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#the worst for me was hearing him say he didnt love the boys as he should
ride-thedragon · 15 days
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A MILD GLIMPSE AT LAENOR AND RHAENYRA.
I do find their dynamic in episode 6 and 7 very interesting, but the first time I watched the show, I did not get what was being communicated between them. Her words to him felt wrong and different with every conversation, and I didn't know why I didn't believe it when the events of episode 7 happened, but I think I do now.
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A few things, Laenor does do his duty. They both hold up their end of the bargain it's just unwillingly on his end by the end.
From the start, Laenor is mourning Joffrey in their marriage. That's how it happens. Shortly after, based on age, Jace is conceived with Harwin.
A lot of assumptions seem to be that Laenor and Rhaenyra weren't trying, but I don't think that's it. It seems more likely that they did, and Rhaenyra went after Ser Harwin either way. Because Laenor is being forced to do his duty, I can't imagine him disregarding it. Especially if the deleted scenes are being taken into consideration, but another thing is that Harwin isn't some politically correct decision.
People act as though in the first year of their marriage Rhaenyra needed to be pregnant, but that's not true. It just happened, and I don't see the pregnancy carrying out without some possibility of Jace being Laenor’s, with all eyes on them. The issue was never Laenor not doing his duty. It was that there was no joy in it. Rhaenyra found that with Ser Harwin. That's actual show dialogue.
Laenor in the show doesn't go to Driftmark. In no conversation does it seem as though he has that break from court life. The strength of being a Velayron is taken from him with no noble house Velayron men at the Keep or him being able to go back and prepare himself for his role as heir. This is a world building issue. But also isolated him to the Red Keep unwillingly, it seems.
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Then we consider that he cares for Rhaenyra. Ten years later, and he's telling her, "Let's go back, stop making the show of Alicent commands, this is dangerous you're in pain." She disregards him, which is the first of many times we see.
After he's called a cuckold by Alicent, Rhaenyra makes sure he's aware of her dislike of the name Joffrey or him choosing it. I think that scene perfectly analyses their dynamic.
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Rhaenyra doesn't like it, Laenor defends it, and she disregards it with something else that's irrelevant in that context. He's playing his role, naming their child, being there at the birth like a happy father would be waiting to meet him, walking with his wife to the king, publicly but quietly doting on her health and taking everything said against him because that is his son but that's not enough for her because in this moment she's upset with him for nsming Joffrey and Alicent.
We see this play out with the "our sons," "are they insinuations" dialogue, and reinforced.
Laenor wants to go to the Stepstones, unaware of the fighting taking place. She says rumours follow their sons, and he asks if they are rumours. This shows his disconnect from the situation at hand. Even a small joke, she discredits from him rightfully but is still isolating for him from their reality. Then, the worst lines from Rhaenyra come out. And I don't know why these are often ignored, but they're based on the characterization of her in her adult years of wanting everything at the cost of nothing because of her position.
She blames Laenor for not being there for them, uses his sexuality and the agreement they had to do so and then makes him stay at her side when he doesn't want to because she thinks it's good for appearances not taking anything he's saying into consideration.
Then we find out that Laenor writes to Laena all the time, it seems because Daemon doesn't want to go back, and Rhaenyra doesn't let Laenor leave. Laenor being restless has been his way, but she kept him at her side. And then Laena dies, and he's crushed.
This is after Rhaenyra finally decides that they can leave for Dragonstone, which is away from all the questions of court, tells him he can bring Quarl and doesn't let him make the decision. We see how upset he is before she tells him of that. Laenor seems to find out about losing Laena on Dragonstone.
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Laena is gone, and he's reeling from her loss. He's in the water trying to be near her, grieving. He's getting drunk and can't perform his role, being accosted by Corlys (I know it's Quarl but context clues) for it and is in no position to do anything. He's lost the one person who would be happy for him with this change, the person who he keeps in contact with ten years later. He's distraught.
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And Rhaenyra’s conclusion, although based on the fact that she's lost Ser Harwin, is to say he'll be useless to her now.
She sleeps with Daemon, which I won't get into because it doesn't matter right now, but two conversations happen. We see Laenor get drunk, and in Quarl's attempt to go fix his spirits, be completely unaware of the whole Driftmark fight, Rhaenyra sleeping with Daemon or what has occurred with Vhagar and Aemond.
Laenors words to her are I should've been there. I didn't protect Laena, I did not protect you, and there is no comfort. She tells him to sit. They have this conversation, which is his apologies while grieving for his failing and her saying he's a good man with a good heart.
The condition of Laenor in this scene is heartbreaking because of what happens next. He's lost Laena. He's trying to do right by his family, recommiting himself to them, and she suggests he fake kill himself and escape with Quarl. He's confronting their past mistake of thinking that love and marriage are mutually exclusive and knowing his lover is being sent away and that Harwin is dead dedicates himself to Rhaenyra and their boys, wanting to be a family.
But because of Daemon, that's a long gone possibility for her. It's not for him. We don't get to see her, or Daemon or Quarl suggest Laenor leaving, but based on their relationship in the last episodes, he'd simply agree if she said it, reluctantly so.
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br4tphobia · 1 year
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2:06 in the morning. + armin a
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˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ details + Toxic! Armin Arlert x Black!Fem reader, you and armin are agruing bc he came home late and he apologizes by fucking u good 💖 another toxic relationship, makeup sex, small argument, fluff, smut, missionary, p in v, praise, mutual orgasms, dirty talk, unprotected sex (wear condoms kidz!), pussy drunk armin🤭, profanity, and toxic armin💕
✧˖*° vals note!! + had to show my babygirl some love💗
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you sigh, the sound of your acrylics tapping on your phone twice, checking the time, it was 2:06 in the morning. getting more irritated by the hour “where the fuck is this lil boy..” you question yourself, starting to think the worst. your train of thoughts are broken by the sound if the locks unlocking, knowing it was armin. hearing the door open and close back, footsteps getting closer. he opened the door to see you, looking you up and down. he walks towards you, going in for a kiss.
you swerve out of his way, pissed off at how late he came home. “you wanna come home at 2 in the damn mornin and try to kiss me??” giving him a stank face “u done lost yo damn mind..”
“dont start this right now y/n..” rolling his eyes as he backs up. giving u space.
“the fuck you mean ‘dont start this’?? u expect me to be all over you after being out all night!?” raising your voice at him, using your hands to speak.
“i didnt say that, did i?” staring at him like he was crazy, returning your stare, staring at you with his low eyes over your attitude. your yelling being toned out as he examines your body, feeling his pants getting tighter. “fuck..” he mumbled. zoning back into reality after seeing you storm off and slamming the door. he sighed, sitting on the bed giving u a few minutes before going after you.
opening the door, walking up behind you. gripping your waist pushing your ass on his boner, kissing and sucking on your neck. “cmon ma..u cant be mad at me forever. i love you and you know that..” folding at his choices of words, not trying to show it tho. “min..” you silently whined, failing to act tough. giving into him, moving your neck at a certain angle so he can get better access to your neck. pushing back into him, grinding onto him from behind, earning a grunt from armin.
“im sorry, babe..” he apologized, responding with a quick “mhm” focusing on your pleasure. being swept off your feet unexpectedly, being carried to the bedroom. opening the door and kicking it closed with his foot. walking over to the bed and laying you down, holding the back of your head just for empathy. “strip f’me” he demanded, watching you intensely. doing as he says holding eye contact with him, about to take off your panties and stops you.
climbing ontop of you, gripping your jaw and connecting his lips with yours, his needy hands roaming around every curve of your body snd your tongues fight for dominance, he easily won, groaning into his mouth, his face heating up. he pulled away from the heated kiss, trying to catch his breath. your inner thights getting slick with the friction he was causing by grinding his knee on your clit.
sliding his hand inside your underwear, gasping at the sudden intrusion. two fingers pumping in and out of you, “mm.. armin..!” bucking your hips on his fingers. begging for something more than that. “please.. baby" you whined as he curls his fingers inside of your throbbing pussy. "please what? tell me what u want babe." catching a glimpe of his lips turning up, he knew what you wanted, he just wanted to hear it.
covering your eyes with your forearm, “fuck me..” covering your eyes with your forearm in embarrassment. grinding your heat onto his fingers.
“what was that? i didnt hear you.” he said, his tone laced in seduction and tease.
“fuck me..! i want you so bad…” hearing a small laugh from him, uncovering your eyes as he unfastens his pants and moving your soaked panties to the side. lining his tip at the entrance, without hesitation he slid in with ease. gasping at his size, no matter how many times u guys fucked u never got used to it.
wincing at the stretch, holding hands with armins "i know..im sorry." he whispered sweetly, sinking deep into you his tip kissing your cervix.
he started moving, his thick cock thrusting into you slow and sensually. "you fuckin me so g-good baby.." you wrap your arms around his neck as both of your lips intertwine, tongues dancing together. he pulls away kissing and sucking on your neck, leaving all kinds of love marks all over you, knowing your gonna have trouble covering it for work. “fuckk..this pussy so good..” he groaned as he buries his head in your neck, still thrusting hard but painfully slow. “faster..please” you beg, wanting more.
he quickens his pace, more noises slipping through both of your mouths. no one could ever make you feel this good, no one ever will. "ouu shit baby..." playing with the hairs on his nape, rolling his hips into you. stroking you deep, hitting that one spot inside of you. “a-armin..right there..!” your pretty lips moaning out, sounds that wouldnt leave his head.
he angled his hips higher, hitting that spot deeper and better, moving his hand down to your clit, rubbing it in unknown shapes. you arch your back into him from the overwhelming pleasure. “oh fuck..! arminn...” he grabbed one leg, raising it on his shoulder. ramming into you. small moans passing through his tongue, rolling his head back in pure euphoria.
“fuck baby..inside.. i wanna feel a-all of you..” panting, trying to calm down from your recent orgasm. the sound of squelching and skin slapping soon came to a stop. "oh f-fuck.." feeling his warm nut inside of you.
releasing over his stomach unexpectedly, moaning out and tears threaten to spill. feeling his cock twitch inside of you. “ ‘m gonna cum.. hah.. where here do you w-want it..” speeding up his pace even more. eager to cum.
humming as he pulls out, watching his seed leak from you. his arms clinging to you, kissing your cheek. “im sorry baby..” he whispered, desperate for forgiveness. “its ok.. dont pull that shit again..”
"i wont..i swear."
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tsukiasaurus · 1 year
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haikyuu boys with a chubby!s/o
includes: tsukishima, bokuto, osamu (ft a sprinkle of atsumu) ushijima (tendo makes an appearance)
lots of fluff!! some angst in tsukki’s, but that cant really be helped mans a jerk sometimes. TW FOR NEGATIVE BODY IMAGE. this WILL have mentions of a bad relationship with food, so PLEASE read with caution if that effects you.
reader is gn, but is called gorgeous
kind of a self indulgent blurb tbh
seeing you insecure is one of his least favorite things. seeing you cry is the worst. putting them together? oh boy, he’s ready to fight
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tsukishima spots you eating with hinata and kageyama, stuffing a meat bun into your mouth with a smile. the boys had brought home another nationals win, and you were all having a get together at daichi’s place. tsukishima sits down across from you, smirking.
“god, y/n, you’re such a fatass.”
the words leave his lips easily, and you want to spit out your food. you notice everyone’s eyes on you, and you try and get the meat bun down as fast as you can. you know tsukishima can be a jerk with his little comments, but there was no remorse after this. even after being together, his comments would still sting, even though he didnt mean for them to. but what did change was his apology afterwards if he noticed that he hurt you.
you dont speak for the remainder of the party. you just sit on the couch, scrolling through your phone. you were waiting for tsukishima’s apology, but it never came. surely he had seen your reaction.
“y/n, you ready to go?” tsukishima’s voice cuts through your thoughts. you nod silently, walking home with him.
it doesnt hit him until you’re in bed before him, facing the wall in one of your pajama shirts. not his. usually when the two of you come home from parties, you spend some time together. getting into bed, tsukishima moves to pull you close, hands on your tummy where they usually rest. you tense.
“hey, what gives?” tsukishima asks, propping himself up on his elbow. “you dont wanna cuddle?”
you shake your head, blinking back tears. tsukishima is about to flop back down when he hears a sniffle.
“y/n?” he asks, voice softer. “are you okay?”
“no.”
your voice sounds so broken, making tsukishima sigh softly. he gently wraps his arms around you.
“i’m sorry for what i said.” he says gently. “i didnt mean to hurt you. i was going to apologize sooner but dumb and dumber pulled me away.”
you sniffle again, wiping your eyes. “it’s fine.” you mumble.
“love, its not fine.” tsukishima sighs. “you know i love you more than anything in this world. i never mean to hurt you with my comments. i know your weight is a sensitive subject for you, and i’m sorry. if you want, i can sleep on the couch tonight.”
when you don’t respond, tsukishima goes to grab the spare blanket and pillow for when he makes a particularly snide comment and you dont want to speak to him. you sit up, looking at him. your cheeks are streaked with tears and your nose is slightly red.
“don’t go.” you say softly. “i love you.”
tsukishima gets into bed, pulling you close. he places a gentle kiss on your forehead, closing his eyes.
“again, i’m sorry for hurting you, y/n.” he says softly. “you’re absolutely amazing and perfect, and i cant believe that you’d love a jerk like me. i’m so thankful to have you in my life.”
you thank the alcohol for letting tsukishima be slightly more open with his emotions. he never spoke like that unless he was drunk, but he showed his love for you in different ways, like sharing his strawberry shortcake with you.
there are two constants in tsukishima’s life: his love for strawberry shortcake, and his love for you.
***
bokuto is a people person, through and through. he loves the attention, and he cant get enough of the fans swooning over him. until you came along, he was nearly overwhelmed by all the attention.
with you in his life now, he wasnt sure how he survived before. having someone in his life that was a constant, seeing him at his lowest points and helping lift him up, was honestly so crazy to him. he loves you more than he loves volleyball, and thats the love of his life.
after a particularly good game against shiratorizawa, bokuto is flocked by attractive looking fans. before he can even get to you to receive his post game you-did-amazing-kiss, he was pulled in several different directions for questions. you didnt really mind it if you were honest. dating bokuto came with him talking to fans before going to kiss you after a game, and you were fine with that.
a few attractive girls walked up to bokuto, giggling at him, asking for pictures, the usual.
“oh bo, are you single? i would love to date you!” one of the girls said, swooning in front of bokuto.
“i’m sorry ladies, but i’m taken! i’m dating y/n and i love them!” bokuto was proud. he was so proud that he can call you his.
“y/n??” another girl cackled. “but bo, you’re so strong and muscular and attractive! how can you be dating someone thats so fat??”
fat. the word echoed in your ears as the girls all turned and giggled at you. you were a bit chubby, sure, but it only bothered you sometimes. like now, when you looked at all of the thinner girls and figured that bokuto would be happier with them.
“i’ll see you at home kou!” you call, giving bokuto your best fake smile. “i’m gonna make us some dinner!”
bokuto knew that something was wrong, that he needed to stop you, but he got pulled back to do an interview.
when he finally gets home, he finds you looking in the mirror, tears streaming down your face as you look at yourself. to you, you look hideous. a chubby stomach, too thick thighs. you hate it.
bokuto walks up behind you and hugs you tightly. it takes him a moment to realize that you’re crying, so he rests his chin on your shoulder.
“whats the matter bub?” he asks sweetly.
“i’m too fat.” you whimper. “there’s so many other people that are more attractive than me. you can do so much better.”
bokuto is shocked. you’d never brought this up before. what happened that made you feel so negatively about yourself? you’re wonderful!
he finds himself laughing in spite of himself. him? find someone better than YOU? no chance.
“little owl, you’re one of the most gorgeous human beings i have ever met. loving you has been such a privilege and i’m honored to be your boyfriend.” he says, wrapping his arms around you. “you are the light in my life on dark days. you make me smile like nobody else can. your brain being mean is not a reflection of that. you have some chub, so what? you’re so beautiful and wonderful and i cannot believe you’re mine.”
by the time bokuto is done, you’re crying even more. he takes this as a sign to take it up a notch. he knows that you might not be crying from sadness anymore, but you aren’t smiling just yet.
“are you insecure about this?” bokuto asks, gently holding your tummy. “this adorable thing? what about this?”
he goes around, gripping your thighs, your arms, and even your butt. by the time he’s done, you’re laughing. you turn around and hug bokuto, who you have just realized has not taken a shower yet, and smile.
“thank you kou.” you say, softly kissing his cheek. “i love you so much.”
bokuto smiles, returning your kiss. he’s happy that you’re smiling again, and makes sure that you know that he’s not above making an ass of himself just to see you smile.
***
osamu’s love language is service and gifts. he loves making you food, letting you try new menu items before he puts them out, and is generally just a big foodie (duh). it’s natural that he’d have a slightly bigger partner because of his time working at onigiri miya. he’s gotta have someone comfortable with eating some of the concoctions that he makes.
you sit on the kitchen counter, swinging your legs happily as you watch osamu cook. he’s in his element, humming along to the soft music that he has playing. he’s making you a new dish to try, slightly nervous because he’s the most excited about it.
“okay love,” he says, placing a plate next to you. “go ahead.”
you pick up the rice ball, which is shaped like an actual ball and covered in a sweet dark sauce, and lift it to your lips. you sigh, content with how absolutely delicious it is.
“baby this is amazing!” you say, noticing osamu’s nervous expression.
osamu sighs with a smile, kissing your temple. “can i take a picture for the onigiri miya instagram page?” he asks against your skin.
you pose, smiling sweetly as you hold up the newest menu item. osamu snaps the picture, uploading it with a smile.
“you’re so adorable.” he says, hugging you. “still cant believe you’re mine.”
you smile, pecking his cheek. it’s weird, being doted on like this. you know that he and atsumu have been super competitive all their lives, and you knew that osamu almost never got the girls. it was always atsumu. you never knew why; he was such a sweetheart. he always took care of you, made sure that you never went hungry, gave you kisses and snuggles, and give you pleasure that you didnt even know you could experience.
osamu’s phone buzzed on the counter, dozens of notifications coming from people commenting and liking the post. you glance over, reading the first comment you see:
osamufan81615: wow, i cant believe how big y/n’s gotten! lay off the food my dude XD
you freeze, opening your phone to look at the comments. you notice that a few of the comments are harsher than usual, and all of the mean comments are directed towards you. more specifically, your weight. you find yourself getting lost in the comments, nearly getting physically sick at how rude some people could be.
osamu was observant. he watched your entire aura change as you scrolled on your phone. he took it out of your hands, wrapping his arms around you. he scooped you up from the counter, walking with your legs wrapped around his waist until he sat on the couch.
you cant help but sniffle, rereading some of the comments in your mind. you go to move off of osamu’s lap, but he holds you tighter.
“don’t listen to ‘em.” he says softly. “you are so amazing and so much more than whatever weight you are. you’re mine, and that’s all i could ever want. i love you as you are, and dont let some idiots get ya down.”
he strokes your hair, trailing his hand down your back just how you like. the two of you sit silently for a bit, your head on osamu’s shoulder.
“love you ‘samu.” you mumble quietly against his neck.
osamu’s phone buzzed with a text, undoubtedly from atsumu. osamu pushed his phone away until atsumu called him, making osamu groan. you giggled.
“what do ya want, ya pest?” osamu groaned.
“do ya see how they’re treating y/n in the comments on your most recent post??” atsumu all but yells. “i’ve been replying to comments for the past 15 minutes telling ‘em to lay off.”
“i have. i’m letting them get their 15 minutes of fame.” osamu replied. “i’m comforting y/n right now because the comments are getting to them.”
“i told one of them that they look like their family tree is a circle.” atsumu said, a smile clear in his voice. you couldnt help but laugh.
“thanks bro.” osamu said, a smile on his face as well. “i’ll let you keep harassing em, i got more important matters to attend to.”
hanging up the phone, osamu leans over and kisses you. he peppers kisses on your neck, leaving goosebumps in their wake. you shiver, gasping when he sucks on your neck.
“how about we go upstairs and i help you forget about all those idiots and show you how much you mean to me, hm?”
you cant help but nod. the new menu item is put up the following week, and osamu really drives home the fact that you are perfect just the way you are by letting you ride him for hours the night of the menu’s new debut.
***
ushijima wakatoshi. a strong, stoic man who barely speaks two words on the court unless he’s really riled up. dating the top ace in the country comes with long nights where he stays out after winning a big game, being stopped on the street, and countless interviews. it also came with him worshiping the ground you walked on.
“toshi, what do you think of this one?” you ask, opening the dressing room door.
your figure is hugged by a sparkly red outfit, accentuating your curves perfectly. ushijima sits up straight, eyes nearly bulging out of his face.
“thats the one.” he says.
you cant help but giggle. you were invited to attend a banquet dinner, black tie only, with the team. you had no outfits that were fancy enough for the occasion, so ushijima insisted he buy something for you.
walking to the register, you hold ushijima’s hand with a smile. the cashier made some small talk while she scanned and bagged the items of your outfit.
“i do have to say, im a very big fan of yours wakatoshi.” she said, giving a sweet smile to your boyfriend. “congratulations on your big win.”
usually, whenever you two went to the store together, the cashier would make a big deal out of talking to ushijima. this lady was a very pleasant change.
“thank you, miss.” ushijima replied with a smile.
later that night, you walked into the banquet, holding ushijima’s hand with a smile. there were photographers everywhere, and you were almost blinded by the flashes of all the cameras.
sitting down at a table with tendo and goshiki, you give them both a smile.
“hey boys.” you greet.
“hi y/n!” goshiki says, sitting up straight. “you look wonderful tonight!”
you smile. “thank you tsu.”
goshiki has had a thing for you for so long, that you’re sure if you werent dating anyone, he’d be trying to get with you. ushijima places a hand on your thigh, rubbing it with his thumb gently.
as the evening progressed, there were more and more interviews being done. ushijima was being interviewed by a taller, attractive woman, who was clearly flirting with him.
“so, wakatoshi, whats your workout routine look like?” she asks, smiling as she pushes some hair behind her ear. “i know a hunk such as yourself has to have a staple in his routine.”
“i enjoy running.” ushijima starts. “i also tend to focus on weight lifting when i dont do cardio.”
“do you have a workout partner?”
ushijima nods. “yes, my partner y/n.” he says, a smile growing on his lips.
“y/n?” the interviewer asks, a hint of disgust in her voice. “are they the chubby one following you around tonight? they don’t seem to be that good of a workout partner to me.”
tendo’s ear twitched while talking to you, his attention quickly turning to ushijima and the pest speaking with him.
“they are very encouraging.” ushijima continues. “i enjoy their company while lifting weights.”
“well, maybe you need someone,” the lady clears her throat. “…thinner to help you. y/n is practically spilling out of that outfit they’re in.”
“thats it.” tendo says, getting up.
you heard the entire thing. the woman was set on tearing you down, but ushijima was, as usual, telling her how amazing you were. you were slightly tearing up at the final comment.
tendo grabs your wrist gently, pulling you to ushijima. he knew that ushijima wasnt one for confrontation, but tendo was more than happy to go off on someone in his place. you wipe your misty eyes as you follow.
“actually,” tendo squints, looking at the name sticker on the lady’s jacket. “aiko, is it? i know my buddy toshi here wont say it, but i will. putting someone down because you wish you were in their place is very ugly. ushijima is with y/n because he loves them. all there is to it.”
“this interview is over.” ushijima says, turning to you. “i’m sorry babe, lets go get something to drink.”
you glance over at the lady, giving her a nice smile before you walk away.
“lets go get trashed!!!” tendo yells, allowing a chorus of cheers from the other teammates to fill the banquet hall.
as you can tell, this was a LONG one. lowercase is intended, and this was done while sitting at work, so i hope you enjoy.
and no matter what your weight, you are beautiful and deserve love ❤️
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floydsglasses · 4 months
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This is gonna be bad im just warning you im freaking tired and stressed, they are gonna be Sad and Happy and UNHINGED.
Bradley has a little Rooster figurine in the front of his jeep, he got as a gag joke and was gonna leave it at whatever house he got it at but now has emotional attachment to it.
Jake's go to song in Karaoke when he is sober is Queen, he will belt out We Will Rock you, but when he is drunk enough he will sing Dolly Parton's 9 to 5 with every bit of southern twang he can
When Bob is really angry he will drop his midwest accent and go full on southern, like deep south
Natasha lost a bet in high school and had to get a bad tattoo, said tattoo was something like a duck with a cowboy hat, or stupid quote, you decide
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Rueben is the kind of guy to say he won't rage quit a video game then will toss the controller after failing two time's.
Javy would be the kind of guy who would let a kid paint his nail's, pink purple yellow, he does not care he will flaunt it off it because it makes the kid happy.
Bradley would somehow get a cat or dog, like one of those distribution system's like on tiktok, he would say he would foster it but end up keeping it naming it something human like, Kevin or Betty
Natasha say's she dosent like country music, but wont admit she would get down to some Luke Bryan here and there because who wouldn't
Bob seems like if he was put into a situation where him and his friend's got lost, he would be the calm one but on the inside he is panicking, he will see an exit sign with a restaurant and be like. "Guy's its okay there's burgers."
Javy will pull over when he sees cows and take there picture's. No joke would even try and pet one.
Rueben and Mickey are the worst people when it comes to trivia because they are so good at it, when they get an answer right they increasingly get more competitive.
Jake cried playing RDR2 when Arthur died and he also despised Micah like the rest of us.
Rueben is great at bowling, so good that most of the time no one play's with him
Bob will doodle little drawings on sticky note or notebook's when he is bored and give them to any of the dagger's, He drew Natasha a sketch of bird, she kept it in her locker.
Bradley has a mixtape from his dad, Goose, titled "Song's You Need to Hear Once", it's all filled with songs from the Sixties to the Eighties, all classic's from Rock to Motown, after his mom died he didnt dare to touch it, after the uranium mission he starting listening again.
Natasha has bracelets from her little cousin's that she wear's for good luck, they are bright yellow and purple string's, she never take's them off ever
Jake collects stickers from each state, his dad used to bring him a sticker from each of his trips before he got too busy, so he is trying to finish them off himself.
Mickey has a tattoo to honor his family, a way to have a piece of them everywhere he goes. A small quote in Spanish on his side stating Por aquellos que amo me sacrificaré/For those I love I will sacrifice
Reuben like to sleep in a hammock sometime's under the stars, reminding him of his childhood and growing up in the south, when he would play outside with his siblings
Javy is a momma's boy, in a good way, this man will always call his mom or text her about the thing's going on his life, before a big mission or detachment he calls her, tell her he loves her.
Jake has stepped on a jellyfish on a beach, after saying "oh they dont sting'" just for him to get shocked
Bradley broke his arm doing stunts on his bike as a kid, he has permanent scars on his forearm, he did in fact do it twice till Carole told him to not do it again.
Natasha and Bob learned the Rasputin Dance from Just Dance
Mickey has argued with people that pineapple belongs on pizza, he will full on go tooth and nail to defend his claims.
Reuben has knocked the Radio off in the Rec room, and has blamed it on Hangman, it was a whole debacle
Javy has a fear of snake's, he found one once and he took of running leaving his friend's to deal with it.
OKAY THAT IS ALL SHE WROTE, I know some of these dont make sense but I dont care i needed a stress reliver before another stressful week. AND THATS ALL SHE WILL WRITE BECAUSE THIS FAILED AGAIN
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acesofspadess · 2 months
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Kids Choice Awards
a/n: I know I know.... but im back! the next chapters are a build up so stay with me!
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Award season was not done yet. After the Brits you had limited time to relax as you were heading out to America for the Kids Choice Awards. 
Going through airports would probably never get easier. Paps constantly shouting and the blinding flashes of light was not even the worse. It was the fact that Harry and Niall were the worst at getting through them. You, Liam, Louis, and Zayn always formed a bubble around them. Being friends with Beverly meant you were always in crowds, she was -rightfully so- the most popular girl at school.
After making it through the Paps and security you were headed onto the private jet. “You okay?” you asked the boys who were sitting staring out the window as the plane took off. “Yeah it just doesn't get easier does it?” Harry spoke into the blanket held close to his chin. “It will. I promise it won't take as much affect out of you.” he smiled as best he could at you before looking back out the window
You looked over at Zayn who was already asleep and chuckled before looking at Louis and Liam. Liam had been having a rough patch with his girlfriend and they decided a break was needed between them, you could see how much it really affected him. Louis and Elenor tho, that was something different, they were a relatively happy couple. They had known each other before you all had blown up and you knew Louis cherished that.
‘Li,” you whispered as the seatbelt sign went off. “You ‘right?” you walked over to his chair and he opened his arms for you. You went and sat in his lap as he held you. “Dani and I are thinking of calling it.” He whispered and your heart broke for him. “But i thought you were just taking a break and then getting back when tour was over?” He shrugged his shoulders in response, “told me she didnt want to wait that long.” you hugged him tighter knowing that's all he really wanted. 
“I love you Bow,” you smiled looking down at him, “i love you so much.” you kissed the top of his repeating the same words back to him as he held you tighter. It wasn't easy being a bunch of teens forced into proximity, feelings were going to arise, as they had with you harry and niall, but they same also happened with zayn, louis, and liam. It seemed they all really did have some sort of a crush on you, and you them. 
The lines were blurry, very blurry, but it just changed everyone's meaning of friendship in the band. There was a ton more flirting than any normal friendship group, and your stereotypical boundaries were always crossed. But it worked for all of you, and that's the only thing that mattered. 
You were in a separate room from the boys as Lou was getting you ready. “I don't think you understand how much I love having you here Lou.” you two laughed and continued talking not worried about what the boys were doing.
“We want to make it official with Autumn.” Niall spoke to the boys in their shared room. They all cheered loudly before Harry was shutting them down. “Hey she right there.” he pointed at the wall where you technically were. “She can't hear us.” Zayn shrugged off. “How are you gonna do it? 
“Just do it now.” 
They all snapped their heads towards the door. “You were pretty loud.” Harry and Niall came over to you with their heads down. “We wanted to make it special.” Harry sighed, throwing his head on your shoulder. “I know love.” you giggled at his pout. “I'm sorry.” you whispered looking at him and Niall. ‘Its okay.” Niall added softly. “But will you be with us officially?” 
You smiled widely looking both boys. “Idk, Louis what do you think?” Harry and Niall groaned as everyone laughed. “Don't ask them, they're gonna say no!” Harry complained and you took his face in your hands. “I'm taking the piss of course i'll be with you guys officially.”
You kissed Harry quickly and then Niall as the boys and now Lou and Paul cheered. “I love you three, but we have to go. Autumn, shoes please.” Paul laughed looking at your bare feat which should have been in heels.
So far the awards were exactly what you thought. Very kiddy. It was so cute. Hearing the cheers when you were announced for performances was so cute. 
Seeing all of these celebrities was still such a new thing for you. Taylor Swift, Ariana Grande, Andrew Garfield who the boys knew was your favourite. 
The entire show was full of the whole band laughing and dancing at all the events of the show. It was finally your turn to perform now.
“After being discovered on the U.Ks X-factor.”
“They just made music history, by being the only british group to top the american charts, with their first album. Which also topped the charts in 15 other countries.”
“They are… Niall, Zayn, Liam, Harry, Louis, and my favourite Autumn.”
“Here is One Direction.”
The stage went dark as the 6 screens sketched outlines of your body. The whole thing was like a glitch. Then, there you were as the first notes of ‘What Makes You Beautiful’ played.
All of you were dressed in black and white. You jumped around the stage as if you would in a concert and high fived some of the fans by the stage. You and Harry made sure that you made it back for your solo in the middle as the lights dropped and the spotlight was on you.
You were successful this time around and went back to jumping around on stage, punching the biggest balloon you've ever seen.
The rest of the show went smoothly and when it was done you were meeting so many different people. Michelle Obama wanted to meet you and you almost passed out. Even being from a different country she did amazing things for black women like yourself. 
The boys made sure you met Andrew Garfield which turned out to be in your favour as he had wanted to meet you too. You exchanged numbers promising to stay in touch. You met the cast of Victorious and iCarly and the cast of Hunger Games which made you nervous beyond reason.
At the end of the night at the after party you were all dancing around and saw Harry and Taylor chatting. You saw Harry look at you and waved you over. “Hi it's so nice to meet you.” your accent was a little thicker than normal based on how tired you were. “I absolutely love you in the band.” Taylor commented back and smiled widely as she did. “She is the leader, the only one keeping us together. She's really the best.” you looked up at him with teary eyes. “Stop it Haz.” you pouted as he kissed your forehead and wrapped an arm over your shoulder. 
You ended up leaving them as others wanted to see you. By the end of night your social battery was dead. You fell right into bed between Niall and Harry slowly drifting to sleep. “So happy you're ours.” Harry mumbled into your neck. “So happy.” Niall added before you let sleep over take you.
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siaxoee · 10 months
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Leon was trying so hard for his dream job. He was so passionate to be a police, he was studying so hard for his grades, going to gym for make his body stronger. He stubborn about his aim, so you met less and he worked more.
Seeing him like this made you proud but felt sad at the same time. He was working so hard, you couldn't meet or chit chat often like before. You were missing him.
You held Leon's hand and walked happily. That was the rare time of yours, you don't know when you meet like this again after days, weeks? So you focussed on the time you had together.
You leaned your head to his shoulder. "Hey lover boy why are you so quiet today" you asked him, you were expecting him to say he's tired but he didn't. He sighed,he looked like he's hesitant to say it. You raised your head "What's wrong?" and he said that, something you didnt want to hear from him.
"Y/N, I think we should break up." He was trying to not to look at your eyes. "What are you saying Leon, we are good aren't we? Did I do something wrong we can talk about this-" "No it's not about your fault, It's about me, I can't focus studying with you" That made you angry you gave him space didn't you? Why is he talking like you're a bother?
"What, b-but we don't even meet or speak often like before, how can I made you lose attention?" you questioned him. He finally looked you in the eyes. "It's not enough, I always think about you even when I am not with you, I need to focus fully for this job I'm sorry" you stood up, you were tired of this you tried everything to support him but he still thinks it's not enough, so you knew he will be insistant about this, it was for his dream job after all, so you didn't insist him"I understand Leon, I hope you will get this job" you turned around and walked home you heard him crying behind you, he were sad as you, but he made the choice. This was how you and your high school sweetheart broke up.
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You cried and your friend patted your back. "I'm studying for my dream job too*sob* I'm working hard as him, but I didn't wanted to break up with him! " "I know dear please calm down, you're torturing yourself" she played with your hair to calm you down.
After that you decided to work for your career too. He broke up with you easily for his dream job, so you did the same thing, even that hurted you so much.
~After 9 years~
You were always interested about helping people. You wanted heal people so you became a doctor. You loved your job it was tiring but when you saw a smile on your patients face, you felt like it worthed.
Today was not so different other days you put on your gloves and run to your new patient who looks like about the die.
You looked injured body in front of you, he looked like he's so much in pain. You were checking his wounds carefully. Nurse beside you started to give you information about the patient. You started to cure him while nurse speaking.
"What's the situation?"
"Leon S Kennedy 25, he has bullet injuries on his stomach, he lost so much blood before he get here-"
Your mind started to blurr, Leon? Leon Kennedy? Did you hear correct?. Your hands started to shaking, it was your first at your job, you were always calm with your patients. You tried to calm yourself down and cured him with your shaky hands.
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You took off your bloody gloves, you washed your hands. They were still shaking so you turned on the cold water and washed your face to calm yourself down. That was the worst work day. You exited the bathroom, you needed to check him. You took a deep breath and entered his room, you took a light for check his eye pupils, you prayed inside for a reaction. You watched his eye pupils to get smaller as a reaction but then he tried to close your eyes that means he's up.
Surprisingly he made better then a reaction, he woke up. He saw a white light with a beautiful lady very beautiful lady with a similar face... He thought he died and went heaven for a second. He looked at your face fondly.
"Mr Kennedy Do you hear me?" his mind started to get focus.
"Yes I'm hearing" "I'm doctor L/N, I was the taking care of you so I'll tell you about your situation."you tried to keep your voice straight.
You started to explain but Leon only heard one thing "Doctor L/N" he was confused, Was God rewarding him? After these years he couldn't believe that he found you.
"Mr Kennedy Are you listening?" "Yeah I understood sorry, how long I will stay here" "Until you are get better, me and our nurses will take care of you for a while, rest now-" You turned around for exit the room.
He wanted talk with you but you quickly stepped back like you understand what he was gonna do.
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You were trying to ignore him but he was pushing the limits. You recognized his behavior. He always used to tease you when you're angry with him or ignoring him. When you used to be together.
He said he's sore (You already gave him painkiller)
"Can I see Dr L/N?"
You send another doctor to help him? No you are the one who's patching him.
"I want to take cared by Dr L/N"
Are you busy? His pain can wait.
"I think It's time to medical dress, Where's Dr L/N?"
"Is Dr L/N, taking care of other patients? Okay I can wait"
That was so annoying he always asked for you and gave you headache.
But it's not the only problem. It was also a problem the way he looks at you. While you were patching up his wounds he always watching your face, you tried to focus his wounds, it was so hard while he's looking at you like that! His wounds are great excuse for admiring your face closer.
You finished patching up and started to take off your gloves. "You get better every day, Mr Kennedy" "Thanks to you Y/N" Y/N?You were Dr L/N to him. "I was wondering if we can speak" "Why about your situation? You will be better when you rest-" "Y/N, please quit act like we are strangers, I need to speak with you" "You wanted this didn't you? Anyways Leon I have other patients who wait for me."
Door opened and one of your workmates entered the room "Dr L/N your 36 hours shift is ended, I can take care of this by now" you sighed his timing. You felt stuck, you could feel Leon's eyes on you "I can go home after take care of him for last okay? You can check other patients" your mate nodded and left.
"Thank you Y/N-" "I didn't accept it for listen to you, I have something to say too". He sighed "Okay, I just wanted you to know that, I regret every second of our break up, But I had to do it, you were the only thing in my head, I couldn't give myself to work and I felt guilty for not spending time like old times, also I thought you can find someone better than me who spends time with you and gives you the affection you deserve, it was too much to handle teenager me, but I know now that was the worst decision I have ever made" "You weren't the only one who needs to study for your dream job, I could kick your ass too, if wanted, you are so selfish Leon" you felt your eyes tearing up, you felt so tired for working so hard and because of your tangled up emotions. "I know Y/N and I regret it, I was looking for you everywhere but I couldn't reach to you, I always wanted to apologize and say that I still love you so much but I couldn't dare face with you too, I'm thankful for injuring-" "Don't say stupid like that again" you sighed you felt like you're 17 again who still loves stupidly Leon Kennedy after he dumped her ass. "We could take things slowly, I just can't handle to loose you again, so please Y/N answer me" "I hate you for what you done but I can't forget you but but but it doesn't mean I forget all you did to me we will take things slowly okay?" He smiled at you which is made your heart stop and mumbled "Okay dear" he hugged you and you hugged back him hesitantly you didn't want to hurt his wounds.
"Now I'm ordering your first mission from now"
"Yes My Lady"
"When I'm not here, you will let other doctors to help you not gonna say *I want Dr L/N* understand?"
"Yeah yeah I understand" you giggled he get closer to you and did something you didnt expect. He kissed you, that stupid boy... Now monitor was beeping loudly because of his fast heartbeats.
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atom-writings · 1 year
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Hear me out, yknow when you have a crush you kinda think or do silly things and get all bashful and flushed out with emotions?! Or do things like write their name over and over, or write poems?! Well, what kind of things would Russia, along with Lithuania, Estonia and Latvia show it?
(Hetalia Russia + Baltics X Reader) How They Act with a Crush!
(Gender Neutral) Headcanons ~ A/N oh boy!!! The baltics!!! i didnt think id get any requests for these guys!!!
Trigger Warning: None, just fluff!
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To the outside observer, Ivan acts no differently around you than anyone else. But to anyone close to him, it’s clear he’s absolutely head over heels.
With others, he has absolutely no problem manhandling and grabbing them, but when it comes to you… anytime he’s more than a foot close to you, he’s fidgeting and stuttering. God forbid you touch him, then he’s hurrying out of the room as quickly as possible.
Seeing as he’s easily the most unhealthy out of the four of these guys, he’s the worst at dealing with his feelings. He doesn’t even realize his romantic feelings for you for… well… way longer than is reasonable. And once he does, he tries pushing you away. Easier forgetting you exist than getting hurt, right? Especially since whenever he sees you, he feels like he’s on goddamn fire!
But that can’t last. He absolutely finds himself writing your name over and over again (sometimes on official papers…) In fact, he finds it quite maddening how he can’t stop thinking about you, and about how no one else could treat you like he could…
In fact, he thinks that enough to straight up tell you that. He has more of a filter with you, but that’s not saying much. He is definitely showing up to your hangouts and immediately telling you you’re perfect.
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Any semblance of confidence and stoicism left in Toris before is completely demolished once he realizes his feelings for you. The former warrior is left blushing and stuttering once he sees you!
Anything that you need, he’s there to wait on you hand and foot, no questions asked. If he sees you having trouble with anything, no matter how small, he’ll ask you to scoot over so he can do it with you.
And then when you thank him, he can’t do anything but blush and mutter a quick “You’re welcome.”
He can come off as quite clingy because of this. He can’t help but insist on accompanying you to anything, from family gatherings to late-night grocery runs. And when he does join you, he doesn’t say much unless you do. He’s perfectly content to just push your cart behind you, wistfully gazing at you, completely in love.
Toris is kind of like a puppy when he’s in love. Always over the moon to see you, even for a minute, and completely at your beck and call. But… it’s almost to an unhealthy degree. He’s completely willing to push himself beyond what he can do just for you. So… just don’t take advantage of his affection.
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Unfortunately, you won’t get a lot of super-cute reactions out of Eduard. He’s pretty confident in your ability to woo you, so he’s not very outwardly yearning.
But that doesn’t mean he isn’t thinking about you. You’ll receive a lot of late-night texts, usually along the lines of “This reminded me of you!” and it’s just a picture of a cat.
In fact, you’re always in the back of his mind. Whenever he’s going to the store, he’s wondering what kind of snacks you usually get. Whenever he’s working, he’s checking in on what you’re doing. It seems like he’s already preparing a life shared with you, before you two are even dating!
The most flustered you’ll get him is when you compliment his work. As soon as you say something nice about his newest software, he’s blushing and trying to brush off your compliment. Sure, he can be plenty appreciative towards you, but not the other way around!
He’s a rather traditional man when it comes to romance, so before asking you out, he might send you a bouquet or chocolate. He wants you to know he cares, without coming off as too invested and overbearing.
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Surprisingly, Raivis becomes much more confident around you when he realizes his feelings. Now that he knows exactly what he wants, he’ll constantly be telling you everything he thinks.
Expect heaps of compliments, most of the time over the smallest things. Like, things no one else would notice. Like your hair being more shiny than usual, your shoes being cleaner than most, and just how organized your pantry is. No one usually would care, but to him, nothing is more important than letting you know how special you are.
It seems like his eyes are always on you. Even when you’re searching through a crowd, he can’t see the world outside of your existence. He’s walked into a few poles because of this.
He also can’t resist being much more handsy than any normal friend should be. Always grabbing your hand to lead you places, leaning on your shoulder to rest, and then coyly denying that anything took place.
The only time he’ll get all flustered is just when he finally confesses his feelings. With flirting, there’s no pressure, but with that? That’s really just… confirming the reality of your relationship. Which is really exciting! And scary… so he can’t help tripping over himself.
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macriley4everandever · 10 months
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Mcd and sadness
Soulmate au where the LAST words your soulmate says to you is written on your arm
If its sth generic, they'd have no idea when's the last time they're gonna hear "Copy, sir" or "Goodnight love"
Having "They're coming through!" or "I need back up!" And living their lives knowing they wont be able to save their soulmate
Soaps having "Johnny" on his arm and thinking that means he'll get a long life with his soulmate, but it was Ghost screaming his name in Los Alamos
Ghost having "Simon please don't -" on his and thinking he'd be the one to kill his soulmate, but it was soap begging him to stay away from an explosion and to stay safe
Rudy dying in the fire and Alejandros words say "Leave me! Go!" And he has to live his whole life knowing he abandons his soulmate
Or if valeria was ale's soulmate so his words are "I always loved you ale-" which she says right before being executed for her crimes
Evil Nikolai au where Prices words are: "Your boys are next" So he spends his life never having kids, but he didnt realize that he would love the 141 like his own children
Other sad phrases:
What's the worst that could happen?
God you're the worst.
Fuck you
Sorry for the depressing ideas but this is all my brains been thinking of 😬
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willowrites · 1 year
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hey baby! can you write something where Elvis, pressured by the colonel, breaks up with reader, who, years later, becomes a successful actress, and after she becomes someone "important", the colonel no longer tries to stop his boy from get back to her, but now reader thinks he's just trying to take advantage of her and her fame, like all the other mans she mets during her carreer?
i love you, and im sorry. part 1
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PAIRINGS. elvis x reader
SUMMARY. you notice elvis acting strange on your date, little did you know the worst you could’ve thought, came …
WARNINGS. angst …
AUTHORS NOTE. hi sorry for the wait school has been stressful lately but here it is!
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“We will both have to make sacrifices.” The colonel says to Elvis. Elvis heart drops immediately. He knows where this would be going. “We will need a record label with national distribution.” He continues.
Elvis’s eyes widen. “RCA?” He questions. “RCA.” The colonel confirms.
Elvis’s mind is spinning. The opportunities the colonel would give him. It’s impossible for him to pass up…but then again.
“Saint Phillips discovered me.” Elvis says furrowing his brows.
“I know, but we have a way to help Sam understand that it would be foolish of him to hold you back. Every man has his price.” The colonel explains. All he sees in his head is helping and supporting his family. “It’s just business. Show business.” The colonel smiles at him. “To achieve truly great things, one must make truly great sacrifices.”
He saw this coming. He knows.
“You will have to be free of any entanglements. You see my boy, show business is snow business. And the fans need to believe that you are always avaliable.”
There it was. What he knew he would hear.
“You mean like…” Elvis slowly starts to ask the colonel. He didnt want to end things with you. He loves you. He’s never loved anyone like he loves you.
“You have to end things with y/n. It will hurt her but she will realize you are doing this for yourself. She would be completely inconsiderate if she held you back.” The colonel justifies. All Elvis sees is you and him, in his car, you both crying because of the unfortunate mess he would have to create.
“I love her colonel. I…I can’t.” Elvis was already heartbroken, because even though he did love you so very much, he had to do this to support his family. He just hoped you both stayed in each other’s lives.
“My boy…like I said. Sacrifices have to be made.”
⨯ . ⁺ ✦ ⊹ ꙳ ⁺ ‧ ⨯. ⁺ ✦ ⊹ . * ꙳ ✦ ⊹
You were dolling yourself up because Elvis had asked if you could hang out later tonight. It was nearly 7 and Elvis was about to be here to pick you up. You pampered yourself making sure you smelled beautifully as well as felt beautiful.
You haven’t seen Elvis in a while. About a week to be precise. You always got nervous before you had dates, so inherently your hands were trembling and sweating in nervousness.
“Honey, Elvis is here.” Your mother advises you through your bedroom door. You touched up your lipstick and sprayed your hair with a bit of hairspray before grabbing your purse and walking out towards the front door.
“Be back by 12 y/n/n.” Your father had yelled from the dining table.
“I will Pa!” You answered him as your mother kissed your cheek.
“Have fun sweet girl.” She says bye as you walk out the front door to see Elvis waiting for you on your porch.
‘Hi.” You greeted him with a light kiss on his lips. His heart fluttered at that small touch. God, this was going to be hard.
‘H-hey mama.” His aura seemed off. You felt something in the atmosphere that was making things between you off.
“What’s wrong?” You asked concerned and he shook his head.
“Nun’, can we…take a ride?” He asks you and you nod taking his hand in yours. His hand was sweating and trembling too. As if he was afraid your touch would cause him to disappear.
You brushed the uneasiness off and let him walk you to his car. He opened the door and waited for you to get in. Afterwards he closed it walking to the drivers side getting in and starting the ignition.
He drove off and drove you both for about twenty minutes until he settled and parked on a hilltop.
This was bizarre. You felt it. Something was off and you were frightened of what it was.
“Elvis?” You spoke up after the quick silence.
“Y/n, I need to speak to you about something.” He spoke up, his face looking nervous. You had the impulse to brush his untamed hair back.
“What’s wrong? What is it?” Your forehead creased with the worry you had. Whatever he was about to say was not going to be good.
“We…we can’t be together anymore.” He hurriedly said scanning your face for your reaction.
You eyebrows drew together. He couldn’t be serious. What did he mean? Why? Your heart was racing as if it was running away from your body trying to escape. What Elvis just said wasn’t clicking.
“What do you mean Elvis?” You asked. Your fingers finding their way towards your bracelet Elvis had given you. Your first gift you’ve ever received from Elvis.
“The colonel said, for me to do great in my career…it’d be best if I didn’t have a girl.” He explained to you.
You felt tears prickle your eyes. The colonel? You know this would’ve been something to consider but you never realized it could become reality.
Elvis was breaking up with you? Elvis was leaving you.
“A-and you…you’re going to agree with him?” You couldn’t help but ask as your eyesight was being flooded with your tears.
“Y/n…” His voice cracked. “It’s what he said I need to do. For my family and my career. The fans…they need to think I am available.”
“But do you want this Elvis. I ain’t askin’ about the colonel.” You sniffled.
“Of course not! I would never! But I want to be able to support my family. To give my mama everything she deserves! Try to understand that.” Elvis exemplifies.
“I do…” You cry. You dont want to be thoughtless. You understand where he is coming from. But you can't help and be mad at him. “D-do you love me?” Tears streaming down both your faces you question.
“I do. Of course I love you mama, but I have to do this.” He weeps and takes your hand in his.
Your eyes shut as tears are poring out of them. Your nose is running as your head bowed and your shoulders shook as you cried.
His left hand holding yours as his right hand made its way to your head moving your hair to the side.
“B-baby..” His voice shook. He loathed doing this to you. He hated seeing you cry. He wish he could erase himself from your memory so you forgot about the pain he caused you.
You shook your head and tried wiping your tears away.
“We can still see each other but…I'm sorry I can't be with you.” He tried to come up with a solution.
There was no way you could see him without being hurt, without wanting to be with him, without him being yours.
You tried to catch your breath. You took a deep breath and tried wiping your tears without smudging off your blush.
As soon as you calmed down you spoke up.
“I can’t see you.” You told him. “It would hurt too much.”
That’s when his heart shattered. This is what he was most fearful of. Losing you.
His lip started quivering so he turned his head to look outwards towards his window.
It’s not her fault.
“I’m sorry.” Is all Elvis said.
Moments passed. You both still holding each other’s hands not wanting to let each other go.
Both your minds wandering elsewhere. Imagining the different scenarios in which you both wouldn’t have each other in your lives.
After about 20 minutes you felt your eyes droop. You were tired, hungry, and heartbroken. You just needed to go home. You cant handle this right now.
“Take me home, please.” You spoke up. His hand reacted to your request. He squeezed your hand lightly. He didnt want to let it go.
As soon as he turned his car off and pulled out of his parking space and put it back in drive, his hand went directly back to holding yours which made your heart break even more.
The ride to your house was quiet. Sadness and despair filling the air. You stared into space just thinking about how life would be from now on.
You came back to reality as you recognized the familiar houses of your nieghborhood.
He put his car in park quickly getting out and running to your side of the car pulling the door open for you to get out.
You got out grabbing your purse and walked rather quickly to your front door.
“Y/n” Elvis stopped you. You turned around slowly to see his eyes red and swollen. His cheeks flushed, hair still untamed, wet cheeks. He still looked beautiful.
He walked up to you and grabbed your face and pulling it towards his connecting both your lips.
You felt butterflies erupt in your stomach. He held you close and moved his lips against yours. Your hands found their way towards the back of his neck and wanted to pull him impossibly closer.
He slowed down and pulled away before giving you three last pecks.
I love you.
“I just needed to do that, one last time.” He whispered up against your lips.
Your felt your eyes sting.
One last time.
He pulled you into an embrace and buried his head into your neck smelling your beautiful floral scent.
“Goodbye y/n.”
He pulled away and you looked at him up close for one last time.
“Goodbye Elvis.” You said as he’s walking back towards his car.
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AUTHORS NOTE. i hope you enjoyed this! thank you so much for this request! i decided to make this into other parts so that you could pause and you weren’t reading forever! the next part will be posted soon! requests are still open!!
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sparring-spirals · 1 year
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uhoh empire sib meta time.
Courtesy of that last rb by @iinfernal thinking very hard (very affectionately) about love in the form of, we are going to work to keep each other on track. Especially with Caleb and Beau. Because like. its not just about newfound acceptance, people who will give you the benefit of the doubt and help you improve, people who see your worst and love you anyway, people who will forgive you.
Like its about that! But its also about- i trust you to drag me back if i stray. i trust you to call me out, to push back. i am putting my back to you- you will protect it, and you will also pull me back if i wander.
The first big backstory reveal between Beau and Caleb was an exchange, not a kindness. it was, tell me why you are afraid of fire, and ill get you into the library. Caleb laid out some of the corners of his guilty conscience, to Nott, with all of her faith in him, (he is my boy), to Beau, with her skepticism and brusque curiosity, and it was not meant as a soft gesture. It was not a call for forgiveness, or absolution- it was an item for barter, a warning, an admission of guilt.
and Beau- still unsure, still rough around the edges and rude and defensive and angry, shell-shocked and out of her depth did not provide forgiveness, or kindness. She said something along the lines of- good god, you know thats fucked up, right? i didnt ask for this, what the fuck.
She said something like: you know what you need to do now, then, right? prevent this guy from hurting more people. This is what you've gotta do now, I think- this is what we'll do-
And Caleb gets into the library, and casts haste on Beau in a bar fight, and there is something to be said about love shaped like a willingness to disagree, to push back, to say things wrong but try to say it anyway.
Caleb, and Beau, arguing. Beau is suspicious and Caleb is ready to run, and "the problem with friends is you have to care about them". Running into old injuries and boundaries, working to learn them, to fight to communicate. Apologies that are awkward but sincere. Kindness that is misshappen but intentional.
Caleb and Beau, butting heads, poking fun, trusting the other person to be suspicious of them, when it really counts.
"Can we keep each other straight?"
Some fifty episodes apart: have faith in us, just a little bit? dont run.
follow your own advice. don't go.
Caleb, vision and hearing gone and flung out ahead, placing a hand on Beau's shoulder. Lead me well, lead me straight, bring me back if I stray. Caleb and Beau, going in circles about what to do as the world ends, ambition and magic and time and guilt, and entities at war. Worried about evil, about going wrong, needing the clear vision of someone who loves you and will not eternally forgive you.
"I'm worried I am exactly what he said I was."
"Not yet."
God just. Love as keeping each other on track. Beau and Caleb, as the only ones to get the eyes, afflicted by searching too hard for knowledge. what a horror, to have you and your tether tossed into an unknown spiral. what a comfort- if it was any of them, at least it was both. The Mighty Nein, making contingency plans, Yasha sticking close to caleb and cooing over his animal forms and ready, ready, for the worst. What a nightmare. Thank god. "Im glad it was us."
"You drove me insane."
"I hated you. You sucked."
What love. What immense care. Years on in, and it all still comes back to:
"You got my back?"
"What's the play, Beauregard?"
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intertexts · 3 days
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oh god i just realized I forgot to send you this. behold: the worst trivia ask out of all of them:
EPISODE 22 TRIVIA:
- they spend the first. 9 whole minutes talking about the logistics of snapping someones neck irl only to learn that its not actually possible and thats just something that was make up for movies
- "this is the most guy talk we've ever had at the beginning of a rolled. i feel like we need a trigger warning for boys"
- bizly wanted them seeing tide again to feel awkward and weird! like you're going back to your parents house after not seeing them for a really long time
- talking about how dakota has so many parental figures now and grizzly goes "except for ms. g. she has my whole heart" and WITHOUT missing a beat charlie goes "no. *i* have your whole heart"
- there was apparently a group of people on twitter who made a VERY long VERY well researched document about how all the medical stuff esp involving william would work and kept tagging bizly in posts asking how things would work and hes like "man i dont know!! i write a silly superhero show im not a doctor! it all comes down to his parents built a very strange machine that was designed to view worlds unseen!" (<< quoting the dp theme song in the most EXASPERATED voice possible.)
- "WILLIAM WISP SHOULD HAVE FUCKIN WORMS IN HIM. if we were playing this realistically william would be fuckin LOCKED UP with rigor mortis and COVERED in worms and FULL OF GASSES. he should be FOUL. and FULL OF WORMS. and I DONT WANT THAT" << hes a coward for this. btw. i feel like william should be grosser
- they just keep saying more things about how william should be so grotesque. at one point charlie goes "please dont draw this. its so gross". me, looks at my 4/7 jrwi freak week canvases that are william wisp themed. um. well.
- WARM BODIES MENTION. i love that movie. charlies like "thats how i want william to work hes undead but hes like. pretty about it"
- bizly: "because we've already explored this plot thread of William Being Dead so much, i dont want him getting a heart to just automatically fix that. its not like hes just magically alive now. i havent thought of the exact consequences yet but i want there to be some drawbacks to this to keep things interesting"
charlie: "william is just thrilled right now to be feeling stuff. i dont think hes considering the possible drawbacks"
- "ive never been prouder of any of my characters than when william wisp dented drywall"
- "why didnt vyncent get a fun surgery too" "because I'm a coward"
- they were on some absolutely insane energy for this rolled they keep going on like 5-10 minute long tangents and BARELY talk about the episode other than to mention how william should be a rotting corpse. I REMEMBER NOW that this was a SIGNIFICANT factor in my being frustrated with the heart surgery thing LMAO
- THATS IT. THATS LITERALLY IT. THE ROLLED IS OVER NOW. THIS WAS NOTHING !!!!!
TERRIBLE rolled youre right!!!!! help!!! this is so funny. great rolled guys lets wrap it up. william should be wormy and u cant snap peoples necks. good job everybody. it is really funny to me that people were... expecting medical accuracy?? how do u really seriously research putting one guys heart and another guys blood inside a body that's been dead for several years. frankly i would love to see it i'm very curious.
LOWKEY I'M GLAD HE *ISN'T* A BLOATED LOCKED UP DECAYING CORPSE!!!!! PERSONALLY!!!! i fully respect ur rights and taste to think he should be rotting and worm filled and stinky but frankly i'm on charlies side w this one. hes undead and pretty about it <33
anyway. i still have many thoughts about wiwi's soul/body/wisp relationship that i will NOT start talking about now because it would get LONG. but. its always great hearing their thoughts on it. eyes emoji. but yeah i really don't want him to be just magically fixed and alive now.... we'll see!! we'll see how it goes!!!!
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samarecharm · 1 year
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I love seeing the kitty post again bc it reminded me of an incredibly old hc of mine. Akira is like “(whispering)Ann. There is no way in fucking hell i am letting you strip naked in front of someone we dont know and dont trust (yusuke). Like that is just not happening.” And theres like a beat before akira is like. Out loud- ‘Let me do it instead.’ Which Yusuke immediately agrees too
Bc Akira 1) literally has to go to the bathhouse nightly bc the cafe does not have a convenient shower in its tiny washroom; he does not care in the slightest about stripping in front of anyone. 2) Ann JUST joined this team, and she is automatically placed in the position of ‘family i want to protect’; he would never forgive himself if something actually happened to ann, even if he thinks Yusuke is at worst, an eccentric little man. And 3). Yusuke is pretty 👉🏾👈🏾 he is so pretty and he wants to hang out w the w pretty boy and talk to him :) and if Yusuke spends the whole time complimenting Akira and his body that is an extra bonus
His acting is way better than Anns, and so some time during the painting, hes like !! ‘I think i heard something’ and rushes to get his clothes on in a very believable fit of panic. And its enough to make Yusuke believe Madarame came home early, which in turn makes HIM panic (which makes akira SO upset; that is not a look he wants to see on Yusuke ever again). And as Akira is running around trying to find a way out (finding the Door blocking them in the palace), he spots Mona struggling w the door and NEARLY freaks out.
“Is there a back door somewhere? I wont be able to jump out of a window and I dont want to bump into him trying to leave through the front.”
“N-no there isnt,” Yusuke says, stammering a bit “but you can just stay in my Room until he settles in-“
“Will he NOT check your room?”
Yusuke looks VISIBLY distressed. “Yes. I-I mean, no, he may search my quarters, but he will most certainly check THIS room; its safer to be caught in my room than for us to be caught in this one.”
And Akira is like. Why is that? With the facade gone, Yusuke will admit later down the line that he was more scared of Akira in that split second than the possibility of confronting his sensei. “You live here. Youve lived here for years? And Madarame has a room that, if you walk into it, is a death sentence in your eyes. Because you know thats not outside the realm of possibility.”
Yusuke sees Morgana behind Akira w a little pick in his mouth and he can hear the door creaking open.
“Yusuke. You know this.”
He refuses to comment.
Suddenly, Akira hears Real footsteps. Ones that he is sure belongs to Madarame. And its different when hes Pretending to run for his life, its another when he KNOWS hes in danger.
“Morgana. Inside.”
Yusuke sees the cat scamper inside the room before he feels Akira grip the front of his shirt and yank him inside, past the decorated door.
Akira is already on his phone, searching for the app, when Morgana pulls the string to illuminate the room. He sees the paintings. And he can see that Yusuke has seen them too. Hundreds of them lining the walls. Copies upon copies upon copies upon copies littering every inch of this room.
When Madarame comes in, he gives some half hearted excuse, and when Yusuke sees through it, threatens them. Akira, not keen on having Yusuke hurt(and NOT keen on having this boy yelled at), drags him by the hand outside of the room, away from the screaming and onto the streets. He says “trust me, please” and before Yusuke can nod his head, hes falling.
Ann thinks its so funny. Ryuji rushing to catch Yusuke as he plummets into the palace, and hes like “WHAT. You are Not Akira,” as he puts him down. Followed by Akira himself crashlanding into Yusukes arms. Hes visibly shaking, but hes a mix between scared shitless and unbearably giddy.
“Hey. You trusted me.”
“I dont think I had much of a choice, if I am being honest.”
And Akiras like youre right. You really didnt. But I promise you, starting now, you will have a choice. I want to help you, I want you to have agency in your life. And its really scary taking that first step (punching shido, standing up for someone else. Confronting your abuser, standing up for yourself) but im going to make sure its worth it. I swear to god im going to make sure its worth it.
And like. TBH. Akira cant help himself. Hes a sucker for pretty faces. And unfortunately for him, fate has put every fucking pretty face with a sob story in his path and he CANT just leave them there !
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gale-gentlepenguin · 8 months
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Gale Reviews: ML Season 5: Action
-As expected its gonna be a bit preachy.
(Spoilers below)
-Okay adrien riding the scooter with Marinette is cute... but good gravy my boy doing everything to avoid allegations.
-Adrien teaching Marinette mandarin is cute... until you remember his pronunciation is s***
-Nino is very serious with this
-(So glad this is in english on youtube and I can playback at a faster speed.)
-I knew this going in but good gravy it is soooooooo preachy. It reminds me of Captain planet
-Ah yes, Adrien and Kagami as NFTs selling products... I really hate Gabriel
-So the ship sunk? I guess plastic > Liberty
-Mylene fainting at all the mention of plastic is funny (and currently the only thing I find amusing about this episode)
-Of course he is in the ominous black building. Also all of this could have been solved with a google search
-Nino, I love your goofy plans but your disguises are as trash as the plastic you are trying to fight for some reason
-This episode feels like it was written by Mylene
-So at least the show is consistent on how dumb adults are written in this
-You know what, I know the plastic guy is gonna be the bad guy, but he actually took a meeting to hear out a bunch of kids. He even acknowledges their points but explains why he aint changing his business model. Say what you will but I gotta respect the straightforwardness.
-I cant really hate the guy right now, like he reminds me of the KFC guy if he had a fetish for plastic.
-No surprise that the mayor was of no help, surprised that Chloé didnt need to tell him with how they tried to make him seem good.
-Gabriel is dismissive, why was he redeemed again?
-So Nadia giving the first legit explanation on why she cant help. Glad they actually show one true to life response
-Oh look cameos
-Oh they hacked the broadcast, at least Nadia wont get in trouble... but I am pretty sure thats SUPER ILLEGAL
-Yep more preaching... plastic bad. at least it had some adrinette flirting in there
-Yea if this actually worked IRL, the environmentalist protestors wouldnt be a thing. But it is accurate in one way, Politicians and CEO's hate Bad publicity
-Gabriel and Andre lying through their teeth.
-Gabriel just wanted to akumatize him
-HE LOOKS LIKE A CHARACTER FROM CANDYLAND
-The bee is the power of action... i preferred subjugation
-He just stunned him THEN turned him into plastic. That just seems excessive
-I think that was the first time outside of Qilin that the cops actually TRIED to stop the akuma.
-But just like in real life the cops will never arrest a rich ceo.
-Gabriel really said "Sorry bitch, cant play today"
-Adrien your pronounciation is bad, but its still cute
-It sounds like they are saying 'No shit'. I am counting it. FINALLY LETTING ADRIEN CURSE
-Adrien you simp i love it
-Just leave Gorilla be, he is just cleaning the car. He is happy
-King of Plastic makes me laugh
-That was the lamest dance party to interrupt
-Yea this is pretty standard
-Oh he made the engine overload, smart
-Burying him in plastic because irony, classic
-And he learned that Plastic isnt always so fantastic
-If I had a nickle for every rich guy that was corrupt that this show redeemed...
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I watched this episode at 1.5x speed because if I didnt, this would have been a SLOG to get through
3/10
Its not the worst ML episode but I just HATE preachy episodes. If I wanted this kind of content, Id watch captain planet. Like yes it is important to recycle and reduce use of plastics... but this episode made me want to actually go downstairs and get a plastic water bottle for a drink just because of how annoyed I was.
The action in this wasnt bad and I actually found the King of Plastic funny until they redeemed him.
I think I rate it lower than it actually is because of personal preferences but it is just annoying
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tentacle-sydney · 11 months
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i got bored and sleep deprived, looked at harper, went "anyone gonna fuck this dude up" and then didnt wait for an answer.
content: sub harper, other person can be whoever you want. kinky shit, i guess. idk man i dont do this shit often.
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"You look much prettier like this, you know."
Harper glares, though the effect is diminished by his…less than ideal situation.
Naked, ankles and wrists bound tight, forced to his knees, with a ring gag shoved in his mouth, and, best worst of all, a collar and leash fitted snugly around his neck.
Not exactly the most intimidating sight, really.
His captor laughs at the attempt, settling into the chair in front of the doctor and pulling the leash tighter. It knocks Harper slightly off balance, though he does manage to catch himself.
"Ever the scary one, aren't you? As if you didn't know what you were getting into when you asked for my attention."
They slip a couple fingers into his open mouth, pressing down on his tongue. He suppresses a pleased noise.
"Really, it's almost cute how hard you're trying to act unaffected. We'll have to break you of that habit, hm?"
Their lips twist into a devious grin, pulling the leash tighter with one hand as they slide the other further into his mouth. It causes Harper to gag for a moment before getting control of himself again--- though that control quickly disappears as his captor starts to use those fingers to fuck his mouth. Which would not be as much of an issue, except for that they also start to lightly rub their boot against his already hard cock.
Try as he might, Harper can't stop the moans, whimpers, and gags escaping his throat--- nor can he stop the instinctual jerk of his hips, trying to get more stimulation. He hears another short laugh from the person using him.
"See? I'll have you trained into a nice pretty pet in no time." 
Their motions increase in intensity, slightly. 
"Wouldn't that be such a nice bit of karma, Doctor?"
His needy sounds quickly shift into whines, wordlessly begging for release. He squeezes his eyes shut, embarrassed at how quickly he fell apart.
Suddenly, the fingers in his mouth retreat, and his hair is pulled, jerking his head up. The attention paid to his dick also slows to a stop.
"Now, now. There's a reason you aren't blindfolded, dear. Open your eyes."
He complies, still breathless and whining. He sees them grin, almost fondly, studying his face.
"There's that pretty color I like so much. Do you wanna cum, pretty boy?"
He nods rapidly, as much as he can with the hand is his hair still holding his head tight. Their fond grin quickly shifts to something almost deadly as they once again press their boot against his leaking cock.
"Go ahead, then. Get yourself off. Cum for me."
Needing no further permission, Harper quickly starts grinding against their boot. Between the hand still tugging at his hair and feeling the predatory gaze of the person above him, it doesn't take long for him to spill his seed, leaving it all over their boot and the floor.
They let go of his hair, and rub his dick a bit more before pulling away, relaxing the leash without letting go.
"You've made such a mess, love. I'm of half mind to make you clean my boot with your tongue." 
They stand, tilting his chin up to maintain eye contact.
"But I don't think you deserve the honor, hm? Only perfect little toys get to touch their masters like that."
They walk around behind him, and, assuming that they are done, Harper wiggles his restraints, waiting to be untied. He's interrupted by a scoff, and his head is pulled back by his hair, stealing his breath away.
"I didn't say we were done, darling. I have you to myself all night--- we're just getting started."
He's pushed forward, and his head is guided to the small puddle of cum he left on the floor.
"Be a good boy and clean up the mess you made of my floor, hm?"
Harper realizes it's going to be a very, very long night.
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elynalime · 6 months
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why speak now is maycois ( and slightly jumeo ) coded
" i am not the kind of girl who should be rudely barging in on a white veil occasion , but you are not the kind of boy who should be marrying the wrong girl " ‘ i am not the kind of girl who should be rudely barging in on a white veil occasion ' is may crashing francois and juliets wedding - cause may isn’t the type of person to that but they did still kinda crash it . ‘ you are not the kind of boy should should be marrying the wrong girl ' basically means that juliet is the wrong girl ; francois said “ if i do marry someone , i want to be able to say that i did it my way " , and juliet obviously isn’t the one he wants , marrying her isn’t his ‘ i did it my way ' , its may .
" i sneak in and see your friends " ( jumeo ) romeo technically sneaks in and he sees may and anne and angelique and francois . ' see your friends ' could also apply to may seeing francois’s family and having to perform with them
" and her snotty little family all dressed in pastel " juliets family is , like , kinda the worst ... so ‘ snotty little family '
" this is surely not what you thought it would be " kinda may saying that this was definitely not what francois meant when he said he wants to be able to get married his way , that when he and juliet got engaged , this wasn’t how he expected it to turn out . also , when francois sings ‘ how you got me blinded is still a mystery , i can’t get you out of my head ' , he looks directly at may , and may also stops and looks back before forcing themself to keep walking ; francois can’t get may out of his head but hes supposed to be marrying juliet today and nothing is how he expected or imagined
" i lose myself in a daydream , where i stand and say " okay this is pretty self explanatory , but basically may wishing that francois would stand up and call off the entire wedding  
" dont say yes , run away now , ill meet you when youre out of the church at the back door . dont wait or say a single vow , you need to hear me out , and they said speak now " the night before the wedding , may said to francois , ‘ juliet can marry someone else ! if you have stronger feelings for me , and i have stronger feelings for you… we’ll find the friar and marry in secret . run away and exile ourselves to mantua ! ' , asking francois to please call it off and run away with them , but francois left and didnt call off the wedding
" and the organ starts to play a song that sounds like a death march "  when juliet enters the wedding , francois and the de bois band sings the first half of as long as you love me , and you can see that may is depressed and heartbroken , like a death march
" and i am hiding in the curtains , it seems that i was uninvited by your lovely bride to be " ( jumeo ) romeo isn’t exactly hiding in the CURTAINS , but hes still hiding , and in disguise . juliet said romeo ‘ can’t come ‘ to the wedding ( uninvited / banished ) , and in this context he probably literally means ‘ lovely bride to be ' and not sarcastically like taylor originally did , because romeo is still in love with juliet
" but i know you wish it was me , you wish it was me , dont you ? " may knows that francois wishes he was marrying them , not juliet .
" i hear the preacher say ' speak now or forever hold your peace ' " lance says ‘ unless i or anyone in this room shall know of any lawful impediment why they should not be joined in matrimony ' , which is basically ** the ** speak now moment
" theres the silence , theres my last chance , i stand up with shaky hands all eyes on me "  right before francois and juliet both say ‘ i do ' , theres a silence , and you can clearly see francois’s inner turmoil as he tries to decide what to do , and everyone is staring at him and juliet as they finally step up to call it off .
" horrified looks from everyone in the room but im only looking at you " when they step forward and say ‘ i do ' , everyone gasps , and lance says ' francois ! ' as angelique says ' juliet .. ' but francois is only looking at may , as he sings its gonna be me
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jessource · 2 years
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sentence starters: emails i can’t send.
rp sentence starters from sabrina carpenter’s, emails i can’t send.  ( part one )
emails i can’t send.
“it’s times like these, wish i had a time machine.”
“at 10:15, were you really asleep?”
“were you lying to me and the family?”
“there’s no ‘us’ in us when i’m lackin’ trust.”
“you disgust me.”
“don’t make me cuss you out.”
“why’d you let me down?”
“don’t say sorry now.”
“thanks to you i, i can’t love right.”
“they’re havin’ sex right now.”
“scared i’ll find out that it’s true.”
“i blame you for every worst that i assume.”
“when i’m fourty-five, someone calls me their wife.”
“and (he/she/they) fucks our lives in one selfish night.”
“don’t think i’ll find forgiveness as fast as mom did.”
“god, i love you, but you’re such a dipshit.”
“please fuckin’ fix this.”
“you were all i looked up to.”
“now i can’t even look at you.”
“i mean, as they say in chicago, ‘he had it comin’.”
vicious.
“one year, ten thousand bad moments.”
“i tried to look for the best in the worst. but like, fuck me, that caused a commotion.”
“you’re lucky i’m a private person.”
“i’ve quietly carried your burden.”
“everyone thinks you’re an angel, but shit i would probably use different wording.”
“you’re so vicious. love me, then pretend you didn’t.”
“why you gotta be so vicious?”
“crush my heart and wreck my image.”
“you like a certain type of woman.”
“you just run to whoever is winning.”
“it was me and you for life, now you’re kinda acting like i died.”
“love me, then pretend you didnt.”
“half of me just can’t resist it.”
“you don’t feel remorse, you don’t feel the effects.”
“you don’t think you hurt me if you wish me the best.”
“i shoulda known all along, i was only the next one.”
“i loved you but i wish i didn’t.”
read your mind.
“you gotta be lonely.”
“say it’s hard, but you make it look easy.”
“i’m trying to live in reality.”
“tryna ease the tension.”
“you got me stressing.”
“tell me that you miss me in your life.”
“i can’t read your mind.”
“you say that you need to be alone. but night and day want me at your beck and call.”
“you might be crossing a line.”
“wasting all our time to think that we could be casual.”
“you’re not my friend.”
“why the fuss if you say you just wanna be mine?”
“tell me what’s gonna happen when it’s you and me in a room but you know you can’t have it.”
“i’ll be laughing when you say you really have changed.”
“did i get the message in the way you intended?”
tornado warnings.
“we were never in the park.”
“ignoring tornado warnings.”
“he didn’t hold me in his arms.”
“we didn’t stumble over the pages of our relationship arc.”
“i want you there sometimes.”
“i guess maybe that’s why i’m lying to my therapist.”
“i keep saying things like, ‘i never saw him and we never kisssed.’”
“if he doesn’t see it, then maybe it doesn’t exist.”
“i think he’s onto me.”
“i deserve an hour in a week to focus on my thoughts not so obsessed with yours. i can’t hear myself speak.”
“sometimes i wish i kept some of my feelings in the basement so i’d still have some left.”
“you drive me crazy.”
“that’s not gonna stop me.”
“you call me ‘baby’”
because i liked a boy.
“i said i wanted thin mints.”
“you said you knew a guy.”
“stars in your eyes.”
“who knew cuddling on trampolines could be so reckless.”
“we bonded over black eyed peas and complicated exes.”
“fell so deeply into it. it was all so innocent.”
“now i’m a homewrecker.”
“i’m a slut.”
“i got death threats fillin’ up semi-trucks.”
“all because i liked—”
“i’m the hot topic on your tongue.”
“i’m a rebound.”
“tell me who i am.”
“guess i don’t have a choice.”
“all because i liked a boy.”
“i’m not catastrophizing.”
“everything’s derailing.”
“was only trynna hold you close while your heart was failing.”
“just two kids going through it.”
“you said i’m too late to be your first love.”
“but i’ll always be your favourite.”
“no, i wouldn’t recommend it.”
already over.
“we been talkin' for hours ‘bout how we shouldn’t talk for hours on end.”
“kissin’ after a conversation about how we’d probably be better off as friends.”
“same time here next weekend.”
“say we won’t do this again.”
“i say i’m done, but i’m still confused.”
“how am i supposed to close the door when i still need the closure?”
“i changed my mind.”
“but it’s still on you.”
“how am i supposed to leave you now that you’re already over?”
“selfishly, don’t wanna give you time to be on someone else’s lips.”
“i’ll take three short hours over three long weeks.”
“pretendin’ like we don’t exist.”
“i like my bed, but it likes you too.”
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