So you know in this scene where Ranboo's mask is flashing and apparently that means that Showfall is putting all of the memories back in?
What if before this moment GL!Ranboo genuinely knew nothing about themselves- like literally nothing. So in this moment they're remembering not just what Showfall did to them but also their family and friends and whatever their life was before all of this.
I also feel like GL!Ranboo is gay and Non-Binary (obviously I mean-) so I'm just imagining the inner turmoil that is:
"oh my god- they did all that- how many people died because of Showf- IM GAY???"
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You know, I knew when I started reading The Lord of the Rings that there were going to be some differences between the books and the movie adaptations I was familiar with, but this was a surprising turn of events:
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My King
Merlin has been in love in his life, those young and innocent loves, those sincere and pure loves, those loves of youth that make your heart beat faster and feel butterflies in your stomach.
Merlin also had his first sexual experiences, and if he has to be honest, it's not something he cares to repeat.
But apparently, sex is something inseparable when you are in love, when you want to show someone that you love them with all your being, sex (or lovemaking, as many call it) is something you do. Merlin doesn't like that so much.
He likes to kiss, he likes to hold hands, he likes to snuggle up on cold winter nights when the snow prevents the front door from opening as high as it is, and he likes to spend time with the person he loves.
Unfortunately, the people who love him do not understand this repulsion towards sex, and Merlin has begun to feel strange, inadequate, and heartbroken far more often than he cares to admit.
Merlin has decided to give up on love because apparently he cannot be loved except in a way he does not like.
But then Arthur arrived.
Or rather, Merlin went to Arthur when he moved to Camelot, but these are trifles.
Merlin loves Arthur as he has never loved anyone in his entire life. He loves him with his whole being, he loves him with a ferocity and possessiveness that is not clear even to him, he loves him to such an extent that he would give his own life for his without batting an eyelid, he loves and desires him.
But, as with all the others before Arthur, he does not desire him carnally.
Merlin does not understand and wants to stay away from that thought as much as possible but Arthur, being Arthur, does what Merlin does not expect and declares his love for him.
And how could Merlin ever say no to him?
How could he ever say no to what his heart desires more than anything else in the world?
And Merlin makes love to Arthur and can feel all the feelings his king has for him, can feel how much Arthur wants him, and how much Arthur loves him.
This makes him feel even more guilty because, although he is much better with Arthur, Merlin still has no sexual desire whatsoever.
And Arthur may be a bit dumb, he may not understand problems immediately, but he understands immediately when something is wrong with the people he loves.
Merlin knows that Arthur will leave him.
And not because Arthur does not love him, but because there is something deeply wrong with Merlin and everyone leaves him behind at some point.
But Merlin should have known that his king was different.
"I love you, and there is absolutely nothing wrong with you."
Then they cuddle, hold hands, and kiss before falling asleep in each other's arms.
But Merlin is frightened because Arthur is giving up a part of himself for him, because it is obvious that Arthur likes making love and Merlin does not want Arthur to give up anything for him.
Arthur laughs.
"I'm happier now with you than I've ever been in my whole life, Merlin, and maybe there's something wrong with you after all if you haven't realized that."
So they cuddle, hold hands, and kiss before falling asleep in each other's arms.
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swear to GOD i already drew this like a year ago but i cba to find it again so i redrew it
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