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hiya-itsamber · 8 months
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when i tell u there is NOT enough nash hawthorne content out there
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muniimyg · 4 months
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1: the confession // series m.list
note: been daydreaming abt this jk... enj <3
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The library is your favourite place. 
At least, that is until your predictable love for it comes to a disadvantage. May your tranquil moments alone rest in peace as your friends corner and gaslight you to leaving your sanctuary. Sometimes, it’s for parties. Other times, it’s for something stupid like driving to the next town to watch a movie at their theatre because their theatre chairs recline better. 
You won’t have it this time. 
No way. You have so much work to do!
"Oh, come on! Please, ___?” Hobi begs. “Come tonight! It'll be fun!" Suddenly, he’s clinging to your arm, making it harder for you to ignore him. You try shaking him off, but he pouts at you and clings on even tighter. 
“Hobi,” you whine. “Go to the party if you wanna go. Jimin said he’d meet you there! And Nam Joon, and Taehyung, Jin, and even Yoongi!” 
“But I want you to come!” He cries. “I need someone to keep count of my drinks—”
“Use a marker and tally it on your arm.”
“But then what if I need to throw up—”
“Then throw up.”
“... Jungkook will be there!”
You blink at him. 
“So?”
Hobi lets go of your arm and raises a brow at you. “What do you mean so? Isn't he your boyfriend?”
His accusation has you tongue-tied. This is the first time you’ve ever heard such an absurd thing! Jungkook became a part of the friendgroup after you. He’s the newbie. Actually, he has a whole other set of friends aside from you guys. Why? Because he’s cool. That’s it. Everyone on campus knows him and truth be told; he deserves his hype. He’s good-looking, kind, and a little weird (in a good way). He’s funny and smart (but not in an obnoxious way)... He’s just… Kind of good at everything? It intimidates you and often leaves you daydreaming. 
Come to think of it, everything happens by coincidence. Yours and his lectures usually start and end around the same time. Not to mention that he also loves the library! He usually walks you home after your study sessions. But, yeah… Aside from these things—you and Jungkook aren’t actually that close.
“W-what? I’m not dating Jungkook! Doesn’t he have a girlfriend?” you ask, careful not to sound too noisy. 
Hobi shakes his head. “Girlfriend? Yeah… You.”
Your eyes widen.
In a panic, you hiss at Hobi. “Don’t start rumours! That’s embarrassing for him to be associated with me—”
“Oh shut up,” Hobi laughs. “Do not get all insecure and pick me when the campus crush has literally been drooling over the past few weeks. Everybody knows. Everybody talks about it! Besides, they talk about him being all lovestruck—not you! So, spill it. What did you do, huh? Did you manifest it or some shit—”
“With all the time I spend in class, work, and the library… You think I have time to manifest?” you chuckle at him, ultimately trying to dismiss his suspicion. 
Hobi rolls his eyes at you. 
“For someone who reads fanfics and book loads of romance stories… You’re dense as fuck.”
Tilting your head at him, you try to find the words to defend yourself and fail. 
He’s right. 
You are dense. 
But that never hurt anyone before… So why does it matter?
“Earth to ___?” Hobi waves his hands to your face. You blink, brushing your thoughts away. Offering him a tired smile, he looks at you weirdly. “You okay?”
“Yeah,” you exhale. “Why?”
“You’re blushing like crazy,” he teases, poking your cheek. Your hands fly to your cheeks. He’s right. They feel warm and the sudden embarrassment just made you feel even more flustered. Then, he nudges you. 
“Get it together!” Hobi mutters, “Your boyfriend is coming!"
Turning your head, you see Jungkook making his way through the doors. He has his backpack on one shoulder and his eyes glued to his phone. Like muscle memory, he turns his heels and walks toward your direction. 
“Oh my god,” you hit Hobi’s arm. “Why did you plant these thoughts when he’s literally—”
“Plant thoughts? Babes, it’s reality. Helllooooo?” Hobi sings, tauntingly. 
You pout at him, unable to take this lighthearted. 
Then, before you know it, Jungkook approaches you. 
He pulls the seat next to you out and settles in. After offering a fist bump to Hobi, he quickly leans his body over and places his hand on your knee. He’s always done this but why was it suddenly so different now? Was it always like this and you never noticed until now? Until Hobi…
Wow… 
“Hey, you.” Jungkook greets you warmly.
“... H-hi.”
He gives you a weird look. You avoid his eyes in return. Clearing his throat, he asks, “Why aren’t you packed up yet? Aren't we going to the party?”
Jungkook eyes your spread of notes on the table. You clunch your iPad closer to you and shrug. “We? It’s you. Aren’t you going to the party?”
Jungkook returns your question with a grin. “No. Us. You, specifically. You, especially.”
“Yeah, ___!” Hobi chimes cheekily. “Aren’t you going to the party?”
Hesitantly, you shake your head. 
“N-no… I have too much work to do. Here! I’ll just—” you pause your sentence and reach for Hobi’s arm. Pushing his sleeve up, you take the sharpie from your pencil case and write on his arm. 
If piss drunk, please return to ___. 
(xxx) xxx-xxxx <3
Hobi reads it sideways and yanks his arm back. 
“I hate you,” he utters. With laser eyes, he glares at Jungkook. “Tell her you’re coming to the party. Drag her to come! She’s always here! Homework can wait for tomorrow!”
Jungkook exchanges looks with you. With a soft gaze, he shrugs and turns to Hobi. 
“She doesn’t wanna go.”
Hobi groans. 
“Fine. Let’s go. Let’s leave—”
“I’m staying,” Jungkook says calmly. "She's not going... Neither am I."
He picks his backpack up from the ground and begins to unzip it. Taking out his notes and laptop, he looks up and smiles at Hobi. “Can I see your arm?”
Huffing, Hobi shows Jungkook your note. As Hobi rambles on and on about how you and Jungkook are party poopers, Jungkook takes your Sharpie and crosses your number out. 
If piss drunk, please return to ___. Jungkook
(xxx) xxx-xxxx <3
(xxx) xxx-xxxx
For the second time tonight, Hobi reads his arm sideways and yanks it back. He squints at the unfamiliar number. 
“Why’d you cross her number out? Whose number is this?” Hobi asks. 
“Mine,” Jungkook states, smiling at the correction. “Call me if you need anything.”
“What? Why?”
Jungkook blinks. “I’m not really crazy about ___’s number being on your arm for other guys to have and call her with.”
Hobi’s mouth drops. He slowly turns to you and gulps. Blinking at you slowly, he gives you crazy eyes. “You can not be this dense, ___. Jungkook is literally ripping me into shreds in his head right now—”
You laugh.
“Go. Have fun! Call me if you need anything.”
Hobi turns to Jungkook. 
Jungkook smiles at him sweetly with his eyes closed. He shakes his head slowly and wiggles his finger at him. “Don’t call her.”
With that, Hobi grumbles a few exchanges before packing his stuff up. He waves goodbye and tells you that you’re lame one last time. You agree with him and wave him goodbye. As he leaves, Jungkook moves his chair closer to you. 
“So… Same schedule? Study until 9PM and then I walk you home? Or are you hungry tonight? Maybe we can wrap this up by 7:30PM and grab a bite to eat? I know a really good burger spot just up campus—why’d you do that?”
Your body stiffens.
“Do what?”
Jungkook eyes your chair distance. 
“You moved away.”
What the heck… How did he even notice? It’s not like you moved across the table! You just moved like… Half an inch. 
“No, I didn’t,” you deny. “But yeah… Sure! I’ve been craving a good burger with extra cheese—what are you doing?”
“I’m moving closer to you.”
“Why?”
“Because you lied to my face and moved away.”
“N-no!” 
Jungkook inches his face closer to yours. He boops your nose and scrunches his. “You sniff whenever you lie. Did you know that?”
“N-no…”
“Now you do.”
For the first time ever… You lose your breath. It’s like you forgot how to breathe. He’s so close to you. His eyes are so doey, you’re literally getting lost in them. The scar he has on his left cheek… You can see it so clearly—the detail of how his skin healed and all. His hair is brushing above his eyebrows and you can’t help but realize how much you like the way it falls on his face. He’s… Cute?
Oh god. 
“D-dont do that—uhh—” You move away from him. This time, there’s an obvious space between you two. Jungkook straightens his posture, completely confused by your burst of emotion. It’s… Conflicting? He swears you two were about to kiss… Now, what’s going on?
“___? What’s wrong?” Jungkook asks with a gentle tone. 
You turn away and shove your notes to your face. Mumbling into the paper, you tell him what’s on your mind. “Everyone thinks you have a crush on me and it’s embarrassing.”
Jungkook doesn’t hear you well. 
“Say that again,” he requests. Without warning, he takes the paper from your hands, leaving you to face him. “Don’t act all cute. What is it?”
You stay silent and contemplate.
Was this worth saying? Was this worth addressing? Would it change anything between you two after? What about the burgers? You’ve been craving a cheesy burger like crazy—
“It’s fine if you don’t feel comfortable. You can tell me later or never. I don’t mean to be pushy—”
Then, you blurt it out. 
“Everyone thinks you have a crush on me… Or something.” 
Jungkook doesn’t flinch. He doesn’t hold his breath. 
He doesn’t deny it. 
“I do have a crush on you.”
Your throat feels dry. What?! Has he lost his mind?
“W-what? You can’t j-just—”
Jungkook tilts his head and pouts. 
“I don’t really understand why I should deny it. Why should I lie? Why should I make an excuse? This is how I feel. You just found out earlier than the confession… I guess this is it though, right?” He laughs. 
You hit his chest. 
“This isn’t funny!”
“Why can’t it be funny?” Jungkook laughs even harder. He catches your wrist and holds you still. “Doesn’t it make you laugh? That everybody on campus watched me wait outside your classes every day for almost 3 months… That everybody waits on me to go to parties but I don’t show up because I rather walk you home and stay home… That everybody on campus watched me enter this goddamn library of a snoozefest—”
“Hey! I like it here.”
“Yeah,” he rolls his eyes at you. “I like you. That’s why I’m here.”
“I… I thought you wanted to study.”
Jungkook laughs even louder, earning a few hushes from others nearby. He groans, throwing his head back. “I can’t even fucking laugh in here without getting in trouble. Why the hell would I like this place?”
“... To study!”
“To be with you.” 
You shut up. 
No words, no thoughts, no feelings. 
Okay…
Feelings. Lots of them. 
“I don’t understand why you’re so overwhelmed,” Jungkook murmurs, leaning his head against your shoulders. “I thought you knew. I thought you figured it out by now. I wasn't exactly discrete."
You sit still, not knowing if you should move or let him settle in. Before you can decide, he sits himself up and grabs your hand. He squeezes it tightly and brings it to his lips. Kissing your hand, he looks at you. 
“Doesn’t matter if you’re dense. Doesn’t matter if you don’t know how you feel right now. I’ll win you over… You’ll fold."
You yank your hand away from him. In response, he leans over and kisses the side of your head instead. You gasp, but your cheeks blush. Quickly, you cover your face with your hands. He laughs heartily, tugging you close to him. You bury your face in his chest and groan at the sinking feeling of wanting to be anywhere but here. This was humiliating!
And just when you think it can't get any worse, Jungkook wraps his arms around you and hugs you tight. As he pats your back, he murmurs—
"You're falling for me already, aren't you?"
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bbtsficrecs · 5 months
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BTS FIC RECS PART 4.1
Part 4.1 of some of my favourite BTS fanfics. Please do consider liking, reblogging and/or commenting on the fics you like. There are so many wonderful and amazing authors out there who do not get the recognition they deserve. So please send them lots of love to keep them going. If you're on here, then know I enjoyed every second of reading your story ♡
There will be two parts 4 as it's (sadly?) too long to be saved under one post. Stay tuned for part 5, joon recs will be added!
Please let me know if some of the links aren’t working. Happy reading!
⊹ Navi ‣ Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 4.1 | Part 5 |
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⊹ Merry Kinkmas - part 02 Enemies to lovers au au | s | @bebejungkook ‣ You find out who your secret Santa was but his gift was a little too personal.
⊹ In Your Arms Tonight College au | s, f | @angelguk ‣ “I’m Team I Would Like To Be Fucked Tonight.” You stated, blatantly ignoring the stink eye he shot your way. “But clearly that’s not on our agenda. Have you ever seen Vampires Suck?”
⊹ Baecation Richboy!jk au | s, f | @1kook ‣ “Lose the top, or lose the right to present yourself in any low back gown for the next three months.” He truly knew the way to your heart.
⊹ Act Of Falling Fuckboy!jk au | s, f , a | @kooktrash ‣ What was supposed to be a meaningless fling has turned into much more before you both realized you were falling. Now all you can do is hope that all the challenges you’ve faced are worth something.
⊹ Candles & Flames Royal AU | s, f, a | @taegularities ‣  He wasn’t supposed to be yours. His foolery wasn’t supposed to target you. This wasn’t supposed to happen.
⊹ Distractions Practice couple au | s, f | @chryblossomjjk ‣ Jungkook agreed to let you do his makeup, but he can't stop getting distracted.
⊹ Naughty Boy Step siblings au | s | @scribblemetae ‣ Reader is older step sister that knows he has a crush on her/yandere tendencies & she teases him until one day he gives in. 
⊹ When It Feels Right (read part 1 first) Divorce au | a, f | @7deadlysinsfics ‣ Although Jungkook is struggling with the decision he made months ago, he still thinks it was the best thing he could’ve done for your safety. But he isn’t doing well, and his friends are worried about him and how he’s choosing to deal with his feelings. Meanwhile, you’re now living with your brother, his wife, and their ten-month-old daughter, who has helped bring some light into your life. Just as you decide to tell Jungkook the truth about your pregnancy, he appears at your brother’s house with a truth of his own.
⊹ When She Loved Me Terminally Ill au | s, f, a | @jungkookstatts ‣ How does one live when life is bound to end? 
⊹ your step brother fucking you in front of your parents Step siblings au | s | @aris-ink
⊹ Don't Blame Me (on-going) Single Dad au | s, f, a | @thvhoe ‣ Jungkook is known for his good looks and is often described by your friends as "daddy material." Funny enough, he actually was a daddy. The daddy of the baby girl you babysit every Saturday. Working as a nanny for the world's grumpiest single dad should have been easy, but you can't keep your eyes off him. He's handsome, a little arrogant, with broad shoulders and strong tattooed arms. And when he decides he can't keep his hands off of you. Who are you to resist?
⊹ Rolling Stone Idol au | s, f , a | @kooktrash ‣ He was a rolling stone with no ties to anyone or any place and that’s how he and his fans liked it. Now he’s found you and it’s never been this hard to convince someone that he’ll stay. The problem is neither of you know what it means to express yourselves without reverting to sex as a form to end discussion. It causes all hell to break loose when Jungkook realized if he wants you to stay for him [with him] then he needs to show it to you too. Can Jungkook and Y/n get past their own growing doubts on if what they feel is real and work out a way to be together—especially considering Y/n wants nothing to do with the limelight?
⊹ The Ability To Fantom - part 02 (on-going) Brother’s best friend au | a, f | @hanniwrites ‣ You are shocked when your friends reveal their theory: Jungkook, your brother’s annoying best friend, has a crush on you. A bad one.
⊹ Torn Apart Infidelity au | s, a | @bethschamberoftales ‣ That one time when you caught your boyfriend cheating on you.
⊹ My Love Is Here (series) Unrequited love to requited | s, f, a | @solemnreads ‣ You didn’t mean for it to happen. It’s not like you purposely woke up one day and thought “Hey I’m going to fall in love with my best friend!” No, that is not at all what happened.
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⊹ I'll Stop Tomorrow Friends with benefits AU | s, a | @dreamyjoons ‣ You know it has to end.
⊹ Just A Taste Spring break AU | s, f | @cutechim ‣ “Your lips make me wonder what the rest of you would taste like.”
⊹ Flat Tire Established relationship AU | s, f | @ppersonna ‣ How do you pass the time when you’re stuck on the side of the road with your boyfriend, with a flat tire?
⊹ One Mistake (on-going) Idol!Tae & Cheating AU | a | @vamours ‣ it’s been three years since you and Taehyung had started dating. recently, you’ve started to notice changes in taehyung’s behavior towards you. with your four years anniversary only a few weeks away, you’ve come to discover the truth.
⊹ Akrasia Strangers to? | s | @nitaescence ‣ Basically two strangers fucking in a crowded bus.
⊹ Stepdad Taehyung Step!father au | s | @aris-ink ‣ "He was not touching himself right beside you. No, that was not possible"
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⊹ Rock Bottom Idol Jimin AU | s, f, a | @jkbabiey ‣ When, in a four-year marriage, you get to the point where you question its worth, you know that’s your rock bottom. How many I’m sorry’s will you handle? How many times are too many times?
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⊹ What's Poppin Established relationship AU, | f, s | @joonberriess ‣ Yoongi being the type to buy you a chain cause if he’s pimped out, his girl gotta be too.
⊹ Foundation - Part 01, 02, 03 feat Yoongi Non-idol doctors AU | f , s, a | @hamsterclaw ‣ You know Jungkook is a fuckboy. So why are you letting him fuck with you? Featuring Yoongi.
⊹ Looks so refreshed Idol AU | s | @kimnjss ‣ Friends with benefits is hard, but when he’s an international superstar… It’s much harder. So while you love his friends to death, spending the night holed up in his hotel room just sounds a lot more fun than a dinner party.
⊹ Friends (3TAN) Brother's best friend AU | f, s, a | @kithtaehyung ‣ The week you get with Yoongi has a few surprises. and one of them presents itself in the form of a phone call.
⊹ So it goes Friends with benefits (ish) AU | f , s | @prodagustd ‣  You and Yoongi have been hooking up, having dates and spending most of the week together for almost seven months. He was comfortable without a title, until the last two weeks, when you couldn't see him because of your busy schedule, Yoongi can't understand why he misses you so bad if your relationship is just sex to him. Or maybe he does, but he's too much of a coward to admit it..
⊹ Marry me, Yoongi Established relationship AU | f, s | @spideyjimin ‣ When Yoongi decides to get married in vegas after all the fan’s comments on the vlives.  
⊹ Amour Propre Established relationship AU | a | @randombtsprincessa ‣ Crumbling Relationship with one Min Yoongi
⊹ Blind Spot Established relationship AU | f, a | @randombtsprincessa ‣ Yoongi tries to win you back.
⊹Your Universe Rejection AU | f, a, s | @muniimyg ‣ Regretting rejecting oc, Min Yoongi goes through a circus load of gestures and tasks in attempt to be loved again
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total-dxmure · 1 year
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ೃ࿔ TOTAL-DXMURE’S MASTERLIST
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you’re a single mom just doing the best that she can to make ends meet. ellie can’t help but think that you're the kindest, most beautiful girl that she’s ever met. compared to taking care of a little girl that's in her terrible twos, coming to terms with the fact that you’re a lesbian is a walk in the park. awkward first encounters, ellie’s broken gay-dar, and her overwhelming urge to take care of the care-giver. . . the road to domesticity is a long one, but it’s well worth the pining that it takes to get there. 
total word count: 17.1k
✦ INVISIBLE STRING THEORY SERIES MASTERLIST
the marines didn’t ruin ellie. ellie ruined ellie. after being medically discharged she feels lost. being sent to live with joel is more of a last ditch effort to save her and less of a fun reunion for the father-daughter duo. jackson is worlds different than chicago, but the fresh air and sprawling countrysides are a welcome reprieve. ellie finds herself finding comfort in more than just the change in scenery though. after losing your girlfriend due to an accident you feel as though you’ll never find love again- but that was before meeting ellie williams. the two of you figure out that you have more in common than just the fact that she and your girlfriend were both marines though. tethered by some invisible string, the two of you meeting has to be fate. who would have known that you were the golden ticket to ellie’s recovery?
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your guitarist was carted off to rehab after just one month into your recent tour. fuck. there’s only one thing you can do, and that’s hire a replacement. your band thinks it’s going to be nearly impossible to find someone that is on the same level of talent as your “beloved” guitarist. you don’t have high hopes that anyone can nail the songs quite like he did either, if you’re being brutally honest. enter ellie- she’s a mega fan. the girl knows every lyric and note like the back of her hand. . . and everything about you, which isn’t creepy at all. her apparent obsession with you is something that you and your tour manager can overlook if it means carrying on with the rest of the tour. forced proximity with a stalker-level fan . . . what’s the worst thing that could happen?
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✦ KILL SWITCH SERIES !TEASER!
✦ SANGUINARIAN SERIES !TEASER!
“… spock rocker with your dirty eyes.”
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Imagine Leona after his overblot, never taking off his gloves even when he plays magift/spell-drive life he used to, yet still seeing everyone flinch from his hands. Imagine him being thrust back to when he was young, where the whispers of the staff curled around him like he wishes his mother’s arms would have, feeling like a monster for something he doesn’t understand, didn’t ask for, didn’t want to have. Imagine him, who already saw his hands as a symbol of destruction and evil and cruelty, being shown yet again that people will only ever fear his touch.
Except, imagine that the Prefect is there. Imagine the prefect is hearing these whispers, sees the flinches, and is angry. The Prefect was there- magicless and terrified- in the middle of a sandstorm, fighting to survive and fighting to make sure her friends survive, who felt what King’s Roar does when it touches your skin, who has a matching scar with Ruggie from the battle against Leona’s blot. How can these nobodies, who have never known the sting of sand down to the molecular level act like this? How dare they, who had only seen Leona’s grumpy tsundere type of care and not the scars from the fight, now act like they understand the dangers of King’s Roar?
Imagine the Prefect, caught in this righteous anger, storming up to Leona.
Imagine Leona bracing himself for another emotional wound, knowing that from anyone- he deserves the scorn and hatred and fear that you may spew at him. He knows it will crush him in a way that no others could replicate, save maybe for the tiny cub that he pretends to not love.
Imagine the prefect stopping in front of him and grabbing his hand, taking off the gloves and placing the bare hand on their throat.
Imagine the whole school stopping.
Imagine Leona’s heart stopping.
Imagine the shaking in his hands, the weakness in his knees, the tear welling up in his inner child’s eyes when you say, for all the world to hear, “these hands aren’t evil. Leona isn’t evil. King’s Roar isn’t evil. I was there when these hands were used, when they were turned against me as weapons, but I trust them, I trust Leona.”
Imagine Leona, for the first time since his unique magic showed up, feeling someone trust him and his hands completely, without any covering or barrier or safety net. For the first time since King’s Roar ruined his life, he felt the warmth of another person on his bare hand.
Imagine Leona being able to tell his younger self that someday, he will find the most stubborn, annoying, foolhearty, beautiful, selfless, kind, amazing herbivore who will give him their lives to hold in his bare hands without flinching.
Imagine Leona being able to tell his younger self that someday, someone will love all of him, including his hands.
(My first time writing something, usually I just gush and reblog to @/scared-reader-electric-boogaloo, so let me know if this sucks or oversteps a line!)
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THIS IS SO FREAKIN GOOD HOLY GUACAMOLE IF YOU HAVE A BLOG PLEASE SEND THE @ TO ME BECAUSE EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS IS SO *CHEF'S KISS*
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I've seen the trope of character A puts the hand of character B around their throat as a show of trust in a fanfic in two other fandoms I've been in and that is literally my kryptonite because it literally put's the whole "I trust you with my life" thing in a whole new context
(I've also had this WIP/blurb of Fem!Yuu/Reader doing something similar with Rook by having him shoot an arrow at an apple on her head from a distance (probably whilst blindfolded as well) and when he releases the super sharp, pointed metal arrow, she just stares right in front of her, completely straight-faced and unblinking, without even a hint of fear - kind of like this scene from The Addams Family Musical mixed with that scene in Divergent where Four throws knives at Tris)
But you know what's great about this trope being pulled of with Leona? Since he's a lion beastman - an apex predator built for hunting prey - he has enhanced hearing which means that he can hear Yuu's heartbeat and can literally have solid proof that Yuu isn't scared since their heartrate hasn't increased a bit.
And also, he loves his herbivore so much. Who needs a kingdom or a throne when he has the world?
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adriennebarnes · 4 months
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The First Date
Pairing: Walter Marshall x Latina/Hispanic! Reader
Summary: Walter and Y/N go on a proper first date since they kissed in the interrogation room
Warning: spelling and grammatical errors because I don’t proofread
A/N: “Don Refri” is very popular, considering the fact that my followers are mostly because of my previous work, and I’m so happy! But would anyone be interested in being tagged in my other Henry Cavill fanfics? I have 2 Walter Marshall one shots out, I’m working on 2 August Walker ones, AND I really want to write a Mikey (I am watching Hellraiser as I write this, btw) one because he’s the main reason why I fell for Henry Cavill so I thought it would be fitting. LET ME KNOW IF YOU WANT TO BE TAGGED IN MY OTHER HENRY CAVILL FICS, also send requests if you want.
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On the bright side, Walter was not suspended for punching Tyler Delgado in the face…twice.
However, he did have to do desk duty with Y/N for a week which is anything but a punishment. Walter and Y/N have been having lunch together every day and have being working late together every night. And of course when everyone else has left the station, they have a little fun, nothing more than making out though because there was no way in fuck the first time they have sex will be in the workplace. Walter considered himself to be more romantic than that.
It was the last day that Walter had desk duty (Tuesday) so he was at Y/N's desk, eating a doughnut while Y/N was typing the reports. She turns her head to see Walter's lips covered with icing.
"You could help me, you know? It would make this workload a whole lot lighter." Y/N said.
"I could help but you look so beautiful when you're typing." Walter said, leaning in to kiss her cheek but Y/N pushed him away slightly.
"Not when there are other people here, I thought we dicussed this." Y/N said.
"Well then I guess I would just have to wait until our date." Walter said. Y/N furrowed her brows.
"Our date? I don't remember being asked out on a date." Y/N said. Walter turned Y/N's chair so she is facing him.
"Y/N, my dear, will you do me the honors of accompanying me to dinner Saturday night?" Walter asked.
"What a gentleman. I would love to have dinner with you." Y/N replied. "now please wash your hands so you can help me file this in the records room." Y/N said.
"Of course, my lady." Walter said, getting up from his chair, he kissed Y/N's cheek quickly before she had time to react. When Walter left, Rachel sat down in his chair.
"How's it like working with detective grumpy so close to you? Has he been correcting the way you fill out forms?" Rachel asked.
"No, not really. He has been fine to work with, he has just been observing me, I guess. Makes me nervous, but it is fine." Y/N said, telling Rachel half of the truth. Yes, having Walter work next to her made her nervous, but thats because he is a good looking British man that wants to kiss her all the time.
"I get that. But at least he'll be back doing his thing tomorrow. I got to do something real quick." Rachel said.
The following days were normal, Walter went back to his detective duties. He would ask Y/N to his office as usual, get in a few kisses here and there, he would sometimes bring her mexican baked goods from a coffe shop, it was business as usual and no one suspects a thing.
Y/N and Walter were almost done for the day. Luckily Saturday has been very a slow day. Y/N was cleaning up her desk when Walter came out of his offcie.
"You ready to go?" Walter asked her.
"Yes I am." Y/N replied. They both left the department and kissed each other goodbye.
"I'll pick you up at 7." Walter said, walking to his truck. Y/N followed him.
"Great, where are we going?" Y/N asked.
"It is a surprise." Walter said, getting in his truck.
"What do I wear this date?" Y/N asked.
"Whatever you're comfortable with." Walter said.
"You're not helping, just thought you should know that." Y/N said.
"Darling, it is winter in Minnesota, wear somehting comfortable. I'll see you later." Walter drove off and Y/N did the same once she got into her car.
Y/N made it to her apartment and realized it was already 4:30. She can't really prepare for her date on an empty stomach so she quickly made 3 quesadillas and ate while she began contemplating what to wear. Obviously she could not go wrong with a little black dress. But she is Latina so a red dress would compliment her more and make her stand out. She took a big bite out of her quesadilla.
"Ay, que dificil es ser yo." Y/N whined, she got out her phone and played music, connecting it to the charger because there is no way she's going on a date with her phone at 43%. "I could always wear a skirt..."
Walter wasn't having an easy time picking out what to wear either. He put on a Henley shirt and flannel of the same color, he was totally okay with the outfit until he looked at himself in the mirror.
"Oh god, I look like a Winchester brother." Walter said before he took off the flannel. The navy blue henley looks fine with his jeans and snow boots. Then he started thinking if a button down shirt would be better but he settled on the blue henley.
Y/N on the other hand was still choosing.
"Ugh, why am i like this?" Y/N questioned. "Fuck it." Y/N said, pulling out a dark/emerald green long sleeve sheer lace top, a black camisole, and black high waisted jeans. Once she changed, obviously wearing thermal leggings underneath the jeans because it is fucking winter, she put on her black combat boots and add some jewelry to dress up the look. Was debating whether or not to do her makeup to she decided on...(Your choice whether or not to do makeup). She sprayed her favorite perfume, and now was looking in the mirror...staring at her hair. (Again, your choice if you want to style your hair or not).
Walter was doing his hair, actually taking care of his curls this time. He wet his hair and started styling it with whatever hair products he bought at target that his barber recommended. He diffused his hair to speed up the drying process. When he finised, he trimmed his beard, sprayed cologne, texted his friend to see if the surprise for later was almost ready and he got the thumbs up saying it should be finished by the time they go. Walter looked at the clock and saw that it was 6:30. He drove to the florist to pick up a boquet of Y/N's favorite flowers (mine are peonies, you can tell in my other work) that he had ordered earlier, and then drove to Y/N's apartment.
Y/N was walking around the apartment, overthinking about her date. Am i overdressed? Am i underdressed? What if it is a disaster? What if he realizes we are better off as friends. Or even worse, friends with benefits. Like good enough to make out with but not enough to pursure a relationship with. She was pulled out of her thoughts when she heard the doorbell ring. Y/N walked over to her door to buzz up Walter. A few moments later, there was a knock and Y/N opened the door to see Walter. Ugh, he looked so handsome.
"Good evening, my lady, these are for you." Walter said, handing Y/N the bouqet he had hidden behind him. Y/N smiled and smelled the flowers.
"These are so beautiful, Don Refri, my favorite. Come in, I'll put these in water and then I'll grab my coat so we can go." Y/N said, moving over to let Walter through and closed the door.
"You look beautiful, by the way. Green is definitely your color." Walter said, following Y/N into the kitchen.
"Thank you, I was panicking. Your curls look beautiful, by the way. Why don't you style them like this for work? Not that i don't love your hair all the time. And you trimmed your beard, you did all this for me?" Y/N asked when she finished filling a vase with water and unwrapping the bouqet to place them in the vase.
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"Of course i did. I am afraid with how much I run my had through my hair, these curls won't stand a chance at work. Let's go, our journey awaits." Walter said. Y/N had her coat in hand and Walter helped her put it on (such a gentleman) and they left the apartment, Y/N locking the door behind her. When they make it outside, Walter opened the passenger door for Y/N, helping her in the truck and closing the door. Then Walter got in the truck. There were times when Walter was driving that he would drive with one hand (which i find hot) and had his right hand on Y/N's thigh. They make it to their destination and Walter helped her out the truck.
"no way, you brought me too La Grolla? I always wanted to eat here." Y/N said.
"I know, let's go in, shall we? We have a reservation." Walter said. He took her hand to his lips, placing a kiss, and they entered the restaurant. "Table for two under Walter Marshall."
"Ah yes, right this way." The hostess lead them to their table, Walter had his hand on Y/N's lower back, guiding her to their table, he then pulled out Y/N's chair and pushed it in once she was seated.
"Wow, Don Refri, you are making me believe that i should have dated British men years ago." Y/N said, taking off her coat.
"I'd say that you should have but I feel quite honored being your first British man." Walter took off his coat and Y/N would have drooled then and there because the way this muscles look in the henley was nothing short of sinful. Her eyes looked him over and Walter chuckled. "I take it you like the henley."
"There is just somehing about men wearing henleys that is so slutty and orgasmic." Y/N said
"Then maybe I'll start wearing them to work." Walter teased, winking at the end.
"Don't you dare, I wouldn't be able to concetrate." Y/N said.
Dinner went well, Walter ordered wine for them, they talked, then Walter got a text that it was finished.
"Do you want dessert or are you ready for the next part of the surprise?" Walter said.
"Another surprise? Wow, yes, lets go, I'm ready." Y/N said. Walter laughed lightly at her excitement. He asked for the check, he paid, and they left, walking to his truck. He drove to a lot where the winter carnival is. "Wait, i thought Friday was the last day."
"it is, but I helped the owner once and he said he owed me one. This is it." Walter said. Thats when everything turned on, the lights were beautiful. "So, my lady, what do you want to do first? I think its tradition as carnival dates go is to win you a prize."
"Okay then, lets see if you can win me a prize at the ring toss." Y/N challenged. She knew he was going to win but its fun to tease him. The owner was the one monitoring everything so wherever Walter and Y/N went, he followed to host the game or operate the ride. So far, Walter has won Y/N 5 stuffed animals. "Okay, Don Refri, I think this is enough." she said.
"Yeah, we need to talk about that nickname. I love it, I really do, but you said that you would stop if i started expressing my feelings, right? I started expressing my feelings to you, I think it is time that I get called something else." Walter said.
"I still have to call you that at work though, just until we tell everyone we are dating. Are you okay with that, corazón?”
"Corazón? That means 'heart', right?" Walter asked.
"Yes it does, because you have my heart." Y/N leaned up to kiss him.
"Mm, you know what else is tradition to carnival dates? Going to the ferris wheel and kissing at the very top." Walter said.
"Is that so? Then lets go, it is tradition afterall." Y/N said. Y/N place the stuffed animals on a table since they are the only ones there and went to the ferris wheel where the owner set them up and everything. It started going until it stopped when they were at the top. "The view is amazing up here."
"Yeah it is. You know, I'm very glad that you came to my police district. We never would have met otherwise." Walter said.
"True. Even though you were kind of an ass when we first met." Y/n said.
"And I am sorry for that. But now we're here. Now lets follow tradition." Walter said, leaning in to kiss Y/N. It was a soft and gentle kiss until it started to become more passionate and full of need. Walter pulls away. "You make me act like a teenager whenever you're around, and I love it so much, I never felt like this before."
"Me neither." Y/N said, kissing him again.
The night came to an end, Walter dropped off Y/N at her apartment, kissing her goodnight.
"See you at work tomorrow, my lady." Walter said, bowing.
"See you tomorrow, corazón." Y/N said, she closed the door and leaned against it. This was the best first date ever.
The End
Hope you enjoyed reading it!
Taglist: @shellyshellshell @warriormirkwood @secretdream2
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xwingsandohs · 8 months
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did anyone say good omens fanfic x cupid!reader ?!?!?
good evening tumblr. i have many thoughts for the ineffable fandom. can’t get out of my head a cupid!reader that crowley hangs out with now that azi is gone?!?? broken heart crowley?!?! crowley x reader smut ?!? gender neutral reader?!?!? gender bending crowley?!?!? sex shop running cupid ?!?!?!??! 🫣🤔🤭🪽
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I wrote a drabble. Please send thoughts. May write a fic 🫣 XOXO, xwingsandohs.
Angels and demons have always been assigned their roles on earth to protect peace and create chaos, but it’s in the 15th century (or so) that the Almighty notices that humans have evolved themselves beyond simple procreation. And so God creates the Cupids, not necessarily a legion of angels and definitely not demonic, but a collection of holy beings powered by Earthly love to bring happiness and prosperity to humanity in new ways.
Where Aziraphale was defined by white hair and golden clothes, Crowley recognised by fiery red locks and sleek suits; this particular Cupid is defined by a rainbow of colours, patterns and flowers for every occasion.
It’s been three months since Aziraphale left for Heaven’s gates, or escalators to be more accurate, and your attempts to foster and create love in London has suffered thanks to a certain lonely demon moping around. Crowley can’t admit he just needs the company.
“Coffee?” You ask, Crowley hums positively. “What would you like?”
“Something strong.” He’s sitting on a lovely green couch in the back room of your shop, sprawled in all his comfort. It’s decorated with a variety of silly cushions, one particular eye-catching one being bright blue with orange tassels.
The room is littered with beige boxes of spare stock and new deliveries, but you still keep it looking bright with a mis-matched collection of hanging prints and printed wallpaper. You keep it on theme with what you stock.
“I know that, silly.” You shake your head and smile as always, you both do this routine most mornings. The coffee bean grinder grunts loudly and you pick out two big mugs from the cupboard. “What shall I try draw in your coffee with the milk? You know I’ve been practising.”
You have been practising. Despite coffee not being the main draw of your high street shop, you have a vision of giving out free drinks to customers if you can master the art of the latte. You’re getting better, actually.
“A leaf.” Your friend responds, standing up and heading towards you.
“You say that every time!”
Crowley picks up the yellow striped mug you’d taken out for his drink.
“I like the leaf.”
He’s nonchalant. He puts the mug back and looks around for the one he wants.
“But it’s easy and I’d like a challenge. Something silly.”
You grin up at him with a little humour, and he looks back to you with a raised brow.
He can’t find the mug.
You look up and find the mug immediately. It’s completely plain and black, with a slightly lighter shade of grey on the inside. He bought it and gave it to you especially for his drinks. You always fight back.
“Fine.” Crowley says with exasperation. “How about….” He looks around for inspiration in your decor, finding little that he wishes to ask for. “A tree?”
“Oh, I know!” You almost cut him off, exclaiming. He doesn’t know why you bother asking, again, this is your routine. His eyes roll and you can sense it without even seeing. “I’ve just remembered something I saw online the other day and I’d like to try it out.”
“Sure.” He rubs across his face with his hands then spins on the spot to head back to a seat on the couch. The milk steamer screeches and he considers it his cue.
“Could you do me a quick favour before I unlock the doors?” He stops, seconds away from reclaiming comfort on the velvet. He’s not your assistant, but you tend to always ask for these little things.
“I know you’re not my assistant, but there’s a pile of online orders printed out that I need to put together. Could you grab that pile from upstairs for me? It’s next to the-“
“The computer.” He finishes. Routinely.
You finish the coffee.
By the time he’s brought down the pile of paper and placed it where you like it behind the till incase of a quiet moment, you’re skipping over to unlock the door and flip the sign to ‘Open!’ Before it hits 9:01.
Then you rush back to grab the two mugs.
Crowley looks around at the shelves and pegs that hold the stock and shakes his head at everything he sees, humans and their rubbish. He does however appreciate the collection of green plants that have found a place amongst the shelves since he’d been spending lots of time here. They perhaps even look happier than his own, or maybe the colourful shelves really bring out their green.
“I wonder what lovely people will walk through our doors today?” You say with a smile, taking your first sip of coffee and smearing the pattern. Your hand holds out the other cup to Crowley.
He shrugs, takes the coffee from your hand and looks down at the pattern. “It’s a…”
“-A seahorse!” He wouldn’t have guessed it really, but when you point it out he notices. It’s definitely an animal of some sort.
“I like it.” He doesn’t really care for it, but you seem to like the labour, he understands that care. “Although it’s a little…”
He’s not going to say the word.
You’re still grinning, you know the word.
“A little…?” You ask.
“You know, it’s…” He doesn’t say.
“Phallic?” You say it. He doesn’t look away from the coffee.
“Phallic.” He confirms with an unsurprising demeanour .
“I know!” You giggle, he shakes his head.
“You really do take this all very seriously, don’t you?” Crowley chuffs as he leans back against the counter and takes his first sip.
“You could say it’s all about passion in this business.”
Well…. What else would a Cupid sell? The bell above the door rings.
“Good morning.” You call to the first two customers that come through the door. They respond politely back. “Welcome to Sugar ‘n’ Spice, let us know if we can help with anything.”
“Actually, we were looking for some bondage gear?” The lady says as her partner shrinks slightly behind her.
“Of course! Let me introduce you to our selection and then I’ll leave you to shop on your own.”
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accio-victuuri · 1 year
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MIDWEEK TREATS FOR TURTLES 💛
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as the title says, for cpn loving turtles only. those who have high tolerance for sugar. don’t take it seriously. these are all coincidences and the universe playing with us, so have fun!
before anything else, happy 5 years to this! 🎉🎉
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• There has been some talk about how WYB was fiddling with his jacket during the BTF press conference. If it meant he was A.) just fixing his clothes and we should stop overthinking B. ) trying to hide the necklace or C. ) he was drawing people’s attention to it / showing off. Well whatever it is, i’m just happy that he is wearing it. It’s not the main indicator of a “relationship” and shouldn’t be given too much attention, unless it attracts the wrong kind of attention. As a CPF, just appreciate it and smile. There is really no need to try and prove anything to anyone. We know what it means, those who don’t get it — let them be. I’m happy that he gets to keep this to himself 🫶 The puppy and his diamond encrusted bone! I mean it’s Yibo, what do you expect?
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( please evaluate. i’m jealous of the bone necklace cause it’s always with yibo 🥹🥹🥹 )
• I didn’t know this but another numerology coincidence, patient #5 stayed in Room #18 in the ADLAD play. Lol. 18 = Yi Bo
• Fake rumor from here ( this is not LRLG or BX fake rumor house ) I like this one cause it features them both.
- starts with XZ talking to staff and someone saying he should sleep early, but ZZ says he can’t cause WYB is still driving ( going to where zz is i’m guessing ) 🥺🥺🥺🥺
- XZ and his team preparing to eat hotpot and ZZ said he already asked what wyb wants to eat. One of his staff was asking if zz needs help and he said no cause wyb’s team ordered it all. ( wyb really loves to spoil him with food )
and this exchange that looks and reads like a fanfic but since we know that what say to each other in real life is so much worse ( based on bts and interviews ) — then this is pretty tame. lol.
they are eating :
XZ: I want less ( food )
WYB : Don’t say that
XZ : Pretend to be angry
WYB: Love you
XZ: Are you mad at me?
WYB: Love you love you
can someone please slap them both? they are so sweet. XZ really be acting coquettish for yibo only. With everyone else, he is practical and super polite.
• People noticed among the flowers sent to the venue of ADLAD Shenzhen was an arrangement from Youku ( platform ). ZZ doesn’t have any drama or projects airing there recently so why would they send it? You may say that it’s professional courtesy but clowns like us would like to think of who Youku’s VIP spokesperson is. WYB is perfectly capable of sending his own, but it’s 👀 that a streaming platform that he’s not working closely with has sent flowers.
• This exchange between fans under a video of WYB. Someone commented and asked what OP was wearing and if it was something “sexy” cause yibo’s eyes are on him. Then OP answered, XZ’s husband ( wyb ) was looking because she was holding their children ( dolls ) lol
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WYB could be looking at her for a different reason and we know how he goes Hengdian Hawkeye with the lenses and you will get photos of him looking straight at you. However my point is, the part about the dolls. Whether you like them or not, you have to atleast agree that it is something that will catch yibo’s attention. Especially if he sees particular ones in various events. Remember he saw some during HB, even held a BJD doll, so he knows that fans ( mostly cpf ) are bringing it. Add TaoTao’s post with his own Yibo doll. So I feel so somft that the “bringing dolls at events” ( and dolls as a show of support ) is now accepted. Yibo looks okay with it, i wanna say, he’s even amused. You can fight me on this but there is just no way that he doesn’t know that the paired dolls are not him and zz. especially zanbi in his bunny costume with that smile and a mole under his lips.
My dream is for him to hold a wyb doll dressed as Lei Yu. but he has to be careful too incase certain people get offended. So yeah. 🤡
and is anyone else thinking about how people from the media comment about yibo’s looks? like they can’t believe he is that handsome in real life. this is coming from people who should be used to seeing celebrities, but the way they describe yibo is next level. reminds me of XZ who called him Venus. He is right. The artist knows what true beauty is. It’s WYB. this is why no one can compare. To XZ, the question has already been answered, WYB is Venus. ( this is my favorite cpn, which is not really a cpn cause it’s a fact. XZ said it. lol )
• We might have a same city incidence this week! If it’s true that XZ will attend Gucci’s Cosmos exhibit in Shanghai ( opening 4/28 ). So if he does and WYB is in SH for BTF’s premiere / roadshow — well ☺️☺️☺️
- END.
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authenticallyfree · 1 year
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Avatrice wonders I am just starting to uncover.
I feel your compliments likе bullets on skinSimplyKorraglolet me photograph you in this light (in case this is the last time)SimplyKorraI will edit and add fan fiction links as I make my way through AO3′s Warrior Nun works. I don’t mind if no one cares, I’m frankly doing this for myself (I like proper lists and going back to works I enjoyed). I hope I don’t bother anyone by tagging this, but if it does, please let me know. Infringing into spaces this doesn’t belong in exists in opposition with the goal of this list.
To each and every writer: From the bottom of my heart, Thank you.
1. Standing in a summer haze (are we gonna be okay?) by Galaxiez in particular is so good to me: https://archiveofourown.org/works/26469691/chapters/64498696 Impeccable characterization. 
and Galaxiez has more works for me to devour after this one: https://archiveofourown.org/users/Galaxiez/pseuds/Galaxiez/works?fandom_id=44157922
2. Such as: (It's you) you're the one that makes me feel right by Galaxiez https://archiveofourown.org/works/26383741 So fucking good!
3. Exceptional writer, rendering an exception work of art: Precious Imperfections by DangersUntoldHardshipsUnnumbered will hold you in a chokehold Beatrice herself would be proud of: https://archiveofourown.org/works/28003827/chapters/68594997 panting, delicious squirming and *gulps* ahead
Part 2 https://archiveofourown.org/works/28281531 is a Christmas-must.
and Part 3 https://archiveofourown.org/works/28369491 is the masterpiece of denouements. Is there anything more beautiful than two artists making love to each other through their art.
4. On the light and fun side https://archiveofourown.org/works/25526881 They were roommates by writerofwrongs
5. How can I read these half holding my breath hold panting, how! https://archiveofourown.org/works/25242124  heretics by ambassador319
6. The visual of Beatrice as working at a bookshop alone sends me https://archiveofourown.org/works/25329574#main Girl From The Bookshop by 425_ThePerfectDate
7. The mix of them being dumbasses who think it’s unrequited love plus jealousy is my type of cocktail https://archiveofourown.org/works/25484005/chapters/61818301  And The Next by 425_ThePerfectDate
8. I oftentimes wonder when Ava fell in love with Beatrice, and then when Ava became aware she was in love with Beatrice. This is orphan_account ‘s version and I happen to love it Free Fallin’ Into You  https://archiveofourown.org/works/25787887
9. WELL fuck me up why don’t you https://archiveofourown.org/works/43318047#main this is where we start again by noahkahan
10. Chokes on the tension https://archiveofourown.org/works/43343493 What we do in the dark by AnonymousViolet
11. This is what I cherish the most. Depth you can only find in fan fiction. Depth that stays with you. That connects you to the characters in a forever way https://archiveofourown.org/works/43329501  lifelong love letter by Smokestarrules
12. A little bit of rivalry, a little bit of sparring, a little bit of jealousy, the zest of life you drive me crazy (its a beautiful ride) by pinkfingernails  https://archiveofourown.org/works/43248726/chapters/108706482
13. I could read fanfic like this for the rest of my life, Gorgeous fanart to accompany it : https://archiveofourown.org/works/43380316/chapters/109049260  show me something of a reckoning by explosivesky Fanart: https://corvophobia.tumblr.com/post/702564235372347392/thirteenyasmins-avatrice-fic-has-me-in-a NO FOR REAL THIS MIGHT BE MY FAVORITE This fic makes me lightheaded. I never want this story to end.
14. This one is... I’m hesitating adding this one to the list. Maybe I should not.  Let’s preface it with everyone has kinks. I don’t kink shame. This works for me. WARNING: A. Intersex Ava. B. Tags are here for a reason, if A hasn’t deterred you, please mind them.  https://archiveofourown.org/works/42758181 Sinful Thoughts by ChocolateCookieCream
15. They are So touch-starved and I’m living for it. This (for now?) 6 parters series is soft and funny and delightful and over-stimulates all my sense in the most artful of ways. You will taste the tension, it is so thick. Bring 5 fan machines, you’ll need them. And the writing will ravage you. An overflow of talent. A masterful collaboration:  https://archiveofourown.org/series/3221859  happiness is a warm nun by  Care, heartshapedcandy, lescousinsdangereux, lightsaroundyourvanity, mermaiddrunk, nirav
Did I say it was clever? It is so clever.
16. “She’s not the same Beatrice she used to be. She’s new . She’s made up of different parts now. There’s life Before Ava and there was life During Ava and there will someday be life After Ava. She’s staring into each of those periods of her life with different faces.” When it comes to favorite authors, it is a blessing that I get to meet mine in yet another fandom  https://archiveofourown.org/works/43465140#main baby i got a plan (run away fast as you can) by gilligankane
A piece that needs to accompany this fanfic https://ginjointsintheworld.tumblr.com/post/702922724845256704/bisexualtally-warrior-nun-207-psalms-11615 for the tags
17. My weakness for fake dating is coming for my throat. A vampire would do less damage. https://archiveofourown.org/works/43202637 fake it by Vhsparx103
18. I live for slow burns. https://archiveofourown.org/works/43321642/chapters/108896926 seal them up with care by that_one_urchin Ava asking Beatrice to help her with -insert spoiler- had me getting up and walking around the house to Process The Feelings
This one is in progress, and brings me So. Much. Unadulterated. Joy!
19. Can they belong to the forever immortalized bests of ships if they do not get to participate in an iconic pool table game https://archiveofourown.org/works/43485546 the best of a small town is in your mouth by nirav
Another (devastatingly beautiful) great from the same author https://archiveofourown.org/works/43134973#main an otherwise disappointing life
20. Sprinkling in some genius https://at.tumblr.com/winterlorn/when-beatrice-first-approached-the-grave-she/fda7bjsb39tg
21. Fanart will get me to read everything, and what an undeniable, wonderful fanfic idea this is https://archiveofourown.org/works/43165149/chapters/108486249 To climb a tree by Frenchsoda Fanart in question: https://www.tumblr.com/smallandsundry/703125261091241984/a-workout-bea-and-an-ava-having-a-moment-for
22. Second Christmas-must :  Snapshots for the future by puppybusby https://archiveofourown.org/works/28134153/chapters/68935209 The proverbial Fanart that lead me to this greatness: https://sketchbook626.tumblr.com/post/701219881927966720/avatrice-holigays-heres-another-avatrice-comic
23. “How utterly humiliating to be unmade by kindness. How utterly unworthy.” This encompasses the Ava-Beatrice relationship so devastatingly well. From:  in her careful hands by unicyclehippo https://archiveofourown.org/works/43156620/chapters/108462321#workskin
24. Watching these two women set themselves aflame for the other is grandiose https://archiveofourown.org/works/41061963/chapters/102917067 Because of You by NinesRadScreenname
(Beatrice would so stitch up her own scars.)
25. “I’d still pick you.” Is that a second blessing we get ? But yes it is ! No one quite writes characters in mundane settings, accomplishing day-to-day activities, as fluidly and satisfactorily than this author does. As always, impeccable characterization, genial idea, witty repartee, tension filled... Domesticity never looked so good. If you feel like reading a fanfic that spells in each word silent I love yous: https://archiveofourown.org/works/43577016#main honey, don't worry, i'll do your laundry (covered in dirt) by gilligankane (Swimming in laundry detergent and love.)
26. Make me feel a thing or 10, why don’t you. https://at.tumblr.com/piratekane/we-see-more-often-ava-getting-hurt-so-could-you/nxbypxf59d39
27. I am pausing midway through the first chapter to add this amazing recommendation https://www.tumblr.com/treesbeesandladies (💙) sent me: https://archiveofourown.org/works/43392936/chapters/109081734  of greater marvels yet to be by seabiscuit Their -Almosts- are devouring me. Touching through conduit objects -gets lightheaded- I have always preferred the unsaids.
Fanart: https://twitter.com/Gabriellowena/status/1612131779908968448
28. What do I do with these two (three?). Explain.  https://archiveofourown.org/works/43610208/chapters/109653513#main who needs comfortable love by the_ominous_owl
29. That one paragraph will make you fall to your knees: https://archiveofourown.org/works/43663245 the opposite of faith by explosivesky The reunion, the humor, the sexual charged... wrestling..., the everything! “I tried to live without you. It wasn’t life.” “I tried to die for you. It wasn’t death, either.”
30. If you had heard the jolly “Ho, ho, ho” onomatopoeia sound I made upon reading the summary alone: https://archiveofourown.org/works/43436980/chapters/109197331 Tis' The Damn Season by unburnttkhaleesi
31. Good tidings to us all, for Queer Hallmark blessings are upon us falling (for you) like snow on christmas by totheflame https://archiveofourown.org/works/43692444/chapters/109867488 (I’m gonna call this) Fanart (+link) : https://www.tumblr.com/justawhitewall/703994361708494848/this-is-ava-beatrice-said-stiffly-she-was 
32. -Hands to the sky, flames everywhere- P A I N ! 
https://archiveofourown.org/works/43329570/chapters/108917634#main I've been hanging by your halo (don't you wanna cut me loose?) by LesEtoilesDeTesYeux
33. Vibrating out of skin, check indeed :   i don't want a lot for christmas (there is just one thing i need) by gilligankane https://archiveofourown.org/works/43672960/chapters/109849599#main
34. What is grief, if not love persevering ? This fandom is as demented as it is talented. Y'all  are out there trying to kill me before my depression does. Formidable bunch.  https://archiveofourown.org/works/43680087 metamorphosis by amiphobic
35. Pew-Pew, individual horny jail time : https://archiveofourown.org/works/43696726  party for one (back on my beat) by Care
and by the same author : https://archiveofourown.org/works/43179801
36. Exploring Beatrice is endless. here is where my love lays by nirav https://archiveofourown.org/works/43739391#main
Fanart helps too: https://www.tumblr.com/smallandsundry/704276746038542336/fiddleabout-wrote-a-very-hot-besweatered-beatrice
37. Another special (extremely RUDE) marvel https://archiveofourown.org/works/43779792#main there's a funeral in your eyes by nirav
38. A 5 parters of Jealous Ava : https://twitter.com/WnSavior/status/1606148615570759681?s=20&t=EMlhUDWm2Ayv2VtSDel2QA
39. Hold me! (Literally) https://www.tumblr.com/asamiontop/704562881954480128/bea-hm-beatrice-grumbles-too-close-to-sleep
“Nothing but love, pure and unassuming, seeping through every crevice in the weakening constructs of Beatrice’s life.” Me reading this Ficlet.
40. “To mend another's armour is an intimate act.” Stupendous! https://www.tumblr.com/birgittesilverbae/704654823026475008/love-like-a-quietly-mended-shirt
41. Bea is always warmer than Ava, how can she not, when the flames of temptation made a home of her https://archiveofourown.org/works/43651530/chapters/109762725 The four times Beatrice broke her vows (and the one time she didn't) by Spayne
42. I opened this fanfic peering through one eye, praying, Praying it was good. And Good, it was. i sense a rhythm humming in a frenzy by littlepacketofchips https://archiveofourown.org/works/43739377/chapters/109989799
43. Brilliant idea, excellent shenanigans.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/43302543/chapters/108846639#main desperate times, desperate measures by AdeleDazeem
44. Lovely! (I need 17 more chapters of this) https://taylorswift.co.vu/post/704976892550430720/ontari-ontari-as-someone-who-has-0-time-to-write
45. One of my favorite authors partaking in the Avatrice fun. I couldn’t have started the year better but by stumbling upon this treasure: https://archiveofourown.org/works/43793466
if we could take it all off and just exist by socallmedaisy
46. Obliteration by the feels:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/43950438#main Devotion, Fidelity, Commitment, And Other Synonyms by morningsound15
47. It doesn’t always feel like that, but you only gain from having someone like Ava is in this fic, in your life: https://archiveofourown.org/works/43795524 come to me, all you who are weary and burdened by birgittesilverbae (hedahawkeye)
48. My obsession with hands finally knows its apotheosis https://www.tumblr.com/piratekane/705440203852169216/thats-what-hands-are-made-for-her-hands-are
49. This fic will make you hold your breath at their almost encounter- 
"This girl who’d come back to her through worlds and years, time and space. Always landing in front of Beatrice, always in her path. She saw it now, the red string that linked them together throughout their lives.” 
-exhales, entire body deflating-
https://archiveofourown.org/works/44051836
The Weaving Road by uhpockuhlipz
And another from the same author, as it is the season: https://archiveofourown.org/works/43984270 Is It Too Cheesy to Call This Fireworks?
50. The way Ava’s depth is given justice... Stupendous:
https://www.tumblr.com/unicyclehippo/705494789520506880/hmmmhow-about-a-one-word-prompt-ofskin
51. -Big feelings sigh- We’ll always have Switzerland:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/44050320#main
always have to steal my kisses from you by gilligankane
52. I see you have come for the entirety of my feels. Very well then. Tonight, we spare: 
https://www.tumblr.com/bazaarwords/705582222485372928/thank-you-why-does-it-matterr-i-think-i-got-a
Prompts of similar gut-wrenching potency, by the same talented as fuck author:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/43736379/chapters/109981734
53. -Dani Rojas chanting- Football is life!
https://archiveofourown.org/works/43890340/chapters/110354884 the planets & fates & all the stars aligned (i couldn’t lose) by possibilist Fanart: https://www.tumblr.com/princington/704880724013203456/just-a-quick-doodle-based-off-footy-au-have-a
54. Dear heavens all mighty. -Drowns in my own lewdness-
WARNING: (Refer to 14.) Everyone has kinks. I don’t kink shame. This works for me. It’s more than okay if it doesn’t for you. Skip to 55. A. Intersex Bea. B. Tags are here for a reason, if A hasn’t deterred you, please mind them. https://archiveofourown.org/works/44113581/chapters/110922525 Applied research by takemetothemountains
55. I appreciate an author who captures the most complex of feelings, and forever marks its readers with the simplest of them. And who does not shy away from real. Flawed but not flawed. Raw. Human.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/44135007/chapters/110980044#main if mine, then yours (and so all yours) by seabiscuit
56. Intense lesbianism knows no mercy. This fanfic is delightfully funny, the dialogue is fast-paced, and https://www.tumblr.com/treesbeesandladies (💙) gives the best recommendations! 
https://archiveofourown.org/works/44078112/chapters/110828223#main show me the way home by unicyclehippo
57. -Taps vein- Insert College AU here https://archiveofourown.org/works/44020588/chapters/110682589 peach plum pear by lightsaroundyourvanity
58. Fake Dating AU, let’s go!
https://archiveofourown.org/works/44634574/chapters/112288522#main life is for those who live by spacemanearthgirl
59. HERE WE GO AGAIN PEOPLE! Didn’t even think about it, see seabiscuit post, immediately rec. blind follow. as any well versed in excellency of their talent person should do! the thought of high windows seabiscuit
https://archiveofourown.org/works/44830579/chapters/112795372
Predisposed to being charmed by this author’s constant quality output art, one could say, and one would be correct. This new treasure has me enraptured.
60. Two for two! https://archiveofourown.org/works/44306152/chapters/111424270 on the run from a losing game by nirav
I’m never dissatisfied by nirav’s fics or @treesbeesandladies​‘ recommendations!
Also... am I reading this correctly? Is that Ace!Beatrice or... ?
61. A good rule of thumb is: read everything explosivesky posts https://archiveofourown.org/works/44274049/chapters/111340093 how shall i speak of doom by explosivesky
62. I love when Fanart leads me to Fanfic. This one is no expectation: 
https://archiveofourown.org/works/43209588/chapters/108602736 let me photograph you in this light (in case this is the last time) by SimplyKorra
Fanart : https://at.tumblr.com/simplykorra/a-while-back-i-reached-out-to-my-favorite-human/yh9mfgqz3l8f
63. Another form Ava Silva takes to destabilize the living gay out of Beatrice? Sign me up! Plus a cat named Archimedes? Sign. Me. Up! I said!
https://archiveofourown.org/works/45353302/chapters/114105451?view_adult=true#main if saints and angels spoke of love by mermaiddrunk
64. DEVASTATINGLY SPECTACULAR, striking tension, glorious writing, this Fanfic is breathtaking https://archiveofourown.org/works/44626498/chapters/112265608  favourable conditions by sunsafe
65. Absolutely enthralling.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/45876727/chapters/115461847
A Farm Ranch AU that does Ava justice. golden hour by SimplyKorra
These sentences, they mean everything to me:
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66. https://archiveofourown.org/works/44413459/chapters/111707389
Stockholm by SoLongSweetComfort
This one holds a special place for me.
.... Is maybe all you need to know. I will still write the follow up, probably for my own self. My hedonism requires it. There is depth and then, there is this feeling of, there is more here than meets the eyes. Little shimmering gems neatly placed under, between, amongst certain words, judiciously picked to be found upon later reminiscence of earlier chapters, that leave me wondering, toying around the infamous “what ifs”, and free fall trusting the author is weaving their vision of this complex, beautiful tapestry, that demands to exist, to cover, to stretch out. to be shared. to be admired. A plethora of delicious tropes (Found Family appreciator, sign up!), of simmering tension (I’ll take the slow burn directly into my veins, thank you) a true to life character who lives and thrives With and not despite the current capacities of their body (knowing trauma, seeing trauma, current happiness or future happiness not eliminating any suffering, suffering not precluding one self from experiencing happiness again, being allowed to love what one had, and love what one has now, and those things not needing to be at odds with each other, it’s -inhales- desperately needed lovely). I have as much ravenous curiosity for this venture as Ava does life, as Beatrice does Ava. As Ava does Bea.
67. FANART that lead me to Fanfic are everything: https://www.tumblr.com/smallandsundry/715239979805245440/thank-you-simplykorra-for-the?source=share
-Loud gulp-
 https://archiveofourown.org/works/43734876/chapters/109977252 the definition of insanity by SimplyKorra
68. What a fresh, interesting and clever take on a Bake Off AU !  https://archiveofourown.org/works/46625740/chapters/117421252 Whisks Worth Taking (a Bake Off AU) by TheSapphicAgenda
69. https://archiveofourown.org/works/47332777/chapters/119267125#main the beauty of your repair by SimplyKorra The commonalities in their differences... The exploration of being deserving. Of happiness, of love. One seeks refuge in being an accessory for. The other is trapped in being perceived as an accessory. They both escape their emptiness. One through control. The other through chaos. It’s all character centered and thus perfect.
70. Nothing beats a Childhood Friends AU https://archiveofourown.org/works/48779656/chapters/123052006#workskin 
and you ask me to hold you (that's the devil's work) by seabiscuit
71. I should just go ahead and say: fuck it, read everything from SimplyKorra They’re all bangers. All of them. Bangers.  https://archiveofourown.org/works/49968589/chapters/126161803#main  I feel your compliments likе bullets on skin by SimplyKorra
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Boundaries (updated)!
Hail, True Body AU
Hey, I'm Mark/Mustang (whichever you prefer) and I made/make the 'Hail, True Body' AU for the Mandela Catalogue. I've already gave my boundaries briefly when I first started my blog here, but I thought I'd give the points more in-depth here on their own post.
1. Shipping (romantically/sexually)
An absolute and emphatic 'NO'. Do not romantically ship ANYONE in the HTB AU, that also goes for /reader or Y/N content. Not only should you not do this because of it being one of Alex Kister's boundaries, but also because it reduces my work to nothing more than shipping when the story I am telling has no place for it. HTB AU is about platonic and familial love as well as self-love. It's about what it means to be human when it's in direct conflict with the psychological horrors going on all around. It's also about coming to terms with past traumas and hurts and facing them in order to move forward. Shipping undermines everything I am trying to do and want to do with this AU. Plus, having to see NSFW content of your work when you specifically and explicitly don't want it really sucks the fun out of creating something. I am putting my foot down straight out of the gate as hard as I am because I've already had one instance of inappropriateness and never want it to happen again.
That being said, if you want to "ship" (I mean, it's not really 'shipping' in this context) platonically in a 'brOTP' kind of way, you absolutely can. There is plenty of platonic intimacy in the series - hugs, comforting, taking care of each others' wounds, etc. Having a favourite friendship group is absolutely fine and more than welcome if you want to talk about their dynamics or write/draw for them.
2. Art & Fanfic
Have a scene you want to draw or would you like to write a 'what-if' scenario - like maybe a 'what-if Mark had listened to alt!Cesar in the church in chapter 6'? You are absolutely welcome to! All I ask is that you tag it back to the fic series on Ao3 and tag me if you can so I can see and support it - I love seeing what you all make!
This section also covers things like animatics, comics, playlists, and even cosplay!
The tag for this AU is #hailtruebodyau on Twitter and #hail true body au everywhere else!
If you have any questions about the content you are thinking of making, you can always send me an ask or a message and I'll get back to you ASAP!
3. Headcanoning
Loosely tied to the 'Shipping' section, headcanoning characters as being in romantic/sexual relationship with anyone is not permitted. However, you are more than welcome to have headcanons about them as individuals. For example, do you headcanon HTB Mark as transmasc, asexual, etc., or resident eldritch horror alt!Cesar as agender/non-binary? That's awesome, I think having those headcanons are very cool and they're very welcome here!
4. Character Designs
The characters in this AU have very specific designs and outfits across the different eras that these fics take place in. When making art or content of them, please don't significantly change their designs - both physical appearance and their outfits. This is because their designs carry a lot of stuff that is important across the AU, tying into their backgrounds and experiences, etc. For example, if you want to draw Mark post 1992, please don't remove his facial scars or the patches from his denim jacket - they are crucial to his character in this AU!
However, please know you can make small changes. For example, do you think Mark would wear glasses whilst reading? Feel free to add them! Or like @pandoricabox did with their amazing HTB Dave cosplay, you can add small details like stress doodles on skin, or extra jewellery, etc!
If you are unsure if your changes to a character might cross into this boundary, send me a message and I will get back to you ASAP!
5. Roleplaying
This one is a bit more of a difficult one as the rules are a bit more complex(?). I don't mind if you want to roleplay as characters from this AU - roleplay is a good skill to have and it can help greatly with developing writing/storytelling skills! However, the characterisations of the cast in Hail, True Body AU are quite set on their paths and I'd rather not have people complicate things by making public roleplays that have the potential to confuse readers who stumble across them and think they might be accurate depictions of the characters.
So, please don't publicly roleplay as these characters!
However, you are more than welcome to make private roleplays with your friends if that is something you'd like to do! If you end up wanting to share the odd funny or cool moment from said RPs, you can do so, but please make it clear that it is a roleplay and isn't considered canon to the AU.
6. OCs
If you'd like to make your own OCs and write stories about/make art of/roleplay as them within this universe, you are more than welcome to! All I ask is that you follow the same rules as laid out in section 2 for "Art & Fanfic" and credit me for the AU setting you are using. Additionally, if you plan on role-playing as those OCs in this setting, you absolutely can do that publicly - your characters are yours, after all! Only follow section 5 for roleplay regarding the AU's main cast (Mark, alt!Cesar, etc.).
Thank you for reading! You're all amazing and I cannot thank you enough! <3
You are also welcome to screenshot this to share to other platforms!
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Writing Communities: Toxicity, Requests, and A Cesspit of Minors
PLEASE READ IF YOU'RE A READER OR WRITER!
I've never made a Tumblr post before and I doubt anyone will see this, so I'm going to rant into the void. This came about after a fanfiction writer I dearly loved, Muzanswaifu, was in a nightmare of a community (not sure if I should tag her). I've noticed that, among fanfic writers, being a writer on this website can be hell, something that seems to be predominately created by a disconnect between the writers and their audience.
While I've never posted any piece of fanfiction myself to Tumblr, I have been a long-time user of this website and regularly follow writers. I've watched far too many writers quit or abandon their accounts because of the pressure they face to regularly post or to write for a certain audience/genre.
Statistically speaking, you'd think that most people would have the decency to realize that some people might not be comfortable writing certain things or that if you're not comfortable with it, leave it alone (or report it if it involves legal issues, bullying, harassment, etc). The Tumblr user base is primarily made up of people between the ages of 18-34, give or take. Of course, there will always be minors in just about any space, but knowing that the majority of Tumblr users are within the 18-34 age range makes things... sad. If you're actively sending death threats to someone because they wrong canon x OC smut, then... why do you have that much time?
Then there's bullying someone because you don't like what they're writing about. Most writing blogs tend to have rules, the basic dos and don'ts when it comes to a blog. Those rules are there for a reason. They aren't there as a suggestion of what the writer will/won't do, they're firm and set in stone unless the writer makes a post stating otherwise. Way too many people ignore rules when making a request or when they go to DM the writer. Please, read the rules before submitting anything to the writer. I've seem people answer some really weird requests on this website/app.
On a similar note to that: content warnings. Again, some people will zoom right past that and then get disgusted by what they read. Like all things on your average writing blog, the content warnings are there for a reason. If you go on reading the content after reading the warnings, then you're responsible for the outcome. You willingly signed up to read this content, you made the conscious choice to interact with it. If it makes you uncomfortable, then you have to deal with that. There's a lot of weird or gross things on this website, so it's best to ignore it or report it if it's dealing with illegal content.
That leads me to my next issue: minors. Even though porn is no longer a thing on Tumblr (sort of), there's still a lot of explicit material, especially in the fanfic community. It's hard to stop minors from reading it when the only way to stop them is the "read more" button in most situations. What minors don't seem to realize is that 18+ content isn't for them. I can't stop you from reading it, but you shouldn't be interacting with it more than the basic like and/or reblog. Sending harassment to a writer makes you look exactly like what you are: a child. You lack the maturity and knowledge to know what a real job is like or how stressful college/university is.
With life comes responsibilities. One of the things that Muzanswaifu points out on her farewell post(?) is how she got a lot of hate for running a Discord server and people thinking she wasn't active enough. Discord is confusing, really damn confusing, especially when you're trying to run an entire server with dozens and dozens of people while warding off minors. Her main job isn't to make sure the Discord is seamless and aesthetically pleasing or to answer every demand someone has, and this applies to any writer or artist with a Discord. That should be a place where people can share ideas, writings, art, or random thoughts. If you have beef, then take it out of the server into somewhere private. Sure, free entertainment is fun, but it isn't fun when you start dragging in other people to pick sides and get upset because they don't want to pick.
One of the big issues I also see fought over is whether a writer writes for xFem, xMale, or xGN content when it comes to reader content. I've seen a lot of complaints that [Writer] should write for [gender/sex] because it's what someone in their audience wants to see. Just because you want to see it doesn't mean that the writer has to cater to your specifications. Frankly, they might not be comfortable with it or know how to. I know as a Genderfluid AFAB person, I would probably suck at writing xMale content and, while I certainly can practice, I'd like to stick to what I know. There are other writers or communities where you can find the kind of content you want. Hell, here's a wild idea: you write it. If you can harass and bully someone else, then you sure as hell have the time to write the kind of content you want.
As for requests, it's a similar situation to what I mentioned above. Most writers have actual lives, like school, work, or simply hanging out with friends. They don't spend every waking moment writing something you asked for to deliver. This content is free. While it might be a priority if it's a commission, it sure as hell isn't if you're going to whine and yap about it when it's been a week since you asked for something. Some writers will take months until they post another chapter or a fic. Life gets hectic and it's not predictable! The health of the writers should take the forefront, so if writing is bringing them no joy or is burning them out, then it's time for them to go on hiatus. It's a normal and expected process.
This post is probably incoherent and sounds like the angry ramblings of a nobody who'll get no traction on their post. I wrote this in, like, an hour and I can't think right now. Any comments/advice to add would be appreciated if there is anything. All I ask is that there's a better community for writers on this app. Since I've never written anything other than this post, I only know the bare minimum of what these people go through. I might make a part two or something of this to rant, but for now, I have calc homework I need to do.
To any writers/artists out there who want someone to write to, my DMs should be open. I'm a very open listener. If Muzanswaifu or any writers in the KNY fandom see this, DM me for a Discord server I'm in. It's centered around Renkaza but we mostly do whatever on there. It's the least toxic Discord server imaginable and people there are super nice. Also, free beta readers and a fanfic book club.
If anyone sends me hate for this, I'm framing it (deadass). You can yell at me all you want for supporting [insert taboo topic] when I'm not. Just stop bullying people online and maybe focus more on yourself. If you're taking out your anger on a faceless person possibly hundreds of miles away over an attempt to call out toxicity, then you've got too much time to think.
Anyway, that was GGG, I'm out (HOW TF DO THESE TAGS WORK SOMEONE HELP ME).
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umm hello, i need your help... i havent read a fanfic in a few months and it's starting to feel weird coz i'm literally always reading but now whenever i open a new fanfic i end up skim-reading it and it feels like a dishonest thing to do
so could you please recommend me some angsty fanfic under 20k which are very gripping....
THANKYOU
Hello, anon! You're very welcome! This was an interesting challenge because I wanted to get you closer to 20k than super short ones. And for some reason the angsty ones I could think of are either short or over 20k. That being said, I knew I'd be able to find you some. (ALSO, I promise you that just skim-reading something is a perfectly fine thing to do and there's nothing dishonest or bad about it. Sometimes, we just find ourselves in a place where it's harder than other times to get into a story. That's no one's fault! I do understand the feeling of wanting to really get into a story though, so I hope these fics will do that for you!) I'll put the word count with these so you know how long these are and also I fudged the first one because I think it's JUST what you're looking for and it's just a little over 20k.
what's left of my halo's black by LiveLaughLoveLarry / @loveislarryislove (E, 22k)
As Harry sucks lovebites into Louis’ neck, Louis hopes that one day those marks will cover the way he can still feel Alex’s handprints burned into his flesh.
As Harry’s nails drag scratches along Louis’ back, Louis hopes that one day the scabs on his heart will heal and drop away just like the scabs on his skin.
As Harry fucks him down into the mattress, the bed shaking with every thrust, Louis hopes that one day his mouth will forget the shape of Alex’s name, won’t trace it over and over as the heat builds inside him, won’t want to scream it when he comes. Maybe one day he’ll open his eyes, as he slowly floats down from his post-orgasm haze, and won’t expect to see Alex’s face smiling back at him.
But today is not that day.
A year after a devastating breakup, Louis is still trying to put himself back together - but getting over a breakup is hard when you work as a wedding planner. Thankfully, his coworker Harry is the most supportive friend Louis could ask for. But Harry has some secrets of his own, and they send Louis' world spinning off its axis all over again.
bonded by @juliusschmidt (M, 20k)
Louis cannot remember his life before Harry. He had one- Harry is, after all, two years younger than he is- but he cannot pull up even one memory that is not somehow intertwined with Harry.
the one where they are bonded, but it's not like that and they have to pretend like it is
No Easy Love (Could Make Me Feel This Way) by @allwaswell16 (E, 17k)
There’s never been anyone for Harry but Louis. He had always thought their love would last forever, despite society’s pressures on an alpha/alpha relationship. When Louis breaks up with him and moves to Chicago, he’s suddenly left behind to pick up the pieces of the life they once shared. Instead of moving on, he finds reasons to keep Louis in his life and in the process begins to piece together what went wrong.
Or an Alpha Louis/Alpha Harry au where they get a second chance to make things right with the love of their life.
You're A Universe by Jiksa / @jiksax (E, 15k)
Harry doesn’t ever mean to hurt him; Louis doesn’t know how to tell him that it’s the only thing he ever does anymore.
Or, Louis’s a stay-at-home dad in London and Harry’s a business expat in Qatar. Louis doesn’t know how much longer their marriage can survive the distance.
give me things to stay awake by embodied (E, 10k)
It’s shitty and it’s counterproductive and it’s self-indulgent, but he lets it become a thing. On Saturday nights Harry goes out and gets so pissed he can’t stand, and when the bartender cuts him off he rings Louis and is in his car within an hour. It’s not a cycle he’s proud of, but it’s also something he can’t resist, and he keeps doing it as long as Louis keeps showing up.   AU. It's been a year since Louis broke up with Harry.
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alittlefrenchtree · 4 months
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Let me start by saying that I love the movie as it is and I think Matthew did a great job and did everything he could especially with the guidelines that he couldn't make more than two hours 🙏🏻 BUT, I miss the depth of Alex's character so much. I know that in the film, not having his parents divorced like in the book automatically takes away a part like his abandonment issues, and the conversations with Henry during the holidays while his parents were fighting, how he had only looked for Henry to talk to and tell him about how he had discovered that his father had left when he was a kid ❤️‍🩹 but I miss seeing his anxiety, his efforts since childhood to always be right, always better and the fear of being too much, of always doing something wrong and how he lowers his defenses only with Henry. I understand that it was impossible to put all this in the film but sometimes I feel that unlike Henry's character, Alex's character is less understood, is considered more superficial when he has a world inside him too and in my opinion too much of him was left out of the film ☹️ But I love how Taylor, despite everything, gave so many hints about the character and his anxiety with his body language, even though it wasn't totally addressed in the film. I don't think anyone understood Alex like him ❤️
I’m a bit behind with the asks so if you’ve send me things in the past couple of days, I’m (probably) not ignoring you and will answer at some point 💜
Yeah, movie!Alex not having divorced parents has made a lot of the character’s depths more subtle than they are in the book.
We can see most of the traits you’ve talked about through certain details and through Taylor’s acting. His little glimpses of anxiety. The (good) Texas memo he wrote without anyone asking for it. And how much he fights for people to actually read it. The precise knowledge he has on his mom’s career. How affected he is by being forced to step back. How eager he is to be used by his mom to work for his mom in Texas. It’s not exactly book!Alex but it’s something they could write around in a sequel, if they wanted. If they write Alex trying to marry Henry while he’s still in the royal family, there is a lot of potentiel anxiety, efforts to be always right and better (and fear of failing to please) to write about. I’m not sure they would go that way though? Movie!Alex feels very much boy next door, easy to be around and to love and I’m not sure how much they would want to... complicate(?) that. It’s something I actually liked about him (not knowing book!Alex beforehand) even if I would be happy to see him written with more depths as well.
That being said, they should really have add Alex’s immediate reaction to the leak. Show that outing someone like Henry (who were hiding) isn’t the only problem of the whole thing. That the invasion of Alex’s privacy was equally traumatizing, even if he had nothing to "hide" and was mentally ok(ish) in his life. More to play with for the fanfic writers, I guess 🤷🏻‍♀️
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I've just thought of something angsty. In the au where the player gets transported into enstars as an idol, the characters don't hold anything back when it comes to harassing the player, right? Imagine if the character that's directing their hatred towards the player was a comfort character. The player loved them a lot and when they were feeling sad, all they had to do was open the game and see their favorite idol. Now, that very same idol was looking at them with hatred, sending insults and just outright breaking their heart and probably hurting them mentally as well. The ones I think that would go all out are Izumi, Shu, Tori, Madara, Hiyori, Ibara, Himeru and Nantsume 🤔 Those are just my opinion though.
And even if they do find out and try to apologize, it's likely that the player won't be able to look at them the same way ever again. (The other idols might see this as an opportunity. Less competition and if they manage to cheer you up, you might turn to them for comfort instead.)
Thanks for listening to my rant ejfnfi Have a nice day, Daze! Also, can I be 🌟 anon? Or maybe 🦐 anon?
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You absolutely can be 🌟 anon! Welcome aboard :D I hope you have a nice day as well
gn reader
tw yandere, obsession, insults and threats towards the player, mentions of the idols treating you poorly
What if the character that hurt you the most was your comfort character?
But yes omg that would hurt so badly! A comfort character is something so personal and special, as the name suggests, they probably gave you a lot of comfort when you were going through some rough times. Whenever you saw them, you couldn´t help but smile because they always managed to cheer you up. Maybe you would put their solo song on loop sometimes or you might look up fanfic on Tumblr for them and happily giggle to yourself whenever you found something new you hadn´t read before. They meant so much to you, you really loved and adored them!
Which just makes it hurt even more when they sneer at you when you enter the room or they just outright throw insults at you, asking you why you´re even here. You´re not the one they want, just leave before they hurt you
Like, it´s already so difficult because you´re trying to come to terms with the fact that you just entered the world of the video game you adored and everything is so strange and unfamiliar. But you think to yourself, at least you´re finally able to talk to the idol you love so much! Isn´t it just like a dream come true?
But if anything, it´s more like a nightmare. You´ve barely stepped foot into ES or exchanged a single word with anyone, but they all seem to immediately hate you for some reason. Being so heavily disliked for an unknown reason feels terrible, it´s like you have no one to turn to in this strange new world.
But more than anything else, it hurt when your comfort character treated you just the same, if not worse than the others. They know that the player liked them more than anyone else, they were getting most of the attention, but then you came and chased them away. How dare you?
It´s all too much, they´re so different from what you always imagined them to be and it just hurts so much, You wanted to believe that at least they would be on your side but you were very mistaken.
(Btw I think you´re spot-on when it comes to the idols that would be the cruelest to the reader in this scenario)
When the truth finally comes to light, they´re on their knees, begging for you to accept their apology. They didn´t know it was you! How could they do something like this to you? Please forgive them
But those apologies just leave a bad taste in your mouth. You´ve seen what they´re really like and no matter what, your view of them has been forever tainted
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crazedsnurp · 1 year
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| 💕 self-love time! talk about which ones of YOUR creations (edits, artworks, fanfics) you like the most then send to other creators to do the same 💕
Tagged by: @vodkafolie
• Piece I am most proud of is this one of Karl Heisenberg! Before this piece, I HATED my art in just about every way.
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• I felt it wasn't going anywhere. My art felt stunted, and no growth was to be found. Then, I started this piece. I decided I was going to experiment and step outside of my comfort zone with art.
• I downloaded a TON of textured brushes and just went crazy. After trial and error, I finally settled on starting with the hat. After TWO HOURS I got done shading his crumpled hat and...
• I loved it. I was so happy with it. Something I haven't felt in a long time with my art. Of course, I enjoyed previous pieces, but it was nothing compared to this.
• So, I spent hours on this piece. I was so engrossed in it and the details. One day, I sat in the dark for 6+ hours, just coloring, finely detailing even if it was so small no one would notice upon first glance. Seeing how a certain brush worked, how I could texture this or that, it felt freeing. I just let myself go and get into the groove. It was so nice to finally have a spark back when it came to my art.
• Now I love drawing again so much. It's so nice drawing and not hating what I create. I have a newfound appreciation/approach to my work. When I draw, it's for me :))
• If anyone has questions about my process, brushes, and program I use, please ask! I am a strong believer in lifting up other artists. There is no good reason to gatekeep art. It's just ridiculous. I will offer any advice I can to help :))💖
• Also, I appreciate all the love I've gotten on this piece! I read EVERY hashtag. It's all so sweet, thank you ;-;
• I would @ people, but I don't know many here, so if you see this and wanna join, go ahead 🕺
• Here are some closeups on that piece. Thanks again gamers for the support (also if anyone ever wants art as a pfp I don't mind as long as you credit me, please! I've gotten asked this quite a few times now, so I thought I'd share here)
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illylli · 2 years
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Bite My Tongue (Pt. 1) | Eddie Munson x fem!Reader
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→ Eddie’s never felt so enamoured with someone before he met you. The only problem is, your heart’s already spoken for. Still, the Dungeon Master of Hellfire Club has a plan to keep you close, even if he can’t have you.
→ 3k words: includes mentions of drug use, unrequited love (or is it?), sneaky touches
→ a/n: I’m hoping to make this into a multi-part series, so please comment if you’d like more + message me if you’d like to be added to the taglist. this is also my first fanfic so please feel free to send me any writing advice you have x
♫ mood: ‘no other heart’ by mac demarco
→ read part 2 | → read part 3
Eddie Munson doesn’t do flustered.
He doesn’t have time for dumb crushes, heart palpitations, or anything of the like. He had always scoffed at the heart-eyed, body-floating, jaw-dropping interpretations of attraction. The dramatization of which filled his ears with static as late-night cartoons hummed on the TV, the off-switch neglected while he greened out, having pushed the limit once again.
It was at such times that he felt dauntingly lonely. He flirted with just about anyone who spent more than 5 minutes with him, to feel something, anything. It was not for lack of wit which danced on his silver tongue that he failed to sway both women and men alike into growing fond of him. He would give up the chase before it began.
Maybe he’d set his standards too high. He was a secret lover of romance; he managed to convince the Hellfire Club not only into hosting a plethora of romantic subplots in their campaigns, but also that it was of their own accord and totally not planned out in detail prior by their Dungeon Master.
Still, he had yet to meet anyone who made him feel a fraction of the excitement that surged through his veins whenever the dice rolled in favour of a kiss. Fiction was far superior to reality, so much so that his mind was steeped in unrealistic expectations of perfectly timed confessions and sweeping romantic gestures.
He always searched for a secret beauty hidden amongst the rowdy bar crowd when he was strumming epic riffs for Corroded Coffin. His eyes always scanned the cafeteria for someone interesting to fall for. Time and time again, not a soul caught his eye, at least not in the way he was yearning for.
Which is why a mundane interaction in the Hawkins High parking lot caught him so off guard it had him rethinking his entire outlook on life.
“Eddie,” His name said in a huff, like a passing thought.
He had turned, a smirk already tugging the corners of his mouth, ready to exude cool indifference to whatever half-assed insult was about to be lugged his way. Instead, he felt his limbs go rigid as you stepped into his space, soft fingers following the curve of his ear as you tucked his hair back.
“You dropped your joint.”
“Yeah?“ He was stunned from the sudden contact, but more so from the fact that your touch had caused his eyes to start burning.
He reached up, tapping the twisted edge of the paper, then, so stiffly he thought you’d perhaps injected him with paralysing venom, he gave you a two-finger salute.
“Appreciate it, sweetheart.”
You gave a single nod, your textbooks clutched under taut knuckles. “Sure.”
With that you’d turned heel, and Eddie stood there like an idiot, crowds of people brushing past him as he watched your jock boyfriend open the car door for you, clicking open and closed, engine revving, reverberating in his heart, until he was left in the wake of burnt rubber and swirling dust clouds a changed man.
It didn’t make sense. You were nondescript, you were another face in the crowd, another hand raised in class, hidden behind the gossamer of the everyday.
“(Y/n) (Y/l/n)?”
Dustin looked unimpressed when Eddie had suggested the idea of gauging your interest in joining the club.
Eddie crossed his arms, knowing he could pull off nonchalance better than anyone else, yet his heart still hammered, reminding him he was not immune to the mention of you yet. “You know her?”
“Of course,” Mike interjected as he slid into the seat beside the two, his lunch tray clattering. “She’s always hanging out with Nancy.”
Eddie realised he was gnawing on his bottom lip when the two boys narrowed their eyes at him. He gave a little drumroll on the lunch table, hoping to distract them with the flourish of a newspaper. He cleared his throat as he straightened out The Weekly Streak, eyes darting to the place on the page he’d kept coming back to.
“In the Dead of the Night, chapter forty-two by (Y/n) (Y/l/n)…”
By the time he’d finished reading the story aloud, Mike and Dustin at least looked half interested.
“He going on about that newspaper chick again?” Gareth sighed as he took a seat, getting comfy as he reached for his juice box.
Eddie seized it first, holding it just out of reach as Gareth snatched for it.
“An astute observation, my friend, but surface level,” he placed the juice box down with a thump and flung an arm over his shoulder, pulling him close, his voice lowered, “You know I wouldn’t invite just anyone into Hellfire, so think a little with that great big brain o’ yours,” he nuzzled a knuckle against Gareth’s temple and he wriggled in Eddie’s grip.
“I don’t know,” he scrunched up his face.
“I’ll give you a hint,” Eddie raised a hand to the ceiling, fingers outstretched as he punctuated each word as he said “Year. Long. Campaign.”
“Impossible,” Jeff’s greeting was one of awe as he sat down, “There would be too much ground to cover. No one person can handle campaign that big.”
“Ding ding ding,” Eddie clapped succinctly, his excitement growing, “Though your assumption is humbling, it is correct. For such a grand journey, we’d need another master writer. Someone-“ Eddie tapped on your column in the newspaper, “who knows how to weave a narrative. Attention to detail, characters, subplots. She’s the one.”
Mike and Dustin looked at each other after taking in Eddie’s beaming façade.
Mike shrugged. “I can ask her if she’d be interested, next time she’s over my house.”
“No, no,” Eddie shook his head animatedly, “No. Wheeler, you have the charisma of a damp towel. I need to be there to convince her.” He pointed a ring-clad finger at the boy, “You call me as soon as she shows up and I’ll be there.”
Gareth perked up at Eddie’s enthusiasm. “There something we should know?”
Eddie gripped Gareth’s shoulder, just hard enough to be slightly threatening. “Only that you’re all about to be treated to the best damn adventure of your lives.”
Mike’s call came later that afternoon, passing on the information that you and Nancy had made a peculiar stop before going home. The ring of the landline echoed in Eddie’s head as he pulled out of the trailer park, his palms sweaty against the steering wheel of the van.
He wanted out of his mortal body. If he could’ve separated heart and soul, he would have, so that he could focus on the task at hand without freaking himself out.
What if you said no? What if you said yes? Why did he care?
He’d never gone so out of his way to recruit someone to Hellfire before, and maybe, if he allowed himself to admit it, it was because he was chasing that high only your touch had been able to give him.
Despite being surrounded by drugs in his tailer, he’d never been tempted to overindulge. He wasn’t an addict. But one close encounter with you and he was itching for his next hit. Suddenly the romance novels all made sense, and things that had never clicked before were falling into place, the once-obscured coming into view.
It was painfully cliché. He wanted to pull the steering wheel and wake up from whatever dream this was. But as he pulled up at the arcade, he felt that strange bubbling still within him, like he truly had woken up. He could see you through the window if he squinted, the class reflecting the sunset over your form. Nancy was nodding politely to whatever you were saying, though she looked out of place, much too mature for such a setting.
Eddie hopped out of the van, the chain on his wallet clinking as he approached the entrance. The door squealed on its hinges, but was immediately drowned out by the chatter and loud music, all out of sync as each machine carried its own game theme.
Nancy’s eyes followed the darting pinball as you attempted to rack up your points, but her gaze went smoothly from top to bottom.
Nancy gave you a tight smile, “Should we head back to mine and get started on brainstorming your next chapter?”
“Good idea,” you replied, your feigned up-beat tone fooling no one, including Nancy.
Eddie thought it a good moment to swoop in and save her from needing to say something peppy to pry you from the machine.
“This one taken?”
You blinked up at him, a slight frown forming in the split second before you realised who it was.
“We were just leaving,” you announced, taking a step away and motioning like you were offering up a gift.
“Y’know, it’s all about the timing,” he said, slipping a quarter into the slot. The pinball machine lit up again, a tinny jingle sounding as the balls were loaded up. Eddie’s rings clacked against the side as he waited patiently to launch the first one into the arena.
You hovered closer to him as you watched him flip the ball expertly, hitting the bumpers with ease to allot him more points.
Nancy exhaled loudly, drawing your attention.
“What’re you girls doing here anyway?” Eddie asked casually, trying to stall for time. “Didn’t take the illustrious journalist-writer duo for a bunch of arcade dwellers.”
He viewed your downtrodden expression in the reflection of the pinball machine glass.
“A bad case of writer’s block,” you revealed, “I thought, I don’t know, the excitement might spur something within me. But nope. Turns out the only thing evoked today was the truth of how bad I am at pinball.”
Eddie chuckled, the screen lighting up with an impressive score as he finished his playthrough. “I’d take future bestselling author over future pinball champion any day.”
He felt his soul go gooey as he watched your smile grow in the glass reflection.
“If only a person could be both,” you teased, then turned as Nancy called your name from the door, where she was now waiting.
Eddie caught your arm before you could leave, and immediately regretted it, meeting your eyes in a stomach-churning instant. He forgot how to talk for a few seconds, his brain lagging behind his hard-beating heart.
“Listen, (Y/n),” he started, balling his fist to rest on the machine as the lights went out, “I uh…” He met Nancy’s gaze and she rolled her eyes, but exited with a good-natured smile on her face. “Why don’t you play one more round? I could teach you a few pointers before you leave. Take a crack at that writer’s block with some healthy ego stroking?”
You took position as he fed the machine another quarter, grinning as you asked, “What, are you going to be my cheerleader?”
He watched in the reflection as your smile fell, mouth parting as he slid his hands over yours, wishing and hoping and goddammit, even praying that his touch had the same effect on you as yours did on him.
“You paying attention?” He whispered as the pinballs were loaded onto the spring. You nodded silently, and Eddie could feel your back brush against his chest with each breath.
As the first ball fell towards the flippers he tensed, pressing down onto your fingers and subsequently the right button, flicking it back up and into a route that had your score shooting up. You let out an elated sound, something between an unbelieving scoff and an amused giggle. It had him reeling.
“Watch out,” he laughed, “Right there. That’s it.”
As the score went up so did the stakes. Both of you could see it was fast approaching the high score. Eddie didn’t stop encouraging you, and he could tell with each spoken word that he was bolstering you.
“Good girl,” he coaxed, “Keep going. Just a little more.”
He felt every jolt of your body as you anticipated the silver ball’s movements, so engrossed in the game that as he eventually removed his hands, you were still able to mimic his technique to perfection.
He could already tell that you’d work well together.
“You’re a quick learner,” he praised as you released an elated sigh at the new high score that flashed on the screen.
You turned to him, your eyes sparkling with a new energy. “You’re a good teacher.”
He tapped a hand against the machine as it went into idle mode once more. “At pinball, maybe, but I could use a few pointers on some other things…”
You shook your head, knowing this had to be leading somewhere, but you still humoured him, “Other things?”
“Well, you know,” He threw a hand up, counting off each finger as he started, “How to put on eyeliner without looking like a racoon, how the hell taxes are supposed to work, how to write a wicked story…” He drew out the last word, his last counted finger wiggling as you smiled.
“Did Nancy put you up to this?”
Eddie took a step forward as he crossed his heart. “I have a vision for the future of Hellfire, but I’m gonna need your help to get it there.”
“That’s the roleplaying game you play, right?”
“Pretty much,” Eddie confirmed, “Dungeons and Dragons. DnD.”
“I don’t get it,” you admitted as you picked up your bag, “You have to write a story to play it?”
Eddie followed you as you made your way to the door. “There are pre-written campaigns with their own lore, but I’ve always wanted to delve into writing original storylines. Only problem is, it takes a lot of work. Lots of writing, character design, you’d know how it is since you write those stories for the school paper.”
“Okay,” you pushed the door, the arcade’s bubble of noise being shut in as it drifted closed behind you, “So… you want me to join?”
“You wouldn’t have to,” Eddie slipped out in front of you, causing you to halt. “I know you’re the busiest person in school next to Wheeler, so I wouldn’t ask you to play. I’d just… appreciate some help with the story. Your writing is really, really good. I mean, honestly, I got chills reading those horror stories you posted last Halloween.”
“Really?” you glowed.
“Really,” Eddie answered.
It was the truth. He had enjoyed those stories, but he hadn’t paid much attention to the school newspaper in general until that fateful day you’d tucked his joint behind his ear and he was compelled to learn everything about you.
He’d hassled some nerd who worked at The Weekly Streak into lending him a copy of every newspaper that had come out since last October, and in the span of a couple days he’d binged all your work, through which he’d picked up on your style and quirks. He supposed that he’d learnt an integral part of who you are from the pieces of yourself you chose to reveal through your characters and stories.
Still, he wanted to learn more; he wanted to learn exactly how you’d managed to distil pure electricity into those soft hands of yours. He wanted to know how a person managed to fit the whole world into their eyes.
“So,” He fought the embarrassing urge to pout, “You in?”
You glanced between him and Nancy, who was tapping her fingers against the steering wheel of her car.
“I should say no,” you admitted. He knew why: your boyfriend certainly wouldn’t like the idea.
“But you will say…?”
“Maybe.”
Eddie huffed, pushing his tongue against his bottom teeth.
“Say yes,” His eyes flitted up to yours, “Please.”
You could tell he wasn’t used to asking for favours. His arms were folded behind his back and he was swinging on his heels. Eddie could scarcely believe he would sink as low as pleading, but he had never been more determined for something in his life now that he’d set his sights on you.
“Fine,” you spoke quickly, conscious of how long you’d made Nancy wait, “But Chance can’t know.”
“Chance?” He spoke aloud, but it clicked in his brain and he nodded. “Your boyfriend.”
“Eddie,” you raised your brow at him, “Seriously. If he found out-“
“Hey, my lips are sealed.” He even made the gesture of zipping them closed and throwing away the key.
You nodded, “Good. Then I’ll see you at my place, Friday night.”
Nancy smirked as you finally entered her car, and she said something that had you hiding your face in your hands. Eddie turned away then, knowing he’d only pick apart every miniscule expression for anything negative and be persuaded by his interpretation to call the whole thing off.
As soon as he slid into the driver’s seat of the van he took a deep breath, checked his side mirror to see that Nancy had pulled out, then shook himself out let a wet dog, expelling all the nervous energy that had pooled in his body.
“Okay, okay,” he mumbled to himself, turning the key in the ignition, “It’s happening, it’s happening.”
He was so ecstatic for the rest of the day, his uncle asked if he was high when he got home.
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