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#photography #analog #cat #pêche #black and white #leaf #disposabe camera

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#memories #Poitiers #passion #cathedral #Saint-Pierre #cathédrale Saint-Pierre #France #analog #b&w #black and white #photography #handsome #urban #french town #medieval #gargoyles #gargouilles #gothic #architecture #gothique #mine

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Andromeda, movies... All wise blood. Roses were thrown to us.

I remember finding you in tears after the show. For those songs had caressed your feelings, after I hurt them.

You were sparkling everywhere, "a big, wide open galaxy". Gold on your skin, my laced velvet green top, glittery eyelids, and the tears.

#words #personal #memories #friends #Weyes Blood

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J'ai pas pu quitter les marches. Écrasées par le soleil. La gare est collée au ciel, on voit toute la ville devant.

Marseille.

Les sourires, la chaleur humaine, un enfant rit avec son père. "Faut savoir, Football ou astronaute ?" Et je veux pas les quitter . Trop décalée par le sommeil, mon sourire se brise de trop de bonheur. Une autre enfant, à Matoury, danse sur une chanson qu'on a écrite pour elle. Je commence à comprendre ce qu'est une famille.

Et toi, qui m'attends... Deux lions de pierre me demandent si j'ai envie de te retrouver. Ne puis-je pas rester dans ces escaliers de lumière, avec l'enfant et son père ?

#words #personal #french #prose #marseille #children #True love #tears in my eyes #sunlight #southern France #god i love people #Beauty of Life #Tree of life #What family is

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#Love #Scotland #lovers #relationship #b&w #analog photography #black and white #Glasgow #Dumbarton #castle #beach #cold sea #windy day

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#kurdistan #kurdish #Marseille #justice #jin jiyan azadi #Freedom for Öcalan #France #église des Réformés #réformés cannebière #Öcalan

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Un miroir tout au fond du café, dans lequel nos regards se rencontrent.

Tu regardes la guerre sur ton téléphone.

Une musique arabe s'alanguit de l'autre côté de la fenêtre, aux pieds de l'Église des Réformés.

Je ne sais pas si je t'aime, ne suis pas sûre de ce qu'est aimer.

#personal #relationship #men #words #French #Marseille #café

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#Cineworld #Glasgow #highest cinema theatre #b&w #analog #Friend #beautiful people #frizzy hair #grey skies #disposable camera #gorgeous smile #urban #outfitters

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I know I'll leave him, just don't know when.

#sad #relationship #cruelty #feelings #personal life #end of love

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I hadn't been well for many days.

Many days of fog and frozen blood, harder heart.

I'd been feeling jailed. The prison of a man's claws, of his ever scrutinizing eyes, lashes too long, mouth too small...

My life was turning around, like the wooden cabin thrown in Maupassant, rolling across fields, breaking onto sharp rocks.

And that night suddenly, at some birthday, there you were.

Eyes as dark as coal. No compromise, no stars in those. A voice warming my insides, connected to my own body... How come? Your hands, I could only watch at the beginning. Your presence was all I cared for.

There you were on a Monday night, giving sense to my world. With no words, not even answering my questions. Did you see it all in my eyes ? As I was holding the other man's hand, I was absolutely yours.

And after the cake, when it was time to go, I held your hand after others; held it too long. Started as a simple "check", i ended up taking it in mine. As if everything would be ok now. As I would be there for you always. You almost pulled it away, I think you were puzzled.

I didn't dare look into your eyes, but I did later. Our eyes kept meeting for split seconds, before I closed the door... holding the other man's hand.

#words #personal #prose #attraction #was that love at first sight #lust at first sight #men

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A bad dream :

Stalked by a guy (because he engaged and I replied, online) and by a snake / worm / Naga. They both are around all the time, watching me through their flat window. Where to sleep? They always know where I am. The guy sends me letters, so many of them with clues for our dates location... Of course I don't go but the police and the men in my life are investigating, trying to catch them. It becomes clear it's a cult of some sort. Many years ago a journalist had survived them. She was named Lucy or Alice, and was a lesbian. Her glasses are almost a relic. I need to connect with her to survive... Wearing that leather dress, those glasses.

#nightmare #dream #journal

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Écris-moi. Écris-moi...

Je te retrouve tout juste, les mers et ciels t'arrachent à moi. L'écœurement de tes blagues, de ta sueur, de ta guitare. Mais aussi, une chanson qui s'agrippe à moi, rappelant mes larmes.

Tu t'es remis en moi, plein de fois. Est-ce que je t'aime? Je me sens froide. Quand tu m'écriras, on le saura. Maintenant que tu es revenu dans mon univers, on va pouvoir comprendre.

Dis-le moi, si tu y crois encore. Si tu me choisis, écris-moi. Alors mon corps et mon cœur brûleront à nouveau, peut-être… Re-conquiers-moi. S'il te reste l'espoir, la certitude ou presque.

Mais tu ne m'écris pas.

#personal #words #prose #french #lost love #lost and found

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Ce gel douche au melon, dans ta maison d'enfance. Où en trouver, de nos jours? Ma sœur choisie, tu me fais rire aux éclats mais tes tempêtes t'ont presque emportée. Regarde les cicatrices dans ton cou et tes poignets... Je n'allais plus jamais pouvoir te donner ces câlins délicats, que l'on s'est inventés.

#personal #words #friends #friendship #sisterhood

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#Marseille #friends #innocence #b&w #analog photography #Le Couvent Levat #la vie boheme #la dolce vita #park life #ideal #trees #sofia coppola #books #reading in the park #hippies #mine #french girls #france #la bohème

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#diary #notebook #sketchbook #scrapbook journal #collage #photography #doodle #crocodiles #skin #woman #heartbreak #healing #my art

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#Polaroid #analog #photography #vintage #Lebrija #andalucia #Spain #best friends #Anna #sunset #nature #fields #countryside #town #hills #blonde #grass

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No, we're not in a Japanese movie where emotions are left unsaid and hearts vibrate with thrilling secrets. I'm putting words on it, I'm breaking the magic. No, I won't be your "other woman".

#personal #romance #emotional infidelity #married men #abort mission #men #sigh