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spending my whole life trying and trying and trying and trying to be good enough for people who don't give a fuck about me
#im so tired living seems pointless why am i doing this what is the reason#the firm i work at is going thru a merger so it's releasing all the interns except 2#i went into her office and said that id like to stay here bc my dad said so bc i got in cause he was friends with the head#and she said ill think about it based on performance ive not decided yet#and this other guy he went in to tell her that cool he'll leave and she told him that she was hoping that he'd stay#he literally does nothing but play games on his phone he doesn't work at all#i have no idea what he has that i don't#but just. im stuck like this forever right never ever good enough for people i like or care about#not for parents they have a diff fav child not for ex gf not for bestie who has a boyfriend much better at loving her than me#not for that one guy who rejected me in interview bc i don't read the newspaper and didn't know the date of the finance act#im so fucking sick of this i never even wanted to this fuckinh course and obviously even my best isn't enough and ofc im not good enough#for anyone in this field and ill just struggle and struggle and struggle all my life just to earn some fucking money so i can live away#from my sociopathic parents#and the worst part is that i can't stop feeling like maybe it IS me yk maybe i am the problem maybe im not trying hard enough#but how else am i supposed to handle this i prioritize my studies and lose all my friends i prioritise my friends and fail in d#exams#and the trauma keeps on coming every fucking day bc sociopathic parents but i jsut push it down and say not rn i will cry at night anx then#never cry#i wish someone would just tell me that idk you're wrong you're not made for this you really do have some mental illness and you're really#trying your best and do something that's easy and that you love doing#oh god this is now a ventpost#mes
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tohisprettyc00l · 8 months
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Hi!
May I please request all the characters reacting to y/n's self-harm scars?
If your not comfortable with that it's cool.
Thank you either way ❤️
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!!Major tw for self-harm!! If you aren't comfortable with that please skip. Also, I'm sorry if I depict anything wrong. And I'm going to exclude Gus and Collecter since it feels weird to do this with the kids.
Amity: Once she saw your scars it didn't occur to her the source of said scars. In fact, she thinks someone else did it and was pissed the fuck off. "Who hurt you." was all she could muster. Once you told her the truth her whole demeanor shifts. She goes from wanting to stab someone to looking like she was going to cry. She wraps you in abomination goop as a makeshift blanket. She was not willing to leave your side for any reason.
Luz: She's basically crying at the scars regardless of who did it. She just hates seeing hurt okay? :( But when she learns you did it she freezes. She doesn't believe it in the slightest. Starts talking about how much she loves you. Granted she's saying 100 words per second so you can only hear bits and pieces of what she's saying. But she gets her point across. That point is: I love you so much and I'm sorry you had to go through that.
Willow: She doesn't mention them once she first sees them. It's none of her business, they all look pretty healed so why push? But a few days later when you guys are just normally talking she casually brings it up. You don't know how to respond. After a few moments, you tell her the truth. And you can see it on her face, the way it hits her like a sack of bricks. The fact that she didn't ask adds to the guilt. But this isn't a moment to focus on herself. She hugs you. The next day she takes you on a really nice date.
Hunter: Once he notices he does (correctly) assume the reason. But he doesn't want to believe himself. It is pretty understandable why you would want your s/o self-harming. But he knows that if he's right but doesn't talk to you he'll regret it forever. So, despite his nervousness, he asks you. He says multiple times that it's "probably not why." His heart sinks when you confirm his fears. You're immediately wrapped in a hug. He keeps talking about how sorry he is that he didn't help, as well as how much he loves you. And he means every word of it.
Vee: She does not dance around the question. Once she sees the scars she just straight up asked, "Why are there scars all over your arms?" So that was very jarring. Once you end up telling her she just stood there. Before wrapping her tail and arms around you. You felt extra secure. She is going to let you know how much you mean to her.
Raine: They know what your scars are from the moment they see them. They don't point the scars out so that you don't get uncomfortable. They do however become way nicer (if that's even possible.) Every chance they get they'll complement you. It's a very obvious but welcomed change.
Eda: Well shit. She's not even going to ask she knows what the scars are from and she's pissed. Not at you, at herself for not noticing. She hugs you and starts apologizing without an explanation. Once she does explain she makes very clear that she's not mad at you and will help you stop.
Emira: Since she's the oldest of the Blight twins I feel like she had a lot of the pressure to be the perfect child before Amity. (Edric was just kinda ignored.) But she didn't have much of a support system so she did have thoughts she never went through with them. But Titan does it break her heart to see you going through that? Her approach was way more gentle than anyone. She staged a mini-therapy for you.
Edric: On the other hand he's pretty clueless. When you tell him he is very sad. He doesn't know what to do but he starts buying you a bunch of things. He wants you to know how valuable you are.
Lilith: She has no clue how to react. She doesn't even know what you did but her blood feels like ice with how many scars you have. She asks what happened and who hurt you. She starts tearing up when you reveal the truth. She ends up cuddling with you and tries to make you feel as secure as possible.
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crusty-chronicles · 7 months
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sorry if this is a bad time to request and feel free to put this off till whenever or even delete it if you're sick of airheaded stronk s/o asks
I was wondering, could you do short headcanons about how hiei and/or kurama with a stronk/airhead s/o would react to someone random or even a minor antagonist actively being rude their s/o while they're in earshot
[for a more specfic example maybe that eyeball at the gate of betrayal calls their attempted sacrifice foolish or the pretty boy purple guy from the dark tournment says smth like "it's a shame such a pretty face is wasted on such a brainless oaf" which has the added bonus(?) of sounding underhandedly flirtatious.]
again no pressure to write this quickly or at all. i just figured i'd throw it in your ask box incase it interested you at all.
Also entirley seperate question but would you be willing to cover roroanora zoro in your stronk/airhead s/o series?
BONUS AIRHEADED S/O DRABBLES: How they react to someone insulting their S/O
An: Of course I don't mind! Never be afraid to request things, it just might take me a little bit to get to them but really I enjoy doing them!
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Kurama:
More than likely it would be a comment from Yomi or Kaito that would make him lose his cool. For this instance though, we'll go with the latter.
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It was a little after Botan got her soul stolen that Kaito decided to run his mouth. You having been kidnapped with Yusuke because where one went, the other followed. Much to Kurama's dismay.
"You've got me curious, playing house with a human I'd figure would be so far below you. Do you find them amusing? Maybe think of them as some sort of plaything? A way to keep yourself entertained?"
The taunt was an attempt to make the fox demon slip up. And it seemed to be working judging by his glare and increase in spirit energy.
"Did I strike a nerve? Don't tell me the great Yoko Kurama is actually infatuated with a human. And not a very bright one at that." There was a smirk on his face that only grew seeing Kurama manipulate the plants around him. Knowing he couldn't physically hurt him at the moment.
"You should have seen them. Getting all worked up over Urameshi being immobilized, only to fall for the exact same trap. It was almost too easy. Even when being told moving was useless, they still struggled. Yelling out curses and promises to...what was it? Oh yes, 'kick out asses' I believe. I never would have pegged you as the type to go after a stupid brute."
His cackling was soon disrupted by the sound of Kurama's voice. Speaking up at last with a tone so cruel, it temporarily frightened Kaito.
"You should hope I don't find a loophole around your no violence rule. Because if I do, you'll regret every last word." Eyes glowing an eerie golden.
When he finally bested the snarky human, he half thought to just crush his soul. No only because he put his friends in harm's way, but he also insulted you.
Insulted his relationship with you.
Buuuut, Kurama wasn't exactly allowed to end a human's life. And he refused to stoop that low anyways.
No, he'd just leave Kaito the way he was and focus instead on getting you and Yusuke back safely.
Overall he's petty about it, but not angry enough to lash out. He'll let it go for now....But if it happens again all bets are off.
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Hiei:
For Hiei it is most definitely Shishi that gets to him. I feel like maze castle is a little too early for him to get mad at someone making fun of you. Maybe a comment of 'A foolish sacrifice and yet you're the one who's dead'. But if it's during the dark tournament on the other hand 👀👀👀
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Kuwabara had just gotten teleported to who knows where. Leaving you, Hiei, and Kurama left to fight. It was just your luck that the die landed on your name. The other once again on Shishi's.
"Oh great, another bumbling idiot. At least this one is easier on the eyes." The demon commented as you made your way onto the arena.
Already Hiei could feel his blood start to boil. Disliking the way Shishi seemed to look you up and down.
"Perhaps defeating you will boost my popularity. Just don't die so quickly. I want to be able to entertain my fans."
You were already getting tired of this guy yapping. And it didn't help that he made your best friend vanish into thin air.
"I wouldn't be so sure about you beating me."
But at your comment, he only grew angry and snapped.
"Are you delusional or just that stupid? You think I would let a mere human beat me? Especially one as klutzy as you."
You were not a fighter to be underestimated. Hiei knew that firsthand. Yet you continued to let that cretin berate you as you fought.
For some reason that made him furious. Wanting to both put him in his place and let you teach that bastard a lesson. He took a step forward. Already deciding that if you did indeed lose this fight, he'd be the one to beat that egotistical demon.
A firm grip on his wrist stopped him from taking another step forward.
"Refrain from doing anything foolish. I know you care for them, but you'd only be damaging their pride more by stepping in." Kurama scolded.
The words temporarily snapping Hiei out of his protective thoughts.
"Tch, I don't care for them."
Hiei is absolutely ready to throw hands on your behalf. Yes you're foolish, but you're his foolish human. The only one allowed to insult you is him.
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Lovers Rock
A Neteyam x Metkayina! Fem! Reader Fic:3
Warnings: Rival! Ao'nung??, Angst, Kissing and cussing
Summary: You have been gaining feelings but not for Ao'nung.. but for one of the Sully kids. Ever since they arrived, you've been gaining feelings you'd never thought you could experience until now,,
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You had always been wanting a mate since you were young. Tsireya kept telling you that you'd find the one but when she would say that, she would mean her brother. Her brother was cute but not really what you're into. "Oh come on! He really does like you a lot!" "I told you many times Tsireya, he's not what I'm into.." "Then what are you into? Lo'aks brother?" She joked. But you kept quiet. After she realized you were quiet, she stopped laughing and had a serious face. ".. You do?.." You looked at her with an awkward smile. ".. Oh my Eywa.." You both kept quiet. Then you spoke up. ".. I'm-.. really sorry that-" She stopped you with her hand in your face. "Why are you apologizing? I should be apologizing. I kept pushing you to date my brother but it was Neteyam who you were after and I should have seen it. I'm so sorry (Y/N).." She looked at you with a frown. You were taken aback. You thought she was going to yell at you cause she's really wanted you to be her sister-in-law. But instead, she apologized. You felt bad and so you put your hand on her back, comforting her. "It's okay.. It's not your fault you didn't see it.. cause you were so busy looking at Lo'ak~" You teased as she pushed you back playfully while giggling. "C'mon, you know you like him. Quit denying it!" She laughed and nodded. "I do.. I guess we both have a thing for the Sully brothers." She said as she laughed. "I guess we do." You guys stayed quiet for a while until you broke the silence with a clap. "So! Let's head back, yeah?" She giggled, "Okay" as she followed you.
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She had been fishing and helping the others all day, she wanted some time to herself. She went to the reef but saw that someone had already beat her there. Neteyam. Once he has heard her walking by, he immediately looked at her with a smile. "(Y/N)!- Hey." He changed his voice of choice to look cool for her. She just giggled looking at him, covering her mouth as she did. "So- Uhm- How was your.. day?" She got closer and sat down near the shore. Neteyam did the same, waiting for her answer. "It was.. hard working but nice. What about you?" Neteyam was caught off guard by your beauty in the sunlight. Then he shook his head, coming back to reality. "It was-.. good." He stuttered a little with a smile. "That's nice." She said as she turned her head forward, admiring the beauty she had been forgetting to see almost everyday. Neteyam was going to say something else but was interrupted by someone,, "So-" "(Y/N)! There you are!" Ao'nung Interrupted, looking at her and her only. Neteyam looked at him in annoyance. "Oh! Hey Ao'nung. What's up?" "Nothing much, wanna take swim with me and the group?" She smiled but then looked at Neteyam, signaling him if he wanted to go or not. He shook his head, "It's okay, you can go ahead though." He said with a soft smile as he stood up, helping her up. "Are you sure?" (Y/N) asked with a slight frown. "I'm sure, plus, I would prefer if you'd spend time with your people." You frowned but nodded in understanding him. "Alright.. but if you ever want to join, we're just at the shore okay?" She said with a smile. "Ye-" "(Y/N)!" "Coming! See you 'Teyam.." She said as she followed after Ao'nung, leaving Neteyam behind. He just admired from afar, knowing he'll never be that close to her if he's around. He then just walked away.
"𝓐𝓻𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓼𝓲𝓬𝓴 𝓸𝓯 𝓶𝓮?𝓦𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓭 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝓽𝓸 𝓫𝓮?𝓘'𝓶 𝓽𝓻𝔂𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓽𝓸 𝓽𝓮𝓵𝓵 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓼𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰,, 𝓢𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓘 𝓪𝓵𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭𝔂 𝓼𝓪𝓲𝓭"
"Why do you always talk to that forest boy?" Ao'nung asked. "Why does it matter." "Hey, I'm just wondering because you're usually never this fond of new comers." He added. "Well maybe I changed." She said, facing the sand. "What, do you like him or something?" He said with a chuckle. His friends chiming along until it got quiet, Ao'nung looked at you with a concerned frown. "Do you?.." He asked again, hoping that she was just joking with the silence. Until you nodded. He has wished he never asked the question and wished she were joking. Like if this was some kind of joke she plays on people when they like her but she did really like him. And that left a huge scar on Ao'nungs heart. Silence filled the area, nothing was heard but the water crashing into the rocks and sand. "I'm just-.. gonna go.." She said as she walked off. Rotxo came up to him and patted his back, "I'm really so-" Ao'nung then slapped his hand away. "You guys just go." He said as he went to the shore. The friend group did as told and left him alone. He has shed a frew tears, hoping to wake up and that this was all a nightmare but it wasn't. He stayed there for a while before heading back.
"𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝓪 𝓹𝓻𝓮𝓽𝓽𝔂 𝓫𝓸𝔂,, 𝓦𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓪 𝓹𝓻𝓮𝓽𝓽𝔂 𝓿𝓸𝓲𝓬𝓮,, 𝓦𝓱𝓸 𝓲𝓼 𝓽𝓻𝔂𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓽𝓸 𝓼𝓮𝓵𝓵 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓼𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰,, 𝓢𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓪𝓵𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭𝔂 𝓱𝓪𝓿𝓮"
(Y/N) had felt bad and guilty for having him know that without even having to say anything, knowing Ao'nung has liked her for a while. She knew how much it hurt him and knowing that; hurt her. She didn't know why it hurt her but it did. She then bumped into Neteyam. "Oh!- Hey!" "Hey. Thought you were going for a swim, no?" "Oh- well I just got tired- so- yeah." She said with an awkward smile. He smiled at her and took her hand in his. "Follow me." He said as he started walking to where they had first met. (Y/N) felt butterflies in her stomach, remembering how they met and they started talking more. Coming to this place after a couple months, it felt nice to be there again. Once they were in place, he looked at her with love in his eyes. "(Y/N)," He started, which made you turn you head to him. "Will you make me the happiest Na'vi, and be my mate?" He continued. God, that was not something he would say. Lo'ak and Kiri bring Spider around too much. But alas, that did have her blushing. His hand gently squeezing hers for an answer. She didn't know how to respond but with a very quick nod.
"𝓑𝓾𝓽 𝓲𝓯 𝔂𝓸𝓾'𝓻𝓮 𝓽𝓸𝓸 𝓭𝓻𝓾𝓷𝓴 𝓽𝓸 𝓭𝓻𝓲𝓿𝓮,, 𝓐𝓷𝓭 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓶𝓾𝓼𝓲𝓬 𝓲𝓼 𝓻𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽,, 𝓢𝓱𝓮 𝓶𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝓵𝓮𝓽 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓼𝓽𝓪𝔂,, 𝓑𝓾𝓽 𝓳𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓷𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽,, 𝓐𝓷𝓭 𝓲𝓯 𝓼𝓱𝓮 𝓰𝓻𝓪𝓫𝓼 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓱𝓪𝓷𝓭,, 𝓐𝓷𝓭 𝓭𝓻𝓪𝓰𝓼 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓪𝓵𝓸𝓷𝓰,, 𝓢𝓱𝓮 𝓶𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓪 𝓴𝓲𝓼𝓼, 𝓑𝓮𝓯𝓸𝓻𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓮𝓷𝓭 𝓸𝓯 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓼𝓸𝓷𝓰"
She hugged him tightly with a huge smile. "Yes!" She yelled as he smiled and hugged her back. She let go and stared at him. He got close to her face, "May I?" He asked, looking at her lips. She smiled and nodded. As they shared a kiss, they heard clapping and cheering from a certain someone. They both quickly turned to the direction it was coming from to see Ao'nung. He looked like he had just got done crying. "Woo! Wow! That was beautiful, wasn't it? Wasn't (Y/N)?" He said in a somewhat hurt tone. "Dude, leave." Neteyam said, glaring at him. "Oh I will. Until I get an explanation on why she chose you over me. Hm?" He said as he looked at her with a confused look. "Listen bro, I don't wanna start any trouble and neither does she. So could you please just leave u-" "No! I want an explanation on why? Why him? Hm? Why not someone who has been there since we were kids? Why not someone who taught you and guided you through things? Why? WHY HIM OUT OF ALL PEOPLE?" He asked multiple questions she didn't know how to respond. "Bro, calm down. I don't want to tell you again." Ao'nung looked at her with hurt in his eyes. She then looked away as he shook his head, going back to where he was.
"𝓑𝓮𝓬𝓪𝓾𝓼𝓮 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓬𝓪𝓷 𝓫𝓾𝓻𝓷 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝓪 𝓬𝓲𝓰𝓪𝓻𝓮𝓽𝓽𝓮,, 𝓐𝓷𝓭 𝓵𝓮𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓪𝓵𝓸𝓷𝓮 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓷𝓸𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰,, 𝓐𝓷𝓭 𝓵𝓮𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓪𝓵𝓸𝓷𝓮 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓷𝓸𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰"
Neteyam kept his eyes on him, making sure he was far from them. Then he looked at her, "Are you okay my tìyawn?(my love)" She stayed silent but nodded. He looked at her with concern. "Are you sure?" "Very." She said as she smiled at him. "Alright." He said as he smiled and kissed her cheek. Holding onto his hand, she walked back to the village with him. He was always so mesmerized by her beauty and her smile. He couldn't be any happier. Once they got to her Marui, she gestures him to come along and lay next to her. After doing so, they were just talking.
"𝓦𝓱𝓲𝓵𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓸𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓼 𝓽𝓪𝓵𝓴,, 𝓦𝓮 𝔀𝓮𝓻𝓮 𝓵𝓲𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓽𝓸 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮𝓻𝓼 𝓻𝓸𝓬𝓴,, 𝓘𝓷 𝓱𝓮𝓻 𝓫𝓮𝓭𝓻𝓸𝓸𝓶,, 𝓘𝓷 𝓱𝓮𝓻 𝓫𝓮𝓭𝓻𝓸𝓸𝓶"
Neteyam couldn't stop looking at her. Her beauty was beyond anything. He loves her with his heart. He couldn't help but cut her off and kiss her. She was surprised but kissed him back.
"𝓐𝓷𝓭 𝓲𝓯 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓻𝓽 𝓽𝓸 𝓴𝓲𝓼𝓼,, 𝓐𝓷𝓭 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓻𝓮𝓬𝓸𝓻𝓭 𝓼𝓴𝓲𝓹𝓼,, 𝓕𝓵𝓲𝓹 𝓲𝓽 𝓸𝓿𝓮𝓻,, 𝓐𝓷𝓭 𝓼𝓲𝓽 𝓪 𝓵𝓲𝓽𝓽𝓵𝓮 𝓬𝓵𝓸𝓼𝓮𝓻"
After, they both pulled away for air. Neteyam couldn't stop starring at her. Before they could go back to laying down, Kiri came to grab her brother. "Neteyam!! Nete- Oh my Eywa." She stood there, speechless. "Heyy kiri..-" She then went from shock to disgusted. "I'm.. telling-.. MOM!!" She yelled as she ran, Neteyam quickly chasing after her. "Bye, I love you!" He said while running. "I love you too!" She said with a smile, leaning on her Marui. "How cute. Already saying 'I love you!" Ao'nung mocked. "Ao'nung, please. Not right now." She said as she went back into her Marui. "Oh c'mon. You haven't even answered my question." She stayed quiet. "Please just leave." She finally said, breaking the somewhat short silence. ".. Fine. If that's what you want. Don't come crying after me if he starts losing feelings though." He said with a shrug as he walked off. That made her start to overthink. He was right. He was there from the beginning. He did help you a lot. She couldn't help but laid down, thinking to herself.
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THIS WAS MY FIRST AVATAR FIC I REALLY HOPE YOU ENJOYED IT:3 PART 2 WILL BE POSTED WHEN it's done! :3 OKAY BYE ML!!
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Hear me out: Johnny Depp who didn't know he had a child
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Johnny Depp, who had gotten you pregnant from a one night stand.
Johnny Depp, who you had no way to contact after it happened. You went through all of it alone, giving birth to a healthy baby girl.
Johnny Depp, who 2 years later shows up at your door after you had put your daughter to bed. He looks at you with the most heartbroken expression, "You didn't tell me I had a kid.." He says softly, but his words are coming out almost broken, tears threatening to spill.
Johnny Depp, who after talking with him a bit, you decide to let him be a part of your daughter's life.
Johnny Depp, who's the best damn dad. Plays with your daughter, holds her, feeds her, everything. She wants to play Barbies with him? He's all in. She wants to paint his nails? He'll tell her how beautiful it looks after she's done.
Johnny Depp, who after a few months, watches your daughter for the night while you go out on a date. Who tells you how gorgeous you look before you leave, who doesn't know why he's feeling so jealous at the thought of another man being on a date with you, if he'll hold your hand, if you'll kiss him, if you'll do more with him. You had one night of lust with him, why is he jealous?
Johnny Depp, who's still at your house when you get home. Your daughter's already asleep, and he's asking how your date was, jealousy coursing through his veins. And when you go on about how nice the guy is, how handsome he is, his resolve wears thin.
Johnny Depp, who tells you how he hates the idea of you going on dates with another man, how your one night together was more to him than he let on, especially after spending time with his daughter, and with you. Who you get into a small argument with, because you think he's better off dating models and actresses.
Johnny Depp, who after you cool down from your argument, decides to give you a taste of your own medicine, who taunts the idea of him going out and hooking up with whoever. You, who's feeling that same burn of jealousy in your veins.
Johnny Depp, who takes it too far (because he's stupid), genuinely pissing you off. You, who makes an excuse about going to check up on your daughter to get away from him.
Johnny Depp, who after you're gone for a few minutes, goes to check on you. You, who's sitting on the little sofa in your daughter's room, a softer look on your face. "Are you alright?" He asks quietly, careful not to disturb your daughter, as he sits next to you.
Johnny Depp, who puts his arm around you gently as you talk about how you're scared of how everything is changing. How before it was just you and your daughter, then he showed up. How you're happy that your daughter finally has a father figure, but that your jealous outburst just proved that he's breaking down the walls you'd spent years carefully constructing. "You have that effect on me, and that's terrifying." You whispered to him.
Johnny Depp, who knows that the dynamic between you and him is shifting, and that tonight was just the catalyst.
Johnny Depp, who brushes your hair out of your face, who shifts closer to you, your faces mere inches apart. Who tells you that no other woman has made him feel the way you make him feel, how he wishes he could've been there during your pregnancy, during the birth of your daughter, during all the parenting up until this point, but that now he's here to witness and be apart of every little milestone for the rest of your daughter's life.
Johnny Depp, who presses his lips against yours so softly, so lovingly, that everything just falls into place, that you stop fighting the feelings you knew were already consuming you.
Johnny Depp, who's no longer just the father of your child, but the love of your life.
Johnny Depp, who- after your daughter wishes for a younger sibling for her 4th birthday- wastes absolutely no time in trying for a baby with you that night.
Johnny Depp, who this time around, is fully present. Who doesn't miss a single little milestone in your pregnancy. The first time you can hear your baby's heartbeat, he's there, completely amazed. When you find out it's a boy, he cries a little, overwhelmed by the thought of raising a little boy with you. The first time you can feel the baby move, he's already got his hands on your stomach, gently feeling the soft kicks of your unborn baby.
Johnny Depp, who's fully preparing your daughter to become a good older sister when the baby gets closer to arriving.
Johnny Depp, who's so supportive during labor, who gets you anything you need, who holds your hand and whispers praises while you're pushing his son out.
Johnny Depp, who's unashamedly crying when he gets to hold his son, finally getting the true experience that he didn't get with his daughter.
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felixsramen · 11 months
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Yours Truly
This is part 13 to my Skz poly fic.
Previous<<<<< Next>>>>>
Warnings: lots of crying
You woke up with Seungmin no where in sight. Maybe he had gone to the bathroom. You look through the bed finding your phone. 2:36. You throw the blanket off of you. You hear voices in the living room.
You get closer but stop upon hearing your name.
"So that's what we're doing now? Sneaking around with Y/N?" You hear Hyunjin asks his boyfriend.
"You know damn well I wasn't sneaking around with her!" Seungmin says to his boyfriend.
You hear Hyunjin step closer to Seungmin. "Oh really? Then why did Ji knock on the door and Y/N just happened to be in your bed cuddling against you while no one knew she was here?" Hyunjin asks Seungmin.
"I told you all already that she was at the door. I let her in and I went to the kitchen we made cereal went in my room and talked. We got tired we fell asleep. That was it." Seungmin says defensively.
"Why didn't you just tell us she was here?" Jisung asks Seungmin.
"You guys were all in Chans room doing whatever you were doing. Why do I need to tell you when someone is over?" Seungmin asks his boyfriend.
"That's not the point. We had no idea she was here. We're all into her and you know that. You should've just let us all know she was here." Chan says and you can hear Seungmin take a deep breath.
"I don't know why I can't have alone time with her when more than half of you have? We didn't even have sex! She's practically had sex with more than half of you but she can't be by herself with me? She's had sex with you, Hyunjin, Felix, and Jisung. Plus Changbin jerked off to Jisung and her in her own bathroom!" Seungmin says angrily now.
You hear the boys go quiet. "You guys are so quick to say something because you didn't know she was here and laying with me? But you guys have had sex with her." Seungmin says scoffing.
"I'm going for a walk. Do not fucking follow me." Seungmin says and you hear him put on his shoes by the door and slam the door.
You couldn't help but think that was your fault. It made you feel worse when you hear crying. "Hey it's okay." Chan says trying to comfort his crying boyfriend.
"He was right. We shouldn't have said anything. That wasn't our place. Hell we have had sex with her." You hear Hyunjin says as another sob leaves his body.
Your heart broke. You couldn't but help feel like it was your fault. "We just let him walk out the door." Felix says now crying.
"He just needs to cool down." Minho says to his boyfriend.
"He'll be back." Changbin says sighing. They all felt horrible about it.
"What if he doesn't come back?" Jisung says to Changbin.
"He will." I.N. says.
You felt terrible. You probably just fucked up not one relationship but 7 other relationships. You go back to Seungmins room grabbing your stuff. Tears came down your face. You couldn't help it you felt as if everything that went wrong happened because of you.
You couldn't look at the boys as you went to the living room. "Y/N?" You hear Hyunjin says as his voice cracks. You didn't look at him and you can hear him cry more which causes you to cry too. You slide your shoes on.
"Please talk to us." Felix pleads with you. Though as you open the door you feel someone grab your hand.
"Please let me go of me." You say voice cracked now as the tears won't stop.
"Please." You hear Minho say. You can't help but now look as Minho now has tears flowing down his beautiful face.
"Don't leave us." Minho says and that causes you to stop resisting.
Your own eyes filled with tears. You can't help but stay as your tears flow down. "Please don't leave us." Minho says again and your heart hurts.
You can't help but let him pull you back into his arms. "We don't want you to leave us." Minho says as he hugs you against his chest and you can't help but continue crying.
"I don't want to ruin your relationships. Not just yours all of theirs too." You tell him.
"You aren't ruining our relationships. It's just a little argument okay?" He says while still crying. You weren't sure he even believed that himself but you couldn't just leave not when he and the other boys are begging you to stay.
"Please Y/N stay." You hear Chan say as you can hear the way his voice cracks telling you that he's crying.
"We'll talk to Seungmin. That was our fault not yours." You hear Hyunjin says.
"It's not any of your faults. It's mine. This wouldn't be an argument right now if I wasn't here." You say crying but Minho doesn't let you go. Instead he holds you tighter.
"Please don't say that. It's not your fault. This only happened because we were insecure. It's not your fault." Minho tells you.
"Don't leave us please." Minho says again. You can't bring yourself to leave.
"I'm not leaving you." You say your tears now drying. "I don't want to ever leave any of you." You tell him and that's when you feel Minho cry harder.
Minho pulls you into the house closing the door bringing you to the couch with his other boyfriends. He brings you into his lap holding you. You can't help but watch as his boyfriends lay on the couches along with you two. Even though it was a little cramped you didn't mind. It brought you comfort. However your heart hurts for Seungmin as much as it hurt for the other boys. It didn't feel right without all 8 of them.
You watch them all cry and comfort each other. Before you knew it you had fell asleep.
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You woke up to the sound of the door shutting and the boys who had fallen asleep woke up to the door shutting. It hurt your heart watching as Seungmin came in. How long had he been gone? Your eyes search for a clock. 7:21. He had been gone for almost 5 hours.
You watch as he takes his shoes off and he finally lifts his face towards you and you can see all kinds of emotions on his face. Mostly sadness and hurt. It was hard to see as the tears came down his face. You watch as Chan gets up quickly and before you know it he's hugging Seungmin and you watch as Felix, Hyunjin, and Changbin get up going to their shared boyfriend and hugging him too.
"Please don't leave us." You hear Hyunjin says.
"We don't want to lose you." Minho says.
"We love you and we're so sorry." Felix says and that causes Seungmin to break down more. You were sure if his 4 boyfriends that were surrounding him hadn't been there he'd have fallen to the ground.
"I'm not leaving. I would never leave you guys. You're my happiness." Seungmin says still crying and that breaks your heart seeing him cry along with his boyfriends.
"I wasn't trying to sneak around with Y/N. I would never do that to you guys." Seungmin says through his tears.
"We know. We don't even know why we'd assume that." Changbin says to his boyfriend.
"I love you guys. I'd never do anything to hurt you on purpose." Seungmin says sobbing.
"We know baby. We know." Chan says and Seungmin cries into his chest. His 4 boyfriends lead him to the couches to the rest of his boyfriends and you.
Seungmin sits beside you and Minho, his head laying on Minhos shoulder. I.N. leans onto Seungmins shoulder, his hand intertwining with Seungmins. Felix leans on I.N. while Jisung lays on Felixs and Changbins lap. Changbins head leans on Chan and his hand intertwined with Chans. Hyunjin lays in your lap.
This felt right. With all 8 boys laying against each other.
"I love you. All of you." Seungmin says. That makes your heart beat faster. Maybe he didn't mean it to you but it still made your heart race. Even if it wasn't meant for you it was still sweet to hear.
"We love you too." I.N. says.
"More than anything." Minho adds.
It was sweet to hear that and Seungmin appreciated it. He needed a reminder how much his boyfriends loved him.
Before you know it everyone had fallen asleep leaving you the only one awake. Or at least you thought you were.
"Y/N?" Jisung says.
"Yes Ji?" You ask him.
"He meant that for you too." Jisung says and you smile.
"We all love you even though some of us would have a harder time admitting it. Even if we aren't in love with you just yet we do love you." Jisung tells you and that's how you felt for them too.
"I feel the same for all of you." You tell him. He reaches over and intertwines your fingers together. He smiles at you and kisses your hands.
You really did love these boys and you were sure it wouldn't be long before you fell in love with them too.
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sombrashe · 4 days
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i love ur blog!! it would be super cool if u did a norm x reader but the reader is like a wastelander/from the wastelands or something like that!!
content fluff, first kiss :3, both reader and norm are weird little things he's just more sexually inclined, gn!reader, chubby!reader
note(s) thank you so much for the kind words ;-; i hope you enjoy this !!
It's been three weeks since you joined the rag-tag group. Two vault dwellers, a ghoul, an ex-BOS member, and a wasterlander. Sounds like the beginning to one of The Ghoul's bad jokes. He calls them dad jokes but since over half of you didn't have a dad the idea was lost to the sand. Plopping down you go through your nearly empty pack.
"I think me and The Ghoul should go on a supply run."
Your voice rose to speak over the horrid wind pelting small clouds of sand into the side of the burnt-out husk of a house. Everyone looks you over and immediately starts speaking over each other to argue about the dangers of leaving into the storm. Raising a hand you let out a short shout to gain attention which works wonders.
"I've lived in this desert all my life I know how to keep sand away from my skin, I'll be fine. The Ghoul is pretty much unkillable. We need food. My pack is empty."
You try to sound reasonable. It's been days of your group being holed up in this shithole and honestly, you wanted out of there even for a little. As close as you have grown to each member of the group you barely have any time to yourself anymore.
"What if you get lost?"
"It's a small neighborhood, I'll be fine. I promise."
"You can't promise that and you know it."
Norm's voice chastises you despite his face hiding his true concern. You knew he just wanted what was best for you. Him being the one person you opened up to the most. His easygoing attitude and similar resting face made it nice to tell him about any worries. And you had a lot especially living on the surface. Something he was slowly becoming accustomed to.
"Why not take one of us instead?"
Lucy speaks up. Her eyes search your face, hoping you'll change your mind.
"The only one I would be willing to take is Max, but he's out of commission."
You point to his leg which sits propped on a toppled bookshelf. Trying to save Lucy from a radscorpion cost him a rolled ankle.
"The Ghoul is no-nonsense, he'll get us in and out, and if he doesn't... I'm sure youse guys can win a 4 v 1."
You give a wide smile showing them that you mean what you say. You just wanted to get this over with. You've been thinking about this for hours now. Watching as your already small assortment of supplies dwindled.
"Please, just let us go."
"Don't I get a say in this sweetheart?"
"No. You want 'ta find their dad as much as the rest of us. Not me, I'm here for all the warm company."
You roll your eyes and sling your pack over your shoulder. Norm stands just as quick nearly shoving you over in the process. You steady yourself against his bicep. Only for a second before you yank your hand back as a warm heat burns your cheeks. You walk around the room collecting anything you might need. An extra pair of pants wrap around your face. Nice and snug according to Lucy. Making eye contact with Norm you feel the need to look away. His eyes are so expressive and they're begging you to stay. You go to give him an awkward hug hoping to make the feeling in your stomach go away. He doesn't bite and gently untangles the fabric from around your jaw. Your goggles skew your peripheral but you know everyone is staring. You can't hear the mumbling as he leans forward. You can't even hear the wind whipping broken glass into the side of your hideout. You struggle to hear anything over the roaring of blood rushing to flood your head. Especially when his lips connect with yours. You lived a hard life and went through unimaginable pain, but this kiss, even for a moment, made you forget everything and everyone. His lips were so soft a stark contrast to the sharp broken skin of your own. Your hands lay limp at your side as you attempt to kiss back. This was all quite foreign to you but you wanted to make it work. Needed to make it work. Deep down.
"Come back to us. To me, please." He whispers directly against your lips.
Reaching up he ignores Lucy's inquisitive eyes as he gathers the untangled mess of denim. Slowly he affixes it back together and into a tight shield against the elements. He gives your cheek one quick squeeze through the thick layer. You thank the cover because you couldn't stand letting everyone see your grin even if Norm picked up on your eyes crinkling. Turning around you opt to look at the floor as you walk over to the strong oak door. Luckily the wood stayed mostly strong for these past 200-odd years with only a corner piece missing. Flinging the door open you call back to The Ghoul to hurry up as you disappear into the screaming darkness.
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luvghostie · 2 years
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May I request The main 4 with their boyfriend who is taller and one year older than them, but they are affectionate around them and protects, while makes hand made gifts or buys something expensive cause he's rich and popular.
╰┈➤𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐓𝐇 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐊 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒
𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐀 𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐇 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐏𝐎𝐏𝐔𝐋𝐀𝐑
𝐁𝐎𝐘𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃.ೃ࿐
𝘔𝘢𝘭𝘦 𝘙𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳 + 𝘢𝘨𝘦𝘥 𝘶𝘱 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘴
𝘈/𝘕: 𝘚𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘢𝘥. 𝘐 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘦𝘯𝘫𝘰𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩<3
𝘛𝘞: 𝘓𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘶𝘢𝘨𝘦, 𝘴𝘦𝘮𝘪 𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘴𝘵, 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘰𝘧 𝘷𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘵, 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘰𝘮𝘰𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘣𝘪𝘢, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘹𝘪𝘦𝘵𝘺
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Cartman: That's my boyfriend!!!
Cartman is the most excited to be with someone. Not only for attention but, you're the most caring person he's ever met.
His mom was surprised when he introduced you to her. She didn't expect her son to like the same gender, however, as long as he's happy she is too. She lets you cook/bake with her whenever she needs a hand in the kitchen. Half the time Cartman thinks she's going to be provocative toward you but out of respect for her loved one she isn't.
He's kinda afraid of you since your popular. He has thoughts all the time that maybe you use him or that you’ll leave. It makes him so upset to the point where he cries all night. He'll text you for reassurance in hopes that you genuinely do care for him. Being the amazing boyfriend you are, you talk to him until he feels alright again.
Handmade gifts?! Those are Cartman's favorites. New shoes are great but something you put the time in effort into? That's what touches his heart. Cartman will never tell you this since he still wants to seem semi-tough. He does try to return the favor and make you something as well.
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Kyle: you're absolutely perfect. I'm so glad I met you.
Kyle really loves you and he’s so glad you got with him. Without you, he used to be alone. He had the boys of course, but nothing romantic like this.
He tries to make you a gift in return for those, you give him. He's very thankful and wants to prove it to you with his creations. They're not as spectacular and well made in his eyes but it's something.
Kyle's parents won't know about you for a very long time. They're very religious and having their son with another male would end in fights/arguments.
Regardless, he still loves you no matter what others think. He even told the others about you two and they were very excepting. Besides Cartman, you've conjured it up to him being jealous. He takes the anger out on you guys but stan and Kenny are there to help. Cartman might say the f slur to you, which will get him sent to the ER.
Since you are popular and rich he gets anxious. He's always been told the popular rich kids are snobs. Why aren't you like them?
-ˋˏ ༻❁༺ ˎˊ-
Kenny: *muffled* oh my gosh!! Thank you for the gift.
Kenny isn't used to people caring for him nor giving him gifts. When you first handed him a present he was very confused. Was he supposed to give it to someone else? Who? After you said that you bought it for him his cheeks went red. He didn't even know how to act.
Kenny will steal things for you but won't tell you he did. He wants to seem cool just like you. Many times you've realized something was stolen you just didn't say anything.
You don't like Kenny's parents at all. They put him and his sister through so much but still expect everything in return. Many times you've taken your boyfriend and his sister in. Each time it still hurts.
Kenny sits with you and the popular kids. He considers himself relatively popular. Well, that was until a jock made fun of him. You stood up for him which made him a shy mess. You are so kind to him, he doesn't ever want to leave you.
-ˋˏ ༻❁༺ ˎˊ-
Stan: *trying not to puke from anxiety*
You'll have to calm this boy down over anything romantic. Holding hands? Throw up. Hug? Throw up. It's not because you're nasty his nerves are just all over the place.
His mom loves you for being such a sweetheart to her son. She except's you two with open arms. However, if you hurt her precious boy she'll kill you.
Stan writes you little notes and slips them in your locker. Each time it always ends in the same, “love your anxious boy<3” he doesn't worry about you giving him one in return but receiving one is nice now and then.
You being popular increases his mental issues. People always say hello to you and it makes him worry. What if they didn't like him? There have been times people have given him a death glare. Anytime you asked what happened he'll tell you a lie. He doesn't want to ruin your friendships with anyone so he deals with it alone.
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phoenixyfriend · 1 year
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Okay so, originally, I pitched this on discord:
Ahsoka… but distressed dapper. She's still a tog and all, but she's otherwise right out of a film noir setting. Rugged Detective. If Anakin were still around he'd be freaking out over the cigarette.
@jebiknights responded with:
this is a great image for post-jedi Ahsoka but also ngl part of my brain went straight to padawan Ahsoka trying to solve a mystery in the temple pretending to be a noir detective, sucking on a lollipop with a fake mustache like Nino did in s4 of Miraculous Ladybug fdijirdgjs She hasn't received shadow or spy training yet shes got a long way to go 😂 she hums her own theme music whenever she can get away with it
And we were off to the races!
I met us in the middle: after she leaves but before RotS.
Her sleuthing leads to Sidious through the most ludicrously indirect route possible.
She's not even a PI. She's a mechanic on the lower levels. She just stumbled into a thing and put on a costume to hide her identity through judicious use of Hat.
She's got an apartment across the hall from some girls who work in the red light district and one time some guys were harassing them and Ahsoka kicked them out through judicious use of Armbars And Catching Punches, which was impressive without being actively violent or revealing her Force abilities, and it was... fine? They're friends now, have pizza once in a while. Ahsoka likes hearing about their lives.
But then they decided to come to her for advice on a whole Thing at work, where they overheard some stuff about a drug deal that's taking place worryingly close, and maybe she could just keep an eye out when the deal goes down in case things go south? Please?
Ahsoka does so. She overhears things about the war in the deal (which is about information, not drugs), and. Well. She doesn't want to call home for help when she's making a whole point about needing to find herself away from them, so maybe she can just do a little digging of her own?
The red light girls insist she needs a cool outfit for her PI work (they do not care that it's not PI work). They are very excited about this.
At some point she runs into a junior Corrie Guard and steals him for a bit. He is officially "missing" and unofficially Fox was just like "fuck it, sure, help the shiny not-Jedi, I don't care." Now Ahsoka has a clone roommate/sidekick/backup who is, in fact, much more experienced in this than she is, but also has far fewer contacts and resources since they can't use CG databases while they're running this op. Meanwhile, Ahsoka has Friends, and some of her friends know a guy who knows a guy.
Fox doesn't tell the Jedi because technically this doesn't involve them (Ahsoka didn't mention the war stuff), and he has an Outside Contractor and a Coruscant Guard working on it.
He'll let them know if it goes anywhere, but for now he's assuming it's grandstanding lowlifes, and will leave it to the baby Jedi and babier Guard.
jebiknights:
a probably way too young cg helping Ahsoka while Fox aggressively pretends it isn't happening has such good- ohmygod this has psych vibes just a lil bit I've been on a psych comparison kick lately tho so
Ahsoka is trying so hard to be cool
listen psych is my favorite framework for the consulting detective schtick lmaooo AND SHES TRYING SO HARD but shes like what 16? just not there and living in the non-jedi/non-battlefront world for the first time sidgier
Her hypercompetent psychic is a babyfaced 9yo
i was thinking that she would be the psychic bc jedi but honestly convincing everyone that its the shiny corrie is so much funnier also just imagining all the stupid names they call each other as aliases
Sidekick I meant hypercomptetent sidekick
that… makes more sense ngl i was ready to yes and you all the way tho turn it into a gods whats the Jude Law movie where "Watson" is the genius who hires an actor to play "Sherlock" and has him pretend to be the genius or st?
I am, however, open to a Detective Conan situation, which has a lot more context so I'll actually use a different reference and say she pulls a Cyrano de Bergerac.
Ahsoka is stage-whispering instructions to her Corrie Guard, feeding him lines so he can pretend to be psychic while she sneaks around with significantly less eyes on her.
Also the red light girls stay involved they are so excited to Help even though Ahsoka keeps trying to keep them uninvolved for Safety. The girls love teasing her shiny friend. Please remember that all of this nonsense is happening while Ahsoka tries to dress like a prototypical film noir detective.
wait wait wait but if we go back to the original gag of, lowkey being a lil Psych/chaotic Sherlock inspired… shiny being a baby medic?? he tries to be a voice of reason but also enjoys the chaos too much, gets wayyyy too into the play acting and bad covers, but also knows how to patch up the reckless former jedi lol. Ahsoka sometimes just showing up in the Corrie medbay not for a check up but to drag the shiny into shenanigans
Fuck yeah, baby shiny Guard is now a baby shiny medic (Guard). Ahsoka regularly sneaks in through the vents to kidnap him.
Quinlan figures out she's doing Things through psychometry by accident but decides to let sleeping dogs lie until she finally shows up a the Jedi's door like "hey I need help."
The Jedi and various commanders all think it's a standard "the world is bigger and harsher than I thought and as a teen I want to come back to stability," but instead... it's "Chancellor's a Sith Lord."
Though tbh the shiny might just suggest she go to Quinlan first.
REAJGRIGJAERI Quinlan was not prepared for this at all I'm just imagining him as the airplane gag where every new thing Ahsoka reveals is just "I picked a bad day to stop [addiction]"
tbh I initially pitched the AU for Gay Reasons and that's why I was thinking post-RotS but I am now in love with mostly-competent-fumbling teen Ahsoka and her shiny friend.
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callsigndragon · 1 year
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The Christmas Date | Chapter 13: Christmas will break your heart
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Pairing: Bradley “Rooster” Bradshaw x Fem!Kerner!Reader
(Ron Kerner is Slider, Iceman’s backseater)
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Summary: Y/n “Athena” Kerner and Bradley “Rooster” Bradshaw hate each other. Everybody knows. What happens when they have to fake date for a whole week to avoid Iceman and Slider’s matchmaking plans?
(there won’t be smut in this series)
Warnings: fluff, rooster feeling guilty, lots of fluff... before the crash and burn.
A/N: so am... i'm really sorry for making this to all of you dear readers. you're so gonna hate me after this.
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You can't fall asleep again once Rooster leaves the house. There's just something preventing you from closing your eyes and resting. You slowly get up, knowing there's no reason to stay on the sofa. Jesse is stirring and turning around, but not waking up. You can see the little smile on his face. He seems to be having a good dream. You kiss his forehead before moving upstairs. You still need to wrap Bradley's gift. 
On your way to your room, you see Nick pacing around Becca’s, the woman sitting on her bed, biting her nails. You approach him, curious about their behavior. "Guys, you seem nervous" 
Nick almost yells when you talk, too immersed in his own thoughts to notice your presence. "Why are you up?" 
"Cause I couldn't sleep anymore." You shrug, his comment making you believe that they want you to be awake. Not yet. 
"Makes sense. We just hoped you wouldn't be awake when Rooster came back." 
"Nick!"
He gasps. "Oh shit."
You look at them, not understanding a thing. "Am I not supposed to see what he's buying?" 
"Did he tell you he went to buy something?" 
"Nicholas!” Becca groans, covering her face in embarrassment. 
"You know what, fuck it. He knows where Solo lives and he went there with you father" 
"What?" 
"You're so dead, Nick" 
The thought of Rooster and Solo in the same room scares you. Not because Solo could hurt him, but because you know Rooster’s strength and how guilty he would feel afterwards if he inflicted pain on another person. 
"Can any of you go buy something for me? I don't want to leave the house"
Becca points at Nick. "He'll go. Payment for spilling the beans" 
Nick sighs, but accepts. "What do you need?" 
"A Polaroid album" 
“Cool. Speaking of Polaroids, there’s a box in the attic. Maybe you want to see it.” He says leaving the room. 
Polaroids, huh? The only one around here that used them was Goose. It might be good to take a look. 
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Rooster comes back soon after Nick leaves. He's been crying, you can see it in his puffy, red eyes. Fear installs itself in your stomach, afraid that he has done something horrible to Solo and that he's now regretting it. He hugs your dad, whispering something to him and smiling a bit before walking towards you, who are now seated in the kitchen eating some Christmas cookies. 
"You know where I was, right?" He asks, seeing the answer in your eyes. "Thena, I'm sorry I had to."
"Please, just tell me that he can still walk," you mumble. 
"Yes, he can. He has a broken nose and was trapped in his closet for three minutes" 
"You…treated him like he did with me?" 
"An eye for an eye." 
"...Good. He deserves it" You open your arms for him, seeing a new wave of sadness extinguish the light in his eyes. Not again, he was so happy lately. "Roos, what is it?" 
"Everything is my fault" 
"Nugget, you can't blame yourself for this. Not again."
"No, Thena, you don't understand. He was… obsessed with me, and therefore with you"
"What?"
He explains to you what he saw in his house, how your dad's comment unlocked a long-forgotten conversation. Oh no. You thought he would stop blaming himself for your scar at last, and now this. 
Why can't you two have a normal relationship without trauma and drama? 
"Bradley Bradshaw, look at me. You are not to blame. It's not your fault if you're just really cool and people want to be like you. I mean, Jesse wants to be like you and he doesn't go around traumatizing me" 
"I know, but…"
"You're not taking the blame for this one, you hear me?" 
"Would you ever be able to look at me and not remember what Solo did?" 
The mention of his name makes your whole body shiver, an instant reaction that you’re sure will fade away with time. 
You circle the kitchen table, grabbing his face between your hands. He tilts his head to one side, kissing the palm of your hand. “The only thing I see when I look at you, Bradley Bradshaw, is a lot of lost time that I hope we can make up for.” 
A side-smile adorns his face when he looks at you. “It’s snowing” 
“Really?” You look out the window and see white snowflakes falling. The snow from when you arrived here had completely melted with the warm temperatures of the last couple days. “Woah, look at that.” 
“It’s been snowing all morning. Wanna go out and play?” Rooster says while running his fingers through your hair. 
You nod quickly, running upstairs to put on warmer clothes. 
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“What are we gonna do when we come back?” you ask, resting in the snow after covering the backyard in snow angels with Rooster’s help. 
“Gotta be a bit more specific, love.” 
“Work, relationship, friends... I sent a message to Nat this morning, but I think she’s deployed or something. She didn't respond."
Rooster groans, rolling in the snow until he’s laying on top of you, his head pressing against your belly. You can still feel the warmth of his body through all the layers of clothing. “Too many things.” 
“I know, pretty nugget, but tomorrow is Christmas eve, we’re getting on a flight back home on Christmas day... In three days, we’re gonna be working again.” 
That only makes Rooster groan louder. You chuckle, patting his back. 
“I’m not worried about work. Remember when Phoenix was dating a member of the squad?” he says, bringing memories back. 
“Gotta be a bit more specific, love” you mock him, making him put a cold hand in your face. “Rooster is fucking cold!” 
“Serves you right. Anyway, I was referring to White Queen," he clarifies. 
“Oh, she was the sweetest girl. It was a pity that she was transferred to another station a few months into the relationship. I loved those two together.” 
“Yeah, but long-distance relationships were hard for her… Can’t blame her.” He mumbles the final words, tightening his embrace to emphasize the significance of his words. 
“I don’t think I could, either. I mean, I can't imagine a day without you in it. We’ve been together since we got out of Top Gun. Every. Single. Day. It’s hard to imagine the base without you.” 
“Oh, so you liked me before all this?” 
You grab a handful of snow, slowly moving it towards his face. “Yeah, but I don’t think I’ll like you after this.” 
You let the snow fall in his face, moving from below Rooster’s body to run away from him. He’s up on his feet in no time, making a big ball of snow with his bare hands. “Oh, you little-” 
“No, no, no. Don’t throw that at me.” 
“And why should I stop?” he asks, a smirk appearing on his face as he moves dangerously close, the snow crunching beneath his feet. 
“‘Cause you love me?” 
“True, but not enough.” He throws the ball straight to your face, almost throwing you to the floor. 
“Rooster,” you pout, getting the snow out of your face and clothes. 
He closes the distance and helps you, using his scarf to clean your face. “Grouchy, this is as simple as you want it to be. You want to tell our friends?” 
“Yes. I want them to know how much I love my nugget.” 
He lets out a giggle. “Stop, I feel like a teenager.” 
“We kinda are, Roos. We’ve been pushing back our feelings since we were teenagers.” 
He looks at the floor, thinking about your words for a second, slowly nodding while coming out of his thoughts. “Well, yes. You’re right. Does that mean that we can do crazy things?” 
“We said we loved each other already, and we’ve been dating for less than 72 hours.” 
“But we’ve known each other since you were born. It’s not as if I met you three days ago. I’ve been growing up with you by my side, loving you a bit more each day, even though I've been an asshole sometimes with you.” 
You grab his hands, ignoring the cold. “Okay, lover boy. What are you trying to say with this rant?” 
“Maybe we can move in together?” 
That wasn’t what you were expecting. “Roos, don’t you think it’s too soon to be sharing a house? I know we're doing the same thing here, but... we’re surrounded by family, and it's a little different."
“Hey, you got me all wrong. I’m not asking you to buy a house, share one bedroom, and all that. I’m talking about sharing an apartment but each one has their own room” 
“Please, elaborate.”
“So, we move to an apartment with two bedrooms. We spend a lot of time together whenever we’re not deployed, and, you know, we do things together: watch TV, cuddle on the sofa, eat takeout for dinner, play video games, you name it.” 
"I like that," you say, your mind racing with images of all the things you could do together if you shared an apartment. 
“I know. But the best thing is that, whenever one of us wants some time alone, we have separate rooms. If one day everything is too overwhelming for you, you can go to your own bed, or kick me out of yours, and enjoy some precious alone time.” 
“I can do that in my own apartment.” 
“But you won’t be able to have cuddles whenever you want,” he counters. 
“Yes, I can. It’s called a cuddle call.” You explain, seeing that there’s something else he’s not saying. The real reason why he doesn’t want you to have your own apartment. “Roos, just say it.” 
He inhales deeply. “What are you gonna do when someone knocks at your door?” 
You surely haven’t thought about that yet. Just the idea makes you breathe quickly. It wouldn't be the first time a neighbor came knocking in the middle of the night. What will you do? Pain and fear will become bearable in the future. You’ll be able to live a normal life without having to feel the claws of fear closing tightly around your throat, cutting off your breathing. Someday you’ll look back and think of this as a memory. 
It would take time, though. 
For now, you’re accepting Rooster’s offer. You know he’s not implying that you need him. He’s just offering to be there in case you want someone to help you in a bad moment. 
Building a relationship based on need is the biggest mistake you can make. And he knows, too.
“Okay, let’s move in together,” you whisper, having so many feelings at the moment that you’re not sure you can identify them. 
Maybe this is a complete mistake. Maybe it’s too soon to even think about living in the same place. Maybe it’s just the right thing to do. 
But the smile on his face and how he tackles you to the ground in the biggest hug ever known in history makes you believe that maybe it’s not a bad idea after all. 
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Christmas Eve goes by with you almost being kicked out of the kitchen. You didn't realize what day it was until Sarah and Becca began to cook all types of Christmassy meals, including some of your favorites. 
This week has been an absolute mess. It started with you and Rooster being forced to share a bed. Now he's asking you to share a house with him. A home. A simple yet effective way of beginning a life together. Even though this life began years ago, after the car accident. You're just been too blind to realize that the love you were looking for was not in front of you, but at your side, at the F-18 that always flies with you. He's always been there. 
Rooster's playing with Jesse next to the fireplace, holding a tiny figurine of Chase, the police pup, in his big hands. You take a picture with your phone, looking at his fond smile and loving eyes. He's going to be an amazing dad, like Goose was. He might not have been there long enough for Rooster to remember him or for you to meet him, but you two know him. 
Iceman, Slider, and Maverick had made sure to tell you the type of man he was. He was loving, not only with his wife and his son but also with his friends. He loved them as a family. Maverick was a brother to him. That's why he’s Rooster's godfather. Goose was also attentive, caring, funny, and brave.
He was the type of person you don't meet often. The type that goes too early, leaving an empty space too big to fill, even harder to ignore. 
You've never met him, but you know him. 
And you know that he's looking at his son right now, knowing that he would be a better father than he was. 
You set the picture as your lock screen, admiring the pure love embodied in one single picture. 
Then the phone rings. A video call from Phoenix. 
"Love of my life, there you are!" You smile when you see her tired face. Tired means the mission was a success, and she's safe. 
"Look at that face. You're literally glowing. Have you fu-"
"There's a kid here, Nat!" You whine, Rooster whispering something in Jesse's ear, the kid is leaving the room in a second. 
"The kid has been secured," Rooster says, sitting next to you on the sofa, his arm resting on your shoulders while he waves at your friend. "Hey, Nat" 
"Goodness gracious, great balls of fire, you two are in love. With capital letters." 
You look at each other, his shy smile making you giggle. "Well… maybe a bit" 
"I talked to you a few days ago, how can this be real?" 
"Well… A lot of shit happened with Solo," you mutter, shivering when his name slips from your lips. Rooster hugs you closer, kissing your temple. 
"Does he know?" Phoenix inquires, her eyes wide as she realizes you're referring to the monster in front of Bradley. 
You nod, looking at Bradley's hand. His fingertips are drawing small circles in your arm, a comforting, grounding touch you are grateful for. "A lot has happened. I'll tell you someday" 
She looks worried. "Is she okay?" She's asking that question directly to Bradley, not you. 
"She'll be okay. Just needs a bit of time." Rooster reassures you both. 
"Is this why you're asking to change stations, Bradshaw?" 
Rooster freezes when Phoenix’s words register in his brain. The fingers that are caressing your arm stop moving. A change of station? 
"You're doing what?" You don't look at him. It's almost unbearable. 
"Let me explain, Thena," he says, kneeling on the floor in front of you, his eyes searching for yours, even though they're lost. 
"So it's true," you whisper, the phone falling from your hands into your lap. Nat silently hangs up, a guilty expression on her face. "You want to change stations. You asked me to live together this morning, and now you're probably moving across the country." 
There are tears in your eyes, so many of them that Rooster is just a blur. You blink, teardrops on your cheeks, as his hand approaches your face. You flinch away. 
"Don't touch me." 
He has been giving you reasons to believe that he is going to be with you… forever, if he can. 
You're the only person I want to fly with. 
The only way you're getting rid of me is when you say you don't love me anymore. 
Was that real? Was any of it real? 
"No, no, no, love, look at me. Please, look at me, it's not what you think." He begs, tears of his own falling silently. 
His hands cup your face. His touch, a warmth so welcome a few seconds ago, now burns; it suffocates you. Have you become Icarus in this timeline? Have you tried to be so close to your personal sun that now it ignites your skin? Melting it. Hurting in the most painful yet delicious way. His calloused hands, the physical depiction of his so-called love and respect for you, now leave aching goosebumps in your skin. It brings comfort and grief at the same time. These are the hands you want to be held in—the same hands that have betrayed you. 
It's too much. 
"I said don't touch me!" 
Rooster backs away from you, his hands open and held in the air as if he were surrendering to the enemy. The rational part of your brain wants you to stop and listen to whatever he has to say. He had never given you a reason not to trust him, right? 
Well, he tried to pull your papers.  
He knew that you loved him. He heard your confession. 
He didn't say anything about it; he made you believe that he didn't hear you, that he didn't love you. 
He had been acting like a dick ever since. 
He came up with the fake dating idea knowing that you loved him. 
He asked you to share a home with him.
And now, as if nothing that has happened between the two of you matters, he's asking to leave. 
Asking to leave you. 
Who's the enemy here? You, for running upstairs and locking yourself in the bedroom? Or him, for lying and betraying the little trust you had left in him? 
He's at the other side of the door, your name falling from his lips as a litany. You know he’s trying his best not to knock on the door. You thank him for that, but it only makes you pack your things faster. 
"Thena, please. Talk to me." 
You tune him out. If you don't hear him, he's not there. He can't hurt you. Not anymore. 
You've been broken too many times this week. But this? This is the final blow. You are packing your things, as if every cloth were a piece of your broken heart, collecting them in hopes that, with patience and lots of work, every single piece will fall into place. 
The Uber should be here at any time. You take a few breaths before opening the door. You look at the floor, however. You can't look at his face. 
"You're gonna move and let me go. You're not gonna look for me or ask about me. And if someone asks where I am or why I am gone," you raise your eyes, making eye contact in an ephemeral moment of bravery, "Tell them how you've been lying to them for a whole week and how you ended up lying to me, too." 
You leave him standing in that hallway before running downstairs, leaving the house with tears in your eyes and a little boy crying out for you to come back home.
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wuahae · 8 months
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congrats on 1k!!!!!!!!!!! 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉 i was wondering if I could propose: seungcheol + 12:17am + the swings at the park down the street? hope you have a great day!!!
[00:17] / swings at the park down the street
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the night air sits a little chilly on seungcheol's skin, his t-shirt and jeans not doing much to keep the warmth on an september night. if he looked on the bright side, seungcheol supposes it's a good thing the alcohol comfortably buzzing in his system lets the cold turn into more of a cool breeze, but on the other hand...
"cheol, i think the world stopped spinning!"
seungcheol sighs, turning his head to you. you turn back to him, eyes shining bright as you lean your head on the swing chain. his jacket runs a little too big on you, the ends of the sleeves covering your palms as you hold onto the swing. "do you wanna go for round 2?"
"we have to go home," he chides, exasperated.
"oh relax," you wave off, pushing up the sleeve to take a good look at your empty wrist. "it's only um... 11:00! live a little!"
seungcheol whips his phone out, the time on the lockscreen glaring at full brightness. "it's midnight."
you pout, kicking the bark beneath your feet sullenly. your right heel comes flying off, landing somewhere between the park bench and the see-saw. "lame..."
seungcheol gives you a flat look, making a mental note to pick up your shoe before you leave the park. “you barely made it out of the karaoke bar in one piece, and you want to go for a round 2?”
“well i’m here, aren’t i? perfectly fine and normal!”
“really? what street are we on.”
"you know i'm bad with directions!"
he resists the urge to run a hand down his face. the only reason seungcheol even agreed to coming to the college mixer with you is because he knew you wouldn't fare well if left on your own. the last time you went out drinking, you threw up in the bushes a couple feet behind the street vendor, and the time before that, you'd drunk-dialed him at 3:00AM in tears, and when he managed to get out of the house wearing mismatching flip-flops ready to find you, your friends had managed to grab the phone from you and tell him that you were only crying over a stray cat that wouldn't bother to give you the time of day.
and of course, he was there for you both times, and all the times before that, which only meant that he needed to be there for you this time too. (seungcheol tries not to think about the implications of that statement for too long, otherwise he'll start feeling as stupid as jeonghan's judgemental looks tell him he is.)
you narrow your eyes, waggling your finger at him. "so are you gonna tell me about it?"
"about what?"
"the mixer!" you exclaim. "i saw nayoung making googly-eyes at you the whole time. did you get her number?"
seungcheol pauses. "who?"
you throw your hands in the air, exasperated. "um, lee nayoung? literally every guy in our year would pay to get her to even look at them for five seconds, and she was looking at you all night. for free!"
frowning, seungcheol tilts his head. “doesn’t ring a bell.”
you lean back on the swing, and seungcheol readies himself in case you lose balance and fall backwards. "you're so hopeless, cheol. i keep inviting you to these things cause everyone keeps calling you painfully single, but we end up having this conversation every time. isn't there anyone you like?"
yeah, he bites his tongue. you.
he could say it. he could say it right now. maybe if he said it, then it would be like ripping off a bandaid. quick—not quite painless, but it had to be better than existing in this weird limbo where he's the first one you call when you're drunk and you're the first person he thinks of telling when anything good in his life happens. if he said it, no matter the result, at least he wouldn't have to keep it a secret anymore. at least you would know.
but instead, seungcheol says:
"it's late. we need to go back."
there's a brief pause, one where you shift in your swingseat and the cold metal presses against the skin of his palms as he wrestles with the weight of everything he's squashed down inside him, yet again.
“…can we at least get fishcakes on our way home?" you ask, and you at least have the decency to sound a little sheepish about it.
your shoulder moves slightly, jacket slipping off your shoulder. seungcheol sighs, walking over to adjusting it, before zipping it up fully. it would only get colder through the night. he really was an idiot.
"yeah. the usual?"
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agent-yolk-writes · 2 years
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Team Prime + Reader Who Works at Monarch (Part 3)
In which we see what the others think of you and I am Jared, 19. In my defense, the heat we're getting over here made me a little delirious. Remember to drink water! If you haven't seen it already, I recommend @simping-overload's fic that was inspired by this series! It's a TFP/Pacific Rim crossover! 10/10 would recommend!
Anyways, thank you for the outstanding positive response from Part 2! I have no idea what I'll do in Part 4 since what I have planned will not be enough. I'm very open to suggestions and my inbox is always open! Let me know what you guys think and I'll see you guys in the next part!
Read Part 2 Here!
The US Government? Hiding secrets from its other secrets? It's more likely than you think.
Humans...hunt monsters? Sure they encountered an oddball creature when Team Prime landed on Earth but would they be considered a monster?
Of course, Ratchet and Arcee are probably the group's most reluctant Autobots. Yes, it is an annoyance that they have another human to protect now, but...it just doesn't sit well with them even if you are related to Raf. Arcee especially, given all the times you try to be subtle about your observations when she was in her alt mode. First MECH, now...what was it? Monarch? How many secret organizations do these humans needs?
Bulkhead and Jack seem pretty neutral about it. To Bulkhead, this just means they now have another brainiac on their side. To Jack, you don't seem like you'll do anything malicious. And Raf did say you were on a medical leave of sorts, hence your visit to Jasper. He has seen you around town, and he has also seen you following/observing the others when they were in town. He'll leave the questions to the Bots.
Miko is So Freaking Ecstatic! A secret agent that studies kaijus ("MUTOs, not kaiju.") for a living! That's so cool! What kind of monsters have you seen? ("...Some.") Can she come with you one day? ("I'll have to talk to my boss.") Are there any monsters in Nevada? ("Let's hope not.") Can the Autobots be classified as MUTOs? (You thought about it for a second before telling her that, while indeed they are Massive Organisms, they are not Unidentified or Terrestrial...no offense to her friends.)
Bumblebee is the only one that had the most exposure to you. While you had never properly interacted, he thinks you're really interesting! Raf always talks about you, and it increased ten-fold when the kid learned you were staying with his family for some time. He can see how happy Raf is with you, and that makes him happy. Bee had thought about trying to make contact with you whenever you trailed him but decided against it for obvious reasons.
Optimus Prime...well, he's taking it as you would expect for a Prime. Always looking at the positive side of things while being blunt about any risks that might come from this. A scientist who studies life that inhabits the Earth...affiliated with the same government in charge of watching his comrades and yet they were just as unknown to each other. While it doesn't sit right with him, he'll be sure to talk to Fowler about it next time he visits. He now understands why Raf would be rather vague about you sometimes. He was simply trying to protect you as he would with the Autobots.
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You took the grilling like a champ. You expected it to be more intense, but that could be prejudice stemming from all those sci-fi movies. But they haven't blasted you to your base atoms, so you call it a success!
"Say, can I ask a question now?" You asked. "If you're hiding out in a former missile silo...that means you have contact with Uncle Sam and his merry band. If that's the case, do you have some kind of POC?"
Miko cocks her head, "A...what?"
"It means Person of Contact," Raf explains. "They're asking about-" Suddenly an alarm went off, cutting off your nephew. It was loud, and the noise quickly bumped off the walls. You instinctually placed your hands over your ears as you shouted, "What is that? Are we under attack?"
Prime was quick to assure you, "Fear not, Dr. (Last Name). It is simply a proximity alarm. The only one who is able to trip it is-"
"PRIME!" An unknown yet familiar voice reached your ears.
You followed everyone's gaze to the new face in an ugly suit and an even tackier tie staring up at Optimus. You'd imagine whoever was the designated Person of Contact would be in full military fatigues as a way to display dominance as said sci-fi movies tend to do.
"Multiple disturbance reports in the shopping district, several accounts of a civilian being followed by Decepticons...didn't I tell you guys to stay out of trouble and out of the public eye?" You couldn't help but shift your eyes at the others, wondering what kinds of trouble they've gotten themselves into.
"I apologize, Agent Fowler." Wait a minute. "Due to circumstances beyond our control, we had to make contact with another human in order to ensure their safety from the Decepticons."
It doesn't take long before your eyes meet his, and it doesn't take long for your mouth to run away from you.
"Well mark my stars and stripes...It really is you, Corporal Fowler!"
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saffronapplemanga · 1 year
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Untitled Blue - アンタイトル・ブルー
DRAMA, MYSTERY
Untitled Blue by Natsume Yukiko
(2 volumes, ongoing)
JP only - English summary in this post
Links to my other manga posts here
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I've started out this year strong by completely ignoring my 2023 Manga Reading Goals post, which is very on-brand for me tbh, with Momo's Medical History, Yume no Shizuku Kin no Torikago, A California Story, and probably other stuff I'm forgetting. I have my reasons so leave me be. I decided to actually consult my list this time and was debating between Untitled Blue and Tenjou Renka. Knew practically nothing about either but went with Untitled Blue after skimming the samples for each. All I DID know beforehand was it had something about art and suicide, that's it. (***Trigger warning for suicide*** because it is indeed in there.)
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This one’s for you Colleen *finger guns*
Once again, since this isn't available in English, I'll summarize it like I always do for Japanese-only manga. Spoilers for volumes 1-2 will be labeled and my thoughts will be after that. Twitter reading thread here. Twitter link to this post here.
***SPOILERS FOR VOLUME ONE***
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Anyone else get labeled a “gifted/honor student” growing up? Ugh…
Ogihara Akari was called an art prodigy as a child but fizzled out when she got older. On her way home one day, she swings by the ocean to scavenge driftwood for the art prep school she works at. To her surprise, while she's there a young man emerges from the ocean in front of her eyes. Akari offers to call for help but the boy tells her not to. If she does, he'll die right here, right now. Unable to walk away, Akari brings him home where he proceeds to pass out on her couch. She tries to find an ID but instead finds an expensive watch engraved with the name of a big financial conglomerate.
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It’s fine! On my second day in Japan way back when, I got in a stranger guy’s car in Ishinomaki who was fixing graves without a second thought because I got lost looking for the ferry. Sweet guy! I’m alive and didn’t get kidnapped! Don’t tell my mom... Don't do what I do guys, be safe. I speak Japanese and knew what I was doing.
The boy wakes up and wanders into a storage room in the house that's full of art supplies. When Akari realized where he went, she finds him painting and having read about her youth. While watching him paint, she sees childlike joy in him and he produces a beautiful piece of the beach where she found him. She asks him if he does Japanese painting but he says it was his first time using that kind of paint. FYI 日本画 nihonga or Japanese painting uses a specific type of paint. More info here. I met a nihonga artist who was getting ready for an exhibition at the art prep school I used to go to in Tokyo and I realized, "Wow, there's a lot about nihonga I don't know." I've seen nihonga materials at art supplies stores like Sekaido Shinjuku and PIGMENT TOKYO in Shinagawa, and I don't even know where to start tbh.
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I mean, look at all this. At least there's cool stuff to look at on the long hike to the immigration office - PIGMENT TOKYO (Shinagawa)
The boy suggests that they sell his work under Akari's name because for reasons, he can't put his name out there. She insists that it won't be so simple but he goes, "You're a former prodigy. Let's just list it for like ¥800,000 or whatever."
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¥800,000??? Sir??????? At first, I thought he said ¥80,000 which is like, yeah okay. But honestly? Ask for your worth artists!
Akari is envious that he was able to capture the feeling of the beach when she had drawn the same scenery over and over, but failed. Her work wasn't valued, but his painting of the beach actually sold for ¥800,000. Not only that, it was bought by Iwakura, a well-known artist in the nihonga scene. Akari thinks that the boy should come forward as the artist of the piece. Instead, he asks her how much time ¥800,000 would buy him to stay at her place and says, "Let me borrow your name and I'll give you fame and fortune." I am... screaming.
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This is making me feral, both in a friendship way and a potential romance way. Porque no los dos?
While he's telling Akari that he thinks she never wanted to give up on art, her little brothers come home. She tells the kids that this stranger is... going to be living with them... Middle schooler Toma is a sweetheart who invites him to dinner, while high schooler Nagisa is also a great kid but more skeptical, pokes and prods, and is against it. We find out the boy's name is Omi and learn that Akari's parents died 8 years ago. Omi convinces Nagisa to let him stay because he'll make them ¥10,000,000. Nagisa agrees because he wants to make sure they can send Toma to college.
Later, Omi and Akari are talking and she asks him if he's somehow related to the financial conglomerate. She also expresses hesitation in letting him crash with them. This seems to hit a sore spot for Omi who feels like a burden and clearly has baggage.
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Oof…
They discuss their arrangement and Omi talks about carving themselves into the world and having something to leave behind. One thing leads to another, and Akari ends up getting featured on Iwakura's TV show and a spot in an art gallery. She has a few close calls where she was at risk of getting exposed for not being the artist behind the piece. Akari's sudden success has also led to others feeling animosity toward her. However, Akari starts to show signs of coming into her own, and acknowledging her "sins." It looks like she's going to try and really get back into painting herself. Volume one ends with a “long-time fan” of Akari's coming to the gallery and confronting her, claiming that he knows she's lying.
***SPOILERS FOR VOLUME TWO***
The “fan” seems to know something is up, possibly that Omi is staying with Akari. It seems like he might be some gangster or perhaps works for the big financial group? We’re not told who he is yet.
Akari starts putting her all into art and taking it seriously. Back at the Ogihara household, Toma is showing an interest in art as well. Nagisa however, snaps at his siblings. I think it's from a place of worry for their future as well as discomfort with all the changes since Omi showed up. His outburst reminded me of parents who want their kids to pick “safe” paths that are more likely to lead to a secure future, hence why he’s so worried about sending Toma to college. They’ve all had to grow up quickly after losing their parents.
Nagisa runs off and everyone goes looking for him. During their search, Akari's mind starts spinning, feeling guilty for ever letting art come before her brothers and dropping the ball at home. Since their parents passed, she's had to step up as the eldest. She thought that as long as she could protect her family, she'd be fine, even if that meant giving up on her dreams.
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While my life is not beat-for-beat like Akari’s, there are A LOT of similarities and… oh man… this hurts…
Stuck trying to balance sacrificing for the people she loves, part of Akari can't give up on her passions for her own sake. After she finds Nagisa, she tells him to watch her paint. He goes on to say that he's worried she'll get hurt again, so she tells him, "I hope you'll be there to help me so I can come out of it okay." Which, omg, yes. Allowing yourself to ask for help and not shouldering everything alone is good! All these kids are just so precious, honestly.
Meanwhile, Omi gets a letter from the Amasawa financial group which sends him into a mental spiral. We don't get to see what's in the letter exactly, but he starts to think things like, "I'm running out of time." We later find out the letter is threatening to drag the Ogihara family into things if Omi doesn't contact them.
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Hello darkness my old friend~
Akari goes to check on him and takes him outside for a change of pace, where they discuss some plans to participate in an art fair. Omi seemingly out of nowhere tells Akari they should have a contest and, "If you win, I'll give you your name back." Of course, Akari is confused as to what he means and turns him down.
In the second half of chapter 7, Toma is skipping school for the first time ever. The "fan" guy, whose name is Hijiri, had run into Toma before and takes him on a ride on the back of his motorcycle. Basically, this grown-ass man is trying to build camaraderie with a literal child so he can use him to get at Omi. He manipulates Toma's insecurities and I hate it. Toma, sweetie, get away from him!!!
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I’m gonna throw hands, I swear if he touches a hair on Toma's head (ง’̀-‘́)ง
It turns out Hijiri is Omi's cousin, specifically the son of Omi's younger paternal uncle. Because of this, Omi was set to be the heir of the Amasawa family, leaving Hijiri to live in his shadow. To make matters worse, Hijiri's dad was a hobby artist and started giving Omi more attention when he showed greater artistic talent than his son. To make matters even worse, Omi has everything Hijiri wants, but he doesn't want it himself. Omi tells him that if he wants to be the heir, he can have the position, then immediately threw himself off a balcony and into a lake. Good lord... Hijiri is furious that his cousin doesn't appreciate everything he's been "blessed" with, and he's going to drag him back home to get money and stop the Amasawa group from looking down on him. Get help bro, sheesh.
I'll be brief about the second half of this volume:
We get loads of emotional beats that made me absolutely lose it. So much so, I actually shot up out of my seat and pulled a muscle LOL. The ending of volume 2 just... crushed me. I'm so upset and I need to know what happens next right this instant. I won't say much more as I think it would be best to read those parts for yourself when it's available. I know I keep saying this for a lot of my reads recently, but please license this.
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***END OF SPOILERS FOR VOLUMES 1-2***
As I mentioned in my Blue Period post, I'm an art kid. It's a big passion of mine. Having a well-written, realistically portrayed struggling artist/creative is always a plus in my book. I just wanna feel seen guys... This series delivers with a side of the kind of plot that we come to shoujosei for — chef's kiss.
The Ogihara family (including honorary member Omi) are lovable, interesting characters. I adore great sibling dynamics in stories, and this has great sibling dynamics! Akari and Omi are so different, but the same — two sides of the same coin? And Akari realizes this herself. Our main duo understand each other in some respects but don't at all in others. I liked how Akari understandably asks Omi personal questions the first day they met but doesn't pry when he clearly doesn't want to share. She leaves him be for the most part, not pestering him, but not to the point of letting him wallow around too much. But when she does push, it's from a place of caring and concern, and she does it in a way that makes that clear.
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"How about a change of pace?"
"... Don't wanna... sounds like a pain."
"Oh, don't be like that! We're not going anywhere far." (Then she dragged him outside lol)
I'm sure some people are thinking, "You idiot, why are you bringing home some stranger and letting him live there? You don't even know who he is." And yeah, I feel that. But when Akari met Omi the way she did, she realized he was in a bad place, he was hurting, and desperately needed a hand to reach out to him. So, she took his hand. How could she leave him there? At the same time, I think Akari needed to meet him as much as he needed to meet her. I love that for them.
And Omi never crosses any lines with her. He doesn't have ulterior motives toward her in that way. There is potential romance, but there's no anime bullshit if you know what I mean. Omi is respectful, aware of the fact he's crashing at this stranger's house, and tries to contribute in his own way, albeit awkwardly. This guy was brought into this family and it warms my heart.
Initially, I was thinking that Akari would simply continue to be the face of the art while Omi produced it. I'm delighted to see that they're actually working together to be two halves of a whole! I think Akari was afraid to put her all into art while Omi might be putting too much of himself into his art. He's escaped a suffocating environment and could be going too hard pursuing the only thing he truly wants to do with his newfound freedom.
The art in Untitled Blue is lovely and does an amazing job of conveying how characters feel and nailing the mood in a scene. I enjoy the pacing as well.
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Love it when you can feel a page!
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This page feels like a visual representation of a panic attack but after the overwhelming thoughts, instead of the mental clarity she reaches here, your brain goes blank for a whole day. Glad you got the mental clarity route Akari.
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These pages are sick, actual chills.
Speaking of art, there are some cool things that come up in the story. There's commentary on what makes art compelling, as well as scenes about art that's more realistic/photorealistic versus more stylized art.
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"If you're getting this close to the real thing, why not just take a picture?"
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"Is he serious? That's better than my drawing? It looks like something that took 5 seconds to draw." Isn't this basically what people say about Picasso's stuff? There was a line in Blue Period about this too.
I'm not saying photorealistic art is bad or less than. There are various opinions regarding this topic. A lot artists learn a foundation of what things are supposed to look like (still life, figure drawing, etc.) to learn the "rules" so they can break them. Some argue that "art normies" find realistic works more appealing than those with a more decerning eye. And this does come up in the manga.
There's also lots of talk about the value of art in various senses, and where they discuss the monetary value of art that I found interesting.
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Yes, art is more than just the money, but artists are professionals that deserve to get paid well for their craft.
Loving the exploration of various ideas!
I'm not sure if this series is going to have romance or not, and whether it'll be more of a sub-genre or a big part of the manga. There are some incredibly tender scenes that could be taken as romantic, but could also be vulnerability and platonic love as well imo. MAL says it's drama/mystery/romance, but Renta! just has it listed under mystery/suspense, no romance, so idk. I'm cool with things being platonic or romantic as long as it's done well. Although, I kind of want more platonic relationships.
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I'm reading this on Renta! and romance series like うるわしの宵の月/In the Clear Moonlit Dusk are tagged with 恋愛/romance. Untitled Blue doesn't have the tag though.
I was looking around to see if there was a release date for volume 3, but it turns out that there hasn't been a volume released since September 2021.
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Volume 1 was released June 2021, and volume 2 was released September 2021.
But the mangaka tweeted this in November 2022:
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"Untitled Blue volumes 1-2 are available 🎶 Volume 3 will release in the near future, so now's a great time to catch up 🎶”
Haven't seen any release dates, but it looks like we can look forward to volume 3 soon! I enjoyed Untitled Blue WAY more than I was expecting to and I can't wait to read more!!! After the end of volume 2, I need to know what happens... It actually made me tear up. I mean, aren't the best reading experiences the ones that make you bounce off the walls and scream at the page?
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If there's any Japanese-only manga you want me to check out, let me know! No promises, I'll only read what I'm interested in, but I'll take suggestions into consideration. Preferably, shorter manga or newer manga with a few volumes out since I like to take breaks from longer series I'm reading :)
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jonesatheart · 7 months
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Thermometer
"April, get a thermometer!" Leo barked as he and his brothers broke into the store.
"Forget the thermometer!" Raph snapped. "We just need to get 'im warmed up. We don't need an exact number to know he's not okay!"
"What's going on?" She demanded, running toward the boys who were carrying a limp Donatello between them.
"We don't know exactly," Raph answered and let Casey take his brother. "The Proffessor called us this mornin'. He found Donny unconscious at the dump."
"Let's get him upstairs."
"He probably went into brumation if he was out there all night," Casey mused, following closely behind April.
"He what?" Leo demanded.
"Here, bring him in here," April opened the door to her spare room and peeled back the covers on the bed.
"Hibernatin' for reptiles," he replied, nonchalantly, as he carefully laid Donatello down on the soft mattress. "We should get him outta his street clothes so he doesn't warm up too quick and we gotta cool the room off." He pulled the window open. "He'll be fine it's just gonna take 'im a few days cause we gotta wake 'im slow. If we do it too fast it can throw him into shock. We can use one of those two-in-one room and forehead thermometers to keep an eye on things."
"And you know all this how?" Raph demanded.
April took Mikey by the hand. "C'mon, sweetie. You can help me find the one from downstairs."
"Four of my best friends are turtles. What, ya think I'm not gonna read up on how to keep one healthy?"
"Ya gonna tell me you read up on a bunch'a women's and rat's health stuff too?"
"I did as a matter of fact," Casey replied primly. "Granted the rat stuff been a lot less useful then the turtle's or women's stuff, but I did the other cause I wasn't about to be one'a those putzes that can't handle a period or go buy tampons."
Raph shook his head. "Honestly I don't know what I expected outta you."
"What do we need to do for Don?" Leo cut in.
"Just this." Casey gestured to the sleeping turtle. "Keep an eye on the temp and increase it a little bit at a time over about three or four days and he'll slowly come out of it. Might take him some time to start bein' active and eatin' again, that's just kinda how this stuff goes."
"Okay, but we are still mutant turtles, Casey," Leo pointed out. "We do have to factor that in."
"I mean, yeah, but the pattern of behavior is there. Sure, ya guys tend to be more resilient and bounce back faster than usual, but ya still get sluggish when it's colder. We could probably increase the temperature a little faster than normal, but I wouldn't do it by much."
Leo masaaged his brow. Of all his brothers it had to be Donny, didn't it? "Okay. I'm gonna trust you on this one, Casey."
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"When was the last time you slept, Michaelangelo?" April asked as she came into the guest room where Donatello still slept. It was the second day since they had brought him to her apartment.
Mikey started at her voice. "Um. Yesterday?"
She arched a brow at him. "Mikey-"
"It was my fault he was at the island! I asked him for help on a project. I didn't know he was gonna leave right then! I didn't know he was there!"
April pulled him into her arms. "It's okay, Mikey," she assured. "It wasn't your fault. It isn't anybody's fault."
"It is my fault, April! He wouldn't have been there if it weren't for me."
"We don't know that. It's Donny. He was probably already planning on going off for his own projects. You know how he can be with those. They make him almost as impulsive as Raph and Casey!" She exclaimed, drawing a small giggle from the turtle.
"I still feel bad though."
"You're worried about your brother, sweetie, that's normal. And I can tell you're doing a very good job of taking care of him."
"I'm trying to at least. He always takes really good care of me, I wanted to kinda return the favor."
"You are," April assured. "I was coming to check the temperature in here and warm it up, but I'm gonna guess you're pretty on top of it."
Mikey nodded.
"And you're making sure you're staying warm enough too?"
Mikey nodded again. "Wouldn't be much help to Donny if I didnt."
April pulled off his beanie and kissed the top of his head before putting it back on. "Good. I'll go make some hot cocoa and hang out with you a while."
"Thanks, sis."
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Don stretched beneath his cozy blankets and immediately decided he was comfy and didn't want to move and nuzzled back into the soft pillow. He pushed himself up when he suddenly realized where he was.
"Easy, Don." Leo seemed to materialize at his side. "It's alright, you're safe."
Don dropped back to the bed. "Do I want to know what happened?"
"You passed out at the landfill, you didn't have any visible injuries, so Casey suggested you went into brumation from the cold."
Don rolled over. "Casey suggested that? Our Casey?"
Leo snickered. "Yes, that one."
"How long have I been out?"
"It's the fourth morning since we found you which means you're right on schedule," Leo chuckled. "Mikey and Casey had you on a pretty strict schedule of temperature checks and increases."
"Mikey and Casey."
"Mhm."
"You left Mikey and Casey in charge of my health and well being?"
"Casey was the one that had done all the prior research, and Mikey didn't really give us a choice. Even April was having a hard time talking him into getting some rest. I made the executive decision to sedate him after about thirty hours."
"Bet he was thrilled about that."
Leo nodded. "He's refusing to speak to me."
"I would've done the same thing. I'm sure he'll come around once he finds out I'm awake."
"Think you're up for that?"
Donatello nodded. "I don't feel bad, just a little lethargic."
"I'll let the others know then. Raph's probably still asleep. He had the last shift with you."
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Mikey nearly managed to knock Donny completely over and off the bed when he barreled into his big brother.
"I'm okay, Mikey," he assured, squeezing him tightly.
"Yeah, no thanks to me," Mikey answered sarcastically.
"Very much thanks to you from what Leo told me."
"It was my fault you were even out there though!" Mikey replied, still clinging to Donatello.
"Mikey." Donny pulled gently pulled his arms away so he could look at his little brother. "It isn't your fault, okay? I was planning on going out anyway, I just lost track of time. I'm not hurt and I'm not sick and everything is okay. If anything I'm more concerned about Casey being my primary caregiver in all this," he teased shooting the man in question a smile.
"Hey, I made a great doctor, I'll have you know," he answered primly. "Captain America knock off."
"I'm sure you did, Dr. Doofenschmirtz."
"Hey, don't insult the Doof like that, Donny!" Mikey cut in.
"Shuddup!" Casey complained and knocked Mikey with one of the extra pillows. "Glad ya feelin' better, Don."
April set down a tray of steaming mugs and began passing them out. She kissed Mikey's worry creased brow as she handed him his mug.
"Are we sure there's nothing we can do?" Raph asked not for the first time.
Casey shook his head. "Ya gotta let him wake up on his own a little bit at a time," he explained patiently. "If ya warm 'im up too fast he could go into shock."
"We have to let his body do the work naturally," she explained patiently. "He's still a turtle. Turtles brumate."
"Coulda told me that before all this happened," he grumbled. April smiled softly and gave him a kiss as well.
"How long will he sleep?"
3-4 days
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yoosungdaddy1 · 17 days
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High Broken boy Eren x reader
"Okay so we bout to smoke and before we hit the club I'm passing out these bitches" Sasha laughs holding up the bag of Mushrooms.
" Where's the blunt?' Eren ask Holding his hand out impatiently .
" Eren you okay ? You Seem stressed. " Mikasa says looking up at him beside her.
" I'm just annoyed " He response smoking the blunt and passing it to you. You shake your head refusing the blunt but he insist on you taking a turn. You take the blunt and past it to Sasha. 
" So where's Armin ?" You ask. Eren checks his phone.
" He texted me. He said he'll be ready for the club he's not smoking"  He answers finding his seat next to you.
" So Eren what happened with Annie?" Sasha ask being nosy with a devilish grin.
" She came by and amber alert over here answered the door and she went nuts. Attacking me accusing me of Fucking Y/n." He explains as Sasha giggles.
" I mean Look at her she's a babe and you guys do live together you sure you not fucking." Her and Mikasa Laughs.
" Hell no !" You shout before Eren could respond.
'Wow that's how you felt after I put you to sleep last night." He barks with a small grin.
" No fucking way! " Sasha shouts passing the blunt to Mikasa who's coughing on laughter.
You look at Eren and give a devilish smile. Your Eyes speaking to one another.
He wants to play games . We'll play game. 
" Oh you call that fucking? I thought that was your finger didn't know your dick was so thin." You respond matching his energy. He looks at you for a cold minute you both facing off, till you couldn't hold back. The both of you start laughing your asses off as he nudges your arm. Sasha and Mikasa look at each other confused then processed to laugh. You assume the weed was getting to you all.
" That was a good one Y/N I'll give you that but when you seriously wanna feel me in you-you  know where my room is." He says glazing into your eyes in all seriousness. You blush and lightly shake your head.
" Never in a million years" You whisper. He shoved his shoulders taking the blunt from Mikasa. 
" Your lost." He giggled.
" You play to much Eren." Sasha says getting up going into the kitchen. Mikasa was in a daze barely keeping her eyes open falling  over on Eren shoulders. 
" Hold this y/n'' He ask giving you the blunt. He stood up slowly picking up Mikasa and placing her in his room.
"She's fucked. " Sasha laughs stuffing her face.  Eren came back snatching the blunt out your hands.
" Sasha you and Connie owe me some damn snacks. " He shouts chasing her around the kitchen table. She laughs as he desperately tires to take the snacks out her hands. You could tell the two were high as hell.  You turn on the Tv to kill time going back to the movie you and Eren were watching earlier.
" Hey don't start that yet!" He shouts jumping on one side of you and Sasha on the other.
"You both reek of weed." You sprout in annoyance of how close they were.
" Rewind it some" Eren insist.
You didn't know he was actually paying attention to it like you was. You didn't mind though. The movie ended and Eren and Sasha ended up falling asleep on  each of your shoulders. You looked on your left , Sasha whispering chicken in her dream. You looked to your right, Eren's hair tingling your face, the smell of weed on his breath. You were truly irritated .
"  Idiots get up!"  You shout pushing both Eren and Sasha off you. 
"Holy shit it's 6 Connie's off.  I'll wake Mikasa be out by 7:30." Sasha yells going into Eren's room to wake Mikasa. Eren was still waking up his hair completely out his man bun and checking his phone. 
" Yo Sasha! Annie texted don't worry about me just give y/n a ride. I'm gonna pick her up Armin invited her." He shouts.
" Alright cool be ready Y/n I'll text you." Sasha says before leaving the room with a confused Mikasa.
"Alright bet." You get up going into your room getting ready. You had never been to a real club before partying wasn't really your thing even though you always wanted to try it out. You Revish though your clothing looking for something club worthy. You decided to wear a gold silk Cami, black mini skirt and gold heels. You gathered your things leaving your room it being 7:15. Eren was also preparing to leave. He was in the living room cleaning things up. He wore long sleeve silk sliver top and black dress pants. His hair in a tight bun only one strain in his face, A sliver wrist watch and small studs in both ears. You weren't gonna lie to yourself he looked good. You didn't realize you was staring.
" whoa are you fucking me with your eyes" He smirks catching you staring at him.
You start to blush, embarrassed.
"You're disgusting please but you do look good. " You admitted.
" So you were imaging me on you." He proceeds to say.
" It's okay to admit kind of hard not to besides I wouldn't mind the thought of you on me. " He giggles to himself.
" You're a real ass " You shouts face completely red. You didn't know what to think. He thought such bold statements were funny.
" Lighten up you'll probably smash and disappear right? That's your specialty." He mouths, opening the dorm door letting you go ahead of him.
You ignored his petty comment giving a petty smile. You toss your hands up walking in the other direction as him. You made your way outside just in time Sasha texted.
Sasha~ I parked behind your dorm hurry up!
You smile at her text and fast walk to her car.  She drove a Black Toyota RAV4 LE.
" You look amazing !" Sasha shouts from the driver side 
" Facts. " Mikasa nods.
You took your seat in back.
" Where's Armin?" You ask confused.
" Oh he's riding with Jean." Mikasa answers.
" Alright lets shake some ass!" Sasha shouts before speeding out the parking lot. After about 45 minutes you guys arrive at a club called Night Wilders.
Bigg Balls Mikasa~ We're here boys
Bigg Balls Armin~ Find a good spot We'll meet you guys inside.
After making it inside the club you all looked for a nice area. The club was quite large and very dark. The music was so loud you had to yell to hear each other. 
" Over here!" Mikasa shouts finding a big enough spot for all who was coming
" YO Where's the mushrooms" Jean shouts coming in behind Armin and Connie.
" You look amazing" Armin says grabbing your hand forcing you into a 360. You giggle at his enthusiasm. Sasha ran to Connie giving him a hug and a sexual kiss. Everyone in the group smirked at the interaction.
" Okay fuck later  where's the Mush Sasha?" Jean insist.
" Here everyone take one these things are no joke." She giggles still wrapped in Connie's arm. You all begin to each take one from the bag.
" Hold up save me one" Eren says pushing through he crowd, Behind him stood Annie. She looked surprised and angry to see you.
"  Annie how long your staying in town ?" Sasha ask grabbing her a mushroom.
" Just this week or mid-terms are coming up" She says clinging to Eren's shirt.
You finally finish eating the mushroom which wasn't as bad as you expected.
" Dance with me "Armin insist grabbing your hand and pulling you to him before you could say anything. He pulls your hips closer to his as your bodies move with the beat of the music.
" You're so Hot. " He laughs spinning you in circles. You laugh at his complements. His blue eyes glaring into yours. You didn't try to but you started checking him out. His neck exposed and vein visible , his shirt low enough to expose the very entrance of his chest.
" Hell your hot too." You smile. He blushes giggling to your complement. 
" Get a room" Mikasa laughs as the group started to dance near you two. You couldn't tell if the mushroom was getting to you or not, but everything felt funny. The music changed to fast beat and You, Mikasa and Sasha were completely out of it. Before you knew it strangers had started trying to grind behind you. 
" Get the hell away from them"  a voice said scarring off the guys that kept surrounding you all. You were to high to know what was going on.
" Hey Eren! Lets dance." You smile grabbing his hands and bringing  him closer to you. He didn't seem as high as you but you could tell he was out of it.
" What are you doing!' He smirks laughing at your dance moves. 
" He grabs your hands spinning you in circles as you laughed looking up at the ceiling changing colors You felt like you were on could nine. 
" Oh shit the drinking cup!" Jean interrupts.
" OH shit you Mikasa and Sasha shout making your way down the club line.
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dyadhogs · 1 month
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“haven’t you already gone to those ruins?”
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judging from amy’s expression at the question, everyone in the room knew that she, in fact, had not, and knuckles smiled sheepishly as the pink hedgehog went back to packing her bag with a small huff. sometimes she wondered why she even bothered…
"what part of a new cave system didn't you get?" she asked, not bothering to wait for an answer before continuing firmly. "cliff invited me to be the first one through this one, and i'm not passing on the chance. this could be the last link we need to really understand the ancients and what they were all about!"
it was true no one could quite match the heroine’s energy when it came to exploring ruins, but there wasn’t a doubt there in the room that everyone wasn’t at least a little happy for her. everyone, even sticks, knew that this was basically a dream come true for amy and they weren’t about to dose that flame. not entirely.
it was tails that gave a sheepish sound. it was an amazing chance, and a part of him was even a little jealous, but he did like to be the voice of reasoning at times like this. "it is a cool opportunity but…i wouldn't get your hopes up too high. most of the ancient’s tech has been destroyed over the years, i just don't want to see you disappointed if you don't find anything."
"it's the experience that counts," amy quipped back without even an inkling of hesitation. and she meant it. even if she found nothing, this was a once in a lifetime chance she was not passing up. but back to the real matter at hand. "and that's why i need you guys to watch my house while i'm gone. water the plants, close the windows, and keep out the riff raff. sonic will be watching hazel."
❝ more like she'll be watching me, ❞ the speedster corrected plainly, glancing at said feline currently staring at the group from the couch. the same half interested look they always wore. sonic didn't suspect that would be changing anytime soon. looking back at amy, he shifted his weight for a moment, before asking, ❝ uh…so when are you coming back? ❞
"in about a week, that's as long as cliff thinks he'll be able to hold back all the other interested parties," amy answered, looking up from her packing job just in time to see something flash across the speedster’s face. no one else seemed to notice, and quickly she gave him a reassuring smile before addressing everyone in the room. "don't worry, i'll be sure to keep in touch and tell you all what i find."
"if it's all the same to you i'll just wait until you get back. too many phone calls will put a target on my head and i’m already in deep with delta v.” sticks said this with such seriousness that the whole room fell silent for a moment, even amy had looked up from her packing to stare at the badger.
and the silence stretched until amy softly cleared her throat. 
"anyway…i leave in the morning but i figured we could all go out to eat tonight.” the perfect way to change the subject, and lighten the mood a little more. and it seemed everyone was more than on board with it.
❝ sounds good to me. ❞
“same here.”
“count me in.”
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