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So I am officially finished with school now!!!! Well until I start university in September but for the next 3 months I am working part time and spending my free time however I feel like. This means I’ll hopefully be posting some fics and arranging an updating schedule. Very excited to get back into writing.

And Happy pride 🏳️‍🌈

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hey! i just found your page and i loved ruined probably because it tore my heart out in the best way lol but your tags arent working on your masterlist so i was wondering if there was there another way i can find your other rowaelin fics? thanks!!

Hi, sorry I’m a bit of a tumblr virgin but I think if you search the name of the fic you’re looking for into the search bar at the top of my page then it should come up. I actually currently don’t have any other Fics out right now but I’m working on the first part of a new one so it should be out soon. Thank you for liking them :)

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(Updated 20/06/21)

Currently Writing

Ever Since New York chapter one - Jeon Jungkook au. Est 10k words.

Loose Change For The Boatman part one - SatoSugu au.

Skin Of A Fool part one - Renga au.

Puppets part one - Eren Yeager/Reader au.

On Hold

The Night Shift - Rowaelin au.

In The Works

Capsize - Park Jimin au.

Summer Of Carmine - Rowaelin au.

After Six - Gojo Satoru au.

Unnamed Soukoku au.

Unnamed Shin Soukoku au.

Currently writing = I am actively working on that fic and it will be posted in the near future.

In the works = I am either still in the stage of planning and developing the fic or I have begun to write it spontaneously and there is not yet a set time that it will be posted.

I made this in an attempt to unscramble the mess of fics in my head and give myself a better idea of what I am actually interested in working on.

The Fics on this list are the only ones I am currently working on, anything else I may have posted about before has either been discontinued or put on the back burner.

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Ever since New York

JJK Multichapter Fic Masterlist

Estranged friends reunite in New York for the five year anniversary of the incident that destroyed their relationship.

Chapter One | Estimated for July.

Chapter Two | Undecided

Chapter Three | Undecided

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Multichapter Fics

Ever since New York (Jeon Jungkook) On Hold

Capsize (Park Jimin) Coming soon...

This Masterlist will eventually get a makeover ;)

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Updated The Night Shift with synopsis!!!! So excited to get into this!!!!

The first part is going up within the next few days as well as the long awaited first part of Summer of Carmine.

I am so sorry about my unreliability but university application abs coursework and A level exam revision is really taking over my life atm. The deadline is this month though so once it’s over and done with I should be posting things more regularly, I have lots of things planned ;)

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My new Rowaelin fic has an agegap, it’s legal obviously, Rowan is 40... Aelin is 20/21. If that makes u uncomfortable please don’t feel like you have to read.

#rowaelin au #the night shift #The Night Shift au

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The Night Shift

On Hold.

Rowaelin AU, mafia/gang au, tattooshop au, angst, slow-ish burn, agegap Rowaelin.

After a tragic accident Aelin is lost and adrift, living recklessly, rebelling against the wishes of her family, no longer sure of who she is. The disappearance of a classmate provides her with a distraction, a purpose and it quickly becomes Aelins obsession to find her. Her investigation draws her into the dark underbelly of Ornyth and into the arms of a man who is perhaps just as lost as her.

Rowan grew up in the dark, lawless and without a reliable moral compass, doing whatever he had to do to survive. The sudden appearance of a young women in his life is unexpected, he’s drawn to her and is unable to stop seeing his younger self within her eyes. She’s the redemption he wasn’t sure he wanted and he finds himself willing to do anything in order save her.

Warnings | Contains swearing, explicit sexual content, gore, murder, implied sexual violence, character death, drug and alcohol use.

#throne of glass fanfiction #throne of glass au #tog fanfic #tog au #rowaelin fanfiction #rowaelin fanfic #rowaelin au #aelin galythinius #rowan whitethorn #rowaelin angst #mafia au #gang au #tattoo shop au #angst #character death #agegap couple #slow-ish burn #the night shift #other pairings #explict #smut #thriller #murder #mystery #heartbreak #acotar fanfic #cc hoeab fanfic #masterlist #The Night Shift masterlist #morally grey

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Anyone know how to do the read more thing? I’m convinced the first chapter of Summer of Carmine is too long to scroll through.

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Part 2 of Ruined (Rowaelin Drabble)

Part 1 here

Warnings | Unedited (I will edit later), mentions the death of a child, angst.

Aelin pressed her cheek to the bar, the warmth leeching from her skin, trying to stop her head spinning. The world around her blurred in and out of focus and the longer she lay there the less inclined she felt to move. The taste of salt lingered along the seam of her lips from the tequila shots she had thrown back earlier in the night, sickness twisting her stomach.

The sudden press of cool fingertips against her temple had her shooting up in her seat, “Aelin,” Rowan said gently, easing her to her feet.

Aelin found herself transfixed by the spot between his shoulder and neck as he looped an arm around her waist, the urge to press her lips to the sensitive skin there was stifling.

She knew how he would react, Rowan would bow his head allowing her more skin and twine his fingers through the soft strands of hair at the nape of her neck and whisper softly into her ear, almost purring. Aelin sighed drunkly, snuggling against his chest.

“Are you Rowan?” The bartender asked, the ice in his cocktail shaker rattling obnoxiously loud. Rowan nodded, taking Aelins phone from him, “she’s been asking for you.” Rowan smiled halfheartedly, slipping the strap of her bag round his neck.

“Let’s go home baby,” Aelin murmured into his shirt, inhaling the familiar scent of his detergent, oh how she missed this.

Rowan was quick to lead her from the bar, keeping a modest hand on her back until they reached where he had parked his car. He helped her into the front and crossed round to the drivers seat.

“What the hell are you doing?” He growled once he was in the car.

Aelin shrugged turning to face him with heavy lidded eyes, her hand coming to rest on his thigh, Rowan made no move to start driving, his hands wrapped in a white knuckled grip around the steering wheel, the gold wedding band still decorating his hand.

Aelin glanced down at her bare finger and clenched her fist. “You didn’t have to pick me up,” her words slurred slightly and Rowans head slumped back against the head rest, eyes squeezing shut.

“Of course I did.”

“I didn’t mean to take you away from your family,” Rowan let out a tired breath and his hand sought out hers, fingers wrapping delicately around her own.

“You are my family Aelin.”

She choked on a sob, wrenching her hand back from Rowan, “I’m not.” He let out another sighed breath, started the car and began to pull out of the parking lot. “Where are we going?”

“I’m taking you home,” panic started to bubble up in her chest, she couldn’t go back to that empty house, she couldn’t be alone there not with all the memories.

“Can I stay at yours tonight Ro?” She paused to steady her voice, “please I can’t go back there.” He agreed without taking his eyes off the road.

Aelin studied his side profile as they drove, the slope and bump of his nose, the hard line of his jaw, unfairly long lashes and the dark shadows under his bloodshot eyes. She longed to reach out a brush the hair off his forehead, to run her fingers through it, to trace the shape of his lips with her index finger like she used too. But she wouldn’t, even drunk she knew she would only be further torturing herself.

Eventually they pulled into the parking lot of Rowans apartment complex, from there it was a short walk to the elevator.

The ride up to his floor was silent, Aelin kept to the farthest corner and pretended not to notice Rowan watching her like a hawk.

Beginning now to sober up, she stood awkwardly to one side while he unlocked his flat.

He glanced sideways at her and swung the door open, gesturing for her to head in first. Once they were both inside he locked the door and turned back to her. “I’ll get you a glass of water, wait in the living room.”

Aelin headed into the living room and perched on the edge of his sofa, surveying the room. It was simply decorated, a box of children’s toys pushed into one corner was the most colourful thing in the room. Aelin had to close her eyes, bile rising in her throat, the room suddenly too warm.

“Aelin are you alright?” Rowan asked, rushing to her side, placing the glass of water down on the coffee table. Unable to speak she made a whimper like sound and pushed away from the sofa.

“Aelin what’s wrong?”

“This is what’s wrong!” she screamed, whirling on him, gesturing to their surroundings, “it’s like nothings happened, like he never happened.” Understanding dawned on his face, followed closely by anger.

“How dare you drag me out in the middle of the night and then come into my house and insult how I’m dealing with our sons death.” He stepped closer, leaning down to get in her face, “Just because I’m not out poisoning myself every night doesn’t mean I’m not grieving.”

She laughed, placing her hands on his chest and shoving, “No Rowan the reason you aren’t grieving is because you’ve already got the replacement, it’s easy to move on when you already have another kid to fill his space with.”

He stepped back and shook his head as if in disbelief, “You know that’s not true,” his breath ragged, “you can’t believe that Aelin.”

Aelin did, she knew that Rowan had loved Rudy just as much as she did but it wasn’t the same, he wasn’t alone in his grief like her. He still had Grace, his daughter and maybe even Lyria and Aelin had no one. No one who had lost everything as she had.

“I don’t know what to believe, all I know is that my son is dead and I’m alone.” She clapped her hand over her mouth to try and quieten the loud sobs that tore from her chest, “My baby’s dead and I can’t go home because I don’t have one anymore, not without him and not without you.” Her legs crumpled beneath her and she dropped to the floor, sobbing into her hands.

Rowan approached slowly and knelt beside her, wrapped both his arms around Aelins shaking shoulders and pulled her into his lap. She felt his own tears begin dampen her hair. “Aelin I’m sorry that you’ve been feeling this way but I loved our son and I would never try to replace him.”

Aelin hiccuped and pulled a little out of his arms so she could look him in the eye. “I know.”

He cupped her cheeks, drying her tears with his shirt sleeve, “And for the record you are never without me.”

She snorted, wiping her nose on the back of her arm unattractively, Rowan gave her a watery smile, “I mean it Aelin I’m always here, whenever you need someone to talk to about Rudy or anything else, always.”

Aelin stared into his eyes, tired, green and bloodshot, but looking at her with such emotion it made her want to curl in on herself.

Instead she leaned in and pressed her mouth against his, her fingers resting on the pulse at his throat.

For a moment he made no movement to kiss her back but as she went to pull away his hand slid into her hair pulled her back.

His lips were soft and needy, little groans escaping him as she settled into a straddling position. Aelin opened her mouth to him, his tongue sweeping languidly in, their teeth scraping as she leaned closer, pressing herself fully against him.

Closer still wasn’t close enough, she wanted to sink into him, to crawl under his skin and never leave.

If the way that Rowans hands pulled and gripped at her hips were any tell, he felt the same.

As she reached to unzip his jeans, her mouth open and panting directly into Rowans, he pulled away, a tendril of spit still connecting them. His hands moved hers away from his zipper. “Not now baby, not after all this time while you’re drunk and not on the floor.”

Aelin huffed disappointedly but agreed, disentangling from him, Rowan held onto her gently by the wrist and drew her towards his room, past the locked blue door marked Rudy and the lilac one next to it.

Aelins breath stuttered and Rowan as if sensing her discomfort tucked her under his arm and hurried into his bedroom.

Together they sank onto the matress and Rowan reached with one arm over to his beside table and brought a framed photograph of her, Rudy and him in front of them.

It was around three years old and was taken on Rudy’s third birthday. In it Aelin was sat between Rowans legs with Rudy on her lap, Rowans chin was resting on Aelins shoulder and Rudy was looking up at the two of them with a toothy smile, cake smeared around his mouth, his blond hair in a tiny braid.

Aelins traced over him, tears welling up again in her eyes, “I miss him so much that it hurts and it feels like I’ll never be okay again.”

Rowan kissed her temple, placed the photo on chest and curled his body around Aelin. “It won’t ever be ok and it won’t ever stop hurting,” he whispered against her neck, his breath tickling her skin, “but eventually it won’t hurt as much, and you’ll be able to think about him without crying and you’ll be able to smile instead.”

Aelin didn’t respond but she hugged the photo to her chest even as the wooden corners dug painfully into her skin.

“And I can promise you Aelin that I will always be here, that you will never be alone.”

Aelin turned onto her side and nuzzled into Rowans chest, her tears wetting his shirt, he circled both his arms around her and pressed a wet kiss to her forehead. “Always,” he whispered into the dark.

Once he had fallen asleep and she could hear the steady rythym of his breathing and the drum of his heart against her hand, she whispered back.

“Always.”

I am open to writing more in this AU if anyone is interested :) but anyways I kind of gave you a happy ending. Bittersweet I’d say.

#rowaelin fanfiction #rowaelin fanfic #throne of glass fanfiction #throne of glass au #tog fanfic #tog au #aelin galythinius #rowan whitethorn #rowaelin angst #rowaelin au #ruinedpart2 #child death implied

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Ok I am going to be posting part 2 of Ruined in the next few hours... and just a prewarning I have not been kind.

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I really don’t know how proper fic writers do it, I write over 1000 words of what I think is decentish fic then read it back and delete it all instantly.

So yeah the wait for Part Two of ANgsty Rowaelin drabble is gonna take a little longer than I’d originally planned - it should be out within the next few days. But on a brighter note I’m finally getting somewhere with Summer of Carmine.

And for anyone waiting on After Everything don’t hold your breath... kidding, it’s fully plotted and planned I just need to get back into writing it.

#rowaelin fanfiction #throne of glass fanfiction

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Sarah J Maas Masterlist

(TOG & ACOTAR Fics)

Multi Chapter Fics

The Night Shift (Rowaelin) On Hold.

Summer Of Carmine (Rowaelin) Coming soon

Oneshots

She’s Casual (Elorcan) Coming soon

Drabbles

Ruined Part 2 (Rowaelin)

Hoping to write more stuff soon.

I don’t write for Elriel, sorry :)

#writing masterlist #fanfiction #throne of glass fanfiction #a court of thorns and roses fanfiction #tog fanfic #acotar fanfic #rowaelin #elorcan #lysaedion #rowcan #feysand #nessian #azriel #gwynriel

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Ruined (Rowaelin Drabble)

Part 2 here

Warnings | Angst, cheating, swearing, unedited.

“Baby say something.”

Aelin looked up from her hands into the distraught green eyes of her husband, Rowan was staring at her, unconsciously twisting the gold wedding band on his finger- a nervous habit he had picked up over the years. Before she would’ve considered it endearing now it just made her want to scream.

“Aelin please,” his voice broke on her name and it was too much.

“So what you’re telling me is that not only did you cheat but the skank is pregnant with your baby?”

Rowans face crumpled, “Fireheart I’m so so sorry,” he reached for her, fingertips just brushing her arms before she shoved him away.

“Don’t touch me Rowan,” she stood, unsure what to do with herself, what are you supposed to do when the love of your life ruins everything?

Aelin decided to move as far away from him as possible, overly aware of the heat creeping up her body and the urge to lash out violently.

Rowan sniffled loudly and Aelins anger flared hotly, “Why are you crying,” she hissed cruelly, “I should be crying, you cheated on me.” A laugh bubbled from her, “You cheated on me, oh my fucking god how dare you sit there and cry!”

“It meant nothing to me, I love you, I’ve only ever loved you.”

She quirked a brow, “You don’t do this to someone you love Ro.”

He moved closer, “You don’t understand Aelin, I was drunk and sad and Lyria was there comforting me and it just happened and afterwards I felt so guilty I was sick, it only ever happened the once and it’ll never happen again I swear on Rudys lif-“

“Don’t use his fucking name to guilt me you bastard.”

Rowan sobbed again, clamping his hand over his mouth.

Aelin wanted so badly to scream and cry, to rage, to make him feel how she felt, this deep, soul aching pain. Instead she inhaled deeply and held back her tears, “So what now Rowan? What do we do now that you’ve ruined us.”

He winced, “We’re not ruined Aelin,” he hiccuped, “we can fix this, we can go to counselling or do whatever you need and we’ll stay together, a family, me, you and Rudy.”

“What about Lyria Ro?”

Rowan swallowed, “Is she keeping the baby?”

“Yes.”

Aelin laughed tiredly, “so what? You want me to stand by and watch you raise a child with another woman? You want our son to grow up watching his daddy have another family.”

Rowan looked as if he was going to be sick, “They’re my kid too Aelin, I can’t abandon my child, I won’t.”

Aelin snapped, “But what about Rudy Rowan, what about our family, our future children, the future that you’ve ruined!”

Aelin pressed her finger roughly into his chest, “You will not put my baby through this.” He gently took ahold of her finger, wrapping both his hands around hers.

“Aelin please try to understand, I want us to be together, me, you and Rudy and -“

“And this baby that isn’t mine? That belongs to you and the woman who you cheated on me with, I can tell you now Ro I will have no part in your child’s upbringing, I hate them and I hate you.”

Rowan leant down, tears caught in his lashes and pressed his forehead against Aelins, she let out a shuddered breath and finally let the tears fall.

Rowan brushed them from her cheeks and Aelin fell against his chest.

“Rowan why did you do this,” she whimpered quietly and wound her arms around his torso, the man who she had loved her entire life, who had married her and fathered her child, who she had been so in love with that it hurt.

Rowan shushed her softly, “Don’t cry Fireheart, we’ll fix this just tell me what you need, I’ll do anything, whatever you want,” he kissed the top of her head, “Anything.”

Aelin tightened her arms around his waist, inhaled the homely smell of him, committing it to memory and then reluctantly pulled out of his arms, her heart aching and broken.

“I want a divorce.”

So I should really be working on my two fic’s but I got inspired and here we are... sorry I suppose.

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I Don’t Want To Wait, six

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Based on the prompt:

“Don’t go on that date” “Why?” “Because it will kill me if you do”

Aelin felt like her head was going to explode. It throbbed as she tried to open her eyes, so she immediately closed them again and went to shove her face into her pillow. Only, there was no pillow beneath her face. It was cold and hard, and her entire body ached. She groaned loudly as she rolled over, pulling the thin sheet covering her shoulders with her.

“Owww.” Her head knocked into something cold and porcelain, causing her to crack her eyes open. She was blinded by bright lights and shocking white all around her. She squinted and pushed herself up further and hissed, her hand throbbing under the weight she put on it. She picked up her arm and examined the offending limb, noticing the scrapes across her fingers and her knuckles dotted with deep purple bruises. She tried to clench her hand into a fist and cried out in pain. “What the hell?”

She looked around the small bathroom and rubber her head, which had knocked against the base of the toilet. Gross. But at least she knew the room she’d slept in fairly well – it was the downstairs powder room in Aunt Maeve’s condo. But she had no idea how she got here.

She tried to wrack her brain for any information about how her evening panned out, but she was coming up blank.

Well, that’s not great.

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Noisy Neighbors, Part Forty-Four

Rowaelin Band AU ‣ masterlist ‣ playlist

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Aelin Galathynius Livestreams, Performing Hit Single Light On for Fans from Her Doranelle Home.

“It’s a great album, Ae,” Rowan tells her with a smile as they watch Thea dance her little heart out. He lets out a breath of a laugh, eyes crinkling with a fondness for his daughter. “Well, what we’ve managed to hear of it, anyway. Maybe we shouldn’t have invited Thea to the listening party.”

His smile is conspiratorial. Thea somehow managed to hijack control of the sound system from the adults shortly after starting the album, and the little girl seems very happy with replaying a song a few times before moving on to another when she gets bored.

I hear the thunder coming down, won’t you rain on me? Rain on me I hear the thunder coming down, won’t you rain on me? Rain on me

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