#ugh. fuck. im dead.

[poems-of-a-lover]

"my pretty boy" KFHSKFJDKFJDKF BITING KILLING SCREAMING CRYING KICKING THE GROUND LOSING IT

#g o d say this to me and im gone #im goneeee im out u got me #'my pretty boy' wrapped around ur fuckin finger dude u got me trapped #ugh. fuck. im dead. #mlm #mlm post #mlm yearning #mlm love #trans mlm #mlm blog #mlm thoughts #t4t

[thirstyvampyr]

He isn't afraid to kiss me

#shameless #noel fisher #cameron monaghan #mickey milkovich #ian gallagher #gallavich #mickey with a dress was everything 😭 #im done with s7 ;_; #i think if i had to watch it live it would have been harder but binging it isnt so bad #it's gonna suck tho two whole seasons without mickey?? ugh #im glad monica is dead i know they're gonna try and make it like a sad thing but fuck her #i grew up with a monica #mina's gifs

[transsexualjoanofarc]

#me.txt #killers of the flower moon #spoilers in tags #the para where it lists every guardian & how many people who were their wards & then how many were dead actually made me feel sick #i havent even gotten past that page yet its fucking me up so bad #like ohhhhhhhhhhh everyone thought it ended after hale but really it stayed there forever & no one outside of the osages knew about it caus #all the white people in power were complacent in it #i feel like im processing the whole book through that paragraph its just so. ugh.

[adharastarlight]

So, I have proof that the universe (or at least magnum) ships jegulus:

#im here for it #i made my mate stop in the middle of the street so i could take this #im obsessed #dangerously obsessed lmao #anywayssss #marauders #regulus black #james potter #jegulus #dead gay wizards #james x regulus #starchaser #SEE ITS CALLED STARCHASER #FUCKING C A L L E D STARTCHASER #ugh i Wish the other one was sunseeker #but still #this is fucking brilliant #sunseeker #james sunshine potter #sirius black #remus lupin #wolfstar #james fleamont potter #regulus arcturus black #marauders fandom #we're insane #all of us

[choco-1601]

U see how john looks away when arthur praises him..all flustered and stuff? Imagine Arthur deliberately does it to see john acting bashful..some casual..and some in his bedroom voice. John is red everytime.

#and the best thing is they havent fucked yet #imagine arthur praising his male horse and john overheard it and got hard or smth #ugh im such a sucker of john having a praise kink #this guy canonically looks for validation u will not tell me he doesnt have one #morston #john marston #arthur morgan #red dead redemption 2

[the-gayest-tree-you-ever-did-see]

finally caved and started reading all for the game. two chapters into the foxhole court and what kind of gay fucking shit is this! also did not know there were sports in here

#idk whats going on i thought it was like the raven cycle with magic and shit its called the foxhole court??? no fae???? what the fuck!!! #and i cant understand whats happening with the sports. i didnt get it. i hope i dont need to i just know kevin is top dog of the bad dogs #neil is mid mid except hes got a death wish so they want him carnally??? #ill be reading it super slowly bc im busy but i can feel it slowly turning up the heat on my brain cells as i read. they are burning. #ive got naught but ten #and neil's not neil but he is and he has a bag of secrets he's hiding in someone else's closet like okayyyy go off author fuck whats the #authors name.... nora sakavic FUCK I SHOULDVE KNOWN NEVER TO TRUST A WOMAN NAMED NORA #i dont know...i dont know.... but also the only gay neil i know is the one from dead poets society and its hard to separate the two rn #is the rest of the book going to be like this what did i get myself into. am i mentally prepared #bc i wasnt for trc and it FUCKED! ME! UP! im STILL insane #ugh. ugh. anyway. way gayer than expected. also at one point someone asks ''how safe is safe'' and MY DISAPPOINTMENT #when the answer wasnt safe as life? immeasurable. in fact i had to close the book. went to study accounting. #ACCOUNTING. HELLO?? CAN ANYONE HEAR ME IN HERE??? #the tree speaks #all for the game #aftg #what are yalls tags? #neil josten #the raven cycle #trc

[alecoholic]

icymi let me summarize teen wolf the movie:

1. stiles and lydia broke up

2. derek was obsessed with stiles' jeep

3. thus eli is also obsessed with his other dad's jeep

4. stiles' dad gives him the jeep until stiles comes back

5. nothing else happened 🙉

conclusion: sterek is canon & f*ck u jeff davis

#i came back from the dead to say this #otherwise the movie was a joke #but im now waiting for the new haul of sterek kid fics #the cgi was BAAAAAAD #fuck you jeff davis #jr and ian aged well ngl #random ass nudity for malia am i surprised no #the het was strong in this one ugh #what a joke #aside from daddy derek and cutiepie eli this was a tragic waste of time #teen wolf the movie #teen wolf #sterek

[bluebeetle]

revealing that the nashville shooter is supposedly transgender, without revealing what gender they id as or any other information other than that, being a former student, and a name... absolutely evil, because it allows people to construct their own narratives and this is going to mean so many awful people blaming the entire trans community (and assuming the shooter is a trans woman bc transmisogyny)

(edit: i wrote this rly early in the morning when reading the news, see tags and notes for more thoughts ig cuz im making this unrebloggable bc transphobes r annoying)

#txt #like the fact that every article is raving to mention that theyre trans.... #this is definitely going to be used to fuel anti-trans hate at a time where its already rampant #shooting tw #ive seen claims the shooter is a trans man but i still feel like transmisogyny will lead to most people assuming trans woman. i see that a #ot where thats the assumption #its fucking disgusting. and ive already seen people trying to say not to misgender the shooter being told theyre terrrible people #and that clearly they care more about pronouns than children dying and its like no. #the shooters dead misgendering them does nothing but harm other trans people #it shows that their rights and respect for them is conditional. step out of line #and suddenly its ok to be misgendered. ugh. #its frustrating bc what this person did (im refusing to use their dead name or the one they went by) #is abosulutely awful. no one is actually defending him #but that doesnt excuse transphobia. and yet if you try to point out someone is being transphobic suddenly your defending a mass murderer #transphobia effects all trans people. not just the ones youre aiming it at

[cherryhanji]

can't help but to post this another part of my skz as love language series. watching chan's room a lot of times, make me think his love language was this. always giving and thinking of those "just right" words to say that makes everyone feel light by watching him aaaa just yeah, i just love him yk i think everyone does, right?

• If you were being asked who would be the greatest encourager in the world, you would gladly tell all people the name Chan.

• He has his own way of using his words, he may always say that he's not good at words, you knew he was lying all along. 

• Chan has an angel tongue. Not in a bad way though, he has this kind of magic whenever he tells you something that makes you feel that you're enough.

• His good way with words has made out something special from him, a thing that he always does, but never expected to do for you, and it is making a song solely about you.

• Those dexterous ways of telling everyone how important you are to him, how you make him, him. It was just all the appreciative thoughts then turned into an art, just because of the person he adores.

• Every single time of the day, he has never forgotten all the things he wanted to say to you. It has been all about you, and his love for you.

• "Never been so happy whenever I'm with you." 

"It must be tiring doing all those things, no? But you did great! And I believe in you!"

• You've never felt so delighted to have someone like Chan. He never fails to tell you what he feels, and you were more than grateful as it helps you keep going. All those things he said, all of it has made its way to your heart.

• He may not tell it, heck, he will never tell about it. But you know that he also loves receiving those kind and genuine words from everyone, especially you, whom he appreciates and adore the most. Telling him the things he does that makes you happy, will have his heart jump out of his chest, and plant a bright smile on his face.

#finding my soul and will to live #posting this in the middle of my fucking break but we love being an attention seeker aite? #kidding but yeah i wanted to post this bc i hate how my account was getting dry each and every second of everyday just bc of this bs called #once again ugh #but then im gonna go back to being a dead soul agen #see u when i see u #skz imagines #stray kids imagines #stray kids scenarios #skz scenarios #skz drabbles #skz bangchan #skz fluff #stray kids fluff #straykids fluff #bangchan fluff #bang chan fluff #chan fluff #stray kids x reader #straykids x reader #bangchan x reader #chan x reader #bang chan x reader #bangchan skz

[bonefall]

some extremely far-fetched riverstar’s home predictions

night was one eye’s mate/star flower’s mother and was kicked out for being a weak because rogues are inherently mean and evil or something

arc is the true villain and when he let flutter get captured it was because he has a secret agenda to turn all the park cats into kittypets because this is warrior cats dude

the reason night is so dismissive about flutter is because shes in love with river ripple. this one isn’t far fetched this will probably happen oh god

- blossomheart anon

I'm going to bet with Night that they're going to make the ship dynamic "River is such a nice guy and his wife/deputy is sooooo mean wow what an odd couple ahaaa"

I will 100% back the prediction that River/Night is endgame though. That's probably going to be the thing. Flutter is River's fridged wife to give him Man Pain that he has to learn to let go of, so he can notice the Night right in front of him

#ugh im just realizing that it has some spotted/fire/sand vibes... ughhhhh #like how the erins decided in firestar's quest that firestar had to learn to let go of spottedleaf #and realize sandstorm was Not Dead #god fuck #bone babble

[spike-and-faye]

ROMAN EMPIRE POLL!!!!

OKAY so we know beyond a shabbadabbadoo that Jet Black is absolutely a Roman Empire Stan Dad™️. [Beyond just History Channel too - I firmly believe that man has a thorough understanding of the philosophy of Marcus Aurelius and share most of his beliefs].

But what about the rest of the crew? What’s their ‘Roman Empire’?

Let’s start with Faye because ladies first or something

FAQ:

Serial Killers/True Crime category also includes things like the kidnapping of Jon Benet Ramsey, Casey Anthony killing her daughter and getting off on a technicality, Chicago Tylenol murders, the Unibomber, feral children, mysterious disappearances, etc.

Ghosts/Paranormal category includes aliens, cryptids, demons, reincarnation, ESP, and David Lynch himself

Chinese Hanfu Pieces might just be a me thing but I feel like Faye may just sit there and hyperfixate on Dream of the Red Chamber. This doesn't just have to mean Chinese, but any East-Asian period drama. Also probably modern K-Dramas because we all know Faye would eat that shit up.

Also I tried to keep it as non-pop culture and more-history oriented as possible. So I intentionally didn't include musicians or movies or TV outside of period pieces.

Spike, Ed, and possibly others soon to follows! (Let me know who to do!!!)

#I am dead serious about this #I was gonna put the Free Britney Movement but that’s be an obvious win #there’s soooo many others I wanted to do ugh #I was a titanic girly as a kid but as an adult im 10000% dinner party #I’ve read so many fucking bkkks on it #cowboy bebop #faye valentine #jet black #poll #quiz #sorry about all the fucking emojis ahahahahah

[arundolyn]

this isn’t apropos of anything but i’m experiencing blazblue again on a whim and i am once again reminded that i want to beat up mori with hammers for nu’s existence

god right. i keep going "ooh i should replay ct i love ct maybe with my boyfriend too" and then i Remember

#cawing #at age 6 i was born without a face #and also in general i knoooowwww theres gonna be some wack jokes i forgot about and will be highly irritated to be reminded of #in any bb game frankly #and having someone New experiencing them. ugh. #like i mean im well aware Why shes like that and whatever. doesnt mean i have to like her #yeah that sucks that happened but you get on my real life fucking nerves so #idgaf. i love lambda truly but they both kinda shoulda stayed dead but thats my 2 cents #eternally annoyed by how ragna sympathizes with her after in cp after she starts telling MU'S story. dont get me STARTED. #it just straight up Does Not Make Sense It Does Not Track. like okay????? WHAT.

[lovepotionnumber5]

had myself an ugly time rereading some good ol' 80s comics, which feature imho some of the most devastating pages in dc comics history. tl;dr, its after '85 crisis, meaning kara has died (dick giorlando you live up to your name) and has also been pretty much wiped from existence in very comics fashion. she doesn't appear in continuity from '85 crisis until 2001, i dont think--with one exception. christmas with the super-heros #2 (1989). my babygirl.

its not super complicated--each hero gets their own little story on how they spend their holiday, helping others (superman), feeling sad about robin (batman), let some rich guy pretend to be santa (hal and barry), and deadman possess a repo man to make him give money to the people he's hurt. he also sends some wine and presents to his old friends.

and he's lonely. no one can see him. what's the point? is misery the reward for his acts of good?

and if they were going to do crisis.......

why the FUCK didnt they at least give us something like this.

#god im back in a comics kick rn #you can ignore this but like #fucking hell man #can you imagine? #a kara who agrees to be wiped from memory...if it means saving everyone #maybe it wont fix everything--maybe lex is still out there and a homicidal xenophone #maybe her friends lives are duller #maybe in essence she goes the way of her people #maybe kal only ever learns of their culture through holograms #but the world is saved. they might not know her but theyre safe #i also rewatched no way home not too long ago and that got me thinking general amnesia as well but like. oof #these two pages just make me FERAL like...two dead people talking to each other. was it fair? no. dying isn't usually fair #just...kara as a guardian angel. kara reminding people why theyre heroes when they cant remember (when they cant remember her) #something about it man....love it or hate it crisis 85 was ambitious and iconic and if youre going to toss around its name... #you better come to fucking play #as usual the cw showed up and shot a baby in face and then said my work here is done and vanished #ugh. back to your scheduled programming

[queer-pagan-witch]

One day I will learn, that just because the bottle is low, does not mean I need to finish off the bottle.

#imma be so fuckin hungover tomorrow #someone should kiss me #and i moght be either asexual or aromantic or both which like woo thats funny to only me for so many trauma reasons #i love #im so drunk #i too drunk #i stated typing thos at 12:30 #imma smoke pot after i post this #if your reqding my tags hi i love you. why are you reading this though like im a schizo bipolar depreased trans girl im unhinged in the tags #i need to stop drinking by myself #if think im an alcoholic as well if it wasnt for the fact that i can genuinely stop when ever i want but idkmaybe that changes? #at this point im just typing to annoy myself cause i think its funny to annoy other people and itd be hypothetical to not annoy myself #im ramblimg in the tags and honestly its your fault for still reading this #trans thought time #i wish i was born with a pussy but i do like having a cock and there is a possibility im genderfluid and fuck me that sucks if true #like how do you transition if your genderfluid? like i kinda want a cock and pussy and i know thats an actual option #but is it the right option? #i hate being trans but not knowing what kinda trans maybe ill hit where im at with my gender and just say tranny #cause i already say faggot for my sexuality instead of anything specific maybe i should just say tranny #this is probably what a therapist is for but idk if i can justify paying for this instead of saving money to buy a hoise #america sucks #capitalism sucks #love is such a bullshit thing #how can i be in love with some ane be in love with someone. being in love is nothing but selfish but also you have to be selfish for youryou #like i know that doesn't make sense sense but it makes sense to me and i also know its wrong #maybe i should give up and spend money on a therapist #i love my freinds and would sacrifice myself for them literally #12:51 and i have one more short tag to add #i hope you didnt read this far cause even in a drunk state this tag is embarrassing and im sorry you know me irl im sorry this is rambly+ugh #but if you dead read all the tags <3 i love yoh and would die for you

[7-starboi]

😅😅😅 I��m so fucking gay.

#gap the series #monsam #freenbecky #girl love #gap the series ep 3 #THEY SHE LOOKED AT HER #FUCK #IM SO GAY #I MEAN I ALREADY KNEW THAT #BUT THIS JUST REAFFIRMED IT #IM DEAD #AND ITS 3AM #UGH

[loves2spwge]

I love stan so much. Its very special and important to me that he has depression and struggles with addiction, that these are canon facts about him. I dont really get what people mean when they say its fine for him to be messed up but he cant be too messed up. Idk like these are things ive struggled with and i feel like at some point it has become my whole personality in periods of my life?? But even then, i dont understand what people mean by 'they make that his whole personality'. We're only getting pieces of him in certain moments through art or fic so??? And this isnt even a jock vs goth thing or whatever, its just so weird the way people discuss stans depression and addiction. Or wont. If you want him to grow out of it or be better than thats fine. But saying people are mischaracterizing him bc they want to explore those darker traits??? How??

#whatever at the end of the day as long as im not seeing shit like #that one fic where everyone wanted him dead bc he was really fucking struggling and even comments on that fic were like.. #'Stan ur a piece of shit seek help' then whatever its fineeee but ugh!!!!! Idk sorry #Stan will always be my little baby my babygirl