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aclowntiny · 1 year
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How Ateez Act Around Their Crush (Gender Neutral)
My first post!!! Hope you guys enjoy 💕
Hongjoong
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♡ On the spectrum of obvious to difficult, I would place Hongjoong in the middle. He’s not totally fawning over you, but you’ll catch some hints the more time with him you spend.
♡ He really wants to make sure you feel included with the group, so if you aren’t talking or seem to feel uncomfortable then he’ll swoop in & address you or start talking about something you’re into.
♡ Will definitely pay compliments especially as you get to know each other better- small things like telling you you’re good at stuff or that he likes your outfit/jewelry 😊
♡ Definitely the type where if someone interrupts/teases him straight-up be like ‘shut up I’m talking to (y/n)’ DSFSGDGHSWF & if you get interrupted EVER will always come back to what you were saying, listening so intently & making deep eye contact. Rests his chin in his hands & listens, nodding & looking at you with a soft smile like you're the most important thing in that moment.
♡ Goes ‘may I?’ like a complete gentleman before taking your hand & helping you out of the car 💗
♡ Asks a lot of questions to get to know you better & see if you guys are really compatible, like what your dreams in life are, what you like to do, & what kind of music you like. Hongjoong will absolutely listen to any recommendation you give him because he sees music taste as saying a lot about someone’s personality or experiences!
♡ if you have a certain look/favorite color, Hongjoong will lowkey try to coordinate what he wears when he sees you to that so you guys look complimentary 👀 & maybe just maybe people will think you’re a couple & back off you
♡ He gets so smiley & playful when you guys are comfortable & hanging out/playing games 🥺 rather than tease you he likes cracking jokes & messing with others to see your reaction, grinning so wide whenever you laugh!
♡ It's too soon in his mind to put his arm around you, but he will occasionally, every now & again, put his arm around the back of your chair when you're sitting next to each other, just as a little sign to others even if you don't notice 👀
♡ The others tease Hongjoong because he can't remember shit but he always seems to recall things about you like your café order, which he surprises you with one day, or a style of bracelet you always said you wanted that he just so happened to find one of, here 🤔
Seonghwa
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♡ Tried not to make it obvious that he likes you, but it is, just a little 🤏🏻
♡ He just is always looking at you with an awed smile & big ol shiny heart eyes 🥺
♡ SO. CARING. If it's cold, he'll be giving you a jacket, maybe a scarf too. If you ever get hurt or surprised, he's running right over to you to make sure you're ok even if it takes pushing another member or two out of the way.
♡ Tell him your favorite food & he'll try to make it for you!!! The next time you visit, it'll be his special surprise to share as he politely says he hopes you like it.
♡ Your biggest cheerleader. He'll be so honored if you ever ask him for advice or open up, & he'll use it as an excuse to tell you what a good job you're doing & how great he thinks you are 💖
♡ When he gets comfortable hanging out with you, he'll invite you to do more things, whether it's hanging out with the guys or something more lowkey, like helping him build a larger LEGO set. Please say yes it'll make him so happy to see you enjoying simple fun with him!
♡ Medium on physical touch, like he won't be touching you constantly but will probably offer you his arm to help you up & out of places or swing your hands a few times when you walk by each other as well as being the type to say 'oh, you've got an eyelash' & very gently brush it off your cheek 🥺
♡ Teasingly pouts if you mess with him, then gives it back to you, but never takes it too far because he wants you to know he's kidding, so he almost immediately tells you it's a joke every time.
♡ Always asks if you'd like to join/help him when he needs another person, hoping you'll be able to tell it's because he values your input & presence as well as that you give him strength & energy!
♡ He gets so happy whenever he sees you, smiling & speaking more softly just for you, hoping you know what you do to his heart by his romantic side emerging 🥰
Yunho
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♡ Yunho is one of the best members at balancing showing that he likes you with not being overly obvious. He’s just so sweet with you!
♡ Always smiling of course! & he laughs at every single one of your jokes 😌
♡ Hypes you up whenever you do just about anything. Playing a game? You’re gonna crush it. Drawing something? It’s going to be beautiful. Flying to the moon? All you have to do is spread your arms.
♡ Lets you win every game you guys play, it’s so obvious sometimes like he practically would blue shell himself if it gave you the mario kart trophy 🏆 & then when you do win he jumps up & high-fives you & celebrated like ‘yay (y/n)!!!’ even if it was just a game of uno or something DGDGSCZSXV
♡ Offers his hand for a dance whenever something fun comes on the radio/someone’s speakers! Swings you around so playfully & tells you you’re doing great even if you step on his feet 🥺
♡ Doesn’t want to make you too uncomfortable with a bunch if physical stuff immediately, but does like to playfully bump or nudge you!
♡ Asks you the most random questions, like what animal you would be if you were one, if you could only eat three things for the rest of your life what would they be, where would you go if you could, just fun questions like that! Would love it if you bounced them back or came up with your own ☺️
♡ Yunho seems to magically appear at your side whenever you need help, whether it’s reaching something up high if you aren’t as tall as him or finding something right after you lose it!
♡ You call him your good luck charm & he holds onto that forever 🥺 it’s a new excuse to help you & be around you, he’ll say ‘I’m here if you need some extra luck’ & will visibly melt if you say you do!
♡ The only member allowed to give you a jacket if it’s cold!!! Please accept it, you'll see the most beautiful smile when you do!
Yeosang
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♡ I hope you like eye contact because boy are you in for a lot of it. Yeosang cannot take his eyes off of you 👀 that’s the main ‘obvious’ thing he does, so how easy it is to tell depends on how you take that!
♡ Attentive to a T! He has a reputation for being in his own world a lot of the times but you ground him & give him something to focus on so he remembers everything you tell him.
♡ Will very sheepishly bring you your favorite drink or snack, shyly asking ‘you like this one right?’ with the cutest smile on his face.
♡ So shy with initiating physical contact bUT he must always be sitting next to you. The chair or couch cushion adjacent to yours is practically labelled ‘property of Kang Yeosang’ now.
♡ He likes to tease people a lot, but the old adage of ‘if he teases you he likes you’ is so not true here. It’s the total opposite; when others tease you Yeosang is the one saying things like ‘hey, knock that off >:(’
♡ Any time you’re out at a store/walking by a stand with hats he’ll grab the cutest or funniest one, gently place it on your head, & giggle. Shhh let him it’s his way of flirting
♡ Any time you have the choice of teammates, who to go with, etc. there Yeosang will be cutely raising a hand like ‘pick me!!!’ Please do he'll be so happy🥺
♡ If you initiate touching, prepare to watch the love-drunk smile slowly spread across his face. He’ll be over the moon for several minutes & you may need to repeat anything you ask/tell him.
♡ Another way you may figure out he likes you is that he's soooo the type of guy to fix his hair & straighten his clothes & try to get all nice for you!!! So if you walk in unexpectedly early you may see him messing with his hair a bunch hehe
♡ Yeosang is such a shy sweetheart with you, please give him lots of love & reassurance & laugh at all his jokes & comments ok??? He makes them for you & you'll get to hear his cute giggle whenever you appreciate him💕
San
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♡ I’m sorry but you’re going to be able to tell DFGSWDFVCGHD
♡ Not that that is a bad thing by any means, San just wears his heart on his sleeve & feels big emotions!!!  It’s very sweet honestly because this comes in the form of him looking at you with such pure adoration & always hearing you out no matter what.  He makes sure you feel appreciated & have no shortage of affection!
♡ As you guys become friends, expect to be greeted each time with a very excited hug by San, who has the biggest smile on his face now that you’re here 🥺
♡ Absolutely the type when he has a crush to find ANNNNYYYY excuse to touch you, whether it’s being the one to hand you things so your fingers can brush, elbowing you to get your attention, or the classic, heart-fluttering (he sure hopes!) ‘oh, here, you’ll throw better like this *puts arms over yours to guide you*’
♡ Seriously, the way this man’s eyes shine as he listens to you talk, nodding softly as he drinks in every word about whatever passion or story you’re sharing this time.  He wants to know it ALL. That way he can remember things that made you happy or anything you mention liking or disliking!!!
♡ Will 100% subsequently suggest next time everyone wants to go out that they all get your favorite then glance over at you like 👀
♡ Probably cannot stop himself from outwardly expressing how cute you are if you do something that charms him, even if he just says it quietly to himself 🥺
♡ Shows off just 🤏🏻, like if you need help carrying something San’ll be there lickety split lifting it like it’s nothing & giving another of his 👀 glances, or he may even show off stuff he usually only does during performances or workouts! Will also do ‘cute versions’ of performances for you 🩷
♡ The type to text you pictures or videos of cute plushies or animals he knows you like saying ‘this made me think of you’ 🥺🥺🥺
♡ You give San so much energy he’ll always be smiley around you & ready to do new things to make you smile too!
Mingi
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♡ On a scale of can’t tell to obvious, this man is O-B-V-I-O-U-S! But it’s the cutest crush you’ll ever see 🥺
♡ Speaking??? What is that??? How does words? Good job, you broke Mingi He wants to be all smooth & cool & awesome, but the moment he lays eyes on you his brain just goes !!! so he stutters a lot but boy is he smiling up a storm
♡ This goes away a bit as time goes on, but stuff you say still can & will fluster the heck out of him! In general, as you start hanging out more, Mingi just tried to internalize stuff you say, like he really wants to learn your sense of humor so he can makes jokes you’ll like 🥺
♡ Your laugh is his favorite thing ever, like whether you notice it or not when you’re laughing & having fun is when Mingi’s smiling the widest.
♡ You will never need anything with this man around as he seems to always appear around you offering you water, food, a seat if you want to get comfortable, anything you could possibly want!
♡ Will probably forget himself a little & just grab & hug you if you defend him from the guys’ teasing because he’s just so happy 🥰 then remember himself & pull away blushing a few seconds after hehe
♡ *does anything remotely cool* ‘(y/n)! (y/n)! Did you see that???’
♡ Totally a big puppy, like he’ll follow you around & stuff saying things like 'You need me to help too right?' or just wanting to see what you're doing. If you have a chance to invite him along somewhere, get ready for the puppy eyes!
♡ Mingi's the type to try to win your heart with 'props', doing things like playing with stuff he finds & posing with it to make you laugh or making plushies talk to you & give you the hugs & kisses he's too shy to 🥺
♡ When Mingi likes you, he has a sixth sense for whenever you're down or needing anything, so expect to get cheered up & doted on a lot by this loving man!!!
Wooyoung
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♡ This man right here is a big toss-up & I will tell you why: does he flirt with you? DUH. Does he flirt with everyone? Also duh. So he’s half obvious as heck, half absolutely confusing in that sense because is he kidding???
♡ No he is not. He will insist at times if he really means it & you laugh it off, so that’s clue number one.
♡ You will absolutely receive special treatment though. He’ll let you get away with murder, probably letting you completely bypass the rules to whatever game is being played & when everyone protests just pull the ol ‘well they didn’t know’ card…but that’ll only fly under the radar so many times Wooyoung ;)
♡ Acts all cutesy around you but that’s just a pretense to put his arms around you or grab your hand ☺️👀
♡ Teasingly asks if you’re scared at any possible opportunity, movie, amusement park ride, etc. once again, just as an excuse to put an arm around you.
♡ Also the type to say ‘oh, you know you love me’ jokingly, but as you laugh he looks really hard for any sign you might actually 🥺
♡ Will grab your hand & run away with you to show you something cool he found! Wooyoung is always whisking you away to something which can be dizzying, but also heart-fluttering.
♡ Positively insists you dance with him. If you’re not a very exuberant dancer or are a bit shy, that’s ok, he’s more than happy to do a slower dance with you 😏
♡ Dedicates every noraebang song to you!!! Very dramatically. With a whole point & hair flip & dramatic half-whisper-serious-voice & everything.
♡ Asks you your favorite color, then wears it next time you see him with a wink 😉 He then proceeds to tell you it looks even better on you 😘
Jongho
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♡ Oh boy I’m so sorry you’re going to have a hard time with this one. Man is not obvious AT ALL. He’s not actively trying to hide it per se, he’s just subtle. At least at first 👀
♡ Like, ok, he’s nice to you, sure, but he’s nice to everyone. You guys are having fun, but everyone is just hanging out & you’re not seeming to get any special treatment. But that’s just because you’re probably missing the way he glances at you every time he does something funny to see if it lands with you or his small nod of satisfaction if you get his joke.
♡ Jongho just isn’t the type to change himself for another person so he’s not gonna mirror you or throw himself at you, like you have to like him for him & he wants to see you as your authentic self too, so excessive flirting is kinda dumb to him. Plus it makes things awkward, so nah. He’d rather just be around you more & see where it goes.
♡ Likes to draw you into discussions, turning to you & being like ‘& what do you think?’ to show you he values your input. He’ll also just straight-up ask if you’re interested in something if it’s the topic of conversation, like ‘do you like that sort of thing?’ & if not, then the spotlight goes on you & what you are into.
♡ Will 100% up the dad jokes around you because your reactions are so funny. Please encourage him 🥺
♡ Jongho isn’t super touchy-feely, but any time you lose your balance or fall he’s the first one offering his hand. Heck, even if you only might fall, like you guys are going up steps or on slightly uneven ground he’s still offering you his hand 👀
♡ Will. Always. Hold. The. Door. Open. For. You. Period. You probably don’t notice, but if another member does it they’ll get a challenging look from him. Also the type of guy that stands on the outside of the sidewalk closest to the street telling you to stay safe 🩵
♡ You get first pick of everything, whether it’s what snacks are getting bought, what game is being played, first to play each round, etc. The other guys dispute it but Jongho ALWAYS manages to play it off like the discreet king he is. If you catch on, it just becomes a running joke so whenever he does it you guys just kind of laugh at everyone getting worked up & look at each other like 😏
♡ He will want to know what your favorite song is so he can learn to sing it for you 🥺🥺🥺 & after he does it he has the biggest smile as he asks if you liked it!
♡ Another small giveaway is the playful teasing, like sure Jongho likes to mess with people anyway but he never takes it too far with you, always keeping it light, goofy, & just so you can always see he knows you & is thinking about your mannerisms 😌
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ceruleanwhore · 1 year
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So I’ve seen a lot of posts talking about the potential for canon Ted x Trent in the finale, but there’s an angle or two I haven’t seen examined yet that I’d like to discuss here. What I am referring to is mainly why the writers chose to have Trent be the one to support Colin through his arc, coming out and everything, instead of using Keeley, who is canonically bi and was in a sapphic relationship during Colin’s arc. They didn’t need to have another character come out and everything for the sake of supporting Colin through his arc, and yet they chose to do so anyway, and I do think it’s important that they chose Trent specifically. I think it’s also important to acknowledge how limited lgbtq rep has been in media and how already, just by having Keeley and Colin be written as they are, this show has gone far beyond most others. Likewise, it should be acknowledged how having that role in Colin’s arc would have been genuinely very good for Keeley’s own character arc and how well it could have tied into some aspects of her relationship with Jack, so it’s not as though using her for that would’ve just been a cheap cop-out. The fact that they didn’t do that indicates to me that they have something specific and even better in mind.
When you keep that in mind, suddenly the signs are everywhere that this could actually, genuinely happen in canon - Trent’s red string bracelet, Ted’s comment about Sleepless in Seattle, Trent meeting Ted’s mom, etc. My whole thing with this pairing is that, when I look at it, especially in s3, there’s so much there that I genuinely believe they’d already be snogging if it was hetero and in a different show. In this context, I can only see Trent coming out and Ted “I was a straight man” Lasso making that movie reference as our indication that they bat for the other team, as it were, and yes, this can be something other than friendship.
The other thing I would add is that in the mom episode we get open acknowledgment that Ted’s biggest problem is how he runs around helping others but can’t accept help from anyone else for himself. I would then point out that the only time he’s received the same huge, self-sacrificial type of help he gave Beard with prison and everything is what he got from Trent Crimm revealing an anonymous source and then leaving his entire career to show his support and respect of Ted. Yes, a lot of the others around him have supported and helped Ted in different ways but I think it’s huge that Trent is the only one who’s done so on that level. I would also add that Trent has supported Ted multiple times while being one of the only characters to do so without ever acting against him. Beard stole his car, Nate turned on him, Rebecca was plotting against him and using Leslie to do so, etc., and yet Trent from the beginning was skeptical at most and never really acted against Ted. Beyond that, I also think that the first article Trent wrote about Ted in s1 is hugely indicative of Trent’s potential compatibility with Ted.
For one thing, Ted talked quite a bit in s1 about curiosity and went on that whole speech with Rupert in the darts game about how he values it but how so few people are genuinely curious - but Trent is. Trent shows up to write about Ted, skeptical but curious enough to pay close attention and allow his view of this other man to shift and to not be clouded by biases. I think the truth element is also huge - Ted’s ex wifey couldn’t accept his communication style and got an override from their therapist to force Ted to be outwardly truthful in a way he wasn’t comfortable with, and yet Trent clearly demonstrates his ability to accurately discern the truth from Ted without ever pushing him in such a way. Trent over and over again respects boundaries, never pushes people to share beyond what they’re comfortable with, and still gleans the truth from what he does see and hear, which is exactly what Ted needs.
Lastly, I’m not here to go off ragging on tedbecca and tbh I wouldn’t be mad if it did happen, but I want to talk about why I just don’t see it happening in canon real quick. First and foremost is that she’s the only other character than Ted’s ex (is her name Michelle? I genuinely can’t remember and that’s the only reason why I’m not using it) who uses ‘Oklahoma’ with him, and I don’t actually see that as a good thing. This is especially the case ever since it came out that Michelle(?) is now dating the therapist she and Ted saw who had them start using that in the first place, since that new relationship calls all the therapy she and Ted did into question.
Also, it’s not just that Rebecca used to be plotting against Ted, it’s that from s1 e1 on she’s been using him in one way or another to get back at or one up Rupert. Whether it’s working against him in s1 or then really trying to get him to win, especially with that one game against West Ham in s3, she’s just continually trying to use Ted as a tool against another man. What’s more damning is that when she does start to show interest in men who are not Rupert, it’s never Ted- Ted’s just there to bring her biscuits and engage in occasional attempts at girl talk, which really fits into the trope of a token gay best friend. I think they do have a good, solid relationship and, like I said, I won’t be mad if they do end up together, but I don’t see them as being set up to be in a romantic relationship.
But yeah, I think that’s all for now lol
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raidenbuddha · 9 months
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Jack Hanma: Beauty and the beast
A/N: Hello there, I hope you enjoy this original fanfic about Jack hanma and an Oc. I would love recommendations too! (Includes smut and fluff)
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It was only just recently that Rosaline Hammer moved to Japan from the islands to start a new life… She couldn’t stay away from fighting though. She needed the money, but moreover wanted to keep pursuing her passions. That was when Rosaline heard about the up and coming fighting event ran by the ShinShinkai Dojo.
As a newcomer/foreigner, she had never heard of this dojo, even back in the islands. If the dojo had over 200 branches, why had she not? Regardless she was hesitant to sign up as she was a woman, but surprisingly she was allowed to participate the event. Rosaline wasn’t one to be intimidated, however when seeing that no woman signed up except for her, she knew it would be a challenge. She liked a challenge.
For weeks she’d trained on end. Her fighting style was composed of Hawaiian Mokomoko boxing and Silat, both effective in elusiveness and physical punches. At the beach she’d train in the sand practicing footwork and punch down trees, and in the gym she would bench over 600 pounds! All to go back to a lifestyle she thought she left, well partly..
When she arrived at the Shinshinkai lobby, she was was greeted by Mr. Tokugawa. “Why hello there! You must be our female champion Rosaline Hammer?” “Hola! Yes I am and you are?” “Mr Tokugawa, I practically run the place.” He said with a cheeky grin. “Don’t get too ahead of yourself Mitsunari.” spoke a strange bald man with a sly grin.
“Ay why if course!” He laughed. “And who might you be?” “The owner. Mr. Doppo Orochi’s the name.”
“Really!? I remember around a decade ago I’d witnessed a man take down the largest crocodile in my village with a similar name!”
“That’s me alright.. hope you enjoyed the show.” “It’s what inspired me to become a martial artist.” “Isn’t that an amazing coincidence doppo. Well she must get going now. Follow me to the waiting room.” “Alright Mr. Tokugawa was it?”
Her heart was racing so fast, it practically was beating out of her chest. As she followed this short old man she’d seen at least 100 karate students practicing. It gave her an opportunity to reminisce on her days as a Mokomoko teacher. Suddenly Rosaline, was brought out of her trance. “We’re here Ms. Hammer! I hope you enjoy the matches and don’t beat up those Boys too bad!” He joked.
“If they put up enough a fight I won’t. Thank you for leading the way Mr. Tokugawa.” “Anytime dear.” As soon as she stepped into the room she could feel hundreds of eyes on her. But it wasn’t like she’d already started sizing up every single man in the room. Her eyes suddenly landed on this beast of a man. He must have been at least 8’0 tall!
This dangerous looking blond man was competing in an arm wrestle with an extremely large man. Was wide the word? As soon as she made eye contact with him Rosalie knew he was the one to beat. He flashed her a toothy grin and then his opponent who he’d beaten instantly after.
Deciding to walk up to him and introduce herself was the best option in her eyes. “Hola. quieres pelear con los brazos?” “Excuse me?” Said the blond man. “Sorry, do you want to arm wrestle me?” “Haha!! You really think you can take me on? Bring it!!” He had never thought this 5’2 woman could defeat him in a matter of 30 seconds.
She had struggled, but not as much as he had. “AGAIN!” He roared. She won again and again. “Why don’t we stop this madness” she teased. “I’m Rosaline hammer! Pleasure to meet you.” “Huh.. This is bullshit! You beat me and have my name too.” “Well fake name. I’m jack Hanma.”He muttered. “Doesn’t that make us more compatible?” “Excuse me?!” He laughed slightly blushing.
“ I look forward to defeating you on the battle field. Adios Guapa Rubio.” Dumbfounded jack sat there but with a newfound spark in his eyes. One of anger, lust, and one that everyone could see that he’d make her his one day.
Her first fight was against a man named Atsushi suedo. Rosaline decided he was not a threat so she hadn’t used Silat on him. (Disabling him as quickly as possible) Instead the ferocious woman knocked him out in three punches. Back in the islands shed learned the ancient art of Mokomoko. One to trash talk and two repeatedly hit the opponents head and dodge their attacks.
Then she fought two more men, matches which she won. She gathered they were adjacent to shinshinkai. “Are they all from here? I need to fight more people.” She said.
That wasn’t ever the goal what about a new life
The last she was going up against was none other than Katsumi Orochi. “In this round we have none other Than THE katsumi orochi and THE ISLAND CHAMPION ROSALINE HAMMER!!!” “A champion are you? Surprising. I like a strong woman though.” “Well aren’t you pretty? Your neck is as thick as your eyebrows.” “I u-uh.”
In that moment she’d landed a kick to the pressure points in the back of his left knee. “Don’t let your guard down pretty boy.” “Wow…” this woman is amazing thought katsumi. Once again she evaded his punches until he’d used the Mach punch on her left arm. “FUCKK!!” They both yelled. Her arm was injured but his hand was destroyed. She fell to the ground but not before kicking him so hard in the stomach he flew back. “God I just Love you.” You joked. “I love you more!” Jack didn’t know why but his hard skipped a beat at that. He knew about the sarcasm occurring but katsumi was flushed red and still had a giant smirk. Anyone would be lucky to face her.
“Ay Maldita seya.. I’m bleeding now. Looks like I’ll have to make you pay.” As Katsumi walked back to attack her she sprinted at him in the blink of an eye. Jumping 20 feet into the air over him, when she landed he was instantly knocked out by her kick. “AND THE WINNER IS ROSALINE HAMMER!!”
She placed a small kiss on Katsumi’s forehead and walked off. “Shouldn’t underestimate a lady.. Adios Pretty boy.” The crowd went absolutely wild for this woman. In two weeks there was going to be the next small tournament and Jack would do anything to get a chance to fight her.
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“Jack my boy, I heard about your little mishap at the tournament. Lucky enough for you your championship match is against that girl. I think your kids would be absolute monsters.. just like us.. don’t let that one slip away.” “Don’t ever compare me to you.” “I won’t” he whispered. As Yujiro walked away with the most menacing grin you’ve ever seen jack was torn.
He’d only met this girl once, but was head over heels for her. Jack knew he would do anything for this girl.. fight her and love her.
“JACK HANMA!” “That’s who I’m fighting. The man who got his face torn off by pickle. I wonder how is he? Haven’t seen him since he left the island after we fought each other and.. this guy though seems legit. Pretty handsome too.” Said rose to her best friend over the Phone. “But if he’s legit then cant he really hurt you?” “Not if I hurt him first!”
“Bestie, I-I have a question.. is jun back?”
“Last I heard he’s broken out of prison, but he hasn’t turned up yet.”
“T-thanks bendićion.”
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“Que Tu haces pretty boy?” “Nothing. Just waiting for our match.” Spoke jack in return. “Well are you excited I sure am. My arms healed up thanks to kureha.” “Hmph.. Say do you wanna go out with me sometime?” “I u-uh.. if you win and if I win you have to give me something I want. To start however, here’s my number.” She said with a smile.
“you got some nice teeth Rosaline. Ya like mine?” He flashed his signature grin. “Are those titanium?” “Sure are.” “I look forward to beating you short stuff.” “We’ll see.”
“ON ONE END WE HAVE THE ROSALINE HAMMER THE GREATEST FEMALE MARTIAL ARTIST FROM JAPAN TO THE CARIBBEAN!!” “ON THE OPPOSITE SIDE WE HAVE JACK HAMMER!!!”
“I thought it was Hanma?” “Ya gotta listen more I already told you that’s my fake/ stage name.” “I thought it matched well enough for this match too.” “Oh really?” She felt her face go red. She was always one to flirt with men openly even if she didn’t like them. But this man made her feel some time of way.. there’s only one other man who ever has done the same.
“FIGHTTTT!!!!”
“Are your moves as good as they appear?” “Sure are.. im also good at wrestling I’ll have to show you sometime. Preferably in a bed.” he said winking. “GYAH!” she squealed. She sprinted at him full speed kicking him, but it only sent him around five feet backwards. “Gonna have to do better than that sweetheart.” He replicated the move but Rosalie was sent flying backwards. Is this how her opponents always felt? She thought.
When she got back up jack was already in front of her and punched her in the stomach. They traded blows to the face, jaw, stomach but neither one budged. She couldn’t even disable his pressure points. The least she was able to do was dodge. After jack punched her in her arms Rosalie decided that was the time to bring out the special moves. Suddenly she started humming confusing him and everyone else. The tune sounded mystic but that of ocean and air..
“Put the rum aside.. Burn the iron.” She sang
Jack was stricken with fear/ intrigue when he’d seen her eyes glow red and hair stand on end.
Jun Guevara taught me this one
She reached towards the ground an smeared the dirt on her face. Rosaline had reached the third part of her final form… “don’t give in to satisfaction!” She sang again Then she violently KICKED JACK SQUARE IN THE STOMACH making him fly into the air and land on his back stunned.
Are you scared now?
“MRS HAMMER HAS JUST WON!!” Yelled the announcer. “oh we aren’t married!” She said embarrassed. “Hehe..”
“That was an amazing match Mrs. Hammer!” said mr Tokugawa. “Mrs why does everyone assume that?!” “You two look good together is all!” The old man said with a cheeky grin. “honestly though the only man I’ve ever seen take him down was pickle himself! and everyone knows how that went.” “I suppose so..” “I should probably go to the hospital but thank you so much mr Tokugawa.” “No problem especially when your match are soo cool!” .
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Jack really did a number on me today Rosaline thought. “Jack did a number on you didn’t he?” joked Dr Kureha. “You should really look at him shinogi.” “He’s actually right here!” he says as he opens the curtain dividers. “Hiya sunshine!” Jacks voice roared in the room. “AYY! Don’t yell so loud!” “I’m just talkin why so sensitive.” He cooed. “I don’t want to hear you two flirting ok?” “Yes sir.” They both replied.
When kureha walked out jack spoke again. “So whatcha want since you beat me? Also that was amazing..” “you’re amazing.” He muttered. “Thank you jack, I could say the same.. I really enjoyed that.” “Likewise sweetheart.” “Anyways, i want a romantic date with you!” “W-what really?” “Yup I was goin to say yes regardless I just wanted to see you work for it!”
“A-awesome. I’ll text you the details when we get out of here.” “I’d like that.” “Alright you two are ready to go!” Said kureha when he entered the room. “Alright thanks doc and bye hot stuff..” she winked at him. “You’re head over heels for her aren’t you jack?” “I u-uh.” .
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Dear diary: Rosaline Hammer/ Hanma 💕
Today I’ve been texting jack sooo much it’s crazy.. I don’t know why but I’m so attracted to that man. Dangerous and a good face! He’s so strong and cute! The only thing stopping me from going all in is Jun. I can’t stop thinking about him either.. I loved him and he was sent away from me. He wrote me sometimes but it just felt like too much. I couldn’t be reminded of him when I would probably never see him again. That’s why I left the island. To start anew. To stop fighting. To stop pirating. Everything reminds me of him. But things don’t always play out how we planned them do they?
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She sighed not wanting to write anymore. She left the book open.. When Checking her phone she saw a message from jack.
Jack💪🏼: Hey Rosaline I uh got the plans for our date..
Rose💕- Ok text me them then
Jack💪🏼: Meet me at xxx street tmwr at 12pm
Rose💕: Okay boooo ty I’ll be there
Jack could feel his heart racing. He obviously flirts openly but with girls he has interest in. He’s also not used to being flirted with back… it’s disheartening that every girl sees him as a beast. An ugly scary monster. But not this girl. It’s like she’s not looking at that but at that inside of him.. he knew he just had to make her his woman. .
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Jack had already been waiting for around 30 minutes just to make sure everything was perfect for their date. He’d set up a lunch at a cabin in the woods which they could hike to together.. something he enjoyed a lot which he thought she might. “JACK!!” Rosaline yelled with a smile. “Oh hello rose!” “Ooo ok Mr Hammer thats new..?” “I suppose i uh can stop calling you it if ya want?” “Nope I love it.. it’s really cute”
He thought he’d been dreaming as she stepped forward and hugged him. This little woman he loves already was hugging him? “I u-uh.” “Cat got ya tongue? Or is it the titanium teeth. I don’t know how you don’t hurt your tongue with those jack.” “I guess I’m used to them.” “Anyways then what do you have planned?!” “Follow me Mrs Hammer..” “J-jack!”
Leaving Rosaline flustered jack thought his little mission was going pretty well. “Alright up this trail I hope you don’t mind hiking!?” “Really jack I love hiking. Back on the islands it was my favorite pastime except for fighting and u-um.” “What did you say?” “Um nothing come on let’s go!”
A/N- (Do I hear a part two?) I hope y’all enjoyed the story so far and give it a like!!
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Gender swapped Ozai and Ursa? I was thinking just the two of them swapped just to see how this would impact Zuko and Azula differently (with Zuko having Ursulo (?) as an already positive/loving father and so may be more or less inclined to accept Iroh, while Azula and Ozia could be seen as more reflective to him). There's also how this corresponds to gender politics in the FN.
I asked by pm if I could put this in my existing Fire Nation Royal Family gender swap AU, and the answer was yes, so continued from: [Link], [Link], [Link], [Link], [Link], [Link], [Link], [Link], [Link], [Link], [Link], [Link], [Link], [Link], [Link], and [Link].
1. The last post was about Oza and Ursulon's marriage and what an utter nightmare it was, so for this post, I want to go a little further back, and talk about Oza's childhood, and about her and her sister's relationship with their mother. Because there never really was a time that Oza had a good relationship with her mother, or ever a time when Ilah was around to notice.
2. Firelord Azula married General Iroh when he was only a captain, and already famed for his brilliant and daring military maneuvers. The young Firelord was gaining a similar reputation of her own, and she liked his style, so she had him assigned to her own personal regiment. Strategic compatibility soon led to genuine regard and friendship, and then to passionate love, and they traveled home at the end of a campaign, to a wedding in the Fire Nation with all the pomp and ceremony a royal wedding can offer. Soon after the wedding, Azula found herself pregnant, and they had a baby girl they named Ilah, after her father. They had expected to have more children, but either Azula didn't concieve again, or she miscarried so early she never knew she was pregnant, and Ilah, perfect little Ilah, remained their only child, and her parents' pride and joy.
3. Now Iroh was a famed military commander, and married to the Firelord or no, he continued to lead his troops in the conquest of the Earth Kingdom, just as his wife did. He was off on campaign when Azula noticed her body changing. Her doctors had assured her this was coming, and she knew she was well past childbearing. And many women gained weight at this time in their lives. But then she felt movement, and she knew. Her doctors felt the movement and nodded amongst themselves, and concurred. She was indeed pregnant.
4. It wasn't long before she was due to give birth that word came that Iroh, Firelord's consort and famed war hero, had fallen in battle, dead in the northern Earth Kingdom. It might have been the baby's time anyway, or it might have been the shock, but either way, Azula went into labor. Calling it a long, difficult labor undersells it. Azula labored for nearly two days. Her doctors whispered amongst themselves how fortunate they were that Ilah was a grown woman, capable of ruling, because surely her mother would die. They whispered about how before the war, they might have brought in a waterbending healer, but of course they couldn't do that now. At long last, they had to cut into her to widen the birth canal, and Oza was born gasping and crying into the world, as if she had been the one to suffer.
5. Azula's body was never the same after. She took months to heal as much as she did, months spent mourning her husband, unable to even look at her new daughter, months when the child lingered without a name. She slept only to dream of Iroh. A better person would have understood that this wasn't her daughter's fault, and learned to love her child, or at least learned to let go and let someone else love her child, to stop hurting her child, but Azula daughter of Soza has never been a better person. And neither was Oza. The bitterest irony of them all is that Oza will never understand that she treated Zura exactly as her mother treated her.
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The Sims 5: SimGuruGrant Talks About Project Rene
During today’s Behind The Sims stream, SimGuruGrant (yes THE Grant) gave players some new info bits on the progress of the next iteration of The Sims, Project Rene. You can check out the video interview by clicking this link here, or read the transcript below.
So, tell us, what’s going on with Project Rene right now?
We are absolutely thrilled to finally put this experience in the hands of some of our players. Well, a small part of the experience. What we’re doing is early days playtesting, and this is just the start of an incredibly long journey. There’s a lot to do, and I’m talking years out, but it is exciting. We’re moving and things are finally starting to happen.
Oooh! Playtesting…So, for those who are new to the gaming sphere, what is playtesting, and what did you explore with this first playtest for Project Rene?
It’s a good question. So, with Project Rene we want to develop this hand-in-hand with our players from the very beginning. So, we’re trying to take small snippets of the game, share it with a limited number of people, and find out what works, what’s fun, what’s too complicated, what needs to be revised.
So, what we did this time was something we call Apartment Customization, where we took what a lot of you know as build or buy mode, so you can place furniture, move it around. But you can also go deeper on individual pieces of furniture. So, this couch you have here, you could change the colors, you could change the pattern, the material, the parts, the size…We let players do that. You could also do this in multiplayer with other people in real time. And then all of your creations can be shared, uploaded, downloaded, so that we can start testing our UGC backend. All of this on both mobile and PC. It’s a lot, and it’s been a really fun test to get started on.
I want to ask a little bit more about the playtest, but I do want to come back to a lot of points that you called out. So, starting with PC and mobile, you guys showed that cross-platform compatibility, and with The Sims™ being such a large game, there’s some concern that it might be a little bit of a shallower experience. So, how are you navigating, taking that from a PC system to now a mobile device?
This is a huge challenge. But the thing that excites us so much is that we can basically remove the barriers to play for The Sims™. So, what we mean by this is that you can have that deep dive at home on your PC, play for 4 hours, change every single thing about a piece of furniture that you imagine, typing in RGB values and changing every single part. So, that’s the PC experience. That’s that true, rich experience that you’re used to. But then, on the go, you can grab your phone and maybe it’s a different experience, maybe you’re grabbing archetypes, preselecting templates or grabbing the stuff that you’ve already created. But what this means is that you can now play The Sims™ wherever you are, without barriers, without restrictions. And we think that’s really powerful and really exciting.
That is exciting. So, let’s say I’m inspired by you right now and I take out my phone, create you now, think you look really cool, and then take that creation of you and actually play with this creation of you on my PC?
100%. The idea is that all of your information is wherever you need it to be. So, as an example, I have a toddler at home, so sometimes I get to game when he’s taking his nap. So, in this case, I could be playing Project Rene on my PC at home. Boom. I hear him crying, he’s up. We’re going to go out and about, go to the park. So then, I might continue what I’m doing on the park bench while he’s safely sliding and I can just pull out my phone, continue where I left off. The idea is that we can customize each platform to match the play style, the person, and what they’re doing and when. And again, that’s really exciting. It’s very difficult, it’s not easy. Something we have to figure out, but it’s really, really exciting for us. And so, it’s one of the challenges we’re trying to take on.
I agree. That is super exciting. I’m telling you, I would play The Sims™ all day, and with Project Rene, it sounds like you’re giving me that capability. So, I’m thrilled But I also want to ask a little bit about the multiplayer experience. The Sims™ historically has been pretty much a single player game outside of The Sims™ Bustin’ Out and The Sims™ Online. And there’s been a long-standing discussion on whether the next iteration or the evolution of The Sims™ should be multiplayer or single player. So, I’m very curious to learn where is Project Rene landing in there?
Project Rene can be both. So, this is a big deal. But the reality is that, yes, we know that our players want to have that intimate personal experience where they’re exploring stories and ideas in single player, but there are also really cool things you could do with others, where you could share, create with your friends, the people that you want. We think we could be both. Now, one thing to keep in mind is that Project Rene is not an MMO. It is not this public, shared space where everything you do is always with other people. You could play on your own, on your terms, and then again, when you want on your terms, you can invite others to come and play with you. That’s the structure that we’re pursuing, and we think that’s really cool and perfect for The Sims™.
I love that for me, because I’m a pretty social person, and I would be very, very excited to play with friends. But there’s also times where it’s like, I’m going to disappear into my own story and kind of do my own thing. So, I think that’s super exciting to know that you’re looking for Project Rene to do both. So, my last question, what stage are we at with Project Rene? You know, more playtests, the releasing next month? I’m kidding. Not releasing next month. But where are we at in this journey for Project Rene, and what can players expect to see in the months and years ahead?
Yeah. Right now, we are really focused on analyzing our recent playtest so that we can use that information to make the game better. We have a long path ahead of us to make Project Rene awesome. But right now we need to introduce our tools to our players in a better fashion. We need to make the mobile experience more accessible, and we need to continue to experiment with how we can curate and recommend UGC content that other players have made to other players, so that you find the best stuff that will make your game better. So, there’s a lot there that we need to figure out to put into our current build. So, again, it’s really early days.
We are trying to analyze our last test and really see what we learned and what we could do about it to make the game better. So, you can expect regular updates from Project Rene in Summits. We’re going to keep talking to you, keep sharing. We also have more tests coming out where we’re going to evaluate different parts of the game, new snippets, more details on that soon, and more details on how to be part of these tests. So, it’s years out, early days. It’s a long-time process that we want to work with you on, but we’re going to keep talking about it, and I can’t wait to share more.
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Marcus Pike x f!reader
Smut.🔞 Lots and lots of female receiving oral. P in V sex. Swearing.
A wild night at college with Marcus. Written for @sturkillerbase, thank you for the support.
"So you've never kissed him? Fooled around a little?"
"No!"
"Definitely a missed opportunity, that man would do anything for you. He would definitely moisten your dry spell."
"Stop it."
"What?! Don't you find him attractive? All brown eyes and broad shoulders. Mmmm."
"I didn't say that."
"Plus he's totally boyfriend material. Sweet, caring."
"Exactly, that's why he's usually someone's boyfriend. He only split from Anna last week."
"So he needs rebound sex. Perfect."
"Not with me he doesn't."
"Why not? Don't you think your friendship will survive seeing each other naked?"
Truth be told, you didn't think you would survive seeing him naked. Marcus had always been attractive but when you first met he was a little awkward, his style was a little dorky. Now, several years later he was confident, his style suited him. His thick hair no longer side combed over his forehead, it was shorter, the natural curl made it stand up off his head. Perfect from carding your fingers through to hold him in place while...nope, this is Marcus. Marcus, who got lost, even with a map, trying to find his dorm the night you met. Marcus, who literally bumped into you despite you being the only two people out. Marcus, who confessed to feeling just as in over his head as you and suggested you help get each other through until the end of the year. Marcus, who kept his word. Marcus, who carried on supporting you through each year. Through every tough assignment, through the social minefield of college, through every bad date and heartbreak. If you didn't have him, you had no idea what you would have done.
Yes, Marcus Pike was boyfriend material but he could never be your boyfriend material. You were so woven together the thought of losing him was too much.
Friendships are move forgiving than relationships. Once you're whole heart is in something it's much easier for it to be broken. You had both learned that the hard way. Better to stay was friends.
The party had started to wind down. It wasn't particularly late but a lot of people had gone to a wilder party at Stevenson Hall. Including Cassie so Marcus walked you back to your building, just off campus.
"What was with Cassie tonight?"
"What do you mean?"
"I dunno she kept staring at me. I saw her talking to you and keep looking over at me. She asked how I was feel after Anna. Then she suggested I get laid to get over it. She's not normally that interested in me."
It's not like Cassie didn't get on with Marcus, they were just very different. Your own friendship with her was definitely opposites attract. She made a great room mate though. You agreed on the core thing but the differences in you lives made you schedules compatible. Basically, she was hardly home but paid half the rent.
"Who knows. She'd had a couple of those purple shots. I have no idea what was in them."
Marcus stopped in his tracks. It took a second for you to realise. Turning back to face him you were met with an accusing stare. "What?"
"I know when you're lying remember. If I did something to offend her, I'd rather know."
"No! I mean you didn't offend her. She was just kidding around, making fun of me."
"Why?"
The blush that rose on your cheeks could be seen even in the dim light of the street lamps. Marcus stepped closer. "You know you can tell me anything. Unless you really don't want to. Just let me know you're okay and we'll never talked about it again."
Did he have to do that? Be so sweet and supportive? It twists your insides, you would do anything for him when he was like this. That's what made you blurt it all out. "I haven't had sex for a while and she suggested that we're such good friends that you could help me with that."
Marcus's face went blank for a moment. You heart was beating so loud you were sure it was echoing off into the darkness surrounding you.
"Would you...is that something you would want?" His tongue darted out of his mouth chasing the words. It made your brain stutter.
"Yes. I mean, no. I mean..." With that the heavens opened. The two of you sprint the rest of the way to your building. Bundling together under the orning as you fumbled with your keys. A warm hand covered yours, guiding the key to the lock. The imagery wasn't lost on you, it sent a shiver up your spine. Marcus was pressed completely into your side. Tilting your head up, your eyes locked for a moment. A moment that stretched out. The rapid drumming of the rain seemed to slow and fade. The air became charged. Every sense honed in on something new. The scent of the wet grass, the faint buzz of the lamp over head, the hairs on you skin standing on end, the deep brown of Marcus's eyes, inviting you to fall into them, the rain water invading you mouth as you parted your lips in a parched sigh.
Everything else crashed back into you consciousness when his lips touched yours. Everything suddenly overwhelming. Even sense, every feeling. You were awash in it all, Marcus was your only anchor. You clung to him as he pressed you up against the door. His lips moving against yours as he molded his broad frame to you. One of your hands found his hair then other his lower back. His hands circled your waist and gently gripped the back off your neck. Everything outside of his touch was lost to you, even time. You had no idea how long you had been letting him steal the air from your lungs. Frankly, you were happy to stay here forever.
Even an ear splitting crack of thunder wasn't enough to break you apart. All it did was move the two of you haphazardly inside. Marcus managed to open the door without moving from you. It was only once you were inside, when your shoes slipped on the wet floor, did he move away. Only for a moment, to lift you up until he could wrap your legs around his waist. Pinning you to the nearest wall, you both groaned as his erection grazed your folds. Pushing himself forward between you legs he repeated the motion. By the fourth pass of his hips the two of you were completely lost, committed to dry humping in your communal hallway. He felt so good against you, you weren't even sure you would ask him to stop if someone walked in.
He applied just enough pressure with each thrust. His lips still glued to yours between pants and moans. Only when you both got close to climax did his lips leave yours. They moved to your neck as buried his head there. His large hands found your ass pulling you closer. He ground into you now, his paced quickening. The pleasure was all consuming, you didn't even notice an orgasm building. Marcus's stutter moan of you name as his hips halted, cresting it's build. Chanting his name, the pleasure unwound from you centre.
After a moment, Marcus gently lowered you to the ground. "Guess we better go get cleaned up." He smiled sheepishly as he turned towards the stairs to your apartment. At first you though he felt bad about about the whole thing until his finger tips found yours, slowly his hand slipped into yours, pulling you along.
Half an hour later, after you had both showered, separately. You sat on the couch.
"I'm sorry if..."
"Sorry I..."
You both blurted apologies in unison. Followed by a burst of uncontrollable laughter that cleared the air.
"I hope that was OK. I don't know what came over me. I haven't done anything like that since I was a horny teen." Marcus grinned wistfully. Life had gotten in the way of simply chasing pleasure.
"It was more than OK." You grinned back at him. "I know what you mean. I was the one that brought it up. I knew you would have stopped if I asked."
"Totally."
"So we're all good."
"Good."
Then was a moment of relatively comfortable silence.
"So...was that enough for you..?"
You blinked owlishly at him. "Sorry, just you said you hadn't had sex. Sorry maybe I'm a little too comfortable around you. We normally talk about everything but maybe this shouldn't be something we..."
"No, it's fine. It was actually kind of nice, the comfortable friendship aspect. I felt safe with you. I wasn't worried about you judging me. I could just focus on the good stuff."
"Yeah. I get that."
Another moment of silence. It was you who broke it this time. "No." His head whipped to yours. "To answer you question from earlier. It wasn't enough." Damn your brain. This was not a good area to be delving further into. At least there were boundaries set. You hadn't fell into bed together in a flurry of passion. You had asked your friend for help. He had made you come as a friend. You knew what he sounded like at the moment of climax, as a friend. You wanted him to take you to your room and fuck you senseless, as a friend. This was completely fine. College was a time of experimention. Who better to experiment with than a good friend. Right? It was fine.
"Do you want to...."
"Yes! If you want..."
"Yes."
"OK."
"OK. Do you have any protection? I didn't bring any."
Practical Marcus was one of your favourites. He always made you feel grounded.
"I do. I'm also clean and on the pill."
Marcus adjusted the bulge in his pants at that. "Marcus, do you want to...without a condom?"
"I'd like to know what it feels like but I've never trusted someone enough."
"Perks of having sex with a friend. Trust and no judgement."
"In that case can we try something else I've wanted to do?"
The thought of him telling you something that he wanted in bed made you wet. "W-what do you want to...?"
"Nothing crazy. Just my sex life pretty much consists of missionary and her on top. I'd like to...." The blush that crept on his cheeks was adorable. He could of asked to rail you in the middle of campus in broad daylight right now and you would say yes. "Could we do it doggy style?" He cringed as the words left his mouth, that made the whole thing more endearing. "Yes, we can fuck like dogs." Another bout of tension easing laughter racked the two of you.
"What about you? Is there anything you want?"
At his question you curled in on yourself. "Hey. Come here." He eased you across the couch and onto his lap. "Safe friendship sex remember?"
"Would you...use your tongue on me?" He swallowed thickly before nodding at your request. "Also, I've never been able to give myself more than one orgasm. I feel too overwhelmed. I've always thought if someone else kept going they could..." The embarrassment returned. Marcus leant forward gently to kiss it away.
The next few moments were achingly gently and slow. You helped each other remove you clothes. Surreptitiously, you checked each other out trying not to stare. That was particularly difficult as you tried to work out how Marcus was going to fit inside you. With the lightest of touches he guided you to lay on your bed before settling between your legs. A long lick between your folds had you throwing your head back into the pillow. Your hips chased his warm mouth. Two strong hands gripping your hips before moving to your lower belly, holding you down. After a few more long licks, he slipped his tongue inside you. The warm, strong muscle stroked your walls as your hands threaded into his hair. One of his hands left your belly to hold you open, once you clit was exposed to him, his tongue rolled and swirled around it. You had never known a feeling like it. It was so intense, it only to took one suck of your clit to make you come. A soundless scream ripped from your throat, as your body curled around his head. His tongue dropped back down your enterance, almost as if he was drinking from you. Before you came down from your high completely, he was lavishing your clit with attention again. The intensity of it threatened to shatter you. At this point you would normally stop touching yourself but you trust Marcus completely. You felt free to chase the intensity. The second time the scream that left you was a loud almost primal one. The third time, when he inserted his fingers just as you were getting close, your screamed his name. The forth time, he curled his fingers just right and a slew of profanity left you.
"Marcus, Marcus. S-stop." You managed to gasp out.
"Are you okay?" He finally lifted his head from between your legs. His lips were puffy from use, shiny from your slick. His hair was tousled from your touch. He looked beautiful.
"Yeah, just..." you couldn't even finish the sentence you just gave a happy sigh and relaxed your heavy body back into the mattress.
"If you've had enough. We don't have to...."
"No, I want to." I want you.
He smiled, the one that lights up his whole face. Touching you as if you were fragile, he rolled you over, easily, since your body was like jelly.
Once you were on your front he got on the bed behind you. With care, he lifted you hips until you raised your knees up the bed, presenting your glistening pussy to him. "Ready?" He asked stoking your lower back.
"Yes."
The aching slowness returning as he slide inside you. You soaked walls offering little resistance to his thick length.
"Jesus. Fuck." He eventually growled. Pride swelled in your chest at the effect you were having on him. "Baby, I need a minute. I don't want to come straight away."
Tears pricked at your eyes. Marcus always called you pet names. A habit he picked up from his grandmother. 'Baby' was new. It felt more intimate than any other name he gave you. Trying to stay still, you suppressed a sob. How had you been so stupid? How did you think that you could have casual sex with a man that you were hopelessly in love with? Marcus's cock dragging out of you before slamming back in helped you box up all of those feelings. This felt incredible. Just focus on the stretch of his cock. The sound of his moans. The muttering of you name in that sinful voice.
"Marcus, you feel so good. So big."
"I think that's because you're so tight. Opened you up so much but you're still so tight. Fuck." He bottomed out again. "Can I go faster? Harder?"
The yes that left you was less of an agreement more of a plea. As soon as it hit his ears, he picked up the pace. His gripped his hips as he pound into you. He made you come just from his cock. Which had never happened to you before. You were still processing it when you came again. This time Marcus followed his come filling you. Ropes and ropes pulsed out of his cock, buried to the hilt inside you. For a blissful moment he slumped over you, holding you from behind.
"We should get you cleaned up." It was a sweet sentiment than ended with him fucking you in the bathroom. Your leg thrown up on the counter as he entered you from behind again. This time you got to see his face contoured in pleasure in the mirror. He was gorgeous as he fucked you with wild abandon. His fingers found your clit as he pounded into your g spot. When you came you squirted all over his cock and the counter, another first. This lead to him sitting you up there to clean you with his tongue.
The sun was coming up by the time you were actually cleaned up and showing Marcus the door.
"So we're good right?" He asked as he stepped outside.
"Yeah. It was fun. What's a one night stand between friends? We're fine."
As you stepped back inside, eyeing the wall he made you come against you knew you were a million miles away from fine.
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Okay I’m watching Exandria Unlimited: Calamity so prepare to be sick of me! Imma tag spoilers and shouldn’t be too annoying cause ya boy is Not Commenting on everything cause these episodes are Long)
Im 2 hours into the first episode, I love them all. Brennan is incredible I love his style. I love how each of them have their own strengths, I’ve always found Matt’s knowledge of lore and his ability to connect the story in a fascinating way to be my favourite part about his DMing. For Aabria i think she does an incredible job with NPC’s I never really forget that they’re there which is cool. I haven’t actually seen much of her Critical Role DMing but I watched Misfits and Magic and her NPC’s are amazing I adore them.
Brennan brings such magic to his descriptions tho it’s incredible. He’s always tying it back to the characters themselves, allows so much freedom and yet fucks with everyone so much. He feels like a benevolent trickster god. Like if Artagan was real.
Moving on to the characters themselves!!!!! Yes my loves this will be a long post. So far I have only watched their introductions so my opinions may change
Zerxus - this man be ballsy as fuck. Yall see the fucking a weird giant being of light and tell them to stop what they’re doing??? That’s bigger than the being who’s HAND YOU ARE STANDING ON. His conversation with Elias hurt a little bit. Im sure nothing will go wrong there
Loquatius - this is just Sam. Iconic, amazing, an attention whore. The ABC’s of Sam (for legal reasons this is a joke). In all seriousness I think he genuinely does love Laerryn and it’s just not a compatible relationship anymore.
Laerryn - Im already in love. Can we take a second to appreciate Aabria absolutely freaking out over everything going on and the moment her character is introduced she goes full on role play moment Im in love!! Idk I just kinda….resonate with her a bit? Always looking for the next thing to go wrong, disliking small talk, ya know the works. Obviously I’m not gonna destroy a bunch of shit due to my hubris but that might just be because I don’t have magic soooooo
Nydas - he reminds me of Fabian so much I adore him. Morals? Who’s she? Nah I adore him. I do think he genuinely cares about people but cares more about himself and his wealth. Who knows maybe that’ll be part of his character development. I’m sure nothing will go wrong in the meantime :)
Cerrit - now y’all know I adore Travis. Cerrit is so COOL. Idk, I love the idea of someone who doesn’t have magic being in a party filled with people with magic it just amuses me. I’m very excited to see where this goes also seems like we’re getting a murder mystery?? And by murder I mean consumed by an entity of unknown origin???? Loving it
Patia - again I’m in love. Marisha Ray is incredible and The Range??????? Keyleth the most awkward motherfucker to ever exist and then Patia a stone cold ice Queen. Fuck the defrosting ice Queen trope if she burns the world down out of sheer disregard I would still kneel before her because I love her. Yes thank you I am in love with Marisha Ray and no I will not apologise
This was longer than I thought it was going to be.
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just-my-type-x · 2 years
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Wait you guys might be on to something. You think he knows and while he doesnt like the way fans take over the narrative and make it something else, he secretly enjoys all the attention while the women in this case Stas carry on this obsession? Because this would so explain the whole Shea thing too. For years she bullied and fought the idea of another girl around him, obsessed over the idea of more with him and them being compatible in the same way Stas is currently doing. Did these weird photoshoots and videos with him. He then ignored the shipping but still did enough to push it forward by again posting photos and videos about her. He’s done it with both. Shea the patty cake video when so many had mixed feelings about the Always tired shoot, the photo dumps, and with Stas; the video of her and him at edc holding hands and sliding down the slides, and little comments on how she made him like festivals or came over to dye his hair, aggressively kissing the cross necklace she gave him in the react channel when so many made a big deal about that plastic thing. The only one he doesnt do that to is Amber and i think its because she’s publicly said there’s nothing going on. Sometimes even the comments he favorites are girls expressing how they’re in love with him and more.
Plus both girls tend to write this very depressing and moody poetry and loose themselves in the process by mimicking his style. Its all very strange but also interesting to analyze because yes do they do it on their own, or is the reason they take it so far because they know he supports it? Is he happy being single and controlling his own narrative but also enjoys the attention these girls give him 🤔?
Ngl my head went like this 🤯 reading this because i tried connecting the dots while remembering all the stuff u mentioned haha. I think he doesn't afford putting Amber in all this because tbh she's the only one who has her head on her shoulders and doesn't let her life rulled by a man, she puts herself first and doesn't need colby to be relevant. While she doesn't need relevance from Colby, stas needs it cuz otherwise she doesn't have a job. To be honest, i don't think the girls would continue to be in this position if they had nothing to gain from him. I mean he does delete comments where he's shipped with her, yet she doesn't like being called out by fans who say he's not into her. To me it's like a tom and jerry type of thing, because colby pushes this away, while stas attracts everything to shove it in Colby's face? idk, to me it looks like she takes every comment and she's like "look, look, they're shipping us why can't u just accept this". I know it sounds rude but i had no way into proving what i actually think this whole merry-go-round of their is. It also sucks that shea is just brought up randomly whenever people tend to talk too much about Colby being interested in the other one so he just throws people off by doing stuff like this with someone else just to erase suspicion. I think he really enjoys being single and whenever there's something too serious, he finds a way to let people know he didn't change his mind. he backs away when things are misunderstood, moment when the girls take action and go above and beyond to prove otherwise. It sucks to be in their shoes, because i wouldn't bark at this tree for such a long time, being aware that i gain nothing for my feelings, i get disappointed and not necessarily used, but they're so far up stuck in his ass that they do whatever fits the gossip
I've seen a lot of fans say colby should make up his mind and stop playing games cuz it's tiring and boring, but the girls are also doing this willingly for the hell of it or they actually believe there's actually something more going on
And as of the kissing of the necklace, i doubt he was doing that thinking where he got it from and i really don't understand how people can go above and beyond worshipping this kind of gesture between, as far as what we know, friends, when knowing Colby's very religious as he is
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nancydrewwouldnever · 2 years
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For the love bomber thing, it seems like it’s a part of his behavior. I’m like that because I would focus on a person for two weeks to a month with affection then I’m out because I lost interest in them or the spark fizzled out so quickly. For me I think it has to do with compatibility, if I feel like you don’t fit with what I want for my future then it’s pointless. He probably was doing that even with relationships that lasted more than 6 months, and he will do more so in the future especially if he wants to follow through the whole laser focus thing. It’s not really an excuse for me, him, or anyone else who has that sort of behavior for that matter lol. I also feel like any relationships he had in the past didn’t last because (if the breakups were initiated by his exes) they didn’t know how to handle him, like you said with the whole hot/cold thing. Him breaking up with them most likely has to do with lack of interest.
Although JS is almost unique situation for the assessment because I’ve heard (not sure if it’s true) that she made fun of his anxiety, and CE being a homebody annoyed her?
Then we’ve got the whole dogs eating chocolate situation, which could be a reasonable answer for the breakup if she was very unsympathetic about the situation itself. (If my bf was unsympathetic about the situation, sorry but we’re done.) I think when it comes to his past relationships…JS is a complicated matter.
Sorry for this commentary, I think it’s really interesting to analyze his behavior and his past relationships even if we’re wrong.
Thank you for your insight, Anon, I really appreciate your first hand account of that attachment style.
As too JS and his anxiety... you know, there's some little asides she would put out there, and if you squinted and tilted your head, yes it seemed to be about his situation. But then, again, it all depends on your take on it. The fandom at the time was really happy to read everything she said or did in a negative light and as her disrespecting him. I don't think it was, but I also don't think she had the type of personality to be patient with someone with sever anxiety.
One tweet, for instance, that I found off-putting:
August 9, 2016: When anxiety creates pain in yr brain, say I LOVE YOU to the ones u love, have a lil sip of water, lean on the inevitability of a new day.
(So, this was written when they were both in L.A. together.) Yeah, no, that's not how you cope with major anxiety, Jen Jen.
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takohebi: 🗺 savvy and cater, 🩹 for violetta and jade
I lost all that I'd typed up when I had almost finished answering ... tumblr whyyyyyyyyy.
Thanks for the asks @takohebi! Even if one of them was an ask I kinda begged someone to send, heheh. I'm going to have to write the Savvy & Cater stuff out as a proper fic to really get it how I want it.
🩹 for Violetta & Jade: What do they do when their s/o gets hurt? Do they fuss over them? Nurse them back to health?
Violetta and Jade are both fussers and nursers, but in very different ways. Violetta is more firm and practical. She may be tiny, but she will demand that you rest and give her your arm so she can check up on the injury you got, and let her do what she needs to help you. It's a rare assertive, bold Violetta, and Jade's ... impressed. He wonder if he can get her to be like this in other ways.
Now, with Jade ... this is where you see him get kind of emotional. Violetta is his, and she's been hurt, and when something precious to him is hurt, he worries. Of course, he'll do what he can to get her help and nurse her as much as he can, but he'll get overprotective. If anyone comes to visit - even if it's a doctor - Jade will stay in the room, sitting on the edge of the bed, just There, making his presence known and keeping an eye on things. If the doctor needs him to leave, he'll be rather reluctant, but he'll be waiting right outside the door. Jade will also be quite sure that whatever got Violetta into this state doesn't happen again.
🗺 for Savvy & Cater: How would they handle long-distance relationships? Do they wait for their s/o to contact them, or do they spam their messages with every little thing that reminds them of their s/o?
Congratulations, Savvy and Cater: you're both spammers. At least you have a compatible texting style. But that won't be the only thing reminding you of one another while you're apart.
These two are going to be pros at long-distance relationships by the time they finally tie the knot. (Yes, I am one of Those Shippers who plans the whole future of a ship when I get super invested, I have names for their kids and everything.) There are several periods where they have to make the long-distance thing work. And a certain move by Savvy right before the first time they were separated helped move things along … 
(Waaaayyy too much about this ship in the cut below. It's long, even after trimming it. But I have SO MANY THOUGHTS about them, thank you for letting me get some of them out into the open!)
Cater, like all other NRC seniors, is leaving for his internship. The seniors will be gone for most of the year. Even though he’ll be back before graduation, he’s already mentally preparing himself for when he has to say goodbye to everyone for real. After all, he’s a pro at having to say goodbye by now, right?
The thing bothering him the most is how he feels about Savvy. They’re friends, but they both know that they like each other, and they have hunches that the other one shares their feelings … still, they both have their reasons for holding back. Cater doesn’t want to be vulnerable, and Savvy wants to feel like she’s important enough to him for him to risk that vulnerability. It’s a big game of emotional chicken. They want the other one to blink first.
When Cater was in the mirror chamber, about to take off, Savvy came running in to say goodbye. He’d sent her a text earlier in the day, thinking he’d be able to get away with just that so that he wouldn’t have too many feelings about it. (He’s already had enough saying goodbye to the underclassmen in his dorm …) She ends up giving him a hug, and also kisses his cheek. Of course, he thinks it’s cute, but after a week or so, something strikes him as odd, so he sends Savvy a text …
heyyyy, so, weird and maybe awkward question time?
Whatever it is I didn’t do it
um, no, you did, actually
you kissed me
… Don’t tell me you just realized this
staaahhhhhhp.
so, here’s where it gets weird:
did you have anything on when you did?
👀 ...
LIKE LIPSTICK
I MEAN LIKE LIPSTICK
just answer me savvy ffs i’m dyin 💀
I had some lip gloss on ✨💄✨
… ok, but like, was there anything in it
🧐 There usually is
i mean, anything special tho
this is gonna sound super weird
but the spot where you kissed me has been all tingly off and on for like, two weeks now
… 😰 wait
Are you allergic to duskberries
nope
… OM7 it worked 😂
what
😳
WHAT DID YOU DO
SAVVYYYYYYYYYY 
It’ll wear off after a while OM7 I’m so sorry Cay but this is also super hilarious
savvy whyyyyyyyyy
I needed to test it out
Is it tingly like, right now?
yeah, that’s why I asked
but WAIT A MINUTE BACK UP
what was that about it working savvy pls
You thought about me didn’t you
You thought about me, and it started tingling
… OM7
SAVVY
SAVVYYYYYYY
WHYYYYYY 😭😭😭
It doesn’t show up or anything does it?
NO BUT LIKE
I CAN FEEL IT
Does it burn?
noooo!!! it just feels like it’s THERE like you JUST kissed me instead of two weeks ago!!!
how did you even do that?!
Now I know you’re thinking about me 😏
that’s so sneaky but also genius UGH
i’m gonna get you for this
JSYK
don’t know how or when but I WILL
And he does. By the time Cater graduates, he and Savvy have made it official. On graduation day, she can see that he’s wearing something new - a simple bracelet with a diamond-shaped charm ♦️. And he gifts her a matching one.
The bracelets are enchanted to where the charm shimmers whenever one of the wearers thinks about the other. He got the idea from her lip gloss, of course. But HE wasn’t sneaky about it, and he teases her about that regularly.
Considering the fact that when Savvy graduates, she’s going off to Briar Valley where the tech is iffy, and Cater is going to be touring with a band for a few years? They’re going to need that sort of thing to remind themselves that the other one still thinks about them and loves them, even when they can’t see and touch each other.
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That's such an interesting idea and I really wish we got to see more examples of it... Kabuto and Yamato are the only ones we've seen Bloodline Limits get transferred to, and even with that, I'm not sure if the blood solution was modified beforehand or not!
It would've been so cool to see ninja like Orochimaru go more in-depth with why they couldn't replicate Kekkei Genkai through blood fusions alone-- especially when his own underling Kabuto managed to do it... seemingly using that exact method.
Like, does your chakra network have it's own specialized immune system in addition to your ol' run-of-the-mill lymphatic system? Does it attack and reject anything that doesn't fit your natural chakra affinity? When you learn new natures, are you forcefully changing the very genes in your chakra pathway system through epigenetics? Is the compatibility of your chakra network in particular what leads to it developing at all? If yes, can't you grow the cells able to accommodate the Limit using stem cells, and implant them in the chakra system? How would that work if the pathway doesn't work properly...
People like Rock Lee can barely use chakra at all, but is that because their pathway cells don't have the receptors capable of turning that energy into something tangible, like say, fire?
Or are the cells in the tenketsu points just not sensitive enough to the chemicals that produce the chakra to begin with, like in Type 2 Diabetes-- keeping most of it locked in the pathway system, unable to leave because the cells are too desensitized?
This so long, and it kinda goes off topic a bit, I hope you don't mind! I also think this concept is super interesting, and I couldn't help yammering about it lol :b
Well, of all of my rambling, I didn’t expect this one to get such a long ask. I’m not saying it’s a bad thing, not at all! Just unexpected. Let’s see if I can provide some answers.
I don’t recall Kabuto having a Kekkei Genkai at all, but with Yamato, I think it was being implanted with Hashirama Senju's cells rather than blood. There were a lot of cases of that, it’d be a wonder if any of his corpse is actually left, really. But some did it to try and get Wood Style, some did it to extend their life… somehow… But it would also be a question of whether or not the body would attack those foreign cells and kill them off, or if they have some sort of medical ninjutsu or drugs to suppress their immune system, like a transplant patient.
Again, I do not remember Kabuto having a bloodline limit. He did have a sage mode, which might be what you’re thinking of, especially since Orochimaru does not seem to have a sage mode himself.
There is the way Orochimaru takes over his vessels, which definitely seems to have something to do with chakra, considering Sasuke managed to seal him in his curse mark, and Orochimaru managed to take over Kabuto to an extent through the remains Kabuto implanted into himself. I don’t know if learning new chakra natures is necessarily a huge change, but I am basing that off of Sasuke having learnt a jutsu that didn’t match his natural chakra nature when he was an academy student. In fact, most, if not all, the Jonin in Naruto tend to be able to use two or three chakra natures. So I doubt it's anything as drastic as changing their own genes.
Rock Lee is actually explained, in that he has an underdeveloped chakra circulatory system, which is why he cannot use ninjutsu or genjutsu. He does have SOME chakra usage though, he can walk up walls and on water, after all.
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m39 · 1 year
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Doom WADs’ Roulette (2004): Massmouthmas
We meet again Mistah Bond- I-I mean MassMouth.
What? No! I’m not a Russian, you alien-looking freak! I’m twat from Poland thank you very much!
Oh, of course! Just because I’m dressed up in red it automatically means I’m some kind of Commie from the sixties to you, EH?!
No! That friend of yours I killed was an accident! My railgun tends to fire on itself!
Yes! I washed my right hand’s mouth with soap for his filthy language! Who do think I am?! Dumbass who’s gonna tolerate this crap?!
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You know what? Termintate this joke. Let’s just get to the review.
S3: Massmouthmas
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Main author(s): Mike Watson (Cyb)
Release date: Christmas Day, 2004 (database upload)
Version played: ???
Required port compatibility: ZDoom
Levels: 3 (hub style)
It’s Christmas Eve, people! So why not tickle our inner Kris Kringle and play some Christmas WAD. Today we are going to look at the expansion pack for MassMouth 2, called... Massmouthmas.
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HILARIOUS AND ORIGINAL TITLE!!! >8]
Now, folks, before I’ll get into this WAD, I’d like to recommend you to read my review of the MassMouth 2 WAD before checking it out. Here is a link to it:  ==>
Come back when you are done with that one.
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Are you done?
Good. Now let’s take a look at MassMouth’s Christmas Special.
The story takes place before the events of MassMouth 2. Our titular hero is spending his time on vacation when suddenly he gets a call from his boss, The Worm. He says that there is a problem with one of his buddies (implied to be Santa himself), in that the latter’s factory is shut down and it needs to be turned back online. And since MassMouth is nearby, he’s given this task. So now MassMouth must restore power to the factory, while also uncovering some mysteries about the nearby region in between.
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This expansion looks rather good (providing that the walls don’t glitch out). According to Cyb himself, this WAD took only FOUR DAYS of development. And you know what? It’s kind of impressive for such a short development cycle. I can feel some Christmas spirit while playing it, particularly at the end.
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Music was also rather enjoyable to listen to. Even though I felt it was kind of too loud for 65% of the volume, I don’t really have anything to complain about this subject. My favorite track is Snow and thunder from the Factory section. It is also really funny when fighting the snowmen in the waste dumping area, you will be hearing MIDIfied Frosty the Snowman playing in the background. It made the battle incredibly hilarious.
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Do not expect the typical Doom gameplay from Massmouthmas. This expansion feels more akin to Half-Life, with a greater focus on solving puzzles and exploring. It’s far from being cryptic thankfully. You won’t spend a few hours looking for that one switch while going from one end of a map to another.
This WAD is hub-based, split into three areas:
Snowy Hills,
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Factory,
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and Ice Caves.
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There isn’t really a problem moving between them. Maybe asides from the elevator to Ice Caves being kind of slow to bring down and bring up again.
If you end up having some trouble playing this WAD, let me give some advice:
First off, you need to power up the main generator with eight fuel crystals. To grab these crystals you need to have a shovel which you will grab near the generator. This task is kind of tedious since you can only carry two of these crystals at once, so you end up forced to go back and forward between Snow Hills and Ice Caves.
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Secondly, after turning on the second boiler in Snowy Hills (the one behind the yellow bars) you must go to the cave near MassMouth’s hut. There will be now a melted water pool that will lead you to the mini-boss fight and The Eye, which will let you grab the red key.
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Lastly, after turning the Factory back online, you will get a message from Worm to meet his colleague near the caves. Just exit Ice Caves from the north and go by a narrow passage after getting outside.
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I’m sure you will do great with the rest of the WAD without any guide.
In Factory, there are also computers with logs when you press the use key on them. I strongly recommend checking them out since not only do they kind of expand the lore of Massmouthmas, but at least two of these will also give you hints on finishing this expansion.
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Massmouthmas isn’t really challenging at all. For starters, there are no hitscanners, and even if the new enemies tend to hit like a truck unless you count the final encounter, nothing will touch you if you are good at dodging projectiles.
And speaking of the new enemies, there are three of these:
Ice Guys are just Wendigoes from Hexen, as in they shoot ice shards at you that can bounce off the walls.
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Evil Snowmen don’t really need a description. They actually start out as props that come to life after draining out the factory wastes. They are tanky but they have a large wind-up before they throw a snowball at you.
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Finally, there is a final boss of this expansion: Evil Robot. A flying tin can that either shoots a barrage of energy bolts or a BFG blast at you. You can only hurt it just as it’s about to fire. If you damage it enough, it will shoot only one bolt at you. Probably the only enemy in the WAD that will give you some trouble. Thankfully, you get a Railgun to fight it. Six to seven shoots and it’s destroyed.
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While Massmouthmas doesn’t have that many bugs and can be finished, there are moments (especially in the Factory section) where walls are invisible, so you end up not only looking at what’s behind the wall but also the void on the parts of the floor/ceiling that are covered by it. I have no idea if this is because of Cyb’s sloppy work (remember, he did this WAD in just four days) or due to my version GZDoom going apeshit, but either way, it’s disturbing. There is also a moment where the part of the production line that turns wooden planks into toys have graphical problems.
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Other than that, the text file mentions some misalignments in the Ice Caves section (which I didn’t notice) and broken scripts if you try really hard to do that.
And that’s all for Massmouthmas. A rather good expansion for MassMouth 2 (even though I have to put both WAD files in the same file as GZDoom) which not only is filled with Christmas spirit but is also a rather nice sendoff to the titular alien. And it’s miles better than H2H-Xmas, even when it forces you to stay in one place to force to listen to some dialogue (because ZDoom).
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That’s all for the Runner-ups from Cacowards 2004. But remember, there is still an Honorable Mention to talk about.
See you next time, folks, as we will be taking a look at the sequel to Icarus: Alien Vanguard.
MERRY KRIMA!!!!11!!1!
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sockich · 3 years
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Because I still have shit to say, apparently.
The thing that’s been really frustrating me about how the Adam/Eric break-up played out and how people have been reacting to it, is that I think there are two entirely different things at play here, and conflating them creates confusion.
The first thing is Eric feeling the need to break up with Adam because he feels like he can’t be his true self with him. And this might be controversial, but I think Eric had every right to do that. No matter what, everyone always has the right to break up with someone if the relationship doesn’t work for them.
The second thing is that, for the moment (we’ll see how a potential season 4 deals with this), I get the sense the show wants me to believe that objectively speaking, Eric was correct in thinking he couldn’t be himself with Adam, that he was losing himself because of Adam. And that’s the thing I have a problem with.
People have already talked about how Adam never once tried to get Eric to be anything but his true self as far as Eric’s behaviour and style goes. And while, yes, he wasn’t out to his mum yet, he was out to literally everyone else in their lives—and all he was asking for was a little time to gather the courage to come out to his mum too. But the thing I want to talk about is how, after a whole season of Adam going out of his comfort zone in various ways (and not just for Eric, but for his own sake too, like asking Ms Sands for help in getting better with school), Adam says he didn’t think putting make up on and going to a gay club would be his thing, and Eric immediately, without even talking to him about it, decided that was a fixed point of Adam’s character and that meant Adam wasn’t the guy for him.
And again, I’m not actually saying Eric was wrong to feel that. I’m just saying that, based on Adam’s pattern of behaviour, I wish the show wouldn’t act as if it was an objective truth.
Because the thing is, Adam doesn’t like poetry. That’s not his thing either. And the second Eric actually used his words and told him that he liked it, Adam went and not only read a poetry book, but actually put real, impressive effort into writing poetry himself. All because Eric told him he liked it.
What I’m saying is, the idea that Adam wouldn’t agree to go to a gay club with Eric (with or without putting make-up on himself), if Eric actually expressed that it mattered to him, just doesn’t work for me.
So, yeah, Eric broke up with Adam because he wanted to fly while Adam’s still learning to walk and, you know what, that’s fair enough. But it seems to me that the only reason Eric didn’t think Adam was ready to fly is because he never actually paid all that much attention to Adam, and all the ways in which he already wasn’t the person Eric thought he was. (See also Eric’s dismissive laughter at the idea Adam could ever write him poetry, when in fact, that’s exactly what Adam then did.)
Also, I really could have gone without the idea that not wanting to go out to a gay club while wearing make-up means Adam isn’t ready to fly. It probably means he and Eric aren’t compatible, sure, but it’s not actually a sign that Adam isn’t on Eric’s evolved level of queerness yet. Shockingly enough, it’s possible to be a fully realized queer without enjoying the club scene!
Idk, I just wish the break-up happened because Eric realized they weren’t compatible because they enjoy different things. Presenting it as an issue of Adam not being on Eric’s level of queerness yet really left a bad taste in my mouth, especially as it was used as a way to sort of excuse Eric cheating.
And I know Adam loves Eric and is devastated by the break-up, but the main reason I’m okay with it is because he deserves better than someone who not only constantly pushes him out of his comfort zone, but then completely fails to even see the progress he’s making.
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The Break-Up Playlist - Jaehyun AU
Hi! this one is def one of the longest stories I've written (apart from series) I'm trying out a different style this time. I hope you like it!🤍 pls do note that all characters mentioned in this story are fictional.
Enjoy!
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All works are copyrighted ©scarletwinterxx 2020 . Do not repost, re-write without the permission of author.
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Track One: Take a shot, take a chance, take my hand, boy
You've heard that name before, through whispers, gossips, murmurs of people around you whenever he enters the rooms.
Jung Jaehyun, he said that was his name is.
His name suites his appearance. He looked like a Jaehyun, whatever that meant in your mind. You also noticed the cute dimple on his cheeks, definitely the most prominent feature on his handsome face.
"It would be nice to know your name too" he tells you, the cheeky smile still on his lips as he waits for you to say your name. Not noticing you were too busy looking at him to reply back.
"Y/N, Y/L/N Y/N"
"Can I get you a drink, Y/N?"
There must be something about him, you were yet to find out what it was, but Jaehyun easily pulled a yes from you. The night is still pretty young and you did come to this party to mingle and have some fun. Jaehyun seems like good company, so you said yes.
You can already feel a number of eyes on you as Jaehyun guides you through the crowd. One hand resting on your back so as not to loose you as he navigates the two of you to the kitchen were the drinks are. Now you understand why his name was a constant mention on conversations, Jaehyun is the main character around here. He definitely looks the part but doesn't exude that cocky-full of himself-sits high and mighty-type of vibe. He's easy to carry a conversation with, a bit of a dork and definitely a gentleman.
As the hands on the clock turns, the distance between the two of you become less and less. Laughing at each other's lame jokes because you've had one two many drinks and everything seems funnier after midnight.
"Tell me, Jaehyun. Why did you talk to me?" you ask, genuinely curious why he approached you tonight. It's not the first time you attended the same party, but never once did he try talk to you.
"Because I wanted to get to know you better" you snickered at his answer, "I've heard that somewhere before and it never ends well"
"Something tells me you've seen too many movies or you've only ever met assholes"
"And you're not?"
He smiles at your question, never once have he been asked that question straight to his face. It's either the alcohol talking or it's really you.
"I don't think you'll believe me even if I tell you no, so what do you say I take you out on a proper date and prove myself worthy of your time"
How did you go from looking at him from across the room to him asking you out on a date, you're not so sure yourself. Again, you find yourself considering saying yes to him.
"Don't think too much about it, if it doesn't work out then we can be friends. I really like talking to you, Y/N"
"Me too"
"Is that a yes?" you took one last swig of the drink you're holding before looking back at him, not so discreetly looking at his lips first
"Do I have spell it out or" you joked, the boy opposite you sending a smirk your way.
"A date then"
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Track Two: good god how you kiss me
Three dates.
Three dates with Jaehyun, each and every single time he outdoes himself. You didn't expect just how much of a hopeless romantic he was, but after your first date you realized this boy was a sucker for all things cute and romantic.
He was living up to his valentine boy nickname.
The first date, he took you out for dinner. A must he says, crucial stage. He says it's important to know your date on the first night out so that way you'll both know if you're compatible with each other
"Did you do some kind of research on first dates or you've been on your fair share of this?" you ask as the two of you wait for your food to be served.
You've heard enough stories about Jaehyun. He doesn't sleep around or is a fuckboy of any sort. But you did hear he's quite a flirty guy, seen out on casual dates every now and then.
"No, I just made it up. I'd ask you out to the movies but not on the first date, we'll never get the chance to talk"
"So a dinner date is the best option?"
"It's nice to have a romantic dinner with a beautiful lady atleast once in my life, right?"
You shook your head at his statement, "And how many time have you said that?"
"Once. To be honest, it sounded better in my head" you just laugh at his answer, he was a flirt that much you can tell. He is good company, he didn't rush into things. Letting it flow naturally.
Jaehyun knows you've heard stories about him, that was one of the first things you've asked about him the night you met. You're very straight forward and he appreciates you for that. Instead of assuming and believing stories told by other people, you asked him if there were any truth to the tales being told about him. He gladly answered all your questions, hoping you won't think about running for the hills.
You didn't.
The night went better than you thought, much like the first conversation you had with him at the party this one was just as fun. There's not a dull second with this guy, you learned.
On the second date, he took you out bowling. Your favorite sport and the only one you can do decently.
"I'm so going to beat you" you taunt him, making the boy smirk at you.
Jaehyun is a competitive guy, passionate when it comes to doing things. He isn't a man who half-ass anything. If he wants to succeed at something you best believe he'll work hard for it.
"Let's bet on it" he tells you, picking the perfect ball for tonight's game.
"Okay, what does the winner get?"
"If I win, go on a third date with me" he says, looking over at you with a serious face.
He didn't have to wager that, even if he loses tonight you're sure you'd agree to go on another date with him. You liked hanging out with Jaehyun. You like Jaehyun but it felt too soon to say that.
"That's it?" he nods
"What about you, what do you want if you win?" he asks in return, a smirk forming on his lips as he watches you think about what you wanted as your prize.
"Winner can ask for anything?"
"Anything, baby. Name it, it's yours"
You smirk at his words, picking up the ball you chose earlier. "I get to pick where we go on our third date" letting go of the ball, hitting all the pins on the end of the lane.
First strike.
Not the answer Jaehyun expected, but who was he to say no when you're smiling at him like that. You could've asked for the moon and he would look for a way to give it to you. He's not sure if it's too soon to say he likes you, but he does.
He really really likes you.
He can't stop thinking about you, when you're not around he can't wait until the next time he gets to see you again. When you each other at campus and you send a smile at him from across the room, he can't help but feel like his day just got ten times better. He finds himself smiling at his phone whenever your name flashes on the screen. His mind is consumed by you, just you.
Jaehyun is a competitive guy, but for you he's willing to lose every game.
After the game and a quick dinner out, Jaehyun drove you back to your apartment. He always insists on walking you to the front door, making sure you make it safely inside before he walks back to his car.
"I had fun tonight" you tell him, smiling at the boy you're pretty sure you like.
"Me too" Jaehyun was standing a step below you, thus your eyes were almost level with his. He was still taller than you, a little thing you found so endearing about him.
"Even though you lost?" teasing him a bit, knowing about his competitive side. He just shook his head, smiling back at you.
For a while neither of you said anything, just smiling at each other. If anyone was to walk by, they'd probably think you two looked stupid, smiling dorkly at each other like this.
You don't miss the way his eyes flicker to your lips, making you bite your lower lip out of consciousness.
Jaehyun knew he had to kiss you, it might kill him if he doesn't.
If you let him, he'd love to taste your lips against his. He'd have the sweetest dreams about you, only to wake up wanting you even more. And now you're standing in front of him looking the way you do. It's taking every bit of his self-control to not push you against a wall and kiss you senseless.
Without his gaze leaving your lips he speaks again, "About that third date, where do you want to go?"
"Uh I really want to go the aquarium, I know it sounds a bit childish but I've never been so" you smile shyly at him.
God you were so adorable, it took every strength in his will not to kiss you right then and there.
"Jae?"
"Mhm?"
"Are you okay? why are your ears red?" you ask, noticing he seemed a bit distracted and his ears turned red when you asked him.
This seemed to shake him out of his trance, looking down at his shoes. You chuckle at how cute he looked, placing your hands on his ears. They felt warm against your cold hands.
"I know, my hands are always cold like this" you say when he looks at you, noticing that the distance between your faces were much less than before. Once again biting on your lower lip out of nervousness.
You feel his hands on your waist, gently holding you in place
"If you're going to kiss me, just do it" you giggle at his reaction, he definitely didn't expect you to call him out like that. Looking straight into his eyes as if daring him to make the next move.
Finally he did. And boy was he right, he probably would've regret it if he didn't. Your lips tasted so sweet against his. Peach lip balm, the one you always wears he could tell.
Your hands are now behind his neck, his arms around your waist. Getting lost in each other lips. He could do this all night, if you let him. Jaehyun swear he has never tasted something sweeter than this.
Feeling him smile against your lips, he gives you one last peck before breaking away. Smiling at him too, feeling your cheeks redden as he pepper kisses across your face this time.
"Go, I might just keep you here all night if we don't stop now"
You blush at his words, kissing him one more time before stepping back from his embrace. You mutter a goodbye before walking inside, smiling to yourself cause you can still his lips on yours.
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Track Three: no one warned me about you
Kissing Jaehyun has always made you feel like your head is spinning, like the hands on the clock stops ticking, like it's just you and him.
Feeling his kisses across your skin, from your lips to your nose to your cheek, jaw until he found his target spot. He loved kissing your neck, you learned.
"I swear if you leave a hickey there again, I will not let you kiss me for a week" you feel him smile against your skin, feeling one last peck before he looked up to meet your eyes
"But you love it" smiling cheekily at you, kissing you again on the lips
"I have this interview for my internship tomorrow, Jae. After that, maybe"
"Only because you asked nicely"
Even though the two of you have been dating for a year, he still makes you feel like he's courting you. The way his smile makes your heart skip a beat, how your cheeks flush red when he kisses you suddenly or the way you practically melt into him when he whispers I love you to you.
The big three words.
You've heard your friends talk about how their boyfriends take such a long time to say it, you understand though that it takes a long time and a lot of courage to say it. But Jaehyun is different, he's not like every guy that came before.
He was the first one to utter those words out loud. The two of you were laying on his bed, just talking about the most random things like you always do. Giggling like little kids over your silly random stories.
You were showing him a picture of the cute puppy you met at the pet cafe you went on your last date, cooing at how cute it looked when suddenly he whispered beside you,
"I love you"
Your fingers froze, this made Jaehyun's alarms go off. Maybe he shouldn't have said it yet, now he ruined everything. You're going to get up and leave and ask him to never meet you ever again.
Then you looked over at him with those eyes he has fallen deeply in love with.
"You know you said that out loud right?"
"Mhm"
"You're not sleep talking right now, right?" you asked again, your phone long forgotten. Now you're fully facing him, seeing his eyes wide open assuring you he wasn't mumbling in his sleep again.
"No, why?"
"Just cause" Jaehyun could tell there was something you're not telling him. You were avoiding his eyes, looking everywhere in his room but him.
"Wait, why'd you ask that?" "Mhm? Ask what?"
"Ask me if I'm sleep talking?" he didn't actually say it in his sleep, did he?
Now you're blushing, biting back your lower lip as you contemplate whether you should tell him your little secret.
"You maybe kind of said it in your sleep" you mumbled, hoping he don't hear you
"Huh? I can't understand you, love"
"You kind of said it before while you were sleeping" Jaehyun still couldn't hear your words and you were still avoiding his gaze, "Can you just look at me and tell me?"
"You said it before, while you were asleep. I thought you were talking to me, then when I looked over you were dead asleep and I didn't want to assume you were saying it to me so I didn't say anything. There, now you know" you said all in one breath, before you weren't sure if he was saying I love you to you. But now he admitted it to you out loud, it's like a weight lifted off of your shoulders.
"You thought I was saying I love you to someone else in my dreams?"
"That's all you heard?" you asked back, the two of you waiting for an answer. Then he took your face between his hands,
"You know who I was dreaming about? You, baby. Always you. Sometimes I meet you in my dreams, I wish I could just stay there but then I wake up and see you there next to me and it just gets better. You are better than any dream. It sucks that I said it in my sleep the first time, but in my defense I was saying it to you" you chuckle at his explanation, leaning closer towards him until you were in his embrace. Burying your head on the crook of his neck.
"I love you" he says again, "I love you so much, more than I did in my dreams"
You break away from his embrace, looking him in the eyes before saying your next words.
"I don't know if saying I love you is enough to justify what I feel for you, but for now it'll do. I love you, too"
Nobody warned you about the happiness you just felt as you hear him say he loves you and only you. Nobody warned you just how easy it was to surrender you heart in his hands right in that moment.
Nobody warned you about him.
They say it gets better before it gets worse.
The two of you were okay, you had a routine of going to each other's place depending on whose schedule is less hectic. You've managed to make it work for a long time but it's been a couple of days since you last saw each other. Jaehyun calls at night before going to sleep or send texts throughout the day when he can.
A week has passed before you meet each other again, but even then you felt like he was distant. Physically he was there but his mind was somewhere else. You decide to sweep it under the rug, he was here and that's what matters.
What matters was he's still here, with you. Apologizing for not making enough time for you, you kiss his worries away. He kisses you back, making you feel just how much he misses you too. Your bodies melting against the sheets, muttering words of I love you's and each others name 'til dawn.
Then it was back to not meeting him for a long time, but worse this time since finals were around the corner. Both of you were very busy, you still made effort to text him or call when you can but you rarely get a call back. When you do get a text, it's always a few words. You didn't ask more, you didn't want to come off as the clingy needy girlfriend.
Three weeks pass by again, it's been three weeks since you last talked to him. Finals were over so you have some free time on your hands, you also heard there was a party at the frat you knew Jaehyun was a part of. It was silly that you were going to a party in hopes of finding your boyfriend there. But you missed him terribly, you'd take any chance you can at this point.
When you got to the frat house, it was already packed. Looked like everyone is out and about ready to celebrate the end of the semester.
Atleast some people are having fun, you thought.
You made your way through the crowd, seeing a few familiar faces but not the one you're hoping to see and came here for.
"Y/N, hey are you looking for Jaehyun hyung?" Jaemin greeted you, "Yes, actually. Have you seen him?"
"I think I just saw him out by the beer pong table" you said a quick thanks before making your way out. When you got there, you kind of wished you didn't come out tonight.
Jaehyun didn't look too busy, his hands didn't look full either that he couldn't atleast send a text back. He was laughing loudly as he played beer pong with his friends, one arm around a girl you've never seen before.
That should be you, you thought.
But you made no effort making your self seen. Instead you walk back to the house, hurrying to get out of there. You didn't want to make assumptions about Jaehyun and what he's doing tonight but you also didn't want to stick around to find out.
"You're going already?" someone asked when you got to the porch infront of the house. Turning to see Jaemin seating there by himself,
"I shouldn't have come here" you mumbled, "So she's still there, I take it" he says, looking back out on the streets. So he knew who Jaehyun was with when you asked, "Yea" you mumble
You wanted to be mad, but Jaemin didn't deserve it. It wasn't his fault. You were feeling frustrated at yourself, at Jaehyun.
"I thought about just lying to you and say I didn't see him, but that would be unfair to you"
His words hit you like bricks, your assumptions slowly turning into facts. So something really was going on between Jaehyun and the other girl.
"Does she come around often?" you ask, afraid of the answer you were about to hear
"She's usually around during parties, or during get together's with the houses"
"Are her and Jaehyun?" you drift the last part of your question, knees feeling weak just at the thought of Jaehyun possibly cheating on you
"I'm sorry" Jaemin tells you, "Why are you saying sorry? You didn't do anything wrong"
"Yea but I didn't do the right thing" he mumbles, this time avoiding your eyes
"What do you mean?"
"I'll tell Jaehyun hyung you stopped by or should I not?" he asks, "I'll call him tomorrow, Thanks Jaemin"
Then came the next day, you didn't expect Jaehyun to reply to your text that quick. Agreeing to meet you in your apartment.
You make yourself a cup of coffee while you wait for him, then after a while you hear someone punch the code. Jaehyun lets himself in, eyes darting around the room to find you.
There you were, sitting but the kitchen island with a cup of coffee in hand.
"Do you want some coffee?" you ask while Jaehyun stands by the hallway, "Sure" he answers as he walks forward.
"You don't look like you have a hangover" you told him as you pass the mug over to him, "I didn't drink that much, where you at the party last night?"
"Yes, I figured if you can't come and see me then I'll just go to you"
Jaehyun looks to the side, thinking of what to say next. He's not exactly sure what to tell you, the tension in the room rising by the second. It's been weeks since he last saw you, last talked to you in person and still he doesn't know what to say.
"So you were with Jaemin last night?" that came out harsher than he intended but he did hear a few people from the party say they saw you with Jaemin late last night. If he didn't listen to those whispers then he would've never known you even went to the party.
"What are you trying to say, Jae?"
"Just asking"
You scoffed under your breath, setting your own mug down before turning to face him. "I asked him if he knew where you were, then I bumped into him as I was leaving. That was it"
"Then why didn't you come see me last night?"
"It looked like your hands were full" you replied, not even thinking of holding back. You wanted to ask but the answer scared you. Debating whether it was better to just not know and forget about it.
"Just say it" he tells you
"Are we okay, Jaehyun? Is there anything you want to tell me? We haven't seen each other for weeks, we don't even talk that much anymore. I know we've both been busy, but I feel like you're distant from me. Even now that we're in the same room I feel like you're not really here"
"I'm just tired from exams, and last night the guys suddenly threw a party so I didn't get to call you"
Jaehyun was stalling, he knew that. You knew that. There were so many words he wanted to say but he couldn't. He wasn't sure what he feels, but he also knows he can't lose you yet.
Was he being unfair? yes.
Maybe he's just confused. These past few weeks, he took his time sorting his feelings and his thoughts out. Then he met this other girl who made him forget about all his worries. It was stupid, he felt like a total asshole. That's why he's been avoiding you.
Last night, it felt nice to be just go out and have some fun.
"That's it? Three weeks, Jae. I haven't seen you in three weeks and that's all you can say"
"What do you want me to say?"
"I don't know, I don't know okay. You're saying things but you're not actually saying anything. You're here but your mind is somewhere else, I don't... I don't want our first meeting in weeks to turn into an argument. Maybe we should just talk when our heads are both clear" you hated the words that just came out of your mouth but you also don't want to talk to him.
You don't want to end up saying things you'll later regret.
With no further words, Jaehyun quietly exits the room. He didn't even say goodbye.
One day turned into three days. Days turned into weeks. Then a month.
The whole time you were on vacation you didn't talk to your boyfriend. At this point you're not even sure if he's still your boyfriend.
You hated how he made you feel, you hated the fact that you let it get this bad. You hated the fact that even when he makes you feel so mad you still miss him.
And you hated the fact that you didn't care if he felt the same way or not.
When university began again, you knew he was back on campus and so did he but neither of you made an effort to contact the other one. When you finally saw him again, you felt your walls break.
He still looked like the guy you fell in love with, but he wasn't that anymore.
As your eyes met, you can tell they didn't hold the same love they had. They say the opposite of love isn't hate, it's indifference.
You felt like you were looking at a stranger.
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Track Four: why don't you let me down, I'll let you do it again
Any day now the two of you have to make the first move and address the elephant in the room. You didn't want to be the first one to say it because in your heart you were still hoping you could fix this, you're still trying to figure out exactly what went wrong with the two of you but Jaehyun looked like he was already three steps ahead of you.
He looked fine, he looked okay.
You felt like shit.
How did we get here? you wanted to ask.
Were the last few goodnights he said to you were goodbye's in disguise?
When he finally reached out to you, asking you to meet him for a talk you already knew. It didn't mean it hurt any less though.
Jaehyun was already at the cafe when you arrived, he was looking out the window so he didn't notice you entering the store.
"Hey" you say, finally catching his attention. He looked up and smile at you, but it didn't quite reach his eyes like it used to whenever he looked at you.
"Hi"
You took the seat across from him, for a while neither of you said anything. You had this grand speech planned out but now that he's actually here, it feels like all the words are jumbled in your head.
"I'm sorry" he spoke, breaking the awkward silence between the two of you
"I wish I didn't have to hear that from you, I wanted to ask where we went wrong or if we could save us. But it looks like there's no going back to that" you say, fighting back the tears. For now atleast, you'll save the waterworks for later.
"You're a great girl, you really are. And I'm sorry for being an asshole to you, you didn't deserve it"
You didn't want to hear his apologies, it feels like you're drowning like you can't quite make out what he was saying.
The worst part was it didn't matter if he's making you feel like shit, you still wanted him anyways.
"Just say it, Jaehyun."
"Y/N" even the way he says your name hurts, it used to be your favorite sound but now it feels like a knife being stabbed right through you.
"No, really. I need to hear it from you, maybe then I'll like you a little less" you smile sadly at him, Jaehyun wished he didn't have to.
He didn't want to hurt you, but he couldn't stay with you either. It was unfair to the both of you if he kept this going. He'll just keep on hurting you, and you'll just resent him more for it.
But you didn't look like you hated him, he hated it.
Instead you looked like you still hold the same love you've always had for him, even with the pain in your eyes he could still see the hope that this could still work out.
"We should break up"
That was the last shot. The last blow. There goes your heart breaking into thousand metaphorical pieces.
"I'm sorry" Jaehyun says, watching you carefully. He wanted to reach out and comfort you but he lost that privilege. He don't get to be the one to make better anymore.
"I'm not going to lie, this sucks. I'm not going to pretend like I'm okay when I'm not, but can I ask for one last thing?"
"Anything"
"Don't ask me if I'm doing okay, don't reach out to me for a while. Just... can we just keep this distance. I don't think I'll ever walk away if we don't" you say, a few tears escaping while you hastily brush them away
"Okay"
Looking back to that, to everything you had with him, it's hard to see just where did it all went wrong. But as time pass, people change. There's no guarantee that the hearts stays the same. There was a point in time when you were the world to him and him to you.
You could've reached out to him, worked it out together. But instead you kept your distance, letting him drift further and further away from you. You were both at fault for this demise and yet you can't put the blame on him.
For now you let your self feel the pain.
Maybe one day, you'll be able to look at him and smile.
Maybe one day when you see him again you won't have to ask yourself a thousand questions why he didn't love you enough to stay.
Maybe one day when you meet again, you'll have another chance.
Maybe, maybe not.
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corruptedcaps · 3 years
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2 for the price of 1
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“Are you sure it’s ok if I wear one of your ex’s tops while I paint? I know her death hit you hard so I don’t want to over step. It fits pretty well even though I wasn’t as physically gifted as she was. I’ve got so tired all of a sudden. I think I might just lay down for a quick nap...”
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“Oh you’re such a bad boy getting your girlfriend to try on my old shirt. You knew that any of my old clothes would allow me to possess her body and transform it into something a little sexier. Of course nothing will compare to the body I had when I was alive but I’ve been able to upgrade poor little Vicky all the same. Like what you see huh? Well come here and show me your gratitude, my possession only lasts an hour. Don’t worry she won’t remember a thing.”
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“Mmmm oh baby it’s been a whole week since I’ve been able to take over Vicky. You have to get her more comfortable with wearing my old things. The more she craves it the hotter I can make her and remember the naughtier the item the sexier the upgrade. Like this sports bra and thong are all well and good but I can’t do anything new with them. Ah well I guess we’ll just have to fuck anyway.”
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“Only four days since the last possession. Good boy she’s getting more used to your requests but it’ll be so much better when she’s picking the clothes for herself. Then she’ll be on the road to being a hottie like me. Isn’t that what you want right? You want your bookworm of a girlfriend to be just as vain and mean as I once was don’t you? That’s what really turns you on so of course you do. She’ll love being just like me too, now fuck me before she takes her body back.”
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“One day? And what a hot little outfit you convinced her to wear. Remember the Halloween when I wore this to be a slutty red riding hood. Mmmm and look at how big my tits are now. What? That’s what I said, her tits. I think you’re getting distracted by them and hearing things so why don’t you come over here get a closer look for yourself.”
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“So good to be back in your body Vicky and you did this one all yourself. I know you’re loving all the new found attention my clothes and changes are causing. Seeing as our devoted boyfriend isn’t here I’ll let you in on a little secret. I’m slowly corrupting your body so I can take it for myself. The more like me you become the more control you give me. Soon I’ll be able to kick you out and take over full control. When I do the first thing I’m doing is going by Victoria, it’s a far more bitchy and hot name but your body has to deserve it first. I need to make you into a willing slut. I know I’ll go fuck this handsome store clerk in the back and let you take back control when I’m about to cum, you’ll love how it feels being a cheating bitch.”
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“Mmmm that took no time at all to find another guy to sleep with after that store clerk. Definitely helped wearing one of my sexier outfits I bet. Your sense of style is progressing nicely and your choice of men even more so. Look at this apartment you’ve woken me up in, he’s got to be a stock broker with this kind of place. Oh and what’s this? A picture of his family? Oh Vicky you home wrecking little slut, I couldn’t be more proud. Well we better get back to that loser boyfriend of ours before he cuts off your access to my clothes and I’m left without a body permanently.”
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“Woah slow down babe I don’t know what you’re saying? She’s been out late every night this week without you and she’s going out again? That explains my hot little outfit she decided to wear. I don’t mean it like that, I mean she probably wore this for you so you can have what she’s denying all those guys at the clubs. Trust me. Now take off those pants so I can help her get started.”
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“At the beach? With a gaggle of beta girls hanging on my every word and no pathetic boyfriend in sight? Vicky you have surpassed my most insidious intentions. It’s a shame I couldn’t of had you by my side when I was alive, you would of made an excellent lieutenant and I bet you would of eaten pussy like a pro. Mmmm I’m getting wet just thinking about it. I wonder if you’ve made any of these sluts bow down for you. Judging by how that that one blonde girl hasn’t taken her eyes off of me I think she’s our little concubine and if she isn’t she’s about to be.”
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“Oh yessss Merry Christmas to me and my wonderfully crafted new body. It’s taken nearly a year but I’ve turned Vicky into the rightful alpha bitch I needed her to be. Over this time I’ve become so fond of her that I want her there by my side always instead of erasing her. I can feel her soul now completely blackened by my influence and is now compatible with my own. Mmmm I can feel our minds merging and ohhhh fuck yes! Yesssss! Yesssssss! Finally we are one! We are Victoria! Oh this feels even better than I had hoped. I feel like such a fully formed bitch now. No even better than that! It’s like having two evil goddesses in the one body! Thank you my loyal and hopelessly stupid boyfriend for starting me down this path. If you had shown even an ounce of moral strength then you’d still have a girlfriend. granted she’d be boring and ugly but she’d be yours all the same. Oh didn’t I tell you? We’re breaking up. Now that myself and Vicky are in a symbiotic relationship with each other we don’t need you anymore. Take one last look at our perfect body that you helped create before we walk out of your life forever.”
Model: Sabrina Lynn
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bonny-kookoo · 3 years
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Cat Eyes (JJK x Reader) ❤️☁️🔞🐾
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Pairing: Jeon Jungkook x Reader
Genre: Hybrid!AU, Human!Jungkook, Hybrid!Reader, Fluff/romance, Strangers to lovers?, slight angst, smut
Warnings: discussion of homelessness and unfairness against hybrids, mild mention of past abuse, trust issues, Sweet Koo, smut because duh, lovemaking it’s so sweet yall, dirty talk but only minor, overstimulation, multiple orgasms, doggy style, mild biting, yeah that’s it this time wait for part two oh my
Summary: on the streets, cast out. Just another week for you, but somehow you wonder if this stranger might mean a change for you.
Or alternatively: Jungkook feeds you and you’re kinda grateful for that.
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Its cold, but you've been preparing for that outcome for a long time already. Being born as a hybrid, a simple housecat at that, you had nothing special or rewarding about you, making you just a pet getting passed around from person to person as soon as you got too boring to keep around.
This was a regular thing for you. The fact that you got kicked out so many times already made you wary of actually possessing any belongings at all, not even owning a phone or clothes you could consider your own- merely the things you currently wore, drenched in the water that had been dribbling from the skies in rough speeds, hood over your head already useless at keeping your hair and ears dry. But it was okay. This was normal for you, after all.
Sitting down between two glowing vending machines located behind a small convenience store, you tried to warm yourself up with the small amount of heat radiating off of the two metal machines- not really being successful, but desperate times called for desperate measures.
It's been three weeks already like this, trying to find a place to catch some sleep before roaming the streets again, searching for food and sometimes even finding a bit of money on the street. You didn't have a collar, so you had to hide your hybrid features well- not like you'd like to show your dirty fur anytime soon anyways.
Yawning before turning a bit, shoes squeaking a bit with the amount of water inside them, you closed your eyes, mind focusing on the buzzing next to your head, trying to use it as a form of lullaby to soothe you into sleeping a bit. Yet you were disturbed by someone pressing the buttons and inserting money into the vending machine, the loud noises of the soda can banging against the metal interior loudly enough to make you press your ears flat against your skull. You hoped whoever was craving the beverage was a human or didn't pay attention to you; but again- you were out of luck.
"Huh?" Came the humming question of a male voice, and you instantly tensed up as a warm hand was placed on your wet shoulder. "Hey.. you okay?" The voice asked, and you imagined his Umbrella shielding him from the rain, the pitter patter of it on the plastic fabric an indication that he probably used one. You weren't an impressive predator like a Tiger or a Leopard, but you certainly could distinguish noises from one another to see things around you, even without using your eyes. "Can you hear me?" He asked gently, and you wanted to turn around, scoff in his face that yes, you did, you just chose not to. "Do you have an owner.?" Well, piss. Seems like hiding your features didn't do much as well.
You only turned a bit, hood catching on a pointed piece of metal from the vending machine, making it reveal one of your wet ears to him, as well as a piece of the side of your face. You only saw him with one eye, but you already knew he was on the far opposite of the food chain- expensive suit and sparkling rolex on his wrist, connected to the tattooed hand holding his black umbrella almost mocking you as he looked at you with pity. You spotted his ears, or more lack thereof, already wanting to cry at them; a human like him didn't know the things you were going through. That's probably why he'd asked if you were owned immediately, and you wanted to laugh. Yet your croaky voice didn't say these things. It only stated the obvious. "No." Because you really didn't- the official timespan was two weeks, after that, a formerly owned hybrid was officially considered a stray if it went missing. You didn't belong to anyone other than the state itself- which was why you had to hide so well, to not get thrown into an adoption center again.
The stranger furrowed his brows a bit, before leaving. Well, at least he took the hint, you thought, before he came back again, placing a white bag with some plastic items down in front of you, before putting his umbrella over your head, the rain suddenly stopping from falling down on you. You looked downwards, at the plastic container- sushi? Dumplings? And another one that steamed a bit- rice? You didn't get it, but still turned around a bit, watching him warily as if you were waiting for him to yell sike and run away. Yet he didn't, simply scooting a bit closer to not get the rain onto his head, and waiting. The sound of cars passing by and some music being played somewhere was the only noise surrounding you for a bit, before you hesitantly reached out for the containers, always keeping an eye on him. He simply smiled when you started to unpack the plastic foil of the cheap chopsticks, digging into the hot rice as if it was a five star meal. You could practically feel it warming up your belly, making you suppress a sigh as you got lost in consuming the food he'd bought.
Only once you were finished, not being able to eat everything, did he actually move. He grabbed some of the leftovers, eating them until he took the boxes and put them into the trash nearby. You looked at him with a questioning gaze. Would he want anything from you now? You didn't trust his angelic features at all if you were being honest. "You're probably not gonna want to come home with me and thats fine." He said, before looking at you. "I'll leave the umbrella here, alright? Lets hope the rain stops soon." He mumbled, getting up, making you look up to him as he slowly turned around, giving you a small wave. "Goodnight. Stay safe." He simply said, before jogging to his car.
Huh. What a weird guy.
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Jeon Jungkook was his name as he'd introduced himself on the second day of visiting you behind the convenience store, and he was indeed a weird human. He made it a simple casualty- visiting you every day after work with food, having full conversations with you, and asking about your day and life in general. He himself noticed a slight spark returning to your eyes, interest peaking in those orbs as you talked to him more and more. You were a quiet girl, not really giving away much about you, but managing to make him feel like he knew you. You were smart, and he liked that. After almost a week of daily conversations, he finally popped the question.
"Do you want to come home with me?" He asked, making you look up from your can of soup he'd bought you this time. You thought for a bit before shrugging. At this point he'd invested so much into feeding you that it felt like you had to- simply as a form of repayment. He smiled, before leaning his head a bit to the side, voice low and serious. "You don't have to. I'm simply offering." He said, and you put down the empty can, nodding.
"Alright." You said, and he grinned, standing up and putting the trash away before closing the umbrella still hanging over the vending machines, turning around. His eyes widened a bit at just how short you were, yet he found it endearing. He led you to his car, not caring that his cream colored interior could be stained with your admittedly dirty clothing and shoes. He'd pay someone to clean it the next day, and all would be fine.
"So uhm.." You began, unsure what would happen now. "What am I supposed to do when we get to your place?" You asked, and after a moment of realization, his ears turned red.
"No no no, I'm, oh my.." He cleared his throat for a moment, before he threw one leg over the other, as to make himself seem more sure of himself than he actually was. "I'm not that kind of person." He explains calmly, as he waves his hand to the driver, who nodded, before the window to the front closes, giving you two some privacy. "I simply saw you there and.. I don't know. I couldn't just leave you there." He said, and you nodded.
"So it's for your repuptation." You said. "I guess you're an investor then?" You knew people like him. Their initial thought was nice, but at the end of the day it was only for personal gain. Well, at least he'd keep you around for some months before the public would slowly forget about you again. You've been through that as a young kitten.
But he shook his head. "I am an investor, yeah- but I don't plan on showing you to the public eye. I don't want anything of you other than your company." You opened your mouth again, but he groaned, pinching the bridge of his nose for a second. "Not like that." He began. "My apartment is.. big. Huge. But it's also empty. A friend of mine had told me I should get a hybrid, and I genuinely considered. I was actually at a shelter the day we first met." He explained, and you nodded. "I didn't find anyone I was.. okay with, I guess. I can't just let anyone into my life, you know. Most people only want something, just to leave right after. When I saw you, yeah, at first it was pure pity, I won't lie." You nodded, watching him. "But the more we talked, the more I realized how compatible we were." Well, this was new. "I won't be home much, because I work a lot, but I don't like being lonely." He turns to you, serious. "If you're comfortable with it, I'd like you to simply be a companion. Someone who shares my home with me, accompanies me to those absolutely boring dinners I have to endure every week or so, and who sometimes maybe comes to work with me. If you simply want to stay home however, that's fine as well." He says, and you nod.
"Can I.. think about it?" You ask, and he nods, a gentle smile adoring his lips. The rest of the ride is filled with comfortable silence, and you almost drift off to sleep, but you arrive at his apartment complex before you can fully float away. There's nothing said between the two of you as he leads you inside the hallway of the building, a hand on the small of your back as if to make sure you won't get lost, his figure always close to shield you from wary eyes of the security and other residents walking by. Inside the elevator, silence is still present, until someone joins you two; a tall man, a little older than your now soon-to-be Master, who looks at you, and then at your Master.
"Ah, so you have finally found someone for you? I'm happy for you Jungkook." He says,a smile on his lips. "My name is Kim Seokjin my dear, may I ask yours?" He speaks, and you look at Jungkook close to you as if you were expecting him to answer for you- like it was typical. But he only smiled as well, nodding towards you in encouragement, so you, quietly, answered with a small bow of your head. "Ah, a shy one isn't she? But very pretty, I have to say." He said, and Jungkook chuckled as if to accompany that statement. "Ah, well. Please think about the company dinner next saturday, and oh!" Seokjin said as he left the elevator, hand holding the elevator door open for a moment as he looked at you one last time. "Bring her along, yeah? I heard that Jimin is bringing Yoongi as well. A good chance for her to make friends.!" He said, before winking, and waving goodbye- leaving you and Jungkook inside the elevator to climb a few more levels higher.
"Don't feel pressured now, please." Jungkook said, as the elevator chimed, the two of you stepping out as he walked past you to open his apartment door. "You don't have to if its too soon." He said, before opening his door.
He didn't lie when he said his apartment was big, but you never truly saw a skyline like that. It was a breathtaking view outside the windows, and it took a moment until you could finally avert your eyes to scan the rest. It felt.. almost sterile, in a way. Nothing truly screamed his name at you, neither the furniture, nor wall decorations. A few pictures were hung up, but other than that, the apartment looked like it got pulled straight out of an interior design magazine. "It's pretty bland, isn't it?" He lowly said, as he turned on some of the lights, hanging up his coat on the hanger next to the door as he untied his shoes. "I know it does. I.. hope that'll change, maybe." He said, before he made his way into the open kitchen. "Are you hungry? Thirsty? I can just show you your room and leave you be as well, yeah, that would probably be a good idea. Let me show you." He said, and you followed him after taking your own shoes off as well.
It was a rare occurence to have a room for yourself- so much so, that you only remember having one as a kitten, when it had been necessary. Stepping inside, you noticed the crisp air; he'd opened the window to air it out, it seemed. There was a bed in the corner, a wardrobe and a mirror- as well as a door that connected to a bathroom, right now void of light. "I'll leave you be for now. There are some of my old clothes so you have something to sleep in- don't worry, I washed them so you won't get my scent on you just yet, I know it makes hybrids a bit fussy." He chuckled, and nodded towards you with a smile. "If you want to, you can come out, if you don't stay inside, I won't be mad. I'll have the day off tomorrow and after, so we should use that time to get you some clothes if you want." He suggested, and you nodded into his direction. He bowed a bit, before leaving the room, and you alone.
You waited a bit so his footsteps got out of reach, before you walked around a bit. The room was bigger than the one you had as a kitten, but still small enough to be considered a guest room. Your first goal however, was the bathroom. Grabbing the clothes he had left you, you noticed immediately that it had been washed with hybrid proof detergent- a brand called 'noscent' which was typically used for newly homed hybrids so they wouldn't get overwhelmed. How he knew of that was unclear to you, but maybe he did have a hybrid before, or a friend told him. It didn't matter though, because you knew this was timed. Better make the most out of it. So as you climbed into the bathtub, soapy scent around you as you washed yourself squeaky clean, you felt okay again. Now was the time to mend yourself together, figure out what your master liked so you could make your stay as comfortable for everyone involved as possible, and just enjoy the good sides while rushing the bad.
But somehow there was a weird feeling in your gut.
Maybe things were really about to change this time.
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The next morning was calm. Apart from something clattering in the kitchen, you awoke by yourself, shocked to see it almost being twelve. Why had he not woken you up, when he so clearly implied yesterday that he had plans with you today? For a moment you wondered if maybe this had been a test, but judging by his whistling in the kitchen, he was in a good attitude still.
So you went for it.
Simply brushing your hair and tail, you stepped out the room, smell of food immediately meeting your nose. "I was about to wake you." He said without turning, as he grabbed another bowl to fill. "I figured I'd let you sleep after all that change so you could rest well. Good morning." He said, finally turning around, making you gasp internally a bit.
You knew that his hand was tattooed, but what now showed was his entire forearm covered in ink. Completely different from yesterday, he wore a simple grey sweater and sweatpants combo, hair in a messy tiny ponytail on his head. He looked so.. young, yet masculine, not at all like the businessman you had encountered before. But it was a nice change; because if he let you see himself like this, he really was intending to have you around for longer, and was working towards a more personal companionship. Maybe he really did want you as a companion for himself, not his outside persona.
You sat down at the table before stopping immediately, eyes widening. He seemed to notice this however, chuckling as he placed a warm hand on your shoulder, helping you on the chair properly. "You can sit at the table with me, don't worry. Please move around freely; my home is as much mine as it is yours now, okay?" He said, and you nodded. "Thank you." He said, and you watched him for a moment, before you started to eat.
"How.." You started, and he wiped his lips with a tissue before looking at you, attention now on your words. You were grateful for that small gesture. "How do you know that much about hybrids?" You asked, and he smiled.
"Yesterday, Jin-hyung said something about Yoongi, you remember?" You nodded, a bit eagerly, since you were used to remember things that your master said all the time. "Good girl." He said, and it made your skin tingle a bit, as he cleared his throat, a bit shy after letting that slip. "He uhm, Yoongi-hyung is a cat-hybrid as well. His owner is Jimin, who's my coworker. Yoongi was a rescue a few years back, who I asked a bit about what to do if I take someone in who.. you know, wasn't from a shelter. He told me a few things." He explained, and you nodded.
"Why are you calling him Yoongi-hyung though, if he's a hybrid?" You asked, before taking another spoonful. You liked warm food. It made your belly warm.
"Ah." He mused, as he finished his plate, leaning back. "I'm not really following the whole foodchain-order stuff, to be honest. Yoongi-hyung is older than me, my hyung, so that's that. Oh, that reminds me, how old are you?" He asked, and you answered.
"I think.. 22?" You said, and he seemed a bit sad. Did you say something wrong? Did he want someone younger? Someone older?
"Ah, sorry.. but, you think?" He said. "So.. you haven't celebrated your birthday, at all?" He asked, and you shook your head. "Ah thats no good. We'll celebrate it this year, promise!" He said. "You're a bit younger than me, by the way. I'm 25." He said, and you nodded, saving that information inside your brain for future reference. "If you're done we can either go shopping, or if you don't want to, we can shop online. We should do that now though, otherwise you'll have to wait too long for delivery and stuff." He said, and you nodded.
"Do you have a collar for me then?" You asked, and Jungkook grabbed your empty plate to put away. A collar wasn't something he could just not give you- he knew from Yoongi that it wasn't demeaning in any way. Wearing a collar was a form of comfort, it wasn't just an accessory, it was a physical evidence that you were claimed and safe.
"Yoongi gave me one of his older ones, but we can buy a proper one you like today." He said, and dried his hands on a dish towel as he looked at you. "Go and get your shoes, I'll give you one of my coats to wear, and then we can go, yeah?"
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Shopping was always a hard one to crack.
This was when you would somehow have to figure out by simply picking the opossum on the road to know if its dead or not- in a sense of; simply point, and wait for the blow. With Jungkook however, there never was one, and it confused you how calm and somehow even happy he was. For example, when you pointed at a pretty expensive collar that wasn't your style just to see how he'd react, you didn't know how to react when he smiled. "Ah, let's look for something more delicate, yeah? The price doesn't bother me, but I doubt that heavy chains suit you kitten." He had simply said, and somehow, the petname made your ears turn towards him, making a nearby bunny hybrid and her owner chuckle.
He'd somehow managed to wiggle under your skin in just a day.
Because somehow, every time he looked at you, helped you reach something, or talked to you about what you liked, it felt so genuine. It felt like he really cared.
"Okay, how about.. oh, this one!" He said, pointing at a collar hidden behind glass- one covered in velvet, with a pretty pattern and a silver plate on the front where your name would be. It was expensive; absolutely mind blowing however, but what made your eyes glisten were his words. "There's a jeweler next door, so we can have your name and ID, as well as my emergency information stamped in." Because, until now, you only had the one's where you slide a paper with all needed info underneath a clear cover- it was easier to replace or give back. But, getting it stamped onto such an expensive collar was definitely something that would last- well, forever. "Or- wait, hey hey, whats wrong? If you don't like it we can buy a different one-"
"I love it." You said, and he led you away from all noise, into a more secluded part of the shop, where he squatted down to properly look at you. "I just.. I..it's..-" You began, and somehow he understood, and had this absolutely frustrating smile again, as he helped you wipe your tears a bit less harshly than you did yourself.
"I haven't said it clear enough yet, haven't I?" He asks, voice warm. "I plan on forever, not just for the moment. What I said when you first came into my apartment was directed at you. I hope you'll make my home feel like a home one day. How can I think about giving you away, when I just got you?" He questions, and you shrug. "I know trust isn't something you give away easily, and thats completely fine. I can also Imagine that you're not too sure of things right now, considering where you came from. But I promise you, I really do-" He says, and takes your hands in his. "I'll stay by your side for as long as you let me." He finishes, and you nod after a moment. "Alright? Alright!" He says, and takes your hand to buy the collar, your eyes still sparkling when you later on watch the lady at the jeweler stamp in your name- and his at the bottom.
Maybe this really was permanent.
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At the dinner table with all his colleagues, and the infamous cat hybrid Yoongi next to you, you felt less awkward than you thought you would. Yoongi was a huge help, his calm demeanor helping you to stay composed as well, even under the watchful eyes of the rest of the people. Seokjin had been sweet as well, immediately making you feel welcomed. Jungkook never let you out of his sight, and it made you feel save as well.
It felt good.
Yoongi and you conversed here and there, and occasionally, Jungkook or Jimin, Yoongis owner would chime in, which made it feel as if you were always a part of this. You started to smile a bit, converse more openly, all until a waitress came and turned everything upside down.
"Would you like us to escort the pets to a different table, sir?" She asked Seokjin, who you had learned owned the company Jungkook and his coworkers worked for. He cleared his throat, and shook his head; almost an apologetic look in his eyes as he looked at Yoongi, you, and Taehyung- an independent Tiger-Hybrid with working license, he'd told you. He seemed to clench his teeth as to stay quiet, as the waitress left, leaving an uncomfortable silence behind.
"I'm sorry, please continue." Seokjin said, but the reminder of your status made everyone a bit.. uneasy the rest of the night.
"I'm sorry about the waitress, by the way." Jungkook said, as he helped you into your coat, when everyone was leaving. You shook your head, but he held his unsure expression. "No, I really am. It was uncalled for, and I'm genuinely upset that she phrased it like that." He explained, and you smiled.
"It's okay, Master." You said, which made Yoongis and Taehyungs ears shoot towards your direction, as if on instinct. They didn't look, no, they were discreet. But they still wanted to know what would happen next. "She probably didn't know- after all, it's still quite uncommon to keep hybrids as equal partners nowadays. Change comes slow." You said, but Jungkook suddenly seemed even more serious as he placed his hands on your shoulders, as you looked up at him.
"Jungkook." He said, and you leaned your head to the side in question. "Please, don't.. please just call me Jungkook." He explained, and you nodded, unsure why he was so upset by this. He sighed, before he traced your metal nameplate with his thumb for a fracture of a second, smiling again. "Let's go home." He said, and you nodded, walking after him as he lead the way, not noticing the way that Yoongi and Taehyung shared knowing glances at each other.
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When Jungkook came home, he didn't know what exactly made him realize at first. Maybe it was the way your shoes were placed where there used to be none, or how the clothing hangers held your coats and scarfs as well now. Maybe it was the scent, or the rug that was placed on the lightwood laminated floor because your feet were always cold- or maybe it was your body on his couch, covered by a thick blanket he'd bought you recently when the winter became colder. No, it wasn't that- it was what came next. Your ears which flicked into his direction from their place ontop of your head, and the words you uttered next. "Welcome home Kookie!" You said, and he smiled.
He simply walked over to the couch, letting himself lean ontop of you as he squeezed himself behind your body on the couch, holding you securely to his chest as you turned around to face him. He looked tired, but happy and you took in his scent, so distinctive you could probably tell his from a million others just after a second. He sighed, before he ran a hand over your back, cold palm warming up slowly. You were both unsure what exactly you two were- but it was clear that this wasn't just an owner-hybrid companionship anymore. No, the way Jungkook looked at you had something in it that you knew only lovers had; which made you feel so comfortable around him, after all.
So it was only natural, in a way, that after a moment or two, or maybe more (you didn't really notice anymore), you two found each other in his bedroom, a place you had spent your nights before as well. But this time there was no sleeping involved, at least not in that moment, as his hands roamed around, lips chasing yours as you mewled underneath him needily. He wished he could record it, but even if he did it would never sound as sweet as it did right now. Everything felt so good he didn't even care about his own noises, as you two began to shed your clothes one piece after another, until there was nothing to cover you anymore.
"You're so sweet, you know that?" He hummed against your neck, as you squirmed underneath his hands, his inked fingers wandering down between your legs, were you were aching for his touch to make you fall apart. "Even right now, with my fucking hand between your legs, you look so cute." He chuckled, while you could only rut into his palm like a touch-starved pet. He was teasing, and in a way you hated it, but somehow you couldn't tell him to hurry. No, you didn't want him to hurry at all, because you were at the point of realization;
"I love you, Koo." You said, and he stopped for a moment, some seconds that made you feel absolutely humiliated, before he groaned, pushing your legs against your stomach.
"You can't drop something like that onto me like this, Kitten." He scolded playfully, with no harm intended. No, he simply took hold of his already leaking length to guide himself into you, making you squeal in delight before you sighed out. "I love you too, I adore you so much, I swear to everything I have.." He said, as he began to move, almost as if he was unable to quite control himself. Technically, you were the one to act like an animal; but instead, it was him nipping at your skin, and growling out curses that sounded way too filthy to be uttered out from those lips.
You loved it.
The way he held you, played you like a well tuned instrument, how he sped up his pace without warning because he knew you could take it. You were his good kitten after all, all his, and he knew you would be good. You were lost in your own little cloud as his hand went between your bodies again, fingers suddenly flicking your nub in a sadistic movement that had you scream without sound- pleasure shooting through your veins so violently you were unsure if it was pain or heaven that you felt.
"Ah- Koo- I-" You pressed out, but he simply moved his hand away, never stopping however. "I can't-" You said, but he pulled out before you could finish, flipping you onto your stomach where he pulled your lower body upwards, entering you again as he teasingly stroked your tail which flopped down to one side to make space and give him a clear view of where you were connected so intimately.
"You can, kitten. And you will." He growled out, noticing how you were slowly clenching again. "I can feel you, greedy kitty." He growled out, pace growing harsher and harsher as the sound of skin against skin got louder and louder. "Come on. Give me one more, yeah?" He said, and you were unable to answer him. "Come on- come on, there we go-" He pressed out, a whining sound leaving his lips as well as he grew more sloppy, more desperate as you came again, your clenching core pushing him over the edge as well as he spilled inside you, before he pulled out, watching almost hypnotized how his cum dripped out of you after a moment.
"I love you." He said, uncaring of how you two probably stained the sheets right now. "I really do." He said, whispered like a promise, as he pulled your body against him, palms still kneading your breasts.
Because if you thought he was done with you, you were very wrong.
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I apologize for how short it was, but I only have my phone for now. Sorry if this sucks, it's not my best work, but I didn't want to leave you hanging and without content for this long.. :< Love, Bunny <3
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