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Just saw an ask about Nancy’s lack of social behaviors that inspired some thoughts. I didn't want to intrude on them with my disagreements. They make a couple of reasonable points, but I believe they're missing some aspects of Nancy’s personality to interpret them. Obviously, some of this comes down to personal interpretation, but this is my understanding of Nancy Wheeler.
Addressing their points: Canonically, Nancy isn't a social person. She didn't reach out to Robin at all in the year after Starcourt Mall. The only people we see her regularly hanging out with, after Barb's death, is whoever her current boyfriend is. These are all facts. I personally feel her questioning Robin's presence in season 3 was less a 'I have absolutely zero idea who you are' reaction, and more of a 'why the heck is this new person helping us fight a monster and making comments, since when?' type reaction. This is up for interpretation though, so I won't argue that point.
However, Nancy’s lack of social life is not an indicator of a lack of desire for friendship. Nancy struggles with opening up to people. She finds emotional vulnerability and genuine connection both difficult and terrifying. We see this aversion present itself in her relationship with Mike, as well as signs of it presenting in her dysfunctional family. 
Barb was her only real friend in the beginning of the show. We see her change herself, to try to conform to Steve's group, but even then she is very distant from everyone but Steve and Barb. She relied on previous bonds in a social situation, and made no attempts to create new ones. Granted, Tommy and Carol weren’t people she cared to be friends with. However, this seems to be a pattern of behavior, as indicated by her social situations throughout the show. Another example is the party in season two, when she got drunk and only actually talked to Steve.
Nancy stays inside a social comfort zone. She is not outgoing without a purpose. She’s good at listening, but she doesn’t talk to people without an external reason, such as a story. What some people may forget, is that once Nancy is comfortable with someone, many of those barriers go away. She actually stays quite close to people she likes and feels comfortable with, especially in a distressing situation. She made Barb come to the party for this exact reason. 
The Upside Down dangers created the perfect situations to create deep bonds with Steve and Jonathan. They were forced into situations that lowered guards and allowed them to be genuine with each other. There’s a reason she ended up dating both of them, and essentially relying on them for connection over the years. It wasn’t just trauma bonding, but also that barrier free connection. 
Jonathan was the one to distance himself from Nancy in between season one and two. We see Nancy still reaching out at the beginning of season two. He had been placed in the comfortable zone, and as such, she was quite social with him, despite not dating yet. She ends up distanced from Steve because ex status took him out of that zone, alongside lack of communication in their relationship and the inability to be emotionally vulnerable with him. 
Then we go into post-season three territory. Nancy and Robin don’t talk after Starcourt. Why would they? The two saw each other in a dangerous situation, but they never actually connected. There was no bond, and I highly doubt that Robin took the initiative to attempt to develop one afterwards. Steve started dating Nancy because he put persistent effort into showing his interest. She’s not exactly the type to reach out first. Once within the trust and comfort zone, then yeah, she will initiate contact with a person, but she struggles before then. 
As for people outside of the Hawkins Gang, alongside her natural social aversion, there’s also the barrier of being unable to be completely honest with them. This is a major thing for Nancy, who likely values genuine friendships, and has little respect for superficial ones. This, alongside the trauma surrounding Barb, hinders her quite a lot.
After Jonathan moves away, Nancy is left relatively alone. She has working relationships with people in the newspaper, but not much beyond that. Perhaps there was the possibility of a friendship developing over time with Fred, but that was cut short. Even then, once again, the person she’s closest to got there because they were placed in a situation where she had an external reason to initiate contact.
Does that mean she doesn’t really care to make any more friends aside from Jonathan? Turn now to the famous line: "Does that make us friends? As in, officially?"  
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Look at that smile, and try to tell me that she isn't ecstatic to have Robin confirm their new relationship.
This girl desperately wants a friend. She just doesn’t know how to make one. Looking just at that scene, Nancy is visibly nervous. She doesn’t say anything until Robin drops the friend-word, and then she feels the need to confirm it with her. She wanted it so badly, and was so relieved when Robin revealed that she felt the same way. This wasn’t a little thing to her.
How do they even get to that point in season four? First, Robin puts herself in Nancy’s orbit, despite Nancy’s discomfort. People have a tendency to discount her ideas and not listen to her. She was an unknown variable in a stressful situation. However, the situation allowed them to really talk and the start of a connection was created. Robin had listened to her, and had validated her theory. 
Nancy was starting to like her.
What did she do next? Take advantage of the situation they were in, to sneakily attempt to grow closer. It wasn’t just the fact that Robin was competent and Nancy respected her after the library, but because she wanted to spend time with her. There were plenty of options within the group of competent people, yet Nancy repeatedly singled Robin out. Nancy was trying to become friends.
I say take advantage of it though, because it is a lot less stressful to initiate conversations with someone if you have an excuse. ('They were in a dangerous situation, it wasn't about wanting to be her friend, whaaatt.' Lies.) Suddenly a lot of the normal social pressure and anxiety around initiating contact is decreased. And look at what Nancy does in that scenario, she immediately reaches out. 
Give her a reason, or a purpose, and she can go up and talk to anyone about anything. Take that away, and she gets too stressed or anxious to be the first. 
Anyway, to sum up, Nancy sticks to people she’s comfortable with. Robin, and maybe Steve depending on how the romance is handled, have managed to maneuver themselves into her comfort zone by the end of season four. She has confirmed friendship with Robin, and as previously established, once Nancy likes you, she is social. She will reach out to you, and spend time with you. 
Outside of danger, she likely takes a while to trust people, so anyone who wants to join in the hangouts would need to be willing to put in some effort and be patient with her, but it isn't impossible. She wouldn’t avoid them, just stick close to comfort people.
She's not completely anti-social. Nancy is an introvert who struggles to trust, but once you have that trust, she is a reliable friend.
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awhalesrider · 1 year
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Our beloved V and her love
Players have been looking at the world from V's perspective. Valerie is the observer who brings our eyes. We see the story of many characters, but we have less opportunity to observe our girl. Perhaps it is easy to be less sensitive to many of her behaviors and emotions, since we have been long used to seeing those options as a means to serve the plot of the game. However, if we do not take it all for granted, but think deep inside the logic behind with some of our subjective initiative, we will realize that the johnny/v relationship from V's perspective may be a perfect example of "showing instead of telling".
Valerie seems to be more accustomed to show her love and care to others. She is the one always offering a helping hand in her established relationship. You can say this is a coincidence caused by the characteristics of the first-person RPG, but in any case, the result is that she is relatively more introverted in various relationships. She listens instead of telling. It's more like everyone needs her than she needs them [born to be a merc, don't you think?]. She listens to everyone's troubles and solves all kinds of problems, but she seldom easily shows her vulnerability until she has to. Even if she decides not to hide the sad truth from her friends, she rarely asks for support directly. What she says more is "It's okay." or "I feel better now. No worries." or "I've found a way. Hope it works". This is what I find most endearing and remarkable about our girl - the main storyline is her plight. She is dying. Her life is counting down. She is the one who needs help. But beyond that, dozens of side jobs are basically about her pulling others out of the shadows, out of the mire, and into a new life. Imagine a patient with terminal cancer who is still doing psychological therapy for others, and you will find that she is so strong and brave, and so good at pretending; that she can even fool the group of strangers behind the screen who think they know her best. The new legend in NC that we knew doesn't even know how to escape the scythe of death.
This is where it gets interesting. With Valerie, we visited Judy's hometown flooded by the reservoir. We met the family members who are dependent on River. We understand the past of Panam and Aldecados. And we know very well the years of light and gloom of Kerry.
The problem is, we don't know much about V. We have only a one-sided perception of her life. Again, you can say that this is the beauty of first-person RPGs! Leaving enough room for the player's imagination! We can totally make up our story for our V. But the objective truth is that our knowledge of V's memory in the game is from the prologue and some seperated side jobs about her background (i.e., street kid/corpo/nomad). In addition, what we get is only fragments of her childhood that she dictated to herself, and Johnny's words.
Yes. Johnny's words describing the first half of V's life.
The man is the closest obeserver of V.
V: "Sure seem to know a lot about my past."
Johnny:"Well, seen flashes of your past, just like you've seen flashes of mine."
That's what makes their relationship so special. Valerie rarely reveals her past voluntarily and shows her thoughts, but whether she wants it or not, she has a partner who shares these secrets with her and is as close to her as her sense of self. I have to mention her time with the joytoys in the clouds that connects her subconscious. In fact, if we talk to the end, we will find that it is very much like a simple conversation she had with Johnny back in the Tapeworm. Angel and the Sky have slightly different lines, but they both end with the phrase "If you must kill, kill. If you must burn all the world to the ground, then let it burn.", I don't think this is an echo without any particular purposes.
So for Valerie, the relationship with Johnny is different from her other intimate relationships. In the dialogue with Johnny we can see Valerie releasing her various emotions to the greatest extent possible. She rarely comes across as the strong and reliable merc who seems to be powerful and always makes people feel safe. On the contrary, in Tapeworm and Chippin' In, we can see V show her vulnerability and sensitivity while changing Johnny. She often expresses her confusion and anger. She no longer says "I found a way". She asks "what do you want". She can be confused, fearful of death, and greedy for life. she becomes a resentful and incomprehensible about the city and her fate. She becomes an ordinary young person, resentful and uncomprehending about the city and her fate. Johnny knows her past like he knows the back of his hand. He knows everything she cares about most and the root of all her fears. He listens to her, understands her and even stubbornly decides to save her. He keeps asking her forcefully to accept his help and reminds her after the meaningful concert that "Kerry's got his life back. Whereas we should be worryin' about how to get yours back". So Mr. Pondsmith, the original author of the board game, is right in saying that because of Johnny's presence, V was cushioned before she had a nervous breakdown and became a cyber psychopath.
Such companionship and closeness would be like painkillers. Perhaps V is unconscious to herself, but she has developed dependence long before she realizes. Her subconscious habit of defending him would have been able to show her subtle preference. Before she knew it, Johnny was already a source of security. No matter how much she usually argued with him and said she didn't want to hear him anymore, her subconscious was looking for him at the most fearful and uncomfortable times.
When V first accessed the cyberspace in the Pacifica with the Voodoo Boys, she uneasily seeked confirmation from Johnny as she stepped into the biting cold water. And before she had a near-death experience of that time of unconsciousness, she fell to the ground and called out Johnny's name, saying in her mind that she was going to die, until he held her wrist and said she ain't dying yet cuz he got her. It is said that people are most honest when they are dying. Did Valerie find her true feelings about him at that time? Did she realize that she only wanted to rely on this pure solace of the heart, despite all the friends she had met, despite knowing that Johnny could not technically and literally offer her a hand in the material world?
Maybe that's why she gave that answer when Johnny asked her if she would take a bullet for him.
The Johnny in her head is just a mass of data, a phantom, and a copy of the engram. Everyone including Johnny knows this, and Valerie reminds herself of this fact from time to time, but she still believes in the end that he is a part of her soul, a comrade who will accompany her to the end. The kitten (Nibbles) they picked up together was real, the tattoos he left on her arm were real, and so were his dog tags and his promises.
Valerie's desire to live is so strong, but in the most ideal development path of the plot, even if she had to endure the suffer because of the RELIC, she didn't even take much of tablet to block him out until the final rooftop choice. Could it be that she would rather endure physical pain than experience sudden loneliness and isolation on a spiritual level? She emphasizes her control over her body, yet she swallows Endotrizine for him again and again to fulfill his last wish when she knows she is getting closer to death. Why could she trust a man who was destined to take her life? Why can you trust someone who has shown all his "previous conviction" to her, someone she knows is a jerk in the past?
Only Valerie knows why.
In the deleted dialogue, Hellman says that she, letting Johnny control her body, is like a young girl in love and doesn't care anything else (I dont know the original lines in English but I do see the line in the Chinese ver voice package). In the end of the secret ending, Rogue said that Johnny must have made a pretty big impression on V for getting on board. The truth is it's hard for an outsider to really understand what it's like to have someone so close in spirit.
It's never the same thing as "Let's try. We can break up if it doesn't work out". Once that "you're in me, and I'm in you" state is confirmed, she can't get out of it - unless she denies herself. As long as she can't let go of herself, she can't let go of him. She's willing to give to him as much as she's willing to give to herself.
So even at the end of the six months Valerie has left to live, she will feel that she can't hear him anymore and can't see him anymore, but she will never lose him. There will always be a part of her soul that belongs to him. Maybe she will listen to his songs, holding all the traces of him left behind and missing him without a word, because no one can understand.
She will only tell them that she just got used to him.
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kpophubb · 2 years
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hey ya!
first things first: I LOVE your works! 😍
second: what would enha's ideal dates be like? 🥺 this is a question from one delulu to another
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♡ it goes without saying that heeseung would love a very caring and affectionate someone. As someone who himself stated that he’s not very emotionally strong and needs a lot of love and attention in secret places like home, I feel like he’d be more attracted towards someone who can shower him with love and understand his needs without him having to say it out aloud. Hee would love someone who he can depend on, who makes him feel like she would protect him in his harsh times, be there for him, and communicate well with him so he never feels lonely. Someone who can prioritise him right and always reassure him and put him first. He’d love someone who can support his career and cherish his success like her own. A kind girl with a big heart, full of affection, considerate and thoughtful, who can give him the love he deserves.
♡ jay would love a confident, mature,smart girl who takes relationship as seriously as him. Someone who can value commitment and value him and be respectful towards his parents and others. He’d swoon for an independent girl, even if you aren’t it’s okay, because he’s someone who is more on the giving side than on the receiving end. Someone passionate, with a deep perspective,someone responsible he can see a future with, someone who loves him right. Common interests would really spark him, like a common taste in fashion and food, and he would love an inquisitive person who’s willing to learn. Because he likes talking a lot, he’d want someone who can be outspoken and depend on him, who’s gonna be a good listener and pay attention to what he talks about. Overall, a sweet girl who is compatible with him and is a keeper who can walk the long path, holding hands tightly along his side.
♡ jake loves a very loving and openly affectionate girl. Someone with an adventurous soul who would be willing to try new things and almost everything with him and go along with them. Travelling, fishing, trips, trying new cuisines etc etc. Being a clingy person, he loves someone who adores skinship and initiates a lots of hugs and kisses. Although he doesn’t say it out aloud, he loves it when his someone always tells him how amazing he is and how proud and lucky she is to have him. Someone who takes good care of him, is mature, treasures his dreams and respects his decisions, is observant and notices his likes/dislikes and protects his boundaries. Since he’s someone who’s always giving love, he needs someone who can fill him with the love and kindness he’s always giving people. Someone to connect with him sensually and emotionally, someone who will never judge him, someone he can be silly and goofy with and make lots of memories. Someone who’s as crazy as him and treasures him like her most prized possession and is never afraid to express how she feels. A girl who’s thoughtful and kind, always helps others and puts other’s needs before hers and loves Layla as much as him! Once Jake finds his girl, he will always be cheesy with her and consider her his long lost soulmate <3
♡ sunghoon loves an extroverted, cute girl. Since he’s very introverted and not that good in expressing his feelings, he’d want a girl who can complete him and be there for him in times he can’t be there for himself. Someone who can be his cheerleader (and ofc praise him a lot and call him handsome lol) and make him smile a lot. Since he’s so whipped for sunoo who is a natural cutie, I feel like he’d be into a girl who is just as cute. Girly, cute, fashionable, charming and knows her thing. Confident and a little shy maybe, who he can endlessly tease! A girl who understands his (dad) sense of humour, who appreciates him, gets along with his his friends and has a really pretty princess-y vibe!
♡ sunoo’s ideal type is basically a girl who loves mint choco as much as he loves it lmao. Okay I’m jk, if she likes mint choco then that just gives her bonus (1000) points. He’d be down bad for a girl who can provide him warmth, support & encouragement. A creative girl who believes in herself, who will be able to hold deep, meaningful, and a long lasting relationship with him. Someone he can grow together, whose weakness can be driven away by his strength and whose strength can drive away his weakness. A girl with an intuitive personality who loves spending time with him and always helps him evolve into the best version of himself. A cute girl who accepts him for as he is and loves herself and sunoo the way he deserves. Someone he can depend on and someone he wants to depend on him. A non-judgmental, open minded and free spirited amazing girl.
♡ jungwon’s ideal type is a girl boss! (A boss for a boss hehe :p). Someone loyal, honest who he can connect with deeply. A girl who can take care of him without making him seem needy, who can understand him so well that she can cater to his needs even without him ever stating so. Someone very dedicated, who can make sacrifices for him if necessary, who thinks more rationally than emotionally and supports him in every situation. A responsible girl who is affectionate and takes care of him, a good listener with a straight forward personality. He wants someone to treat his boundaries well, have fun with him and love him, be easy going and dream with him together! Leadernim loves the girl who can love his members like he does and treat them like her real family !
♡ niki loves a positive minded, energetic girl who he can have fun with and pull a lot of pranks on others with. Someone playful and adorable, who’s affectionate and enthusiastic and passionate about their relationship. Someone who expresses emotions for him boldly, is sure about him, never afraid to show him how much she loves him and someone who can accompany him in his life-long pursuit of fun and excitement. Someone a little childish like him who gets excited easily and sees things from the same view point as him, someone inquisitive and adventurous, someone spontaneous who shares common interests. A light-hearted casual minded girl he can be himself with at ease, do crazy things with and laugh a lot with. He loves a girl who can make him laugh a lot. He loves a girl who’s effortlessly cute and makes his heart skip two beats everytime. Since ni ki is the baby of the group and is used to people caring for him, he would naturally be attracted to a girl who can take care of him well and live upto his needs. A girl he can be best friends in the day and lovers in the night.
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@love4heejake tysm ohmygod.🥺💓 your ask made me so happy! <3 ofc, delulu hours are always open so feel free to drop by whenever you want!
The way you called my last fic I posted a while ago “masterpiece” in the tags made me so happy🤧 I’ll be posting more fics so I hope you look forward to them! :)
Let’s interact more (if you want) ♡
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draft-void · 1 month
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DV!Underswap Cyan characters
Finally! Here are the designs for the USC AU! Here is the first part, introducing Martlet, Dalv, Chujin, and Ceroba!
It went surprisingly well drawing the four since I'm used to drawing skeletons and humans, and I barely draw animals and other creatures, anthropomorphic or not.
Though I gotta say that Chujin and Ceroba (mostly Ceroba) gave me hell designing them, so I had to research the costumes (why are there so many sexualized samurai outfits for women-) and use reference from other UTY Swap AUs-
Anyways, the info is down below!
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Martlet "Are you... a human? N-no, it can't be. It cannot be. Your kind has hurt and attacked us even if we were trapped down here. Why? Why are you here to torment us?? Y-You have to leave. NOW."
Swapped with Dalv
Former Royal Guard and expert builder
Resigned ever since the attack in Snowdin
Born without feet, so she built mechanical legs to replace it
Very paranoid. She used to be cheerful and peppy until the Snowdin attack.
Because of her paranoia, she built MANY traps and puzzles around the Dark Ruins, making the area difficult to explore.
Has guilt from failing to protect the monsters in Snowdin
If spared in a Pacifist / Compassion run, she will become friendly to Kanako despite the awkwardness.
In a Genocide / Cruelty run, she will try and stop Kanako from going out of the Ruins.
Friends with Clover and Dalv
Dalv "Dalv, Master of Puzzles! I am here to stop you, human! ... Quick question, was that good?"
Swapped with Martlet
The "Puzzle Master" and watcher of Snowdin
Accompanies Kanako if you spare him
Who let this guy become a builder or something? His puzzles usually collapse or ends up in smoke
Most children sees him as a funny man, but a few fellows from Snowdin sees him and his puzzles as a nuisance
Tries to act cheerful and confident, but he's a mess on the inside
Actually introverted and awkward
Has a strong morale to protect Snowdin even if he didn't live there yet at the time of the attack
Despite his crappy ability at building puzzles and traps, he prefers growing vegetables and writing. The young monsters in Snowdin likes his stories
Fears befriending others as they might leave him in the end
Befriended Martlet even if he hadn't seen her until the True Pacifist / Patience ending. He'd usually give her corn through the closed door and tell her stories about the puzzles. Martlet usually listens to his puzzle stories and gives him a few tips on improving his failed puzzles.
Ceroba Ketsukane "East Sun" "Stop right there, intruder! You have come across the borders of the Far East! You don't want to face the wrath and justice of the East Sun Samurai!"
Swapped with Starlo
Known as the "East Sun Samurai", called East Sun for short
Chujin's wife
Very skilled with swords and fighting even if the whole "Far West" stuff is just for fun and roleplay stuff
Energetic and adventurous
Knows everyone... but she struggles knowing things about herself.
The sun of the Forest Caves, though her samurai antics come off as a bit anoying sometimes
Has a short temper
Gets carried away, and it sometimes end up doing things that she regrets (for a very short period of time)
On the inside, she's full of grief from losing Starlo and Clover. Seeing Kanako reminds her of Clover.
She just wants to make Chujin happy, that's the whole point of this samurai thing. Even if one day she might fully lose a sense of who she used to be and truly is.
Chujin Ketsukane "No matter what, I try to do good for humanity and fix my mistakes. But one after another... it just takes something away from me in the end."
Swapped with Ceroba
Given the role as "The Wise Mentor", gives advice and knowledge to East Sun
Former Royal Scientist
Ceroba's husband
Resigned after Clover's disappearance
Skilled with swords and magic
Very knowledgable... he's a nerd lol
Silent, observant, and mysterious
Used to be a brilliant and cheerful scientist until the events after the Snowdin attack
Secretly likes aliens and Ben 10
Resents Queen Toriel for her cowardice
Doesn't speak his opinions until something doesn't serve others well
Realistic except for when it comes to his goals and dreams
Straightforward and prefers to end matters quickly. Get's annoyed if it takes too long.
Before, many sees him as a scientist who can do anything. But for Chujin himself, one mistake proved otherwise.
Very secretive and hides it well
Will achieve his goals... even if it comes with consequence and it destroys him from the inside.
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ddwcaph-game · 2 months
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This is the stats screen for Kathryn “Katie” Emmerson, my MC for the story. She is the oldest twin, but she is more soft-spoken. Her younger twin brother Landon was always one to wear his emotions directly on his sleeve and take charge of the situation, while she is one to observe before acting. She is a lefty and loves to write, and tends to get lost in her thoughts and daydream often. She is a bookworm and introverted, while her brother is more athletic and social. *Very* much opposites. Katie struggles with her self-image a lot, doubts herself and her abilities. She is one of the top students in the class, but she believe it to be because she works hard, not because of any real talent or intelligence.
While Landon is irresponsible and carefree, she studies and keeps herself on the straight and narrow. After all, *someone* had to fill in the shoes Maggie left unfilled, and their father Arthur… well, who knows where he is? So she kind of had to grow up a bit faster as a result.
I have the headcanon that Katie’s *not* close to her mother Maggie while her twin is, hence him throwing away the locket picture. It hurt Landon more, hence not wanting to keep it. She has lost hope of her mother returning, but she tries to give her brother hope by trying to be more optimistic in front of him about it. Now if Landon can sense that… no idea :O
Rosie, her best friend, does make life a bit more gentle, though– when Katie has a bad day, she knows just who to go to for a hug. Always more willing to listen than to speak, the two tend to balance each other well, with Katie being the more quiet one and Rosie being more outgoing.
In terms of confrontation, Katie acts with words/smarts. So when confronted with B, she cut straight to the point on the matter. She loves learning new things, but in a more innocent way than Lily, I suppose– not as intense of an investigator, but curious of the world just to learn everything about it. (If this is too much, let me know! I got a bit inspired xD)
Hello, thank you for consulting Roselyna’s Matchmaking Service! Rosie had to finish her homework first, so sorry for the late response!
And nope, I don’t think it’s too much. But anyway, here are our Top 3 picks!
1. Well, I can’t *not* choose Roselyna as the top candidate now, can I? 😛 It’s true that Rosie’s more outgoing, but she’s also a great listener for when Katie has to vent, and they’d be able to relate/help with each other’s insecurities. Rosie also admires the much smarter students since she wants to be a teacher, so with Katie believing it’s a result of her hardwork, I think they’d be a good influence for each other. Bonus points too for also being a Daddy’s girl, hehe.
2. Wayne’s probably the second best candidate. Not just by virtue of being Rosie’s bestfriend, but also because Wayne also had a lot of experience with Rosie, back when she was much more reserved. She might not be fond of his troublemaker nature, but she’d probably appreciate his natural curiosity. And he’d know just the thing to cheer Katie up (and uplift her insecurities) with his playful teasing. Would she follow Wayne when he runs away in the Chapter 6 preview? Because I can see that being the scene where they can truly open up to each other.
3. We didn’t have a clear choice for number three, but we’ll go with JM. Being one of the top students means she’ll naturally be interacting with JM quite a bit, so I can see that being the starting spark of their relationship, especially with JM always looking out for her. JM would never make the first move (especially with school being his top priority), but he’d always be there if she needs someone to talk to, and I can see them having a late night conversation where everything just clicks with neither of them realizing it.
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mysteriawrites · 11 months
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Hello! This is my first time making a request so I hope I don't ruin it-
I'd like to ask for a romantic matchup with honkai star rail, For pronounce, I use she/her. For romantic preference, male characters. I'm an INFG, for my personality, I'm pretty closed off and introverted, my silence and blank expression always gives off the impression that I'm intimidating (that's what people tell me at least) but I'm just shy and silent. I can handle socializing, but once my social battery runs out, I immediately escape to the nearest quiet place to recharge. I like helping people,as well as being productive to finish my work. I'm good at reading people and observing them, to the point my friend comes to me to ask my opinion about other people. I can't stand being in crowds, you will find me hiding in some corner or an empty room on family gatherings. I'm good at comforting and know many ways of comforting different personalities. I tend to be emotional and sensitive to words from the people I hold dear to my heart, I'm nice and easy going once you get to know me, I don't judge on first meeting, understanding and considerate. I'm the supportive mother of my friend group. For hobbies...I love reading, listening to music, drawing and sketching and recently writing stories and novels. What I look in a romantic relationship... stability, loyalty and honesty. I tend to overwork myself a lot without realizing so I need someone to tell me to slow down, I also have a tendency to overthink every little detail and situation so I want someone to stabilize me when I'm stuck in a hurricane of thoughts. I don't know how to express my feelings (ahem, I feel like I'm burdening someone if I talk about my feelings.) and try to give hints that I'm not feeling well, I want someone who can pick up on these hints and comfort me. I take relationships seriously and want someone to be loyal and not run away. My love language (me giving) is physical touch and acts of service (I was never good with words) as for receiving, probably words of affirmation and physical touch. For date ideas...I'm good with anything as long as it doesn't have a lot of crowds, something that I hate... ignorance and cheating, definitely my turn off.
Hello Hello thank you for the request sorry it took so long (why was your description just me in a nutshell *existential crisis activate*). *ahem* Anyway lets get straight to the point. DRUMROLL PLEASE!!!
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GEPARD LANDAU!!!
(Omg this gif is so cute XD <3)
You and Gepard are very similar, but I think that's why you two get along so well. You both are not the most socially adept people, but you both wish to protect those closest to you in your own ways.
I imagine you guy's love story starts as childhood friends...well sorta. You two are kind of more friends by association then anything. You're Serval's best friend so you two know of each other and have talked a few times over the years, but don't know much about each other besides that. Best friend's brother trope but in reverse.
You guys don't really get to know each other until Serval and her band have an after party for their latest album release. You're there to support you best friend (and be the designated driver) and Gepard is there for the same reason (and to be the security/bouncer). You two bond over childhood memories and your shared love for Serval and start talking (totally wasn't part of Serval's plan to set yall up).
After that night you guys start to hang out more, outside of Serval planning something, when Gepard has some free time. You two mainly spend your time together in the quieter parts of Belobog like the library to read together. He likes to read your writings and sometimes you'll draw pictures of him (which makes his face go a bright pink despite not being in the frosted wasteland lately strange)
It takes Gepard awhile to realize (and help from Serval, Luke, Dunn, and Pela) for him to realize he's been slowly falling for you. He goes through the 5 stages of grief trying to understand his feelings. When he finally reaches the acceptance stage, he starts to plan how he will ask you out. He remembers Serval reading him stories about handsome knights wooing beautiful princesses with their chivalry and gentlemen like nature, so that's exactly what he does.
One day he knocks on your door with a bouquet of roses, gets down on his knees, and asks if you will go out with him. Except it didn't go at all as he had planned given that he kept fumbling with his words, and you were frozen like one of the ice statues he had seen in the wastelands. It was hella awkward for both of you and he was about to turn away in defeat you let him inside to talk things out. and the rest is history.
You guy's relationship is shy, but sweet. You're both pretty awkward baby beans so you guy move pretty slowly, but sure enough you are moving forward. You guys prefer to keep your relationship quiet, not that you lie you just don't do PDA or call each other nicknames in public. In private however Gepard isn't opposed to hand holding and some snuggles.
Serval loves yall's relationship so much, she's glad her brother and best friend have both found good people let alone each other. She likes to tease you guys on how shy and flustered you are. Sometimes Pela uses you two as inspiration for her own writing and you guys compare notes. Dunn is especially happy for his boss/best friend, he had never seen him so happy.
Gepard himself can be a workaholic too, but he understands that you can't protect anyone if you don't take care of yourself. So, he likes to help you live a healthier life like he does. Positive reinforcement talk in the mirror, helps you overthink less by taking deep breaths and encouragement, he makes sure you eat 3 Nutrional meals a day, he makes sure you get decent rest (at least 8 hours of sleep at night), and he asks you how your day was and how you're feeling. he can seem like a bit of a parent, but he just loves you and wants you physically, mentally, and emotionally healthy.
Gepard is very busy as captain of the silvermane guards and doesn't always have time to hang out, but you're always on his mind when on duty. He keeps a little picture of you in a locket which he wears at all times. It reminds him of all the things worth protecting.
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Sorry if this was a bit short, I ran out of ideas, but I hope you enjoy nonetheless.
Runners Up: No one
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row-boats3 · 1 year
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Wrote this little relationship study for Isabela and Camilo pretty late tonight. Here’s an unedited version for tumblr, full version on AO3. I’d really like to do some more studies on rarely paired characters. Enjoy!
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Camilo always felt as if Isabela didn’t like him very much.
Sure, it was never to the extent she had been with Mirabel, for which he was grateful (he really didn’t think he could survive Isabela’s stare-downs the way his youngest prima could.)
Her disdain for him was always quieter, more subdued. It was just enough that, had you not been looking for it, you may not realize it was there.
Camilo always noticed it, buried deep under perfect smiles, though little sprouts broke three in the little things she did.
She never would laugh at the jokes he made. Even the ones he made for her, when he thought she seemed a bit too tense and tried to lighten the mood, they were always met with a glance of narrow eyes and downturned lips.
Before big events she would stare at him just a second too long, as if she expected him to ruin them somehow. She seemed to always think he was going to deliberately cause chaos. (Camilo didn’t, though he didn’t always make that clear. It was a good cover for his natural clumsiness in his own skin.)
Every time, every way he tried to connect, it just fell flat. Slowly, he stopped trying.
………….
The more Camilo watched, the less he really wanted Isabela to like him.
Isabela was hurting his sister.
Dolores was quiet, and introverted. With all the noise, she opted to keep her thoughts inside her head until absolutely necessary.
Thanks to his gift, Camilo was a master of observation, and he saw it all.
He’d heard her sigh at feeling like she was second place her entire life. He had seen her face fall each time Isabela became the perfect, eldest grandchild even though Dolores was only a few months - not even an entire year - younger.
Then, he’d seen Dolores fall in love.
She would sit on the balcony every night, with that same puppy-dog look written over her face. For the longest time, Camilo wasn’t sure exactly who she was listening to, until he finally caught her staring at him across the courtyard.
His sister was in love with resident dumb hunk Mariano Guzman. Now, Camilo didn’t quite understand it. He still thought Dolores could do significantly better with all she had to offer (her kindness, her patience, her grace, her willingness to give up the last arepa) but he couldn’t deny he’d never seen her happier than the day Mariano was reciting poetry in the town square.
She was in love, totally and completely, with the man that his prima had been courting with, and planned to marry.
The man that, just two months shy of the beginning of their courting, Isabela had said she had no interest in. The man that Isabela had told Dolores she should speak to.
Once again, he saw his sister biting her tongue to keep the peace. She wasn’t allowed to be angry, not at the golden child. Dolores never raised her voice
So neither did Camilo, but that didn’t mean he couldn't hold a bit of animosity for what his Prima did.
….
Then, Casita had fallen. The family was different, casita was different, and eventually, the magics hold was different too.
Isabela had changed. She was vibrant, free, and often smiling so much more. Her smile was different, and he couldn’t help but wonder which one was her real smile.
Camilo wondered a lot of things about Isabela.
He wondered why she picked the colors she did for her dress, bright blue and pink, despite finally saying her favorite color was actually red. He wondered how she learned to move on from her broken engagement so quickly. He wondered how much pacing it took her to finally come clean and announce she had no plans to marry any man.
He wondered how she managed to find herself so effortlessly.
All it took was a hug and then Isa seemed to know who she was. She dressed differently, she walked differently, sometimes it even felt like she breathed differently (far more deeply, as if she was calmer now.)
Most of all, above all else, he wondered why he couldn’t too. How was it after three weeks Isabela was able to know what she liked, to be herself, but he himself was still staring up at walls?
Some nights, Camilo found himself staring into the mirror for hours. He would simply stand there, observing, wondering which details were correct. Were they all truly his, or had he picked a few up and forgotten to let them go?
He never slept those nights.
His room was simply too oppressive, with all the reflective surfaces and pictures of different people he’d need to take shape of. Casita would carefully help shift tiles to get him down to the kitchen on shaky knees, where he could stand over the sink, heaving and sure he’d be sick.
He wasn’t.
His shoulders were still trembling when he pushed himself up, slipping away out to the back patio of casita. Maybe he just needed some fresh air. He was hunched slightly, trying to get his breaths to even out and heartbeats to slow when a hand met his shoulder, almost jumping from his skin.
“Camilo? Are you okay?” His prima’s voice asked gently. It wasn’t the way it was with an overly sweetened, feminine tone, but still had the same gentle warmth of Julietas.
Merida.
“Peachy.” He mumbled, half-heartedly in reply. He should pull on a smile, crack a joke she would roll her eyes at like he usually did, but his head was pounding and Camilo just couldn’t pull out the energy to care.
“I thought you were supposed to be a good liar.” Isabela cut in, but Camilo couldn’t bring herself into lifting his gaze to hers. He didn’t need that cold stare, the one that made him feel as if he’d done something wrong before he could even take a breath.
Wait, no, that wasn’t true anymore. Isabela had turned a new leaf, changed into her true self, and was much happier for it.
He didn’t feel like anything had changed.
“Camilo? What’s wrong?” His prima repeated, “something’s up. Should I get Lola?” She asked, voice teetering on uncertainty.
That’s what caught his attention, as his gaze flew up to her shaking his head.
“Please don’t.” He pleaded. Later, attempts to recover, “Don’t need to stress her out just because of me.”
She hummed gently, wavering before nodding in acknowledgment. Having seemingly reached the end of what she could do, she began to move away, but was called back suddenly.
“Isa?”
The small tremble in his voice caught her attention quickly, spinning back, “yes?”
“How do you do it?”
“Hmm?” The eldest asked, eyes widened slightly when processing the sentence. “Do what?”
“Just, this.” He says, feeling a pang in his chest. “You just- You found everything you liked, so easily. How do you know this is anymore “you” than before. What’s the difference?” He asks in quick succession, ignoring the shake in his words. “It’s like you found yourself in a week.” He mumbles.
Isabela chuckled suddenly, shaking his head. “Yeah, I totally worked through over a decade of self-repression in a week.” She cuts in sarcastically. Camilo looked up, and upon seeing his expression near tears, her expression fell to much softer.
She saw his shoulders stiffen, moving to sit next to him with a gentle hand on his shoulder. “Milo, I’m still learning just as anyone else is.” She brag, leaning back with a sigh. Chuckling slightly, she continued, “You know why I’ve been making so many cati? They’re harder to kill. I’ve been working on so many new things, and all of them fail at least once.” She explains.
“It just feels like you’re always so sure of yourself.” He concedes after a moment, pushing the fallen curls from his face. “You look into a mirror and know exactly what you are.”
“Wasn’t always like that. I had to rediscover what I liked.” Isabela cut in with a warm smile. Slowly, she slid his hand into hers. It was a bit stiff and awkward, and it made her realize just how long has it been since they’ve talked this way? When was the last time she and Camilo had a serious conversation. When had Camilo last had a serious conversation with anyone?
“I tried accordion with Mira, romance books from Tia Pepa, Papi’s love for the piano. None of it felt right, so I started to see what I liked. I like expanding my plants, I like reading of the plants in other places, but I had to find those things. Didn’t mean I was searching alone.”
Her primo was silent, seemingly lost in thought. She could see the look on his face, see him slipping away, so she nudged him. “It doesn’t mean you’re searching alone, Milo.” She gently reminded.
The air hung for a moment. She didn’t let go of his hand, letting Camilo process it all. He was still trying to take smooth breaths, when after a moment, he began to stumble.
“Maybe we could start in the garden? I think I’d like to learn more about your plants, or what they do?” Camilo asked. His entire demeanor was stiff and questioning, relaxing as Isabela only smiled.
“That sounds wonderful. I’m looking forward to it.” She agreed, “maybe we could use some of my colored pollen in your hair.”
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sehnsuchts-trunken · 2 years
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Hello love 🌿🤍 I wanted to ask if I could have a lotr match-up please?
My pronouns are she/her, I'm bisexual, tho I'm more attracted to men. I'm an Aries sun and leo moon, my mbti type is infj.
I'm quite introverted, tho I'm coming out of my shell more as I get to know people. I can get very stubborn and don't do all too well with criticism. I've always been quite good at school and I like to read, tho I can't seem to concentrate well atm. I'm very creative, like to draw and paint and working with textiles (I've started sewing, knitting and crocheting my own clothes a few years ago).
I absolutely love mythology and really enjoy documentaries and podcasts on history and different lore of ancient cultures. As for music, I listen to almost every genre, tho mostly folk and slower cottagecore-y stuff with a few showtunes here and there. Taylor Swift and Johnny Flynn are my top artists atm. I've played some instruments, accordion and clarinet for gge longest time, and currently I'm trying to master the ukulele and sing occasionally.
I'm going abroad in a few weeks, so I'm both excited and a bit terrified to be far from home for a long time, but I'm trying to romanticise my life there, so that everything will be alright.
Sorry, for oversharing 🥲💕 anyway, who do you see me with? Thank you so much love, I hope you have a lovely day 🤍🤍🌿
hello darling, absolutely you can! really sorry I took so long btw! lotr and grishaverse, i got that right hopefully. you didn’t overshare at all, actually you could’ve given me even more info, so you're fine!
so for lotr,
I ship you with...
Arwen! 
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Arwen can be very fierce and very gentle at the same time, but she's confident nonetheless. She's not the in-your-face kind of extroverted some people are, she's very observant, perhaps more introverted, but still very sure of herself. And she's super compassionate - so she's always there for you, always holding your hand, always beside you when you're insecure or not feeling as confident in yourself.
I believe she knows a lot about history and culture, too, but since she's an elf it'll be quite different to what you know. Which just gives you the opportunity to educate each other, to talk about your interests a lot. She'd love to teach you, but she'd love even more to be taught by you.
She really admires your creativeness and what you can do. She loves to watch you draw or paint or sew or knit or crochet - I mean, she loves to see the results, yes, she's amazed every time at your skill and your prowess, but she loves watching you do it even more.
Because elves give music a special meaning, she can also most definitely play an elven instrument, but again, she'd love learning one that you can play that she can't. And she loves dancing, too, so she's dancing with you whenever she hears music, or she's dancing whenever you play.
as for shadow and bone, 
I ship you with... 
Nina! 
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First of all, Nina is so confident. She's so outgoing, so extroverted, so she's really the opposite of you, but that doesn't clash in the slightest. No, absolutely not: she's the best person to motivate you, to hype you up, to make you feel confident in yourself. At the beginning, sometimes she went overboard and made you feel a little uncomfortable, but she always realised quickly and apologised and bettered herself.
Nina, just based on her education alone, can also totally play an instrument, and she knows a shit ton about culture and mythology, which means that the two of you can geek out. And/or form a band. Like, you wouldn't need podcasts because she could just tell you so many things. But she'd also absolutely listen to those podcasts with you. So.
Plus, you sewing clothes? Holy shit. Nina is in love. Nina has fallen head over heels. She knows she looks good and she loves fashion, styling herself, I bet she's tried to make her own clothing before too, and now that you do it? Now that she's found someone who can? Oh. She is begging you to make more and more clothes for her and every time you do, she is just over the moon. Like, you've never seen her happier.
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Can I get a HOTD or GOT match up? I’m cool with whichever. Romantic ship, please. For physical appearance, I’m 5’4 and while I don’t have a *lot* of upper body strength, I have pretty strong legs (thanks to fencing). I have slightly longer than shoulder length reddish brown hair that, when not in a braid or ponytail, somehow manages to expand and make me look like some kind of witch. I have grey blue eyes and big ol glasses. My pronouns are She/Her and bi, so any gender is good with me.
Personality wise, I’m nerdy, the *mom* friend, quote and observant when I first meet people until I get to know them, but once I get to know someone I let loose and like to have fun. I’m more on the introverted side, but am pretty good at navigating and dealing with/in social situations. I tend to put others needs and wants before my own and am a slightly chronic people pleaser. I’m the friend everyone’s parents love and I’m a bit of a teachers pet. I like doing things for others and I think I’m kind of touch starved.
Hobbies and Likes: I love cats, tea, and reading. As I mentioned above, I do fencing and am the Vice President (soon to be president) of my colleges Fencing Club. I play DnD with my friends and am a part time theatre kid. I love curling up with a cup of tea and a good book (preferably fantasy) and getting lost in the world. I’m a psych major with an interest in social psychology/epidemiology and health psychology and I’m getting a minor in history. I LOVE learning random facts about any and everything and doing trivia. If not stopped, I could go on for hours describing the history of different diseases. As for music, I like musicals/showtunes, songs that sound like something a bard would sing, Jack White, foreign language songs (i.e. Shum by Go_A). I love going to renfests and creating outfits/costumes.
Congrats on the followers and I love your work! ❤️❤️
hi! thank you for participating :)
i know you said both GOT and HOTD, so i’m gonna do GOT for this, but also tell you who id ship you with from HOTD too. i ship you with alicent :)
i ship you with jon!
jon would think it’s so cool that you fence. he wouldn’t know very many ladies who know their way around a sword, and he’d think it’s really cool you know how to use one. i don’t think he has much of a physical type, he just likes people for people. but it would help that he thought you were really cool, on top of being pretty.
jon needs a mom friend/girlfriend. as we’ve seen, he’s not the best in social situations. he’d be comfortable around you, but rely on you a little bit to help him every once in a while. but knowing that you’re both a little introverted, he’d probably be content to just stick with you on your own together. you’d bring out the more lively and carefree side of him, you’d make him smile. people would notice he wasn’t brooding around you as much as he normally did. i think he’d recognize how much you do to make him and other people comfortable. he’d appreciate all that you do to make people happy, but he wouldn’t let anyone walk all over you.
overall, i think he’d love you because of how much you remind him of home. your fencing would remind him of arya, and something about you liking the theater and creating costumes would remind him of sansa. random things you did or liked would remind him of home, and he’d associate you with good memories. and you’d create new memories together.
i think he’d love listening to you talk. i don’t think he reads much, but after a long day, he’d ask you to read to him. he’d never understand why it interested you so much, but it still made him smile to see you so passionate.
“you do realize you’ve been telling me about grayscale for ten minutes, right?”
you’d quirk a brow, grinning at him. “are you not entertained?”
he’d smile, grabbing and squeezing your hand. “i am, love. please, continue.”
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Can i have a bhna matchup plz
Pronouns: she/her
Preference: male students or heros plz
Personality: kind smart funny motherly responsible empathetic anxious emotional moody perfectionist helpful people pleaser caring compassionate nerdy curious protective polite respectful indecisive fearful nervous introvert shy awkward clumsy low self esteem low confidence sassy sarcastic soft spoken
Appearance: 5’2 African American hourglass body type black curly wavy hair blackish brown eyes chubby cheeks
Likes: animals books reading writing fantasy magic sci fi anime cartoons music video games friends alone time learning personality quizzes sweets and bread helping
Dislikes: spiders loud sounds people who harm others people who dont take others into consideration people i care about not caring for themselves not being listened to weird holes and patterns math and tests
Extra: i pace a lot i sing when alone i talk to myself im a picky eater
Thank you
I match you with...
Midoriya Izuku!
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♡ omg okay but listen, you guys are the sweetest couple ever!!
♡ izuku is similar to you. he is protective, helpful, shy, and kind. he also often talks to himself. due to your similar personalities, it’s not hard for you to get along with him. you tend to have same opinion as him and can understand each other very well. these lead to a peaceful and sweet relationship.
♡ izuku is used to be awkward and had low self-esteem as well. so, when he sees you struggling with your confidence, he’d be determined to help you. he wants you to know that you are amazing, that you are enough, and he absolutely loves you for who you are.
♡ izuku adores you. he loves how kind you are. he loves listening to your singing when you’re alone with him. he loves pinching your chubby cheeks. he loves running his hand through your hair. he loves spending time with you. he loves everything about you.
♡ does he have a notebook dedicated for you and you only? yes.
♡ you know, izuku is a nerd. he definitely has some comics and animes he’s obsessed with. so, when he knows you also like anime, cartoon, and fantasy... he’d be hooked. expect him to ask you bunch of questions regarding your interests. wait, you like this anime? oh, i also LOVE this anime! who is your favorite character? what do you think about the story? i think the ending should be different, but--
♡ yeah, he’d be ecstatic.
♡ if he didn’t know the anime/media you like, he’d ask you about it. he would also definitely read/watch it with you. he wants to know about the things you like!
♡ izuku is observant. he notices things other people don’t. he is also good in recognizing body language. combined with the fact that he is also protective, izuku will definitely keep an eye on you. when you accidentally drop your books, he’s there to catch it. when you are uncomfortable with the loud noises class 1-A make, izuku will guide you to quieter place. when you spot a spider on your desk and you’re afraid to remove it, izuku already scoops the spider and puts it somewhere else.
♡ however, well... there is one thing in your relationship that could make both of you upset. you are unable seeing people you love getting hurt, especially if they’re reckless. but, izuku is exactly the type of person who doesn’t really give much care to himself and often gets hurt to save others. you are upset because izuku keeps hurting himself, and izuku is upset with himself because he keeps making you worry.
♡ this problem could lead to fights. you just want izuku to take care of himself, is that so hard?
♡ eventually, though, you get into agreement. izuku promises he would try to be more careful. and, although not always, izuku really tries to keep his promise. he doesn’t want to keep upsetting you, after all.
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I wrote a really long essay abt how much I love this Windblume event and abt how much I love how Collei was handled
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It's around 670 words here, feel free to read it under the keep reading! I mostly just wanted to ramble abt Collei, so it's a bit messy sorrryyyy
This Windblume event is literally all I could’ve wanted in a Collei Mondstat event, Genshin writing isn’t exactly infamous for being peak literature, but in this instance it was extremely authentic and wonderfully done in my opinion. I had always assumed that when they did this event it’d be Collei’s first return back to Mondstat, but I’m actually really happy it wasn’t it lent itself to being able to tell a more interesting and enthralling story and not just “Collei says hi to all her old friends for however many hours” I also especially love how Collei and Amber’s relationship wasn’t a main focus, and they honestly didn’t interact all that much. We *know* Collei and Amber dynamic we know they love and care for each other a massive amount, we didn’t need an event just to reaffirm what we already know, so I love that instead of focusing on the pre established they instead decided to establish a new bond for Collei. Collei and Sucrose bounce off each other extremely well Sucrose is almost like a Collei who didn’t have the events of the manga holding her back, a person who while is still introverted and not the best at social interactions still has a mature and logical mindset, I adore the way they could instantly bounce off each other and how Sucrose was able to understand the issues Collei struggles with and was able to help and listen to her, she understood when Collei needed breather and never forced herself onto her, she was content to listen to Collei or just sit next to her for an indefinite period of time, she understood what *Collei* needed and was happy to let her take however much time she needed.
And while Collei and Sucrose’s relationship may have been the focus of this event, Collei and Amber’s wasn’t completely pushed off to the side and I think the new perspective of it we saw was also very beautiful, in this event Amber took more of the position of a distant observer she could realize that in this current moment Collei didn’t need Amber and Amber didn’t take any offense to that she’s an incredibly smart character who can read people and tell what they need and in this current moment Collei didn’t need Amber she needed someone who could personally understand what she’s going through and that’s such an authentic and mature behavior. By all means, Amber could’ve forced herself into Collei’s journey, but she knew that sometimes people need a different kind of person at a current moment that doesn’t change their bond because Collei sought out a different individual Collei can’t rely on just one person and Amber absolutely understands that. One of if not my favorite line in the event is in Amber’s letter where she says that her and Collei is not that of savior and saved, but simply that of good friend’s and I think that’s so incredibly beautiful I think it shows the difference in Collei and Amber’s mentality where savior and saved is very much so how Collei views her and Amber’s relationship as she looks up to Amber, I think to a certain extent she deifies her in her mind, a person who saved her from an awful point in her life and gave her a fresh start a new leaf. But that’s not at all what it is to Amber, she just did the right thing she doesn’t see Collei any lesser than her she doesn’t feel like she’s owed some debt for what she did for Collei because that’s just what friends do. All she wants for Collei is to grow and be able to live a happy life and that’s why she was able to take that step back in this event she could see that growth and development, and it’s okay she wasn’t the catalyst for it because that *never* was important to her.
Anyway I cried a shit ton at this event I’m sorry for being a loser I don’t mean to u_u
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Can i have a romantic matchup for AoT plz (I’ve been pulled back in)
Gender: cis female
Pronouns: She/her
Sexuality: heterosexual ally
Appearance: 5’2 african American hourglass shape blackish brown eyes black wavy/curly hair squishy cheeks baby face
Personality: kind smart funny motherly responsible empathetic anxious emotional moody perfectionist helpful people pleaser caring compassionate nerdy curious protective polite respectful indecisive fearful nervous introvert shy awkward clumsy low self esteem low confidence sassy sometimes
Likes: animals books reading writing fantasy magic sci fi anime cartoons music video games friends alone time learning personality quizzes sweets and bread helping
Dislikes: spiders loud sounds people who harm others people i care about not caring for themselves not being heard weird holes and patterns math and tests
Extra: i pace i sing when im alone im a picky eater i talk to myself
Thank u
Np! thank you for sending in a matchup request ♡ and for your romantic aot matchup, I'm pairing you with. . .
𝐉𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐊𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐢𝐧´ˎ˗
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jean is a [ considerably ] blunt person, but whenever your around he can't spit out a coherent thought to save his life. and almost always makes a fool out of himself.
it's a great icebreaker tho! and becoming best friends first makes your relationship feel all the more natural.
he absolutely adores you! doesn't usually like pda but holds your hand often, [ or hand around the waist when you're out together ]
your height puts you up to his chest [ 6'2 ] and combined with being so sweet and shy. . . hugging you and kissing your head is perfect!
and loooves your 'baby' face, planting the longest more exaggerated kiss to your cheek. you'll have to push him away.
jean is actually extremely observant, and usually picks up when your nervous or pacing. talks to you to get your mind off whatever's bothering you, or if you're at home he'll hold his arms out and hold you for comfort.
honestly very protective. . . and gets a little jealous sometimes.
i think he really enjoys domestic life + dates with you.
upscale restaurants/museum dates.
[ if you don't end up liking the food, ice cream seems like a good option! ]
[ especially if you go to a museum ] wanders off to look at stuff but comes back with a gift to commemorate the date. . . loves gift giving!
i think he'd like videogames [ as opposed to board games ], and bugs you to let him play too. sometimes a sore loser.
he listens to you while you write, often drawing what he's picturing and casually giving it to you.
you make him laugh, like really laugh until there's tears in his eyes, and he really treasures you. it's a physical relief when he can hug you after a long day.
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Hi! I’d like to request the day after tomorrow for the holiday event! (Assuming you’re still taking requests, no worries if not!)
Favorite holiday activity: either watching Christmas movies or just general prep (baking, gift wrapping, etc.)
About me: I’m 5’4” with darkish medium lengthish hair and dark brown eyes. I’m an Aries, but I’ve been told I don’t “act like it” lmao. I’m always cold in winter, so I alway have either a cardigan or a cocoa with me. I try to be kind and listen to people, and I’d like to think I’m good at it. I’ve been told I’m very funny, but I think that may just be the lack of a filter (and yet I’m somehow still introverted? idk, it’s weird)
Fandom and gender preferences: Grishaverse and any is fine!
Have a great day! <3
Hi! Requests for the holiday event are open through to January 1st, so if you have any ideas, feel free to send them along!
I ship you with Nina Zenik! She's absolutely the type to LOVE a christmas movie, and she would absolutely have an incredible time if the two of you were to turn a day of Christmas prep into a date/a day that you spend together! She’d absolutely buy you cardigans and probably end up taking a few of yours, as well!  
She also radiates the ‘hot drink during winter’ kind of vibe to me, though I feel like she would probably be more inclined to a peppermint mocha or one of the holiday themed lattes that you can get from shops like Starbucks or Peets!
A blurb is below the cut because I didn’t want this to get too long!
Nina passed you a mug of hot chocolate as you looked around at your work in the Slat. A Christmas tree that extended up to the second floor had been sitting near the stairs, decked out in ornaments and lights with an adorable crow-shaped topper you’d gotten made by a fabrikator in the city at the top. Garland was wrapped around the bar, the smell of gingerbread mingling with sugar cookies that you and Nina had put into the oven in the hour before wafting up from the kitchens.
“The holiday blend came in at the Crow Club,” Nina observed. “Kaz saved us two pounds of it to use this winter. How’s the cardigan?”
“A perfect fit, thank you love,” you responded, taking the mug from Nina and pressing a quick peck to her lips. “Seriously. Thank you for the cardigan, and for helping me decorate.”
“I love the holidays with you, Y/N,” Nina responded. “It was no trouble at all.”
You grabbed her hand in your free one, interlaced your fingers and grinned, heart filling with contentment as your eyes flickered between Nina and the display that you’d built.
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seelestia · 1 year
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Hey!! Congratulations on your milestone!!🥰
I'm here for a matchmaking if you don't mind!
dulcet
My notable personality traits :
☄️ Huge introvert. I'm quiet/reserved & often lost in my own head. It can gives the wrong impression to people, they tend to think I'm cold & distant but I'm just shy & not really good at engaging conversations/ doing small talk.
☄️ I'm more of a listener than a talker which often gives me the role of the confidant/adviser.
☄️ Have a bad habit of never sharing anything personal about me. I'm always putting walls to put some distance between people & me.
☄️ Good at keeping my calm & emotions in check in stressful situations. I always try to think rationally instead of being overwhelmed by emotions.
☄️ Very sarcastic & witty.
☄️ Can be very prideful & stubborn. My 2 worst flaws.
☄️ Hate crowded & loud places. They make me anxious & uncomfortable.
☄️ Hate the taste of even just the smell of alcohol.
☄️ Love teasing my friends & family! I can be quite mischievous & playful sometimes.😜
My hobbies/ Interests :
☄️ Studying. I'm a very curious person & I'm always eager to learn new things!
☄️ Cooking & baking.
☄️ Stargazing because of how peaceful & magical it is.✨
☄️ Poetry.
☄️ Writing. It helps me reflect on myself, organize my thoughts.
☄️ Photography.
My love language (receiving) : Words Of Affirmation & Acts Of Service.
My love language (giving) : Acts Of Service. I'm not good at talking about my feelings so it's easier for me this way.
(MBTI : INTP
Pronouns : she/ her)
I tried to keep it short, hope it's not too long!! Thank you in advance & take care!💙
thank you so much for choosing 1-800-SEELEETIA's speed matchmaking services! the keyword: dulcet is inserted . . . congratulations, your result is successfully unlocked! [ submissions are closed, event post. ]
lia's note: hi, anon! ty for the kind messages, i hope you'll like this matchup <3 pat tighnari's ears for me, will you? ;D (/lh)
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「 YOUR MATCH IS . . . TIGHNARI! 」
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At the first meeting, your quiet nature is taken note of by the ever-so-observant and nurturing Forest Watcher. You're the thoughtful kind, TIGHNARI writes a mental note to himself. He even makes it a habit to ask for your opinions on certain things occasionally to the point people even began speculating whether he was harboring a soft spot for you.
He denies this, of course. The reason why he started doing so is because he wants to help you ease out of your shell and provide some useful information to the group. Well, that was the initial purpose and it still is... but now, he is afraid to admit that the rumors are becoming a prophecy of the future.
TIGHNARI's fondness for you isn't as evident as if it was crystal clear; it is more subtle, it grows little by little like a seed sprouting into a plant. He is not known to be a biased person but every time you start talking, his lips just always seem to curl upwards like second nature.
Of course, your prideful attitude clashes greatly with Tighnari's humility and his dislike for those pompous scholars from the Akademiya. Your pride is nothing his patience can't handle but as stubborn you can be, TIGHNARI still can't refute the fact that your confidence in your views is admirable. (Goodness, what they say about his having a soft spot for you might be true, after all.)
Besides that, with your love and affinity for studying, why not take Collei in as a student? That girl takes a while to learn things, but she is very honest with her efforts. Oh, and the Avidya Forest is home to many flora and fauna, so you'd have a fruitful time taking pictures around the area (as long as you don't touch anything, of course)... Maybe, he can even accompany you if you'd like?
「 RUNNER-UPS: Zhongli, Kazuha. 」
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rosaline-black · 2 years
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Hiii there! Hope everything’s good with you and congratulations on the follow count!! I’m happy for you, not surprised tho, cause your writing is 😗🤌 amazing!
Ok, so I’m a girl, she/her and straight and I’d like to request a 🌼 with a guy from the marauders.
I’m an introvert, hard shell to break, I isolate myself a lot, mainly in new friendships, which gives me the smart-quiet-goody-2-shoes stereotype. Socialisation haunts me and I’m shit awkward at interactions. When the shell is broken, I get very talkative. My mind is chaotic 24/7 so I shuffle between topics very fast and I stutter a little and get tangled in my own sentences, mainly when I’m excited. Im blunt and VERY sarcastic and ironic and like to dramatize stuff to make fun of it. Im very kind and put others above me sometimes, which beats my very high empathy and sensibility to pieces but oh well. I can also get very fired up in arguments cause I’m very passionate about my beliefs and values but I won’t cross the line and offend anyone as no matter how stubborn I am (extremely btw) I always try to make amends after cooling down and mediate when I’m not involved. I’m a romantic and a daydreamer. I’m smart and I like to learn stuff and to know how things work and understand them but am an extreme overthinker. I think far too much about every little thing and get insecure. Parties make me really anxious and loud people annoy me so I’d rather stay in. Sometimes I think I’m a little too mature. Like, can we talk about politics and the economic state of the world?? (Pls forgive me, i had to). Im curious but scattered so I’ll easily start a night-in (sponsored by YouTube!) by watching a video on “the most memorable Eurovision entries of all time” and end it with “inside the mind of a psychopath: a deep psychological analysis”. ✨It’s a little bit of everything all of the time✨ which reminds me of how much I love Bo Burnham. In a lot of my free time i listen to his songs or whatch his shows. I love how he’s genially funny but also #deep (I’m sorry) and brutally honest and makes you think. It’s also a good clutch for my anxiety. I consume books at a crazy speed but always love going back to some classics. I love sitcoms and rock music. Sometimes I like to spend time doing online timed questionaries about general knowledge cause I like challenging myself (and I also don’t have a life). Oh, this is very important: my pet peeve is loud chewing and gulping. Please do not eat and drink loudly yall, I beg of you. I’m very observant and have a ridiculously selective memory, I won’t remember my lunch from yesterday but I’ll remember the first words someone spoke to me 10 years ago. Im a firm believer in empathy and doing what’s right and on a completely connected note, I’m a big cuddler. I cant ever tell something funny as I’ll just laugh my ass off and I also have a very long list of musical and cinematic and ¿memematical? references that I sometimes insert all over (initially) nice conversations :) Yeah. Important information right there.
That’s it ig. Can’t think of much more rn. Sorry if I didn’t choose the most helpful information!!
Okay first of all are we the same person? Like fr I’m convinced we are omg. Please dm or something cause I screamed at the jaden smith reference.
Right so I found this one kinda easy but I match you with…
Remus Lupin
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- first of all let’s say this is modern day, Remus would be such a big bo burnham stan like come on
- you both would spend long ass days reading together, imagine you resting your head on his lap reading your respective books. Omg maybe you even have book clubs with just you two (and maybe lily too)
- I think your bluntness would coincide with Remus perfectly. Sometimes this man just needs to hear the honest truth, and he loves you for it.
- you’re both a little awkward, but with Remus having friends that are so outgoing, you benefit just like he did when he met the other marauders. They help with your socialisation problems, weeding you into the idea of a party (which I tbh just headcanon is just you all getting drunk and James turning into a deer for bants)
- imagine you and Remus being the parents of the group; you hear Sirius chewing too loud and talking with his mouth full so you both simultaneously throw pillows at his head
- Remus is also used to putting people above his own needs so he recognises quickly that you’re doing the same. He’s there to be like… no no no, eat this damn chocolate and relax right now!!!
- also one final note; cuddling Remus post full moon>>>>
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insideoutsticky · 2 years
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Hi! I would like a Hypnosis Mic match-up please! (And if you can make more than 1 I would like an Obey me! match-up too please!)
My name is Daisy Lafleur ( I'm 18, 4'11, she/her, I'm skinny I was the kid and still is the one that you can use 2 fingers to make the whole way around my wrist, I get sick really easy, overall I'm really smol
I have long blond natural hairs but I dye them a pastel pink and wear them as 2 ponytails, I love philosophy, theater and reading. My fashion style is Lolita I mostly dress like @miladeblois on tiktok she is my favorite. I also dislike physical activities since I'm not strong enough but I REALLY LOVE observing and studying butterflies I want to become a lepidopterist.
Personality: INFJ
I'm pretty shy irl, very doting, I have a really big soft spot for kids (I want to be a mom), I'm not scared of asking for help when I need it (I just don't ask anyone that isn't really close to me), my love language is physical touch
What I find attractive and my ideal date: Someone who is confident but not the annoying kind like they love themselves and stand up for themselves but they don't see themselves superior to others and help others to feel better about themselves without making it about them, long hairs (I love braiding hairs), but other than that I don't really have physical preference as long that they don't look dead or their skin is all dry, someone who knows how to comfort me and take time to understand how to and help me feel better it can be simple as understanding my feelings that help me feel better, the perfect date would be cat Cafe and than star gazing while blasting music
The tip of my noise is always a bit red even when I don't put any makeup and my skin is a bit pale, I'm very sensitive to loud noise I have a fear of fireworks
People think I'm like a child because of how small I am and how I dress but I'm still an adult with my responsibilities and I take them seriously I'm not some 100% pure being even though I don't understand most of THESE jokes
I'm also really shy and it's annoying when people think I'm doing it for attention when it's just how I am, theater help me with my anxiety because I like it so much
I have 4 older brothers that can be a bit much overprotective but they are still my brothers and I love them!
I always bring a cat plushie with me because my bf put his parfum on it and it helps me calm down in social events and that's all!
Thank you! I hope you have a good day 😊💕
(I would love to read one of your fanfic or headcanons one day, I do not have any request but the day its a fem!reader I will be there!)
Omg thanks ur so nice 😊 
I am also into Lolita style, specifically ouji and boystyle! 
For hypmic I think you’d be cute with gentaro! you guys could talk about books and he’d listen to you talk about your interests! He’d definitely admire your style as well, and your cat plush. And he’d probably be ok with you braiding his hair. He will take care of you good I think. And he’d defend you when ppl be mean. Maybe for obey me I think you would make a cute couple with Simeon. Cuz idk u kinda  give me angelic vibes. I think you seem like you would be better with a more introverted character, especially since you said you are clingy. I defiantly think you guys seem like opposites but deep down similar if that makes sense ♡ॢ₍⸍⸌̣ʷ̣̫⸍̣⸌₎
Thanks for supporting, I hope you like it! Stay tuned cuz I have a lot of works I working on 💕💕💕
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