomhive's eyes fluttered looking up at the garnet orb's that studied him kindly .

For a moment he wasn't sure where he was ,who this was, who he was . Yet groggily looking up in that perfectly sculpted face that held a slight smirk the name came to him .

"Se..Sebastian.?"

"Yes My Lord...now if you can bear with me a bit longer i must do something you may find uncomfortable . I assure you that it is necessary to keep your strength up . Can you stay awake a bit longer Master?" Sebastian tone was soothing to the boys ears . Even and low , a sultry voice that held concern . It was unusual and yet comforting all the same to know that his butler cared .

" I..suppose just..get on with it " The forever stubborn teen replied .

"Yes My Lord"

Sebastian cradled the smaller male in his lap using his teeth to pull the glove from his hand . Ciel eyed his butler with a slight blush flaring over his pale cheeks .

"Se..Sebastian what are you .." The once earl began to say but was soon interrupted by a finger placed on his lips .

"Just relax young Master, as i said you may not be fond of this but don't fight me this is for your benefit." Sebastian smiled down at the young demon , a genuine smile he brushed away the navy grey locks from the small bewildered face .

"Please trust me ."

Ciel nodded closing his eyes for a moment waiting still not sure what his butler intended , His heart began to pound .

Meanwhile Sebastian pulled a small glass vial from his breast pocket removing the cork with his mouth . The contents swirled lapping at the rim of its glass prison , like a glowing smoke flaring a deep red hue . Raising the vile to his lips the elder demon drew the soul out into his mouth , The taste was a bit spicy and not entirely pleasant , likely the soul of someone filled with lust and selfish desire .

Taking the boys chin in his ungloved hand he began coaxing the small pursed lips open with his thumb . Ciel obeyed with a slight tremble , soon the demon-ling felt cool lips against his own . Tensing for an instant as something warm passed through him as this butler deepened the "kiss" .

The feeling of heat flooded his core , a fluttering feeling in his chest . The taste it self going down wasn't entirely to his liking but there was another taste that accompanied the first it was rich and sweet . Ciels cheeks reddened as his Butler pulled away , realizing that second flavor was of Sebastian's own mouth .

"what..what did you do that for " the younger male stammered finding it hard to make eye contact .

"I had to give you a soul to feed on my Lord , this was the most efficient way to do so ." Sebastian said softly lifting his young master up into a sitting position across his lap .

"oh, very well then . um ..Sebastian ..?" Ciel looked down trying to maintain a sober expression. Considering the action taken by his butler was one of necessity alone .

The elder demon regarded the frailer with a slight smirk . Noticing how the slighter male had still not looked him in the eyes "Yes my Lord?"

" I thought demons never became ill, then why is it that I'm like this ? I thought i would be stronger now but... I'm.. even more of a burden now than when I was human . I ... should have just...." He couldn't finish his train of thought , in truth Ciel wasn't sure where it was going either , it wasn't like him to be so self loathing . He had fought against the darkness hadn't he? Yet here he was questioning feeling so childish and frail being held in such a way . He hated it .

Looking down at his master Sebastian's face softened he could feel the anxiety dripping off the boy .

"Do you feel well enough to walk around some Master?" he said side steeping the question .

"What?...oh walk yes I suppose ." Just as the words left his mouth Phantomhive found him self being placed gently on his feet .

He felt like a newborn deer his legs buckled from disuse . But a pair of gentle large hands came about his chest and shoulder steadying him . The young once earls first instinct was to push them away to angrily demand to be left alone to do this on his own . Yet he didn't .

"You didn't answer me ." he said softly looking out toward the window the stars twinkling in the night sky .

"Yes Master your correct I indeed did not , That is because I don't know the answer myself .I honestly wish I did .Now please lean on me Sir. " Sebastian half expected the boy to gran and push him away but he didn't .

The little lithe body leaned against him as the pair crossed from the bed to the balcony . Pausing to open the french doors steeping out in the cool night breeze blowing in from the sea . The butler looked down at his Master , the boys serious expression had melted into a smile less content . His large cerulean eyes glittered with life for the first time in a long time . The moon beams Lighting his milk complexion with a beautiful glow . The navy grey hair had grown a bit long about his face and blew gently .

Sebastian removed his hold on the boy letting Ceil support himself on the balcony rail. He noticed the slight from on his face from the sudden lack of contact . Sebastian smiled inwardly and placed his hands on his young masters shoulders .

The pair stood there for quiet some times before the young demons legs began to quiver .Pulling his arms about himself beginning to feel a chill . Sebastian lifted the boy in his arms this time with out argument from the other . Carrying the once earl back to his bed t under the covers Sebastian took his seat for the night at the bed side much to the surprise of his Master.

" Have you ..been staying here ?" the younger questioned

"Yes I have been , I felt it my duty to keep an eye on you after all if I couldn't do this much for my master what kind of butler would I be . Unless you would prefer me to retire to my own room tonight?" Sebastian said with his signature smile .

Celi rolled over putting his back to his demon with a groan . " Just...do whatever as you like ."

"hmm.. yes My Lord ."

Ciel expected to hear foot steps heading out of the room but he didn't , instead only the soft turning of pages . Sebastian was still there not because it was his duty but because he wanted to be .

That night the little once earl slept peacefully .

Chapter 5: What would you do?

Notes:

Alright darlings this is pure unadulterated fansevice crack. enjoy ! if i get comments i may do more later on XD . I know this is short but I had this scenario in my head and it was to cute not to include . I love Embarrassing Ciel .

had been about a week since Ciel had his first human soul . Little by little the demon Earl was regaining his strength ,much to the relief of his butler . Each day he managed to stay awake a bit longer even walk around the villa .

Early one morning Sebastian entered his young master's bed room with his usual tea when he noticed the small demon was missing from his bed . Immediately assuming the worst the butler discarded the tea cart on the dresser and hurried to the bed side , certain he would find the teen collapsed on the floor. When he saw noting there but a lone pair of slippers the man breathed a sigh of relief . But now a question remained where was the little once Earl ?

The question found itself quickly answered when Sebastian noticed the door to the balcony was cracked open . Upon investigation the demon found himself breathless at the sight . The young man stood there barefoot still in his night shirt the wind blowing around his lithe form . Gently ruffling the white cotton against his the flawless milky complexion of his thighs. Ciels face was full with the morning sunlight that created a glow to his wind blown blueish hair . The rather uncommon and serene look on the boys face added to this rare vision before the demon butler.

Sebastian stilled his footsteps just inside the door not even daring to breath .It was the expression that caused the butlers heart to pound the most . Those peacefully closed eyes and just the faintest of curl to the corners of delicate pink lips . The way the boy eased up on to his tiptoes leaning into the breeze . Had he ever seen such a relaxed posture from his young master?

"I know your there Sebastian ." The voice of his Master sounded from the balcony bringing the butler out of his observations or was it daydreams.

"Good morning Sir, its rather uncharacteristic to see you up this early on your own , I was a bit concerned when i saw your vacant bed . But seeing is how your simply enjoy the day i shall leave you to it , Your tea is prepared and in your room if it should cool before you come it please let me know . "

"Sebastian ...." Ciel called out once again stopping the butler in his tracks .

"Yes , My Lord?"

Ciel smirked hopping up onto the railing balancing on the thin metal bar " Sebastian , what would you do if I where to jump?"

The young earl had a rather sadistic look on his face like he really wanted to get a charge out of his butler . More than that though there was something ells he wanted to know .

"Excuse me? " Sebastian quirked an eyebrow sensing this was one of the boys usual testing games. Much like the old morning ritual throwing darts at his head , although he was pleased to see his master behaving more like himself. Sebastian was always rather fond of these little mind games . The boys mind was extraordinary .

"You heard me demon , If you had come in to find that I wasn't just standing here , if i where to fling my body from this perch in to sea . What would you do , after all I'm a demon its not like something like that would kill me, and you wont get my soul so there's no obligation to go out of your way ."

What the demon-ling' really meant to say was , Why did you wait by my bed side , why did you cry in my dreams , would you miss me if i was gone . Do you want me or is this just a obligation to the contract you didn't want .

Of course he couldn't ask that he was far to proud so this little question suited well enough . The context was there . Veiled in a what if situation that the young earl would ever be so over dramatic and leap to his demise ,quiet unlikely . What he wanted was to hear the butler say he would do so because he wanted to . What he wanted was to believe the Sebastian he saw in that dark world clinging to his lifeless body was the real one . Or if all the things the little demon had seen and felt where noting more than fancy create by a fevered mind . Or merely his butlers aesthetic to care for ones masters well fare and noting more .

What he really wanted , what his heart craved . was to know that this new life wouldn't be as lonely as the last.

Sebastian thought for a moment , a gloved hand resting under his chin . Perhaps he would see what the most amusing reaction he could get . Not to mention he wasn't entirely sure if the most honest answer would be that well received, despite the advice of his elder sister .The demon wasn't yet ready to open him self up and let his Master know his feelings . Feelings that where still foreign to the butler him self .

" Well Master , I am to serve as your eternal servant am I not? What kind of butler would I be if simply allowed my master to tumble off a balcony . Not one worth his salt i should think . Regardless of damage to your person or not , It is my duty ." He said in his usual velvet smooth tone .

Ciel scowled "tssk..Duty huh."

That wasn't what he wanted to hear that much was clear by the boys expression and that he was no longer paying much attention to balancing on the iron railing .

"Fine , Get on with your chores then Sebastian , I'm sure you have a horde of cats some where to go bother or.. .. whatever it is you do i don't care. "

Sebastian noted the boys distaste in his answer but before he could say anything ..

"Shit!" Ciel squealed slipping backwards off the railing ...he really should have known better than to swing his legs so much .

Before the slighter demon could tumble from his perch he found him self caught by the ankle .Or rather caught by the ankle by his butler . Not that he wasn't glad but the upside down position wasn't idea seeing as how his over sized night shirt went fluttering over his head before he could do anything. Now shooting a look up at his butler who was a rather noticeable shade of crimson . Ciel remembered ..he didn't wear undergarments to bed ..

"Bloody Hell stop looking and haul me up!!!" The teen screeched throwing hands to cover his exposed lower portions .

Sebastian pulled himself out of his daze and pulled his master up none so gracefully , a bit like holding a newborn . Only this bundle was not in the least bit joy full .

The Butler pulled the small demon into his arms and righted him on his feet . Ciel stumbled a bit having the blood rushing to your head has that unpleasant side effect .

"My lord " Sebastian said with concern before quickly draping his jacket over his young Masters shoulders .

"Are you alright?"

"Fine...you have done your duty ..you can go." Ciel was red in the face from embarrassment tho his words still had a bite of venom in them .

"Sir, i think perhaps ... you don't realize something . You see as your Butler its true my duty is for your safety weather you need it or not . However, I don't believe I said that I take no pleasure in my duties . " Sebastian smirked placing two gloved fingers to his lips in amusement that look form the small bluenette reflecting on the glass door from his comment was truly adorable .

If the little Phantomhive could have gone redder he would have . Pressing his forehead to the glass of the double doors that lead out to the balcony . He clung to his butlers jacket and covered him ..thinking one thing ..

"Idiot " He said softly before heading back inside .

Chapter 6: Sand in your Shoes

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A few hours after the Balcony incident , Sebastian wrapped gently on the bed room door. Ciel had been rather admit in wishing to be alone for sometime . But, the demon Butler had come up with the idea his young Master could use some fresh air without the confines of the balcony or falling from it. Something a bit safer and close to the ground .

"enter" the rather bored little voice announced from behind the oak door .

Sebastian slipped in seeing the boy had dressed himself with ..some difficulty abandoning most of the outfit sitting barefoot in his shorts and white shirt buttons only slightly askew . Chuckling inwardly at the failed attempt .

"afternoon young Master , I see you have gotten on quiet well with out me . Bravo Sir ." The sarcasm in Sebastian's tone was not lost on the once earl whom gave a rather dark scowl before retorting.

" if you've come to be a smart ass I'm not in the mood .'' his mismatch eyes flaring a demonic fuchsia for a moment .

'oh quite the contrary my Lord , you see I felt it might do you a great deal of good to stretch your legs perhaps get a bit of sun. as it has been a rather long time since you have been well enough to do so."

The youth thought a moment a eye brow raised at the proposition." and just what do you suggest then, as I said I'm not. in the mood . I don't wish to be drug around this city or among their people just to satisfy whatever urge your having to see to it that I get out ."

"Master I wasn't insinuating a trip into the town to take in local color . In fact I thought perhaps a quiet leisurely stroll along the beach perhaps ." Sebastian gave another of his signature smiles .

When no reply came he assumed the boy was thinking of some color full way to shoot the idea down. which led to the Butler's immediate surprise when the bluenete breezed past him and down the hall . pausing only a moment to look back .

" Well come on then , unless you want to stay here by yourself . I don't care either way."

"Sir, wouldn't you like to finish dressing , perhaps put shoes on at the very lest ?" Sebastian tilted his head looking at the boy .

"why bother, I would just get sand in them anyway . If anything you should take off some of that garb you usually wear . " Ciel waved a hand gesturing to the demons uniform before heading off down the stairs .

A few minuets later seated on the the outside flagstone steps the young demon heard the sound of bare footsteps behind him. Fully intending on making a remark to his butler for taking his time , he peered over his shoulder . The sight that greeted him however caused his cleverly formulated insult to die . Sebastian was descending the weather warn stone steps barefoot his pants and shirt sleeves cuffed missing his vest and tailcoat . Ciel snapped his head forward fighting the intense heat bursting in his cheeks .

" is this state of dress satisfactory my Lord." the butler quipped as he reached the step where the boy was perched.

"its fine let's just get on with this ." Ciel bolted from his spot keeping his head down to avoid the possibility of his blush being discovered .

Ciels POV

What in the bloody hell's wrong with me. This is just Sebastian , it's not as if I've never seen the fool before . This is just ridiculous , why am I getting all flustered , he probably did it on purpose . That's all this is just some new game . Seeing as the last one ended rather poorly for him his prey getting away and all . Now he's just toying with me trying to get a reaction . Walk on the beach , gets some air ..ha likely story . He knew wearing regular clothes out here would be preposterous . Well that's fine two can play at this game .I for one never lose , I'm sure he's feeling pretty smug walking back there now thinking he got the better of me...the bastard .

Peeking over my shoulder I see that smile on his face ......and that the first three buttons of his shirt are undone. Damn him!! Damn him to hell!...oh wait..he lives there ..Damn now i can't even curse him properly!

I refuse to be made a fool of ! I squeeze my fists tight when a rather devious thought pops in my head .

Alright Sebastian , you think making me blush like some school girl and trying to confuse me with all this pseudo caring behavior is good fun. Well I shall give you a taste of your own medicine . I wonder if a raven can turn red ?

Ciel had his plan of action with one little problem , he had no idea on how on went about the art of seduction . A fifteen year old boy shouldn't know these things ..right . He chewed on his thumb as he walked in the rolling waters of the shore line . Trying as he might to call up any knowledge on the subject , finally he vaguely recalled the last time he'd been in his aunts home , perusing her library he'd run across a rather trashy novel. looking back now it no doubt had belong to that annoying red reaper who posed as a poor excuse for a butler . More importantly he recalled the main character a young woman standing in the rain in a thin white dress . Apparently it had got quite the reaction from her male counter part .

Giving a sideways glance at the gently reseeding waves he considered it , he didn't really want to get wet but ... if it meant embarrassing Sebastian even a fraction of what he him self had already be subjected to today it might be worth it .

Sebastian on the other hand had no idea what the little demon just ahead of him had been planning . The butler had felt it wise to give his Master a bit of space as he still seemed rather annoyed from the mornings events .

Though his warm cinnamon colored eyes still kept watch , and it caused him pause when the young man began wading in the waves .

" Master I don't think that's wise. You do have a talent for drowning ." he smirked crossing his arms watching the young demon slip out a bit farther.

Ciel just ignored him bristling only slightly at the comment before turning to face his butler , he wanted to see the look on his face on this would be wonderful .

Sebastian sighed he. didn't want to have to go and fetch the stubborn youth. when the bluenette turned to face him water roll to his mid chest the butlers lips parted slightly . Ciels hair was drenched a deep navy color it looked even longer now clinging to his neck flirting with his collarbone which was exposed from the poorly buttoned shirt . Said shirt was translucent from the water clinging to his flesh .

The elder demon swallowed a bit holding his composer for the moment . Ciel was starring directly at him peach lips pouted and open ever so softly with each breath . Thin trails of sea water dripping down his cheeks and chin .

It really was a sight and would have intensified the heat already knotting in the elders stomach had it not been for what happened next .

All of Ciels best efforts crashed by a large wave , sending the teen tumbling face first onto the beach. The once earl popped up sputtering, his Butler quick to try and help . Al-tho Sebastian had to conceal a laugh behind his hand at the sight of the boy with a large wad of kelp on his head .

The little demon growled reaching up to the slimy dark green sea plant currently residing in his hair . He managed to wretch it free and toss it to the side . Inwardly cursing Poseidon himself .

"Don't say a word!" he said darkly eyes flashing up at his butler .

Sebastian pressed his lips in a hard line , it took allot to suppress the bubbling laughter . At the same time though he couldn't help to find it utterly adorable .

When the young demon regained his footing he stormed off down the beach with a huff . Thinking what a terrible idea that was . Spotting what appeared to be a rock on the beach he gave it a kick flipping the object , only to be greeted with a collection legs under said rock twitching frantically and a long spike like tail flicking up into the air . This discovery led to a ...less than masculine squeal from the slighter male whom nearly jumped back a Good 5 ft . Thinking this "sea roach ", ..as that's the only thing that came to mind, would attack him . In his backwards fleeing Ciel bumped into something large and solid looking up he was greeted by a rather confused looking Sebastian .

"Something wrong Sir?" The taller of the pair said placing his hands on his young masters trembling shoulders .

All he could do was point at the rather perturbed creature he had so unceremonious left on its back moments ago.

Sebastian gave a knowing smile and walked over lifting the sea dwelling critter up by its tail .

"Its only a crab Sir, a horse shoe crab to be exact . Nothing in the world to be afraid of , while they are not as appealing to look at i hear they are quite the delicacy in some regions ." Sebastian said ever educated on the most random of subjects .

"well its disgusting ." Ciel shivered slightly in the wet shirt looking away from the nature lesson his butler was giving .

Sebastian smirked thinking it was charming how the hardheaded little demon could be so put off by a crab . He placed the crustacean back on the sand with an apologetic pat to its shell before approaching his still soaked little master .

Kneeling in front of the youth he quickly unbuttoned the wet garment and his own much dryer shirt .

"What..what are you doing!" Ceils eyes widened a bit looking at the perfect flawless skin of his butler.

"You will catch cold in wet clothes ."

"that's Ridiculous Sebastian and you know it I'm a demon now!" he stamped his foot in protest before a finger was pressed to his lips causing his heart to pound at the contact .

"Now now , i realize that but your body is still adjusting and while your doing quiet well now I intend on keeping you that way by using a healthy amount of caution . "

Ciel wasn't the only one who was finding this difficult . Sebastian was fighting a war in his head looking at the slender little body shivering from the cold salt water in the fading light of sunset . The golden hues of the sky kissing pallid flesh making it nearly glow a sunny tone like a precious gem catching the light . One part of his mind wanted nothing more than to push the smaller male on his back in the surf and claim every inch of that flesh with his lips . Though ever the poker face the butler gave no sign of his turmoil or the slight twitch in his groin .

"There, much better." He said with a genuine smile looking into the mix matched eyes of his young master.

"I..I'd like to go back now ." Ciel averted his eyes his hands to his sides shrouded by sleeves that fell just past his finger tips . He could smell the warm sandalwood and spice scent on the shirt it. It was comforting and gave a rose to his cheeks .

"Yes My Lord." Sebastian said placing a hand over his heart gently scooping up the boy on his hip .

"I ..I can walk on my own!"

"I'm sure you can Sir , but we are quiet a distance from the villa and its been a long day ."

In truth he didn't want to put him down,he wanted this contact between them .

"Fine " It was soft and sounded a bit defeated which pulled at Sebastian's heart a bit . But soon the feeling of slender arms wrapped around his neck ,and a forehead rested in the crook of his neck .

had Ciel been looking he would have seen the tinge of color to the elder demons face .

Chapter 7: His Butler Dreaming

Notes:

ahem..lemony ..your welcome , and i realize Ciels attitude will seem ...different for him but after 100+ or so years people do change XD so just enjoy

Also i do not own Kuroshitsuji or "Bad Girlfriend " by Theory of a deadman"

After depositing the sleeping little demon on the sofa Sebastian looked at him a moment ,perhaps letting his eyes linger a bit to long . Ciel looked so peaceful it would be a shame to wake him for a bath just now perhaps the boy would wake on his own . The butler sat back in a chair just across from his sleeping little Lord and something rather uncharacteristic happened . The demon fell asleep .

For a full blood demon like Sebastian sleep was more of a luxury , one he rarely indulged in as he found the act rather lazy . So it was a surprise when he found himself waking up . Even more a surprise when he found himself waking somewhere other than where he had been .

Looking around everything seemed so strange ... He was on a much softer sofa sitting in a room with pale blue walls the sun filtering in through slowly flowing white curtains . Looking down at himself he was even more confused to find that he was dressed and in vastly different clothing than his usual uniform . A satin looking black button down shirt half undone and black tight fitting slacks . He also noticed his gloves and shoes where absent . He got up with a slight pop from his back and neck ,surveying the room . Everything was so foreign from the dark blue sectional sofa to the glass top coffee table . He had never seen things like this , he wandered out of the room his feet creaking slightly on the hardwood floor until he reached an open front door with a closed screen door just beyond . Running his finger down the frame to the open the door he peered out onto the large wrapping porch of the white washed farm house .

"...this is defiantly not England..." he said setting foot out into the warm spring day . The heat and smell from the magnolia trees dancing in the subtle breeze that was flowing through the open windows of the old post Civil warm home in Georgia .

Drawing him out of his curiosity of his current location was a rather odd sound coming from inside. Voices and laughing and a rather bazaar sound he assumed was music of some kind . Not that the racket that came to his ears could possibly be considered music to him . Although the more he fallowed the sound the less he seemed to hate it .

" This is so bad...Are you seriously going to do this for big brother?" a female voice said with a giggle ..his sister Eris? she sounded older some how

"He better do it for bassy after I took the time to come all the way to America to help the brat. William nearly had a fit ." Another male..voice said..this one he knew and made his skin crawl ..Grell...and wait did that lunatic say America?

"oh shut up! Look I.. just...you know whats coming up and I well with traditions..Ugh just get on with it . " Ciels voice though it seemed a little different as-well . The pitch was off slightly lower?

"Why am i up here again ? shouldn't I make sure he hasn't come back from the market? " Eris asked trying as she might to stifle her giggles .

The she demon stood off to the side her long bangs shielding her eyes and long raven hair falling to her knees . Crossing her arms wearing a tight fitting grey long sleeved shirt and navy jeans . This was all so funny watching her Brothers mate receiving dancing lessons from the energetic reaper . Al though she and Ciel had become very close over the years she considered the young man her brother as well . And found it cute that the half ling would go to so much trouble to practice demonic traditions for her brothers sake .

"He won't be back I gave him a ridiculous list , As good as he is I'm sure I've bought us at least a few hours . " Ciel said leaning over the chair the reaper had been instructing him with ..Apparently the art of seductive dancing was much harder than he'd anticipated . Not that he hadn't been intimate with his former butler before now . it was just that this was special , he blushed a bit thinking of it . He wanted to able to be alluring for his mate and recalling some of his past attempts alluring wasn't really his forte .

"we can't waste time now chop chop shorty !" Grell clapped his hands .The reaper was wearing a rather small denim cut off shorts black tank top with a glittery skull and bright red heeled cowboy boots . Clearly he hadn't lost his flare .

"I am not short! and the only reason your even taller than me now is cause of those damn heel you insist on wearing ! " Ciel stood up glaring at the reaper who only gave him a toothy grin in return .

"Fair enough , now don't get your panties in a wad sweetheart. " Grell giggles adjusting his pony tail

"Now lets see what you have down so far . " he said hopping on the bed patting the spot next to him where Eris joined him . leaving the bluenett standing in the middle of the bed room with the black wooden chair .

"Fine and don't laugh! " The young demon bristled as the music started

Sebastian now peered down the dark hallway light filtering from a bay window silhouetting a form standing in front of a chair . 'Ciel?' he thought for a moment but didn't speak the name he knew it was him no mater how the half-ling looked . The form was taller than his young master perhaps around 5 6' or so ,when did that happen he wondered . Wearing a baggy tank top and navy cargo shorts the strange clothes seeming all to casual . The fabric hanging off the slender form long slender fingers with black nails tugged a bit at the black bow binding the small pony tail at the nape of an elegant neck . The music began again drums and guitars blaring the upbeat tune .

The elder demon paused watching something he thought he'd never see . Ciel Phantomhive ...was dancing . Accompanied by whistles and whoops coming from just beyond his vision . What was even more surprising was how sensual the young man looked . Not to mention the vulgarity in the songs lyrics bringing a smirk to the ravens lips that was bordering on predatory in nature .

My Girlfriend's a dick magnet My Girlfriend's gotta have it

She's hot, can't stop, up on stage, doing shots, Tip the man he'll

Ring the bell, get her drunk she'll scream like hell.

Ciel flung his hair lose shaking the shoulder length wild locks about his face ,head lowered slightly as the large blue eyes opened flashing rose . Pink tongue darting out running over his slightly fanged teeth ,one hand griping the back of the chair the other with fingers flexed running along his jaw and down his slender neck .

His upper body waved to the right then left his hips fallowing in the motion . His hand on the chair pulled back as the male high kicked over the back of the seat turning his back to his now wildly clapping audience .

Dirty girl, gettin' down, dance with guys from outta town.

Grab her ass, actin' tough. Mess with her, she'll fuck you up.

No one really knows if she's drunk or if she's stoned, but she's

Comin' back to my place tonight!

The bluenette looked over his shoulder arching his back feet slightly wider than hips width as he bent at the waist sharply .

"Woo!! get it !!" Squealed the reaper with wild giggles from the young demon girl at his side .

Ciel rolled his eyes , at least by now he didn't feel completely embarrassed doing this .

The demon smirked shaking his femininely shaped rear side to side .His hands snaked up his calf's until he was back into a standing position . His hands raising the tank-top at his sides reveling a generous portion of his lower back before turning with an adorable pout waving a finger in the "no no." gesture .

She likes to shake her ass she grinds it to the beat

She likes to pull my hair when I make her grind her teeth

I like to strip her down she's naughty to the end

You know what she is, no doubt about it

She's a bad, bad girlfriend!

Out in the hall Sebastian could hardly breath watching . His nails elongated piercing into the dry wall. Eyes flaring dangerously at the display of the boys gyrating , that's when he saw it . As Ciel leaned back seated the wrong way in the chair his hands touching the floor behind him . The shirt rode up . There on the young demons chest over his heart was a mark . His mark , more specifically his mate mark .

At that moment an intense need feral and wild burned through the demon . The need to claim what was his , Sebastian didn't care where he was ,when he was, how he got here . All that mattered in that moment was he was and the one thing he desired more than anything was in front of him .

The larger male charged forward till he was in the door way .Eris was the first to squeak in surprise. Ciel ..practically fell over, considering how this must look . Grell of course was consumed in a fit of giggles but quickly recovered enough to twitch off the music .

"Well hello Se-bas-chan! Not to worry your little kitten here was just .." Before the reaper could finish he was silenced with glowing eyes from the raven demon . Eris quickly grabbed the red heads arm dragging him along with her .

"Come along Mrs. Spears why don't we leave Big brother and Ciel alone for now ." The small girl chirped .Her own cinnamon colored eyes peering out from under the thick bangs for an instant as she regarded her brother . She knew that look on a male demon it really was best to let them have their privacy .

Halfway down the hall the fleeing pair heard the bedroom door slam . Grell looked back with a worried expression . " Oh i hope Bassy isn't to cross . "

Eris only giggled a bit . "Oh its nothing like that . let me put it this way reaper...Its..very fortunate Ciel got limbered up first ."

"oh..." Grell gave a knowing smirk . " ah well . whats say you and I go shopping , I'm sure Ronnie would like to see you in a new dress . Plus , I promised Jillian and Jerel I'd bring them back something "

Eris blushed a bit and fallowed the red head out to his car .

Back in the bed room

Ciel had regained himself sitting cross legged in the chair looking up at his former butler whom just slammed to door hard enough he was surprised the hinges didn't pop off . "OK..now before you say anything about what you just saw , ..." Be began thinking this was going to start one of there famous arguments . Much to his surprise his words where cut off by a bruising kiss .

Sebastian had charged across the room grabbing his once lord by the neck claiming his mouth with his own .

It wasn't gentle it was demanding ,it was fierce and possessive forcing the young man in his hold to submit . Too which the slighter demon melted , truth be told the bluenett hadn't felt this amount of fire in quiet some time and was all to eager to relinquish to to the elder male .

Sebastian claimed every corner of his mates mouth before pulling away .Leaving the blue eyed male panting in his seat . " Get up " he growled into the others ear , the sound dark and commanding giving no room for debate .

"turn around " Ciel felt his heart race at this sudden nature comeing out of his mate . What had gotten into Sebastian ?

He had been formally claimed over half a century ago and in the years since the passion between them had dissipated with each disappointment fallowing his demonic heat cycles when he finally matured as a demon , he had hoped this time might be different ..it seemed like he had his old Sebastian back and it thrilled him .

The raven pulled his former master flush against him resting his chin on Ciels shoulder as his larger hands roamed the boys torso gripping the loose fitting garment before tearing it to ribbons, exposing the now defined chest underneath . The demon emitted a low growl pleased to see how his young master had filled out . Part of Sebastian's mind realized now he must be dreaming , but even so if this was his fantasy he would take it for all it was worth .

Between the hot breath on his neck and the cool air on his now bare chest Ciel didn't know what to do , his knees where weak letting a moan escape his lips as the large warmer hands now investigated him as if for the first time . Finger tips traversing the landscape of his every curve mapping him inch my inch . "Se -Se -bastian. w-what .." He gasped silenced by teeth sinking into the tender juncture of his neck and shoulder causing his slender form to shudder in the hold of the other male .

A trickle of blood ran down the now heaving chest under Sebastian's full control . It was intoxicating . Lapping his tongue over the mark he let his hands trail up fingers capturing the pink nubs of the bluenettes chest . Tugging gently at the buds exciting mewls from his former prey . "Bend over " he breathed against the shell of Ciels ear . The half ling obeyed his palms falling to the bed before them his breath passing his lips in heavy pants .

The raven smirked , oh for this to be a dream he must have one hell of an imagination .

Sebastian let his hands wonder once more down and around the body bending to his every whim . Leaning over the trembling form he placed biting kisses over the soft pure flesh .Leaving little rose bite marks in there wake , the backs of his shoulder down the line of his spine . The once butler paused at the brand mark still on the creamy flesh . His tongue ran over the raised skin earning further sounds from the young male . The elders lips smiling against the skin feeling the others body temperature rise even further from his actions .

The scent of arousal filing the room was becoming to much but still he wanted to drag this out , he wanted to do so much before he'd have to wake . Knowing the world in his reality he'd never know familiarity with his Master .

Sebastian tugged down the shorts and under wear from his mate directing the slighter male up on his knees on the bed . His control at the sight before him was beginning to fade , more so when Ceil looked over his shoulder his angelic face now more mature and beautiful than he remembered was crossed with blush eyes half lidded with desire . "s-stop..t-teasing .Damn you "

"Oh no young Master I intend to make you beg ." Sebastian said in a seductive tone as his finger played down the curve of Ciels back side pressing lightly at his entrance . Slipping inside generating a moan that was music to his ears .

A smile crept across his face at the sensation the slippery warmth pressing further adding a second digit . " Oh my a little demon in heat is that what i have here ? ..oh i do have a dirty mind for this .." He spoke more so to himself .

"ngghh ah..you ..jerk!..ah..you ..ah..please.." Ciels lips trembled pressing back , he didn't want to beg , but every thing in his brain was shouting other wise . Not to mention the painful throbbing in his groin .

"What was that Lord? You must forgive me but your mumbling now I know I taught you to speak loudly and clearly . " Sebastian was loving this display despite his own straining trousers .

"ahh! Please! Please Sebastian I need you ! " The bluenett cried out before pressing his face into a Pillow whimpering .

That was enough , in record time clothing was being disregarded Sebastian crawling up on the bed turning the withering male on his back to see his face . Looking down into that needy blushing face lips swollen from there kiss . Sebastian settled him set between trembling splayed thighs letting his hands travel along the creamy heated skin up to that beautiful face that took his breath away . " Yes..my love .." He said leaning down into another heated kiss .

Ciels arms wrapping about his neck holding on for dear life . When their lips parted he pulled the slender body up into his lap positioning himself at the half ling entrance . There foreheads still pressed together there eyes met ones again both glowing a fiery fuchsia . He needed no more verification pulling the shapely hips forward impaling the wanton body before him .

Ciel threw his head back in a silent scream . Sebastian placing more kisses along the half-lings neck and collar bone , his tongue tracing the bite mark left there only moments before . The pace had been set it was rough and passionate . Breathless words of praise begging for more ,bodies slick with sweat as they worshiped each others names . The demon began stroking his lover in-time with his efforts feeling his own end approaching .

"ah..Sebastian..I..I..I'm going to ..." Ciel panted digging his nails into the larger males shoulders drawing blood that ran down his sculpted biceps .

"Do it ..do it for me ." Sebastian's voice was dark and lust filled working the males throbbing sex between them .

Ciels body shook crying out in climax expelling himself into Sebastian hand and coating both of there chests . Felling his body going limp the raven laid the young man down on his back snapping his hips forward several more times before reaching his own end in a shuddering guttural groan .

He panted looking down at red faced slated half-demon to whom he was still so intimately connected. Sebastian smiled licking the white substance from his fingers. Ciel looking away slightly embarrassed still after all this time .

The two curled up in the bed Sebastian pulling the sheet up over there bodies , the now golden light of evening filling the room with a warm glow . Mirroring the feeling shared between both demons .

Ciel curled up on his chest breathing softly against his bare skin.

Sebastian let his hand rest on the gently rising and falling back of the young man as he looked up at the ceiling .

" I want this dream to come true , not just for me..but for you . " He said softly before placing a kiss to the soft blue gray hair . Breathing in its clean sweet scent before closing his eyes .

Sebastian opened his eyes to the morning light filtering the windows of the villa. Looking over at the little sleeping Phantomhive on the sofa ,right where he left him . "I hope your dreams, where as sweet as mine ,My Lord ."

Chapter 8: Let's go to hell

Chapter Text

Sebastian's POV

I let the young master sleep in far past his usual time. Partly from how content he looked and partly from my own remorse over the dream i had . Not that I didn't find it immensely pleasurable, the fact that I did and had fallen asleep so easily in the first place bothered me .

I decided to busy myself with preparing lunch as it was already far to late for breakfast . Still I can't seem to get it out of my mind . As a dominant nature demon I suppose sexual fantasy isn't out of the question, but about my Master ? I know I do love him but even so I'd never do anything like that to a boy so young, even his size by demon growth rate he'd still be with his mother for at the least another 50 to 100 years .

Even in my dream he looked older, I suppose. that's a good thing that I wasn't fantasizing about him now . I doubt even with the amount of restraint I have I'd be able to control myself other wise . With my Masters past doing something of that nature would ruin and chance I may have later .

I do want a chance don't I ?

The image flashes in my mind , his slender form as it moved so sensually , his face so defined framed with those ashen navy locks . Supple skin bearing my mark ...my mark ..

"Sebastian..... Sebastian ! "

" oh, forgive me young master I didn't hear you come in ." I can't believe I was so immersed in daydreams . Shame full really, Lucifer forbid I could have mumbled anything .

"I think the cucumbers dead ."

"excuse me Master ? " he points to the unfortunate vegetable I had been chopping .

The mush left from where I have unknowingly pureed the food item into a green sludge . " yes, I suppose it is Sir."

" Sebastian ... what on earth is wrong with you , you haven't ruined dinner in ages . " Ciel posed the question as his butler cleared the vegetable slime from the cutting board .

Sebastian honestly didn't know how to answer . He couldn't very well say ' sorry I had a wet dream about you and now its affecting my work?' No...He wouldn't say that .

" Nothing Master I was simply gathering my thoughts , I suppose i simply wasn't paying the due attention in dinner preparations . It shan't happen again i assure you . " He chanced a glace over at the little once lord after he spoke , noticing Ciel had again tried to dress himself .

The light Gray shirt though properly buttoned this time was half untucked from his shorts and his vest left open . Again barefoot and with out his eye-patch . A valiant effort none the less.

"You know if you needed aid in dressing Master you could have asked me ." Sebastian said managing to correctly cut the cucumber the second time around .

"Maybe i didn't want to wait , seeing as how you couldn't manage to get me to my bed i thought your skills where slipping . Perhaps this was all becoming to taxing for you ." Ciel smirked hoisting himself up onto the counter .

"Are you sure that's all Sir?" Sebastian's chest tighten a moment thinking back to months prior when the boy could hardly stand to be touched . Hoping the sensitivity hadn't returned to signal another oncoming bought of fever .

"Yes " Ciel knew what he was referring to, in some ways it made something flutter inside of him that his butler was concerned .

"What is it you where thinking about so intently anyway ?"

The butler paused ...he couldn't very well lie so he wouldn't .Not ..entirely That wasn't the only thing that had been on his mind after all . " I was wondering Sir, if perhaps you would like to leave the mortal realm . You may or may not be aware i was in contact with my sister during your rather sensitive state and she urged that we return to hell to my families estate ."

"You have a sister? How is it I'm just learning about this ." Ciel didn't mean it to come out so harsh but it did . The years he had spent with the man and never once had he ever offered anything about his life .

"Two actually , and a brother . " Sebastian seemed to grit his teeth on mention of his elder brother .

"You have parents as well i suppose then ." Ciel quieted down a bit at this wondering what Sebastian's parents must think of their situation . Their son being trapped in eternal servitude, something told him he would rather not meet them .

"I did, my mother is no more I'm afraid . My father is usually detained with other maters . Likely when and if we return it will just be my Elder and younger sister of which you will be meeting ."

Sebastian said setting down a plate with cucumber sandwich and a cup of tea .

Ciel watched his butler when he spoke of his family . Knowing that the demon to had lost his mother made things make a bit more sense . Perhaps that was why Sebastian had accepted his outcry for the demon . The boy thought over things as he nibbled on his lunch sparing a glance over at his butler who cleaned the kitchen to perfection as always .

He wondered what Sebastian's sisters where like , and why the man seemed rather annoyed at the mention of his elder brother . Could it be Sebastian was a bit picked on by the elder demon ?

The thought of this made a smirk crawl onto the young demons face . If he could see Sebastian in such a state from sibling rivalry surely the trip to hell would be well worth it .

"Very well, make any preparations you need and inform me of our departure . "

Sebastian turned offering his usual smile and bow . His hand over his heart . "Yes My Lord "

Chapter 9: Welcoming Plans

Chapter Text

Ariella squealed a bit holding her brothers letter over her heart, it had been years since she'd seen her little Sebastian and now he was coming home and with the new little demon by his side .

"Eris sweety ! Guess whose coming home !" the elder she devil said in sing song tone waving the parchment .

The smaller demon girl raised her head her thick bangs parting as she regarded her big sister cooing happily . " big brother ? "

" That's right ,and he's bringing the Phantomhive boy with him since the little dear is a demon now. Won't that be nice you will have some one to play with ! Oh and think if all goes well we might even have little nieces and nephews some day ! " Eris rolled her eyes watching her big sister wiggle and squall over the prospect that their brother may have a future mate with the little once human.

" Sister, isn't it a bit soon to be thinking that ? You said he looked about as big as me so it will be a while until his nature shows . Just like me you don't know what he'll be, and you said brother used to complain about him in his letters so what makes you think he would want the little half-ling as a mate even if he is found to be a sub nature ." for an adolescent demon the youngest of the Michaelis clan was intelligent, What Eris lacked in social skill she made up for in her keen intuitive prowess .

Ariella however looked as if her bubble had just been burst . Settling down onto a window seat in the youngers Bed chamber . The elder looked out at the hazy pinkish sky thinking of her brothers many correspondence with her over the years.

True at first Sebastian was irritated by the boys behavior . Wanting to hurry and finish so he wouldn't be bound to such, As he put it a ' bratty little imp ' . However, over time things changed , soon said brat became 'young master' and then perhaps by a slip up here and there 'Ciel' . She could tell her little brothers growing affection, she had experienced it herself. She stopped taking contracts for that reason. It was to hard to begin to feel for someone only to have them die , and all that was left was the warmth of their soul in you . Even that faded with time, then there was nothing but emptiness .

In a way she was glad the boys soul was now lost to Sebastian . He would never have to taste the hallow victory of consuming the soul of the one he had come to love . If she could have thanked Hannah Annafellows herself she would have . Although not everyone in the Michaelis clan shared that sentiment . Their father Cain, felt completely disgraced that his son had not only lost the soul he was cultivating for so long but had been tied into an eternal contract with a sorry excuse for a demon .

Thankfully the patriarch had been annoyed enough to leave hell and take an extended contract in the human realm . No one expected him back for years since he liked to craft souls to his taste . Something Sebastian learned from the man .

" big sister ?" Eris interrupt her elder sister's musings . " Are we going to tell big brother Anthony ? "

Ariella sighed a bit , she knew Sebastian would rather dive naked into one of the lakes of fire that deal with his older brother . But still, the she demon wanted to believe her twin would behave himself . It had been so long since they all had the opportunity to be together . Anthony was back from contract and was working in other fathers place on the council . She felt it really had helped the boisterous man to mature some . Maybe it would be alright ?

"Yes dear , we are. In fact how would you like to go take him a message for me ? We will need help with the welcome home party after all! " Eris shook her head at her elder sister's enthusiasm .

So after jotting down a few things Ariella handed the little demon ling her marching orders . Fastening a lack cloak scout the girls shoulders and placing a kiss to the crown of her head .

Eris arrived at the large Gothic cathedral-seq building in hell, the Grand council Building . After wandering through winding staircases and dodging a few overly friendly She Devils that just had to pinch her face and comment on her looks . The little demon finally made it .

The small girl slinked soundlessly into the room, Her footstep's like whispers on the lush plum carpet slipping up to where the eldest Michaelis had his feet up on his desk with his nose in a book .

"ahem"...

Anthony looked up from the book and nearly toppled backward from the fact there was little Eris standing on his desk leaning toward his face . Only inches away at best.

"Lucifer! ..Eris ..you nearly made me bust my ass! .What have i told you about knocking!" Anthony let out a breath closing the book and plucking his little sister off the desktop .

"I'm sorry, where you looking at the ..pornographic literature? Sister says males do that sometimes ."Eris said with a completely straight face .

Anthony flushed some snatching the book from his desk holding it up . "See this The Art of War.. its not porn..Why is Ariella telling things like that ..Why are you here anyway did Cerberus tear up the drapes again? "

Eris only shook her head, the girls long black hair shimming about her knees . Pulling the rolled parchment from her cloak handing it to the elder demon perching on his knee as he read the letters contents .

The broad chested male gave a deep laugh leaning back in the chair . "So ..the princess is coming home from playing babysitter and is bringing his new pet the wet blanket . I Love it! . We are so having a party to tort...i mean welcome him home ! "

The wheels where already turning ,in the elder brothers head . It had been far to long since he last got to have fun at the youngster expense and of course isn't that what brothers are for ?

Chapter 10: One hell of a party

Chapter Text

"oh Lucifer no ." Sebastian muttered as he and his young master stepped through the gates of Hades .

Why?...well because about 20 yards away all of his siblings where waving .Well Anthony was waving ,Ariella was jumping up and down squealing and Eris was just standing there . That wasn't what bothered the demon though . Oh no, it was the roughly estimated 300 or so demons behind them filing into the Michaëlis estate grounds .

"Hmm. looks like we are getting a welcoming party . " Ciel smirked looking up at his Butler who held a mild twitch over his eye .

" oh my baby brother ! " Ariella said as soon as the pair where closer . She ran wrapping her arms about the brother squeezing the man in the hug .

Ciel could honestly not be more pleased, all the times Sebastian had given him that shit stating grin when Elizabeth would throw her self at him. Oh the karma it was sweet .so so sweet .

He was pleased for about a min any way . Until he found him self being lifted up under the arms by a broad shouldered man who preceded to toss him up lightly laughing . " He's a might small Sebs! I didn't know you where into that sort of thing"

Sebastian would have face palmed if had free control of his arms . But unfortunately they where being crushed to his sided in the oppressive hug of his elder sister .

"Put me down you overgrown beast! I am not an infant or a puppy !" Ciel bellowed .

Oh he got his wish , Anthony scowled mid toss and let the boy drop to his rear with a thud . The elder demon looked down at the boy with a dangerous smile . "Lippy little thing aren't ya, well well our dear brother sure knows how to pick them . Oh well no matter I'll break ya of that back talk before it gets annoying . "

Sebastian smirked at the brooding little demon currently rubbing his wounded posterior . At least he wouldn't be the only one to suffer through this little welcoming committee .

Ariella finally released her death grip .Of which Sebastian was quite thankful for.

"Well come in everyone's here . Don't fret now it's just a small thing . I know you and your little Lord here must be used to functions like these in the human realm . I wanted dear Ciel to feel at home . " The demoness said brightly before setting her sights on said smaller male .

The Butler didn't even stop her . He grinned and bore her crushing affection Ciel could to .Plus the boy had lots of practice from lady Elizabeth.

Ciels however was not the lest bit happy about being smashed face first into the woman's rather ample chest . There where a few muffled protests before he just went limp and accepted it . After being returned to his feet the bluenette noticed the smallest of the Michaëlis family . The slightly creepy small girl ,her face half shrouded in thick black fringe, peering out from behind her sisters back.

"um...Hello ." Ciel' looked a bit uneasy .

Eris steeped out eying the little once earl he was about her height maybe a bit taller . She then eyed her big brother who looked down at her smiling . A ghost of a grin slipped on to the pale girls doll like face . Wordlessly bolting to her big brother who happily took her in his arms .

Ciel was surprised , he had never seen such a truthful soft side to his butler . But there he was holding the girl in one arm speaking in whispers to her gently rubbing her hair . Being all the wonderful elder brother one might expect of a human family . The was he held the demon girl reminded Ciel of all the times the demon would carry him . He wondered if that was the true cause behind Sebastian's concern for him recently . Did the other simply see him as a younger sibling ? The bluenette wasn't sue why the thought of his butler seeing him like a little brother bothered him as much as it did . He kept thinking back , back to that dream if one could call what he had witnessed a dream . The image of his butler weeping cradling his lifeless form . Should feeling a familial type bond garner that reaction ...he supposed it would . Part of him felt a tinge of disappointment that he couldn't explain .

" Well come on then, so many to greet you know . You really have been missed brother . Oh and don't worry there are no hard feelings with the Faustus clan. They all said they saw that coming for a while . If it hadn't been you it would have been another ." Ariella's voice drew Ciel out of his day dreams.

He thought a bit on what she told Sebastian . Claude had family ? He felt some odd comfort in knowing that spiders kinsman didn't care . He had some notions of what demons where like and Sebastian's family seemed to break all those stereotypes the boy had woven in his head on the way here .

So it felt almost better and more natural to think at least. some held little to no value on life . That felt more like what one would expect for a creature of hell .

Inside there was a multitude of different looking demons .Some still barring there human guises some half in and out . Others looked like monsters and caused the little one earl so walk a bit closer to his butler . Not close enough though apparently when a awfully friendly succubus plucked the little demon from the ravens side .

"Oh my aren't you adorable little one " The woman said .

Ciel looked wide eyed at the creature holding him up She was huge ,easily six foot seven . Her skin was an odd magenta tone and from the knees down her legs where like that of an ox .On her head was long violet hair and thick dark ram like horns . Her eyes where a glowing turquoise with white slitted pupils

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Haru Okumura & The University Nurse Staff

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Haru Okumura: https://megamitensei.fandom.com/wiki/Haru_Okumura

The University Nursing Staff [Select One]: "Aww a cute girl like you? Of course. You must be used to being healthy" she walked over, placing her hand on her head, chest in her face "Hmm you don't feel warm sweetie"

Haru Okumura: Haru blushed grew brighter from being in such close proximity to the woman's chest. "I didn't feel that warm but...I certainly feel warmer now."

The University Nursing Staff [Select One]: "Oh?" she grinned "You'll need to cool off" she grasped her blouse, pulling it up over her small frame "Don't be so shy cutie" she grinned wider

Haru Okumura: "W-wha?!" She protested as her blouse was being pulled off, exposing her large chest with her bunny-emblazoned bra. "Are you sure this is right?!"

The University Nursing Staff [Select One]: "Im your nurse" she grasped her bra clad chest "And how big are we now sweetie?' her grip tightening as she stared down at her

Haru Okumura: She was now having trouble keeping still. "I-I'm a D cup, ma'am." She silently prayed that she wouldn't notice her nipples hardening.

The University Nursing Staff [Select One]: She let go "Ah you must be rather sexually active' she bent over the counter opposite to take ntoes

Haru Okumura: "I assure I am not!" She said with offense. "I'm a virgin! I've never even kissed a...boy..." She was distracted by the nurse's rear as she bent over.

The University Nursing Staff [Select One]: She turned around smiling, kneeling down in front of her "And the ladies?' she tilted her head

Haru Okumura: "I haven't kissed a girl since...middle school..." She confessed, avoiding eye contact.

The University Nursing Staff [Select One]: She pulled her leggings down "With such a developed frame Miss?"

Haru Okumura: "I didn't exactly ask for it..." She tried to use her talking as a distraction from how aroused she was by the nurse undressing her. "Plus, my father keeps informing me to take special care in how I choose my partners..."

The University Nursing Staff [Select One]: "Of course. He's a smart man" she smiled, sliding her hands between her thighs "But we cant let it all go to waste now"

Haru Okumura: "Let it go to waste?" A shiver went up her thighs as she felt the nurse touch her. "What do you mean...?"

The University Nursing Staff [Select One]: "Your body. I needs to be used" she began sliding her fingers between her tight cunt lips

Haru Okumura: "But nurse---" She was cut off by her own moan. She was already pathetically wet.

The University Nursing Staff [Select One]: "Tell me to stop" she grinned, sliding in faster, swirling her fingers all around in her

Haru Okumura: "N-no..." She was beginning to squirm in her seat, biting her lip to keep from moaning louder.

The University Nursing Staff [Select One]: She leaned up, pumping her with her fingers as she dragged her bra down her frame with her teeth, looking up with a devlish smile

Haru Okumura: "We shouldn't do this..." She weakly protested as her bra was pulled down, exposing her erect nipples. "It isn't right...!"

The University Nursing Staff [Select One]: "Ah so you're saying stop?" wrapping her mouther over her nipple, sucking as her fingers plunged deeper and spread wider

Haru Okumura: "I'm not saying that..." Her defenses destroyed, she began to moan louder, her whines filling the room as she felt herself careening towards her first orgasm.

The University Nursing Staff [Select One]: She switched over to her other breasts, sucking hard, twirling her fingers around more, pressing her big chest into her smallf rame

Haru Okumura: "N-nurse, something strange is happening!" She begged before she came hard, letting out a shout that scared more than a few people in the waiting room.

The University Nursing Staff [Select One]: She slowly pulled off, sliding out and standing, returning to her notepad, letting her sit "Feeling better?' her hips swayed

Haru Okumura: "Y-yes..." She looked completely entranced, half-dressed and panting while coming down from her climax. She was completely drunk on the nurse now.

The University Nursing Staff [Select One]: (Good girl)

Haru Okumura: (She tries.)

You left the chat

#haru okumura #persona 5 #srp

[dangerousstrawberryshark]

Love in a Hopeless World

A/N: Hello, my 🍓Little Strawberries🍓! I’m back with another fic for you! This was one of the options given to me.

Pairing: Chris Redfield x Male reader

Requested: @evansphnx12

Rating: Mature

Warnings: NSFW, smut, bottom male reader, sir kink, degradation, creampie, size kink, Choking kink, breeding kink, masturbation, and all characters are above the age of 18+

Word Count: 2355

Summary: Its turns out there weren't that many supplies in the old abandoned campus. So, you and Chris have to go deeper into the city to find more but during the little scavenge, Chris began to dirty thoughts...

I hope you enjoy it! Sorry if it’s bad! And sorry for any errors that are found!

If you like what I write, how about check out my masterlist?

Keys:

M/n: Male name.

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[2] YOU ARE HERE

DISCLAIMER!: I never played or watched any gameplay of the resident evil series. And this doesn’t follow any of the resident evil timelines, it’s on its own.

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MINORS DNI. FEMALE READERS… I’LL ALLOW YOU TO READ MY FICS BUT DO NOT FETISHIZE ANY OF MY STORIES

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Previously...

Then y'all had another round of hot steamy sex. And the others at the base had a hard time sleeping that night.

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Your eyes twitch at the unpleasant light hitting it directly. 'It's morning already?' you moved around only to feel wet sheets. 'What happened last night?'

Then you felt a body move and a muscular arm grab you, pulling you closer. You could feel the warmth, and muscular chest pushed against your back.

'Oh! That's right!' now you remembered why you were all sticky and sleeping against Chris. 'I had sex with my superior! But he felt the same.'

Then you felt Chris move around and waking up. "Hey, baby boy," Chris said with a raspy and deep voice. "Morning." you pressed your lips against his.

"If you continue, we may have to repeat what we did last night, baby," Chris growled as pulled back, gripping your waist. You smirked before getting up.

"Come one, we have to get ready. We have important business," you said. "Ugh, can't we just sleep in and have some... Fun?" Chris complained.

"I know you haven't had sex in 5 years but we need to go get those people. We'll have fun at the end of the day," you said stressing your muscles and popping your back.

The bed creaked meaning he finally got off his ass to get ready. "We need to go get those survivors. And scavenge for more supplies," you said putting your armor on and fixing it up.

After you both got your gear and weapons, you both walked into the main area with all the others.

Everybody looked at you both and immediately looked at way. There was awkwardness in the room. 'They must have heard me last night!' Hell! maybe the whole city heard it is quiet

"Uh,- sir... We have a situation." one of the soldiers said. "shot." Chris said. "Well... it turns out there weren't that many supplies found on the campus. We need more supplies if weren't gonna go get those survivors." the soldier said

You heard listening but your mind began to wonder. You still couldn't let go of the past, you remembered one of your siblings was accepted into MIT. This was 3 months after the Raccoon City Incident.

You would see on the news- Raccoon City survivors being discriminated against by the American people. "Hey, what do I keep saying?" Chris said next to you. His conversation was done.

"Stop thinking about the past, it's long gone," you replied, mimicking his voice. Chris laughed, "Okay, baby. But we need to go get those people."

You nodded but kind of chuckled at the fact that he didn't want to do anything today but now wants to do business.

"Come on, M/n! We have to get going. EVERYONE, protect the base at all cost." Chris commanded. "YES SIR!" they all said at the same time.

You, Chris, and a few others left the confines of the base. Even though it was morning, the sky still had a grey color to it. You open the door to the back seat and closed it.

"We should be there in 20 minutes or less." the driver said starting the engine up. "Alright, let's go." the armored car pulled out before driving down the messy road.

It wasn't long before you reached the waterfront. You could see the skyline perfectly, most buildings were on the verge of collapsing. Others were burnt to where the wall showed the skeleton.

Up ahead, you saw a bridge leading into Cambridge was destroyed. 'Longfellow Bridge.' You have been to Boston before and got to explore everything before the world went hell.

The ride continued for a while. There was nothing or anyone in sight. You could see the freeway ahead but like all other ways leading into Cambridge was destroyed.

"We're closing in on Bunker Hill. They said they are taking refuge by the monument." one of them said.

And wouldn't you know it? In the distance, you could see the tall granite obelisk peaking out. It kind of looked like the one down in D.C. but this one is still standing.

What you meant by "This one is still standing" is because the capital was hit by a nuclear warhead, along with other cities across the US.

The President and other government officials were evacuated and the countries important documents were evacuated as well. So, the legacy of the US would still live.

That means the President is still alive and is in some remote area devoid of zombie life.

"I see some people! They appear to be walking around." one of the soldiers said. And the people seem to notice us because they were waving at us.

"Stop the car," Chris said, the car stopped. He and others got out. Two of the survivors looked familiar? Like you have seen them before. They both were tall and had beards.

They walked up to y'all. "Please, are you here to rescue us?" one of them pleaded. "Yes, we're here to take you to our temporary base," Chris said.

They all smiled and some hugged each other. Chris ordered the soldiers to help some things and you approached the two survivors. "Why do you two look familiar?"

One of them laughed and smiled. "Well...- are you fan of Captain America and Thor?"

Your jaw dropped and your eyes widen. "No. Way. You're Chris Evans and Hemsworth!" you were lost at speech. "I thought y'all was dead! I- how-"

"Well, we survived! I'm not too sure about the others though..." Chris H said with that thick Australian accent. You both were just talking, unknown to Chris R was glaring holes into your head.

After y'all returned to MIT Dorms, you still talked with Chris E and H. You didn't even acknowledge Chris R's glares.

He was getting more and more jealous. 'I hate those two!' Chris yelled in his mind. They were taking your attention from him.

"We have to go M/n! We need to find supplies." Chris yelled at you. 'What's wrong with him?' you thought to yourself. "Bye guys!" You waved at the two Chris.

"He was fun to talk to." Chris H said and Chris E agreed.

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TIMESKIP (To Supermarket)

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You and Chris arrived at the market. There were some abandoned cars in the parking lot. "Come on." You both walked to the doors and opened them.

The place was absolutely trashed. Lights flickering, aisles tipped over, some cans on the floor - also money, which was useless-, and the roof caved in on the left side.

"Look for non-perishables. Canned food would be good and find any water- if there is any that is." you nodded your head before going down one of the aisles.

There were some canned foods but no water. The smell of a rotting corpse filled the air, you could hear flies buzzing. "Ugh." you covered your nose and looked at the rotting corpse. "Poor bastard..."

Meanwhile, Chris was looking for the same stuff, but he was still bitter about you talking to those guys. And completely ignoring him. He could already imagine your punishment.

He could imagine you begging for more, feeling the tightness of your ass wrapped around his cock. 'Shit.' Chris was getting hard. His cock was feeling restricted by the tight pants.

"Hurry up, M/n!" Chris yelled from the other side of the store. "Okay!" you finished gathering anything you could find. 'Why are we leaving early? We have few more places to loot/raid.'

You left the aisles and made your way to the front doors. "Come on, we have to go." you both we made went to the vehicle and drove back to base.

You had found some supplies. 15 canned foods, and some water as well. It wasn't much, but it's something.

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TIMESKIP (Arrival at the base.)

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You and Chris arrived at MIT. You were gonna go talk with Chris E and H, but Chris R wasn't having it.

"Hey-" Chris grabbed your hand and began to rush to the room. Everyone knew what was gonna happen. 'Ah, shit- there gonna go at it again.'

At the room, Chris pinned you against the wall and latched his lips onto yours. The kiss rough, his much larger body pushed against yours shows the difference in size.

His tongue pushed against your teeth telling you to open them. You slowly pushed your mouth, Chris immediately pushed his tongue and invaded your mouth.

"Mmm-" you moaned into the kiss as Chris began to grip your ass. "Up." He growled into your ear. You wrapped your legs around his waist and continued to make out.

He lifted you and carried you to the bed. He slammed you onto your back before pulling away and attacking your neck. "A-ah!" Chris found your sweet spot.

"You belong to me, M/n! I claimed you that night we had sex last night!" Chris growled. "Strip." he quickly removed his clothes, leaving him in his boxers.

You could see the outline thick meaty cock. "You got hard from just kissing me?" you laughed. "You don't talk me like that! You're the slut here." Chris growled as he gripped and slapped your thighs.

You whimpered under the touch. "Look at you, whimpering under me. And your pathetic cock got hard from me hitting you. But let's see what this ass has to say." Chris said as he put your legs on his shoulders

You then felt his thick slicked fingers at your entrance. One finger slips in, your muscles immediately clenched at the invader. "M-mm." you gripped the sheets as his finger pushed deeper.

Then a second finger went in. You clench even more as it did a scissor motion. "Aagh!" you felt his fingers touch the bundle of pleasure. "You're ready."

Chris pulled his fingers out to see your hole doing a grabbing motion. 'Fuck... that's hot.' Chris threw his head back while jerking his cock. "Can't wait to pound this slutty boipussy."

You felt his fat tip push past your tight ring. "Mmm... C-Chris!-"

Smack

"YOU DON'T CALL ME THAT! You didn't learn from last time? You. Call. Me. Sir. You got that?" Chris growled/yelled. "Y-yes, Sir... It's just that... You're so big..." You whimpered.

Then with one Thrust, Chris pushed his entire cock inside. "See? You're taking all 12 inches of me! Fuck, so tight..." Chris groaned. His cock was touching your prostate.

His thick meaty cock filled your insides perfectly. Like you were made for each other. "Y-you're... splitting m-me... in two!" you moaned as you felt it throb and twitch.

"P-please... fuck me... make me your slut." you begged. Chris smirked before snapping his hips.

He began pounding into you. His big cum-filled balls smacked against your ass as he thrusts harder. "S-sir! Y-you feel... s-so good!" You moaned as you threw your head back and gripped the sheets tighter.

"You think those guys can fuck you like I do?! Only I can give you this pleasure, only me!" Chris growled as he thrust harder, hitting your prostate repeatedly.

You used the last of your strength to get up and wrapped your arms around Chris's neck. You clawed his back as he thrust more, you were sure those were gonna leave marks.

"Maybe those guys can give me more pleasure," you smirked at your fake statement. You heard a deep growl as Chris dropped you on the bed and flipped you onto your stomach.

"You fucking slut! Only I can give you this much pleasure! Those guys don't deserve you. Bet their cocks aren't as big as mines." Chris growled as he gripped your hips.

Sounds of skin-slapping and balls slapping against your ass filled the room and the others in the building had to hear it. The walls weren't soundproof.

Your cock was twitching, ready to release a load. "You're about to cum without me touching you! Well, I'm -FUCK- about to cum too." Chris groaned as you tighten around him.

"P-please... give me... y-your load!" You moaned as you arched your back to give Chris more access. "Want me to fill this slutty ass with my cum? Gonna... cum... soon!"

After 5 more thrusts, Chris reached his breaking point, and so did you.

"FUCK! I'M CUMMING! CUM WITH ME!" Chris groaned, he wrapped his hand around cock stroking it before you released it all over his hand. That was enough for him.

"FUCK!" you felt his cock twitch before pumping his hot load inside, filling you up to the brim.

*Breathing intensifies*

Chris collapses onto the bed right next to you with his cock still inside. You felt him pull out with his cum leaking out. "I'll never leave you for those two. My heart only beats for you," you said sincerely turning over to face him.

"I'll never leave you too. We'll be together until our time runs out." Chris said pulling you into a kiss filled with passion and love.

'There is still Love in a Hopeless World.'

THE END.

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A/N: Finally this is done! I hoped you enjoy this, by 🍓Little Strawberries🍓!

#x male reader #male reader insert #male reader imagine #male reader #chris redfield x male reader #chris redfield #chris redfield imagine #resident evil #resident evil fanfic #chris redfield x reader #requested #sorry if it's bad #i hope you enjoy #sorry for any errors

[arisamsara]

The change of relationship: breaking point of Yoo Jung

Cheese in the Trap Season 4, Ep. 30

WARNING: This post contains several spoilers of the story released up to this particular chapter. The selected plot points are needed for explanation of the chosen topic. If you haven't but plan to read Cheese in the Trap (much reccomended), please avoid this post or read at your own risk.

Cheese in the Trap (치즈인더트랩) is a Korean manhwa (aka comic) series created by Soonkki (story and artwork). It was published on online platform Naver Webtoon in 2010-2017. Later the story was published in print, translated into English on Webtoon app, made into a TV series and live action film. The English translation is in its last 4th season and still has around one year worth of material yet to be translated.

The story revolves around Hong Seol, a hardwoking and little overthinking 3rd year university student majoring business management who is suddenly approached by her same major sunbae, very rich, handsome and popular 4th year student Yoo Jung. It would seem Seol hit a jackpot, attracting attention of such a guy as Jung; however, there is no promise of typical romance in sight. Why?

Maybe because Seol knows that Jung is not as nice as he pretends to be in public?

Or maybe because the previous year Seol's university life was turned into hell and the main puppetmaster behind all those evil schemes seems to be... Yoo Jung?

Relationship that began shrouded in misunderstanding, antipathy and suspicion. Can it ever be turned into romance? Or is it just another Jung's masterplan to get back at Seol?

THE ANALYSIS

In this post I will:

1) do a quick recap of "Jung's attitude towards Seol" evolution (in approximate data graph form in interval -10 to 10 because they're business majors, duh);

2) explain what happened in this episode, what was mistranslated in Jung's monologue and what character details are hidden here;

3) clear the mistranslation of Jung's repeated "Seol" in this episode.

Important parts are highlighted with colour (setting/situation) or bolded (particular events). The words in "..." are actual quotations. The words in '...' are rephrased sentences. Lets begin!

[1st Part] RECAP

How Jung's attitude towards Seol changed since the beginning of previous year aka flashback year? Jung returned from military service to the 3rd year, Seol returned to the 2nd year; they first met during comeback drink party. Seol got wasted (she can't drink much), picked up thrown ciggarettes from the ground outside (for Bora) and kept side-eyeing Jung all evening (how he spilled drink on clingy girls). Jung's first impression of Seol was bad, around 0 to -1 (she's "pathetic"). Then Seol kept saying hello and smiling to him (he was sunbae and popular/respected as well) but Jung flat out ignored her (thought she's another leecher).

During Jaewoo's study group Seol was the only girl there (they thought she outsmarted other girls and came alone to be closer to Jung); Jung caught her laughing at him (he thought she was mocking him and saw through his "nice sunbae" mask; she was just laughing at her imagination of Jung as aloof prince) and his impression dropped to -5 as he really disliked her now. Seol tripped on waxed floor and Jung caught her saying "Be careful" (not about tripping but about her behaviour towards him).

Seol then badmouthed Jung in public (said he was distanced, chose with whom to mingle, acted a bit fake); he found out about it and started to hate Seol (drop to -8). Seol tripped again and dropped papers, Jung kicked them and said "You keep making mistakes. I told you to be careful" (again not about tripping but about making him seem WEIRD to others in public). So he began to act nice with Seol to make Juyeon (black-haired girl who crushed on Jung) jealous and ruin Seol's life (in study related matters)

Then Younggon badmouthed Jung during basketball game (something like 'Jung pities you clingy people', which was true). When everyone turned their backs on Younggon, who went to talk to him, comfort him with snacks? Seol. Jung saw that and likely thought 'So these Jung haters team up now, huh? They deserve each other'. Jung's hatred for Seol got even bigger (drop to -10). When Younggon came to Jung asking for forgiveness, Jung was tired of his sh*t and wanted to go home already (he sighed and ruffled his hair). Juyeon told Younggon he and Seol would be a great couple; they asked for Jung's opinion and he was like 'Yeah whatever you would look good' with a fake smile to be left alone and not involved in unnecessary rumours and drama. He also didn't stop Inha from taking his phone and writing Younggon (pretending to be Jung and advising to send Seol gifts etc.), because, well, he disliked Seol and couldn't be bothered thinking about her. However, Jung had no idea how far Younggon would go during summer break (stalking, threatening and assaulting Seol).

When Seol came straight to Jung and asked if he really told Younggon Seol liked him (and Jung found out how obsessed Younggon was) Jung was shocked and felt bad. Yes, he hated Seol but didn't wish her to be hurt/threatened. Then Juyeon sent homeless woman to the library where Seol was and Seol got cut with a glass. It was Jung (if I remember correctly) who secretly called security guard to save Seol (yet Seol thought Jung was there knowing what happened and did nothing). Jung was really mad with Juyeon for this.

More things have happened that I forgot a bit, but essentially Jung kept noticing he and Seol are somewhat similar. He overheard her phone call with her parents and learned she was also lonely and not fully appreciated by her family. They both were diligent and hardworking in studying (both often were the ones who were used in team projects and ended up doing most of the work, or even did all work alone so their grade would not be affected by other people's laziness). They disliked petty drama. And found it difficult to speak their worries to others (Seol was too self-conscious and afraid to burden her friends, Jung had no one to speak to at all). So Jung's hatred for Seol started to decrease and he occasionally found himself thinking about her and even smiling when doing that (which made him frustrated and confused).

Jung looked for opportunities to speak with Seol but she always ran away, avoided to be left with him alone. During festival Jung made her a part of his preparation group, assigned her an easy job (sort out boxes) so she wouldn't overwork herself as she usually does and so that they could have time to talk alone. Jung didn't know silverware arrived earlier than planned and those boxes were heavy instead of light (Seol thought Jung gave her that job on purpose, to get back at her and just make her more miserable). While working they kept glancing at each other (Seol saw Jung wipe his sweaty face and cough - he caught a cold and felt really sick, but kept working). As others ran home early avoiding work, finding ridiculous excuses, Jung said Seol will help him clean up, but when everyone left, he told her to go just home (no one will appreciate her sacrifice and hard work, he knew that from experience). Seol wanted to leave, but seeing how Jung was sick, she went into rain to place directions towards their bar space. As she got back to take her bag, she saw Jung cleaned the place and lied back on the sofa, mumbling with fever. She couldn't just leave him there, bought him medicine, placed a wet towel on his head and fell asleep on the other couch. Jung woke up feeling better and was surprised to see Seol who was also sick and grabbed his hand in her feverish sleep (Seol's habit). The way they both tended to each other as both were sick (such caring gesture) made them closer but still confused about each other.

Jung left umbrella to Seol (she didn't take one and got wet while placing directions outside) and next day didn't take it back immediately between lectures so they could speak in person when she returns it, but that plan failed (Seol was too sick to keep running after Jung; she didn't want to be alone with him; the students' pissed her off saying 'Poor Jung, got sick working all alone'). In episode 29 sick Seol mistook Jung as Euntaek and asked him for money (initially 10$, then changed her mind and said 2$ was enough). Jung was happy to help her (he knew Seol wasn't like other students who hanged out with Jung only because of his money; also she approached him first and he hoped now they could talk) and offered 40$ (possibly all the cash he had on him, as Jung seemed to favour his card for paying). However, Seol recognized him and ran away again thinking Jung was showing off his money and pity, humiliating her. He followed her and saw her crouched (she vomited), tried to approach her but couldn't (street between them was drawn as an abyss); during next break Jung bought a health drink for Seol but she collapsed and was carried to the infirmary.

Then this episode happened (explained in detail in 2nd part). After that, Jung found out Seol was taking a study break. He was desperate to keep her at university so he could finally get close to her (it was going to be Jung's last year, so if she took a break, they would likely never meet again). Having no other idea how to do that, Jung blackmailed Assistant Seo to make his research paper dissapear (Assistand Seo had stolen and used Jung's credit card, so Jung gave him a chance to be forgiven; once research paper was gone, Jung's grade would drop, Seol would become first in business department, get the scholarship instead of Jung and stay for another year). Then the first chapter of CITT happens when Jung approaches Seol all smiles and offers to buy her dinner (bomb food and triangle rice). So during this 'realization' period which started after Younggon's assault, Jung's like/dislike bar towards Seol jumped from -10 to a decent 8.

[2nd Part] EPISODE EXPLANATION + JUNG'S MONOLOGUE MISTRANSLATION + CHARACTER DETAILS

This whole chapter is from Jung's POV, so it's a rare opportunity not only to see him behave but also hear what he's thinking. Infirmary part is the breaking point is Seol-Jung relationship: it's Jung's last effort to stop being bothered and confused by his feelings towards Seol; and his utter defeat as his opinion of Seol changed completely. Jung was getting worried of her and her health before, but here we see the extent of it. Jung is super diligent when it comes to studying (a bit later, during their first movie date at the cinema Jung was hangover and asked Seol to wake him up if he falls asleep; but it was Jung who stayed up watching boring historical film without breaking attention because it was homework; while Seol quickly fell asleep). It is absolutely outrageous to see Jung deliberately skip important lecture (which has attendance marks) in the middle of it just to go and see Seol. It shows how much he worried about her without even realizing.

Then Jung quietly stared at Seol for a long time with a serious, cynical face as if criticizing, evaluating. Although Jung has dated many girls before (they asked him out and he said ok), he has never had any romantic feelings for them and had no experience with love. So here Jung tried to rationalize whatever newly experienced softness he was feeling towards Seol, remembering past incidents (how she fell several times and got her hand cut). But his concentration broke as soon as Seol moved and Jung was controlled by the unconscious desire to touch her HAND. Seol woke up (delirious) so Jung put his HAND over her eyes to make her sleep (it mirrors how Seol put her HAND over Jung's eyes to calm his rage after Sangcheol pushed them and Jung hurt his HAND). Seol grabbed Jung's HAND half asleep, thanked he was still there and told him to go already. Since she spoke in banmal (informal language), she must have mistaken Jung for Euntaek again, as she never spoke informally with Jung before. Obviously a HAND motif is extremely important in the story. Seol keeps grabbing people's hands (usually Jung's after they became close, ex. when he asked her to become his girlfriend, during volunteering etc.) because she pushed away grandmother's hand; Seol had her hand cut by homeless woman; Inho got his hand hurt during assault; Jung's habit to tap his fingers when he's thinking. I can say this hand grabbing was one of the deciding elements that defeated Jung and last effort of resistance, but why exactly this gesture has such an impact on him is revealed only at the end of the story.

The part time job paper he found in her pocket softened him more. Jung's monologue is MISTRANSLATED in English version on Webtoon app; in essence Jung said he was frustrated about his feelings towards Seol but now feels better (weird), it means he changed (that's weirder). Seol caused a chaos of emotions inside him and she was the only one who could contain that chaos and bring back peace to his heart. He had no proof they could get along as their relationship was dissapointing so far but he wanted to try once more and make sure of it. He admitted he had never regretted his actions so much as he did now (things he did to Seol). Jung realized he couldn't run away from Seol, was fascinated by her, worried (her call with parents), touched by her kindness (she cared for him at festival), apologetic (she crouched after asking for 2$). Suddenly realization hit Jung like a lightning -  he lost the battle and got taken over by affection and crush towards Seol. Jung fell in love for the first time. And here started his obsession with food and having dinner with Seol.

[3rd Part] MISTRANSLATION OF "SEOL"

Why Jung kept repeating "Seol" like crazy? The way it's translated in English on Webtoon app, there is no difference between Jung addressing Seol as he first got into the infirmary and at the end of the chapter. In original Korean version there is a huge difference. For ex. Seol never adressed Jung as Jung; he was Yoo Jung or Sunbae (the latter even after they started dating). Titles of hierarchy or full names are used between people who are not very close and are in official respectful relationship, mostly professional. Family members, close friends and lovers use banmal (informal speech) and address each other using each other's name (there are exceptions; also Bora and Euntaek also often called Seol as Hong/Hong Seol but it may have been a tease). So people who are very close would usually add ending -ah to other person's name as a form of endearment.

When Jung first entered the infirmary, he adressed Seol formally as "Hong Seol" (a fellow student and hoohae of the same major). But after Jung realized he fell in love with Seol, he smiled and called her name softly as "Seol-ah", suggesting she became a close person to him, a dear friend and a possible future lover. Being first time in love, Jung was fascinated by how lovely it sounds and kept happily repeating it.

AFTERTHOUGHTS

CITT emphasizes the importance of subjectivity of one's point of view. This post was written explaining Jung's point of view, how he saw Seol and judged her behaviour. However the story is written mainly from Seol's point of view, so the reader identifies with her and can clearly understand only her actions and thoughts. Most of the time Jung looks weird, unreadable and suspicious to the reader because Seol sees him like that, affected by her past experiences which were caused by misunderstanding between them (and also because Jung is a complex person in general who on top of that is inexperienced in expressing himself clearly).

Nothing like that would have happened if Jung and Seol had sat down and talked everything out in the beginning. But these two do not openly speak about things. Instead they observe, overthink and internalize, judging people by subjective patterns of their own experience. Seol and Jung are similar in this appproach, only their patterns differ.

Seol grew up nice, diligent, disliked troubles and drama, smiled at sunbaes and was often underappreciated. And Jung was always at the center of attention. Seol thoght it was unfair, but she didn't know that people hanged out with Jung only for his status, money and connections, looking for personal gain. When Seol tried to be nice to Jung because she was just raised like that, Jung thought she was another leecher as he only knew such people.

Money was a touchy issue in Seol's family and she had to work several part time jobs to earn for tuition. Jung never thought about money at all or give it much importance. He was collecting expensive watches because he hd nothing better to do (habit came from the childhood as he was lonely and wanted to have a hobby). His issue was not using money for other people (paying for team dinners; Jung is generous) but for people using him only for money. So when Seol paid for her dinner (like she was raised to do) she thought Jung considered her a fool. Actually, he was impressed and surprised (sge's a first who did that) and even felt a little mocked. So he had no issue to give her more cash than she asked - 'I have money, you need it as you're sick, take it all'. She felt humiliated as if Jung was showing off.

Jung made her part of his festival preparation group only to have a chance to speak with her. She thought he did it to make her life hard. Whatever nice Jung did later, he was misunderstood by Seol as having evil intentions. Even when he "lost his paper" and gave up his scholarship so that she would stay at University, he avoided telling her the truth as Seol could (and eventually did) misunderstand and judge him resorting to blackmail (Seol is very righteous). But she would not open to him or ask him for help otherwise, so Jung had to repeatedly help her from behind the scenes and later get scolded.

Also, I wanted to clarify Jung's line "I'm all you got" from episode 27 that generated a lot of discussions about his 'inappropriate, sketchy and manipulative' behaviour. The sentence does sound creepy, but it was partly the fault of translation. Actually this sentence does not mean Seol has no family or friends and has to rely solely on Jung. It is a mistake to take this one sentence out of context, as the sentence was a continuation of Jung's train of thought about unconditional love and trust; about putting someone always first.

Read the colour coded dialogue below:

Jung Seol

"Next time tell me anything. Even if it's just a suspicion. Didn't we agree to share everything? That night, at my house... We talked about it."

"Yes we did, that conversation. Well, I was suspicious of him (Sangcheol) for being a thief so I had to be cautious."

"Seol, when you get suspicious, you had a good reason to be. You can tell me."

"What? How can you be so sure? Aren't you trusting me a little too much?"

"Of course. Who else would believe you and take your side if not me? See? I'm all you got."

Jung never experienced unconditional love and trust; his father never put Jung, his son, first above everything else. Jung was told to give beloved picture frame (mom's treasure) to a boy who simply liked it. Father told Jung to stop whining and be nice - apparently how other people saw Jung was more important than what Jung wanted. Jung's father considered him weird and the lack of trust was expressed by making Baek twins spy on Jung and report back (twins were manipulated too). Father even seemed to like twins' company better than Jung's as father was always smiling and laughing around them, but giving Jung a cold shoulder and scorned face. In Jung's mind, he was never first to Inho too although they were best friends. Jung went to see Inho's favourite musician and get autograph in Inho's name. And Inho kept reporting to Jung's father about Jung, laughed about father liking him more than Jung and caused a scandal about being a second son in the family. People at work and University also don't care about Jung as a person, only about his status in society.

Seol's life is different, she has family and friends yet she can relate to Jung a lot too. In episode 29 Seol said: "No matter how hard I try, there is someone else who's on a whole different level from the beginning. Do I really need to feel this way even at school?" and a picture of Seol's brother Joon appeared. Seol was never put first too - her brother as the only son in the family was the most important. Grandma used to favour Joon and bring him more snacks. Parents sent him to USA to study (Seol also wanted that) and sent him money frequently but Joon stopped his studies and went home. Meanwhile, Seol took a break and had several jobs to earn money for her tuition. No one at home asked how she felt, what she wanted; no one noticed how sick she was (father said no one around the house was useful). Seol had Bora and Euntaek but they had their own problems at home and Seol couldn't find strength to tell them everything thst bothered her. This lead Seol to keep stuff to herself and just brace through it alone.

For Jung, Seol is his girlfriend, the girl he loves and by far the closest person he has. Despite rocky start she eventually tried to know him behind the façade. She bought him a watch (he collects them) with her scarce savings when her time, interest and honesty were more than enough for him. After arguing she would still come and try to work it out and understand him (the night they talked at Jung's house). She often worried about him to the point where she thought she would trouble him with her "small" problems. So that's what Jung talked about - he wanted Seol to share even the smallest worries with him, not bottle everything inside. When friends can be very close, they both are a couple. For Jung couple means people who are ultimate, the most important for each other. "I'm all you got" means "the ultimate/the last one/ the only one to remain with you when everyone turns their backs on you and leaves". It means that as her boyfriend, Jung is the only one who ALWAYS puts Seol first above others, supports her and is on her side no matter what, even if she is wrong or mistaken. That is unconditional love and trust they haven't experienced from their family and friends, so have to give to each other instead.

END

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