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ganondoodle · 10 months

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genuine genuine genuine question- wwwhy do you not like the zonai? (zonau? not sure if thats like. the worlds coolest plural or a translation difference) given your content with more monstery designs i would have thought they'd be up your alley!! however. i have also not played skyward sword (as much as id like to) and i know most of peoples upset with their existence and the totk storyline is because of its conflicts with that plot? i'm very excited to see what you do with your rewrite/botw2!! given their slight presence in faron in botw, it would be cool to see you repurpose the zonai in some way that doesn't conflict with the plot you're going for, something that makes more sense with the cryptic kinda bare minimum we had in botw? sorry if you've explained your stance on the zonai before <3

hhhhhhhh i had ranted alot about it but i hope you are prepared- (also "zonai" is sonau in german but im choosing to write it with a z so people recognize it at least, im pretty sure zonau is also the orignal japanese word for them)

i am fine with their design, in fact, i LIKE their character designs, however i dont like everything else about them.

and no its also not bc it affects skyward sword bc it doesnt affect ANYTHING in skyward sword, bc skyward sword is the VERY FIRST zelda game in the timeline and totk is nowhere near it, totk draws several paralels towards skysw bc its meant a sort of soft reset for this new era but its really just thematic overlap and references bc those are cool (i know alot of people are trying to convince the entire fandom that totk somehow is crammed into the old timeline but trust me its never anywhere near confirmed nor does it make any sense, heres the lil graphic i made last month to clarify how i think its meant to be understood .. quite obviously even -

i dont mean to sound .. mean, but some people read too much into little phrases or references to older titles (like first king of hyrule .. doesnt have to mean the literal firstest of the first ones in all of forgotten history ever, just the first of THIS hyrule for example), and while im not against theories i am very annoyed when people try to say its somehow canon when its NOT)

with that out of the way;

i dont like how they are 'integrated' into botws world, they feel unnatural and shoved in everywhere, they have been everywhere and did everythign better and cooler and no part of (this) hyrule was untouched by them their architecture feels not integrated well either and design wise its rather bland, while the sheikah shrines for example while obviously not natural and very 'techy' they still build a harmonizing contrast while the totk shrines are pretty laughably unfitting compared to them the basically complete disappearance of all sheikah tech related stuff bothers me immensely bc why would you just get rid of it istead of developing it further (i know about purahs towers and think they are just like a worse version of the previous ones; and before this argument comes up again, them destryoing it all -somehow- bc they were afraid of it being taken over again is a dumb excuse bc then they should be even more scared of zonau tech- even MORE unknown and advanced tech literally falling from the sky) you could have done SO MUCH with the ancient shiekah tech it drives me nuts

i also think it tipped the delicate balance of the kinda medival setting + high tech that botw had set up compeltely over, the zonau tech just .. is so painfully obviously only the way it is to give you little lego parts to glue together (i know its a focus of the game ... or at least the gamePLAY but it could have been done better, again i think they managed the balance perfectly with shiekah tech, its weird and isnt natural but doesnt endanger the believability of it ... the zonau tech just throws that out the window rly ... how cool would it have been if you could built lil guardian walk thingies djknhfkd )

in general they just feel like a complete replacement for the ancient shiekah and are so SO desperately trying to make the zonau the COOLER and BETTER versions of what the shiekah were (you COULD have connected them in a cool way, like there being ancient shiekah labs build in the old zonau mining facilities bc they used zonau tech as basis for their own tech etc)

like instead of building on the set up and potential botw had prepared, they just scrambled to make a 'better' version of botw, like oh no forget THAT ancient civilization we have an EVEN MORE ancient, and EVEN MORE highly developed peoples there that were also everywhere before you but also were never really hinted at- and then repeat botws structure .__.

having an old and forgotten civilization of whom only some withered ruins remain gave botw a much more real feeling, a world with a history that you will never know (you know, bc that makes it intriguing and is just .. a good choice of worldbuilding imo)- and then totk comes along and reveals everything and also nothing, we know too much of them to be intrigued by their mystery and also not enough to actually care about them (also them beign presented as the good perfectly perfectestest kingdom of light that can do no wrong other than underestimate the eeeevil guy while they also had their hands on every part of the land and made all other races be their face and nameless servants just ... thats weird man!! i know its a game, even if its only aimed at kids my god they arent stupid either!! you really present me with that and expect me to take it at face value what argh)

again i think they COULD have been integrated into it, but the way it was done completely threw me off, im not mad about them EXISTING but about how it was DONE in the game

the way they were done robs not just totk but also botw of mystery and intrigue, for example i much rather had them stay a mystery, only ever talked about in some text and some old and almost completely withered ruins left, you never get so see what happened there in the past, you can only guess, but you have to deal with the fallout anyway and thats just ONE possibility, there are so many and it feels like they chose the most boring one every single time

sometimes knowing less is better than knowing half

(maybe i can make it clearer when .. or if i can get to illustrate what could have worked -in my opinion- better .... sorry for ranting again ;__; )

#ganondoodles answers #ganondoodles talks #zelda #totk #ganondoodles rants #i WANT to like this game so damn much #but cant with the way it was done #and i didnt have big expectations either #sorry if i sound agressive #the way i type just reads to others like that somehow #im desperately yelling in my cage with tears in my eyes thinking about the potential it all had

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butwhatifidothis · 11 months

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It's just so genuinely frustrating to me that almost every single other female character always gets pushed aside in this discourse. Doesn't matter what you think of or how you treat any of the other women, some of whose morals could be discussed just as extensively, the only opinion that matters to judge you is Ed3lgard and Ed3lgard only.

You really just gotta look at how they treat Rhea to see how shallow their care for misogyny is.

Rhea is someone who went through unimaginable suffering and due to that suffering did things that were indeed morally questionable, but (other than Fhirdiad) never cruel. She did everything she did because she wanted to make sure that everyone in Fodlan was safe, and mostly left the humans to their own devices (save for when either the Church was directly threatened or they asked for her assistance). She is someone who puts her own life and safety on the line to protect her people, up to sacrificing her own life to do so.

She gets called an abuser. A tyrant. Crazy. Because when her trauma is not simply left untreated but actively attacked and she reacts poorly to that, that is when her "true" character comes out to Edelstans. Everything she ever does, ever, in any context, gets deliberately misrepresented into being villainous.

Edelgard is someone who went through unimaginable suffering and due to that suffering did things that were not just morally questionable, but undeniably cruel. She did everything she did because she wanted power and wanted Fodlan to go back to how it once was (completely under Imperial control), up to attacking people who went out of their way to stay out of her way (the Alliance). She is someone who won't just endanger the lives of her citizens, but will outright have them killed if it means she can gain more power, by her own admission and as shown in her actions.

She gets called a liberator. A hero - the hero. A victim of a world who hates progress. Because when Edelgard says that she's doing it for "the weak" (ignore that she will sacrifice them as soon as it would help her), because she says that she wants to get rid of the importance of Crests (ignore that Plain Jane inheritance-based systems, which are arguably even more unfair, are still around in her endings), she must be telling the truth! Because Edelgard would never lie!

Even if we were to do a No No and fight in their pit wrt Rhea's characterization, the way that they portray Edelgard is literally no better than how they portray Rhea. She also sacrifices people "for the greater good," she also lies to keep up a certain image to her people, she also colludes with murderers because it suits her wants, and she also rules Fodlan tyrannically - everything that they accuse Rhea of doing, they portray Edelgard as doing, only with hoards and hoards of excuses and Fine Print and Um Ackchually's tagged on.

And that's their main like, way to say that they totes fr fr care about misogyny; villainizing Rhea as a devil while uplifting Edelgard as a pinnacle of morality and heroism, and "debunking" any defense of Rhea/criticism of Edelgard. It's not out of a genuine care about sexism against women, but just a tried-n'-true Get-Out-Of-Jail-Free card to pull out for their fave.

So it's like, I'm sorry, but at this point unless a non-bot, non-troll, actual person comes out and vomits shit about Edelgard needing to be barefoot and pregnant in the kitchen or some garbage, whenever anyone says that they found a misogynist talking about Edelgard? I'm just gonna assume that the "misogynist" said something like "oh they must have said that genocide is bad," because that is how wrung out and insincere they're made their usage of the term out to be. Especially when they can't be bothered to treat actual breathing women with any kind of decency the second we say something Mean About Edelgard, which is its own conversation by itself

#ask #anon #anti edelgard #anti-edelgard #edeigard discourse #edelgard critical #just to be safe #like i'm sorry but their usage of the word sexist/misogynist is SO clearly just a shield #to make sure that their cute little waifu is out of trouble #that it is impossible to take them seriously #like yeah duh of course there's likely ACTUAL misogynists in the fandom who hate Edelgard because Ew Women #but they DO NOT care about actually finding and rooting out those sort of people #they are far more interested in making sure any genuine criticism of Edelgard is snuffed out #because if it was misogyny itself that was a problem then they'd like. care about Rhea. and also all of the other female characters #they'd care about all of the genuinely asinine shit that people will causually say about Rhea #but they're the ones SAYING that stuff about her so! funny how that works #And mind this is barely touching on how they treat actual breathing irl women #and how so often when we say something remotely cross about Edelgard we stop being women/have internalized misogyny/are stupid/etc.

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khalixvitae · 8 months

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i also really liked his taking of his gloves off is another subtle way of him displaying a both subtle and large from of vulnerability because he almost never takes his gloves off for not wanting to leave behind any finger prints that may be linked back to him. rook may often be perceived as unloyal, and flighty-- but even the most magnificent birds who dream of the skies will want a place to land eventually and rest their weary head. rook's interest may cycle between people, but that's because he simply is enamored by the beauty in them. and he's shown he can be loyal to specific people-- like vil. he was willing to forsake his position as vice housewarden, a position he takes great pride in to serve as an observer to vil's beauty and assist him in any way necessary, in order to save his friend. his friend, first and foremost. he was willing to bear vil's wrath, just to see his beautiful face unmarred and smiling back at him. he was willing to go alone, as to not burden others, as to not endanger tjem, but to endanger himself. the hunter who is cautious? laying his life on the line for his beloved star, his housewarden? flighty? unloyal? emotionally distant? that cannot be. his loyalty is worth his life. yes, perhaps it would not be easy to attain his loyalty. but you're you! and you're beautiful. so, so terribly, horribly, frighteningly beautiful. rook sees the beauty in all-- he sees it in you, he sees the beauty of a life he could have with you, of a love he could share with you, of both the freedom and the anchor you could provide him. and just as rook is determined in seeking out what he wants to great lengths, he will do so for you. he will stay. he will leave parts of himself where he never usually would. will you see the beauty in that? in him? he knows you're smarter than credited for. surely you'll see the way he smells strangely of your favorite scent and how he takes his gloves off to carefully inspect the objects you hand to him and how he'll use your hairbrush and he'll wear that brightly coloured pendant you gifted him as though it were his own heart out on display. he's leaving pieces of him for you to see and love as he has, you. he's putting himself out in the open for you with everything that is you marking him and your name on his lips; won't you come capture him? one day, it won't just be traces of him he leaves behind-- or hints or subtleties. it'll be his entirety. his whole self. loving isn't a prison. it is the truest form of liberty, and though he may be wild and unable to be shackled, the feeling that reels him back in to visit you day after day is hardly a chain he resists. it is simply the allure of the most magnificent hunt, the most grand journey, the most priceless treasure. he knows the thrill of being the predator! the hunter! but he wants to be the prey, now. the quarry. he'd like to know the thrill of being yours. GEGHAHDHSJFJS IM SO INSANE ABOUT ROOK HUNT!!!! HES NOT SO HE ARTLESS AAS TO LEAD YOU ON OR ABANDON YOU!!! HE IS BIG ON WHO HE TRUSTS AND WHEN HE TRUSTS YOU YOU'LL HAVE TO KILL HIM TO RID HIM OF HIS LOYALTY!! HED LET YOU DRIVE THAT KNIFE INTO HIS HEART BECAUSE HES KNOWN GREAT JOY IN BARING HIS NECK TO YOU ONLY FOR IT TO BE MET WITH TREMBLING HANDS AND TENDER TRUTH!!!! GUYS.....!!!!! HES NOT A CHEATER!!! HED RATHER DIE THAN DO SOMETHING SO SCUMMY!!! HES ALREADY SHOWN SO MUCH OF HIMSELF TO YOU AND DEDICATED HIMSELF TO YOUR CAUSE. BAD BITCH ROOK HUNT WOULD NAWT DO THAT!!! AYAYYAAYAY someone PLEASE cart me off to a psych ward. i need me some hot frenchies in my area. :[

You are absolutely correct and right about EVERYTHING here YES YOU GET IT !!! YOU GET IT !!! Rook leaving pieces of himself everywhere in your home, slowly stopping his usual precautionary measures, just working his way into every corner of your life because he has no desire to ever leave so long as you’ll have him <3333 Rook wants to see all the love the world has to offer him, sure. But that doesn’t mean he is without the desire to be loved, not to mention his unwavering sense of loyalty and responsibility to those he cares for <3

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aquanova99 · 2 years

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Remember Your Roots

Felix x Reader

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Tick. Tick. Tick. You had never heard the clock in your room be quite so loud. Felix’s face was inches away from yours. You couldn’t even really answer him. Besides that, there was a strange pull you felt to Felix. You know your heart would be pounding out of your chest if he had ever been this close to you as a human. You couldn’t move. Couldn’t speak. How do you explain to someone whose very presence was the only thing that made you want to smile that you felt like you were drowning? Why did you also want to break and tell him everything?

“Y/n. tell me.”

“I just… I don’t know. I don’t know why? I just thought that after I would… feel something?” That sounded so stupid. You knew he could hear the crack in your voice no matter how much you tried to hide it. Felix squinted his eyes just a bit, tilting his head as if he couldnt decide whether he believed you or not. “I know it doesn’t make sense but I—”

Your words were cut as Felix pulled you towards him and enveloped you in an embrace. It was exactly what you were trying to avoid. Your reflexes should have been quicker to allow yourself to pull away. But this is what you wish you could express to him. You felt like you were going day to day in a sludge, it felt like everything you did moved in slow motion. It was a constant critique from Demetri whenever you had training, you couldn’t keep up. The more you lost, the worse you seemed to get. You choked out a sob as Felix held you and tried to collect yourself before completely losing it. Suddenly you felt yourself shut down. You refused to drag anyone down with you. You returned the hug but pulled away too fast.

“God. Sorry I don’t know what came over me. Thanks for being there Felix.” Tone it back, that was too cheerful. “I just remembered I wanted to ask the kings something. So, you’ll have to excuse me.”

It may have felt like you couldn’t get out of your own room fast enough and still somewhere in your mind you knew you had not moved normally even for a newborn who hadn’t had everything out of control. But even those days were numbered. It was dark in the tiny Italian city, and thanks to Heidi you had paid enough attention to known what routes you could take that would make you practically invisible. So, you moved quickly. Soundlessly. You had explored enough that you knew how far you needed to go to be surrounded entirely by nothing dirt and trees. You had been lucky there was a nature reserve only 10 minutes with your new speed, veering off course taking certain streets and directions to avoid being seen. With it now this late close to no one was out, and even if there was anyone that could see you in the dark, well you had no reservations about getting rid of any suspicious eyes. You sat yourself down by a stream, you were deep in the reserve. More wildlife, not that many came near you. Even they could sense the danger you could bring. Still, it was funny. It was like they could tell you weren’t interested in them as a meal, still dangerous but not hungry. You had heard about the vegetarian vampires. Seemed unfair to not give the animals a chance. Seemed like they endangering the humans they spoke of caring about so much, especially in such a big hunting area. And the secret, you wondered how no one caught on to them and at a school.

Maybe in a big city but from what you had heard from Riley and now the volturi. It seemed that these people just liked to see how far they could push the humans into outright starting a war against them. Maybe then the volturi would finish them off. You’d heard Jane mutter something about Aro and Carly? Carls? Maybe an old love he refuses to let go of. Your eyes flicked up when you heard sniffing, you’d heard the wolves but you needed to stop getting lost in your thoughts. It was dangerous to not be even a little on guard. Maybe that’s how you ended up getting turned by Riley. Every day your memory turned foggier. You had assumed you had gone hiking, that’s what Riley had told you. But every once in awhile you had glimpses of something else, a book or journal maybe. Flowers. You had liked flowers once before. Maybe that’s how you’d gotten your gift. You began wondering of your family? You couldn’t even remember faces anymore. Sometimes you saw four silhouettes, sometimes five. You wondered if the nature of how one became a vampire affected memory. The memories didn’t hurt. It was like everything that happened in your life. They just happened. You were curious maybe, but what could you do for them anyways? You noticed you had been staring at the wolf. Enough. No more daydreaming. You had to live in reality.

And your reality was to wait. Wait for another time your gifts would be handy to the volturi. The volturi. Victoria. Always of use to somebody. Keep quiet until you’re needed. Well maybe not here. They wanted you to be able to protect yourself here but you’d proven that without your gift you were quite useless. You should still have some newborn strength and Demetri had put you on your butt every time. You held your hand to the animal in front of you. It couldnt decide what it thought of you, usually staring any animal down was a sign of aggression. Maybe the would saw nothing behind your eyes. He’d be right, it would just be you lost in your thoughts. You were no threat to him. You offered him a flower, a lily. He had to be young, otherwise he might be more wary. But as you threw the flower in the air he seemed to be taken by his curiosity. It landed in the stream, you felt a smile tug at your face as the wolf pawed at the plant wondering if it would soar again. You smiled as the water splashing at him was his only reply. You offered your hand out again. This time the wolf came closer. Sniffing your hand. You slowly turned it over, letting him sniff the back of it this time. You slowly edge your hand closer to his ears. Pausing until he seemed ready, a dog by any other name is still a dog. He let you scratch his ears. Eventually, he laid down next to you. Others wandered by apparently the sense of danger was gone. You decided to come back with food for them next time you were able to get away.

“Good boy” You pat his back, hearing the faintest sound coming from behind and knowing full well whose footsteps you heard approaching you.

Well, at least you were getting better at paying attention to your surroundings.

Felix’s POV

You had made a terrible mistake. She must have been terrified. You didn’t mean to come off so aggressively. Finding out about y/n using the twins as a sort of, he wasn’t even sure…Jane she could cause pain but Alec—you shuddered at the thought. He couldn’t hurt her but his gift and the way she explained it… you knew exactly what she meant coming out of the trance was a rush of sorts. You weren’t supposed to need air and yet no matter who the vampire was they always would be gasping for it. Clawing at their surrounding to get a sense of where they were. The thought of her coming out of that or worse wanting to do or experience that more than once, absolutely not.

Then as if you could make things any worse you hounded her. You should have communicated more than what you had since she moved into the castle. You had felt pull of a possible mate bond, the thought of it made you want to run in fear. You, the vampire who feared nothing, that was the perception anyway. You were so sure she needed time, time and perhaps space to get used to this life. You knew she had ran from her first coven to avoid battling the Cullens, now we were waiting for a time to ask her to do the same. Idiot.

Still, something must have kept her here thus far. You needed to try again. You had been to hasty with trying to comfort her, but she just looked so… broken. It in turn broke you.

Your legs carried you to Demetris chamber. “So I take it the talk didn’t go well.”

“I have little idea of what we can do besides asking Chelsea for assistance. And I wont allow that to happen.”

Demetri’s face seemed to darken for a split second, “Good. I can try talking to her. I imagine it isn’t easy for her. There are many of us who can relate to a certain level my friend.”

Felix hadn’t really considered that. He remembered what Demetri had gone through after Chelsea’s effect had more or less worn off. There was nothing he could do, the relationship with the man he’d considered a father figure was now strained. Both saying things they would regret for the rest of their lives, now he refuses to work with Chelsea unless absolutely necessary. It took years to consider the volturi as his new family, and as one of the few people Demetri trusted you had come to know that had accepted his role of only being useful for his gift. He never stopped practicing, if he could replace their last tracker, it could be his turn next. As confident as he came off, you and Heidi both knew he would have no where to go if the kings decided he was to leave. His fighting skill would have prevented and he would never hear it but he was a favorite of Aro’s, the other tracker had the likeability to Afton, they didn’t hesitate to get rid of him. Demetri wouldn’t necessarily believe you if you told him any of that. Besides it was clear to everyone, everyone but Demetri.

Heidi dealt with her pain with the people she brought on the tours. You…you kept yourself busy better not deal with the past. You should probably take your own advice. Even the twins, Alec held a similar disposition to Demetri. Jane, while it had taken a while, loved to be surrounded by people who appreciated her gift even they feared it. Up until Bella she hadn’t worried about her covenmates. Everything was setting her off, you had all dealt with it. You more recently than most. Now, Jane craved the fear people used to have in her, the fears people who had only heard stories had of her. She demanded it. Demetri was right, y/n was adjusting as everyone else had. This life was difficult. The kings started the coven with a goal, not for the amicability of it. Throughout the centuries Felix had seen it evolve into something greater than any of them had imagined. There was little need to add to it. However, the threat of humans finding out especially by the likes of the Cullens. It was justified that we may need extra precautions. It was clear Bella would be a shield of some kind. It could give them the advantage, if it had been Carlisle perhaps the coven wouldn’t be so on edge. But the boy, so openly willing to get himself killed by also endangering the humans in our city. You wondered what saint Carlisle thought of that. You wondered if you explained why the Cullens seem to be such an interest to the volturi if she would have some guilt removed from her soldiers.

“Felix?”

“Hm? Sorry, I just worry.”

“Are you ever planning on telling her?”

“I don’t think trying to court her would be fair to her right now.”

“My friend, you cant keep denying yourself any shred of happiness that may come your way. Besides, you two suit eachother. And its clear she likes you.”

“It is very much not clear. Would you mind helping me find her?”

“I already know where she is.”

“I meant for you to come with me.”

“Oh no, its much more amusing seeing you fumble through this, she at that reserve. By some water.”

“Very specific.”

“I suggest starting with telling her about your life.” Absolutely not. Demetri saw the look on your face, “You are mates, the two of you will end up talking about it regardless. If you want her to open up, it might serve you well to do first.”

You hated when he was right. He was always so smug about it. “I’ll do my best.”

It was hard to find her, but you tried to move as slow as possible when you saw. A wolf laying at her feet. You hadn’t known many wild animals to come near your kind. A few cats throughout the years and little else. There were more in the area, you tried to be as soundless as possible. Y/n was speaking to a wolf as if it were her pet.

“That took longer than expected.”

“I feared I offended you. I am mostly here to apologize for my actions earlier. I had no right to—” You heard the growl of the animal next to her. Some echoes from the others surrounding the water. You saw some plants sprout nearby.

“You’re here to bring me home. And you have nothing to apologize for. I’m just… I don’t know. My head isn’t really in it.” The wolves began lying down.

“I know the feeling.” You realized that you didn’t mean to say that out loud. Y/n finally seemed to look in your direction.

“Do you want to sit, they wont bite. Not now anyway.” She smiled slightly and patted the ground next to her. Your legs seemed to move for you, “Have you enjoyed it? This life?”

Her question surprised you, “not always. There have been several things I wish I did not have to experience.”

“What changed?”

“I suppose I wasn’t all that fond of my human life. I feel as though this one gave me some sort of purpose and I was able to do things that wouldn’t have been possible as a human.”

Y/n just nodded. Her lips twisted as if she were afraid to ask any more questions. “Y/n would you like to not go back?”

“Do I have that option?”

“Of course. The leaders may be upset that you don’t want to stay but they cannot force you.”

She was quiet for a while, you wondered if she would just run again as an answer, “it’s not the same. This coven. At least it’s not like the one Riley brought me into. Demetri told me why you guys had issues with the cullens. Riley always just told us they were dangerous. But even knowing, I feel like I don’t add anything helpful.”

“You could do a lot more than you realize, regardless of who we may need to confront, no one would expect a gift like yours. Besides Aro is not to fight for no reason.”

“No, but what about Caius.”

You sighed, “if he had started this on his own the volturi wouldn’t have lasted more than a few months.”

Y/n chuckled, “well I’m glad it wasn’t his idea then… Felix?”

“Yes?”

“How do you get over it? I don’t want to keep feeling so…empty? Nothings even happened to me really and I feel just-“ she laid back in the grass, “I don’t even know what I’m saying at this point.”

“I don’t believe I’m the best person to ask.”

“You really never get sad?”

“I feel as I’ve gotten really proficient at ignoring it.”

“Hm. Sounds healthy.”

You couldn’t help laugh, “I think some of the guard would agree with you. But it helps that if I am not feeling all that great I can always take it out during training.”

She was silent again for awhile, “what if—what if I can’t get out of my head?”

“Y/n you have nothing to worry about. You won’t be asked to fight if you aren’t completely ready?”

“What if they ask—“

“They won’t.”

“How do you know?”

You hesitated, this wasn’t your story alone to tell, you fought to have your hand drop from rubbing your wrist, “has anyone told you about the children of the moon?”

Y/n shook her head, she really hadn’t talked to anyone in the time she’d been here. The thought made you feel immense guilt all over again.

“Well, similar to vampires, werewolves or something like what you would have heard in stories is true. They almost killed Caius, when the coven had been a bit more established he wanted to ensure nothing like them could hurt us. They had no control when they transformed. They would kill entire villages and depending on their size could any of us down easily. When they turned back into a human they would know exactly what they had done. No one ever seemed to try and stop themselves preemptively.”

You took a deep breath, “anyhow…one of the guard members had just been recruited. And they had left their last coven on bad terms. They weren’t focused and were still adjusting…” you hated speaking of your friend like this, you hoped she wouldn’t put the pieces together. “At that point the children of the moon were growing in numbers, Caius thought it was important to get rid of them immediately and as they were so dangerous all of us were required.”

At this point you couldn’t stop the story if you tried, you wanted to get it over with, “We were ambushed at one point. The guard member had frozen out of shock out of what was happening, they hadn’t had any experience with these creatures beforehand. And while they were focused on trying to figure out who they could help one of them jumped at him from behind. I ended up getting in front of that creature.”

You had no heart beat and still you could feel it racing. Your lungs required no air and you felt as if you were suffocating.

The touch from her hand startled you. Perhaps saying the words aloud was different but you had never felt this kind of reaction before, “do you want to stop?”

“If I do, I fear neither of us will ever get to the end of the story little one.” You tried to clear your throat before pressing on, “Besides thats the basic gist of it. I got scratched up pretty badly, and it managed to lock into my arm. I’m not sure if you remember the transformation process, but whatever was in the Children of the moon. It felt like that but I suppose more intense.”

“You’re doing it again... does it still hurt?”

You had failed to notice you other hand grabbing onto your once injured wrist. You remembered that day, after everything had been done, you held onto your arm so tightly it almost broke. As if the pressure would stop the pain, like a human trying to stop the blood from escaping in a futile attempt to buy them more time. He would know, he had been forced to do that once too. This was a habit you had come to develop when you were nervous. It wasnt often, and somehow whatever venom had seeped through your skin still tormented you. Another reminder you wouldn’t always win.

Y/n gently lifted up the sleeve to your shirt. Had anyone else done this you might have torn their arm off. Still you hadn’t spoken about that night to anyone. Even Demetri who had almost had to deal with that himself. He began following Felix everywhere, they both knew if he could return the favor he would do it. The relationship grew to something akin of family.

Y/n fingers continued to traced the jagged scar along your forearm. She was so gentle a shiver seemed to pass through you, “Its beautiful. That must have been so painful. I’m glad you made it out okay.”

Something about hearing those words seemed to piece together a part of you that you didnt know was broken. No one had said anything after that day. Caius had nodded towards you, understanding the pain that would never truly leave you. Demetri hadnt been able to form any words. Not that he needed to.

“I suppose it was part of the job. Besides, I imagine not protecting the gifted members wouldnt have gone well.”

You had meant it as a joke, but the anger was unmistakable in y/n’s eyes, “Dont ever talk like that. I’ve heard of some of the vampires that didn’t make it here. Aro wouldnt keep you around if you weren’t important.”

“Hm, I’m not sure about that. But my job is relatively simple.”

“Says the person who almost died trying to save everyone. I’m sure it doesnt matter and I know I’m still new at all this but...if you need to talk.”

You couldn’t help but smile at her words, “Thank you. Its quite easy to talk to you. I do apologize for not coming to you sooner, usually my presence is...off putting.”

“Why?”

“From what I hear, I am intimidating to be around. My title as executioner doesnt help I assume.” You hated that god forsaken title. You cursed whoever thought of it, you werent the only one who the job. Still, you had to go on feigning you never heard the whispers through the walls. Aside from Aro, you avoided talking about it. “If not that title, I’ve been known to come off as a habitual flirt. I didn’t want you to get the wrong impression I suppose.”

“You thought I would care about that?”

She seemed to be genuinely hurt by the admission of it all. “I apologize y/n, I really should have helped you get more acquainted with this life we forced you into.”

“I’ll forgive you if you tell me how to beat Demetri.” she smiled at you, you tried to not to focus on her lips. Her hands had become intertwined with yours, and you jad never worked hard to stay still and not disrupt anything.

“You can stop holding back. I assure you, you wont hurt him. And...try going for his left side.”

This got a laugh out of her, her hand coming to cover her mouth and effectively letting go. You tried not to let that bother you, “How do you know if I am holding back or not. I dont even know if I’m doing that.”

“You’re at your strongest your newborn year. The more you worry about doing things a certain the higher a chance you’ll fail.” She nodded and you stood up and offered our hand to her, you began itching to feel her skin again. “Shall we head back?”

Y/n turned to pet the wolf that had fallen asleep beside her. She waved her hands and whatever had sprouted effectively died off. It was only then she took your hand. As she stood she turned your palm up and looked at the beginnings of the scar you had so quickly covered up. You worried she had been tryingto appease you earlier, perhaps it was something she had no interest in seeing. You avoided looking at them at all costs, why wouldnt she? Her thumb ran underneath your sleeve feeling it again.

“It doesnt hurt?”

You shook your head, everything clicking into place. The look on her face… it wasn’t contempt but worry, real genuine worry…“Its alright y/n, truly.”

She nodded and linked her arms with the one you offered and the two of you ran back to the castle. You decided to escort her to her chambers, “Thank you for today Felix. I’m sorry I ran off.”

“You’re doing just fine y/n. I do expect you to beat Demetri next time you train with him.”

“I’ll do my best.” She squeezed your arm as she opened her door and dropped it.

“You know, it takes time to get accustomed to everything. Still any one of us are willing to help out when it comes down to it.”

“You mean sacrifice themselves, right?”

“Besides the twins, they more or less prioritize eachother.” The seriousness in her voice had caused you to try and lighten the situation

There was a heavy sigh from her as she lingered at her door, “Felix.. the last thing I want is someone to worry about me. I’ll train as hard as I need to. But I dont want to be babysat. I don’t want to need help.”

“That is rather unfortunate. Because if theres anyone I’m going to make sure makes it back, its you.”

“Wha--why?”

“I believe I have guard duty in a bit. I’ll see you around y/n.” You slightly bowed and disappeared from her view.

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eyeofnewtblog · 6 months

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Things that happen at home:

My grandpa, my mom’s father, the mathematician and CDOT extraordinaire whose name I have actually never dropped despite working in construction in the same city he’s resided in since 1967: *buys a new washer and dryer*

My aunt, in town for grandma’s hip replacement surgery aNd NoThInG eLsE: Hey, let’s make sure everything works good. Mom. MOM. Mom that is a naughty way to behave. MOMMY NO!

Grandma, trying to get the fresh picked garden tomatoes washed, vastly overestimating her range of mobility: *literally endangered herself at every given opportunity*

My aunt: *laughing hysterically at anything her husband sends her *(the only thing she shared with us is him sending her the walking instructions from the airport in her home city to her actual house…she straight up cackled when she said “my husband is an asshole!” And was delighted about that fact.)

My grandpa, who I have NEVER ONCE heard say a cuss word in my life but is on the phone with the washer and dryer people: What is wrong with you? Im not dealing with this…crap!

My SO: Give me the phone, I’ll make ‘em wish they’d never born. 😈

Me: It will legit make them cave faster…he’s very good at being a demanding ass…hm. Um.

My aunt: Nah, let’s just get the defective washer back in the van.

Me, so, auntie, and grandpa; *get the defective washer loaded up and dropped back off at the appliance store*

My aunt, to the poor retail girl who has nothing to do with anything and in the thickest Montana accent she has ever had in her life: HII! How are ya! So! I was thinkin we mighta bought the wrong thing a ma jig, but you best be gettin the manager down here! Now. Don’t cha know? No, seriously, please get the manager, me and my dad both do not have nice things to say.

Poor management, clearly dealing with a bad phone rep and now aggressively nice old/Minnesota people: *does whatever the fuck he has to to get rid of my aunt being aggressively nice in that very specific northern way*

My Grampa, wheeling the newest washer in: I really hope your mom will like this one. I’m pretty apprehensive about it, it’s got too many buttons on it.

My aunt, apologetic of nothing: MOM! The new washer has lots of buttons! You aren’t allowed to get up off the couch until I’m there to help you!

Me: I can-

My aunt: (pointing directly at me) garlic fart children need sit back and wait.

Me, who has been a garlic explosion for the last few hours and was hoping no one would comment; ok.

#garlic is delicious but not for everyone #things that happen at home #grandpa and grandma #washer and dryer

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cipheress-to-k-pop · 2 years

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The information about YJR’s parents being not only members of Lord of Chaos, but hunted down and possibly killed by the Lords of Order got me thinking (and suggest this concept idea to you): What if instead of being actual lords, the blood binders were agents of chaos like Dr. Fate was an Agent of Order? But because Klarion (a Lord of Chaos) currently exists on earth’s dimension, it was considered as a “disrupt of balance” by the Lords of Order and Nabu was tasked on getting rid of any blood binders to the point of being endangered and causing them to go into hiding. Then YJR’s parents (descendants of blood binders unless they have a long lifespan) were the last known blood binders to exist until Nabu offed them (upon orders from the Lord of Order) and it was thought that the Blood Binders were extinct until YJR’s found out about her magical powers. And I like to imagine Nabu meeting YJR and seeing her powers in action…

I’m going to set this interaction in the Alternative Ending to WHWD (aka the one where YJR has a good relationship with the team and is Zatanna’s girlfriend):

Reader wants to fight Nabu for taking away the chance to live with her biological parents, but can’t consider that Nabu is currently possessing Zatanna’s father. If she were to fight Nabu, she won’t be doing any harm to him at all except towards Zatara. So, it’s more of a one-sided fight where Reader is only defending (as in blocking or canceling spells) herself from Nabu’s attack until the Justice League is able to intervene.

possible triggers ahead, please be cautious

Ooof the first para was a little difficult for my tiny brain to understand if I'm being honest😅😅

So I'm just gonna go to the second para (also let's imagine that she actually remembers the massacre of her people for this scenario)

Tbh YJR would never fight Nabu, so if they were ever in a fight it would most likely be what you described, with her only performing defense spells

The reason being that she has absolutely no idea how to separate the helmet from Zatanna's father and every time she meets Nabu, it's taking everything to control her absolute rage toward him and she knows the second she throws an offensive spell, she will not be able to stop herself until he's dead

She couldn't do that to Zatanna. Not just because she's her girlfriend, but because she couldn't rob her of her only remaining family like Nabu had done to her.

She doesn't want to cause the pain she had received to anybody.

YJR doesn't tell the team about what she's been through, about what Nabu put her through but they all suspect something because everytime they run into Nabu, she stops attacking all together and just turns into a shell of herself, trying not to get emotional and instead just shutting down.

Zatanna faces the brunt of it when the fight is over. YJR completely shuts down for a while after fighting with Nabu, she gets cold to touch, silent and just lost in her own thoughts. It scares Zatanna tbh, and she begins dreading anytime they meet, which breaks her heart a little.

And all that's running in YJR's head is shame, because she refuses to avenge her family, her people, all because of his daughter.

She always ends up wondering if she doesn't kill him because she's too weak or too strong.

Sometimes in the dead of the night, she thinks of going to klarion and asking him to take care of everything, to ambush nabu, to kill him and not leave a trace, to avenge their people without placing the burden on her but she doesn't.

Instead she just curls into herself and tries to forget everything. Forget her parents, forget her people, forget her pain.

The next morning she cooks Zatanna an apology breakfast and when her girlfriend sees her smile, she knows that everything is okay.

Zatanna doesn't know that this facade of hers is the reason she wants to die some nights.

#thanks for the ask!#sorry for the late reply anon #what have we done #alternate ending

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applethebeloved · 2 years

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Yandere Knight!Apple HCs

Apple is a knight, loyalty is of the upmost importance to him. So, attachment issues.

Especially after exile, where Apple felt terrible for having to leave Eret so this is probably when their yandere instincts kick in. They don’t want to leave people or have people leave them ever again

Force isn’t an issue, Apple may be a bunny but they are very skilled. However, this is more of an issue only if you don’t cooperate or it’s Revived Apple

Apple is the kind of yandere that tries to be your friend first. Neth is always there for you!! Whatever you need! Neth knows things can be hard and you don’t need to deal with that, neth’s got it!

he stalks you. He is a stalker yandere. And it’s easy to hide out of sight, being quick and having hops

Neth is nervous when telling you how neth feels. But you’ll have to like nether! He’s been so kind and helpful and loyal!

So, two scenarios. A, you accept. And nothing really changes. More affection, still being stalked to make sure no one dangerous is near you, but you have a totally devoted boyfriend.

B, you reject nether. This is where the force comes into play. Neth won’t necessarily kidnap you, immediately, anyways. Neth pretends to be okay with it as long as you guys can stay friends. Stalking enhances, it has to be because of someone else, right? Someone not as worthy, someone Apple needs to get rid of. If there is, or even if it seems like there is, Apple kills, seriously injured, or just threatens. Depends on who. If there isn’t, Apple tries one more time to confess later. If it’s still a no, then kidnapping will probably happen.

Apple probably won’t hurt you too badly. Bruises, minor stuff. You aren’t supposed to be scared of nether, you’re supposed to love nether back. Anyone that endangers your relationship though? Gone.

If you give in, good!! Refer back to accepting in the first place, stalking and affection. If you never do, or you pretend to give in and break nethers heart, then, you might die

Your biggest chance of escaping without death and without giving in, is somehow reaching out and appealing to Eret. Apple will always listen to nethers king. (But it will be hard, and the stalking will probably not stop. You need to be safe even if you don’t love nether.)

#knight!apple lore #knight!apple non canon lore #angel apple next i through of something

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laststandx3 · 7 months

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Spoiler for twd daryl dixon ep 3 I'm once again buffled by the amarican wank that is daryl dixon. It's not possible that a whole country speaks english for him but he can't manage ONE mercì. I fuckin hate him. Learn the fucking language. And he speaks too american for people to understand him.

Then everyone acting like that kid is jesus back on earth. For fuck sake. He's just got some antibiotic blood.

You want me to believe that's the same little girl from last episode? It's been 12 fucking years in the story timeline: that child is dust. You can't ignore that much physics

Even for post-apocalypse standards the demimonde is low tier for a nightclub. Great music. But are they supposed to have electricity? There's a girl with pink/purple hair. How do they still have all those stuff 12+ years after the apocalypse. Im not saying everyone should be sad and gloomy and never dress up ever, but it seemed to me that even eating was a hard task. Where do all those party people live? Don't they have to grow their food? Having a nightclub in a post-apocalypse setting isn't wrong per se. but the society around it needs to match up to that level of surplus. we're shown 3 guys and a grill who grow all the food for the community that's hosting dixon. nothing else, except the zombies. now to have at least alchol (admitting that for electricity they have a generator and if you want to eat you eat home bc the demidome isn't a restaurant) there should be people growing fruits or potatoes or anything really bc you can be a wonderful singer but if there's no food not only people won't have time to listen but you'll be to hungry to sing. anyway i feel like i'm digressing so back on the story:

we're 34 minutes in (48 total) of french people bending over backwards to accomodate daryl dixon's need. (like you know french people are just like that. that if you ask any european we do love to help americans, it's like second nature here, we respect them so much we don't want them to go back to their country asap and never come back. I think i understand why all those people are trying to give dixon a boat now. i hope they manage to get rid of him fast.) what was I saying? yes 34 minutes in AdNag shows up in the classiest outfit i've ever seen him in. everyone say thank you to tdw costume dept who saw him in that blue acrylic adidas zipper and said we can aim a little higher with this one. So it's been 12 years and Quinn is still crushing hard on Izzy, simp. and in the same sentence we find out he saved her after a suicide attempt we also discover that (spoiler), 1) he sort of tried to kill sister, and 2) HE FUCKED THE SISTER!! he's little jesus' dad!! smelling god-complex already, but that would be putting to much faith in the writers So for the privilege of getting rid of dixon, izzy would introduce laurent to his dad (who if you forgot, has tried to kill her sister not once but twice, although leaving her to die is a technicality, but i think the point was he REALLY wanted to not have sister around) dixon calls the "deal" off, ruining the lives of french people once more bc the evil militia guys are back, and this time instead of nuns they kill those 5 poor souls who made the mistake of inviting dixon in and not kicking him out right away. And you'd think that since dixon and izzy just had a fight and he's packing to leave alone in the night he'll take this opportunity to leave those people alone and stop endangering them. but no, he tells them to meet him later in a different place. Genuinely tho, does he understand 20+ people (mostly nuns) died bc the evil guys are after him? Is he asking team-jesus to follow him bc he cares or does he wants human shields? I'm really confused bc if i knew bad guys were after me SPECIFICALLY i wouldn't invite people i care about with me.

let's finish on a bright note: compared to the other 2 episode this one was well written. Izzy's actress is good, she's just given a very inconsistent character that is badass until the writers need her to be a sad womanTM. i don't think the writers put effort and depth in the character but surely she's doing what she can since she just got the vibes of the character instead of a backstory. I said bright note: great music. great plot twist (i mean maybe it happens a lot in other genres but I'm not used to secret father subplots). AdNag.

#okay done #okay that was a lie #i'm not done bc dar*l dix*n think he's so above pigeons messages but can't even fix a radio himself #looser #i hope they send him back to the usa #idk who's more annoying dix*n thinking everyone owes him help or baby jesus imposing his hands around #okay now i'm done #adam nagaitis #this was all to say adnag is great in this #spoilers #spoiler

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😶 + Sonic, do ya ever feel that Tom and Maddie would be better off without you? I mean your presence did almost get them killed or subjected to a Fate Worse Than Death in a secret prison .

"First of all, I have no idea where you got that second part from, because that was never mentioned by anyone, and a closer examination of the situation reveals that they were the victims the whole time, since Robotnik started everything off by trespassing, conducting an unlawful search and seizure, and I don't know the legal term for it but threatening Tom at gunpoint. He was only authorized to investigate the situation by observation and asking questions. He was NOT law enforcement and never had the permission to act as such."

"Second, and this is what they themselves have said, it wasn't my presence. I was around for ten years and they were never endangered. Even after I had that energy surge at the baseball field, they were never in danger until Robotnik came into the house and tried to shoot Tom........in fact.....everyone in Green Hills says I did the world a favor when I got rid of him, because people like him are extremely dangerous. As in 'wouldn't care if he killed babies and children if it meant he achieved his goal' dangerous. Which, honestly........that's terrifying."

"And yes, I have thought that." The hedgehog said softly.

"We wouldn't be." Maddie said, coming in, "It's because of you, my sister has finally started to be okay with Tom."

"And you're the reason I stayed right here in Green Hills," Tom added, "It was you, Sonic, who made me realize I didn't need to go be a big city cop to make a difference in people's lives or to 'save the day', 'be a big hero', whatever else I may have said as a reason for going to San Fran. Because yeah, here I may just dig people's cars out of snow and stuff they could call anybody for. But you were right. They don't call just anybody. They call me. They call me to save their days. And you're the one who called me out for not seeing that, bud. So no, we wouldn't be better off without you. You're the best thing that ever happened to us."

"......I love you guys!" Sonic cried as he jumped up into their arms, where they were more than happy to hug him tight.

"We love you, too." Maddie said, "We love you too."

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Yandere Hellsing x Reader HCs? Including Millennium

Integra:

She’s a very possessive yandere

With her money and power, she has the means to get her hands on you

She’s good at playing cool, you won’t catch on for a while

Sure you notice that she never sends you on missions and that she’s always having you work near her office, but that’s just her being a good friend

When she decides to approach you romantically, she’s very forward

Around you she’s a touch starved animal, unlike her usual put together appearance

If you deny her feelings or try to run, get ready because she’s not giving up that easily

She’ll pull whatever strings she has to in order to find you

She’ll spend thousands bribing people or tracking you

Once she knows where you are, she’ll send Alucard to collect you

When she has you she’s very loving

She’ll want to constantly be touching you in some way

Usually that means sitting beside her while she works at her desk

As long as you’re good, she’ll let you wander the entirety of the manor

Since you tried to run she’s added all sorts of security measures so you can’t get out

Act up though and she will chain you to the wall in her office

“Y/N, your behavior has been deplorable lately and needs correcting.

Don’t give me those sad eyes, this is all your fault.”

Walter:

He’s a sneaky yandere

Very observant, he’ll learn your patterns and preferences

At the start he’ll leave you gifts like your favorite food or pretty flowers

He uses it as an excuse to get closer to you

He’s always offering to do favors for you, secretly lowering your defenses around him

He’s not the type to take anything from you but he will take the time to appreciate them

If you let him clean your room he’ll likely pause to sniff some clothes

You notice how much he knows about you but you just think he’s very observant

You don’t realize it’s due to his obsession

He’s the type to take more precautions

If you deny his advances he’ll lock you up somewhere, probably his room

He’ll get chains and a cage if necessary

If you really act up, he’ll lock you in the basement

The way you cling to him in fear after spending all night in the dark is addictive

His wires are always nearby

If you try to run you’ll only get a few steps out the door before the wires wrap you up and pull you back

He does his best not to hurt you, but if you struggle too much, a few cuts are inevitable

Seras:

She’s a very clingy yandere

She’ll want you on every mission she goes on

When you have free time she’ll take you out into the area nearby for some quality time

If you ever push her away, she gets angry

She’ll pout like a child then force her way into whatever it is you’re doing

At the time, she’ll act like it’s just a coincidence and you might even believe her

You’re not getting rid of her so easily

She’s also a very sweet yandere

If she feels she’s hurt your feelings she’ll go out of her way to get you presents or treat you nicely

Until you say you forgive her, she won’t stop pampering you

No one else is allowed near you, not even Integra

She’ll make excuses and do whatever it takes to keep you to herself

She would never kidnap you or lock you up because she hates to see you sad, but her “loving” behavior will be a trap in itself

Don’t forget that despite how cute she is, she’s still a powerful monster that can and will do what it takes to keep you

If that means making you one of her familiars then so be it

Alucard:

He’s a terrifying yandere

He can control you and the people around you, holding you captive

You’re not a stupid person, you know how easily he could end your life, so you tend to let it all happen

On the plus side, he’s very passionate and often brings you gifts

He’s such a smooth talker you’ll end up forgetting the terrifying threats he’s made in the past

Anyone who flirts with you will mysteriously disappear

Anyone who hurts you will turn up days later torn to shreds in a ditch

He would never do anything to hurt you, but that doesn’t stop him from making threats

“I could tear you apart just like that man from last week. I would love to hear your moans of anguish, but I’d prefer moans of pleasure.”

When you act out he manhandles you

He’ll press you against a wall and bite your neck to remind you of your place

He enjoys when you become complicit, but he likes when you’re occasionally act out

It gives him an excuse to punish you, which he always loves

After that, you’ll think twice before disobeying him

Millenium:

Jan:

Bro this man is already wild

When he sets his sights on you it’s go time

He won’t let anyone else near you or get to know you, not even his brother

He’ll threaten people, meeting them after work for overstepping their boundaries

He’s very touchy, like he’s trying to leave his scent all over you

Out in public, he’ll hang on you, showing others that you’re already taken

He’ll growl at people that look at you too long when passing by

He flicks a lot of people off, all the time but more so when he’s around you

He’s paranoid and doesn’t like anyone else around you, even friends

Clearly he’s a fan of body modification so if he can convince you he’ll want to get some kind of matching piercing/tattoo

If you get it, he’ll pay special attention to it any time you cuddle, running his fingers over it countless times

He can be very intense so he might yell at you, but when he sees the hurt look in your eyes he backs off

In his own weird way, he loves you and doesn’t want to see you hurting

But if he has to hurt you to keep you then so be it

Luke:

He’s not as subtle as he thinks he is

He tries to play it cool, but if someone tries to touch you he will blatantly smack their hand away

Always has an excuse to be around you and if he doesn’t, he’ll find one

He’s not as touchy as Jan, but he does like to hold your hand

You’ll feel his pinky brush against you before his hand completely envelops yours

His grip tightens when he sees you looking at others

Your attention is something he so desperately craves

He gives you every moment of his time and he wants you to do the same

If you’re ever in danger he’s there before anyone else even knows

It helps that he was already watching you

Be ready to compensate him

At first he’s just worried about you, but then once he knows you’re alright, he’ll start making demands

“You owe me for coming to your rescue dear. Or would you like me to toss you back? Maybe then you’ll beg me in such a cute way.”

Rip:

She does not care what other people think

She’ll ruin relationships to get closer to you

She’ll endanger her own job if it keeps you two apart

Doing favors is how she gets closer to you

Anytime you need something she’s there and ready to go

She’d leave in the middle of a mission if she hears you need help

Anyone causing you problems will be slaughtered and presented to you as a gift

“See y/n, I took off their heads just for you.”

She can get very aggressive especially if she thinks you’re denying her advances

She won’t hurt you, beyond a little pinch or so, but she’ll make threats

She’s very sadistic and would be willing to lock you up

Having you as a pet is actually an attractive idea to her

She’ll take good care of you wherever you’re locked up, but she won’t allow many freedoms

“Look at my pretty pet. How lucky am I.”

The Captain:

He’s like a pet, always following you around

He’ll growl at people he doesn’t like around you

His arms are always around you, keeping you close

No one else is allowed to tend to you after missions

When he’s patching you up, he’ll run his hands along your arms and legs, lovingly caressing your limbs

He’ll use that as an excuse to stay around you

Popping in to “check on you” at all hours

You won’t even know he’s come in until he’s sitting on the edge of your bed

He’s the type the would sit there for a moment watching you breathe

If he can, he’ll try to get you to be his assistant

If he can convince the higher ups that he needs one, he’ll do whatever he can

Then he’ll be around you even when he works and will be able to protect you

No one on the battlefield will be able to even get close to you

He’ll ignore his own tasks to protect you

He’s extremely loyal and obsessive

The Doctor

Oh man it is terrifying when he has his eye on someone

He views it like just another experiment, wanting to test and push you

He’ll have you coming to him for “examinations” all the time

He’d likely put a bug on you

Suddenly he knows things you don’t remember telling him, but you can’t prove anything

People you like start disappearing, people you had no idea he knew about

If he suspects you’re starting to catch on and trying to get away, he’ll start drugging you

Then you’ll have to come to him if you’re going to get better

While he’s treating you, he’ll trick you mentally manipulating you to grow closer to him

You’re going to think so highly of him, forgetting all the red flags you’d seen before

He is absolutely a gas lighter but he’s damn good at it

Even if you have experience with this stuff you won’t pick up on it

It’s a game of cat and mouse with him

The Major

He is not subtle and does not care

Your needs or emotions don’t matter to him

If you don’t respond well to his advances he will make terrible threats

If that doesn’t work he’ll take it a step further, allowing the ghouls to get close to taking a bite out of you

Torture is the next step

He doesn’t care about your mood, he has to have you

“Y/N, why do you fight so hard when you know I’m just going to hurt you again?”

He’ll want to do most of it by hand, but if he needs to he will get the others involved

“Would you like me to make a spectacle out of you? I think the others would enjoy that.”

Behave and he won’t hurt you

If he gets mad enough he’ll remove your arms and legs

You’ll become his good little doll, always on display for him

Like a bird in a cage, you’re his favorite display item

#yandere #yandere behavior #integra hellsing x reader #integra x reader #walter x reader #walter c dornez x reader #seras x reader #seras victoria x reader #alucard x reader #jan valentine x reader #jan x reader #luke valentine x reader #luke x reader #rip van winkle x reader #rip x reader #the captain x reader #the doctor x reader #the major x reader

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barnes-n-nobles · 3 years

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Youre My Path (SMUT)

Yandere Bucky being crazy, possessive, and DARK!

TW-Mentions on non-con, drugging, stalking, and overall dark behavior. A little bit of knife play as well.

Smut SMUT SMUT

Let me know what y’all think

Today was just another boring ordinary day. You had to go to the store and stock up on some groceries that you had been planning on getting but you lacked the will power to do so. You opened your phone and looked at the time. Ugh, I need to go before they close you thought to yourself as you managed to peel yourself off of your comfy sofa. You got ready and headed towards the nearest super market.

Lately youve been having some weird feelings, as if someone is constantly watching you. You always shake it off though, because nothing ever happens to you. You always get home safe and sound. Today was a little more intense though, as if you could almost hear someone breathing behind you when you were walking to the store. Relieved to have made it inside, you grabbed your cart and started your trip through the empty isles of the store. You loved and hated to come at night, it made you feel at peace knowing there there wouldn’t be annoying ass kids and angry moms yelling at them to behave. No people blocking the isles with their carts and most importantly, no need to run into someone you knew. The only reason you hated it, was because you didn’t want to get kidnapped and left for dead.

As you made your way to the bread isle, you had that feeling again. You felt like someone was behind you, you stopped dead in your tracks to see if anyone would walk past you. You pretended to look at the merchandise and you slowly turned around to see if there was anyone there. You looked both ways, and sure enough there was nothing. You rolled your eyes and kept it moving. As your trip started coming to an end you decided to stop by the makeup isle, needing a couple of items that you would use for your upcoming date.

Usually you didn’t try this hard but you figured you would give it a shot. All the past times you went on dates they would disappear after your first date. You weren’t sure if it was because you didn’t try hard enough or if they simply weren’t feeling your vibe. As your mind trailed off you accidentally ran into another person with your cart, completely snapping you out of your mind. A broad man, fell to his knee. “Oh my god!!! I’m so sorry. Are you ok? God I’m so clumsy please forgive me” you said frantically as you started to help him up. He lifted his head up to meet your gaze, big blue eyes % bore%% into your own. Your eyes started to trail from his eyes, to his lips, and up again to his perfectly sculpted face. You were mesmerized, you had never seen such a handsome man. “It’s okay, don’t worry about it, y/n” he said quickly getting up and walking off with a visible smirk on his face. You scrunched your eyebrows in confusion, knowing damn well he did not just say your name. You werent exactly sure if your mind was playing tricks on you or if he really said what you think he had said. You got up quickly, still in shock but hoping that it was really your mind playing tricks on you. Hesitantly you continued to shop, even though there was a little voice in your head telling you to get the hell out of that store.

Bucky POV

FUCK she’s so beautiful, he thought to himself. The way you stared at him, it was clear you wanted him the way he wanted you. This was the moment that he had been waiting for ever since he laid eyes on you. He had never been this close to you, it was like a dream come true. You smelled like candy, your beautiful e/c eyes meeting his. Just how he had imagined but better. The way you apologized made him hard. Just think of how submissive my y/n will be to me mmmm I’m going to devour her in every way possible he thought to himself, smirking.

Bucky ran into you at a coffee shop near your house. It was love at first sight for him. He watched you interact with your friends, smile, laugh, and it was like a match made in heaven for him. He knew he needed you to smile for him, laugh for him, and live for him. He followed you home that night. Making sure you wanted to be safe, of course. But his monthly visits turned to weekly and then turned to daily. He eventually managed to get into your home. You left a space key under your mat, and he felt so happy yet disappointed that you would endanger yourself like that. “When we live together, I’ll make sure you don’t make silly mistakes like this” he said to himself as he got into your home.

He went through your house just browsing, seeing if anything interesting caught his eye. He then made it into your room and continued to look through your things. He found your panties next to your bed and quickly grabbed them and put him in his picked for him to enjoy later. He also took some pictures of you, to also enjoy later.

You were his new routine and he enjoyed every second of it. As time went on he would keep tabs on you, absolutely hating it when you went on dates. He was consumed with jealousy and couldn’t believe anyone would dare lay a finger on you. He knew that this would not fly and he had to make sure to get rid of any roadblocks that got in his way. Bucky murdered them and everytime he did he felt relieved, almost happy knowing that he was that much closer to you.

After his encounter with you, Bucky walked off into the parking lot, one car over from yours, slipping into the drivers seat. His mind started to go wild. He needed you so badly. He wished he could have taken you right then and there. How he wished he could be inside you, your soft moans begging him to make you feel good. His cock soon started to throb at the thought of you. He leaned back in his seat taking a pair of your panties out from his pocket. He brought them to his nose and inhaled deeply, moaning as he exhaled. “Fuck Y/n...you make me so horny...I’m going to fuck the shit out of you when you’re here baby just you wait”.

Wasnt long before he pulled out his dick, stroking it hard. His hips bucking into his hand wishing it was your pussy. He started to think about how beautiful your pretty mouth would be around his dick, how good your tongue would feel swiveling around his tip. Just as he was about to cum, he stopped. He growled and threw his head back lowly moaning your name. “Fuck...I cant take this anymore. I need her” He quickly tucked himself back in and relaxed.

All you could think about was how that guy knew your name. It kept replaying in your head and it didn’t make sense. You headed to your car and started to load everything in. “Hello my Y/n” you heard someone say in a low deep voice. You quickly turned around, your heart starting to beat a little faster. “Umm. Do I know you?” You asked. Bucky sighed and started to walk towards you. “Not yet doll but you will” a smirk on his face once again. You backed up as he took steps forward. “Don’t come any closer, or I’m calling the police”.

Bucky pressed himself against your body, his hands snaking their way to your hips. His face now pressed against your neck. “No you wont Princess, I know you like this. I can tell by the way that you’re breathing that you want me to keep going” his low voice going straight to your core. “N-no please...stop I ..” you tried pushing him off but you started to feel so weak. You had not noticed that Bucky had used something to drug you. All you felt was your body going limp and you falling into his arms.

Bucky smiled as you fell into him, placing a soft kiss on your temple. He noticed that someone was coming over so he quickly pressed your body to your car, and grabbed your face, kissing you. The person walking, walked a little faster as they were feeling a little awkward. Perfect he thought to himself. He placed you into the back to his car, resting your head to a pillow he had just bought and covering you with his sweater. He quickly drove off, leaving all your things by your car.

Your eyes opened, your head pounding. Wherever you were it was dark but comfortable. You groaned as you started to fully wake up, slowly sitting up. Your left hand felt heavy, you tried pulling it and you heard a chain. You yanked your hand hard again, making a loud sound. Bucky heard the noise coming from your guy’s room and he smiled and quickly got up making his way to you.

“Baby you’re awake now” Bucky excitedly said

“What’s going on..why are you doing this to me, where am I?”

“You’re home doll, with me”

“But I don’t know you” you cried softly

“My name is James Buchanan Barnes, but you can call me Bucky. I’ve been looking after you for a while now and it’s been a pleasure but I'm so glad that I finally have you all to myself, just how it was always meant to be”

He started to get on the bed climbing towards you. You backed up as he came towards you, your back was now against the wall, pinning yourself between the cold wall and his broad body. His hand going to the back of your neck, bringing you close to him, your lips almost touching his.

“I’ve waited a life time for this, to have you here with me. You make me crazy and I would sacrifice the world for you. Now that you’re all mine, I won’t ever loose you” he closed the gap between you two, his lips desperately locking into yours. Kissing you passionately, he was hungry and desperate. You turned your head to the side, breaking the kiss.

“This isn’t the way Bucky, this isn’t right. You need to let me go” you begged. Bucky smiled and looked down moving back away from you. It made you feel relieved that he was not too mad due to your actions. He slowly got up from the bed and went over to his dresser, rummaging through some things.

“Bucky...maybe we are in different paths right now, maybe in the future we will be together but now right now, not like this...please Bucky listen to me”, hoping that he would have a little sympathy, you used his name to make it more personal.

“You know , y/n...just because you say we are on different paths doesn’t mean it’s true” he grabbed something and started to walk towards you again. This time his metal arm reached out to pull you by your leg to the edge of the bed, giving you whiplash. He quickly climbed on top of you, pinning your arms above your head with his metal arm and pulling out a syringe with his other hand.

You quickly started to wiggle around trying to get him off you. Shaking your head, “no no please stop no”. Buckys eyes had a hint of madness to them, dark and disturbing. “Don’t worry these don’t hurt, it will make you feel better I promise”. He quickly injected it to you and you soon started to feel get hot, with a tingling sensation “This will loosen you up a bit, it’ll make you relax so that we can enjoy eachother baby”

His lips made their way onto your neck, kissing and licking you all over. Your heart started to race, your eyes closing, soft moans escaping your lips, “n-no..” Bucky grunted as his erection started to press against your clothed pussy. His hips bucking forward, dry humping you. He lowered down to your ear, whispering, “ cant you see what you do to me. You’re so sexy and sensual you’re almost making me cum in my pants with your adorable moans, my love. As much as love to hear you right now, I want you to moan and scream my name y/n...begging me to fuck you harder”

All his words, combined with his dry humping made you soaking wet. As much as you hated this you couldn’t help but moan louder. His cock pressing against you was not enough and you needed more. You tried your hardest to resist, “G-get a..way f-from me..” you managed to choke out, trying to not moan anymore and trying to push him off with your body. Suddenly Bucky got angry. Hating how you were fighting him. He tore off your thin leggings in a fast single motion, revealing your soaked panties. He took out his knife and pressed it against you, earning a frantic gasp but you stopped moving. “Stop fighting me doll, for your own good because I swear I will fucking destroy you. I’ve waited too long for this, don’t push me because you won’t like the way I punish you.But......if you behave I’ll make sure to take care of you..real good care darling” he said as his knife traced your body. He grabbed your shirt roughly and ripped it off, slicing your bra open as well.

His mouth watered at the sight of your delicious breasts, making his cock twitch with excitement. His knife trailed down to your panties, making you whimper. “You’re so delicious kitten, I’m going to fuck you so hard. I cant wait till my cock is right in here” he motioned and tapped your clit with his knife. He roughly grabbed them and ripped them open instantly. He threw his knife to the side and quickly started to rub your clit making your back arch with your eyes closed. Your moans now filling up the room. Bucky smiled and took one of your nipples into his mouth, making you quiver and move your hips down into his hand. “Mmm, I knew you wanted this..wanted me...only me” he growled against your chest. “F-fuck Bucky...keep going please”. You hated yourself for saying that but you couldn’t help it, you were in pure ecstasy.

Just as you were about to reach your orgasm, he removed himself from you. Making you whine and buck your hips up, wanting and needing his touch once again. “Don’t worry kitten, I’m not done with you yet”. He quickly undressed and positioned himself at your entrance, rubbing his tip on your clit, making you mewl. “Tell me what you want doll...tell me what you want from me” he coaxed. You didn’t answer, as you were too embarrassed to say anything. His metal hand went to your neck, squeezing it hard. “Tell me y/n..tell me what you want NOW” he yelled, releasing his grip from your throat.

“Fuck me Bucky...please” you finally said. “I don’t think I heard you doll, say it loud and clear”. “FUCK ME BUCKY PLEASE I NEED YOU...PLEASE”. You finally broke. You needed him now, there was nothing in the world you wanted more than to have his cock inside of you, his lips on your skin and his hands all over you. You were finally filled with his big cock slipping in and out of your wet pussy. His hands on your neck, choking you but not too hard like before. His hips snapping in and out of you making your body shake.

“Such an obedient slut, MY obedient slut. I’m going to break you and bend you to my will. Making you all mine. I’ll make you crave my touch, my attention, my voice. You’re going to live only for me, doll. Only for me” he growled as he pounded into you, rubbing your clit making you loose it. He then started to feel you reach your end, making him moan, “cum on my dick baby...cum for me. Let go” he cooed as he angled himself to reach into you deeper. That’s when you felt your orgasm hit you, your body started to shake, waves of pleasure surging through your body. “Mmm Buckyyyy” you moaned. Making him loose it as well, he coated your insides in his thick warm cum. Pumping himself in and out slowly. Gasping for air.

Fuck he was such a God, he made you want more of him. It was the first night and you were already going crazy for his touch. You wanted him to keep going keep doing you however he wanted, but most importantly to keep pleasuring you. Bucky finally pulled out and laid next to you, looking at your beautiful face. He brought his lips to yours and gave you a soft kiss. “The drug hasn’t worn off baby, don’t think this is over. We’re going until we cant no more, doll.” He said against your lips, flipping you over for round two.

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thick-chameleon · 3 years

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Their thoughts on your coven_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

Owl house characters and their feelings about what track/coven your in.

Enjoy!

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Luz:

Abomination Track:

.Very cool 10/10, she would love watching you create miniature abominations "abomination baby's" as she calls them.

.For a while she wanted to learn abomination creation to spend time with you, but she quickly learned how hard it is to get rid of abomination goo from clothes and hair.

.She also likes helping you experiment with new abominations, creating abominations made from food or slime is always a great way to spend time together while studying at the same time.

Bard Track:

. absolutely adores your songs, she loves your talent for picking up an instrument.

.She shows you some music from her realm and gets you into some absolutely funky music, and the weirder the better. You both laugh and sing randomly together on most dates, becoming one of her favorite things to do.

.You one day step up your game to a new level and come to the owl house one night to serenade her, and she's absolutely smitten. She loves anything you play, no matter how graceful or loud you get. She totally begs you and Eda for some small lessons.

Beast keeping Track:

You scare her sometimes. Not terrifying her, but your ability to make any creature do as you say has lead to some impressively chaotic moments. From the time you let loose a cage full of ratworms free at the night market to when you somehow convinced a queen fire bee to aid your help in getting rid of a few coven guards.

.She loves all of the tiny and adorable creatures you find while out on walks. It's like you just know they're there existing, you'll impress her with all the strange knowledge of the weird creatures on the boiling isles.

.You'll randomly come across a random animal and emidately know what it is and how to care for it, find a common cave viper? New child to raise! Giant moose bear? Say no more, you'll have it on its back letting Luz pet it's tummy.

Construction Track:

.She doesn't have any strong feelings really, it's cool that you can build stuff and all but she doesn't really find it too flashy.

.She does like how easily you can lift her up though, she could never complain about that. And you can make really cool ginger bread houses which she loves to help decorate.

.She tries her best to help your poor hands, getting lotions to help your hard working hands at the end of the day. She doesn't mind how rough they are, she just likes to make you smile.

Healing Track:

.Thank titan she has you in her life. As much as you nag her about how reckless she is or how many times you have to save her from her own injury's she does appreciate it.

.Any scrape or injury she gets she comes to you, to be honest she'll use a paper cut as an excuse to see you sometimes. You don't mind of course.

.She tries to help you when she can, helping you with practice by letting you practice on her. You also teach her a few tips and tricks you've learned.

Illusion Track:

.She likes your pizzazz and performance. She's always liked the showmanship of illusions and misdirection. Even if you spooky her sometimes by popping up out of nowhere. One of her favorite things to do is to watch you preform illusions, it totally blows her mind how much you can do.

.You like to prank her on occasion, which has started some minor prank wars. Nothing has ever gotten out of hand but let's just say you both agreed to end the war by teaming up and pulling a prank on boscha. Which had gotten you both nearly killed by her, but you both still look at it foundly.

Oracle Track:

.Every date you go on usually has you reading a fortune or reading tea leaves. She sees you as wise and all knowing, so cool and smart. She loves to listen to your rants about star charts and tarot reading, even if she can't understand all of it quite yet.

.You like to tell her of how you had predicted the two of you would meet one day, though you never expected her to be human. You still surprise her with your strong intuition, she's learned to trust your intuition over the time you've been dating. It's gotten you both out of some pretty bad situations before, just cause of your gut feeling.

.You've also predicted miniscule things too, sometimes just knowing something will happen. She likes it when you tell her that she'll find something cool or that she'll meet someone who wants to bring her harm. Your so cool and she loves all of your strange practices.

Potions Track:

.She finds it cute how focused you get while making potions. She loves watching you do your homework cause it means she gets to watch and possibly help you.

.You don't let her do anything too dangerous, you mainly let her stir and mix together the simple ingredients. It's almost like cooking but with more chemicals and possible burns or injuries.

.You look super cute in your gloves and eye gear, making potions while humming a little tune. You realized how nice it was to hang around Luz while you made potions, her cheerful personality making a positive environment for both of you to work in.

.And when you aren't making potions you both like to bake something together, you of course let her lick the spoon after. But to be honest your cooking isn't as good as your ability to create elixirs. So something usually goes wrong. But that's half of the fun so she doesn't mind.

Plant Track:

.She likes it, you send her little flowers you've grown. Plus your house looks like a green house on the inside which she also thinks is very cool.

. She'll listen to your tiny explanation of what plants to avoid on the boiling isles, turns out there's a ton of people eating plants around.

.Tons of nature walks and fun hikes that end up turning into shenanigans. Anytime you visit the market you always find a new plant baby to take home, so she always has a gift idea. The only thing she could really complain about is your love for mandrakes, an endangered plant on the boiling isles. Titan help her if you see one cause she knows your going to do everything you can to take it home with you. Not that she minds, but the way they scream when you pull them out of the ground is absolutely ear destroying.

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Willow:

Abomination Track:

.As much as she hated the class she did meet you there. She really doesn't have any hate towards it she just was never comfortable in the class, but she's glad she went or else the two of you would have never met.

.She can't really help you with homework but she'll be your moral support and cheer you on as you make your abominations. She sometimes adds flower petals into the goo, just to make them a little bit nicer.

.You were the only one on the abomination class to recognize she didn't choose to be in abomination class, you let her rant about her difficulties and Amity. She started to get a crush on you after you promised to help her with her abomination work. And the both of you have still been together even after she switched to Plant Track.

Bard Track:

.She loves it, your voice is so smooth and makes her legs weak anytime you play her song. She loves to humm the songs you play when your not around and is there for any of your performances. Plus when you finish one of your performances she throws flowers that she grew to you.

.She actually has a pretty good singing voice, not to brag. So you both plan on entering some bard competitions at some point, with the two of you combined, you would totally rock any of the competition.

Beast Track:

.She can't lie, its a but hard to like your track. She doesn't hate it, but the creatures you work with smell awful. It doesn't keep her from loving you, but it definitely leads her to casually getting you some sort of perfume or spray to mask the beast scent.

.Don't get her wrong, she loves nature and adorable creatures. But when you've been hanging around a giant beast that has never had a bath it can be pretty disorienting. But still she loves your nurturing and caring aspect for animals.

.She gets along well with the creatures in your care, one of her favorite moments with you was when you rode on the back of a griffin together around the isles. It was like something out of a novel, absolutely enchanting.

.She really only wants to help take care of a creature if it's small and easy for her to handle, she's not very good with giant cerberus or bugs. But she won't hesitate if she feels like she can.

Construction Track:

.A buff S/O? Yes please. She absolutely adores how strong you are, your ability to create beautiful structures and architecture is amazing. She loves every plant shelf and mini greenhouse you've built her. Not to mention it's a major confidence boost how easily you can lift her up and carry her around when she's tired, it never fails to make her laugh.

.She believes you're the most creative person she's met, you have a special touch to creation that she really likes. She can't really do much to help besides hand you tools, but what she really likes to do is help paint your projects.

Healing Track:

.She really doesn't get hurt often, minus some scrapes and scratches from working with certain plants. So really she sees no big deal or anything really life changing with your track. It nice and all but it is true how much time it takes out of your day performing healing spells and making remedies.

.She knows it also pretty stressful, dealing with sick people all day with barely any breaks is rough. So she makes it as relaxing as possible for you, lavender to relieve headaches and stress, eucalyptus to release tension, and sage to lift your mood after your harder days. She wants to be there for you in anyway possible.

Illusion Track:

.She doesn't care for it. She already gets enough of Gus's shenanigans so it will take her some time to warm up to it completely. she likes a few of your more personal illusions but when you meet Gus it's going to be an interesting day for sure. Though she will admit she finds your tiny illusions cute and oddly endearing. Especially when you send her a message by a mini version of you.

. You're no longer trusted in fun houses or carnivals in general, after scaring her a couple of times in the mirror maze. You did make it up to her so she forgives you.

.She watches outside her window every night waiting to see a sparkling message in the sky created by you wishing her good night. Its very sweet and endearing reading your personal message displayed in the night sky for only the two of you to understand. She likes the little doodles you add in of flowers, meant for her obviously.

Oracle Track:

.Very nice and relaxing. Making tea together so you can read both of your tea leaves is fun, especially when it's leaves she's grown from her garden. You like to read her palm and tell her what all the little lines mean.

.She likes to visit your family owned store located in the market, you work for your family every now and then so she likes to visit and catch up with the rest of your family. She'll bring flowers to brighten up the place and spend some time with you while you work for a bit as long as it's not busy.

Potions Track:

.She's pretty hesitant at first, Boscha is in potion track and so was Eda and Lilith. Point is she's met some very interesting people from potion track. So just give her some extra time to warm up to you.

.When she can feel safe enough around you, she finds out how different you are to Boscha, you even stood up to her when she found out the two of you started dating. Once you move past the initial block of Boscha she really starts to warm up to Potion Track.

.When she finds out you can make potions for plant fertilizer it does pique her interest. Sure she could just buy some, but if you make it than it's special.

Plant Track:

. You're the first person she's introduced to on her switch to Plant Track, and emidately she has a crush. You both have a great skill with plants of course your preference of plants is very different compared to her's but that doesn't matter. It a great match for her really. You both plan on building a greenhouse attached to your house in the future, full of lush and exotic plants to raise and propagate.

.You two really just click together, anything to do with plants you can practically read each others mind, when gardening together you won't have to say anything in order fer her to know which spay or watering can you need. It's a good rhythm you two get going.

. Together you've won a couple of first and second place awards for floral arrangement competitions and plan to win more.

.You have a really good bond with carnivorous plants she finds cute, you both have a great time looking around at all the plants together at the market. Finding new plants to add to your future greenhouse.

___________________________________________Gus:

Abomination Track:

.You can be pretty intimidating at first. The first time he met you was when he had accidentally bumped into you and he felt a giant abomination hand slam him into the nearby wall. You apologized profusely right after you realized what had happened. He was pretty disoriented after getting slammed into a wall, you were so worried you had just caused him a possible concussion you took him to the nurses office and stayed with him until you were sure he was going to be okay.

.After that he wasn't sure what to do, you acted on impulse but it still hurt pretty bad. He wasn't upset or scared he was actually pretty impressed. The only other person he knew who could do abomination magic like that was Amity. So he decided to confront you at lunch and give you a second chance.

.You were surprised to see him and once again you apologized, promising to make it up to him somehow. He sat down at your table and tried to get to know you better, and the rest was history. You were actually pretty fun to be around when you weren't accidentally slamming into a wall, but now he knows not to startle you.

.He still finds your abominations to be extremely impressive and unique, the way you make giant limbs out of goo is slightly terrifying but cool at the same time.

Bard Track:

.He probably won't really care if you're just a run of the mill bard, but say you're into something with more of a kick like rock or metal and you'll have him at every concert and practice section he can get to.

.Luz might of shown you what a radio is, and you would be completely entranced by rock and punk music, determined to be the first bard to preform music like that. The first time he heard you play it was so surreal, he felt his heart pulse to the beat and his body want to flip out. It was crazy, and even more crazy when he heard you sing. It blew his mind, hed never heard music like yours before and he had a taste for it ever since.

.He's extremely supportive and cheers you on like nobody else. Even when you practice he will usually bring out his flags to motivate you. .

He's the master of flashy magic, he can create illusions of fog and fireworks for any of your performances. He really likes to help you with getting peoples attention, cause you deserve it. So he makes some really cool special effects, anything from confetti to glowing lights. He's totally your hype man and gets you confident enough to show off your music.

Beast Track:

.He doesn't care. Animals are cool and all, he's just never gotten overly excited about them. You have tried introducing him to a few creatures, but they just kind of do their own thing. He hasn't had a pet before and isn't looking for one now so he'll let you handle all of that and chill in the back for a bit.

.You have saved him from a few house spiders before, which he's grateful for. Your his savior when it comes to bugs.

Construction Track

.This string bean makes a great match for someone like you who could possibly chuck him in the air. He knows nothing about architecture or buildings, but you both have fun messing around and making some pretty strange things out of rocks and stone. Random pillars and statues can be found in the forests of the boiling isles from your dates.

.On dates you'll find a quiet spot and build small monuments like little statues of you and Gus together, he'll use an illusion or two for you to use as a model. When it snows you make elaborate snow forts and have extreme snowball fights, creating walls of ice and Gus turns invisible making it an interesting battle.

Oracle Track:

.He thinks is neat, just expect for him to ask you random questions on what his day will be like or what will happen later. You oftentimes have to explain you don't know everything the future holds, just that you can get premonitions and visions of important events leading to the future.

.He still asks tho no matter how many times you explain it. He doesn't understand a thing about astrology or house signs but he likes hearing you do your best to explain it to him.

.The biggest question he ever asked was on a very intimate date, he wanted to know how long your relationship would last. As much of a huge question it was, You already knew the answer. But you obliged him and preformed a reading for him, revealing enough to give him the answer by showing bits of your future you had learned while still keeping his a surprise for the most part. Getting married, living together, staying by each others side. It was all clearly there, and he was estatic. Knowing that you would be together for the rest of each others lives was one of the best feelings he had ever felt.

Potions Track:

.Not bad, he knows that there's a potion for pretty much anything so that cool. He occasionally asks you to make a potion or two for an illusion but other than that there's not a ton to do. He likes being your "Taste tester" of sorts. Trying your non lethal potions and reviewing them. His favorite potion you've made is one that gives him strange features like animal parts, duck bills, griffin wings, bull horns. It's fun to see what he gets every time, and never fails to make you laugh.

Plant Track:

.Plants are cool but he doesn't have anything to add.

Illusion Track:

.Not bad at all. You two would make one heck of a team, with both of you being illusionist you could do so much together. You would help his hype for sure, the two of you would be great performers.

.Sending each other little messages via illusions, distracting each other in class, grand displays of affection, and a ton of support from each other makes you two a great match. Any spell you two cast you usually cast together in perfect unison and is extremely convincing how life like the illusions can be.

. When you two dance its always an amazing display, both of you casting illusions as you danced to the music with dazzling lights and special effects. It makes quite the show that you both love and enjoy.

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If you guys enjoy this I'll make more with the other characters ngl I got lazy on a few but I hope you still enjoyed it. As you can probably tell abomination and bard are my fav coven tracks.

#the owl house #fanfic #reader insert #Luz x reader #willow x reader #gus x reader #toh #toh x reader

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ruby-whistler · 3 years

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one of the saddest things about c!dream is that he never cut his attachments so that he couldn't be hurt. he cut his attachments so they couldn't be hurt.

as someone who analyses c!dream a lot, this seems pretty obvious, but the bastard is good at hiding things, so let me explain;

c!dream knew everyone hated him, he knew that very well. he made it very clear that he was afraid people would go after the those he cared about as a result. here's some quotes to back that up;

DREAM He’s not being neutral anymore and also he’s been getting attacked non-stop by Technoblade and others, who don’t want him to be king. [ . . . . . ] And George has been getting killed and attacked and his armor’s stolen from him.

. . . . . . .

DREAM And you’re always there to have my back and- I know that I pay you, but still… You know, it goes- you know, it’s a little beyond that I would think, and um… I don’t see-

PUNZ Yeah, we’ve definitely grown a strong alliance I would say. Strong friendship.

DREAM And… recently… everyone’s been turning against me. I don’t know who I have on the server other than you right now that’s… that’s on my side and that’s dangerous, because- I mean… If they got together and were organized, I’m not sure I would be able to- how many of you are on the entire server… [ . . . . . ] So, yeah, I guess I- I’m getting a tad worried um… I know… They went after Techno and I can assume that this means that they’re- they’d- You know… They’ll probably go after me. [ . . . . . ] You know… I did a lot of things and even though I’m being good now… I am nervous.

PUNZ Understandably.

DREAM And I think that… there’s a couple things that we should talk about, but- but one, I think that you should… not be on my side.

PUNZ Really…? *stops walking*

DREAM Well… *looks back at Punz* You should, but you should act like you’re not on my side. Because if you’re on my side then you’ll be in danger and probably before they take me out, they’ll try and take you out and then I won’t be there to help you and… That would not be good. But if you’re not helping me and you’re not on my side… Then they have no reason to go after you. Right?

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his quest of "cutting attachments" wasn't about helping himself or abandoning his friends for selfish reasons at all. it was him sacrificing the fact he could've kept them by his side - they could've helped him, they could've been there - so that they wouldn't be hurt, because there was a genuine danger in being aligned with him.

he didn’t ignore the effect his bad actions could have on the people he represented (unlike some people have /lh /j). this is not excusing what he actually did of course, but rather shedding light on the fact that he was threading lightly for his friends' sakes, even being willing to lose them to make sure that wouldn't happen.

he chose the dark path he thought would lead to a brighter future, and left his friends behind to pick them up once he got all of the obstacles out of the way himself.

but he never came back.

and this only half-applies to the dethronement; because c!dream wasn’t leaving c!george and c!sapnap, no, they did that.

c!george got assassinated by c!techno, then almost got himself into a conflict with l'manberg. he was heavily connected to c!dream.

if dream cut those ties - at least on the surface, by dethroning him - people wouldn't want to harass him as much, right? because in reality, they had nothing against george. they just hated dream, who was in charge of the faction. george being its figurehead was dangerous, especially since dream was, at that time, planning to destroy l'manberg for good.

c!dream's way of disconnecting himself from c!george was dethroning him. ridding him of a title tightly connected to him (let's not lie to ourselves here and pretend the monarchy ever had any real power to be taken away).

he couldn't truly leave them behind, but, well. in the end, they ended up doing that for him - and of course, he couldn't reach out, because what would happen to them if he let people know he cared?

because c!dream's "cutting of attachments" wasn't about caring, really, because he couldn't stop caring. he could only pretend, he could only try to convince people otherwise - he could only yell about not caring about anything when it was being threatened in front of his eyes. he couldn't stop caring, and so he didn't, and he lost everything instead.

fast-forwards to c!punz; the one person who he kept on his side, because he was rational, he was resilient, and he wasn't endangered for the bigger part of their alliance - but c!dream saw everything going downhill and expressed concern.

he was concerned about people hating him, not for him, but once again, for the safety of the people he cared about.

so, what did he do? once again, he suggested pretending to cut ties. they didn't work together anymore (at least on the surface; there will always be suspicions) and in the end, they cut ties for good, and c!dream was left alone;

not because he "pushed his friends away". not because he "was scared of being controlled" - but because he cared too much about them to let them care back.

people try to paint c!dream as this callous figure who only uses his friends and throws them away when he doesn't need them anymore, but in reality - he would rather hurt himself than be responsible for his friends', his family's pain.

he's lost everything but care - he did awful things and hurt people a lot, but he also loves his friends, and he cares more than he admits, and he shows it especially by how much he makes sure not to let them take the fall for his actions.

he's not a good person, and i'll never pretend that he is - but he genuinely cares, he's human and he's lost things that matter to him and he isn't selfish - all of this proves he's actually anything but.

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smhalltheurlsaretaken · 3 years

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In continuation to this post about Dooku’s stupid sad face, let’s wallow some more! This man is the worst and I wish he’d quit breaking my heart.

Much like being ordered to use his connection to Yoda to try and destroy him visibly broke Dooku’s heart (no, I’m not kidding, I promise there’s evidence for that, please check it out, oh my gosh Dooku why are you like this), being told to get rid of Ventress clearly hurt him so much.

There is just so much to talk about here. There are several key things in this episode (s3ep12 - Nightsisters). For one thing, after Dooku kneels to Sidious in the first scene, we never see him standing up again - except to kneel again, or when we see him through a com. So ‘Lord Tyranus’ is, in fact, nothing more than a beaten dog, whose only power is an image - that is, a mirage. It’s a nice touch, and a good reminder that those who follow the Dark Side are, in fact, nothing but slaves - and most notably, they are slaves to themselves, which is what happens here.

Dooku does not want to give up Ventress. He readily admits that she is important to him - and isn’t that foolish? Why would you ever tell a Sith Lord that there is something in the Galaxy beside yourself that you value? What’s more, he immediately interjects when Sidious says that she is ‘too important.’

To question his Sith Master like that is reckless and dangerous. Dooku is cunning, calculating, and most of all, self-serving - so for him to speak out like this means he couldn’t help himself. That’s how much he valued her. Unfortunately, the Dark will always make you value yourself more. Indeed, when Sidious questions his loyalty - loyalty that is nothing but a sham, which they both know, because the way of the Sith is to stab each other in the back - Dooku is quick to say that he’d never train his own apprentice. (Which, you know, he does next episode when he gets Savage.)

But anyway, this is Dooku’s face right before he agrees to kill Ventress - and right before he bows - practically kowtows - to Sidious. It’s pure anger.

But he agrees nonetheless. None of his anger, none of his hatred, none of his rage give him any power at all. And so, to preserve himself - because again, that’s what the Dark Side makes you do - he bows like an animal. When Anakin holds on to people because he can’t bear not to have them in his life, Dooku cuts people off because he is endangered by his connections, because of the position he put himself into in his quest for power. (Which is again quite ironic - a man called ‘Lord’ greets the man calling him that with complete subservience.) They go about it differently, but they are both undone by selfishness (and it’s not me saying it, it’s Lucas).

The most heartbreaking part about all of this though? When Dooku casts Ventress off, he’s not angry, he’s sad and defeated.

Just look at his face when he calls her ‘child.’

He is framed as off-balanced and cracked, ffs! And just look at his eyes.

Listen to his voice in that scene! How slowly he talks, how regretful he sounds! He looks away when he tells her he’s ordered the troops to abandon her. And when he looks at her again, listen to how stiff and impersonal his words are, in direct contrast to his previous... well, gentleness.

To save himself, he destroys a part of himself. That’s Anakin’s story. That’s Maul’s story, that’s the story of the Dark - in trying to gain something for themselves, they give up what matters. Maul tries to gain power and loses his body, then tries to gain revenge and loses the remainder of his life to a pointless endeavor that will never fulfill him. Anakin tries to preserve himself from the pain of loss and ends up losing everything he holds dear to his own actions. Dooku tries to protect his own life, and in the end has nothing to live for, and eventually dies. They all hurt themselves through their self-centeredness.

Just go and watch how defeated Dooku is when he says “I have done as you’ve asked, Asajj Ventress is dead.” Just look at his eyes right here:

And the worst thing is: this is the second time this has happened. Because Dooku did not fall because of Qui-Gon’s death - he was already a Sith when Naboo happened (as per s6ep10, The Lost One + the AotC timeline that was already too tight for him to have fallen, become Sidious’ apprentice and killed Syfo-Dias after Naboo rather than before).

Dooku has been subjecting himself to the Dark - to his own base need for self-preservation - for over ten years at this point, and he keeps doing it. He keeps repeating the same mistakes, because no matter how much he loved Qui-Gon, or Ventress, or Yoda, when faced with the question ‘what do I choose between my own interest and the interest of someone I love’ the answer of the Dark is always: “I choose ME.”

And the consequence is always suffering, for all the parties involved.

It’s not a coincidence that this very ep shows us Ventress’ first Master - her real Master, in the ways that mattered - Ky Narec.

One looks at her with pride and love - the other with bitterness, and regret, when he can look at her.

One she looks up to with joy, absolute trust and equal love - the other leaves her terrified, betrayed and alone.

Just compare Dooku to Obi-Wan - who always tries his hardest to save the ones he loves instead of preemptively cutting them off (Qui-Gon in TPM, Satine in s5, Ahsoka on Mortis, Cody in s7, Anakin because the Mustafar duel was choreographed to show that he was trying to let Anakin tire himself out and cool down, Luke in ANH) - and more often than not fails, but still tries no matter the cost to himself - and who lets go of what he has lost instead of holding onto bitterness and anger. Compare Dooku to Yoda, who is ready to give up his own safety and happiness, who is ready to die to protect Anakin (again, not kidding, here’s when it happens) rather than to pursue the outcome he wants. Yoda and Obi-Wan die with smiles on their faces, at peace, because the key to it all - the difference between love and attachment, and between love and self-preservation, and between letting go and cutting off, and between true power and the lies of the Sith - is always selflessness.

Whereas the Sith are slaves to their selfish impulses, the Jedi have the freedom to say no, I’m not going to save myself, I’m going to do what’s right, and I will be happier for it no matter how much it cost me.

The whole point of this angstfest was to say: dammit, Dooku! He used to be wise enough and strong enough to know better, and he still did this to himself, and then dragged the entire Galaxy into chaos and darkness. And I love him so much, and this self destruction that is characteristic of the Sith breaks my heart.

#meta #my meta #dooku #count dooku #darth tyranus #darth sidious #sidious #sheev palpatine #asajj ventress #star wars: the clone wars #light vs dark #sith #sith stuff #long post

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