Feeling extremely in love with Denali—the world’s tallest peak base to summit—and the bone chilling events that happened in the late 60’s. This is not true crime, but a true nature story, if that’s any warning.
At an attempt to summit, the mountaineers encountered a chance storm that would be their final ascent. I’d like to think that it happened rather quickly. One mountaineer was deceased holding a tent pole, possibly in a hurried attempt for shelter before the wind came. Winds that were said to be up to 300 mph by a lower hiking group. Mind you, that’s equivalent to an E5 tornado. The other two corpses were found, bracing against the frosty wind. The rest of their group was unaccounted for.
That lower hiking group was had already been camping in extreme winds and decided to split from the the former group because of poor vitality and spirit. These were the cautious hikers, and, I hope, also the compassionate ones that stayed to help the sick. In the peak of the storm, previous ‘extreme’ winds had crescendoed into the worst storm witnessed by humans on Denali. The five strandees were driven into one tent: blanketed in a large snow bank, suffering from malaise, malnutrition, their own misery. At the first sign of the storm lifting, they immediately bailed lower ground. When they met the rescue party, they were greeted with warm drinks, food, and dry clothes.
I’d like to think, even after surviving that tempest, that their minds never left those who had attempted to summit. Nature had cut its path, and even I have been vulnerable at the hands of a freak storm. Caught in a storm, one is submitted into the balance with the ruling of the woods. I have extreme reverence for all the people involved in this expedition, Denali, and the entities in this world that are much much bigger than us.
-phynne
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I see nothing but the endless hallways,
Curling into a conch,
But escape is there if I was to reach it,
I wish I could,
Six more hours till I leave,
Till then I walk as a zombie through the halls,
Acting as the monster in the halls,
Lurching and clacking with my cart,
Lights flickering on in my presence but disappearing as I pass,
“Perfect place for a horror movie”,
A customer will utter,
I laugh it off as I remember the stories I was told,
Not just the movies,
No,
It’s much worse
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still without car in a town rather punitive to those who want to walk
on the lonely walk back i pass by
a parked car filled with belongings
i peek in and see someone sleeping, and can only think to myself what a relatable sight
sometimes wonder was i really better off not being in that position
but the lonesome confines of the car far and nowhere breeds monotony and in the depravity of the mundane stillness of time passing, a swelling sadness
on the wander back was a field and i wanted to lay down for a moment just to breathe the air that surrounds
yet all the signs that surround that scream
"private property" a harsh reminder that so many people would cast away their own agency for false security
comfortable convenience
on the pathway back, thought of my friend last night who drove me home, and his attempts to drive back several different ways back to break up routine
always fascinated by the habits of people who served wartime, as they seem to exhibit the same loneliness i do
the same cravings of breaks in routine
and the harrowing experience of abandon and the solitude and the waiting,
broke apart by a series of hyperactive intense moments only to be shoved back into a lazy calm, and an exhaust between the rapid shifts
was joined in the last bit back by a neighbor, we spoke a bit about nothing in particular and i welcomed the temporary companion
then wondered about how temporary and brief are all moments of cammaderies, companionship and otherwise
the harrowing taste of "nothing contains meaning"
well then why echo anything that gives the conscious being the emotion that they're "disposable"
everyone is "replaceable"
maddening aftertaste of a commodity culture
neighbor breaks asks if i understood his english and it was well spoken, but could only imagine the impatience he must've experienced from others to even ask
prior to writing this on the concept of writing i contemplated how rupi kaur really stained the taste of poetics on the tongues of many
and even then nothing feels more contrived than wax poetics which spells misery
as this was my solace prior to all these strangers invading my space and making a mockery of it
i write to conversate and connect
when you read my words do you feel anything at all?
do you feel close to me?
do you feel this all just a farce?
i miss the soft taste of spitting out my musings in an ethos without expecting echo just to be discovered and cherished by another
but now everytime i talk it feels like i am trapped in a shipwreck in a bottle
the pieces are all here
and it's easy to repair
but no one would dare
do words drink hallucinitory as
absinthe
in a vial so vile
with the afterwash of bile?
poetry demysterified and everyone can shitstain the airways with their clumsy words
and if any fury nestled in me
is watching those words get lauded over mine
and how dare you tell me to self-love
yet when i desire the same, you'd call me arrogant
then what should i do of invaded spaces?
i wonder if my words ever reached you
and i wonder if you felt like they meant anything at all
your perception of me is very subjective
and all i have is the mirror and my own perception of me.
a hall of mirrors in a solitude that rhymes to the beat of punitive solitary confinement
the prison panopticon must be everywhere then
well i just wanted the bittersweet taste of the unadulterated joy
that comes from shared hearts
could you carry me in two chambers of your heart?
and should i settle for half-hearted when no-hearted speaks abundant
all the therapy speak makes it feel like the half hearts are "healthy"
is it a miserable estate when i want to settled for three fourths your heart?
to health and other glass vases
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First art of the new year is all about re-structuring your internal monologue.
In my early 20s I was working full time in London with many social commitments and a variety of hustles and side projects.
In my later mid 20s I cater to many sensory and social drain needs I have and indulge in special interests while respecting my lower energy reserves and celebrating my different way of processing the world.
Did I get more autistic? Nah. I got less fake.
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[Art description: Three panels showing figures on a black background. Long descriptions follow.
1. A drawing of OP as a person with hip-length hair and a dress standing sadly with her hands clapsed together in front of her. She is coloured a muted rainbow gradient. Behind her, two pairs of nondescript figures chat while smiling. White text says, ‘I’m getting more and more autistic the older I get.’ 2. OP’s colours are brighter, and her expression looks happier. Crayon-like scribbles have crossed out the text from the previous panel. 3. OP’s colours are vibrant, and she balances on one leg and throws her arms out as she dances. The text above has changed to say, ‘I’m becoming more and more myself the older I get.’ \End descriptions]
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honestly no wonder harrow forced ianthe to lobotomize her so she could save gideon. listen…LISTEN…if i was a secret-war-crime cult nunlet princess worshipped by my entire planet and the only person that (barely) kept me in check was my childhood nemesis—a butch a year older than me, towering over me in stature and physical prowess, and so hot it made my teeth hurt from how hard my jaw clenched in her presence, who wielded a two-handed seven-foot sword and had irritatingly huge biceps and told very lewd stupid jokes and also learned how to wield an entirely new weapon and be my bodyguard with startling accuracy in three months—only to have us finally learn to trust each other because we got invited to a magic murder mystery and then before the bubble burst i spilled the worst secret about myself that i was born because my parents murdered an entire generation and tried to Kill Her along with them and she just wouldnt die, and i told her this expecting a swift death i believed i deserved, only for her to fucking cradle me in her big butch arms and kiss me on my forehead with her soft butch mouth and just. forgive me for a shameful weight ive carried my entire life and then MAKE AN ACTUAL NECRO/CAV VOW with me despite every evil thing i have done to her……to have her tell me, in the end, bleeding and broken after putting up the most beautiful and glorious fight of her life, that she understands purpose and she understands duty and she knows loyalty more fiercely than ever now, that she knows who she is to me, that there is no her without me….to have her backed into a corner and make the ultimate sacrifice…..for me…..to recite scriptural wedding vows of eternity to me in her last wisps of soul-consciousness���..if i thought there was even a snowflake’s chance in the pyre that i could save her by turning myself into her very own locked tomb, i’d be begging ianthe tridentweirdius to crack my skull open and turn me to mush too, goddamn. i understand you harrowhark girl you don’t have to explain a thing to me. god said you couldn’t undo the lyctor’s bond bc it’d kill you. you told god and his angels that not even a lyctor’s bond could outshine the power of female spite and lesbianism and they didn’t listen. they didn’t believe you. but i heard you loud and clear and i was 17 and hormonal and hopelessly romantic not too long ago unlike those fucking dinosaurs and i’m saying it’s valid it’s what i would have done and really everyone should be thanking you for not being worse and more wretched about it, all things considered
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okay but nessie was given the scientific name nessiteras rhombopteryx so she’d be included in the conservation of wild creatures and wild plants act of ‘75.
it’s a felony to shoot bigfoot in washington state.
the human race has sent out messages to the stars, hoping that any extraterrestrials who hear will accept our offer of friendship.
ghost hunters extend their sympathy to the souls of murder victims and bring along items that the spirits loved in life.
I think there’s something very human about the desire to believe in the paranormal. we don’t know if any of these things truly exist, but we make the offer of friendship and protection anyway. I just think it’s really lovely in its own ridiculous way.
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