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Getting to know your new neighbor.
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butterflyangel3102 · 11 months
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Welc♡me to my blog!🌸🌷💕🦋🌈
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Hi! My name is Jah ♡🌸🦋 This is my blog where I post mostly everything I like, some personal stuff and sometimes NSFW things if that’s okay.
About me 💗:
🌸 I’m 22 !
🌸Pronouns: she/her ♀
🌸I’m Bi 💗💜💙
🌸I’m an artist 🎨🖌️
🌸MBTI: INFP 9w1 🌸
🌸My big 3: Aries ☀️, Scorpio 🌙, Capricorn ⬆️
🌸Life path 2/11
🌸I’m Autistic + ADHD + CPTSD + social anxiety
🌸I’m a shy introvert 🙈
🌸I’m from Illinois 🌽⛄️🍕
🌸I love the colors pink💗, purple/lavender 💜, green 💚, blue 💙, and red ❤️.
🌸I love pizza 🍕, sandwiches 🥪🍔, tacos 🌮 and Mexican food!❤️
🌸 Hobbies/loves: music 🎶🎧, drawing✏️, painting 🎨,knitting 🧶, writing ✍🏽, baking 🍪🥧, plushies 🧸, anime/cartoons, hearts ❤️, nature 🌿🌲🌺, crystals 💎, the moon 🌕, rain 🌧️, astrology 🌌, psychology, animals 🐈, tea ☕️, vintage stuff 🫖, Care Bears🌈, Sanrio.
🌸Favorite shows/anime: Sailor Moon🌙, Powerpuff Girls 💗🩵💚, InuYasha, Avatar the Last Airbender 💚, Code Lyoko, Teen Titans, Winx Club 🦋, Cardcaptor Sakura 🌸, Shuffle 🌻, Clannad 🍡,Chobits 🤍, A Little Snow Fairy Sugar ❄️, Strawberry Panic 🍓💞, Uta Kata.
🌸 My favorite artists 🎶: INNA, Adele, Britney Spears, Aaliyah, Nelly Furtado, Ariana Grande, Amy Winehouse, Men I Trust, Clairo, Shakira, Cascada, Akcent, t.A.T.u, Björk, Regina Spektor.
Trivia 🌸:
I’m very sensitive 💗
I have a sweet tooth 🍭🍦🍰🍩
I love cats 🐈‍⬛ and pandas 🐼
I love electronic/house music 🎶
I love herbal tea!!🍵🌿
This is me!
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My art blog 🎨: @jahbutterflyart
My Spotify 🎶
DNI if you’re a mean person, bully, racist, anti-black, p0rn/fetish blog, h0rny men,pedos, sugar daddy, ableist, or homophobe/transphobe 🚫
Thanks for reading! 🫶🏾💖💕
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gyunikum · 9 months
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Käärijä is ready to let cha cha cha go, I hope he can soon. Let Häärijä wear the yellow or green bolero, so that Käärijä can put more focus on his usual music, while also having the opportunity, time, and creative freedom to experiment to his heart's content. That way he can compartmentalize cha away into its folder, still perform it because it is the song that rocketed him into fame, and not grow to hate it.
(P.S. My liege, pls feed me I crave your bangers)
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jemmo · 1 year
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ive just been lying in bed, thinking about the eighth sense, this whole morning, trying to figure out and put together my thoughts and my conclusion is I just can’t do it. bc everything i read, all the dream theories and hallucination theories and meds and alcohol and when does it stop being real, I just can’t figure out in my head what I do actually believe. bc that’s not far-fetched, I know it. I mean look at that sequence in blueming where dawon has that whole imaginary sequence with his parents and siwon. that was all very clearly a dream sequence, like with the context of the scene prior and how people interacted, I could tell it wasn’t real right away. this, i just don’t know. bc I believe very easily that this is something jaewon would do. after the conversation with his therapist and his night of drinking and what taehyung brought up, how angry it made him, Jihyun’s words of comfort and then what happened in the morning, the camera breaking, his father. all of that is reason enough for jaewon to snap and do something spur of the moment and kind of crazy but actually seek out that escape and relief he needs. his emotions are so heightened, this isn’t just something he can just cover with a mask and get on with, he needs release. and jihyun’s words are a lifeline that he clings onto hoping their genuine.
i love that scene where jihyun is bringing up the logical things about having no clothes and not preparing to stay over and jaewon just reiterates that line. you said when I’m having a hard time, i can contact you. he is so used to being nice to everyone and never wanted to cause a fuss or upset or disagree. He doesn’t want to be a burden, but the way he then says that, kind of pathetic and kind of desperate and kind of defensive yet he states it so clearly. Bc so often when someone may they go about their trip and decide what to do next, sleeping on the beach only to then get a hotel room, surfing then sleeping together then surfing again. it’s all very erratic bc i think that’s how jaewon feels and is acting, and jihyun is just along for the ride. idk how to judge how jihyun feels in all of this bc if we take everything at face value it kind of is a lot to take in and to then be intimate while jaewon is in this headspace feels fast and not smart, but then again jihyun doesn’t have to be smart. he has been shown to want to do crazy stuff, to try things, to get out of that country bumpkin bubble and when he loves and cares for jaewon, i don’t think anything he does on this trip either is out of the realm of possibility. and I think that plays very well into the ending. they are both being kind of reckless, especially jihyun bc it’s established he can’t swim, or at least can’t swim wellc, so an accident could easily happen, and no matter how bad the accident is, it’ll be horrific to jaewon. a person he cares for getting into an accident with him in the sea, it’s a perfect, horrid mirror, and for him it’ll only reaffirm what he already believes. idk what that thing is yet, whether it’s arbitrary ‘bad things happen around him’, or he’s irresponsible or can’t trust himself to do something or powerlessness that he can’t do anything or feeling inadequate bc he can’t help, nevertheless he puts all the burden of the accident on him. After all, he was the only person there. He was the only person that could’ve done something, could’ve changed the outcome and he didn’t, or more likely, wouldn’t.
But with these kinds of accidents, what jaewon needs to see is that that burden is not his to bare, at least not alone. so many other things and factors lead to things happening, and ultimately an accident can be just that; an accident, something he can do nothing about and has to deal with grief but not guilt.
All this is to say, I do ultimately think this happens. Choppy cutting and dreamy looking camera work is all something that yes while you can analyze it for meaning, is also an artistic choice and can be read a number of different ways, one of them being that jaewon does see this time with jihyun as a dream. it’s closed off and private and secluded and quiet and he’s with someone he loves, he can see that as perfect, as dream-like, and then that final scene is a sudden, terrifying change that is amplified to him. and I think it actually happened bc I think it needs to happen for the story. the most natural progression of this plot is for an accident to happen and for jaewon to distance himself because of it. And it bodes well that this is happening at the end of ep 6 and not ep 8, bc nowthe aftermath and and the repercussions of this and an eventual reconciliation can be given the time it needs and deserves. this isn’t just about a thing getting between jaewon and hugging only for them to overcome it and be together as happens in many other shows. if anything, the relationship is secondary, it’ can now only be a result of jaewon making progress mentally in whatever form that will take.
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oatbugs · 8 months
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#i havent come to terms with the fact that one of the people i held closest to my heart has graduated and i wont see him for a good while#until i can shell out the money to fly to singapore. i get the feeling this is the conductors first shift on the train.#(all the black and breathing rapture) so welcome to charing cross? are you ready? an adminstration error#you are covered in the metallic stench of the rusty chains of command. its time to make four thousand pounds. i thought of you.#here in the garden of england she scrapes the shards of glass from the black sea. first with a spoon and then a knife and the with the#hairdryer that belonged to his mother. in the back of his car i can feel the stutter and jutter of the wheels the same shaky-straight path#of a beginner driver. i love you and the trees. hes finally growing his hair out. here is an enclosed metal room#more man than machine. i wont see you for another year. driving dangerously close to an 8-wheeled tall box i feel safer with you#than i ever will at home. weve already started a campfire in the backseat of your car ive got you didnt i?#we laid in the luxury of a four-person tent next to the mass of campfires and stars and i told her i thought you hated me#I've never hated you. ive never hated anyone except my father. here is how to forgive unspeakable things.#i am really all that ive been looking for. youre not a narcissist baby youve just got a lying problem. take molten gold#and glue the fragments of yourself back together. we cant stop crashing into the sky. drink wine straight from the grapes in the vineyard#and when you give it give it all. studies have shown you view your own future self as a seperate person#and oftentimes you have less empathy for this other person than for a friend. it is time to extend your kindness unequivocally.#the aviation tax attorney on the train floating on water told us a short story of her life. a smile full of charisma and#feeling old retiring at 47. theres a lot about you we shouldn't know. GRAB A GUN AND SHOOT THE IMAGE OF YOURSELF STRAIGHT IN THE MIRROR.
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"I wore a black coat and had never existed." (209, "The Black Coat")
"Did she lean over your sobbing face and ask you, 'Why are you crying when you don't even exist?' […] Have you ever decided you wanted a lightweight wool button-up coat, all black?" (171, "Go to the Mirror?")
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vernahateclub · 12 days
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SOBBING my oldest child aged up during the Duvos siege and Owen was still held hostage in the temple 😭😭
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age736 · 18 days
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talked about this with a friend on twitter but i have little doubt that goku will probably outlive few of his loved ones due to saiyan biology. at least by a few decades- i don't think even goku can escape old age lol. specifically with chi-chi for example, i'd think he'd mourn her in his own way- but i doubt it'd get to him to completely change him drastically. that's just not goku is, and he lacks that sort of emotional maturity in all honesty. even as an adult. plus, it's not like goku doesn't know what comes after death. he's more than familiar with both heaven and hell, and knows by now that his wife will wait for him no matter what, just like he would for her. death isn't an end for him, but a new beginning, and even in death he'll be reunited with all his loved ones again in heaven.
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spiderwarden · 3 months
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HERE IS what is one of the many painful things for me and Minthara. The fact that she is the one who fills the roll of 'pushed out' when it comes to the group or friend circle. Let me explain that. She consistently proves how she does care for others in the group, she does not approve of giving up Shadowheart and actively supports her independence, she is protective of Astarion and hopes for his freedom, true freedom, she respects Lae'zel, she respects Gale and advises him against self-deprivation in Mystra's name, stands by Minsc, respects Jaheira, and when each is put in danger by Orin she is usually INTENT on getting them back safely.
But when it's time to step up for Minthara? There is hardly any care given, and it is even met with reluctance in some companions (save for Karlach and .. one other?? maybe two other?? companions??)
She also notes how there have been 'other' reunions that had occurred since the end of the game which she was not invited, and is actually visibly miffed about it. She notes already how no one will acknowledge that a DROW saved the world, and notes how that detail will surely be dismissed.
Don't forget, it's canonical that she wishes for your companion group to be her found family after losing her home, and just to have this be something that is how she is MET... oof.
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bylightofdawn · 1 year
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Just gonna say I've been a good girl all night so I'm going to waste some time combing through my tumblr for you tag and apologize to my TL in advance for the amount of Xedgin artwork I'm prolly gonna reblog. And the amount of drooling I will be doing over Holga and wanting her to alternately wife me and bend me into a subby pretzel.
They're not mutually exclusive but there is definitely some interesting intersectionality there. Ah the endless dichotomy that is my weird gray ace life.
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bluefuecoco · 1 year
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arven calling you “little buddy” in the beginning as a begrudging way to try and get you to do things for him, but over the course of the path of titans, he really starts to see you as his friend, so the “little buddy” becomes genuine
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nardacci-does-art · 2 years
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Forgot to post these anywhere but I think some of them turned out okay. Some def need a lil work. I started designing little buildings with the idea of making an exploration game for my OC The Traveler. I don’t know that I’ll ever actually make a game, but it’s fun coming up with the possible assets.
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abby420 · 8 months
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love being an older sister sometimes bc like i get to be like omg i am going to fill your lives with so much joy and great memories
#i feel like i’m already on the path to this since i bagged the sisters trip to the eras tour in nj#and now…#i’m planning more hehehe#so basically i want to lead a huge euro trip for me and my little sisters#rn they are 13 and 14 and i’ve told them listen. if you save up your money to cover flights and most of your food i will take you guys on a#big euro trip when y’all are 18 and 19#and i’m in the midst of getting an over all plan ready for this#like yes it is like 5 years away but it’s never too early to start planning especially bc saving up money takes time#and hopefully in 5 years i’ll be done with grad school so this will be a perf way to celebrate that and welcome my sisters into adulthood#rn i’m trying to plan out all of our destinations#i know for a fact i would like to see ireland and scotland#def want to go back to italy too#ooo and i really want to go to amsterdam and copenhagen#i would like to go to sweden as well but idk if i’d be able to fit that in for this trip#maybe spain would be good too?#maybe spend like 2 days in london#i don’t care much for england but if we’re close by might as well check it out#but i’m so excited for this!!#i’m buzzing with excitement#i will def be going back to europe before this lol#like ik i’m visiting italy again soon#and might travel around the uk a bit while i’m there#but this big trip is gonna be something else and it’s gonna be great!!#i just love being a big sister bc i can make shit like this happen#like i wish i had someone pushing me to travel when i was younger#and now i will be able to take them on a big trip just us girlies and it’s gonna be amazing
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sinvulkt · 2 years
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is this is all i've ever known? by shutupsolace ( @queerwizarrds )
It’s barely a second.
But it’s enough to remember that nothing is going to happen.
Because Robin is dead. Finished, 3.2k words.
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Bruce wakes with a jolt, bolting straight up in his bed. The blanket pools around his waist, leaving his bare skin exposed to the chilly night air. The sweat is already cooling, but he feels like he’s on fire. A name is clenched in his teeth.
He’s holding his arms out, bent slightly, like they should be holding something. He should be holding something.
The feeling of the body is still familiar in his arms. He buries his head in his hands and swallows back the howl.
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“I don’t need your help,” Bruce says. Like it’s a fact. Like it’s ever been true. (What’s Batman without Robin?)
Dick recoils. “Hey, we’re just–” He struggles. “I’m just worried about you, okay? This isn’t easy for any of us. We– we’re all grieving.” He looks down and even with the mask, Bruce can see the look on his face.
Bruce shakes him off. “Not like me,” he mutters. (What’s Batman without Robin?)
Dick pulls back like he struck him. Maybe he had. Nothing really seems to stick in Bruce’s mind anymore. (Except for one thing, and good god, why can’t he stop thinking about it, why can’t he stop seeing the blood–)
“Fine,” Dick spits, like the word is poison in his mouth. “Fine, you want to kill yourself? Whatever. Not my problem anymore.” He leans forward, anger rolling off him in waves. “But don’t tell me I’m not grieving. He was my brother.”
(What’s Batman without Robin?)
He leaves without looking back.
(Alone.)
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“Why didn’t you save me, Bruce?” His voice trembles. “Why did you let him take me away from you?”
His vision goes dark.
He’s aware, briefly, of someone moving him. Noises, voices maybe, filter in and out.
“I– got you. It’s– Bruce. You’re okay.”
It’s a lie, he knows.
He’s not okay. He’ll never be okay again.
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calico-cat-art · 1 year
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I dont know why but ive been really into doing landscaping in sims lately
this is the only part of this house thats fully done. i moved a sim in so i could use the TOOL mod so the plants wouldnt be floating on the hill and to smush the rocks into the steeper parts a bit better and THEN i found a bunch of debug planters and thought it would be cool if THOSE were set in ground and it became a whole thing
unfortunately debug items cant be rotated with the tool mod so i just had to lower them into the ground until all parts were touching the ground in some way but oh well. it looks fine so thats all that matters tho i did notice a few of the plants that i missed that are still floating. you may be able to see them in one of the pictures lol
the balconies are also both done but i didnt include pictures of them....mostly cuz i forgot.
i realized after i started taking screenshots that i forgot to stick some windows on the first floor of the side of the house that the greenhouse is on. the kitchen is gonna be in that area and i was waiting til after i got that laid out before adding windows but i meant to add some temporary ones for the screenshots and got distracted by the balconies.....which you cant even really see in the screenshots lmao
#sims 4#sims 4 build#sims 4 house#sims 4 landscape#this took so long#its been like 4 days#tbf i only work on it for a few hours every night but still#laying all the individual garden path stones and paver stones for the patio was very time consuming#could i have just used terrain paint like a normal person?#sure. but i think the stone terrain paints look bad#the colors are off#and theyre not random enough#i want my garden paths and patios to look diy#and while theres only 3 different garden path stones and 3 different paver stones in debug thats still plenty of combinations to make#it look random#while i was getting everything in the garden planted in game the sim i moved in to play test things got that ''get married in 7 days and#youll get money'' phone call and id never actually accepted that before so i was like ''fuck it i can do that really fast''#and i grabbed a random sim from his relationship panel that he only knew from the welcome wagon#and cheated their relationship a bit#and had them make out for awhile until he could propose and then had them elope#you do actually get money from that#i dont remember how much tho#plus the guy he married ended up having a decent amount of money too#i was just gonna kick him out once i finished with the landscaping (i dont usually play test my builds tho i probably should)#but im kind of attached to him and his husband now lol#i dont even remember either of their names#anyway its like 1am so i should probably go to bed lol#im glad i had the foresight to actually take screenshots this time tho so im not just posting pictures i took of my laptop#screen with my phone lol#honestly my least favorite thing about landscaping in the sims is the inability to really blend it into the landscaping
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Not my video but I just wanted to post about this, to talk about being a scared gay teen when Matthew Sheppard was murdered. I want to talk about how hard this was to live through even though I was hundreds of miles away from Laramie, never knew a single soul involved, but it still gutted me. Things like this cause ripples, stirs up raw emotions, and to this day makes me cry. I had JUST figured out I was gay when everything happened, I was scared and felt alone while people around me talked about how it was his fault, that he got what he deserved. The defense of "gay panic" made me feel dirty, wrong, and hopeless to the point where I found myself in my family bathroom looking at a bottle of pills and wondering if I should end it. People act like its over while theres a church in Texas openly talking about shooting anyone who isn't a cis straight person in the head. They preach hatred and anger as if it were words of love from god, as if murder was an olive branch. If you are reading this alone in your room late at night, afraid of someone seeing know that you are loved unconditionally, that there are people who want you to keep fighting, and that you will make it out of there alive.
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