#also i got to be goofy w everyone i was like so scared it was gonna be a rough day

[mykatzone]

Answering asks #5

Wow it's been... a while! A huge while actually, gosh. I seriously apologize for making everyone wait so so long for my replies and I thank everyone for being so patient and understanding!

(There really is no excuse but I will offer an explanation at the end of this post as to why it took me so long to get to all my inbox asks! Thank you for everyone's patience and understanding, you have no idea how much I appreciate it. Tysm y'all ;w;!)

This post is structured into three sections where I'm responding too:

asks relating to my "Ice King Identity Crisis AU"

other Adventure Time related asks

other miscellaneous asks

With all that said, lets finally answer some asks babyyy!!! This is a hugeee post, so be prepared LOL!

"Ice King Identity Crisis AU" Related Asks

What is Ice King and Marcy's relationship like in the AU?

Back when this ask was sent, I was still pondering this deeply. I actually never got around to figuring out how I would approach his reunion with Marceline, because a fellow artist (who does amazing super in-character style-accurate comics) did their own spin on it! *Drumroll*  it's EmositeCC (Tumblr | Twitter | YouTube)

And it was so insanely good and in-character and basically the vibe I wanted to go for, I really think it's best I just point you to all the amazing comics they did for my "Ice King Identity Crisis AU"!

Ice King & Marceline Reunion Comic (basically what you are looking for anon!)

Happy Dinner Comic Part 1 and Part 2 (Ice King, Marceline and Betty have a dinner to celebrate Ice King regaining his memories, but the atmosphere is really sour because of Betty and it gets suuuper angsty.)

@golden-buddle I think the above answers I gave to anon your ask as well! Same goes for your question @d3m0l1t10n-lvrs! (how Marceline would react to Ice King's change in this AU), but I'm not sure how the rest of the characters would react, probably with intrigue (I think Finn especially), but that's about it. I haven't thought much about it sadly!

What are Ice King's feelings on Betty and princess kidnapping after he regains his memories?

Honestly a huge appeal for me when I was making this AU is the fact it's kinda meta in a strange way. Making Ice King basically experience the same intense shock that I felt when his backstory first got revealed in the show.

Anyhow, to answer your question anon, in this AU his obsession with princesses really quickly gets transformed into just wanting to be with Betty (now that he knows the reason behind his princess kidnapping in the first place, why would he settle for anyone other than his original princess?). He'd be super obsessed with her obviously (it's Ice King after all), but I do think he'd be more mindful almost? The trauma of her leaving is just too intense even for him, he'd be very scared of it happening again.

Also anon, your question reminded me of a broader theme of this AU. Basically, with his new-found self-awareness (well, memories, he's still silly goofy because he's Ice King), I feel like stuff that used to make Ice King very happy or gave his life meaning as Ice King would become very tainted for him in a way. Obviously, the princess kidnapping is the clearest example of this, but everything else too. Like how does one process that everything you do, every interest that brings you joy is just a distorted lesser version of what you used to be able to do (example: Simon used to write scholarly books and Ice King writes fanfiction with extremely childish plots and spelling mistakes)? It's heartbreaking.

Would Ice King ever go to Prismo to make his own wish in an attempt to alter Betty's?

Omg I love the idea of calling the AU the Ice-dentity Crisis AU that's so clever!!!

I definitely played around with this idea! Both ideas I mean! (Ice King wishing to become Simon seems like a good ending for the AU and Ice King wishing to forget again seems like peak angst potential).

Honestly, this asked reminded me of how I always kinda wished back when the original AT series was coming out that Ice King ended up being the one to cure himself, as in- I wished becoming Simon was his own decision (in a goofy Ice King way of course). Ice King's arc in the original show suffers from a lack of agency he's given within his own narrative. While I do get what the show was going for completely, it does annoy me a little. Ice King had his own character arc throughout the original series but never a character arc conclusion, he just became Simon again on accident without having any say in it. Don't get me wrong, of course Ice King becoming Simon again is a good thing! However, writing wise, I would have preferred he decided that for himself (as a conclusion to his character arc). That would be hard to write though, Ice King is a very insane character so figuring out how to write him of all people having enough self-awarness to make such a huge decision would def be hard. But it's possible!!

Anyhow back to your question- yes I though about both possibilities! However, this AU was never meant to be an actual project I was gonna work on. More like a sandbox I can play around in when I feel like it. In short, I never had a concrete plan or outline because I never intended this AU to be anything more than something I did for fun when I felt like it. I hope that's not too disappointing T_T!

Would Ice King try to "act like" Simon after regaining his memories?

@altcindy While I don't see Ice King and Simon as separate entities (I see Ice King as who Simon is when driven insane and senile, though of course the Crown does play a part because of the lore, but confession I kinda never liked the Crown lore XD), I do agree Ice King in this AU would react to his newfound memories by trying to act like he did as Simon and failing because Simon is so detached from who he is now.

I drew some art based on this idea awhile back!

Would Betty regret the wish she made?

@altcindy Yes, 100% Betty would regret her wish and what she had done. Because Ice King is not vibing, she is not vibing, nobody is vibing. Ok that's a lie, the princesses of OOO are def vibing (Ice King permanently stopped kidnapping yey!) and Marceline is kinda vibing. The thing with Marceline is, she's already used to Ice King and the fact Ice King is very diff from Simon and she loves him even while he's insane and memoryless. To her, Ice King regaining his memories is amazing, so she'd def be happy about it. For Betty it's way harder, because unlike Marceline who saw Simon's progression into Ice King, Betty only knew Ice King and Simon sepperate, hence why I think she can't really process them being the same person (emotionally I mean, obviously she knows they are). If anything, once Ice King starts trying to "act like Simon", Betty feels even more like she's living in a funhouse mirror version of her old life.

Again, I really recommend you check out the comic EmositeCC made that I linked previously (if you haven't already), it explores this so well:

Happy Dinner Comic Part 1 and Part 2 (Ice King, Marceline and Betty have a dinner to celebrate Ice King regaining his memories, but the atmosphere is really sour because of Betty and it gets suuuper angsty.)

Does Ice King remember his other Ice King related memories too? How does he remember everything photographically now?

Ok so, in the AU itself I wasn't super clear about the wording in Betty's wish. If hypothetically, I were to ever write a fanfic about this, I would reword her wish to go something like this:

"I wish to alter the Crown's curse so that Ice King, also known as Simon Petrikov, is able to regain all the memories the Crown took from him in the past or tries to take from him in the future"

Basically, so he remembers things normally. In my original AU posts, the way I worded Betty's wish almost makes it sound like Ice King will now have super photographic memory of everything that has happened or will happened to him, but nope! In the AU he just remembers things normally. Y'know, like other really old immortal characters like Marceline and PB (the most impactful memories being the most vivid and all). So his memories of being Ice King would stay, but he'd probably forget a lot of them mostly because his days as Ice King kinda blend into each other (because they are the same old same old). He'd remember stuff that made an impact on him or that was important to him though. Like human memories usually work!

When's the next update?

To answer the question @gremlin-in-your-gears and anons, I sadly do not know when the next update will be (or if there will be one)! I said this a few times throughout this post, but when I make fandom related projects like these, I never go into them as an actual commitment. My fandom shenanigans are just me having fun XD, not really serious projects. Whenever my interest in a hyperfixation dies down, I tend to put any fandom related project I had for it on hold. So it's not canceled, but also don't expect updates! If they ever come back it'll be when I get super hyperfixated on AT again! I'm sorry if this is super disappointing T_T, but again, fandom stuff is for having fun/relaxing for me, I don't want it to become a source of stress.

People being very nice in my inbox compilation (thank you!!!)

@slicedsilly Thank you sm!! Also love your username XD

@agaypersonthing Omg thank you... Honestly, my brain better be big when it comes to AT AUs! I've been a fan of the show since it started airing in 2010 and obsessed with it since 2014, it's only fair! XD 

Also love your username, what's up with y'all inbox ppl and having rly fun usernames!

@dappydaffer That is so so so very sweet of you omg T_T!!! I'm sorry for the long wait in replying, I feel so bad!!! Thank you so much for the sweet message you left here, I'm really happy you liked my AU so much !!! It's super heartwarming to hear ;w;

To answer your question, yes Betty would try!! But try and fail kinda, it's tough for her and she's a very stubborn, easily frustrated character (especially since she is currently Magic Betty and all that).

I sadly do not have concrete plans for this AU! I always treat my fandom shenanigans as something I do for fun and not really serious projects I plan on committing to! So this AU was mostly a sandbox for me to play in, I'm sorry, I hope that's not too disappointing T_T!!!

@xwildwhirlx Thank you sm hahaha XD tho omg whenever someone says they wanna eat something I made imagine this image:

@jellielover hahaha thank you so much!! I'm glad you like it XD

You and me both anon XD Thank you so much!!

Other Adventure Time Related Asks

Will I draw more yassified Ice King?

I have drawn so many yassified Ice Kings throughout the years dear anon, you have no idea... I'll post some of them here:

I even made an entire video about yassified Ice King back in 2020 if you wanna watch. It's still pretty funny imo, though the mic quality is rly bad LOL:

Also responding to this question! You see anon, it depends! Do you prefer my tumblr sexyman Ice King over the Winter King or over canonical Ice King? If you prefer him over the Winter King, you are correct and based. If you prefer him over canon!Ice King, I cannot support your lifestyle....... Canon!Ice King is the bbygirl of all time to

How do I feel about my Ice King obsession finally being validated?

@melodyofthevoidI'm not kidding when I say I felt insanely validated, but not in a valid normal "I'm happy my blorbo is finally popular :D" way but in that "heh, I liked Ice King before it was cool B) not to flex but I was ahead of my time heh" humblebrag way. It made me sooo big-headed. Which is so goofy, like ok your fave cartoon character is popular want a medal Kat? Tbh, now I finally understand how all those weeb elitists feel when their favorite obscure manga gets an anime adaptation and becomes super popular. The feeling was addicting you see... XD

My middle school comic where I shipped myself with Ice King

Ok so confession... The comic isn't actually a selfship comic. I kinda exaggerated the truth XD

For those unaware, back when I was 11, I made one of those "I got Isekai'd to Adventure Time!" comics. It was about me (and my younger siblings) getting transported into the land of OOO and meeting all the characters. It was very goofy, not a super serious comic. I never finished it (me? not finishing something? some things never change I guess LOL!), but in the comic every time I would meet an AT character I'd fangirl. When Ice King finally appeared in the comic I was fangirling like CRAZY. Here's my fave page from the comic:

I wanted to make a video talking about this comic for years but I never got around to it. But when that happens y'all will finally see the full comic! Though don't get too excited, I've been meaning to do this since like 2018 and still haven't gotten around to it LOL.

My thoughts on Lemongrab

I know I haven't drawn him in years and definitely haven't posted any art I did of him, however I love Lemongrab. Unironically adore him. Not even because he's funny, and I find his relationship with PB super interesting (her being both his creator but also neglectful/uncaring mother figure I said what I said). He's my autism king, I love him dearly.

Two art tutorial related questions I've received

To answer your question @v0gons , the truth is, I really don't know what I'm doing when it comes to comic compositions and paneling. The best I can tell you is that if you are doing a vertical scroll comic, I recommend making the panels go zig-zag. (if the first panel is on the right side of a comic page, the next should be on the left side of the page and then it would repeat in a zigzag fashion, making it all flow really well. that's basically how I do it!) That's about it rly! Oh and for comics that you plan to post on social media like Tumblr/Instagram/Twitter I also recommend limiting yourself to only 2-3 panels per page. I mostly do that so they are all big and easy to read and understand what's going on (legible).

Also, to answer your question Anon, I sadly don't rly wanna do this T_T. I'm sorry! The best I can recommend is watching Simon-related episodes from the show and taking a bunch of screenshots so you have a lot of references of his hair from different angles. Feel free to trace over them to learn how the shapes work, but of course- only do that during the learning stage. Tracing is generally considered acceptable but only if it's done for learning purposes and not posted publicly (unless you are given permission). I'm sure you'll figure out how to draw his hair if you follow these steps! Good luck!

Adventure Time art requests I received

Months ago, I opened AT art requests and a lot of ppl sent me theirs over my inbox! While I started sketching a few of them, I ended up not finishing any and likely won't. I'm sorry y'all! However, I screenshotted all the asks I received and saved them on my computer in case I ever feel like doing any of them in the future! Though it's unlikely.

Other Miscellaneous Asks

Commission related question

@phenomenal-savage I finally got around to updating all my commission info and including it on my website if you are still interested!!! The answer to your question is explained there (but in short, yes, multiple characters cost extra)! Click here to be redirected to my website.

"Can I send you *insert thing*?"

@shadowalkingschemer feel free to send me your playlist if you still wanna! Though keep in mind it'll probably take me a bit to get to it.

Generally, if my inbox is open and any of you ever want to send me something, feel free! Though I will only be opening links from non-anonymous asks. If you want to send me something and you don't want me to publically post about it, you can do so by sending it non-anonymously over my inbox and clarify you don't want me to post it publically. I will answer you privately in that case!

Also be careful with links! I'm not sure if Tumblr still does this, but I know it sometimes deletes asks with links. So if you ever send links I recommend doing it like this:

https : // www . tumblr . com / dashboard

(basically separating all the words and full stops so Tumblr doesn't register it as a link)

Why it took me so long to answer (and why it might happen again)

I guess I should explain myself! I have periods (usually around early winter) where I become extremely drained. Like, girlrotting in bed all day not wanting to leave the house, drained. This affects my productivity and social life both online and irl! I finally started getting my social life truly back on track in February.

What does this have to do with answering asks? Well, considering I struggle with answering messages my own friends and even business emails during periods like these, the same applies to smaller stuff just on a way more extreme level, (like answering asks I get in my inbox here on Tumblr or just replying to things ppl say on my social media posts in general). In general I'm not the best at doing stuff on time, but I have seasonal periods where I am especially prone to procrastination.

All in all, this really doesn't justify my lateness but I still wanted to explain it (very YouTuber apology of me to say, I know), I hope you can understand and forgive me! I will try my best not to let it happen to this extent again, but sadly I can't promise because I know myself well enough to be aware this will likely happen again T_T!

The end!

And with that I am finally done answering all the asks I received on my main blog (well nearly all, I got a few non-asks which were just a single word and I don't even know how to respond to those LOL so I won't)! I still have to answer the remaining asks I have on my sideblog, however WOOO I did it! Took me months but I truly did it!

In any case, thank you all once again for your patience and understanding! I'm not sure when I'll open my inbox again but when I do I'll make a post announcing it! Oki byeee!!

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[neoncherryblossom]

"Anime Sinnoh Pokemon Therapy" I would like a sprinkle of context cuz this sounds hilarious. Please note I only ever watched some Black and White eps of the show (I will fix that)

Also "I am so sorry for you existing". Hm. angst.

Know you have awakened a beast.

Honestly the only reason I watched Diamond and Pearl (and not even all of it) was because of it was on Pokemon TV but wow Ash's Pokemon there. Wow. Black and White were kind after the brutality that was that team.

Minor spoilers I suppose but I wanna ramble :3.

A lot of people (used to) dunk on Black and White and I never got why. It was a fun thing I watched a bit so I went back and finished most of B&W before checking out Diamond and Pearl and. Yeah. DP is a lot more focused and Ash is a bit more serious (still goofy though!) and there's a lot more emphasis on strategies. And the trainers there are all tough, so Ash is thinking some insane plot stuff.

But one thing that I wish was done more was the Pokemon. I'm not going to bash it and say that it was bad, but coming from B&W and X&Y, the Pokemon don't have as much as a side character presence that they do. They all have their episodes and moments, but I always loved the slow moments of Pokemon bonding more than the serious training ones and DP unfortunately has more of the latter. Not bad by any means but c'mon. You know me. You know what I like.

A stand out from this team is Chimchar and I can say this because it's been memed to hell and back but every single one of Ash's fire starters are traumatized in one way or another except for one (Cyndaquil/Quilava). The writers like their angst with this one starter type. And remember how I mentioned things were more brutal here? Tepig's abandonment is genuinely terrible, but Chimchar- we get to know him before Ash gets him. We see him with his trainer for a bit before Ash gets him. Not gonna spoil but we know how he was treated.

The anime went into this for like an ep, but I want to go into it more. Talk about the little fire monkey and just. How weird adjusting to Ash was from his previous trainer, who pops back up again and again. Chimchar is notably stronger than all of Ash's other Pokemon on the Sinnoh team. I don't think it was ever called into attention before, but you pay attention enough and by the end of the series, Chimchar (now evolved) is still stronger than everyone else. Do you know how much angst can be pulled from that? How no matter how hard everyone else trains, Chimchar is still better, but the way he got better was so terrible and horrific and they can see Chimchar is still angry and hurt and scared of his old trainer, but he's still better.

(I want to focus on one Pokemon in particular with this dynamic. One who the writers did a bit dirty near the end, but I love that Pokemon and I want to write him and Chimchar being besties and no one can stop me.)

It will be funny I hope. But also angst hell and Chimchar being a baby brother and loving everyone around him so strongly and showing them in every way he knows how and them loving him back.

IF I WOULD START IT BUT I AM AFRAID OF IT CONSUMING ME AND I HAVE OTHER WIPS I WANT TO CONSUME ME RN-

Also let us all say our respects for Pokemon TV, I am sorry capitalism got rid of you, thank you for being there when I was a kid.

WIP: I am so sorry for you existing. Sips tea and waits for your reaction.

#i love pokemon black and white btw it's a fun time and i loved it a lot #answers #thanks for the ask! #wow i still wanna talk about the pokemon thing more #but i am very excited for that TOH wip #hope it's my best AU for darius eber and hunter #the owl fam will be in this one! there actually gonna be an active role and not my normally impiled act #very excited :3 #the owl house #pokemon #pokemon anime

[g-xix]

THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME KNOW, TOO SV5 NONNIE!!!!! Lmk how you've been too bc just the other day asw i was thinking it's been so long since i last talked to you :(

HIHI GRACIE <3

i got logged out of my account for a while so i haven’t actually been able to chat w u, even tho i wanted to :’(

i’ve travelled back to my school unfortunately, and even though my exams are up, my history and law teachers decided to just give us more tests. i’m currently studying for those, but last week i’m telling u some demon must’ve possessed me or some shit bc omd it felt like i had the worst sickness known to man. i’m somewhat better now though, but i’m behind on a lot of my school work, so i won’t be very active these next days/weeks unfortunately 😓 i’ll still check up on u tho !!

also a little f1 rant while i’m already here, it’s only 17 more days till it starts again !! i’m soosososo excited !! did u see the news about lewis going to ferrari? he’s my fav on the current grid, so I’m not really sure how i feel about it. i mean, mercedes hasn’t been treating him as well recently, and they’ve also dropped on their production and car developing. but at the same time, ferrari? nando and seb could both tell u what a horrible idea that is, lewis. i really want him to get his 8th before he retires, but i’m scared he won’t 🙁

anywho !!! what about u ?? how have you been ?? i’ve missed chatting w u, even though i read all of your posts 😁 anything interesting at school or any upcoming projects for us readers u can tell us abt? 👀

Awhhwhwhhh why'd u log out? To cheat on me w an alt or j to recentre your life? respectfully hoping it's the latter

And no litr, everyone ik is really quite sick atm so I'm hoping you get back to good health very very soon because from what I've seen this cold-covid-RAT looks absolutely awful to have. Take care of yo goofy ahh sv5 nonnie, eat your vitamins n minerals and keep healthy

And what's "it"? Like, THE f1? And is F1 like football, like yk, are there European races or is it just worldwide? And are there qualifiers + how do they decide which countries race?

Wait nvm im a fucking idiot i j realised the teams that race are car brands/teams not countries 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️ Dear God I'm sorry for wasting anyone's time by making u read that, that is honestly embarrassing behaviour on my behalf.

But yeah! My mum said smth ab Hamilton being a driver for Ferarri atm (kinda flew over my head bc i dont rmbr who he drove for initially). And oh, mercedes have been neglecting him? That's good that Lewis is out and into a team that'll treat him better and help him win too.

And 8th what? 8th like, win? If so i hope that too. Well, i don't really know what I hope. All I know is that Stroll is hot and apparently looks as though he's been "freshly fucked into a mattress" (idk i posted a pic ab him and the reblogs still haunt me to this day), Seb's got a nice family and bread baking hobby, fans want to fuck Oscar, Lando and Max, and the rest are a little bit foreign to me

Isn't there a movie coming out (maybe out now tbf) about a racer that was a video game neek but got recruited by Ferrari or another big racing group? Do lmk the name + whether you've seen it + whether it's out + who it's acc based on bc it looks super super super interesting imo

And YAYAYAY nice to see you've still been watching (even if silently)

I'm doing well ty, I've decided it's time to get outta seasonal depression n kickstart loving life again.

I've got a scholar's exam coming up which is gna be hard to get so everyone manifest or pray for me pls, either works...

And in terms of projects, currently I'm doing s'more HC's (AMP eating out and another genre), ATV fluff, ATV threesome oneshot, and a Kinktober-core smut for ChrisMD!!!

Stay in touch SV5 nonnie, it's always acc bare cute talking to u

PEACE N LOVE!!!!

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[mlobsters]

supernatural s10e19 the werther project (w. robert berens)

tw suicide (much later in the ep)

so as i watch the tail end of e18 again, i didn't have the energy to mention yesterday but we're just taking it as fact that the Mark is a curse? because rowena told crowley that, who in turn told dean? when we know that rowena is tricksy and aware of crowley's apparent weakness for dean, and that she's a witch that surely would also like to get ownership of the biggest baddest grimoire in town

maybe we should stop and think for a minute, i know deteriorating-brother makes all higher brain functions come to a screeching halt but hang on a tick

is this another hunter origin story situation? was that the men of letters logo thing, must be. i had to go and mention my wondering about stuff smoking in and out, now we've got some yellow smoke business

laughing at this goofy phone text interface screen. dean going alone to kill a vampire nest seems unwise on many levels. feeding the marky mark bloodlust, being dangerous for one person, etc

had to use that as the title image, sam's "you couldn't have waited??"

LOL amazing. no notes

DEAN But I did. It’s done. Come on, man. It’s the only way I can take the edge off. I’m sorry. I don’t always like to wait around for you, especially with you looking at me like that all the time. SAM Look at you like what? DEAN Like that. Like I’m some sort of a-a-a diseased killer puppy

if it walks like a duck.....

DEAN You know what, man? I’m sweaty and I’m covered in vamp juice. Can we just talk about this later? I’d like to get back to the bunker, get my buzz on, and, uh, you know, pass out watching “Speed 2 – Cruise Control.” We cool?

i like how dean smacks him in the chest so hard (for no reason) that sam grunts and winces. WE'RE COOL, DEAN, YOU'RE CLEARLY HAVIN A NORMAL ONE

(nevermind me not telling you about cas and metatron, or not destroying the book, or working with rowena to decrypt the book, or......)

maybe smack him again, dean. harder

DEAN WE HAVE TALKED ABOUT THIS. at least get out of your jeans and get under the covers. like, you showered and changed into more jeans with the plan to fall asleep watching a movie? not okay, my dude. you wore sweats in the last episode, i know you have them!

feelin guilty enough to say something yet, sam???? (course not, go sneak off to do sneaky research with your cute sidebangs)

eyes glazing over at olden times men of letters story, as ever

this bad boy visionary with his killer box reminds me of the dude that was collecting shit that had the.... first blade? whoever the fuck that was. was it a different dude? ugh. lol. same dude.

HEY that's the episode with the other microsoft surface product placement that i was fucking looking for the other night

genuinely got a little scared for sam there for a second. that very relatable feeling of getting caught doing something (even if it wasn't wrong what you were doing) with someone who is unpredictable and maybe violent; which i unfortunately also have firsthand experience with. they played that kind of sinister music, dean's acting more demonic, etc.

DEAN Well it looks like I, uh, I’m here to save your sack. Look, you were right, okay? I shouldn’t have gone off solo like I did. It was stupid. SAM And? DEAN And selfish. It was a douche move. If you’re doing this case by yourself to teach me a lesson, you don’t have to, okay?

don't like that kind of music fakeout but am appreciating they're having him be very not-demonic straight away to reassure my frazzled nerves

SAM We’re Men of Letters. It’s our legacy.

snorted. so cheesy and i don't think dean or i give two shits for that excuse. but also! very bad sam for continuing to lie. *fetching the squirt bottle*

this lady's voice sounds familiar

OH MY GOD. haha she was in the episode of star trek the next generation where they're on this planet where everyone is all half naked and dtf and happy and then wesley crashes into a garden or whatever playing future-space-football or something and it's a transgression punishable by death!!!

LOLOL the "aliens" outfits are I C O N I C and she's one of them! also iconic wig

star trek: the next generation s1e7 justice - brenda bakke as rivan

SUZIE Uh, tall, white fella. DEAN Uh, huh. SUZIE Pretty hair.

i think the hair teasing is usually overblown because it's like oo hair that's longer than 4in, it's girly! but this haircut and styling in the back is very feminine bob and it does not mesh with how it looks in the front or his general vibe

no idea what's going on. but if they're hallucinating their extra bad feelings, dean's are purgatory? not say, 40 years in hell? -_- wanted to bring back a purgatory actor and not a hell one? :p have to create something for hell and we can just dick with the coloring in the woods and be in purgatory? it is very pretty though and i like this shot, it's pretty creative

SUZIE Lot of good “sorry” does me. Look at me. Look….at….me. [She points to her corpse.] There she is. The first casualty of your misguided mission. But what’s another human life to you? Anything’s worth it, as long as you two make it out alive. And how’s that search going? Any closer to a cure? SAM This isn’t real. You’re not real. SUZIE You think Dean’s the wild card, the loose cannon. But don’t you see? Making deals with witches, opening Pandora’s box down there? You’re the reckless one. You’ll do anything to keep clinging to that doomed brother of yours. How many more will die, Sammy?

this should hurt. it's very cutting, his brain yelling at him through this hallucination. but there's just too much shit happening and you need more of a setup than this, in my opinion, to get those feelings to really land

dang benny, lookin good! i like the hair and swagger

so tiny and her wiggly dance, could just stick her in your pocket

twist her arm

okay see. these have the chance of landing and cutting deep. we have a connection to benny, we know dean and benny's connection is strong (within the bounds of a not-sam relationship). we can hear his deep down fears through benny's voice and get caught in them just like dean might

BENNY “Need” and “Want” are just two different things, ain’t they? It’s all a figment, right? You, me, left right. But no matter which way you turn, you keep ending up here. You gotta wonder—why this figment? Why this place?

(why me?)

DEAN What are you saying? BENNY Nothing you don’t already know. This is where you wanna be – you’re happy place. And you don’t really wanna leave.

with your sam-replacement

SAM The blood of our own. Men of Letters blood. Legacy blood. My blood.

snort #2

damnit. this episode should have come with a big fucking suicide warning placard at the beginning. i have a close personal loss to suicide and dean's self destructive bordering suicidal history is always hard but this straight up not only discussing his desire to have sam and cas kill him but leading him to the conclusion that it would truly be better to kill himself, and knowing this is exactly the kind of thing he would believe is way too much for me and i'm gonna skim the rest and end this here.

editing, for my own reference, lines at the end.

DEAN That says something, doesn’t it? Werther splits us up in there. Within an hour, we’re both on the brink of death. Sorry about yesterday, going rogue on you like that. SAM You know what, Dean? Don’t apologize. I… I think that makes us even. DEAN The universe is trying to tell us something we both should already know. We’re stronger together than apart.

#supernatural #spnwatch #spn 10x19 #robert berens #hiky #spnhiky #st: tng #brenda bakke

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The challenge

Pt. 3 (Final)

Summary: You have gone unnoticed your whole life but now the hottest boy on Kildare has paid attention to you, why?

Warnings: Just some cute stuff, romance, language, unwanted touching from another man, 18+

Word Count: 5.7k

Author Note: This is based on the after movie, I just loved the concept behind it so I made a take on it. Basically, Topper and Kelce challenge Rafe to get you to sleep with him and say ‘I love you’, but what he didn’t expect was to truly fall for you, but will it all end when you find out?

You and Rafe have been together for about 3 weeks now and it has been nothing short of amazing, you spent every second with each other when you weren’t busy with other things. You spent a lot more nights fumbling in the sheets and a lot more nights talking about life. You and Rafe shared beautiful memories together and the one that stood out the most was the night he told you he loved you.

You two sat on the beach watching the sunset, celebrating your two weeks together, yes two weeks is cheesy, but it was special, he was special, and he wanted to show you how much you meant to him. You two sat down with a glass of champagne with a blanket wrapped around you. He was watching your every move, your every breath, completely infatuated with you. He grabbed your chin and pulled you to him, he laid a kiss on your lips, “Y/N, I need to tell you something” he looked worried and nervous. “Is everything okay?” you questioned, worried about his shift in demeanor. He nodded, “I know we have not been together for long, but there is something about you that every time I see you, I catch my breath. When you leave, I miss your smell and your touch and your goofy laugh. I love your laugh when I put my hands on your hips and you giggle at how ticklish you are, I love how you never make me feel uneasy and how you always stand by my side. I love how you make me feel like I am the only one. Basically, what I am trying to say is I am in love with you Y/N, and I fall harder everyday” he said, and you saw his eyes glisten almost as if he was about to cry. He didn’t know what to say because you were silent for a little. “I don’t expect you to say it back, but I needed you to know” you kissed him, shutting him up. “Rafe, do you know how in love with you I am” and his face grew the biggest smile, “Y/N, no measure of time with you will ever be long enough, but how about we start with forever” he said, famously quoting a move you two have come to love, twilight. You smiled, God, you loved him. “And so, the lion fell in love with the lamb” you laughed, and he joined in. 

 You hadn’t been to a party in a while as every time one came up Rafe would talk you out of going and you two would stay, He also spent little to no time with his friends and you weren’t sure why, did they have a fight that you didn’t know about. You did not mind because you got more time with him. 

 That all changed as tonight there was a massive end of summer partying happening and everyone was going, you hadn’t spent a lot of time with your friends so you figured this would be a good way to see them, both parts of the island would be at the party. It was being hosted by a guy by the name of Jason and he interacted with both kooks and pogues, he did not care for labels he just wanted to throw a massive party, project x style. 

 Rafe came to your house early, while you got dressed, although as he sat on your bed he was fumbling with his hands, and he looked very nervous, and you had no idea why. Little to your knowledge, Rafe’s month was up, and he was scared to his Topper, for incase he ran his mouth and told you, he never wanted you to find out about this. 

 You put on a flowing summer dress and threw on some sneakers; you left your hair straight as it was and did light makeup. Rafe was wearing one of his famous polo shirts and shorts. You turned to him when you were done with your makeup, “My love, are you okay?” you asked him and he looked up at you, “Mmhm” was all he muttered back. “We don’t have to go if you don’t want to” you said now sitting next to him. “No, I am okay. You ready?” he said giving you a kiss and you nodded, you sprayed some perfume and you two were off. Rafe had to try his hardest to not let you talk to Topper, he had to speak to him first. 

You eventually arrived at the party and walked straight up to your friends to greet them while Rafe went to get you guys’ drinks. You watched his motions as he moved through the crowd, purposefully avoided Topper, and Kelce, what was going on with him. The party went on and he made small conversation with some other friends while you stayed talking to yours, he eventually found himself sitting on a couch and to his demise Topper sat across from him. You saw him get visibly uncomfortable and had no idea why, as you were walking up to him you noticed Topper call a girl over, and she was beautiful. A tall, skinny brunette, you recognized her, she was obsessed with your boyfriend, it made your blood boil. Before you could make it to him, you watched her b-line straight for Rafe and sat directly on his lap. You were now fuming, but almost immediately his pushed her off and you silently loved him for that. You still walked over to them and heard Topper say, “Come on man, the jig is up, you can do what you want now” and you were confused by what he meant. “Hey boys” you said sitting on Rafe’s lap and his arm snaked around your waist, but he moved uncomfortably underneath you. Topper looked at you with a weird grin and you had no idea what was about to happen. “So, Y/N, tell me, how is it going with this new relationship” the way he said it didn’t sit well with you and he put air quotes around ‘relationship’ which was weird. “It is going well Top. Thanks” you snapped back playing with back of Rafe’s hair. “Yea, I am sure it is” he said laughing. “What is your problem, Topper?” you said now voice just under yelling at him. “I have no problem with you, just with your so-called boyfriend here” he said, you looked at Rafe and he was staring him down. “Don’t Top” Rafe said, now angry. “Oh, come on man, don’t you think you should give it a rest now, you already got what you wanted” his words shot into you like daggers. You looked at Rafe, waiting for him to say something. “Topper, shut up” Rafe yelled back, now standing and he pulled you behind him. 

 What is going on.

“You did it man, you finally fucked her, and a virgin too. No doubt she uttered the words I love you at one point” he said with a snarl, looking directly at you. “Rafe, what is he talking about?” you said pulling away from him and this is when all his attention turned to you. “Y/N, let’s leave and let me explain” he pleaded but you did not budge. “Don’t you see Y/N, this was all a game. You were a challenge and the man himself did it. You remember that night her came and spoke to you on the beach and your romance blossomed after, yea I challenged him to see if he could get you to sleep with him within a month and then tell him you loved him, and you did just that” he said with a harsh tone. Those words broke and shattered you. “Shut the fuck up, Topper” Rafe was yelling. “Y/N, baby, please, let’s go” Rafe pleaded with you. It was now just you two, Topper walked away as what he needed to do was done. 

“You slept with me as a fucking challenge? So, it was all a lie? You never loved me? You just wanted to get in my pants and then what, leave me like I was nothing?” I said to him with tears streaming down my face and you could see him crying too. “No baby”, “DON’T FUCKING CALL ME THAT RAFE” I yelled at him, and he flinched at your words. “At first yes, but after that day at the beach, it all changed. Loving you was never a lie Y/N. I love you, you are my world. Please, let’s talk about this. I was going to tell Topper I didn’t want to do it because I got to know you” he pleaded. “You think that makes it better? That you suddenly got a good conscious after you spoke to me? No Rafe, it doesn’t work like that, I fucking trusted you, and you broke me. I gave you a piece of myself that no one has had, I fucking loved you. You will never touch nor talk to me again. Just leave me alone, I should of never trusted you” you said crying and you turned to walk away but he grabbed your wrist and pulled you to him. You pushed him away and he let you. “Never touch me again. We are done Rafe, congratulations, you won your challenge, hope it was worth it" you said and finally left. You heard him shout to you, “Y/N, please don’t leave me. Please, don’t leave us.” you could tell he was crying. You ran away leaving Rafe there a shattered shell of a man. You ran past the pogues, and they followed the direction in which you came from and saw Rafe crying too, Kie followed me to find out what’s wrong while Pope, JJ and John B went to Rafe. 

 You were close enough to hear their conversation, “What the fuck did you do man” JJ said pushing Rafe’s chest. Topper came into view to stir the pot more, “Oh you didn’t hear, Rafe fucked Y/N on a dare” he laughed, he was such a disgusting human being. “You what?” John B said, now visibly angry, Kie also caught wind of that and pulled you into her arms. The rest of the night was a blur, but you remember hearing fists collide with faces until a full-blown fight broke out. Rafe took the punches from the pogues, he deserved it. “Rafe, if you ever go near her, ever, I will kill you” JJ said one last time before running up to you, you were too weak to move. He picked you up and carried you away, Rafe watched through bruised eyes and a bloody nose as his entire world was being ripped from him.  

  RAFE’S POV:

I watched her eyes well with tears as she processed what Topper had just said, I never wanted her to find out this way or find out at all. She hated me; I could not blame her. I watched her run away from me and then I was met with John B’s fist to my face, I took it. I promised her I would not fight, and I deserve these hits, I broke her. I broke the love of my life. Hit after hit, JJ eventually grabbed my shirt and pulled my face from watching her. “Rafe, if you ever go near her, ever, I will kill you” he said to me and I could not blame him, I did this. I watched him pick her up and carry her away and a part of me hated him holding her so close, but I knew they would be the ones she needed right now. I looked at Topper after most people left after the fight ended. 

I pushed him to the ground, “Yo, what the fuck dude?” he said getting back up and dusting the sand off him. “She deserved to know man, not like you care right?” he said again. “Topper, hear me clearly, if I ever so much as see you around, I will kill you. I fucking love her man, and she did not deserve that” I snarled at him. “Whatever man” he said and if I had to look at him for one more second, I would hurt him. I walked back to my car, crying, angry and my head was all over the place. I got into my car and cried and screamed for what felt like hours, how could I have done this to her. I couldn’t bear to go home, and face people, I just needed to be alone. I drove to the place where we had our first date and the first place that I told her I loved her. When I arrived there, it was dark and the only light was the moonlight, but as I pulled up, I saw someone sitting on the beach alone. The minute I saw her hair blow in the wind and her signature, oversized nirvana tee, I knew it was her, it was Y/N.

Y/N’S POV:

JJ carried me to the twinkie as I felt like I physically could not walk, he placed me down on the backseat and they all sat around me, we had a new member join since the last time, John B and Sarah started dating, which is funny cause Sarah is Rafe’s sister and seeing her only reminded me of him, so I began crying again.

“Y/N, what happened?” John B asked carefully, placing his hand on mine. They all looked at you with sad, soft eyes. “Uhm, basically Rafe only got with me as a challenge from his friends. He was basically challenged to see if he could get me to sleep with him and for me to say I love him, which I did and now I don’t know what to think” I said through tears. “I’m going to kill him” JJ said with rage, standing up. “No, please” I said crying and he stopped and sat back down. “Y/N, I am so sorry, I never thought he could do something so cruel, but if it makes any difference, I don’t think his love was fake, you should’ve seen how he spoke about you” Sarah said trying to help. “Thanks Sarah, but I don’t think I can trust anything he says or ever look at him again” I said. They all nodded and there was silence for a while. “Uhm, would you mind driving me home, I think I just need to be alone” I asked, and John B nodded “Of course Y/N, anything you need” and with that they drove you home and watched you walk inside reminding you that they were always a phone call away. Except you did not plan on staying home, when they left you took your moms keys and drove to the beach, yours, and his beach. 

You arrived there and were happy to see that no one was there, you got out the car and went to go sit down, the ocean lit by the moonlight and listening to the sounds of the waves crashing was soothing you, but you could still feel your heart crumble. You were only there for a but when you heard a car pull up, you had an idea of who it might be, and you really hoped it wasn’t. 

He walked up to you slowly, but you didn’t dare turn around and look. He sat down next to you, you got the familiar scent of his cologne, and you knew it was him, but you still could not look at him.

 You heard him sniff under his breath, you knew he had been crying as you saw out of the corner of your eyes him wipe his tears. “Hi” you heard him say softly, but you could not reply to him, you could not pretend to try and make conversation with the man that just ripped your heart out. “I know I am probably the last person you want to talk to right now but” and you stopped him. “No Rafe, you don’t get to speak. It’s now my time to speak.” You were practically yelling, but not daring to look at him. “You fucked up Rafe, you broke me and for what some stupid challenge. I didn’t deserve this, and you know what the dumbest part of this whole thing is? I actually believed that you loved me as much as I loved you. I gave you every part of me and it was all a joke to you. Guess we had different ideas of forever. I never and I repeat, never, want to see you again Rafe. I mean that, don’t talk to me, don’t look for me, just don’t. I am done. We are done.” I finally said in a huff, and I was crying again. Those words cut him deep, he never wanted to lose you and that is exactly what happened.

 “Okay Y/N” he said between tears himself. “I just want you to know, it was never a joke to me. And I still and always will love you. You are my forever” he said and then got up to leave with not another word. As he drove off you couldn’t help the cries that escaped you, they engulfed you and consumed you, you felt your heart breaking all over again. The emotions got too much, and you just had to lay your head down, you never expected to fall in love with Rafe Cameron and you certainly never expected him to rip your heart out like it was nothing. Before you knew it you had fallen asleep on the beach, you woke up to the bright sun in your eyes and saw that the sun was just rising. You sat up with puffy eyes and a sore throat form the screams you let out, all the memories from last night came rushing back and your heart ached again. You know you needed to go home, to wash off this sadness and just lie in bed. You got home and your mom was so happy to see you, she had no idea where you were, but she took one look at your swollen eyes and knew something was wrong. “Oh honey, what’s wrong?” she asked apologetically. “Rafe and I broke up last night, but I really don’t want to get into it. I just want to go to my room, okay” you said to her trying not to cry again and she nodded understanding. You walked yourself up to your bathroom, you took a long shower just letting the hot water run over you, it was water mixed with tears, but you had to get it out. You eventually got out the shower and put on some pjs, you climbed in bed and practically slept the whole day, you received multiple texts from your friends, but you had no energy to reply, and you didn’t want to see people. You just wanted to be alone, the rest of the week was pretty much the same, you didn’t attend school because you couldn’t risk facing him, you knew that one look into his blue yes would send you spiraling again. Little did you know Rafe had also stayed home as he couldn’t face seeing anybody, he stayed cooped up in his room with booze and drugs, to wash out the pain. You never told your parents the real reason as to why you broke up because you couldn’t deal with the embarrassment and questions that would come, so you lied and told them that he didn’t love you anymore. You couldn’t miss another week of school, so come the following Monday, you knew you had to go and potentially come face to face with the man who broke your heart. 

RAFE’S POV:

When I left her on the beach, a part of my heart stayed there, I didn’t want to leave, I wanted to stay and fix it, but I know the right thing to do was respect her wishes if I ever intended on getting her back. I can’t go through life without her, knowing what life was like with her, it will never be the same, it will never be enough. I don’t think I left my room the entire week, I couldn’t face the outside world I was so ashamed, and I knew if I went to school, I would have to see her face and see her break all over again and I don’t think I could handle it. I also know that for a fact, if I saw Topper’s face, I would kill him, but he is not at fault, he only told her the things I initially agreed on doing, I am at fault, I did this. I must fix it, I need her. 

Y/N’S POV:

I woke up Monday morning, absolutely dreaded it, thankfully the pogues had dropped by every day to give me the work that I missed that day and just to check in on me, which I was so thankfully, they never pried, they were just there for me. JJ spent the most time with me, he would make me food, watch movies with me and just be there for me when I needed a shoulder to cry on, I am forever thankful for him, and I know how far he would go to protect me. He hated Rafe now more than ever, and he never hid it, he made it known, he made it known that Rafe would never have the chance to hurt me again because he would not get close enough. He came straight to you the Monday, he insisted on taking you to school, you truly didn’t think you could love a human more than JJ, other than Rafe, but that was not something I wanted to think about.

I put minimal effort into what I wore, shorts and a baggy sweater, paired with some sneakers, I didn’t bother with makeup, because I had no intention of looking decent, I had no energy to do that. I had just finished packing my bag when I heard a soft knock on my bedroom door, “Come in” I said, faintly. JJ walked into my room followed by John B, who you weren’t expecting but you were so thankful that you had the two of them otherwise you had no idea what you would do. “Hey my boys” you said to them, “Hey gorgeous” John B said back. “Hey Y/N/N, you ready to face the music that is school” JJ said with a smile, trying to lighten the mood. “Not really but I have to do it at some point, so” you said softly, and they smiled innocently at you. “Don’t worry, you have us” John B said grabbing your hand and fragging you downstairs and into the twinkie much to your fighting. The drive to school was silent as you really didn’t want to speak, and you didn’t have the energy or anything to say. You arrived at school and had to fight the urge to not run straight home as soon as you exited the twinkie, but you put on a brave face and walked through the main doors, thankful to have John B and JJ on either side of you. By now everyone knew what happened and some felt bad for you while the rest thought you were pathetic. Throughout the day you had countless of Rafe’s followers say horrible things to you and you had to try suppress the tears, things like “I knew he would never go after someone like you” and “You were never pretty enough for him anyways, makes sense it was only a dare” and the worst of all was “So sad to see that he literally only fucked you on a dare, how pathetic. He is too good for you, you were just a rebound, you aren’t good enough for him.” and that comment came from an ex of his that was obsessed with him, that one pushed you over the edge.

She had come up to you will you were getting book out your locker, once she said that you ran for the doors of the school not wanting to be there anymore. You made it to the parking lot and saw the one person who would make this situation 10x worse. It was him, standing next not his car, he was waiting for someone, but you were not sure who or why he was not in school. He didn’t see you at first but then as you were walking away his eyes caught on to you and he ran up to you. “Y/N, please stop.” He said, now standing in front of you. He saw the tears falling down your face and it broke him. “What happened? Who did this” he was now angry. “It does not matter Rafe, I am no longer your concern. Now please move, I want to leave.” you said sniffling. 

 It was at that moment that the same girl that had just said these things to you, that put you in this position came bobbing down the steps of the school, walking straight towards Rafe, although her demeanor turned sour when she saw he was with you. Rafe saw the look on your face when you saw her, and it clicked that she might have had something to do with the state you are in. He looked at her and then back at you, “Y/N, did she do or say something to you?” he questioned, but you could hear the seething in his voice. “Like I said it does not matter Rafe. Nice to see it took you but a mere few days to get under someone else, decent” you said looking at him, absolutely broken still. You hate how he had this effect on you, even after wat he did. “Y/N, it is not like that. You are the only girl I want, that part has not changed.” He said, looking heartbroken himself. “Whatever, save it Rafe, enjoy your time, I am leaving”. And before he could say anything else, you left. The minute you got out of his sight, you could not stop the tears that fell, this was all too much, you couldn’t be around him without every flooding back.

RAFE’S POV: 

I did not intend on seeing her today, but the sight of her always warms my heart, even though she wants nothing to do with me. I had come to the school to see Alice, and tell her to stop harassing me, the girl won’t leave me alone after she found out about me and Y/N splitting. But there was no other girl I wanted, I just wanted Y/N. Then I saw her, my whole happiness, walk out of the school in tears and my heart sunk. The last time I saw her like that was because of me, and I hated seeing her like that. I ran up to her to ask what was wrong, but of course she would not tell me, why would she, she owes me nothing. I knew the basis of what happened with the way she practically ran when she saw Alice and her head filled with all sorts of things. She took off before I could really tell her why I was there, but all I saw was red. I walked up to Alice and her smile turned into a frown when she saw that I was not the happiest person.

“Alice, what the fuck did you say to Y/N?” I was practically yelling at her. She just smiled an evil smirk at me and that made my blood boil. “Nothing she doesn’t already know. That you basically fucked her on a dare, and she was never good enough for you anyway. Rafe, you know we belong together.” She said to me and placed her arm on my bicep. I removed it and she looked shocked, which I have no idea why because I have given her no indication that I want to be with her, ever. “Alice, stay away from her and stay away from me. If I catch wind that you have said anything to her, you will have to deal with me. I mean it, when I say, you and I will never happen.” I said back to her. She opened her mouth to say something, but I had no interest in hearing. “Save it” I said once more before walking to my car leaving her there. I got in my car and drove to Y/N’s place, hoping to catch her on the way as I figured she must have walked home. 

As I was driving, going over thoughts in my head on what to say to her. To my luck, there she was, walking along the side of the road.

Y/N’S POV:

The walk home was ominous, I knew something was going to happen and I was not sure I was ready for it. Then suddenly, I hear a car pull up, and I knew who it was without even having to look. I kept walking; I did not want to talk to him. “Y/N, please wait” I heard him shout after he had slammed the car door shut. I turned around to face him, “What Rafe? Why can’t you leave me alone? Do you not see how much you are hurting me?” I said, not holding back my anger and tears. He just stared at me, not able to say anything, he was taken back by your anger towards him, and he could not blame you. “What do you fucking want Rafe?” I said again. “I want you” he finally said, but he wasn’t angry. “You fucking had me, and you fucked up. This is your fault. I don’t want this anymore Rafe, I don’t want to feel like this anymore, it is killing me. Seeing you, kills me. Hearing your voice or your name, kills me. God, everything about you kills me.” I was shouting at him now and a little too close to his face for my liking right now. You could feel his breath on your face, you two were very close to one another. “I know, do you not think it doesn’t go through my mind every second of every day. How I fucked up the only happiness in my life. I fucking know, you don’t have to remind me. I fucked up, Y/N and I am sorry. God, I am so fucking sorry” he was yelling but his voice got softer towards the end. “You, you were everything to me, you still are. What I did was fucking horrible and I will do whatever I have to make it up to you. You were never a regret or a mistake, you were and are my whole world. At first, it was a challenge, then I got to know you and I was fully in, and I know that doesn’t make it better, but it is the truth. One look at you and I knew it was forever, that we were forever. God, I am so in love with you it consumes me. Every day you are all I think about, you are my early morning and late night. I know this is so much coming from someone you haven’t known for that long, but when you know you just know. And I know I do not want to spend my life without you. You are my breath of fresh air, everything in my life seems to fall right into place when I am around you and when I am not around you, I am lost, please come back to me. Come back to us” 

You cut him off by kissing him, something in you tried to stop it but you couldn’t, you couldn’t shut down how you felt for him. He was shocked at first but almost instantly fell into it, he cupped your face in his hands and kissed you like he was a desert longing for rain. You let it go on for a bit then pulled away and took a step back, “Sorry, uhm, I should not have done that” I said looking down at the floor. He grabbed your chin and made you look up at him, “Never apologize for that” he said now smiling, but no matter what he said, or did you could not shake what he did, but could you let this incident destroy you two possibly spending your life together, or at least a part of it. 

You took a step back but only to be stopped by him, he looked his fingers through your pants loop and pulled you closer to him, “Please, don’t push me away Y/N, please” he was so close to you again. “Fuck” was all he muttered under his breath, you continued looking down afraid to look up at him, knowing looking into his eyes would be all it would take to go back to him, and you weren’t sure you were ready. “I am so in love with you” he said again under his breath. And you knew that you were in love with him too. You looked up at him and into his blue eyes, “Rafe, what you did, broke me. I don’t know if I can forgive you for that.” You said and you could see his eyes well up with tears. “But I also know I will never forgive myself if I don’t give us another shot” you said, and he brought along a small smile to his lips. 

“Rafe, this will take time, but I believe in you, in us. But mark my words, if this ever happens again, that is it, Rafe. No more, I will not do this again.” I said firmly. He grabbed my hands in his. “I am never letting you go, and mark my words when I say, I am going to marry you one day” he said smiling so brightly. I couldn’t help the smile that engulfed me, he made me feel things like no other, and I couldn’t deny that the thought of forever with him was music to my ears. “I love you Rafe” was all I said before he caught me in a kiss. “I love you too, princess” there he went again with his stupid nickname, but I couldn’t care to say anything, in this moment I was happy. 

#rafe #rafe x you #rafe cameron #rafe fanfiction #rafe x y/n #rafe outer banks #rafe obx

[burnedbrisket]

drink orders part 3

there was some interest for coyote, payback, fanboy, and maverick's drink orders! honestly who am i to say no, i would love to give u all the goods !! also this gif has nothing to do w part 3 but i'm down bad for bob

initial post <3

pt. 2 <3

warnings: drinking/alcohol

once again, if i were asked to order them something at the bar, i would:

-order coyote an aperol spritz

-order payback a jack and coke

-order fanboy a vodka red bull

-order maverick any local beer on tap

coyote's aperol spritz: look, you may disagree with me, but you're going to sit there and tell me that coyote wouldn't lounge back in a booth with you, sipping an aperol spritz while talking ABSOLUTE shit?? being a left field choice, i do think the drink would catch him off guard. though i also feel that it is my job as the qualified drink-orderer in this scenario to order something that they would love, but maybe not expect. of course, when you bring the wine glass back to him filled with the fizzy-orange mixture, he isn't sure about your decision. though within 5 minutes, his pinky is up, he's leaned back in his seat, and he's in the midst of a dramatic retelling of his day. he hates to admit that the mix of aperol and prosecco are so delightful on his tongue, but as the night moves on the fancy drink is loudly acclaimed as delicious by him--to everyone.

payback's jack and coke: when i think of payback, i think classy, but down to get messy vibes. and what are the vibes of a jack and coke? exactly that. easy to order, and easier going down. after a long day, he would appreciate the cold glass filled with that perfect ratio, and his favorite part is that bite of whiskey you get at the end. anyone that is a goofy drunk loves a jack and coke, and goofy drunks love easy drinks. after a few of these, payback is shaking those hips and absolutely 'destroying' at darts (not), but after every missed throw he would still yell like he got a bullseye.

fanboy's vodka redbull: am i a little scared of people that drink these? yes. do I still love people that drink these? also yes? fanboy seems like the type to stick to the same beer order for YEARS, so i would order him something that would have him absolutely bouncing off the walls, and excited to try something other than a beer. a lot of excited screaming/yelling/singing ensues when fanboy finally gets his hand on the drink, and i am a firm believer that most of these drunk yells would be louder retellings of drama he hears around the bar. either way, it would be hilarious to see him clutching a vodka rb while attempting to use a pool cue with one arm.

maverick's local beer on tap: of course, he prefers to support local brewing companies, and could never say no to a local beer on tap. i would stick to ordering this simple drink because this man does enough crazy shit on his own, might as well keep his drink order calm, cool, and collected. he's too busy dreaming up ways to break rules to get caught up in activities with a fun drink in hand. he would much rather sip his beer and watch the chaos that happens with the others from a distance. if he asked me to order other times, i would just switch up the beer, but keep it on tap.

#jake hangman seresin #bob floyd #bradley rooster bradshaw #rooster bradshaw #top gun #phoenix #top gun maverick #bradley bradshaw #bradley bradshaw x reader #rooster bradshaw imagine #coyote #payback #top gun 2 #topgunmovie #fanboy #bradley bradshaw fic

[knightish-angel]

YEAHH AND LIKE- he finds out how much has changed obviously, with the whole apocalypse and leo practically being a father now, the more he learns the more he realizes that the leo he knew is probably not gone but definitely locked away deep down as he has to stay serious to lead everyone. It just turns into usagi ofc helping everyone but also trying to remind leo that he can be a good leader while still being silly and goofy sometimes, maybe an argument happens because leo has trauma from the key being stolen that he thinks being silly and goofy is exactly what started the end and hurt everyone so hes stubborn about it

Or smth idk you got my brain going brr with that au idea lmao

-🐰

UOUUGHHGHGHGHGGGHGH RABBIT ANON I LOVE YOU- srs fr i want to grab you and shake you /pos. the angst potential for this is through the roof but like also flufflies with yuichi maybe trying to get leo to loosen up and stuff ;; but leos scared aghagahgahahahaghhh your ideas are so good like thank you for putting them into words bc im so bad at actually writing down ideas, like they'll float around in my mind but disappear before i can do anything with them. it's frustrating bc im a terrible writer but i can see sm potential for a story like this, i can imagine leo struggling to open up to yuichi at first like bc of everything that happened and he doesnt want him to see him differently and like- hes leo obv so hfkshskd but maybe when they had known each other in present day they were r e a l l y close and so it's really conflicting for both of them bc its like theres this wall between them now and neither of them know how to navigate around it or whatever and stuff idk im literally just word vomitting here rn djkhfkdsjhfsk

also idk what to call this hm... like future leosagi sounds really vague but thats just what imma tag it as for now until i think of smth better lmao

EDIT : potential cute moments w/ bb casey and yuichi aaaaaaaaa ;-;;,,,,,

#comic endeavours #future leosagi #long post

[bound-up-feelings]

HI may i request a fluffy sbc fic where sacha celebrates and parties w friends and for some reason u couldn't be there but during the party he gets batshit DRUNK and trashed so u have to get him and take him home

jus some super cute silly goofy clingy adorable sasher WHJSHAJSHAJAHHAHAH

When it came to Sacha's friends, he was always there for them. Especially when one of them was getting married. Except, how exactly was he supposed to celebrate and have this memory, if he couldn't even remember the event of the night? Well, that's where you come in. You knew this was a celebration, in which would be fused with loads of alcohol. It didn't bother you one bit; in fact, it made your happy that he was having fun. So, when you got the call from one of the guys, letting you know that Sacha needed a babysitter and was getting very wobbly and incoherent. He also added that he was asking for you. Which didn't surprise you, he always talked about you to everyone.

So, you get up and dressed and out the door you were. The drive wasn't far at all. When you arrived, he was outside with the friend that had called you. Stepping out of the car you walked towards them. "Hey y/n. I'm sorry to call you so late, he was just getting too into it, and he was asking for you like every other second." You wave him off and shake your head. "Don't worry about it. I'm glad you called me. Come on Sacha, time to go home." You say wrapping your arm around his waist. He lied his head on your shoulder and thankfully started walking with you. You opened the car door and helped him inside. He just looks at you for a moment before smiling wide like an idiot and leaning back into the seat. You looked back at his friend and said a thank you before walking to the driver's seat.

The drive itself was relatively quiet. He barley even moved or made a sound the whole time. That was until you got home and inside. He had already made his way over to the Bluetooth speakers and somehow connected his phone. Music starting to play, quietly but loud even to make out the sound. It was Staying Alive. He looks back over to you and starts to do the classic dance moves which look absolutely awful with all the alcohol in his system making him wobble. Seeing him wobble, a bit too much you walk over and grab ahold of him, originally just wanting to help him stay upright. Instead, he grabs ahold of your waist and starts to move you along with him. This was like all the times you saw the drunk people at the bar or club dancing like crazy people. Now you and Sacha were the drunk and crazy people. He starts to laugh to himself and soon it starts to get very uncontrollable. He tries to tell you something but instead he gives up and continues to just laugh and hold on to you.

This went on for a good 10 minutes until he just stops. At first it scared you but then he just looked at you. Leaned forward, initially going for your lips he ends up kissing the space between your top lip and nose. He breathes out and pulls your closer and just holds you. No more laughing, no talking, just the music being shuffled in the background. It was a moment that realized that this relationship was going to last for a very long time.

Sadly though, it was starting to get to the point in which he was dozing off while standing up. So as slowly and carefully as you could you began to lead him to the bedroom. Before he could even fall into bed, literally, you were able to get him into something comfortable that wouldn't make him regret what he wore. Before going to bed yourself, you kissed his cheek and lied down.  

(I know I’m a lazy shit. Don’t hate me. But I hope you liked this non the less! Have a wonderful day/night!!)

#sacha baron cohen x reader #sacha baron cohen headcanons #Sacha Baron Cohen

[phleang]

For now this will be where I write my thoughts away from everyone

A few things

Dreamt about Uttara Phalguni guy again. Why though? It was so normal, too. The office did feel kind of cramped and there was another guy in there. Ehh idk what it could mean but usually dreams involving people I know are ones I pay attention to.

Dreamt about Swati guy writing steamy messages on Teams LOL I was trying so hard to read the messages too haha

I've gotten really shy around Knight of Cups guy ever since I've made a stronger stance on my feelings towards them. I turn into Sailor Venus when he's around

Like everything they've described were things I've been doing behind the scenes. Tbh I've also been mentally checking the boxes every time he's brought up something he likes in a partner. As if I couldn't help myself from wanting to know everything about them. I remember this feeling. It's the same as last time in 2021 during the last Mars in Leo transit. Of course, last transit I didn't do anything because I was just getting to know everyone and still had plans to stay w/ Moon-Mars guy until I got what I came for. *sigh* It's abundantly clear that I should have left sooner. It almost feels like a 2nd chance in many ways for me to try something. Here's why: Saturn in Sagittarius went through my 5H, and I was a lovergirl of sorts. Saturn in Pisces rolls around, the same themes of wanting to leave during a toxic situation, being a lovergirl again. Mars was going through my 1H in 2015 as well. Major lovergirl vibes when I had the chance. Mars in Leo runs through my 1H and unbeknownst to me, I'm having these changes going on and starting to eye Knight of Cups from the jump. Didn't say anything, just kept a distance. Used to think to myself "In another lifetime we'd have been together." My delulu ass already thinking of scenarios, imaginationships if you will. Kept it at a distance, stayed cordial/friendly/tried to kill those feelings because I figured it would have been better to keep him as a friend. You know, still have him in my life that way than via failed relationship if I went that route. Fast forward to now, with these 2023 transits igniting my lovergirl side again. I've confessed to him and tried to stay normal (can't. mans is too fine for me to stay calm). I think it's been a couple months at least since then and my delulu ass is obsessed. Those Sailor Venus eyes every time he's in a space. Feeling giddy. Feeling like I need to take action this time and go for it. It's been so fun chatting/flirting with him in the dm's during spaces. This past week I've reiterated my affinity for him and if there was any doubt in his mind back then, there isn't now. He knows I like him. At the same time, I'm hesitant to let loose and chase because of my current situation. Lots of worrying/self doubts, such as scaring him off with my over-enthusiastic approach, countering myself with "Why tf wouldn't he like me?" so lately I've been pretty quiet in spaces when he's around. Mainly because I'm so obvious when I like someone that everyone within earshot will know. Thus, I've become a shy mess. Just one of those things that I want to keep quiet about because I have a feeling others will attempt to stop me from going this route. Plus, it feels good to have something to myself in this way. Idk if it has to do with me having personal placements in the upper half of the chart. So many imagined scenarios where we're having fun, being goofy, enjoying life. To think I even went so far as to imagine us with children by now if we met a decade earlier.

I'm down baddd.

[poisonn-oak]

tw: csa / sa

I haven't felt safe in a non-platonic relationship w a man ever, then this goofy goober waltzed into my life, and I don't throw up when he gets near me, and the butterflies are just that butterflies, no warning bells, safe

I really appreciate how kind and patient he's been, that being said my body feels safe enough to let me process certain things now and over the last couple of weeks I've been coming to terms with being molested as a child

it hit me in the shower a while ago after I had spent the night at cooper's for the first time. that night he asked to kiss me and I panicked because it was never just a kiss, every time someone has kissed me they take it further regardless of how I feel and I started to get really scared so I said no (I said no! that's crazy), he respected my wishes and we practiced me swatting/moving his hand away from me so I could get comfortable doing that- this blew my mind, he was so focused on me being comfortable and respecting my boundaries that we literally practiced just in case I couldn't get words out, like I get the bar is in the floor but I did cry :)

that whole experience shifted something inside of me, (he talked to his therapist abt it and his therapist said that it gave me a missing experience which I agree with), my brain was then like: u now have access to this traumatic memory

I've avoided thinking about it for 22 years, every time it crept up, my spine got tingly and I would start to get anxious. it was a family friend, there was a birthday party, everyone was outside, I just wanted a balloon and he was the only one inside the house, my family doesn't know, we lost touch and don't talk to him anymore, I was 6

for the longest time that memory was blocked, I've always been super uncomfortable with s.a. scenes in movies and books, a lot more than my classmates or friends and could never place why but it makes sense now

I know there was another incident with another person but I'm going to seek EMDR therapy with a trauma specialist to deal with that one because I'm worried abt what I don't remember

I want to tell my mom, I don't know if she would believe me, I think maybe she would, I think it would help her make sense of my actions, I think it would break her a little so I don't think I will, I don't know

I was just a baby

then k*llan happened, and my body just went into shock, I remember caitlan telling me that after him I didn't let them hug me or sit beside me, I didn't even realize that I was doing that, that i hadn't let anyone touch me for nearly 2 years

then jerome, sweet jerome, I remember the first time he tried to kiss me and I threw up, and proceeded to throw up every time he came near me for the first week-ish that I knew him, huge red flag friends, listen to ur bodies!!! this boy also didn't really respect my boundaries

I'm pretty happy with where I am now, I hug everyone, I kiss and hold my loved ones' hands, I lean in to the fact that I love physical touch, it's been wonderful

I will continue to grow and get more comfortable in my own skin, get more comfortable saying no and maintaining my boundaries, I will set fire to anyone who tries to fuck with my body

I deserve to feel safe, always

with love,

arson out <3

#personal

[incessantwhine]

fkn raging cuz ik nobody is perfect all the time & everyone’s got their stories but

the only person i ever talk abt on here is like head over heels for this other person that i do not fkn trust or particularly like at ALL

and that’s fine like no one needs my seal of approval that’s not the point

it just seems like this other person like. does shit all the time that’s vaguely upsetting & refuses to acknowledge they’re also “in love” in any meaningful way. they’re like the king of doing sweet things & then immediately downplaying it or brushing it off as friends

and that would probably be fine too if she wasn’t goofy in love w/ them. it just. idk. ik im being too harsh and don’t understand their specific situation but fuck

it just seems like they’re breadcrumbing. maybe not on purpose but it’s hurtful regardless. and unintentionally taking advantage of the situation where she’ll put up w it cuz she’s so in love & the sex is bomb or w/e. like this person is not….idk

you can have all the love and support in the world but it’s still gonna hurt. and it seems like it does!! every relationship is Work for sure but it just seems like she’s doing a disproportionate amt of it while this other person can just be flighty and kinda dismissive

which. by the way is SO stupid. they don’t even know how lucky they are and if they do they don’t show it. cuz if I were them id be SO pumped and like. working a lot harder to overcome SOME of my own shit that was getting in the way of my ability to make my friend feel loved and special and appreciated. or at least TRY.

i like. Cant do anything besides gently express concern cause there’s such strong feelings it’s gonna go in one ear and out the other. and if i said any of this I think it would be received poorly and at minimum it would be “well im never gonna talk abt x again”. and at the end of my day it’s not my place. but BOY is it hard to watch

i want things to work out and I want her trust to not be misplaced but im worried this exercise in patience is not going to be super rewarding compared to the amt of pain it seems to cause. we were just talking about how she’s had like a long history of letting ppl not rly treat her right or well and how its a really common thing for neurodivergent ppl to put up with shitty behavior cuz they don’t even realize how shitty it is until after. and this is like…embodying that very well actually

and just from a personal petty standpoint like i rly don’t fkn get it. i don’t get what they have (other than an inability to be vulnerable without immediately trying to take it back) that’s like. sooooo fucking special. other than being rly good in bed. which, fine, fair point. they look like every other white skinny queer person ambiguously gendered person ive ever seen. sniffing around their social media they just seem….annoying. it doesn’t help that the only time I hear abt this person is in the context of “they made me feel weird/uncomfortable/upset” but it like. rly makes me hate them more and more. i beat it back with a stick and am understanding and mindful that idk the full picture but honestly? every time lately I’ve tried to approach something/someone with an open mind, I’ve been slapped in the face with oodles of proof of “your weird feeling was right!” sooo.

i dont have to know their tragic backstory to know they could do better. really. and she deserves better as well.

i have plenty of not fun things that make it hard for me to be like “I love you and I want to show up for you” but when you ACTUALLY truly madly deeply love someone you try. at the very least you don’t purposefully go out of ur way to be inconsistent.

and I’m fucking sick of biting my tongue about it. i will in the name of boundaries and letting ppl make their own mistakes but. it’s so stupid. i wish i could just say “I think this person is dicking you around and i dont like them and it scares me cuz it sets a bad precedent in terms of how much pain you’ll endure for love that im not sure is there in all the ways you want it to be” without it being a Thing. but that’s not what she needs rn. and so i won’t (:

see? see how easy it is to adjust based on what ppl you love need? i do it ALL THE TIME. EVEN WHEN IT GOES AGAINST MY EXTREMELY INSANE PROTECTIVE AND OPINIONATED AND “HATER FIRST” INSTINCTS AND TAKES LUDICROUS AMOUNTS OF SELF CONTROL.

god lmfao I hate them sm :)

[sadboysimps]

𝐉𝐉𝐊 | 𝐁𝐎𝐘𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒 | 𝑪𝑯𝑶𝑺𝑶 - 𝑮𝑬𝑻𝑶 𝑺𝑼𝑮𝑼𝑹𝑼 - 𝑰𝑵𝑼𝑴𝑨𝑲𝑰 𝑻𝑶𝑮𝑬 | (𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑎𝑖𝑛𝑠 𝑁𝑆𝐹𝑊)

Okay so I'm fkn scared to publish anything because I have no skin and will probs breakdown from small mean comment :)

So yeah I've been simping to these three and instead of being a big boy and opening my x mas presents, I'm avoiding it and wrote these. Obvi these are my thoughts and how I see the characters etc. sorry if there is any miss info or such :(

Genre- Fluff, kind of smut

WARNINGS ! : mentioned probable drug use; weed - mention of depression - sexual acts - bondage/shibari - mention of fem receiving oral - hickies/bite marks - mentioned rough sex

All characters and reader are 18 or older!

Written w/ afab body in mind ig. You could read this as gn!reader if you ignore one mention of boobs and being eaten out. I do want to aim for gender neutral, but with set anatomy its easier to go in depth. Also, as a guy ftm eheh I do want to aim to write male!reader too. If I write that it is.

Minors pretty fkn please Do Not Interact with posts or blog ok? :D

𝑪𝑯𝑶𝑺𝑶

Choso is tired depressed 150+ years old man in young body who probs has worst case insomnia.

Probably smokes weed tbh.

Is not that talk active because he has no energy.

Loves to hear you talk, smiles lazily while you tell him about your day or interests.

Cuddles. I mean the whole man screams 'sit on my lap or lay on me plz'.

Look look, 80% of the time you are either riding him or he is slowly fucking you while laying on bed (you on top, spooning or cuddling).

I mean, tired™. if he has some energy burst, he will dick you down (if you up to. You probably are because its rare).

a f t e r  c a r e  k i n g !

Not too much into dirty talk or degrading on main, but if you ask, he will go Sukuna on you.

Tit man, his fave place to rest his head face and listen to your heartbeat and breathing while 'napping'.

Will gladly put his head on your ass too.

Fastfood 💯💯💯

Goofy, albeit in super tired way so...

I mean I can't empathize enough how sleepy ass fucker this man is. he literally looks like he hasn't slept in 150+ years 👀

Love him tho

𝑮𝑬𝑻𝑶 𝑺𝑼𝑮𝑼𝑹𝑼

Suguru is that bf who just shouts elegant to all your friends. The calm, collected personality and long hair... Ah...

If you aren't from Asia or have Asian culture in your life/around your friends, they will question how casually and often Suguru wore his Buddhist priest clothing.

He has gotten used to it and finds it comfy, no further explanation needed.

Although for date nights he will dress up hot affff... Obviously.

Everyone somehow waits for his voice to be low af (me included) and is shocked when they hear him speak for first time (and maybe after that too) (me included).

I mean he can def do some nice low growly whispers in to your ear...

Got a feeling he would smoke weed sometimes.

He knows what that body does and loves to work out without a shirt in front of you. Ahaha pants hanging lowww...

When dressing up in bit more casual wear he will put shirt on last, because he loves to teasingly sway those hips and flex his abdomen in front of you with jeans on.

His torso is screaming for shibari, he isn't. (Ugh thanks fanart with him tied up 🥵)

Eventually will let you tie him up for fun, not for sake of restraining, but because he actually was curious how he would look like with red rope wrapped around his bod.

Won't shut up about how he is still in control, and you better not try any tricks with his hands bound behind his back.

Loves how it looks, wants to see you both in matching shibari. Wants to call Gojo to do the honors and tie you both up but neither of you trust his damn ass with it 😂

Arm around waist when in public.

Softly grabbing the side of your jaw to pull you in for quick peck.

Such a fucking sweet man it's unbelievable.

Tho he does voice his gruesome thoughts to you randomly in public.

Freak in the sheets don't act surprised.

Nicknames like love, darling, sweetie, honey all the time.

𝑰𝑵𝑼𝑴𝑨𝑲𝑰 𝑻𝑶𝑮𝑬

Toge. I... He is so fucking cute and somehow the fact that he barely speaks makes him cuter.

When around your friends or family etc. he doesn't really say anything, not even onigiri :( Because it would propbs be weird for people who you can't explain cursed speech to...

So you often act as his voice, either he uses sign language to tell you something or writes on his phone and shows.

Somehow it comes off as if you're the more 'dominant' and 'stronger' one in the relationship, taking care of Toge and helping him.

Oh boy are people wrong jfkfkfkf...

The fact that he can't express himself through speech makes his actions more preeminent.

While he loves to rest his head on your lap and be the little spoon sometimes, he mostly takes that manly role very seriously (Absolutely NOT in toxic way!!!!)

Being a gentleman and the best caring boyfriend. Always opening doors for you, cooking for you and holding you.

He is basically your 'Couple/BF goals' Pinterest board.

Kinda obvious, but big sucker for kisses. Always, Anytime, Anywhere.

Will make your favorite food for you and master it.

If any of your friends saw how this innocent soft sweet boy (man) pounded you in the bedroom they would be shook.

Pins you down and covers your body in hickies. In places where you're ok with them. He won't force you to walk around with bitten neck if you're not comfortable with that.

Is he using cursed energy to slam those hips on you or is it just love? Who knows?

Toge has nice rough broken moans 💯👌.

Eating you out? More likely than you think. (And you probably think it's very likely).

Rose petal heart on kitchen counter with takeout after you both had long day.

Bathtub with rose petals spelling 'I Love You'. Toge spends too much time and precision to get them stay on their place and will be frustrated when they have slightly scattered when you get there.

You'll just chuckle and tell him you get the message very clearly and give him a kiss.

Loooong kiss, oh right the warm bath.

He sits behind you and massages you.

Do not re-post, copy or translate on any site. Re-blogging (or sharing link to) this post is allowed and appreciated tho.

I haven't written anything in over a year (I used to write a lot), but yeah while avoiding things this inspiration hit me. I'm quite new to anime fandom and anime. The changes of this blogs lifespan being max 2 months are very high.

#jujutsu kaisen #jjk #choso #choso headcanons #choso x reader #choso smut #jujutsu kaisen smut #jujutsu kaisen headcanons #jjk smut #jjk headcanons #jujutsu kaisen x reader #jjk x reader #geto x reader #geto smut #geto headcanons #geto suguru #inumaki toge #toge #toge headcanons #toge smut #toge x reader #my post

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Tokyo Rev Boys at the carne asada ✨ pt.2

Hello everyone! I got this ask from my old acc and decided to post it on my new one here :) pls enjoy this headcanons of the bois and feel free to add your own on here <3 ty for reading!

Ran

•given his personality, Ran is definitely that mellow and friendly type but has a bit of mischief when he has an idea

•if the baby cousins are bothering him he’s definitely the type to mess with them to see them cry

•oh a little kid wants to play? Ran will be like “here gimme that toy, and go get the other one” and once that child is out of sight he just hides the toy at a spot where the kid won’t find it

•acts surprised about it going missing and will freak the kid out until they cry

•rindou is snickering in the back

•the tias are like “porque eres tan malo hijo :() but they just let him do that stuff anyways?? HAHA

•OMG he also always get shit for having braids and long hair AND for having that blonde/black combo

•tias are like “cuando te lo vas a cortar pareces niña” 😭😭😭 pls let ran go against machismo

•not the type to dance, he tends to zone out during parties where there’s people dancing

•also kind of doesn’t eat much?? But when he does he handles spice SUPER WELL and doesn’t flinch

•he’s either the stoner cousin OR he’s the one who hangs around them bc ran likes weed ofc

•if y’all show up together then he’s sticking with you the entire time

•mostly just has his arm around you and listens in on the cousin chisme you’re having and will sometimes chime in with witty remarks

•your fam thinks he’s got a sophisticated vibe and think he’s very chill but really he lowkey a menace

•the only time he will leave ur side is when ur stoner cousins show tho srry bby but once he’s smoked his blunts he’s back and is a bit more cuddly w/ you

Rindou

•when yall show up your tias are always like “porque es tan serio” pls rindou has resting bitch face (he’s still hot though)

•is more subtle about PDA, will basically just be next to you and occasionally have his hand on your back for a brief second

•doesn’t like your fam to see him be a doting bf for some reason? But it’s oki you respect his choices

•when yall arrive and sees you become busy with helping the others, he kind of wanders off to sit somewhere and wait for you

•if he sees someone he knows, he’ll sit by them and talk briefly

•often steals glances at you bc he’s lowkey impatient and just wants you to keep him company

•the type of bf that you have for a while but somehow he’s just not fully comfortable with your fam yet especially if they’re super outgoing and energetic

•no worries about the kids bc they’re scared of rindou

•BUT if a toddler waddles to him, rindou can’t help but mess around with them

•lowkey likes babies and thinks they’re cooler than kids

•if it’s a baby cousin of yours that yall see often he’ll even start baby talking and cradle them on his lap and try to make the baby laugh

•has more fun with the baby than with older family members LOL

•the tias don’t really pester him only when they notice he also doesn’t eat much

•QUIERES OTRO PLATO MIJO?? him: no thank you

•them: AHHH ESTAS MUY FLACO DEJA TE TRAIGO OTRO PLATO OKAY? Him: …fuck I’m so full

•forces himself to eat bc he doesn’t wanna upset your fam

•rindou doesn’t dance but on the off chance he does, it’s always a surprise to others bc he’s actually super good at it and is never off rhythm

•when yall are dancing youre that couple where everyone is like “wow they dance so well I wish I knew how to do that”

•your stoner cousins love rindou for some reason?? It’s like he balances out the group bc your cousins are goofy as hell when they’re high and rindou just watches them for entertainment and even records their shenanigans

•i can see them beinf like “oh shit RINDOU? WHATS UP MY DUDE?” And your bf smiles and gives them that firm handshake that turns to a hug (idk what that’s called lmao but just imagine it)

•when it ends he helps with cleanup and also gives u his jacket in case you get cold

•takes leftovers for Ran

Ahhh this makes me wish rindou was my bf now :((

Kawata Twins

Nahoya:

•the goofy one that everyone absolutely loves

•nothing but fun and games when he’s around the fam

•you know when you have those hangouts and it’s just you and your cousins talking about anything while being in a circle?? That’s what always happens when he goes

•he’s always immediately served food when he shows up with u, it’s cute

•the tias and tios love him, tios mess with his hair and say that it looks like a body sponge 😭😭 it’s so floofy <3

•is the type to be like “AYYYY WHATS GOOD HOMIE” to every cousin and gives them a tight hug

•gets along with everyone and even the more reserved fam members who are there

•kids LOVE him and will literally crawl on him and he just lets them

•10 min in the party and there’s already a kid on his shoulders who’s grabbing his hair and pretending to control Nahoya 🥺

•eats everything that is served to him and will also drink beer and not get drunk ??

•time for shots?? Say less Nahoya will take 2 at the same time just for the attention

•will dance cumbia, banda, and sometimes to norteños w you

•is the type of bf to tease you in front of your cousins- but it’s more about y’alls relationship (he makes sure not to push your buttons lol)

Now I wish he was my cousin 😭

Souya

•similar to rindou he is a bit on the quiet side

•except he indulges the kids when they ask him if he wants to play (bc he would feel awful if he said no)

•also his appetite? EATS A TON he loves tacos de asada and also al pastor pls he can go for about 10 and then some

•is okay with you leaving him there while you help, will mostly be on his phone or will just watch you until you’re done

•he also has really good fashion sense and is the cousin that’s known for the most drip

•when your other cousins talk to him souya does this cute thing where he tries to involve u in the conversation

•like if they ask about what plans he has or if he’s been up to anything he always mentions that you’re there when said thing happens <33

•he adores you so much and will never have a problem coming despite if he feels a bit out of place

•but eventually he always ends up being comfortable with your family bc they think he’s good for you

•is shy about dancing but will dance to one or two songs with u

•lowkey loves tres leches cake, flan, gelatina, or the fruita con crema dish

•is the one who’s carrying all your stuff back to the car when it’s time to leave- he makes sure u don’t lift a finger and will make u wear his sweater too

•when it is clean up time he will help without being asked and is also very attentive to your older family members like your grandparents and great tios n tias

Shinichiro

ohhh man this man right here 😩😩

•I just wanna say that drunk Shin will definitely join your drunk uncles and start to sing those sad love songs SUPER LOUD

•AND WHEN THEY ASK HIM TO DO THE GRITOS HE DOES THEM OMG

•embarrassing but also u record it and he notices and then begins to sing to you

•Shin is kinda light weight so he gets drunk almost every time

•but ur fam just teases him for it

•”ya esta pedo el guey? No aguanta nada”

•loves learning cuss words in Spanish and ur uncles tease him bc of his cute accent

•your aunts love how sweet he is to you and he will always be like “ya we’re gonna go get married and have kids and bring them here for you” and your aunts are like OMG WHEN MAKE BABIES SOON PLS

•is very into pda and doesn’t care if you’re with family, will have his arms around you almost the whole time

•will loveeeee to dance banda with you bc he loves feeling you close to his body

•he kinda sucks at cumbia tho but he tries <3

•will also talk about his bike shop to your uncles and sometimes ends up leaving u at the table 😭😭 pls he doesn’t mean to he just loves talking abt his bikes

•if your uncle makes him look at his car it’s over, Shin is gonna be working on it for free during the party lmao

•your older cousins love him and he’s more of a listener than a talker when he’s around them

•but they like his friendly vibe :3

•Shin also loves the food and will eat a bit of everything, he tries to not pig out so that he has room for the beer and desert 😈

•if yall are talking together in the living room or outside with your cousins, shin is the type to have you sitting on his lap with his arms wrapped around you while listening on the convos

•loves taking pictures of you with the kids or with your cousins

•he’s the one that your younger girl cousins lowkey have a crush on and try to take his attention away from u

•shin thinks they’re being nice but u lowkey know what they’re up to but u snicker anyways bc Shin is literally obsessed with you

•when it’s time to leave, shin will either be drunk and sing songs to you OR he will just follow you around like a lovesick puppy (either is cute imo)

•sorry bby but u gotta drive back home everytime you go out to the cookouts

•he may or may not be getting drunk on purpose just so you can baby him by the end of the night, but u don’t mind it anyways

#wakasa x reader #tokyo manji gang #shinichiro x reader #rindou x y/n #rindou x reader #ran x reader #ran haitani #bonten rindou #shinichiro headcanons #rindou headcanons #tokyo revengers imagines #chifuyu imagines #baji x reader #draken x reader #mikey x reader #mitsuya x reader #tokrev kazutora #kazutora x reader #chifuyu x reader #hanma x reader #rindouxreader

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NSFW alphabet of Kuroo please

Kuroo NSFW alphabet

A = Aftercare - what he is like after sex.

He’s not gentle during sex so he understands that your body’s aching and exhausted. Aftercare is a must for Kuroo it doesn’t matter if he lasted 10 minutes or 1 hour, gentle or rough he always insists of taking care of your body. He normally runs warm baths with no overbearing sent’s like mint he normally sticks to apple or vanilla before sitting you in the bath and sitting behind you. There’s no unnecessary touches he uses a warm cloth to wipe your body and relaxes with you communicating if anything could be changed what what went well.

B = body part - His favourite body part and his partners.

Kuroo struggles to pick a favourite but if he were forced to choose it would be his thighs. You can sit on them, sleep on them and most importantly ride them and he loves nothing more than watching you ride his thigh whilst he’s on the phone to one of his friends.

His favourite body part of yours is your hands. He loves how you massage his scalp with your hands, how you run your hands down his body teasing him and how you stroke his dick after a frustrating day of work.

C = Cum - anything that has to do with cum.

Kuroo waits until you cum to cum himself, he normally overstimulates himself for yours and his pleasure on accident. He prefers to cum inside you safe sex or not he doesn’t like to waste his cum.

D = Dirty secret - dirty secret of theirs.

Kuroo has fantasied of having sex with you against his office window multiple times, nothing gives him more pleasure than everyone knowing that you belong to him.

E = Experience - How experienced are they, do they know what they’re doing.

Kuroo wasn’t popular with the girls during high school because he was too focused on volleyball and school work, this also carried throughout college. He’s had sex one or twice but he learned most techniques from watching pornhub.

Favourite position.

Kuroos favourite position is missionary he loves watching your face twist in pleasure. He can pleasure you and be intimate with you at the same time it allows him to hold your hand. It’s easy to pleasure and move you in missionary he’s tried many positions but missionary is number 1 on his list.

G = Goofy - are they more goofy or serious during sex.

Kuroo is half and half sometimes he cracks a joke half way through and ruins the mood and sometimes he’s serious. If he’s had a hard day and work and wants some sexy time it will be serious and if you want to get pregnant it will be serious.

H = Hair - how well groomed are they.

He’s well groomed he doesn’t like being under-groomed or not groomed. If you prefer him to have more hair or none he’ll take it into consideration.

I = Intimacy - how are they during sex

Again he is half and half, sometimes he is rough and sometimes he is gentle. Special occasions like birthdays are generally more intimate and gentle and praises will be thrown around, whereas if jealously is involved he tends to be rough and dirty.

J = Jack off - do they masturbate and how often

Kuroo masturbates when he’s in the mood, you’re not always there when he wants to relieve some stress. Before he met you he masturbated 3-4 times a week but now he hasn’t got as much free time as he did and it’s decreased to 2-3 times a week.

K = Kink - One of more of their kinks

Size kink - He loves how you look so small compared to him struggling to accompany his cock.

P = Praise - He loves to be praised unlike popular opinion he prefers to talk sweet.

L = Location - favourite places to have sex.

His office and your shared bedroom.

M = motivation - what turns them on.

Seeing you swing your hips when you walk he cant wait to grab your hips back into him. Your confidence showing through your walk reminding that he helped with makes him smirk, now all he’s got to remind you is to only swing your hips for him.

When you challenge him during a argument whether you kiss him when he tries to argue a point back or if you get too cocky. It makes his cock throb if you want a challenge he’ll give you one. In the bedroom he loves to see how long you’ll keep that attitude.

N = No - turnoffs, something he wouldn’t do.

He will never be part of a gangbang. Naturally you belong to him so why would he give you away to other people to do the same thing which he can do.

O = oral - receiving or giving, how skilful are they.

Kuroo prefers giving naturally he is a giver and wants you to feel better with his hands however if you wish to take control every once in a while he is happy for you to take over as long as control is still in his hands e.g blowjobs. There’s nothing more skilful than Kuroo eating out your cunt like a man starved.

P = Pace - Are they fast and rough or slow and sensual.

Again this depends in what mood Kuroo is in and what you want. Sometimes he just wants to take his time with you and sometimes he just wants to fuck you and break the head frame.

Q = Quickie - their opinions on quickies.

Kuroo is a busy man and sometimes he has to take what he can get. Even though he prefers prefer proper sex.

R = Risk - Do they want to experiment, do they take risks.

Kuroo is down to take risks as long as they’re safe and don’t include people he knows. He prefers to keep things safe and simple but sometimes he reads crazy sex stories on Reddit and wants to test if what they said is true before writing a comment.

S = Stamina - How long can he last.

No Kuroo can’t go on for twelve hours is not possible even if he did play volleyball, sex is like cardio short and exhausting. He can last up to a hour with breaks inbetween.

T = Toys - do they own any toys.

Kuroo himself doesn’t own any toys but if you want to own toys like vibrators he’s totally fine with that. He’s not always here to give you pleasure and if he can masturbate you can also masturbate. He doesn’t get dicky if you’re tired after a day and just want to use your vibrator instead he understands that your listening to your body.

U = Unfair - How much do they like to tease.

Kuroo likes to send nudes during work to see how much you can get worked up and so do you seeing how long you can both last until someone snaps. We all know Kuroo is a teasing and snarky bastard anyways and this doesn’t change in his sex life. Sometimes he comes up behind you let’s his hands run over your body before walking away.

V = Volume - are they loud, do they talk.

Kuroo isn’t scared to make noice in the bedroom, he moans along side you although not as much as you. Sometimes he likes make random conversations during sex for no reason. Although he does have a way of talking that drives you crazy.

W = Wildcard - random Headcanon.

When you first had sex with Kuroo he was a nervous reck telling you that maybe you should take charge. You tried taking charge and half way through he turned you over and thrusted into your cunt like no other man has.

X = x-ray - How big are they.

Kuroo is a little over average hitting 6-7.5. He’s 6,5 so he’s pretty girthy.

Yearning = how high is highest drive.

Kuroos sex drive is pretty normal some weeks he’s more horny and some weeks he’s not. He doesn’t need to have sex everyday to feel satisfied, he’s happy with being with you and loving you in general.

Z = Zzzz - how quick do they fall asleep afterwards.

He waits until you’re settled and asleep before falling asleep he wants to make sure that you’re safe.

#haikyuu #hq headcanons #hq smut #kuroo tetsuro #haikyuu kuroo #kuroo smut #haikyuu smut #tw nswf #hq akaashi #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu!!

[cognitosclowns]

i love how everyone agrees that brett would love to have a family one day it makes me so soft for him do you have any hcs for how he would be as a father? him and s/o have their first child together, what kind of father would he be?

AWE MY GOODNESS HELLO AGAIN <333 THIS SO ABSOLUTELY SOFT TYSM FOR THIS

all sfw!!

OH BOY <333 OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY <33

this man has wanted to be a father since before he could remember MANDSMD

he'd be a stay-at-home dad w/o a complaint - he might even specifically offer it. He loves the idea of his job just being taking care of the kiddo <333

SO MANY BOOKS AND PARENTING CLASSES. He's probably gonna ask work-friends for tips (I HC that Gigi has a kid and im sneaking it in here - she's absolutely gonna lend a hand with this frazzled man smdnsd. Just a few little tips for stuff she wished she'd known before she'd had her kiddo!!)

HIS UNENDING ENERGY,, DEFINITELY GETS TESTED THE FIRST FEW MONTHS,,

 he knew newborns were a lot of work but he definitely overestimated his own abilities. Good thing you two are team, huh <3

SPEAKING OF THE FIRST FEW MONTHS?? he's definitely scared to hold them at first.

they're,,, so small. like absolutely minuscule, with the sweetest little hands and <333 he's scared he's gonna drop them or smth

HE KNOWS IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE, OKAY, HE'S SORRY SMDNSMD.

ITS FINE THO BY THE SECOND WEEK HE'S CONSTANTLY CUDDLING THIS LITTLE BUNDLE OF GIGGLES. Which is good bc,, the bab really likes being held!

THIS EVENTUALLY BECOMES,, he will constantly carry this kid around. Your kiddo just gets used to LEAPING AT HIM bc,, they know papa's gonna catch them!!

HE SPINS EM AROUND HE TOSSES EM OVER HIS SHOULDER WITH A BIG 'A-YUP', HE GRABS EM LIKE A CAT WHEN THEY START GETTING TO THE TODDLER STAGE OF,,, Getting Into Shit (tm) and Causing General Chaos.

OKAY HE'S A BIT OF A PUSHOVER,,,

HE JUST :( its hard to say no to the kid, okay? if this kid wants to get away w/ something they know to ask Papa bc he just can't say no to that sweet face!!!!!!

HE DOES KINDA SPOIL THEM <33 not with gifts so much as experiences?? he was super neglected as a kid and he wants his kid to have a better childhood than him.

So like!!!! Taking them fishing, playing sports, dance, all the things he never really got to do when he was little!!

(smdns you may have to remind him that,, They Don't Have To Do Everything At Once, There's No Rush. Otherwise he'll get caught up in the excitement and,, accidentally over-book a bunch of activities to do w/ the kiddo-)

OH whatever the kid is interested in, Brett is gonna support the hell out of it!!!

IN THE SAME VEIN?? God The Gang is gonna get absolutely pestered with photos of the kid. And stories. Brett's office is gonna have so many,, Painfully Cute Photos of them spending time together. <33333 its cute but also the Gang is One More Picture Day Photo away from killing him smdns.

If they wanna do sports he WILL TRY TO COACH THE TEAM <33333333333333

YOU EXPECT IT TO GO WORSE THAN IT DOES?? Like sure theres a bit of chaos but he also played,, Every Sport Ever during uni, so he's got some experience under his belt.

he brings freezies n candies n GIFTS WHEN THE TEAM DOES WELL????? HE IS THE COOL DAD <3 dream achieved, he can die happy.

OH AND YOU JUST KNOW THIS MAN ISN'T AFRAID OF BEING GOOFY. when he plays make believe he does NOT HOLD BACK. expect to return home to a very messy 'castle' made of pillows, and your kid 'battling' against 'The Evil Knight'. It's extremely cute <3

OVERALL??? very good dad <333 not perfect but he does his best <333

LMK IF YOU HAD SMTH ELSE IN MIND!!!!

#*glances at calendar* HOLY FUCK IVE BEEN GONE FOR A MONTH OH GOD- #'i look pretty good for a dead bitch' #ITS BEEN SO BUSY YADDA YADDA IGNORE MY HARPING ITS DELIGHTFUL TO BE BACK I HOPE I HAVENT MISSED TOO MUCH #brett hand x reader #brett hand #inside job #not really an x reader but??? kinda bc its your kid w/ him?? #I DUNNO SDNMSD #THIS WAS CUTE #he'd go BATTY WITH HOLIDAYS TOO #christmas?? birthdays?? oh yea <333 oh he is in his ELEMENT. #when the kid is like.. highschool age?? he wakes em up with breakfast whenever he can #bc like!! come on being a teenager sucks smdnsd and he wants them to be able to rest a little longer before they gotta go to school #its all extremely cute #he does that thing where he presses a smile into the toast <3 #HES JUST SUCH A CARING DAD OKAY??? #HE'D 1000% LEAVE LITTLE NOTES IN THEIR LUNCHBOX. JUST LITTLE THINGS TO MAKE EM SMILE. JOKES. WISHING THEM GOOD LUCK ON THEIR PRESENTATION. #*points* he would be such a good dad and would literally never stop taking parenting classes lmao #I HAVE A BUNCHA STUFF QUEUED FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS SO HOPEFULLY WE'LL BE ABLE TO GET EVERYTHING BACK ON TRACK SMDNSD #OKIE MWA MWA MWA I LOVE YOU ALL THANK YOU FOR YOUR PATIENCE SMDNSMDNS #sfw