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#ur enthusiasm & kind words help me a lot. thank U
orcelito · 1 year
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that one bookmark is gone and on one hand im glad i dont have to see it anymore but on the other hand im a little embarrassed at the thought of them having seen me have a whole mini spiral about it at like 5 am. like sorry random person ig
#speculation nation#i shouldnt be allowed to make posts in the middle of sleeping times#i wake up all the time while trying to sleep & then i check social media & also my ao3 stats page#usually this is fine but that bookmark note hit Just the right insecurity in me for me to make some pathetic posts about it on my tumblr#like yes i Am insecure about ppl not liking what im doing in the story lately & thinking im taking too long :') thank U for confirming#the reader support afterwards definitely helped me but Man i dont wanna b known as that author that cant take even a hint of criticism#i mean i kind of am but i dont wanna be KNOWN for it ykno#im cool as a cucumber. u can tell. Absolutely the coolest. thats why i go crying to my tumblr dot com when someone says smth that isnt#complete praise for my work.#like on one hand i dont gotta share this online. it's a privilege that u guys get to read it. so i dont wanna hear ppl disliking it#on the other hand i wish i wasnt that pathetically insecure lmfao#in my defense not having an active beta reader has been fucking with my self confidence re: writing#i was a nervous WRECK when posting the last chapter. and the other chapters too but last chapter especially.#life. is so difficult. alas.#sorry to my readers for my lack of object permanence re: ppl liking my shit.#ive had ppl repeatedly saying they love it and it's still not enough#in largest part bc im insecure about that Changing. so with every chapter im like peeking over like 'do you still like my writing...?'#'do u still like my writing pls respond'#honestly bless u readers who have kept up with discacc & continuously comment & offer me reassuring words here when im down#ur enthusiasm & kind words help me a lot. thank U
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greenboyfriend · 6 months
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choose a silly little guy! (tarot card reading)
image source image 1: the silly snail traverses across the great terrain of your dashboard. where will he go? no one knows... image 2: the tortoise sits languid, motionless. he hasn't had his special treat today. image 3: the bat stretches out his big wings as if to say hello! he's not really, though. he's just stretching.
1.・。.・゜✭
it sounds strange, but im getting the feeling that ur going to be joining an institution of some kind. there's a need to "find the right mix" or balance, maybe this system will help you reach your goals, or joining it is the goal itself. this may be a religious institution for some. in joining with others, you will create the perfect synthesis for healing & flourishing. the word "institution" implies a cold, sterile environment, but I dont think this is true for you. or if it is, you need to push against it! this opportunity will benefit from you being creative, outgoing, and bold. be the change you want to see happen. in your enthusiasm, you may inspire others to do the same, thus leading to further camaraderie and joy!!
(temperance, the hierophant, king of wands)
2.・。.・゜✭
it seems like you've lost something or someone important. you're bemoaning your fate, wishing you had done something else. on top of this, your naturally kind, generous nature is being taken advantage of- you're refusing to stand up for yourself and becoming a doormat of sorts. you're probably even aware of this! think of this situation as a way to find out what you truly care about; above all else, what do you value? it may help you to turn your nurturing energy inwards, take care of yourself as you would someone else. you must stop feeling like a victim. be unapologetic. you have to live with yourself for the rest of your life, so why not be kind to who you are? the thesis is this: do you take care of others the way you should take care of yourself?
(queen of pentacles reversed, 5 of cups, the lovers reversed, 10 of swords reversed)
3.・。.・゜✭ a lot like those who chose the first image, ur in some sort of institutionalized setting. u may be well on ur way to achieving ur goal, by using ur intuition as ur guide, and carrying urself with a quiet confidence. others may look to you for inspiration, and may talk about ur successes. although it seems like ur on the right track, ur shying away from stepping into this fiery, leadership energy. the thing is, though, is that you have got it all together- ur emotional power, vibrancy, and dedication to ur group speaks for itself. it's time to step into the limelight! u already find urself naturally becoming the center of attention, why not embrace it? it's true that not everyone is going to approve of the way you do things, but a lot of people support you, and many will come to once you take this stand. believe in urself!! I know a part of u already does ! >_o
(page of cups, queen of wands, the hierophant, king of wands reversed)
thanks for reading! if ur interested in getting an in depth reading with me, send me a dm or an ask!
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ladynightlark · 7 months
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Hii i just read ur new chapter and it was amazing. impeccable. showstopping. I promise I have actual thoughts about it but I just have to organise them into something coherent first lol so have some really over the top positive adjectives bc ur writing makes me froth at the mouth.
Uhh bc I’m definitely not desperate for any and all content relating to this fic, maybe 1, 9, and 11? Thx and take all the time u need for the next chapter!! Don’t burn urself out!! 
Hi! Thank you so much!
I’m glad you enjoyed the new chapter! It feels great to finally get back to writing for this story again!
Thank you for all your kind words and adjectives (lol), these types of comments never fail to make my day and definitely get me excited about sharing more of what I have planned for this AU!!!
And also thank you (and everyone else) who’s been telling me to take my time with the next chapter. No worries, I’m making sure to pace and not overwork myself.  But hearing that from time to time means so much. So thank you!
1. What is a piece of symbolism in your fic?
I could talk a lot about some bigger/more obvious symbolisms in the fic (like Nezuko and Zenitsu’s relationship and the fact that Nezuko could never reach him, even after Gyokko was defeated), but I think one of the more subtle ones I don’t many readers have caught is the pendant that Kaigaku gives Nezuko way back in Chapter 2.
If you remember correctly, it was yellow with blue cracks on it, and for manga readers, once Kaigaku became a demon, his pendants were blue (don’t know if this is going to be used in the anime, but I thought it was a neat detail).
And in the flashback to the day he and Zenitsu ran into the six-eyed demon, the one pendant Kaigaku was wearing around his neck was cut off as a warning.
Well…that’s the same pendant he gives Nezuko!
So not only was it a reminder/symbol of the wager he instigated with Nezuko, but it’s a memento of the time he was faced with what he thought was an impossible situation to win, and nearly chose a darker path for himself in order to survive (which has some parallels to Nezuko’s situation).
9. What is your favorite line/interaction in your fic?
Nearly every single interaction between Nezuko and Kuwajima has been an absolute blast to write!
I think this is mainly because while their mentor/mentee relationship is similar to Tanjiro & Urokodaki’s from canon, there are some HILARIOUS differences in how they handle their pupils (mainly in the fact Kuwajima is more open in his teasing and enthusiasm in getting Nezuko to break out of her shell, and Nezuko is trying to determine whether or not this old man is crazy or not).
Not only that, but also because Kuwajima is not afraid to intervene to help Nezuko grow and avoid dangerous habits/mindsets that could hurt her in the long run. 
There’s just so much range in their relationship, and getting to explore that as a way to set this apart from canon is amazing. 
From Kuwajima laughing at Nezuko while she’s clinging to a tree in the middle of a thunderstorm, to him putting her on bedrest and banning her from training when he sees the toll it’s taking on her physical/mental health. 
Nezuko stubbornly telling Kuwajima to trust her despite the multitude of reasons he’s provided on why she won’t make the cut as a demon slayer (and probably only seeing her as another prospective thunder breather he can teach based on her bit of potential), and later he’s offering to send her demon brother’s earrings to be repaired and eventually sitting down with Nezuko to help her explain what it is she’s missing in her mastering of the breathing forms. 
And then, making Nezuko promise to think only of herself so she can come home, and finally getting to share in her joy of her overcoming her final test and Final Selection.
Honestly, I’ve loved getting to write every moment of interaction they’ve had with each other. It makes me a bit sad we’re only going to get maybe another chapter or two of them together before Nezuko goes out on her own. But seeing their growth is a very rewarding feeling.
But in terms of one of my favorite lines that I’ve written so far…
Chapter 7:
Still, against her better judgment, Nezuko carefully grabbed onto the branches and hauled herself up until she found a good spot to sit in the strong arms of the tree. “So now what?” “We wait.” Kuwajima looked up at the sky, staring at a few clouds that were turning gray above them. “For what?” “Nature.” Fifteen Minutes Later… “I HATE NATURE!”
11. Is there anything important in your fic you think readers have missed/overlooked?
At the very beginning of Chapter 11, there’s a VERY important but subtle detail in Nezuko’s dream. She sees someone who’s NOT one of her immediate family members right before she wakes up. I think it’s important to point out that their presence may or may not be significant in how the story is changing.
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s3when · 8 months
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favorite mbav character and episode
love ur enthusiasm but you sent me 14 asks in a row so im replying it all here - also 5 of them were drawing suggestions, which im not taking rn but if i dont know what to draw, ill turn to it so dont worry (specially evil benny never posted that)
a) fav character is benny and my favorite episode is s1 ep5 (double negative)
b) thank you for the kind words to my blog, tho i wouldnt consider myself a benny stan he is indeed my fav char of all time, im glad u like what i post and reblog
c) season 2 is my favorite, i watched s1 a WHOOOLE lot since it aired infinitely when i was little, so im more fond of s2
d) i cant pick a favorite benny line- most that comes out of his mouth is hilarious to me but currently obsessed with when ethan said "im just worried (sarah)'ll laugh in my face" and benny replied "she probably will"
e) favorite benny moment is his interaction with ross in the double negative episode - in the movie is when he walks stupidly to sarah and erica's table to embarass himself and his friends
f) favorite benny outfit is from s2 ep1 (welcome back dusker) when he has flannel and a hooded jacket
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g) favorite thing about benny, maybe how funny he is, specifically how he cant take situations very seriously and cant help but make a joke to lighten to mood, hes just like me fr
h) fav quote: "good thing ur bad at magic" by rory in response to benny trying to sound cool
fav villains: serena cuz i love mermaids and sirens to death
fav pairings: ig ill go with ethan and sarah cuz i used to ship them, nowadays i dont rll care about that
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cellophaine · 2 years
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hi hi !! congrats on 1k ! ur an amazing writer and i’m so happy 4 u !! i was wondering if you could write something about smut and matt murdock comforting an insecure fem!reader ?? maybe reader hasn’t really had good experiences with sex before and matt wants to reassure reader that he thinks she’s beautiful and sexy. def add some praise kink in there too ❤️‍🩹
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Pairing: Matt Murdock x F!Reader
Warnings: Smut. Smut. Smut. Do I need to say more?
Author's Note: The last request for my 1k event! I'm so so sorry for taking so long! I don't know why but I struggled quite a bit with this one. I hope you'll enjoy this mess anyway! :)
Thank you for your kind words! 🖤
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You were nervous. So very nervous. But you did your best not to show it, not now when Matt's face buried between your thighs; his tongue delivered broad stripes along your slit. His hands held your flesh; his fingers carved a faint pattern onto your skin. He lapped at your clit with just enough pressure that made your skin prickle. But, truth be told, you would feel that a lot more if you weren't so tense.
You stared at the ceiling, counting the wood planks, paying extra attention to their colours while your mind strayed. You felt like you should be doing something instead of just lying there, letting Matt do all the work. Should you arch your back more? Should you moan louder? Higher? Would that be too much? Should you grab his hair? Would he like that?
You were so lost in your head, focusing on how to sound good, trying to convince Matt. You didn't notice how he had pulled away; the sensation you felt was only a vanishing trace on your skin.
"Should I stop?"
You propped yourself on your elbows to see Matt hovered between your thighs with a worried look embedded on his face.
"No … no! I love it! Keep going."
Heat rose to your cheeks as the embarrassment settled in your flimsy act. Your halfhearted moans and apathetic enthusiasm failed to persuade Matt. You'd never had that problem before.
"I feel like you're not into it."
"No, no I–"
"You know we don't have to do this if you don't want to, do you? I don't want you to feel uncomfortable with me."
His words struck a chord in you. This was something … new. Your experience with sex hadn't been the greatest as your partners always focused on themselves rather than you. As a result, you left those fleeting endeavours feeling unsatisfied more often than not. Eventually, you gave up. Until now.
"It's just … I …. "
Sitting up, you hugged your legs to your naked body, suddenly feeling shy. Matt sat opposite of you; his body language was open and welcoming. You could feel his imploring attention on you, patiently waiting for you to continue. You took a deep breath, feeling the need to hide from Matt slowly vanish in the secured embrace of his patience and thoughtfulness.
"I haven't been intimate with anyone in a long time. My experience with sex involving another person hasn't been ... the best. I've had more luck on my own, to be honest. So, I'm just nervous …."
You trailed off as his brows arched in surprise and curiosity. You couldn't help but let the rest of the sentence fall through the gap between your lips.
"… because I like you a lot."
That part pulled an adoring smile on his face, making the crinkles around his eyes deepen.
"I like you a lot, too."
He searched for your hand, pulling it to his lips, adorning a tender kiss on your knuckles.
"You are the most beautiful, wonderful, sexy woman I've ever met ...."
Each trait was punctuated with a press of his lips on your skin.
"... and I want to show you how much I mean that, no matter how long I have to wait. I'll wait forever if that's what you want. We will do this at your pace."
His determination and respect for your boundaries unlocked something inside of you. Even though you knew being considerate should have always been the necessary minimum, it was rare these days. People tend to move on like leaves changing throughout the season, never the same, always quick to move on. It was just that easy.
You crawled forward to meet him, attaching your lips to his. Matt's hand ran up and down along your arm gently. Then, you pulled away; your voice was barely a whisper on his lips.
"I want to do this with you. Please?"
He nodded before giving you a chaste kiss.
"How about I help you relax first?"
Matt guided you to sit down as he went behind you, having your back facing him. His hands descended on the muscles on your shoulders, easing the knots and tension in your body. Soft purrs escaped your lips as you enjoyed the attention he bestowed on you.
Then, you felt his plump along the curve of your shoulders. After each press of his fingers, his lips followed, accompanied by the small laps of his tongue. The act started something within you, stoking the simmering desire at your lower belly. You wanted more. And that was what you asked of him.
"Tell me immediately if you aren't comfortable with anything."
You nodded numbly, needing the pleasure to be more, for it to envelope you whole. Matt's hands sneaked to your front; his fingers caressed the underside of your breast. You sucked in a breath at the brief contact before letting it go in relief as his large palms covered your supple flesh. The callousness of his hands created enticing friction on your skin, playing you and your muddled mind like a musician composing a beautiful ballad with you as his muse. He worked you up, his fingers pinched your nipples, his lips found your earlobe, delivering kitten licks to the shell. Your hands gripped the sheet, your back bowed slightly as you didn't feel like you could hold yourself up on your own. You leaned into him, seeking out his warmth for more skin-on-skin contact. Matt brought your back to press against his front with his hands on your breasts; the teasing touches didn't cease in the change of movement.
Matt moved his hand downward, skimming past your belly button to settle on your folds. His deft fingers teased your entrance, circling in a delicate pattern. He found your clit, pinching it between his digits, making you cry out. Your thighs clenched, desperate for more friction as you could feel the wetness within your pulsing wall. You threw your head back, moaning softly as you leaned fully into him. You trailed a hand down until it joined him at your weeping pussy. Pulling two of his fingers in your grasp, you pushed them inside with a blissful sigh. Your core was drenched with arousal, allowing his thick digits to slide in and out easily.
You fucked yourself with his fingers until Matt took over, pumping at a fast and relentless pace. His other hand tweaked your pebbled nipple, stimulating the sensitive points on your body, driving your mind into a sensory overload. Your nails dug into his thigh, but he didn't seem to mind the pain. His throaty groans and the occasional jerks of his hard cock against your back told you everything you needed to know.
He increased the pace, ramming his fingers into you, making you moan louder. You felt his hot breath on the shell of your ear as he whispered.
"Let go for me. I got you."
Your eyes rolled back, your thighs clenched, trapping his hand in between as you came. He kept going, carrying you through the high. The aftermath of the intense climax hadn't faded yet. Still, the only thing in your mind was this strong need to be even closer to him. You turned around, capturing his lips in haste. You wanted him to touch you, to feel what you felt through the desperation of your kiss.
"Need you, please. I need you, now."
He returned your feverish kiss, asking you under his breath.
"Are you sure?"
You nodded, almost cried out in frustration.
"Yes, yes, please."
The last word came out in a broken whimper. Matt wrapped his arms around you, laying you down on the mattress. His cock poked at your thigh, and you couldn't help but reach down to give it a gentle squeeze. He dropped his head on your shoulder, his body slightly trembling.
"There's a condom in the drawer."
You nodded, reaching for the foil packet as fast as you could. You rolled it on his length, giving the thick girth a few pumps. He pushed you to lay back; his hand searched for yours, squeezing reassuringly. Your body tensed up, not in discomfort but in anticipation.
Matt pushed in, inch by inch, so painfully slow. You loved the burn that only grew the more he took inside you. The buildup was long and agonizing as you felt like you could lose your mind with each inch. Then, he finally bottomed out after a little while, and you felt like you could finally breathe again. He filled you up to the brim, and all you could feel was how full you were. You looked at him; his long lashes fluttered softly on his cheeks, his lips parted to take deep exhales.
"You okay? How are you feeling?"
"G-good ..."
You couldn't trust yourself to speak anymore, as nothing more audible than slurred words and moans would come out. You stayed like that for a little bit, revelling in the feel of each other. You wrapped your legs around Matt's waist, the heel of your feet dug into his ass, urging him to move. At your silent plea, Matt pulled out, only to slam back in. It was slow at first, and you could feel every inch of his cock rubbing against your inner wall. The friction made your lips open slack, letting an incoherent string of moans fall. Matt whispered sweet nothings and praises to your ears between rough grunts and deep breaths.
"You're so tight. Doing so good for me. Taking me so well. Good girl."
You didn't know whether it was the way he said it or perhaps the intimacy of the praise that drew an unconscious reaction from you. You clamped down hard onto him as the words left his lips, making Matt choke out with a guttural moan.
"You like that, huh?"
The smirk on his face was not one of egotistical pride. It was the satisfaction of doing something right, of learning something new from you. And now that he knew, he would use it to his advantage.
You couldn't use your words. You could do nothing but cry out. Matt increased the speed, ramming into you. His hips hit your cervix repeatedly. The slapping sound of your skins blended in with the mix of his throaty groans resonated in your ears like a divine hymn that you were more than happy to sing out loud with your moans. Your head lolled to the side; the pleasure was too much for you to focus on anything. You were so fucked out that you felt like you weren't in control of your body anymore. Matt knew your body, signals, and needs even without asking you.
You bit on your bottom lip hard, feeling like you could draw blood as you felt conscious about your unrestrained moans. You reigned them in, muffling them in the cage of your throat.
What you hadn't anticipated was the evaporating pleasure at the pit of your stomach as Matt slowed down. His hand came to grip your jaw, pulling on your bottom lip to release it from your hold. He trained his eyes on yours, and even though his gaze missed the mark, you could feel the burning fire with a hint of warning behind them.
"Don't hold back. If you stop, I'll stop. Okay?"
Your body involuntarily shuddered at his demand. It spurred you on, making your head spin. It was impossible how much he turned you on simply with his actions and words.
"Speak up, sweetheart."
"Y-yes, I got it."
He rewarded you with a sharp thrust, turning your response into unfiltered cries of pleasure. He picked the pace up after a few strokes, not letting you catch a breath. Your loud moans bounced off the walls of his apartment, as Matt wished. You didn't hold back, surrendering yourself to him. His thrusts were frantic, ramming into that spot inside you repeatedly. You were close, and he knew that too. His hand squeezed yours, letting you know that you could let go. He would be here to catch you when you fell.
Your eyes rolled back as you were pushed over the edge. Your core clenched down hard on his cock, making the friction between you even more intense. His strokes were erratic and sloppy as Matt neared his end. Your arms winded around his shoulders, pulling him to you. You stroked his hair, unable to hold back the little delirious whimpers on the sweat-soaked skin of his shoulder. Matt came after a few pumps, his cock pulsing within your tight walls. Then, he slowed down the pace, basking in the drawn-out euphoria.
Matt dropped his head, pressing kisses along your sweaty hairline. He fell onto his elbow, giving you a deep kiss while still throbbing inside. He put his weight on the side, avoiding crushing you. You stared at the ceiling; your head worked to process what happened. You had a broad smile on your face, turning to the side where Matt was to find him mirroring you. You turned to lay on your side, facing him.
"So …"
"So …?"
You scrunched your nose, your voice drawled on in false consideration.
"Well, it was ... good. However, I need to see more before coming to the final conclusion."
His face morphed into a pretend disbelief.
"Oh? Was that not good enough for your insatiable appetite, sweetheart?"
He crawled over you; his hands found your side, tickling you. You squirmed, laughing out loud.
"This is unfair! I can't give my final verdict with little evidence provided."
You trained your voice to be serious, using what you would assume was Matt's language in the courtroom. You wondered if he noticed and if he liked it. From the amused lift of his brow, you could safely say he was more than enjoying it.
"Just a little? Let's see if you still think that in the morning ...."
Matt kissed your neck playfully, leaving soft bites on the sensitive skin. You sighed softly, arching your neck, inviting him to leave his marks.
"... 'cause I'm not anywhere close to being done with you tonight."
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bumbleklee · 3 years
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Hi! I love your work and I’ve been binging it for a while! <3 I was wondering if I could have some angst and a broken heart since it seems I like to suffer. ;’) Can I have headcannon with an insecure adventurer reader who’s in a relationship with one of the Mondstadt boys (or just the dark night because I’m down bad since he didn’t come home). They are insecure because while they are a great adventurer, ever since the traveler came, they’ve been living in the traveler’s shadow with everyone, even possibly the readers lover, praising the traveler. The reader takes on increasingly difficult missions, even putting their life on the line since they feel as though they have to prove themselves. In an attempt to stop the reader, the Mondstadt boys tell the reader that they aren’t the traveler, but instead of the good intent behind it, the reader takes it as if their lover prefers the traveler and decides to try and give up adventuring since they realized that not once did their lover go on an adventure with them, but they did with the Traveler. This was long, I’m sorry, but feel free to reject it! Stay safe and healthy!
hey!!! a few little notes: i ended up going with just diluc and instead of hcs, i wrote a little one-shot. i hope you enjoy it and i hope i nailed your idea lol <3 enjoy! (requests are open)  also: u will pull diluc!!! and thank u for ur support :3
before reading: 1.8k words, little mentions of blood but nothing graphic, kinda angsty w feelings of despair (tw?? idk), under cut for length
The first time you realized you had fallen into Lumine’s shadow is when your weekly commissions are given to her. Jean didn’t give you much explanation when she sent you home for the day but you could only assume it’s because Lumine could do them better
The second time is when you were absent for a weekend to clear out Hiluchurls from Wolvendome and when you returned back to Mondstadt to share the news, everyone was preoccupied helping Lumine find her brother.
The third time is when, despite your tireless efforts to protect your hometown this year, Lumine was chosen as the Windblume Star.
You had gone from the Knights of Favonius' greatest knight to a mere shadow. Your accomplishments and achievements felt like nothing when compared to Lumine’s and you became desperate to be known again. You watched your teammates pick Lumine over you, choosing to accompany her on adventures, and your friends constantly chatting about how amazing she was.
And, well, she was.
Lumine was beautiful. She was delicate and soft and fought gracefully, while you often came home covered in dirt or blood. And she was kind - so, so kind. She offered her hand to you on multiple occasions, never once seeing you as the threat you saw her as. And beyond her looks, Lumine was passionate and strong and everything you were not. She had everything you had and more except for one thing.
Diluc.
But when you saw Lumine sitting at the bar in the tavern, sharing a daring story with your boyfriend, you became doubtful.
From your seat on the second level of the tavern, you had a perfect view of the pair. Diluc looked happy - perhaps even happier than with you - and your heart broke. Would Lumine be the end of an era between you and Diluc? You loved Diluc to death and all you wanted was for him to be happy.
The truth was, you were running out of patience, running out of fake enthusiasm and fake laughs and fake smiles when Diluc bragged to you about what Lumine did that day. The constant praises and compliments towards a woman who wasn’t even in the room tore you apart bit-by-bit. You were finding it harder to get through each day as Diluc slipped through your fingers.
When you finally broke your silence, you talked to Kaeya.
It was an accidental breakdown - Kaeya had made a cheeky comment about how his brother was spending an awfully lot of time with the traveler and you just broke down. Realizing the severity of the situation, Kaeya pulled you into his office and closed the door. He let you sit at his desk until you calmed down.
“What’s going on?”
So, you told him. You finally let out the bottled up despair and, frankly, jealousy you had been holding in for the past few weeks. You told Kaeya about how you went from ‘hero to zero’ and how you didn’t even deserve to be a knight anymore.
“If I’m not a knight, I don’t have a purpose,” You said solemnly. “I haven’t picked up my sword in a month, Kaeya.”
Kaeya makes a noise of acknowledgement and urges you to continue.
“And I can’t stand how she’s better than me! I’m the Revolutionary Knight - not her!” Despite your angered words, you’re suppressing panic deep in your chest. “She’s already taken so much from me and she’s going to take Diluc.”
“Diluc loves you,” Kaeya reassures you. You’ve never heard his voice this soft and serious before. “Nothing Lumine can do is going to make Diluc ever stop loving you.”
Deep down, you knew that. You knew that Diluc loved you and planned to marry you one day, you knew that. It was just hard to convince your heart of that. As you stared down at the floor, you heard Kaeya sigh.
“Maybe you just need to show him you’re just as good at Lumine.”
That night, you packed a bag before Diluc got home from the tavern and left for Liyue. You would fight the Cryo Regisvine and bring back Diluc a hoarfrost core. He would see your heroic nature and forget all about Lumine - they all would.
***
When Diluc came home that night to find your absence, he began to worry. You were never one to leave without saying anything so Diluc rushed to the Knight’s Headquarters quickly. He was fortunate that Jean and Kaeya were still there finalizing some paperwork.
“Master Diluc?” Jean asked, rising from her desk as Diluc rushed inside her office. “Is everything alright?”
“Y/N is missing,” He said quickly.
“Missing? Are you sure?”
“Yes! They never go anywhere without telling me,” Diluc continued. He noticed Kaeya avert his gaze and snapped his eyes over to his brother, “Kaeya, what do you know?”
“I may have told them to do something heroic to win you back,” Kaeya said, realizing his idea may not have been the best.
Diluc’s eyes widened, “Win me back?”
Kaeya sighed and explained what was going on with you. Diluc’s heart dropped into his stomach and he couldn’t believe how stupid he had been. He should have been praising you, not Lumine. “They mentioned something about the Cryo Regisvine-”
Diluc didn’t let Kaeya speak another word before he took off. You couldn’t have gotten that far and when Diluc noticed the darkening weather, his feet picked up their pace.
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A fierce gust of wind made you cover your face with your arms. Out of nowhere, it started pouring rain but you wouldn’t let that stop you. You pushed through the impending storm and made your way down into the cave where the ice monster lived. You gripped your sword tightly as the monster sensed your presence and unraveled, turning the downcoming rain into shards of ice that landed on your skin like needles.
Without much delay, you charged the Cryo Regisvine and landed three hits on its corolla before one of its leafy arms wacked into you, sending you hurdling backwards. Your sword was knocked out of your hand and you struggled to catch your breath.
More sharp icicles pierced your skin and a spray of freezing air coated your skin. Yet, you still managed to grab your sword and stand. Your hobbled toward the monster again and when the same leafy arm came towards you, you slashed at it.
The monster let out a screech and retracted itself before slamming it’s head down towards your body. You dodged the first hit but were caught off guard when the second hit knocked you off your feet. You barely had time to roll away when it slammed it’s head down a third time.
“Y/N!”
Diluc surged forwards, grabbing your arm and forcefully pulling you to your feet. Your sword became lost from your hold and the sudden movement caused the blade to scrape down your leg before clambering to the ground again. A nasty gash was left and you seethed.
He couldn’t even think as he pulled you away from the monster. You had never seen Diluc move so fast. He didn’t let you go until you were both far enough from the cave to feel secure. Diluc’s arms wrapped around your shoulders tightly and you were too stunned to say anything.
“What the hell is wrong with you?”
Your mind felt foggy. You tried to open your mouth and speak but no words came out.
“Do you realize how dangerous that was?”
“I just...Lumine…”
Diluc pulled back at this and stared in your eyes. You couldn’t quite match the emotion on his face. “You’re not Lumine!”
His words cut deep and you felt tears soak your eyes. Maybe if your head was clearer and you could actually hear your thoughts, you would have realized Diluc didn’t mean it that way. But the only thing consuming your mind was that he was right. You weren’t Lumine and you would never be Lumine. “I know!” You cried out suddenly, “That’s why I have to go and kill that thing! So I can give you a hoarfrost core and you’ll love me again!”
Diluc only looked at you. His hands ran down from your shoulders to your hands and he brought your left hand to his lips. You heard him sigh before kissing your knuckle gently.
Your wet hair was dripping water down your face in freezing cold droplets. At that moment you felt useless. You weren’t able to fight the Cryo Regisvine and bring Diluc a hoarfrost core. He would leave you for Lumine and there was nothing you could do about it.
“You’re hurt,” Diluc said, motioning to your leg. In your desolate state, you had forgotten about the gaping wound on your leg that was pouring blood. “Come on - we’re going home.”
You were too upset to protest and let Diluc maneuver your body onto his back. You loosely wrapped your arms around his neck and relished in the warmth his vision released. You held onto Diluc like it was the last time you ever would.
The walk back to Mondstadt was silent and when you two arrived at your shared house, Diluc let you down on the couch. You could only stare at your lap.
“I’m sorry,” You finally mumbled, “Next time I’ll finish what I started.”
“There won’t be a next time,” Diluc said sternly, “No way you’re ever going there alone again.”
Your face stiffened into annoyance. “I’m the Revolutionary Knight - I can do it.”
“No, you can’t.” His words seemed cold and unusual but they were coated in concern. Diluc reached up and cupped your face with his large hands. You tried to pull away but his grip was firm, “It’s okay.”
The situation was suddenly overwhelming and far too much to deal with. The tears you had been holding back tumbled down your cheeks and your words were choked between sobs, “Lumine is so perfect and I’m not...I don’t want you to leave me...I know I’m not good enough but-”
He stopped your rambling with a kiss. “Don’t ever think you’re not good enough,” He whispered, taking you into his arms. You hid your sobs in Diluc’s chest as he whispered sweet nothings into your ear. Eventually, your cries settled.
Diluc spent the rest of the night dressing your wound and laying with you in your bed. He didn’t stop comforting you until every horrible thought about yourself was gone from your mind. In the morning he would talk to you more but for now, his job was to make you feel strong again.
And it would take a while but one day you would come to realize that you were just as good as Lumine and no one could truly compare to you. Like the storm on that horrifying night, this too would pass.
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hi! ik sojourner's already ended but i have an(other?) idea in case u ever pick it up since i love ur albedo 😳😳 ok so
what abt a reader who is rlly excited abt alchemy, but they avoid talking abt it bc they start rambling and stuttering and stumbling over their words bc they're so excited? they get assigned/asked to go w/ albedo bc they're rlly good at alchemy too, but they end up fidgeting a lot, muttering and stopping just a few words in before their volume rises and giving short answers when w/ him bc they're afraid of rambling (since they do it to think better when alone, sometimes insulting and arguing w the objects when they don't get the expected result) & being seen as annoying or unprofessional?? i'd like to see how he reacts to these and what he'd think!! and how or when he discovers the reason reader is acting like that
it's kinda (a lot, rlly skowkskdk i always have ideas but never write them) specific, but i rlly like the idea!! i'd love to see what u do w/ it if u ever pick it up in the future :D hope you're staying hydrated and well🥺🥰 -🌌
What do you mean Sojourner's already ended, Sojourner is eternal, Sojourner is forever-
Kidding aside, this is too cute to pass up, even if it's quite a lot! Cute Albedo brainrot moments always please. It might be too much sometimes but I hope you enjoy my interpretation of it! Scenarios format! Starry night, oh I'm always hydrated, thank you and I hope you're well!
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Albedo working with a Reader that's highly enthusiastic about alchemy but insecure about rambling... (masterlist)
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You dealt with Alchemy a year before the Kreideprinz entered Mondstadt, your attunement to the mystic arts baffling and intriguing you every time. During that period, you're not really sure of what art you're doing but in the end, you kept doing great that the people had acknowledged your talents.
Through your own effort and self-study even if unnamed, you managed to put your talent into this art of Alchemy and created discoveries regarding powders and mineral-focused ingredients. It was a shame there was no one to share it to, and when you talk to scholars/practitioners alike, you end up rambling so much to the point that on their end you barely make sense. Whether this was caused by your eaten words or lax and personalized vocabulary over the matter, you're not sure.
Their confused and judgmental stare haunts you, leaving you alone with your raging thoughts and overworking mind when you just want to learn and expand your discoveries to other people without driving them away. Your enthusiasm is great and all, but it's not enough to make others understand.
So when the Chalk Prince entered Mondstadt, blessing the city with his scholarly knowledge and boundless creations, he easily made a name for himself and in extension the city itself.
Before Sucrose and Timaeus, you were called upon by the Grand Master Varka to accompany Albedo and be his temporary assistant seeing as his field in the division is still quite new and you were the only other 'Alchemist' in town besides him. You're both giddy and nervous, like really, really nervous.
You've heard of Albedo and maybe a caught a glimpse or two, but you've never actually interacted enough to know exactly what he looks like or how he is as a person. All you know is that he's a very, very attractive person overall.
"Good-looking, carries this aura of wisdom around him, he's just really charming," were the words that rang through your mind as you pointedly watched your steps, following the carpets leading to Ordo Favonius' laboratory while Lisa's words rang through your head.
Is he really that kind of person? You've heard that he's quite stoic too, but if he's really that distracting, you're scared that it would be harder for you to focus and help out. Honestly how would you even deal with him when your fields of Alchemy are so different from each other?
You have no idea how long you've been thinking, standing in contemplation in front of the set of double doors that leads to the workshop with nothing but doubt in your mind. But upon realizing the teal gaze of another person silently waiting instead of wooden doors, you figured it was far too long.
"Ah, I'm sorry! I was in my head, I wasn't expecting you to-!" You flailed your hands around comically before abruptly stopping, noticing the now confused stare of Albedo of which are distracted by your hands. Clearing your throat, you extended a hand towards him to shake, trying to stare anywhere but his face. "I'm (Y/N), I'll be your assistant until you're well settled in the city. It's nice to meet you, Ma-"
His hand finds yours in a firm grip, a firm shake so sudden you bit your tongue back, "Albedo, Kreideprinz of the Art of Kemia, but just Albedo is fine, I'll be under your care."
Albedo finds it intriguing and surprisingly not that distracting whenever you talk to yourself or to the ingredients whenever you so much as feel the slightest frustration. "Ugh, this Zinc powder is so stubborn, clingy," you angrily mumbled under your breath as you washed off the blue powder that spilled at your hand, "So, so clingy." Since you're facing the sink, you couldn't see the way he was holding himself from laughing audibly at your amusing antics.
You seemed lively and open, is what Albedo thought when he first met you. But this observation soon shattered when he kept getting hanged upon your abrupt stops when delving into your field, something he was really irked about the first few times. Your art of Alchemy is much different from his and he's wishing that you'd clarify and expound all your learnings to him, but in the end, you somehow step back everytime your words became lengthy.
Are you hiding something? Did you not want him to learn the same arts as yours? If those were the case, he couldn't bring himself to ask a simple question such ad why. Every time it crosses his mind, it brings a purse of a pout to his lips and furrowed eyebrows.
Every response you gave always hints even tiny bits of trivias and tips he's never heard, Albedo always takes note of your spills that always cuts before reaching its climax. "-sorry, yes, this is activated charcoal Geo and Pyro slimes reaction." He lets out an audible sigh upon your retreat, your frustrated mind too occupied to notice.
"Please," his desperation drips in his word when he looks at you with eyes filled with raw emotion you'd never know he'd be able to pull off. Your tightly locked lips only pressed on further at his puppy eyes, "Please continue, I wish to know more about your Alchemy, if you would be so kind."
"It's not really- I'm not really the best at explaining it..." You're almost fidgeting, cheeks aching from tensing and warmth. But he regarded you with a blank stare, forcing you to fill the silence, "If I- If I start, my ramblings may not uhm they're not easy to comprehend... or something."
Albedo had been watching more than he'd like to admit, and he's come to relieved (yet still confused) realization that your treatment with him wasn't his alone. You always step back before things get lengthy, words then cutting short and concise with a steeled expression. Lips caught between teeth.
"I digress," his hand motions to yourself to emphasize his next clause. "As your field and sole practitioner of this art, like my own condition, your word of mouth is the best ground of knowledge."
If he was irritated, he's doing a very good job in hiding it. And even with the respectable yet close distance in between you still felt cornered. This is still your master and it's not professional to refuse a scholarly talk, "The electro crystals when charged... ionized? create sparks, while also producing the same result when smacking- mining!"
The scribbles of his pen against his clipboard as he nods in attention urges you on, realizing his focus and sincere interest on the topic, "So when you put the little tidbits or even powdered version in a beaker thingy, depending on the material, they interact with the spark. Honestly, I'm unsure yet how lethal it is but if you put the sparks under fire too, they make like those makeshift gunpowder as well as additional reactions such as-!"
The lilt and proceeding high pitch in your voice usually signifies the approach of your insecurity as well as the climax of your enthusiasm. At this point, you pull your hand up to shut your mouth forcefully, and when Albedo really detests the abrupt end of the conversation his hand would shoot forward to grasp your own.
He'd intertwine your fingers to distract, before urging you to continue with a challenging stare, as if daring you to use your other hand to pull that off again. This whole scene felt oddly scandalous, but oh boy does it send your mind into a bambling, overloaded mess. A heated head forces your lips open even if they sometimes come out in a jumbled string, he learns to decipher them.
The more you get used to or feel more comfortable, Albedo uses that fondness skillfully whenever he wants. "Can you tell me more about the scarlet chunks from Dragonspine?" He throws it so casually in the silence as you two work back to back in your stations, without a beat as your mind is partially preoccupied, you answered into a narrative of trivia. It almost feels like you're talking to the flames of the bunsen while you wait, but Albedo smiles at the now filled silence as he listens with divided attention.
He really likes your voice, and the word of wonders you bring along with you.
"For the record, I don't mind it at all," his breath hovers on your lips, cold and prickly, "Whatever comes out of these lips, I want to hear it all."
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That last part eheh
Woah, this went long. Like reader babbling hahaha. I said I'm gonna speedrun, not freaking write this long smh
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rosiehufflepuff · 3 years
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Head canon : slytherin ( draco ) x Hufflepuff ( female) : sly get forced to do hand craft charm by Hufflepuff
Being pals both the Slytherin and Hufflepuff had studying duration together or do the task sitting together in the forbidden forest.
While draco was studying, more like reading about the potions , the soft girl was settling next to him as she is researching for charms
Nonetheless rather of only casting a charm , the task is to create a charm from the zero , gaping in front as she is scanning each crystal, thinking what she can formulate using : golden wires , mud and lighter.
“I don’t comprehend , what is the necessity of making them by yourself , you are a witch not a mudblood “, the Slytherin couldn’t assist but remark, leading to receiving a frown from the Hufflepuff sitting next to him which drove to a small sorry from the pale blonde boy.
Not taking her scrolling gaze from her Charm book, as she browses what each crystal is for and how to charm each ” ’cause building stuff by your own hand build identity , second it is fun !!”...........Fun........... ? “ the bright female hears as the wealthy man sneering murmuring under his breath about how it is foolish .
“Your behavior is what nearly made you fail that course!!!!........... twice!!!!!!! “ grinning the girl knew that the boy doesn’t like to get reminded of any unacceptable circumstance happened , his cheeks arising in flush “ CAUSE THIS CLASS IS RIDICULOUS “
“ if it is ridiculous, why don’t you put up with it to reveal the strength of ur fingers muscles and show me your charm “ “ well...... darling I can use them in another manner that will allure you more than any charm this course will educate you “, giving a smug smirk at his own dirty remark not predicting a cringed expression from you.
“What sort of face is that, witch!?????!!” “ the face that you get when a person gives a comment like yours “ giving the boy a fake smile to match his horrified face ” no, only you provide this face to me ” ”and. That. Is .why. You. are. Grounded. with. me” booping the boy nose with each word coming from her rosy lips, unaware to the slytherin pink cheeks that arose from the continues touching of the girl.
” Okay okay!!!! Stop touching my nose!!! FOR SALAZER SAKE ” the girl couldn't help but smirk at how the fellow Slytherin is now covering his face by one hand, a picked up habit she noticed when he is embarrassed.
Shoving the kit to the slytherin , urging him to start with his work , trying to hold a laugh as you watch the boy disgusted face
Stating to work on the assignment , the girl started to shape the mud for her crystal shape , noticing the grey eyes gaze on her , as the boy next to her was observing what she is doing causing the girl to smile
“Hey staring is cheating “ feeling blush rising to his cheeks from getting busted “ no it is not !!” “No it is draco !! Also didn’t you say you know what to do just you find this course ridiculous “ parodying the pale boy accent, the slytherin weren't able to hold back the grin at Hufflepuff girl, leaning subconsciously to her face ”hmmmmmmmm.......that is not my tone however it is delightful on you so you are excused sunflower ”
she smiles, softening the boy's heart, this smile that he could never glare at or stand to gaze at it without smiling himself, not knowing the justification till currently.
”okay here is the deal Malfoy boy, we will do this together cause I'm entirely confident that you don't know how to craft by your self ”, not having a response as he fully recognizes this is the harsh reality.
Working together both, the girl began to burn the soil to hold into the shape and show the boy how to do it while being cautious “ you know...........this is a huge amusement.....in some way.....even tho that can be accomplished with magic..........“ Draco couldn’t help but mumble under his breath, more to himself but not passing the girl next to him ’s ears resulting in a smile to be drawn in her face .
Of course the boy won't acknowledge that he liked something so ”muggle ” as he would say, nonetheless the twinkling in his eyes speak volumes about how he feels, making a smile to sneak on the girl ’s face as she gawks at how detailed he is .
”okay! , you are ready to reveal it ?!!!” the Hufflepuff was nearly able to keep herself from jumping up and down in enthusiasm to glimpse at the prince of the Slytherin house work ” yeah...... I guess ” both of the friends counted together to three, finally showing each other the work They finalized .
”a ring ?” ” A GREEN AQUAMARINE RING...F-For you!!!!” the girl couldn't help but be nervous , as the boy has a lot of rings so she thought the boy would like it “ i charmed it for you ... and the crystal itself is for stress and to quiet your mind and I enchanted it for this special reason ... since you say you can’t sleep much lately .... I HOPE YOU LIKE IT !” The girl cried the last words , as her nerves was getting the best of her .
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(Something like that for our prince )
The boy took it between his fingers , fondling it so careful like his touch would break the precious thing “ wow .... I don’t know what to say ...” the boy kept admiring it , feeling all the unfamiliar warmth in his core, speaking softly “ I adore it, darling, thank you so much “ gazing at the sunny girl with the most gorgeous smile, a real smile, that makes the Hufflepuff feel all kind of butterfly in her stomach as he slips it in his finger .
“ so ahem that is what I made ....” the boy couldn’t help but feeling some how shy as he never was delicate to someone before especially in that way.. Maybe to his mom.....but never in Hogwarts ” I - uh - broke the burned mud we made m’ sorry...” giving a wired rose quartz fitting to be necklace
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” WOAH DRACO!! this is amazing!!!” ” okay stop lying now ” ” NO I LOVE IT SO MUCH SHUT IT MALFOY !” slipping it around her neck happily ” I can't charm it.... Since I suck in charms....but the rose quartz looks pretty on your undertone.... ”
The boy couldn't stop but be flushed and he hated how he needed to stop each second to collect his thoughts ”see know it!! Slytherin are just so cute ” ” okay be quiet, I don't wanna the folks to call me that hm? ” it may sound mean but the airy chuckle the boy let out while saying, tell exactly it is a joke .
Days later the Hufflepuff borrowed the ring for the class to show it, getting 20 points for Hufflepuff and the wealthy boy getting all kinds of questions about his new ring and little teased making his housemates earn a sharp scowl from him.
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THIS ONE TOOK SO LONG FOR NO REASON!! i don't know why!!! I WISH U ALL LOVE IT
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inkykeiji · 3 years
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oh my godddddddd I almost cried reading your response, you are the sweetest angel with an incomparably beautiful soul 🥺<33 your genuine, warm and thoughtful reply really helped me so much and made me feel at home(like u always do w ur blog!!) thank u so so much for your advice, I cannot appreciate it enough and it’s going to help me so much every time I come back to read it 🥺 I love u so much!!! also such an honor to be on your mind through the whole september r u kidding me?!?!!! I can’t believe it that makes me melt <333 (+BTW I wanted to apologize for unintentionally sending u a huge rant when u were in semi-hiatus (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥`) I didn’t realize it until a while after I sent u the ask and I felt so bad for venting to u when u were on a break :( didn’t mean it at all)
I also wanted to say u are one of my biggest inspirations in many aspects (❁ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈) ik I’ve said this before but u inspire me so much in various ways. ur maturity and kindness, passion and enthusiasm w the things u love (such as writing, film and anime), how positive and sweet and thoughtful u are etc etc !!!! there are so much to learn from you. u make me feel truly comforted and safe(which is something that’s NOT easy), be kind to everyone(including myself), keep myself motivated and productive, strive for things I truly love <3 you’ve had such a positive impact in my life and I’m sure this applies to all the other lovely anons of your blog as well hehe
anyways did u drink plenty of water today? how r u feeling lately? what r ur interests/hobbies/favorite little things these days? I’m cuddling in my bed ready to re-binge through all ur bmb series and touya nii series again :D also side question: idk if anyone else asked this but have u decided on what u’re gonna be for halloween? I still got no clue </3 I don’t know if I should dress up as someone meaningful(like audrey hepburn) or just be a thot cuz I’m in college HAHAH I can’t think of a good one at all
sorry that I flooded u w so many questions!! (u don’t have to answer all of em hehe) I hope you’re doing well and having plenty of rest, u are such a beautiful soul <33 mwah mwah -🐰
hehehe hi bunny <333
aw sweetpea i’m super happy to hear it!!!! <33333 it always makes me feel really, really good whenever i hear that my advice helps <3 it’s such a special and rewarding feeling!! i love u too, more than u know!!!! <333 oh my gosh hahaha no, don’t worry about it!!! it just meant that i’d get to it a lil later, that’s all <33 i was literally so happy to hear from you!!
WAAAAAH listen bunny 🥺 this paragraph made me cry!!! it made me so emotional that i took a screenshot and sent it to my mom!!! i’m truly at a loss for words in the very best way, thank you SO much for such beautiful, sweet, thoughtful words <333 this means so very much to me!!! i feel really good inside and really happy when i hear that i inspire someone!! since i was three years old (literally lmao) i’ve always wanted to help others. i wanted to be a doctor until i was 16 years old (first a GP, then i wanted to be a psychiatrist haha), but with the help of a teacher i realized that writing/creating art is what i really loved to do and what i was really, truly good at, and that i could still help people through art, as well. so to receive such a lovely message, and hear that i can inspire and comfort you...well, that just means the whole world to me <3 so thank you, so so so much, for sharing such special thoughts with me <333
i only woke up a few hours ago, but i’ve already drank two glasses!! i’m very good with drinking water hehe <3 AH lately my mood is still really chaotic, it’s up and down and all around hahaha BUT therapy is going well so far, it’s a lot of work but i want to become stable again and reign in my illness a little, and i’m just so so SO grateful to have found a fantastic psychologist after two whole months of searching <3 hmm that’s a good question!!! lately i find myself spending a lot of time with my boyfriend’s family, actually!!! i just watched squid game with him + his brothers like a week or two ago and that was super super fun, and on the weekend we went over to his uncles to watch halloween kills which was also a ton of fun!! the two of us are also trying to establish a new habit of playing stardew valley together a few times a week (we have a multiplayer game started), and we’ve been learning italian together, too!! other than that, i spend the majority of my time writing still hehe <3 OOOOH hehehe i hope u enjoy rereading them!!! i have a bit of touya-nii content coming within the next month! <3 and ofc the last part of bmb in november!!!!
HEHEHE i am dressing up as a bunny princess, actually!!! i was at the store not too long ago picking up supplies for my halloween treat bags and i came across a cute lil bunny set with ears and a tail, and then grabbed the cutest frilliest pink tutu and was like AH! A COSTUME! hehehe <3 i’m only dressing up to hand out my treat bags, so!!! OMG LMAO WELL LET ME KNOW WHAT U DECIDE AAAAH
don’t apologize, i enjoy talking to you!!! have a fantastic week bunny babie ilysm!!!!! <333
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karmasuna · 4 years
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mona hits 1k! ヾ๑ˊᵕˋ๑◞♡
celebration post details can be found here!
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sooo i hit 1k followers! this is so surreal, and i am so so grateful to every single one of you 🥺
i started this blog in april and i know it took me a while unlike some other blogs, but honestly i never ever imagined getting past 500 followers and i can’t believe a thousand people would even want to read my mediocre and not-proofread writing (≧◡≦) 
i’ll continue to try and improve myself and my writing! i’m pretty sure a lot of you followed me because at some point in time i posted a lot of writing consistently (three hcs per day for at least half a month straight) and even though i’ve slowed down significantly, i’ll my best to keep on putting out content y’all will enjoy :D
so far i’m really grateful that everyone i’ve interacted with have been super nice and supportive, and i’m so grateful for every single one of you (´。• ω •。`)
i’ll be doing another event to celebrate this occasion (obviously!) and there will be another post with all the deets woohooo
and with that being said i’d like to thank some people! a lot of my mutuals are actually hq writers instead of bnha but they’ve still been very very inspiring to me and helped motivate me in a lot more ways than they probably realize :] (gonna try and keep this short so i don’t bore y’all out hehe)
@loisfics; lois, my biggest supporter, thank you for all the kind words and motivation you give me whenever i post :3 
@rosiewrite; the best rin fckr i know out here, i lob yew and thank you for putting up with my natsuya enthusiasm 😌 ur very very nice and i like talking to you xoxo
@bnha-imagines-forall; sophie! we’ve only interacted like once but you’re really a huge inspiration for me and i just love your writing sm :D it’s so cute and never fails to make me smile hehe
@wakaitoshi; wooo kale osamu fckr and natsuya h8tr! even though we disagree on some things (see: u dislike natsuya) but that’s okay because honestly i think ur a very cool person and talking to you is so fun since ur so FUNNY ahahaha
@tokoyamis-luv; zara! i’ve never actually interacted with you outright but i’m one of ur emoji anons ;) i think it was discovering your blog that made me decide to start my own so a HUGE thank you to you really hehe :D it’s super inspiring to see sb like you so close to my age with such a nice blog!
and finally a thank you to one of my first (if not the very first) follower @dorkydoormat-deactivated2020070 :] unfortunately you’re not here anymore but if you see this, thank you so much for sticking with me and encouraging me even when i was a teeny blog <3
it’s a very short list but that’s everyone i can think of off the top of my head! obviously there’s a lot of other people who have been amazing but i’ll probably save them for another time hehe~
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a huge thank you to every one else who has gave me advice and encouragement as well (and yes likes are reblogs count too they’re a great motivation for me to write even more :D)
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ynkkoo-a · 4 years
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            ♡◞  𝐤𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐨𝐨  𝐬𝐚𝐲𝐬  𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒌 𝒖  !
            not  at  me  repurposing  one  of  my  theme  graphics  bc  i’m  a  lil  lazy  babie  ,  but  !  since  i  jus  hit  another  follower  milestone  n  the  decade  is  comin  to  a  close  ,  i  jus  wanted  to  say  thank  u  to  all  my  mutuals  n  followers  n  such  who  rly  made  this  last  year  enjoyable  on  this  hellsite  !  2019  was  tough  on  a  lot  of  us  in  a  lot  of  ways  ,  but  we  all  did  it  ,  babyluvs  !  we  saw  it  out  to  the  end  n  hopefully  the  20′s  are  a  lot  prettier  for  us  all  !  p.s.  i’m  sorry  to  anyone  not  mentioned  !  i  hav  the  memory  n  attention  span  of  a  babie  fish  ,  but  i  luv  all  of  u  soso  so  much  n  u  rly  all  do  mean  the  absolute  world  to  me  !  ♡
            first  off  ,  jus’  a  quick  an  honourable  mention  to  all  of  my  nonnies  of  the  year  ,  wherever  u  babies  are  now  !  in  particular  ,  my  cherry  nonnie  ,  my  jk  anon  (  @jminacious​​  )  ,  my  boo  ,  my  strawberry  nonnie  ,  n  my  grades  anon  !  n  anyone  else  who  has  sent  me  sweet  nonnies  ,  these  r  jus  the  recurring  ones  of  the  year  heh  !  u  sweet  nonnies  own  my  heart  n  truly  made  this  blog  such  a  lovely  n  pretty  n  positive  experience  for  me  ,  n  i  cannot  properly  express  w  words  how  much  all  of  ur  sweet  mssgs  meant  n  mean  to  me  always  !  ^♡^
            starting  off  w  the  mutuals  i  literally  never  speak  to  ,  bc  of  my  shy  babie  antics  ,  but  who  i  admire  from  afar  so  much  !  ur  all  soso  talented  ,  jus  all  around  beautiful  souls  who  deserve  the  prettiest  days  .  pleathe  feel  free  to  come  talk  to  me  ,  i’ll  luv  u  down  w  my  whole  heart  since  i’m  practically  ur  secret  admirer  anyway  .
@miyanez , @kimseokjvn , @rmsrpt , @capitae , @chunghart , @aronpiper , @jinjeongguks , @yukhciz , @cjdoesrpt , @pocmuzings ,  @chuuiez , @leeieno , @igorrpt , @luvgifs , @joonkookies , @drunkblushed , @savta , @frcylan , @jinsoouls  !
            now  ,  to  give  all  my  luv  to  those  who  literally  . . .  hav  my  heart  .  we  haven’t  talked  much  ,  again  bc  i’m  a  shy  babie  ,  tho  sum  of  us  hav  jus  recently  been  talking  more  which  makes  me  very  sparkly  ,  but  !  we  exchange  ims  here  or  there  ,  send  an  ask  or  two  ,  reply  to  n  like  each  other’s  posts  ,  support  each  other’s  content  ---  u  know  ,  we’re  cute  mutuals  !  the  ‘  will  they  ,  won’t  they  ‘  mutuals  !  for  realsies  ,  tho  ,  ur  all  so  talented  ,  whether  it  be  in  making  gifs  or  themes  or  graphics  or  writing  or  whatever  !  ur  talent  astounds  me  n  i  am  beyond  in  luv  w  u  !
@sprfluous , @chanheez , @loonarz , @jungjnsoul , @yeriimss , @hotjoong , @hiqey , @tcehyvng , @kvinabstract , @stcinfelds , @kermitgrinch , @mcninas , @doyyeon , @jminssii , @jiminslolli , @raihelps , @svnflxwer , @softcarpenters  !
            n  now  for  honourable  mentions  !  the  few  ppl  on  this  site  who  my  shy  babie  antics  did  not  keep  me  from  talking  to  n  becoming  friends  w  .  these  are  the  literal  luvs  of  my  life  !  our  ships  are  literally  *chefs  kiss*  ,  i  feel  comfy  cryin’  n  rantin’  to  u  guys  without  worryin  abt  being  annoying  n  i  hope  the  feelin’  is  mutual  ,  i  don’t  feel  even  an  ounce  of  anxiety  when  talkin’  to  u  guys  which  is  such  a  major  thing  for  me  ?  i  consider  u  guys  my  friends  sm  n  our  friendship  literally  means  the  world  to  me  .  ur  soso  talented  in  so  many  ways  n  u  hav  the  loveliest  hearts  ,  n  i’m  so  honoured  to  be  able  to  be  ur  friend  n  to  write  w  u  all  !  
            p.s.  there’s  cute  lil  mssgs  for  each  of  u  under  the  cut  !
@pointlcss , @ultraviclets , @musetories , @briingmetolifc , @heartvfire  !
♡◞  @pointlcss  !
                    alli  !  ♡  i  am  literally  so  happy  that  u  happened  upon  my  lil  1x1  post  a  couple  months  back  n  decided  to  mssg  me  abt  threading  bc  our  cute  lil  starstruck  plot  turned  into  a  friendship  that  i  am  soso  so  thankful  for  ?  there  is  not  anyone  that  i  wld  hav  rather  gone  thru  it  over  jungoo’s  long  hair  ,  tattoos  ,  n  haircut  w  .  that  one  pic  of  jjk  from  season’s  greetings  as  our  matching  discord  icons  . . .  stayin’  up  to  yell  abt  stray  kids’  n  txt’s  comebacks  . . .  i  literally  luv  this  for  us  ?  ur  soso  talented  n  making  gifsets  n  writing  ,  n  i’m  so  happy  i  cld  make  this  last  year  a  lil  bit  special  for  u  ,  bc  u’ve  made  this  year  such  a  special  n  pretty  one  for  me  too  !  i  can’t  wait  to  see  where  our  cute  lil  plot  n  ship  takes  n  i  hope  the  year  has  even  more  luvly  things  in  store  for  us  !  i  luv  n  adore  u  soso  so  much  .  u  rly  are  the  sweetest  soul  out  there  n  i’m  so  happy  to  consider  u  a  friend  !  also  thank  u  for  jus’  now  informing  me  abt  bts’  2020  tour  i  owe  u  my  lifeKSHDKJ  ♡
♡◞  @ultraviclets  !
                    ness  !  ♡  literally  . . .  the  luv  of  my  life  ,  perhaps  ?  i  remember  following  u  when  u  published  ur  first  theme  ,  bc  i  was  jus  like  .  wowow  wubbzy  ?  this  is  beautiful  n  free  n  i’m  broke  n  u  hav  my  heart  ?  n  u  know  ,  for  a  while  we  were  sort  of  will  they  ,  won’t  they  mutuals  ,  too  ,  which  was  cute  for  us  ,  but  i  think  we  actually  started  talking  when  we  were  both  in  abroad  ?  n  then  u  mssged  me  later  on  to  lmk  that  jjk  was  open  in  ur  rp  if  i  wanted  to  join  n  it  made  me  so  absolutely  soft  ???  like  .  ik  it  was  jus  a  lil  thing  but  u  captured  my  whole  HEART  in  that  moment  ?  n  now  ur  genuinely  sumone  that  i  trust  so  much  ,  like  .  the  other  day  when  u  let  me  rant  to  u  a  lil  bit  abt  smth  kinda  silly  ,  rly  ,  it  jus  meant  the  world  to  me  ?  n  u  mean  the  world  to  me  n  !!!  writing  w  u  is  absolutely  wonderful  always  n  our  current  ship  is  *chefs  kiss*  even  tho  i  hav  yet  to  reply  to  our  thread  again  BUT  !!!  i  will  do  it  ,  i  pinky  promise  ,  i’m  sorry  i’m  the  worst  .  u  deserve  the  whole  wide  world  .  ur  talented  beyond  belief  ,  ur  such  a  blessing  to  the  rpc  n  this  hellsite  as  a  whole  ,  n  i  adore  n  am  soso  so  thankful  for  our  luvly  lil  friendship  every  time  we  talk  .  u  truly  hav  made  this  icky  year  a  lot  less  icky  !  u  hav  my  whole  heart  !  ♡
♡◞  @musetories  !
                    sarah  !  ♡  u’ve  genuinely  been  one  of  my  best  friends  for  four  years  +  one  month  now  n  like  ?  wowow  wubbzy  ?  that’s  such  a  long  time  !  from  the  rp  that  shall  not  be  named  to  lit  rally  whatever  tf  we’re  doin  rn  .  u  were  the  first  person  i  ever  rly  shipped  w  on  this  hellsite  ,  even  tho  i  was  a  whole  babie  n  my  writing  was  godforsaken  at  the  time  .  n  now  we  lit  rally  hav  so  many  ships  up  our  sleeves  that  i  can’t  even  name  them  all  ,  but  i  luv  each  n  every  one  of  them  soso  so  much  ?  sum  of  them  are  so  iconic  that  they’re  jus’  eternal  now  (  we’re  rly  ALWAYS  on  our  eli  &  zazzy  bullshit  )  n  i  kind  of  adore  that  for  us  ?  we’ve  spent  so  many  our  jus’  stayin  up  into  the  night  /  morning  writing  novels  in  my  dms  ,  n  those  are  genuinely  sum  of  my  fondest  rp  memories  ?  we  don’t  rly  talk  quite  as  much  anymore  ,  but  that’s  okay  n  it  happens  !  we’ve  had  sum  ups  n  downs  ,  but  i’m  genuinely  soso  so  thankful  for  ur  friendship  these  last  four  years  n  here’s  to  four  more  heh  !  n  also  u  got  my  into  bts  so  i  owe  u  my  lifeKJSHKD  ♡
♡◞  @briingmetolifc  !
                    mozzie  !  ♡  wowow  wubbzy  ,  i  cld  genuinely  write  a  novel  abt  u  ?  we’ve  been  friends  for  practically  four  years  now  ,  too  ,  n  to  think  it  all  started  w  our  one  lil  ship  in  the  rp  that  shall  not  be  named  !  i  can  actually  n  genuinely  jus  talk  to  u  abt  anything  ?  whether  it  be  our  ships  ,  a  random  plot  i  wanna  write  ,  the  political  state  of  our  country  ,  how  fucked  ap  classes  are  ,  mister  jungoo  himself  ,  whatever  issues  i’m  having  w  sumone  that  i  need  to  get  off  my  chest  ---  there’s  literally  no  limit  or  bounds  to  what  we  can  talk  to  n  it’s  so  nice  ?  like  .  i  genuinely  trust  u  so  much  ?  u’ve  always  jus  kinda  been  That  Person  who  i  know  i  can  trust  w  anything  ,  who  i  never  felt  wld  judge  me  ?  like  i  can  jus  tell  u  anythin  ,  i  trust  u  so  much  .  ur  genuinely  one  of  my  best  friends  ,  even  when  ur  tryin  to  fight  my  babie  or  we’re  both  bein’  bratty  n  silent  treatmenting  each  other  or  ur  bein  a  stubborn  lil  babie  n  won’t  let  me  do  ur  theme  for  u  even  tho  !!!  i  luv  doing  ur  themes  !  but  it’s  okay  bc  u  hav  my  heart  ,  n  i  genuinely  ???  wld  be  such  a  different  person  w/o  u  in  my  life  for  the  past  four  years  i’m  sure  ?  n  also  ur  such  an  amazing  writer  ,  ur  muses  are  so  unique  n  ur  writing  is  so  fluid  n  ???  god  !!!  everythin  abt  u  is  smth  that  i  adore  .  pleathe  come  to  california  n  be  my  first  kissie  . . .  i  luv  u  !  ♡
♡◞  @heartvfire​  !
                    kacchan  !  ♡  oh  my  god  ???  where  in  the  world  do  i  even  BEGIN  ???  ur  genuinely  one  of  the  most  important  ppl  in  my  life  .  i  met  u  first  when  i  was  a  literal  fckin  babie  in  the  rp  that  shall  not  be  named  a  whole  four  years  ago  now  ,  n  like  .  we  didn’t  talk  a  ton  at  first  ,  but  u  were  never  weird  or  condescending  bc  i  was  young  ?  like  ,  we  eventually  did  start  talking  n  i’m  soso  like  ???  happy  that  we  got  close  ?  like  .  since  day  one  ,  i’ve  looked  up  to  ur  writing  n  u  as  a  person  ?  ur  characters  were  always  so  insanely  creative  and  unique  and  ur  writing  was  so  fluid  n  beautiful  n  just  ?  u  were  literal  goals  to  lil  14yr  old  kookoo  .  n  even  now  ,  whenever  i  do  a  reply  to  u  ,  i  will  literally  write  n  rewrite  it  five  times  over  before  posting  it  bc  i  want  to  make  sure  it’s  as  good  as  urs  is  !  like  !!!  god  ur  so  talented  !  n  like  .  especially  as  of  late  ,  we’ve  jus  gotten  super  close  ?  n  like  .  i’m  genuinely  so  happy  abt  it  ???  our  friendship  is  genuinely  a  WHOLE  blessing  in  my  life  ,  like  .  ik  i  can  talk  to  u  abt  anything  n  u  can  talk  to  me  abt  anything  n  we’ll  meet  eachother  w  the  same  amount  of  enthusiasm  ?  we  can  vent  to  each  other  n  completely  understand  n  empathise  n  talk  things  out  so  we  feel  better  n  it’s  jus  ???  we  jus’  get  each  other  ??  so  nice  .  thank  u  for  listening  to  me  when  i’m  anxious  or  sad  ,  n  for  not  thinkin  ill  of  me  when  i’m  bein  a  brat  ,  even  when  it’s  for  silly  reasons  ,  n  for  listenin  to  n  not  judging  me  when  i  talk  abt  jungoo  n  bts  ,  even  tho  i  talk  to  them  a  lot  n  ik  i  can  be  a  bit  much  sumtimes  .  like  ,  genuinely  ?  i’m  abt  to  start  crying  rn  ,  i’m  so  thankful  for  u  .  u’ve  helped  shape  me  so  much  as  a  person  .  helped  me  grow  as  a  writer  .  i  met  u  at  one  of  the  worst  n  most  important  ages  of  my  life  n  u’ve  impacted  my  life  such  an  insane  amount  ???  u’ve  always  been  the  first  person  to  talk  to  n  comfort  me  when  things  go  to  shit  n  i  truly  cannot  express  how  much  that  has  always  meant  to  me  .  i  genuinely  think  i  wld  be  a  bit  of  a  different  person  n  not  as  confident  in  my  writing  if  i  didn’t  hav  u  to  look  up  to  for  these  past  four  years  .  i  trust  u  so  much  n  i  luv  u  soso  so  much  !  n  i  am  going  to  reply  to  the  dm  u  sent  me  properly  ,  i  jus  need  2  formulate  my  thoughts  properly  first  ,  so  pleathe  hav  this  for  now  !  u  literally  hav  my  whole  HEART  !!!  ♡
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doyouevenshipbr0 · 5 years
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gruvia drabble
author’s note: i get inspired by the most insignificant little things and i have no idea where im gonna go w this fic but...... juvia is so BEAUTIFUL omfg n i literally just wanna write a fic ab gray appreciating that. that’s it lmao. enjoy my loves!!!<333
**another note: haha oh ok it turned into something kinda rly different! its fine ig! psa im ab to kinda rant so u can skip this if u want!! if u wanna read this part it might be better to do it after u read the fic???? these arent spoilers its just kinda behind the scenes of ig.. ok so i try to think of gruvia in the most realistic sense possible. i incorporated gray having crushes bc simply, i think its true. i think gray had a crush on erza and lucy. i also think gray didnt fall in love w juvia at first sight lmao. i think it took a lot of time for gray to understand what juvia meant to him. also i find it INFURIATING that gray has never commented on juvias looks lmaooo (to my knowledge). like he said lucy and erza were pretty (at least in the anime) and literally all i want is for gray to acknowledge how fuckin BEAUTIFUL juvia is ongogmgogm. ok ok yes he commented "you're mine" and said "ur body is something i care about" and a whole lot of other romantic things but he has never made a comment solely on juvias looks and ik looks dont matter and im sure its hard for gray to even think ab juvias looks considering all the personality she has but literally all i want is a "ur cute". like thats all i need lmao. my girl needs recognition for being the most beautiful person EVER!! so yeah this fic is me trying to process how gray sees juvia, and even tho he doesnt say it, i can at least tell myself this is his thought process lmaooo. ((he also prolly doesn't say shes cute cus it would be way too embarrassing for him considering he has like actual real feelings for her)) ok ignore me literally typing word vomit lol pls enjoy ilysm. (((this rant is longer than the fucking fic. i cri.))))
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Gray always had crushes.
It was normal, but Gray never really reflected on it until now.
First, there was Erza. They were just kids. When she first joined the guild, Gray thought she was weird, but he soon found out she was much more than that. She challenged him. Not only physically, but mentally and emotionally too. He wanted to figure her out. She had a complexity that he never experienced before, and he was intrigued by it. Soon, the curiosity of the pretty girl with the scarlet hair molded into an admiration. He admired her beauty, her ability, and her heart, and the attraction just fizzled away over time.
Then, there was Lucy. This one was far simpler, and didn't hurt Gray's brain as much to try to comprehend. She was cute. She was quirky. She was a fresh face he saw around the guild. He couldn't deny the instant attraction he felt towards her, and he didn't necessarily try to fight it either. The bond was harmless, and Gray never expected anything to come from it, nor did he try to advance it in any way. She was just Lucy. A friend, a guildmate, and a teammate. While a part of him was inclined to make some sort of move, an even larger part of him didn't feel right about it. That small part that inquired for something more seemed to die out as well, and while he wasn't sure why at first, he was finally starting to realize what it was.
Finally, there's Juvia, who he would hardly ever consider a crush. Honestly, at first, nothing really struck him. She was pretty he supposed, but had an odd look. She had a dull personality. She was nothing special. Just another enemy to take out. That was all until their first fight came to an end. A piece of her did stand out to Gray, and it stuck to him. He wasn't sure why, but it did.
Then, time went on. Juvia's personality completely flourished, and it was like she became a whole new person. While Gray at first saw her mostly as an annoyance, it transformed into something completely foreign to him. He never knew how to place this feeling, and even now he still has trouble comprehending Juvia from time to time. While he wasn't sure how to feel about her, he did always know that she was something special. She was there for him like no one else was. She supported, helped, and loved him more than anyone. He was completely overcome by all of her. He was so overwhelmed by her love, it took him a long time to realize just how much he needed and cherished it. He needed that warmth in his cold, seemingly tragic life. While the people in his past died for him, she lived for him. He only recently realized that in some ways, that was much harder, and it was certainly much more meaningful.
She did have her faults though, as all people do. She was completely neurotic, clingy, emotional, short-tempered, dramatic, and just--well-- a weirdo, but...
he loved her.
He loved her strength, her devotion, her kindness, her optimism towards life, her enthusiasm, her humor (even when she didn't mean to be funny), and well- he just loved everything about her. Even the bits mentioned earlier that seemed not so great. He loved it all.
He had a hard time even calling Juvia a crush, truthfully. The way he felt towards her was far stronger than anything he'd felt for anyone else. Erza and Lucy held a place in his heart at one point, but now, Juvia was the whole thing. She owned every last part of it. It was a feat neither of the former girls possessed, and he didn't think anyone other than Juvia ever could.
And as he sat at a table across from the three women he ever had romantic feelings for in his life: Erza, Lucy, and Juvia, and pondered on these thoughts, he decided not only did Juvia have an amazing soul, she was damn beautiful too.
The strange thing was, Juvia was always pretty. But unlike his former crushes, he never really seemed to take the time to admire Juvia's looks. It was her personality that always stuck out to Gray.
But when he did take the time to sit and just look at her... wow. Erza and Lucy couldn't even hold a candle to her.
It was remarkable, honestly. She was nothing like any girl he had ever seen before. She was totally unique. Her hair was the perfect shade of blue that accompanied her perfect waves, making her mane resemble that of a beautiful ocean that he would absolutely love to get lost in. Her bangs fell perfectly over her hooded eyes that were coated in long lashes, and in them held a deep blue escape that were her eyes. Oh god, her eyes. They could tell you a whole story those damned things. Gray never had to ask her what she was feeling, because her eyes always said it all. Natsu was sitting beside him at the time, and said something that caused Juvia to laugh. Her plump, naturally pouted lips turned into a big beautiful grin in an instant. Gray wasn't sure what Natsu said, but it must've been pretty funny, because she then covered her mouth as she began to laugh even louder, and Gray was wishing she didn't hide behind her petite hands. After the laugh fest was over, she regained her composure and tucked an unruly blue lock behind her ear, and closed her mouth as her lips parted into a content grin, and just that small gesture shamefully drove Gray crazy. She was a masterpiece.
He decided he didn't stop to think about how breathtaking she was so much, because then it would turn into this. It became Gray relishing in every little detail Juvia possessed, and every mannerism she did. He never felt the need to look at a girl like that before, with such interest in detail. The feeling that took over when he really looked at Juvia was far too strong for him to comprehend too often. It was a feeling completely unfamiliar to him until he saw her. While his emotions about her were a lot for him to handle sometimes, he was thankful for it.
He was grateful for every last part of her.
"Gray-sama, are you alright?" She tilted her head ever so slightly, causing the tides of her hair to fall in a new, but beautiful way, and her eyes were filling with harmless concern. She must've finally caught him staring.
"U-uh yeah." He stammered. "I'm good."
"You're sure?" Her eyes began to flood with more worry, and she reached her hand across the table, holding onto his. Her soft, milky skin clashed with his rough feel, but they somehow fit perfectly together. He flinched at first, but instead of throwing a fit for his hatred of PDA, he decided he'd let their hands be. He wanted to take every part of her in right now.
"Yeah." He smirked, and slightly squeezed onto her hand, not caring about Natsu, Lucy, Erza, or anyone seeing them at that moment in time. She was all his. Not only was she his, but she was it. She was really the one.
"I'm just fine."
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taecheeks · 6 years
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Hello Avery:) i saw a tweet of yours saying that you felt discouraged to write bc of the lack of enthusiasm or showing love from the readers? U don't deserve to feel like this:(( I just wanna drown u in praises but I'm short of words to describe how talented and amazing u really are or how u make me feel while I'm reading ur fics I'm speechless u're so freaking talented, brilliant, outstanding u have a way with words like nobody else. We ziam stans love and appreciate u so much. We love you 💞
First of all, I want to say thank you for this and your kind words. It really means a whole bunch and I love you a lot. 
Secondly, I think most writers feel this way - either at times or all of the time. I think with ziam a lot of it has to do with the fact that it’s a fandom that’s dwindling, and I’m used to feedback here on tumblr (much much more so) than on ao3 so it was a big of a ?? when suddenly you’re going from 900+ notes on a post to 54 LOL. I’ve also never gotten bad feedback before (legit bad feedback about my actual writing/content, the top/bottom debate does not count here) and I have quite a few times over the last year or so. With the fandom I’m in now, I think it has more to do with the fact that I’m new (well I hope it’s that and not anything else lmao). 
I’ve seen feedback on ao3 in general change a lot, I think there’s been a lot of posts going around that emphasize the importance of kudos/comments/subscribe etc and I think that’s helped a lot. For a few years, I would have quite a few readers but little comments, and now though my fics aren’t doing as well as my older ones - I have a lot more feedback comment wise than I did before. If that makes sense? LOL
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franeridart · 7 years
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I don't know if I like what the manga is doing with the eri story wise right now. Like, after the new chapter, if eri's quirk ends up doing what I think it does, it will probably be a huge loss for the manga story wise. (I love mirio and nighteye, but in this situation, to get them back this way, would probably feel like a huge cop out)
Ah, can’t say you find me on your side on this, anon - generally I’m a positive person! And I like bnha because it’s a positive story! So, yeah, if Eri’s gonna fix it and avoid deaths and permanent damages all around I’m not gonna mind it one bit. I understand your position on this tho, and I’m pretty sure you’re not alone on it. I guess it’s about what you’re looking for in a story, and what the point the story means to bring across is to begin with - you say that having an all around positive outcome to this arc is gonna be a loss for the manga, but bnha isn’t snk. It’s not Tokyo Ghoul, or D.Gray-man, or any other story made to drive across the point that life is sad and sad things happen and you just gotta deal with it as best as you can. The general point of HeroAca, since the very beginning, is that luck exists! Things can turn out for the best! Look at it, our protagonist didn’t even have a quirk and now he’s got the best one out there. Literally became the successor to the greatest hero alive without doing anything aside from being a nice guy
I mean. I get why you’d wish for a... more real story, I guess. I get that you might like the angst and the realness of life being shitty and bad things happening and all that jazz. But that’s never been bnha’s point? Since the very start? Deku’s whole arc is turning into a fight to show you that you should never lose hope and that even set futures can still be rewritten - and, about that, there’s also how big part of this arc is still about Nighteye and what he saw in All Might’s future, and about Deku wanting to prove that he doesn’t have to die, so a girl that can literally rewind said future to make it go some other way? That’s exactly what you need to counter Nighteye’s quirk. Deku might talk about twisting fate all he wants, but considering how Nighteye’s quirk works and how precise and definitive it is, without something that can make what Nighteye saw happen just to bring it back and change it there was no way Deku could have done much.
As I said, I get why you’d be disappointed in the possibility of a total fix-it, but as far as bnha’s plot goes I don’t think the story’s gonna lose anything with simply keeping up the positive-to-a-naive-point look on life it has always had, if that’s what it decides to do. You might end up finding the story less good then you’d been expecting, but that’s because you were seeing bnha as a genre it has never even tried to be. This is still a story in which at some point holding hands saved the day, after all haha
Anon said:you always thanks horikoshi for your life but seriously, thank you, for my life
sob you’re so sweet oh my GOD ;O; thank you so much, I’m so so happy you’re liking my stuff!!!
Anon said:YOUR LATEST KIRIBAKU COMIC KILLED ME AND I THANK YOU FOR THAT YOU TALENTED HUMAN BEING
WAAAHHHHHHHH I’M GLAD YOU LIKED IT OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!
Anon said:Would you ever draw anything nsfw or at least a little bit steamy?? I would love to see some of that in you style
That’s actually answered in my faq! But yeah to keep it short the answer is nope, I try to keep my blogs as sfw as I can manage! Also why would you want to see that sorta thing in my style omfg hahaha I feel like it would just end up looking wrong lmao
Anon said:im legit crying over this kiribaku comic 😭😭😭 bless you
I’m super happy you liked it but please don’t cry omfg !!!!*hands you tissues* 
Anon said:......LISTen!! !! ! I LOVE U SO MUCH!!! !! ! and thank u for the super quality content b l e s s u p! ! !!!
AAAAHHHHH I LOVE U TOO THANK YOU SO MUCH !!!!!!!
Anon said:I rambled about it and I'm still blown away by it but that comic made my day so so so so so much I feel blessed. I was so excited when I saw how much there was and all of it!!! Was so good!!!! The art was consistently amazing and gosh u blow me away ur so good!!! I know it must've taken a lot and doing all that and SO WELL in 3 days??? I rlly appreciate the effort u put in and I wanted to let you know I think it was incredible C: I hope ur having as lovely as a day as that comic made mine
I’m gonna legit start sobbing, thank you so so so so much ;O; it did take a whole damn lot of work, but with how nice you’re being I feel like it was 100% worth it!!!
Anon said:your comic totally made my saturday, kiri is so cuuute wtf?? and baku so hella pretty? i mean, the way you draw him?? i cant rlly explain it but thank you for this beauty on my dashboard. i have all those warm mushy feelings when i see your stuff
Thank you!!!! and I’m happy I could make you feel the mushy feels hahaha feeling mushy mush is good I’m always glad when I’m told I managed to convey that !!!!
Anon said:your comics were so cute and so well drawn!! your art always puts a smile on my face :)
And your nice words put a smile on mine so now we’re both smiling and happy!!!!!! I love that!!!!!! :D
Anon said:bless you and thank you for the kiribaku content, you're making my day every time dude
You’re all!!!! so kind!!!!!!! aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank you
Anon said:dRAW KIRISHIMA'S BLACK HAIR SPIKY OMG
That’s actually a nice idea, but can I maybe ask you to come around again with a “please” and “could you”? I’m sure you didn’t mean anything bad by it and I love the enthusiasm, but I prefer it when people are being polite when asking for stuff out of me
Anon said:Okay, how bout this? Bakushima Skyrim AU. This might be a little too close to the fantasy AU but hear me out. So Bakugoi Katsuki is a Breton Spellsword who is commanded by his lord (Aizawa) to go help the Empire with the Stormcloak Rebellion, he is then sent to Helgen by General Tullius to investigate its sudden communication silence. He then meets Kirishima (Eric the Slayer) at Rorikstead who is immediately fascinated by him, they end up traveling together and discover that Bakugo is dragonborn
I mean!!! That sounds like an incredible concept!!! But I’ve never played skyrim in my life before and I could barely manage to follow this ask all the way through, so I’m probably not the best person to suggest this to haha
Anon said:is momo your first option for our lil rocker lesbian or is it mina?
What a question! And one I don’t have a proper answer to, actually - I like both of them equally but for completely different reasons? MomoJirou is the type of ship I sorta see as more or less canon, like, they’re pretty damn obvious aren’t they? And they’re besties! And the aesthetics work so well! So generally I’m like, if I gotta pick one person for Jirou, basing the decision solely on canon stuff, I’m gonna pick Momo. They’re soft and warm too, have sort of a coffee-shop-AU feel to them, I love it
On the other hand Jirou and Mina don’t really have a significant relationship in canon yet - they’re friends and chill together now and again, but haven’t really interacted much in a proper way for me to say “yes, I can see it, this is a ship with some serious foundation” like I can with Momo. But. I understand this ship in a way I can’t seem to manage with MomoJirou. What Jirou would love in Mina and what Mina would love in Jirou, why they’d love each other, how they’d spend their time together and what the general feel of their story would be - the mood of it and the reasons behind it, I understand them, and I can’t seem to manage to do that with Momo yet.
So the actual answer is, if it’s about which of the two gives me more of a “this might actually be canon” feel, then it’s Momo. I do believe they love each other and their relationship is lovely. But if it’s about which of the two I have more fun thinking about, then Mina. It’s two very different ships with very different moods, after all haha
Anon said:your latest warm up my heart!!! man i love how you draw izuku and eri and mirio and well all of them but you dont often draw izuku especially congrats i never want to look away from it
I’M GLAD YOU LIKED THAT ONE I’m actually weirdly proud of how that Izuku came out since usually I can barely manage to make him look like himself, so!!!! thank you!!!!!!
Anon said:Fran, hi! I saw some drawings of you (like, YOU) and I got under the impression that you're really tall??? Would you mind telling us your height? If it's too weird and it gets you uncomfortable, please, just ignore!
I decieved you, anon lmao I’m ~160cm, more or less like my girl Mina! Still the tallest girl in my family, but a small bean none the less in the grand scheme of things haha
Anon said:EVERY AU WHERE ALMA LIVES AND IS TOGETHER WITH YUU BEING HAPPY AND LOVED IS A VERY VERY GOOD AU!!! 💕
WHAT A CONSTANT ETERNAL MOOD THO
Anon said:Looking at your art reminds me that there still are good things to look forward to. Thank you.
This is such a soft ask??? Oh my god???? Thank you so much for the kind feeling!!!
Anon said:you did!! A background on the momojirou!! And I LOVE IT!!
I’M HAPPY YOU LIKED IT!!!!! It’s just flowers, tho haha
Anon said:Your art is so nice to look at, it's really soft and pretty and looking at it makes me really happy!! I fell in love with your style the moment I saw it. Thank you for making such lovely art and posting it here, I really appreciate getting to see it ♡♡♡
;O; thank you so much oh my god!!!! I still feel like it’s sort of all over the place, but this ask makes me feel so much better about it aaah!!!!!!
Anon said:minajirou!! i never thought about so thank you fran bcause its so cute!! and soft!! and bright!! my best girls yess
THEY’RE GOOD AREN’T THEY bright beautiful ladies they make me so happy hahaha
Anon said:Your blog has changed my life for the better. thank you
I’m sure that’s an exaggeration omfg but I’m happy I can make you happy!!!
Anon said:Gosh Fran, I just wait for Kirishima with his hair down to be animated. Thank god you indulge us with your doodles of his fluffy hair down while we wait! On another note... I love how you add some random details in your drawings (like Kiri's tag sticking out lol).
THANK YOU for noticing even the small things like that hahaha some details like that are more for my personal amusement than anything else, but it’s nice to know some people pick up on them too hahaha
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ieechans · 7 years
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hotel bellhop chan! (i keep imagining him in uniform with one of those little hats and it's... Cute)
im sitting here, clutching my heart bc of how cute this is,
bellhop chan,, where do i even start with such a concept gjkdfl
he’s always so happy to help guests it’s insane?? sometimes a rude guest would make him carry like 4 different, huge suitcases and when bellhop!mingyu tries to help, chan is like “no!!! i can do it!!”
his enthusiasm gets to the guests as well. after he brings up all their luggage he gives them the brightest smile n is like “enjoy your stay :D”
he then gets tipped with like $20 bills lmao
elevatoroperator!seungkwan is like “dude wtf how do you do it” bc he’s only getting tipped like $3 dollars max and chan gives seungkwan the exact same bright smile he gives his customers and is like “idk!”
seungkwan is like ah yes. that’s how.
chan’s still a cutie tho.. bc he gets tipped so much he usually pays for the lunch of other employees
your family is on vacation + are staying at this super nice hotel said to have a lot of cute workers cOUGHS
you stopped to go to the restroom while your parents were checking you guys in, but when you came back out your family was gone?? n they left your luggage behind?? wow thanks :/
you ask the front desk and they tell you where your room is, so you begin to head towards the elevator w/ your suitcase but suddenly the weight is lifted and you’re like wtf
you look to see a boy your age holding your suitcase like it’s nothing and he has the hotels uniform on and this bright smile on his face and you’re literally at a loss for words bc hes so?? cute??????
“this looks heavy, i’ll help you carry it to your room, okay?” -insert radiant smile-
-insert u dying-
you both get onto the elevator and you tell the floor to the elevator boy, who’s eyeing you both suspiciously..
there’s elevator music playing but the silence is kind of awkward but the elevator boy suddenly says “chan. why are you smiling so much?”
and you look at the bellhop, who rly is Smiling like he’s the Sun or smth and he’s like “i don’t know what you’re talking abt,, i’m always smiling”
“yeah uhuh.”
thankfully you get to your floor and you get out of the stuffy elevator and the elevator boy just eyes you two as the doors close... n ur like “whats up with him??” “nothing! where’s your room”
so you walk to your room and when you arrive your family already dispersed throughout the hotel. like wow. thanks.
you turn to chan and you’re like “aaa i’m sorry, i have no money on me so i can’t exactly tip you...”
but the bellboy... WHOO,,,THIS BELLBOY,,.,.. he just does the Thing (smile) and he’s like “no worries, i’m happy to help a cute guest like you!”
and you do a double take like “im sorry did you just call me cute”
and suddenly realization spreads on his face and he’s getting super flustered and this is not the confident bellhop that you saw earlier.. like he’s stuttering and stammering and his face is super red
“what no psh i mean.. what i meant to say was.. cute as in.. you? cute??.. um yeah but like..”
and you cant help but giggle so u just tell him that you’ll tip him the next time you see him around the hotel
and then he just nods furiously n says bye and JETS outta there
who knows.. maybe the next time u see him around the hotel will be on a date :^) and ur tip will be a kiss on the cheek :^)
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christianborle · 7 years
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SOMETHING ROTTEN! 1.1.17 - FINAL PERFORMANCE (#27)
well well well. here we are. after a year and a half, rotten says goodbye on broadway. i’m super sad about it but i’m grateful it is going on tour and will continue to spread joy and laughter around the country.
here was my day at rotten’s final performance! (warning this is super dramatic and emotional)
i’m going to bold the moments i started crying just for dramatic effort (well i was tearing up the whole day but these moments were like....The Emotional Moments)
the first was on the train where i remembered “hey, i’m on the train to see something rotten for the last time”
i got to the theatre at around 3:30. i stood under it and took it all in. and there was no one around, weirdly, which really added to the effect. i took long, lasting looks at the marquee and the wallpaper. i crossed the street over to phantom to look at the theatre from afar. i couldn’t believe in 24 hours, it would all be gone. my home would be gone.
then i met up with me pals (@stuff-and-shenanigans​ and other pals who don’t have tumblrs) and we went to get food and then got ready for the show in our matching t-shirts bc we’re annoyingly extra. hayley headed to the theatre early and we met up with her. while we were waiting in line i saw christian borle and his dresser, meredith, walk into the restaurant right next to the theatre and i was so shook. i knew he was gonna be at the show, i just didn’t expect to turn around and boom there he is!
finally the time came and the usher who i don’t know his named but he always checks our bags and he knows us now checked our bags and we thanked him for everything and hugged him and the usher scanned my ticket and i just. began crying. last time scanning my ticket, last time walking down this long hallway.
Christian Borle and his dresser Meredith, Brooks Ashmanskas, Brian D'Arcy James, Will Chase, Jordan Roth, Karey and Wayne Kirkpatrick, John O'Farrell, Kevin McCollum, Gregg Barnes, and Todrick Hall, and all the producers were in the audience tonight.
also i saw stephanie @writingplays again yay!!
i also saw karey and wayne in the lobby and i went over and said hi and wayne hugged me and we talked about the tour! they’re so freaking nice it’s really mind blowing to just?? be in the presence of the writers of ur fave show and have them remember you??
The Show!
So this was the most rowdy crowd I've ever heard in my life. Any time there was room for applause, there were waves of it. Literally just.....always cheering. Every entrance and actor made got an applause. Every applause after a song lasted twice or triple as long as it would have on any other day (A Musical and Omelette were even longer, but we'll get to that later).
cheering for Brooks's cell phone announcement (I'm so glad they kept it as Brooks for the whole run. I'd love to have seen his reaction to hearing his voice again) and for the dimming of the lights and for André's entrance.
Cheering as the curtain pulled up
The ensemble looked so happy and so ready to burst with energy. They were smiling so big and were holding back tears.
Huge applause for Rob and Josh and the troupe!!
So Rob was sick yesterday and apparently had a raging fever, which is insane because he was AMAZING. I would have never known he was sick
Robin (Aaron Kaburick) got so many cheers and laughs throughout the night i’m so happy for him
The famous “don’t be a penis” line got a huge laugh, the laugh it deserves
GERRY VICHI!!!!!!!!!!
Huge applause!!! His speech about how much he loves theatre was so passionate and so full out energy and it got a huge cheer, something i haven’t heard since previews/early run
Rob played along and even clapped for Shylock!
Also any time jews were mentioned some audience members clapped thx friends
LESLIE KRITZER!!!! WENT OFF!!!!! I love her so much she riffed the hell out of the song and just gave it her all!
When bea kisses nick, she kissed him for a rly long time and the audience started cheering so leslie broke off and then just kept kissing him again rt ur goals
Bea winked and blew nick a kiss right before running off and got a huge applause of course
Josh changed his hyperventilating/panic bit! It’s really hard to describe just in text but basically he dragged out his words “i don’t thiiiink i can wooooork under than kind of pressuuuuure”
BRAD OSCAR!!!!!
Got a huge applause!! We literally just didn’t stop so nostradamus just went with it and he started looking up and around as if he could hear voices.
Brad always gives x200 each performance, but tonight he just had so much enthusiasm and it made me so happy to see him give justice to this number.
There were cheers for the les mis joke, for when the ensemble comes out, “and then you got yourself a musical,” and the end. People were also clapping along to the song.
“And then you got yourself a musical” is the line that always gets me. It’s the loudest point in the song, it’s when everyone is lined up together, it’s just?? The best part and i really teared up at that part. 
The standing ovation started when everyone had their headsketches up. It was really incredible to see the actors smiling so wide, really taking in the audience. Most of the ensemble was crying. I was in the second row so I could turn around and see the orchestra, the mezz, and the balcony all on their feet. I saw Jordan Roth standing and beaming. It was really magical.
The applause clocked in at approximately a minute and 30 seconds, which doesn’t seem like a lot of time but trust me when i say it felt like five minutes. Then when everyone sat down, the applause started back up again to last another 30 seconds.
So Elizabeth Earley went on in Marisha’s track, meaning she was the ugly woman Nigel accidentally points at. And she did the funniest bit i have ever seen in that role. Nigel pointed at her and she screamed at him, shaked her butt, and just kept dancing and the crowd went wild. She hovered over to the fruit stand and bought grapes from the seller and proceeded to eat them in front of everyone. The crowd was LIVING. I didn’t think i could laugh any harder until she took ANOTHER grape vine and offered it to portia and portia said no so she just gobbed on them. This literally went on for a full minute. I’ve only seen a funny bit done in this role before at that was with Tracee. Elizabeth Earley is so fantastic I’m so glad i got to see her shine!
I’ve never laughed harder at black death than i had last night
“Pleasure’s a sin”
“YOU SHOULDA BEEN A BETTER REAPER”
Any time bea mentioned feminism the crowd cheered
Eric’s “YO BEAR SHIT BOY” was FIRE
I Love the Way was so frickin CUTE
Will Power was so fire and I kept thinking of Christian in the audience watching and wondering what he was thinking
“Thanks for helping with my wood”
Adam’s “hmm” are so funny
THEY KEPT CHRISTIAN’S ICE SCULPTURE THROUGHOUT THE ENTIRE RUN AND I WOULD KILL TO KNOW WHAT CHRISTIAN WAS THINKING WHEN HE SAW HIS ICE SCULPTURE ROLL OUT ON STAGE
Bottoms Gonna Be On Top might honestly be my fave number i just love it so much
THE TAP BATTLE ok so any time the crowd cheered for Shakespeare, Nick looked at the audience (specifically in my direction??) like “what no stop!!” and rob did the most hilarious thing. When shakespeare asks “you wrote omelette?” rob mimed a string lifting up his knee, then mimed lifting up his foot, and the mimed cutting the string and his foot landed on the ground and he said “yes” that was so brilliant and unexpected i hope he keeps that on tour
Intermission
I said hi to Gregg Barnes!! we had a rly nice convo about his costumes and tour and seeing the show develop from previews and he’s honestly such a nice guy. he thanked me for supporting the show and coming back and i rly can’t wait to see what he does in the future
i headed over to the lobby and saw some of my pals talking to jordan roth so i said hi to them and jordan said hi and welcomed me back and complimented the matching shirts!!
I saw todrick hall in the lobby and we made eye contact and he smiled and i waved?? I don’t know him super well and he doesn’t know me at all but that was a cool moment!!
dina @sscsldcp had a free snack voucher so i went with her on line to get a drink and we ended up behind christian on line with brian and brooks in our vicinity. i said hi to christian and he smiled and said hi and that he was happy to see me!! (that sounds super general but he was actually so nice and generous!!)
Act Two (idk why act two notes are shorter than act one notes??)
Again i just kept thinking about Christian watching Adam do HTBTB
“i like the new york actor”
The scene where nigel reads his poem to portia got so much response!
We see the light was so fun and happy
Tari’s last “so true PREACH IT”
Everyone awwed when nigel and portia kissed!
“DON’T DO THAT” left the audience SILENT and SHOOK my fave moment of the show
To thine own self was fire
Adam’s toby screech
Right hand man reprise was so sweet and touching
MAKE AN OMELETTE!!!!!!
My favorite line in the whole show, “my father said this to me, that he did and then he blew me………….away” got so much laughter thank u thank u
Another standing ovation for Omelette. Pretty much the same as before. Lasted a minute. So much smiling and energy from everyone in the theatre.
To thine own self reprise :((((((( man i was crying
“And brother. I know just the story we should tell”
I was full out sobbing during the finale and the curtain speech
John and kate popped out stage left during the speech and i was so shook???? Surprise ALL ur faves are here!!!!!
Stage Door
Edward Hibbert, Catherine Brunell, Aaron Kaburick, Leslie Kritzer, Angie Schworer, Max Clayton, Stacey Todd Holt, Elizabeth Earley, Jenny Hill, Rob McClure, Josh Grisetti, Tari Kelly, Brad Oscar, Leah Hofmann, Beth Nicely, the Kirkpatricks, John O’Farrell, Jordan Roth, Kate Reinders, and John Cariani all came out. I saw Eric but he had to leave.
I basically just thanked everyone and wished them well. I got hugs from Catherine, Leslie, Tari, Eric, and Beth.
I took a ton of photos with my pals and as I was walking away from the theatre I just lost it. It felt so wrong leaving the theatre knowing it would all be gone.
and that.....was my night. if i remember any more i’ll update this post but ye thanks for reading and thank you to all my SR pals on this website!! ur the real bros!!
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