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endlessmidnights · 7 months

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I hate when people say suicide is the easy way out, they have no idea the pain you must be in to want to end your own life

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gramnel · 7 months

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#obsessed with older merthur #merlin #bbc merlin #merthur #king arthur #arthur pendragon #merlin fanart #art #artists on tumblr #my art #I'm so not normal about them #also! let me know if you want a speedpaint of one of these? i have saved everything (i hope strongly)#i swear to god I'll eat them!!! im screaming every time i think about older merthur #if i ever disappear it means im reading dc comics alright

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turrondeluxe · 9 months

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kinda based on the fact that comic miguel physically handles people really gently and gabriel is probably not used to that at all because. stranded brothers

#gabriel is going LET ME GO in spanish at the end btw #i keep disappearing from everywhere else that isn't twtitter..my bad #i just go crazy writing about my favorite characters there lmao #gabriel o'hara #miguel o'hara #spiderman 2099 #atsv #my art #animatic

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lem0nademouth · 6 months

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thinking about how fucking resilient Jews are.

thinking about my great grandparents in romania, raised in a land colonized by the same empire that sent them to the balkans, still working as tailors and butchers like their ancestors had for generations.

thinking about them stowing away on ships to america so their children could live to see adulthood.

thinking about how many other five foot two bookworms have been in my family. i know i’m not the first, and i certainly hope i won’t be the last.

thinking about how many seders my family has held throughout history, how many “next year in jerusalem”s were shouted. it hasn’t happened yet, but maybe it will.

thinking about the women who passed down kabbalah to their children while witches burned in the next village over. how many mothers kept literal magic alive.

thinking about how every single person that lived before me, every branch of my family tree, had to choose to survive. living has always been in the present progressive for Jews; every breath they took was a choice to fight just a little longer.

i come from people who survived the spanish inquisition, the soviet union, the Shoah, the judeo-roman wars, ottoman imperialism, the rise and fall of so many empires i cannot name them all, and the only uniting factor is them. they taught their toddlers the sh’ma and lit candles and read books and sewed clothes and spun linen and cured meat and davened and smiled and laughed and they did that for two thousand years. ten years ago i became the first bat mitzvah in my family line. the first woman in my family to read from the torah.

i hope they’re proud. i hope i was worth it for them.

#jumblr #big feelings!#jewish joy #i refuse to assimilate for goyische comfort #i am jewish and i will always be jewish and i always have been jewish and my children will be jewish and their children will be jewish #we will not disappear because our existence complicates your worldview #i am not a jew with trembling knees #ngl i cried while writing this #im just so tired of proving my humanity day in and day out #i keep telling myself that we will outlive them #we will outlive their hatred #i will keep my door open like avraham and sarah and i will let them sit at my table when they are ready #i will not let their hatred make me hateful

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maomango-doodle · 9 months

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(13 pages) Forlorn

#trigun #trigun stampede #millions knives #on an episode of “how much can i woobify knives :D”#his character is interesting to explore. so much loneliness mixed with strong emotions repressed behind a cold facade #i wondered how he would react to the realization that he misses vash #if he brings his plans to fruition then they'll be reunited -- that's what he tells himself #maybe to keep the loneliness at bay but sometimes it catches up to him #i thought maybe this cold and perfect facade knives parades would shatter and the “ugly” emotions hidden behind would spill out #which would be smth out of his control. and knives hates it. or deep down is terrified of it #smth smth knives seeing vash in his reflection on a stolen red plant #and oh #oh he's PISSED #he let a part of himself break. he showed weakness. and over what? over vash?? but hes doing everything for HIM #he thinks -- so it's vash's fault he's losing his composure right?#it's vash's fault he's distracted from what could reunite them. his fault knives is doing all of this. feeling all of this #using vash as a scape goat for his own emotional turmoil #and that piano be damned. it's a monolith of his loneliness #if only it could all disappear-- the piano-- the cold-- the memories-- the weight on his heart-- the FEAR #there's smth about his rage being rooted in fear that intrigues me #fear of remaining alone-- fear of the hurricane of his own emotions-- fear of time passing and loss of control #then his hood falls off and he's left vulnerable and exposed #also i like the idea of knives looking pretty when he's composed but when he shows strong emotions he turns ugly and wrinkly #comic #i forgot it was in my drafts lol also not kv btw ^^#Thank you for reading! :3 #shinxo art #shinxo comic

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itsdefinitely · 18 days

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fun times

#general john macnamara #wilbur cross #tickle me wiggly #hatchetfield #id in alt text #definitely art #came up with this comic while my apple pencil was broken #and proceeded to ferment until i got a new one #i wrote the id in a kind of story format but if you want me to change it let me know #and now i disappear for the next few weeks 👍#tw gun

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spookybeandoodle · 2 months

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I decided I hate myself and will post this when no one will probably see it but that’s okay cause I’m sick and have a hard time sleeping.

Anyways hi I doodled two listeners and a bad bitch. You decide what type of bad I don’t care. I dont really go here anymore but I doodled them so here.

#I come back and then disappear #let’s see how long it’ll take for me to disappear this time #redacted audio #redacted asmr #redacted asmr alexis #redacted bright eyes #redacted treasure #might post more fanart in the future since even though I’m not that into redacted anymore I still like the aus and character designs

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scribz-ag24 · 8 months

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I wonder if Grovyle's comment about himself not trusting people easily was refering to him not trusting hero and partner with a bit of crucial information.

#been thinking about grovyle's relationship with hero and partner today #when in the cliff sunrise scene he says partner's love for hero is like the one grovyle felt........i wonder if thats when he realized #he couldnt tell them the full truth...#pmd2 #grovyle #dusknoir #pmd hero #pmd partner #my art #fr the fact he could never open up completely to hero and partner. not enough time. not enough confidence in them agreeing to disappear.#but then him opening up to dusknoir......maybe the first person he opens up to since celebi #(let me be im being delusional)

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puppetmaster13u · 6 months

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Thinking of cryptid Batfam and them like, pretending to be straight up feral. Like never speaking human language or anything and building up their vigilante outfits to look as natural and Creachur as possible. You know what, give 'em wings and such too. Mechanical ones that started more like gliders but developed more and more into proper ones as they tested things.

But I just want justice league or other Outsiders (Potential crossovers perhaps?) to venture into Gotham to investigate the really high crime-rate, or maybe it's after No Man's Land where they're trying to figure out what happened. Only to start hearing whispers about these beasts that appear each night.

#cryptid batfam #cryptid batman #batman au #gotham #prompts #au idea #whatever it counts as #dc crossover #dcu #dc #Signal definitely pretends to be the bat signal brought to life #Uses his light powers to disappear the moment the bat signal is about to be turned on (probably has cameras on it lol)#Maybe a zeta tube or something similar for him to just appear if someone tries to mess with the bat signal #remind me to elaborate later #batman #let them go feral

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beanghostprincess · 16 days

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Sanji and Usopp during The Sabaody Incident™ won't leave my mind.

Usopp standing in front of Sanji protectively because he is wounded and he can't fight, so Usopp will do it for him ("I'll do what you can't do").

There is just something about Sanji's expression when he realizes he might actually lose Usopp. This is my interpretation, at least. He is literally frightened.

Usopp helping Sanji stand up to run away. This is crucial for something I want to point out later: Sanji needs help to stand up. (Also, Brook disappears trying to protect them both and saying he will do anything to save them even if it costs him his life. I am feeling sick).

Sanji being self-sacrificing and blaming himself for not being able to protect them/act sooner is not new. But he does manage to gain the strength to fight when Usopp is the only one left with him and the possibility of losing him is even more real now.

The thing that I love the most about this is not Sanji sacrificing himself for Usopp, because he does that. He is like that. But Usopp not running away or moving in the slightest because he refuses to leave Sanji on his own.

Something I'd like to point out too is that Sanji actually touches Kuma before Usopp disappears. He tries to fight and protect him and Kuma could've easily sent Sanji to Momoiro Island right away, and yet Sanji was just sent flying far from the scene and forced to see Usopp disappear in front of him.

And I am not saying that "not being able to protect both Brook and Usopp (especially Usopp) is needed for Sanji to realize he has to become stronger and find more reasons to go back with the crew" but not being able to protect both Brook and Usopp (especially Usopp) is needed for Sanji to realize he has to become stronger and find more reasons to go back with the crew.

Not to mention that we can't deny (right after Water 7/Enies Lobby) that Usopp is one of Sanji's strongest bonds within the crew. This specific scene focusing on them both is more than enough to prove it.

Sanji seeing Usopp disappear in front of his eyes without being able to do anything to save him.

Remember what I said about Sanji needing help to stand up seconds ago? Well. This is him the moment Usopp disappears. What adrenaline and the power of love do to a mf.