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slytherin-girly · 1 year

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You belong with Me/ A Draco Malfoy x reader one-shot

House: u choose

A/n: reference to Taylor Swifts, "You belong with me" song

You can send me requests that have to do with a song if you didn't know :)

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{3rd person pov}

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset

She's going off about something that you said

'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

Y/n was finishing up a drawing somewhere where she was away from people when she heard to people arguing.

"Draco! How could you say that to her!" Astoria hissed at her boyfriend Draco.

"Does it matter that much to you! Merlin" Draco groaned.

"Yes! I am your girlfriend last time I recalled!" She hissed again.

"Take a joke Astoria" Draco said walking away.

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night

I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like

And she'll never know your story like I do

Draco and Y/n have been best friends since babies. They were raised together. But then Astoria came in the picture. Always complaining that her life is so hard, and that Draco's life is easy. She'll never know Draco's story like Y/n does. That's for sure.

Y/n was in her room listening to her type of music the complete opposite of whatever dear Astoria Greengrass had liked.

But she wears short skirts

I wear T-shirts

She's Cheer Captain, and I'm on the bleachers

Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find

That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

Y/n was once again walking to class and there was Astoria, wearing her short short skirts. Y/n sighed looking down. All she was wearing was a baggy-ish t-shirt and some black leggings with her Y/h/c robes.

Y/n had always secretly wished that she was Astoria. She had always liked Draco until she came into the picture. She just wished that Draco would at least have taken some interest in her.

Astoria took Draco for granted that's a given. She treated him more like a house-elf instead of her boyfriend.

Y/n however always thought that if he was her boyfriend he wouldn't be treated like a house-elf. Never.

If you could see that I'm the one

Who understands you

Been here all along

So, why can't you see?

You belong with me

Astoria went back to her dorm and so did Y/n. She went to her bathroom and locked the door.

All she needed right now was a hot bath.

She sat there thinking. Why was he with her in the first place? She's a bloody git. Doesn't even understand him. Heck no one does, except me. Not even his own father for heavens sake.

Walk in the streets with you in your worn-out jeans

I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be

Laughing on a park bench thinking to myself

Hey, isn't this easy?

Y/n had decided to go up to the astronomy tower and maybe try and catch some peace there.

She saw Draco was already there sitting, admiring the moon and stars.

"Hey Draco." I said sitting down beside him.

"Oh hey Y/n, didnt think you'd be up here"

"I thought the same thing"

Soon they were telling jokes to each other and laughing at others antics in class.

And you've got a smile

That can light up this whole town

I haven't seen it in a while

Since she brought you down

You say you're fine, I know you better than that

Hey, what you doing with a girl like that?

It was one of the first times in ages that Y/n had seen Draco smile. His smile was adorable. Y/n found herself wishing to be the person to make him smile every day. That smile could light up Y/n's whole day.

Their laughter died down, and Y/n asked a question. "Sooo how are things with you and Astoria?"

"Oh- erm- fine" He coughed afterward.

Y/n always thought what he would be doing with a terrorizing git. Heck she thought Pansy Parkinson was better, and Pansy is a nightmare.

She wears high heels

I wear sneakers

She's Cheer Captain, and I'm on the bleachers

Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find

That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

There she was again wearing her new heels. Y/n had felt like trash compared to her. Y/n just had on a pair of normal sneakers that costed no more than 30 dollars in the muggle world.

If you could see that I'm the one

Who understands you

Been here all along

So, why can't you see?

You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your backdoor

All this time how could you not know, baby?

You belong with me

{Flashback}

It had been raining one night and Y/n had decided to go to Draco's.

When she got there she through little rocks and pebbles at his window.

Once he saw Y/n, he quickly came downstairs and let her in.

"What are you doing here Y/n!" Draco hissed, "c'mon let's get you dried up, dont want you to get sick now do we"

{End of flashback}

Oh, I remember you driving to my house

In the middle of the night

I'm the one who makes you laugh

When you know you're 'bout to cry

And I know your favorite songs

And you tell me 'bout your dreams

Think I know where you belong

Think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one

Who understands you?

Been here all along

So, why can't you see?

You belong with me

It had been official. Draco and Astoria had broken up only about a month ago. Y/n gave him his time. But she was secretly overjoyed. He had broken it off with her one night in common room saying that he was in love with someone else.

Standing by and waiting at your backdoor

All this time how could you not know, baby?

You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe

You belong with me?

You belong with me

Draco and Y/n were up at the astronomy tower once again.

"Y/n, you know why I broke it off with Astoria right?"

She hummed I response.

"Well- you see- that person I was, no am in love with is well- uhm- you Y/n." He stammered out.

"Really?" Y/n questioned.

"Really Y/n. You belong with me." Draco said.

"Forever and always?" Said Y/n.

"Forever and always."

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imaginationlover101 · 1 year

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Trust Issues

Austin Butler x reader

A/N: Loosley based of the Weekends song "Trust Issues"

Summary: Austin & Y/N have been best friends since birth, & after the breakup of her on and off again ex boyfriend, Austin wants to show her how much shes worth, but doesnt get the chance.

I simply couldnt take it anymore, it had been the 3rd time in 4 months that he called "quits", because he didnt see us working out anymore. You would think that after the 2nd time I would become wise, but I was too in love to notice. I didnt want to believe that the only guy I loved was too much of a jerk to notice.

I should of listened to Austin, more then I gave on. The simple yes and no's wasnt cutting it at this point. Even though he's my best friend I didnt want to believe him, because when your in love eveything seems blind. But deep down I knew that the only problem there was, was me. I needed to get over the guy that broke my heart too many times to count.

In one way I would assume thats how I ended up at Austin's penthouse. With all the breakups and heartaches Austin always seemed to fix it all, even with his own troubles hes always seemed to fix mine. So heartbroken and teary eyed I waited until the elevator opened to reveal Austin's apartment.

Standing in the archway door almost waiting for the elevator door to open, Austin stood holding two arms full of different flavor ice creams and blankets. For a moment I was stuck in the elevator waiting for my own two feet to move, but for a moment there was nothing. The closing door reminded me of my own presences and from there I emerged into Austin's home.

Dressed in grey sweatpants and favorite black sweatshirt, Austin placed the items in his hands onto the table besides him and stared at me from the hallway door. I was ready to let all my worries go and leave my troubles at home, but I knew that there was an underlying promblem. "Dont say it Austin."

Huffing Austin comes closer taking my jacket off moving it to the kitchen chair. Fixing the jacket over the chair almost caressing it (a nervous habit of his) Austin starts to reply. "Oh you mean how he left you for god knows how many times this month, I just don't get it Y/N."

"What happend to the sympathy over the phone Austin?" Raising my voice the slightest I remarked in a sarcatisic tone. In one way I couldn't disagree with him, I did get back together with a guy who broke my heart way too many time, but a little sympathy would be nice. I knew Austin was my best friend but I wanted comfort now more then conflict. Besides he was the one who told me to come over to his apartment, I wouldn't of came if I knew there was going to be arguments.

Letting go of the chair, Austin begins to pace in his tracks until he looks at me in an almost parental tone, "You don't see it do you?" Austin and his analogies, for a moment I wish he would just be upfront instead of trying to make me think of what I was doing wrong.

"He's using you Y/N." Rolling my eyes I knew he pulled it too far. Moving my way into the living room (not wanting to get too angry over the subject), I began to fix the curtains tangled up at the end of the rod. "No he's not Austin, he just has no one else."

Throwing his fingers through his hair, Austin throws his head back following me into the living room. Taking some of the cloth out of my hands, Austin begins to take over the tangled mess of curtains dropping them on the floor, embracing my hands instead. "Listen to me Y/N your too good to him, get out of his trap before he pulls you too far in."

Dropping his hands, my heart started to hurt ever more. I didnt want to push Austin away because of my manipulative ex boyfriend, but I didnt know what to do. The main reason I got back together with my ex was because Austin was dating a "new" girl. In all honesty something inside me loved my ex, but the feelings I held for Austin are stronger. But watching the guy you love be a relationship with someone else , hurts more then a shitty boyfriend who lies most of the time.

Looking at the hands that I dropped (the true ones I loved) I began to walk to the couch. The couch provided so much comfort from hurt and reminded me of the good times Austin and I spent during the winter days.

Hearing a sigh come from the window view, Austin begins to make his way over to the side of the couch, sitting next to my spot. "Its just that-" Watching his face fall before he can say the words, Austin gathers my hands in his and stares at them for a moment before saying a word. "Nervermind Y/N im sorry it's my fault I'll drop it. You know I'm your best friend, and I can't keep seeing you getting hurt like this. I'm sorry I got worked up, but I cant keep on seeing you break yourself over some scumb who doesnt deserve your time."

Rubbing my sock clad feet against the rug out a nervous habit too afraid to make any other moves. I tried to avoid Austin's blue eyes, and the way he was staring at me. "I know he treats me like crap Austin, but I'm scared."

Austin's face distorts and immediately gets tense thinking the worse out of the situation. Unlike the harsh parental tone that had previously arised, this time his voice was soft and calming. "Why are you scared? If its because of him I'll have no problem putting him in his place."

Laughing I leaned closer laying my head on his shoulder, finally thinking I was getting my feeling out I maintained eye connect. "No Austin, it's just that... I dont know how I feel? If I leave him what happend if I'll never find love again, what happens if no one ever loves me like that again?"

Watching his face become somewhat angry again he began to sigh. "I know how it feels to be scared like that, but let me tell you something. I'm sorry if you think that's what love feels like because you are so much more then that. That guy is nothing but a cheater, and should be paying for what he's done. And as far as not loving again, I think your far from it."

"Any guy would be lucky to have you and I know your not able to see it, but your so worth it. Your smile practically lights up any room your in, and your empathy is worth more then any dollar bill he might of spend on the side." Seeing Austin face change, he moves his posture to more in front of me then to the side. "I shouldnt even be telling you this right now- but" before the words could get out Austin's phone starts to ring.

While both eyes move to the phone vibrating on the table, Austin goes to turn the phone to mute. "Its okay Aus, awnser it."

Shaking his head in a no way, Austin begins to pick the phone to end the call, but awnsers it before he knows. Realizing that it was his girlfriend Austin gets up off the couch and begins to move his way into the kitchen.

Being the noisy person I am, I began to move to the end of the couch for a better ear. "Kaia I told you I'm sorry I can't do it." Hearing him pause, Austin peaks his head into the living room knowing he had company. Leaning my body against the couch as if I wasnt listening he continues.

"I'm busy right now I'll call you back." Ending the phone call rather quick on someone who seems to be your "girlfriend" seemed to be harsh. According to the tabloids, its was the lastes gossip, but who could believe it.

In all honesty I didnt even know if the two were truly dating. This had been the first time in a month Austin and I had seen each other in person. Between isolating myself at home because of my "ex", and work we haven't seen each another in a while. Although we talked on the phone either through text or phone call Austins "girlfriend" never really came up.

Walking out of the kitchen Austin apologizes for the sudden call. Deciding if I should even bring up the new girlfriend talk I decide on shutting it down. I didn't need to have my heart broken more by the supposed girlfriend talk.

Moving to my original spot on the couch, Austin sits next to me dropping his phone far away from him on the table. Looking around the room, I turned my attention back to him. Acting as I forgot the words Austin had said before, since I was curious to what he had to say. "So what'd you say again?"

Now turning his attention my way Austin begins to deny his words. "Oh nothing, it was nothing." Not believing a word he was saying I start to laugh, "Oh no you said something, you gotta finish it now."

Moving his eye sight to the Christmas tree begind me Austin continue. "Well I uh, wanted to ask your opinion on the tree, I didnt want to go with an artificial this year, so I got a real one."

Turning my head to the Christmas tree behind me I smiled. Knowing that's definitely not what he wanted to talk about I rolled my eyes. "Well it turned out pretty, you know real ones are always better smelling wise and all." Both humming in agreement the room was filled with silence. "You know it is way after Christmas right, its January now."

"Yes, Y/N I know. Dont blame me I want my decorations up as long as possible." Watching the gold lights twinkle off the window reflection I watched as Austin leaned deeper into the couch. "Okay Santie Clause."

Pushing my shoulder so that I would fall onto the other side of the couch, I realized that the atmosphere was brighter then before. The talks of horrible ex boyfriends were in the midst, and suddenly it had became all about Austin and I, but hey I was complaining.

Peering over my body to see if I was okay, Austin grabs my hand pulling me up off the couch. Pulling me into his shoulder (a lot closer then usally), I started to enjoy the ambience of Austin's late Christmas decorations.

Grabbing the tv remote from the table, Austin flips through movies stopping on a random one. Re6alaizng that I wasnt paying attention, Austin takes tickles my side for a moment getting my attention. Seeing that "The Grinch" was the movie he chose, I couldnt help but laugh. Austin was still stuck in Christmas mode.

"Fine", Nodding my head for confirmation, Austin presses the start button and the music starts to play.

"See I knew I loved you for something, sometimes you make good decisions." Pushing his body off of mine, for the lowkey backhanded comment. I got off the couch grabbing the blankets from the edge of the sofa.

Sitting back down next to Austin, he begins to wrap an arm around the back of the couch opening the blanket I brought, so that it was big enough to share. Just when he was about to lean his head on top of mine, once again his phone began to ring. Burrying his head in the crock of my neck (making me want to squeal inside), Austin groans not wanting to get up.

"I dont want tooo get ittt." Vocalizing his words like a child, I peered over to the edge of the table seeing Austin's managers name pop up. Debating on if I should tell him or not, I started to rub Austins hair. "Its your manager."

Groaning even more then before, Austin gets up fully stretching over to the table grabbing his phone. Awnsering the contact, Austin leans back on the side of the couch bumping his feet on mine.

"Hello?" With a groany voice, all I could hear over the phone was yelling. Austin's manager was seemingly yelling at him for something and the only words I could get out of it was Kaia.

Hearing Austin sighs, he begins to press play on the movie, and once again he begins to get up only this time moving behind the couch. Making a talking motions, Austin motions that he'll be a moment and to watch the movie.

Pretending as if the Grinch was my favorite movie of all time, I started to eavesdrop one again on his conversation. "I've told you Austin, you need to get rid of that girl shes no good for your image. Just leave her for a few months, replace her with Kaia. The paparazzi see her way to often we need to cleanse your image with Kaia."

Coughing as if he thought I couldnt hear his conversation, Austin walks into the kitchen talking back to his manager in a harsher tone. At this point it all made sense, I was the girl that was "breaking" Austin's image, that's why he never brought up Kaia with me. I was the girl who was ruining my best friend image.

Hearing Austin almost yell from the kitchen I felt frightened thinking if I could I be the girl he was talking about. "Ive told you before and I'll tell you agian I love her, I've always been in love with her! It's not going to change! ! Shes in my life, not yours. You can't control who I'm with or not. I have no interest being with Kaia, if it's going to ruin my own personal relationships!"

The bright Christmas ambience that filled the room previously now was getting darker. Hearing that Austin was hanging up the phone, I felt confused. Was I really the girl he was talking about? I couldnt be?

Marching his way back into the living room, Austin shuts his phone off leaving it on the kitchen table. Feeling his prescene come behind the couch, I began to sit up. I didn't think I could take it anymore. The fact that I possibly was the girl Austin was talking about was too much, and the underlying crush I had for him only amplified leaving me to feel overwhelmed.

"Hey, sorry about that again. I really gotta shut my phone off." Hearing Austin let out a nervous laugh, I stood up folding the blanket back on the couch.

With eyes filled with confusions Austin tilts his head. "Where you going."

"You know what I'm gonna go home." Grabbing my jacket from off the dinning room chair, Austin eyes begin to amplify. "You ok? What happend I thought we were fine?"

"Were" pointing between the two of us "fine, better then okay. I just feel sick all of sudden." Watching as Austin followed my movement, he suddenly stops me before I could walk to the elevator door. Seeing as his face came to a realization he blocked me from pressing the button.

"Listen Y/N, if it's about what you heard then-" stopping for a moment Austin looks at me before muttering f it. "Its true okay, I've been in love you all this time. I didn't want to scare you off and know I'm doing it. Please Y/N, can we just talk, I'll explain everything."

Feeling as if the room was 10 times heavier then before I tried to squeeze myself through Austins arm trying to tap the elevator button. "I dont know Austin, can we do this another time. I just dont know."

Realizing that I pushed the button, Austin stands away from me. Watching as each number started to get brighter coming closer to his floor, Austin placed a hand on my arm. "Come on Y/N, dont do this to me. Dont shut me out. I'm not like eveyone else Y/N I'm your best friend. I have you forever, and always dont do this to me."

Seeing the tears gather in his eyes, the elevator door suddenly opens. Watching as Austin's face seems to drop, I looked between my two options. I wanted nothing more then to run into Austin's arms, but the feelings I had deeper in my heart to told me I wasn't good enough. That I should run far away and never tell a soul.

With my heart in two places, I turned my back walking into the elevator. Trying not to make eye contact as I pressed the closed button, Austin whispers my name. "Please Y/N dont do this."

Wanting to stop the elevator to confess my feeling to him at once, the doors close, and my eyesight with filled with nothing more then silver. Austins apartment was no longer to be seen, and as the elevator lights flickeres brighter and brighter reaching every floor. My mind was only reminded of the mistake I made. The mistake of letting my best friend go.

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legit9thlunaticwarrior · 2 years

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y’all know what is abt to happen. possibly one of the most self indulgent things ive written so far. also, my momma watched this whole match and following events and this woman is so tired of me but we love her. i feel like at this point with the chronicles, just expect daddy and obvi the cuffs but im putting it so no one can say i didnt warn them

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‘Big Bad Wolf’ 18+ Wardlow (Michael) x fem!reader

^he told her not to get involved but he also knew he had a more than stubborn and bratty girlfriend^

- CW: restraints (handcuffs), honorifics (daddy), choking, spanking, spitting, degrading/name-calling, slapping, dom/sub dynamic, edging, whatever the word for crying kink (theres a word, im just dumb), i think i allude to a subspace or form of littlespace - *EVERYTHING IS CONSENSUAL* - ‘big bad wolf’ by in this moment had a hand in the inspo, you should give it a listen - ‘donna plays with kayfabe’ the shequel and i love jade cargill - shawn spears (ronnie), red velvet (stephanie) - the initial concept for this i had posted has been changed for obvious reasons. i’ll circle back to that idea in the future

3rd Person POV:

Y/N hated what Max was doing to Michael. She had offered to put Max in his place because she had done it before. He told her to stay out of it because he didn’t want her career to be put in jeopardy. Y/N was on her way to a championship title match and he couldn’t let her risk that because of him or Max’s antics. She stayed in the back and watched the match with Jade. Her anger boiled over watching Max rattle off his demands for their ‘contract signing’; like he did with Cody. Y/N saw and open opportunity to get at Max and took off. “Y/N, where are you going?!” Jade shouted after her, “Put that rat in his place.” “At least take a chair babe!” Y/N grabbed a folding chair and went off again. Jade couldn’t help but smile at her friend going to protect her boyfriend.

After all the other jobbers went out, she snuck out behind them. She smacked Ronnie in the back with the chair. Even in a dress, ‘The Vixen’ was always ready to fight. She tapped Max’s shoulder and he turned around to see a very angry Y/N. “How cute, came out here to save him? Pathetic.” he mocked her. Over his shoulder, she could see Michael giving her that look. She let her emotions take over and tackled Max and delivered hit after hit. He had tried to flip her over to return the punches, but she was one step ahead and put him in an armbar. Him screaming in pain was only part of the revenge. She would have done more until she felt Michael pulling her off him. “Y/N, that’s enough!” he growled in a volume only she could hear. “Put your bitch on a leash, pig.” Max spat, resulting in her breaking free of Michael’s grasp and attacking Max again. This time, The Baddie Section came to get her. “Y/N, come on. He’s not worth it; as much as he deserves it.” Jade said. Kiera glared at Max and Ronnie as Jade and Stephanie brought her back to the locker room to calm down. She stayed with them until there was a knock at the door. Jade went to see who it was, “Hey Mike. She’s calmer now.” she looked over to see Michael, she knew he wasn’t happy with her and would be in for it at the hotel. Y/N rushed to the door and latched onto him, “I’m sorry.” was mumbled into his chest. He thanked the girls for looking out for her and left the arena entirely. The car ride back to the hotel was silent. From that alone she knew she was waking up sore tomorrow.

As soon as the door to the room shut, one hand was around her throat and the other was pulling at her dress. “You disobeyed me. How does 20 spanks for each time you hit him sound?” she whimpered, “But~” “No slut. I told you everything was under control but you just had to go and be a brat. Strip.” Y/N couldn’t fight the pool forming in her panties; his voice, his words, his dominance, and his hands on her body didn’t help either. He sat on the edge of the bed still in his suit, watching her undress then motioned for her to come over. Laying her across his lap, his hand ran down her spine to her ass; there was no telling when he was going to strike. His hand left her skin and a second later, it came colliding back down in a spank “Count whore. And thank me.” She only whimpered at his harshness, “One, thank you Daddy.” “See, now you’re a good girl.” He landed another smack and it continued until they reached 20 and there were tears in her eyes. There was also a forming wet spot on his pant leg, “Such a dirty little thing. Getting off on a spanking?” he pulled Y/N back to her feet “On your knees.” She rushed to the floor and waited for his next move. Instead of making her suck him off, he got up and walked to his bag. Her mind was swarmed with the possibilities of what he was going to do that she didn’t process the click of handcuffs around her wrists. He circled around her and towered over her kneeling form. When he came into her sight, he had taken his suit jacket and shirt off, now undoing his dress pants. He sat back down on the bed - grabbing her chin, “Open. Tongue out.” she did as she was told and was met with his spit in her mouth and a slap to her cheek. Michael had her trained well and she didn’t have to be instructed to swallow, the image making him groan - he repeated the action. “Please Daddy?” “What do you want, slut?” He knew what she wanted. “Please can I taste you?” He freed his cock from his briefs and gave her what she wanted. He nodded for her to do it and she wrapped her lips around his tip and went to work. He adored seeing her on her knees for him. Taking him inch by inch in her pretty little throat. The tears screaming down her cheeks was a sight he loved. His hand found its way to tangle in her hair, making her take him deeper “Such a good little cock slut”; she knew what to do if it was too much. Despite the degrading words and actions, her well-being was his priority.

When he decided it was enough, he pulled her away by her hair and tossed her onto the bed. Now on her back, she felt his hands rub up her thighs to her dripping cunt that was aching for some form of contact. He ran his tongue up her slit and she jolted at the feeling. “I think you wanted to be punished so you pulled that little stunt. Is that it? You wanted me to fuck you dumb so you put yourself in danger?” he questioned. Michael didn’t give her a chance to answer as he dove straight into her heat like she was the last thing he would ever eat. Anyone who has seen his tongue on television can only imagine the wonders it did, Y/N got to experience it. The first time he ate her out, she came three times from his mouth alone. By the way her thighs started to shake, he knew she was on the edge. He pulled his mouth away and chuckled darkly at her cries and begging. “You thought I was gonna let you cum that fast?” He hovered over her body and smashed his lips against hers, moaning at the taste of herself. His hand went up to her throat again and his other snuck back down to her pussy. He had to get her ready to take his cock, punishment or not. She gasped at his one finger entering her, pumping in and out. His hands were a gift from whatever higher power there was out there. His fingers reached spots in her she had never felt before. He added another and scissored the two, adding a third thick finger shortly after, all while his thumb worked her clit. When he felt she was ready, he pulled his fingers out and held them up to her face, “Suck.” he commanded. She cleaned her juices off his fingers as he watched her intensely. “Good fucking girl~” Quickly, he flipped her over and pulled her hips up with her face in the sheets. Slowly, Michael eased his cock into her as she moaned softly. His pace started slow so she could get used to him, but it quickly got faster and rougher. He pulled her up by the cuffs and wrapped his hand around her throat once again and his arm going around her midsection. The growls in her ear only pushed her further to the edge. “If you wanted my cock, you could have just asked. You know Daddy loves to please his good girl.” Y/N only whined, “I’m s-sorry, I’ll be g-ood.” Pounding her in every way he could, edging her each time she was about to explode. On her back again with her legs over his shoulders as he drilled into her, she couldn’t form words anymore. He marveled at the state of his girlfriend, the fact that only he can break her down in such a way. “Daddy, please let me cum. I can’t hold it.” With his fingers on her clit, he gave her permission; “Cum, slut.” her whole body convulsed with pleasure as she soaked his cock. He gave a few more thrusts and released inside of her. He undid her wrists, massaging them to get the circulation going again. He looked in her face and saw nothing but bliss and a fucked-out smile with hooded eyes. When she had that look on her face, he knew she was far gone. “Puppy? Hey, you still with me, Y/N?” she hummed in response. When he tried to pick her up to take her to the bath, she whined. “No go, stay.” she pleaded as she once again latched onto him. “Okay puppy. Do you feel alright?” She nodded, he saw the shift in her headspace as she laid on him and traced patterns on his stomach. “I’m sorry for freaking out like that. I really hate having to just stand back and watch all this garbage happen.” He sighed knowingly, “I know you just wanted to help. But I can’t risk you getting hurt. I don’t know what I’d do if something happened to you because of this.” She sat up and put her hand on his cheek, “Michael, I can defend myself. I know you want to protect me but I’d risk getting hit to defend you. Buut, if you really want me to back down; maybe you should fuck me into oblivion more.” “You are insatiable.” For the first time that night, they shared a more gentle kiss, “Mmm but you love me for it.” He couldn’t argue with her.

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#donna writes #donna is in love with wardlow #donna's wardlow handcuff chronicles #aew #wardlow #michael wardlow #wardaddy #wardlow x reader #wardlow oneshot #wardlow fanfiction #wardlow imagine #wardlow smut #aew x reader #aew smut #aew fanfiction #in this moment #big bad wolf #im so tired

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hoshi-y · 2 years

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Hello there!

I came across your work and I really love your writing! so I was wondering if I could request something {you can ignore if you aren't comfortable with this in any way}

Could I please get Teru with a s/o who has a strong need for academic validation, they always need to have good grades, have a good impression on the teachers, have a good attendance score, avoid getting in trouble at all ,need to be fairly active (like in student council or being a captain/prefect) . And with the feeling that without their academic performances they would be useless?

Heh this is kinda how I feel hence the request, once again feel free to ignore, thank you love! (sorry if you aren't comfortable with nicknames I couldn't resist-)

Break

Genre : Fluff

Character : Minamoto Teru

TW : None

A/N : AHHH Im glad you love my writing! And I'm comfortable with the nickname HAHAHAHSH omg love, and of course I'd love to do your request!

I hope you enjoy :D

Let's go take a break, Love

You were at the top of the rank

Always at 1st and never the 2nd or 3rd

You held onto the 1st rank title ever since kindergarten

And you still do now

All of the teachers praised you for being so smart and intelligent

You always had the best grades, passed your projects and assignments on time

And a complete attendance

Not only that, you never got into trouble not even once

No wonder all of the teachers adored you

you were also elected as Student Council Secretary

Even the students adored you, and some envied on how smart you were

Because of you joining the student council, you met your now Boyfriend Teru Minamoto

He has the same level of intelligence as you, but not that into looking for academic validation

found out you'd risk your mental health just to get a high grade so he dragged you out of the library

"Teru stop let me go, I wasn't done" You said as you tried to get his grip around your hand off

"Sorry Love.. But you need a break, its for your own good, Sitting down and studying yourself off until you're too tired to read and write is not healthy.." He said with a worried tone

He was really worried for you

always joining competitions, performances, or taking up extra tasks

Its like you turned into some robot, once you don't have anything more to do you'd be useless

and now today, He'll force you to take a few weeks of academics, like dragging you into festivals, Carnivals, or even arcades

Today was week 1 of your (forced) Break!

You sighed as you really didnt have any other choice than to let your boyfriend drag you stall by stall, though you are here, your mind is off somewhere thinking of your unfinished assignments

there wasn't any more.

Unfinished projects

You finished them all

And your—

"Hey.. Are you alright? Are you not feeling well or is it too crowded?" you snapped out of your thoughts, he must've been saying something and you haven't been paying attention

Teru gave your hand a gentle squeeze as he took you to an area where there was less people "S-sorry.. Were you saying something, Teru?" You asked

"I know your mind is on your studies again love.. Hey.. It's a week for you to enjoy and take a break, you're too hard on yourself" Wrapping his arms around you and one on your head as he hugged you

"I'm worried about you.. you don't need to go and rish your health for academic validation love.." He kissed your cheek and looked at you

"Cmon, Are you hungry? Lets go eat at this amazing ramen house me and Akane found" He said "Found or you forced Akane-san to search for a ramen house?.." You always question their friendship, Is it even a friendship

"He helped dont worry~" He said with imaginary flowers around him

Riighhtt...

Both of you finally get to the ramen house, went yp to a waiter to help you find a seat "Welcome to Ramen Nagi! How many in our party today?" The waiter asked getting menus ready "2 please" She happily guided the both of you to an empty table for 2 near a window overseeing the crowd of people from tge festival earlier

She handed both of you a menu and will be back in a few minuted to take your orders

"Ohhh, these look delicious" Teru said as he looked at every dish they were serving "What are you gonna get Love?" He asked, you hummed and pointed at the Butao Ramen "Ill have the Akao then" He closed the menu and placed it down

The yummy aroma of ramen filled the air making you hungry as you hugged Teru's arm "Hehe.. Are you enjoying yourself so far?" He asked as he looked at you, You nodded "Thanks for taking me out.. I guess I really did needed a break.." He smiled softly at you and kissed your forehead

"And I'll keep taking you out so you can relax, hm? and also~" He softly flicked your forehead making you rub the are he flicked "Next time, don't go too hard on yourself and come ask me for help okay?"

"Hmp.." Crossing your arms together you looked the other way as Teru laughed

Without him seeing, you could feel yourself smiling, after this day you wanted to go out more with him, The thought of the both of you going out tomorrow excited you

Both of you ordered and enjoyed each others company as you two talked about random things while eating ramen

Ramen Nagi is my favorite restaurant, I don't know if there's Ramen Nagi in japan but its a very popular restaurant here in my country ><

#toilet bound hanako kun #jibaku shoujo hanako kun #tbhk x reader #tbhk #teru minamoto #minamoto teru #teru x reader

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husbandhoshi · 15 days

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me booping you as a monthly checkup (which is smth im doing frm today onwards) :D

HOWS LIFE LILY???? HOWS SCHOOL???? WHICH YEAR OF MED ARE YOU IN NOW???? - okay too many caps locks, anyways-

idk if you celebrate but how was good friday and easter? did you have fun? how was your weekend? have you been busy at the hospital a lot? HAVE YOU DRUNK WATER TODAY POOKIE 👹👹

any gossip around you we (or i) should know about? dame im starting my 3rd year in a bit and im STRESSED. med school is tough man 😭😭

ive been so fucking busy, i didnt even know there was a follow to incheon the past weekend 😭

OH AND OMG I HAVE TO TELL YOU THIS

remember the two girls and their boyfriends (from my uni) i told you about some time ago? the one where the boyfriends grab hold of the other girl instead of their girlfriends? IT HAS FUCKING ESCALATED

apparantly - im renaming them as olivia (ex boyfriend justin) and jane (ex boyfriend mathew) - olivia and justin were "engaged" since they were younger?? its like a tradition of sorts in their caste to betroth the girl to someone once they start menstruating. so like olivia got betrothed to justin when she was like 14? i think. justin did like olivia A LOT like he was booktok smitten in love with her. and then like when the two of them started university with like a bunch of other people, justin met jane in his freshman orientation. they sat beside each other and they hit off.

jane met mathew in one of her classes and it seemed like she shared multiple of her classes with mathew so they kept on talking and then eventually got into a relationship. and then mathew saw olivia in the garden once and found her "pretty" and started making conversations with her (mind you mathew was already well into the relationship with jane) and so they started conversing and now olivia starts gaining feelings for the guy and becomes confused because "how can i have feelings for two people at once?" so this went on for like a good year. olivia and justin being in a relationship with jane and mathew are in a relationship. all while jane and justin were hanging around each other a lot and olivia would still be very fucking confused about her feelings because of the CONSTANT FLIRTING from mathew.

and then second term of sophomore started (post winter break), sophomores were planning to get drunk somewhere and olivia didnt want to go. shes not really big on alcohol and parties. jane, justin and mathew went (all of them went separately). fast forward to i think a few hours later, all three of them are piss drunk and someone spikes their drinks. jane and justin go to one of the private rooms to have sex and mathew continues getting piss drunk. drunk mathew misses olivia so he goes to her dorm, she lets him in, he has a bit of water, they have sex.

i dont think i mentioned something.

olivia doesnt know mathew is in a relationship with someone.

mathew doesnt know olivia is in a relationship with someone.

jane doesnt know justin is in a relationship with someone.

justin doesnt know jane is in a relationship with someone.

olivia is entirely SOBER when she lets mathew have sex with her.

this going behind each others back goes on for months until the fist fight thingy that happened.

and then, olivia and justin go home from uni on a break and yk how word spreads FAST right? their parents already knew about their infidelity before they even reached home. the engagement is called off. olivia is transferring to another uni in a different continent entirely. justin still goes to my uni. about jane and mathew? no one knows where they vanished actually. like they're no where to be found after the fist fight fiasco.

thenkiu for reading my tedtalk lily 🤓

~ rai 😘

RAIIIIII hello babe i am so sorry i took forever to answer this 😭😭😭😭 i had to dig in and pull out my actual computer to dissect this TEA…

im good!!! im starting my third year at the end of the month :) just waiting for the results of my big test to come in bc that will determine whether or not i get to start 😬 we’ve been studying for this exam for quite some time so no gossip or hospital stories to share :(( literally my life has been waking up studying and then going to sleep. but i just came back from a trip to nyc which was super fun !

and yes i did celebrate easter w my family!!! we did a seafood boil which was SOO good! what did you do?

ok ok after reading the drama update i am SEATED. first i know there r cultural reasons for getting betrothed / engaged etc so early but i think this is just confirmation that No One was ready 😭😭 honestly it breaks my heart bc it sounds like there were really Real feelings involved in all of this but the fact that no one could keep their hands to themselves 😬 Telling! plus the like 0 communication KILLS ME!!! please don’t stay together then!!!! also i’m side eyeing mathew bc he sounds selfish and from what i understand initiated a lot of the drama???? idk but transferring schools and disappearing is CRAZY too…… sheesh

i had a similar situation happen to my friends in high school where friend A had been on/off dating boy A for years and years (on/off bc her parents didn’t approve). her best friend B had been crushing on boy B for years but didn’t move in on it bc she was scared he didn’t reciprocate. so friend A and boy A are on a break and allegedly friend A invites boy B to her place and they sleep together. friend B finds out and to retaliate sleeps with boy A at her bday party. then they both mutually blocked each other after not saying a WORD abt it to each other & just hearing ab things thru word of mouth. crazy how people can just turn on each other like that

drama ASIDE. how are you?? i know you’re busy but is it a good busy??? i hope you have time to enjoy urself!!

#it’s so wild bc it seems so common for ppl to demonize cheating but i feel like it happens soooo often #ask #mutuals #rai #also pls u are so cute please keep the monthly updates up!!!

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reikissu · 2 years

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tr boys with an attractive s/o ! ╰(★∇★)╯

a/n: hey yall im finally posting tr x reader again!! i was bored out of my mind so i decided to write this <3

characters: baji keisuke, chifuyu matsuno and kazutora hanemiya

reader: female

genre: crack, fluff (?)

warnings: swearing, flirting and violence

kazutora hanemiya ↓

you guys are a power couple, since you both are really hot

the students at your school has their eyes glued onto you guys cause 2 attractive people are walking to school together?!?!

but he dislikes the people asking you out, he probably justs pulls you away and walks away from them

"i like you! y/n-cha-"

then bitch be dragging you🤨

"sorry she have a boyfriend and hes dragging her away rnnn."

"poor guy, didnt even get to finish (•́ɞ•̀)"

"i wont let him finish his stupid ass confession, you're mine anyway lol"

the person confessing to u was dumbfounded and heartbroken😭

okay anyways, hes really inlove with you

everything you do just gives him butterflies, he finds you really attractive

"kazu, whats up? why are you staring at me (•́ι_•̀*)"

"you're so hot babe."

"(๑°ㅁ°๑)‼"

"now whats up with you? flustered?

͡° ͜ʖ ͡°"

"yeah.... (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)"

teases you just to see you shy HAHAHAHA

baji just flirts with you as a joke to piss off kazutora😭

"u look so hot bebegorl"

"baji do you want me to roundhouse your ass rn."

"WHY YOU SO PRESSED THAT WAS LITERALLY A JOKE⁉️"

"IDC DONT FLIRT WITH MY GF👹👹"

overall a bit chaotic but fun <3

baji keisuke ↓

this bitch would show off

chifuyu and draken are tired of hearing him boasting abt u, like they know you're really attractive

but chifuyu is very jealous😈

this is baji keisuke we are talkin abt, he would obviously be heavy with pda to show people hes dating the most attractive girl in school🙄 but he wont go overboard with pda if u arent comfortable with it

beats up the people who confesses to you🙁 its like you have a rabid dog by your side,,, bro is a literal menace

"i like y-" THEN THE BITCH JUMPS ON THAT PERSON AND BEATS THEM UP

"kei....im literally here watching you beat them up 😧"

"then walk away. *continues*"

"okay..👩🏻‍🦯"

the people who confessed to you got hospitalized for 4 weeks

you had to scold him and you convinced his mom to put him on house arrest #girlbossing

"KEI. STOP BEATING THEM UP THEY LITERALLY GOT HOSPITALIZED FOR 4 WEEKS!!!!!!!"

"m'sorry!"

"sorry wont fix it yk." and you just glared at him and clicked your tongue in disappointment

"i said im sorry! i really mean it!

( ಥ _ ಥ ) i'll give you hugs and kisses (◕︵◕)"

ofc u took the bait cause u love him

after that he finally stopped beating them up yayy

also gave you what he promised <3

hes a menace but is very affectionate (=ↀωↀ=)✧

chifuyu matsuno ↓

head over heels for you, he blushes everytime you talk to him its just cause ur really attractive

"hi fuyu! hru <3"

"im good (,,•﹏•,,) hbu??"

hes so soft for u fr

gives u a lot of gifts cause hes shy to kiss u but he finally kisses you on your 3rd date with him

but listen, i'll say horrible things now

in my hc this bitch is much more of a menace than baji, so he practically just does horrible things to the stupid people who force you to date them instead

"y/n-san, im inlove with you! please be my gf!"

"uhh yeah no sorry i have a bf(`ヘ´*)ノ"

"date me instead, ill treat you bett-" then chifuyu kicks him in the balls...

"im the bf you motherfucker(ꐦ°᷄д°᷅)"

"woaah so cool fuyu! but why did u have to kick him in the balls..."

"he was annoying( ͡°Ĺ̯ ͡° )"

"true" THEN THE 2 OF U HOLDS HANDS WALKING AWAY AND LEAVING THE POOR GUY GROANING IN PAIN😭😭

he did horrible things to 4 people now

1st one got kicked multiple times, 2nd one got threatened violently, 3rd one got punched until he was bleeding and the 4th one got kicked in the balls

and yall acted like nothing happened at all👹 nobody dares to confess to u anymore

hes soft and sweet but is pretty scary..

＊┈┈┈┈＊┈┈┈┈＊┈┈┈┈

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plctitude · 3 years

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* daniel sharman, cis man + he/him | you know tobin 't.c.' childs, right? they’re 30, and they’ve lived in irving for, like, eleven years? well, their spotify wrapped says they listened to the art of getting by by laura zocca like, a million times this year, which makes sense ‘cause they’ve got that whole scuffed shoes and messy bedhead, faded denim jacket, nervous twisting of a wedding ring on his ring finger thing going on. i just checked and their birthday is june 3rd, so they’re a gemini, which is unsurprising, all things considered.

( CW : cancer & death ) .

hello ! im gel and this is my little runt t.c. ! lmk if you wanna plot something

full name : tobin childs . preferred name / nickname : t.c. age : thirty . birthday : june 3rd . sexual orientation : straight . relationship status : widowed , single . occupation : pediatrician . residence : port apartments .

history ––

t.c. was born in hackney , london . he’s gone by t.c. ever since he can remember and rarely ever allows people to call him tobin ( even his family ) .

his parents went through a horrible divorce when he was 13 , at which point he moved to the usa with his mother to live with his grandparents . his father stayed in england with his then-girlfriend , now his wife and t.c.’s stepmother .

he and his mother ended up in wrightsville beach, a small town near wilmington, nc.

essentially based off of landon from a walk to remember : an absolute troublemaker as a teenager . completely aimless and just uncaring caring about his future . his senior year , he and his friends ended up getting a boy’s leg broken after a prank went wrong . instead of being expelled , t.c. was only made to do a multitude of service/community projects . and that’s how he becomes close to avery , when they’re paired up in the school play . his friends had always disliked her , because that’s how the status quo was – he was in the popular crowd and she was the daughter of the local minister .

cancer cw // they grew closer , and after getting past some petty high school drama , they began to date . it’s not until several dates later that avery tells t.c. that she has leukemia , and she’s not making any plans for the future . and t.c. goes to his estranged father , a doctor , to beg him to help avery , but despite their best efforts , there’s nothing that can be done .

cancer cw // avery’s condition worsens , and she ends up in the hospital . she decides to forgo further treatment , wanting to be able to enjoy the time she has left . on the night of their graduation, t.c. asks avery to marry him , and she accepts . they get married a week later with their closest friends and family , avery’s father officiating .

death cw // they spent the summer as a married couple , and avery passed away that fall. and as a result, t.c. became a very young widow .

t.c. tried his best to heal and move on , working odd jobs and making plans to go to college then medical school , but being in a town full of memories was just too painful so he decided to leave .

he moved to irving , nc where his aunt ( his mother’s sister ) and her family lives . ( this was about 11 years ago )

he worked as a waiter for about a year while taking online classes at the local college , before he transferred to unc chapel hill . he graduated in three years and then went to attend medical school at wake forest .

originally , he planned to work in oncology but instead of it being a helpful part of his healing process like it can be for some , it actually just forced him to remember a lot of things about avery and it hurt too much . so he chose to become a pediatrician instead , since he loved working with kids and he was pretty good at comforting the parents when he needed to .

now ––

t.c. definitely considers irving his home now , but he still does his best to visit his mom and her boyfriend in wrightsville beach . he also visits avery’s father every now and again just to catch up and to make sure he’s doing alright . there are four times a year he will always visit though – avery’s birthday , his birthday , his and avery’s wedding anniversary , and the anniversary of avery’s death .

he works as a pediatrician which surprisingly isn’t as stressful of a job as he thought it would be . he absolutely loves working with kids and he’s very committed to his job .

becoming a widow at such a young age really put a lot of things in perspective for him so he’s a lot less indecisive and apathetic as he used to be .

that being said , he stills finds it hard to get up in the morning sometimes . he’ll wake up about 15 minutes before his shift starts , not because he overslept , but because he laid in bed staring at the ceiling for thirty minutes .

he still has an english accent but it’s not as obvious as it used to be when he first moved to the us . it’s definitely still there but there are slang words that he doesn’t really say with an accent , or with just a very faint one .

personality ––

the grief he experienced from losing avery was something that was incredibly hard for him to work through , but a lot of what he does now, he does to make her proud . she still serves as motivation for him to get up and go do things , because he knows that she wouldn’t want him just sitting around .

he’s an all-around good guy , though a little quiet at times . he sometimes tends to fall a bit too deep into his thoughts , but overall , he’s charming and really sweet .

he loves being around people , but on a bad day , it can be very draining for him .

when he gets anxious , he fiddles with the ring on his hand , which he hasn’t taken off and doesn’t ever plan to. with how often people ask about the ring , he’s grown more used to telling the story of him and avery but most people notice the way he still gets a little choked up every time .

hobbies include : writing , volunteering , cooking ( not baking ) .

wcs ––

ride-or-die best friend - they’ve been friends since t.c. blew into town and they’ve been inseparable since

exes - these probably didnt last long bc he genuinely feels like he’s used up his one ‘true / epic love’ on avery ; could’ve ended well or badly

neighbor(s) - would love like a cute little apartment group that gets together and has dinner parties and regular parties and movie nights , game nights ,etc.

someone he volunteers with - they could be friends who just decided to volunteer somewhere together or they could’ve met when they were both volunteering at the same place

childhood friends / enemies ? either from london or from wrightsville . it would be cool to have someone who knew him before avery .

former coworkers – from back when he was a waiter

college classmates – at unc chapel hill

current coworkers – other doctors , medical professionals , etc.

friends of his aunt , friends of his aunt’s family

friends , in general !

literally anything ! i’m super super down for anything so lmk if you wanna plot

#irvingintro #cancer cw #death cw #this is #a lot #sorry #( HEADCANON // t.c. childs . )

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mickeyandkassie · 4 years

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Kissing Booth 2, is way better than the first one, because Elle wasn't be told by the Flynn brothers what to do the whole movie.

In the Kissing Booth, I felt that both Lee and Noah were in total in control of her. Noah didn't like her being crazy and was constantly down her throat about other guys. While Lee is still thinking they are 5 and their rules that they made together when they were maybe 10 are unbreakable. (Which I find it weird to have rules in a friendship but whatever)

Now lets talk about the movie. At the beginning of the movie, Noah is off to Harvard and Elle spend most of her time with Lee to get her mind off of Noah. Noah a few months into college suggested to Elle maybe she should apply to schools near him and he pushes this even more by bring her down to Boston to experience his college life. A life, they could have together if she goes to Harvard.

Now you could also argue, Elle was still following what the brothers wants her to do, because one of her rules was to go to Berkeley with Lee. This weird rule only isn't weird if you knew that their mothers met at Berkeley.

Like I mentioned before Lee and Elle made rules for their friendship. However, these rules where made when they younger and honestly when they thought they were going spend their whole lives together as friends.

Now that Elle was dating Noah she realized she can do things outside of Lee, and Lee pushes this notion even more by putting all his attention on his girlfriend.

(I don't want to spoil the whole movie) When Lee does this, this is where Marco comes in.

Marco in the movie was set up to be Elle second love interest to make things interesting in her relationship with Noah.

And THIS is were I have a problem with movie!

Because you could also argue there was no love triangle to begin with because... really... Marco was her friend and boyfriend through the whole movie.

Elle never felt comfortable about telling Lee about what's going on with Noah, because that's Lee's brother. And Elle also didnt tell Lee she applied to Harvard, when they have been planning their whole lives to go to Berkeley. But who did she tell?

You guess it. Marco! Marco the guy who listens to her, gives her advice, and started hanging out with her the more the movie progress. Something Noah never did with Elle. Noah in the first movie was always up her ass until he got what he wanted and they spent the whole movie in puppy love.

Noah never did any of Elle interest or was able to hangout with Lee and his girlfriend. The only person who really spent time with the both of them was Lee's girlfriend.

But this didn't bother Elle because she had Lee for the best friend stuff. Lee was the person she could be goofy around, go to the arcades, and play all day with. But when Lee ditched her for his girlfriend.

And she was no longer talking with her boyfriend. Marco stood by her side.

Marco was the on Elle could be goofy with but also be romantic with all at the same time. This is were Elle realized she could have a romantic relationship outside of Noah.

It also didnt help, Noah was doing the same thing with Chloe. Chloe the creep who watches him sleep.... anyways.

So you must be thinking, what the fuck was that movie? Why did we spend all this time getting to know this amazing Marco, I mean arguably Elle soulmate for her to run back to Noah?

The only way I could make sense of this movie is that there is going to be a part 3. Because this movie not only left us wondering what college is Marco attending but what school is Elle going to attend now that she go to either Berkeley or Harvard?

Now before you ask, whats my theory?

Well unfortunately, a lot of what's happening outside of the movie, is going to determine what the third movie is going to look like.

And this my lady and jets why you never should date your co-star because if you didn't already know the people who play Noah and Elle dated in real life.

Then broke up.

Got back together.

Then broke up again for good.

And Jacob the actor, who plays Noah, has made it loud and clear he wants nothing to do with the franchise(hes not promoting the movie at all on his social media).

Which seems neutral because none of the cast members post pictures with him. Not even Maisie who plays Chloe. You know? The one cast member who spends the whole movie with.

So I'm guessing in the 3rd movie wherever Elle may go, the only way they make the Harvard plot possible is if they have Jacob on a movie franchise contract to do a third movie.

Even if we see Noah in the third installment what's it's going to be about? Would they make the whole movie about them not being a fit? Which personally would be stupid, because that's what the second movie was about!

If they go with the Berkeley plot, like I mentioned before Elle and the Flynn brothers mothers met at Berkeley. Elle mother died when she was younger and the Flynn's brother mom treated her like, her own. However, as we all know nothing beats the real thing, so I can see the third installment as a way for Elle to connect with her mother by attending the same school as she did.

Maybe even to find herself more outside of Lee and Noah. Like joining clubs or a sorority like her mother. Maybe we might even see a Marco walking around campus? 🤷🏽‍♀️

The movie was such a scatter and Marco didn't deserve what happened him. I mean you could also say, he knew what he was getting himself into. Since Elle mentioned she has a boyfriend but Elle couldn't also deny she fall for Marco either.

And Marco was practically heart eyeing her the whole movie even when she doing all those weird antics with Lee. Marco understood Lee is also an important person to Elle. Marco shared the same interest as Elle. and they did things with each other without compromising.

Elle was just as goofy with Lee as she was Marco and I don't know about you but I would rather spend my time with somebody who does things with me than acting like I'm all grown.

#Netflix #Netflix the kissing booth #the kissing booth #the kissing both 2 #joey king #joel courtney #jacob elordi #taylor perez #taylor zakhar perez

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kaorinessislove · 3 years

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20210711

hi tumblr, it’s been a while since i last opened you.

well here i am again because i think i needed to vent out my emotions. because if not, i know for sure that it will gonna eat me inside.

you know what, since i started dating my entire life, i had no idea that i’ll become this girl who would be just an option for someone i am interested with. you wanna know the reason why my first boyfriend and i broke up? he broke up with me with a very vague reason the moment my bestfriend in highschool became single again. i didn’t know the real reason behind the breakup not until the day i was hanging out with my other friend in her house and she told me the real reason because she thought i deserved to know. it was very embarrasing because i literally cried hard that day (oh well because it was my first heartbreak) and what’s more hard was my bestfriend was also in love with that guy i used to date and to be honest with you it took me time to heal but eventually i accepted it because i felt that they were both sincere (well, they’re not together know, they are both happy with their own love lives) and even until today i remained friends with the girl and i am very close to her family.

fast forward to college.

so i met this guy on the 3rd term of my 1st year college days. we dated for almost 5 months. i really thought he was sincere, to him, i lost my virginity and made me believe that i was the first. ignoring all the red flags that came my way i continued to the relationship until we both decided to end things between us, little did i know that i was once again encountering something similar with my first. a month after our breakup , i don’t know why but we were starting to talk again BUT there was a caring friend of mine who told me the whole story the time we broke up. they were in a club drinking with my girl friend, my friend who told me everything, my ex and other people. though my friend was tipsy, he was sure of what he saw, that my friend and my ex were kissing. at first i am not bothered since we were not dating that time. but there was a day of confrontation where i learned everything. that the time and moment we were dating,my ex was thinking of my friend the whole time right from the start wishing that he was with her instead of me. like WHAT THE FUCK like why did u bother yourself and most especially bother me and waste my time lol. oh because he cant be with that girl because his friend is dating that girl. so i was a total wreck but with the help of my college friends, i surpassed that time of my life.

fast forward today.

I was a dating a guy who has a very high libido. and u know what i am really doing my best to catch up with that libido of him because he said that sexual relationship is important to him. though there are plenty of times that i would get into trouble because of that. so the other day, he said he was reflecting on about his life and the next step we would make for our relationship to grow until we came on a certain topic about sexual fantasy. i know what’s his sexual fantasy is, it’s threesome with me and of course with other woman. and i asked who’s the other woman in his fantasy aside from me, though i already have a clue of who she is. IT’S NON OTHER THAN MY BESTFRIEND IN COLLEGE. idk why but though i already expected it there’s something heavy inside me i carry since the first day i found out. I was ok the night i found out but the day after, it drove me crazy until now. the reasons as to why she’s in his fantasy was we three have the common things, like we are living alone in other countries, that SHE IS HIS TYPE. mind you that was the exact word of his. that she has a beautiful face (because she is half british and almost of the guys in college are dying to date her) that she is intelligent (undeniably intelligent) that she is kind (indeed) and last but not the least she has a nice body. like what the fuck hahahahahahaha though prior to telling me this honestly. he told me that i should not be angry. i know i am not this beautiful, nor intelligent (i am average but i am more streetwise lol) and it suddenly became my source of insecurity. BECAUSE I remember the time before my man asked me to change his ig and twitter pw, that friend of mine was the last person he searched lol and he liked whatever she tweeted.

i still wasnt able to tell him about what bothers me now but since that day i don’t reply to his messages properly and as of the moment i am on my nightshift and i cant seem to focus well so i did make use of our internet here to vent out (my boss told me that it’s ok to use the internet and study lol) tbh my fingers hurt right now lol.

my real thought right now; i am tired to be an option. tired to be someone who’s always available. if they dont like me from the start i really hope that they would just let me live my simple life, because to begin with i didnt need and want them. i think i deserve more. i deserve the freedom that i long ever since. and because of this, despite my age (turning 24 in a few days) i no longer want a commitment because of this trauma. lol 3 times and i thought i was enough but was never enough. because of this, i aspire to be a strong, independent woman that no man can reach me because i am afraid i might be an option again. i dream to be the crazy rich person who smokes and drinks a lot, may be alone, but free. totally different from the real me because i was told that im boring then. u really dont know what you’re capable of when you’re hurt.

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HELLO YES CAN WE TALK ABOUT THAT ADORABLE CARRY AND HOW THEY DIDNT REALIZE HE WAS STILL HOLDING HER AT FIRST PLS AND THANMK

Ah yes. So like, fun fact: this chapter also turned out really different from its outline. Well. Everything but the last scene turned out really different. But I have fun stuff about that and pretty much everything else so...another outline comparison?

Obviously spoilers for chapter 21 of DoJ under the cut

Back to Ochako’s pov

This should start up incredibly chaotic. The sound of screams, being bumped into from people scurrying either to or from the where the flames are congregated. Ochako’s nose is burning from the smoke, and she has to cough to even take a deeper breath in.

Details are hard lol! I tried writing down notable sensory details to get me going but it still took ages to write the first page or so. Finding ways to word the images in my head and have them come across so hectic was really hard for me 😩

There’s a question of what they should do when Deku’s phone rings. It’s Todoroki. Ochako stands close to Deku’s side to try and listen but she can barely make anything out with all the commotion going on. She almost contemplates asking for speaker but, all things considered, that obviously wouldn’t fare any better. Deku mostly just seems to be agreeing and listening until he finally says that they’ll do their best and hangs up. Todoroki said that Iida had called Aizawa immediately. They were closer to the havoc and they’re helping lead the effort to get civilians to safety and any possible need for triage. Luckily a decent number of the class was already nearby so some are fending them off and other are helping with the effort to grab civilians.

So as you can see here things............deviated. A lot. I had a really hard time actually planning out how this chapter was gonna go and I pretty much wrote up this part of the outline going “okay this is probably gonna change but these are the basics. The basics I have to get across.

So as you can see, originally I thought of having izuocha like....idk too far away? Too in shock? To jump to action. Which was, honestly, very dumb on past me’s part but they were quick to say “fuck you we’re helping” like of course.

They wanted to rush over to deal with the trees and help but I was standing there like these guys are so far away how tf is this gonna work. And that’s when it was like “omg, bridal carry.”

I think I had to break from writing after deciding that though. And I was telling my little sister about it while we were in the car. And we kind of mutually came up with the scene. We played around with the scenario a little bit, and it was originally a jokey thing. But after we talked about it, and she agreed (as a Tododeku shipper) that she thought it flowed well and made sense, I decided to include it. It was so vivid though we could both imagine as a scene in the manga so a day or two later I decided I had to commission it.

I’ll be forever grateful that @jellojolteon was up for the task and did it so so wonderfully. 💖💖💖

We also were joking around about the Momo thing and after telling @savetheirhearts-midoriya about it but saying I thought it was too goofy to include, she told me I had to include it. And who was I to refuse? Lmao

Looking back on this though idk how I thought that that it was gonna be chaos but still chill enough to be able to have a phone call smh. Luckily I’m not super strict on my outline being the end all be all lmao

I definitely like the way it turned out a lot better though. Did a good job with showing the class’s self reliance. Especially considering they’re in third year now. It shows off that they have this kind of thing down pat now. Kinda like how the Big Three came off in canon.

They decide they should try to tell other civilians where to go (maybe check how long the street usually is in Kanagawa for the festival) in the midst of that, they see Toogata and Amajiki with Eri. They explain they were with Aizawa but he felt it might be best if they go to safety with the others. They didn’t want to leave Toogata and Eri alone but Amajiki will go back into the fray once he’s guaranteed they’ve made it safely. They explain where to find Aizawa and they take off.

Maybe include a conversation with Ochako saying that, all things considered, at least this attack is happening where a handful of pros and a majority of the 3rd year hero course were out tonight. Deku wonders if that’s really much of a relief. “Was it just a coincidence or…?”

Ochako blinks in surprise, about to stew on that thought a little more when there’s a scream just up ahead. A little further ahead, there’s two girls, twins from the look of it. One is on the ground, unconscious and disheveled as well as a bloodied arm.

ooooooh right, again, more differences here. I never altered the fact that I changed the setting in my outline LOL. Mostly because I knew and it seemed pointless to change something so small when I already know lol. I wanted to include Eri a little here but when I thought about it it just felt like it would slow down the pace of the scene. And it just felt too....pushy? Idk something about it just felt off. So I decided to cut it. I also changed where Aizawa came into play but I’ll get to that in a few lol.

Second and third paragraphs though are the same. I knew I wanted to highlight the fact that is was very likely targeted.

Aizawa arrives right as they do and they ask what happened. The sister explains that they were wandering around the festival looking for her boyfriend who was further down. She started to go off ahead, but some crazy girl popped out of the alley and attacked her sister. She ran off before the twin could come back over. She tried to stem the bleeding but--

Ochako says they’ll take it from here as she goes to join the girl on the side with the bleeding arm. She says that she feels bad doing this since Inko worked so hard but she tears off some of the bottom of her yukata, to wrap the wound.

Alright so, I changed where Aizawa came in mostly because I felt like, upon, writing it, he would be coming from further into the festival than they were. And they’re up toward to front, so it only made sense to have him show up late....not to mention that he might notice that the girl (Toga) was acting a little off. So I had to limit his exposure LOL

The story was pretty much the same and, real talk, I wanted an excuse to free up Ochako’s movement since a yukata is a little limiting. But I definitely wanted to feel the ache that came with messing up something that we spent so much time waiting for. I went ahead and added some details about Toga looking a little too long before this next part just to drive home that something really doesn’t feel right about this girl...

The twin watches her, seemingly entranced, an unblinking expression on her face. “You really know what you’re doing, don’t you?”

“Oh well, I’m a hero in training!” Ochako’s a little embarrassed. “It’s all in the job.”

“We should get both of you over to triage,” Deku notes, looking toward Aizawa. This seems to snatch the other girl’s attention from Ochako’s deftly moving hands. “They can help check on her properly there.” The sister suddenly jumps to her feet, suddenly remembering her boyfriend’s further ahead and alone. She has to go find him and takes off

“Ah wait!! Eraserhead, Uraraka-san, I’ll go make sure she’ll make it okay, be right back!” He takes off too.

Pretty much the same, as far as what’s conveyed, I think. Especially highlighting that something’s wrong with this twin and that Ochako’s uncomfortable. Though, here I didn’t spell out the latter as clearly as I felt it during outlining.

Main difference is who’s saying what and--again, tbh I like how the final result came out better. Toga pretty much dips as soon as Aizawa shows up. Because 1) Aizawa’s caught her in the act before (during Overhaul arc with Rock Lock) and 2) his quirk immediately takes off hers. So she knew she had to get out ASAP once she saw who it was. I also changed Deku’s “be right back” because what the point of coming back if they’re taking the passed out one to where triage is? Dumb lol

Ochako wonders if she should maybe use her Quirk on the woman to help make it quicker for them to transport her. Aizawa says he’s not sure that’s necessary. He doesn’t want to send her or Midoriya off alone because it sounds like a lot more of the League than what they’ve actually seen. And...yeah, it’s awfully weird that they haven’t really seen a lot of them. Did they really concentrate their attack closer to the entrance? But then there’s the person who attacked this woman--

Her thought is cut off when Aizawa continues, “And if I go to take her, you won’t know when to release your Quirk. It’s probably better not to”

The first part of this is confusing--likely because originally I planned on Deku coming back but once I realized that was a little futile I had to rephrase how this was worded lol. But no matter what I didn’t want anyone to think too hard about who was doing the attacking yet (I figured people would get it by then but I still wanted to keep it low profile).

The girl between them suddenly wakes up, startled, and they assure her that they’re heroes on the scene. “It seems you were attacked and passed out from the fall or possibly received a blow to the head.”

“And you guys got rid of her?”

“No, the villain seemed to take off when your sister came over to help.”

“What? But--”

“Oh, don’t worry, she’s okay! She went to go find her boyfriend but she and our friend’ll be--”

“No, that’s.” She looks between them seemingly more dazed and confused. “I don’t have a sister.”

Aizawa says that she received a blow to the head. It’s possible that she has a concussion and she’s a little confused. “No, I’m telling you I don’t have a sister!”

“I’m an only child, and I came here alone!”

This whole exchange was more or less the same. To be honest, most of this last scene is lmao. This scene (unlike the rest of the chapter outline) was super vivid when I planned it out and whenever scenes are vivid, they almost always play out exactly the same as my outline lol

That said, chapter 22 is incredibly vivid so. Prepare yourself 👀👀👀👀👀

“But she looked just like you…” Twins. A crazy girl. She happened to be unconscious and...had a blood wound. Just like her.

She pales. No way. She doesn’t want to believe it. Not even a little. But her body moves before she can think, taking off with no heed to Aizawa calling after her.

Deku-kun!!

This was, again, near exactly the same because it was such a vivid image in the planning stage that it carried over well into actual writing. For a little bit I debated whether I should actually name drop Toga but ultimately I was like “the readers are smart, I don’t have to hold their hand about it!” So I trusted yall to put two and two together lol

But yeah, that about sums it up!! The notorious scene actually only happened because of Izuocha wanting to help and me and my Tododeku shipper sister sitting in the car in the BK drive thru if I’m not mistaken lmfao

#ask #Kat #adventures in writing #Drops of Jupiter #Kelly replies #thank you for sending something and sorry for going overboard again #ily Kat!!!#vixensheart

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lunatens · 5 years

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soulmates: joshua

word count: 2148

part: 2/?

genre: fluff (slight angst?)

pairing: joshua x gender neutral reader, some junhao on the side

summary: your soulmate’s name is covered by a scar—leaving only a mysterious “j” for you to decipher.

~~~

the couple weeks following jeonghan’s party are, for the most part, blissful and happy. you see him every day in school, and almost every day outside of school. whether it’s “studying” in your room (which usually ends up with you pressed up against him, limbs tangled and hands gently exploring each other as you lazily make out) or having a game night with all his friends you met at the party (plus a couple who weren’t at the party, plus minghao and jun—game night could be a little crazy) or going on a double date with minghao and jun; you were happy you took your best friends’ advice to live your life and not be scared of a relationship for once.

as the days and weeks went by, however, jeonghan’s birthday grew closer. you felt this growing sense of dread slowly rising within you. you would never tell anyone, just in case your suspicions were wrong, but in your heart you knew the truth. as much as you really liked jeonghan, you knew he wasn’t your soulmate. but, for the benefit of the doubt, you left it alone—maybe you were just paranoid? jeonghan was a great boyfriend, and you always had fun when you were with him. you didn’t know if he felt the same thing as you, and you didn’t want to risk your relationship by bringing it up—it was only one more week til his birthday anyways.

~~~

at last, it’s wednesday, october 3rd—the day before jeonghan’s 18th birthday. he’s having a small get together at his house tonight, with all of your friend group (which is now merged together with yours, although no matter how hard seungkwan tries, jun and minghao will always be your best friends). jeonghan is throwing a huge party this weekend, but he wants to keep his actual birthday between his favourite people. you’re grateful—the less people to be present when his soulmate’s name appears the better.

during lunch at school that day, you make sure to spend it with jeonghan. for all you know, this could be the last time you spend time together alone as a couple—you had already talked about what would happen if you weren’t his soulmate early on in your relationship, deciding that you would end your romance immediately if it wasn’t you to make it easier to move on. the air felt tense, and you spend the majority of lunch sitting in silence with each other.

“y/n? it’s gonna be okay,” jeonghan breaks the silence, wrapping his arms around you and pulling you into his chest. you wrap your arms around him tightly, squeezing your eyes shut to try and stop the tears threatening to spill. you don’t respond, knowing if you try to talk you’ll just start crying.

the bell rings, signifying the end of lunch, and jeonghan takes your hand and leads you back to the school. you can’t focus in your afternoon classes. you sit beside joshua in your last period english class, and he seems to notice your current state of being. at the end of class, he slides a piece of paper across to your desk.

“you seem a little..preoccupied today, so i wrote out an extra copy of the notes for you,” he says, giving out a sympathetic smile.

“thanks, josh,” you say weakly. you only really talk to joshua in class; when you’re entire friend groups hang out, you mostly still just talk to jeonghan, minghao and jun. the short conversations with him are always pleasant, though, and you sometimes wish you were a little closer to him. his presence feels strangely warm and calming to you, and always makes you think back to the campfire at jeonghan’s party.

“i’ll see you at jeonghan’s,” you mutter to him, waving goodbye and heading to the parking lot. you drive minghao and junhui back to your house with you so you can all get ready for the party together. you try your best to be happy and excited on the outside, but on the inside you’re growing more anxious as the clock ticks closer to midnight. you catch your friends giving each other a knowing look—even though you haven’t told them about your concerns, they can easily pick up on it.

eventually it’s 6pm, and it’s time to head to jeonghan’s. your knuckles are white as you grip the steering wheel, and you blast your playlist to try and drown out your own thoughts. remember, y/n, it’s still his birthday—let’s try not to be too miserable.

you pull into the driveway beside seungcheol’s car. you grab the bag with your present to jeonghan in it, and make your way towards the front door.

“we’re here!” minghao calls as the three of you walk in, kicking your shoes off.

“they’re just in the backyard,” jeonghan’s mom calls from the kitchen. she’s busy decorating a cute cake, piping bright coloured icing onto it. you give her a small wave as you walk through towards the backyard.

“you’re here!!” jeonghan exclaims as the three of you walk outside. he practically leaps up from his lawn chair by the pool to make his way to your side. he plants a small kiss on your cheek, and you look at your feet, feigning a smile.

“there’s food and drinks on that table if you guys are hungry,” he says, leading you back to his chair. he pulls you down to sit on his lap and wraps his arms around your waist. everything feels so melancholy, as if you both know this is the end.

the next couple of hours are spent lounging by the pool and chatting; a couple people actually get in the water and swim. normally you’d join them, but tonight you don’t want to leave jeonghan’s embrace until you have to.

as midnight grows near, everyone makes their way inside to the kitchen, where jeonghan’s cake and presents await. jeonghan pauses and lets everyone inside first, hanging back with you.

“y/n, no matter what happens tonight, i want you to know that i love you, and you mean so much to me. if i’m not your ‘j,’ i hope you’ll find whoever they may be, and they better know they’re the luckiest person in the world to be paired up with someone like you.” jeonghan says to you, taking your hands in his.

“thanks, jeonghan. the same goes to you; whoever’s name appears tonight doesn’t even KNOW how lucky they are to have you. thank you for all you’ve done for me,” you say, pulling into a hug. you hate how much this feels like a goodbye, and you don’t want to leave jeonghan’s arms because that’ll make the moment real.

“hurry up you guys, it’s 11:58!!” vernon calls from inside. you break away from jeonghan, looking into his eyes once more before turning to head into the house.

everyone’s gathered around the table, jeonghan with his shirt sleeve pulled down to reveal the bare skin on his collarbone. you grasp his hand and hold it tightly, and you feel minghao’s hand rest supportively on your shoulder from your other side.

the clock strikes midnight, and slowly the black ink begins to etch itself on his skin. everyone’s holding their breath, anticipating the moment.

you stare blankly at the name. it’s taking you a second to process it; you don’t know whose name it is, but you know it’s not yours. the reality sets in, and your heart sinks. hot tears begin forming in your eyes, and you look up at jeonghan’s face. deep down you knew it wasn’t him, but that didnt mean you cared about him any less. one look at your face and jeonghan knows it’s not you. he doesn’t need to know who’s name it is right now; his thoughts are on you. he wraps his arms around you, and you hate the looks of sympathy everyone is giving you. as much as you love them all, you wish they’d leave you alone.

as if he read your mind, joshua pipes in with a “we’ll leave you two alone for a sec,” and you hear the chairs scrape against the hardwood as everyone leaves the room.

“i’m so sorry, y/n,” jeonghan says.

“no, it’s not your fault, don’t apologize. these past couple weeks have been some of the greatest of my life, so thank you for making me feel special.” you reply, wiping the snot from your nose with your sleeve.

“well if my soulmate makes me feel as good as happy as i am with you, then i know i’ll be okay,”

“jeonghan? can i ask you something?”

“of course.”

“did you know? that i wasn’t your soulmate?”

he takes in a deep breath, then slowly nods.

“yeah. i had a feeling. did you?”

“...yeah,” you sigh. “but that doesn’t make it hurt any less.” you say, looking down at the floor.

“it’s gonna be okay, y/n,” jeonghan says as he wipes a tear from your cheek with his thumb. “we’ll move on, i’ll find my soulmate and i’ll help you find yours. the search for the j continues!” he says, and you give a small genuine laugh. “i don’t wanna be depressed on my birthday, so let’s do our best to move on and have a good time! deal?”

“deal,” you agree, shaking his hand on it. now that the moment has passed, you find yourself feeling much better. you’ve accepted the truth, although you’re still feeling a bit empty with the knowledge you still have to find who you’re looking for. right then and there, you tell yourself you’re not dating anyone else until you know you’re their soulmate. this time with jeonghan has been amazing and you wouldn’t trade it for anything, but your heart can’t take this hurt again.

~~~

the rest of the night is joyous and fun, and the whole topic of soulmates is long forgotten. you’re glad you’re able to lighten up now and make jeonghan’s 18th birthday memorable. everyone eats cake together and gives jeonghan their gifts. he saves yours for last, finally reaching for the large, tissue paper-stuffed bag you brought. he gives you a huge smile when he pulls out what’s inside—a huge bag of marshmallows (it was the biggest bag you could find).

“sorry, i know it’s not much,” you mumble.

“what? no, y/n it’s perfect! thank you,” he says, pulling you into a hug. it feels weird to be hugging him so platonically now, but nonetheless you’re happy he likes your present. while you embrace, you catch joshua’s eye at the end of the tabl. he quickly looks away, and you can see a faint red under the shadow of his baseball cap.

“josh, did you bring your guitar? i think it’s time for a campfire,” jeonghan says, grabbing the marshmallows.

“hm? oh yeah, it’s in seungcheol’s car. i’ll go grab it!” he says, eyes darting to yours quickly on his way past you to the car. you grab the skewers from the kitchen and follow everyone outside.

everyone sits outside around the fire, the cool night air contrasted by the heat of the flames. for a while everyone sings songs together, arms around each other’s shoulders and gently swaying with joshua’s accompanying guitar. when the dancing fire turns to glowing embers, jeonghan tears open the bag of marshmallows. you hand skewers out to everyone, then sit back down at your place between jeonghan and minghao.

“a toast!” jeonghan says, raising his skewered-marshmallow high in the air. this earns a laugh from everyone. “to an amazing year with amazing people. i’m so happy to have all you guys in my life,” he says, slightly embarrassed by his own emotion. “to finding our soulmates!” you pipe in, clinking your skewer with his. everyone repeats your phrase with gusto—seokmin thrusts his skewers so hard into the air you’re worried he’ll accidentally stab someone. once again, you make eye contact with joshua, but this time he doesn’t look away. instead, he stares back at you with a smile, and you give him a soft grin in return.

finally, the celebration wraps up. everyone begrudgingly makes their way home; you all would’ve liked to stay longer, but unfortunately it’s sill a school night and it’s late enough as it is. you say your goodbyes, promising everyone to see them at school tomorrow. you give jeonghan a final hug for the night.

“just one more kiss goodbye?” he says.

“only because it’s your birthday,” you grin, and connect your lips with his for the last time. “happy birthday, jeonghan,” you say. you turn and head back to your car where minghao and jun are waiting. they give an enthusiastic wave as you reverse out of the driveway. you let out a loud sigh—time to start the next chapter of your search for the ‘j’.

#long post #soulmates au #soulmates: joshua #joshua hong #joshua hong x reader #joshua svt #seventeen series #seventeen imagines #text #kpop imagines #kpop fanfic #kpop scenarios #fluff #angst #jeonghan #svt jeonghan #jeonghan x reader #highschool au

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u-l-i-a-n · 5 years

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Long triggering story ahead

Make sure to check the tags before reading further to keep yourself safe, okay?

Anyways, here’s the story of my abusive friendship that lasted 8 years.

I can pretty confidently say 2017-2018 was the hardest year of my life so far, but it was also the one that set me free from HER (avoiding naming her bc you could definitely find her otherwise)

I’m very very bad at math, so bad that I ended up having to repeat my last year of middle school, and I’d decided to go to the other middle school in the area so i wouldn’t have the same teachers. I was pretty quickly adopted into a fairly large friend group that liked to hang out in the library, SHE was apart of that friend group. she also sat next to me in math class, and we very quickly became friends that were nearly inseparable.

At this point in time i’d gone a few years without any real friends and my social skills were very poor, as well as my anxiety rendering me nearly mute (it still does this, but it was worse before) as i was the closest with HER, she became my “anchor” in most social situations, where i could be comfortable talking with everyone if she was talking too.

This, was where the abuse started. Where she would playfully hit me in the arm. HARD. every day, multiple times a day. I’d complain and rub my arm and she would dismiss me saying she “hadn’t hit me that hard” (I got it confirmed with another person she let one of her punches out on that it was hard as hell, and lord help you if you hit her back with the same strength)

This went on throughout high-school, along with more and more manipulation, and emotional abuse. If i did something without her approval she would be angry with me, she wanted me to keep my hair long and would get angry when i cut it, even if it looked better. If i was getting new glasses and decided on a style that she hadn’t picked out she’d be angry with me, if i wanted to see a movie she didn’t want it would take weeks of begging and making deals to watch things i had no interest in to appease her.

It was frustrating, and we argued CONSTANTLY on every little thing. She lied, pathologically, and would always try and prove herself right by yelling and hitting me in the arm until i backed down, even on things that were obviously incorrect (like: ”all raccoons are born with rabies, only gay men can get aids, japan is filthy and people shit in the streets, Spanish is the same thing and Mexican” i know, fucking crazy)

*There was one particular event that took place sometime between freshman and junior year, where on the multiple prompting of “she’ll stop hitting you if you hit her back and don’t back down” where I took that advice, and in my bedroom when she was staying over (as she did nearly every weekend, even if i didnt want her to) she’d hit me during an argument and I hit her back, this went back and forth until she got angry and angrier, until suddenly i was on my back with her hands wrapped around my throat. I remember staring at her in the eyes, until slowly she let me go. She said she didn’t know what happened, that she had “blacked out”. She didn’t apologize. I forgave her.

During this time, the friend group that we were apart of bisected and grew in different parts, some being the kids interested in theater and some being interested in other nerdy things, like video games and anime. A lot of the time, the few other friend that i had that weren’t HER often asked me “why are you still friends with her, she treats you like shit” and you may also be wondering at this point “Ulian what the hell why were you still around this person???”

Well, I’d convinced myself that she needed me, like i had once needed her as a buffer and anchor for social interaction, that i somehow owed her my patience and forgiveness for the things she did, and continued to do.

A certain event led to us breaking apart for a time, that event being her handing me a letter after several weeks of telling me how angry she was that i continued to interact with someone she didn’t like (even after she’s lied about the person being mean to her, but at this point i knew over half the things she said were lies) the letter, in briefest terms, was her blaming me and how i acted for her wanting to kill herself. She literally wrote the words “You make me want to kill myself”(hypocritical since her stance on self-harm was that people only did so for attention and people who committed suicide were weak) I couldn’t handle it, I couldn’t handle the idea that something i did would have made someone want to die, and couldn’t handle that she’d just slip me a letter about it while at school and expect me to be fine.

My depression got worse, i avoided her for a time and my mental health was bad enough that it had a physical effect on me that other people commented on. I thought i was sick, and missed about a week of school.

eventually, and unfortunately, we made up. With me conditioning that she needed to treat me better, specifically “hey stop hitting me maybe??” and for the most part she did, slowly she stopped hitting me and things were much better. for awhile at least.

skipping forward a bit, we graduated, and she convinced me to go with her to college (we lasted 2 semesters and then stopped). Eventually she convinced me to start working with her at our local grocery store (bad idea) She constantly pointed out that my home life was shit and I was eager to move out of the house, and after finding a third roommate, I was living in the same house as HER (horrible idea)

although her hitting me was now something that happened very rarely, her manipulative tendencies and emotional abuse increased. And also spread to the people around us. While living together, any small mistake i made was blown up out of proportion (like not doing the dishes when she said to even though she never ever did them) and she made it seem as if i was lazy, as if i was childish and needed her in order to function. she made it so the way she treated me made sense to other people, and that i deserved how she was acting towards me.

She even threw me a kiddie themed birthday party for my 21st birthday, with a bunch of baby decorations, like think winnie the pooh themed stuff.

She constantly undermined everything i said or did, made me out to be irresponsible, invaded my privacy by forcing me to let her use my phone and computer and give her access to it, told people my secrets that i told her in confidence and bad mouthed me behind my back (as i found out from our 3rd roommate and also my GRANDMOTHER)

She also made me feel as if I couldn’t return home, that my home life (which isnt great but no one is degrading or hitting me hmmm) was horrible and that i couldn’t go back there, which i later realized was her manipulating me into feeling as if i HAD to stay with her and had no where else to go.

Living with her made all the things she did and the horrible way she treated me pile up, and left me short tempered. I knew that something needed to change, and I thought that I could get through to her and have her change how she was behaving.

We argued again, after the time she had choked me i’d backed down quite a bit, and started hating arguing since i knew she’d never listen to me. This time, once again, i argued and didn’t back down when she yelled at me.

So she SCREAMED at me, loud enough to make the house shake and have my cat try to intervene, and she threw the closest object she could find at me full force (a penny, but still scary as hell in context)

I was quiet, and I waited for a time for her to calm down. i asked “Are we going to talk about this.” and she replied “No.” And i walked out the door.

Because when i get truly, viscerally angry or upset, my response is to remove myself from the problem. I walked out the door into the night to calm myself down, shaken from the realization of the situation i was in and knowing that I couldn’t stay with her.

I began telling our other roommate and her boyfriend about the things she would say to me about them when they weren’t around, I’m not very proud of going against someones trust but at this point i was desperate to have someone on my side and willing to help me get away from her when our lease was up.

During this time she had manipulated me into coming to conclusions that i would NEVER come to on my own, such as thinking our roommate who had clinical depression only wanted attention, which is something that someone who also has depressions and many friends with depression and actively learns and cares for people with mental health issues wouldn’t ever think on my own. its not in me to think badly of other people for no reason, while she (her words) hated everyone around her by default.

eventually our roommate confronted her, and she managed to twist things around and cause a lot of tension, leaving me feeling trapped and hopeless in a house with someone who had the potential to hurt me, and also my pet cat.

She threatened things i cared about and intentionally tried to upset me, specifically threatening my cat, who is a huge emotional support for me. It sounds funny, saying i was upset because she threatened my cat, she and her mom laughed about it. no one laughs when i tell them what she was saying.

Things like “I’m going to hold her down in the drive way and have (roommate) run her over” and “I’m going to shove her in the oven and cook her alive for you to find her when you come home”

Yea, not funny. you can see why i was upset about it. She apparently couldn't, and refused to stop even when i asked her to repeatedly.

She also fully knew that i was pansexual, hell i was the reason she was even slightly okay with people in the LGBT+ community. She wasn’t great about specifically me though, and when i told her about being nonbinary she made fun of my chose name (called me Uvula) and refused to call me by my preferred pronouns.

When I came out to our roommates she said she would never call me by that stupid name or by they/them because i don’t “act nonbinary” (get a load of this guy)

Her last day in the house, she was upset with me for going into her room to take back my heated blanket that she’d taken from my room without permission (my room was cold as hell, i wasn't going to wait for her to come home at 1 am and and she already had a heated mattress pad)

I took it back of course, and our roommate asked what she was upset about (roommate and her bf had bought some food they didn't want to share, which we already discussed was fine) I told her honestly and carefully didn't badmouth HER since she was already mad, and i wanted things to be less stressful.

She blew up at me while we were at work and came for her things that night to go back to her parents house. we took care of her cat until she could figure something out for it.

During this time and the time i last saw her, several things happened, since unfortunately we worked together

She cornered me in the bottle trailer (literally a semi-truck that has bottle returns in it in huge bins. she was standing at the door and could close it at any time) and called me a horrible friend, and also a huge bitch, while we were supposed to be working and she was in a position of power over me. I panicked and said nothing.

She often made me up to an hour late for my lunches, since she was promoted to manager, and liked to skip my breaks and all around treat me like shit compared to every one else.

Despite all of this. . . I still felt as if i could forgive her, if she somehow proved she could do better that i could be friends with her again. Until she ruined that for herself by telling me that my dead father would be dissapointed in the way i was acting.

No. hell no. I was done, she didn’t deserve my forgiveness. And i finally realized that it wasn’t my job to “fix” her.

When the lease ended I moved back in with my parents, and I quit working at that job in September.

I haven’t seen her in over half a year and many of the people who knew me when she and I were close have commented on how much happier i am, and how much more confident i am in myself.

I’m sure i’ve missed a lot of things, and I know I didn’t really go over the positives of our relationship (There were some! i swear!) but if i did go over everything it would be the length of a novel.

I got away from someone who was hurting me, I decided my happiness was more important than catering to someones every whim, decided that i deserved happiness. And I learned to NEVER let someone treat me like that again, to surround myself with people who make me happy.

I hope, in whatever way, this story of my 8 year horrible friendship helped you.

And if SHE is reading this. . . Go fuck yourself.

#tw abuse #tw physical abuse #tw mental abuse #tw emotional abuse #tw emotional manipulation #tw animal abuse #tw homophobia #tw transphobia #tw gaslighting #tw manipulation #i am a dramatic and sad little binch who didnt proofread this #true story tho

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May 2019

May 1st, nothing really that special happened today. We made icecream in Culinary and Carlos got really excited cause their were sugar cones. Izzy ate the most icecream out of all of us and hes lactose intolerant so he was hurting afterwards.

May 2nd, I was really stressed out this motning cause I havent finished my dress for the Fashion show tomorrow and it was raining and thundering. I had to stay after school for Fashion till 4 and I stayed with Scott after that until 5:30. I like staying after with him. We just makeout and talk and get paranoid about cars passing by. I think today we made out for 25 minutes straight which is a new record lol. He tops himself every fucking time and it’s so hot. Like holy shit because makeout sessions ever.

May 3rd, today was the fashion show and I was really stressed out at first but I ended up finishing my dress. The problem was that it was extremely short so I kept having to pull it down so you wouldnt be able to see my shorts under it. Seth and Aj were their watching their girlfriends and both of them took videos of me and sent it to Scotty. He said I looked beautiful. I met Kelly’s mom and sister and they seem really nice. I havent ate since Chickfila this morning and I’m starting to get really hungry/hangry. I might make me food but idk yet.

May 4th, Lots of pain occurred today. I woke up at 7:35 to get ready for the Nami Walk. Once my grandparents picked me up we got to Chickfila and headed to the Sam Houston State Park in Houston. The walk started around 9:30 and we finished at 11 only because my meme and Mrs.Pat walk so slow. It was fun overall but my feet were killing me and the back of my left leg was hurting alot and idk why. After the walk we headed to Galveston to meet up with my family. We stayed at the beach for an hour then went home. I ate a little bit and took a shower and now I’m here. I’m currently watching Thor Ragnarok cause it’s the only Marvel Avengers movie I havent seen.

May 5th, Cincooooo De Mayooooo. I didnt really do anything today besides sleep. I woke up at 3am for no reason then fell asleep. then woke up at 7 then fell back asleep at 1 till 5. I dont think I will br falling asleep early tonight cause I’ve slept so much. Scotty got to drink a margarita and I’m jealous. Also Ghala and Kaylie are so fucking cute and I stan them sooo much.

May 10th, damn. I told myself I would do this more often, bitch I havent done it in 5 days. Let’s talk about yesterday, May 9th. Scotty and I stayed afterschool (nothing new) and he was sitting down and I was ontop of him and we were making out. This BITCH flips me over to the ground, puts his hand down my pants, and…yeah…not actually touching me, just through my underwear. I was very ShOoK by this but I didnt stop him cause it felt really really fucking good. Like I’m not complaining.(I hate the word moaning so I use cake) Lots of cake was happening and he end up getting a boner. He has actually been getting them since we first started staying afterschool and I didnt know lol. I almost ended up having an orgasm but cars kept driving by and I told him if I see a car then he has to stop. I’ve never ever gotten this close with a guy. Not complaining. While cars were going by we kept telling weird sex related stories to eachother. He told me how when he was little his parents used the word dessert instead of condoms when he was around. Then his older brother told him what it meant and he was shook. On his 13th birthday his dad said he had a surprise birthday present in his drawer that didnt get opened at his party. He asked what it was and his dad said dessert. There were condoms in the bottom drawer of his dresser lol. Scotty also told me that he has personally bought different ones to use for future purposes. Now listen, I know its gonna be with me. I want our first times to be with eachother. That sounds strange but I love him and I want to lol but not now. Scotty wants me to go over to his house on his birthday to meet his parents. He also wants his birthday present from me to be us doing it. I said that’s not happening for a long ass time cause it’s too early and I’m not ready yet, even though I want him to be my first.

Different topic lol. Yesterday we got hit with some really bad weather and it fucked up my sleep schedule. I fell asleep at like 9pm then woke up at 11 then woke up at 2 then stayed awake till 4:30 then woke up at 5 then work up at 11. Like wtf??

May 12th, wow get ur shit together lol, do this more. Its official, I will be going over to Scott’s house if I get my gas laws homework packet done. My mom thinks I’m going over to Kaylies house, I hope she buys it. Im extremely nervous about meeting his parents, I’m hoping I’ll make a good first impression. Ive never met a boyfriends parents before so idk what to expect. I sent Kaylie a bunch videos about me deciding on what I’m gonna wear. I’ve decided on curled hair, light natural makeup, my blue ripped Jean’s, and either a red or blue shirt. I dont know how to act ugghhh.

Today I went over to my grandparents house and it was okay ig. My cousin Coleson came over and I was excited about that. He is my favorite cousin by far. I played basketball and ate food. I also drove from their house and back twice and I did pretty good. I wish I could talk to Scott but I dont want to interrupt his time with his mom cause it is Mothers day after all.

May 13th, I feel sick sksksks. like a vomit kind of sick and I feel like my limbs are weak and they are kinda shaking. It’s making me scared asf. I hope it will go away soon. I dont like feeling like this cause it gives me really bad anxiety and makes me have anxiety attacks. I’ve been getting alot of anxiety and panic attacks since sophmore year started

May 16th, Wow I really need to start doing this more often. Yesterday was Scott and I’s one month and he made a really cute video and I love it so much. I am still super nervous about Sunday, for alot of reasons. First I gotta meet his parents and idk how im gonna do that. I don’t know how to act or anything. Also Scott said its a shoes off house and I don’t want them seeing the cuts on my ankles. I’ll try to wear socks that cover them, I mean im gonna have to since i also wanna cover my 2 ankle tattoos. Also Scott says he wants to have sex. I don’t know if im ready for that yet. I’ve been thinking about it alot, mostly what would go wrong. Of course we would use condoms but they are only effective 98% of the time. I’m mainly worried about if I am gonna get pregnant or not. I can’t get pregnant. My life would be over. I’m saying this now, which is very contriversal, I would have an abortion. Yes its a human person who probably deserves to live but I just cant do that. I cant be pregnant. I don’t want to focus on all the bad stuff about sex, but the good stuff too. It supposedly has alot of health benefits. I don’t know how to do it though. Like I know how, but at the same time I don’t. Ya know? I also think we should wait to do it but in Scotts words, “I don’t plan on breaking up with you ever so we arent gonna get the opportunity to do it for a long time. So why not do it now when its gonna happen eventually.” I think im gonna do it. Talking about it makes me feel less nervous and weve been talking about it more and more since his birthday is in like 3 days. I want to talk to Kaylie about it but im scared she might say its too early. I know shes gonna support me in whatever I do, but I still want her opinion on it. I also nervous about Scott’s parents or siblings knocking on the door while we are in the middle of having sex. Scott always has his door locked which is good for the both of us. I know his older brother wouldnt bother us cause he’s like a cool brother and knows whats going on lol. I hope it doesnt happen but it might, just might be his mom checking up on us. I think im ready. Im nervous, but I want to do it with him. Im not being pressured into doing it by the way. He knows that if i dont want to do it, he won’t try, we would do what we normally do afterschool, but in his bed.

I should probably talk about what has happened today instead of talking about sex lol. Nothing special really happened. Scott wanted me to go eat lunch with him and I said no. 1. I dont like school lunches, and 2. I don’t want to sit even remotely near Derek, and 3. I don’t eat lol. I kept telling him he should go eat and he said ok. I just layed down on a couch on my phone alone. Felt like old times, when I had no one to sit with so i just listened to emo bitch music. Good times, good times.

May 17th, I had to take out my nose stud for pictures in Journalism and my piercing closed. At around 10pm I repeirced it with a thumbtack in the wall. I put a part of an earring in so it doesnt close overnight and now I have to sleep like that till I can go to the mall tmrw and get some more.

May 18th, I went to the mall and got some new piercings. I got a black star, blue ball, black hoop, purple gem, silver star, and a skull. I'm wearing the black hoop right now since it's my favorite. The skull makes me look emo lol. I'm really nervous about going to Scott's tmrw. Wish me luck

May 19th, Ok so I just got back from Scott's house. When my parents dropped me off they wanted one of them to walk to the door with me. I legit begged them not to. They wanted to make sure at least one parent was home so Scott's mom went out and waved. She also said she was Scott's mom but I dont think my parents thought anything of it since they didnt say anything to me yet about it. I met alot of people like his stepmom, stepdad, mom, all his siblings, some of his cousins, aunt and uncle, grandmas, and dog. His step dad was really funny and made alot of jokes. His step mom and I were talking a bunch about how cute JJ Watt and Tom Holland is and Harry Potter. We had pie and a bunch of us went up to his room and just messed around. His older brothers Damian and Ralph were messing with us and it was funny. My mom decided to be an asshole and picked me up 30 minutes early. I wish I could've stayed longer but Aunt Mandy and her boyfriend James are coming over to watch some wrestling thing. I'm glad I got to see Scott on his birthday. He seemed happy.

May 21st, I texted my mom yesterday about Scott, how we are dating, and how I lied and said I was at his house meeting his parents instead of going to Kaylies house. I thought I would be in really big trouble since I lied but apparently I wasnt. When I went downstairs to talk to them they were just happy i finally opened up and told them something about my personal life lol. They didn't ask that many questions about him which is a good thing cause i dont like questions, they make me feel uncomfortable. They know hes getting his license soon so my dad said we are gonna have to talk about people driving me around, other than Michael and his mom. I think it's just gonna be about not leaving the state and just staying close by to our house. At least I hope that's what it's only gonna be about. Knowing them, they are gonna put a bunch of restrictions. I'm pretty sure they would also want to meet Scotty before he drives me anywhere. They are 100% gonna make fun of him for driving a mini cooper lol, I already do. I'm actually really nervous about him meeting my parents, both sets. Ik I was nervous about meeting his but I think I'm more nervous about him meeting mine. I dont know how anyone is gonna react. Gavin is gonna be all weird and would want to talk alot lol. Gavin likes Scott, I really dont know why. Makes me nervous just thinking about it.

I took Scottys keys in Journalism today lol. It was cool just carrying them around. Made me feel like I actually had my own car even though there is a keychain with Scott's name on it. When he was walking me to class he took them back and I got offended. That's all that's happened so far lol.

May 23rd, I cried myself to sleep last night. Lol what a great way to start an entry. Basically I felt like I ruin everything I touch and somehow I was gonna ruin my relationship with Scott. He tried making me feel better but it didnt really work. Anyways, today has been kinda an off day. I dont know what it is about today, just not a good day. Haven’t been in the best mood since last night, but it’s fine..im fine. Everyone has their off days and I guess today is mine,

May 24th, Yesterday Scotty was acting kinda weird so I typed him out a little paragraph to at least try to make him happy and all he sent back was "Love you too". I'll admit, it was a little bit frustrating spending all that time on that and getting a short response but its fine.

May 25th, I'm spending the night at Kelly's, well actually I already did. We went night swimming and it was fun. I woke up at 5am cause I was in so much pain and now I'm in even more. I just love bleeding internally and having cramps that make me feel like I'm gonna vomit. I tried looking for some aspirin or advil but I couldnt find any which is just so fucking great for me. Yeah anyways, I'm in alot of pain, feel like I'm go throw up, kill me to end my suffering

May 28th, wow yeah love procrastinating this lol. I had my Journalism and Child Development finals today so basically I did nothing at school. I accidentally stole Scotts key for the entire day and I was lowkey panicking cause I didn't know if I was gonna have the opportunity to give them back. I mainly played on my phone in Journalism. We judged the class Photo Safari and my group got 1st place in two of the categories and got 2nd overall. I was really surprised the portrait of me won cause I don’t think I look that great but apparently the yearbook staff thinks so. Thanks Avery :’) Our child development final was easy. We basically just had to write down about something interesting we learned and 3 jobs associated with child care. After that I got out a piece of paper wrote down everything I was thinking cause I cant actually say it or else I think people would hate me. But I basically wrote how I think Scott doesn't understand how I am feeling and my bipolar and depression and about an Instagram comment about something I really shouldn't be worrying about. Also I was writing on their how I am a stupid piece of shit who doesn’t deserve anything in her life cause she is just gonna fuck it up anyways just like she always does. I got done with that and the bell rang. I went to meet up with Scott and give him his keys then he walked with me for a little bit before he had to go talk to his teacher. Seeing him makes me happy, one of the few things that make me happy in this cruel world anymore. My dad called me and told me I had to get all of my work done tonight or else I would get my phone taken away all summer. I just don’t have the motivation to do this or anything for that matter. I’m gonna fucking fail anyways, might as well just deal with it.

I don’t feel anything anymore. No pain. No happiness. I am simply just...here. Maybe that's why I do it. To feel something...anything. I don’t care if it gives me pain I just want to feel human again.

Anyways. goodbye. Ig ill see ya in the next entry if im not already dead yet.

May 29th, today overall has been pretty good. I helped Cameron, Drew, Kaleb, Cassie, and others on the Geometry final. Which basically means I gave them all the answers. Cameron was 2 rows away from me so I texted them to him. I also took my Chemistry final today and I already know I failed that bitch. My parents are making me go to summer school for it which is no bueno. After the last bell rang I got to walk with Scott to the back doors. I don't want school to him. I'm gonna miss seeing him everyday. Tomorrow is the last day of school which means it's Izzys last day. I already know damn well I'm gonna fucking cry. I don't want him to leave but hes moving so their is nothing I can do about it. Tomorrow I'm gonna tell him how much of an amazing friend he has been and that everything will get better in the end. I dont want it to be tomorrow.

May 30th, Last day of school and just as I expected, I cried...alot. I didnt have a chance to say goodbye to Izzy like I wanted which made me very upset. I actually liked going to school, just not the learning. Seeing all my friends was the only thing I looked forward to. Now I have nothing. Once Scott gets his license we will be able to hang out but I want that to happen now, not in like a month. I said goodbye to Avery, Kaylie, Carlos, and all my teachers. I'm gonna miss it. But hey, I'm finally a junior. 2 more years then we can move to California. Maybe I'll start looking forward to that. I have to go to summer school and I'm really not excited about that, I know alot of people that are going which kinda makes me feel better ig.

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Mr Perfect

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Matchmaker! Y/n x Jinyoung

Warnings: None

Another successful match. You hated to brag, but you were damn good at your job. You ran a very successful dating company, Mr Perfect, matching, usually American women with men from South Korea. Your company was based out of Seoul and it was ranked #1. You were always booked up, never had alot of free time to date anyone yourself, but maybe one day business would slow down and you'd get the chance. For now though, you were perfectly content helping others find their perfect match.

Next up, you had a meeting with Brooke. She was from LA, living in Seoul for 3 years, going to school, and of course needing help in the dating department. She likes semi shy guys, someone who can dance, doesnt necessarily have to be born in SK but is living here, a nice smile and tall. You knew the perfect guy for her. Mark. He was born in LA, came to Seoul to go to school as well, was in a dance group and was looking for love.

"Hello Brooke, how are you today?" You ask her.

"Hi y/n, I'm good, thanks! I'm excited to see who you have chosen for me" she replies, excitedly.

"Ah yes, here is a picture of him, his name is Mark. He's basically everything you're looking for. I've already spoken to him and shown him your picture and he really wants to meet you!" You tell her. Her face lights up with excitement.

"He's so handsome! And look at that smile. I can't wait!" She says.

"I'll set up a meet for you two here at first, and if you both click you're more than welcome to leave and go do your own thing. I'll give you a call when I have a time set up." You tell her.

"Thanks so much y/n, I can't wait! See you soon!"she says as she walks out the door. You really hoped this one works out as well. They would look so good together.

~~ few days later ~~

"Hi Brooke, nice to see you again. Please come in my office while we wait for Mark" you say to her. She walks in and you close the door while you stay in the waiting room for Mark. A few minutes later he shows up, and you excitedly usher him into the room where Brooke is. Keeping your fingers crossed they click. A few minutes later, they come out, giggling and cannot stop staring at eachother.

"Hey y/n we're going to go out for a bit" says Mark. As they're leaving, Brooke turns around and whispers a thank you to you. You just nod your head back. Another successful match. You have a few hours until your next meeting, so you decide to go to the new coffee place a few blocks away. You've heard nothing but amazing things from people about that place. 15 minutes later, you arrive at Seoul's Coffee. Walking in, you take the cute little place in, it's nice, intamite, and smells amazing. After placing your order, you go sit down at a table and wait for your coffee and cinnamon bun to be brought to you. It doesnt take very long for it to come, and it all smells amazing. Looking up from your phone, you see someone else sitting alone. A man, well built, dark hair, good sense of style, that's about all you can see from the back. He gets up to go to the counter and you see his face. Wow. He's extremely handsome. Dark eyes, mysterious. What is his deal, you wonder to yourself.

Your phone rings, shit, you've been here longer than you expected. Getting up and starting to rush towards the door, you accidently bump into someone. The man, you've been staring at for the last hour.

"Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry" you frantically say

"Hah, no worries, all is well" he says. Oh my god. His voice is like butter. You feel like melting into his arms that made sure you didn't fall. Your phone rings again, snapping you out of your daze.

"Ah, I have to go, sorry again" you say while rushing out of the coffee shop.

What was that? You think. You've never been like that over a man before. You've also never seen a man who looked like him before. Walking back to your office you hear someone running down the sidewalk yelling. You turn around, and it's the man from the coffee shop and he's holding your purse.

"Here" he says, " you forgot this back at the coffee shop".

"Oh my god,I didnt even notice. Thank you so much!" You say. You turn to walk away when you're stopped by a hand grabbing your arm.

"I uh, dont usually do this, but I was wondering if you'd like to grab dinner with me sometime?" He asks you. Fuck yes, you think.

"Sure, why not" you say. You exchange numbers and you're back on your way to the office with a smile plastered on your face. The man, who's name is Jinyoung, and you have been frequently texting. Making arrangements to meet up. Tomorrow at 7pm, you're going to dinner. You've never been more excited.

You've finished getting ready, wearing a tight black dress that shows off your curves, and some heels. Your hair is curled and makeup is on point. You and Jinyoung decided to meet at the restaurant. Walking in you're slightly nervous, wondering how this will pan out. Will you be a good match? Will the conversation flow? Will you even have anything in common? Looking around, you spot him. Looking damn good. You make your way over to him,he looks up and smiles when he sees it's you.

"Hi y/n, you, wow, you look great" he tells you. You smile.

"Thank you, you look pretty good yourself" you reply. He gets up and pulls your seat out for you, such a gentleman.

After looking at the menu, you place your orders and begin talking.

"So y/n, what do you do for a living" he asks you. You're not sure if you really want to tell him.

"I own my own business, just helping people. How about you?" You quickly say.

He laughs.

"I'm actually a 3rd grade teacher" he beams.

"Wow! That's great. How do you like it?" You ask.

" I love it. I love kids and learning so it all works out" he says. You're about to reply when you hear someone calling your name.

"Hey y/n!" You turn around and see Mark. Shit.

"Oh hi Mark. What are you doing here?" You ask him.

"Brooke and I are on a date tonight." He says. You're about to tell him to have a good night or something until he says "Hey Jinyoung! I didn't know you knew y/n! She's the girl I was telling you about, the one who owns the matching company that put Brooke and I together. What are you guys doing here? She usually has her meetings in her office" he says, a little confused.

"We're actually on a date.." he replies.

"OH. I uh, I'm sorry to intrude, have a good night and uh, bye" Mark says and quickly rushes off.

"I'm so sorry" you say to Jinyoung. "I guess I'll get going, it was nice to meet you. Thank you for a lovely evening" you say, as you are about to get out of your seat.

"Wait!" Jinyoung says, "why exactly are you leaving?" He asks.

"Because you found out what I do for a living. The last guy I went out with did not like what I did and he told me to choose between my company and him. Obviously I chose my company, so I dont date now. I just thought you wouldn't like it either." You say with your head down. Normally you're not ashamed of what you do. But after your last boyfriend you don't like telling guys what you do, unless they're a potential client.

"Well, he sounds like a jackass" Jinyoung begins, "first off, I think it's cool that you run a dating company, it can be hard to find someone you really connect with. Second, you seem to be excellent at your job because I've never seen Mark so happy and Brooke seems to be a absolute perfect match for him". He says. You smile, widely.

"Thank you" you say to him.

"I don't know about you, but I'd like to continue this date and see you again because I really like you y/n". My god could he be anymore perfect. You were swooning.

"I'd really like that too" you reply. Mr Park Jinyoung, seems to be the perfect guy, for you. You weren't sure you'd ever find him. But you did. You found your Mr. Perfect.

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He’s Just like you.

Summary : you and sam have a bad fight causing you to leave not knowing your pregnant and its a couple years later

Word count : 2,720

triggers: swearing.

“Dean wheres sam”

I stood on my tip toes looking over deans shoulder looking for my tall boyfriend sam.

“He took of with that demon bitch”

I gritted my teeth.

“Ruby” I hated her more than anything , I knew that she was lying to us about helping dean outta going to hell but of course we couldn’t took a damn angel to save him. I hated how much sam trusted her , I feel like he would chose her over me , so I avoided the question during fights. I sat back on the couch grabbing my food from the brown bag dean had.

“You okay y/n?”

“Im fine why?”

“You seem upset lately maybe a little bitchy”

I pushed deans arm , taking a bite of my burger. We sat watching movies until at least midnight when sam finally came back in the door. Dean and I both turned now looking at sam who stood there as if he had just gotten off work.

“Where were you sam?”

“With ruby babe”

He walked by grabbing his salad pecking me on the cheek. I heard more footsteps and in walks in the demon herself ruby.

“Why the hell are you here demon bitch”

“Watch you’re tone with me hunter skank”

I walked around the couch coming face to face with ruby.

“Lets go bitch”

I pushed her back , sam came grabbing my hand leading me to the kitchen.

“What the hell y/n”

“Really sam”

“What?”

“You brought her here knowing how I feel about her”

“Shes helping me”

“I can help you sam”

“Not like she can”

“Are you sleeping with the bitch or something”

“What no”

“Then what the hell sam , why am I getting the 3rd degree here”

“Shes helping me y/n more than you or dean ever could”

“Wow sam I stayed with you even after dean went to hell ,I stayed when I found out you’re a demon blood junkie , I stayed even when she came” “No one asked you too y/n”

His hands now clenching into fist.

“I didnt ask you to stay , you did that all on your own”

“What was I gonna do sam , let you go y2k on everyone and everything?”

“I dont know y/n but it would of been easier if you just left”

“Really why so you could fuck her without feeling guilty after , oh im sorry I mean "helping” you"

“Actually you know what y/n yes okay yes im fucking ruby ,ya happy now , wanna know why? Cause she doesnt bitch all the time , she doesnt need me to protect her , id rather her have my back at least I can depend on her”

“SAM!”

dean yelled stepping between us.

I felt my heart shatter In pieces, I felt tears forming , I didnt want him to see me cry.

I walked away still hearing him yell at dean about how ruby is better for him than me , how maybe I should just go. I went to our room grabbing everything I could , smashing pictures as I walked around the room.

“Okay sam , hope your happy”

I walked away grabbing my bag and a little money. I gave dean a hug then I walked out the door not looking back.

I finally got to a cheap hotel where I got a single bed for the weekend. I walked inside falling onto the bed tears falling down my face. How could he say that. I took a shower , getting out my phone had a text from dean.

-hey y/n think it finally hit sam your not coming back , he might try call ya Ill let you know if he does anything stupid and dont worry about ruby ill gank her soon-

I didn’t reply i want sam to worry to realize im not going back.

Its been two months since I left, i decided I need to get a apartment in a little town where supernatural things didn’t occur. I went into the little market buying some food and shampoo oh and pregnancy test.

I got home taking the test , it came back positive only one guy could be the father.

Sam.

I havent slept with anyone else or even looked at another guy I still loved sam.

*TWO YEARS LATER*

“Mommy , mommy look”

I got down on knees taking the drawing out of ethans hand.

My son ethan looks just like his father , he has his eyes and hair , his laugh , smile. He makes me miss sam everyday.

“Thats amazing baby , what is it”

Looking at the drawings it was a very tall person with a cape and what look like dogs.

“Its daddy , you said hes saving people from devil dogs , silly mommy”

I put it on the frige placing him in his seat. I gave him his lunch , he always wanted to know about sam ever since he had a play date with a kid who had both his parents. I told him sam was off saving the world from monsters like ghost and devil dogs. He always asked if his daddy was coming home or will he ever see him.

He was so smart for a child his age. After lunch I asked if he wanted to go to the park to play and feed the ducks.

We got in the car buckling ethan into his seat. When got to the park , ethan took off for the swings. I sat on a bench close enough to see but not so close I can’t see my surroundings. Im still a hunter after all. Ethan was playing tag with some of his friends when another mom came and sat next to me.

“Hey y/n , how are you”

“Im fine susan ,how are you”

“Honestly a little shook up , some fbi agents came to the house asking about murders”

“Creepy”

“Oh my thats them”

She pointed her finger over at two men in suits , walking twords us. I brushed my hair into my face , I turned to her but she was already gone. As they got closer I could hear them banter back and forth.

“Excuse me miss may we ask you some questions”

I sat up looking up at the man who spoke.

“Hi sam”

His jaw dropped as I spoke to him , I flashed a smile , I jumped up hugging dean before reaching out offering sam a hug. He pulled me in hugging me tightly his hands rested on my lower back. I pulled away still having the smell of him fill my nose

“So what’s going on , I havent heard about any murders”

Dean spoke when sam just stood there with a big smile across his face.

“Happend in the 80’s thinking its a wendigo who went quite”

“You guys still gotta gank it nice or not a monsters a monster right”

“Right”

Dean winked at me before sam cut in.

“So uhh whats new”

“A little this , a litte that”

I didnt tell him about ethan, I didnt need a absent father in his life Sam kept glancing at the ground then back at me.

“We ganked ruby”

“Oh im sorry ”

“Im not ,she was tricking me”

“Oh well cant trust anyone I guess”

“Ive missed you y/n”

“I miss you too sam”

His smile grew bigger.

“Maybe we can get a drink tonight and talk”

“I can’t im sorry”

“Oh you got a boyfriend or something?”

“No ”

Dean now trying to help his brother spoke now giving me his best charm.

“Why dont the three of us go get a drink and talk about getting the band back together”

“Id love to you guys but I cant”

Sam was about to protest when ethan came running from the playground.

“Mommy , mommy I caught a bug”

I picked him up sitting him on my hip.

“Let me see”

He opend his hand showing a dead cricket"

“Its dead hun”

“I know silly mommy , it was scaring lisa so I saved her , like how daddy saved you from monsters”

I kissed his cheek putting him back down , crouching down I grabbed his hand.

“Go say bye we gotta go home”

He smiled running off to say bye, I stood up sam and dean both wide eyed and speechless. I waved my hand in front of sams face making him snap out of his trance.

“You have a a a a son?”

“Yea his names ethan”

Sam stayed speachless watching ethan run back to us.

Ethan stood by my side , gripping my pant leg tightly. Sam crouched down pulling out his fake fbi badge.

“Hi im sam”

Ethan grabbed his badge.

“Im ethan”

“Tell him your full name ethan”

ethan tucked his head into my leg before looking back at sam smiling.

“My name is Ethan Samuel Winchester”

Sams head shot up looking at me, he stood up trying to figure out what to say.

“Ethan hunny dont forget your toy”

He ran back to the swings where his toy dragon sat in the sand. Sam finally spoke.

“Is he mine?”

“Yes sam , hes your son”

“When did you find out"

"Maybe a month and a half after I left”

“Why didnt you call?”

“Didnt think you would care”

I could see tears filling up his eyes. Ethan walked over , picking him up I gave sam and dean quick hugs before walking to my car , shaky and on the verge of tears.

*sams pov*

Dean and I just killed off the 90 year old wendigo. Dean decided we had a crazy day so the bar was the perfect place to go. We sat down at a table near the back , dean ordered 6 shots of whiskey , 3 for each , and two beers one for each. As we drank my mind kept snapping back to y/n and our son.

“Sammy?”

I snapped out of my day dream to dean cheersing me with his shot.

“So you’re a daddy sam”

“Im not a dad im just the biological father , I wasnt there for anything”

Dean downed his other two shots , so did I. He raised he hand asking for 3

More rounds. We were in the middle of our 3 or was it 5th round with jack when I finally yelled.

“Why the fuck didnt she call me dean? Ya know just be like oh hey sam im pregnant with your child just fyi or a text something”

“You told her to go sam , told her you wanted ruby , that you were cheating on her with ruby , that you wished she left , you made her feel worthless , unloved , unwanted , you were so jacked up on demon blood you didnt care when she walked out the door”

I buried my face in my hands , dean was right , it was my fault she never came back or called , I dont blame her for hiding him from me.

Dean cleared his throat.

“She clearly tells the kid about you”

I looked up at him , feeling tears build behind my eyelids.

“What?”

“She tells the kid about you I mean you didnt hear him say he saved the girl from the bug like his daddy saved her”

My heart beat hard agianst my chest. I had to see her ,tell her everything. I stood up but dean pushed me back into my seat.

“2 more rounds”

After we drank I felt the room spinning , my thoughts jumbled between y/n and ethan , and more alcohol. I walked outside feeling the cold air hit my face.

“Cas!”

I yelled when I heard the sound of wings I turned to see 3 cas’s , he spoke but I couldn’t hear him.

“T-t-t take me to y/n”

Next thing I knew I was infront of a little white house.

*y/n pov*

*BANG BANG*

I ran to the door , it was 2 am who the hell is banging at my door this late. I opened the door to find a very drunk , very sad sam.

“Sam?”

He smiled pulling me to his chest.

“Y/n!!”

I took him inside sitting him on the couch handing him a water bottle.

“Sam what are you doing here?”

“This right here ”

He patted his hands on the couch.

“Is where im meant to be”

“Sam please dont”

“Please just listen”

I sat next to him making sure we didnt touch.

“Y/n im so sorry for how I acted , for what I s s s said , ruby was a lying bitch just l l like you said. She tricked me into horrible things I never had sex with her , I never even looked at her like that , I was so junked up on demon blood that I didnt see that you were what I needed , w w what I need baby.”

I saw tears falling from his eyes now when he spoke.

“Baby you are my world , and we have a son , , I dont blame you for keeping him from me, but I I can’t , wont miss anymore of his life or yours , I need you back y/n , im so sorry so so so sorry”

He was now full on crying , I could tell dean had gotten him drunk so he could say how he felt. He looked back at me , his eyes blood shot and his breath smelling of whiskey.

“He has your eyes sam”

“Really?”

“Yeah , he is just like you more and more everyday”

I felt tears falling down my face.

“Sam you can come back but you have to be here , I wont let you hurt ethan”

“I wont ever hurt eaither of you”

His hands grabbed mine pulling me to him so now I was sitting on his lap facing him. He put one of his hands on my lower back while the other rested on my cheek. He closed the gap between us his lips gently touching mine. I kissed back running my hands through his hair making the kiss deeper.

“Ive missed you so much sam”

I helped him upstairs ,letting him sleep in my bed. As I layed next to him , he wrapped his hands around my waist pulling me into his spooning me.

“Does ethan know about me?”

“Yeah he knows you and dean hunting monsters like ghost and demons but he thinks your a superhero”

I heard his laugh as we fell asleep. I woke up before sam untangling myself from him. I walked downstairs where ethan sat watching his morning cartoons. I called him over to the kitchen sitting him in his chair I went to the frige grabbing things for pancakes.

“Mommy what’s wrong?”

Ethan looked at me smiling

“Nothing baby”

I walked away from my mixing bowl picking ethan up sitting him on my hip. Grabbing my wallet I took the picture of me sam and dean out handing it to him.

“That right there is your uncle dean , hes really brave and the tall guy thats your daddy sam he’s my hero”

Ethan smiled holding the picture, I walked into the kitchen sitting him down on the floor. I heard steps coming from upstairs.

“Ethan hun I have a surprise for you”

His head snapped up looking at me with wonder.

“What is it mommy?”

“I want you to look at that picture real close”

As he squinted his eyes , sam came down standing at the walk way into the kitchen.

“Now ethan look up”

Ethan looked up from the picture , as his eyes met sam , the biggest smile formed across his face.

“DADDY!!!”

he ran over grabbing sams legs as sam picked him up.

“Daddy your back!”

Sam hugged him tears falling down his face. His eyes locked onto mine.

“Daddys home now ethan”

After breakfast dean came over so ethan could know his family. As sam and I did dishes his hands grabbed my hips spining me around so now I was face to face with him.

“Y/n I wanna be a family”

“We are sam”

“I wanna make it offical”

He reached into his pocket pulling out a ring.

“I know its not much but will you marry me ?”

“Yes sam oh my lord yes”

He kissed me , my hands tangled in jis hair as we parted I could hear ethan and dean.

“Ew mommy and daddy are kissing”

“I know right gross”

I smiled at sam , knowing he will always be there for ethan and I

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