#tlou xreader

[mirapril]

Can someone request something for me to write :(

I can’t come up with ideas on my own 😞

Here’s my masterlist

#x reader #x gn reader #castlevania x reader #tlou xreader #tokyo revengers x reader #masterlist #request #reqs open #novice writer #writers block #x female reader

[melodysbooksstuff]

next door.

pairing: joel miller x f!reader

summary: your dads neighbour is joel miller. he's always been like a second father to you, so when things go south with your boyfriend, he's the only that can help.

warnings: 18+, no outbreak, age gap, foreplay, smut, angst, mentions of abuse, swearing, blood, fighting, edging, choking, p in v, unprotected sex, filth, use of daddy, cum, begging.

A/N: i hope you enjoy this, its one of my first times writing smut so i hope it's up to standard. I didn't go too filthy with this one, a lot of it is fluff. ENJOY! xoxo

part 2:

https://www.tumblr.com/melodysbooksstuff/735354865515134976/next-door-pt-2?source=share

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You walked down the street, soaking wet clothes clinging to your body, autumn leaves on the ground. The rain was pouring down, hard, and the wind was howling past your body, covering you in goose bumps. why didn't you listen to your dad?

He was right, you were just gonna get hurt, you shouldn't have trusted him. But, you were still young, you just wanted to feel normal for once. You thought that dating would be easy. But i guess not with him.

Your now ex boyfriend was still blowing up your phone. you just wanted to throw it into the road and let it get crushed. But then, you knew, if he couldn't call he would just come to the house. And that's the last thing you wanted.

The rain dripped down your hair and you sobbed harder and harder as you walk back home. you couldn't believe you let yourself get into that situation. You can't help but think about it. It rushed through your brain and you couldn't stop it.

You just wanted to watch a movie. But he was so angry, you don't even know how it happened, it was just so fast. You just remember him raising his had to your face, the force was so strong you fell to the ground with a big thump. then you tried to get away but he held you back. You struggled against him but you felt so weak from the shock. Once you had got away, you ran out of his house so fast.

You just wanted to get home to your dad and let him lecture you about boys. You would agree with him this time and take his advice, so you wouldn't get hurt like that again.

That's when it hit you, your dad. he wasn't home. He was out of town for work, ugh how could you have forgotten. You look up as best you can, rain hitting your face thanks to the harsh winds. You were home, finally.

You ran to the door, fumbling to find your keys. "UGH where are they?!". you were getting frustrated but that didn't last long, you just fell to the floor and cried even harder. it was dark outside and the street lamps didn't help much, so you gave up trying to find your keys and did the next thing you could think of.

You lifted your head and stood up, your legs were shaking along with the rest of your body. You started walking over to your neighbours house, Joel Miller. You had known Joel and Sarah for as long as you lived in that house. For 10 years Joel had been a second father to you, and Sarah was like your little sister. Over the years, you and your dad had built up a relationship with your neighbours, spending many days and nights together, laughing, eating, signing along to Joel playing his guitar. You didn't know what Joel would say to this though. Was this the right thing to do, should you really ask him of this? You didn't want to be a burden.

You shakily lifted your hand to the door, hesitant. You just shut your eyes and knocked. You waited... nothing. Maybe he wasn't home. The lights weren't on.

Your thoughts were interrupted as the hallway light flicked on. You saw a shadow figure come to the door. You stepped back into the rain again, not wanting to seem rude being too close to the door.

Your arms wrapped around your body to try and look a little more presentable, but it didn't do much. Your clothes clung to your body, your make up ran down your cheek's and your hair was a mess.

Joel swung open the door and looked down at you, his eyes widened and his lips parted, you stood in silence for a few seconds before he spoke, "Oh my god Y/N what happened?" he asked. Your brows were furrowed and tears couldn't help but make their way down your face. you tried to talk but all that came out was air. Joel didn't waste any time pulling you into the house and rushing round trying to find something to dry you with. You just stood by the now closed door, listening to the wind turn into thunder.

Joel came back over to you with a towel, he wrapped it around you and you instantly felt warmer. He brought you over to his couch and sat you down. He sat next to you, leaving a gap in hope to make you feel more comfortable.

"Y/N... tell me what happened. take a few deep breaths." He said calmly and sat looking at you with his big doe eyes. God those eyes, they could kill. You had always found Joel attractive, anyone would be crazy not to. You used to have the biggest crush on him years ago, but it settled the more you grew up. But you'd be lying if you didn't still fantasise about him occasionally.

You told him what had happened at your ex's house, you were stumbling over your words and crying whilst he listened. When you had finished your story you couldn't look at him. you felt so stupid.

He got up and added another log to the fire, hoping to heat you up more. He came back over to you, this time a little closer. He noticed the skin under your eye turning into a bruise. You looked at him with a small pout and his heart melted on the spot.

"i hope i didn't wake Sarah" You said, tears slowing down now.

"Oh don't worry, she's staying at a friends tonight, you have nothing to worry about." He grabbed your hand and pulled you up, "come on, lets get you cleaned up"

He guided you to his upstairs bathroom, "Sit on here" He said as he tapped on the counter. You did as he said and pulled yourself up onto the marble counter top. With the towel still wrapped around you and feet dangling over the edge, you watched Joel rummage through his cabinet. His back was turned to you, you couldn't help but stare. The way he filled out his checked shirt, his fluffy hair, his slowly greying beard. What were you doing? You shouldn't be thinking like this, especially now.

He turned to you and you look away quickly, hoping he didn't catch you gawking. He started pouring some alcohol onto a cotton pad. You looked down, but he placed a hand under your chin and slowly, carefully lifted your head to look at him. His eyes focused on your skin, a slight graze under your eye with blue and purple glowing around it. His calloused hand never left your face, he lifted the cotton pad to your eye, "this might hurt a little" he said, you nodded and he started carefully swiping it.

"Ouch! that hurts" You winced

"shhh it's okay baby, this wont take long" he cooed.

Ugh, that name, and his accent. He's called you many sweet names before, and it doesn't get any easier. It's torture.

Your face scrunched up as he pressed the cotton to your cheek, but your tried to focus on something else. Joel took a deep breath "You know, your dad would always vent to me about how much he hated the fact that you were dating this guy. So at least there is one positive to come out of this" he said chuckling slightly at the end.

You smiled a little "Yeah, he's gonna be relieved when i tell him about the break up. But please... don't tell him about this, i don't even wanna imagine how he would react." you looked at him with big pleading eyes. He put down the piece of cotton and started fixing up another one. He furrowed his brows and replied in a huff, "Okay. i wont tell him" he said in defeat. You smiled slightly "Thank you" You replied.

He started stroking the next cotton pad on the bloody scrape on your knee. You winced and hissed, he kept a calm face, but it bothered him to see you in pain. The innocent little girl he used to baby sit was all grown up now, but he still treated you like a china plate. "I'm sorry" he said almost in a whisper. He made his way down to your shin where you had been hurt the most, a huge graze lay over red a purple skin. He placed his hand on your inner thigh in order to keep you still. Your stomach was littered with butterflies and your breath quickened. You hoped he wouldn't notice. He started wiping the area and your face scrunched as you let out a grunt. You grabbed onto his big shoulder and balled your hand into a fist gripping onto his shirt.

"I know honey i know, almost over now" He said lovingly. He gripped onto your thigh a bit harder to steady you, and a blush rose to your cheeks. But at this point you didn't know if it was his hand placement or the pain. He let go of you and pulled the cotton away, you let out a sigh. He started clearing the counter top and you had time to debrief. "Thank you." You said looking up at him with doe like eyes. He could have sworn he was about to crumble then and there. He knew he was in trouble, thinking like that. Wrong couldn't begin to describe his thoughts and fantasies he'd been having recently. You were his best friends daughter, and not to mention way too young for him.

"Don't worry about it. let me get you some dry clothes and ill make you some tea" he said trying not to make eye contact. He stepped away from you and walked out the door and into his bedroom.

You hopped off the counter and hung up the towel on the back of the door. You caught yourself into into the mirror and grimaced, the bruise under your eye was shining under the light, you felt it throbbing, but decided to try and ignore the pain. you heard rustling from the bedroom, and you made your way over.

"Here i have a shirt and some shorts you can wear." He said as he heard you creep in. "Thank you, really" You said shyly.

"Please don't apologise, you have no need to" He said looking down at you. With that, he left you to get changed.

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You made your way downstairs, his shirt dangling above your knees. You were glad he gave you some socks because the floor was cold laminate under your feet. You walked into the kitchen and saw Joel brewing two cups of tea. "Hey, feeling a little better?" He said turning to you. "Yeah thanks, i feel kind of stupid though" You said as you leaned against the counter.

"Hey, you have nothing to feel stupid about. You didn't do anything wrong." He said as he leaned against the opposite counter. He stared down at you in is shirt, damn, it was getting harder to hide his thoughts. "Here, this will help" He handed you the tea and you took a sip. "Thank you" you said for the hundredth time.

"Come on, lets watch something" He said smiling as he strolled over to the living room. You followed after him, you had spent so much time with Joel in the past, but here in a dark room in his shirt, it feels different.

"Now this is a good one" he picked up a DVD box and showed you. "scream? sure" You said with a small smile. It was fitting, the storm outside, the fire, the film, "And... here we go" he said interrupting your thoughts and throwing a blanket over the two of you.

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Half way through the movie, your feet were placed on Joel's lap. you though he would mind, but he didn't seem to care. Your tea was finished and you were feeling tired. All the adrenaline had worn off now. You could feel your eyes drooping slightly, and you could have sworn you felt something on your leg. you looked down to see Joel's hand on your leg rubbing up and down. Suddenly, you weren't so tired anymore. Your eyes fluttered open and you sat up a bit. He didn't stop though, he smoothed over your skin and you could feel slight wetness in your underwear. This is ridiculous, you thought, he's barely touching you. And just like that, his hand made it's way up to your thigh. Your heart rate increased rapidly.

"You okay?" He said looking over at you.

"Yeah fine, just a little tired" You said sheepishly. You sat up fully and he did the same. He stared into your eyes, and you felt mesmerised.

"Do you want me to walk you home?" He said, trying to be a gentleman and not let his intrusive thoughts take over.

"Actually, i think i locked myself out the house. can i stay here for the night?" He almost let out a breath of relief. Not wanting to lose himself, he just nodded "Sure".

"Thanks" You stared at each other for a minute, breathing to calm yourselves.

"I'm sorry, about what happened to you. I swear, i wish i could kill him. But i want to make sure you're okay first." He said sternly and you let out a small giggle.

"Well you've taken great care of me" You replied. He reached out his hand and tucked a strand of hair behind your ears. Your smile faded and you parted your lips. He was so... beautiful in this light.

He didn't quite know what he was doing. He was just so in the moment with you. "You know, we've known each other for so long, i hate seeing you hurt. it kills me" He says. His hand finds yours and he holds it. Warmth floods your body and he stares into your soul with his big brown orbs. "I wish i could take care of you all of the time. i just feel like i have to protect you" he states as he plays around with your hand.

What was he implying? or are you just reading too much into this? Your thoughts flew out your head when he reached his hand to you thigh. Butterflies roam your stomach once more. You stay silent, not wanting to ruin the moment, but your breath quickens. His hand rubs your thigh slightly and your heart feels like its going to explode out your chest.

"You don't have to protect me, but its nice that you want to" You say quietly with a small smile on your face. He lights up, and he edges closer to you. He smiles a little,

"let me protect you" He says.

Your heart drops and you feel him grow closer and closer. You sit there like a statue, too much in shock to do anything. Is he about to... kiss you?

He leans in and grabs your face with both hands, and pulls you in. You close your eyes and he presses his lips to yours. Fireworks go off in your brain, and his too.

No, this isn't right, we can't do this. You pull away and get up off the sofa at the speed of light. "What are you doing? y-you can't do that. it's wrong" you say pacing in front of him. He leans forward on his knees and puts his head in his hands.

"I'm sorry, i shouldn't have done that. please forgive me" He says mumbling a little. You look at him with furrowed brows.

"I'm sorry, this is all my fault i shouldn't have come"

"No please this is my fault, let me make it up to you" He stands up and comes close to you again. You don't step away, you wanted him to kiss you again so badly. You wanted him to do all sorts of things to you, but you didn't want to complicate things. Maybe, this wouldn't be so bad? Maybe you could kiss him one more time?

He placed a hand on your face, "please forgive me". you put your hand on his, and closed your eyes.

"I just don't want to ruin anything" You said.

"You could never"

And with that you leaned up and kissed him so hard he almost fell back from the force. He grabbed at your waist and pulled you in. You were kissing each other like your lives depended on it, both fulfilling a craving that had been going on for far too long. Your hands made their way to his fluffy curls and pulled slightly earning a rough groan from him, it was like music to your ears. He lifted your legs up and hoisted you onto his waist.

he walked over to the couch, breathily talking in between kissing, "Fuck... i'm in trouble."

He plopped you both down onto the couch, and you straddled him. He leaned his head back as you kissed him deeply, and he grabbed at your thighs and worked his way up your ass. You wined and groaned turning you both on even more.

You pulled away for a moment to undo his shirt buttons. He grabbed your hand and you paused. "Are you sure?" He asked looking up at you.

"Yes"

He lifted you and rolled you over so you were underneath him, he ripped off his shirt and yours followed. You ran your hand up his chest, taking his body in. He was happy to see you bra-less under his shirt. You went back to kissing and he worked your shorts off of your body. Then he paused and looked down at you.

"God, you're so beautiful"

You weren't sure this was even happening, it was all so surreal. He started to undo his belt and un-zipped his pants, he pulled down his trousers ever so slightly, enough to let his cock spring out. Your eyes widened and you audibly gulped, you wondered how you would get that thing inside you. He smirked at your reaction and grabbed your hips. He flipped you around so you were on all fours, and his hand came down on your ass, hard. You let out a yelp, from the pleasure.

"It's okay baby girl, i wont hurt you, i'm gonna make you feel so good" He growled. Your cheeks warmed and a small smile came to your face. You wouldn't care if he hurt you, you'd let him do anything to you.

He pulled his trousers off all the way and ran his finger along your clothed folds. "All of this for me baby? So wet. Lets get you warmed up" He pulled your underwear down and slid them off you, you shivered at his touch. You thought you could cum just from the way he looked at you.

Another light slap came down on your ass and you wobbled slightly. He ran his fingers down your folds once more and you let out a moan. "Please Joel, i need you" You said in a whisper tone.

He listened and pushed one of his fingers inside you. You let out a moan and pleasure took over your body. He pumped back and forth and added a finger as he went. Your head was spinning, this man was your neighbour, your dads best friend. But he's making you feel so good.

He drew his fingers out of you, and pushed your head down onto the couch. Your butt was up in the air and you felt so exposed.

"You look so good baby" His words reassured you, and his hand rubbed your ass and up your back. "You're gonna take this dick so well for me aren't you baby girl?"

"Yes daddy" - You stopped, words caught in your throat. Your eyes widened. You didn't mean to say that it just slipped out. What's he going to think? You thought about how you'd just ruined the whole thing, until,

"That's right baby, say it again." He growled.

You were even more shocked than before, he liked it? You liked it too, a little too much.

"Yes daddy" You said again, making him grunt. He wasted no more time dragging his cock down your pussy and lining it up with your hole. Your breath hitched in your throat, nervous about his size.

"Take some deep breaths baby, don't be nervous." You tried to listen and do what he said, and took some breaths, but it was hard to stay calm. He pushed his member slowly into you, inch by inch. You let out an audible gasp. "Fuck baby, you're so tight" He purred. You took it so well and tried not to move, there was slight pain at first but he moved slowly and the pleasure overcame the pain.

You were both a moaning hot mess, he reached over and grabbed a fistful of your hair, holding your head back which only made you moan more. His other hand dug into your hip, forcing you back with every thrust. He pounded into you hard and fast, he was worried he wouldn't hold out for long.

"You're loosening up baby, that's a good girl"... FUCK, how would you last if he kept talking like that? The sound of him slapping against you was so loud. He was rough with you, pounding into you harshly. His cock filled you up so well, and your legs turned into jelly as he slammed into you. You were screaming out like you never had before. Joel held a proud smirk, making you moan like that was a trophy to him. He let go of your hair and slowly pulled out of you, grabbing both hips and flipping you over onto you back. Before you could move, he grabbed your throat and held you down as he slipped his cock back into you. You were whining again in no time. He pounded into you and you grabbed onto his strong arms for support.

"Fuck Joel, it feels so good." You stated, and his hand tightened on your throat. Hearing his name come out your mouth like that was like hearing his favourite song.

"That's right baby, you're doing so well." He said back. You wrapped your legs around his waist and he came down to your level. He moved his hand up to your jaw and pulled you in for a kiss. His tongue slipped past your lips and swirled around your mouth. "Open wide" He said, pulling away for a split second. You did as he asked, not sure what was coming next. He brought his mouth to yours and spit into it. "Swallow" He stated, You did as you were told, enjoying the dominance of it. His spit slid down your throat and you shivered in pleasure.

He pulled you up and you straddled him, never leaving your pussy. You wrapped your arms around his shoulders and he started lifting you up and down his cock. You helped him a little, moving your body. Your fingers fell into his hair, and his face softened. You pressed you forehead against his and he looked into your eyes, his hands pulled you in closer to his body. His lips made their way to your neck, kissing, sucking, biting creating a mark near your collar bone.

"What would your dad say? if he saw us right now. If he saw me fucking his little girl." You knew it shouldn't, but it got you so close. This was filthy, and he knew it too. But the way it made you moan, he knew it did something to you.

"God, I'm so close daddy, i can't hold it much longer" You said looking at him with watery eyes.

"Good girl, when you feel it, i want you to ask me for permission okay?"

"Yes daddy"

He got into a better position and threw you under him, taking your throat in his hand yet again. He looked into your eyes as he thrusted hard, he was so deep, hitting your G spot every time. Then you saw his hand glide down to your clit, rubbing in circles. Euphoria took over your body and you couldn't hold it anymore.

"Please, can i cum daddy? i can't hold it." You squeaked.

"Just a little longer baby girl, i'm almost there" His words didn't help, they just brought you closer. You could feel that familiar feeling grow in your abdomen. But you held back as long as you could.

"Please daddy... let me cum" He grabbed your throat harder, making you light headed. He thrusted even quicker, not thinking it was possible. You could hear both of you breathing, moaning, whining.

"That's my girl, take it." He said, looking deep into your eyes. "You can cum for me baby girl. Cum all over daddy's cock."

That sent you over the edge, his fingers getting rougher on your clit, you relaxed and let your orgasm rush over you. He quickly placed a hand over your mouth as you screamed. You felt his thrusts get sloppy, and he grunted over and over again. The next thing you felt was hot liquid spirting into you. You both started to slow as your orgasms came to a stop. He removed his hand and placed it under your head, lifting you up to his mouth as he placed a deep kiss your mouth.

Your fingers ran through his hair and he pulled out of you slowly. "Come here baby girl, let's get you cleaned up". God, he did everything so right. He pulled his trousers back on and picked you up, your arms fell around his neck. You stared at his features on your way to the bathroom. He was so beautiful, you wished you could have done this sooner, instead of wasting time with someone else. You were still in complete shock that this was real.

He placed you on the side of the bathtub and wiped you down with tissue and wipes. You were so sensitive, it made you shiver. "Sorry baby" He said, noticing the sensitivity. He grabbed the towel you had used earlier and dried you. Once he was finished, he pick you back up and took you to his bed.

"Here, put these on" He handed you some of his pyjamas, and you threw them on. He got into a a pair himself. "You look so cute in my clothes" He said wit a smile on hi face and drew closer to you.

"You look so cute in your clothes too" You laughed. His smile stayed on his face as he guided you to the bed.

"Lets get some sleep baby girl, we have a busy morning tomorrow" He said, both of you lying down.

"We do?" You asked, confused.

"Yeah, we gotta figure out a way to keep this a secret from your dad" He said with a laugh. You looked at him, smiling.

"I won't tell if you won't" You said, stroking a finger across his beard. He pulled you in, closer than you've ever been. You could smell his cologne, along with his natural scent. It was heaven. You never in a million years thought you would be in Joel Millers bed... cuddling.

"Get some sleep baby girl" He cooed, and you wrapped round his body. He seemed to enjoy it, and pulled you closer. Soon enough, you both drifted to sleep in each others arms

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part 2?

#fanfic #xreader #imagine #pedro pascal #smut #joel miller #the #the last of us #joel tlou

[sl-ut]

so i was reading your casual dominance hcs for college! abby and i thought it was so cute!! i cant find your rules so ignore this if you dont feel comfortable writing it- but you mentioned abby being protective over y/n if they did other drugs and i was wondering if you could write something about that- maybe the reader took something at a party or slipped up/how abby would help the reader thru withdrawal- the concept just stuck out to me cus pf my past and i was thinking “huh i wonder how abby would react to her partner doing drugs” especially because yk her dad is a doctor- but absolutely NO PRESSURE!! this is your blog and i understand if you’re uncomfortable writing stuff like that

love u hun<33

ofc!! i was hoping to expand on this at some point i just wasn't sure when. in regards of my rules, i don't really have any aside from (obviously) show respect to me and others on my blog and that i reserve the right to simply not write something if i am not comfortable with it.

WARNING: THIS BLURB CONTAINS CONTENT THAT MIGHT NOT BE SUITABLE FOR EVERYONE, INCLUDING MENTIONS OF DRUGS, DRUG ADDICTIONS, WITHDRAWLS, RELAPSING, AND BEING DRUGGED. PLEASE DNI IF THIS WILL TRIGGER OR MAKE YOU UNCOMFORTABLE!!!

more college!abby

abby makes it very clear early on in the relationship how she feels about drugs. she obviously does not use any sort of drugs aside from the single drink she allows herself at parties, seeing as she is a varsity athlete and came from a medical family. however, she does understand that y/n may not have the same feelings towards them.

she can understand the interest in the recreational use of weed. it was soothing and generally did not harm the body as drastically as any other drugs did so long as it didn't become something that they were reliant on. to be quite honest, if she hadn't been subjected to regular drug tests by her coach, she would probably partake herself.

she didn't mind when y/n chose to smoke some weed at parties with her friends, and she could honestly say that she enjoyed the nights when she would take a thc gummy before their weekly movie nights; y/n would just sit there and giggle away, and then would eventually become so handsy that abby had to force her to go to bed.

when it came to the hard stuff, though, that's when she got nervous. the thing was, she knew that she couldn't prevent y/n from doing anything, she could only warn her against it. she always would, and if y/n still decided to go ahead with it, she only asked that she let abby know beforehand and be safe. there were things she would take into consideration before she actually stepped in and didn't allow her to do something, such as how much she might have drank already, what kind of drug it was, and who was offering it.

one time, they were at a party and someone offered both of them some molly. of course, everyone knew that abby would decline, the offer was simply a courtesy. when y/n glanced up at her, abby only shrugged and told her that it was her choice, and even pointed out that she had only a few sips of her first drink. y/n agreed, taking the pill and anxiously waiting for the effects to kick in while abby ensured that no one would fuck with her when they finally did. it turns out, molly really is the love drug, because all she could do was slide her hands up and down abby's toned stomach while she scattered sloppy kisses across any exposed flesh she could reach. abby didn't mind it too much, but was definitely on guard for the remainder of the night to ensure that nothing happened to her girl.

the one time that y/n actually got drugged was a different story. she'd been a bit suspicious all night about that one guy that seemed to be lingering around. the campus pub was busy that night, and she hadn't exactly been concerned when y/n seemed a little tipsy; she was hanging out with abby's friends, and some of them weren't exactly welcoming, if you know what i mean (and yes, i will be expanding on this). she had been watching y/n from across the bar as she played darts with nora and mel, vaguely listening to manny's story about his most recent conquest when she noticed the quiver of her knees. she had furrowed her brows, watching closer as she gripped the wall, shaking her head slowly as mel touched her back in concern. abby was on her feet in a second as she watched her tumble to the floor, eyes rolling back in her head as she completely blacked out. she was concerned first and foremost, but anger took a close second; for a moment, it was aimed at y/n when she thought that she had gotten so drunk that she couldn't stand, and then because of how painfully obvious the situation was when nora noted that she hadn't even finished her first drink. after an overnight stay in the er and a very uncomfortable first phone call with y/n's parents, abby decided that she would not be letting y/n out of her sight in that kind of setting again.

if y/n were to have had issues with drugs in the past, i can picture abby having a tough-love approach when it comes to keeping her clean. obviously she understands that the process is not easy, but she makes it clear that she isn't willing to be with someone who cares more about drugs than her or their own life.

in saying that, she isn't going to take off when the going gets tough. if she can sense that y/n is getting stressed out or anxious enough that she might relapse, she'll comfort her in the best way she can. she offers her unconditional love and support from herself and will likely reach out to y/n's friends and family who know about her issue for support as well. she's not going to let her slip away so easily.

if the situation did happen to occur where she relapses, abby is there for her as well. if anything, she would probably feel some guilt for allowing it to happen without noticing the signs, especially knowing that relapsing would probably cause a complete mental breakdown for her. she had been so happy to finally get clean, and now she had to go through it all over again.

the withdrawls were the hardest part. she suffered with fevers, nausea, depression, etc, etc. abby did her best to help her through it, but would probably fold under the pressure of doing it alone and end up taking y/n back to her hometown. she would stay with her and her family for a bit, doing as much of her work online as possible, but the simple fact that she now had the help of y/n's family to help her cope was exponentially better than before. now all she could hope for was a smooth recovery, and for it to never happen again.

#abby tlou #abby anderson imagine #abby anderson x you #abby anderson #abby anderson x reader #lesbian #college!abby anderson x reader #college!abby anderson #xreader #imagine #fanfiction

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Joel Miller x FEM! Reader Fic RECS (will probably update as time goes on)

TUMBLR

Something to Fight For by @auteurdelabre 

Yearling by @justagalwhowrites

Breakout (Boxer! Joel x Fem Reader) by @the-ginger-hedge-witch

Five Days by @morallyinept

AO3

Jungle’s Law by Cinnamonacid

Love Thy Neighbor by Cinnamonacid

#joel miller x reader #joel miller #tlou #the last of us #xreader #x reader #joel miller x fem reader #fic recs #fanfic rec #fic recs anyone? #pedro pascal character

[saintgoths]

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POSSESSIVE!JOEL X SIREN!READER - AQUAMARINE.

[PART THREE TO THE SIREN AND THE LORELEI].

WORD COUNT - 4,223.

RATING 18+ [breast sucking, riding and heavy angst].

SUMMARY - watching someone fall out of love for you when they find out what you actually are.

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It had been at least three months since you had moved into Jackson, and there had been multiple times Joel had suggested for you to move in with him now that you two were together, but all times he had offered you to live with him, you had denied it.

It was known that you two were together, Joel was always found around you, if he wasn’t in patrol, or in his studio, or playing the guitar or with Ellie, he had followed you like a lost puppy. Joel wasn’t frustrated that you had denied his offer numerous of times, but he had wondered why you were so against it.

Though, there had been moments when you would stay over his home, and cook for him and Ellie, they had appreciated your chef skills, still, there would be times when you’d leave Jackson for almost a week without telling them anything, but you’d come back with all sorts of fishes for people to eat or have for pets. Thus, your random disappearances would be forgiven when you’d return with extra food that’ll last Jackson months.

Currently, Joel had been waiting for you downstairs, you had been staying with him for almost two weeks and almost for those two weeks you hadn’t disappeared, but you just had to break the record of you not randomly vanishing and left again.  

Whenever you left, you had always told Maria or Tommy that you were going to fish, you never informed Joel and Ellie, and they had felt uncomfortable by being left in the dark. Every time you’d leave, Joel would wait for you upstairs in his bedroom, howbeit, this Saturday night, you had rebounded to his home and entered in, you had assumed that Joel would be in his room, yet, you were wrong.

His appearance had surprised you but you had remained calm, you had peeled your jacket off your skin, as you had assumed Joel was on task to question you, and you stood correct. “Where do you go?” Joel had asked, and you were smart enough to know he was talking about where you go to fish but you had decided to answer it differently.

“I go fishing,” you lightly replied, you had dragged your coat to one of the hooks near the door and you had felt his eyes track your every move.

“You know that’s not what I asked,” Joel muttered, he had seemed tired but he was nervous and worried when you were gone, he couldn’t let it go. “Why do you never tell me when you’re about to leave?” He desperately questioned, in truth, he was anxious about her leaving one night and never coming back.

“Do I have to?” You had acknowledged with another inquiry; your lips had stretched against your face as you readied yourself to joke about the situation. “Are you turning into a helicopter boyfriend?” You annoyingly teased, while dating Joel you had realised that the man was very possessive and protective, and thanks to the under-water ability of yours, it was stronger than normal.

Joel remained quiet, but his eyes had told you that he’d rather have you tell him than erratically disappearing. “How comes you never ask me to come along? Where do you even get the tools to fish?”

You had but smiled to his inquiry and kissed him on the cheek, “I’ve always had them I just stash them in my home.”

Unsatisfied by your answer, he had looked down to his fingers, he couldn’t force you to answer him but the lack of information had made him insecure, what if you were visiting someone during your trips? Making love to them? Finding them better than him?

“Get ready for bed, I’m going to take a shower,” you gently directed, without another word, Joel had returned to his bedroom, silently gruff and crabbed due to your constant leaving him in the opaque room of secrets.

You had quickly taken a cold shower to wash of your tense muscle and fishy smell thanks to the sea-animals you catch. After you had showered, you had slipped on a short night dress you had bought from one of the attire makers in the town, it was aquamarine blue and it had complimented your skin well.

You had returned to Joel, a big and flirtatious smile stamped all over your face while Joel’s face lightened up from the sulky attitude to the aroused circumstance. You had walked through the door frame and crawled on top of the bed and hiked his lap, he was shirtless, his chest slightly hairy, but just the way you like it, you had gently brushed your fingers against his chest ere you had gingerly pressed your lips against his. While his hands had found way underneath your night gown and to your buttocks, he had felt that you had worn no underwear; moved, he had helped you pull off your night gown and immediately catered to your breast.

He sucked, and flicked his tongue against your nipple, his soft skills had motivated you to moan in desperation of him inside you, you had gracelessly pulled down his lower clothing, your chin had rested against the top of his short strands of hair, in the time you had moved yourself against him, his cock had easily found way inside you, the girth of his length appetising while the both of you had released relieved moans, the coating of your warmth and the size of his shaft in coincide.

In sync you had both rolled your hips together, the length of your arms had surrounded his shoulders during the time that his large hands had guided you to bounce against him, his hands were groped into your buttocks as he was lost into the erotic lust you had swiftly given to him. During the time he had aided the pleasure and bucked his hips upwards he had easily forgotten the upset and confused state he was previously in.

You had moaned his name an abundant of times while your back had slowly leaned towards the rear, your hips without mind convulsed forwards as you tried to catch and relief your orgasm, your mind capricious and lewd as you had felt your eyes spiral backwards and your climax reach its peak, but hungry for his apex, Joel had hugged your body closer to his as he fleshly screwed your cunt. Eager to cum, he had aggressively stroked his cock in your pussy ere releasing his load deep down your cunt.

Tired, he hauled his cock out of you and helped you lay down beside him. With his muscled arm beneath your head, he took in a deep breath and released airy chuckle. “I’m growing old,” he dryly joked, you had known that he was sometimes insecure about his age but you hadn’t cared about it, comfortable you had snuggled against him with a huge smile on your face.

You two didn’t have much of an age difference, but you had looked young and had been mistaken for an age way younger than your actual age numerous of times. “It’s okay Joel, you still fuck good,” you joked and he had pressed his lips against your forehead.

“Get to sleep.”

“Where were you?”

You’d have to be stupid to assume Ellie wouldn’t have been just as curious as Joel about your previous whereabouts, Ellie was in your life as much as Joel was and Ellie was curious about the world. Curious about everyone around her and could get quite clingy.

“I went fishing, it takes long for me to get the fishes, but I always get the job done,” the two of you had walked down Jackson, you thought hanging around Ellie was the least thing you could do since you consistently disappear without a word.

“I wanna go fishing with you,” Ellie whined while she had tagged along and followed you down the town path like the annoying kid she is, well, the annoying kid you seemed to dearly care for.

She had a father-daughter dynamic with Joel, and with you in Ellie’s life, well, Ellie hadn’t really perceived you as a “maternal” figure, but there was slightly mother and daughter bond the two of you had shared, she spoke to you about things she wouldn’t speak with Joel because she found it awkward to speak to him about it, even though he has been open to speaking about numerous things with her. “Maybe,” you easily shrugged, your hasty reaction had brought a pout on her face but Ellie had quickly moved on from the situation and began speaking about a movie she had wanted to watch because Cat continuously spoke about it.

“Pirates of the Caribbean of Stranger Tides,” Ellie drawled out, she had pressed her index finger against her chin with a curious look on her face, she had seemed totally interested in the movie even if it wasn’t the type of movie she’d watch.

“Really? Pirates of the Caribbean? I didn’t expect that to be the type of movie you’d watch,” you commented, you hadn’t really watched much of those movies but you knew it didn’t necessarily include the things Ellie liked, Ellie liked superhero moves, like Marvel or DC, or the weird corny movies Joel likes.

“Yeah, I know but I just wanna try something new, maybe I’ll like it,” she shrugged, her cheeks had then blazed with redness as you had jokingly nudged her and teased Ellie about her care for Cat. “What’s the movie about anyways?”

“It’s a movie about the discovery of mermaids…or sirens, whatever and true love,” embarrassed, Ellie’s voice had quickly trailed off, her green eyes had avoided the stare of yours and you couldn’t help but place your hand on her shoulder and bring her in.

Your smile was big, you had liked the idea Ellie had someone to distract her from her sadness and loneliness she’d often talk about when she was with you. “That’s definitely not the type of movie you’d watch.”

You had ignored the big pang you had grasped in your chest when she had mentioned the discovery of sirens. It wasn’t like Ellie and Joel were going to make any connections of the discovery sirens to you; as Ellie had comically pushed you away from her, Joel had swiftly made his way towards the both of you, he had seemed happier compared to yesterday and you had hoped the sex you two shared yesterday was the reason.

The moment he arrived to his destination, he had kissed your cheek as a symbol of hello and you had giddily scrunched your nose in response while Ellie had humorously gagged in the background. Before Joel could say anything, you were approached by one of the townswomen, Bella, she was a daughter of one of the butchers in Jackson and was deeply appreciative that you had added fishes to the cuisine.

“[Y/N]!” She brightly called out, Bella was a beautiful woman, she had a similar hair colour to Ellie’s but hers was quite darker and a pair of brown eyes, she had this signature red lipstick she was known for along with her wide smile, “your fishing is incredible, I’m so curious on how you gather so much of a variety.”

You had gleamed, your smile awkward but with your enchanting aura, it had covered the uncomfortable state you were in. “You should start doing group fishing, it’ll be safer,” Bella kindly commented, she had seemed like she had wanted the best for you, and the last thing Jackson needed was their best fisher getting hurt and attacked by Infected.

Joel had chuckled as he placed his arm against your shoulder, “she’s quite the lone-wolf when it comes to fishing.”

“I wanna learn how to fish,” Ellie pleaded, her voice was high and desperate, and it had hurt to avoid her case. It’s not like you would turn into half fish when your skin touched the water, you in truth knew how to control it. On the other hand, what had made it troubling to bring Ellie or any other people to accompany you was the technique you used to get the fishes.

“It’s impressive because you were able to catch deep sea fishes like the Alfonsino and Mirror Dory,” Bella frantically explained, tensely impressed by your experience and ability. “How were you able to catch them?” All at once, you had felt the entire world drop onto your shoulders, mutually, Ellie and Joel had looked at you, along with Bella, they had expected an answer. You had grown to be annoyed of Bella’s presence, but it wasn’t like she knew what you were and had wanted to expose you, this was just a person who was directly curious to how you were able to catch these deep-sea creatures.

You had gracelessly smiled; your body was arthritic as you had attempted to think of an answer. “I was lucky.”

“Jolly Sailor Bold,” Ellie expressly repeated as she had stuck her eyes onto the screen that had loudly played the movie Cat had given to her. Ellie had sat between you and Joel and had selfishly held the bowl of popcorn to herself, you weren’t really a fan of popcorn so you didn’t really care she had munched most of it, howbeit, the one who was chiefly annoyed was Joel who had a hard time sticking his hand into the bowl.

Apart from the popcorn, Ellie had continuously commented about the Sirens who surrounded the boat the pirates were in, spoke about how they were pretty but scary at the same time. “The Sirens remind me of you, [Y/N], especially the singing, but yours is nicer.”

“She definitely sings like one, don’t she?” Joel smiled while he had glanced at you and observed the awkward smile that had stretched against your face, you did not know how much more you had to awkwardly smile, but if it helped you to keep hiding your identity, you would smile even more.

You had forced yourself to giggle, with your arms crossed you looked back at Joel with a knowing look. “Are you trying to imply if I’m a mermaid?”

“Siren,” Ellie teasingly corrected.

As you pushed yourself to laugh, you carefully shook your head. “No, I’m not a Siren,” you cautiously reassured ere you returned your sight to the screen, you had felt Joel’s long gaze leave you a couple seconds later, he seemed unsatisfied, as if he had wanted you to say something else, disclose yourself and explain your inhuman characteristics, but there was no way Joel discerned that you were a Siren, he couldn’t have known.

It had been a month, and once again you had left Jackson without telling Joel or Ellie, it had been three days since you had disappeared and Joel had taken the initiative to follow you himself. Perhaps his eagerness would’ve been less ardent if the weather wasn’t as stormy as it was today. The weather was terrible with all the rain, thunder and lightning, before he left Jackson, he had Tommy attempt to calm him and have him stay until the weather had calmed down, even if Tommy was just as worried as Joel, riding out in this storm wasn’t the best idea, but he had to remember that whenever Joel made up his mind, it was hard to change it.

It had taken him hours for him to arrive to where you were, it was the singing that had caused him to stand correct that he finally made it to the correct fishing area, he was confused, not muddled because of the singing, mainly because of the amount of variety of fishes that had quickly swam towards the melody.

He had seen you catch them with a net and dive for more, without any equipment to provide you with aid, you had done it naturally, nevertheless, that was not even the ultimate surprising problem, what took Joel into a state of numbness was the long black tail that had seemed to be connected to the lower side of your waist, it was black with blue shades, beautiful but scary. Though, no matter how stunning your tail was, it had scared him and it took a lot for Joel to be scared.

Joel had gotten off his horse then tied his horse, Old Beardy away before he had dragged himself to follow you; you had sensed that there was someone else with you which had commenced you to swim behind a large body of rocks and change yourself back to your human form. You had hastily put on some of your clothes that had included a black bikini underwear and a short-sleeved top that coloured matched your lower clothing.

Shoeless, you had moved your feet against the sand to view who must’ve been in your area. “Joel?” You quickly breathed, surprised, your arms were crossed against your stomach, you had felt your heart attempt to jump out of your chest, “What are you doing here?” You briskly questioned, your eyebrows were furrowed and skin and clothes damp from the continuous fall of rain, but you hadn’t cared, Joel was here.

He was silent, his mind muddled during the time he tried to piece everything together, you had moved yourself closer to him but he had skimpily moved away from you. “Why were you following me?” You curiously asked, you had been fishing and coming back to Jackson with no injury long enough for anyone to not be worried, but once again, this was Joel, he was protective and would do anything to know that his loved ones were safe.

“The storm,” he barely replied, “I was worried so I came to look for you.” Not too long after his response, thunder had cried out with a breath of lightning not too far, the both of you had barely flinched, the strain between the two of you was far too forceful for it to be distracted by anything else.

“No storm isn’t going to stop me from getting more fish,” you dryly joked.

“I can see that,” he stiffly replied.

You had forced yourself to smile to his bare response. “It was romantic of you to come after me,” you comically said, “we should go back home,” you then gently instructed, optimistic to go back home with your lover, you took another step towards him but he took a step back, this step larger than the last one. You had furrowed your eyebrows; you were in hopes he hadn’t seen anything but today was an unlucky day for you.

“What are you?”

As a consequence, there was the question you had dreaded to hear from him. You had then hugged your body, in a faux confused state, you had blinked a numerous number of times and stiffly laughed. “What do you mean?”

He had blankly stared at you and had wondered how many times have you lied to him and acted dumb to questions he asked before. “There’s a lot of things about you that doesn’t make any sense, one of it you having a tail.”

You laughed at him as your arms weakly dropped to your sides. “I don’t have a tail. Maybe you’ve caught the fever that’s going around Jackson, maybe that mermaid movie influenced your mind too.”

“This isn’t the time to be joking,” Joel rudely replied.

You had easily shrugged, evasive to his questions, “help me carry the fish back to Jackson,” you had then turned your back towards him and began to make your way to your net.

“Don’t avoid this,” he called out as he followed you to where you had stored the fish. “It all makes sense, your strangeness, you leaving without telling me or even Ellie. My unnatural feelings for you, and you have these habits that are inhuman.” You weakly scoffed at his listing, this was one of the last ways you had wanted yourself to be exposed, it was undesirable, but of course Joel was the man who always wanted to know everything. “With the way people easily get mesmerised by you to the point it can get dangerous.”

“Maybe I’m just that beautiful,” you humorously replied, you had turned to look at Joel who displayed a tired and deadpan look in response. “Come on, in this weather you can get sick.”

Desperate and hopeless to prove a point, Joel clenched his fists, he hadn’t moved his feet but watched you attempt to leave but once you noticed he wouldn’t move until he got something out of you, you had rebounded to face him. “There’s just something unnatural about you.”

“Maybe it’s because you don’t trust me,”

Now, it was your turn to be tired, you had been fishing the entire day with no rest, whenever it was stormy, it was easier for you to get fish, but that had meant more work to do. “How can we have this relationship if you don’t trust me, Joel?”

“It’s because you don’t trust me!”

Exhausted and angry, Joel dropped his shoulders, irritated that she had always found humour in everything, or whenever he’d make a good point, she would always make him the problem. His voice was loud, and had mirrored the boisterous thunder that paraded in the sky, his loud response had shocked you into silence, you had finally realised how serious he was, he wasn’t just a curious partner who had wanted to know the secrets of his girlfriend. Your blinds were lifted and you were confronted with the paranoid and suspicious partner who had thought that his partner might’ve been cheating on him.

“You never tell me anything, when you’re leaving to fish, or the random moments you leave and return to your home without saying anything to me. I can tell when someone’s hiding something from me,” he sighed without hope, he had thought maybe it wasn’t the best idea to chase you in this weather, he could feel himself get ill, but there was you, you had barely worn anything and it seemed like the weather hadn’t impacted you at all.

You had remained calm even if you had wanted to bawl your eyes out and you weren’t going to cry because he was angry at you, but it was because what you were about to do now, would change the way he would feel about you for the best or for the worst.

Furthermore, you had changed, without your tail, but you had slowly revealed your inhuman state, your skin had faded into a lighter shade and your pupils had clenched into slits, gills in your cheeks had ripped open and your hands became webbed, your teeth were sharp and your hair had dropped into a longer length. You were beautiful but you were not human.

“Christ!” Joel called out, frightened he had taken a step back, he did not want to see this, see this beast that had been his lover. She had tried to speak and reach out to him, but he had hastily and harshly waved his hands forward, signalled that he had wanted her away from him. His heart was beating fast as he tried all quiet methods to calm himself down. “So, that’s how you were able to catch the fish?”

He had felt crazy, he had felt himself spinning into a turmoil of insanity and he wanted it to all go away, but it couldn’t, someone he used to make love to, the woman he had thought to be his forever partner, was an ungodly creature, one that he couldn’t understand and one he couldn’t bring himself to face. His eyes had avoided you and it hurt you. “You bewitched me,” he stuttered, and the moment he had brought himself to face you, his eyes snapped open in rage, “you spelled me!”

You had hopelessly taken a step closer to him, sadly content that he hadn’t moved away from you, but that was the least of your problems. “No, it was true love! It was all real! Everything I feel for you is true and what you feel for me is true as well!”

“No,” he shook his head, he had pointed his finger towards you, with a look of disgust, this Joel that had stood in front of you, had felt so unfamiliar, but you had to imagine what he must’ve felt. “I want you away from me.”

“We need to get back to Jackson.”

There it was again, pretending like nothing happened, it had caused him to glare at you, annoyed from your avoidant behaviour, he had moved away from you. “I need to get back to Jackson,” he bluntly corrected.

“Do you want me to leave Jackson?” You inquired, hopeful that he’d want you to stay.

Yet, he was silent, but not for long, he had eventually rebounded his gaze towards you, his look no longer the warm and kind gaze he’d usually have for you, this time, he had looked betrayed but bitter. “Do whatever you want just never be in my presence,” he dryly replied ere he unwrapped Old Beardy from where the horse was previously roped to and left you alone in the beach to dismally drown in your own pity.

songs that fit this song ⬎

⟶ two lanes - november.

⟶ nelly furtado ft timbaland - say it right.

what do you think of this chapter? before i was actually planning to make them watch the movie aquamarine hence the title lol

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[darkened-writer]

Hey folks! I am now going to be taking requests for The Last of Us!! Since the show has come out, I thought I'd be high time I start writing for it. I will write specifically for Joel or Tommy, but I am open to write for Tess or any other adult character.

#xreader #fanfiction #the last of us hbo #the last of us #tlou #tlou hbo #tlou x reader #joel miller #joelmiller #joel miller x reader #tommy miller #tommy miller x reader #x reader requests #requests open #im so excited

[theydjarin]

Filtering dbf has immediately made the Pedro pascal tag a better place to be

#I realized today the thing that’s frustrating about the PXRCU (pedro x reader cinematic universe) is that they tag Everything with the actor #like when I write fanfiction for mandalorian. or tlou or SWOL… it’s the characters so why would I tag it with pedro #but a lot of xreaders don’t see the characters as separate from the actor #like on its own…. there’s nothing wrong with xreader content. it’s just another form of fanworks. it’s fine #but in practice there’s a strong lack of boundaries both within and outside of fandom that’s frustrating

[innocent-cat]

Hello! This is a new tumblr account and I enjoy writing. Please request me, but be patient and nice with requests. do not do anything too specific please.

What I know/Things i can write about:

Overwatch1/2, The legends of Vox Machina, The last of us, Hunter X Hunter, The owl house, MHA, and other things im probably forgetting. Please keep in mind some of these fandoms I haven't interacted with in a while. Please request some writings! (Constructive Criticism is highly appreciated<3)

All relationships with minors will be platonic.

Ellie in TLOU2 can be romantic.

#xreader #the legends of vox machina #percy de rolo #pike trickfoot #scanlan shorthalt #vex'ahlia #vax'ildan #keyleth of the air ashari #keyleth #grog strongjaw #pokemon x reader #hunter x hunter #killua zoldyck #kurapika #platonic #romantic #overwatch cassidy #ashe #genji #mercy ow #DSMP #DSMP x reader #Hermitcraft #hermitcraft x reader #TLOU #joel x reader #ellie the last of us #tlou joel #headcannons

[vampiremotif]

no matter what you can count on x reader fics taking over every tag

#at least they’re consistent! #was trying to find tlou gifsets but its just xreaders #everyone tryna to fuck that ol man

[mirapril]

You and Ellie going out hunting for food after Joel got stabbed

The whole time you’re just whispering to each other to be quiet cuz you’ll scare away the animals

You end up playing around for a bit and throwing snowballs at each other

After being out for a while the snow started to pick up so you both decide to leave

Ellie was occupied thinking about other things so you decide to steer the horse back to the house you left Joel in

Ellie ended up wrapping her arms around you from behind and rested her head on your shoulder while you cruised along

You get back to the house and tie up the horse while Ellie headed inside

You soon join her and you both end up snuggling together in the corner and taking shifts where one sleeps and the other watches over Joel

Soon you’re both asleep in each other’s arms

#first post #kinda trash at writing #tlou xreader #ellie williams #gn reader #fluff #drabble #novice writer #ellie the last of us #ellie x reader #x reader #tlou #x gn reader

[melodysbooksstuff]

next door pt. 2

pairing: joel miller x f!reader

summary: it's been a few weeks since you and joel spent your first night together. Things have only progressed and you couldn't be happier.

warnings: 18+, smut, unprotected sex, swearing, daddy kink, age gap, begging, Joel's filthy mouth, oral, anal, teasing, edging, angst, cream pie, dom!Joel

A/N: Thanks to those who requested a part 2! This is pure filth, so enjoy! xoxo

part 1: https://www.tumblr.com/melodysbooksstuff/735237880240308224/next-door?source=share

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It had been a few weeks since your first night with Joel. Since then it had been, crazy, to say the least. It was like you couldn't breathe without each other. Like you were life saving drugs to each other. You had never felt this feeling before, this feeling of pure lust, needing to be with someone so badly. You had a thought the other day, something that you hoped wouldn't happen. You thought... maybe you were... falling in love.

God, no. This couldn't happen, you didn't want to ruin anything, it was all so perfect. Over the past few weeks, Joel had you bended over the sink, in the shower, kitchen table, couch, bed post, even on the garden swing. But, if it was just fucking, then why did he take such good care of you after? The way he cupped your face and kissed you so deeply, and cleaned you up making sure you were comfortable. Maybe he didn't feel so different to you.

You were pulled from your thoughts hearing someone call out to you, "Y/N? Are you listening?" your dad asked over the table.

"Yeah sorry" you replied, and he continued talking. saying something about taking another work trip. Your dad had hosted a BBQ at your house, your whole family was invited, and of course Joel and Sarah. You had trouble paying attention whilst your head spiralled about your new found relationship.

"Well i think it's a great idea, plus you'd get to see some amazing sights" Your auntie chimed in. You nodded in agreement still not really listening.

Food spread out on the table but you barely touched it. Just sticking to your flat lemonade. Joel could tell something was off with you, sitting across from you, glancing over every ew seconds to see you day dreaming.

You look up and saw him staring at you, Your breath hitched in your throat and you grabbed your drink off the table and tried to look away. You hated the effect he had on you. Your hand shook as you brought your glass to your lips. Trying to take a sip, the edge missed your mouth and you spilled cold lemonade all down your sundress.

"Ugh damn it" You said.

"You okay honey?" Your dad looked over at you in concern.

"Yeah fine, i'm just gonna go clean up" You stated in a bit of annoyance and got up from the table. You made your way into the kitchen and over to the sink. You grabbed a cloth and started wiping at the stain.

"Here, let me help" a familiar voice came from behind you. Joel slowly walked over to you and took the cloth out of your hand. You kept your eyes down, not wanting to look directly in his eyes.

"Is everything okay? You seem off today, day dreaming a lot" He asked in a low voice

"Yeah i'm fine, just thinking"

"About what?"

You let out a small giggle and a scoff, "Nothing. It's nothing". You wanted to talk to him about it, but you knew it was too soon and you had no idea what he would say. He started wiping at your dress letting the water rid of the lemonade.

"Okay, don't tell me. But when you're ready, i'll be here to listen." His calming words was followed by his strong hand gliding down one of your pigtails. "You look so pretty baby" He said, lifting your head to look at him. Your heart rate raced again, and legs turned to jelly. You wanted so badly to grab him and kiss him until you both couldn't breathe. You hated this.

His cologne entered your nose, and it brought back so many memories you'd built up over the past few weeks. But you knew what this was, just a fling.

Your dad interrupted your moment by crashing into the kitchen with plates and dishes. "A little help buddy?" He aimed towards Joel with a little laugh. You stepped away from Joel slowly so your dad wouldn't be suspicious of anything.

"Sure thing" Joel replied and went off to help your dad as you slipped back outside.

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Your dad and Joel had lit a small fire out back and everyone gathered round talking. You were deep in conversation with Sarah when a hand came down on your shoulder.

"Your dad told me your dresser is broken, want me to take a look?" Joel said looking down at you innocently. He never looked at you like that when you were alone. He looked at you like you were the most precious thing in the world when no one was around.

"Yeah let me show you" You said confidently and told Sarah you'd catch up later. You looked back at everyone when walking into the house, no one seemed to think anything of you two leaving alone. Thank god.

You guided Joel to your bedroom. He'd never been in there before and you got a sudden nervousness wash over you. You pushed open the door, fairy lights were the only thing lighting up the room, a big space with all the things you had collected over the years.

You walked over to your dresser, "It's just one of the legs, i think its loose." You see Joel stroll over to you, rolling up his shirt sleeves. Damn those arms.

"On your knees" He growls. This is when you realised he wasn't here for the dresser. You grew a smile on your face and did as you were told, kneeling in front of him. He slowly undid his belt and popped his jeans open. You could feel your mouth salivating and your underwear grow wet already.

He pulled down his trousers to reveal his already rock hard cock. Grabbing your jaw with one hand and his member with the other, he lined up with your mouth. You knew what you had to do, you didn't need to be told, but you loved it when Joel would talk to you. It made you physically weak in the knees.

"Open wide for me" He said lowly. You open your mouth, wide, but it still wasn't enough for his size. He didn't seem to care, he would just force his way in. He pushed his cock straight down your throat and tears welled in your eyes. He always loved the way you looked up at him while he used your mouth.

He thrusted back and forth making you gag on his cock. You holloed out your cheeks as much as you could, trying to get some suction knowing how good it would feel. Saliva and tears mixed as he held your head straight. Your hands came up to his forearms, hoping he would let you breathe any second now. But he carried on, going balls deep into your throat.

"That's my girl, you're doing so well. Gagging on daddy's cock like a good little slut." He moaned and grunted, watching tears fall town your face. You kept eye contact with him, knowing how much he liked it. He was looking at you with a slight frown, biting his lip a little. You dug your nails into his skin a little, feeling his cock hit the back of your throat so harshly. He wiped one of your tears away with his thumb but another followed. You didn't know how long you could hold out on such little air, but he didn't care. He just kept slamming into your face at full force until he was satisfied.

He pulled out quickly and you gasped for air, kneeling over a little. But you didn't have long to take a break before he grabbed under your arms and lifted you up.

He pushed you onto the bed and got in between your legs in no time. His fingers found your underwear and slid them off, getting them out of the way. Your body writhed under him, excited for him to take you.

"Look at you, getting all breathless for me. I'm gonna take my time with you little one." He said teasing you as his finger ran in between your folds.

"Please Joel, i need you so badly." You said putting your hands on the back of his head and gripping his hair and pulling slightly.

"Don't worry baby girl, you'll get what you want, but i want to make your squirm first"

Fuck, he made you so weak. You hated it and loved it at the same time.

He inserted two fingers into you, making you whine slightly. "You're so wet baby girl, this all for me?" He asked and you nodded.

He pumped back and forth watching your head fall back and your mouth gape open. With his free hand, he pulled your wrists over your head and held you down. Your back arched, begging for more. To which, he retracted his fingers and you groaned.

Joel grabbed your hips and flipped you over onto all fours, pushing your head down slightly. He lined up his cock to your hole and waited there for a while.

"Beg princess, beg for daddy's cock. Tell me what you want" He growled in your ear.

"Please daddy, i need you so badly. I want you to fuck me so hard. Please..." Your begs were pathetic, whiny and breathy. But he took it and slid his cock into you, stretching you so wide.

"Fuck, it's so big." You moaned as he pushed deeper into you. He wasted no time pulling it nearly out, and pounding back into you. His hands came to your hips and he pulled them back onto his cock as he thrusted, making his thrust more powerful.

You were a moaning hot mess, and you couldn't help it.

"Shhhh baby girl, don't want your dad hearing you get fucked like a slut in her bed." His words echoed through your brain and you tried to quiet down, closing your mouth, "Gooooood girl, that's it. Take daddy's cock for me."

He gripped onto your pigtails and lifted your head. You were met with the mirror on your wardrobe, watching Joel fuck you from behind with no mercy. Your mascara was streaming down your face and your lip gloss was smeared off your lips. "Look at me baby" Joel growled from behind you. Your eyes met his in the mirror, he still looked as handsome as when he arrived.

You heard your family laughing from the garden, glad they didn't have a clue about what you were doing up here.

Joel slammed into you, pleasuring you with every thrust. "Fuck daddy, it feels so good" You manage to say, breathily.

"That's right baby." He says back, and travels one of his hand to your ass. A slap came down onto one of your cheeks, earning a yelp from you. He then leaned over and forced a finger in you mouth, taking you by surprise, but you sucked on it none the less. He took it out and travelled it back your ass. Your heart rate increased again. He placed his finger by your ass hole and pushed it slowly into the tight muscle. Your eyes rolled back from the pleasure and you tried not to moan louder.

He pumped his finger at the same pace as his hips, you felt overloaded with pleasure.

"I'm gonna own all your holes baby, they're all mine." He said, his voice getting hoarse. And with that, he pulled his finger out of you and slipped out of your pussy.

"Just breathe slowly, relax" He said, you followed, pacing your breath. He placed his cock by your ass hole and pushed in so slowly, making a noise you hadn't heard from him before. You gasped and he shushed you quickly, starting to thrust.

"Fuck, you're stretching me so wide daddy." You say in a moaning mess. You thought you were going to cum, you didn't know that was possible. Pleasure washed over you, wave after wave. His thrusts got quicker and harder. He grunted, feeling your tight tissue suck his cock so nicely.

"Fuck baby. You feel so good, so tight" He moaned.

He let go of your hair and you dropped your head. You were enjoying this new feeling, it also made you very happy to look in the mirror and see Joel smirking. Sweat lined his forehead and his mouth was agape slightly. He looked so godly, and made you feel so good.

"How's that baby?" He asked, ripping you from your thoughts.

"Fuck, it feels so good. You're so big" You said truthfully.

"That's right baby, your daddy making you feel so good" He grunted.

He pulled back out of you again, flipping you onto your back with force. You could barely keep up with his pace, he was so quick with everything, you just let him do what he wanted.

"You're such a good girl, baby. Taking daddy's cock in all you your holes. You deserve to cum, hard" He said, looking down at your sweet, sweaty frame. You let out a sigh and smiled a little, You were already shaking from the pleasure so you were nervous about how it would feel when you came.

"Yes daddy, please make me cum." You pleaded, giving him doe eyes and breathing heavily.

"i'll make you cum baby girl, you just relax" He stated, a little breathless.

He shoved his cock back inside you making you let out a loud moan. His hand came to cover your mouth quickly, hoping no one heard. He thrusted in and out of you making you feel every inch of him.

The only time he uncovered your mouth was to force your jaw open and spit into it, adding a "Swallow" along with his actions. His spare hand came down to rub on your clit, making you writhe under him.

He could tell you were close by the way your body became more tense. He was close too, and he wondered where he wanted to cum in you this time. He withdrew his hand from your mouth to move your legs up by your shoulders, making him go even deeper. Welcome tears fell from your eyes, and all thoughts left your body as you got fucked into oblivion. You could feel that familiar feeling start to grow in you lower stomach.

"You wanna cum baby girl?" Joel asked as he grabbed your throat.

"Yes Mr. Miller, please let me cum for you" You managed to get out in between heavy breaths.

You waited for Joel to say the words, which didn't take long.

"Okay baby, you can cum. Cum all over daddy's cock like a good little slut." He finally said, choking you and rubbing your clit roughly with his godly hands.

And just like that, your whole body went into spasm as you came like you never had before. Your eyes squeezed shut and your hands grabbed his forearm, digging your nails into his skin. Joel made sure to hold your throat tightly so you wouldn't scream too loudly. Your body shook and came undone as Joel rammed into you. You could hear him groan, feeling you tighten around him.

Euphoria washed over you and your eyes went fuzzy. He really knew how to make you feel good. Your breath became slower and your grip started to loosen. Joel felt you go limp, knowing you were finished, he focused on himself. You let him continue to pound into you, watching him clench his jaw and shut his eyes.

"You want daddy's cum?" He asked. You nodded quickly and harshly.

"Yes daddy, please. I want your cum in me so badly." You ,moaned with every thrust.

He got quicker and quicker, until he went tense and dropped his head back. You watched his arms define as he came, making you stare. Fuck he was so hot.

"Fuck Y/N!" He moaned out, before his thrusts got sloppy and tired. You felt his member twitch inside you, followed by hot liquid dripping out of you. He said your name with such grace. You wished he'd say it over and over again.

He pulled out of you, staring the mess he'd created. Hair a mess, make up down your face, cum dripping from your glistening hole. He looked proud of himself.

He softly pulled you up and started wiping you with a towel, stroking your skin as he did so. He was always so gentle with you after he destroyed you. He discarded the towel and walked over to your desk, picking up a make up wipe.

He held your chin in his hand as he wiped away your black tears. You looked into his eyes, they sparkled in the light making your heart jump.

"Joel... you're so pretty" You said, in the moment.

He chuckled, pulling your dress back over your thighs, "Thank you." He took a deep breath and pulled your face close to his, pressing a light kiss against your lips. You wanted it to last longer than it did.

He had finished cleaning you up and started to pull his trousers back on. You stood and checked yourself in the mirror, smoothing your hair out a bit.

"You okay?" Joel asked from behind you.

"Yeah... all good." You smiled at him.

He came up behind you and turned you to face him. "Tell me, what's been on your mind" He pried.

You couldn't hold back anymore, you wanted him.. All of him. You stretched you arms around his neck and pulled him into you, kissing him so deeply, with the most passion you could give. He Wrapped his arms around your waist and lifted you up and close to his body. You didn't want to stop, but you knew you had to let go at some point.

He released his grip on you and you pulled away from his lips, but rested you forehead on his. He looked down at you, confused a little.

"Baby girl, you have no idea how much i wanna do that on the daily." He said quietly. What he said shocked you, was he feeling the same way you were?"

"Joel, i don't wanna ruin anything, but i can't hold it back anymore. i think... i-i think-"

"I think i'm falling in love with you too." He interrupted, seeing you struggle.

You pulled your head back in complete shock. You didn't know what to say. What was happening?

"Y-you are?" You asked.

"I am. I didn't wanna scare you away, but you make me feel something i've never felt before. I need you Y/N."

You stared into his eyes. seeing he wasn't lying, you smiled and ran your fingers through his hair. He smiled back at you, and you captured his lips again in a deep kiss. You wanted it to stay like this forever.

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A/N: I'm thinking about making this a whole story. Should i write more?

#fanfic #xreader #imagine #pedro pascal #joel miller #joel tlou #smut

[seulszn]

Listen I love TLOU and the fandom very much but a lot of people (not calling anybody out) need a reality check and need to grow up. I wanna say my two cents on things that bother me in this fandom.

1. Boycotting for Palestine

I have seen multiple times on multiple occasions where people would sit on their phone and complain about why writers are “flooding the tags with this boycotting bullshit” and honestly all I have to say is your super childish you can’t take a hour or a week out of your day to raise awareness on a important topic that is affecting millions of people? Your so horny so down bad for pixelated characters that you don’t care about the innocent children, women and men that are dying in Palestine? The boycotting isn’t gonna stop just because you want your needs filled, the boycotting isn’t going to stop because you think it needs to, it’s not gonna stop until Palestine is free. And if you wanna read things that bad then read nobody is stoping you but a take into ignition that if a writer is spreading awareness then don’t be ignorant and say stupid shit

2. Less Sex and more angst or other genres.

Listen I love Abby and Ellie just like everyone else and I read a lot of smut about them but does that all y’all see when y’all look at them? As sex objects? Like I’m not saying that you should stop writing smut for those characters but write other things to that don’t involve smut, like angst I see a lot of people under that tag say how they wish writers would as write other things that isn’t just smut and majority of the time when they say that they get hated for it. It lowkey gets boring reading fanfics where the whole plot is smut, smut, smut. And again I’m not saying to stop writing smut but please for the love of whatever you believe in write other genres.

3. Black inclusivity

As a black writer and a black person TLOU tag isn’t inclusive enough. I know you must be thinking “Why are we speaking about this again?” Because I’m honestly so tired of how uninclusive the fandom is like I said before Ellie dates WOC if you don’t know what WOC is it’s Women Of Color all of Ellie’s girlfriends where WOC now I’m not saying you can’t write for Ellie as a white person and I’m not saying that never did all I am saying is once again all of Ellie’s girlfriend where POC

Riley was a Black African American who Dated Ellie

Cat the girl who wasn’t mentioned alot but is in the game is Asian American who also dated Ellie

Dina is a Jewish (Mexican, Middle Eastern ) American who dated Ellie

Also yes we know when the reader is white coded so don’t try a put that you don’t mention when race mentioned cause you do and we can tell when you do “She’s Petite and cute with her long blonde hair” or whatever you bitches be saying we know when you guys aren’t inclusive the whole point of fanfiction writing is to be inclusive is to make sure that readers can see themself in your xreader so if your putting all these “white things and then labeling your story as “the readers race is not mentioned” or that OC stuff that y’all do then just label the story as a white reader or a OC reader

4. Futa, trans and masc

Now here I’m gonna discuss two or three things starting off with Futa and Trans. Now I don’t know when “Futa” or “Trans” Ellie and Abby came from but a lot of you readers need to understand and learn the difference between the two because they are both very different things.

Futanari: is the Japanese word for hermaphroditism, which is also used in a broader sense for androgyny. Beyond Japan, the term has come to be used to describe a commonly pornographic genre of eroge, manga, and anime, which includes characters that show primary sexual characteristics from both females and males. In today's language, it refers almost exclusively to characters who have an overall feminine body, but have both female and male primary genitalia (although a scrotum is not always present, while breasts, a penis, and a vulva are). The term is also often abbreviated as futa(s), which is also used as a generalized term for the works themselves.

Transgender (often shortened to trans) is someone whose gender identity differs from that typically associated with the sex they were assigned at birth. Some transgender people who desire medical assistance to transition from one sex to another identify as transsexual. Transgender is also an umbrella term; in addition to including people whose gender identity is the opposite of their assigned sex (trans men and trans women), it may also include people who are non-binary or genderqueer. Other definitions of transgender also include people who belong to a third gender, or else conceptualize transgender people as a third gender. The term may also include cross-dressers or drag kings and drag queens in some contexts. The term transgender does not have a universally accepted definition, including among researchers.

Mind you I am not transgender I am nonbinary but I see a lot of transgender people speak up about how offensive it is to write a character as Transgender but it’s not really transgender but a Futanari remember a Futa is a character who is assigned a gender at birth but just has extra sexual parts like a penis.

Now another thing that bothers me is how y’all Masculinize Masc Lesbians as if they still aren’t women themselves like every time I read a fanfic with Ellie or Abby or even Vi and Sevika from Arcane you guys like to ignore they fact that they are also women themselves like it’s not gonna kill you to give those characters feminine compliments there shouldn’t be a reason why your calling these women “handsome” or other Masculine compliments and also a lot of Masculine women where makeup it’s not just a feminine woman thing. Masc Lesbians are women they aren’t men so stop treating them as if they are men and ignoring the fact that they are women

5. the Innocent childish reader gotta stop.

They title says enough I don’t think I need to say too much but a lot of y’all get innocent and corruption mixed up but a corruption kink is When you find the idea of "corrupting" someone, mostly in a sexual way, like taking virginities or introducing people to stuff like bdsm etc. It's the idea of having someone "pure" do "bad" things under your influence. And innocent is not corrupted or tainted with evil or unpleasant emotion; sinless; pure. not guilty of a particular crime; blameless. (From the dictionary)

Y’all need to understand yes not everyone knows what sex is but everyone knows what a vagina is what a penis is, what a orgasm is and what sex is but they may not knows what happens when you have sex so making the reader what y’all call innocent isn’t innocent it’s honestly to me perverted cause the only one who would say something like “my cunny feels weird 🥺” or that “what is sex 🥺” is a child. Children don’t know what sex is children don’t know what pleasure or orgasms is and when y’all say “the reader is a Bimbo” is also funny cause Bimbos know what sex is as well yes they may be stupid but they aren’t slow so before you make a innocent reader please think “am I making my reader act like a child or am I gonna make her really innocent like how regular grown ass adults act?” so don't get not knowing and "innocent" mixed up

6. The stories where they have sex inside a church also gotta stop

Now I’m not a Christian but these stories are honestly really bad and are Blasphemy a lot of people have come out and said that they don’t like the fact that people are writing stories about church in a sexual way like their shouldn’t be any reason why your characters are fucking inside a church, that’s like stomping on someone’s dead grave. You guys do shit like this and then wonder why Christian’s don’t like us. Religion isn’t something to be sexualized it’s not something to be playing with either this idc how much you hate Christianity you can be a Atheist, or Catholic or Jewish but please for the love of whatever you believe in don’t sexualize people’s religion.

That’s all I can think of at the moment if I think of more I’ll of course make a part two to this but don’t take anything I said here to heart it’s just my blunt honest opinion on things in this fandom and if I get hate for this 🤷🏾‍♀️

#bellaxellie #☆— mj speaks #ellie williams #the last of us #tlou2 #abby anderson #ellie tlou #abby anderson x reader #free palestine #tlou #some of y’all need to see this #ellie x black!reader #abby x black reader #tlou part 2 #masc lesbian #abby the last of us #abby anderson x y/n #abby x reader #sevika x reader #arcane vi x reader #ellie x blk!reader #black tumblr #black xreader #ellie william x reader #ellie williams x y/n #ellie williams x female reader #ellie williams fluff

[mockerycrow]

𝑹𝑬𝑸𝑼𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑹𝑼𝑳𝑬𝑺

I write for; male, gn, and fem readers! — This is an xreader only blog! (poly relationships are allowed!)

Please specify the gender, or I will automatically write it as gender neutral. This means say “gn!/male!/fem!”. Saying reader and then using “she/her” will (from now on) just get you gender neutral because that implies the word reader is synonymous with female reader. (It is not!)

I do write nsfw! — you can always ask what I’m willing to write. also, please keep in mind; i’m not the best at sub!reader but i will still write it. i’m good at dom!reader mostly!!

i will not write a man in reference of a “pillow princess”!! that is a sapphic term. thank you :-)

I will not write rape, pedophilia, pseudo-incest, incest, pee (excludes squirting), scat, vomit, barracks bunny, or yandere content. I will do some dark content, but these are some of my limits. This list may also extend.

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DO NOT SEND ME UNIQUE PROMPTS YOU HAVE SENT TO OTHER WRITERS & VICE VERSA.

What I write for; (currently only writing cod).

original modern warfare trilogy + reboot

black ops one, two, and cold war

cod: ghosts, advanced + infinite warfare, cod: ww2

cod x other games/au crossovers (ex. cod x scp, cod x tlou, teleporting into the game, hanahaki disease, etc.)

characters i won’t write for; shepherd, makarov, graves, valeria. list may extend.

please note i am not required to answer your request. as a writer, i have the freedom to write what i want! it’s not personal at all. and please be patient!!

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-> last updated nov. 25th, 2023

#crow’s rambles #old requesting rules

[elliesw1ft]

ellie williams x fem!reader

UNFINISHED

warnings before u start!

making out, f!ngering, touching, d1ldo, begging, generally smut

♡ author's note ♡

hiii!! this is my first fanfic<3 be kind lol. anyways please do reblog i worked pretty hard on this tysm!!!<3<3<3

"els stop it!!!"

"not gonna"

Your both on ellie's bed and ellie is making fun of you for blushing too easily on the slightest gesture "you blush so easily, cute." ellie slightly mocks you.

"cute? really els?"

"yeah"

Ellie suddenly gets up and sits on top of you pinning you to her bed making you sweat like crazy. Might as well say she was turning you on. I mean who wouldn't get turned on by ellie williams?

Ellie gets closer to your face making her lips almost touch yours. "Do i make you nervous?" She asks anyway even though she knows the answer to it. "Maybe...?" You replied back to her. Without no hesitation ellie places both of her hands on your cheecks and makes out with you.

Ellie slowly let go off your lips and stares at you. She caresses her middle and ring finger from your stomache to your thighs making you shiver. Ellie began to touch you everywhere but there. You we're getting a little too desperate. Ellie was doing this on purpose because she wannted to hear you beg. Yet again, ellie keeps touching your things, and her hands are all over you. Tears started to appear in corner of your eyes. That's how desperate you are. "Are you okay angel?" Ellie asks even though she knows whats wrong.

"Please..."

"Please what angel?"

"Please me...?"

"how do you want me to please you my angel?"

you stay silent for a while. "els.... please..." you beg. "Please..... pleaseeeeeepleaseee please ellie just fuck me" you beg for her. "you sure?" She asks. "Yesyesyes! Please ellie!!" You beg again. "clothes off." Ellie demands. You take off your clothes leaving your bra and underwear on. You we're on full display for ellie. She stares at you making you nervous. Little do you know ellie loves seing you being nervous wreck.

Ellie traces her fingers on your bare thighs. And takes off your underwear. "Who made you this wet?" Ellie asks. "Y-you d--did" With no warning, she sticks her middle and ring finger inside of you making you moan like crazy. Ellie slowly curls her fingers in you Fuckfuckfuck!" You groaned. She finger fucks you harder making you moan even more.

"Shit ellie i think im gonna c-cum!"

"It's okay angel, i'll clean you up"

she sticks out her fingers from your cunt as her fingers glisten from all the cum.

She takes out a dildo and sticking it in you pushing it up and down making your eyes roll back as you squeeze her bedsheets. She keeps pushing the dildo up and down harder as you moans escape from your lips over and over non stop.

You cover your face with your hands as ellie thursts you harder. "Shit this is going to be a long night i guess" ellie said. You began bising your nails as she thrusts you harder and harder. Ellie stops and pulls down your bra strap and takes your bra off.

Ellie started playing with your nipples making you breathe heavily staring into you while smirking.

sorry if it's a lil short! Might continue it maybe? please give me some ideas!

tysm for reading

lotsa love, alisya<3

#mdni #smut #elliewilliams×reader #elliewilliams #elliewilliamsxfemreader #xreader #tlou #thelastofus #fanfic #au

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[saintgoths]

ᴠᴇʜᴇᴍᴇɴᴛ

POSSESSIVE!JOEL X SIREN!READER - VEHEMENT.

[PART SIX TO THE SIREN SERIES].

WORD COUNT - 4,613.

RATING - 18+. [infidelity, angst, joel being the bold and petty person he is and multiple hardcore sex].

SUMMARY - both you and Joel could feel the building intensity between the two of you, even after the intense and bitter history the two of you had shared, the both of you openly long for each other but there are two obstacles in the way, yourself and Shiloh.

if you want to join a the last of us/joel miller discord here you go! 𓆩♡𓆪

feedback would be appreciated!

As the pair were hungry, the two rode out of the woods in awkward silence, even though it had normally taken you longer to become ravenous compared to Humans, you had lately arrived to your limit. You had been in front of Joel, and comically the both of your stomachs had been faintly growling, in spite of the years of wandering around the world specifically due to the outbreak, living in Jackson had weakened both their endurance for food.

You had turned around to look at him, nonetheless of the feelings you demonstrated the night before, you had adhered it was right to get food for the both of you. “We’re near an ocean, I can go fetch us fish to eat before we make it back to Jackson,” you forwardly clarified and timid, Joel held the reigns of Old Beardy against his lower stomach and haltingly beckoned his head.

“That’ll be great,” he softly replied; and earnest to make it quicker to the beach, you had directed Mira to jaunt faster.

Still and all the ride to the beach wasn’t long, and you had lightly pondered how long it would have taken if both you and Joel were on foot. Would it have made the two of you find way to accommodate and make peace with one another? Withal, it was not like Joel had to make appease with you, especially because it was him that had made you feel like a problem. Feel ruffled because you weren’t Human.

The second you had found a good place to tie Mira around, you had directly dragged your feet against the sand once you became shoeless. With Joel left behind, he had watched you near yourself towards the cold body of water with the moment he multi-tasked to tie his horse next to your stallion, he had observed you taking off your clothes in order to prepare yourself to dive inside the water.

Despite of what you had told him the night before, he couldn’t help himself but miss you, he had missed everything about you, and favourably, you had given him parts of yourself he had longed for. Your impudence, allure and physical figure. Contrite, Joel pulled himself together, his hazel vision set on how your black tail flicked out of the water, before the entire of your body had plunged into the liquid.

It didn’t take you long for you to retrieve the fishes for the both of you to eat, in fact, you had reclaimed multiple of fishes just in case. The concept of Joel standing in front of where you would pull yourself out of, didn’t come to you, thus, the moment your eyes met with his, you weren’t familiar with how you should’ve reacted, howbeit, you kept yourself together. Silent, you had dragged yourself out of the body of liquid, the laser of his perception hot on your skin.

Your skin a lighter shade compared to your Human skin, your hair longer and your fingers webbed. The small gills in your cheek and the thin slits in your eyes, impertinent, Joel had externally gazed at every detail of your Siren frame. The black scales of your rudder that had dimly glowed blue hues, the prevailing details of your inhuman form had Joel consider that with how complicated and exact your Siren body had looked like. Perhaps Sirens weren’t an aversion, mayhap they were made to exist by God just like how Humans were but instead were made to live in the Sea.

You were beautiful, and he had no longer had any fear that had made him think other-wise. Eventually, you had looked away from him, suddenly ambivalent due to how hard he had been staring at you. “What are you doing here?”

“Waiting for you.”

Nourished, you curved your eyes at him. “You didn’t need to do that,” chiefly, with the conversation you had shared with him yesterday, you’d think he’d leave you alone, yet, Joel wasn’t always a man of his word, as well as you being a flaky person, but there was a commodity of him being there for you to make sure you came out that had made you feel cordial.

The moment your entire body had been pulled out of the water; you had forced yourself to transform back to your Human physique. Your skin had returned to its mortal shade while your hair had returned to its previous length, your hair was long but your Siren hair was considerably longer, and the webbed skin between your digits had shrunk back into your hands. Your akin legs currently separate and abruptly, you were back on your feet.

Absorbed, Joel had watched the entire transformation and the second he had realised you were naked he had briskly turned his head away from you.

“Nothing new,” you coolly muttered and satiated, Joel scoffed.

“Does it hurt?” Joel asked and the moment he had felt your body was covered, he curved his face to look at you.

“The first few times it did, but now it doesn’t anymore,” you answered, your back faced towards the bearded man as you picked up the dead fish you had collected.

“It must be strange, living with people who aren’t like you,” Joel thoughtfully commented and you had continued to achieve your task without responding to what he had said. “What type of fish did you catch?”

“Saltfish.”

Impressed, Joel nodded his head just as he directed you to where he had lit the fire within the brief time period you had assigned yourself to catch bait. Constructed, you had put down the chum and wrapped your arms around your body, the weather was cool and sunny with a bit of breeze that had poised the two of you. Perchance, it was because of the time you had currently spent together, but there was a brusque craving the two of you were hit with, perhaps, it was always there and you had pushed it away thus your explosion towards Joel the previous night.

Fluctuant, you had looked at Joel and an article in you had broadcasted that you knew that he anticipated the same emotions, but, no---you couldn’t, you couldn’t do this to Shiloh, you just couldn’t, but you did. You were in his arms; your lips longingly caressed his while your body had pressed against his physique. It was so quick, so impetuous that you didn’t even realise your frame was against the ground, ready to open to him and ready to be worn.

The fabric you had currently worn had been taken off again, and your breast, plump had faced upwards, fondled and played with by his generous hands. His lips removed off your mouth and placed against your neck, sensitive, your body had lightly jolted to his touch, the pad of his fingers had glid down the side of your waist and to the hem of your lower garment. He was quick to pull them down, quick to contact your pearl with his digits, the motion soft but the feeling had felt excessive and fervent.

Your opening wet had ached for his size, and in entreat, you had gripped your breasts and gently moaned to his touch. “Joel, please,” you perilously begged, and quickly his eyes landed on yours, his range of view hungry and sensual, he had gazed at you, his eyes inquisitive and lewd.

“What is it, gorgeous? What do you want me to do?”

His voice had been coarse and genitive, the way he had sounded had made your skin rigid and firm, timid your eyes had become low, his fingers had worked on you and you had arched your back and released a flushed moan. “What do you want me to do?” He dragged and quickly you had grabbed his wrist the moment you had recognised your climax which had throbbed to release.

“I want you to fuck me,” you implored and for one last time, you had stretched a moan, your sap had quickly slipped out of you and furthermore, you had gently run your fingers against your nectar and pushed your coated fingers into his mouth, and compliant, Joel had sucked the amrita off your digits. As his hands found way to his clothes, the Miller man had swiftly pulled off his clothing, his shaft hard which had flared hungry and cardinal.  

The moment he had lowered his body against your frame, he had embraced you once more, his caress rough and eager, your lips sore to his esurient behaviour, you had wrapped your arms around his shoulders whilst his hands found way to the back your knees. You could feel the stiffness of his cock press against your cunt and the juncture your wetness had coated around him, you loudly discharged a moan against his mouth, your eyes tight shut as your body re-adjusted to his size.

Oh, you had missed him so badly, and your body knew, throughout the time the two of you were separate, your body had craved his touch so much, Shiloh couldn’t give you what had needed but Joel did. His moves were strong and persuading, as he pressed his body in an able and laden manner, his stout bulky to prove that once again, you were his. His thrusts angry and chafe, as his hot breath waved against the edge of your neck as he chased his comfort, your moans altered loud as the head of his cock pressed against the urchin-like spots that had been elevated.

Your nails had dug into his shoulders as you submerged the need to mark his body, your digits found way to his hair, and roughly you had gripped his locks, eyes shut and cunt in ardor. “Joel,” you had whined in pleasure, the way his sac had slapped against your heat and his low grunts in memo of his pleasure, firm, your cunt had gripped around his shaft, the hotness sweeping around your body as you could feel yourself pulse around him.

“Fuck, gorgeous,” Joel sparingly moaned, his movements twitched and inconsistent as the high ride dragged through his current. The wet slaps expanded just as Joel’s figure pressed harder against your body, his seed had quickly released inside you but the hitherto hunger he had was still prominent, his hips continued to buck forward, strong and speedy, being selfish to chase his lust but his libidinous ways had caused your body to shake under his, your forehead urged against his while you had wrapped your legs around his waist, your body tight while you had eventually released a carnal nectar that had wickedly built up in your chassis.

Relieved, you had slumped your body against the cold sand to gather on what had just happened.

The two of you had barely spoke since the exchange, moreover, you had both silently consumed the fish you had finished cooking a couple of minutes ago and the both of you had awkwardly exchanged glances to each other while the other wasn’t looking.

Guilty, you had lightly bit off the fish food your teeth had dug into and slowly chewed on the fare, you had dragged your eyes to the older man who had sat opposite you, even though he had seemed sullen, you could detect the alleviation he had embodied due to the activity the both of you had shared.

“Don’t tell anyone what we did with each other,” you dryly muttered, your eyes serious while his coloured orbs met with yours. He seemed like he had attempted to hold something back, but Joel’s pettiness usually got the best of him.

“The anyone being Shiloh?”

He had seemed diverted of your request and his mean but pleasantly occupied expression had made you shrink into your error. “He’s too good to me and I ruined everything.”

In response, he shrugged. “It’s my fault for kissing you.”

“I’m the one who agreed to kissing you,” you contritely muttered as you threw away the bones of the fish you had finished eating into the fire carcass.

Silently, Joel gazed at you as he quietly disagreed with your comment, it was a moment of zeal and as Joel had no regrets with what he had done with you, he could see that you were rattled about what had just happened and he comprehended that for now, there was nothing he could do about it. In spite of that, you had all of a sudden been distracted by something that had caught your disrupted attention, he had curved his head to give attention to what had caused you to become pre-occupied and briskly, Joel had noted Shiloh and Bella come into view with their horses.

They had appeared happy and it was authentic, the moment Shiloh jumped off his horse, Rocky, Shiloh had immediately caressed you into his arms, his limbs soft and inviting which had you blended into his touch. You had returned his hug and felt Shiloh press his mouth against the top of your head.

“I missed you so much,” Bella commented then turned to look at the Miller man who had gracelessly watched the scenario occur in front of him. “Well, I missed you too,” Bella clumsily delivered in order to make Joel feel appreciated, her inept behaviour had pushed a laugh out of you as Joel uncouthly beckoned his head towards your best friend.

“Is there something wrong?”

The abrupt inquiry from Shiloh had caused you to stiffly shift your head towards him, he had his hands framed around your face just as he carefully examined your frame. During his time being in a relationship with you, Shiloh could easily tell when you were upset, and he had consistently taken your emotions seriously.

“There’s nothing wrong,” you responded but your answer hadn’t been enough for Shiloh to believe so.

Hastily, Shiloh turned to look at Joel who immediately gathered the strength to defend himself. “Did you do anything to her?” Shiloh bluntly accused and suddenly, the fear he had for the respected man had depleted, his eyes denunciatory and fervent, he had angled his body in direction of the bearded man who swiftly stole a glance from you.

“I didn’t do anything,” Joel calmly responded and in distrust, Shiloh turned to look at you then twisted his gaze to Joel once more.

“Did you say anything to upset her?” Shiloh inquired, “because that is definitely something you’re talented at.”

“Okay that’s enough,” Bella interrupted, she had fleetly dragged herself between Joel and Shiloh to prevent anything tangible, if it were to happen.

“I just told you nothing happened between [Y/N] and I, she even told you,” Joel impolitely replied, crassly, he looked at you, his eyes crude. “Did you tell him everything?” Joel questioned; his tone had bluntly hinted to the break-up you two had mutually shared a while back.

 Snotty, Shiloh curved his orbs at the older man as if what he had asked was deficient. “Of course, she did!” Shiloh arrogantly responded. “She tells me everything, I’m her boyfriend!”

Humoured, Joel crassly laughed at him, his sharp tone had caused you to diminish into your body and confused, Shiloh turned to look at you while you had looked back at him, your eyes had pleaded for him to stop. “I told you everything, now just sit down and eat.”

For your well-being, Shiloh had sat down beside you, his position grumpy and mellow, “if he had just accepted you for who you are, things wouldn’t have been so tense.”

“I’m very confused,” Bella candidly confessed. “It seems like there are things I’ve been left out of because things aren’t making any fucking sense.”

Fallen silent, the group had been sunken into their own thoughts, you had promised yourself that you wouldn’t speak anymore, if you were honest, you had been tired of hearing everyone’s voice, chiefly your own. “After this, we’re returning back to Jackson,” Joel dryly instructed, as your eyes were fixed on the ocean you were still able to catch Bella nod her head with the corner of your eyes, dismal, you had dragged your bent legs against your chest. You had then wrapped your limbs around your lower body and pressed your face against the cup of your knees and lightly fell asleep.

The moment Shiloh and Bella had finished their fare, Bella had lightly shoved you awake, the group had readied to return back to town and Shiloh and Joel were already on their feet and had carried their hooves to their horses.

The ride back to Jackson had been awkward, everyone had resumed to keep their thoughts to themselves for the sake of everybody but specifically, [Y/N]. Joel had been in front of everybody while you had been sandwiched between Bella and Shiloh. When the four had arrived to the gates they had quickly been able to note the people who had awaited at the opening, it had seemed like everyone had been able to make their way back, and you had considered it as luck. The moment you had dropped off of Mira, you had noticed the auburn haired that hastily made way to you and Joel, the person’s stance excited yet relieved.

“I thought something really bad happened to the both of you!” Ellie had cried out; her reassured physique had wrapped around you with her thin arms. Content, you had returned Ellie’s caress and gently pressed your lips at the top of her head while she quickly said a few hyped words that included of you having to tell her what had happened when you were out there.

Just as she resumed on speaking, Shiloh had appeared beside you, his large hand had been placed on your shoulder which had caused you to let go of the Williams girl who had impertinently looked at the man who stood next to you. She muttered a low welcoming to the man just as Tommy arrived and commenced to speak to both you and Joel.

“I’ll walk you home,” Shiloh candidly asserted just after Tommy left after he spoke about how he was glad everyone made it intact. It was evident that Shiloh hadn’t waited for you to tell him that you had agreed for him to take you home, he had just grabbed your arm and softly dragged you away from Ellie and Joel.

You didn’t want to see the look Ellie and Joel must’ve had on their face, aside from Joel’s apparent dislike for your romantic partner you could also tell that Ellie discernibly didn’t take liking for the nurse. Nevertheless, your home hadn’t been far from the gates but it didn’t stop Shiloh from his investigation. “Did anything happen before I came with Bella?”

You had gritted your teeth, you had wished that he had just let go of his inquiries and you had wished you didn’t fuck Joel in the beach, but you’d be lying. “Nothing happened, and if something happened, I would’ve told you.” You impatiently declared and with his hand now moved into your hand, Shiloh turned to look at you, the both of you had arrived to the destination of your home and it had seemed like the weather had begun to pick up the babble, you weren’t surprised, you can tell the nice weather was about to change the moment you saw the skies blue darken.

Your partner had then cupped your face, his face solemn but satisfied. “Good, I’m just glad nothing happened to you, and that you’re safe,” he kindly declared, “get some sleep, you must be tired.”

Softly, you had nodded your head, the warmth of his hands was removed from your face, and you had then been heralded to enter your home, and when the door was closed behind you, automatically, your shoulders had dropped, and you could feel the acute and excessive energy in your veins disappear. Finally, you didn’t feel like the whole world was on your shoulders, and eventually, you had become unburdened by what you had done.

Luckily, rain hadn’t picked up, you had gazed out of your windows for a couple of minutes while your thoughts and fought in your mind. You knew shouldn’t do it, but you were an adamant girl, and an adamant girl who usually made the wrong choices.

With your mind made up, you had carried yourself out of your home, and on your way out you had quickly yanked your coat from where it laid and quickly guided yourself out of cabin, and forcefully made your way to Joel’s home, you had noted that he was in as you could see there was a couple of lights that glowed in his window, as your eyes had stared into one of his windows, you had suddenly fell into a puddle of hesitation, yet, just as fast, you allowed yourself to drag yourself up his porch and knock on his door.

He didn’t take long to open his door, and the moment his coloured gaze rested upon you, he remained stunned. “[Y/N]?” He questioned, surprised, slowly, he had pushed himself slightly out of his door frame to check if anyone had seen you come by, but with this strong weather he doubted that anyone would be outside. “[Y/N], come in,” he quickly ushered and in response, you stepped into the warmth of his home, the vehement warmth you had longed for.  

“Is there anything wrong?” Joel questioned and quickly you shook your head, but you were in truth, unsure.

“I wanted to come and apologise for what had happened, and I wanted to know if you were okay,” you truthfully explained, tightly, your arms were wrapped around your body as your eyes were big and destitute for his response.

“I’m fine,” Joel kindly replied, “why do you want to know?”

Graceless, you had gently bounced your shoulders. “I can’t keep lying to myself,” you poorly responded, “about the fact that I don’t care about you when I really do. I’m not angry at you anymore, I can’t bring myself to still be mad at you.”

“Especially with what you said last night?” Joel asked, his eyes intrusive to her answer.

“Everything I said last night, I take it back,” you candidly replied, your vision examined the bearded man who calmly stood in front of you, searched for his approval, for him to at least understand that what you said had come from the heart.

Indulgent to your reply, Joel had felt the intensity in his shoulders become permissive. “And I take back how I reacted when I found out what you were the other time.”

Content with his answer, you had automatically hurried yourself towards his muscled figure, your arms ready to hug him but something once more switched in your mind, and instead of a hug, you had invited him to a kiss. Joel hadn’t been surprised with your behaviour and had wanted what he had received from you, ever since yours and his interaction at the beach, it had left Joel wanting more albeit the anger Shiloh had brought out of him. He liked the fact that he could fuck you again, to silently prove that no matter how much Shiloh could be angry with him, you would always run back to him, to Joel.

With your trousers and damp underwear nether to your ankles, Joel had slid his fingers between the wetness of your heat, just by the feather of his touch you had loudly moaned at his caress, your swollen lips pulled away from his mouth just as you begun to grind against his digits.

“Do you want to keep doing this behind Shiloh’s back?” Joel boldly asked and in control to his touch, you had furrowed your eyebrows in bliss.

This was a bad idea, you knew this could end bad, but doing this with Joel had given you entice. “I can’t do this to him,” you whimpered as your forehead softly collided with his, your eyes had wettened not due to sadness but due to pleasure. The roughness of his fingertips had circled on your nub and quickly you could feel your body quake against his.

“Do you love him?” Joel inquired and in ease you closed your eyes, your lack of response had caused the taller being to become rough with this play, his rough moves had caused you to yelp in revelry. “Do you love him more than me?”

In desperacy you hastily shook your head, you had wrapped your arms around Joel’s shoulder to balance yourself, you had lightly lifted your left leg to give Joel better space to fondle and stroke your clit and when he had found the gratifying area and continued pursue it, you had gasped, your cunt eager and keen to have his cock thrust inside you. “I want you to say it,” Joel eagerly escorted, “do you love him more than me?”

“No!” You shamefully cried out; tears had rolled down your cheeks as you could feel yourself climax endlessly to his touch. Breathless, you had rested your head against the corner of his neck, gingerly tired. “I love you more than I love him.”

“Show it,” Joel forwardly offered, “fuck me and show it.”

Suddenly electrocuted with energy, you had aided Joel to unbuckle his belt, as well as the moment his trousers dropped, his shaft had eagerly heaved out from hiding, quickly, Joel had carried you and allowed you to wrap your lower limbs around his waist, and slowly his cock had immersed into your cunt, relaxed, the both of you had sighed but not too long after, Joel had begun to thrust his cock upwards, his heavy pulls taking you for surprise. Yet, you had hastily joined his act, in sync you had bounced on his shaft, your wetness thickly coated and gripped his cock that had caused him to fight his barbarous and abhorrent lust.

Still, your fervor and glow had commenced him animalistic and fleshly desire to activate, with craving cruelty, his dick had angled in your walls, the curve of his cock had stroked all the good tactile areas inside your body. Your skin had become damp with sweat and had mixed with his. His sac swollen had socked against your skin and your eyes swelled with tears had acquired you to release troubled and overwhelmed moans, you could feel your orgasm surge in your body as you humped and sprung on his cock, your clit puffed and athirst while your cunt had repeatedly gripped around him. Edacious for his semen, you had arched your back and rolled your hips, “Joel!” You lustfully cried out.

“Yes gorgeous?”

“Make me cum!” You eagerly whimpered, and keen to appease to your request, the man had become furtherly coarse and bearish with his thrusts. As your limbs around him gripped onto him weaker you had echoed embarrassing moans out of response of his brusque blows and abruptly you had climaxed around his dick, exhausted, you had held onto him and allowed the able-bodied man to use your body like the jade you were until he had eventually milked out his load into your cunt.

Finally, he had let you go, and the moment you were on your feet you had quickly gathered the clothing that had stiffly laid on the floor and put them on. The exchange had been too fierce and shameful for you to even say anything, but Joel had no complaint, he had watched you put on your clothes and quickly leave his cabin, it didn’t upset him because he knew there’ll be another time, you’ll come back to him.

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Looking for someone to read a Joel Miller xReader fic… (Based on TLOU HBO version)

It’ll be the first xReader fic I’ll actually post (aside from those few chapters of that Mando fic I tried out here on Tumblr… that’s still FAR from being finished and I’m not posting that until it’s DONE) and I’m looking for a little feedback since it’s my first xReader fic and a second eye on tenses through out. No need for a full Beta.

It’s explicit, though only about a third of it is. (Or will be, that’s the last part I have yet to write)

I’m expecting it to be somewhere around 6k or so. I have just under 4 K written now.

Please drop me a note if you’re interested! Hoping to finish it tonight, though realistically it may not be done for a few more days.