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Sammy pushing away her trauma with that “I've already forgotten” line is so real for a lot of farm kids, like damn.
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katebishopfan · 3 months
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No Vacancy: Part 2 (H.S)
Hailee POV:
Alright, universe.
What the absolute fuck was that?!
I just got played so hard. I let myself believe that Y/n could actually like a girl like me. I seriously thought she could've been into me. I mean she placed her God damn hand on my thigh!! Then suddenly she called that Jenna girl babe. I would now like to curl up in a ball and die.
"Y/n, are you coming to the party on Saturday?" Someone a couple seats in front of us yells. Y/n glances up from her lap and looks around for where the voice came from. "Over here dumbass, it's Meghan." The voice adds. Y/n chuckles softly and looks over at the girl two rows down and shrugs.
"I might be able to come but I doubt it. Mrs. Phillips is having a big test on Monday and I'll need to practice all weekend so I don't fail, which I can't really do if I'm extremely hungover." Y/n replies in that charismatic tone that could tell me my entire family had just died and still give me butterflies. The girl nods her head and turns back to whoever she's sitting with.
"Hey Y/n who's the cute chick next to you?" Someone else asks and I freeze. Y/n's jaw clenches and she raises an eyebrow at the boy.
"Sorry, sorry just asking." He adds raising his hands up innocently.
"Mind your own business Johnson." Is all she says before turning back to me and smiling. "Sorry about that, horny teenage boys are the worst." She adds softly. Okay- wait why was that so hot?! No, Hailee she has a girlfriend. Wait that means she gay. Holy shit! Dude did you just figure that out..
"It's okay.." I reply awkwardly. Oh my God Hailee what was that???
"I'll beat him up if you want." She offers jokingly mimicking a right hook. That was so cute. Good lord I'm too far gone.
"I think you definitely should. I mean how could even let that stand?" I tease back. Wow I managed to get out a decent sentence way to go.
"Of course pretty girl. Anything for you." She murmurs kissing my hand and smirking. Holy shit fuckers her lips were just on my hand. Oh my lord I'm never washing that hand ever again. I feel my face light up and I giggle. "How should I dispose of him darling?" She adds her eyes looking into mine with a mix of mock seriousness and playfulness. These pet names are seriously going to be the death of me.
"It's completely up to you my brave protector." I reply without even stuttering which might I add is definitely an improvement. Her brows furrow in concentration before her entire face lights and she moves closer.
"I think I should just beat him up. Let all the boys know they should never mess with Y/n or her girl." I'm melting. I think I'm going to die. Y/n just called me HER GIRL!!!!!!!! I barely nod in response as I short circuit. "Haiz are you okay?" She adds confused. Oh my lord she did it again holy shit. That gorgeous hand of her is killing me slowly. It moves around softly on my thigh and squeezes me gently.
"Hmm yeah I just um spaced out for a sec." I reply smiling up at her.
"Okay, I was worried I was going to have get your attention via tickling." She teases.
"You wouldn't dare." I reply boldly placing my hand on hers. She shrugs mischievously before her other hand slips under my shirt and grazes my abdomen beginning to tickle me. I squirm around and kick my legs out while her other hand holds down one my hands. "Ahhh Y/n L/n stop right now!!" I squeal through laughter.
"Never." She states firmly continuing to move her hand around my waist trying to find the my most ticklish spot.
"Y/n I swear to God if you don't stop I'll literally never speak to you again." I threaten playfully but it gets her to stop.
"Never again?" She asks in baby voice, a large pout covering her face. I swear I'm dreaming.
"Never." I confirm firmly watching her stick her lip out.
"Fine, you win Haizy. But always remember you are the cruelest person I know." She replies sadly as she removes her hands from under my shirt. My breath hitches as I suddenly realize how close we are. Her eyes glance down at my lips before she backs up.
"Oh well.." I stutter distractedly. I'm still very flustered from how close I was to my crush.
"It's okay because I love you anyways." She murmurs softly. No way she just said she loves me.
"Oh you love me?" I tease.
"That's when you're supposed to say I love you too Hails." Y/n replies jokingly.
"Hmm, I'll have to think about. I'll get back to you in 2-5 business days." I joke.
"Nooooooo, this is why I have Amazon prime." She whines pulling me onto her lap. "I need you to say you love me or else I won't be able to survive." She pouts unhappily. I smirk at her and she continues to pout at me.
"Beg."
"Pleaseeeeeeee Hailee, tell me you love me pwetty pwease." Adding her baby voice at the end.
"I, Hailee Steinfeld, love you Y/n L/n." I announce. I mean.. She might be joking but I'm sure as hell not. Her face breaks out into a grin and she giggles happily.
"I love you too, princess." My heart explodes with joy and I try to ignore the fact that we're just playing around. The bus suddenly stops and I realize we're at my stop.
"This is my stop.." I mumble sadly. Her face falls as she looks out the window at my house.
"Give me your phone." She demands and I pass it to her confused. I grab my bag and look back at her. She's holding out my phone for me. I take it and start to move off her lap. She grabs my waist and I freeze. Her lips meet my cheek for a couple of seconds before she pulls back and lets go of me. I blush and get off of her walking towards the front of the bus.
Y/n POV:
I probably shouldn't have kissed her cheek. Whatever, I wanted to so I did. I can't do anything about it now. I think I just fell in love.
"So, what the hell was that?" I sigh softly and turn towards Brian who's looking at me expectantly.
"I don't know." I reply. It's the truth, I have no idea what just happened. It was a like a fever dream, a really wonderful fever dream.
"Y/n, you are aware that you have girlfriend right?" I can't tell if he's joking or serious. He's right of course, I'm dating Jenna and even if I didn't directly kiss Hailee on the lips I definitely did not act like a good girlfriend.
"Yeah, I know. I just..." I trail off trying to faint the words to explain how I'm feeling but my brain can't form any sentences.
"She seems like a nice girl Y/n." I nod and look away for a few seconds. "What I'm saying is don't you dare break her heart." He explains seriously before turning back to his phone and placing his airpods in. I slump down in my seat and close my eyes softly. I'm screwed.
Hailee POV:
Is this wrong to do? My thumb is hovering over the call button but I can't tell if I actually want to speak to her.
Your Protector<3
My heart melted when I first saw the contact but now I can't tell how I feel. Of course I want to call her, I desperately need to hear her melodic voice but I know it's not the right thing to do. Part of me knows that she feels the same way and might not pick up the call. The other part doesn't care about anyone else, it just wants to be near Y/n. To hold her and be held by her. I don't think I've ever felt more conflicted than how I feel right now.
"Hey sis, how was school?" Griffin voice asks. It jolts me out of my confused trance which I'm grateful for.
"Um it was normal." I stutter. Well shit, now he's definitely going to know something not normal. Nice going Hailee.
"Really, It was "normal"? C'mon Hails you always have something interesting to say about school, it's not like you to have a "normal" day so tell me. What're you hiding?" Griffin asks after having his Sherlock Holmes moment.
"IsatwithY/nonthebusnandknowIdon'twhattodobecausewewereflirtingbutshehasagirlfriendnamedjenna." Griffin raises an eyebrow.
"English please."
"I sat with Y/n on the bus-"
"Y/n like Y/n L/n?" Griffin interrupts sounding confused.
"Yes, the girl I've had a crush on since forever." I exclaim exasperated.
"Wait, Y/n L/n is crush Y/n!?" Griffin exclaims. I nod my head slowly as he paces around the room.
"Can I continue?" I ask. He nods and I sigh.
"So I was sitting with Y/n and we started talking, which led to flirting." I take a deep breath and continue. "Then all the sudden her friend Brian got a call and he passed the phone to Y/n, but when she took call she called the person babe!!"
"Wait so you were flirting with your crush who actually has a girlfriend." Griffin asks trying to fully grasp the situation.
"Yeah, but then after that she flirted with me a lot and I flirted with her and it was really, really cute then she was being all protective when this guy hit on me. Then she was like being really hot and calling me all these pet names like darling and princess and it was ughhh like literally the sexiest thing ever. And don't even think about judging me right because I've had to listen to you gush about girls so it's my turn. Oh also she tickled me and her hands went fully under my shirt and I melted internally. She also told me that she loved me. Which might sound bad but it was in like teasingly flirty way and she pouted until I told her I loved her and then she said it back like she went "I love you too princess" Like what!?" I gasp for breath and Griffin stares at me like I'm crazy before slowly blinking a couple of times.
"Well that was a lot of information. How're you feeling?" He replies after a couple moments of silence. I shrug and he opens up his arms.
Y/n POV:
I'm sitting quietly on my bed trying to figure out what to do. I check the time in my phone and realize it's 6pm. I should probably go over to Jenna's. All the sudden my phone starts ringing and I sigh when I see it's not Hailee.
"Hey babe are you coming over soon?" Jenna asks excitedly.
"Um yeah, but we need to talk." I reply seriously.
"Okay, about what?" She replies innocently. "Oh, also I invited a couple of our friends too, but not like a party." She adds.
"So definitely a party." I tease, Jenna has a bad tendency to throw parties by inviting "A couple of friends" and then it spirals til suddenly there's three hundred horny teenagers, making out in every room of her house.
"You know I don't like excluding people!" She whines as I chuckle softly. I'll just have to get Jenna alone to talk to her.
"It's okay, I'll be over soon." I reply. I grab my jacket and keys throwing on my jacket and shoving my keys into my pocket before slipping out the window.
A/N
That's right, another super high-quality oneshot from yours truly ;)
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ererokii · 3 years
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I came running when I saw your requests were open! Okay, this is pure angst so bare with me. How about the reader dying in all the chaos when Eren first attacked marley? She was Jean's best friend and so when they were in the airship he carried her corpse inside, and Eren sees her and Jean is like she died l, and its all your fault. You could make her die in battle or she could take the bullet for Sasha, its up to you! Im just curious of how Eren would behave... Thank you so much baby🥺 remember to take care and if you dont wanna write this there's no problem!!♡♡♡
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Warnings: character death, blood mentions, some violence, some spoilers for season four, unedited. Italics is flash back
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“She’s dead. You killed her.”
It’s silent; enough to hear a pin drop. Jaws are dropped, mouths parted as they stare in shock.
Jean stands there, a body limp in his arms, a tear trickling down his face and onto the floor. “She’s dead, Eren.”
Even sits there, staring at him through brown tresses that cover the majority of his face. His brother, Zeke beside him, stares at Jean with a raised eyebrow, absolutely no empathy for him.
“You..you killed her.”
It seems that victory couldn’t even protect everyone in that ship. After you and Jean had aboarded and left someone out there to watch, you were immediately engulfed into a hug by him.
“I’m glad you’re alive,” he mutters, burying his head in the crook of your neck, arms practically squeezing the life out of you. In normal circumstances you would have laughed, pushed his face away from yours and told him he stunk.
But this was different.
Your arms loop under his own, head pressed against his chest plate. “I’m glad you’re alive too.”
Arms wrapped around your torso from behind, hair tickling your nape as the person let out a shaky breath.
“Y/N, I can’t thank you enough for being there when I shot at the Cart,” Sasha spoke quietly. “I was a bit scared if I’m being honest.”
“I was there!” Jean interrupts, pulling away from you as his arms cross over his chest, averting his eyes elsewhere. “I didn’t get my thanks..”
“Who needs you when we have Y/N?” She grins, moving around to wrap an arm around your waist. “She’s all I need to back me up, isn’t that right?”
Eren’s eyes watch as blood trickles down Jean’s arm, seeping into the black sleeve of the uniform, making a small puddle on the floor. His breathing becomes uneasy, fingers clenching around the bench he was sitting on.
His superiors and comrades are unable to move; the sound of Armin’s gun falling to the floor as he rushes to Jean; said boy lowering the body to rest on the floor. Mikasa follows suit, falling onto her knees as she grabs the left hand, shivers running up and down her arms.
Cold.
“If you didn’t do this, she wouldn’t be dead. Tell me, why is she dead, Eren?!”
I don’t know, don’t ask me, Eren thinks, wishing he could say those exact words.
But he can’t; all he can do is stare with semi wide eyes. His arms are restrained by the rope the Scouts put on him, two recruits pointing their guns at him. Despite having him on their side, there was still a fear within them that he would do something else.
“Answer me!”
“This is our first victory for the new Eldian Empire! Our first battle, and many more to come!” A crowd of soldiers raised their fists in victory, screaming at the top of their lungs as they felt like rulers; the only ones that mattered.
“Another one,” you mutter, rubbing your arm, massaging a sensitive area from when you crashed into the roof when the Beast threw rubble. “Just how many more..and will Eren still be there..”
“We seem to always follow Eren in the end. I don’t think he would be going anywhere,” jean comments, standing beside you as everyone walks towards the middle of the ship.
“Hey isn’t he still out there?” Connie asks, looking over his shoulder, staring at the open sliding door. “Should we check?”
“He’s fine. I didn’t see anyone out there when I was there.”
That’s not enough to convince Connie, his eyes still trained on the silver door but decides to shake it off, facing forward.
Everything feels too surreal right now. It’s serene; too peaceful after a massacre of Liberio’s people. Smiles and laughter are shared, everyone reuniting with their buddies, thankful they can take another breath.
However, your stomach churns, looking around a couple times before reaching your hand out, grabbing hold of Jean’s pinkie. There’s a creaking noise coming from the floor board, catching your attention.
“Jean, did you hear that?”
“No. Hey guys quiet down!”
Sasha must have heard it as well as she glances over her shoulder, a body rolling inside of the ship, a gun held close to their chest.
It happens all too slow. The child raises the gun, brown eyes full of anger stare Sasha down, her finger curling around the trigger. Her teeth are gritted as her brown strands stick to her face, small lacerations and dirt scratching at her visage.
“Sasha!”
Your body seems to move on it’s own, one foot in front of the other as your hands collide with her chest, applying force. She stares at you with warm yet wide eyes; body staggering backwards.
Jean’s words wrack every crevice of Erens mind; his voice increasing in volume.
She’s dead because of you. You killed her!
Eren’s mouth suddenly feels dry, tongue peeking out as he licks his lower lip, chewing on the inside of cheek as he exhales loudly, lowering his head in shame, afraid of the consequences.
“Did she have any last words.”
Regretting his choice of speech, Eren’s lower lips quivers, shoulders shaking slightly. With everyone’s eyes on him, he feels as if they’re staring into his soul, silently judging his choices (as some verbally let him know).
His heart is heavy as a noise leaves his mouth, nowhere near to a laugh, but not even close to a cry of sorrow. He feels like screaming until his throat is raw— to lock himself in a confined spot and to never be seen for the rest of his days on this hell on earth.
“If only you hadn’t gotten the Survey Corps involved with this, Y/N would still be alive, and would be able to see your sorry ass tomorrow in your jail cell. Maybe then she would be able to hold your hand, wouldn’t she.”
Mediterranean eyes that hold tears, glance over at your body once more. Your eyes are closed, cheeks suddenly hollowed. There’s a bandage wrapped around your torso, blood seeping through the white and drying as seconds pass.
Your whole body is relaxed , a trail of red stained on the corner of your lips.
Even with the recent tragic events, Eren can’t help but relax when he casts his gaze on your face. Something within him says that you wouldn’t blame him for the cause of your death, even if everyone else would.
But he can’t forgive himself.
“J-Jean,” you whisper, clutching weakly at his arm. “E..Eren..I want to see him..”
And all you wanted was to see him one last time— ,to spend your last breaths and tell him he wasn’t a monster.
He was just like you.
Human.
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Speedy one night stand part 2
Part 1 here
“Ok, so do we go over our story again?”
“We did that a thousand times. Relax, they’re not the brightest.”
Aelin smiled, resting her back against the hospital chair. Even though only one day had passed, Rowan was already feeling infinitely better. His wrist still hurt like a bitch, and it would probably remain like that due to the surgery, but the rest was just some small ache.
Differently from the previous day, this morning Rowan had woken up to an empty room. Aelin had decided to go home around eleven, promising to be back in time for them to go over their plan one more time, but a part of Rowan wondered if she was actually going to be back. It wasn’t a usual situation, and now that she knew he was not dying, maybe she wouldn’t feel any responsibility over him at all.
It had worried Rowan more than he liked to admit.
And yet, she had returned today. Just a few hours after Rowan woke up, Aelin walked into his hospital room. She was her bubbly self, walking through the door while oozing so much excitement and brightness that it was like the sun lodged itself in the room. She plopped down on her usual chair, barely bothering to create small talk before jumping right back to what they had discussed the previous night. Aelin wanted everything to go perfect— had said that she had grown up with a cousin who made her quite competitive when it came to pranks.
Forty five minutes later, they had gone over the details twice, flirted shamelessly every now and then, and Rowan had the pleasure of seeing Aelin play the distressed wife in front of three different doctors.
The woman was a devil.
Rowan couldn’t help but smile.
“When do they get here?”
“You’re so impatient.” Rowan grinned, slowly turning his non-shattered wrist. “Has anyone ever told you that you’re impatient?”
“You and my cousin would be such great friends.” Aelin gave him a sweet smile.
“Sounds like a nice guy, then.”
“He isn’t.” Aelin’s sweet— and oh so fake— smile widened. “A fucking asshole, if you ask me.”
Rowan snorted, looking at the door just in time to see five guys turning around the corner and walking in the direction of the room. A diabolical smile grew on Rowan’s lips, and he turned to Aelin who had a raised brow. “Show time.”
Just like the devil Rowan thought she was, Aelin returned his smile.
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Honestly, she shouldn’t be this excited.
Tricking a bunch of men she had never seen in her life should not be that high in her list of priorities. And yet.
Part of her wanted to stay at the hospital yesterday, make sure that Rowan was ok during the night. Even though they had just met, Aelin felt a weird connection to him. Not love— because love at first sight is bullshit—, but she definitely cared for him as a friend. But the doctor insisted that there were no chances that Rowan’s condition would get that bad over night, and so Aelin went home.
She could barely sleep, and in the morning she rushed to get to the hospital.
Because of the prank, of course. Not because of Rowan.
And now that his friends were actually there, that the plan was actually in action, Aelin was having some small doubts.
What if they tell the hospital she’s lying? What if that doctor loses her job? What if—
“Rowan!” A blonde haired man ran through the door, followed by four others. Just like Rowan, all of the men were massive. Tall, muscular, and almost sucking all the air in the room with their presence.
They were all so focused on Rowan that none of them even paid attention to her sitting by a corner in the room, and Aelin used that time to transform the smirk on her lips into a loving smile.
“Fucking shit, Whitethorn.” The tallest of them— the only one as tall as Rowan— said. His pitch black hair was tied back in a bun, but some of it fell out of it when he ran a hand through his head. Aelin tried to remember Rowan’s descriptions of his friends, and if she was right, that was Lorcan. “One day alone and you get hit by a fucking truck.”
“Any cool scars?” One of the golden twins asked, a grin on his face. Either Fenrys or Connall, but judging by the personality and Rowan’s description of the twins, Aelin was betting on the former.
“Shut up.” The one with a buzzcut— Vaughan, she recalled— said, hitting the back of the golden twin’s head. “We tried to come as soon as possible when we heard. We didn’t want to leave you alone.”
“Oh.” Rowan said with all the innocence in the world, a smile as sweet as hers gracing his lips. “Of course I wasn’t alone, are you guys insane or something?”
“Huh?” The twins said in unison, looking at each other.
“I came with my wife.” Rowan said, the sentence sounding like a question. He let out a laugh, eyes sparkling with mirth. “Do you guys think she would just leave me alone?”
“Your fucking what.” Lorcan said very slowly after a few moments of complete silence.
Rowan looked so genuinely confused that even Aelin believed him for a second.
“Guys? Ace?” Rowan said, brows furrowing. His eyes then landed on her, and he gave her a smile that was supposed to be loving, but Aelin just thought he looked like a fiend. “Apparently they think you’re cold enough to enjoy your vacations while your husband is at the hospital.”
“I might not be the warmest, but that would have been low even for me.” Aelin said, voice charred with playful sarcasm. As if she was a magnet, all five heads immediately whipped at her direction, faces showing different levels of incredulity. “Hey, guys.”
Aelin had to bite her cheeks to keep herself from laughing. She didn’t know any human being could be that shocked and stand that still. The silence in the room was suffocating, except for Rowan who was smiling broadly now that no one was looking at him.
“Everyone is seeing the hot blonde, right?” The twin— Fenrys, she’d been right. It was just the type of comment he’d do— asked very carefully.
“I’m flattered, Fen.” Aelin said, taking some pleasure in how his jaw dropped when she said his name. She looked at each of their faces, forcing her expression to show both excitement and some confusion. “Guys? Not even a hug? I mean I know you guys are Rowan’s friends but I would expect some better welcome.”
At that, Aelin got up and walked in their direction. She hugged Vaughan and Fenrys at the same time, both as still as two pieces of stone.
She took a step back, doing the same to Gavriel and Connall. Aelin then looked at Lorcan, winking at him. “I know better than to hug you. Good to know that the change in continents doesn’t change the scowl on your face.”
They all just stared at her.
From the corner of her eye, she could see Rowan was near busting out laughing. She walked to his side, feeling the eyes of his friends following her across the room. She bent down near Rowan, kissing him on the lips before stroking his cheek with a thumb. For a split second, they shared a knowing smile, one that would look very loving to whoever was watching, but both of them knew better.
“I’m gonna go check with your doctor what time we can leave, alright? I’m gonna let you guys catch up.” Aelin said, kissing him again.
Rowan nodded, but then his eyes turned to his friends and narrowed slightly. “Sounds good, honey.”
Vaughan soundly choked.
Aelin made her best impression of being embarrassed— not by the nickname, but by the reactions of his friends.
She left the room with a final smile at the five guys, and when her face was not visible to them anymore, she finally opened the biggest grin she had ever given in her entire life.
As she walked down the hallway looking for the doctor, Rowan almost jumped out of bed just to kiss her again if only for the absolute horror in his friends’ faces. He never thought he’d seen any of them that shaken— even Lorcan was shocked.
Using the fact that all five of them were still looking at Aelin’s body disappearing among doctors, nurses, and other visitors, Rowan controlled his facial expressions and turned them to a disappointed scowl.
“What the fuck was that?” He asked when Aelin completely disappeared. “Would it kill for you guys to be nice to her? It was never an issue, what the fuck happened?”
“Bro.” Connall was the first to tear his eyes away from the door.
“Rowan, I don’t know how to say this gently…” Gavriel started, voice calm and cautious as always.
“You must have hit your head really hard because you’re not fucking married.” Lorcan, on the other hand, had no problem just saying what came to his mind.
“What?” Rowan asked, dumbfounded.
“Man, some hot crazy chick is pretending to be your wife.” Fenrys was smiling, but his whole expression screamed terrified. “Holy fuck, some hot crazy chick is pretending to be Rowan’s wife.”
“Haha, very funny.” Rowan said, relaxing. “Is this why you treated Ace like that? A prank?”
“Her name is Ace.” Vaughan said, the only one still visibly shocked.
“Crazy girl name.” Fenrys added solemnly. Connall nodded profusely.
“Her name is Aelin, and you guys know that. We have been together for over a year not, married for a few months.” Rowan was trying so, so hard not to laugh.
The guys looked at each other, different degrees of worry washing they expressions.
“Rowan, you really have to understand that—“
“Understand what?” Aelin interrupted what Gavriel was saying, causing all of the guys to jump and scream.
At that, Rowan couldn’t contain his laughter. He was laughing so hysterically that not even Aelin managed to keep a straight face and started chuckling too.
“What the fuck was that?” Rowan said between laughs, smiling up at Aelin as she approached his bed even though he was speaking to his friend.
“When is his birthday?” Fenrys ignored Rowan’s question, eyes narrowing at Aelin as she rested against Rowan.
“January twentieth-first.” Aelin said, brows furrowing in confusion. “What the hell is this?”
“Favorite color.” Connall dismissed her question.
“Green.”
“His pet’s name.” Gavriel asked much more politely than the others, but suspicion was palpable in his words.
“We don’t have a pet.”
“What is he studying?” Vaughan finally looked more wary than fucking shocked.
“He’s studying to become an engineer. STEM, then? I don’t know, I’m an arts and humanities major. I don’t understand that shit.”
The guys looked at each other again before Lorcan’s eyes dropped on Aelin. “Mom’s name. Ex girlfriend’s name. Favorite movie. Favorite song. Dick size.”
Rowan choked when he heard the last sentence, but Aelin simply smiled. “Anya. Are you talking about Lyria or Remelle? The Godfather and Patience by the Guns n’ Roses. I will not be discussing my husband’s dick size with his best friend.”
“Holy fuck.” Vaughan breathed.
“Give me your phone.” Lorcan said, even more suspicious now.
Aelin raised a brow, but took the phone out of her pocket. She stole a glance at Rowan, but he was just as confused as her.
“Call the first person in your favorites.”
Oh, fuck.
It had been fun while it lasted, and Rowan was about to get his ass beaten by his friends even though he was still in a hospital bed.
But Aelin simply unlocked her phone for everyone to see, went to her contacts and called the second person in her favorites. She raised her eyes from the phone to smile sweetly at Lorcan. “Rowan is the first.”
Lorcan’s jaw clenched minimally, as if Aelin had just passed a test she was supposed to fail. Now, just like the rest of his friends, Lorcan looked expectantly ate the phone on top of Rowan’s legs. Aelin had put it on speaker, and the only sound in the room was their breathing and the dialing sound.
“Hey, babe.” A female voice answered, soft and warm. “What can I help you with?”
“I don’t know, actually.” Aelin raised her face to Lorcan, and she looked so beautiful that the smile that grew on Rowan’s face was genuine. “Why did I call her?”
“Is she married?” Lorcan asked loudly so the girl on the phone would hear.
“What did he say?” She asked anyways.
“Lorcan asked if I am married.” Aelin raised the phone to her lips so her friend could hear her better.
“Uhm, yeah?” Her friend laughed. “Aren’t you married to his best friend for a few months now? What type of question is this?”
Aelin smiled smugly at his friends, and Rowan made his best impression of pissed off husband. In reality, all he wanted was to be alone with Aelin and kiss her for her geniality.
She wasn’t kidding when she said she was competitive when it came to pranks.
“Hey, what’s up, Lys. Is that Ace?” A man sounded through the phone.
“Yeah.” Lys answered.
“Is Rowan ok?” The man asked casually, and even Rowan was surprised by that.
Turns out Aelin had been a few steps ahead of him.
“I’m fine.” Rowan answered, trying to sound casual. “But apparently my friends decided to be assholes even though I’m already suffering.”
Aelin snorted, resting her back against his chest.
“What are they doing?” The guy asked and Rowan could hear the smile on his voice. Even though the voice tone was completely different, the man sounded so much like Aelin that it could only be her cousin since she didn’t have siblings.
“Pretending they don’t know Ace.”
“I would also pretend I don’t know my cousin if I could. Disgraceful woman.” He grumbled. “She must be loving the attention, though.”
“Fuck off.” Aelin snapped at the same time Rowan laughed. She turned her head to him, eyes narrowing with enough emotion that Rowan knew she was being genuine. He just smiled, giving her a quick kiss before turning to the phone again.
“Me and Lys gotta go, but we’ll see you this weekend for dinner, right?”
“Yep.” Rowan knew nothing of it, but now he was knee deep into his lie so backing out wasn’t an option anymore.
“Oh, and Ace, Lysandra says the airline just sent your ticket back to Terrasen to the apartment.” Aedion announced before hanging up, leaving the comment hanging in the air.
Aelin heard sharp intakes of breath, and raised her head to see all men staring at her dumbfounded.
“What?” She asked innocently, resting once again against Rowan. His hand sneaked up to the back of her head, massaging her scalp. Even though she tried to play it cool, her heart was hammering inside her chest— both because of how big the lie had just become and because of Rowan’s touch against her skin. Her whole back was against his side, and Aelin hoped he thought the racing heart was due to the lie, not due to him.
“Very well, Ace.” Lorcan said after a moment of prolonged silence. “We are so sorry for the prank. Why don’t we all go out to dinner to pay you back.”
Aelin was gonna vomit her heart. All the guys looked at Lorcan, and even Rowan’s hand stilled against her hair.
And yet she just forced a smile on her face, nodding her head. “Sounds amazing.”
Rowan’s hand in the back of her head massaged now her neck, reassuring her everything was ok.
But that definitely wasn’t the sentiment on his friends’ faces.
Oh, fuck.
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A/N: I’m sorry for such a small update for this story, but I’m trying to write some Valentine’s day oneshots but I wanted to continue this one a little! I’ll probably to a final part three for it sometime!
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khaleesiofalicante · 3 years
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ALEC WEEK - ALEC ANGST
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“I got this one,” Alec yelled over his shoulder and ran after the demon.
Being the Consul involved a lot of desk work. While Alec did appreciate getting to stay at home with Magnus and the kids…
Well, he was a Shadowhunter after all.
He had kind of missed this. The patrols. The adrenaline.
Most of all, fighting with Jace.
So, when Jace had asked him to join him on patrol, Alec had jumped on the opportunity.
But now of course he was regretting it a little bit.
When Alec had said he wanted to kick some demon ass, he had been hoping for a dozen at most.
Not this.
They had fought almost double that so far and there was many more on the way.
Jace used to call himself a chick-magnet long time ago. But in actuality, his parabatai was a demon-magnet.
Wherever Jace went, they just seemed to hang out in hoards.
They had strategized to find the greator demon that was sending out the little minions. Alec had followed one while Jace followed another. It got darker and darker with every step until Alec found himself drowning in the night. Maybe he had wondered into a cave or something.
He quickly activated his night vision rune. But it didn’t help.
This wasn’t a cave. This was magic. Demonic magic.
“Alec!” he heard Jace yell. “Can you see anything?”
“No!” Alec yelled back.
Jace sounded like he was both close and miles away.
“This is some sort of trick,” Alec said.
“Yeah, no shit,” Jace yelled back. “Let’s get out of here.”
It was then Alec heard a low chuckle.
There was something eerily familiar about it. It sounded like someone he recognized – almost.
They were still plunged in darkness, but somehow Alec noticed a figure emerge. He pointed his bow at the man.
It looked like a man. Tall. Lean. Well built. Strong.
Oh god. Surely not another prince of hell. Haven’t they had enough of those things?
The closer it got, the faster Alec’s heart started to beat.
He knew he should run. But he didn’t.
The presence felt both like a threat and an ally at the same time.
Alec didn't want to hesitate any longer. He let the arrow fly.
The figure pulled out a bow out of nowhere and let his own arrow fly. It was like watching lightening. The figure’s arrow clashed with his own and burst into dust.
“Nice shot,” the figure said as it approached him. “Next time don’t hesitate so much. It can get you killed.”
“Jace!” Alec shouted.
But there was no response.
“Who are you?” Alec yelled at the figure.
He didn’t know why we was yelling. But it seemed like the right thing to do. His shirt was soaking in sweat, his fingers trembling slightly.
“It’s me,” the voice said.
As the figure closer, a small gasp escaped Alec’s mouth. He would recognize the figure anywhere.
Even in the depths of such darkness.
“Or should I say, it’s you.”
Alec took a step back.
It was him.
It was Alec. In shadowhunter gear. His hair out of place. His bow and quiver hanging on his side.
It was Alec and it wasn’t.
Despite all the similarities, Alec knew it wasn’t him.
This one seemed…empty.
Or full.
He didn’t know.
But what gave him away was his fingers - And the lack of his favorite and only piece of jewelry.
There was no wedding band.
“Stay back, you son of a bitch,” Alec didn’t hesitate this time.
“Is that anyway to talk about our mother?” other Alec chuckled.
“This is some sort of demonic trick,” Alec said, mostly to himself.
“Duh,” Other Alec rolled his eyes, the gesture intimately familiar.
Alec let another arrow fly but again – he just wasn’t fast enough.
It was almost as if the Other Alec knew what he was going to do.
“Of course, I know what you’re going to do,” Other Alec said. “I’m you, aren’t I?”
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
“I know what you’re thinking too,” Other Alec pointed out. “Right now, you’re thinking if Jace is okay.”
Alec held up his bow again even though it was pointless.
“He is okay,” Other Alec waved him off. “He has his own nightmare to deal with.”
Nightmares.
Baku.
“You’re Baku,” Alec said, feeling slightly triumphant. “Eater of dreams. Greator Demon of Nightmares.”
“Well, technically, I’m Alec Lightwood,” the demon shrugged. “Consul in Exile.”
“Alec Lightwood-Bane,” he corrected out of habit.
“Of course,” Other Alec put up his hands, his bare fingers making him more and more worried.
“What is this supposed to be?” Alec demanded. “A nightmare? I’m not scared of you.”
“Aren’t you?” Other Alec cocked his head. “You are your greatest fear, Alec.”
“Bullshit,” Alec spit. “I’m not afraid of myself. Not anymore.”
“Are we sure about that?” Other Alec asked again.
“Yes,” Alec snapped. “I can’t hurt myself anymore.”
“Well,” Other Alec shrugged. “You can still hurt others.”
Alec stared.
It was like the demon had shot him with an arrow. Right in the chest. 
“I know you, remember?” Other Alec grinned. “I’ve seen your dreams. Your nightmares.”
“You know nothing!” Alec yelled and let another arrow fly.
Useless. Other Alec dodged it effortlessly.
“How many people should keep getting hurt, Alec?” his own voiced asked himself. “How many people should get hurt because of your incomptency?”
His throat felt dry. His head ached.
He heard the questions from Other Alec who was in front of him.
But he heard them echo inside his head too. Like he was thinking these thoughts right now.
As if he had been thinking them forever.
“I’m not incompetent!” Alec said through gritted teeth.
“Say that to Max,” Other Alec sneered.
Alec’s heart clenched.
“Or Dad,” Other Alec whispered.
And then it broke.
“I-I tried,” Alec stammered. “I tried to save them.”
“You weren’t even there,” Other Alec accused.
“Stop it!” Alec let another arrow fly.
Nothing.
“You know, it’s ironic that they named you Alexander,” Other Alec chuckled. “When have you ever protected anyone? All you’ve done is hurt people.”
“Shut up!” Alec yelled.
“You tried to hurt Clary because you were angry and jealous. You did hurt Magnus because you were angry and jealous. You tried to kill Camille. You did kill Meliorn. So, who’s next?”
“I’ve changed,” Alec argued, he didn’t know why. “I’ve grown.”
“Growing into a sorry excuse of a man,” the demon laughed. “Now they’ve made you Consul. What a great opportunity to let your entire race down!”
“I won’t!” Alec yelled, even though he had had already had nightmares about this very thing. “I won’t let them down. They chose me!”
“Oh please,” Other Alec rolled his eyes. “No one would have even considered you if it wasn’t for Jace. He felt sorry for you because you never get the spotlight. And everyone who voted for you did it because they felt sorry for you because you lost dad. It was a pity vote.”
“Get out of my head!” Alec screamed. “You don’t know me. You don’t know anything.”
“On contrary,” Other Alec grinned. “I know you better than anyone.”
“Bullshit,” Alec said again.
“I’m your greatest fear, Alec,” the other man said.
“Because your cocky and rude?” Alec demanded, gaining his confidence back. “I don’t think so.”
“Because of this,” Other Alec raised his empty hand.
Alec swallowed.
“I would never remove my ring!” he said, his voice hoarse. “Never.”
“Aw,” Other Alec said. “Not even if Magnus asked you to give it back?”
The confidence that was slowly building inside him felt apart like a wave crashing into land.
“That’s right,” the man said. “He took it back. He took rafe. He left.”
“Magnus would never,” Alec said, clutching his own wedding ring.
The other Alec just grinned.
“Rafe,” Alec said suddenly. “You said he took Rafe. What happened to Max?”
Stop it. This isn’t real! But Alec couldn’t listen to that voice. Just the one before him.
“That name is cursed,” Other Alec said sadly. “Or maybe it’s just you. You’re not good enough to protect anyone.”
“Max is fine,” Alec told himself. “Max is okay. He is in the institute.”
“Not for long,” the Other Alec said in a sing song voice. “You will get him killed too. He will die. Alone and afraid. Just like your brother.”
Alec leaped at himself, but the figure simply disappeared and appeared in a different spot.
“Touched a nerve, huh?” Other Alec chuckled. “I wonder why.”
“Shut. The. Fuck. Up.” Alec let arrow after arrow fly.
Nothing.
“Useless,” Other Alec chuckled. “Don’t know why I’m surprised.”
“You will not touch my family!” Alec pointed an arrow. He’d stab the fucking thing to death if he had to. “Do you hear me?”
“I would never!” Other Alec sounded offended. “But can’t say the same for you though.”
“I will never hurt my family,” Alec replied, his voice getting lower and lower.
“You already have,” Other Alec pointed out. “Giving up immortality? Wow. What a slap in the face for Magnus. You know he could have had anyone, right?”
“We made the decision together!” Alec yelled. “Magnus wanted this too!”
“Of course he did, you selfish prick!” Other Alec yelled back. “He did because you did! It’s what you wanted. Because of your precious parabatai.”
“But J-Jace-” Alec stammered.
“You know,” Other Alec’s voice turned into a husky whisper, like he was sharing a secret. “Magnus knows. He has always known you would choose Jace over him.”
“This is just a dream,” Alec whispered to himself desperately. “Just a dream.”
“How about what happened in Thule?” Other Alec asked. “Was that just a dream too?”
Alec gasped.
“Never thought you’d have it in you,” Other Alec whistled. “You’re savage.”
“It wasn’t me!” Alec yelled.
“Wasn’t it?” the other man shrugged.
“All this talk about loving one man and changing the world for him and yet you killed him him with your own hands,” Other Alec shook his head in disappointment. “Magnus deserved better.”
“Don’t talk about Magnus like you know him!” Alec snapped.
“Oh fine. But I do know you, Alec Lightwood,” Other Alec moved closer. “I know your future. You might keep him happy now. But you will be his suffering. You will be his Bane.”
Images of Magnus flashed before his eyes. Magnus coping with his loss. Magnus not coping so well.
“Please,” Alec almost begged. “What do you want from me?”
“Nothing at all,” the figure moved back. “I just wanted to talk.”
“You’re not gonna kill me?” Alec asked.
“What’s the fun in that?” Other Alec asked. “I’d rather keep you alive and watch you suffer.
“Get out,” Alec ordered, even though he knew he had no power.
“So sensitive,” Other Alec chuckled. “Fine. I’ll go for now. You better watch out, Alec Lightwood. Bad things are coming.”
“You stay away from, Magnus!” Alec yelled. 
“I could say the same to you,” Other Alec pouted. “Leave him. For his sake. For the sake of your childr-.”
“If you touch my kids-”
“I won’t,” Other Alec raised his hands. “But can’t say the same about their grandfather however.”
“Stay out of my head,” Alec hissed.
“No promises,” the demon of nightmares winked.
Alec felt the darkness slowly dissipate. His heartbeat getting stronger.
The shivers on his arms were just going down when he heard the voice in ear one last time.
“Oh, one last thing,” his own voice whispered. “Give my regards to Izzy.”
Alec’s body shuddered at that and he fell on his knees.
“Hey. Hey. Hey,” Jace was already by his side. “You okay?”
Alec just nodded, still trying to get back to reality.
“Dude, I’d take an army of raveners over this any day,” Jace said, looking rattled in a long time. “This shit was creepy as hell.”
“What did you see?” Alec asked.
“Some psycho version of myself. He kept talking about killing Clary,” Jace laughed, even though Alec sensed the nervousness in his voice. “As if that’s ever gonna happen.”
Alec nodded and slowly got up.
“What did you see?” Jace asked.
Alec thought of Other Alec.
The one without the ring. The one he knew would haunt his dreams every night from now on.
“Spiders,” he said. “Just stupid spiders.”
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peralta-guaranteed · 3 years
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Hey! I have a fic/HC request - it's a bit specific - jake and Amy are on a date and they see a guy who went to the academy with Jake and worked with Amy at the 64 and when amy goes to the washroom he tries to make fun of her/says creepy stuff about het in front of Jake and he gets all angry and protective
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“Gotta say I’m surprised.”
“About what?”
“That you got Santiago.”
Jake stares at Daniels over the rim of his beer glass. There’s a million instincts shouting in his brain, mixing into a little symphony. To tell him to fuck off, basically. Tell him he worked hard to ‘get the girl’, and continues to work hard to keep her. Tell him that whatever he’s got in his head about their relationship is probably far stranger than whatever he’s-
“Whyyyy~?” Is unfortunately all he manages to squeeze out inbetween anger, confusion and a bit of shock. It seems to be enough for Daniels, who guffaws.
“Well, no offense, Jakey, but you’ve been a detective for what, eight years now?”
“Eight and a half.”
“Amy Santiago needs more than a detective to keep her career floating.”
It had started out as a frankly lovely evening. It wasn’t date night, per se - just a random evening where they’d both found themselves out of the precinct earlier than expected, and Jake had spun Amy round on her heels once while holding her hand, grinning and asking if he could ‘take a lady for a drink’. (He was well aware that he did corny-romantic the best, and it usually worked with Amy. Like it did that night, making her giggle and roll her eyes and lead him down the streets to Shaw’s anyway.)
“I mean, that’s all she was about back at the 64. Going up the ladder. Nice girl, but jesus, her constant work chatter really pushed down her ratings.”
“Ratings.”
“Yeah.” Daniels grins and Jake tries not to think about punching those teeth out. “You remember from the academy, yeah? We set them all up during darts night. Much better than the 0-10 scale.”
“I never went to darts night.”
“Oh right.” Daniels sips on his beer. “You were always hanging out with that Rose biker chick.”
“Detective Diaz.”
And since it wasn’t established date night, and they were only having a beer each before they’d probably head home, it didn’t feel all that wrong to invite an old academy pal to their table when he bumped into him ordering at the bar. If it had been anyone from the 99, Amy would’ve probably done the same, and Jake was a bit too busy introducing him and laughing about the fact that they actually knew each other from Amy’s old precinct to notice her raised hackles.
“Diaz, sure, sure. Gotta tell you, if she wasn’t such a hardass bitch, she’d be a straight A.”
“Oh good, a letter rating system.” Jake groans through gritted teeth.
“Your Santiago, though...” Daniels leans onto the table with a wink, and Jake imagines his face crashing into it if he slapped the elbow he’s leaning on away. “She was a whole A+ at the 64th. Until she opened her mouth, and got into that whole career shit with the captain.”
He was not too busy, however, to notice her complete silence ever since Daniels had sat down - nor his clear disinterest in changing that, talking to Jake only, slapping his shoulder and recounting those ‘good old days’ Jake didn’t really remember the same way. Not too busy, either, to notice her jumping up ‘for the bathroom’ when Daniels started on their time in the 64th, and rushing through the rest of the bar patrons like something had stung her.
Jake sees red, and tries to blink it away. Unsuccessfully.
“Amy’s ambitious, and rightly so. She’s one of the smartest detectives we’ve ever had, and she’s gonna be a sergeant, lieutenant and captain before any of us even manage to get the first test topics into our brains.”
“Yeah, yeah, sure, right.” Daniels grins and winks again, and the red turns into pure fire in Jake’s eyes. “With a bit of shmoozing, those tests are a doozy, I know.”
Jake’s hand slams onto the table so hard the guys next to them look over for a second, and Daniels’ beer topples over right into his lap.
“Hey, dude, what the fuck-”
Amy’s been in the bathroom for a good 10 minutes. Daniels chatter has turned from good academy pal to annoying classmate to ‘jesus fuck, I remember this douche, Rosa used his picture as her personal darts board’. He’s been talking about ‘Santiago’ as if she hadn’t been in the same room as them only minutes ago, and his face as Jake calls her his girlfriend says more than enough.
“You know jack-shit, you stupid piece of crap.” Jake snarls, and the guys next to them quickly shuffle away. “You’ve bumbled your way into your job by being a mediocre white guy with just enough racism and sexism in his brain to appeal to the same brand of assholes in higher positions, and now you think it’s okay to spew that kind of trash to anyone with a badge. Amy and Rosa are gonna wipe the floor with douchebags like you. Without the need for shmoozing, or rating systems, or whatever else fucked up shit you’ve been using to get where you are.”
“Listen, you gotta take a joke, man-”
“It’s not a joke, and I’m not going to listen to any of your shit for a second longer. You’re gonna take your beer-stained pisspants out of this bar, and if I find out you’ve been talking like that about any of my colleagues again, or talking shit to them, I’m pretty sure either Diaz or I still have some of those ‘fun’ graduation party pictures you probably don’t remember taking.” Jake’s fist is shaking, but his face is steadfast enough to convey the message (and it’s not a lie - he does know Rosa keeps a blackmailing backlog, and he’s well aware of the academy photos in there, right next to the folder of his own fuck-up proofs that she keeps throwing at his head if he ever tries to refuse one of her demands).
Daniels mouth opens and closes a few times, like a fish trying to breathe out of water, before he sputters something that might be an insult, but gets up, so it doesn’t matter. He runs into a few other patrons as he leaves, two of which give him as clear of a stink eye as they give Jake a nod as he passes them, but he’s barely noticing them.
-*-
“....Ames?” Jake steps into the, luckily, uni-sex bathroom Shaw’s had decided on years ago, and finds only one of the stalls locked. “You okay in there?”
“S-sorry.” comes as an answer, and he knows her slightly stuffy voice after crying far too well not to recognise it even when reverberating through an empty bathroom. “I’ll be out in a minute.”
“I made Daniels leave.”
“...You did what?”
The stall door finally opens, and Amy’s red-rimmed eyes are looking at him almost confused as she clings to the handle.
“I told him to fuck off, basically.” Jake shrugs, but then takes a step forward, lays his hand as softly as he can on hers still gripping the doorhandle like it was a lifeline. “I’m sorry I let him barge in like that at all, and didn’t remember what a colossal jerk he actually is.”
“It’s okay.” Amy sniffs, and his hand on hers tightens. “You couldn’t have known.”
“I could have. Should have remembered how much he pissed me off in the academy already. And even if not, I shoulda noticed how uneasy you were with him straight away.”
“Yeah.” Amy only nods, and sniffs again before he can wipe another stray tear off her cheek. “Thanks, anyway. For getting rid of him.”
“Don’t thank me for doing the bare minimum.”
“It’s good to encourage proper behaviour.” Amy tries a little grin even with a wobbly lip, and Jake answers it with a snort as she leans against him, finally letting go of the doorhandle to wrap him in a hug he gladly reciprocates.
“He wasn’t the worst of them, anyway.” She mumbles into his flannel shirt, and his arms around her shoulders grow tense.
“Alright, I’ll need a kill-list then. To hand over to Rosa.”
Amy snickers into his shoulder, but shakes her head.
“It’s okay. I don’t have to deal with them anymore. I’m at the 99 now.” She mumbles, and it sounds a little bit like she’s trying to remind herself of it, too.
“You’re with the 99 now.” Jake nods. “We take care of each other.”
Amy sniffs once more before looking up at him.
“Did we need to have this heartfelt moment in a bar bathroom?”
“Let’s go home, Ames. Before they make me pay for the beer I spilled all over the seats.”
“Wait, what?”
-*-
She’s deep asleep next to him, her hair all splayed out over the pillow since he played with it until she dozed off, her lips slightly open for that little, high, whiney noise she makes that he knows means she’s completely gone into dreamland.
He turns his phone screen’s brightness all the way down to keep her there before starting to type.
- Roger Daniels u remember him?
- what did the douche want. Do I need a new dartboard
- can we break him somehow
- why
- made Amy cry. probs for years
- gimme 2 days
Jake sends only a thumbs up before he slides down under the covers, Amy’s cold hands immediately finding their way around his waist as he shuffles closer to spread his warmth over to her side of the bed as well.
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undercoveravenger · 4 years
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Worst Kept Secrets
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Pairing: Jared Cameron x Jacob’s Brother!Reader
Requested: Yes
Original Request: “I want to know if i can do a Jared Cameron x male reader where the reader is a sweet and shy person and the adopted younger brother of Jacob. When Jared found out that he imprinted on Jacob's younger brother he was terrified because Jacob is very protective of him when he told the reader about the imprint and feelings and they started dating. When Seth told Jacob that Jared is the reader's imprint and dating the reader and gives Jared the talk if you hurt him I will kill u but he is good with it.”
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In terms of imprints, Jared Cameron considered himself pretty damn lucky. You were everything he could have ever hoped for; you were smart enough to help him with the homework from the classes he struggled with, funny enough to make him laugh even when he was feeling down, handsome enough that he was always left awestruck, and you even laughed at his stupid jokes and blushed when he flirted with you! 
There was really only the one downside about you, actually; your brother. Not that Jared had anything against Jacob (other than his taste in women); he loved your adopted brother and had been thrilled when he’d finally shifted and could join the pack. No, the problem came in the fact that your brother was incredibly overprotective of you.
Jared had never really been close to either of you before Jacob phased, but the reservation was a small place and word travelled fast. In the years before he’d imprinted on you, Jared had seen Jacob ruin numerous friendships and relationships alike because he didn’t trust whoever you’d chosen to spend your time with. He’d heard the rumors around school about what Jacob had threatened to do to any he caught sniffing around his younger brother and seen the terrified look in your classmates’ eyes as they scurried away from you, not wanting to anger your brother.
But none of that had mattered to Jared once he phased. As soon as he had laid eyes on you, he knew that he would do anything to stay by your side, even if it meant you would only spend time with him whenever Jacob had high-tailed it to Forks to hang out with that vampire chick. He’d befriended you when no one else would; offers to help you with homework or walk you home slowly morphing to secret movie nights when you knew that your brother would be out with his friends. Then one day you’d kissed him and asked him to be your boyfriend and Jared could swear that he knew what heaven felt like.
Then Jacob had shifted and the two of you were left scrambling trying to find time to be together between the strain that Jacob’s infatuation with Bella brought into the pack, the incoming vampire army hellbent on tearing your brother’s crush to shreds, and the influx of new shifters caused by the new vampires.
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Jared had finally, finally, managed to get some time alone with you when your brother and one of the new wolves, a lanky preteen by the name of Seth, were sent out to patrol the border, and he was going to make the most of it. You were sprawled out on your bed with Jared laying between your legs with his head on your chest and his arms tucked loosely around your waist, an action movie that you’d seen a million times playing in the background but you both knew that your attention was on one another.
“I’ve been thinking,” Jared started, eyes fixed on the far wall as he spoke.
“Really?” You retorted, carding your fingers through his hair absentmindedly, “And you didn’t hurt yourself?”
“Very funny,” Jared rolled his eyes, nudging his head back into your hand when the feeling of your fingers trailing through his hair slowed, “Yeah, really. Anyway, I figure, we’ve been together for a while now, yeah? Well, there’s something kind of important about me that you need to know. About Jacob too, actually.”
You let out a huff, the kind that Jared knew meant that you were getting impatient. “I swear to god, Jared, if you tell me you’re cheating on me with my brother, I’m going to lose my shit.”
“Ew. No.” Jared cringed back, pushing himself up on his elbows so he could see your face. “And I’d never do that to you, you know that, right?”
You rolled your eyes, “Yeah, yeah, whatever. Not like you’ve got a whole lot of other options, anyway,” you teased.
He scoffed at you, pushing himself off of you and moved to sit next to you so the two of you could have this conversation face-to-face. “This is important, so can you, maybe, just hear me out for a minute?” He heaved a sigh of relief when you just nodded your head and he made himself continue, “Remember the legends about how the Quiluetes are descended from wolves? Well, they aren’t just legends.” He took a deep breath, knowing that you could decide to leave him on the spot if you didn’t like what he was about to tell you. “(M/N), I’m-”
“A dead man?” Your brother’s voice cut him off and you both whirled to face him. Jacob stood in the doorway with his arms crossed tight over his chest, jaw tensed and his dark chocolate eyes steely and hard as he looked at Jared. “What part of ‘leave my baby brother out of this shit’ did you not get?! He could get hurt!”
Jared made no move to back away from you, instead choosing to remain kneeling beside you, “He’s not a kid, Jacob. And if I’m going to be around him, he needs to know the truth!”
Jacob smiled mockingly, though it seemed more like he was baring his teeth, “There’s an easy solution then; stay away from him.”
Jared shook his head, getting to his feet and planting himself between you and your brother. He could tell that you were anxious about the situation, but Jared was not going to let Jacob run him off the same way he had with everyone else that tried to get close to you. “I can’t do that.”
“That so?” Jacob growled, voice low and deep in his chest. He was shaking with rage and Jared knew that he was only a few moments away from shifting. “And why’s that?”
Jared glanced back at you, a small smile forming on his lips, “I imprinted on him.”
You were visibly confused, but your brother clearly understood what your boyfriend had meant, since he seemed to have been able to force himself to calm down.
“Is that true?” Jacob bit out, eyes flitting between the two of you.
Jared nodded slowly. “Yes,” he chanced another look back at you before taking a deep breath. He knew that there was no use hiding your relationship anymore. “We’ll have been dating for three months next week and we were friends for a few months before that. You have to believe me, Jacob, I’d never hurt him.”
Your brother turned to you, raising an eyebrow inquisitively.
“I love him,” you said simply, your grin widening at the overjoyed look on Jared’s face as he turned to look at you.
Jacob sighed, eventually relenting. “Fine.” He turned his gaze back to Jared, “If you hurt him, there’s going to be a new wolf-skin rug at the pack house.”
Jared tore his gaze away from you just long enough to respond, “If I hurt him, you’ve got my blessing to make me pay for it.”
“Good,” Jacob nodded to himself before turning and making his way back out of your room, closing the door behind him. 
Jared couldn't blame Jacob for not liking the idea of his baby brother growing up and getting a boyfriend (especially not one that brings werewolves and vampires into the mix), but he knew that he would protect you even more fiercely than Jacob had. Now he just had to figure out how to explain that he could turn into a wolf without sounding like he’d had too many energy drinks again.
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kickingitwithkirk · 3 years
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I’m Not Clean
Paring: Alpha!Sam Winchester x Omega!Reader
Word Count: 1948
Warnings: A/B/O, angst, verbal fighting, cursing, cheating, oral sex, p/v sex
A/N: for @jawritter​​​​ #jensmakemecrychallange
A/N II: Set between mid season six-starts after Death puts Sam’s soul back-ending before the last Trial in season eight. Told from Sam’s POV alternating between present and past memories/ events. Some altering of events to fit story line. Prompt in Bold.
*no beta, all mistakes are mine.
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~~I’m Not Clean I’m Not Clean I’m Not Clean~~ 
I chant this mantra over and over to myself. 
I was drunk before leaving, roaring out of the garage in Baby, leaving the stench of burning rubber and exhaust in my wake.
We’ve had some hell raising fights over the years. This one tonight the vilest we have ever had, saying the most unforgiving things to each other because you broke our agreement.
What we said...our knowledge of each other’s weakest points to abuse, verbally cutting into each other in the deepest manner, inflicting as much carnage as possible. 
The only other person in the universe who knows how to hit me that hard is my brother. Man, how we’ve done that dance too, over and over yet somehow always finding our way back to each other.
My brother tried to intervene, to stop us from saying the things we can never take back or forgive. It felt as if he was taking your side, I went after him as well. 
I feel the need to punish myself for all the pain I have caused. I am always creating pain, torching those I love. 
I found her at the dive bar, a few days out from her heat.
She is my punishment.
We go to a nearby dump. I close the door and she's already on her knees, my jeans zippers down, pulling me out and starts licking up the underside of my cock, making gagging noises trying to deepthroat me. My head thunks against the door and all I can think is that she’s not you.
~~I’m Not Clean I’m Not Clean I’m Not Clean~~
I remember like it was yesterday. We ended up at Bobby’s after cleaning out a vamp nest two states over. 
Grabbing our duffels we didn’t rock, paper, scissors over who got the spare bed, my brother just face plants on the couch, unconscious before I’m even at the foot of the staircase.
I wearily make my way upstairs not bothering to shower in spite of how bad I smell, too exhausted to care. I toed off my boots and socks, throwing my blood encrusted shirt and jeans in the corner, collapsing face down on the bed, landing on top of something under the covers.
Why am I staring at the ceiling?
My brother barrel's in, woken by the sound of my body hitting the floor, stopping in the doorway with his gun drawn looking for what attacked me...this confused look crossed his face as the scent of fear flooded the room.
I sit up gazing over the bed as you huddle in the corner looking scared to death. My brother puts his gun back in his waistband, hands up with his on display to show he’s no threat. 
I slowly got to my feet and came around the bed towards you. You shrink even further in the corner, pulling into yourself as tight as you can, hiding behind your arms and drawn up knees.
I stop and sit down trying to not appear threatening and speak softly to you.
“I’m sorry I scared you, we’re friends of Bobby’s. He didn’t tell us you were here. We’re not going to hurt you.”
You're so still, all I can see is your beautiful eyes moving between us, the only movement you are able to do. 
My brother gives a small smile before going back downstairs to the couch, giving you space to calm down. I stay on the floor, my back propped against the bed talking. 
It’s a one sided conversation but that’s ok. 
Bobby’s back just after daybreak found us still in the same positions on the floor asleep. 
“Balls!” 
You spring from the corner and bury yourself in his arms. Seeing that Bobby has you I grab my stuff and head for a shower. My brothers just came out from taking his. I strip and climb in turning on the water. 
Fucker used all the hot water.
~~I’m Not Clean I’m Not Clean I’m Not Clean~~
I don’t want to be touching her now, or her touching me, my self loathing rising like the bile in my throat but my body has a mind of its own tonight as my brain turns off given into my Alpha.
I grab her hair, yanking her off my dick with an audible pop, saliva and precome running down her chin, adding another stain to the discolored rug. I pull her up, tossing her onto the bed before dragging her back to the edge, the barely there skirt rides up out of the way as I lave my tongue up her uncovered thighs, swirling it through her dripping folds. Roughly inserting several fingers into her tight cunt I start sucking on her clit as she grabs my hair soaking my face with her slick as she cums.
~~I’m Not Clean I’m Not Clean I’m Not Clean~~
The smell of coffee calls to my still fuzzy brain as I staggered downstairs to the kitchen. My brother and Bobby are at the table talking. As I pour a cup you walk in from the porch. 
I turn towards you, finally able to scent you without the terror that clouded the room last night. 
Are you a classic beauty? No, but you beguile me. 
I’m enamored with your beautiful eyes, recalling the way they never left mine last night. You’re taller than I expected, curvaceous, not delicate like others I have been with.
As you hold my gaze I remember the verbal platitudes, reading the drivel, even watched some of the bathetic romance movies but they could never fully articulate this feeling. It de-queues through me, permeates my soul.
My brother relentlessly teases that I am having a chick-flick moment.
~~I’m Not Clean I’m Not Clean I’m Not Clean~~
She wobbly moves onto her hands and knees, I climb on the bed behind her and ram my engorged cock into her sodden cunt as far as she can take me mindlessly pounding. I wrap my hand around her throat, squeezing enough to stop the incoherent noises escaping from her mouth that grate against me. 
~~I’m Not Clean I’m Not Clean I’m Not Clean~~
We ended up staying at Bobby’s for a couple of weeks, it was quiet and I wasn’t in any hurry to leave you.
Bobby explained to us how you ended up here over a bottle of whiskey late one night.
Jo found you bruised and bleeding, huddled in the door jam out back of Harvelle's Roadhouse. You had been injured by your pack for defying them. Ellen of course took you in. 
The pack came looking for you, trailing your scent to the bar. Ellen’s shotgun and don’t fuck with me attitude convinced them you had left but she knew it wasn’t safe for you to stay, your pack would be watching. 
Smuggling you out of the bar proved harder than anyone thought. There were multiple hand offs among hunters traveling along the way, finally delivering you to Bobby Singer's home days later.
For the first time in your life, you were safe.
We took our time getting to know each other, I had to work harder than I ever have with anyone before to gain your trust.
After my brother and I caught a case, I would call you every day and matter the time, you answered. We would talk for hours, share what we had been doing that day, finding our mutual interests in a variety of subjects coming to light. 
My brother would yell for me to get off the damn phone, I was keeping him awake, even though I’m sitting outside the motel room.
Then things got out of control.
Castiel broke the wall and died. Leviathans were anyone and everywhere, finally imitating us.
We became America’s Most Wanted. Bobby sent us to a man named Frank who owned him a big favor and made us disappear. 
We found Bobby’s burned down house and almost got killed ourselves.
Then Bobby showed up at the hospital to break us out, informing me you were safe, hidden at a long forgotten hunters cabin.
We managed to stay in contact, I needed that, to know you were staying safe before being able to sleep at night.
The first fight happened in the hospital, blaming us for losing Bobby. 
Then Dick and Purgatory.
And a lost year.
~~I’m Not Clean I’m Not Clean I’m Not Clean~~
I pulled out of her relieved my knot had finally deflated enough to release me. Collapsing onto my back I fling my arm over my eyes disgusted with myself as she’s curling into my side literally purring.
I’ve repeatedly used her...in this bed of sin I created...I’ve lost control...not the first time.
~~I’m Not Clean I’m Not Clean I’m Not Clean~~
It’s never quiet for long in our lives. Castiel mysteriously returns and Kevin Tran sort of deciphers the demon tablet, how through three trials we can close the Gates of Hell and seal away so much evil if we survive the First Trial- kill a Hell hound. 
While on another case we met our grandfather Henry Winchester of The Men of Letters and inherit the key to the Bunker. We have a home of sorts and I finally have a safe place for you, for us to be together. A few months after moving in, before the Second Trial-rescuing a innocent from Hell, and your heat, I made a decision that saddened both of us but with our lives was necessary and allowed me finally to make you mine forever.
Right before finding out about the Third Trial I found the test hidden in a drawer and my diminishing mind bounces between being petrified and elated. I sat there downing a bottle of whiskey from my brother's copious stash waiting for your return and upon seeing you all the alcohol in my degenerating body gave me permission to release my pent up fury and paranoia, ending in that cheap room with her.
~~I’m Not Clean I’m Not Clean I’m Not Clean~~
I made my way back to the Bunker to find my brother sitting in the War Room waiting on me. He wrinkled his nose at the stench of her all over me but said nothing as I handed over the car keys pocketing them. His eyes shifted to a chair and I apprehensively sat down awaiting the bombardment he would unleash. He remains quiet as he turns the open laptop towards me. I blink a few times to focus on the screen, reading the online article from a national news agency about the contraceptive failure. I’m in disbelief when he slides your phone in front of me and plays the voicemail from your doctor.
I get up swaying from a nonexistent breeze slowly walking the halls till I’m standing outside our bedroom door. I can scent your sadness from outside the closed door causing me to freeze holding the knob, unable to summon up the courage to turn it when it disappears from my hand finding you instead. You move allowing me to enter, shutting the door as I sit on the edge of the bed before crossing over, moving to stand directly in front of me. I don’t know how you can do that with the smell of every wrong I’ve done clinging to my skin polluting us. 
I feel your hands cradling my face softly telling me Grown men don't cry as your fingers track the tears coursing uninhibitedly down my cheeks.
I completely collapse wrapping my arms around your waist resting my forehead against the special place where our pup is, undeserving of your love that’s purifying me in ways the trials never will.
tagging: SPN @donnaintx​​​​
Sam/Jared @idreamofplaid​​​​
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solsticexolos · 3 years
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Heating Chicken Coops
Deleted the anonymous ask because I was warned they may have just been trying to get a rise out of me, but figured I should make a post about safely heating chicken coops!
So large, adult livestock are typically very good at handling cold as long as they’re provided shelter from wind. Most mammals are able to grow an extra thick winter coat, and large animals are very good at staying warm. So other than water heaters (because animals still need water in the winter!), farmers don’t really need to provide horses, cattle, sheep, goats, etc, with any supplemental heat. However baby livestock, if they are born during the cold (tbh even in spring here it can get frigid at nights) frequently do require a heater.
Poultry, particularly chickens (which, though long-since domesticated, do originate from a tropical climate), are able to handle some very impressive low temperatures, especially cold-hardy breeds like Orloffs and Chanteclers. However, they are much smaller, and do not grow extra feathers to combat the cold. Those with large combs and wattles, bare faces, and feathered legs are at a very big risk for frost-bite in the winter. Keeping them alive isn’t too difficult by just providing shelter, but doing the bare minimum for survival is really not enough, and not good husbandry. Which is something I frequently try to stress on my blog- the bare minimum for survival is NOT good care! If your animals are not able to escape or alleviate stress, including environmental stressors such as extreme temperatures, then they are not being cared for well. 
Shelter alone will not prevent frost-bite, their feathers are great at trapping hot pockets of air, but unlike turkeys chickens are not good at keeping their faces warm, especially not roosters and hens with large combs and wattles. Before we used heaters, even with insulated shelters, we were treating frostbite regularly. This not good, and was not acceptable for us. It is an extremely painful condition, and you should do everything in your ability to make sure your outdoor animals will not have to experience it. 
Note: heat lamps are not safe. That is very simple, and very clear. A barn burned down here last month because they had a heat lamp on their goat kids. Anything that can be easily knocked over and which has the heating element exposed, or gets too hot at the surface for you to touch with your bare hand, is not safe. I have never suggested heat lamps, and never will. Not even for raising chicks (I use brooder plates, instead!)
What we use, and have used reliably for many years now, are ceramic heaters. They warm just the area around them and not an entire room, which means that the birds (or any animal) are able to move closer to them as needed when they are chilled, and when busy during the day are still exposed to cooler areas. Our bantam coop is kept around 45 degrees (F), as bantams are more cold-sensitive than large fowl, and my Orloff barn is kept around 35 degrees (F), which prevents water from freezing and my single-combed birds can regulate their temperature safely (but the Orloffs don’t overheat.) Now if the air is damp at these temperatures, frost-bite can still happen, so ventilation to cut down on humidity levels is a must. Dry and warm are the keys! By keeping it cool, the chickens are still very comfortable going outside on SAFE days to go out. If the weather is bad, if it is snowing a lot, if it is bitterly cold, they stay inside.
The brand Sweeter Heater specializes in producing safe space heaters for livestock and poultry, definitely worth checking out!
Other than just keeping the poultry warm, it also keeps the humans warm while working with them! I am asthmatic and cold triggers dangerous bronchospasms in my lungs, so the air needs to be warm enough for me to breath safely. I can generally do as low as 25 degrees (F) without it being too painful. The past few nights here in Northern NY have gotten down to -25 degrees (F), that’s 25 BELOW zero. It’s very cold! It can kill in a matter of minutes! So remember to bundle up, keep yourself and your critters safe and warm!
Happy chickening! And turkeying! I do both now!
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The Kid, The Songbird, and The End.
Clover would never understand why the prisons had open courtyards for the prisoners.
It was constantly freezing, and the prisoners never had enough to wear to keep them warm. Typical.
He gracefully rushed to his hiding spot along the out rim of the open concrete courtyard, waiting. The prison break was going to start any minute, he needed to mentally and physically prepared in case the guards put up a fight.
“Sirens and Cameras deactivated, proceed.” A woman’s voice sounded through his radio. Good, at least that part was out of the way. The harder it was to deactivate the sirens and cameras, the riskier the mission.
This one was simple in comparison to the others, get everyone out, get a move on to Vale. At least, that’s what the other songbirds had to do, Clover notified his boss that he needed to go get intel from the main council building.
A dangerous and stupid move for sure, but one that would be thanked and rewarded if he managed to do it correctly.
He laughed quietly to himself “Not even a full 2 months in yet and I’m already trying to get myself killed, how typical of me huh?” He thought to himself.
He looked over to his boss who nodded and gave an ok signal to begin the raid. Clover quietly hopped down the concrete wall he had been standing on and ran up behind a pursuer.
He quickly knocked the Pursuer unconscious and moved on to the next, and the next, and the one after that, until at least 15 of them were knocked unconscious.
It was better if he didn’t look at the faces. He didn’t want to recognize anyone from the miserable life he was brainwashed into thinking he loved. And he especially didn’t want anyone recognizing him.
Clover approached the command center of the prison. After some pondering over the buttons, he pressed one and almost all the steel prison doors opened below him.
His radio sounded again, this time, the voice of his boss, “Great Job, remember, solitary confinement cells have a different control center. It’ll be harder to find that one.”
Clover just laughed before speaking into the radio “Eh, I don’t think it’ll be that hard. You know, since the whole thing that happened in my past.”
His boss responded “That is true, but with that you gotta remember to keep you head down, face covered, or they’ll recognize you.”
“Copy That.” Clover then darted down the stairs to direct the prisoners to where to leave. He couldn’t lie, he really honest to Cosmos couldn’t, he liked the job. Liked the adrenaline, liked helping people. Maybe that’s part of the reason he was so good at his previous job, being able to work quick on adrenaline.
This wasn’t that job though, and he got more of a kick doing this then he would’ve ever gotten from being a pursuer. He was meant to be here.
As he reached solitary confinement he slowed his pace. Guards. Seems there were still a few that needed to be taken care of. Clover ducked into a hall behind a few boxes, full of what, he didn’t know, nor did he want to know.
After the guards had passed, he speedily but quietly ran down the hall. He skimmed over the door labels until he saw one he almost passed, labeled “command center”. He quickly ducked into the room.
Looks like he didn’t check before he went in.
“Who the hell are you?!” The pursuer sitting in the command center chair yelled. She had a white uniform on, the female uniform. Shit. The other guards were gonna hear this chick.
Clover kept up his confidence though, nothing a few punches to the jaw won’t fix. “Nobody important.” He said as he threw her out the door of the command center and locked it. He shook his head and mumbled to himself “Cosmos forgive me for throwing a woman…” he certainly wasn’t the type to like doing that.
Now wasn’t the time for that though, he opened the solitary confinement cell doors and quickly unlocked the door to the room he was in. Time to fight.
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Successful. The prison raid that is. Everyone got out, and there were minimal problems that popped up during the mission. Everyone was back on the ship and waiting to be sent to Vale.
Everyone, except Clover.
He was running and dodging Pursuers left and right to find this guy he was told about. To be honest, when he joined the whole “send me an ask thing” on the internet, he kinda meant it as a joke. Just to see what the people thought of a pursuer being on the internet.
He sure as fuck wasn’t expecting these people to be some all seeing beings or whatever, but hey, he sure as hell wasn’t complaining. Anything to make his life a little easier.
Which he could really use right now considering he was kind of getting sick of having to fight all the pursuers defending the capital.
He looked up at the signs and skimmed through them similarly to how he skimmed through the prison signs. He eventually found one labeled dorms and quickly ran in.
As he was running down the hall he was suddenly yanked into a dorm. He reached for his weapon until,
“W-wait don’t shoot! I’m here to help you!!” The shorter man replied. He didn’t look very old, maybe about 17-18 ish, fresh out of highschool from the looks of it. Light brown hair, tan complexion, all topped off with dark blue eyes and the male pursuer uniform.
Clover then realized who he was speaking to, “You’re Rory?” He was dumbfounded. This skinny teenager was the one who got the intel for him, “I mean, good for him for sneaking that shit underneath Irondick’s nose but not what I was expecting to say the least.” He thought.
Rory stuttered out an apology before quickly rustling through the dorm, pulling out three very thick, probably 200 page individually, documents and handed them to Clover. Rory cleared his throat quietly before speaking “I-I was told that you were to be trusted with this stuff…”
Clover read the names, shocked at what he saw. He grimaced down at the papers “Yeah……I know them so yeah, I think I’m to be trusted. And so are you for getting these in the first place…”
Rory looked up and gave a confused look “What’s wrong?”
“I was never really told about this…” Clover stated, avoiding eye contact.
Rory nodded solemnly “Sorry you had to find out like this.”
Clover shook his head “I’m sorry you had to read these…” he couldn’t help but stare at the photographs. They looked nothing like how they looked now. Especially Oz.
“I-I only read one…..I didn’t read the others because after I read the bottom one, I….uh….kinda had to go into the bathroom to throw up….” He mumbled, as he pointed to Ozpin’s document.
Clovers eyebrows furrowed, “Is it really that bad?”
Rory shook his head “I’d say worse.” He fumbled with his hands for a moment, “O-Oh! I wanted to ask, do you think you can take me on the boat with you? I want out of here!” He exclaimed frantically.
“Of course! I can explain your situation, but we need to go, NOW. We’ll be in trouble if we don’t.” Clover peered at the door before grabbing Rory’s wrist and running.
The two ran down the halls of the capital, attempting to make their way out. During the rush of everything, Clover’s hand slipped from Rory’s wrist suddenly.
Rory was caught by 2 other pursuers.
He didn’t even have time to think about it, before he knew it, he was outside. And Rory? Was nowhere to be seen.
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Rory was shoved forward by the guards, nearly falling in the process as he looked behind him at the pursuers, fearful and confused. It wasn’t until he heard his voice that he realized why they shoved him forward.
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“Shit.” Clover couldn’t be selfish this time. He just couldn’t. He ran back inside, frantically searching for the younger man.
He turned countless corners until he came into the main hall. Quickly ducking behind a corner at the sight of the one man he didn’t want to see.
He peered out to see Rory there.
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“So, first, you go against my right opinion, and then next you try and run. Pathetic.” Ironwood spoke cruelly to the younger man.
“I—“ Rory attempted to defend himself, but was not granted such a thing
Ironwood scoffed, “You what? Made me look like a moron in front of the other council members? Is that it?”
There was a long silence.
Rory spoke barely above a whisper, “Is there anything I can do to get your forgiveness….sir?”
Ironwood raised an eyebrow and proceeded to feign thoughtfulness for a moment before smiling down at the young man, “I suppose there is one way you can make it up to me.”
Rory looked up suddenly, surprised at the man’s answer.
Ironwood smiled coldly, “Don’t be anymore of a stain to anyone else, as you have been to me.”
“W-what do you mean s-sir…..” Rory mumbled, confused
Ironwood rolled his eyes and scoffed “Lord, you need a lot of hand holding don’t you? I’m letting you leave, Pursuer. Go, out the door you go.”
Rory was ecstatic, he was letting him leave. Him. Of all people! “T-thank you sir!”
Ironwood smiled “Don’t mention it, I know you won’t be a pain to anyone else after this.”
He stood up straight and ran for the exit. He didn’t think he could be happier in his life. But all would soon came crashing down, and everything would go black.
The last thing he ever felt emotionally, was utter betrayal. And physically? Something wet coming from his forehead
The final thing he ever heard. Was a gunshot. From a man he should’ve never trusted.
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mythiccheroacademia · 4 years
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Is this really better?
A/N: After many requests for a part 2, here it is! I’m sorry I made you all wait so long for more heartbreak but gotta keep y’all on ya toes ;) Before you kill me, take comfort in knowing the final part is in the works. I like sad endings, but I won’t do that to y’all...this time. 
Also, the class 1-A girls really rep the “chicks before dicks” motto (as all women should). I remember I had to tell my friends to chill when I told them an ex of mine cheated on me. We made up half the class and I wasn’t trying to see anyone cry. It was deep, but it wasn’t that deep💀 So that part is a bit of an anecdote. 
As always, enjoy sugar plums 🖤
Paring: Sero X Fem!Reader
Warning: cursing, angst 
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3
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Is this really better?
The second you stepped out of Sero’s room, there was this relentless buzzing in your ears, filling your head with noise that made your head pound. You could tell someone—maybe Kaminari? Or was that Ojiro? You couldn’t fucking see—was trying to ask you what happened, your tears were thick. Forget hearing him.
All that you could do was walk. Your body had gone into autopilot, it’s only mission to get you out of his proximity, without raising alarm, as quick as humanly possible.
You didn’t know how or when, but soon enough, you threw open the door to the girls’ dorms. It was only 8:00pm, just before Aizawa would preform room checks, so the common room had been cleared to give him the impression everyone was tucked away in bed. It was a blessing. You bolted towards your room, desperate to shove your head under the covers and cry until you couldn’t.
Nearly five sprints down the hallway, you ran into Momo and Mina. The two had just come back from their shower and were talking about the movie the some of the girls were supposed to have later that night. However, they were startled when they saw you stumble back, tears drowning your cheeks.
“Y/N! Girl, what’s wrong!?” Mina asked, quick to hold your arm.
You shook your head, attempting an embarrassingly pathetic smile. “N-nothing. I’m good. I’m just—”
“You’re obviously not,” Momo interrupted, brows furrowing in worry. She took your hand from your eyes, so you had no choice but to leave your face bare. “Didn’t you have a date with Sero? Did something happen?”
The trembling of your lips told them everything they needed to know.
“Sero—Sero and I—"
The mere mention of his name threw you back to the past hour. Now that the buzzing had stopped, you were forced to think of everything that transpired.
Being excited about your date with Sero. Getting ready for your date with Sero. Waiting for Sero. Sero not showing up. Going to Sero’s room. Fighting with Sero. Breaking up with Sero. Sero. Sero. Sero.
Everything that had been built up came crashing down.
Your friends immediately took you into their arms when you crumbled, sobbing into their embrace as your feelings poured out. For a while, you had been so scared that he was losing interest—that school and life had increased his disinterest with you. And when he so quickly, so confidentially, agreed to break up with you, you felt your worst fears come to life. It hurt too much to think about it, so you let your heartbreak fill the air as you wept.
For the weekend, you kept to yourself. You only came out when needed. News of the root of your recent behavior got around to the all the 1-A girls and they were determined to keep you as healthy and supported as possible while respecting your wish for space. You were very thankful for them. You didn’t know what you would have done without their friendship.  
When Monday came around, the girls were hyping you up. It would be the first time seeing Sero since the breakup. You knew you looked horrible. Your eyes were swollen, your hair was barely put together, and you looked like you rolled out bed. Because you did. But you appreciated their efforts. Nevertheless, there was something you needed to address before class started.  
“Thanks everyone. But, could I ask y’all a favor?”
“Sure!”
“Whatever you need!”
You scratch the back of your neck. “I don’t want to start anything. I just wanna get through the day. So, maybe just act normal when he comes around, yeah?”
Everyone looked at Mina. She felt cornered.
“What!? It was one death threat!”
The stares get judgmental and she rolls her eyes.
“Fine, ugh. I’ll be…civil,” she sighs.
“Thank you,” you said, giving a small smile. You really did have the best friends.
Not too long after, you heard Sero’s laugh before you saw him. You quickly looked away from the entrance. Luckily, Ochaco was there with a distracting conversion.  
Sero walked in with Kirishima and Kaminari beside him. The trio giggled at whatever dumb joke the blonde cracked. However, he was brought out of his laughter when he saw you. Thinking about the guilt in his chest coupled with the agony of seeing you so…miserable made his heart flare. And not in a good way.
He tried to smile at you, holding onto the tiny ray of hope that maybe you didn’t completely hate his guts, but it was cut off as Jirou conveniently stepped in his line of sight, blocking you from his vision.
He wilted, blinking back the sting in his eyes.
Kirishima patted his back in comfort. “It’s okay, man. We’ve got you.”
“If it helps, I think they’re mad at all of us. On Sunday, Bakugo tried to ask Mina for his water bottle back and she made Ochako text Midoriya to give it to him. Midoriya bro,” Kaminari said. “He was pissed.”
Sero frowned. “Didn’t think it was possible, but now I feel worse.”
Kirishima punched the blonde’s shoulder.
That was how the day went.
You and Sero ignored each other. Your friends would keep you too distracted. It was hard to deal with and there was awkward tension during homeroom. It was like everyone was walking on eggshells with one another. It didn’t help that Todoroki—as dense as he was—asked Momo why you two had been avoiding each other. To make matters worse, you two were within earshot.
It was the first time Momo ever scolded him. He decided to mind his business after that. He didn’t like feeling like an asshole. Midoriya told him it a good lesson into recognizing social cues.
There was also that one time Bakugo confronted you in the hallway and went on a rant about how you and “soy sauce’s” misery was “fucking distracting.” You were so caught off guard that you didn’t have time to defend yourself before an angry cloud of pink got in his face.
Mina’s speech started with, “How dare you—” and ended with, “You insensitive son of a bitch.”
It was also Bakugo’s first in feeling like an asshole. He made the intelligent decision to walk away.
That happened on Tuesday. It was only Wednesday, when you and Sero unintentionally and unanimously exchanged quick, close-lipped, smiles just so your classmates didn’t kill each other. It was uncomfortable and painful, but it was more of a relief to feel the tension in the room subside—if only a little bit.
For the rest of the week, you two tried to be civil. You were to your own devices. Sero thought you looked well on your way to moving on. If he didn’t know any better, you kind of looked happier. More than you had been in a while. A week passed and your eyes stopped swelling. You started putting make up on again and you laughed. You actually laughed.
Maybe Sero did feel hurt that you looked like you were moving on so quickly. And yes, maybe he spent some nights locking himself in his room so he could cry over how stupid he felt for ever letting himself hurt you. Had you always been miserable because of him? Of course, the constant weight in his chest was suffocating to the point that even looking at you made him feel like he’d pass out.
But damn it if your laugh wasn’t the sweetest sound.
If it meant losing his smile, if meant feeling heartache, and if it meant dealing with the fact that he’d never get to kiss you again, then this was for the best
...
At least, that’s what he thought until he came back from his internship to see you on the bench outside of the dorm building. It was late and dark, but the moon was bright enough to cover your skin in a soft creamy glow. It made his heart flutter. 
It was also light enough for him to see the tears in your eyes.
The voice inside his head, his common sense, was telling him to haul his ass in the dorm and leave you alone. He was probably the last person you wanted to see, justifiably. However, it’d be the first time he left you alone to cry. And, that didn’t sit well in his spirit.
That’s how he found himself by the bench, startling you with a soft, “Hey.”
He watched a tear fall and chose to ignore it as you wiped it away.
“Uh, hi?” you replied, voice stuffy with tears.
What are you doing? What are you doing? What are you doing?
Sero couldn’t look away from you, no matter how bad the tension felt. Your hair texture, the richness of your skin, the unique curve of your lips, the laugh lines on your cheek, the shape of your eyes, the little scar by your temple…God, have you always been this beautiful? Why did he let you go like that?
“I, um, just came back from my internship and um—” you just love sounding like a fucking idiot, don’t you? “—you looked cold. Here, take my jacket,” he whispered, like he was out of breath.
Thank God he was actually wearing one. Sero quickly took off his coat and was about to put it around your shoulders—like he had always done.
But you held up a hand. “It’s okay. I’m fine,” you said.
Of course, he could tell you were uncomfortable by the dip in your voice. Call it denial or plain stupidity, but Sero couldn’t accept your words. He saw the goosebumps on your legs. Now, whether that was from the breeze or something else, he didn’t know.
“Don’t be silly,” his smile was disarming. “Take it. It’s like 50-something degrees.”
“Thank you, but I’m okay.”
Just back away, Sero.
“You know you can just give it to me tomorrow—”
“Sero.”
What are you doing!?
“I really think you should take it—”
“I really don’t think I should—”
Dude!
“If you’re worried about returning it—”
“Like, I said—”
“You can just give it to Mina—”
“I—”
“And—”
“Hanta!!”
Suddenly, he resurfaced. Sero was back in reality, his jacket still in his arms. He blinked, finding the desperation in your watery eyes as you stared back.
What the hell are you doing?
“Please, just…stop,” you whispered. You looked away in fear he’d see the tears falling down your face. “Stop acting like you care.”
There was a pregnant pause before the black-haired hero took a step back, hair shadowing his gaze.
“I’m sorry,” he finally said. His voice was almost carried by the breeze because it was so soft. “I didn’t mean to overstep my boundaries”
You shook your head, still looking away. “It’s fine.”
You just wanted him to leave. So, that’s what he did.
Sero, quietly led himself up the front steps. When his fingers touched the doorknob, he paused.
“Y/N,” he said, one last time.
You looked back, frustrated over his persistence. “What?” you bit.
What you saw made your eyes widen. Sero let his own tears freely fall. But that wasn’t what made your heart stop. No. It was the wide, triangular, smile that accompanied it. Despite the sorrow in his eyes, his smile shined bright and genuine beneath them.
“It can’t be an act if I never stopped.”
With that, he disappeared behind the door, leaving you with nothing but his words.
You buried your face in your hands and cried.
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Naughty Neighbors pt. 3 (Elriel)
I think I might’ve actually died writing the first part of this not going to lie. Also don’t come for me changing the verb tense I’m well aware lol 
Coming next week...
“I’m not taking you to bed while you belong to another man, Elain.”
“I don’t belong to anyone.”
“Maybe not your body,” he agrees, placing a wide hand on her chest, right above her heart. “But I want this to be mine. And you’re going to give it to me.”
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~Elain~
It’s Saturday night, the first day of what’s shaping up to be a truly unremarkable weekend for Elain. Feyre’s art show’s tomorrow, but that’s the most exciting thing she has planned. 
She can’t remember the last time she’d been excited about something even was, actually. 
Pushing that uncomfortable thought away, she settles further in the bath and sighs. Desperate for entertainment, she tries to focus on the pages of the book in front of her, but her brain won’t cooperate. 
After another ten minutes, she resigns herself to an early night and gets out of the tub, slipping into one of her robes. 
It’s only eleven, but she gets in bed, forgotten book on her night table. Closing her eyes proves she is actually a little tired, because she starts to relax and drift off to sleep. 
But then she hears it.
A low groan sounds through the wall between her apartment and her neighbor’s, and her eyes go wide. She hears two people talk, then a feminine laugh. Which turns into a loud moan a second later.
Oh. My. Gods.
There’s a thud, then sexy, masculine laughter meets her ears.
Some shuffling sounds make Elain bury her head under her pillow,, the blush on her cheeks hot enough to melt the sheets away. This is so horrible.
But no amount of pillows could stop her from hearing what happens next.
The feminine moaning gets louder, then is joined by a loud banging directly on her wall. Was that his... headboard?
Good heavens above, he’s really going for it over there. 
There’s a pause, then the banging gets even more intense. The woman’s moaning is closer now, and she realizes with a start what’s happening. They’d moved against the wall. Her wall.
Oh, he's dead.
She’ll kill him herself if she had to for subjecting her to this. 
Except that’s not exactly what she feels like doing as she hears the asshole practically growl, “Fuck, baby.”
~Azriel~
Mor slaps my chest, giving me a strange look. “Fuck, baby?” she whispers incredulously. “That’s what you say when you get laid?.”
I just roll my eyes and mutter, “Shut up.”
“That’s the most embarrassing, male thing you could ever say. But keep going. The point is to prove you have better stamina, and we’ve only been at this for ten minutes.”
Barely repressing laughter, I wrap her jean-clad legs tighter around my waist and keep moving against her.
When she lets out another ridiculously loud moan, I say quietly, “This is so fucking stupid.”
“I agree, but I’m not the one whose whipped.”
In case it isn’t obvious, I really, really regret telling her about Elain.
As soon as she’d heard about Lucien “Shit in the Sack” Vanserra, Mor had been determined to help.
She’s my absolute best friend, the one who knows every sordid detail about my life, and tonight she’s made it her mission in life to help make Elain jealous.
She’s also a lesbian.
“So this is doing nothing for you?” I ask with a frown. I mean, if we were naked, this would be some of my best work.
She gives me a flat look, even as I continue fake-fucking her against the wall. “Not unless you change your name to Azriella and grow a huge pair of-”
“Okay, I get it. Laugh like I said something funny.”
Rolling her eyes, she does, and I force myself to huff a chuckle, too.
Gods, she’s right. I’m whipped. And definitely deranged. For a chick who isn’t even sleeping with me.
If my friends knew, they’d never shut up about it. Mor was the only one I’d told, and that was because she knows how it feels to have feelings for someone and not be able to do anything about it.
Plus, I’d been her fake boyfriend for years in high school before she came out to her parents, so she owes me.
Mor checks her watch and raises her eyebrows. “It’s been fifteen minutes. How long do you usually last?”
It’s my turn to glare. “Did you seriously just ask me that?”
“I’m just saying, I have a date in an hour.” 
She groans, so I wait until that stops and ask, “With who?”
“That really pretty barista I told you about, so I don’t want to be late. Five more minutes seems good.” I nod, because it’s nice she’s doing this in the first place. “Make em count, champ.”
I think I’m going to kill her one day. 
But I do. 
And by the end, we’re both breathing hard and have made enough noise to wake the whole building. After a very obnoxious climax, I let Mor down. “You realize if she does ever have sex with you you’re going to have to-”
“It won’t be a problem,” I assure her, one-hundred percent confident in that fact. 
She gives me a disbelieving look but just shakes her head and ruffles her hair. Once at the door, she turns and whispers, “She’s going to look out the peep hole, so I’m going to kiss the shit out of you.”
With that, my best friend swings the door open, turns around, and puts on an expression I’ve never seen before. It’s desire and satisfaction and something else entirely I don’t want to read in to. It’s disgusting. 
But I act like the “champ” I am and don’t react, even as she pulls my face down to hers and kisses me. 
Her nails rake down my bare back, and even though this does absolutely nothing for me, I wrap my arms around her and lift her clear off her feet to bring her closer.
Don’t get me wrong, Mor’s beautiful and all, but she’s my best friend, and this is giving me flashbacks to homecoming and prom and every other time we had to put on an act.  
How long till this is over, exactly?
~Elain~
Watching him kiss that woman... Elain can admit it does strange things to her. Like makes her want to storm out and yank them apart, then scream. 
She somehow refraines. 
He finally lets her down, and the rage and frustration builds to an insurmountable level because she’s freaking gorgeous. The kind of gorgeous where Elain was tempted to go kiss her herself. 
How annoying. 
Turning on her heel, she stomps back over to her bed and flops down. 
She’s hot and cold and her core is so tight it's almost painful. 
Never, not once in her entire life, had she thought she’d be turned on hearing something like that. 
But picturing him... doing that, and so close to her own bed... yeah. She’d almost come herself, and she was in a completely different room. 
Gods, she’s pathetic. 
And she can absolutely never see him again. 
That’s beyond obvious.
Terrible liar she is, she knows it would be all over her face. What would she even say? Oh, hey neighbor. Heard you really give that woman a good time last night. So good, in fact, you almost got both of us off. High-five!
Nope. She’d rather move across town before running in to him again. 
Even though the thought makes her strangely sad. 
She falls asleep soon after, mind going back over every tiny detail she’d heard tonight until she’s surprised she can sleep at all. 
~Azriel~
It’s Sunday morning, meaning I don’t have to work. Meaning I don’t have an excuse to see Elain. 
But fuck do I want to. 
I can’t hardly wait for the blush I know will pop up on her cheeks. I probably won’t have to even speak for it to happen. There’s no way she didn’t hear the amazing fake sex I had last night. She probably won’t even be able to look me in the eyes. 
So I wait until I hear her get up and start shuffling around in her apartment. 
Then, like the creep I am, I sit on the couch and wait for her door to open so I can go out and tease her until she slaps me or something. 
But it doesn’t. I sit there until it’s four in the afternoon, and that’s when it dawns. 
She told me herself she checks her garden on Sundays--a fact she knows I know--so the only reason she wouldn’t go... 
She’s trying to avoid me.
A laugh bursts out of me. 
Oh, Elain. Baby girl, that just won’t do. 
I grab my laptop and look up the MOMA exhibits for this weekend, a probably-evil smile already blooming on my face. 
~Elain~
Should I go out the window? 
No, I live on the third floor. 
But... 
After looking at the drop down, she decides that’s definitely not happening. She’ll have to go the normal way. Which means she’ll have to walk by the door next to hers. Which belongs to him. 
Gods, she was sweating already. 
Which isn’t good, since the silk of her dress will definitely show it. Forcing herself to calm down, she grabs her clutch and slowly, quietly, opens the door. 
Empty. 
Before that can change, she hurtles down the hallway and stairs, breathing a sigh of relief when she steps outside. 
It turns into a strangled gasp as she looks up from the cement. 
Her neighbor’s standing in front of her, looking dark and alluring and inexplicably handsome in the twilight sky. 
But that’s not why her breath goes a little shallow. 
The dark jeans, boots, and t-shirts he’s worn every time she’s seen him have now been replaced with a black suit, crisply cut to his tall frame. 
He looks so handsome she can hardly remember she’s supposed to be avoiding him. 
But then the why of that statement comes rushing back, and her cheeks go pink. He looks pleased at that, even as his darkening eyes roam over her frame. 
Her dress is floor-length, but the spaghetti straps and low back make it revealing. That, and the fact that the silk fabric clings to every dip and curve of her figure. 
His eyes notice it all, all the way down to her heel-clad feet and back up to her softly curled hair. 
“Elain.”
It’s just one word, and it’s one she knows well, but it’s somehow everything. 
Now more than ever, she wished she knew his name. It usually seems like a little game, but now it feels like a whole in her chest. She wants to know him. 
Wants to know how to say his name in a way that makes him feel like she feels right now. 
“You look beautiful,” he comments, sliding his hands in the pockets of that damn suit. 
“Thank you. You look nice, too.” Nice? More like devastating. He just shrugs. “Hot date?”
A small smile graces his full lips. “No, that was last night.”
“I’m aware,” she bites out, face starting to heat. Her body’s reliving last night, and she has to force herself not to press her legs together. 
“Just wanted you to know how it’s supposed to be done.”
“How considerate.” 
He steps close, so close they’re sharing air. “Did it bother you, listening to me with another woman?”
She sure as hell can’t tell him the truth, so she says breathlessly, “Not unless you count the nausea.” 
Damn him for turning her into a liar. And damn him for smelling so good.
There’s an arm around her waist, a hand on her hip. He’s so close now that his lips brush her ear as he whispers, “Did it turn you on?”
A whimper escapes her lips, so she bites one to keep herself quiet as she shakes her head no. 
“Elain, you are such a little liar,” he scolds, pulling away to smirk at her. “You’re blushing.” A finger runs down her cheek. She bats it away. 
“We should get going,” he observes, checking his watch. 
That gets her attention. “What?”
His lips twitch as he says, “The MOMA exhibit is tonight, right?”
“Yes, but-”
“Well, we should go then.”
Oh, gods above. He’s planning on attending? With her? 
This is a terrible idea. But one look at his devilish smile tells her there’s no changing his mind. So she sighs and says, “We’ll have to get a cab. It’s across the city.”
“I’ll just drive, then,” he says, throwing her completely off guard once again. 
“Wait a second. You have a car?”
He looks amused as he takes her hand and pulls her down the street to where a dark, expensive looking SUV is parked. “I do.”
“Then why do you walk to work?”
Opening the passenger door, he turns to look her in the eyes again. “Well, you know what they say. Best way to start the day...” is a quick lay, she finishes in her mind, cheeks going pink. “-is to see a friend.”
Oh, he’s such an unbearable asshole. 
She ignores the little smile he gives her and climbs in the car, and soon they’re off. For a minute it’s silent, but then she asks quietly, “Why are you coming tonight?”
“I wanted to see you. And I’ve never been to a museum. Figured I’d have the best guide this way.” 
Reasonable enough, she supposes. Even if the way he looked at her earlier told her seeing a museum had nothing to do with art. 
She doesn’t have enough time to contemplate it, though, because he pulls up in front of the MOMA and parks, then they’re heading inside. She’s happy to see there’s quite a few people here, something she knows her sister will appreciate, too. 
Said sister rushes over immediately and smiles. “You made it!”
“Of course I did.” When she eyes the man next to her, she says awkwardly, “Um, Feyre, this is... my neighbor.”
She really has to find out his name. 
“Nice to meet you,” he says, extending a hand. “It looks like a good turnout.”
It was the right thing to say apparently, because Feyre beams. “I know! Hopefully they’ll all sell. There’s a surprise in there for you, Elain.”
Oh, gods. That usually meant something bad. Like being the subject to her sister’s very comprehensive photography exhibit three years ago.
“Anyway, you guys look around and have fun. There’s champagne in the back. Thanks for coming!” 
Elain hugs her sister tightly before she can disappear. “I’m proud of you. This is great.”
Feyre rolls her eyes as she pulls back, but they’re a little misty. “Oh, shut up or you’ll make me cry.”
Then she kisses Elain’s cheek and turns to talk to more people coming in. 
“Champagne?”
Turning to the man next to her, she smiles and nods. That sounds like an excellent idea right about now. He disappears, so she ventures to the first room. 
It’s all landscapes, beautiful paintings of mountains and the night sky and beautiful pictures of nature. She’s standing in front of one, smiling, when he comes back. “That’s your garden, isn’t it?”
“Yeah,” she says softly, staring at the piece in front of her with new eyes. The night they’d first met creeps into her mind, and she sees him in the painting, lounging on that cute little bench, cigarette dangling seductively from his lips. 
“You look sad.” His voice is quiet and soft, and she turns to meet his gaze. 
She has to look away, though, because he’s right. She is sad. 
Thinking about that night makes her think about what could’ve happened. How different this last week could’ve been. 
But she can’t tell him any of that, so she just turns to walk to the next room. The man next to her pauses, and she sees why as soon as her gaze goes to the wall. 
Roses, carnations, lilies. 
Tulips, orchids, peonies. 
All her favorite flowers are on the wall, the paint blending together and creating the most beautiful collage she’s ever seen. They’re all over the wall--there has to be at least fifty paintings in here. 
And in the middle of them all is the front of her shop. 
It’s an almost perfect rendition to the door of The Archeron, with the glass walls and flowers almost bursting out. 
The whole room’s been designed to look like the inside of her shop. 
A tear escapes down her cheek as she looks at the art around her. Gratitude, love, and happiness almost erupt from her, and she notices something. 
The man next to her notices it at the same time. “You feel something.”
“Yeah,” she replies happily. “I do.”
He smiles, and it’s not one of his usual little grins or smirks. It’s a full smile, showcasing all his perfect teeth. “So do I.”
The voice inside her head tells her he isn’t talking about the paintings. 
And for a minute, Elain just stands there, flowers blurring in her peripheral as she stares at him. 
“Please tell me your name,” she whispers. 
He smiles again, taking a step towards her. And it’s just as he’s leaning down that he opens his mouth and-
“Elain!” Feyre bursts into the room with a wide grin. “What do you think?”
She practically jumps a mile in the air, but she recovers quickly and says honestly, “I love it. Thank you so much. It’s the most wonderful thing I’ve ever seen.”
“Excuse me,” her neighbor says in a low voice, eyes on something in the distance as he heads to the front of the store. 
Feyre watches him go, and as soon as he’s out of earshot says, “Okay, now that he’s gone, can you tell me what’s going on? Did you and Lucien break up?”
Elain notices her sister doesn’t exactly sound sad at that prospect. “No, why would you think that?”
“Because you came here with him, and he looks like a villanous-”
“Prince Charming? That’s what I said!”
They laugh, but then Feyre smiles knowingly and asks, “You know he’s in love with you, right?”
The words clear a path through her chest, even as the heart inside swells. She suddenly can’t breathe, can’t form a normal thought. That’s... impossible. 
“What? How do you know?”
“Because he just went to buy that painting,” she says softly, motioning to The Archeron’s door. 
She shakes her head. “No, he didn’t.”
Feyre smiles, tucking her hair behind her ear. “Yes, he did.”
“Oh, gods,” Elain whispers, pulse starting to race. 
“You like him, too. It’s obvious to anyone who isn’t you.” Feyre flicks her nose playfully. “So stop thinking so hard. Just do what makes you happy.”
They say goodbye, and Elain turns to leave, finding him by the entrance. They walk outside in silence, then ride home in silence. 
Something’s different between them, and it’s created a tangible tension in the air that makes it hard for her to breathe. 
It’s only when they’re in the hallway outside their doors that she quietly asks, “Did you buy that painting?”
His body goes a bit tense, but he looks at her and answers, “Yes.”
“Why?”
“I told you.” His eyes are warm, like chocolate and caramel and smoke. And they’re looking at her like she’s everything to him as he says, “I felt something.”
“Liar,” she accuses, stealing his line.
His lips twitch, but he doesn’t say anything, so they continue to stare at each other. She knows him so well already, but there’s one thing she’s still dying to figure out.
Just as she’s about to ask, he murmurs, “My name’s Azriel.”
She tells herself it’s the deal, the arrangement. She tells herself it doesn’t matter. She tells herself she’s just paying the price. 
Elain tells herself all sorts of little lies as she steps forward, takes his face in her hands, and presses her lips to his. 
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Wrote this in one setting sorry if it’s shit. Part 4
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January’s Honorable Mentions
This month’s piece generated some incredible stories. I chose this work of art believing there were numerous tales buried within it, and I was not disappointed. Each entry took a completely different perspective on what is happening in this scene. If you enjoy one of the Honorable Mentions below, please let the writer know. I’m sure they would love to hear from you.
As a reminder, I celebrated the new year by featuring one of my favorite artists, @hydraart​​. If you’ve been following this contest, you may remember that this artist was also featured in January of 2019 and 2020. This seems to now be a New Year’s tradition, and I am happy to be able to continue it this year. If you would like to see the pieces previously featured by this artist, you can view them here:
January 2020
May 2019
January 2019
The piece for this month was titled, “Hide and Seek.” Here it is along with the Honorable Mentions for this month:
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(These entries are listed in the order they were received and do not reflect a system of ranking.)
Untitled
Written by: @emilyelizabethfowl​
Ten
She couldn’t tell whether the breeze she felt came from nature or from Its wings.
Nine
At least she didn’t have to worry about the smell betraying her hiding spot.
Eight
Sound, however, was a different matter entirely.
Seven
But her legs were starting to feel numb…
Six
It certainly wouldn’t hurt to move them, just a little, would it?
Five
Just a teeny tiny little bit…
Four
Slowly, carefully, she stretched her left leg.
Three
Then, bringing it back, she stretched out her right one.
Two
But she did it too fast, too carelessly.
One
Losing balance, she fell down. Her elbow knocked into the giant sheet of metal she was hiding under, the sound carrying far.  
Zero
Barely seconds later, giant talons dented the metal, ripping it away easily.
Found you!
Aw, shucks.
She stood up, turning to face the creature.
“Best three out of five?” she offered.
It’s already past your bedtime. A deal is a deal.
Ah well. It was worth a try. She climbed the creature’s back, clinging tightly to the feathers longer than she was tall.
She’d win their next game for sure!
“Eleanor And The Great Bird”
Written by: @evanthenerd83​
“Do not move,” Eleanor whispers to herself, thin frame curled inward.
The flapping of wings drowns out her panicked breathing. Dust swirls around. Bits and pieces rain down, and they sound like bullet casings striking metal.
Eleanor could recognize the sound anywhere. It is as familiar as her grandfather’s wartime movies. Black and white visions of the dead.
“Do not move,” Eleanor reminds herself, eyes scanning the words scratched into the steel.
The great bird passes overhead, and the entire shard shakes with its might. She bites her lip. A moment of terrible silence.
It is circling around. Coming back.
“Do… not… move,” Eleanor repeats, unaware that it doesn’t matter.
The shelter is just a jagged piece of roof. It isn’t big enough to hide her, not all of her. Not her shadow.
And unfortunately, the sun is burning in her direction.
The great bird has locked on.
The great bird makes one last turn…
Sit Com
Created by @daalseth​ ( Doug Aalseth )
"Ma!!" came the anguished cry.
"What is it?" replied his mother, her voice drenched in fatigue.
"Billy smashed up my 172 scale model Medieval Human Village."
"Now Tommy..."
"It wasn't me," shouted Billy. "I wouldn't do nothing with your stupid model."
"Yes it was," shouted Tommy waving his wing at the table. "That's your feather laying right there."
"Nuh-huh."
"Uh-huh."
"Nuh-huh."
Their mother rubbed a talon against her throbbing forehead. It was going to be a long day. Maybe it was time to just kick the little bastards out of the nest? She looked at the two chicks arguing. "No," she said softly, "I'll give it one more day."
“Whatever It Takes”
Written by: @winterrose42​
I dug my fingers deep into the ground as I curled tighter into myself, squeezing my eyes shut in a vain effort to concentrate. This had to work- in the end it’s all I could do, whatever God that’s left forgive me. I could feel the beast looming impossibly large behind me, breath wuffing over the ruined plains like winds before a storm. A low growl thundered from its throat and I dug harder even as my fingernails protested and bent from the dirt being shoved underneath them. I couldn’t fail. I had to find them, and to do that I needed to make it out alive. To do that…
I felt it suddenly, claws slicing easily into the dirt deep enough that I’m sure someone could make a bomb shelter of it later. The tips of its heavy wings brushed the uneven ground, dragging stone and steel along as they swayed in rest. Feeling the pull of its head was the worst; it had seen me that much I knew, darting from toppled building to ruined tower to hastily put up shelter as  fast as my legs could carry me had not been fast enough. It’s great shriek had nearly deafened me as it shook the earth landing just a few yards away from where I had crouched. The few warriors who had gathered to head off the beast- they all knew in their hearts they hadn’t a chance of making it.
That’s what I kept telling myself as the beast’s arm raised and came crashing down to sweep away fallen debris and lean to steel sheets and scattered weapons, armor and men alike, leaving them to try and bury themselves yet again. Collect their wits and reorganize perhaps. I couldn’t afford to give them that chance. Setting everything in motion the wings swept back, the arms came up, the eyes focused forward, sharp beak opening wide with vocal chords straining to make its signature call- and so it was done.
All at once I severed the connection, feeling impossibly small and weak and useless once again as the ground shook like an earthquake with the speed at which the beast fell, screaming its indignation at being puppeted for as long as it had, intelligent eyes snapping forward to those running for better cover, myself sitting still and forgotten for the moment in light of more easily accessed prey. I covered my ears and closed my eyes, whispering out a prayer of forgiveness to carry on the artificial wind for those who cared to hear it.
Eventually the shaking ceased, noise quieted, beast placated if only for a moment making it possible to crawl out and stand up though I dared not turn around. Sticking to the irrational belief that my imagined carnage was worse and therefore I was absolved of blame I squared my shoulders and turned west.
I had survived and would continue to do so through whatever means necessary. I would survive. And I would find them.
Maran-do
Written by: @spoldhamindieauthor​ (S.P. Oldham)
Maran huddled beneath the toppled roof of a ruined dwelling, sitting now upon the ground, broken and battered. All of the buildings in this tiny hamlet told a similar story; one of destruction and wrath.
Maran heaved a silent sigh. He had sent out Maran-do, his mind partner, when the day was still bright, her task to bring down anyone he had not dispatched. Very few would be daring enough to try to evade her. It would take a remarkable being indeed to slip past Maran-do unnoticed, avoiding her wicked talons. He had never known it happen yet.
Maran-do hung in the air now like a dark, oppressive shadow. She had been the foretelling of death for so many souls, Maran had long since stopped counting.
He had never imagined she would foretell his own death, too. Maran frowned, trying to recall such a thing happening before. What could possibly cause a mind-partner to turn upon its host? It was unheard of.
He knew the tiniest movement would be enough to alert her to his whereabouts. Resisting the urge to break cover and run, Maran struggled with ordering his thoughts. That was the biggest problem. Maran-do was inside his head as well as outside it. She knew his own mind better than he knew it himself.
How could he possibly escape? Wherever he went, Maran-do would go with him. Why had she turned on him? In a rare moment of self-pity, Maran gave a sniff.
It was enough. He could feel the air outside shifting, darkness looming over his hiding place like an unstoppable, oncoming storm. For the briefest instant, Maran felt the terror and utter helplessness so many had known before.
A large talon tapped impatiently before him. Inside his head, the words ‘Come out, come out, wherever you are’ blossomed into life like clouds of puffed smoke, Maran-do taunting him with his own phrase.
“Why?” Maran breathed, “Why do you turn upon me?”
More words of smoke, ‘I am to be mind-partner to a greater one than you, little Maran,’ using the childhood endearment, ‘Your mind is weak. You take much pleasure from death and killing. I belong to a greater mind than yours,’ she repeated.
She raised her foot. Maran flinched as, above him, the beams and planks of the rough wooden roof began to splinter. Instinctively he crouched, making himself smaller, as if he could avoid being crushed.
He had just enough time to wonder how she could survive without his mind to host her. Then he was gone; snuffed out like a bare candle in a blizzard.
Maran-do stretched her wings, letting out a silent shriek as her head turned to the west. A new host awaited her, a new name forming in her mind even as she rose from the earth. A path of flight was shown to her fathomless mind, stretching like an umbilical cord across the skies.
Maran was dead.
So was Maran-do.
Tethered
Written by: @wildler
I heard the spirits before I saw them—their strangled moans carrying through the smoke-stained air. Carys whinnied beneath me, her ears twitching in all directions.
“Easy girl,” I murmured, stroking her neck. “Only a little further. Should be the next clearing.”
The sound continued, growing stronger as we pushed closer to where the village was rumoured to be. I tugged the hood of my cloak from my head, sweat sticking my hair to my neck. It seemed my limited healing skills had arrived too late to be of use—but my other skills—well, perhaps I would return to the king with something more substantial than rumours at last.
We entered the clearing, the devastation hitting me like a sword to the gut. Homes had been scalped, gutted and burned. Their charred remains left crumbling into the earth. Spirits inhabited the ruins. Flickers of human outlines that cried out as they relived their violent, final moments of existence. Their fear keeping them tethered to this plane.
I dismounted Carys and pressed my hands to the ground, shuddering as the sweat on my neck turned cold. A haze of panic blanketed the site like thick smoke, making it impossible to get a sense of the events leading to its ruin. I sank my fingers into the soil and focused my will, trying again.
Sounds and smells came rushing at me, distorted screams on a hot jet of air. My eyes sprang open to find the spirits staring in eerie silence, their gaze passing right through me to something on the horizon.
I heard the presence before I saw it—a monstrous shriek carried on a blast of flame.  It was an end too terrifying and binding to escape.
And so, I relive it again.
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Josuke x Reader /// Promposal /// Chapter 1
It all started by him simply wanting to ask you a question
One question.
Shouldn’t be that hard, right? Yet the very thought made him so frightful. His hands would shake and he near damn thought he would’ve pissed himself had he accidentally uttered the words at the wrong time and you rejected him because of it.
Okay, maybe that was a bit of an exaggeration. 
Though, him getting this nervous was new to everyone, even himself.
To think you would have his heart pounding this much in a 3 week timespan. Did you plan this? Or maybe he was just overthinking this again..
All these sudden thoughts flooding in, Josuke couldn’t help but to remember when he even first laid eyes on you.
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He was still brushing his pompadour on the walk to school. The teenager had hoped no one he knew would pass by and see him with his hair so unkempt. He was already running late, more than usual. Second period would be starting by the time he got there. Good enough, he thought.
Skipping class wasn’t unusual for him. He already looked like a delinquent to most people, might as well act like one when its convenient. That said, he still took his classes seriously enough to get by. Well, all except math and English.
Budogaoka High slowly came into his eyesight. Knowing that his friends (or fangirls) would try to strike a conversation once he got into the area, he gave his hair a couple of more touchups before putting his brush in his bag. In the distance, he could already see Okuyasu waiting for him on the sidewalk.
A smile had already came on his lips as he approached his best friend. “What’s up? Sorry for making you wait so long. Where’s Koichi?"
Okuyasu rubbed his neck as he turned to him, giving an eye roll. “Ya know how he gets. Didn’t bother waiting on you because he didn’t wanna be late. I don’t understand whats his obsession with getting ‘honor roll’ and ‘perfect attendance’ crap.”
“You’re one to talk.” Josuke pointed out, the both of them having classes that they were clearly failing.
“I’m just sayin’.” His friend pursed his lips in response to that comment. “Not like its the end of the world if he misses one or two classes.”
Josuke scoffed, and the two began to walk inside of the building.
They took their time getting there, in no rush since they were already late. Better to come in when the second period starts than interrupt the class, was their logic. There were murmurings in the now full classroom, sounding like they were mostly around the same topic. The class hadn’t been this lively since the last time there was a school fight. The boys showed no interest in such a topic (except wanting to at least overhear if there was a winner) and silently took their seats.
Josuke already had brought a hand to cup his face, bored and his eyes half-lidded, threatening to close when the lecture would start.
“Alright alright everyone, settle down.” The teacher commanded. “We have a new student today.”
‘So that's what this is about.’ The teen would lazily raise an eyebrow.
“Go ahead and come in, Ms. (L/N).”
A heel’s clack against the marble floor echoed. 
You had proudly strutted into the room, eyes looking focused in a no-nonsense manner. At this rate, only a hand on your hip would promote more sass. You placed a (h/c) strand of hair behind your ear as you turned to face the class.
Now this was something to wake up for.
‘Heels?’ Josuke thought. ‘That’s definitely not allowed here. At least not during regular class hours. Are they out of their mind?’
“(L/N)-san, please introduce yourself.”
Instead of starting off with speaking, you turned around and showed off your neat handwriting with a signature of your name.
The class stared, in a mix of awe and confusion.
They realized you weren’t Japanese. As if looking different wasn’t already enough proof.
You gave a bow to the class, with the majority still staring at you incredulously. When you gave your introduction, you started speaking fluent Japanese, despite the clear English writing on the chalkboard.
“I am (Y/N) (L/N). It is very nice to meet you all, and I hope we can all be friends in the time I spend here. Morioh and Budogaoka High is different compared to America, but I am still getting used to it, and would be grateful if one of you would show me around.” after giving another bow, you returned to your seat. The teacher took charge again.
“(L/N)-san will be studying with us for a month. Please help her if she is struggling with any material in the class. And also (L/N)-san, you should be aware that heels are not permitted in school, you get a pass today, but this is a warning for the future of attending our school.”
You were unbothered, blankly staring and giving a nod. Sitting diagonally from Josuke’s window seat, he couldn’t help but stare.
He couldn’t deny, you were pretty cute for a foreigner. But that speech though..Your tone was like it was for a business interview. He couldn’t even recall an instance where you smiled during it. Hopefully you weren’t miserable here already. Exactly what kind of girl were you?
And that’s when you caught him staring.
He quickly pretended to look out of the window, embarrassed you had actually looked back at him while doing it. It seemed that you didn’t notice and looked ahead again. Then he resumed staring. And it happened again. And again.
He’d be lucky if this didn’t kill him by lunchtime.
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Classes flew by like they were 10 hours each. 
Okuyasu was already sleeping behind Josuke. He had some nerve to be talking about Koichi earlier.
The pompadoured man could feel himself slipping as well, his pencil falling out of his grasp. He looked over to you again, taking notes as if your life depended on it.
Guess that came in handy, because the teacher had called on you to answer a problem after the resounding confusion of the rest of the class that couldn’t solve the math equation. You got up, not even a sliver of nervousness could be seen in you as you practically floated towards the board.
‘Poor thing, the teacher didn’t have to do her like that,’ Josuke thought.
It took you a second before you started writing. At first you look just as confused as everyone else, nearly showing a little bit of emotion on your face as you slightly scrunched your nose. You slowly began to work out the equation on the board.
There were murmurs once again from behind you, likely assumptions about your intelligence just because you were new here. Though those mouths were quickly shut as you stood aside and showed your work on the board.
Josuke suddenly wasn't sleepy anymore.
"Very well done, (L/N)-san." The teacher acknowledged you. You simply nodded again, going back to your seat.
The whole class was staring at you now. Some in surprise, others in disgust.
Josuke however, didn't quite know how to feel about it. He knew one thing though.
Him being in this class all semester and not knowing what's going on compared to whatever that just was, was pretty impressive.
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"Thank God its finally lunchtime, I was about to lose my mind in there!" Okuyasu began to chow down on his meal from St. Gentleman's like there was no tomorrow.
"At least you were asleep for most of it." Josuke chuckled. 
The two were silent at the table for a while after that, both of them eating their lunch. Koichi soon joined and greeted the both of them, barely getting acknowledged because of how good the food was to the two taller boys.
Okuyasu spotted you eating alone at a lunch table nearby. You seemed pretty content with being alone, peacefully eating your food out of a surprisingly girly lunchbox. Before a group of girls surrounded you, anyway.
The teen scoffed. "What a freaking showoff. I bet the only reason she came here was because of some superiority complex or some shit." He gave a more aggressive bite this time.
"Okuyasu, don't be like that." Koichi scolded him. "It's not like you know her personally."
A grunt came out of him. "The chick near damn did a somersault during gym class, and you're tellin' me that's not showing off?"
"..Well, I guess you have a point with that one."
"Look," Josuke intervened. "At least she's hauled away those girls that always try to flood our lunch table. That's a good thing at least, right?"
Koichi and Okuyasu couldn't help but agree there. They did get annoying.
"She's gonna be gone in a month anyway, right? There's nothing to complain about." He added.
"Tch, yeah right! I caught you makin' goo-goo eyes at her!" Okuyasu accused, pointing right at his friend. The man's face threatened to glow red at that assumption.
"W-what?! I totally did not!"
"Yeah-huh! You saw it too, right Koichi? Once she was jumpin' all in the air in P.E, he totally fell in love!" He teased, chuckling all the way through. Koichi was hesitant to nod, not knowing how their friend would react .
"Okuyasu!" The teen stood up from his chair.
You had looked over at the strange trio when that happened, ignoring the questions being asked toward you by the girls in that moment.
The two of you locked eyes, making Josuke realize maybe he was being too dramatic. A faint blush spread across his cheeks and he quickly sat back down.
His friend practically hollered in laughter as he saw his red face. Oh boy, he would be teased until the end of the day now. Maybe even the whole week.
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"Okay, maybe I do like her. Just...just a little bit though." He made a pinching gesture with his fingers. "I barely even know her, so it's not like it matters." He protested, trying to make the other two wave off the situation. Obviously that wasn't going to happen. They had already cornered him in the hallway after school, so there was no turning back now.
"I'm not even gonna lie, she is pretty cute. If only she weren't such a show-off, I'd have gone for her first." Okuyasu commented, hand placed around his chin.
"Not helping, dude."
"Alright alright. But like bro, you're Josuke. You already have chicks surrounding you. So just...do what you always do."
"I'm not sure it's that simple. Otherwise she probably would've come to me first." He sheepishly rubbed the back of his neck. The teen barely even talked to the girls who liked him outside of a "good morning" or "have a nice day".
Contrary to what most people thought, he actually hasn't started dating yet. Actually being on the other side of a confession would be completely new to him.
"First things first," Koichi said. "You should talk to her. That's a good start instead of confessing right away."
Josuke paused for a second, but nodded. It was worth a shot.
"Look, she's coming to her locker!" It was close to the classroom. You hadn't noticed the trio, who had now hid around the nearest corner.
Except Josuke, who was pushed out into the open hallway. He's the one who had to do the talking after all. The pompadoured man exhaled, and went over what he was going to say in his head before mustering up the courage to walk over.
Closing your locker, you almost jumped him being right behind it. You hadn't even remembered his name, but you recognized him from your class. 'God he's tall', you thought.
"Um..hi. I'm Higashikata Josuke. I'm sure you know me from class and that um... outburst from earlier."
Oh god, this was awkward already.
"But um…! If you need anything, just ask, and I'm your guy. I could also walk you home if you want. I know Morioh's kinda small, but it's still easy to get lost in, so I can direct you."
There was a silence between the two of you for a moment. Koichi and Okuyasu were praying he didn't mess this up.
"It's nice to meet you, Higashikata-san. I'm flattered you want to walk me home, but I think I'll be fine. Thank you for the offer though." You put the rest of your books away, and swayed your backpack over your shoulder as you walked right past him. Your heels could be heard even as your distance from him got farther and farther.
The teen just stood there, eyes slightly widened. His two friends grimacing as they witnessed what happened.
It wasn't a rejection per se, yet it still felt odd. Like you were going out of your way to end the conversation.
..he shouldn't have offered to walk you home, should he?
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