#suicede

[imajlab]

(via KIS 0011 Suicide Prevention - MLV Video)

#suicede #suicide prevention

[ztay-hope]

Please help

How do you stop yourself from fucking everything up? How do you stop yourself from hitting a wall to try to escape a panic attack? How do you stop hatong yourself?

I don't know what to do anymore

#lost #hate myself #depression #depressed #selfhate #anxiety #panic attack #hate #suicedal

[applepiewithbacon]

I hate it when people say "it's gonna get better." "U will not feel like this forever" or "its not your fault so don't feel like this" it socks so much.

I'm living like this since I can remember. I hate myself. Really. With all my heart. I'm 28 now and I still feel like crap.

I still hate the way I look

I still hate the how much I weight

I still hate my thoughts

It's not gonna change

Even my therapist isn't thinking that I can change. So why would a random fuckinf person know more,hm?

My therapist said to me that u will never loose weight, I will never look the way I do. So why go there again u know? Why? So I can have a second fucking voice that tells me that I am not worth the try.

I don't understand why I have some people that keep in contact with me. I mean I have two friends that I am constantly talking to. But why do the bother talking to me? I am nowhere fun interesting, funny or even worth the work they put into me.

Maybe it's pitty or some shit like that. Idk.

But all I know is that I am unfit to live or even just exist. I don't know how to adult. I don't even know how to take care of me?!?!

And I don't even have the courage to kill myself. I tried, 3 times. But I wasn't taking good effort u know. And now I don't have the balls to do it because I don't want one of my friends to battle all this fucking stuff u have to do when someone dies.

I don't want him to have the hustle to sell my stuff, to throw it away. To clean up my bedroom or do even call the police to take care of my fat dead body. And even that!??!?! I don't want those paramedics or whoever the fuck has to pick me up to throw me into that fucking fire hole in the morque or waterer this shit is called.

I am such a pain in the ass even for myself.

And I don't know why I am writing this here. Maybe because I know no-one will read or even care to read it here. Maybe that's the reason. Because I am anonym here to throw my fucking thouts in here for noone to care. Because why not. No-one here know me, so why would anyone care. No-one in the real world around me will ever read it. Maybe that's the reason why I am writing this.

So yeah. Fuck it I guess.

And if someone reads this: sorry for the typos. English isn't my first language and I am raging to much right know to even bother looking those typos up.

#thoughts #hate myself #hating myself #late night thoughts #rant #suicide #suicede thoughts

[friedzinedreameregg]

About this weekend

#suicedal

[saschagemruler]

well shit now i'm reminded that i have no culture gee im feeling fan fuckign tastic

#depression making rounds again #surprised the suicedal urges havent come back maybe that sucide attempt quelled them for now

[celestebunnie]

Dazai is doomed by narrative

Not in a "he's going to die" but in a "he will never die peacefully"

The first time we see dazai he says "dammit I couldn't die"

He thinks the only way to get peace is to die

The youngest we have seen dazai ( 5 kindergarten au )

He's reading his how to suicede manual that he reads in canon

There's just something soo soo sad that every universe would be doom for him

He knows what happens in each universe, he knows where the book is and he used it's power countless times just to reach the same ending

And that's so terrible that no amount of rewriting in the book would lead to the perfect universe

How beast was the closest he came to making the perfect universe and dying peacefully

Just for chuuya to want to destroy it

Because dazai died

So ultimately he became the reason why no universe could be perfect

There's so tragedy in how he would lead to the Domino effect

#bungou stray dogs #dazai osamu #beast #bsd

[radium-curie]

Next Character for the SoC Roleswap!!!

Kaz Rietveld/Andreas [Swapped with Wylan]

His father was a wealthy merchant but died of firepox when he was 12 and his brother Jordie was 16

Jordie insisted he could take on his father’s trading empire, despite pleas to listen to advisors, he wanted to prove himself

He got scammed, badly

There was next to no money left, and he was deeply ashamed, feeling like he failed to live up to his family name

Despondant, Jordie takes his own life, he consumes poision and sits on the edge of Kaz’s bed, with Kaz waking up in the morning with his dead brother laying next to his bed

Kaz ends up living with his uncle, who is an absolute ass

He feels like he should have had the money instead of Jordie, and takes this out on Kaz

About four years later, the uncle tries to pin some financial misdeeds on Kaz in order to try and get the kid in jail at least in order to get at the properties still in Kaz’s name

Kaz runs away and plants false evidence of a suicede in his room to throw off his uncle and the Stadwatch and hides out in the Barrel, taking odd jobs in bookeeping

He starts going by the name Andreas which was his mom’s maiden name

He eventually starts doing bookwork for various gangs after initial hesitation and finds that he’s very good at hiding any shifty activity

He starts working for the dregs, and becomes the go to guy for making any seemingly impossible plan possible

He’s planned out many a successful heist, scam, and even a few legitimate trading deals

The legitimate deals make him a bit sad because he feels like he should have helped Jordie, even though he knew he'd never let him

#six of crows #SoC #six of crows book #six of Crows AU #Six of Crows role swap #crooked kingdom #role swap au #six of crows roleswap #Kaz #kaz brekker #the crows #wylan van eck #Wylan #shadow and bone #shadow and bone au

[seasurfacefullofclouds1]

Oh my I looked at it and who the fuck says "suicede and stuff" when they have lost someone from it(I assume he did from what he said)? English not my mother tounfe but it sounds disrespectful to me the way he talks about this type of thingd

Wait what? Is this part of the interview?

Thanks for the link.

#harry styles #suicide tw

[citycurse0101]

Theodore Dorian Raglan He's is ispired by Willam Afton .

So Theodore Raglan is Willam for my universe City Curse.

In City Curse, He had 3 kids.

He's First son Born in 1966 Year Named Nathaniel Raglan is Michael Afton in City Curse.

He's second child and only daughter Born in 1970 Named Abigail Raglan is Elizabeth Afton in City Curse, and she Not dies.

And he's Third child and second son Born in 1973 Year Named Gabriel ,,Moony" Raglan is C.C Afton in City Curse and he Not dies but

The bite of 83 is Happening in 1980 and after He Had onli scar form this day.

They mother died for suicede.

#City Curse #fnaf #Theodore Raglan #William Afton #afton family #Gabriel Raglan #Nathaniel Raglan #Abigail Raglan #Mrs.Raglan #Raglan family #my own universe #City Curse aka Miasto klątw

[ztay-hope]

Can I please give up now?

#depression #depressed #anxious #anxiety #mental health #leave me alone #lost #suicedal #panic attack #leave #alone #dying

[ifrit-616]

Suicede My Only Way Out

[vincentdelalande]

Data Management and Data Visualization

Peer-Graded assignment Week 1:

I chose the GapMinder dataset.

I have decided that I am particularly interested in factors causing suicide. For example, I wonder there is a relationship between economic status and suicide rate so I will include for sure include these variables in my analysis.

As second topic, I would like to investigate if there is a relationship between the democratic nature of a country and the economic wealth of a country and generally speaking the well being of the population, so i will also consider variables such as income per person, armed force rate, employ rate etc to my analysis.

I conducted a literature research on the most influencing factors that could lead to suicide and found many analyses showing that not only economical factors play an important role but also social factors, for example the consumption of alcohol (see Suicide: A 15-Year Review of the Sociological Literature Part I: Cultural and Economic Factors from Steven Shack Volume30, Issue2 Summer 2000 Pages 145-162). Therefore I will introduce social variables such as the alcohol consumption, the internet use and the urban rate in my analysis

A further literature research on the economics of autocratic states shows that autocracies are the only model where its survival chance decrease with economic modernization (see Stockemer, D., & Kailitz, S. (2020). Economic development: How does it influence the survival of different types of autocracy? International Political Science Review, 41(5), 711–727. https://doi.org/10.1177/0192512120915902)

Therefore, I will focus on analysing the GapMinder Dataset to find relationships between socio-economical factors and suicede rate on the one hand and on the democratic nature of a country on the other hand.

[hindimaster]

Israr Had Lost Crores Of Rupees In IPL Betting Reason Given In Video For Suicede And Murder ANN

Israr Had Lost Crores Of Rupees In IPL Betting Reason Given In Video For Suicede And Murder ANN

jafrabad Murder Case: दिल्ली (Delhi) के जाफराबाद (Jafrabad) इलाके में कारोबारी इसरार अहमद के घर में हत्याकांड पर अब दिल्ली पुलिस (Delhi Police) ने नया खुलासा किया है. इसरार (Israr) ने अपनी पत्नी और दो बेटियों को गोली मारकर मौत (Murder) के घाट उतारने के बाद खुद को गोली मारकर आत्महत्या (Suicide) कर ली थी. दिल्ली पुलिस ने इस मामले दावा किया है कि इसरार को न सिर्फ व्यापार में घाटा हुआ था बल्कि वो…

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[istolepictures]

Alien blues by Vundabar

#pictures #i hate people #i hate everything #pic #suicede #yellow teeth #alien blues #lyrics #lyric quotes

[ungekuesster]

Getting drunk together and talking about everything that happened. What would I give for that ...

#drunk together #self loathing #liebe #you make me happy #zwischen uns #your smile #over you #move on #hate #sad #depressed #drunk #high #friends #can we be friends #help me #im dying #kill me #suicede

[maybe-it-will-rain]

I think we should totally bring this back. It would really help bring awareness to people in these types of situations.

#semicolon #anxiety #self harm #suicede #anxious #breakup #you broke my heart #sorry for being depressing #death #loss #loss of a loved one #don’t end it yet start new #life #your life #your story #you #your story isn’t over yet #unhappy #awareness #bringing awareness #bring this back #bring it back #draw #author #sentence #end #ending