#wanted loved cherished happy

[whispering-kavka]

i need to be loved like, right now and for forever

#not doing so hot rn !! #having your love language be quality time is quite troublesome when most of your friends live either far away or #are busy with their own problems #feeling like universe's cruel joke lmao #never learned how to socialize or express myself properly #too shy/anxious/having nothing to talk about with strangers #no time for fun hobbies w/ small communities like crochet or woodcarving circles #being unable to commit and form sincere long-lasting relationships #being both on the aro and ace spectrum #and a myriad of psychological problems that i can't bring myself to talk about with anyone - least of all a therapist #because what if they say these are not real problems and to stop making a scene #i just want to be wanted yknow . #wanted loved cherished happy #probably not gonna happen in this decade but we'll see #if i don't off myself in the next few years maybe i'll see what fate has in store for me #because rn it's nothing good #wish i'd be more spiritual so i could at least have the placebo effect of some deity listening to my prayers and doing what they can to help #alas i am not so some more alone time it is #delete later

[orykorioart]

From Aug 2022

Sliding in right before pride month ends with some old Blup sketches that I really liked.

[ID: 3 sketch illustrations featuring Barry and Lup.

The first sketch is Barry and Lup, with the trans flag wrapped around them. Barry is leaning in to press a kiss onto Lup's cheek.

The second sketch is Barry and Lup doing a fist bump, smiling.

The last sketch is a full body of Barry and Lup, out on a walk. They are holding hands and smiling at each other. Barry is holding a coffee cup in his other hand, while Lup is holding an ice cream cone. Lup's skirt has the trans flag colors.

End ID]

Also I’m open for sketch suggestions yall I’d be happy to draw Taz fanarts.

#taz #the adventure zone #blupjeans #barry bluejeans #lup #lup taz #lup taaco #tazb #taz balance #lol this turns out the file name for this was gender mood 1 bc i was feeling extremely bad about gender bs #that day and needed to draw my blorbs being happy and trans #gender mood 2 was rai*eon specifically for transmasc rai that i will hopefully remember to post at some point. #lol anw. what i wanted to say is i love and cherish blups. they make me so happy #also i hope i did okay with the id #if anyone wants to add to it to make it more clear id be happy to edit the post w full credit to you

[jinstronaut]

kim seokjin, according to @aprylynn happy birthday apryl! ♡♡♡

#aprylynn #bts #btsedit #btsgif #dailybts #btsdaily #jin #seokjin #kim seokjin #dailybangtan #userbangtan #trackofthesoul #usersan #heyryen #annietrack #userpat #tuserandi #raplineuser #userdimple #rjshope #ksjedit #*** #!!!!!!! happy birthday queen apryl !!!!!!!! #i just wanted to do something for you since you've done so much for me with your kindness and your support #and you deserve all the nice things in the entire world #and while i try to find all those nice things i can at least give u jins face u kno #and i had to use ur iconic tags bc you always make me laugh every single time i go thru my notes #ur just like me fr fr ur always in my brain i swear ;o; #ANYWAYS !!!!!! i hope u have the best day and i hope you are loved and cherished and that you get yummy treats and lots of presents #and are surrounded by people that love you and adore you uwu

[mblue-art]

Hi! saw ur tags and wanted to hand you this as thanks, you've also inspired me a lot to draw so much Cross, your art of him motivates me a lot and Im glad my art is inspiring you too :DD

WHA GGSRSGDRJHSDFKKSKDSDFJK!!!!!!!!!!!!! PANDIMOOO WHATT!!!! /POS<333

THIS IS SUPER CUTE you are actually making my day better (/gen) THANK you, you wonderful human being 💜💜💜🫶🫶🫶

#ask #mblue talks #pandimoostuff #aaaa love that for u!! for us!! very nice to hear that my stuff does motivate you!! 🥺🥺🥺<333 #i love this community #pandimoo i want u to know this is making my heart happy #the actual visual of cross kissing my cheek is instant serotonin #hes adorable #ur art is CUTE #cherishing this thank you again #<3 #cross!sans #self insert #gift #CM

[tyudeongi]

HAPPY WOOYOUNG DAY ! 23.11.26 WOO'S 24TH BIRTHDAY 💗

#jung wooyoung #wooyoung #ateez #atzsource #ateezedit #wooyo #*teejeu #misc*teez #dawn.gif #happy birthday to my number one boy :(( love u so much bub!!!!!! #hope he knows how loved he is and how much we cherish himmm #he deserves the whole wide world <333 #i wanted to do smth more elaborate but ive been saur exhausted. zero brain power sorry woo :(( #also hurt my finger and have to wear a cast it sucks ass i cant use my laptop well 😭 #anyways i just couldnt let his bday pass and not do anything so here it is. some of my fave wooyos 🫶 #happiest birthday wooyo i love u a whooole lot like so so much i hope ur enjoying ur day to the fullest!!!!

[jezebelgoldstone]

I am genuinely SO CURIOUS about this

#polls #rrr #rrr movie #gay #gay stories #tumblr #THE CHARACTER LIMIT FOR THE ANSWERS IS SO TEENY #TEENSY TINY #I COULD NOT SAY EVEN 1/5 OF WHAT I WANTED TO #like opt 8 #that answer should've been closer to #sitting on the side of your injured bro's bed cradling his hand in both your own while you tearfully tell him that his love for you #is the most important cherished thing in your life & meeting him was the best thing that ever happened to you and you're probably gonna die #like in the next few hours #and if you never come back to him you just want him to know that you died happy because you were lucky enough to know him #HOW IN FUCK IS THIS MOVIE REAL #queercoding #queer #queer coding #op #rambheem #alluri sitaram raju #komuram bheem #ram #bheem

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

i have never felt this uniquely insane about a character <3 i cant get a read on him

#what is his DEAL #im usually really good at pegging a character's intentions / general vibe #BUT IM GETTING SO MANY MIXED SIGNALS THAT I JUST DONT KNOW #his off the charts rizz is fucking up my geiger counter #is he evil? is he a victim? a pawn/minion? does he have good intentions? neutral ones? bad ones? #I CANT TELL #welcome home #wally darling #i mean im team 'wally is a victim just trying to help / protect his friends (maybe the 'viewer')' #and home is maybe the main villian but also not bc the villain is the abstract force of cosmic horror manifesting as the chasm under home #and it has simply infected home or possessed it #and welcome home's whole deal is cosmic horror from a puppet's perspective #and they all need to stick together like glue to get through the Ordeals and Situations #and wally's just trying to keep his friends safe and the neighborhood together and fix home #BUT if it turns out wally is straight up evil then. yknow. i support his wrongs <3 #he could do literally anything and id be twirling my hair cheering and clapping #i love his big hair and gay little outfit #ever since i watched night minds video he hasnt left my brain. i think he's eating it #like i want him dead. i want him to be happy. i want to beat his little body against a wall until his stuffing comes out. i want to hug him #he is everything to me. he activates my maiming instincts but also my cherish instincts #i want him to get all the hugs from his friends #god i cant wait for this whole enchilada to kick off its gonna be a DOOZY #i trust clown's brilliant mind no matter which way they take this #absolutely fascinating stuff. i already know im in this for the long haul

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

help im getting emotional over satoru gojo again

#may or may not be crying #thinking about him and his found family #thinking about how he views his time with suguru as the blue spring of his life #a place he cant return to — only in dreams… #but he can regain that sense of happiness even now and i think that’s something he might not realize #because he’s silly and stupid and he doesn’t understand how loved he is #by his students and by shoko and by yaga and by everyone he’s helped and saved #he’s soooo loved and the idea of him feeling that love through his precious students — feeling even a smidge of that blue spring again… #it just gets to me :((((( your life isn’t over gojo!! the blue spring you miss is still right in front of you!!!!!!! #the shinjuku fight will always be so special to me… all of them slapping his back while he puts his infinity down and grins happily #wanting to show off in front of those beloved students when he fights sukuna…. #sobbing crying throwing up he loves them so much he cherishes them he wants them to be happy he wants them to be proud of him :(((((( #the papa of all time. the only Father ever #canon gojo will always be my favorite at the end of the day. no fandom variant comes even close to being Him u just cant copy that …… #feeling very sniffly tonight :(( very vulnerable trying to avoid leaks and worrying abt what’ll happen #ari noises ✩

[hueningkai]

happy birthday @choiyeonjuns !!

#tomorrow x together #yeonbin #yeonjun #soobin #txt #moasource #moacentral #txtnetwork #gif* #txt* #gif: yeonjun #gif: soobin #HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIVI!!!! #sorry it's not more exciting <3 but not being entirely back in the gif scene makes me rusty BUT i still wanted to make you something #you have been a constant in this tumblr's life and one of my first mutuals and i truly cherish you and your friendship and wonderful content #i hope you have THE best day ever!!!! full of love and joy and cake and txt!!! #also i see you got a new job! congrats<33333 ily #vivi day 2022 #txt's parents

[pharawee]

I'm so happy we finally got more of a backstory and a happy ending for Namsom and Kor in City of Stars, even if some of the flashbacks were super painful to watch.

There's this part when that horrible, hateful aunt is being intentionally cruel and transphobic, and I think the translator did a really good job of substituting cultural differences and a lack of gendered pronouns by having the aunt intentionally misgender Namsom:

Still, I don't think the subs quite manage to bring across how incredibly rude and hurtful and transphobic (and homophobic too btw) she really is.

Because in Thailand/Theravada Buddhism sons often ordain for a few weeks or months to honour their parents/family. This isn't expected of daughters. See where this is going?*

(*That being said, some conservative temples/monasteries might not want trans or queer people in general to ordain either because they view queerness as a distraction and/or a bad karma.)

Then there's this bit where the English subs again intentionally use the wrong pronouns but in the Thai original the horrible aunt calls Namsom a slur (tut/ตุ๊ด - which afaik is used for [effeminate] men only) along with kathoey (กะเทย - which is NOT a slur, even if that horrible woman meant it that way) - making it very clear what exactly she thinks of her.

And later, when Namsom tells Kor that she is kathoey (and negl that scene almost broke my heart for so many different reasons 😭), she shows him her ID card.*

Currently there is no way for trans folk in Thailand to change their legal sex, meaning that whenever they have to show any kind of ID (which afaik happens quite often in professional environments) they automatically out themselves. The marriage equality bill that's currently underway will hopefully change that soon. 🙏

(*This was also a plot point in My Ride when one of the moto-taxi drivers discovered that his crush was trans when he found her purse - and he didn't care either. 🥰)

#city of stars #city of stars the series #jane watches stuff #queer stuff #i was about ready to throw hands when that disgusting aunt opened her filthy mouth #and the way she expected namsom to just take it and pretend that nothing happened #shows how normalised she thinks her behaviour is #kudos to star hunter for adding namsom (and sand) and giving her the best of endings 💜💜 #also pls let me know if you want any added cw tags #as an nb person i find this upsetting but also important so i understand 💜💜 #to those of you who don't watch city of stars: #namsom is a character who is cherished and loved and gets a well-deserved romantic happy ending

[bumblingbabooshka]

Thinking about Vulcans prizing “calm” over “happiness”. 

Like how humans look back on their childhood and remember how happy it was - joyful days spent running around in the sun, getting into a bit of trouble, laughing with peers and family - that’s how they know it was a good one. Meanwhile Vulcans might look back on their childhood and remember how peaceful it was. Quiet days spent studying, the warm glow of candlelit lessons in caves, getting along smoothly with ones peers - that’s how they know it was a good one. Humans typically chose their friends and romantic partners based on if this person makes them feel happy above all. The question of “Do you like being with them?” is interpreted to mean “Does being with them make you feel happy?” But since Vulcans don’t experience (or strive for) happiness there would have to be some other parameter. So I was thinking about like, what is a good relationship to a Vulcan? There’s obviously a big emphasis on ‘togetherness’ in Vulcan unions. The Pon Farr ritual Tuvok does with his [hologram] wife involves them committing to becoming “Two bodies one mind” and it’s stated that they give and receive from each other all that they are. There’s also of course the iconic “Never and always touching and touched”. This is all (as was said during T’Pol & Koss’ wedding) “The Vulcan heart, the Vulcan soul, this is our way.” Vulcans are also (ENT) expected to live together for at least a year after being married - I imagine so that they can bond with and get to know one another. In SNW T’Pring wants for Spock to honor the commitments he makes to her so in that case T’Pring values Spock keeping his word to her and placing her above other things. I see a bit of Tuvok in that, where he prizes his commitment to T’Pel over anything else to the point where he’d nearly rather die than break it: (Even though he eventually agrees to having sex with a hologram it MUST be of his wife and he lets Tom/The Audience know that he will NOT be making a habit of it. There’s no ironclad logical reason for him to react this way as a hologram is not a person but his commitment to T’Pel seems to take precedence and I believe that’s his reasoning. His bond with T’Pel is logical, sustaining and important to him and he’s loath to break it over some bodily need. some desire that will pass even if it kills him.) <- By this way of thinking, betraying T’Pel would be the emotional choice while remaining loyal to her is remaining loyal to his logical self. A strong emphasis on loyalty to one’s mate seems to be a common Vulcan trait. In the beginning this seems to be rooted in tradition but later on its probably assumed that the couple will be loyal to one another out of some sort of actual connection between two people as opposed to pure obligation. In ENT T’Pol says that a certain degree of “affection” is eventually expected to happen within a marriage (though the way she says it makes me think this doesn’t always occur and isn’t necessarily The Goal) and her mother says that she and her husband developed a “deep connection” to one another. All this makes me think that a connection and a sense of ‘togetherness’ or ‘compatibility’ would also be prized over more emotional things like a passion for one another. It’s a partnership above all and that would be prized over a romantic union.  It makes me think of Vulcans’ roots in violence and war. Maybe this commitment to a steady togetherness, two people who don’t know each other being able to work together so seamlessly they nearly become one, is a way to show they’ve moved beyond that despite the pon farr remaining. Vulcans are a naturally very emotional species. Someone who incites that would probably not be seen as someone you should spend your time with. Someone who makes your heart pound, sets you ablaze, fills you with passion - that sounds like a bad Vulcan time v_v  Tuvok says as much when he talks about how he was struck with “shon-ha’lock”. Humans wouldn’t see anything wrong with having a crush on someone (and indeed in that episode Tom only comes to the conclusion that it’s a shame Tuvok couldn’t act on these emotions) but it’s obvious that even a teenaged crush when uncontrolled can become a very big problem to a Vulcan. In one of the Star Trek Novels Tuvok even stops being friends with and talking to a girl because she tearfully admits she has feelings for him and he sees that her feelings for him cause her pain.  Instead of thinking “Oh, she really likes me, good! We’re close friends so maybe we can make this work.” or even “I don’t like her romantically but since we’re close friends we can work through it.”  Tuvok thinks “Oh, she really likes me. That must be causing her to become very emotional and I can see she’s clearly upset. I’ll remove myself from her life so my presence doesn’t incite those emotions anymore.” And while him flat out just cutting himself out of her life might seem weird and kind of cruel and a frankly hilarious reaction to someone confessing their love to you - I also think it’s something he thought of as a kindness. If his presence harms her (stirs up emotions in her) then he will remove himself to keep from harming her. Along that vein, calmness or the absence of strong emotions would be a good relationship and one worth staying in. Not that there can’t be any emotions (Tuvok and T’Les obviously care[d] deeply for their respective spouses) but that they must be controllable and able to be cast aside in the face of logic.  I also think that “knowing” the other person would be considered very important (after marriage of course). If you’re to operate as a partnership, a team, and especially if you’re both telepaths you should be able to know your spouse pretty damn well. I see T’Pring attempt to do this in SNW where she is constantly fighting to get to know Spock which Spock self-consciously discourages since he’s been told/shown that his human side is unappealing to Vulcans.  But yeah man idk...just picturing a Vulcan and a human talking for hours...walking along the beach...sleeping side by side...getting to know one another...and at the end of it all one says “You make me feel happy” and the other says “Your presence calms me” and it means, essentially, the same thing.

#star trek #vulcans #Flipside to humans seeing Vulcan relationships as frighteningly cold and formal: where's the choice? the autonomy? the love! #Vulcans seeing Human relationships as exhaustingly turbulent meandering and estranged: where's the union? the commitment? the connection! #In the star trek universe my only contribution is that I write a book titled 'Vulcan-Human Relationships: Peace & Love' #and it's never important to any story it's just a background gag #Vulcan: Is that your husband? / Human: HUSBAND?? Haha we've only been dating like a year or two. / Vulcan: I can't with this. I have to go. #I don't ever know what to call these things #ummmmmmmmmmm I hope I'm making any sense #alien affections and value systems my beloved.... #people who earnestly 100% do NOT desire human concepts of 'love' or 'happiness' - INTERESTING!!!!! #I like Tuvok a lot when i think about this bc he has a Vulcan spouse whom he cherishes while every other main Vulcan has either: #A human love interest and/or A vulcan spouse they don't want to marry #WHICH IS WHY I WISH. THEY HAD EXPLORED TUVOK'S RELATIONSHIP W ITH HIS WIFE. EVEN A ///LITTLE//// BIT. #-chewing at the walls- BUT ITS FINE. IT'S FINE THAT THEY DIDN'T AT ALL. /lie

[bbbrianjones]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRIAN JONES [28TH FEB 1942]

"I can talk about almost any subject. Lots of reporters say I’m an interviewer’s dream. But it’s on travel that I like to talk about. There are hundreds of places all over the world that I’ve always wanted to see. Egypt’s Pyramids, Sydney Harbour, Honolulu, the North Pole. I could name lots more. If I ever get the time and the money I’d like to seek out every corner of the earth." - Brian Jones

#brian jones #the rolling stones #1960s #classic rock #happy birthday brian 💞💞💞 it's your day !!!! #i always get so emotional today because i miss him and i want him to see how much he is loved and cherished now <33 #that is the only thing that would ever give me peace - knowing that brian is happy and doing well and playing the blues #hope he got to seek out every corner of the earth and teach people how to play harmonica more !!! #also hope he gets to wear as much silk and velvet and satin and wear his hats and scarves !!!!!!!!!!!!! #wear that turtleneck one more time baby - no one will know ! it's our secret <3

[llead4u]

I hate being a Remus Lupin ‘fan’. Because wdym I’m in love with a manipulative, cowardly 38 year old werewolf that left his wife after finding out she was pregnant and went off to find Easter eggs only to get yelled at by a 17-year-old that he pushes against a wall?? Like huh??

#remus lupin #he’s so unlikeable #that’s why I love him #he’s my precious baby that I want to throw in a blender #I don’t think he deserves to be happy #only good thing about his death; he doesn’t get to be happy #ugh I love him so much 🥺🫶 #he deserves to be cherished and loved #maybe #marauders era

[jinstronaut]

happy new year, army!

another year with armyblr and another year of things i am thankful for uwu while i'm busier than usual and cannot make the things i used to make all the time, i'm still so grateful for having this creative outlet and having a place to share the love i have for these seven boys with people who love them just as much. you're all so special to me!!!! i want to recognize some of the people who've been extra kind to me and have made my journey on this blog as miraculous has it has been -- however, i cannot state enough that anyone who's ever interacted with my blog is so, so special and important to me. the work i do isn't just for myself, it's for everyone. i'm so glad to share my creations with anyone who wants to receive them!!! ♥

some of my mutuals who have been nothing but kind and supportive of the things that i manage to do while working my crazy work weeks -- i can and would move mountains for you all. you are so, so special to me and i love you so endlessly.

@jiniekook | @seokljin | @cordiallyfuturedwight | @aprylynn | @rjshope | @raplinenthusiasts | @starcatching | @heybaetae | @kimtaegis | @yooboobies | @bisexualrapline | @userhobi | @userjiminie | @sugaftrm | @jjwannie | @sevencoloredstar | @livelocks | @jkvjimin | @taegularities | @thv-hyung | @sopekooks | @kithtaehyung | @kth1 | @jimin-gaon | @jeonjcngkook | @ncytiri | @eoieopda | @cosmicdreamgrl

(part 2 coming in a reblog bc of tumblr's silly limits!!!)

#bts #btsedit #btsgif #usersan #heyryen #annietrack #usermaggie #i'm sure theres more tags i just cant think of them but i just !!!!! #wanted to do something for everyone bc everyone has been so so kind to me this year #ive been so busy and life has taken so many turns in the past 3 months alone #ive had the busiest december i could possibly imagine #but im always so happy to know i can come here and be myself and enjoy things authentically and freely #and that is because of all the kind people i've met #i know i don't talk too much bc i'm just busy and also shy but !!!!! #dont think for a second i dont read every single tag and message and notification #bc i do. and i cherish them all so so dearly #i love you all thank you for another year as army -- it's been the most rewarding experience of my life #*** #saved //

[babooshkart]

now, he cooks because he loves it

#happy birthday hjp #sliding in right under the wire eheheheh #stir fry for my Em 😘 #y’all I just think pretty much nonstop about harry cooking #I just want him to love it #and I want him to cherish it #and I want him to use it as a love language #take something horrible and turn it into something beautiful #fuck u dursleys #anyway i’m obsessed #hp fanart #harry potter fanart #harry potter #drarry fanart #my art #domestic drarry #hpdm #harry james potter #also yes this is a mild repaint of last years painting

[jeongyunho99]

happy birthday my sweet nat ♡ @bvlnoriyas

#happy birthday my nat #jung wooyoung #ateez #ateezedit #atzsource #ateezlovenet #ateezgif #kpopccc #ateez gifs #ateez wooyoung #wooyoung #bvlnoriyas #hi nat🔥 #i'm sorry i really wanted to make something cool for you #i hope you like this set #i love you always #i will tell you this over and over #i'm really glad to get to know you #i will Cherish our friendship until my last breath #mywork