#Nobody cares. Again

[littlefoxwithbighat]

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#I am so so tired of having to endure everyone's stuff #I am so so tired of being a constant mediator for my family and for everyone in my life and never being able to dicuss my own worries #I am so so tired of having to endure all of the yelling and shouting and throwing and trying to remain calm and talk things out between my- #-family members when I just want to curl up in a ball in a woods somewhere far far away #I am so tired of always having to help everyone with their shit while barely handling my own #Im so tired of pretending everything at uni was fine and whenever I bring up the difficulties just getting told chin up!! #Like that's enough #Like you haven't seen me this close to falling apart #To not existing before #And still the second time around #All of the red flags showing #Nobody cares. Again #I'm so tired of it all #And all of the financial stress and the study stress and all of it #Why do I have to look out for and protect my family and mediate their arguments if they won't return the favour? #Why can't I call my friends and say please please I need help after years of calming them down in late night phone calls? #Why does everyone else get the privilege of moving on? #While I'm stuck with the mental struggles of being 15 and the worries of my 50+ year old parents and mid 20s sibling? #And it's fine. #It's FINE #I just wish for once in my life #Someone else could do all the mediating and endure all the shouting #And I could be somewhere else #Vent post #vent cw

[sheepgirlmaidtummy]

man. this whole thing pisses me off because like. even when people talk about staff having a history of hating trans women, that this isnt the first time, without fail black trans women are forgotten to be included again and again. im not surprised this caused such an uproar when the popular white woman gets deleted. nobody should be, its been that way like forever. some cunt in my inbox got annoyed i called rita a sex worker (lol? okay)

but i mentioned that in my post because so many black trans women have gotten removed from this site for their sex work alone, regardless of if it "broke community guidelines" or not, especially when tumblr live and the ads on this website are so fucking horny. idek what to say rn because like. this wont get as many notes as the posts talking about her will. the exploding car thing is gonna get more attention than the trans women on this site you dont actually care about listening to. ive been talking about how unfair it is to be a black tgirl on this site for years and nobody cares.

i love rita, we talked abit the other day and she's doing fine, dont get it twisted and think i hate her or some bs, she's a big fucking reason im not fucking homeless.

but part of why her deletion got to #1 trending on tumblr for multiple days in a row is that she's white

#reblog this you fuckers. im tired of you people saying you care about us. about my sisters and then ignore us like we never existed #gonna have to put abuncha these tags here again too otherwise literally nobody will see. i got abuncha new followers for that post #yall better Do Something other than performative bullshit for once #whatever. whatever. #predstrogen #photomatt #transgender #trans rights #black trans lives matter #black trans women #carhammerexplosionmatt

[tagerrkix]

rage.

#welcome to today's episode of “me trying to draw 76 different emotions at once” #rage+grief???sorrow??? anguish????? #hmmmmmmm #definitely pain #and a hint of fear #no but like he's angry but there's sadness underneath you get what i'm saying #the kind of rage caused by something that left you traumatized and you just can't stop thinking about how unfair it was #like “i didn't deserve this nobody deserves this” kind of rage #well anyway #i don't even care about anatomy at this point #just let me see how much i can distort the face and still have it somewhat resemble the character #didn't mean to draw him crying again but my hand slipped oops #astarion #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 astarion #baldurs gate 3 #astarion fanart

[egophiliac]

this is basically what happened, right?

(these guys are very lucky that everyone at NRC 1) has the combined intelligence of a sack of bricks, and 2) is easily distracted by shiny things.)

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #stage in playful land #stage in playfulland #these two are SO sleazy and i am utterly delighted by them #can't wait to find out their tragic backstory in approximately 3-4 weeks! #fortunately i have like a month to figure out how the heck to draw their hair (spoiler: i will never figure it out) #also. god. i love it whenever leona accidentally reveals his Mom Side. #he doesn't care about any of this but he WILL be tagging along to make sure no one else gets into trouble #once again he has to be the Responsible Adult and he hates it. the whimsical hat weighs heavy upon his head. #anyway this is me so excuse me while i now talk about diasomnia for three hours #but lilia being all 'kids gotta have some adventure in their lives!' is hilarious #specifically because you know silver would NEVER. #100% silver not only never snuck out but he always went to bed on time AND brushed his teeth AND flossed even when nobody made him. #lilia: aww but you should be enjoying your youth! >:c #silver: i am. i enjoy being respectful and disciplined and honoring you as my father. #lilia: #lilia: maybe i'm TOO good at raising kids #you know i was going to say none of his kids would be involved in this but i actually think malleus definitely would #he would not see it as a moral quandry though. he would just be excited to be invited along. #(the only reason he isn't there is because he was busy admiring a termite-infested beam somewhere and yuu didn't get a chance to ask him) #i mean MAYBE if lilia as his single authority figure told him no then he would have some reservations #but lilia's the one who's screaming HELL YEAH LET'S SNEAK OUT AND DEFY AUTHORITY while dabbing so moot point there #sebek would never and he would rat on everyone else. unless malleus is going in which case he's already there. #and i guess if everyone else is going silver probably would too #but he'd. y'know. feel conflicted about it.

[knifearo]

ultimately when it comes to shipping and fandom space treatment of aspec characters i just don't accept "aro/ace people can still date/have sex" as an answer from nonaspecs. like yeah. mhm. okay. now i think we both know that you're not saying that out of real interest in the diversity of aspec experiences. so you can turn in your seventeen-page essay on why and how you plan to examine this character's aspec identity within the context of a romantic or sexual relationship complete with evidence from canon and peer reviews from multiple aspec people within the next week or i'm putting you in the pit from the edgar allen poe story

#you know. the one with the pendulum #'hey. why are you as an allo person shipping this aspec character like this' #'oh aspec people can still date/have sex!' #'yeah. now can you answer the question that i actually asked you' #like goddamn just say you don't care they're aspec and you want to fulfill a sexual/romantic fantasy with them. that's Fine #it like. sucks. for sure. lotta aspec people will be unhappy with you. but everyone is entitled to their own wants and experiences. #but i'd prefer you just be honest with it rather than using our community's conversation points as retroactive justification #and ONCE AGAIN. you guys are real fucking cavalier with this shit and it shows a real fundamental lack of respect for aspecs #when most of you would NEVER ship a canonically gay character with the 'other' gender. cause again. it would suck. #you can do it. nobody's Stopping you. but it would suck. #and we understand that putting a queer character in situations that erase that queerness is shitty! until it comes to aspec characters! #and whoa... there it is again... people don't consider aspec identities to be queer... crazy how it always comes back to that #anyway. you all know what i'm talking about. have seen many posts about this lately #it is [ long sigh ] unfortunately a very hot button issue with the advent lately of alastor hazbinhotel #which. again. god i wish there were other canon aspec characters to be having this conversation about. #but we'll have to do our best with what we have #aromantic #aromanticism #arospec #aroace #talking #aspec #asexual #asexuality

[lemongogo]

trimax sketches

#trigun #trigun maximum #trimax #vash #wolfwood #nicholas d wolfwood #millions knives #my art #i love.LOVEEE Love how nightow exaggerates figures n poses them w like.their backs set and hips forward/2 the side #SOOO YUMMYYYYY #mostly from ch 43 yah. #i need 2 just start posting my sketches and not care how they look.i think im too in my head ab everything T__T #bc i love drawing them..i have so much fun w it and ive drawn so much but im like.EMBARRASSED !! TO SHAREE #ohh.2 be 12 again and drawing like nobodies business #knives trigun

[black-and-yellow]

The walk home from UA

#i've been thinking about micnight a lot. somebody call an ambulance or a therapist or something #this might even drive me to read School Briefs again just for content of them interacting for once #this is why Vigilantes is better we get more interactions with the teacher trio #I realise I draw a ton of this concept but I do not care anymore #nobody can stop me drawing silly micnight stuff. Piggyback ride. Partners in crime. They are just one of the ever. #you know. #bnha #eraserhead bnha #shouta aizawa #eri chan #nemuri kayama #hizashi yamada #present mic #midmic #do NOT look at Aizawa's arms and do NOT try and understand the physics of Mic's legs #it's half 2 in the morning I was not about to spend any more time making it look actually good #drawing people from the side my arch nemesis #if someone made a VRChat avatar of Midnight in her little skirt suit outfit from Save the World With Love I would cry #it's so hard to find normal Midnight avatars

[tomwambsgays]

i'm tired of you, still tied to me

#the iron claw #von erichs #ethel cain #hard times #holt mccallany #zac efron #harris dickinson #jeremy allen white #stanley simons #lily james #my edits #once again probably nobody cares about this film as much as me and a few oomfs but #i had to get this out of my system mmmmmmm #i love ethel cain so much i might edit more stuff w her music...or draw things inspired by her songs..

[comradekatara]

rly old atuat sketch i realized today i never posted. she's unimpressed and annoyed bc it's so hard being better than everyone else.

#id in alt text #avatar the last airbender #atla #kyoshi novels #the shadow of kyoshi #chronicles of the avatar #atuat #art #mart #i love her so much #she's like if i made an atla oc that was just wish fulfillment. except she's real #actually im going to draw her again. rn. #nobody cares abt her but me but thats fine <3

[whatzaoverwatch]

You stupid emo edgy fuck I love you so much and would kiss you till the end of time

#overwatch #reaper #gabriel reyes #overwatch 2 #shut up whatza nobody cares #back at it again with amazing skins #the contrast to the valentines skin is strong

[nocterre]

drew this for a fic

#death note #lawlight #actually i feel bad uploading just dn over and over #but everything else is like. too scraggly to upload so i keep it on twit... #then again who cares nobody does and i dont LMFAO #anyways those parts got me howling for real

[greencarnation]

i liked barbie but acting like greta and margot not getting nominated is the biggest feminist issue of our times is so silly. 2 mothers are killed per hour in gaza. women are using tent scraps as sanitary products. women are getting c-sections without anesthesia. fuck off with your white feminism and award shows

#like get it the fuck together #the same people who are silent about palestine are foaming at the mouth over this shit #it is shitty and hollow and stupid and i DO NOT CARE #NOBODY CARES #THERE IS A GENOCIDE BE SO FR #palestine #gaza #israel #free palestine #barbie #greta gerwig #margot robbie #who the fuck played ken again 😭😭 #ryan reynolds #white people love picking on issues like this so that they can feel like activists or like they're part of something important #but when real crises happen and they might be required to step outside their comfort zones or sacrifice something their lips are ZIPPED #if half of you had HALF the reaction to 30000 dead palestinians maybe things would be better

[la-pheacienne]

People that still blame Ned for telling Cersei of his plans are the same people that say they wouldn't have turned if they were Orpheus, and the common denominator between these two categories of people is how fucking BORING they are. Imagine trying to analyze Oedipus Rex through the prism of how stupid Oedipus was. STOP for the love of god

#you are the annoying Toby in the fandom #nobody fucking cares if it was ''''''''stupid''''''' guys #me going through reddit again #also this does not apply solely on Ned there are PLENTY of characters in universe that dudebros LOVE to write off as ''''stupid'''' #when it's just characters acting like real human beings basically #this approach makes me F E R A L #eddard stark #orpheus x eurydice #aspa rambles #rant #asoiaf #valyrianscrolls

[skarmoree]

I won’t be who he is (I will be who he is)

testing smth bc I think tumblr nuked my initial post of this so if you saw it twice no you didn’t

pls listen to drivers seat by madds buckley and experience batboys brainrot. gif vers:

#dick grayson #nightwing #tim drake #dc robin #robin dc #damian wayne #jason todd #red hood #batfam #batfamily #dc comics #dc batman #skartmoree #my first post got literally no notes in the first 12 hours except from my siblings so I KNOW it’s not showing up anywhere so I’m reposting #yknow. just in case #i worked hard on this so people are seeing it #it’s doing fine on tt! i redownloaded the app to post it there! #insane behavior #so yeah trying again #not sure if it was bc I linked the song or not so playing it safe #in the case that it DID post and nobody cares: sorry. look at my post boy. #it’s freakin bats #sighs. idk I just really like it and want validation #also I did this entirely on mobile. idk what the sizing is on desktop. rip to desktop only users maybe

[lunarharp]

warming back up..with silliness.. watching shrek 2 again & Dreams . cause i have a lot of dreams that are weird

#witch hat tag #orufrey #i dreamt qifrey had tattoos and it was scary bc why wouldnt i know that? he's been shirtless in the manga #yet in the dream he had geometric black tattoos on his neck? HOW COULD I NOT KNOW??? #i also dreamt today about panels with loads of fire in them like they were in a burning building and tetia's shoes were getting singed #but nobody even cared and nobody in the world noticed the fire except for me only i realise things are on fire #stress dreams..stress dreams about witch hat atelier..i'm not doing well guys #yeah i used shrek dialogue for my orufrey. we're at this level of insanity. i dont even care any more #listen to Holding out for a hero (shrek 2) (10 hour version) thinking of qif & oru & iguin and maybe youll understand #silly personal drawings where ive drawn 'myself' dont fit with my actual art =_= But Once again..who cares any more.

[jonahmagnus]

I dont feel like doing the background. I refuse. Hes baking..... 🥹 hes baking and hes happy and hes ALIVE....

Version with bg sketch under the cut ✂️👇

#the magnus protocol #tmp #Gerry Keay #gerry robinson #<- TO ME. again eye dont think that their necessarily actually grandson grandparent eye think its a label of convenience BUT #they are family. TO ME. #Gerry Keay's mother was deeply fucked up and evil and eyeHATE her and Gertrude Robinson is NOT his mother but she is an older female figure #in his life he can rely on to some extent .Shes not maternal at all like at all but sometimes he looks at her and wishes that she cared for #him the way nobody else had ever cared for him. But he doesnt voice it because hes like in his 30s at this point. And then he dies and she #makes him a ghost and it HURTS. It hurts and it sucks and he wants to go home. He wants his mother #but not his actual mother #the #hypothetical mother who is not his mother whom actually loved him. But he refused to cry out for her with his final breath. #Gerry Keay died silent. #ANDMD THEN GERTRUDE ROBINSON CALLED HIM HER GRANDSON #EYE!! AM NOT!!! *OKAY!!!* GWAAAAD GWAD GWAD GWAD. GOOD GOD. ANNNYWAYS. #tmagp #tmagp spoilers #Gerry tmp #my unfortunate art #:3 #His hair is dyed WELL in this timeline ♡ Beclaws he is LOVED ♡