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#and it wasnt like an 'i dont love you anymore' breakup it was a 'the path ur on rn is endangering one of our kids so im protecting them'
ars0nism · 1 year
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something about writing a couple who loathe each other as much as they still love each other. something tore them apart years ago and they havent healed, how could they, they were apart the whole time, but then they reenter each other's lives and they want to fix it, they really do, but every attempt at fixing it just makes it worse, every "maybe this time we can get back together" ends in a fight and its over, really, but maybe its not. sometimes while fixing something you end up cutting yourself on the pieces or whatever
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boysareouttonight · 2 years
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lately ive been seeing some ppl on sunny tumblr/twitter spreading the agenda of ryan reynolds dating mac n dee n also dennis banging him and it reminds me of this fic idea i had for a while but i dont think i'm ever gonna make it so i might as well just say it
dee brags about having a date with this really hot guy who's at the bar n mac immediately feels smth between them the guy starts making eye contact and he just knows there's smth there so later he comes up to dennis n asks him for help to steal him from dee. he wants him to help sabotage their date thats happening tomorrow n dennis says yes bc he doesnt care if mac wants to bang ppl, dennis does it himself n he knows it doesnt mean anything plus pissing off dee is a bonus. so the next day he goes to dee's apartment pretending he wanted to hang out, puts some laxative in her drink n she obviously doesnt go to the date. ryan reynolds goes to the bar to meet dee n surprise whos there? mac. so they go out n dennis is "fine" with it. until he notices for weeks how mac is always with his phone n won't stop smiling n not coming home until the next morning so dennis asks him whats this all about n mac tells him "remember that guy dee had a date with but he was obviously more attracted to me? so we've been seeing each other all this time n i think we're going steady. i think i might actually like this guy" dennis is shaking n almost throwing up n then mac says "i wanted to thank you bc if u hadn't helped me sabotage their date we wouldn't be together so yeah thanks dude". then dennis has his kendall roy breakdown in the bathroom. then he does everything in his power to break them up he inserts himself in their dates he takes macs phone to delete their texts making them miscommunicate n mac is pretty oblivious about it but his bf isn't n dennis feels he kinda asked mac to distance himself a little from dennis and now hes going insane he has no resources anymore. so he does the only thing he can think of: hits on ryan reynolds who ends up being a cheater n they fuck. dennis tells mac like it was the most natural thing in the world saying he got suspicious about him being a cheater n just wanted to check, hoping mac will accept it, breakup w him, move on n everything would go back to normal. but he doesnt. he gets rlly upset n goes "what the fuck is wrong with u??? u're not even attracted to men n u banged him just to ruin my first long term relationship" he obviously wouldn't put 2+2 together that dennis wasn't straight n not even cross his mind that he might be jealous. dennis tells him he did him a favor that he was looking out for him and says "now that i clarified everything will u just breakup n we all move on from this? bc its starting to annoy me". but for dennis' surprise mac doesnt let it go n gets to the conclusion that dennis wanted to break them up just bc he wasnt a priority in macs life anymore n wasnt doing stuff for him like he used to n that he couldnt control mac anymore. he gets rlly hurt about this but deep down also bc dennis had gay sex and it wasn't with him. dennis wants to tell him the truth that he was just jealous bc he loved him n it was supposed to be him dating mac not ryan, that no one could understand mac better than he did n that everything was so clear to him now but he doesn't. he doesnt say anything n just lets mac think that bc he doesnt have the guts, bc its easier to let mac hate him. mac walks out the door and now the cliffhanger n angst is settled. dennis has to do the ultimate big romantic gesture to get him back
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honeytonedhottie · 7 months
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okay so recently me and my bf broke up. it wasnt because of anything huge and we didnt end messy or anything. but he apologized for everything he ever did to me and promised he was going to change himself. we both agreed we’d always be best friends. i asked him if he would start dating anyone and he told me no because he wasnt ready for a new relationship. 2 days later i open discord and check his profile bc i was gonna go dm him smthn and i see an anniversary date that started yesterday and i immediately start fucking shaking and bawling and he tells me he didnt tell me about his mew partner because he “knew id react like this” am i in the wrong for panicking? am i being selfish because hes moving on so fast?? or is how im feeling valid? im really heartbroken over all of this because im like the loneliest fucking person ever and hes all i have. even after the break up we’ve been telling eachother how much we loved and cared for eachother. he replaced me so fast. how am i supposed to react?? this is cringe im sorry 😢
im so sorry for ur breakup anonie (づ๑•^•๑)づ♡
ok so u guys broke up, but still wanted to keep a friendship right? honestly hes wrong for moving on so fast bcuz oftentimes when ppl r attached they dont move on that quickly, but you know him better than i do. is he usually like this?
i think hes being rly insensitive to u, HOWEVER since u guys aren't together anymore, hes not ur problem. u dont have to deal with that anymore cuz y'all aren't a couple anymore. i recommend that u take some time alone to process ur emotions and in general just spend some well needed time alone. ur feelings are COMPLETELY valid and just surround urself with support rn. separate from what is perpetuating ur stress and take good care of urself anonie
much love 💗💗💗💗💗
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candies-xspired · 5 days
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A/N: hi, this is like my first post and i'm recently going through a breakup so why not express it through writing? i dont know why i chose Matt, just bear with me 🙏 i will be changing my story a bit because my storys different and i feel like itd be weird like putting MY ACTUAL story, yk? my breakup was caused by me because i fucked up, he broke it off. i did something stupid while i was high but that doesnt change the fact that i, myself, said what i said.
for context, i fucked up it was my fault. i called these 3 guys cute while texting my bsf, i was honestly so high, i forgot my ex bf had my account but that doesnt change the fact it was my fault for my actions. he had checked my messages and saw the messages.
(undercase will be used, along with she/her/hers pronouns)
Summary: matt and y/n break up because y/n did something she horribly regrets while her being high/under the influence.
TW: breakup/angst, mentions of a knife
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matt and y/n recently got into a fight, argument, an inconvenience, whatever. due to her being high, she was so high she forgot matt had her account. y/n didnt go over to his place for the night, seeing as matt probably needed space. y/n laid in her bed, her phone on 'do not disturb' but constantly checking if matt texted her. she sighed, she texted her best friend.
olivia (y/n, bold, olivia, italic)
'i have a bad feeling were breaking up' 'what if he doesnt want me anymore' 'im scared'
'itll be okay'
-type a message-
y/n sunk into her bed. she started to play music to get her mind off things, a melanie martinez playlist. she sang along to all the songs as melanie martinez was one of her favorite artists. she continued to check for texts, knowing there would be nothing there but checking regardless.
-2 hours later-
y/n got a text from Matt, reading
matt baby :)
come over, in ten, please.
y/n felt happy that he at least texted, she got up and got ready shortly, throwing on some sweats and a hoodie. she grabbed her things and walked out to her car, getting in and driving to his place. her music resumed through the car. the music really helped her calm down. 15 minutes later, she arrived at the triplets place. she got out of her car and used her key to unlock the door. matt and y/n have been together for about 11 months, today, being their 11th month anniversary. she walked in and closed the door behind her, looking to the living room and finding nick watching tv on the couch, he looked behind him to see who it was, his eyes lit up as he saw y/n.
"hey y/n, i didnt know you were coming by" he smiled and got up to hug. y/n embraced into his hug, hugging him sort of tightly, a hug was what she needed.
"are you okay?" he asked, pulling back to look at her.
"im okay, nick.. im just here to see.. matt.." she said, her face looked a bit hurt, her voice shaky a bit. she gave a small smile to Nick and pulled herself out of his arms before he could say anything. she made her way down to matts room, she approached his door, inhaling and exhaling nervously, she knocked on his door hesitantly.
a faint mumble came through from the other side. "come in" she opened his door and saw matt sitting at his desk wearing a black shirt and black sweats. his hair ruffled and messed up. matt turned his head to y/n.
"hey" he mumbled. "hey" she mumbled back. she walked in and closed his door. she walked over to his bed and sat on the edge closest to matt. silence fell between the two. a tight tension, wasnt awkward, it was just incredibly tight, like a thin line between the two, waiting to snap.
'i wonder what hes thinking, are we gonna be okay, what the hell is going on.' she thought. she was snapped out of her mind when matt spoke.
"um- i hope you know i still love you" he said, looking at her, his eyes were glassy. his words hit her like a knife, she just nodded. looking down at the ground as she couldnt bear making eye contact.
"i.. i think its best if we take a break." he pushed the knife deeper and the line snapped. she nodded again. only letting out a soft hum in agreement.
"apart of me wants to stay with you because i love you and the other doesnt want to get hurt.." he explained. tears began to swell up.
her mind raced with thoughts, completely blocking matt out. something he said made her think he wanted to break up instead of having a break. her tears fell onto the carpet below her, the carpet soaking in her tears as he continued talking about getting back together in the future.
she interrupted him. "matt, i gotta go." she told him and got up and walked out of his room, matt got up, calling after her. she pulled out her extra key she had placed it on the kitchen counter top and walked out of his place, not bothering to say bye to nick. she got into her car and quickly drove off. tears streaming down her face as her vision was blurred by tears, she quickly wiped them away. she arrived home and walked into her apartment. flopping onto her bed, she cried her heart out.
she couldnt bring herself to change her passwords, to change her wallpaper of him, to delete all the pictures she had of him, their shared music playlist, to get rid of his highlight, her 'M 🤍∞' out of her bio. she couldnt do it. she couldnt get rid of his clothes, the dave n busters picture she had of them. she just could not get rid of him. she couldnt let go. she wasnt ready too.
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A/N: so that was sort of how it went, i cried for 3 days, still crying, lil peep is supporting me through this🙏 i understand i was at fault here and messed up. please do not come at me with hate. i messed up, i acknowledge that. im sorry if this is bad, its my first post and i have written before but ive honestly always just been a bad writer lowk, and im new to tumblr so im still learning how this shit works instead of wattpad 😭 love yall - aurora 💋
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saintdentist · 1 month
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Finally blocked and closed the chat of a discord conversation with an ex friend i was very close with (i think the closeness was one sided. but i loved her a lot platonically.)
It felt . good? I felt nothing?
i dont ever want to read those chats again. few things in my life have made me felt so sick and awful as what she said to me.
The friendship breakup has stuck with me for a very long time.
i kept them open because. i thought maybe she was right. i thought there really was something wrong with me. and i kept those messages in my saved chats to see if years later maybe i would understand what she was getting at. if the passage of time would make me realize my missteps.
Never happened. Its been over a year now i believe. there is nothing wrong with me.
Yes i made mistakes. i had negative traits that i have now grown from. but i shouldve never let her treat me like her little pet and let her treat me far worse than her other friends and her family. She let other people in her life, namely her friends, say racist and terribly bigoted and mean shit and that was not a problem to her. but my issues that were very obviously a product of my trauma and broken home were blown out of proportion and villianized.
when the people close to her would say terrible things, it was because of anxiety. when i was begging for reassurance because i was very mentally unwell i was evil and "using" her.
sometimes the worst people just know how to sound reasonable. they dig into you with their misused therapy language and calm tone while they berate you so it makes you feel like youre the bad guy. boy did she know how to do that.
I cant figure out what i learned from that relationship. not yet. maybe it was less of what i learned and more that i needed the relationship to break off to send me down a different path in life. because it really did shake up my whole world. Maybe that was a good thing.
anyways. Goodbye *****. may i never have to read anything from that sour mind of yours ever again. good luck with your books. i do still wonder if you think about me anymore. if you think about bug and rensford nowadays. how you would feel knowing that our friendship inspired ken. if you kept my sticky note or if it was trashed.
It doesnt really matter. im capable of writing without you. im capable of living without you. i didnt use to think that. i thought after we stopped talking it was all over for me.
it wasnt. it never will be. not until i die
i am not evil. i never was. i was a traumatized kid who was being mistreated at home while i was still recovering from csa who hadnt had friends for a long time. i was still getting used to socialization again. and your treatment of me turned me away from human contact at large for over a year.
but im coming back swinging. the world will see me again. im becoming my own person in this world and theres nothing you can do to stop me. im going to make friends who actually love and care for me. i have some already! im going to continue to become a better person. fuck you !!
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sign-anon · 2 months
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“If he reacts poorly, it’s…at this point, it’s up to him and his supports to figure that out. And…well, if you were miserable, I’m glad you’re not anymore.”
its...
*sign sighs.*
its pretty complicated. i wasnt... i wasnt miserable. i was just sorta... i dont know. its not that i was unhappy, its just that i wasnt in love anymore. it took me that last time he talked to me before the breakup and several different anons to make me realize that. he asked for an open relationship, and i finally realized that i didnt care. i didnt care who he wanted to be with anymore, because i didnt love him the same way he loved me anymore.
*he frowns.*
as for him reacting poorly... i... dont really think it was bob himself. like, i dont think he fully chose to react the way he did. he started to leave, and seemed pretty depressed, so i wanted to make sure he wouldnt do anything... rash. he stopped and then had some coughing fit. he, uh, threw up, hard enough to throw up blood, and passed out.
*his voice trails off uncomfortably.*
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theleafunderneath · 6 months
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my last letter to you
dear dingsuji,
Sorry for letting our friendship dry out. i hate leaving things with loose ends, especially if i dont have to. so i wrote you this letter just to cover things i wanted to let you know. dont feel obligated to tell me anything. if i ever give this to you, know im not sad or upset anymore. i wanted to let you know im glad we dated. im glad we’re friends. it was all valuable experience.
We’ve been friends for a few years and i valued that so much that i didnt want to ruin anything by liking you. after we spent our summer together, i was surprised to see you were “willing” to date me. especially after my forced confession, when i told you i didnt want to pursue you because i just liked being friends with you. i knew how you were emotionally, and i was okay with what you were comfortable with. so i didnt want to risk anything. but the heart wants what the heart wants so i let the relationship happen, even when in my heart i knew it was a bad idea since i knew how you were emotionally. when we were together I knew we were only something to “test the waters.” but i had been pining over you for like a year, so my hopes were pretty high. then again I knew you didnt like me as much as i liked you. so when you broke up with me, i regretted dating you a lot. then i couldnt stand how silly our breakup was and how hurt i was by it. i thought “i wish i never dated you, because then at least we could still be good friends again.” i was willing to put my feelings aside to still hang with you. so it just goes to show how much that it meant to me. i had the mindset that i was willing to compromise any issue with you asap if you just told me what the issues were. It still makes me laugh that I used to spend nights praying to God that this wouldn’t turn into a lesson for me to learn. I remember i told myself i needed to mature and grow up fast that i told myself “- is great but i need to be somebody good for him.” and i took great effort to become somebody you could be proud to say you were dating. I remember that i used to think, i cant let this interfere with my relationship with God. So even then i took extra care to make sure i spent more time with God which was so good for me honestly. but what baffles me is after every breakup or relationship ive ever had, ive NEVER let it get awkward. with my exes i still remained friends with them. but when you suggested we go back to being friends, this time it hurt. because regrettably, i really did like you. and sometimes i wish i never did because the heart is deceiving lol. so i just couldnt be “just friends” with you when i had realized i lost my first relationship that i truly wanted to last. I would convince myself not to like you like i did and i told myself “its nothing serious.” i remember trying to convince myself “If we break up, thats okay because it just means God has a better plan for the both of us.” but i guess it was the way you treated me, the way you made me laugh, and the way you looked at me, i couldnt help but think we’d last. i would tell God “i cant like you too much or itll be a problem.” and it was. my feelings have been a problem from the start, dont feel bad because this really wasn't your fault. yk the only thing i guess that kind of sucks still is that sometimes my eyes still follow you whenever we’re in class together. I know you've never "fallen in love" or understood the experiences of truly liking someone so much you want to see them all the time, but this is just how it is. I hate to use this strong of a word, but love makes you do crazy things. its emotional and its very irrational thinking. It kind of puts into perspective seeing how God's love is irrational too, at least for me. Our short-lived relationship wasnt a big deal though, at least it shouldn't have been on my end.
i know we’re back to being friends but its different. It just means God has different plans for us,a perfect plan thats way better than whatever the both of us mightve had in mind. so im glad it happened im glad for the memories. i still like you, as a friend of of course. i really enjoy your presence still and id still like to be close friends with you. I’m always there to pray for you and whatever you might want to pray over, know that me and the others are always there! i just want to let you know you made me really happy as a friend and a girlfriend. so, thanks for making me laugh so hard my guts ached, thanks for liking me even if it was just as a friend, thank you for making me feel, even if it were momentarily, like my life was too good to be true, like the happiest woman on earth. Thank you for being my friend. I’m keeping you in my prayers.
with unconditional platonic love,
me
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12.06, 4:35 am
the night we first kissed, you were reading my letters i wrote for her
now im writing to you
its funny how we ended up like this
i really thought we would last, at least as friends after we broke up
we promised each other we would
but its been 2 months since we last talked
i got diagnosed with a severe panic disorder
thats what was happening to me during our last months together
i guess you were the trigger, but it wasnt your fault
i think i kind of knew we wouldnt last when you didnt say i love you back that night
and that fear of losing you was causing the panic attacks
but thats also how we grew distant, kind of ironic, self fulfilling prophecy or whatever
i miss you
i have days when you are barely in my thoughts, but when im by myself its basically free real estate for you
and you left a big hole
i wish i could talk to you directly, but i physically cant
everytime we would talk after we broke up i would have bad panic attacks
even now writing this, knowing you will never see it, i feel like im close to having one
i wanted to at least explain to you why i havent texted, but my psychologist said i shouldnt talk to you
at least not for now
its good for treatment apparently
but i guess this doesnt count so its ok
when you asked me how i was doing, i lied
i had a two week period where i didnt get out of bed
i couldnt eat, work or shower
the apartment was a mess
because in my mind you died
its a self defense mechanism i have since B, its how my mind deals with break ups
obviously i know youre not dead, and i dont want you to be
but my mind thinks theres no other way to deal with a breakup
so i was grieving you
for a solid two months
it hurts needing you back in my life but knowing that i cant
we wont work out as a couple anymore, and you know i cant be friends again if i still have feelings
and i have them now, and will do for a long time
but youre better off without me i think
im sorry
i miss you and i love you
im not sure if ill keep writing here
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neoglowratz · 2 years
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this year was just nto the year for love for us i dont think.
we started off by getting broken up with by our longterm (four year) partner
then ghosted by our other partner
then was pulled along by a friend who almost seemed to like us
and now weve been broken up with by our year long partner
im kind of just unfeeling about it now, like ive gone through so much outside the realm of love recently and this breakup is just sort of an addition to the growing pile of things i have to eventually deal with. it does help a bit that we have so many friends that we just didnt really talk to much anymore because we didnt see the need to. we saw our future in black and white. wed get through college, get married, move in together, and grow old. i didnt see the need to have any friends included in that outside of my partner’s friends. but now im kind of realizing that that was just the black and white thinking of my autism, i still am human, i still need friends, and now that im losing several because its very likely they wont talk to me anymore now that our fiancé broke it off, i need them more than ever. and so i messaged a few of my older ones, ones that i havent talked to in months, ones that before my fiancé i thought of as my closest most reliable friends and it really cheered me up. hearing them call me bestie and go crazy as i told them whats happened, about me graduating, about me getting a job, about me going to college, and about me getting my diagnosises. and it really made me realize that if someone isnt willing to put in effort to help a relationship grow properly then i shouldnt be expected to either. i guess my fiancé was right about that part, i did put a lot of effort into our relationship and they didnt. i wish they had so we couldve avoided this mess but truly im almost glad now because i would have missed out on realizing that so many people care about me and really would hate it if i just disappeared off the earth. like all these people would miss me so dearly and thats helping me really think through so many of my issues right not. a lot of my stress related to thinking i wasnt good enough or that i wasnt trying to be what they wanted me to be is just sort of gone because these people are my people and they know me for me. these people ive started talking to again have known me for almost as long as the system was known. and im glad to see that i dont have to hide certain parts of myself or pretend to be someone else around them. -sully
{disclaimer: if my ex sees this, this isnt meant as something negative towards you, you tried your hardest and well always love you for that, im sorry it came to this and we really would love to at elast still be friends. this post is just us having the realization that we arent alone and were allowed to have friends outside of you and your friends}
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anothercorner · 5 years
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Nightmares
I usually don’t have nightmares. On the off-chance that I do, they’re just silly dreams, right? They’re nothing real. Monsters who live in alleyways and spiders the size of large dogs aren’t real. They can’t hurt you.
Memories can.
Our first kiss, except this time you leave as soon as our lips make contact.
Going shopping together, except I take a wrong turn in an isle and suddenly you’re gone.
Making a meal together, peeling carrots with you hugging me from behind, planting delicate kisses on my neck. Except you abruptly leave through the front door.
All those delicate memories, sharpened and twisted to perfection and aimed at my heart. It’s not your fault. I can’t be angry with you. If anything, I can be grateful that I have such good memories. I loved you truly and deeply, and you fell out of love. That’s all there is to it.
At the very heart of it, these nightmares show me how deeply I am capable of loving. I loved you so hard, so dearly that I saw past my worst fears to make these memories. I took leaps I never would’ve usually done.
You’ve helped me realise the kind of love I am capable of giving.
I can’t wait to show my future wife.
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littlemisschameleon · 5 years
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#cami talks#listen im on mobile rn so if you dont want to hear me complain about my life rn then dont keep reading the tags#for context#my boyfriend broke up with me 2 weeks ago#and has barely spoken to me since#it wasnt really a clean breakup either#i still really care about him or even love him#im hesitant to say love bc of everything tho#we were best friends before we started dating#and we dated for like 2 years#so logically speaking it makes sense for me to keep thinking about him right?#part of me still hopes hell come back and we can work from there#but in all honesty i dont want to get my hopes up#but then again i have no idea whats gonna happen so i cant really prepare for anything#i kinda pushed everything about this outta my head for the past few weeks#because its literally finals season and im not about to fuck up all my hard work#but my finals end tomorrow#and im afraid that all of these thoughts are gonna crash on me as soon as i dont have a distraction anymore#im just#really scared#and i have only awen to really talk to about this but i dont want to keep unloading onto them even though i know i can#im trying to connect with a few people ive lost contact with since high school so i can do something over the summer other than wallow#and be miserable#because the friends i had when i was still dating him havent reached out since#specifically one who i tried reaching out to who kept brushing me off#so that sucks even more#i just...#this sucks a lot#and its reasonable that this is taking over my thoughts#but for some reason im mad at myself for letting it bc idk why??? just ugh. this is awful.
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namjooningelsewhere · 3 years
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Chapter - #3A
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-💭A/N - So this chapter is going to be a mix of written and text and it is going to unfold the past of jack and Y/N. A lot of people are probably expecting high octane drama in this update after that furious teaser but i have toned it down a lot in here and it may seem like a splash of cold water on raging fire but believe me the drama makes no sense when Y/N herself hasn't processed the breakup yet. She has just been running away from what she feels. but talk about being bitter! Let me know what you think and also let me know if you want to be added to the taglist.
Im not adding the teasers i put out into the chapters, but incase if you have no idea what they were they're right - here
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Y/N paced around the hotel room gathering around the clothes and her stuff, while her attention was wholy on the door. She couldnt figure out what exactly Jack wanted to talk about but she hoped it wasnt what she thought it was.
Jack came in a minute later and he looked at her nervously while she looked at him in confusion. "Umm hi?" He said awkwardly as seconds went by and no one said anything. "Hi." Y/n replied curtly and went on about stuffing her stuff in the suitcase. "What did you want to speak about Jack?" Jack immediately shifted uncomfortably in his position, unsure of what to say he pulled her hand and led her to the door.
"Dont ask anything just come with me please?" Jack said as they waited for the elevator and Y/N struggled in his hold but he just tightened making it clear he wouldnt leave it until he was done.
"Jack i literally have to leave in an hour, Where are we going?" Y/n tried to get his attention but no avail. Jack opened the car door for her and she sat in. "Just trust me okay, and i want you to understand why i did this?" He drove for ten minutes and parked infront of a huge showroom- House Of Jade.
Y/N froze in her track as she saw herself in the poster that was right outside the store. "Jack what is this?" The words were getting stuck in her throat, The photo was taken in Paris and more importantly the tagline- YEARS OF YOU caught her attention.
Jack moved infront of Y/N and took his hand in his and looked straight in her eye- "Y/N This collection for me is all the years I've spent with you and without you. Its all in here, the love that we shared, The pain that i felt and the memories I've cherished when you weren't here with me. I am sorry i was unfair years ago when my father passed away i had to move here with my mother take over the company, build it with the legacy my father left me and you lost your father later, You had to stay back in Korea for your mother between these issues i thought it was okay to leave when we had good memories and not when our relationship became something that we couldn't tolerate anymore.
"That day at the café I didn't just leave you Y/N i left a part of me, A part that stayed with you until i met you that day here in Paris. I was so passionate about designing but when you left all that was left in my brain was an empty canvas. I never stopped loving you Y/N. Everyday I've fought battles just fucking wishing you were by my side and when Danny told me all about your breakup and how you took this project all i wanted was to comfort you hold you tight and never let you go. But when i met you everything came back rushing to me. This collection that you see back there i designed it in a night. Could you believe that? I am not saying that i want you back and this is me begging for a second chance. But this me letting you know that I'm giving you nothing but the truth and if you feel okay i want you to know you can find your way back to me. Il be right here."
Tears started streaming down Y/n's face as Jack looked away to wipe his own tears. Why did life had to do this to her, She hadnt gotten over her breakup yet and here he was giving his heart out to her.
"Jack this is the best thing anybody has ever done for me. I dont know what to say. I would be lying if i said im not moved but it is unfair to you if i come in now with a baggage that i havent even fucking dealt with yet. I will need some time Jack." Y/n looked at him and Jack just smiled, He touched her cheek with his palm and smiled, "Take whatever time you need. Its okay if you dont come back to me, i want you to choose, not do something because you feel obligated." Y/n hugged jack tightly, her head resting on his chest. She could feel the way his heart was beating rapidly.
Y/n moved back and wiped her tears and Jack cleared his throat and he fished for his phone from his jeans, He showed Y/N the screen and her eyes were almost close to popping out. "Jack what the hell?" He rubbed the back of his head. "Action of Impulse, Excessive Jealousy. I acted out of impulse, i wanted to show them that I'm no less and i am here to win you back but Danny knocked some sense into me and now all i want to do is use their reach and make this collection a part of as many lives possible."
"Jack this- I don't know what to say." Y/n was about to combust but Jack was grinning. "I said I'm sorry, it was pure out of impulse okay. I'm really sorry. I couldn't take the Collab down because my team was already in talks. I'm sorry Y/N." He nudged her and she let out a sigh. What was she supposed to do now!
"I'm sorry." Jack nudged Y/N again and she just rolled her eyes. "Yeah whatever. Now drop me to the hotel or il miss my flight." Y/N smacked his arm and he laughed.
Jack felt lighter, He had given her nothing but truth. It was her choice now.
Y/N felt confused. She wasn't ready to deal with the pain yet, and hell she wasn't ready to deal with love again. She just had too much to think off, too much to process, but she would deal with it another day.
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ghostlysenses · 3 years
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Angst Prompts
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Im taking requests! heres a few quotes for inspo
just like that? you’re giving up?!
im the bad guy! i dont save the day
sorry that im such a disappointment
you cant be back?! WHY ARE YOU BACK?!
You never cared.. did you?
Go! and never come back
you were an investment
How dare you come back into my life after leaving me!
you weren’t there for me, so its my turn to no be there for you
Id take back our relationship in a heartbeat!
you win..
can’t you listen for one second
pick a god and pray to it
kill me and live with the memory, then tell the stars you won
its better this way
it was bound to end either way
its not a breakup, just a break
I dont want to die, not like this
you’re trembling...
this is all your fault!
you meant nothing to me
maybe you should stop trying to socialize everyone hate you anyways
I cant trust you anymore
I cant live like this anymore!
I dont know what to do
its all to much
My anxiety keeps me silent when i try to speak
I wish i was floating
waking up to an empty bed is hard sometimes
who do you think you are?!
look at what you caused!
do you care?! why dont you care?
I gave you all me!
i was there when they werent yet you still chose them over me?!
you have some nerve trying to tear me down
why would you try and play me for a fool?
why werent you who you swore that you would be
i shouldve never trusted you
I dont know why i love you!
you broke me...
you hit me...you hit me!
you changed, and its not for the better
Not like you ever tried to stay!
i tried, i failed, i tried again, i failed again. it keeps repeating and im tired of it!
im tired! im tired of all of it
how? how are you so good at pretending to be okay
I wish I never met you!
Go ahead! leave me!
your just like the rest of them
what is it about them?
why do you love them so much?!
you’ll never be like them
your image is more important than us?
your right it wasnt your fault but mine
was it fun? using me?
YOU HAVE NO POWER OVER ME!
YOU HAVE NO AUTHORITY OVE ME!
you only want power
they..they dont/doesnt love me anymore..
I dont love them anymore
I had a nightmare...i killed you...
i thought we were friends!
when? when did you stop loving me?
i hope your satisfied with yourself
why are you pushing people away?
your using me....your using me
so you didnt really love me?
was there something i couldve done or said to make you love me more?
Im so numb now..
I dont want to die!
fuck you! and fuck everything!
there is no us! there never was!
you thought this was real?!
do you love them?
do they make you happier than when you were with me?
are you ashamed of me?
if you cant live without me then die
why didnt you fight for us?
i said id die for you, i didnt mean it literally
who could ever love you?
is this a game to you?
Im not a toy you can play with!
why should I leave? you’re the one who ended the conversation/fight
I thought you were different
you got in my way
if you walk out of that door we are through
they left... and never came back
LOOK AT ME!
Am i not good enough for you?
i didnt realize i was such an inconvenience
Your my (daughter, child, son) no matter how big you grow youll always be my (duaghter, child,son)
i hope you’re happy now
i hope im not put in the same part of hell as you
its okay! im here!
you act like a child!
i cant love you.
i dont care
there more people in the world than just you!
i cried out for you and you didnt even come to save me
I heard you, i just didnt care.
We’re kids! we should be living our lives instead of trying to cheat death!
everyone leaves
do you wish that you never met me?
I wish you would understand
Could you please be there for me?
You can’t keep ignoring me
We used to be friends! what happened?
this will be the last time you lie to me
I hope you’re happy
I dont like you! nobody here does!
every time something goes well I momentarily forget how much I despise you
Did anyone ever tell you how pathetic you are? It’s incredible how low my standards are for you
Hand me the gun and I’ll kill ___ myself
We should probably stop talking forever
You broke her heart and came back for more, you bastard
I’m not coming home, don’t look for me
No one will keep your name alive. Once you’re gone, everything you once stood for disappears too
Don’t pretend you haven’t thought about your life without me
You think im an idiot, but I saw through you. You’re the idiot
What would I need you for when I have something better?
I hope you know I wouldve done ANYTHING for you
It was all i ever asked of you!
they arent my kid, theyre a failed clone (Parent hates, failed clone kid, failed clone kid was raised by them but neglected and def not loved, anything can happen, the kid can die in their arms and their last words be something angsty like “i loved you even if you didnt love me” or they get into an argument or something idk)
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skzfairies · 2 years
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[ PROMPT ] — requested by @stellastials
warnings: crying, homophobia, being forced to break up, yuri feels isolated, kissing.
yuri didnt know what to do, yuqi was crying in her arms in the middle of the dance practice room, she wasn’t just crying, but she was sobbing. yuqi had impulsively called yuri in the middle of the night, her voice wavering as she asked yuri to come over, her words breaking off into sobs.
“can you please — can i see you? please? i’m at cube...i need you.” yuqi cried out, harshly gasping for air as she talked, sighing in relief when yuri had immediately agreed.
“i’ll be right there, i promise.” yuri reassured, gentlly shushing the girl through the phone as she made her way to her car, placing her on speaker phone as she drove. eventually, yuqi had calmed down enough to where she could breath much more easily, but her cries didn’t subside.
and now here they were, when yuri had saw yuri enter the dance practice room, she immediately fell into the girls arms. she couldn’t hold it back anymore, the feeling of her ex-girlfriend’s arms had made her even more upset. she had missed yuri, so fucking much. her heart was aching everyday from the pain. she didn’t go one day without thinking about yuri, she didn’t go one day without wondering how yuri was, what she was going, or how she was doing. she missed her so much. she wasnt ready to let go of her, but she had to.
she didn’t have any other choice.
“yuqi....please tell me what’s wrong.” yuri pleaded, pulling the distressed girl out from her chest so she could look at her, cupping her wet cheeks in her hands. she never seen yuqi cry so hard, not since their breakup. “if you let me back in...we can make it better.”
yuri watched as yuqi feverishly nodded, clearing her throat and turning around so she was sitting against yuri’s chest. if she looked at yuri, she knew she would break out into sobs again.
“i don’t know what to do....the company told me that i had to break up with you....but i don’t want to do that.” yuqi whispered out, more sobs threading to be let out as she talked, but she held them down. nothing would get fixed if she continued to cry.
“then dont. dont let what we have go to waste,” yuri stated, leaning down so she was resting her chin against yuqi’s shoulder, giving yuqi a soft kiss on her cheek before looking into yuqi’s eyes, frowning when yuqi had repeatedly shook her head, her lips quivering as more tears filled her eyes.
“it’s not that easy, yuri i just...i cant be with you anymore. they said they were going to kick me out...i cant do that.” yuqi breathed out, her chest rising faster and faster as she thought back to the meeting were she felt like her life had came crashing down. she wished she could go back in time and prevent that day from even happening, but instead she had to relive that memory over and over again until she was crying, unable to form a coherent thought.
“they wouldnt kick you out...idle is their star group. do you really think they would allow one of their members to leave the group?” yuri thought out loud...but it seemed more like a question. companies were unpredictable...and evil. and with cube’s past...it seemed that they were more than capable to kick someone out.
“we can always lie.” yuri offered, heaving out a sigh as she leaned back, pulling yuqi further back against her as they leaned againt the wall, yuri wrapping her arms around yuqi’s waist. this was the first time they had seen each other in a long time; and it felt like nothing had changed. minus the fact that they weren’t together anymore...and a crazy CEO was after them.
they still loved each other, they still felt safe and comfortable in each other’s arms. despite their current situation, just simply being in the same room as each other had brought a wave of comfort over the girls. they would figure things out, one way or another.
“we already tried that...and look where we are now.” yuqi frowned out throwing her head back against yuri’s shoulder, her eyes filled with despair. she didn’t know what to do, she was lost. they only thing she wanted was to be with yuri, but love always came with consequences.
“we can always try again...you know, be more careful. just...just think about it. i’m not going to pressure you, but come back to me when you are ready, if you want to try again, we will. but if not then...” yuri blurted out, avoiding yuqi’s gaze. she didn’t want to admit the reality that this may be the end of them...it would be the end of us.
yuri had to bite the inside of her cheeks to keep herself from crying on the spot when yuqi had turned around to pull down yuri’s jaw gently to look at her, a determined look on her face, one that had made yuri’s legs feel like jelly, a faint blush daring to creep up her neck.
“i do want to try again, i really do. i love you too much to let you go.” yuqi stated firmly, bringing yuri’s face closer and now holding her face between her palms as she leaned in slowly, giving yuri a change to back away. when yuri only leaned in closer, yuqi had pressed her lips against yuri’s own passionately, sliding in her lap with ease. they had done this so many times, it felt so right, it felt like coming home.
yuqi frowned when yuri pulled away, but quickly stopped herself from leaning in again when yuri’s expression had turned soft. her lips were puffy and her cheeks were red, but her eyes had looked at yuqi with a such a soft love, it had made yuqi feel dizzy as she continued to look at yuri.
“tell me when you are ready, and we’ll try again. take as much time you need, okay? call me in the middle of the night...because i always got your back, angel. no matter if we are dating or not.” yuri told the girl in front of her, slowly intertwining their fingers together. yuri and yuqi both shared a soft smile, one that expressed all of their love without having to put it in words, and pressed their lips against each other again, wanting to treasure this moment for as long as possible. they didn’t know when they would see each other again; it wasn’t even certain if they would even be able to talk again after this.
yuqi and yuri had continued to kiss for a long time, but it seemed their time had to come to an end eventually. yuqi’s phone had buzzed, alerting her that she got a text from one of her members, and that she had to go. yuri watched sadly as she watched her ex leave the room, pondering over when they would see each other again.
that night, yuri fell asleep all alone in a cold bed, the sheets cold from yuqi’s absence. her room had felt empty, there was no sleeping roommates on the bed below her or next to her, there was no faint cheers coming from yunho and san’s room, nor the soft sound coming from the living room from the other members watching television.
she was alone...
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mlm-mod-taka · 3 years
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Hi mod taka! 🌹 anon again qwq. Can I please request Hajime and Shuichi breaking up with they're s/o hcs? (gn reader, seperate)
No pressure though^^ Sorry for bothering you TvT.
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BREAKING UP HCS • hajime, shuichi x gn reader
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hi, 🌹 anon! i dont think ive ever done angst breaking up hcs, so please excuse me if this isnt that good. and dont worry! none of you bother me at all, i love talking to all my anons. i hope you enjoy these hcs!
tws/cws: breaking up, falling out of love & angst.
|| -> mod taka <3
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he'd never think that he would want to break up with you so willingly, but lately things have been really weird between you two.
the main reason he wants to break up is because he most likely fell out of love. its a thing that happens to most people in an early relationship, and its understandable. youre both so young, after all.
hajime just... feels so guilty. hes the one that fell for you first, so why was he feeling like this? why didnt he have all those butterflies in his stomach when he first liked you?
thinks long and hard about this, his first approach was that he was just gonna wait it out. maybe hes just been feeling ill recently, his feelings should come back eventually.
they didnt, to say the least. in fact, his feelings are more lost than ever after waiting for them to come back. its been a month of faking his love and affection for you, and he didnt know what to do anymore.
he vents about this to chiaki, and she says that its a normal thing that happens to most young relationships. later that night, hajime googles if its okay to feel like this, and searches what other people did in this scenario.
after researching the two sides of leaving the relationship and staying, he decides that its probably best for you two to breakup. it hurts his heart to picture someone he loved to be lonely, but he'd rather end it early before the feeling got worse.
apparently, most of the results with people who stayed were that they started to resent their partners. either that or they started to distance themselves from their lovers, to the point where they would be away from them for days at a time.
these results all resulted in painful and harsh breakups, and all the people that went through this agreed that they should have just ended it earlier before it got so out of hand.
he sighed into his hand. he really was going to have to break up with you. but, he'd rather have this end early with less pain, than end it later with more.
the next day, he asks you to meet him at the side of the school after class. when you meet up with him, he looks exhausted and upset. you immediately started asking if he was okay, since he looked horrible and you havent seen him physically all day.
he says hes fine, and after a few seconds of a very tense silence, he mutters the words "i want to... break up." you didnt know if you heard it right at first. so you asked him to repeat.
he repeats, and you were right. he said it. you could feel a lump start to form in your throat as you asked why, and he quickly explains everything whats been happening with him.
you were fully sobbing, and he tried to help you, but he realized that he probably lost that priviledge since he wasnt your boyfriend anymore.
you cant say that you dont understand, because you do. youve heard of this happening in other relationships, so you put on a smile and say youre thankful that he told you before it got serious.
he nods, and watches you say goodbye to him, walking away from him, now out of his life. this sight should've hurt him, but it didnt. and thats the part that hurt him. why did it have to end like this?
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i feel like he would break up with you because of the future. shuichi doesnt really see a future with you two together, and at first he thought that was normal for everyone.
he quickly learned that it wasnt, everyone else in a relationship planned to marry each other, have kids, work in the same fields together, live together and the list goes on.
but, he really didn't see that. in fact, he actually saw a really vivid future without you, and that worried him for a bit. why couldnt he see you and him together in the future?
he just brushed it off as something that wasnt that big of a deal, and continued to be in a relationship with you. everything was going well, until you brought up the proposal of living together to him.
it made him anxious, and it was obvious. he liked his privacy and alone time, so maybe that was why he was so nervous about it. yup. that had to be it. nothing more, nothing less.
he still felt an intense love for you, unlike hajime, but something about the way he loved you was... different. when kaito asked him to describe what he felt for you, he thinks that he felt this sort of, temporary love with you. he never said that to kaito, though.
your relationship felt like this great and happy thing that will eventually lose its passion and he could easily move on from it, he never sees you two as a long term couple.
shuichi got worried again. it was clear to him that this probably wasnt something that everyone else felt. it wasnt exactly fear of commitment either, no. it was something much more different, but he didnt know how to describe it.
is up for nights at a time, trying to think of a way to describe how he feels. its clear that he hasnt been doing too well, he often goes to school and is much more quiet than normal. you also got this weird feeling that hes been avoiding you, but you ignored it, that couldnt be true, right?
eventually, it hits him. he doesnt really see value in your relationship. thats not to say that its completely pointless, it has made him very happy time and time again, but he doesnt get anything other than love and affection from the relationship.
doesnt think that you guys being together will last forever, and hes always subconsciously known that. he doesnt see anything he can gain while being in a relationship with you.
sure, he gains love, but nothing else like the other couples in the school. they have learned lessons, morals, different point of views, developed new habits, but thats never happened with him and you.
shuichi almost wishes that he didnt realize this, because now that he has, he feels the need to break things off before you started to get hurt from his thoughts and ideologies.
asks you two to meet in the fountain of the school in the middle of the night, and he explains that he still loves you, but doesnt want to hurt you, which is why hes doing what hes doing.
you dont understand why hes saying this at first, so you ask what he means by that, and he responds with "what im saying is, i think its better that we break up right now."
now it makes sense. the avoiding, how silent he was, and the explaination he said at the beginning. normally, you'd tell him that the feeling would pass, and that you didnt have to break up over something like this, but its very clear that hes made up his mind, and you cant do much other than to accept it.
you were crying, but it was soft and understanding. you nodded and said that you had a great time with him, wishing him the best in life, before walking back to your dorm. this hurt him, but he knows its for the best, he just wishes that it couldve been different. maybe in another world.
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sluttyten · 3 years
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okay okay first of everything: you're an excelent writer and the way you've gotten better over time is really impressive and insane. i loved how you portrayed the instability growing through out the scenes, as well as yn being a mom and dealing with everything around the situation being outed. i do have a few points and i hope you have patience for them :)
well my first point is winwin: i already love him too much for you to go ahead and make me fall even more in love with him, like he's such a sweetheart and is so clearly in love with both yn and mei it melted my heart. also his patience>>>>like when he walked in on her and xiaojun i swore he was going to he jealous but he proceeded to brush over those moments and focus on his daughter (even when he wasnt in the scene and it made a reference to him taking care of her?? miss my heart cant take those moments)
point 2, taeil: i cant help but love him but im so annoyed at how he gave up. like i understand how not all of them could keep going... but at one point he was crying at how much he loved them????? and suddenly he decides that he doesnt get to be there anymore???? ugh more self love for moon taeil, honestly its heartbreaking i cant talk more about him. good job developing his character though!! everything made sense when it came to his storyline and i hope he gets into a relationship in the future lmao
point 3, the other breakups: not much to say about jungwoo, taeyong and hendery. i can see how things would turn out wrong for woo if he insisted in the relationship + the hate getting to him + not getting as much attention as he might need, might become too much, glad he didnt wait too long. im just happy taeten are still together kwjsks, taeyong left the impression he did it more for yn than for himself but it he was a little disconnected so i get it i guess. hendery spat facts, i didnt really see him being too into the relationship so okay. same with xiaojun, though he was a little more involved so i got kind of startled at how quickly they ended things, rip. now... johnny... i really thought he was going to get more engaged after meu was born, guess i was wrong lmao.
point 4, the most important: here i come to tell you how i love winwin, and how i wish he can be endgame with the reader, HOWEVER, i'm here, on my knees, barbecue sauce on my tities (what?) begging you to not do my boy mark dirty!!!!!! really, i fear for his future with yn, he really really really really loves her your honor, its clear. he's the reason she met them all. she seems to really love him too. please dont let them break up!!!! please end this with a winmark poly relationship(and yuta and jaehyun too but thats not my point, please dont break marks heart im crying right now)
well... that was a ride, thank you for sharing the poly series with us💕💕💕💕💕💕 and dont take me too serious im sure wherever you take this will be amazing!!
So firstly I just want to say I love all of this!!! Like I said to that other anon, I really love getting feedback like this!!
So with Taeil he definitely does deserve better, and like I’ve said before, I really hate myself for how I wrote his storyline but like it just came out ☹️ he deserves better and he’ll have a happier future with someone who makes him happier and gives him the love he deserves.
Winwin is definitely very chill in that scene 😂 I think he just wants to be the best dad he can be for Mei, like the moment he first saw her she became his whole world, so he loves YN of course but for him everything is about Mei and just being present and a good figure for her.
For your points about the other breakups, there was a time when I did think that having Taeyong bow out was a bad idea, and I wanted him to stay, but then I thought about how I’ve written his relationship with Ten in the story and it just felt more like that would be a better place for him. Xiaojun was really into the relationship and things did end super quickly but I think there’s some things there that neither he nor YN really addressed. And if Johnny had gotten more attention from YN rather than feeling like he was constantly being brushed off in favor of the other guys, he probably gladly would’ve gotten more involved but I think he just realized that she’s always going to be splitting her attention and he was just tired of it.
And lastly I love your comments about Mark! I’ve seen people hating on Mark (not really but kinda...... looking at that one anon 👀) and saying like they do not want him there in the end
But I’m working on the final finale, so we’ll all see soon 😊
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