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Secrets, Trust, and Distance
Inspired by the dichotomy of these two bits from @naffeclipse's newest chapter:
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twentyninth ยท 10 days
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โ ๐œ๐ฎ๐ณ ๐ข ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ฐ๐š๐ฒ ๐ฌ๐ก๐ž'๐ฌ ๐ญ๐š๐ฅ๐ค๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฆ๐ž โž hsr x reader ๐“†ฉ ๐“‡ผ ๐“†ช
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pairings. dan heng, caelus, sampo, welt yang, gepard, blade, jing yuan, luocha x gn!reader
a/n: i miss getting silly little reuqests like this . send me requests guys (if u snet a req b4 its not in the swag askbox anym sighhh), reupload from old blog!!
warnings:oh no SEX AND NSFW AAAHHH, breeding kink caelus, jing yuan, and blade, bc yes!!. kinda bdsm w blade, praise kink w jing yuan, degrading kink w blade, kinda sadist sampo, belly bulge ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘, fingering BUT NOT IMPLIED FEM READER ๐Ÿคฌ๐Ÿคฌ
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dan heng is more than happy to be yours, legally, and to be the man to put a ring on your finger. has waited his whole life for this moment, to see you walk down the aisle and everything. and nothing more than finally carrying you in his arms to the bedroom of your newly built house. but having your hands pinned to the bedframe, as his cock is so brutally penetrating your hole, and he can't help but praise you for being such a good pet and taking all of him in you. the endless thrusts you felt that kept coming, and your hole so easy to work himself in and out from all the cum from the rounds that happened hours ago, it felt so endless in your mind, but dan heng couldn't help but indulge himself into you, because you're finally his, and he's finally yours. more under the cut.
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caelus thought he was foreign to this kind of stuff, like no one would ever would love him like that back. but he's here now, and you are too. picks you up bridal style on the way up stairs, ripping your wedding dress off. (not rly, just takes it off you, but lets just say he did) all he wants is to literally fill your precious hole up with his seed :(( can't help but go another round, because his stamina was just too much for you to handle, but all it did was turn him on more! the way his cock made such a cute mark on your tummy.. he couldn't help but cum at the sight of how your poor hole will remember the shape of his cock, and his alone.
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sampo..? i'm surprised someone actually married him, anyways! kind of rough with it honestly, still type of guy to just ravage himself in you. taking his sweet time, especially when you were so close.<3 your expression, and the way you were just whimpering, and begging for him to just harshly thrust into you to finish it up. all he could say was "i wanna make this night extra memorable for you, and me~!", wants to be begging for his cock to just shoot his warm seed into you already.
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welt yang.. all i gotta say is that he's overjoyed, over the moon that he got married to someone as amazing, stunning, to be his world, his everything, the person he'd start a family with. but before all of that, ever since you both started your relationship, he promised himself, that on the night of your marriage, that's when he'd give you the time of your life. a time where you'll always remember. remember the way his huge cock would just be so rough with you aa, just wants you to get every drop of his cum till your belly bulge that he put inside you is so full of his seed, or that your hole will always remember the shape of his dick muahahahshhdkfjvi
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gepard my man! already planned it out, knows exactly how the night will go, maybe.. but whatever happens tonight will be according to a plan. probably saved his virginity for this moment, he.. he's tried reading about it, just lets the night go as it is... i guess.. but dear god he really did not hold back, as soon as you gave the go sin that he could go as rough as he wanted, bro wouldn't hesitate AT ALL. just wants to see you so full of his cum it hurts mfmfjfjfjfn. he's jerked off to this moment before too, and the way you just take all of him in, he loves ot so muchh! will breed you like crazy, no joke, even if you're a guy, bro will say he's gonna get you pregnant. anyways, he'll be soft and gentle w u in bed if you want, but if u ever say to go faster, good luck in that wheelchair next day โ€ผ๏ธโ€ผ๏ธ
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blade?!? getting married?!? damn!! very rough, lowkey forgets about you when he's at his climax. but he didn't really plan for it, just let the night play out. oh i have to say this but silver wolf is the flowergirl, kafka is maid of honor, and nanook walks him down the aile. anyways, bro doesn't hesitate to just absolutely breed you, be honest cause i know this man wants kids. and you will have them, don't give a fuck if you a man, he will breed yo ass. licks up the excess seed that didn't, or couldn't fit in your hole that was already so full of his seed. thank you ๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธ๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅโ€ผ๏ธ
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jing yuan!! oo he is probably the same as gepard, will plan it out, but probably won't go to plan at all. and probably has read smutty books too, just in case. and wow that really helped because just as long as you ask bro to go faster, he will non stop breed you 'till you have like 3 generations of heirs for him. jokes aside, but he would breed you so bad. just needs to see your hole so full of him that it's too much, and won't fit anymore! probably makes you sit on his face once or thrice after all those rounds of pounding you too ;3
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luocha.. hmm, if you think about it really hard, lowkey dislikes the idea of sex at the wedding night, but we do not think about it really hard, he does it anyway!! he is the type to know all your spots, all the right places to make you cream on his cock over and over again, cuz bro is a doctor. and would finger you like crazy while making out before the actual intimacy. bro is so careful with you like you are as fragile as glass. his kink is just your whole body. everything about you, your curves, your thighs, your neck, he wants everything, and thats why he'd do it on the wedding night of his!!!
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for america i say for AMERICA!!!! (i dont live in the us anym)
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hello!! this is my first time requesting something ever so if i did something wrong im so sorry ๐Ÿ˜ญ
but iโ€™d really like to request something with xiao where reader really wants to go to the festival with him but obviously he canโ€™t/doesnโ€™t want to so he rejects them :โ€™) and reader ends up not going and just watches the fireworks alone from afar untilllll xiao comes and sits next to them and itโ€™s just the two of them enjoying each otherโ€™s company ๐Ÿ™Š๐Ÿ™Š and maybe like an angst to fluff/comfort typa moment
idk idk AHH if u arenโ€™t comfy writing that itโ€™s all good! this scenario just been stuck in my head for a while.
The Lights Bring me to my Qixin [Xiao x Reader]
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Synopsis: He was hard to love, you were easy to love
Genre: angst/comfort, gender neutral reader, You fell first but Xiao fell harder and I WILL DIE ON THIS HILL!!
(A/n): tldr; Xiao needs to love himself ๐Ÿ˜ค also I'm so sorry it took this long anon. And you didn't do anything wrong! Thank you for sucha cute prompt :)
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Xiao materializes himself on a bridge, a gust of wind fading beneath his feet. He doesn't move for a certain time, standing still as if he had no presence and just stares quietly. Only the moon was present tonight. No stars. A lone glow emitted right above where he remained and briefly he imagined, there was something melancholic about it. How the scenery made the lights in Liyue Harbor more apparent.
You would have loved to see this.
The adeptus recoils immediately and shakes away from those impending thoughts. No, he musn't dwell too much. He already made his decision. When you asked him to spend the lantern rite together, a voice inside his head acted before he even realized.
"No."
That was what he told you. It came out far more blunt than intended, followed by the poor choice of teleporting away. The pain on your face was something Xiao didn't want to think about. Because to him, you were like the city he gazed upon. Best admired from a distance. What affected the adeptus at the cost of what he wanted didn't matter.
His heart tightens. It's better this way.
"Why hello there! Care to join me for a drink this fine evening?"
Xiao spun around and saw Venti crouched on the handle while holding out a ceramic cup. Was he there the whole time or had his senses been dulled? It was hard to tell coming from an Archon.
Normally, he would refuse just as he would with anybody. But a part of him wanted to. Part of him wanted something that would help him take off his mind from those bothering emotions.
The two anemo users share a glass of rice wine pudding under the sky. Venti downs his fourth drink and Xiao glances at the watery reflection held by the glossy rim.
"If I recall, festivals are meant to be celebrated with wine and laughter. Maybe more of the former but it can't be complete without the other!" The bard cheers, his voice echoing around them, "Is the taste not to your liking?"
Xiao frowns, "No."
"No? Hmmm," Venti hums and taps his chin, "That's a shame. You were the second person who told me that."
As if he waited for Xiao to ask him who exactly, Venti proceeded to answer anyways, "As a travelling bard, I like to spread tales of heroic stories far and wide. Just so happened I landed a spot at the Teahouse yesterday. This good fellow sat in a corner, not even reacting to a single word I spoke, hmph!"
The teahouse? Wasn't that the place you always told him about? Repeating exaggerated stories about the mighty Yakshas who fought beside Rex Lapis during the Archon war?
"Ridiculous. Adepti cannot transform to anything but what they're already given. Mortal imagination are incomprehensible these days."
"Though you gotta admit, Bosacious with a serpent guardian sounds pretty cool...hold on, are you...laughing?"
"...Ridiculous."
"Did they say anything in particular?"
"Let me think, aha!" The bard snaps his fingers and looks upwards, "They said my interpretation of the story brought back good memories. That it reminded them of someone, which, they didn't tell me the name. But poor thing looked as if they were about to cry."
"...I see," he downs the drink in one gulp.
"Not even curious about who this mysterious person may be?" Venti insisted.
The adeptus huffs quietly and turns his head, "I have no recollection of such events. I must have mistakened them for someone else."
That's right. Whether you were happy or sad doesn't affect him in any way. Xiao knew where he stood. Karmic debt was a heavy burden to bear, it could be contagious and destructive if he wasn't too careful. Although you didn't like whenever he mentioned this, he truly believed that soon the curse will consume him completely. The yaksha's sole duty exists primarily for Liyue and to serve Rex Lapis whenever needed. Everything else becomes insignificant.
It's better this way. Xiao tells himself again. Mortal desires have no substance to him and neither does his own. I really don't care.
Settling down the glass, the adeptus walks toward the opposite direction, his back facing Venti away from the Harbor they watched.
"Leaving just when the celebration started? Someone's in a hurry," Venti chirped.
Xiao looks with downcasted eyes, stopping right at the edge. The trees rustle and a soft breeze picks up, brushing against his skin. It was colder now.
"Sorry," he breathes out, "Tonight, I just want to rest."
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You headed home through your usual route, sword in hand, except now there were no monsters to be dealt with.
How strange. Surely the landlord didn't suddenly commission members from the adventurer's guild, at least not regularly. It had been reoccuring for the past couple of days. Hilichurl masks sprawl across the field and whoever left this mess surely wasn't the type to play gently. Judging by how it looks, they were probably an aggressive fighter. A very powerful and aggressive fighter.
"Totally not complaining, though..." you mumbled, still perplex. It would be nice to know who did all this.
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Xiao pierces the eye of a ruin guard and grunts as he retrieved his spear forcefully.
Just how many lives does he need to keep taking until he can finally rest? The question occasionally pops into his mind. Though seeing that he was fighting another day is proof enough. These hands were meant for war and destruction. Whatever comes near him, whatever he touches, would wither like a Qixin affected by poison.
When Rex Lapis appointed him, the adeptus said to be treated at his disposal. Xiao was a tool for battle. An extension of his blade and a mind equivalent to the vigor of any weapon. If he was ordered to throw his life away by facing the gods of Celestia, then there would be no hesitation.
But really, Xiao was more of a shield than a blade. He took every blow without complaining and did so for many years. Even if his achievements resulted in no glory, Xiao would remain in the shadows, exactly where he belongs. Just as you would one day come to hate him for hurting you that day, despise him for his silence, and see him as untrustworthy, Xiao would never leave his post. Because...that was his duty. The guardian yaksha.
Yes he'd rather had you hate him. Yes, he distanced himself without explanation and left things unsaid in more instances than one. Yes, it was better this way.
What am I even doing?
Regardless, in this year's lantern rite, he wanted you to enjoy the festival as you did the last. It was the least he could do. Xiao thought by eliminating the monsters that crowded your path would somehow alleviate the trouble he had caused. So he tosses blow after blow, harder than the last, trying to eradicate that pain and these unecessary emotions.
And right before the final strike, he stops. Within the adeptus a Qixin flower sprouted alone amongst the depths of his withered heart. Something that had already been planted during last year's lantern rite. Xiao made his decision. But he hesitated, unable to gather the strength and remove the thorn that bothered him incessantly.
"Adeptus Xiao."
The yaksha's breath races. Your voice. Thankfully he didn't sense any danger and concluded you made your way home safely. Did you eat yet? What were you doing out this late? Xiao waits and listens, once more, watching from a distance.
"Nevermind. I just missed saying your name, that's all."
The hard line of his mouth opens halfway as he tried not to make a single sound. He camaflouges himself among the trees, your back in his view while you hugged your knees close. Xiao leans against the bark, a shadow casting over his features.
He really shouldn't be here. An adeptus has no right to traverse into the realm he does not belong in. Xiao knows better than anyone exactly how the events will turn out between god and humanity. Like dark and light, made to balance the other, but too close would result in one's destruction, and the thought of that terrifies him to the core.
"I wonder if I said something wrong back then," you softly said, "He always did how much of a nag I could be. What if he...was fed up with everything I did...?"
Xiao caught his breath on hold, almost saying something he shouldn't. That's not true! Those words are clawing on his throat. You have no idea how hard it was for him to reject you over and over again. He pushed you away because he was afraid he would hurt you in more ways than one. Do you realize these feelings have been torturing him? Seeing you hurt, on the verge of tears, why can't you just understand that all he wanted was for you to be happy?
"I'm sorry. I had no idea that my actions affected you so much."
Yes. Yes they have, and he was forever grateful for it.
"Are you...happier though? If you're out there."
Silence passes through between the mortal and yaksha, accompanied by the chilly touch of a sky's breathly sigh. Bright rays thinned across the plains built upon Wuwang hills as the sun sets and around your small form. A golden reflection mirrored in the adpetus' eyes.ย 
He could never.
You hear a thump and the sound of leaves falling down as Xiao unmounted himself from the branches. Seeing him was like a dream, you hardly believed it was real. The man wore an unreadable expression, often carrying the hard edge in every part of his features. However perhaps it was the sunset which hindered your perception. There was something different this time, something you haven't seen before and you were oblivious to.
"You called?"
Even until now the shock hasn't left you completely and you struggled on what to do next, "I did, but," still seated where you were previously, you dared not to blink, "Why are you here?"
Xiao casted his gaze to the side as if unable to look at you any longer, "I should be asking you that question. Didn't you want to see the lantern rite?"
What a silly statement. Of course you wanted to watch the lanterns, and most of all, with him by your side.
You stood up and dusted the grass of your sides, "It's not the same without you, Xiao."
"They're just lights," he dismisses.
"Yeah, now that you mention it, there really are just a bunch of floating lanterns," you shrugged your shoulders, "But not for me. When my siblings passed away, I thought nothing would ever be the same again. We used to make lanterns every year. I didn't have the courage to do them on my own because I just thought there was no point."
For the first time in a while, Xiao stays instead of leaving, "Is that so?"
The adeptus has observed the changes Liyue had gone through. If there is one thing in this world which can carve the core of every human, it was loss. He has known many who were victims to it or were the cause of each grief. An emotion that can warp a man, to something more darker, more distant.
"I was right. Things won't be the same," you parroted, yet grinning from ear to ear, "When we watched the festival with you last year, I realized just because you've lost something good doesn't necissarily mean you won't find it again."
"Don't ever change," his gaze on you was softer now.
"I didn't but you did," stomping up to him, you puffed out your cheeks with an angry look, "What has gotten into you? If I did something to upsetting, don't just get up and leave me hanging! Here I thought I made you so angry which caused you to he in a bad mood around everyone else."
"I-- I apologize..." Xiao nears himself to you, little by little, he examines your countenance, "It wasn't my intention."
"I was worried, you know?"
Although you were showing signs of relief, you continued to bring forth your hands and wipe away the tears building up at the corner of your eyes. What an emotional creature. His Qixin. While you slowly recovered, Xiao waits patiently, with every passing moment filling his withered heart. And then things became clear to him.
It was impossible for the adeptus to severe his bond with this human.
"You can be such a fool sometimes," you meekly stated, sniffling from the cold, "The worry you cause others. Always putting up a mask when you obviously don't want to."
"I know."
"And going off on your own without considering how they feel."
"I know."
He wasn't going to argue against your words and admittedly, well deserved. You let out a breath and the two of you stayed there in comfortable nothingness. No exchanges but the gap mended itself somehow. Xiao hadn't moved all that much even when you were in arm's reach. This man was always so careful and you knew he wouldn't hurt anyone out of his own selflessness.
You took a hold of both his hands and brought them to your face.
"What are you doing?" Xiao retorts, desperately, "You can't touch me."
The nudge indicates that he wanted to pull away, but when you squeezed them a little tighter, his tugs have grown weaker.
"You're saying they do nothing but kill and destroy," whispering, you closed your eyes and reveled in his warmth, "They're rough from years of use but so soft. I can't help think about those horrible things you said about yourself, weren't true at all."
Xiao feels as if he was being washed away in a current he couldn't control. It brings him from his own sense, watching you fondly speak of him with words he didn't think was very fitting. Not a single drop of urge from the adeptus wanted to remove your touch. Like water to the Qixin growing in his heart, a healing balm to his tattered soul, he revels in it.
"Stay with me," you whispered.
How could he refuse?
In the sky, a thousand lanterns lit up among the stars. Xiao wonders to himself, if it would be selfish for an adeptus to dwell in human feelings. The battles he fought over a milennia was enough to make him solidify his identity as a warrior. Yet the new emotions he have come across, Xiao doesn't know when he will ever have the courage to give it a name.
Time. He has plenty.
Whatever the future may bring, Xiao will accept it as long as he can see you flourish into the beautiful Qixin he'd come to cherish.
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To Have & To Hold: Part 7
Fandom: Marvel - Moon Knight (Mafia AU)
Pairing: Marc Spector x F!Reader, Steven Grant x F!Reader, Jake Lockley x F!Reader
Summary: To ensure youโ€™re always safe even after his passing, your father, a mob boss, makes you marry his right hand, Marc Spector. You donโ€™t necessarily hate Marc, but you donโ€™t get along either. Therefore, this marriage of convenience may be a bit difficult for you.
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"The wedding is in five months, sir. The venue hasn't been chosen yet."
The older man, oozing authority, leaned forward in his seat, "And how is the bouquet for the lovely bride to be going?"
"It's almost ready sir."
"Perfect."
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Marc woke up in a confused haze. He knew the bed he was in wasn't his. It was too soft.
He slowly sat up, looking around the room. Ah. He's at your place. He's trying to remember how he got here and then...Steven.
He's mentally cursing his alter for putting them in this position, but you didn't seem to bothered by it. He was a bit surprised you let him stay, but he supposes you and he really need to start getting used to this, sleeping around each other or just being with each other in general.
He slides out of bed and stretches himself out. He groans, not liking how stiff his body has been feeling lately.
He then walks out of your bedroom and peering around. He spots a lump on the couch and quietly approaches you. He softly smiles as you let out a snore.
He turns to the open laptop on the coffee table. You were looking at wedding dresses and venues.
At least your father was nice enough to let you pick your own dress and venue.
Marc shuts your laptop and pulls the blanket up more so you're warm.
We should make her breakfast, Steven suggests and Marc agrees. So while you were away in dream land, Marc got started on breakfast for you.
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You're not sure what time it is when you wake up, but you smell remnants of something cooking.
You sit up, rubbing the sleep from your eyes as you call out, "Marc?" you wait a few seconds, then, "Steven?" Nothing.
"Hm," you stand with a stretch and spot plates laid out on your island counter. The closer you got you see an array of breakfast foods and a note beside it.
Thanks for letting me stay. Made you breakfast. Hopefully it's not too cold when you wake up. Coffee is already made too.
Enjoy,
Marc
You sit at the counter and take a picture of the food, sending a text to Marc,
You: you didn't have to do this. but thanks!
Marc: Hope you like everything.
You: all very good!
Marc: Good. Also, did you want to look at wedding venues soon? I saw you were looking at some online.
You: If you have the time, that'd be great.
Marc: I'll make the time for you, sunshine.
Oh. Oh no. What's that feeling? You're-You're feeling giddy? You're smiling?! Oh jeez, yeah. This is a lot worse than you thought...
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After doing some work things, you went over to your father's where he and Marc were in, what seemed, to be a serious conversation.
"...I interrupted something, didn't I?"
Your father sighs, leaning back into his chair, "Yes, but it's fine." You see the dark circles under this eyes and how uneasy he looks.
"What is it? What's going on?" your eyes dart to Marc and then your father, "Is there something I should know?"
"Yes."
"No."
Marc clenches his jaw and glares at your father. You can tell he's currently frustrated with him.
"We're handling it. That's all you need to know," your father says with a warning look to Marc.
"Okay..well..can I steal Marc for the rest of the day to look at wedding venues?"
"Sure, sunshine," he gives a small smile to you then a hard look at Marc, "Not a word."
"Fine," Marc says through gritted teeth and places his hand on the small of your back, leading you out of the office.
"So-"
"Can't talk about it."
"Oh come on!" you give a little pout as you and he make your way outside to your car.
"I still work under your father, so I gotta listen to what he says," he holds out his hand and you look at him confused.
"What?"
"Keys."
"I'm driving."
"No, you're not."
You snort, "Why not?"
"You're a crappy driver."
"I am no-hey!"
Marc grabs your purse, already digging in it for your keys. He holds them up with a jingle, grinning at you, "Beat ya to it." He's smirking as he opens the passenger side door for you and as you're getting in, you mutter to him, "Asshole."
He snorts, closing the door behind you and gets into the driver's side.
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"Woah." Marc's brows are raised in awe as he looks at the garden before him.
"It's so beautiful," you say wistfully. You turn to Marc, "What do you think?"
"I mean, it's beautiful."
"But?"
He shrugs, "Does it really matter?"
You roll your eyes, "Marc, come on. We're both getting married. You have a say in this too."
"I just don't see myself getting married here," he responds with a shrug.
You nod, "Okay. We'll check another place out."
On the way to the next place, you're scrolling through your phone, mumbling to yourself, and writing some places down onto a notebook you keep on you.
Marc keeps glancing your way, as you're crossing places off your list of potential venues. He's chuckling to himself when you look up.
"What?"
"Nothing...you're cute when you're concentrated."
"Thanks," you mumble, feeling your cheeks warm up. You clear your throat and turn your body more towards him, "So I crossed off all the gardens on the list of potential venues-"
"You didn't have to do that."
You shrug, "Well, you didn't see yourself getting married in a garden so I crossed all of them out. Anyway, do you see yourself getting married outside at all?"
"Yeah, I can."
"Beach?"
"Nah. Sand is messy."
"What about your alters?" you ask curiously.
Marc's brows furrow, "What about 'em?"
"Do they have an opinion on where we get married?"
He shrugs, "They don't really care much. They're leaving it mostly up to you."
You nod, looking back at your list and crossing off some places off, "Okay. There's some places that have these temple structures. There's one with a man made lake too, that seems really pretty."
"We can check it out," he reaches over and places a hand on your thigh, "Whatever you want, sunshine." He glances to you, a small smile on his face and you're smiling back.
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wishamongtheflowers ยท 30 days
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"There we go! All cleaned from last night's party. Had to carry some of them to their bedrooms on this damn ship though." Pale white arms stretched up into the air, pulling up long strands of blaze colored hair. Electric blue eyes oped and set onto the open sea where the sun peaked out.
Cue another sigh, "Been up all night again. At least I get to see the sun rise. Makes everything better somehow."
Another day survived had passed. Today was going to be the same. It didn't scare her as it should after seeing someone dead and the blackened killed. She didn't let the despair deep into her mind for long. She didn't have hope but, for a fleeting moment, she can be grateful to see the sun greet her a good morning at dawn.
"Kido?" The girl turned around and huffed.
"Hey Busboy," she just her attention back to the sun, "I already cleaned up my mess so you don't have to and them some."
"I have a name you know."
"I know," Kido chuckled," It's Busboy."
"Just how long have you been up?"
"All night for the most part." Kido shrugged off any feelings of deprivation with mere indifference.
"What have I told you about how that fucking effects you!"
"And what did I say? Dose 'I don't care' ring a bell." Kido didn't react with anger per usual interactions, "Geez Amari, your a worry worm of a human."
"The hell does that mean?"
"You worry too much," Kido stretched her arms up into the air, "it's not healthy either. Can't say I blame you. Everyone is unhealthy in some ways."
"Moreover," Kido continued speaking, "you don't have to worry about my fucking messes. Be glad I'm less of a pain in your ass."
Kido just waltz away leaving Amari alone.
"Interesting character is an understatement."
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Kido wondered the shoreline for the upteenth time in a row underneath the moon. So many memories of this place come and go with every step just to be washed away. No one will know in the end what the dips in the sand hold.
"Still waiting."
"Waiting for what? You already know what all this leads. What are you waiting for?"
"Freedom."
"Freedom from what? You've come to terms with the fact getting rid of her isn't going to solve anything."
"I'd be one less stain off my skin."
"And to think I'm a part of you. Who are you now?"
"Myself. True to earth self."
"I can't believe you let yourself go. Besides, you're the last Horseman. You made it so with you own hands. Even the remnants of despair that haven't changed to."
Kido sighed and kept aimlessly walking her paved stretch of the shore. It's the middle of the night so she wasn't expecting anyone but she's been wrong before.
"Once she's dead I'll be able to enact Freedom. True freedom. Hope and despair as their true form."
"As you wish, it'll happen. They're are sacrifices here. Dawn is when she'll call the beginning."
Kido sighed, "Have to make my way back. I'm already bored."
The walk did help keep a part of her diddling around within its confinements. More over her methods to get the game in her matter of luck. It wasn't like the past and it sure won't end happily either. She has to handle herself for now. The island holds a massive secret underneath she can get to easily. It's her only savior now.
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myechoecho ยท 5 months
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Moon in the Day, ep 7
On the one hand, I thought it was a bit harsh of Yeong Hwa to tell Do Ha to get over it and he's a stalker despite the dreams she's had. From her perspective, it's very creepy to think there's been someone watching you your whole life and seemingly knows every single detail.
Do Ha understands some of her resistance, I think. When she talks about her trauma for her entire life she really doesn't think of his trauma or asks why. That that is in large part because Do Ha is deliberately leaving out massive chunks of the story. He tells her he needs to know how he died - he knows the how, what he needs is the why. Despite her protests she does believe him. And no matter what she says, he has never really confused her for Ri Ta. She may be her reincarnation but she has always been Yeong Hwa for him.
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this pond reminds me of the one from their past.
This episode we also see a turning point for Ri Ta, and later for Yeong Hwa.
In the past, Do Ha fights his father's men to protect Ri Ta and then takes an arrow for her. He wakes to find his father, and demands to know where Ri Ta is. When his father says he killed her, Do Ha is done. Ri Ta was the only sliver of happiness that he had. He had been trapped for years by his adoptive father he no longer cares if his father's men kill him.
But it's all been some twisted test since Ri Ta is alive. His father tells him to kill her but Do Ha cannot. And because he can't, he is now even more chained to his father. I think this display goes a gets Ri Ta to change how she sees Do Ha, even more than she had already started.
Do HA suggests that they both live, and survive. She looks surprised when he says it's better to stay close to him so she can kill him.
When Do Ha's father sends him out to battle, even though he is still badly injured, she insists that he will come back alive. She waits for him. He's so surprised to see her then when he comes back. No one has ever waited for him before. Do Ha is even more stunned when she tries to help him. He pushes her away.
Do Ha passes out and Ri Ta is genuinely worried for him when she finds. Do Ha's father is consistent with his awfulness:
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I dunno, maybe don't send your already badly injured son into battle where his wound could get worse or infected?? Even the other soldier guy said it was no big deal for them to handle and you still told Do Ha to go. And what more does he have to do for you? Why do you hate him so??
Ri Ta tends to him and there is a big shift in her thinking, though she is still conflicted. Her sympathy for him is stronger than her resentment. She cannot bear to see him chained like a dog to his father because of her. She feels guilty. If she kills him, he will be freed of his ties and she of her resentment even though it will be at the cost of her life. But she cannot do it.
I LOVED the scene between them after he wakes up. He asks her why she didn't kill him and she says could not. He tries to give her an out, to say that he has not found life valuable yet but she refuses to take it. They are in this together now. They both recognize how incredibly messed up their relationship is. They know it but they are now tied to each other because of how they feel so they going to try to make the best of it.
Interesting too - both Ri Ta and Do Ha are the only ones to have told the other to survive.
The dreams this episode seem to make Yeong Hwa have more sympathy for Do Ha. So much that she wonders what would have happened to them if they met in a different time in place. Do Ha is surprised by that. Yeong Hwa has decided to keep having dreams (though i don't think she has a choice) but now she's going to make an effort. She wants to know how the story ends. Yeong Hwa also seems to need to find out for herself, because she really has not asked Do Ha for details.
As for Joon Oh's brother, I hope he questions WHY the old CEO knows so much about Joon Oh being weird.
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You Pull It Into Your Lungs
Tell me why I logged in to web today and my theme was no longer what I set it as?? Tumblr, please. I love you but we can't keep doing this. Anyhow, it's here! Part II of The Saltwater Beckons. Hopefully it makes sense, during this chapter I was just trying to set up a very obvious plot conflict for later.
This fic is for: anyone who can handle it! It is going to be more self-indulgent than my others, but I'm going to make a very serious effort to not describe any bits when we get to that point. While I myself am black, there are also no allusions to skin color (ex. "cheeks turned red/pink") in this either, although there could be.
TW for: injury, blood mention, bruises, lots of weird speculation about non-human sentient species, crude flirting (if you squint), some primal stuff but it's not written in a sexy way, Floyd and Jade Leech because they freak me out and I know I'm not the only one. They might be a bit OOC in this, I'm working on it.
The prefect was lucky that Floyd didnโ€™t barge into the shower while they were ridding their body of saltwater and blood. The bite on their shoulder stopped bleeding after a bit of pressure. It was odd that it didnโ€™t stop bleeding faster, like puncture wounds tend to, but it had already begun bruising, darker patches mottling the skin around the bite like some kind of warped galaxy picture.ย 
They sighed and got dressed, surprised to see Floyd, still wet, waiting boredly for them at the door of the natatorium.
โ€œI thought you left.โ€ They said, a cordiality underlying the bluntness.
His hair dripped on his collarย  and he was leaning somewhat awkwardly on the doorframe, looking at them as though theyโ€™d told him the moon was made of cheese, โ€œNo. Letโ€™s go.โ€
Floyd was walking a little strangely, stumbling every few steps and losing his balance, sort of like a toddler learning to walk. They watched for a moment, sort of confused.
โ€œAre youโ€ฆ Why are you walking like that?โ€
โ€œShrimpy,โ€ Floyd giggled, halting his movements so abruptly that it was unnatural and turning slightly to look at them. It was less of a beginning of a sentence and more of a warning.ย 
That primal part of their brain screamed.ย 
โ€œLetโ€™s just get you home and then you can keep trying to think.โ€ He said, turning on his heel and walking.ย 
Over time, despite the journey from the natatorium to Ramshackle being short, he did improve in his gait, but it wasnโ€™t until they remembered that heโ€™d been in the water that they realized why he was having issues walking now.
They felt silly for not realizing earlier.ย 
Floyd opened the door to Ramshackle. The prefect never locked it when they went anywhere, since they didnโ€™t have a key for the front door, and who locks a dorm building anyway? They walked up the stairs, took another shower to rid themself of the saltwater feeling, changed into their pajamas, then decided they wanted some tea. When they went downstairs, Floyd was still standing there, playing with various things in the living room.
The only sensible thing they could think of doing was screaming in terror and dashing around the corner. What was he still doing here?! They thought they were alone.
Floyd didnโ€™t pursue, which was something of a surprise. From their spot in the hallway leading to several dust filled rooms, they heard Floydโ€™s lazy drawl.
โ€œItโ€™s cute how you wanna play, but Iโ€™m not in the mood for hide and seek right now. Come over here.โ€ It was less of a request and more of an insistent statement. Not quite a demand. Almost there, though.
The prefect slowly exited their shoddy hiding spot and Floydโ€™s mismatched eyes were pinning them to the floor almost immediately. He smirked, breaking into a toothy grin as his eyes dragged up and down their form.
โ€œHmm. I donโ€™t know why I thought youโ€™d have sexier pajamas.โ€ He said before turning back to the knick-knacks over the hearth. He plucked one of them up and looked at it curiously, โ€œWhatโ€™s this supposed to be?โ€
He threw it at them with his underhand. They narrowly dodged and the knick-knack made a heavy thunk as it dented the wood floor.
โ€œYou could have hurt me! Andโ€ฆ I think itโ€™s a whole avocado, but made of brass?โ€ The prefect said, picking the heavy thing up. Crowley was gonna kill them if he ever noticed that spot on the floor. โ€œAnd what do you mean, โ€˜sexier pajamasโ€™?โ€
Floyd snickered as they got closer to him, sliding the brass avocado back onto the hearth. They looked up at him and he responded by slinging an arm around their shoulders.
โ€œI dunno, Shrimpy,โ€ he slurred, leaning far too close to their face as he hooked a finger in their shirt and yanked on it, โ€œLand people are so uptight about wearinโ€™ lots of clothes. The sexiest thing you could wear to sleep is nothing, like me.โ€
The prefect absolutely didnโ€™t need to know this information. The revelation set a hot burn in their cheeks as their eyes widened, and Floyd spun them out of his grasp, giggling.
โ€œHeeheeโ€ฆ itโ€™s so cute that Shrimpy is shy. Well, see ya.โ€
โ€œHuh?โ€
โ€œWhat, you want me to stay the night?โ€
โ€œOh! No.โ€
โ€œMmm-hmm. Grimโ€™ll be back in the morning. Night.โ€
And with that, Floyd strolled out of the doors of Ramshackle. The prefect watched him go, grabbed a nice little midnight snack, then went back upstairs and slept.
Their dreams were fitful. The sting in their shoulder didnโ€™t really ease as they woke up every few hours. The moonlight was blinding as they tried to sleep. Without Grim, it was too quiet. Perhaps it would be worth it to ask the ghosts to make some noise, but a glance at the clock revealed that it was around three, so theyโ€™d likely all be busy. It was a shame. Usually by now theyโ€™d be awake anyways because he had his claws out and was digging his feet into their back, mumbling in his sleep about how powerful he was. It was annoying, but it was familiar.
And familiar was not something they had often in this world.
~*~
The next day, as the prefect was wandering in the halls, lost as they tried to remember how to get to the mess hall, they bumped into a familiar chest.
โ€œOof!โ€
โ€œWhy, good afternoon, prefect. Where are your friends?โ€ Jade smiled kindly, but it didnโ€™t reach his eyes. It never did.
โ€œOh, I stayed back so I could get my โ€˜special student work.โ€™ Because Iโ€™m not magic.โ€ They looked up at Jade, โ€œTheyโ€™re at lunch.โ€
โ€œOh, really?โ€ He used that coddling tone he adopted with Floyd sometimes, โ€œAnd why arenโ€™t you with them?โ€
โ€œI got lost.โ€
Jade laughed, somehow politely. His gloved hand curled into an elegant fist covered his lips as he giggled, eyes closed in mirth. The prefect laughed along for a moment and then began walking past him, and his eyes flashed open. He stared straight ahead for a moment, his brow furrowing ever so slightly before he grabbed the prefectโ€™s arm and dragged them into a nearby empty classroom.
โ€œUhโ€ฆ Jade?โ€ They mumbled. โ€œWhatโ€™s gotten intoโ€ฆ?โ€
Jade hastily loosened their tie and ripped their shirt open, somehow without snapping any buttons off before he tapped his nose against the crook of their neck, taking in a deep draw of air.
Although merfolk, beastmen, and fae did not exist in their world, as far as it had been explained to them, things like this should not happen. They should not be getting pulled into an isolated place andโ€ฆ smelled. They very gently eased their hands onto Jadeโ€™s shoulders and he tightened his grip on their shoulders, enough to make them wince.
โ€œJade, whatโ€™s going on?โ€
Jade leaned up to his full height. He wasnโ€™t smiling. His face had fallen into a very tense frown, and it made their blood run cold. He carefully tugged the clothing from their bitten shoulder off, sucked his teeth, thenย  buttoned their shirt and retied their tie. When he was done, he grabbed them by the upper arm and silently walked them to the mess hall. Once there, he turned to them and regarded them.
His smile twitched back into place and he sighed, โ€œMy brother. Heh. Always so hasty.โ€
โ€œWhat?โ€
โ€œYour friends are waiting for you, prefect. Enjoy your lunch.โ€
They walked in, as he said. Generally, the non-human interactions they had with their fellow students were benign, such as Grim falling asleep if they pet him for too long, or Leonaโ€™s voice being growly, but thatโ€ฆ that was strange. The prefect took a seat with Ace, Deuce, and Grim, glancing at the doorway.ย 
Jade was no longer there, but the bite from Floyd somehow stung worse than the moment they got it.
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lunathebee ยท 1 year
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Just saw your dialog request thing! And can I say oh my god! Can you do 9 and 7 please, but no dying, I canโ€™t handle angst ๐Ÿ˜‚
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Pairing: Namor x human!fem!reader
Warning: mention of blood
A/n: no dying?? hmmm,it took me awhile to come up with something lol
Dialogue prompt #7:ย "In kโ€™รกatech" โ€• "I love you?" โ€• "Your Mayan is getting better In yakunaj (my love)"
Dialogue prompt #9: "Open your eyes, my love, my moon. I'm begging you...please. The war is over; we won... but without you, it doesn't matter to me anymore."
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"I should have known better." Namor shook his head and glared at Y/n, his eyes no longer soft and full of love anymore; they were icy cold and sleek like a dagger, preparing to strike. "You're just like all the humans on land, foolishly thinking some negotiation could solve everything."
Y/n takes a deep breath to control her rage. Namor has always been stubborn, ever since the first day they met; but she knows that beneath it all, he is a soft-hearted person, a king who cares about his people's well-being, and a charming man to say the least.
But there are moments like right now that make Y/n feel like her lover is a totally different person.
"All Iโ€™m saying is the war could be prevented, and NEVER compare me like that when Iโ€”I myself was willing to become a Talokanil for you... UgH..you know what? Fine" Y/n stormed off to put on her armor and breathing mask as Namor watched in disbelief.
"What are you doing?" He asks while following her with caution.
Y/n doesnโ€™t answer as she picks up a spear, admiring how sharp the blade is before Namor takes it from her hand in anger. "Donโ€™t make me ask again, In Yakunaj (my love)" He lowered his head and whispered in Y/nโ€™s ears, watching her reaction.
"Canโ€™t you see? If you donโ€™t want peace and my advice, the least I could do is fight alongside you." Y/n smirks. "And maybe I can be there to watch how you lose the war that you started first."
Namor can feel his head fuming with anger for a moment; his lover sure knows how to mess with him. Namor has always taken pride in his superhuman strength and power; never in a million years would he think about losing a fight. "Nice joke Sirenita (little siren)"
Y/n likes it when Namor calls her by that nickname; there are many things that she has regretted in the past, but loving him is definitely not one of them.
โ€œNowโ€ฆcan I have my spear back and go with you? Namora and Attuma must be tired of waiting for us In ajawo' (my king)โ€
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"ยกLรญikโ€™ik Talokan!" Namor yelled out loud before watching his people jump fearlessly from the water onto land, easily overpowering all the enemies.
Y/n on the other hand is struggling to fight; after all, she is a human, and her abilities can't compare to a Talokanil warrior.ย 
"Tsk tsk, what do we have here? Your skin isnโ€™t blue like those freaks" A guy ripped off Y/nโ€™s breathing mask while forcing a knife near her throat. "You donโ€™t need this, honey; you are a human, arenโ€™t you?"
The woman gritted her teeth in anger, unaware of how the guy already had another knife digging slowly into her stomach.
"Y/n!" Namorโ€™s voice booming from above caught her attention; it turned out he had been looking for her when she went missing, flying and scanning the whole area.
But it's not just Y/n who is aware of Namor's presence; the bad guy holding her hostage is as well.
"Fuck, you're dead to me" he muttered, and before Y/n could comprehend what was happening, she felt a sharp pain in her abdomen, causing her to cry out loudly.
Y/n watched the guy run for his life before being killed immediately by Namor's trident falling from the sky. "KILL THEM ALL!" The king yelled, furious at seeing his lover get hurt.
Y/n doesnโ€™t know what is happening or what happen after that, but the headache and dizziness are making her slowly become unconscious. Is this the end?
"Open your eyes, my love, my moon. I'm begging you, please. The war is over; we won... but without you, it doesn't matter to me anymore" Namor cried out while holding Y/n close to him.
"Iโ€™m okay; I will be okay... But geez, it did hurt."
The sudden answer made the king widen his eyes in shock and happiness. His lover is okay, but how?
"The armor saved my life." Y/n smiled, as if she knew what Namor would ask. "Well... I would say that it didnโ€™t do a very good jo-"
Her sentence was cut off by a deep and fierce kiss; the action took Y/n by surprise, but she happily joined in, deepening it.
Namor broke the kiss before pulling Y/nโ€™s head closer to his, their foreheads touching. "In kโ€™รกatech"
"I love you?"
"Your Mayan is getting better, In yakunaj (my love)"
Y/n smiles at Namor's praise before pulling him closer, yearning for another kiss.
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I'm just like you, Nee-san! | {SaneGiyuu}
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Theme:ย Angst mostly I think
Note: Slightly gore-y at the beginning but the descriptions aren't explicit so dw :33 If I could handle it than it's prolly fine!! (I hate gore sm!! Can't stand it yet I write it sometimes)
Major spoilers!! DKT!ย 
The picture makes Giyuu look so majestic (i mean he already is but even more so yk)
Giyuu's eyes sparkled as he watched Tsutako smooth out her dress.
"Nee-San! Nee-San, I'm going to be like you!" he said giddly. "I'm going to grow up like you and beย reallyย nice! And thenโ€”and then I'm going to find a boyfriend and marry him!"
"Oh really?" Tsutako teased. "A boyfriend?"
Giyuu nodded, then paused. "Should I have... a girlfriend?" he wondered.ย 
Tsutako shook her head. "Either one will be fit to you! I'm sure girls and boys would be falling on their knees for such an adorable Giyuu," she said, laughing.ย 
Giyuu smiled bashfully. "Well... more so for you, Nee-San!"ย 
Tsutako knelt down and hugged him. "You're the best person in the world, Giyuu."
He flushed. Tsutako complimented him ceaselessly but he always was unsure how to take them, embarrassed. "You!!" he shot back.ย 
She pulled away and booped his nose. "I'm sure you'll be an amazing person, 'Yuu. You already are so wonderful."ย 
Giyuu smiled brightly. "Can I help you pick out more flowers for your wedding?"
"That's so random!" she laughed. "But alright, why don't we go out tonight? The moon will be beautiful."
He nodded. "Okay!"
~~~
Tsutako held his hand tightly as they made their way back home. They'd been out longer than she had anticipated and she wanted them home soon given that her wedding would be tomorrow and she didn't want them both tired.
They entered the house and she had a strange feeling that something was off.
The door hadn't been locked.
Hurridly, Tsutako whispered, "Giyuu, go to our room and hide. We're going to uh.. surprise our visitor! Okay? Here, take the flowers. I'll be right there."
Giyuu nodded, confused but obeying, for he trusted Tsutako with his life. He hid under the bed, thinking that they would jump out on her fiancรฉ (whom he assumed was the 'visitor') and scare him for fun. They often played around like this before and Giyuu loved amusing himself with these antics.
He heard Tsutako saying something from the room over as he slipped under the blankets of the futon and made himself appear to be a pile of pillows.
He heard her scream and at first mistakened it for one of surprise because she hadn't hid in time, but then he heard a note of panic in it. The door opened ever so slightly and Giyuu peeked out, confused. He looked right as a fast-moving figure slammed his sister against the wall.
Tsutako screamed again, pain lacing her voice and cracking it to pieces. Blood spilled out of her and Giyuu barely stopped himself from shouting out. He shut his eyes tight as the other figure beat her to death. Giyuu shook under the blanket, pale and terrified.
The figure left, then, and Giyuu waited a few minute in complete silence except for the light dripping of blood. When he was sure the other person was gone, the young boy stood and rushed out.
All the blood drained from his face as he saw his sister, not even recognizable, plastered all over the room. Some of her limbs were missing and blood painted the walls a deep, terrifying red.
Giyuu let out a choked sob and fell to his knees weakly. Why... Why had this happened...ย 
He didn't know what happened after that. He vaguely remembered someone coming by to see what was all this noise. He thought it was Tsutako's fiancรฉ but he couldn't bring himself to think about her. He thought that perhaps something had happened and he'd explained everything but he only knew that now everyone was shouting at him, calling him dislusional and stupid.ย 
Giyuu found himself in a house he recognised but didn't know how to place it. Then he heard a voice calling his name. A familiar one.
"Giyuu!" the voice said. "Come here, you need to eat."
Not wanting to eat but knowing it was impolite to not respond, Giyuu stumbled towards the voice and into the room. A man stood there. He looked kind and sad. Familiar.
"Who are you?" Giyuu mumbled. He realized he didn't want to know the answer, though. But why?"
"Uhm.." The man looked confused for a second, then his expression softened in a bit of realization. Giyuu was going through a hard time, it was only normal for him to be a bit weary of everyone. "Your sister's fian-"ย 
Before he could finish, Giyuu's eyes snapped open and he turned abruptly and ran off, not wanting him to finish. He didn't want to be near this man. He didn't like it. This man had something to do withย her. He would only make it worse, he would make him remember.
Giyuu ran for a long time, he didn't know how long or how far. He stopped only to take a breath, his legs weak with exhaustion. He breathed quickly, trying to calm his heart, and he panted pitifully. He sunk down into a crouch and looked around, resting his elbows on his knees to give him more balance.
To his relief, he didn't recognise this place. It must've been far from... there. Anywhere he knew would only bring back painful memories.
Giyuu sat back onto the grass and closed his eyes, leaning back. He would stay here for some time.ย 
And he did.
He fell asleep.
When he woke up the sky was already darkening and there was a person standing above him. Someone with a red tengu mask. Giyuu jolted up, confused.ย 
"Who are you..?" he whispered.
"Sakonji Urokodaki. What are you doing out here by yourself? It's dangerous," the man said, helping Giyuu stand.
"I... ran away?" Giyuu said tentatively, unsure what to say to that.
"Well, bad things can happen to children who run away. Why did you come all the way out here? There aren't many houses nearby," Urokodaki said quietly.
"Bad things already happened to me. I don't care." Giyuu crossed his arms and looked away.
Urokodaki paused and seemed to think about something. "Did a demon attack you?"
"A demon?" Giyuu asked, giving him a strange look.ย 
"Or not, sorry, I heard something about it a woman dying by a demon and decided to see what this was all about."
Giyuu flinched. "My... someone... died." He looked down, willing the tears not to come. No. He'd come here to escape the memories, not relieve them.
Urokodaki's posture seemed to soften and he crouched down to Giyuu's level. "Hey, do you have anyone to care for you?" he asked slowly. "I train people to become demon slayers, to rid of the demons who make the world horrible by killing our loved ones."
Giyuu looked up. Become a demon slayer, hm? If he did, could he... help people like Tsu-... like she did? Like she had done right up to her death..? He nodded carefully. He could be a wonderful person for her. He would save people because she had saved him. "Okay. I want to become a demon slayer."
Urokodaki nodded as well. "How old are you?"ย 
"Twelve..." Giyuu mumbled. Perhaps because he was so young that he wouldn't be allowed.
"I have another young boy your age I'm training at the moment. His name isย Sabito. Would you like to meet him?" Urokodaki asked.
"Okay..."ย 
"You don't have anyone caring for you now, I take it?" the trainer asked as he stood.
"No."ย Herย fiancรฉ didn't count. He was... not an option. He would only remind Giyuu of her.ย 
"Alright. Let's go."
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Years past in a blur. Sabito, the boy Giyuu had befriended, died a year later at Final Selection. It was horrible and it brought Giyuu into a daze, but he had to get back up. He had to save people like Tsutako had done. Like Sabito as well.
It was necessary. Something he felt would redeem all the times he'd been saved.ย 
Giyuu trained ceaselessly, pushing himself past his limits.
He became a Hashira.
He didn't know how, he didn't feel as though he deserved this title, but he had to do it. He couldn't back down.
And then... something happened.
He happened.
Sanemi.
Sanemi was rash and arrogant, the Wind Hashira. He was... beautiful. Giyuu loved him.ย 
In the past, Giyuu had thought about marrying. Finding a lover and marrying them. He'd told this to Tsutako. Well, he thought, here was the lover.
And what came after that? He'd said something about wanting to grow up like Tsutako and marry someone...ย 
Only one more step to that.
Of course, if Giyuu lived to see a day he could actually marry peacefully.
He wasn't all too hopeful on that, deciding there was no point on hoping for something so absurd.
And yet...ย 
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Sanemi and Giyuu grew closer, surprisingly, despite their extreme differences. All of the Hashira were having a hard time believing itโ€”including the two themselfโ€”but none of them were complaining.ย 
They ended up dating and Giyuu felt himself want to hope for the best for the future. He wanted to think that it would all be alright. He wanted to wish for a time when he could marry Sanemi. Where he could be happy.
But he forgot. He forgot one thing.
He wanted so much to be like Tsutako, he'd been striving to be as much as like her as he could.
He wanted to be kind like her, to help people his whole life and save other's. He wanted to find someone to love and to love him, to grow with him and to live with them to the end.ย 
But he forgot one thing about Tsutako. He forgot that she had died before she married. He forgot that she hadn't actually married yet.
Giyuu had fought Muzan and his Akaza and all the other demons that had been put out there for them in the Infinity fortress. And now... it was over.
Muzan was... dead. He was dead.
Giyuu found Sanemi amongst those who had survived. Unfortunately, Sanemi wasn't in a good shape. And yet, there was still hope. He was still alive.
"Sanemi," Giyuu whispered, placing his remaning hand on his lover's chest.ย 
Sanemi opened his eyes slightly and gave Giyuu a small smile. "Told you we'd get through it."
Giyuu practically laughed in happiness, tears springing to his eyes. "I love you," he said. "I'm glad you're alive."
"Yes, now we're going to marry and then liveโ€”actuallyย live," Sanemi said, referring to the plans Giyuu had spoke to him before about.ย 
They'd agreed to marry when it was all over. If it ended. If not, then when they retired. It could've taken decades but luckily, they'd made it through.ย 
Giyuu got up and said, quietly, "I'm going to check on Tanjiro, alright? I'll be back."
"Mhm." Sanemi gave him what appeared to be a nod and Giyuu turned and left, looking for the Kamado he hoped was alive.
But... he wasn't.
Giyuu had failed.
He'd wanted to be like Tsutako, yet no matter how hard he tried, people died one after the other.ย 
Tanjiro was dead.
Giyuu sank to his knees and tried not to cry, bringing his head against Tanjiro's. "I'm sorry," he whispered. "I'm sorry."
Tanjiro looked up.ย 
Giyuu blinked.
The Kakushi around them moved, confused.
And suddenly, Tanjiro brought his arm up, moving as if to kill the Kakushi.
Giyuu moved instinctively, pushing the Kakushi out of the way.
"Tanjiro..?" he said.
The boy looked at him. Only, he was no longer the boy Giyuu knew. He was a demon.
"No!" Giyuu shouted. "Move. Move!"ย 
The Kakushi were confused, unsure what was happening.
Giyuu darted forward, knocking the Kakushi away from Tanjiro's attacks.ย 
"He's a demon! Anyone who can still fight! Please assist!" Giyuu shouted towards the direction of the others.
He heard people start to come around, but he didn't wait to see if they would come. Giyuu pinned Tanjiro down, trying to burn him in the sun.ย 
Why? Why did this keep happening?!
He saw Inosuke and Zenitsu move over and start fighting.
Inosuke hesitate and Tanjiro nearly killed him if it weren't for Nezuko moving in front.
"No! Nezuko! Don't do that!" Giyuu and Zenitsu shouted almost in unison.
Tanjiro wouldn't burn. He had resisted the sun.
Giyuu shoved Inosuke out of the way, not wanting him to die from Tanjiro.ย 
Nezuko was saying something to her brother, shouting. She blocked one of his attacks and Giyuu hurriedly slipped between Nezuko and pushed her onto Zenitsu, trusting him to care for her.
"Don't you dare hurt them," Giyuu said, his voice shaky. "Tanjiro! Come back! Come to your senses!"
Tanjiro looked at him with his blank, demonic eyes and plunged his hand into the Hashira's chest.
Giyuu let out a strangled scream and fell limp onto Tanjiro's arms.
Someone shouted and another darted forward, injecting Tanjiro with the last concoction to turn a demon back into a human.ย 
Both bodies fell onto the ground and Kanao lifted Tanjiro up and away, away from the person he'd just killed.ย 
Inosuke fell to the ground next to Giyuu's body and slowly turned him up, facing the sky.
"He died," Inosuke murmured.
Zenitsu nodded, leading Nezuko to her brother to save her from seeing the Hashira.
"He saved me," Inosuke said to himself, looking at his hands. "Tanjiro killed him."
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When Tanjiro learned what had happened, he'd told them to kill him. He said that what he'd done couldn't be forgiven.ย 
But in the end, Tanjiro stayed alive.
When Sanemi was able to speak to him again, having been the closest to Giyuu out of anyone, had said that the guilt would be enough punishment. He said there was no use killing Tanjiro anyways since it would mean more bloodspill than necessary, and Giyuu had cared deeply for the boy and would've hated for something like that to happen.
Later, when Sanemi was allowed out, he made his trip first to Genya and Giyuu's graves. He had to see them.
First, he went to Genya's, sinking to his knees in prayer and apologizing to him. He left a couple flowers on the gravestone and moved on to Giyuu's.
When he got there, he stared at it for a long time, the shock still wearing him out to the bone. Then he bent down and placed a bunch of flowers on the stone. He sat down and placed his hands on his knees, looking down and closing his eyes.ย 
Why had Giyuu done that. Why had he let himself die...
"You wanted to be like her," Sanemi whispered finally. "Like your sister." He looked up, his eyes lingering on the words,ย "Giyuu Tomioka."ย 
"You said you would be like her... save people and then marry. You said she died before she married her fiancรฉ. You are like her, Giyuu. Only, more so than you meant to be," Sanemi murmured, a sob lacing his voice. "Idiot. I wish you weren't. You should've lived. Why? Why'd you...
"Giyuu, I came here to tell you that living is going to be hell. More than before. Because you're gone. I loved you, Giyuu. I did. I do." Sanemi sighed and stood, looking one last time at the gravestone before turning away. "Goodbye. I'll see you soon."
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I'm so proud of this. Why? I'm not sure, BUT I AM!!
Also,
i didn't swear ONCE in this whole thing :pย 
I don't think hell counts anyways..ย 
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ngmn2002 ยท 2 months
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... hmm...
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Since as usual, ***ch xxx*** is where I put my messy ideas, while the Random Thoughts one is the more collected one. There are a few reasons to...
Why won't I be making Ch 111: Random Thoughts until a few more days later:
1- Life.
2- A boy called Tsukasa.
I will confess this arc itself was full of Tsukasa. And, his other versions too, at least to me. Come on... how can I handle...
Ch 101-102: 12 y.o Tsukasa. can't wait to see him back, to blow my mind even more.
And,
Wizard Tsukasa ๐ŸŽถ mood... HI THERE!
Phantom Tsukasa? I will sing for you all you want!!!!!!
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Ch 104- Relaxed Tsukasa, the calm before the storm. - Ch 105 Tsukasa? The storm itself. Same goes for the following chapters.
Take this for an advice, the more relaxed he is, the stronger the storm.
So yeah, 12 y.o Tsukasa is all chill singing around that clock = ????
THE END OF THE WORLD.
And I've always was like... look at him, so chill while Amane is messing with time, going to see Nene as if it all was a normal, usual day. Typical relaxed Tsukasa.
THERE IS MORE TO IT NOW!!!!
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Moving on...
Ch 105... OH.
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Ch 106- 107. Tsukasa everywhere... uhhhh....... what a beautiful dream......
Having fun with Nene, too.......
And, we can't forget...
Researcher T!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Ch 108. My dear sweet boy... I want to hug you so baaaad!! Good I have you in my arms in some place. I can look at it whenever I feel that way. ~
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Ch 109. Boy... the pattern! Relaxed? Hmm. Breathtaking.
Hi there... curious, fun-loving wizard, again.
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Ch 110. Oh, boy! He is SO!!!!!!! UH!!! Mr. COOL!!! FULL OF HISMELF!! SMUG LIL TSUUUUUU!!!!
And,
Wizard Tsukasa!!! AT HIS FULL GLORY!!!! Long time no see!!! Oh, I missed you soooooooooooo muuuuuuuuuuuch!!!
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Ch 111. Uh.......... yeah..... Sir Tsukasa successfully made my head go "poof".
And... wizard Tsukasa mastermind little thingy is back to me, stronger than in ch 109.
And, so is this little Tsukasa!!!
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Mr. Joker, huh?
Mr. in the shadows, huh?
Mr. disappeared, huh?
Mr. you need to be eliminated, huh?
For a crime?
Uhhh, this boy...
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The boy who defies the world's design... simply because he sees it's unneeded... the boy chosen to hold the power to change everything... the boy to rule...
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I remember a thing a person said back when ch 91 was out, it stuck in my mind because of how accurate it sounded to me.
"Tsukasa won't be satisfied until he has us on our knees before him and begging for his mercy."
Look at him...
What a Tsukasa. Again, I'm fascinated by his name. The boy to challenge and change the world itself as he wants. If it doesn't go his way, it's better off broken. What a FORCE. Mercy, Tsukasa??? Mercy???
Hanako, go with it. Join the party. Get to your Moon that's above all else.
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Do it.
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He is Your yorishiro at the end of the day. If anyone can 'rule' over him, it has to be you.
wizard Tsukasa vibes, please aren't we done with that already?
Nene and Tsukasa are there to be your kannagi and yorishrio, right? Impress me.
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Uh, Tsukasa.... he keeps on finding ways and ways to make me fall madly in love with him. He is so much unfairly, gorgeously fascinating in every regard.
He is Tsukasa.
Feel all the glory within that.
So yeah, how am I supposed to really focus on writing more rationally about the chapter events, with my head full of him and his versions?
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yanderelovlies ยท 1 year
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Can you make a fanfic about sunny day jack and a suicidal s/o?
TRIGGER WARNING: THIS HAS THEMES OF UNALIVING, AND SELF HARM. IF THIS UNCOMFORTABLE FOR YOU, PLEASE TURN AWAY NOW. BE SAFE. YOU ARE WANTED AND LOVED.
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I hope you're okay, Anon. If you need anything else be don't hesitate to reach love.
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The room was dark, but it was silent as your soft sniffles and hiccups echoed off the walls. You weren't sure when it happened, but your mental health fell drastically. You had tried your best to hide it from those closes to you, and it had worked but it was draing on you and only adding to your already weak mental state.
It had gotten to the point where you relapsed and began self harming again. It wasn't your proudest moment, but you've bottled it up for so long that you weren't sure how to handle it anymore. You curled into yourself, not caring about the blood seeping through your clothes.
You felt like this was the end of line for you. You couldn't go on. Not like this. You uncurled yourself and looked over to the bathroom where you knew the pills were at. However right when that thought crossed your mind a knock came from your door.
"Sunshine? Can I come in.....please?"
You had nearly forgotten that Jack was still out there....waiting for you. He was just a ghost thought, right? Does he really count? You looked back over to the bathroom, but it was once again interrupted however this time it was the door opening.
Jack could risk you being alone for long. Even if you get mad at him. He needed to be there for you. When he walked into the dark room, the first thing that caught his attention was the blood on your clothes. When he looked down, the soft pale gleam of a blade reflecting on the moon rays coming from the widow was what caught his attention next.
He did t need to see the wounds to piece together what happened. He quietly made his way to you and quietly took your arms into his hands to inspect the damage. "Oh sunspot......I'm so sorry."
He quickly got up and went to the bathroom you've been eyeing to get things to clean your wounds. When he came back he wasted no time cleaning and bandaging your arms. "I'm sorry you've felt along for this long.........I'm sorry I didn't notice sooner...."
"I didn't want you to know Jack....."
He looked up at you worry etched on his face while unshed tears sit at the corner of his eyes. "Why?"
His voice was a whisper, but it impacted you deeply. "I didn't want you to see me like this....I wanted to go with you seeing the best of me.....or at least what I hoped was my best." You couldn't keep eye contact with him it didn't feel right.
You could feel his grip tighten around your arm. "What do you mean go y/n"
At the call of your name,you looked back at his this time he looked more devastated than before. You could feel yourself crumble. We're you really going to tell him? We're going to risk him seeing all the ugly parts you try to hide for what? So he would stop looking at you like that?
"Please y/n....I wanna help you. I don't want you to suffer alone anymore......please let me in.....let me help.....I don't want to lose you."
You could feel the tears pour like rain at his words. "I can't do this anymore, Jack.....I don't want to be here anymore..."
Jack's tears began to fall as he pulled you in for a hug, careful of your arms. Sobs from the two of you echoed through the room.
"I'm going to help you....we are gonna find you the help you need.....It's going to be okay....I won't abandon you.....so please don't leave me."
Those pleas and promises only made the tears come down harder. You hoped he was right....there wasn't much more you could take.
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signs-of-the-moon ยท 7 months
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Since some people seemed interested, here are some music vids I'd love to make if I ever get the chance to start animating again (under a read more cause there's a lot of them):
Lithium//Evenescence- edgy Snowfrost PMV about her crimes. The vid would follow her actions from the beginning of Snowfrost's Fate all the way to her death at the end of Moon Rise. I would probably give cats edgy 2008-esque designs to go with it, because I'm crazy about that kinda thing. (This is the one I want to do the most tbh. I've already got a script made. If I could pass it on to someone so they could make this PMV real I would. I'd literally make all the designs for it too, probably even storyboard it)
We Are One//song from The Lion King 2- AMV featuring Wolfheart singing to Moonpaw. It'd probably be very colorful and have a lot of movement and would be a killer to animate. Their relationship is important and I like things that can show it
One Lonely Visitor//Chevelle- PMV about Jaybird and her relationship with her sister Snowfrost, taking place from Snowfrost's Fate up to Jaybird's death near the end of Moon Rise (another one I really really want made. This one also has a script created for it)
Pardon Me// He is We- This one would be a AMV/PMV mix; it would be about Snowfrost and Wolfheart's feelings for each other, which slowly fade over time. The vid would start out lighthearted, maybe colored in pastels, then become metaphorically and literally darker as the song progresses. Eventually it would depict Snowfrost having delusional thoughts about Wolfheart, about getting him back, or possibly making him another of her victims
Look What You Made Me Do// Taylor Swift- ok listen. I am not a fan of Taylor Swift, especially not this song. But after listening to it multiple times a day on the radio at work years back, back when SOTM was being plotted, I started imaging Situations to cope with it. And this song ended up perfectly fitting Nightshade's story in my head. So this would be a PMV about that. (Can't elaborate what that story is cause its major spoilers, you'll just have to wait and see.) This would be a vid I'd make by the time half of, if not all of, Moon Fall becomes published
Ghost// Saint Asonia- probaby a PMV/AMV mix including all the point of view characters in Signs of the Moon, and how they handle being a prophecy kid/having an omen hanging over their heads. It would probably be heavily focused on how these cats look to or turn away from Starclan for it as well. There would be a lot of action/movement/colors during moments when the music swells and especially during the bridge of the song (did I ever mention this is one of my favorite songs ever?)
Poor Unfortunate Souls//song from The Little Mermaid (animated version)- AMV/PMV of Hazepaw being visited by the ghost he's led to believe is Sea Breeze who's trying to help him
Pet//A Perfect Circle- AMV about the future POV Possumpaw and how he deals with his manipulative mother and asshole brother. The whole thing might be in black and white with the only color coming from cats' eyes and blood/tears. I have to think about Possumpaw's story more before I come up with specific details about what goes on in the video. I have a couple of ideas tho
Blue Lips//Regina Spektor- Swiftcloud AMV/PMV mix highlighting all of Moon Rise cause I think it'd be neat. The whole thing would be in grayscale with some details colored in blue
Brutus//The Buttress- Another PMV starring Nightshade. This one specifically is about her relationship with her mentor, Wolfheart. How much she looked up to him at first, then slowly came to hate him and seek his downfall
Lemon Boy//Cave Town- PMV about Urchinpaw and Hazepaw's budding friendship. The story would probably be told through Urchin's POV
Criminal//Britney Spears- PMV featuring Cloudypaw (a major character in Moon Fall) and her fatal attraction towards Nightshade's son, Weaslepaw
Behind Blue Eyes// Limp Bizkit- another PMV about Snowfrost and her story, told from more "sympathetic" pov because we support womens wrongs <3 this vid would show a lot more of the isolation and loneliness Snowfrost feels especially as she goes down her murderous path
How to Save a Life//The Fray- AMV with Tigerpaw/lily and Moonpaw/face regarding Moonpaw's cross clan friendship with Hazepaw/storm. The vid would be in Tiger's POV, showing her concern for her friend. Throughout you can see Tigerpaw's dislike and mistrust of Hazepaw while Moonpaw remains blind to his flaws. The disagreement puts a strain on the friendship which will also be shown thru the vid
Hellfire//song from The Hunchback of Notredom- AMV featuring Darkpelt who sings about his emotions pertaining to Nightshade (can't elaborate much because spoilers, but the tl;dr is he has a massive crush on her and does Night's bidding because of it, but he hates it as it goes against Starclan)
Vitamin R (Leading Us Along)// Chevelle- an AMV/PMV mix focused on Whisperpaw and her relationship with her family + dealing with her secret "ability"
Genius Next Door//Regina Spektor- another PMV about Swiftcloud. This time its her during Moon Fall, watching her kits grow and make choices, while her clan falls into chaos once more due to plot events I can't reveal atm
Warbringer: Jaina (Daughter of the Sea)//song from World of Warcraft- I have 2 different PMV ideas for this one. One is of Snowfrost's time at the beginning of her Super Edition, where she's dealing with her punishment of a Warriorpaw Ceremony and her growing feelings of anger during it. The other idea is a depiction of Sea Breeze's story
Werewolf// Motionless In White- Werewolf! Hazepaw AU. Idk how else to explain this one. I'd have to show the script for others to understand what it's about (its a WIP). This would be a Halloween video
Sally's Song// cover by Amy Lee- a PMV of Moonpaw singing about Hazepaw, with frames showing their relationship
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kfanopinions ยท 1 year
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Jackson Ideal Type (Astrology Based)
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lol jackson has spoken up about his type so i'm wondering why did you ask me? hehe but i hope i can provide more insight. i will be looking into jackson's moon and venus signs. i'm not sure if he said the time of his birth. if so, i will edit this information if anyone knows. if not, take everything with a grain of salt ^^ also, i just realized he and bang chan have the same moon sign...no wonder fans say they are "hubby material" i get it y'all, i do ^^ oh, and since jackson has repeatedly said "woman" "female" "girl" i will indicate a woman this time around instead of using "partner"
Libra Moon
"i can't leave you, even if i want to" someone that understands that if he likes you, he likes you!
"darling, darling ~ stand by me" someone that will stand by him and want to do things with him. his moon in libra is really an all in type
"dear future...'wife'" he's clearly a family man. so it's not shocking his moon in libra is a family type placement. he wants them kiddos ^^
take you home to mama okay he wants a girl that is not only beautiful to his eyes, but also to others. not only that but someone who has a decent enough reputation as well.
"i'm going back to you" seriously libra moons can be CLINGY. this is where they get their emotional security from. it makes me think of jackson when he said he keeps at least one light on when he's away because it makes him feel like someone is waiting for him T_T
audrey is that you? libra moon's are about beauty, class, and intelligence. this just makes me think of audrey hepburn. not to mention there is no way anyone can say she isn't beautiful (but we know jackson so don't jump to conclusions just yet *wink*)
"drive it like you stole it" he needs a woman who can take him by the reins and show him she's his one and only. libra moons are charmers and not to alarm anyone, but if he and his future girlfriend/wife added another woman to the mix...yeah he's gonna fall for her too so yeah... good luck miss! anyway, this is a flirtatious sign, so if his girl shows 'nope you're not getting close to her. not uh, mr.' he'll get the picture.
side note: this is more platonic/non sexual flirtations. but everyone can slip up xP
Aries Venus
"wrap me in chains" someone who doesn't concede to his flirtations so easily. aries is a hunter sign. it's boring if you just fall into their arms so quickly. make him work for it. she shouldn't be the one trapped in the chains of love but holding onto them ^^
disturbance in the force okay, so there is a little bit of a contradiction here (not surpring) but jackson's libra moon loves being around his partner to the point that he may even be willing to go into business with them. but with his aries venus it screams "independent woman." that being said i take it as:
"when we're together let's be together. i want to be stuck to you like glue, but when i'm a way you need to be strong enough to handle things on your own."
let your inner jessi rawr! no wonder he likes/liked jessi so much ^^ she is bold, confident, straight forward, mulan coming in:
"how about a girl who has a brain, who always speaks her mind..."
and she's a woman who takes care of her body (physically fit at least from what i see) and his aries venus LOVES THIS! speaking of jessi, someone a little tomboyish/athletic (like that boxer girl (right?) from that show when he roomed with all those people) can be his type. so mixing the moon and venus together someone who has a healthy appearance (clearly takes care of themselves) who can be elegant but then can get down and dirty (get your mind out of the gutter!) when the situation calls for it.
social butterfly for one please! he would like someone who is lively and energetic. a shy introverted girl will get scorched by his flames of energy and may end up leaving first if he hasn't left from boredom already
don't be afraid to flirt!!!!! no joke, a slight touch of her knee to his, or even smaller gestures that draw his eyes to the most feminine parts i.e. her neck, lips, hands, legs will get his heart racing but what will make him lose his sh*t is if she's is bold enough to kiss his cheek as a parting/goodbye gesture. she won't leave his mind. and who knows, since an aries venus loves to be on the hunt, this little bait may just pull off hehe *wink wink*
BONUS!
with his aries venus i'm sorry...some of us will not be suited with this type of energy. but have no fear you never know when the wind will blow your way ^^
sun: leo || sagittarius || aries venus: leo || sagittarius || aries
are the best and most equipped signs to deal with an aries venus
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lavenoon ยท 1 year
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Me, everytime I read a new chapter from you: maybe this time AO3 will let me leave more kudos
AO3: No
Me: >:(
Seriously though! I just read it and aaaahhhh, I love it! I love that Robin noticed how tense Sun was! And how even though now he is letting his suave side show, we maybe even get MORE of his soft side than we already had in canon, since he is trying to hide what's troubling him behind that wall of confidence and smooth talking. Good on Robin for not letting him get away with that!
He deserves to be reassured too. Moon did get the worse self doubt from the reveal because of Robin's initial hostility when they met and their comments of their coworker afterwards, but I can imagine that the rejection when Robin found out must have hit Sun very hard because up until now, his relationship with them had been nothing but friendliness even if there was some awkwardness.
Of course, this is not about him feeling like y/n still resents him, but he obviously resents himself about it all. His pride must have taken a hit, who knows how he's felt talking to any superiors that knew beforehand. And we do know that he is very proper about doing things the correct way, his personality makes it muvh easier to grab onto mistakes and not let them go for a long time.
I wonder what else there is to it too! I have my theories, but those are mostly vague speculation than anything so I'll just wait and see!
Ok, that's that about the character analysis.
Now, ahem, ahem.
ALL THAT FLIRTING THOUGH LFDKGHSLKG
Sun all hesitant at Robin's advances, but then goes ha! Uno reverse! and puts them in his lap fldskfklรฑjhgfs
And then that ending??? Hello??? SIR
Robin about to get ankle grabbed fr fr lgdkjglsk
*clears throat*
Anyways I'm very normal, yes
HEHEHE I've seen a post claiming I'll still get the mail for it? Let's see if that's true <3 But your extra kudos made it to me already from intent alone!
Sun mirrors certain insecurities that Y/N also suffers from, insecurities Moon simply cannot calm because he went through entirely different ones. The confidence in the job you do, the confidence in a friendship you are terrified to lose.
Because let's look back - Sun hears his neighbor is also the work rival he heard about. His performance already starts dropping and he gets reprimanded before Y/N finds out and hides from him. It only gets worse after that, and within two weeks, he has to wonder if he's actually good at his job and if he'll lose the one friendship he actually indulged in due to incompetence, and if not that will he lose it because of what he's hidden from them?
He gets reassured that they still care and want to get to know Dawn, too, but the hit to his confidence does not so easily recover. This also being around the time when the boys pick up contact with Eclipse more (and start feeling really conflicted about how they handled that before), and his mind is simply a mess. He's feeling like all the mistakes he racked up are now coming back to haunt him, and he has to fix them all now while also handling everything he handled before and more
And that, like you say, meets his need to follow the rules, of what's proper and done, and he's slacking and faced the consequences and that just proves that he has to follow these rules! He can't afford any more mistakes!
Moon notices, and can't get him out of that spiral, because he got reassured before already (though the hiding/ rejection stings, of course) and the most glaringly obvious mistake... Was the explosion, which he escaped a reprimand for on account of lost an arm.
Y/N also notices, but is very new to prying - they didn't communicate before not just because they're idiots, but because in all constellations prying is just not something they could afford. It's different now, but it still feels invasive, so they need the little push from Moon to decide that yes, actually, Sun will get to relax one way or another.
And so the day off is planned! And when just relaxing doesn't actually work, well, then Y/N will pry, and make sure he's not going anywhere for it <3
But when they do, and he starts internally panicking because oh no, they can't know about that. He already worries about how they see him, he can't admit to even more faults! So he tries to deflect with flirting, but Y/N is 1) stubborn and 2) oblivious to his intent, and it works! Because as soon as he sees that his approach isn't working, and actually making Y/N insecure and wanting to withdraw, he panics even more and just holds them there! <3
And then the flirting.... >:3c
Sun blanking at the head in his lap before hesitantly indulging and holding them there, and then much less hesitantly holding on to them when they try to leave. Growing bolder then, both with the hope to maybe deflect but also to keep them closer <3
(And also because I wanted some touch and it just fit so so well in this. I went a little wild)
(Same with the ending. I. hehe <3)
Five seconds don't do too much because they won't leave the house and Y/N will be far too giggly to actually try and get away once he's cornered them. They enjoy the chase too, and for them the only thing getting caught promises is more cuddles and fun with a friend, so there is no fear at all (rip reverse AU Dawn) <3
And, well, a couple months down the line a chase like that will not end as sweet, and those teeth and claws might just get put to actual use <3
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kabra-malvada ยท 2 years
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heyo heyo! Can you please do 9. with BamSara's Solar Lunacy au? thought it'd be cute! *slides you a cookie just because*
Sorry in advance to @bamsara for I have butchered their characterization so badly. That being said, I hope u like it:
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The familiar singing of bells looms over you, a presence you've recently come acquittanced with observes you cautiously from the shadows that swallow the whole ceiling. Not even the harsher neon lights are able to go beyond the deep darkness. The grim atmosphere would bring you an uneasiness far more dreadful if paired with the usually cold air, that becomes more noticeable by the lack of human heat. But not tonight, your last chore to do on your list was to change the cable in one of the basement's air conditioners.
You left this task to do last since it required you to go all the way to parts and service and retrieve the new cable, which is pretty long and heavy, entirely made out of metal. You have to use real muscle effort to even put it on the maintenance cart, the same one with the faulty wheel, because of course that was the only available one at the moment. Luckily for you, when you were loading it a mysterious tap on your back accompanied by these familiar bells was enough of a distraction for you to turn around and see it already loaded and good to go. "Thanks... How long have you been following me?" Moon remains silent except for the now faint sound of a snicker. Unamused, you roll your eyes, figuring that's just the way he decided to greet you tonight.
After a while of walking in silence the only sign of life that Moon gives out is a rhythmic ringing and by the time you reach the elevator it reminds you of certain tune. "See ya on the other side Star boy!" You say sarcastically, already knowing he'll be there even before the elevator was half on it's way there. Absentmindedly you start to hum to the tune on your head, not quite remembering the lyrics that well, while tapping your hands on the cart's handle along the ghost of a rhythm.
By the time the doors open you are loudly humming, forgetting for a second of your so called friend waiting for you just on the edge where the lights don't reach. A pair of bright red pupils center on you dissecting every single one of your movements, you on the other hand pay no mind, already used to the grim animatronic's antics. Still you make a mental note of where your companion is positioned, can't let your guard around him that easily now. You pull out your trusty Freddy (c) flashlight and start to make your way into the darkness, mindful of not letting the light reach him.
Maybe it was that you were already tired enough, or that you seemed lost for a second there, but whatever the reason was, Moon dropped down behind you and started to push the cart for you.
You were about to thank him again when he suddenly rushed past you with cart and all, only to disappear into the darkness. "Seriously? We were having such a good strike lately..." Silence is the only response you receive. "M-moon?" Again, nothing. You know he's just messing with you, if he wanted you hurt he'd already have done some pretty bad damage. Still the uneasiness from before grows, transforming into nervous energy. You really want to just turn back and call it a night, you think of lying to management and saying the cable got busted or something... But you're not gonna let him win this one. You're alone in the dark being silently haunted by a robot with homicidal tendencies, big deal! As if you hadn't done that before.
Gathering enough courage you straighten your posture and start to walk into the same route moon took off to just moments ago. You walk and walk trying to remember if the basement has always been this big, tho you atribute it mainly to the darkness in which you've found yourself sailing among. After a while of guessing and taking the wrong turns you finally reach the generators, but find no sign of your cart or Moon. Desperation starts to settle in. This was suppose to be the easy part, why couldn't things go your way just once?
You turn around and decide to go back to the elevator, not feeling like start to call out to the black abysm that surrounds you once again. But then you step on your shoe laces and face plant first into the floor as you let out a loud wail, your flashlight falls and rolls off somewhere. Defeated, tired and frustrated you just lay there, debating if you should get up and try again or just- wait to see what happens. You don't have enough time to decide tho as the ringing comes out of nowhere from within the darkness reaches for you and pulls you up by your hoodie like a cat. The same old red pupils scan you for a second, making sure you didn't actually hurt yourself.
"Clumsy brat". He scorns, seemingly disappointed you were not able to see in the dark like he does. "Assho-" He covers your mouth instantly, a bit harsh might you add "Watch it". He gently puts you down in your feet and without saying much else, he reaches for the cart and hands it over to you. "Thank you SO much". You almost scowl your words, making your best of efforts as to get back to work. You glance around but are unable to find your flashlight, it must have broken when it hit the floor as you're unable to locate it's light. "Great..." You pull out your phone and turn on the flashlight, still mindful of Moon not getting illuminated.
"Ok, let's see". As you start to disconnect the old heavy cable you start to hum once again, trying to lift your own spirits. The ghost of some of the lyrics comes to your mind but you can't quite make them out. So you decide to finally ask. "C-can you sing that song for me again?"
Moon freezes and blinks a couple of times, confused as all hell of whatever you're talking about. "L-last week, when we were at the arcade, you were singing... something. I've been having that song stuck in my head all day, but I can't remember how it goes..." After a moment of processing the newly acquired context he giggles mockingly and narrows his eyes. "I don't sing for bratty rulebreakers like you". You frown already half waiting a similar response, still, damn you for having the littlest of faith in him. "Do what you want then. I was just trying to ease the mood a bit, besides it's the least you could do for stealing my cart and cable!" You huff the last part, already done with his stupid little games. You sigh and resume your work.
For a while he doesn't move, he just stands there watching you struggle against the busted cable still attached to the generator's outlet. That is until you start to hear the faintest humming you've heard coming from him, slowly turning to singing the song you've been humming along all night.
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Man this came out waaay longer than intended, but honestly I couldn't think of a better context for Bam's Moon to actually entertain the thought (as of currently) of singing to the reader.
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Yes, I know. I don't feel that emptiness yet because I still have so much to catch up on but I know the feeling. Actually, I usually feel like that when an album drops and I listen to all the songs, watch the mv and then it hits me... Now what? Like I have been waiting for this, I was hyped for this with promo and teasers, and then it drops, I listen to it, and then... Then what. Obviously the promo starts again/continues but during those few hours between the album dropping and the first next promotion, I do feel that emptiness. Especially with a bias, it would feel a bit different I think? I was the most excited for Jimin since he is THEโ„ข bias for me, and that emptiness really hit me after I listened to everything. I imagine that's also why you might feel like this? And it's not pathetic <3 I think it's nice that you find your source of happiness in them, and that they can make your day better <3 They do the same for me and I'm always so grateful that even on the days when I'm either crying or want to cry all day because of my anxiety or chronic headaches, they can still make me smile and feel a bit better.
Someone on twitter said the same thing, that it'll be bts vs bts and there was a reply that they are not even gonna be at award shows because they'll all be in military and I was like BOO ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ stop reminding us of that. ๐Ÿ’”
I ordered my album through a group order because I will not be paying for weverse shipping ๐Ÿ˜ญ so I obviously couldn't apply for the raffle since I wasn't the one ordering, but I told my sister that even if I could apply and even if I won, I still wouldn't call him ๐Ÿ˜ญ Like Jimin I love you to the moon and back but I will not be getting on a phone call with you. I wouldn't even know how to act, let alone what to say. ๐Ÿ˜ญ
Oh no why would you read the lyrics too ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ Jimin truly deserves everything. And I will ever understand people who campaign for more more more. We always see just how fucking much they work for everything. He's literally lying on the practice room floor... It breaks my heart every time he talks about his muscle pain, which he had again during the dance practice... I will never forget that conversation between him and his trainer/medical person in one of the docus... As long as he is in this line of work, he will continue to have these problems. And it just breaks my heart because Jimin is a * dancer *. And his body can't handle him being a dancer. And I will never get over this, because one day he will have to say that it's too much for him, one day even he has to admit that he can't do it anymore. And I'm terrified that it's going to be sooner than he would like to admit it. I really don't want to sound like those people who always pretend to know what's best for them and manage them... I just really really feel bad for him every time he talks about this. He lived with this condition for years, and it'll probably get worse and I just hate it. He is a dancer with a body that can't handle dancing.
Anyway I didn't want to make myself sad but I always do akandndjsns at least I got Jikook holding hands for 13 hours today ๐Ÿ’” So yeah, I just wanted to say that he already works a LOT. And we know Jimin, he always gives his 613%. And that is exactly why he deserves every single praise and award and achievement. And hopefully more of those will come in the future ๐Ÿ’œ
(ps. Mang is so fucking cute ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ now I want a Mang plushie ๐Ÿ˜ญ) -๐Ÿฆ‹
adding read more just because <3
For me I think that part is the most exciting because I keep listening to the songs and keep getting to know the song more (melody, lyrics, adlibs, etc) and then read the theories and see people point out some part of the song that they thought was so good and then to listen to the song and pay more attention to the part that the person mentioned, all of that small stuff, it makes me feel really excited. It's the time after when everything's over that I feel empty. So yeah like it can be different for every one. After Yoongi's album drops we dive straight into the tour a week later so I'm really glad that I'll have something to hang onto. I really really hope they have atleast one day for online streaming because I NEEEEED to see him one way or another ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ I hope they have the show on 29th livestreamed because that'll be a holiday for me ๐Ÿ˜ญ pls manifest ok? ๐Ÿ˜ญ oh and same, although this has happened a lot of times now but last year I was just about to have a huge breakdown because of something at work and I was super anxious and on the verge of a horrible breakdown but jimin posted the picture that is my icon now and just like that I was smiling and my anxiety reduced by a LOT not even kidding ๐Ÿ˜ญ
HELLLOOOOO why would they say that ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ no m******y talks in this household ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ i really hope they go after the award season tho ๐Ÿ˜ญ If they go on Feb 2024, they'll come back probably September 2025 ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ
Omg right... In my three years of stanning I JUST started posting on weverse and commenting on their lives like two weeks ago. I would NOT be able to handle a fancall i would not be able to show my face to jimin fjdkhffkrkhdkdk. Me and my friend joke about how we would probably walk in the opposite direction if we were to ever see bts in the wild (as in like at a restaurant in some foreign land or sth) fhfkjdkrkd.
I read the lyrics too bc i like hurting myself i guess ๐Ÿฅฒ๐Ÿฅฒ๐Ÿฅฒ oh and I know right. I saw people being unsatisfied with Jimin's promotion, like hell did you see how hard he worked???? how much he gave us???? he gave us so many performances so much content ๐Ÿ˜ญ just stfu and let him rest now ๐Ÿ˜ญ people don't realise that they are insulting them when they say these things. It has been repeatedly said that they are themselves planning everything so why would you complain and want them to put in even more work than they already are? they are giving us their best ๐Ÿ˜ญ It broke my heart into pieces when hobi said at the end of his docu that it bothered him when people said his promotions weren't enough. Just made me so incredibly sad. And yeah god jimin's muscle pain, broke my heart seeing how exhausted he was. He worked so so so hard ๐Ÿ˜ญ Stayed even after the dancers left to perfect his steps. Yoongi himself said he saw jimin practice a lot ๐Ÿ˜ญ and then people just mindlessly ask for more .. ugh anyway I don't want to get into this further it makes me really mad and sad ๐Ÿ˜ญ
JIKOOK <33333 you won't believe but when last week during the live jimin said that jungkook came to see him practice, i hoped for a second that maybe if we could get the practice video, but we've never usually gotten that unless it's for a concert or something. So I shrugged the thought that maybe we won't. But then when i saw the notification yesterday i was like omg what if ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ and when i saw jungkook i squealed bc yayyy my wishes just came true fhkfhfjrhrjd. they just really need the slightest chance to hold hands don't they ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ˜” still waiting for them to hang out and for jungkook to make his ramyeon recipe for jimin ๐Ÿ˜” waiting for that live notification ๐Ÿ˜” (this is just wishful thinking btw I'm not being serious abt this .......... or .... hahahahahamaybeiam ) and yep same, i hope he gets everything that he deserves in return for the hard work that he put in ๐Ÿฅบ (RIGHHHTTTT MANG IS A REAL CUTIEEEE ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ the heart shaped smile has all my heart <3333)
(also, and please don't take this any other way, I'm running a little anxious since the past few days and answering long asks is getting a little more overwhelming than usual, so I won't be able to do it for a while. I absolutely love talking to you but it'll be difficult for me to answer long asks while I'm feeling this way [and why I'm feeling this way is in no way related to your asks okay please don't misunderstand ๐Ÿ˜ญ] I hope you understand. But screaming about stuff is always welcome in my inbox ๐Ÿฅบ)
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