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andallthatmishigas · 2 years

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Kinda fucked up to realize you’re not the main character in your own life.

#i don’t WANT to be bitter and full of longing and loneliness #i really am trying #but it isn’t working #and maybe it’ll never work #maybe this is what I’m supposed to do #I’m just supposed to be here for everyone else #and be isolated and alone when I’m not of use #maybe I just have to accept that instead of trying for more #when I’ll just never have more

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anniilaugh · 6 months

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”So.. somebody forgot to mention it’s their birthday, huh.” 💚💛

#it’s marimo’s bday yay #roronoa zoro #black leg sanji #zosan #one piece #zoro #sanji #anniinart #sketches #lol these were supposed to be a part of a different story but who cares #and the art styles don’t even match hah I’m just enjoying drawing what ever atm #might draw this scene into a comic I had something more angsty in mind #also goddamn maybe I’ll need to use reference next time lmao how do beefy guys work zoro you’re too much for me #dude just keeps getting wider

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 year

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Whatever Man and Whatever Sword

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #season 1 #wei wuxian #lan wangji #jiang cheng #lwj gets so fired up about wwx disrespecting his swords name #I suppose its like taking the lord’s name in vain. It being a ‘spiritual sword’ and all #god you knnow that if wwx continued as a cultivator he would have pissed off people for his laisser-faire attitude #maybe it was always in the cards that he was to be ‘twink to be obliterated’ of the century #maybe if he took things seriously he would notice he’s about to be dragged underwater!#of all the scenes I cut/could have done a comic on #the subian name bit in the audio drama was 1) very funny to me and 2) it does have some significance later on #i sure do oscilate wildly between thinking about plot vs thinking about parody #ah well; this one was fun to draw. Hands are still kicking my ass #maybe because i’m drawing them so small? but even in my larger drawing practice im still deep in the wonk zone #poorly drawn hands of mdzs it what they’ll call me

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puppyeared · 9 months

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Thinking about my old pkmn ask blog

#I’m not really active in the community anymore but more because I grew away from it #I think about coming back a lot but Im not really sure what id do lol. I mean I think my storytelling and writing #skills have somewhat improved. but i still really really suck at making endings #although maybe I could make it like something that resolves the main problem and then just open for any interactions..#….fuck. I’m actually considering it now. I love impulsiveness 🧍#ugh but the other problem was that I would slowly stop updating as the dopamine slowed down and then just abandoned it altogether #multiple times in fact. since I’m the one making the content and not consuming it eeeuuhhgggghuhuhhhhhhh #this lil guy was supposed to have a story around his estranged family and his own problem with identity. I think I could still pick it up #i suck at writing edgy aloof dialogue so it always felt a little stilted or off when I wrote his dialogue. but I love him #myart #my art #oc #pokemon ask blog #pokeask #moss eevee #pokemon

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static-scribblez · 5 months

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“Man this edible weak asf I ain’t feeling shiiii……”

#that’s basically the vibe I’m getting from this lmao #bro for some reason he looks so uncanny here #and that’s coming from someone who rarely gets affected by the uncanny valley #like I know that’s angel dust - that’s the character I know and (used to) love #but my brain just seems to refuse to recognise him here #first off there’s just something abt his face that looks so off #maybe it’s the lips or the eyebrows idk #secondly.. dear god those hands #i don’t know what it is about those hands but they do not look like they supposed to be that big and human like #I was hopeful abt hazbin hotel I was willing to give it a go and prayed that it would be better than hb #but after seeing some of the newest images I don’t think I’m looking forward to this show anymore #charlie stfu #hazbin hotel critical #hazbin hotel criticism #hazbin critical #hazbin critique #vivziepop critical #vivziepop criticism

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why-the-heck-not · 25 days

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I miss my dear sweet buddy python that u can just sort of fuck around & find out. With C++ it’s fuck around & …

…”so u have chosen DEATH??”

#funnily enough my problem isn’t exactly with C++ currently #it’s this fuckin incomprehensible assignment instruction #even I don’t know what I’m supposed to be doing so how can I tell my poor old computer exactly what to do #istg surprisingly big chunk of coding is trying to figure out what the fuck it is that ppl want from you I hate this sometimes #like why the fuck can’t u just make it clear what we’re supposed to do this is stupid enough as is #’’time how long it takes’’ how long WHAT takes ?????????#ppl have been in the course gc asking but guess!! guess!!!!! if they gave a clear answer #’’time it so u can answer the questions’’ motherfuckerrrr i dont know what u want me to answer to bc idk what functionality u want like fUc #but like some ppl have gotten it so maybe I’m just dumb !! :)#very probable I fucking don’t get it #april 2024 #2024

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scrimblyscrorblo · 2 months

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I originally wanted to have Hanako do a cute giggle and I made her menacing, a bit ooc for her but alas

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blended-ice · 7 months

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what if I became a multifandom art blog

#obviously I’d still remain as mainly a yoi centric blog #I’ve been insane about yoi for 7 years I’m hardly gonna stop now #that’s a third of my life right there #it might be fun to just also start including fanart of other fandoms I’ve drawn but not posted #and maybe some oc’s if I’m feeling zesty #but see I don’t know #should I just create an entirely new blog and then put my art there????#but then what do I do with all the art I already have here #and then it feels weird to separate my drawings from yoi yknow #also I’d have to make a whole new watermark which is ew #but yeah I’ve been wanting to post some good omens and d20 things but haven’t been sure how to go about doing that #something to think about I suppose

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brookheimer · 11 months

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okay i think i’m alone in my shiv take LOL i’m going to hush up for a while and see what people are saying and think on the ending some but right now i just… do not understand the last 30 or so minutes from shiv’s perspective and the last 10 are downright baffling. trying very hard not to feel like succession just 180’d everything that’s been good about the shiv writing this season (and in general but esp this season) but every time i think ab the last tomshiv scene my stomach turns grotesquely

#literally the one thing they could’ve done to make me feel :/ on tomshiv #like maybe i just need to think on it some but the decisions shiv made re: tom/matsson but esp tom made 0 sense to me #just did not make sense as things she of all people would do #shiv’s key motivation has never been power it has been RESPECT. time and time again she has fucked up possibilities for power because she’s #felt disrespected. so why exactly did she- ok yknow what no i’m gonna sleep on it. i’ll talk later #don’t wanna say anything dumb #but. seemed like they wanted to make a point with shiv so bad they forgot her fundamental fear: not being respected or taken seriously #and boy oh boy did she willingly subject herself to the most devastating respect-less fate conceivable: trophy wife to the man who fucked #you over twice in a row and ended up being CEO despite that being the job you wanted and were somewhat supposed to get your entire life #and literally TWO SECONDS after the betrayal too. immediately going back to him #bizarre and very unshiv. she would rather die than publicly subject herself to that specific form of humiliation and interpersonal #powerlessness #ok i’ll shut up. agh #of all the things i feared in the finale this wasn’t even one #oyyyy vey #succession #succession spoilers #casey shut the fuck up about shiv roy

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toothpaste-for-the-skin · 5 months

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Been doing a rewatch of random Ninjago episodes/seasons and live tweeting about it on a priv twitter

#Ninjago #my ancient Ninjago hyper fixation #I just keep it contained or else I’ll draw Ninjago fanart and get even more distracted from what I’m supposed to be working on #I mean ig I can do what I want #but still #ramblings #ninjago spoilers #maybe

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thanksgiving-isnt-ur-fav-holiday · 6 months

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need someone to explain celebrity crushes to me. like i understand thinking a celebrity is attractive. i have experienced that. but like,,, do you guys want to fuck the celebrities you’re attracted to??

#sorry thinking about this bc of all the josh hutcherson edits #like do you guys want to fuck josh hutcherson or is it something else #maybe its bc i’m gay and/or ace but like i feel like there’s something i’m not getting #i’m literally in love with beyoncé and i think she’s the most gorgeous woman on earth but i don’t *want* her if that makes sense #what am i supposed to tag this with #josh hutcherson #celebrities #ace #asexuality #asexual #lgbt #lgbtq #lgbtqia

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quibbs126 · 5 months

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I wish I had Tomodachi Life

Earlier I was imagining what I would do for ships (since my plan is to make the entire island Cookie Run characters), since from what I recall you can only do romances with the opposite genders. Like if I wanted to do wildchip, would I have to make one of them female?

But then I remembered, I don’t actually have Tomodachi Life, so I shouldn’t really hypothesize on a game I don’t even have

#maybe I can go to Game Stop either tomorrow or during the weekday and see #it’s unlikely but maybe #but anyways so what would I do for Dark Choco?#he’s got a lot of gay ships so do I make him female?#but I also like darkpeach so should I just keep him male?#I don’t know #I also don’t know who I’d gender swap for espresseline #if I do that ship #though I suppose it also depends on who the Miis actually want to be with #so just randomly assign genders and see who ends up with what?#I’m getting carried away #tomodachi life #cookie run #video games #random stuff

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puppyeared · 1 year

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I made a lmk oc

#they’re supposed to be some sort of experiment to see if people could recreate Sun Wukongs stone egg. the goal was to make a more controlled #and tame version using carved wood and cultivation. but eventually they got worried about it becoming too powerful and scrapped it #eventually they come to life and live in the abandoned temple they were built in #their bottom half is made of wood because when they came to life their creator/s left them unfinished when they scrapped the project #they had to carve the rest of their body out of hunger and frustration because they couldn’t eat or move much by crawling on their top half #this is also why they spite their creators and hate irresponsible creation. because of abandonment issues and feeling like they have no #purpose or direction in life #their power is also very limited to due being man made since they were originally a wood carving #meo gave me the idea but one reason would be because they’re half finished. the sculpture was still half stump so it was completely untouche #that half can channel power in its raw form but the other half cannot once it’s been carved by man #so technically they could have the same level or potential for power as the stone but that was dampened #the other thing is how they were created to be a duplicate or recreation of a stone monkey and a celestial looked at that and was like #‘we’re not doing that again’ LMAO #i think the case of them carving their own legs doesn’t take away their power though. that balance was made #before they came to life so carving the legs or not can’t affect it anymore. like making a cake and slicing it #their energy levels are also naturally low because of that so their movements are sluggish and they aren’t very active overall #constantly lying in the sun to charge their batteries and get some stuff done. just like me fr #I actually don’t know what I’m gonna do with this character besides Put Them In Situations with other ppls ocs.. so if you have #a lmk oc you have been warned /lh /j #I wanna make some backstory art for them though.. maybe even the animatic treatment if I can get through dear wormwood which is 25 #SECONDS OUT OF 3 MIN BTW #doodles #Lego Monkie kid #lmk #Monkie kid #lmk oc #monkie kid oc #myart #my art #xin ya

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bimbosupreme · 8 months

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#ashiya douman #fgo #it was supposed to be a doodle and then I just kinda spiraled as usual #now my ass is awake at 3 am #REGARDLESS #love me some tearing ur heart out of ur chest #it’s the demon heart ascension items ofc Douman isn’t exactly human nor servant nor shadow nor beast #but u know what douman is?? my friend that’s right #I’m not making sense I’m going to bed #what was my art tag again uhhh oh ya]mine #mine #there yay #aaaaaa uhmmmm I guesssss the vibe for thissss isssss #he’s offering u his heart in a normal way ya]#also at 3 am #do u accept his offer he said I offer u my heart and then recreates a mortal kombat fatality or ‘/…. ummm maybe it’s like……#THEYR3 BEING FRI3NDLY #they also rly enjoy ur company yayaya #everyone say hi douman 👋 ✨

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classical-vanity · 1 day

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There’s days when I really feel like a failure/ disappointment because I think everyone had pretty high expectations of me growing up and I feel like I’ve done nothing with my life

#i feel like it’s always just been assumed I’ll do well in life #because I did pretty well in school early on #but that was always just because i had to #it just felt like my duty to do well so I did #doing bad in school was not really an option #i was also called ambitious when i was young #but I never felt ambitious #again I just did what i had to do in my eyes #to be ambitious i think you need to work towards something #and I never knew what I wanted to do #i think I’ve always been sort of lost #and i see people I grew up with that seem to be doing so much better #and it makes me feel very inadequate and mediocre #I think it’s mostly bad brain bc idk these people anymore idk how their lives are for real #i always feel like i have to do more and what I do is not enough #but like half of last year all i had energy for was surviving day to day #idek what i’m supposed to be doing really #maybe I’m just a boring mediocre person and it is what it is at the end of the day #this is too long but whatever #tbd likely

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kicktwine · 7 months

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So how was stormblood? I know it's very hit or miss for people, so what're your thoughts?

I understand why it’s hit or miss! It — to get to the point i would be straight up lying if I said I was an unbiased consumer because I’m not, I’m a coastal American mid 20s rando with a Lot of very current cultural baggage around concepts like patriotism and freedom. And Hamilton references. It all has a sweet and strong and very anti-occupation message (along with themes I very much enjoy dissecting like the constant assertion that it Doesn’t Have To Be This Way, or the expansion into You may not understand this person but you must be able to accept them,) but when combined with Stormblood’s shakier coherence in writing and dialogue and pacing, it comes off as A Bit Off. to me. And I think it missed ever so slightly just due to how it was all structured and set up with the characters we have and motivations we have because the stuff OUTSIDE or Adjacent to the main story, despite how out of place it could feel, was structured great!! Like the Kojin and the Ananta trial and the Kugane mishaps and trying to murder Zenos twice and the ghost ship. Could the main structure have come across very well yes absolutely! It does it on and off it succeeds in there often! But sometimes it doesn’t. I can see a lot of where concepts were promised and not fully delivered, pacing was a bit off, things just happened without really belonging there (despite how much I loved Susano, he could have been better structured. same with many instances and also I feel like the unethical science should have been MORE IMPORTANT THAN IT — maybe it comes back. Who is that scientist.), sometimes dialogue felt somewhat canned. I feel like in a consequences-heavy expansion, many things just didn’t have important consequences, which was very strange

HOWEVER! I cannot give the new gameplay features abd dungeons any crap they are all SO GOOD. And so PRETTYYYYY. And there were so many solo duties that ruled! Every dungeon in this expansion was like whoa this is a PLACE im in you know what I mean??? I’m in a place that’s big and there’s people and there’s NEW MECHANICS and active time maneuvers (??!!!!!!!) and unique fights! I can jump on the roofs in Kugane! And, mind you, when the dialogue was good, it was good. Lyse has a fantastic voice actor. Alisaie is my favorite girl elf creature in thw world. Estinien is like the best p- the guy ever. also m’naago is my new friend. The tower was a great part of sb to me despite my singular gripe. I think Zenos’— I know it’s controversial to some people because he does assume your wol to be a bit more murderous than some people would prefer their characters be and doesn’t take no for an answer, but his um speech did something to my brain a little bit

ON that note the ending was very fast?????? Or like — not FAST, but I wasn’t expecting Zenos or Shinryu to go down in one fight. Two co-op fights, right next to each other. I kind of wanted to beat him up myself. And when Zenos was so impossible to beat before. I was expecting both of them to be WAY harder. Though Shinryu is a COOL fight I’d do the royal menagerie again in a second. I was kind of expecting a three stage trial? Like Nidhogg? I love going into space hiiii big dragon where were you this whole time… u were shafted… but u could not be suffered to live so. Maybe if we’d gotten an instance of fighting the dragon alone after beating the trial?? Could have been Themes. I don’t know

anyways no I can’t quite pin it down, but I’ve said it before I think they had the outline for the story and then built it and went oh this is too much and not enough at the same time and got stuck writing the whole thing after getting stuck in the story they already had. A COMMENDABLE job for getting turned around like that, way better than a lot of video games stories out there, good gameplay and areas that didn’t feel too empty. glances at coerthas falcons nest area. I think the ways they did the exploration thing was good, having us venture further into occupied territory etc, but so much exploration stuff felt oneoff and not there to do much for someone who has been skipping almost all of the side content except stuff I’ve been told is good. It almost felt like they were Trying New Stuff a lot, and some of it succeeded some of it failed. Such is trying stuff!! Such is trying to imitate what you had while making something new and exciting! And I can’t fault them for that

so like — putting aside the fact that I haven’t done post-sb which is like missing 40% of the Thing according to past expansions and my thoughts very well might change, i would 100% do the fights again, maybe watch some cutscenes, but I don’t think I’d NG+ this one. where is that lady selling buuz it is a CRIME i did not get to have any buuz let me buy one yoshi p

#hi Zenos I’m not going to go get tea with you but would you like to drown in a swamp with our antlers locked until someone’s head gets #ripped off and the other guy has to carry it staring at him for the rest of his miserable existence #play game #I can’t stand you as a horrible person or cancerous political presence. I bet you want to rip my throat out about it #u want me to fight you so bad it makes you look stupid #stormblood spoilers #maaah I don’t want to put my thoughts in main tags I’m writing a 30 minute high school English essay. Just grabbing thoughts and going #the more I think about it the more I think shinryu NEEDED a second one player fight #every other final fight has been multiple tri- wait well. Hm. Nidhogg was a patch quest.#no I stand by it the final HW fight was a cliffhanger so u knew a bigger fight was coming. Shinryu needed a second stage you had to fight #alone with your teeth and claws. Kill the eikon yourself; eikon-slayer. what else could you do. Nothing #nothing but kill it #This was always meant for you #maybe with Zenos inside losing control of it? maybe with him snarling at us the whole time. idk idk #I am starting to feel embarrassed for typing so much and having raw unrefined thoughts so that means I have to hit post #AND SHINRYU WAS SUPPOSED TO BE STRONGER THAN BAHAMUT I don’t know

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