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alexgalaxyboo · 1 year
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Rewatching tangled (because I haven't actually seen it in AGES) and taking notes... I have Plans...
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sidekick-hero · 4 months
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💫 Sandy, she/her, 30s, Europe 💫
writing tag ✍️ My AO3
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🌈 Multichapter Fics 🌈
Suitcase of Memories (55k | explicit | co-written with @legitcookie)
Boy meets boy. Boy meets boy again. And again, so they decided to go on a date about it. But as they grow closer, Steve's insecurities threaten to pull them apart before they can even begin. Will fate intervene?
I wore his jacket for the longest time (58k | explicit | co-written with @legitcookie | Sequel to we pass the ghosts that haunt us later) 
Steve has made some bad choices in the past, choices that have cost him his marriage, and even worse than that, Eddie. The man he didn't realize he was in love with until it was too late. Now Steve must pick up the pieces of his life and figure out how to become the man he wants to be.
It's a story about love lost and love found, about the importance of friendship and family, and most of all, about second chances and how it's never too late to change.
I’m tired of asking to settle the debt (18k | explicit)
5 times Eddie warms Steve's hands and that one time Steve returns the favor.
Or: What if Steve and Eddie had met before the events of season 4? What if they kept bumping into each other because it was meant to be?
hold me close (I’m shaking apart) (WIP (2/3) | 15k | explicit)
It all came down to one simple truth: Steve Harrington was not at all what Eddie expected him to be, and it was confusing him to no end.
Or: Steve asks Eddie if he wants to experiment. Eddie wants so much more, but he takes what he can get and tries to not let it break his heart.
tangled with what I never said (4.1k | mature | angst with a happy ending)
And they were roomates.
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🌈 Series 🌈
Modern AU - Teacher Steve and Musician Eddie (11k in 5 parts | rated T to explicit)
Just some snippets from the life of Teacher Steve Harrington and Wedding Band Singer turned Rockstar Eddie Munson.
Runner Steve Verse (14k in 2 parts | explicit)
Steve starts running to get out of his head. He finds that maybe he's been running towards something (or someone) all along.
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🌈 One-Shots 10k+ 🌈
to the rhythm of eternity (18k | explicit)
The last two years Steve and Eddie have been doing the long distance thing when Steve visits Eddie in London for Christmas and falls in love with the city as well.
Emotional Motion Sickness (16.5k | explicit)
Steve's first night at a gay bar turns into something he never expected. He accidentally stumbles into a theme night - Kink Night - and discovers something new about himself.
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🌈 One-Shots 5-10k 🌈
Would you fall for me? (8.8k | explicit | Porn with plot)
One-sided enemies to lovers au inspired by that cake scene in red, white and royal blue.
Will you cleanse me with pleasure? (8.4k | explicit | PWP with tentacle love making)
Steve thinks it’s safe to say that he knows everything important about Eddie when they finally decide to move in together.
Everything, it turns out, except that Eddie sneaks out of the house in the middle of the night at least once a week.
he's all that I've got (don’t take that sinner from me) (8k | explicit | open but hinted at happy ending)
Eddie is on the run after still being blamed for the murders in Hawkins, but he can't run away from Steve.
Part 2: take you with me (mature | 2.1k)
The way you touch, the way you taste (7.1k | explicit | PWP)
Gareth, Jeff and Freak hire Steve to take Eddie's virginity on his birthday. Eddie takes Steve's heart in the process. Entry for the sub Eddie week.
You know I'm a show off (I would let you get some) (6.4k | explicit | PWP)
Eddie's neighbor is the hottest man in existence, so when he finds him washing his car in the shortest shorts known to man he can't stay away.
Love from the other side (6.2k | mature)
Steve works in the emergency room, where he has lost several patients with gaping wounds on their necks, the blood drained from their bodies. It's only because of Eddie, who is a vampire himself, that Steve doesn't end up like them, but what will he do when it's Eddie who needs help?
Part 2: sink you teeth
we were meant to be (we live happily in my fantasy) (5.6k | explicit | PWP)
Eddie is a Big-Shot-Rockstar and Steve is the escort he hired to get people off his back. Too bad he fell in love with him.
When I open my eyes to the future I can hear you say my name (5k | explicit | PWP)
Even after almost a decade together you can still discover new kinks.
Will the man become the monster, or the monster become man? (5k | explicit | PWP)
Beauty and the Beast AU with a twist: What if, once a month, the prince turns back into the beast?
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🌈 One-Shots 1k-5k 🌈
I’ve got to get you out of my mind (and back into my arms) (4.7k | explicit | PWP)
Every once in a while, Steve and Eddie like to spice up their sex life and go out to play.
Lay all your love on me (4.6k | explicit | porn with feelings)
Steve feels lonely on Valentine's Day '87 and a certain metalhead sets out to change that.
wear me like a locket around your throat (4.5k | explicit | PWP co-written with @yournowheregirl)
It doesn't really matter why, the fact remains that Eddie is making Steve a little bit feral, and the animal part of his brain demanded that he do something about it.
And that's why he bought Eddie a fucking collar, of all things.
tell me it's love, tell me it's real (4k | explicit | PWP co-written with @yournowheregirl)
The infamous piano scene from Pretty Woman (1990).
Carry You (4k | teen)
Written for @steddielovemonth, prompt: Love is letting someone take care of you.
Eddie is living the rockstar life, but it comes with a prize. When he reaches a point where he can't go on like that, will he finally let Steve carry him?
Part 2: Dear Steve (teen | 2.3k)
we tangle endlessly like lovers entwined (3.4k | explicit | Porn with feelings)
It's canon Steve likes to hold hands during sex.
Safe Haven (3.2k | teen)
Eddie finds a hurt wolf in the woods and takes him home. He has no idea that there is more to this particular wolf than it seems.
Part 2: Eat you alive (wc: 1.8k | mature)
Drowning In You (3.2k | teen | co-written with @legitcookie)
Steve and Eddie spend some time swimming at the quarry. At night. In just their underwear. As you do.
on the tip of my tongue, on top of my thighs (2.8k | explicit | PWP)
Eddie may be a little obsessed with Steve's chest. Okay, drop the a little.
He was sweet like honey (2.7k | explicit | PWP)
Steve loves mint chocolate chip ice cream. Eddie loathes it. But Steve has an idea how he can change Eddie's mind.
will you take me home (2.7k | teen)
Robin wants to adopt a cat, so why does Steve end up with one, too?
Rooting for you (2.6k | explicit)
Steve screwed up, no way around it. Fucked up big time.
In his defense, he didn't know that Eddie was in love with him. How could he have known? For all intents and purposes, they were just two horny guys hooking up.
safe & sound (2.5k | teen)
What happens when Steve meets Eddie Munson, who has just failed his senior year for the first time, during one of his nightly drives?
are you still mine? (2.4k | teen)
"He kissed me," Steve blurts out, and to Robin's credit, she doesn't react except for her hand on his to twitch in surprise. She makes a questioning sound in her throat, clearly waiting for more.
So much (for) Stardust (2.3k | teen)
A scene from an upcoming fic Pickup Note with @thefreakandthehair and art by @firefly-party. Steve can't sleep and Eddie takes him stargazing.
the past, the future, through death my arms are open (2.1k | mature)
second part to are you still mine? where Steve remembers another moment from their shared past where Eddie has been there for him even when he didn't ask for it
will you find me in the stars (2.1k | mature)
In every life, in every universe, they will find each other again. What’s a lifetime if you measure it in eternity?
true colors (2.1k | explicit)
Eddie's heart is beating for Steve but it takes Steve a bit to understand what it is saying.
Slaying Dragons (2.1k | gen)
Eddie was six years old when he first met Steve, not that he would remember it until much, much later.
Blinded by you (2.1k | teen)
The one in which Eddie is a hot mess but Paramedic Steve doesn't mind.
Crutch (2k | mature)
Steve loves Eddie, he really, really does. He just can’t say it.
Louder (2k | explicit | PWP)
While laying in bed, the two of them can't help but overhear their upstairs neighbors going at it rather loudly. Eddie turns to Steve after a while, and asks, You wanna fuck louder than them to establish dominance?
(I just) died in your arms (1.9k | teen | co-written with @legitcookie and @yournowheregirl)
"Hey, Steve, hi. You're probably wondering what I'm doing here." Eddie smiles nervously. When Steve just blinks at him, he takes that as a cue to continue.
"Funny story, actually," He laughs. The lack of sleep must be kicking in, which always makes him feel a little drunk and giddy. "There's this really annoying pipe in my room that's slowly driving me crazy, and I really, really, really need to get some sleep, man. I might even start crying if I don't get some soon. So, I was wondering... Could I crash in here?"
Someone New (1.7k | teen)
After Vecna, Eddie thinks he lost something vital, the one thing that made him Eddie. Steve teaches him that that's not true.
Butterfly Effect (1.5k | mature)
Eddie Munson is bad at feelings, but Steve makes him talk about them anyway, at least in metaphors.
Your scent (it clings to every blanket, sheet and pillowcase) (1.5k | mature)
Life after March '86 is very different from life before. For one thing, he never almost died before. Nor did he ever have anyone accuse him of murder, never mind murders, as in plural.
But then again, he didn't have Steve Harrington before either.
Until I found you (1.5k | mature)
Steve reminds Eddie that you can't buy happiness, you find it in each other.
You got a fast car (1.4k | teen)
"If we leave now, we can be in Indiana before midnight," Steve hears himself say, the decision already made, because the alternative is blood and pain and sorrow.
something about us (1.4k | teen)
What starts out as one of the worst nights of his college life turns into something else when Steve meets Eddie while being banned from his dorm room in the middle of the night thanks to some asshole setting off the fire alarm.
when we were made it was no accident (1.2k | teen)
Steve and Eddie just started dating, it's all new, it's all fragile and most of all, it's still a secret. So when they have a soundcheck coming up, they can't both be late because they can't make themselves to leave the bed, can't they? (part of @thefreakandthehair and @firefly-party and mine project pickup note)
we can be heroes (1.2k | gen)
Love makes Steve brave. And Steve loves fast and hard.
Once those two things become a certainty in Eddie's mind, other things fall into place.
only soul I ever saved (1.1k | explicit)
With Steve, Eddie can be soft. Obediant and sweet. With Steve, Eddie can be a good boy.
hate to be lame (1.1k | mature)
Eddie and Steve are spies working for competing agencies. They make it work.
Somehow, I just want you more (1k | teen)
When Chrissy sets Eddie up for a blind date he did not expect to find a ghost from his past waiting for him.
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🌈 Drabbles (<1k) 🌈
I want you to want me (921 | teen)
let the impulse to love and the instinct to kill entangle to one (918 | teen)
Connoisseur of Comfort (652 | gen)
Grow back your sharpest teeth, you know my desire (548 | explicit)
Show them (Baby I'm yours)  (534 | explicit)
Sugar, I got a taste for you now (480 | explicit)
Okay, so I'm the dragon. Big deal. (442 | gen)
always on the tip of my tongue (387 | teen)
Deflated. Devoured. Defiled. (311 | explicit)
hole-in-the-wall (404 | gen)
love bites (404 | mature)
mine (404 | explicit)
Ahoy Sailor! (404 | mature)
My arms belong around you (509 | mature)
Like real people do (846 | gen)
that ultra-kind of love (you never walk away from) (509 | teen)
Let Go (509 | explicit)
Anything for love (790 | teen)
moonlit bonding (388 | teen)
blow my candle (290 | explicit)
Strangers Passing (380 | teen)
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penvisions · 2 months
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dev's masterlist {joel miller}
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I've somehow expanded my writing enough to warrant a whole separate masterlist for the one and only Joel Miller! He's so diverse and there are so many facets to his character, so it's been fun to explore writing for him. ♡
Keep in mind my blog and online spaces are strictly 18+
Each fic has its own masterlist post with links to chapters, warnings, and supplemental content!
Happy reading! ♡
main masterlist || ko-fi
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*Series / Multichapter Fics:
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Title: return the favor
Pairing: Post Outbreak! Joel Miller x Smuggler! Reader
Word Count: 128k
Status: work in progress
Summary: With a past as rich as anyone in the times after the Outbreak, you find your medical and survival skills to be a valuable asset.You were dropping off some medical supplies that FEDRA was willing to pay big for when you got tangled up in a mission that involves a teenager with a mouth almost as smart as yours and gruff older man whose graying curls were his only redeeming quality. But the longer you traveled with them and the more that happened out in the open land of what once was, the more you find yourself connecting with them and wanting to protect them both at any cost.
ao3 link || series masterlist
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Title: garnish
Pairing: Chef! Joel Miller x Bartender! Reader (a restaurant au)
Word Count: 50k + additional one shots
Staus: complete
Summary: Summer is a time of fun and carefree days for those who are fortunate enough to not work within the food industry. You however have found yourself back in that world and so long were the days you could spend doing nothing. Along with the shift back to a world you once left behind is the figure of Joel Miller, who is as magnetizing as he is irritating that is now a part of your daily life.
ao3 link || series masterlist
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Title: by the grit of sandpaper
Pairing: Jackson! Joel Miller x F! Reader (Artisan! Joel Miller x F! Reader
Word Count: 44k
Status: work in progress
Summary: Joel Miller is a gruff as they come, the world having changed him for the worst. But settling in Jackson with his brother changed him for the better. He's known around town as someone to help, whether it be with home repairs, construction, and hand carved trinkets. An offhand comment from you inspires him to branch out and create helpful kitchen wares. And it seems everyone has been gifted one from him, except for you. It makes you rethink the casual friendship you had developed with the man that had just begun to expand beyond patrols.
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*One Shots:
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Title: for the record
Pairing: Jackson! Joel Miller x Patrol Partner! Reader
Word Count: 6.2k
Summary: The longer, more dangerous patrol routes around Jackson are designated to you and one Joel Miller. You both have an understanding with each other, talking wasn’t the biggest concern for either of you, but being confident in each other was. He wasn’t a bad friend in your scavenged life, but then again you were beginning to think you didn’t want to be just his friend…and that’s got you more than a little sexually frustrated.
ao3 link || fic masterlist
*Construction Corner:
(hehe see what i did there?) The fics listed here are currently {under construction} and have no release date as of yet.
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Title: gone to the dogs
Pairing: Boston QZ! Joel Miller x F! Reader
Summary: What happens when the world ends in such a violent way that it robs you of your very humanity? Do you submit or raise your hackles and fight back? The answer is obvious to Joel Miller, known for being someone to not to cross even in the most dangerous corners of the Boston QZ. The answer is obvious to you, too, who transformed in his likeness.
ao3 link || series masterlist
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miliamin1 · 2 months
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Bug's Ao3 fics Masterpost
miliamin on Ao3
all for Wednesday(TV 2022) fandom so far ship: Wednesday Addams/Enid Sinclair (wenclair) if the fic is discussed in a post it will be tagged with corresponding tag, also assume from the getgo that all my writing has jokes in it
Completed:
The Only Time Drinking Is Good For You - multichapter, post first season, mostly humor, first part of The Love and Arcane, #love potion volume one
The Wrong Reflections - multichapter, post first season, angst and humor, #doppelganger drama
Roses Have Thorns - one shot, post first season, humor, #spite
An Unwinnable Bet - one shot, alternative universe, humor, #band au
The matter of exclusive privileges - two shot, post first season, humor, #love potion the third
Oh what tangled webs we weave - one shot, alternative universe, humor, first part of Spiderman Au, #spiderman au
Christmas Eve(L) - multichapter, alternative universe, fluff and angst, #fake dating xmas au
Works In Progress:
The One Time Poison Is Good For You - multichapter, post first season, fluff and angst, second part of The Love and Arcane, #poison
The Way To A Girl's Heart - multichapter, post first season, angst and fluff, #steak tartare
Like A Record - multichapter, post first season, angst, #time loop
Stubborn, singleminded and obsessive - multichapter, alternative universe, fluff and angst, #mundane au
when first we practice to deceive - multichapter, alternative universe, angst and fluff, second part of Spiderman Au, #spiderman au
GF Any% Speedrun - multichapter, post first season, humor and fluff, #therapy strat Wild fics:
PR Liability Personified - multichapter, alternative universe, humor and angst, #celebrity au Status: shelved, on the back burner, might or might not be picked up later, not worked on currently
A Marriage That's Unlike Her Parents' - themed one shot compilation, post first season, humor, #marriage shenanigans,
Status: half shelved, worked on whenever the mood strikes me, shrodinger's continuity as it is technically sequel to The Way To Girl's Heart but for it to be series I need to finish that one and write another fic in between them so, maybe don't read it if you don't want mild spoilers -----
List is chronologically by last upload, and not by progress of next chapter being written (all WIPs are to a degree) or most probable to be updated next since that's unpredictable even to me unless I mention a possible deadline in a post, but if you really want one to be posted the soonest the anon asks are on, if you're nice about it maybe you'll manage to pressure me successfully I honestly idk if it will help or not so good luck
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Just A Kid Next Door - Chapter 5
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Bruce is finally back from being stuck in the time stream. Tim managed to save Batman and his loved ones. Now it is time for Tim to go home and rest. But the problem is that, Tim has no home. Or that's what he thinks so.
This will be a multichapter fic on how did Tim reconcile with his family. It will be full of angst, family feels and family shenanigans.
Masterlist
Here in the link to read the story in ao3.
-------------------------------CHAPTER 5---------------------------------
Dick couldn’t help but let his thought wander as he drove through the streets of Gotham, to the Manor. He glanced at Damian who was sitting in the passenger seat of the BatMobile, lost in his own thoughts while sporting a scowl.
Richard Grayson was Seven years old when he had his first nightmare.
That night, he dreamt about gross-looking, purple colored alien, using its power to set Zitka on fire. He screamed and screamed, screamed for help, but the alien only laughed.
When he woke up, all sweaty and tired, his mother was there, hugging him tightly and whispering sweet nothings. She was running her finger through his tangled hair while the other hand was holding his head closely to her chest. Her actions were soothing him.
Then his father came, holding out to him a glass of milk, with an encouraging smile.
That night, he slept peacefully, clinging to his mother and father.
The BatMobile came to a stop having come to the BatCave. Dick got out of the vehicle as fast as he could and made his way to the Med Bay. He saw Alfred standing in near the entrance, his expression a mixture of surprise and relief.
Relief.
Dick is relived too.
The next morning when he woke up, he was still scared about the previous night's dream. Hence after practicing his first routine for that day, his mother took him to a park and they both sat under a tree.
After few minutes of comfortable silence, his mother took out two colored papers out from her purse and handed one to Dick and kept one for herself.
“Dragă, when I was a child, just like you, I used have many bad dreams too. Then my Papi taught me how to make these beautiful paper crafts as a distraction. My Papi was great at it.
She let out a long sigh, thinking about Dick’s late grandfather.
“So whenever I used to have those dreams, we both would make many beautiful crafts like this together. It helped me to focus on other things and forget about those awful dreams.”
She turned and looked at him, her eyes shining, just like the sequins on their Leotards that they wear for the shows.
“I think it’s time for me to pass on that tradition to you, my copil.
That day, he made his first ever origami with his mother, a ‘Robin’.
From that day, every time Dick had nightmares, he and his mother would make various colourful origami which would ease all of his worries.
“Dr. Leslie Thompkins is checking upon Master Bruce, Master Dick. She forbade anyone from entering. I suggest you to be at ease, until then.” Alfred commented.
Dick couldn’t do anything but nod.
He removed his cowl, letting out a huge sigh as he took a seat in one of the chairs. Damian was carefully noting all of the young Batman’s moves.
Richard Grayson was eight years old when he lost his parents due to a fatal accident, which he later discovered to be a murder.
Richard Grayson was eight years old when he became an orphan.
Richard Grayson was eight years old, when his whole world was ripped away from him.
But Dick was also eight years old, when he was adopted by Bruce Wayne as his legal ward.
Dick’s thoughts were interrupted when Dr. Leslie exiting from the medical room.
“Just some mild cuts and bruises here and there. But all in all, I’d say he is doing great. And I’ve put him under mild pain medication, so it would probably take some time for him to wake up.”  Dr, Leslie said, packing her equipment.
“And by the way, you could see him now.”
Dick slowly made his way to the medical room, and was greeted by the sight of Bruce’s sleeping form. He saw Damian make his way to one side of the bed, taking one of Bruce’s hand in his. Even having spent quite some time with Damian now, he was still unable to read the young boy’s expression.
The room was completely silent.
Dick took small steps towards the other side of the bed, while eyeing Bruce carefully. Bruce looked sickly pale, his body had lost some muscles which made him look gaunt.
But dick also noticed that Bruce’s face was calm. His face looked unusually calm.
Dick took his seat on a small chair next to Bruce and took his other hand in his. He vaguely noticed Alfred wiping his tears.
It took him a minute to realize that he was crying too.
Dick was nine years old when he had his first nightmare in the Manor. He had dreamt about his parents falling off their trapeze, he saw the rope breaking, saw his parent’s smile turning into a scared expression, saw his parents fall. And he wasn’t able to do anything but cry.
It had just been few days since his adoption. But this time, his mother was not there to provide him comfort or his father, to give him a glass of milk. His mother was not there to help him make his origami figurines.
He got up from his bed and made his way to where he kept his school bag. He took out a few colored sheets and made his way to the kitchen.
He switched on the lights and took his seat in the dining area.
He tried to make a Robin origami this time, but all he did was cry and cry, cry until the coloured paper was wet due to his tears.
But he failed to notice a shadowy figure make its way towards him.
Bruce took a seat next to Dick, who was shaking, seemingly have not noticed the older man’s presence.
Bruce took one of his hands in his, which made Dick turn towards the older man, his eyes bloodshot and wide.
Then Dick crashed onto Bruce that night. He cried and cried, cried until he fell to a deep slumber. Bruce did nothing other that hold the shaking kid in his arms, praying that this would pass. Praying that his kid could recover from the trauma. Praying that he would not turn out to be like him.
The next morning when Dick woke up, he was surprised to see himself on his bed.
He did not fail to notice a Bat shaped origami on his night stand.
“Bruce” he called out, his voice trembling.
“Br-Bruce, wake up.”
He took his mentor's hand and brought it to his forehead, bending his head, and he cried.
Ever since that night, it became an unspoken tradition for both to leave origami figures for each other when the other was stressed or feeling down. It became even more frequent when Dick became Robin because of his increasing nightmares.
But every time, Bruce was there for him, providing comfort.
But as Dick grew and entered his teenage years, it became less frequent.
Dick and Bruce started having more and more disagreements and fights. In the beginning, they would use origami to converse with each other, mostly for apologizing. But as days passed, their fights grew more and more frequent, until one day when Dick altogether decided to put an end to it.
Their bonding activity came to an abrupt end, when dick moved out of the Manor.
Dick was silently shedding tears, when he heard a rough voice.
“Chum” Bruce called out, he eyes squinting, trying to adjust to the lights.
“Bruce, you’re back. God, I missed you so much, B”
Dick immediately hugged the old man, his head to Bruce’s chest hearing his heart beat, and cried.
These few months had been one of the hardest days of his entire life. Losing Bruce, he was forced to take up the Mantle of Batman and make the right choices as the next responsible adult.
Becoming Batman, leaving Nightwing, making Damian Robin, letting Tim go was the hardest decisions he’d ever had to take.
But he had to do it. Do it for the sake of his family, do it for the sake of Gotham.
Gotham needs Batman, so he had to make the right choice.
He was hurting. Hell, he was grieving. But he had no one to turn to. Despite having awful nightmares, he had no origami figures on his nightstand anymore. He had no one to provide him comfort.
He had lost his Dad once again.
He hugged Bruce tightly, fearing that he would disappear into thin air if he doesn’t do so.
Bruce closed his eyes and relished the feeling of his firstborn hugging him. He then glanced at Damian, who was watching them closely.
Bruce smiled and motioned him to join the hug. When Damian made no move, Bruce pulled the young boy towards him and hugged him.
Damian went rigid for few seconds, before closing his eyes and returning the hug. The three of them spent the next few moments huddled together, peacefully.
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tincanton · 4 months
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working on the tangled au for fnc. 1,300 words in (hoping to have at least 3,000 per chapter) :)) this Will be a multichapter fic but I think it'll probably just have like 2-3 chapters. First time making a fic have mercy on me ;v;
Hoping and praying to whatever god is up there that I am writing everyone in character ;-;
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stuckybingo · 2 months
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Stucky Bingo Round-Up #17 (February 18th - 29th)
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Always you by dharmashark Square filled: Adopted square (February) - Deja Vu All Over Again Ao3 rating: Mature Warnings: No archive warnings apply, Anxiety, Hypervigilance, Implied period-typical homophobia, non-explicit sex Major tags: Shrinkyclinks, Cold War, Spies and Secret Agents, Canon Divergence - Steve and Bucky Find Each Other in the 50s Summary: “Bucky,” Steve groans. “This isn’t the kind of talk I meant.” Bucky scoots in closer on the mattress so he can tangle their legs together. “What kind of talk should we be having?” “You know.” Steve’s grave blue eyes hold his. “You know what kind I mean.” Format: Long oneshot (over 5000 words)
Energy - Chapter 1 by King of Sorrow Square filled: N3 - Natasha Romanoff Ao3 rating: Explicit Warnings: No archive warnings apply, drug use - marijuana, prostitution Major tags: Steve is a Crime Boss, Daddy Kink, Summary: He knew he shouldn’t be doing this. He fucking knew it, but he also knew how to be flexible and although he never took his playthings to bed, he could make an exception just this once. OR The one where Steve breaks all the rules for true love. Format: Part of a multichapter fic
The best laid plans by late-to-the-party-81 Square filled: G3 - Migraines Ao3 rating: Teen Warnings: No archive warnings apply, Descriptions of Migraines Major tags: Fluff, Hurt-comfort, Pre-serum Steve, Pre-serum bucky, Developing relationship Summary: With Steve’s hectic work schedule, their relationship was never going to be plain-sailing, but they have an uninterrupted 48 hours coming up. Surely nothing will go wrong? Format: Medium oneshot (1000 - 5000 words)
A Mother Always Knows by leavinghope Square filled: G1 - Didn't know they were dating Ao3 rating: Teen Warnings: No archive warnings apply Major tags: Alternate Universe: Modern - No Powers; mutual pining; childhood friends, Bucky and Sarah Rogers Friendship Summary: Steve Rogers and Bucky Barnes had been dating forever. Too bad they didn't know it. Format: Short oneshot (300 - 1000 words)
Slow Dancing in the Living Room by freedvmrouge Square filled: Adopted square (February) - Slow Dancing in the Living Room Ao3 rating: General audiences Warnings: No archive warnings apply Major tags: Established Relationship, Emotional Hurt/Comfort Summary: Steve wakes up alone in bed and heads to the kitchen. Amidst the sudden silence, music rings out from Bucky's phone. Format: Short oneshot (300 - 1000 words)
The Musical... by Kat Square filled: G1 - Rogers: The Musical Ao3 rating: Explicit Warnings: I am choosing not to use archive warnings (eg because you don't want to spoil the ending) Major tags: Falling in love, mutual pining, hopeful ending Summary: There is no summary. Format: Part of a multichapter fic
Pheromones by otpcutie Square filled: N2 - AU: A/B/O Ao3 rating: Teen Warnings: No archive warnings apply Major tags: Omegaverse, Alpha Steve/Omega Bucky, Bucky's on his period, hurt/comfort, fluff Summary: Steve’s pheromones affect Bucky in an unexpected way, luckily the Alpha is more than happy to take care of him. Format: Medium oneshot (1000 - 5000 words)
Three Editions of Savage God Binding by dontcallmebree Square filled: Adopted square (February) - The One That Got Away Ao3 rating: General audiences Warnings: No archive warnings apply Major tags: Book binding Summary: Square back bradel with slipcase, paperback, and collector's edition binding of Savage God by Potterspink. Format: Craft
I Don’t Want You To Let Me Go by endlesstwanted Square filled: O3 - Stargazing Ao3 rating: General audiences Warnings: No archive warnings apply Major tags: Modern Setting, First Dates Summary: Natasha gets Steve into some blind dates until he meets the one. Format: Drabble (exactly 100 words)
The Good Win Over The Bad by endlesstwanted Square filled: Adopted square (February) - The One That Got Away Ao3 rating: Teen Warnings: No archive warnings apply Major tags: Reunions, Teen Romance Summary: Ten years after graduating from high-school, Bucky reunites with the one that got away from him. At least, if staring at Steve for half an hour counts as a reunion. Format: Drabble (exactly 100 words)
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khalewren · 8 months
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Made a Whsispangle western AU! Thank you to @pocketscribbs for coming up with Sheriff Tangle (and deputy Tails!) and thanks to @whisper-and-tangle for coming up with the concept of Whisper being an outlaw vigilante!
Also this is a multichapter fic. I hope, atleast. God i sure hope i dont fuck this up.
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pinkytoothlesso11 · 6 months
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20 questions for fic writers
I was tagged by @niemalsetwas! Thank you! This is a long one, but very interesting well rounded questions for fic writers. I'll tag: @whitherwanderyouspirit, @toodrasticallydumb, @nickelwick, @bluedaddysgirl, @megan0013 and @rosemaidenvixen. Not obligated to do this, just thought it may be fun!
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
Currently 16! 13 of which are all Trollhunters lmao.
2. What's your total A03 word count?
542,419 words. Wow. That's a little crazy ngl.
3. What fandom's do you write for?
Mostly Trollhunters/Tales of arcadia. But I've written a oneshot for She-Ra and the Princesses of Power and one for Scrooge: A Christmas Carol (2022). And I've done a multichapter fic for Arcane: League of Legends. Probably going to do more fics for that eventually. And I have two planned for The owl house I'm really excited about!
4. What are your top five fics by kudos?
Challenging Destiny
Heal what has been lost
A change in a moment
Heart of Stone
After the moon rises
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
I do! In my first fic I was hesitant to the first couple of chapters, but now I make a effort as I know how awesome it is to get a reply from the author on fics I've left comments on myself. And also because sometimes I have wonderful conversations!
6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
This is a bit hard to pin down, because while a decent amount of my fics go really, really angsty, they tend to end on a slightly hopeful note. But I'd think it's either Through the Veil which while the actual end is rather uplifting, it's overshadowed by the torment all the characters have gone through or chapter 4 of my prompt collection for Stricklake month: corruption. Which is... Sad.
7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
Hmm well my main fics are not finished so I can't put any of them down... Er most of them end happily? I guess for the top one A change in a moment, since I also barely killed any characters in the end...
8. Do you get hate on fics?
No. Very thankfully.
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
Anything explicit? No. I've tentively suggested it, but not in any detail.
10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?
I have not yet. One of my aforementioned Owl house fics I have planned will be a crossover, with Trollhunters, but nothing crazy.
Unless we're talking about the Arcane/Disney Tangled crossover, but that's a soft crossover, with a wholly Arcane cast of characters.
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Nope. At least not that I'm aware of.
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Again, not to my knowledge.
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
No... It was going to happen at some point, but then it didn't. Which was fair, even if disappointing.
14. What's your all-time favourite ship?
It's Stricklake. I have loads more I like a lot, but that's the one that made me start writing fanfiction.
15. What's the WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
This isn't really applicable, I plan to finish every fic I start, but there's one that's taking longer than I like to complete, which is Heart of Stone. It's close to the finish line, I just need to push myself there.
16. What are your writing strengths?
I like to think I'm pretty good at creating snappy dialogue with plenty of banter. And that my worldbuilding is pretty damn good. Also that I'm able to consistently keep a large cast of characters IN character and balance them all. I'm also fairly good at descriptions and gore.
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
I think sometimes I struggle with pacing, and the flow of my writing can be clunky at times. I also find filler chapters less interesting to write, even if they're important to set later things up.
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?
I do end up doing this at one point or another in most of my fics! I use Google translate lol. I'm not ashamed. I also use italics if it's not English, with the translation in my notes at the end.
19. First fandom you wrote for?
Trollhunters! The first show to get me into fandom, and fanfic and tumblr! It was the first in a lot of things.
20. Favourite fic you've ever written?
Has to be Challenging Destiny! It's just about halfway, but the reception to it and it's faithfulness to the source, as well as the heaps of research and worldbuilding I've put into it has made it the fic I'm the most proud of. It's got a big cast of different characters to balance, which just adds to the challenge lol. But it's worth it.
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notaghost3 · 1 year
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FANFIC MASTERLIST
Stories are spread out across AO3 and FFN, separated by fandom, if it has a 💗 beside it, it’s a personal favorite of mine 😉
STAR WARS
Clone Wars
Just the Two of Us (Obi-Wan/Satine, background Anakin/Padme) Multichapter, Complete!
The Stars Between Us (Obi-Wan/Satine) One-shot
It’ll Take a Little Time to Let You Go (Obi-Wan/Satine) One-shot 💗
you don’t have to be sorry (for leaving and growing up) (Obi-Wan/Satine) One-shot
Goodnight My Someone (Satine and toddler!Korkie) One-shot
Gilded Lily (haven’t I given enough?) (Obi-Wan/Satine, but mostly Satine) One-shot
Braids in the Meadow (Obi-Wan/Satine) One-shot
Magnets (Obi-Wan/Satine) One-shot💗
Maroon (Obi-Wan/Satine) One-shot💗
Kenobi Series
do it for her (that is to say, do it for him) (Obi Wan and little Leia and little Anakin) One-shot💗
Duty (Obi-Wan and baby Luke, Obi-Wan/Satine and baby Korkie) One-shot *technically* not Kenobi series, but it’s immediately post-ROTS
The Last Jedi
Woven Together (Rey/Kylo Ren) Multichapter, WIP
PHANTOM OF THE OPERA
Reflections (Erik/Christine) One-shot
Home for Christmas (Erik/Christine) Multichapter, WIP
Battle Lights (Erik/Christine) Multichapter, Complete💗
Tangled Up in You (Erik/Christine) One-shot
Heathens (Erik/Christine…kinda) Multichapter, Complete💗
Eternal Garden (Erik/Christine) One-shot
My Beloved Monster (Erik/Christine) Multichapter, WIP
Tiny Dancer (Philippe/Sorelli) One-shot💗
May the Fourth be With You (Erik/Christine) One-shot💗
Wicked Game (Erik/Christine) One-shot 💗
New Beginnings (Erik/Christine) One-shot
Delirium Kisses (Erik/Christine) One-shot
Days of Glory (Philippe/Sorelli…eventually) Multichapter, WIP
The Forgotten (Christine/Raoul, Erik/Daroga) One-shot💗
Snow is Softly Falling (Erik/Christine) Multichapter, complete
When Words Fail (Erik/Christine) One-shot collection
Devil With the Blue Dress On (Erik/Christine) Multichapter, Hiatus
Unmasked Realizations (Erik/Christine) One-shot💗
Once Upon a Dream (Erik/Christine) One-shot💗
Mirror Image (Erik/Christine) One-shot
White Roses Red (Erik/Christine) One-shot w/alternative ending
O Christmas Tree (Erik/Christine) Multichapter, complete
Caught Between Midnight and Dawn (Erik/Christine) One-shot💗
Eradication (Erik/Christine) One-shot
Three Wishes (Erik/Christine) One-shot💗
Protected (Erik/Christine) One-shot
Of the Angels (Erik/Christine) Multichapter, Hiatus
Graveyard Fields (Erik/Christine) One-shot
Guard (background Erik/Christine) One-shot
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cyanide-e-pistachio · 8 months
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Fic Masterlist✨
A brief collection of all my works at the time of this post!
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Third Time's the Charm (Multichapter, 114k words, Status: Complete!) - My first work! It's a (mostly) wholesome Shuake future fic where Akechi meets Akira in his hometown by pure coincidence, 10 years after the events of P5R. Read it here!
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The Taming of the Crow (Multichapter, 112k words, Status: Complete!) - A slightly less wholesome work where Akira works as a therapist 6 years after the events of P5R. When Akechi meets him in his office, Akira finds that he has to employ some "unconventional" therapy tactics to get him to stay. Don't be fooled, however; this is a story about peace, love, and understanding ;-) Read it here!
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(Un)tangled, (Un)burdened) (One-shot, 8k words, Status: Complete!) - This was my first one-shot ever, written for Shuake Week 2023. The theme? Bondage. Read it here!
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winter-spark · 20 days
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If anyone sees I have a question:
Both are multichapter CitoIta fics, and their quick names are sorta misleading but not inaccurate. I really want to finish them but I'm lowkey stuck but if I force myself to work on one, it might start flowing. I'm indecisive though.
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hazelnut-u-out · 1 year
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Ring of Fire - 1
this is the first chapter of my space cowboy revenge era birdrick au!
i'm eventually going to post this on my ao3, too, just because it's about to be a monster of a multichapter fic.
anywayyyy, get to know the boys! not a very tense chapter, but they’re coming, don’t worry. >:)
Synopsis:
Rick and Birdperson are wanted outlaws, listed amongst the Galactic Federation's "Most Wanted" and currently investigating leads on the red sand planet of Blindrock Terminus- an Old-Western-Style planet populated by an alien race with strict religious customs.
Rick is struggling with balancing his blossoming feelings for his partner in crime and their respective senses of loss. Does his companion feel the same way? What plot is waiting to reel them in?
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“Rick,” Birdperson huffed, his warm breath skittering along the bare skin of his friend’s back as he leaned in closer to examine his work. “Do you think you could at least try to stay still? This isn’t exactly the best light source. You’ll end up with misshapen lines.”
 
“Hmmf…” Rick let out in hushed agreement, shivering at the contrast of the heated gust against his skin that had been previously chilled by the night air. “I think you care more than I do. Plus, you-you’re not exactly bein’ gentle.”
It was a handsome night, the three moons hunkering in a low and lurid display to the terrain, and the sand of the campsite lay littered in cigarette butts and whiskey bottles. The rocks and logs they’d set up had long since absorbed the essence of their pastimes into the nature of their existence; and what a taught existence it was.
Rick quite fancied Blindrock Terminus. It was similar to what he knew, in an odd way- shaded canyon roads; shanty towns; rolling hills and layers of burgundy rock, soil, and stone- though, he wouldn’t recommend seeking out refuge on a planet with such a strict set of religious customs.
 
The pair had risked a trip into town earlier that day- something they never would have done if not absolutely necessary. Birdperson had been insistent that they go to the Zorpantheon Rattle, claiming he’d done some midnight detective work before Rick had made the executive decision to decrease the base into a pocket ship and stay out on a campsite to avoid detection.
 
Shitshow, to say the least. Rick had never seen more Federation guards lurking around something quite as inconspicuous as a bar, and it didn’t help that the alien company wasn’t something Rick didn’t find unsightly.
 
His partner had cursed him as they fled back to camp- taking a more round-about route to shake the last few remaining guards tailing them- and Rick couldn’t even deny, for once, that it would’ve been worth it to keep his dick in his slacks. He hoped BP simply assumed that Rick had a decent reason for letting the guards slip out of his grasp.
 
Now, the crimson desert trembled in shades of orange in the crackling dance of the firelight, and Rick loathed the uncomfortable scratch of the red sand against his stubble. He winced, arching upward again, when his companion came down with a particularly aggressive poke on his lower back. 
 
Birdperson snorted, allowing Rick time to settle back down atop the sand before returning to his work. 
 
“I’m startin’ to think you’re doing that on purpose,” Rick grumbled, his voice gravelly in sonority, as he turned to lay his other cheek against the ground and look up at BP through the gaps in his tangled mess of powder blue hair.
 
His companion was an oasis amongst the dry rolling landscape surrounding them- soft and delicate; just the perfect temperature where most things existed in a limbo of too hot or cold. Birdperson was the image of focus- sat on his knees, hunched over and engrossed in his task. His tongue perched tautly between the left side of his teeth, nearly the same peachy salmon shade of his undone button-front. His frame was a russet statue, tendrils of wavering shadow lapping at his harsh angles and his eyes dusky beneath the brim of his ebony hat.
 
Rick almost forgot about the tender ache of his lower back, a lazy smile snaking its way along his face in a crawl as he opened his mouth in a quiet utterance of outward thought. 
 
“This light flatters you.” 
 
The other man’s stare flicked up to meet his compliment’s momentarily, tarrying Rick’s heart with a gentle tremor of his lashes. He smiled a bit, a playful glint toying with the glimmer in his eye, and he sat his instruments down on the leather pad at his right. 
 
“What do you mean, Sanchez?” Birdperson whispered, and something sultry played along the canyon air that carried his voice to the man laying below him. 
 
“Um…” Rick nearly froze in place, his breath involuntarily catching in his throat. “Y-You look chiseled, is all.” Suddenly, his voice was barely more than a murmur over the rustle of the fire. He watched as Birdperson slowly leaned closer to his face and reached one hand behind Rick’s head, his wingspan arching out overhead and blocking out the shimmering rays of flame. Rick’s eyes fluttered closed. 
 
The smack of short-trimmed felt against his face startled Rick’s eyes open and Birdperson’s coarse laugh rang out overhead in a jovial pierce of the stoic night air. 
 
Rick scowled, pulling his cattleman down just enough to peer over the brim shyly; his cheeks flushed and heat thrumming along the tips of his ears.
 
“Chiseled from what?” BP asked, clutching his side as if it hurt. “Cotton?”
 
“Rude,” Rick whispered in an attempt to sound angry, but it came out silky and sweet-tempered. His accomplice suited laughter so beautifully. 
 
“Shut up and let me finish this tattoo. It’s almost done,” Birdperson said dismissively through a chuckle, moving to pick up his instruments once again. 
 
“Hey- Hey!” Rick tutted, tossing his hat to the side and twisting away from BP’s chasing grip. “L-Let me adjust! My armitas are ‘causing a mean denim wedgie.” 
 
Dust stirred up around him in minute scarlet clouds as he shuffled, bunching up his discarded flannel beneath his chin and finding a more comfortable position for his hips. The sand beneath them scraped along Rick’s bare chest, no doubt getting stuck in the tufts of hair along his abdomen, and his belt buckle kissed his naval. 
 
His friend made to cover up his small container of ink with his hand, shooting Rick a glare.
 
“Do you want dust in your wound, you heathen?!” Birdperson chastised with a coy grin that told Rick his counterpart would not at all be opposed to the possibility as a fitting punishment. 
 
“I-I’ve already lost one bet tonight, compadre. You’ll have to set up another- and get me drunker to-to give me a red tattoo,” Rick said through gritted teeth, burying his face into the fabric and taking in a deep breath through his nose- heavy with the lingering scent of whiskey. 
 
“Well…” Birdperson quipped, trailing off as he focused on sticking a particular spot for a few moments. “If you hadn’t let them get away, I would have been too preoccupied with torturing Federation agents to even bother with cashing in your debt in the first place.”
 
Rick winced, fumbling around with one hand without looking to try and find his flask. After a long spell, his fingers finally closed around the cool metal of the container and he lifted his head, unscrewing the cap. 
 
“T’was hardly my fau- OW! Watch it, man- shit!” Rick started, his body involuntarily trying to lurch away again, but BP placed a calloused hand along the center of his back, holding him in place. 
 
“Hush now, I know you like it,” BP teased, offering a comforting stroke along Rick’s spine that was probably meant to be a soothing platonic gesture, but only made Rick’s stomach blossom into a cacophony of fluttery. “I saw you with those Warekins at the bar.” Rick suddenly felt feverish, his cheeks growing hot as he tried to mitigate the flicker of embarrassment that ran through him. He hadn’t known his friend had seen him with those aliens. 
 
“Heh.” Rick tried to feign disinterest, letting the warmth of the whiskey settle down into his belly and careening the flask towards his companion, who simply leaned over and opened his mouth.
 
It did nothing to qualm Rick’s blush to pour the lukewarm spirit into his friend’s slack jaw, nor did it help when trembling hands resulted in some of the liquid spilling over Birdperson’s cerise lips- still swollen, Rick noted, from his eariler kissing session with the butt of that Federation agent’s gun. 
 
He wondered what it would be like to collect the droplets with his own lips- if he would be able to taste the liquor on the other man’s tongue. If he only leaned in…
 
Swallowing thickly, Rick attempted to speak without a waver in his tone. “Hardly relevant. Th-That had nothin’ to do with pain.”
 
“Don’t they have special cells on their fingers that shock you?” BP mused, swallowing. 
 
Rick chortled, taking another sip from his flask. 
 
What must have been Birdperson’s taste- syrupy and smokey- lingered on the lip of the container and mixed with the heady wallop of liquor. It swarmed Rick’s head, and he thought it was more the closeness of his partner than the spirits that made him feel all the more intoxicated. 
 
“No,” he said sportively, bending his knee to nudge the other man’s leg with the tip of his boot. “It-It’s not a special cell, it’s nerve fibers. They flood their fingers with electrolytes n’ shit to promote an electric current.”
 
“Either way, that shit must hurt.” BP stopped working suddenly, and Rick could hear him shuffle backwards on the sand, allowing his heart rate to finally begin to slow. “Done!”
 
“Don’t knock it ‘til you try it, buddy,” Rick said with a wink, sitting the flask aside and trying to twist his body backward at an unnatural angle to get a look at what his friend had sealed into his skin. 
 
“Hold on, hold on,” Birdperson sang, as if appealing to a child. “I’ll get your camera.”
 
Feeling the lull of the alcohol on the inside of his skull during his frenzy to stand, Rick had no interest in protesting against an opportunity to return to his previous position. He settled back down, crossing his arms and propping his gruff chin onto the corded muscles of the lithe appendages. Birdperson’s fumbling rolled over the sand like a working man’s hands along a sheet of silk, and Rick looked up to observe the two equore they had tied to a rock about fifteen feet away.
 
They were enormous, spindly creatures- their orchid-scaled skin glistening beneath the light of the trio of indigo planetoids that haunted the sky above. 
 
Horses, Rick thought. Reptile horses that drink blood and have three eyes. 
 
A distinct ‘click’ resounded from behind him and he could see the flash of light take up both sides of his peripheral vision. 
 
“W-Waste of film, ya know,” he fussed, but turned towards the whirring of the device with budding anticipation. Rick wasn’t one to normally care about what was going to mark his body. He could keep fighting and fucking until they put him down in the dirt, and the worms would eat it all indiscriminately- but something about this moment had him… excited.
It was that excitement that had him pushing himself up onto his knees and snatching at the slip of paper just as Birdperson began to shake it.
“Le-Lemme see!”
 
“I’m not an artist, but I’d say I did a pretty decent job,” his friend said softly, shifting and leaning back onto one of the gray sleeping bags the two had laid out parallel to the fire, hands behind his head and his shirt falling open to reveal the whole of his stalwart torso. His wings twitched as his feathers dragged along the sand, leaving miniature crests and hollers in their wake.
 
The image on the front of the paper was developing slowly, much to Rick’s disdain, and he groaned in frustration, plopping down onto his rear. After a lengthy pause, the image started to come into focus as he leered down at it through a demanding squint. 
 
“Angel wings,” he breathed. 
 
Birdperson let out a hearty laugh, and Rick shot him a questioning look- not sure what was funny. 
 
“No,” his partner said agreeably. “My wings.”
 
Birdperson said it as if it were nothing- something casual and obvious- but Rick’s throat threatened to close in on itself as his heart swelled three sizes too large to be trapped within a measly human rib cage.
 
“Huh.” Rick muttered as he slumped forward, eyes wide as he drank in the photo before him. The utterance wasn’t as if he were bewildered, nor was it condescending or taut. It was more a noise of awe- of adoration- and Rick couldn’t think of anything he’d rather be marked with, someone he’d rather be branded by, until death. 
 
“You hate it,” BP said dejectedly. 
 
Rick’s head shot up, and he shook it incredulously. 
 
“No! No, man. I-I… I love it,” he insisted, lifting his bum to take out his wallet and shoving the photo inside for safekeeping before leaning back against a large rock and kicking off his boots. Rick flexed his toes along the outer edge of the fire, blistered hands reaching for his battered guitar. “High time Rick Sanchez got a tramp stamp.”
 
 “You’re just saying that,” BP prodded, his eyes wandering up to peruse the stars. 
 
“Lo juro,” Rick replied sternly, his gentle plucking on the strings as he tuned the instrument little notes tiptoeing along the smoke that rose above them. “I hope that when they take me out, they skin me and tan my hide- make me into a real nice leather. Be some boot licker’s saddle, but my tattoo might stick around.”
 
“You’re sick!” BP laughed out, and Rick couldn’t help his wandering eyes. As his friend took inventory of the stars overhead, Rick counted the imperfections- scars, freckles, and moles- that he could make out along his sun kissed skin. “I don’t know what I was thinking. I guess my mind drew a blank when I realized I had to pick something. It’s not like we’re- well, you know.”
 
Rick’s heart sank, but he couldn't identify the home of the blade that flayed him.
 
“Mhmm…” he hummed, dropping his attention to his guitar and toying with a woeful little tune. His eyes burned as if he’d been looming over a hearth.
 
“First watch?” Birdperson asked after a bit, his words drowsy and slurred. 
 
“Sure,” Rick offered. “Long day of kicking bug ass tomorrow.”
“The life of wanted men,” his counterpart sang sweetly, smile in his voice, over the purr of Rick’s melody.
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mie779 · 2 years
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The Dark Elven
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A/N: This fic was started way back in April, I wanted to take part in this year’s CSSNS event on Tumblr. This is my contribution, it had always been my intent to write something inspired by The Lord of the Rings/The Hobbit elves. I even made a moodboard/collage when I first started writing, I shared it on my Tumblr back in April. 
I was so friggin happy when I learned that I was paired with the talented @piinfeathers, she has made the amazing cover art for me. (In two versions, one dawn/day and one night… the dawn one is going to be my “official” cover as it fits with a scene that comes later on. I have both versions set up side by side on my computer wallpaper, I love them so much.)
This will be multichapter and I have yet to find the ending in this, currently, I have 8 chapters written and we have yet to reach the final “battle”. I will try and spread out my updates so I’ll post one each week, I will do my best to remember to do it each Wednesday. In the next two weeks, you will have to excuse me if I forget as I’m on vacation. 
I need to make one more shoutout and that is for my very helpful beta reader @ultraluckycatndltraluckycatnd. Without her, it would be filled with cringy typos and grammar errors. 
I hope you will enjoy this as much as I’ve enjoyed the process of writing this, and continue to enjoy it. Let me know in a review what you think of this. Read here or on AO3
Prologue
“Come now, little brother,” Liam urged, pushing away another low-hanging branch. 
“It’s younger brother,” Killian grumbled as his foot got tangled in another gnarled root. “Do we even know if the bloody crystal is in the temple; that it is perhaps nothing but a myth? It could be anywhere in this godforsaken place.” He looked at the dense forest around them; they had trekked through this place for hours. 
Liam inspected his compass and compared his notes on a small tattered parchment. “We’re almost there.” He pointed ahead of the tiny trail that could hardly be called anything else but thick woodland. Liam chopped off the twisted vines that blocked their passage with his cutlass. Liam was an expert at wielding the weapon and had taught Killian as they worked their way up the ranks on Captain Nemo’s pirate ship. When the old captain had died, Liam had taken up the mantle of Captain on the Jolly Roger.  
“I bloody well hope so.” Killian swatted at a mosquito that buzzed around his ears. 
“Look.” Liam stopped in his tracks and pointed with his cutlass. “It’s right there brother.” 
“So the crystal is in there?” Killian managed to push forward so he stood next to his brother. “This place looks haunted.” The tall, almost pyramid-shaped structure rose above them, intricate symbols lined the walls and around what looked to be the entrance. 
“Come now, Killian.” Liam took a step forward, eyes scanning the large open area in front of the lost temple. 
Killian followed his brother and they reached the entrance, and Liam checked his map and notes again. Finally, he nodded. “I know how to get in.” He reached out and pressed the Greek letters in the correct order. 
Moments later, the large entryway opened up and they could see a dark hallway. Liam found his torch in his backpack and, using a firesteel, the flame caught the oil in the torch. 
“Are you sure about this?” Killian looked into the darkness, his skin prickled in fear.
“Come now, brother.” Liam pushed through a layer of cobwebs and lifted the torch as he stepped inside. “Be careful where you step,” he warned as he walked further inside.
Killian glanced over his shoulder, making sure that no one had picked up on their trail. But the forest around them was still, perhaps a bit too quiet. Taking a deep breath, he hurried after his brother. “That bloody crystal better be here.” 
“It will be, the charts have yet to fail us,” Liam said as he led them deeper into the ancient Greek temple. The temple that they had spent days locating was in the middle of some deep forest area in Camelot, close to the borders of Misthaven. Misthaven was the land of elves, and who knew if they in fact hadn’t already crossed the borders between the two realms. 
Finally, the hallway seemed to open up in front of them, and they stepped out into a cavernous room, the light from the torch never reaching the ceiling. 
As they scanned the area ahead of them, they saw a faint flickering of blue light further into the room. 
“So this is an old temple of Zeus?” Killian asked, surprised that his voice didn’t echo through the vastness of the room. 
“It is.” Liam pointed to the blue light. “I think that is the crystal.” 
The two brothers walked carefully over the floor, stepping over several shallow grooves that had been cut out into the floor; it looked like it was filled with something. Killian crouched down. “Hold on brother.” When Liam turned to him he said, “What do you suppose this substance is?” He pointed to the not quite liquid but still not solid mass in the grooves. 
“Careful,” Liam warned. He pulled out a small knife and dipped the tip of it into the substance, then he carefully lifted it to his face and sniffed. “Smells like burning oil, and some other things I can’t place.” 
Killian grabbed for the torch. “So, indoor lighting.” He moved the flame to the ground and seconds later, the substance caught the flames, and with a fizzling sound, a low burning flame ran through the groove, spreading throughout the room. The brothers watched as the room became more and more alight with the now low burning flames. The grooves all formed an intricate pattern over the floor and moved up towards where they’d seen the blue light. Now they could clearly see a raised platform on top of a wide staircase. 
They carefully moved up towards the platform and as they approached the blue light, they could see a long blue crystal resting on top of the platform. 
“The Olympian Crystal,” Killian whispered in awe. When they had first heard the tales of the crystal, they had both thought it was nothing but a myth. But then they came across old maps and logbooks that pointed towards a lost Olympian temple. 
Liam reached out and let his finger slide over the ridges of the crystal; the pale blue light that emanated from it seemed to shift and change as he touched it. 
“Careful brother,” Killian warned, but Liam grabbed the crystal and when nothing happened, they both sighed in relief. 
“We did it,” Liam said in wonder, his eyes catching Killian’s, and they both let out a victorious cry. Killian clasped his brother’s shoulder as they looked at the crystal in Liam’s hand. 
“That we did,” Killian exclaimed and was amazed that they had managed to find the mythical Olympian Crystal. 
“We’ll get the darkness out now,” Liam said and waved the crystal between them, then frowned.
“First we will have to find someone who holds strong light magic,” Killian said in resignation. While it had been a struggle in itself to even locate the crystal, the next path seemed utterly impossible. “Bloody hell.” He tugged at his long hair, which usually fell over his pointed ears, hiding the fact that he and his brother were both part elven. 
“Didn’t the seer also mention something of True Love?” Liam asked and gave Killian the crystal so he could store it safely in his satchel. 
“Aye.” Killian secured their newly acquired treasure and sighed. “How the bloody hell do we find someone with True Love?”
“The elves are said to be firm believers in True Love.” Liam shrugged, then he rubbed over his own pointed ear hidden under his long dark brown hair. “Even if we do have some elven parts, I’m not trusting that True Love will ever find us.” 
“We’re bloody pirates to boot, and our souls are tainted with our father’s darkness, and it’s only getting stronger.” Killian shook his head, not really believing they would ever find True Love. “But we should be able to find someone with light magic, perhaps that will be enough. We’ll run out of time eventually and the darkness will have consumed our souls.” His skin prickled as the simmering darkness shifted inside him; to this day, it was still manageable, and they survived despite the curse they had inherited from their father. 
“Let’s start by getting out of this place,” Liam suggested and pointed to the exit. Killian nodded in agreement as the two brothers quickly found their way out and made good headway through the dense undergrowth of the forest.
Suddenly, a crackle was heard behind them and a blast of something dark red whizzed past their heads. When they both turned to look, they saw a menacing green-scaled man chortling while his fingers wiggled in front of him. 
“Now Dearies, be some fine gents and give the crystal to me.” The man’s long wavy hair shifted over his face as he tilted his head back and forth. He reached out his hand and wiggled his fingers again. 
“Who the bloody hell are you?” Killian asked, trying not to grab for his satchel, thus giving away where they had the crystal. “And how the hell do you know we have a crystal?” 
“Ah you see, I couldn’t go into that temple meself, so when I saw you two,” he waved his finger between them, “walk inside, I just waited for you to come out.” 
“Who are you?” Liam demanded, stepping forward.
“How delightful, you don’t know me.” The man tapped his chin then chortled again. “Now let me introduce meself then.” He did an overly dramatic bow. “I’m Rumplestiltskin the one and only, and you will do as I say or I’ll have you both skinned like snakes,” he smirked, “and I quite literally am capable of doing just that.” The menacing glint in the man’s beady eyes sent a chill down Killian’s spine; he was sure the man spoke the truth about how he could end their lives. But he wasn’t keen on testing out the theory. 
“You’re the Dark One?” Liam gasped and stepped closer to Killian. “You—” 
“Never mind what they call me.” He waved his hand dismissively in the air.
“Why would you need a crystal?” Killian asked. 
“Killian,” Liam warned. “This is the Dark One—” At this, the green man’s eyes sparkled with delight. “ — He will most likely use the crystal for some devious plan of his.” 
“Ah, so you do have a crystal,” the Dark One laughed. “Now give it here.”  
Both Killian and Liam stepped back and glanced at each other. Killian saw the same resolution in his brother’s eyes, they would never allow the Dark One near their crystal. With a small nod from Liam, they both dove head first into the thick undergrowth to their left. Killian only hoped that their path would lead them to safety. But right now he focused on dodging low-hanging branches and avoiding getting struck by the magic that the Dark One was currently blasting at them. A howl of anger echoed between the trees, and seconds later they could hear him moving closer to them. 
Killian had no idea for how long they stumbled and weaved in between the trees, but suddenly their path was blocked by a deep gorge, and a thundering waterfall to the left had the whole scene covered in a light spray of water. 
“Bloody hell, now what?” But before Killian could make a choice, they had another blast of magic wizz by them, barely missing Liam. 
They turned and saw the Dark One looming at the edge of the trees, his hands lifted, a sneer over his lips, anger in his eyes. “Now give the crystal to me.” 
“We don’t have a crystal,” Killian tried, but he could see his words didn’t mean much. 
“Now which one of you carries it?” Rumple tapped his chin, while still holding the other hand ready to blast his magic. His gaze shifted between Killian and Liam, and suddenly his eyes landed on Killian. “The younger perhaps?” 
“No,” Liam shifted his own satchel, grabbing it tighter. Killian glanced at his brother, wondering what his game plan was.
The Dark One’s eyes narrowed, then lifted his hand towards Killian and flicked his wrist, and suddenly Killian felt as if he couldn’t breathe. Trying to grab at his own throat, he found Liam’s horrified gaze transfixed on what happened. Liam tried to reach out to Killian but the Dark One sneered. “Give me the crystal and I’ll leave your dear brother alone.” 
“I have it here.” Liam took off his satchel and placed it in front of him, his hands raised in the air. “Now let him go.” 
Killian could hardly breathe anymore, black spots began to swim before his eyes, the air slowly seeping from his body. Suddenly he could breathe again, and he took large gulps of air. Before he could even comprehend what happened, the Dark One flicked his other hand and blasted a ball of dark red magic aiming straight for Liam. With his heart pounding in his ears, he watched as his brother was hit by the magic and stumbled back several steps. When Liam began slipping on the muddy edge of the cliffside, Killian bellowed, “Nooooo, Liam!” It all happened so fast that he barely managed to take a step forward before his brother slipped over the edge. Killian saw the fear etched in his brother's eyes, and his lips moving in a silent scream. Killian slumped to his knees, watching his brother tumble to his death, engulfed in the whirling vortex beneath the roaring waterfall. 
“Ah, one down,” the Dark One chortled and when Killian looked behind him, he could see the man getting ready to blast his magic again. 
In one fluent motion, Killian rose to his feet and bellowed, “I will avenge my brother’s death, you bloody wanker.” 
“Now just give me the crystal and I’ll be on my merry way.” The Dark One waved his fingers at him, pointing at Killian’s satchel. “I bet it’s right in there.” 
Killian was frantically searching for a way out of there, but he also had to keep an eye out for any movement the mad man did. 
Before the Dark One said another word they heard the flapping of wings; it sounded like a large bird approaching. When both men turned to look towards the sound, Killian could see a large creature emerge from the mists hanging over the waterfall. As it got closer it looked more and more like, “A flying monkey?” 
“What the hell is she doing here?” The anger in the man’s voice made it clear that whoever was flying on the beast, it wasn’t someone the Dark One had invited. 
Killian didn’t really care; he took a chance and slipped down a narrow path he’d spotted that would take him downriver, leading away from the waterfall. He only hoped that the Dark One had been distracted enough for him to be able to slide down the path without being chased. Just as he made a sharp turn, he picked up broken pieces of the conversation happening above him.
 “What? You don’t have the crystal…” It was a female voice that spoke at a high-pitched tone, sounding exasperated. 
“You were not supposed to be here…”
“Oh but I’m here, and I guess I’ll have to find it myself…” 
“That crystal is mine to find… mark me I’ll find it.” 
“Whatever…” 
Killian slipped down the path, his pants most likely in ruins, but he had to get the hell out of here and hopefully reach the Jolly Roger before the Dark One picked up his trail. When he finally reached the more level parts of the path that followed the brink of the river, he began searching for any signs of his brother. But his search was fruitless, and he knew he had at least another day's travel before he reached the sea. So he pushed forward and barely stopped to eat, only to fill up his waterskin whenever he crossed a smaller stream of water. 
Early morning, he reached the shore and signaled for the crew to sail in with the longboat to pick him up. Minutes later he watched as the crew rowed the longboat to shore. Once they realized that only one Jones brother had returned, the group of men grew solemn, and with no words shared they returned to the Jolly Roger. It wasn’t a difficult decision to make; when Killian climbed on board the ship, he took over his brother’s role as captain of the enchanted ship the Jolly Roger. For the next many years, he would travel the realms and to his crew’s surprise, he never seemed to age. He often excused it with their many travels to Neverland, a hellhole in all the realms, but he did make a few lucrative deals with the devil ruling the island. Deals often included him spending more time than his crew on the island. 
The years passed and each time anything regarding magic happened around him, he would flee and make haste to set sails. He knew the Dark One would be looking for him, and searched the realms for the crystal that he still had in his possession. None of his crew knew of the crystal, all they had been told was that the brothers had searched for something. When he returned he’d claimed the mission to be a failure, only gaining an enemy in the Dark One. 
Killian searched the realms they sailed through for anyone with light magic; it had only been an endless string of failures every time he came across someone wielding magic, though. As such, he spent years struggling with the looming darkness shifting around in his soul. It messed with his mind, making him do and speak things that he would never have done on his own accord. The darkness ruled his life and knowing none with light magic, he ended up not believing him to ever be free of the darkness. At his darkest moments, he cursed his father’s elven magic that had caused the darkness to seep into him and his brother. But this was his life, he was a pirate and a bloody good one too; perhaps the darkness did help in this regard, yet he never felt as if this was the life he wanted to live. What more was there to find in life?
The Dark Elven
A/N: This fic was started way back in April, I wanted to take part in this year’s CSSNS event on Tumblr. This is my contribution, it had always been my intent to write something inspired by The Lord of the Rings/The Hobbit elves. I even made a moodboard/collage when I first started writing, I shared it on my Tumblr back in April. 
I was so friggin happy when I learned that I was paired with the talented piinfeathers, she has made the amazing cover art for me. (In two versions, one dawn/day and one night… the dawn one is going to be my “official” cover as it fits with a scene that comes later on. I have both versions set up side by side on my computer wallpaper, I love them so much.)
This will be multichapter and I have yet to find the ending in this, currently, I have 8 chapters written and we have yet to reach the final “battle”. I will try and spread out my updates so I’ll post one each week, I will do my best to remember to do it each Wednesday. In the next two weeks, you will have to excuse me if I forget as I’m on vacation. 
I need to make one more shoutout and that is for my very helpful beta reader Ultraluckycatnd. Without her, it would be filled with cringy typos and grammar errors. 
I hope you will enjoy this as much as I’ve enjoyed the process of writing this, and continue to enjoy it. Let me know in a review what you think of this. 
Prologue
“Come now, little brother,” Liam urged, pushing away another low-hanging branch. 
“It’s younger brother,” Killian grumbled as his foot got tangled in another gnarled root. “Do we even know if the bloody crystal is in the temple; that it is perhaps nothing but a myth? It could be anywhere in this godforsaken place.” He looked at the dense forest around them; they had trekked through this place for hours. 
Liam inspected his compass and compared his notes on a small tattered parchment. “We’re almost there.” He pointed ahead of the tiny trail that could hardly be called anything else but thick woodland. Liam chopped off the twisted vines that blocked their passage with his cutlass. Liam was an expert at wielding the weapon and had taught Killian as they worked their way up the ranks on Captain Nemo’s pirate ship. When the old captain had died, Liam had taken up the mantle of Captain on the Jolly Roger.  
“I bloody well hope so.” Killian swatted at a mosquito that buzzed around his ears. 
“Look.” Liam stopped in his tracks and pointed with his cutlass. “It’s right there brother.” 
“So the crystal is in there?” Killian managed to push forward so he stood next to his brother. “This place looks haunted.” The tall, almost pyramid-shaped structure rose above them, intricate symbols lined the walls and around what looked to be the entrance. 
“Come now, Killian.” Liam took a step forward, eyes scanning the large open area in front of the lost temple. 
Killian followed his brother and they reached the entrance, and Liam checked his map and notes again. Finally, he nodded. “I know how to get in.” He reached out and pressed the Greek letters in the correct order. 
Moments later, the large entryway opened up and they could see a dark hallway. Liam found his torch in his backpack and, using a firesteel, the flame caught the oil in the torch. 
“Are you sure about this?” Killian looked into the darkness, his skin prickled in fear.
“Come now, brother.” Liam pushed through a layer of cobwebs and lifted the torch as he stepped inside. “Be careful where you step,” he warned as he walked further inside.
Killian glanced over his shoulder, making sure that no one had picked up on their trail. But the forest around them was still, perhaps a bit too quiet. Taking a deep breath, he hurried after his brother. “That bloody crystal better be here.” 
“It will be, the charts have yet to fail us,” Liam said as he led them deeper into the ancient Greek temple. The temple that they had spent days locating was in the middle of some deep forest area in Camelot, close to the borders of Misthaven. Misthaven was the land of elves, and who knew if they in fact hadn’t already crossed the borders between the two realms. 
Finally, the hallway seemed to open up in front of them, and they stepped out into a cavernous room, the light from the torch never reaching the ceiling. 
As they scanned the area ahead of them, they saw a faint flickering of blue light further into the room. 
“So this is an old temple of Zeus?” Killian asked, surprised that his voice didn’t echo through the vastness of the room. 
“It is.” Liam pointed to the blue light. “I think that is the crystal.” 
The two brothers walked carefully over the floor, stepping over several shallow grooves that had been cut out into the floor; it looked like it was filled with something. Killian crouched down. “Hold on brother.” When Liam turned to him he said, “What do you suppose this substance is?” He pointed to the not quite liquid but still not solid mass in the grooves. 
“Careful,” Liam warned. He pulled out a small knife and dipped the tip of it into the substance, then he carefully lifted it to his face and sniffed. “Smells like burning oil, and some other things I can’t place.” 
Killian grabbed for the torch. “So, indoor lighting.” He moved the flame to the ground and seconds later, the substance caught the flames, and with a fizzling sound, a low burning flame ran through the groove, spreading throughout the room. The brothers watched as the room became more and more alight with the now low burning flames. The grooves all formed an intricate pattern over the floor and moved up towards where they’d seen the blue light. Now they could clearly see a raised platform on top of a wide staircase. 
They carefully moved up towards the platform and as they approached the blue light, they could see a long blue crystal resting on top of the platform. 
“The Olympian Crystal,” Killian whispered in awe. When they had first heard the tales of the crystal, they had both thought it was nothing but a myth. But then they came across old maps and logbooks that pointed towards a lost Olympian temple. 
Liam reached out and let his finger slide over the ridges of the crystal; the pale blue light that emanated from it seemed to shift and change as he touched it. 
“Careful brother,” Killian warned, but Liam grabbed the crystal and when nothing happened, they both sighed in relief. 
“We did it,” Liam said in wonder, his eyes catching Killian’s, and they both let out a victorious cry. Killian clasped his brother’s shoulder as they looked at the crystal in Liam’s hand. 
“That we did,” Killian exclaimed and was amazed that they had managed to find the mythical Olympian Crystal. 
“We’ll get the darkness out now,” Liam said and waved the crystal between them, then frowned.
“First we will have to find someone who holds strong light magic,” Killian said in resignation. While it had been a struggle in itself to even locate the crystal, the next path seemed utterly impossible. “Bloody hell.” He tugged at his long hair, which usually fell over his pointed ears, hiding the fact that he and his brother were both part elven. 
“Didn’t the seer also mention something of True Love?” Liam asked and gave Killian the crystal so he could store it safely in his satchel. 
“Aye.” Killian secured their newly acquired treasure and sighed. “How the bloody hell do we find someone with True Love?”
“The elves are said to be firm believers in True Love.” Liam shrugged, then he rubbed over his own pointed ear hidden under his long dark brown hair. “Even if we do have some elven parts, I’m not trusting that True Love will ever find us.” 
“We’re bloody pirates to boot, and our souls are tainted with our father’s darkness, and it’s only getting stronger.” Killian shook his head, not really believing they would ever find True Love. “But we should be able to find someone with light magic, perhaps that will be enough. We’ll run out of time eventually and the darkness will have consumed our souls.” His skin prickled as the simmering darkness shifted inside him; to this day, it was still manageable, and they survived despite the curse they had inherited from their father. 
“Let’s start by getting out of this place,” Liam suggested and pointed to the exit. Killian nodded in agreement as the two brothers quickly found their way out and made good headway through the dense undergrowth of the forest.
Suddenly, a crackle was heard behind them and a blast of something dark red whizzed past their heads. When they both turned to look, they saw a menacing green-scaled man chortling while his fingers wiggled in front of him. 
“Now Dearies, be some fine gents and give the crystal to me.” The man’s long wavy hair shifted over his face as he tilted his head back and forth. He reached out his hand and wiggled his fingers again. 
“Who the bloody hell are you?” Killian asked, trying not to grab for his satchel, thus giving away where they had the crystal. “And how the hell do you know we have a crystal?” 
“Ah you see, I couldn’t go into that temple meself, so when I saw you two,” he waved his finger between them, “walk inside, I just waited for you to come out.” 
“Who are you?” Liam demanded, stepping forward.
“How delightful, you don’t know me.” The man tapped his chin then chortled again. “Now let me introduce meself then.” He did an overly dramatic bow. “I’m Rumplestiltskin the one and only, and you will do as I say or I’ll have you both skinned like snakes,” he smirked, “and I quite literally am capable of doing just that.” The menacing glint in the man’s beady eyes sent a chill down Killian’s spine; he was sure the man spoke the truth about how he could end their lives. But he wasn’t keen on testing out the theory. 
“You’re the Dark One?” Liam gasped and stepped closer to Killian. “You—” 
“Never mind what they call me.” He waved his hand dismissively in the air.
“Why would you need a crystal?” Killian asked. 
“Killian,” Liam warned. “This is the Dark One—” At this, the green man’s eyes sparkled with delight. “ — He will most likely use the crystal for some devious plan of his.” 
“Ah, so you do have a crystal,” the Dark One laughed. “Now give it here.”  
Both Killian and Liam stepped back and glanced at each other. Killian saw the same resolution in his brother’s eyes, they would never allow the Dark One near their crystal. With a small nod from Liam, they both dove head first into the thick undergrowth to their left. Killian only hoped that their path would lead them to safety. But right now he focused on dodging low-hanging branches and avoiding getting struck by the magic that the Dark One was currently blasting at them. A howl of anger echoed between the trees, and seconds later they could hear him moving closer to them. 
Killian had no idea for how long they stumbled and weaved in between the trees, but suddenly their path was blocked by a deep gorge, and a thundering waterfall to the left had the whole scene covered in a light spray of water. 
“Bloody hell, now what?” But before Killian could make a choice, they had another blast of magic wizz by them, barely missing Liam. 
They turned and saw the Dark One looming at the edge of the trees, his hands lifted, a sneer over his lips, anger in his eyes. “Now give the crystal to me.” 
“We don’t have a crystal,” Killian tried, but he could see his words didn’t mean much. 
“Now which one of you carries it?” Rumple tapped his chin, while still holding the other hand ready to blast his magic. His gaze shifted between Killian and Liam, and suddenly his eyes landed on Killian. “The younger perhaps?” 
“No,” Liam shifted his own satchel, grabbing it tighter. Killian glanced at his brother, wondering what his game plan was.
The Dark One’s eyes narrowed, then lifted his hand towards Killian and flicked his wrist, and suddenly Killian felt as if he couldn’t breathe. Trying to grab at his own throat, he found Liam’s horrified gaze transfixed on what happened. Liam tried to reach out to Killian but the Dark One sneered. “Give me the crystal and I’ll leave your dear brother alone.” 
“I have it here.” Liam took off his satchel and placed it in front of him, his hands raised in the air. “Now let him go.” 
Killian could hardly breathe anymore, black spots began to swim before his eyes, the air slowly seeping from his body. Suddenly he could breathe again, and he took large gulps of air. Before he could even comprehend what happened, the Dark One flicked his other hand and blasted a ball of dark red magic aiming straight for Liam. With his heart pounding in his ears, he watched as his brother was hit by the magic and stumbled back several steps. When Liam began slipping on the muddy edge of the cliffside, Killian bellowed, “Nooooo, Liam!” It all happened so fast that he barely managed to take a step forward before his brother slipped over the edge. Killian saw the fear etched in his brother's eyes, and his lips moving in a silent scream. Killian slumped to his knees, watching his brother tumble to his death, engulfed in the whirling vortex beneath the roaring waterfall. 
“Ah, one down,” the Dark One chortled and when Killian looked behind him, he could see the man getting ready to blast his magic again. 
In one fluent motion, Killian rose to his feet and bellowed, “I will avenge my brother’s death, you bloody wanker.” 
“Now just give me the crystal and I’ll be on my merry way.” The Dark One waved his fingers at him, pointing at Killian’s satchel. “I bet it’s right in there.” 
Killian was frantically searching for a way out of there, but he also had to keep an eye out for any movement the mad man did. 
Before the Dark One said another word they heard the flapping of wings; it sounded like a large bird approaching. When both men turned to look towards the sound, Killian could see a large creature emerge from the mists hanging over the waterfall. As it got closer it looked more and more like, “A flying monkey?” 
“What the hell is she doing here?” The anger in the man’s voice made it clear that whoever was flying on the beast, it wasn’t someone the Dark One had invited. 
Killian didn’t really care; he took a chance and slipped down a narrow path he’d spotted that would take him downriver, leading away from the waterfall. He only hoped that the Dark One had been distracted enough for him to be able to slide down the path without being chased. Just as he made a sharp turn, he picked up broken pieces of the conversation happening above him.
 “What? You don’t have the crystal…” It was a female voice that spoke at a high-pitched tone, sounding exasperated. 
“You were not supposed to be here…”
“Oh but I’m here, and I guess I’ll have to find it myself…” 
“That crystal is mine to find… mark me I’ll find it.” 
“Whatever…” 
Killian slipped down the path, his pants most likely in ruins, but he had to get the hell out of here and hopefully reach the Jolly Roger before the Dark One picked up his trail. When he finally reached the more level parts of the path that followed the brink of the river, he began searching for any signs of his brother. But his search was fruitless, and he knew he had at least another day's travel before he reached the sea. So he pushed forward and barely stopped to eat, only to fill up his waterskin whenever he crossed a smaller stream of water. 
Early morning, he reached the shore and signaled for the crew to sail in with the longboat to pick him up. Minutes later he watched as the crew rowed the longboat to shore. Once they realized that only one Jones brother had returned, the group of men grew solemn, and with no words shared they returned to the Jolly Roger. It wasn’t a difficult decision to make; when Killian climbed on board the ship, he took over his brother’s role as captain of the enchanted ship the Jolly Roger. For the next many years, he would travel the realms and to his crew’s surprise, he never seemed to age. He often excused it with their many travels to Neverland, a hellhole in all the realms, but he did make a few lucrative deals with the devil ruling the island. Deals often included him spending more time than his crew on the island. 
The years passed and each time anything regarding magic happened around him, he would flee and make haste to set sails. He knew the Dark One would be looking for him, and searched the realms for the crystal that he still had in his possession. None of his crew knew of the crystal, all they had been told was that the brothers had searched for something. When he returned he’d claimed the mission to be a failure, only gaining an enemy in the Dark One. 
Killian searched the realms they sailed through for anyone with light magic; it had only been an endless string of failures every time he came across someone wielding magic, though. As such, he spent years struggling with the looming darkness shifting around in his soul. It messed with his mind, making him do and speak things that he would never have done on his own accord. The darkness ruled his life and knowing none with light magic, he ended up not believing him to ever be free of the darkness. At his darkest moments, he cursed his father’s elven magic that had caused the darkness to seep into him and his brother. But this was his life, he was a pirate and a bloody good one too; perhaps the darkness did help in this regard, yet he never felt as if this was the life he wanted to live. What more was there to find in life?
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The Acolyte - Chapter Four: The Commander
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Summary: The Separatist Crisis has reached its peak. War looms throughout the galaxy, casting a dark, bloody shadow over the thinning ranks of the Jedi Order. The end of civilization has already started. This is the story of Jedi Acolyte Ailani Réillata. Her end has just begun.
Previous Chapters: Prologue, Chapter One, Chapter Two, Chapter Three,
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"A wise leader knows when to follow."
Waking up after Geonosis had been like awakening from a nightmare.
Ailani had risen in a bacta tank, suffocating on the thick gel and screaming for her Father, who was long gone. 
Even now, two days later, she could not shake the dark feeling from her mind. She had been floating, drifting, lost somewhere between healing and memory. The tank of healing had felt more like eternal drowning.
She had remembered heat and sand and burning pain and warm blood leaking from her neck. She remembered her Father. Within that bacta tank, Ailani felt as if she had relived those memories over and over and over. Falling from the heavens, grasping at the ship, hands tangled in her ribbons, bracing their fall, sinking into the dunes. Sand drowning her like oceans. The ship on fire. Blood in her eyes. Hands on her face, asking if she was okay. A voice unable to answer.
Over and over and over.
Heat. Sand. Burning pain. Warm blood. Her Father's tired face.
Over and over and over.
Heat. Sand. Burning pain. Warm blood. Her Father's tired face.
She had awakened with a gasp and a drowned scream.
Heat. Sand. Burning pain. Warm blood. Her Father's tired face.
She had shivered under blinding lights, listening to talk of head trauma and cracked bones, and she had trembled at the prying hands of endless doctors and visitors.
Barriss had come to visit.
Heat. Sand. Burning pain. Warm blood. Her Father's tired face.
Barriss recommended some healing techniques. It still felt like sand was in her lungs. The doctors said she was fine. Ailani still could see her Father's blurry face. Barriss said dreams are strange things. Her head still hurt. The doctors said it would fade. Barris recommended that they start having healing sessions again. Barriss said it would heal. Everyone said she would heal.
She hadn't.
The dreams hadn't faded when she reported back to the Council. They hadn't faded when she bowed kindly. They hadn't faded when they told her of the new Grand Army of the Republic. They hadn't faded when Jedi spoke of Generals and war plans. They hadn't faded when people spoke of Clone factories and production rates. They hadn't faded when the Council assigned her to assist Shaak Ti on Kamino for a few days.
They had not faded as she stood on the landing platform, freezing rain crashing against her face and catching in her eyelashes, blurring her vision and stinging her cheeks.
Her Father kept appearing in her mind, begging her to remember things she didn't understand. Even now, she could see his face in every rainy reflection of her own face.
Distantly, thunder crackled across the sky, and lightning illuminated the shadowy places of the planet, trapping the world in an eternal stormy night. Geonosis had only been two days before, yet now it felt like Ailani had seen the sand dunes a hundred years ago, a million lifetimes ago. She could no longer recall the heat of the desert sun as the cold water clung to her cloak and robes. She suddenly yearned for the steady unsteadiness of Coruscant with its flashing lights and endless skyline. At least Coruscant was dry, and at least there Ailani could be with the holocron.
The holocron. She missed it, or rather, she missed the answers she might have found in it. If only she were given a few moments of peace alone. The past few days had been nothing but confusing and hurtful. She had been so useless on Geonosis, so desperately foolish and incapable. She wanted to feel needed again or at least feel useful. Perhaps it was still the effect of the bacta tank. Part of Ailani felt like she was still in that bacta tank, wrapped in her Father's cold arms.
"Remember your place, young Acolyte." Shaak Ti said, her voice breaking Ailani's spell of memory as it floated over the endless rain. "I shall lead all negotiations."
The rain pounded harder against Ailani's face as reality returned to the front of her mind. I know how to hold my tongue, she wanted to say, but reasoned against proving Master Ti's point so quickly. How come everyone was always leagues ahead of her?  
The facility before them seemed to glow in the desolate storm, like a lighthouse set in the middle of the sea, and yet it didn't feel like a crag to cling to; instead, as her eyes adjusted, Ailani found the light almost blinding, and just as cold as the freezing rain. The gleaming domes and angled buildings loomed overhead, an impractical work of art that housed cold science. Just as cold as that bacta tank and her Father's embrace.
R3-K9 beeped behind Ailani, bumping her leg and dragging her attention to his small form as he whistled a snarky response to Shaak Ti that was promptly lost in the rain.
Right. She was supposed to answer.
"Yes, Master," Ailani spoke, her voice empty and foreign even to her own ears.
She was so tired. The rain would not stop falling. Ailani wrapped her cloak tighter. She had never been in a bacta tank before. She had never remembered her Father like that before.
The facility door slid open suddenly, releasing white light across the landing platform and flooding Ailani's face with its cold glow.
The light spoke, "I am Nala Se," Ailani's eyes adjusted, settling on the figure in the doorway. Tall and lean, with skin so pale she shimmered, the Kaminoan's figure and voice were practically dreamlike, effortlessly graceful as her tone echoed softly like the ever-present rain. "We are honored by your presence here."
Ailani held a hand up to her face, blocking the glowing light as her mind slowly leveled with her surroundings. The facility shifted in the Force, and Ailani shivered again.
"I am Master Shaak Ti, and this is Acolyte Réillata, Secretary to the High Council." With her words, Shaak Ti stepped into the facility with Ailani close behind, almost like a shadow, "We are honored to be welcomed."
Ailani's foot fell into the building, and for a moment, it was like falling through the air in the dark, so endless and all-consuming and weightless, and something was suddenly suffocating, and thousands of voices echoed in her head, and thousands of souls cried out, and the universe itself suddenly seemed all too crowded and—
The feeling died.
No one else seemed to notice.
"We had not expected your arrival until tomorrow," Nala Se said, tilting her head politely to them, "I apologize for the delay in receiving you."
"There is no need for apologies," Shaak Ti replied diplomatically. Ailani did not share her forgiveness. She was freezing. "We are here now."
Ailani's robes clung to her skin with a damp and freezing chill, dripping remnants of rain onto the pristine floors. The corridor was nearly as bright as light as the stars above, cold and far away, yet all-consuming and clinical. The chill of it all seemed to go beyond medical research, fading into something that almost felt like a morgue.
"The Prime Minister is preparing to brief you. If you would please follow me." Nala Se said, and Ailani barely restrained the scrunch of her face, and her brows furrowed. R3 did not contain himself and whistled quietly and disapprovingly. They were here to tour the facility, not play politics.
Shaak Ti spoke before Ailani could interrupt, "We hoped to tour your facility first. Master Kenobi's description requires some clarification."
Much required clarification, Ailani thought. The past few days had gone by in a whirlwind, and yet one thing remained certain in her mind: This was wrong. Everything felt wrong.
There had been so little discussion since the Chancellor had received emergency powers since so many lost their lives on Geonosis, and the Jedi were now war generals.
Most Jedi were generals. Ailani had woken up to a world at war and, in her sleep, had been left behind to watch others wage it. She was not even certain she wished to join them, yet the sting of a lower rank still burned.
Consultant. Acolyte. Now Secretary to the Office of the Jedi High Council and Chief of Staff. She needed the clearance legally, yet she had no active military position. Only allowed on the battlefield when accompanying members of the High Council or representing such members. How many more titles could the Council make up for her before they all admitted she was unfit for them?
"Yes, the Prime Minister wishes to tour with you," Nala Se replied smoothly yet firmly, "After the briefing."
Shaak Ti remained diplomatic, "Quite so."
The walk to the Prime Minister's office was mainly quiet after that, yet the Force's hum only seemed to grow as they descended deeper into the facility. Life seemed to flicker around Ailani, even though the halls remained empty and pristine. Too pristine. The reflective white walls spun in her head, only encouraged by the hum of life that lingered somewhere beyond her view.
This all felt wrong. Not that anyone would ask how she felt about it. She had not even been present for the Council meeting about this army, stuck in the endless drowning of bacta and memory. What had they been thinking? How could they have accepted this army so quickly? How could they even reason this alongside their code? She had only met a group of clones for mere moments, yet the crackle of life had been clear. They were not droids; they were not mindless. Even now, Ailani knew somewhere in her heart that the flicker of life, in her sense, belonged to them.
CC-3636 had felt like the calm before the storm—the endless fields of Naboo before a torrential downpour. What was more alive than that? She would have had some choice words if—
"Jango Fett himself oversaw training," Nala Se spoke, interrupting their silent walk, "His loss will slow new cadets." Her voice was almost rueful, yet there was no empathy behind her words, only the cold disappointment that came with losing a means of profit.
Ailani would have to review the financial cost as soon as she returned to Coruscant. She had missed so much. It had only been two days, yet Ailani felt like she had fallen light-years behind. There would be costs to memorize and training to implement. War plans to develop and soldiers to assign. The very thought made her sick. How could one place a price on life? How could she look it over and agree or disagree with it? She was still so tired. Her head still hurt. How could Shaak Ti be so calm? How was anyone calm? Why wouldn't her head stop ringing?
"That is why I am here," Shaak Ti replied, "If this army is for the Jedi, I should like to train these men like Jedi. They are not bounty hunters, though we may enlist help." Her voice was carefully neutral, yet through the Force, Ailani felt her Master’s words drip with disapproval.
For all her distaste and remnants of teenage rebellion, Ailani had to admit she did enjoy Shaak Ti's company. She was diplomatic but not a doormat. She was compassionate but not soft. Intelligent, but not aloof. She was a brilliant teacher, even if her endless compassion and careful approach sometimes rubbed Ailani the wrong way. 
But not even the endless kindness of Shaak Ti did not seem to extend to Jango Fett. The man had been working with Count Dooku and still dipping into the pockets of the Republic, selling his genetic code for this clone army. He had paid for that double cross with his life. Ailani saw her Father’s face again.
"We have found that bounty hunters are impressive teachers. Jango's skill cannot be overlooked."
Ailani restrained a slight grimace. Perhaps they partially agreed on one thing. The clones had saved her life on Geonosis, even if Ailani had only screwed it up moments later.
"Be that as it may, the Jedi Order will be more present in your efforts." Shaak Ti shifted the subject skillfully, clearly finding no reason to argue over topics that would be irrelevant in a few moments.
The Order was in charge now. It did not matter what Nala Se thought.
"As you wish." Nala Se said.
Or was The Republic in charge?
"As the Force wills." Shaak Ti corrected.
Perhaps it was the banking clans that were in charge. Ailani felt nauseated.
They stopped suddenly before a large door, no doubt the Prime Minister's office.
"Ailani," Shaak Ti said before the door opened, "Familiarize yourself with the facility. I shall not be long." Ailani faltered slightly. Dismissal disguised as mindless tasks. How long would she have to play that game? They were at war and still—
"Yes, Master." Ailani interrupted her thoughts and bowed deeply, hiding her face behind an air of faux respect.
Nala Se seemed slightly stunned, "The Prime Minister wished to meet both of you."
"Ailani does not have the clearance for such conversations," Shaak Ti said, and suddenly, the puzzle clicked as Ailani found herself caught between a lie. She had as much clearance as any Jedi Master; therefore, this was not dismissal but conspiracy—a chance to look without prying eyes. If the Council did not trust the Kaminoains, just as Ailani did not, Shaak Ti had now allowed Ailani time to prove it.
"Ailani will not wander far." The Master continued, looking at Nala Se with a refined smile.
"Perhaps she would prefer an escort—"
"I am fine," Ailani replied, smiling innocently, her mood shifting from one strange extreme to another. 
Her head still hurt, but drive blossomed where listlessness had grown. She needed a purpose, a role, an ideal. Now she had it. Be a good spy.
Seamlessly, Ailani applied her mask, youthful and blank, "R3 and I can manage. However, we appreciate your hospitality."
Before Nala Se could respond or argue further, Ailani bowed again and hurried away, slipping around a corner, with R3 close behind.
There was nothing quite like the rush of outwitting politicians. Her head burned, spinning and shaking as her heart suddenly raced. It had been a long time since she had been asked to play spy. The Council had never liked calling it that, insisting that Ailani was observing, not spying. She was to listen and learn. Be observant. Be mindful. But spy was a much better name for this game. 
Ailani Réillata liked playing spy, for it was more fun than admitting that she was so unnoticeable. She was merely an observer. Spy made her feel important. 
"Where do you want to start?" Ailani asked, shifting her thoughts to R3. 
The corridors all seemed identical, paneled white walls next to paneled white walls. Sterile and perfect. Clinical. It was hard to imagine that people, millions of people, actually lived here. Of course, the Jedi temple was too formal, and perhaps the marble pillars loomed a little, yet for all her complaints of homesickness and bitterness, Ailani knew that the Jedi temple was a home. Perhaps it was not her home, but it was a home. There were warm blankets and endless holobooks to read, hot chocolate in the kitchen whenever she wanted, and laughter always came from the younglings section of the temple. 
It was a home.
This place...
Master Kenobi had called it a lab, yet Ailani had assumed there had been life somewhere. Somewhere there had been a home. She suddenly felt guilty for laughing, and a pit began to form in her stomach. This must not have been the whole thing; there must have been a separate wing for food and rooming or..something. Her eyes wandered off of their own accord, focusing on a hallway that opened into a glass corridor. Her legs were moving before she could even think.
The hallway overlooked a large cafeteria, and Ailani's heart dropped. She felt something between embarrassment and realization and horror fill her all at once. Hundreds of men sat at endless tables, all wearing identical red clothes, sporting identical haircuts, and eating identical food in identical manners. 
All at once, Ailani understood the scale of the laboratory. She understood the scale of the Clone War they had started, and yet Ailani understood nothing at all. Her eyes stared unblinking at the scene below her.
Even at first glance, it was apparent that the majority of the men present were merely a few years older than Ailani, and some even appeared younger. Still, no matter the age, the resemblance between each soldier was uncanny. Deep golden brown skin, dark curly hair cut tight in military fashion, and most importantly, many faces that had not yet lost baby fat.
Teenagers and young men.
Identical in their uniforms and identical in their faces.
clones.
Suddenly, Ailani remembered the bodies on Geonosis, the hot sand in her eyes, and the blood of the battlefield. Had those men looked like this? Had those dead men, those men that gave their lives to rescue her Order, had they been this...this...
Young. 
She could sense the desert sun again, could feel its cruel, hot gaze on her back. Heat. Sand. Burning pain. Warm blood. Her Father's blurry face.
Ailani felt herself stumble backward, yet she did not have enough of a mind left to catch herself, and she bumped uselessly into the opposite end of the glass corridor. Were her legs shaking, or was that just her mind playing tricks? She couldn't stop staring down below, and suddenly, she felt higher up than before, like the room was rising with the panic in her mind. Was she afraid of heights now? Is that what this was? Ailani tried to reason away the growing nausea and distress, yet the longer she thought about the people below, the more she shook. 
Soldiers. 
Was this what war was like? Looking at the faces of the young after the old had let them die. 
Young.
That thought tapped at something in her mind. Young. What had Master Kenobi said about that...
Half-life.
The word from his report suddenly punched through her being, and Ailani felt the wind leave her lungs. 
Half-life.
It suddenly felt as if she could hear the chatter from down below, feel every breath taken by every soul, and sense every thread of fate. Each soul below echoed with life, brilliant, bright life. Each mind possessed a place in the Force and a place in the universe, and Ailani felt it all at once.She was again back in the bacta tank, floating beyond reach with never-ending noise drowning her head. She couldn't catch her breath.
Half-life.
How long had they been here? How long had these souls spent in this room, only to die on Geonosis? How had she watched the Senate sign away these lives without meeting them?No one had told her what happened to the clones on her ship. Were some of them here? Were all of them dead?
Heat. Sand. Burning pain. Warm blood. Her Father's tired face.
Ailani remembered blood. A lot of blood. Too much blood to belong to anyone living. The deep, throbbing ache in her chest grew worse, and her mind was now swimming too fast to form whole fragments; she thought only of blood and sand. The room around her, with its identical masses, life, and overwhelming noise, felt suffocatingly wrong.
She was drowning. She couldn't move.
Then, there was a shock in her leg, and she gasped, mind momentarily halted in pain.
It was R3. 
He fell into focus, Ailani's glazed eyes watching uncomprehendingly at him. He bumped her leg again, yet the surprise did not make her jump this time. She heard his song. He was humming to himself, whistling and beeping as if nothing was wrong in the entire world and the Force wasn't collapsing in her head.
This planet…this facility…
None of it felt right. Was she even awake now? All of this felt like a horrid dream beyond her and past humanity. Yet R3 bumped her again. He was pushing her forward, her trembling legs easily swayed. 
He was singing. 
High beep, then three lowering beeps. A rising whistle and finally a click.
Lavender and orange blossoms and sweet tarts and stars.
High beep, then three lowering beeps. A rising whistle and finally a click.
Lavender and orange blossoms and sweet tarts and stars.
High beep, then three lowering beeps. A rising whistle and finally a click.
Suddenly, R3 poked her leg with something sharp, beeping wildly as if scolding her. Ailani felt frustration rise in her chest, and she spun to face him only—
They were out of the glass hallway. They stood at the other end, now in a smaller corridor with various silver doors and dead silence. Ailani felt the anger dissipate. He had pushed her through the room, and the buzzing was quieter, and drowning no longer haunted every breath.
Out of sight and out of her mind . 
Was she really that cruel?
"Thank you," Ailani said, looking at the droid. "I lost my head there for a second."
He beeped something along the lines of: "Can't lose something you don't have," but Ailani smiled anyway. Something dark and cold still lingered in her chest, but the sound of a droid song drowned it out for now.
Lavender and orange blossoms and sweet tarts and stars.
There would be time for discussions of morals later. Much later.
Lavender and orange blossoms and sweet tarts and stars.
"Let us see if you can find a port so we may pull up a floor plan and find the quietest place to hide until Shaak Ti is done." Ailani redirected, ignoring how strangely tight her voice sounded.
R3 wheeled ahead without saying anything, examining various doors and branching hallways. She followed him, shaking her head one last time to clear it.
He stopped in front of a small door at the end of the hallway, the only one equipped with a lock. Above the lock was text in a language Ailani didn't understand, perhaps Kaminoan.
"What does that say?" Ailani asked, looking at R3.
He beeped sarcastically, and Ailani did not need to look at her wrist translator to understand his meaning.
"If you can't read it, just say so. You don't have to be snarky about it." R3 said something else, bumping into her leg again, but Ailani just swatted him away before turning her attention to the lock.
It was hard to feel the Force now, for the humming of strange life still lingered in her sense, slowly growing louder and louder the more she tried to lean into the power of the universe. She breathed deeply and hovered her hand over the lock, reaching for the living Force.
It's fine. Everything was fine. The metal of the mechanism clicked softly but did not open. Everything was so wrong. This place was so wrong. She was so wrong. Everything was—
The door slid open.
The small room was filled with maintenance supplies and trim panels with blinking green lights and flickering fans. It was no doubt a small server room–exactly what she had been looking for.
"Alright, find me a floor plan, R3," Ailani said, pointing to a port. The droid followed her command, though it mostly seemed as if their interests had just happened to align, and he was minding his commands and simply liked being nosey, "And not just the basic one. I want the full floor plan."
The droid whistled and beeped, dismissal of her or another jab; Ailani couldn't tell. "Just do it real sneaky like, and clear the cameras if you can." Ailani said, looking around the room, "I'll watch outside."
R3 whistled again, shooing her out of the room as he got to work.
Ailani rolled her eyes, turning out into the doorway, and with annoyance and faux confidence, she blindly walked out the door and slammed straight into another life form.
"Oh," With a slight gasp of surprise and flush of embarrassment, Ailani stumbled backward, backing into the now-closed maintenance room door. "I am so sorry."
"Nothing to apologize for, sir." It was a Clone Trooper. Caught. With an internal groan, Ailani overcame her embarrassment and looked up to meet his face as innocently as possible. At least it wasn't the Prime Minister himself.
She could probably lie her way out of this one. Probably.
The clone before her was adorned in a pristine suit of armor, embellished with fresh maroon designs hand-painted onto the shiny white material. The pieces had strange designs, almost mimicking fur with curving yet sharp red lines, and even the helmet, safely held under his arm, featured the design. The artificial lights made the set glisten brilliantly.
Yet all that seemed of little consequence now because he was looking at her. Really looking at her. Really, really, looking at her, with dark eyes like the endless black of space. That tightness in her chest returned as she stared upon the face that had died and lived on Geonosis. The fluorescent lights overhead seemed to flicker in that void like hyperspace lines, and suddenly, Ailani felt as if she was alone in her starship again, dreaming about the endless universe.
Oh, Maker.
She was staring for too long. "Sorry, I didn't..um.." She sounded stupid, even to herself, yet she could not find anything intelligent to say.
The hum in her head felt louder than ever, and it was as if Ailani found herself locked under a spotlight in the Force, unable to move or breathe or do anything but feel the life force of the universe course through her veins. The universe caught her in a strange feeling, and flickers of almost memories buzzed through her head faster than she could grasp them.
She suddenly thought of lavender and orange blossoms, yet she smelled blood and sand. 
He had dark hair like hers, all curled and lost like ocean waves, almost the same color as his eyes and—
Something else trembled in the Force for a moment, louder than the millions of souls within the facility and yet delicate like a squeeze around her heart. Something almost familiar. Something like…like the fields of Naboo before the rainfall.
Realization hit Ailani suddenly, and she fell from space and into the conversation, "You're CC-3636. We met on Geonosis."
Something in her heart jumped at the familiarity as if she had suddenly found an island in the middle of the sea. They had only met for mere moments, yet any recognition warmed Ailani's bones as she stood isolated in the pristine facilities. He was alive. She hadn't completely failed. The strange humming of life, complexity, and uncertainty in her head stopped, and all she could feel was the calm before the storm.
She had not failed. He was alive.
"Yes, sir." He replied, stiffening slightly. Something in his dark eyes crinkled, "You have a good eye."
Ailani almost laughed, "You give me too much credit. I never even saw your face. It was your signature in the Force. I remembered that."
"Ah," CC-3636 said, with all the disinterested politeness of someone who had little understanding of the Force and did not care to learn more.
"Besides, I am just a consultant. There is no need for formality." Something in her pulled, and Ailani reached out her hand as a greeting, though she had never done that before, "I'm not even a Jedi Knight. I am just Ailani."
He took it, and the formality melted into something quieter, something strange. "And I'm just Wolffe."
Wolffe. Part of Ailani suddenly wished to know how Clone Troopers were given formal names, if perhaps he had earned it in training or jest or probably in the act of courage, but maybe she did not wish to know anything about names at all, and she wished to hear him speak more.
He was alive. She hadn't failed.
"Quite so," Ailani replied. That thunderstorm was back, rumbling beyond his eyes and flickering trembles of lighting through their joined hands. It burned.
Ailani let go first, swiftly changing the subject. "What are you doing back here?" As soon as she spoke, the cluelessness and ignorance of the words hit her like a brick wall.
He lives here, you idiot, she thought, he probably—
"I was about to ask you the same thing," Wolffe responded swiftly before Ailani's mind could sink and drown in overthinking. There was a glint of something in his eye; whether confidence or mischief, Ailani could not tell.
"I asked you first," Ailani said, burying her flush of embarrassment deep within her chest as she suddenly remembered that she had been breaking into a maintenance room to steal a floor plan.
Oh, Maker.
"I asked you second." He replied, and Ailani found that it was not mischief in his eyes but a careful study of her features and delicate prying. He was guarded and clever, subtly picking away at her presence strangely and carefully.
Perhaps that in itself was mischievous.
"I am on an assignment." Ailani countered, crossing her arms in front of her chest and leaning against the closed doorway as casually as she could manage. She had not yet mastered subtlety. She could disappear in a room of people, yet it somehow seemed that she could never do it without first causing a scene. "How about you? Have you received your assignment yet?"
Still curious, he scanned her face again and responded anyway, "I've been asked to serve as Marshal Commander under Jedi General Plo Koon."
"Oh, he's wizard," Ailani replied, the words bubbling from her chest before she could stop them, standing up straight and feeling a strange grin cross her face, "You'll like him."
Wolffe almost smiled then, a slightly crooked pull at the corner of his mouth, "Wizard?" The inquiry felt less like a request for elaboration and more like a questioning of all her life choices that led her to say 'wizard.'
Ailani felt her face warm. Again.
"I meant he's very nice." Ailani stumbled again at a loss, "I didn't mean, um…I didn't mean to say…that."
Ailani had spent her whole life lying and hiding and falling into the shadows and backgrounds. She had spent years memorizing the quiet art of not being seen, and yet now, Ailani felt wholly exposed in the dark, for no one had ever stared the way he was staring now.
He was really looking at her. It made her head spin a little—a lot.
He looked at her as she had grown used to looking at others, with a faux innocent curiosity and a glint in his eyes. He was prying, and yet Ailani could not stop herself from falling into the trap over and over. She had perfected her technique and had failed in learning to counter it.
She would have to get better at that. Spies were not allowed to get flustered or caught off guard. Though perhaps she would excuse the fault this one time, for she was already unsettled by this place and the lights and the glow and the bacta tank and the conspiracy and the rain and the—
"Why not?" Wolffe asked. His tone still had humor, and something about it made her heart buzz; Ailani tried to swallow it.
"I am told it's not the best way to make an impression." She replied though a smile leaked across her face. She probably looked ridiculous. She felt ridiculous. For a moment, Aialni thought she might get sick again but suppressed the nausea.
"Ah," Wolffe said, but he cautiously observed her. No one had ever done that before.
"Master Plo is a wise Jedi, and serving under him is an honor." Ailani tried to change the subject again, but he kept redirecting faster than her attempts.
"You'll be joining us then?"
She had caught him off guard on Geonosis, but now it seemed they were on his territory, playing by his rules, and it seemed like his rules came with many, many questions. Ailani was not sure if she liked it or not. No one had asked her so many things before. No one had really…talked to her back. Not that she had ever let them. However, he did not seem like the kind of person to be halted by misdirects and smoke screens, as he cast enough illusions and sidesteps of his own.
"Oh no. I serve the Jedi Council as a whole. I won't be doing much in the way of warfare." Ailani replied, and the honesty in her tone felt strange, "I am only here to help set up Jedi oversight, then I am going right back to Coruscant."
Before he could pry again, suddenly, the door fell away behind Ailan, causing her to stumble backward into R3 as he shuffled out of the maintenance room.
Wolffe reached for her to help but stopped himself. The ribbons on her arm suddenly felt heavy.
R3 beeped rapidly, pushing into Ailani and shoving her arm off his dome, sending them both stumbling into the main hallway. The maintenance door slammed behind R3.
Real subtle.
"What were you doing here again?" Wolffe asked, breaking the awkward silence with practiced ease.
Ailani stood up, dusting off her robes as R3 beeped incessantly. "Oh, just helping set up Jedi oversight." She blew a strand of hair from her face.
Wolffe huffed quietly, almost like masking a laugh, "I feel safer already,"
"Right." Ailani picked at her hands, willing her face to stop turning red. She mentally tried to sort through conversation redirections and exits, and one fell from her mouth before she could be embarrassed again, "Well, it was good to see you again, and I am glad you're alright. I had wondered."
That was true, at least. She was so unsettled by this entire situation that even a small piece of victory felt like a miracle. She had not failed. He was alive. 
Her mind briefly flickered to that lunch room, where young men and children herded together and linked together. Born to die. It felt like a blessing to save even one person, for it seemed like the odds were stacked against them. 
"Yes," Wolffe replied, shifting slightly on his feet for a moment, "Good to know you're on the mend." With his words, the Force shifted uncertainty with him, and Ailani no longer felt the lighthearted curiosity around them, nor did she feel her own relief at his safety. 
Heat. Sand. Burning pain. Warm blood. Her Father's tired face.
"Yes. Yes, I'm alright." She said gently, much more gently than she had ever sounded before. He looked strange, and suddenly, Ailani realized that his eyes did not merely scan her face in curiosity, but rather, he was searching for signs of their crash. Injury.
Heat. Sand. Burning pain. Warm blood. Her Father's tired face.
Warm hands on her face, accompanied by frantic words, begging her to live. Begging her not to die on his first mission. Begging her to live. Begging.
Had that been him?
Suddenly, their entire conversation felt different as pieces clicked together. That had been him. 
Wolffe paused, almost hesitant. "Thank you for bracing our fall." His voice was strained, and all experience and smoke screens seemed to fade. 
Heat. Sand. Burning pain. Warm blood. Her Father's tired face.
"Well, it was mostly Master Plo," Ailani dismissed, but her tone was still soft, "I can hardly take the credit for that."
Heat. Sand. Burning pain. Warm blood. Her Father's tired face.
"No one died in the crash," Wolffe said, his eyes deadly calm, like the sea after a storm, "Thank you."
The final piece fell into place. He had thought she died. That blood had been her own. 
Heat. Sand. Burning pain. Warm blood. Her Father's tired face.
She had also thought for a moment that she had died on Geonosis.
Heat. Sand. Burning pain. Warm blood. Her Father's tired face.
"I had been too afraid to ask," Ailani said, trying to keep the strange feeling in her stomach from crawling up her throat, "That's… that's very nice to know."
She should have been relieved, and yet... She remembered so much blood.
Heat. Sand. Burning pain. Warm blood. Her Father's tired face.
But no one had died.
Heat. Sand. Burning pain. Warm blood. Her Father's tired face.
Unless he was lying to her.
Heat. Sand. Burning pain. Warm blood. Her Father's tired face.
Ailani wasn't certain. 
"Anyway, I should probably start finding my way back before I am missed," Ailani said, though she knew she would not be missed.
"Yes," Wolffe agreed, slipping back into casual conversation, "The boys are probably waiting."
"Right."
Neither of them moved.
Heat. Sand. Burning pain. Warm blood. Her Father's tired face.
"I don't know where I am going," Ailani admitted breathlessly, a tired, almost laugh leaving her chest.
Wolffe shifted his gaze across her face again, still looking, still scanning. Though, part of Ailani did not find it amusing anymore. Did he look like someone who would lie about fatalities? Did anyone die in their crash?
Heat. Sand. Burning pain. Warm blood. Her Father's tired face.
Then he smirked slightly, apparently finding whatever he had been looking for, "You could look at the map your R3 unit stole."
The memory faded, her accusations faded, and Ailani felt her jaw drop, "How did you—"
"You told me," He said, cutting her off, the wall of casual aloofness restored in his eyes, "Just now."
At least the embarrassment was so loud she could no longer recall the memory of the battle. Ailani wished the floor would swallow her and let her drown in the ocean below. "Right."
He huffed breathlessly, almost a laugh but not quite a relaxation, before giving her a salute and placing his helmet back over his head, "Until next time, then." His voice was strangely distorted now, muffled by the helmet speaker, all playfulness lost in a mechanical haze.
"Yes. Goodbye." Ailani replied. Her voice cracked.
He turned away first, walking down the hallway with structured familiarity. Ailani turned, mentally cursing herself and reliving the conversation and her faults as R3 handed the data card over to her.
Oh, Maker, she was so stupid. She sounded foolish. How had he so effortlessly caught her off guard like that? And how had she so stupidly fallen for it over and over? She was losing her edge.
When was the last time she slept? Probably the last time that she ate. When was that? When was the last time she had talked to someone new? The last time she had had a conversation with a stranger? She had gotten so used to avoiding the faces she knew and the eyes that knew her in return that she had not even considered avoiding the eyes that carried the draw of the unknown.
So much for 'super secret Acolyte Ailani.' She was so—
"Oh," Ailani had already walked several meters before his voice called out again, ripping through the silence and echoing down the hall. Ailani spun to face him slightly too quickly, "The boys have been wondering about Boba. Will the Jedi be bringing him back to Kamino?"
"Boba?" Ailani furrowed her brow, and the embarrassment faded. "Who's Boba?"
Wolffe stiffed, just slightly, just enough for her to notice. "Jango's son. Boba."
"He had a son?" The words spilled from her lips before she could register them, her mind racing and searching for familiarity.
He had a son. Ailani scanned her head, running through Master Kenobi's reports. Had he mentioned something about a child? Why couldn't she remember? Why could she only remember the ease of Jango's death? Why could she remember how he had crumbled? She remembered—
"He's an unmodified clone. He looks like a cadet," Wolffe said, refusing to walk closer. He had gone tense, "He was on Geonosis with Jango Fett."
Ailani was going to be sick again. The humming returned at full force, buzzing in her head like war sirens and drowning out all other thoughts. Jango had a son. How many families of Mandalorians had been split by a Jedi's hand? Her Father's blurry face came back into her mind, choking out all thoughts. He was so lonely. Not that she blamed Master Windu, and yet—
Ailani suddenly missed her Father very much and the beskar on her hip burned through the leather of her belt and the linen of her robes. It burned right down to her skin.
"I do not…I never read anything about a kid." Ailani mumbled, her voice far away, "We never…we never found a kid."
The silence was defending, and Ailani was unsure that he had even heard her momentarily. He did.
"Alright," Wolffe said mechanically, coldly, distantly.
He turned and walked away. Ailani felt as though she stood in that hallway for hours, unmoving. Maybe she did. It didn't matter.
Jango Fett had a son.
Boba.
Boba.
They had left him on Geonosis.
Boba.
They had left him.
They should have…
Ailani did not know what they should have done. Her legs carried her mindlessly, dragging her body through identical hallways and white walls. Ailani missed her Father so much. It hurt to breathe.
"Ailani! There you are." Shaak Ti's voice rang through the hallway, kindly worried yet politely neutral. Such was her way.
Her presence in the Force felt like an umbrella in the rain, and Ailani almost cried at the sensation. Everything had felt so overwhelming and warm, and…and then Ailani had once again found herself in the cold.
"Master, I apologize," Ailani swallowed her feelings, quickly blinking away half-shed tears and clearing her throat. She bowed respectfully as Shaak Ti and the Kaminoans walked closer, hoping to clear her face by the time she stood. "I did not realize you would be finished so soon." She tried restoring her mask of innocence and politeness, yet it would not return to her after she had been seen so clearly and left so quickly.
A child. How had they missed a child?
"Have you familiarized yourself with the facility?" Shaak Ti asked as she approached, reaching to wrap an arm around Ailani's shoulder.
A signal to pass R3's data chip.
Ailani reached up and touched Shaak Ti's hand with fake reassurance, a fearful tremble in her fingers as they brushed against her Master's warm skin. She slipped the data chip into Shaak Ti's hand. Ailani felt so cold. "Yes, I think I have gained much insight."
"Such as?" Nala Se said, questioning her with an aloof tone. She was still upset about Ailani wandering off.
Ailani stared at Nala Se. She knew about Boba.
Who else knew?
Who else said nothing?
"I learned that I am terrible at making conversation."
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For the emoji ask!
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for writer's ask emoji
💞 Who's your comfort character?
I think it depends... I don't know if they're so much a comfort character but a POV character?
Currently, for Star Trek this is Seven of Nine.
💔 Is there a fic of yours that broke your heart?
I have the most boring of answers and I don't think... no. I'm only heartbroken that I still have, like, a dozen unfinished fic. That breaks my heart more!
(Not heartbroken maybe but more disappointed).
Sure, I'd love to get more comments and reads on my fic, but more, I wish I could just finish a multichapter fic.
✨ Give you and your writing a compliment. Go on now. You know you deserve it. 😉
Oh boy, I'm not good at this... but maybe, ending on a happy note. I do know that I seem to have unconsciously taken on Salman Rushdie's style for Ground Beneath Her Feet.
I'm not saying I'm as good, dear god, no-- just that stream-of-consciousness thing.
I think the best example is from Gethsemane for NBC Life:
Whenever it happened, it happened with waiting and faith and stubbornness and it happened because of many things. But it happened this way: into the long hours, into the sun setting high until the beams of light reached Charlie's face. He had a lot of freckles. Ted had observed this before and re-examined this observation when he had nothing to do-- Ted stopped breathing. Beside him, Reese's chair squeaked. Did he just see...? "Crews?" It was a whisper and the hope in her voice matched the choked up thing in his chest. Charlie's eyes fluttered open. Ted stared. Charlie blinked once, twice, soaking in the sun. Ted wanted to speak but he was all tangled up in wonder, surprise, and just disbelief at what he was seeing, of what was happening. Charlie turned his head-- "Crews?" --and smiled.
It's not great but I like the ending.
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