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sorryimananti-romantic · 9 months

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Ateez as Boyfriends [Explicit Ver.]

yet another collab with loren @eightmakesonebraincell. idk what this is but it's smut and it's a filthfest in here sooo MDNI!!

lmao when we think about it now we don't even know how we came to write this (speed write it more like) but this has collected dust in the drafts for a good while anddd it's our first time writing smut like this (minus my woo fic) so here we are :') Enjoy!

Hongjoong

eye fucks you

literally when he is in the mood he will let his eyes scan you ever so slowly

tease.

i just think that most of the times you’ll be in the studio

and studio sex calls for you in his lap to get his attention

while his attention remains undivided on his pc

until you grind-

one wrong move and you’re done for

if he doesn’t want you to break his focus at that moment, he’s probably gonna growl and bite your shoulder with the promise of what’s about to come

and threaten you with things he would do to you once he is free

however, if you've succeeded?

immediately on to you

lips everywhere and anywhere on your body

tongue in your mouth

i feel like even if he tries to go slow, he’s the type to lose control in the middle of it

and go super intense and heated

loves it when his hands are on your hips and controlling your movement

the type to wedge his thigh between your legs as you make out

and watch you become a mess as you grind on it

or when you’re sitting on him, he’ll hook your legs over his to stop you from closing them

he’ll finger you until you’re squirming in his lap

punish you for distracting him and being a bad girl

neck kisses he’s gonna leave pretty marks all over you

will praise the f outta you (not me censoring this.)

will probably move around a lot during sex

like one moment you’re in his lap

next you’re on the couch, he’s on top of you

until you switch

and then he has you standing up and suddenly you’re pinned against the wall

will not miss a chance to go down on you

knows exactly how to make you cry

and i mean cry.

laughs against your throbbing core and the vibrations oh goodness

absolutely loves the feeling of your fingers gripping his hair in desperation

nips you everywhere

and when you’re finally begging him to give you what you want, that’s when he’ll let you have some moment of control

probably curses in pleasure

loves watching you on top of him but makes sure you know who’s in control (him)

he’s gonna spice things up when you’re reaching climax

i think i said he knows how to make you cry so go ahead and imagine

will overstimulate you before he wraps things up hehe

i just feel like his fingers on your clit right before you come and it’s 10x more intense

would love to come inside you when he can ;)

hongjoong would also probably record the audio of your moans during sex and when you climax (with consent ofc)

and on nights when he’s missing you he’ll play it through his headphones and touch himself wishing you were here

takes such good care of you when you’re done like you joke that he’s suddenly worried if you’re okay when he fucked you like there’s no tomorrow-

but really he’s all prepared he’s immediately making sure you have what you need- water, cuddles, round 2, you name it

will kiss your forehead as he assures you you’re his muse, the love of his life and all that sweet stuff :’)

you whine that you feel all sticky and gross

he definitely has an abundance of tissues and wet wipes in his studio

when people ask him why he has so many he tells them it’s for yknow cleaning

if you guys are back home in the shower though?

omg he is so soft and all about the romance

makes you feel so so loved

holds you in his arms for the longest time

or you’re in the middle of doing something and he grabs your wrist

and pulls you towards him with the biggest smile on his face

hands on your hips as he sways you around

and you just know that look in his eyes means he’s in the mood and he’s going to make this a memorable night for both of you

you’ll hook your arms around his neck and sway to the music that is in your heads

guided by his movements

he tells you what he’s feeling. no filters

and you appreciate that so much about him

would definitely have a post-sex playlist that he’s made with like slow candle-lit dinner vibes

plays it with a speaker in the bathroom as he presses long and lazy kisses against you

basically a very love-driven makeout session :((

hehe but he most definitely nibbles all over the marks he’s left on you with a sense of achievement

loves when you wear one of his shirts over just your panties as you go to bed together

it’s the possessiveness in him i’m telling you

he’s quick to fall asleep but you can see a faint smile on his lips as you caress his head or his face

and you tell him all the reasons you love him

you can swear his hold on you tightens even though he is fast asleep

and you’re going to wake up with him looking at you like you’re the most beautiful thing he has ever laid eyes on :((

even tho you look like an absolute mess in the morning-

Seonghwa

tongue.

man has a mouth on him like have you seen his lips?

the prettiest lips in ateez

and his tongue????

he is the best kisser in ateez fight me

he knows how deadly his tongue is

and he’s going to use that to his advantage

makeout sessions are gonna be next level with him

and when his tongue goes elsewhere-

like when he kisses your neck?

or anywhere for that matter??

you literally cannot breath

it’s like it’s turning him on too

makes the dirtiest noises you bet

he loves the feeling of your thighs clenching around him because it means that you’re close

he praises you and tells you that you have the prettiest moans

loves that you’re making those sounds just for him

he’ll enjoy overstimulating you

he coos and tells you to give him one more orgasm baby as he digs his fingers knuckle-deep into you

he knows your body so well

he can tell exactly when you’re about to come

like, he’ll say “come for me” because he knows that’s what tips you over the edge

and then when he’s satisfied with how many times you’ve come for him

that’s when he gets started

when you guys are fucking there are two different moods

sometimes he likes to take it slow and worship your body

pepper kisses all over your face and anywhere he can reach

presses his body against yours like he has to be touching every part of your exposed skin

drags his length in and out of you slowly so he can feel every inch of you

will latch his lips onto yours and explore your mouth with his tongue

likes to hold your hand :’((( i love him so much

other times it’s hot and fast and needy

his hands roam all over your body and through your hair

rolls your nipples between his fingers to make your back arch

moans into the kisses

bites your lower lip

either lets you run your hands wherever you want or pins them to whatever surface you’re on

you fist the sheets beneath you or grip his shoulders

he grunts and pants in between praises of how tight you are and how good you feel

before he’s coming hard into you

i’m convinced that when hwa comes his eyes roll back and he lets out the deepest moan

it’s so filthy his expression alone can make you reach your climax honestly

his warmth fills you up (pls use a condom irl)

and when he pulls out, the sight of his cum leaking out of you has him half-hardening again

he loves to see how he’s ruined you

and you best bet he’ll help clean you up-

with his mouth

he’ll hold your legs apart as you writhe from sensitivity

as soon as you both come down from your orgasms, it’s like all the dom has left his body

he literally becomes the softest when he’s doing aftercare like his touch is suddenly delicate and he’s holding you like you’re fragile

“sir, i’m pretty sure you’ve left bruises on my body but okay”

“ah, did i? shall i kiss them so they get better?”

and you grin bc you’re lovestruck

and he feels so proud that he made you smile bc that means you’re okay

literally every second sentence that comes out of his mouth will be praise

that you did so well for him

that you’re so beautiful

that you’re all that he could ever ask for

<33333

peppers soft kisses on your face and kisses your knuckles

brings you sth warm to drink and cuddles you all night

i feel like he’s the type to love feeling skin on skin when cuddling

especially after having sex

he just has his boxers on and you just have your panties on

and he loves to hold you close to him and just feel you next to him in such an intimate way :’(((

he can’t keep his hands off you but it’s completely innocent

traces little patterns and shapes on your back

splays his hand over your tummy

rests a hand over your chest bc he likes to feel your heartbeat

and he does it unconsciously too, even during pillow talk

you two can talk for hours about anything and everything deep into the night

it doesn’t even matter what the pillow talk is about all you two want is to hear each other’s voices

imagine hwa’s post-sex husky deep voice akjfldsg

but you two talk and cuddle for so long neither of you even realise when you’ve fallen asleep

in the morning he wakes up before you but he stays cuddling you until you wake up so that he’s the first thing you see <33

there’ll be lots of lazy kisses before he gets up to make you a cute breakfast

Yunho

eye fucks you pt 2

literally the way he just watches you at times

like he’s drinking in the sight of you

before he kisses you he’s going to cup your face and look at you for the longest time

and you can see a thousand undecipherable emotions in his eyes

hesitates a bit before he kisses you but once you’re into it he’s a changed man

idk about you but i feel like his tongue can do wonders

i just think he’s a natural at this he kisses you like he’s been doing it forever and will never get tired of it

makeout turns heated pretty quick and one thing leads to another-

will be vocal during sex too like

he needs to hear you say some stuff before you proceed

he needs to hear your voice to confirm you’re feeling good

he’s pretty much driven on that

he aims to please you.

his hands. need i say more?

he drives you crazy with his hands alone

even when they’re cupping your face or like holding you behind your neck

you love his hands in your hair

you love it when you feel his big hands anywhere on your body for that matter

especially when they’re gripping your thighs

and his long fingers omg

just a brush of them in the inside of your thigh or near your core and you’re done for

makes you a writhing mess before he will even touch you

will also pin you on nearest surfaces

and lets his mouth and thighs do the rest

probably loves when you ride his thigh too as he makes out with you

to the point you almost come on that alone

he just loves when you want to be in control but he restrains you

and you gladly let him

will at times let you dom him

but he just thinks that you’re cute for trying

really, he’s watching all smug, watching you on top of him, waiting until he’s had enough

and then he’s flipped you

he’s pinned you to the bed and he dwarfs you grrr

“now it’s my turn”

if you think cuddling while lovemaking is a soft trait? make it hard for yunho

like he’s just burying his nose in the crook of your neck while he pumps into you

spoons you from behind as he rubs his length against your ass

or kissing your temple or head and moaning against you

and oh goodness his weight on you when he’s on top of you i-

will mumble praise into your ear

“you’re so fucking wet baby” hdsjhjkdfhg

“you feel so good”

and you’ll def praise him in return he loves that

not afraid to experiment with you

and he’s always just so supportive of your wants and needs

he’s also fully capable of driving you insane like he can be a little shit sometimes-

his hand around your throat.

his hand being able to wrap around both of your wrists

loves to pin your wrists above your head

when he’s approaching his orgasm he’ll see what you need

probably loves it when you come together

and he’ll pump all that inside you he won’t stop

will remain inside for a good few moments until he pulls out

and then it's just another round of teasing each other as he takes care of you

“can we shower together now?” but you know it will lead to shower sex

“will you let me spoon you after i clean you up?”

“only if i don’t find your dick hardening against my ass in the middle of the night, yunho”

the teasing is just ramped up honestly

you two flick soap suds at each other

he smacks your ass and it startles you and you slip a little in the shower

he makes sure to catch you but you smack his chest as revenge even though you two are giggling

when you step out of the shower he’ll throw your towel over your head so it covers your face

the man runs out of the bathroom before you can throw the towel back at him

he’s just streaking through the house naked at this point

it takes a while for you two to calm down enough to actually get into bed

but there’s definitely another hour or two of very handsy teasing

mostly from him as you giggle at his antics

and lots of hypothetical discussions about things you guys could try out next time

but also not hypothetically because he would totally be down lol

he’ll be like “okay but what if we restrained your wrists to the shower curtain bar, do you think it’d break?”

and you say you can try next time but if it does break he’s paying not you

you’re just both a laughing mess in each other’s arms as you fall asleep

Yeosang

vanilla guy

he can move his tongue 180 degrees do you all know what use he can make of that?

he’s either super shy super shy~ or he’s gonna be the demon that we all know he is

his kisses range from shy to heated and rushed

like when he’s shy he’s all smiles and cautious touches

but you can literally taste it when he’s desperate

because his body language changes significantly

suddenly he’s the most confident

kinda feel like lingerie really turns him on

like whenever you wear something lacy or revealing

his length is already hardening before he knows it

sometimes he tries to hide it

other times he comes right up to you and growls into your ear that he needs you right now

his favourite place to do it might be in the bed

he just wants to make sure you’re comfortable first and foremost

and i feel like he’s a switch

he has his dom days he has his sub days too

sometimes he just needs you to lead and he loves watching you when you take the lead

he lets you do whatever you want to him

like he’ll watch as you unbutton your shirt and slip off your bra

and when you lean down to take off his pants

he’ll let you kiss him and touch him however you like

but when you start teasing him?

i feel like he has a switch that goes off and bam he’s now in dom mode

and he’s suddenly flipped positions and he’s like “i’ve had enough sweetheart”

and he’s banging into you with no remorse

and you swear his beautiful deep voice does something to you makes you feral is what it does

tucks your hair out of the way as he pumps his length into you

holds your face :( he’s so precious grrrrr

swipes his thumb across your lower lip

daring you to try something like-

he’s a tease he knows what game you’re playing

and if you try to capture his thumb between your teeth he’s gonna be like ‘nuh-uh not so quick’

like he can be the sub and still be in charge how beautiful is that

bonus points if you make him laugh or make him shy during sex

you love to see it when you praise him and he gets all flustered

but boi does he know how to make you lose your shit too

esp when he’s in control and just running his hands all over your body

tracing all your curves as he drinks in the sight and praises you so. much.

as if he isn’t a walking sculpture himself :’)

loves watching your little reaction and catches on real quick

like if you writhe under him when he kisses your sweet spot? he’s gonna be all smug and you bet the night has gotten longer

because he will spend his sweet time there

and when he’s fingering you or eating you out he will do everything to get the best reactions out of you

aftercare is 90 percent him fussing over you

even though you reassure him that you’re okay from under the mountain of blankets he’s piled over you

he literally treats you like a queen

also because he wants to give you everything that you might even potentially need

so he like

brings you a whole platter of warm tea, water, energy drinks, salty snacks, packets of lollies, chocolates, you name it

will also ask if you need painkillers or anything

you better give that man his aftercare too he deserves it

you slip him bits of chocolate or snacks

sometimes after he’s had one of those days where he’s radiated dom energy or he’s teased you a lot

you bring it up with him and wiggle your eyebrows

like “so i’m your good girl, huh”

and he gets so flustered and shy and does his little giggle

but you never tease him too much, because you know that he can start to doubt himself or feel insecure

so you always make sure to tell him how good and perfect he is no matter what he does

he deserves all the love in the world <3

so after you let him fuss over you for a while you sort of just, fling up the side of your blanket and say

“get in here”

and he has such a cute bright smile as he burrows underneath the covers with you

sometimes he spoons you

but more often than not

you spoon him

and he feels so safe and loved whenever you hug him like that :’(

you love to run your fingers through his long locks because his hair feels super soft

but also because you can almost hear the purr that comes out of yeosang when you do it

he’s a precious baby :(

San

a switch nobody can convince us otherwise

he can be a hard dom

manhandles you, like have you seen the way he is with woo??

holds your jaw to make you look at him

or he gets up close and crowds your personal space

passes you the dirtiest looks

will stare at you for the longest time just to see what your reaction will be

loves it when you get flustered and shy

doesn’t care if you’re in public his touches will look casual to others

but you’ve memorised what his hand placement means

like when his hand on your waist slowly lowers to your hip, you know it’s gonna be a long night

teases you during sex, like he’ll lightly drag his fingers around your upper thighs and on your lower stomach but never touching your core

and he’ll ask you what do you want

he wants you to be vocal and beg for him to touch you

and when you do he’ll rip away your clothes and go down on you like he’s starved

he unbuttons your clothes and unclasps your bra with one hand and that alone makes you so wet

fondles your breasts with one hand while he circles your clit with the other

he latches his mouth onto your neck and collarbones and sucks on your nipples

has your back arching from all the different sensations all at once

but he’s also the subbiest sub to exist

like can you imagine him whimpering underneath you

this time he’s the one begging

he begs to touch you

and he begs for you to touch him, kiss him, anything

he doesn’t care if there are people in the next room or if they can hear him

he just needs to be inside of you

man always does it like it’s his first time taking you

like you’re blown by how much he can enjoy this every time it just gives you that confidence boost too

and he’s big on praise as well

loves being loud during sex

makes the unholiest noises-

makes the most intense eye contact and if you dare shy away from him?

“look at me when i’m looking at you”

jksdhgjghjghksgh

^that’s your reaction btw

his kisses become more messy as things escalate and he just

he wishes he could kiss you everywhere all at once

switches positions so many times but mostly because he needs to feel closer to you in every aspect

might have a thing for putting your legs over his shoulders as he pumps into you

will make you scream without a doubt

like his aim is to make you see stars and boi do you get lost

so you also love to return the favour

and he’s not all that hard to please all you have to do is push the right buttons and say the right things

but you prolong the process on purpose

because you too enjoy seeing him break under you

it’s just that he makes you feel so good about yourself

he makes you feel like you’re everything he’s ever wanted and then some

will make you come on his fingers

and then lick them clean-

will make you come on his dick next

and break right after he can’t handle you becoming a mess on him

collapses next to you and laughs in disbelief because how good was that?

takes a few moments to gather himself, all the while caressing your skin

and kissing you- the softest kisses

before he gets up and takes care of you

and he’s so so good at that

he’s cleaning you up, making sure you’re hydrated, helping you into bed and then the cuddlefest starts

lies against the pillows and then shifts you so that you’re basically half-lying on top of him

he loves when you rest your head on his chest, an arm and a leg slung over the top of him too

(half the reason he works out his shoulders and chest is so that you have more pillow surface area hehe)

in these moments he wishes he has three hands

one to hold you against him

one to caress and run through your hair

and one more to hold your hand with :(

he just has to settle for alternating between the three

and all the while he is just constantly. pressing. kisses. against the crown of your head

“i love you”

“i love you too, san”

and not even twenty seconds later

“i love you so much”

“i love you so much too, san”

repeatedly confesses his love to you because it’s true he loves you so much it’s crazy

and when he can hear the sleep starting to cling to your voice, he’ll wish you goodnight

with many more kisses to go along with it <33

he doesn’t let go of you once during the night

Mingi

have you seen his hip rolls-

okay from the start

9/10 times it starts with you cuddling

it’s all good and nice and fluffy and you’re watching something or just scrolling

he just likes to be in physical contact with you in any way

one of you is mindlessly touching the other- very casual at first

casual kiss on your bare shoulder or you kissing his jaw or knuckles

until one of you is in the mood and starts touching the other with purpose

and wait until the other starts squirming visibly

if you’re in his lap? you’re gonna feel it before he can even tell you

and you turn around all smug

but he doesn’t give you time to react because he will kiss you

he’s also prob really big on makeouts

he just loves the feel of his lips on yours as if they’re made for each other

or his tongue inside your mouth and the way you move under him while he kisses you

will have a good proper makeout session before you proceed

his hands will literally travel everywhere

plays with your breasts as he kisses you

also he will kiss every inch of you

and when he goes down on you?

he knows his nose brushing against your clit is your undoing

and he takes advantage of it

the tip of his nose glistening undoes something in you-

will basically make out with your clit

and make you come multiple times on his fingers and tongue before he gives you what you want

those hands squeezing your hips along with that really don’t help-

eats you out like a man starved

but before that

he’s also the type to get his own fair share of oral

and you would love to please him as well

you want that

you love it when he rolls his hips, clutching your hair, whether his cock is in your mouth or inside you

and when you’re having sex even tho he gives dom energy, he likes you on top

he’s just gonna be holding your hips and making you bounce on him

he’s gonna slow it down, make it bouncy ;)

your hands on his chest

he’s gonna watch you with those eyes

and groan a lot it fuels you

it drives him crazy when you snake a hand down to your front to circle your own clit

and when you climax and collapse against his chest, he’ll hold you steady against his chest and grip your ass

will plant his feet against the bed so that he can pump up into you

i feel like he can be pretty filthy in the best way

like he likes it messy

he wants to make you a mess in every sense

he will spill inside you all over you and be proud of it and look at the mess like it’s a work of art

and the air smells of sweat, sex and love <3

will probably prompt another round-

if he lets you have your way first, he’s def going to have his way in the second round

and that could entail a lot of things

but at some point, it’s definitely gonna be him pinning your wrists down on the bed with one hand

while his own thighs holds your open

and he makes you see stars with his fingers alone

and at some point

it’s going to be him pounding relentlessly into you, a hand on your back pinning you down to the bed

and the second round is always so much more intense

you think you’re spent? he knows exactly how to get you riled up again

but he knows when you’re tired and done even when you say you want more

so he just turns very soft all of a sudden and kisses you like a boy having his first kiss

because he’s so in love with you :((

and then he’s gonna tell you what you mean to him

he’s gonna make you look at him as he tells you how beautiful you are and how you mean the whole world to him

sometimes he sees doubt in your eyes but he won’t go away until he clears it

and then you’re both giggling and he’s looking around wondering what to do

“the towels first, please,” you giggle again and he hops off the bed, laughing to himself

probably drags you in the shower with him too and teases you a lot there

so much that sometimes you have another round there-

always so fun with him innit

but he makes sure you’re fed, hydrated, clean and content before he joins you in bed and the cuddlefest starts

human pillow i said what i said

and he’ll caress your hair or skin as he tells you about something that happened at work or you rant about something that annoyed you today

and he jokes and teases you and you slap his chest and he’s suddenly a laughing mess and you’re joining

and then at some point, you both fall asleep in each other’s arms <3

Wooyoung

omega vibes.

a bratty sub

and wooyoung literally ousts himself as having a degrading kink

not his heart fluttering when hongjoong bossed him around

he likes to tease you and frustrate you all day

a quick smirk here

a sneaky touch there

feel like wooyoung would also make you wear vibrating panties or put a remote-controlled vibrator in you

will turn the vibration up at the worst times

like when you’re talking to someone or when it’s super quiet

he’ll give you the cheekiest grin from across the room

especially when a noise accidentally slips out of you

he loves watching you awkwardly fumble and pretend you didn’t just moan

sometimes in the bedroom when he’s pressing the vibrator against your clit, he’ll pull away at the last second just before you reach your orgasm

and he’ll be like oops sorry :))

until the sexual tension makes you snap

he lets you flip him over or pin him against the wall as you kiss his lips swollen and mark his neck until it’s bruised

and you can feel how smug he is

he loves when you show him his place

and when you mark him with hickeys

you’ll push him onto the bed

and sometimes you tie his wrists together

he’s such a brat you can’t help but try and tame him even when you know it’s hopeless

so you just give up midway and he’s all smug and laughing and you’re like okay have your way then

it’s just very fun with him never a boring moment

and feels like a game of who has more control (you’ve got equal points)(you’re both in negative)

you bet he keeps a record of that

also he gets turned on at the strangest of times

you’re cleaning and he saw you bend down to get that dust? he’s turned on

you almost tripped and made the cutest face afterwards and he teases you but you glare at him? he’s turned on

but the same goes for you

all he has to do is roll his sleeves and display his delicious veiny arms while he cooks

and you’re a whining mess

he knows it

we all love wooyoung in the kitchen

speaking of the kitchen-

no one would eat the food he makes if they knew how many times he’s fucked you on the countertop lol

but he fucks you on every surface he can so-

he loves going down on you mostly because of the noises you make when he’s eating you out

and he knows exactly what move of his tongue or lips against your core earns what noise

he knows you have a thing for his nose digging into your clit too

so he’s gonna make the most of it ;)

will let your thighs squeeze him as he makes out with your clit

but when he pushes them apart? the veins on his arms pop and you can’t help but run your fingers all over them

his arms are just such a work of art

and then he’s trailing kisses up your body and kissing you as if he’s short on breath

also has a thing for fisting your hair when you go down on him

and oh goodness does he make the most pretty sounds you’ve ever heard

basically the two of you live to rile the other up no matter what way it is <3

when he’s finally inside you, he’s either taking full control or just letting you do whatever you want there’s no in-between

mostly it’s the latter because he loves to see you ride him

but just because you’re on top of him doesn’t mean you’ve got full control. he makes sure you know that

because he is going to pound into you from under you and make you see stars <3

aftercare is something ingrained in him

it’s like he gets all his energy back just to take care of you :((

he’s fussing over you, not letting you move before he cleans you up and makes you drink or eat something

he has to give the green light for you and at this point, you let him

because who wouldn’t enjoy a fussy woo??

and then he’s like “let’s shower together ;) “ and you’re like

“ah. is that what all of this was for?”

not complaining though

but the best part about showering together isn’t another round- that’s rare

you simply love it when you’re washing each other up

he loves when you shampoo his hair and massage his scalp

and he rubs the knots out of your neck or arms or thighs

wherever you might be feeling sore from your escapades lol

there’s still a couple of teasing remarks and wandering hands here and there

but he makes sure you’re all warm and dry before he tucks you into bed or wraps you in a huge fluffy blanket on the couch

he’ll insist that you do nothing while he cooks up a small meal for you two because if you two hadn’t become distracted during the process of making dinner, then you two are hungry from the energy you’ve expended LOL

and when he’s made sure you’re absolutely full he’ll cuddle you until you both succumb to food coma

Jongho

we all know he’s not physically affectionate

but boi does it look like he’s been doing this all his life

big on foreplay

gets you all hot and bothered first with the way his fingers run over your arms or your thighs

gentle squeezes in between or like something muttered in your ear

until you can’t take it anymore and you make the first move

slow kisses are his things like he loves the intimacy when you’re just making out like you have all the time in the world

and he’s shy at first def, will laugh and joke between kisses just so he can get super comfortable

before he turns into a monster

peppers kisses all over your face :(

has a knack for making you feel like you’re the most precious thing in this world

to him you are <3

has a thing for necks

will kiss your neck and your sweet spot until it turns red

probably nibble on it too he’d love to see you marked by him

will trail kisses all the way down

will play with your breasts for the longest time as well

just teasing you and making a mess out of you

before he lets his fingers touch you down there and find you already soaked

and god does it give him an ego boost

anddd that’s where things get interesting

watches your every move when he touches you down there

and has a shit-eating grin on his face throughout

(which you love you’re not even gonna complain)

he’s gonna make you come multiple times on his fingers that’s a given

he loves to watch you move under him and will probably have a hand on your stomach to brace you and refrain your movements

which drives you so fucking crazy

you’re going to beg for him before he ever lets his cock near you

and when he’s ready for that, he’ll make it so agonisingly slow

will 100 percent grip your thighs as he spreads them apart and just let you feel him against you

before he enters you

he takes a moment to relish in the feeling of your tight walls against him- he can never get enough of that

will pump slowly into you first before it becomes rushed and then-

uses his strength to manhandle you into the position that he wants

he’ll hook his arms under your knees and pound you against the wall pls i need holy water stat

in your bedroom, in your living room, in the shower

omg when he gets all sweaty

and his muscles are glistening as they ripple with his movements lol

dom.

growls in your ears

smacks your ass 100 percent.

it drives him crazy to feel you trembling against him

or the way your nails dig into his shoulders and drag down his back as he fucks you

he thrives on the sounds you make to the point you’d almost think he’s getting off on that alone

if you come before him, he won’t stop pounding into you until he does

and boi does he still have some stamina left

but you have all the time in the world so he’ll take it slow again

build it up

make you want him again before he touches you

and it just keeps getting more heated, more interesting as the night gets darker

will make sure you’re not overwhelmed though, he really doesn’t want you to feel weird at any point of it all

he wants what you want, to the point you sometimes have to beg him to tell him what he wants

because he’s always focused on pleasuring you and you want to return the favour too

so on the rare occasions that he does let you take the reins, you make it a night he won’t forget ;)

by the time you’re done you’re so tired but this man still has some stamina

so he takes you to the shower with him and washes you up :( <3

dries your hair for you too :(

you’re so sleepy by now but he’ll carry you to bed :(

and then you cuddle and make jokes until you fall asleep feeling the most content ever

and even though jongho is starting to feel tired too, he fights to stay awake just so that he can cherish the feeling of you in his arms for just a little longer

presses soft little kisses on your forehead and down the tip of your nose and over your cheeks and along your jaw

he’s so soft please

when he really can’t hold off sleep any longer he’ll tuck you closer under his chin before he drifts off too with a smile on his face

has the audacity to giggle at you with his gummy smile when he sees you hobbling the next day because you’re kinda sore

but he’ll be at your beck and call for anything you need the rest of the day <3

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fel117 · 25 days

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I NEED HELP WITH MANIFESTATION!!!

˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆ HIII this is like my first post ever on here!! i wanted to just yap and rant a little here about my stories and stuff here because i think it would be fun and everything and maybe there will be someone who can somehow relate to anything i say! no pressure well i basically kind of need help?? with manifestation SO THE THING IS im seeing my friend in june and im so nervous because i feel not ready at all, and yes, its just a month and i know and i believe i can do a lot of things to improve myself in that time, literally hop on higher stages of myself and become better yknow?? and achieve my goals and everything. one of my goals was also to manifest some physical appearance stuff because not gonna lie i never succeeded to manifest something big about appearance stuff even though i was regularly trying, affirming and all that stuff for it which made me so unmotivated because i couldnt manifest simple things like that as others do. after some time i kind of gave up with manifestation, now im getting back to it!! and im more than ever motivated to accomplish my goals (at least try to and be consistent with it) i noticed how i was comparing my manifestation to others manifestation and all that stuff and i believe there is a lot to fix about my mindset and all that kinda things i cant lie that im not nervous about the meeting i have in june (btw keep in mind that im not seeing regularly the friend im meeting there and i just wanted to yknow look awesome feel awesome and everything!!!) BUT MAN......i got horrible haircut. and maybe more like, not like its actually horrible but it just doesnt suit my face you know?? and im not quite used to having haircut like this, it just doesnt suit my face AND TRUST ME IM REGRETTING DECISION ABOUT CUTTING MY HAIR SOOOO BAD LOLLLL i wish i could reverse time or something FR the thing i want to manifest is obviously hair growth, like really rapid hair growth, and hair volume and all that stuff since lately my hair is just falling out like crazy and nothing seem to help?? LIKE HELP IDK and i definitely want to change my face features and all, i always struggled with baby kinda face and i know some people might say like ahahha baby faces are cute YEAH MAYBE THEY ARE TO YOU but i personally feel really bad with having one and i feel like puberty is not hitting me at all and my face just doesnt change how it look so i definitely want to try manifesting to change my face and make it more attractive!!! thats the main two things i want to focus on right now!!! though im not sure what to do to fr manifest it?? i mean i know that im the one who makes the rules about my manifestation and that its easy but seriously im seeing all those success manifestation stories and im like whaat how do they do this?? and btw if someone has any methods and tips please spill some because its really useful I SWEARRRR i want to get a total glow up or whatever you call it and manifest my desired appearance changes because i just really want to know how it feels but also because its part of my goals!!! im just quite unsure how to do all of that stuff because so many things didnt work for me in the past that i feel like its impossible for me to get results or something okay thats it for my little rant, also i feel just by letting this out i realized i might have some potential limiting beliefs and blockages that might be stopping me from getting results AND YK ALL OF THOSE THINGS!!! if someone read this THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH!!! and have a nice day or nighttt!!!! BYEBYEBYE <3

#manifestation #manifesting #how to manifest #loassumption #master manifestor #affirm and persist #manifestation blog #law of assumption #subliminals #manifesation #affirmations #affirmdaily #affirmyourlife

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imminent-danger-came · 2 months

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tip toes here im probably just gonna ramble incoherently but

i know youve talked about the theme of other people stealing mks power and using it for their own gain, im gonna add my two cents in with the simple fact that, them taking his power backfired. badly.

spider queen tried to rule the world using that power, ended up getting her mech destroyed and would’ve probably crawled back to the sewers if not for lbd.

lbd basically built her ass mech by taking a BUNCH of mks power, ended up being super mega deluxe dead.

Azure well. Yeah, “… but it wasnt in my power, it was in yours.” He DIRECTLY manipulated mk, and mk destroyed that guy, putting the world at risk of being torn apart i might add. (rest in peace azure lion beach episode featuring you wouldve been too powerful). Yknow it kinda seems like his power is getting more unstable throughout the show, i might talk about that later not rn.

NOW FINALLY TO THE POINT. We may not know much about the hooded underworld figure, but if their objective is to use mk and his for their own means? to control chaos itself? i dont think thats going to go very well. not for the antagonist, not for the world, definitely not for mk and his friends.

oki das it srry if that was unclear n stuff i dont talk ab my thoughts much baiiii

Haaaiiiii

Yeah, there is a pattern in lmk of someone taking/using MK's powers, succeeding for a little while, before MK, and partially themselves, are ultimately their undoing (Macaque in 1x09, SQ in s1-ROTSQ, LBD in s2-s3, Azure in s4). Like we are 4 for 4 on each season including this trend, I doubt s5 is gonna be different. This is the "stories repeat over and over again" show

And like, our next antagonist is probably going to continue the "fixing the world/removing pain" pattern, this time through chaos, but using MK like everyone else did. It didn't go well the last few times, and it's not going to go well this time.

Personally, I think it'll go a step further and have MK feel the repercussions for using his own power you know. It's not going to go well for him either, in whatever way he's trying to control the world ("So as long as I have my friends by my side; this world is perfect!" , "I'm kinda liking the world as it is right now. So if it could just stay like this forever? That would be awesome.")

#the azure lion beach episode comment fucking killed me #he was there #kinda #or the flower was there up the mountain #azure's symbolic stand in next season probably #lmk #lego monkie kid #lmk MK #lmk theme: power #lmk theme: using vs being #counting it #asks #anon

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nerves-nebula · 5 months

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I feel so bad because your neglected turtles remind me of all the kids I used to feed throughout school. I split my lunches with so many people in elementary school because I knew what it felt like to hurt. I was not neglected but I had a mentally ill mother that made it hard even though we had more than enough money. I may be autistic or I may be just messed up and could not make friends easily, but somehow all the neglected and abused kids and I formed a pack of nervous, estranged wolves and it was stressful because they were always fighting and no one liked each other but they saw me as a parent figure or something. One of them died because of his neglectful mother and I feel so guilty. Others just lost touch when I went on to middle school and left them behind. My middle school was GREAT at feeding everybody for free which was awesome. My high school not so much but there were too many people to feed by myself so I just always had snacks and slices of bread and gave them whenever someone said they were hungry or looked too skinny. My parents never knew I was taking extra food, they never found out because I was super sneaky. I sometimes skipped my own lunch in order to keep it a secret from them. I made another estranged nervous friend who definitely was neglected by a parent that struggled with depression. Everyone had just accepted that he "didn't need lunch" which was absolute bullshit. It was a fight to get him to accept food every day and it almost became a game because I had to find ways to slip food into his backpack or coat or find his next class before he got there. He was sneaky back and sometimes succeeded in sneaking food BACK into my bag like an asshole. I think I really pissed him off. I don't blame him for cutting contact after graduating, we were kind of estranged and distant and we were not really friends, he probably hated me for having to accept food. I would definitely feed your turtles every day if I knew them. They remind me of everyone I that I couldn't feed in high school. I know they're not real. I just want to feed them though.

Yknow something sorta similar happened to me, though not to the same extreme. I ended up hanging out with a group of queer/autistic kids during lunch at my first high school, and I was constantly eating their extra apples, milk, celery, etc. if they didn’t want it. It’s actually a bit funny, because I was researching signs of abuse/neglect for one of my stories and I noticed one that was like “asks for other kids food/hoards food at school” and I was like "lol same" so I started to catalog the symptoms I related to and I kept them as a screenshot on my desktop for the longest time.

but also, as a person with a shit history with food, i'd prolly be pissed if someone kept sneaking food into my bag too hahh. cuz i cant just eat anything i'm given so if i say no to food and someone makes me take it anyway it annoys me. and i'd feel violated if someone like, touched my stuff without me knowing. but it sucks that that kid didn't have food and everyone just accepted that.

as for my turtles, they'll be fine, they make sure each other eats enough when they're older

#nnstuff #ask #child abuse tw

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noelledeltarune · 11 months

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gooigi rant?? pls. i love the goo-ber

ok this is another case where i don't really have that much of substance to say but literally gooigi is so fucked up to me. like e gadd's research journal actually makes me kind of upset 💀💀. i know he has very little canon character but i am very endeared to gooigi and so just knowing about e. gadd's research journal kind of fucks me up :-(

like literally you read it and one of the first things said about goo is that its like. sentient to some extent. even as a blob. and it's capable of reacting to stimulus. when water is poured on it it actively like. moves away from the water to avoid melting. it can hear and will follow music being played.

so you see that and then it's like oh ok cool this thing is alive. sick. and so then there's the whole shebang with the using stolen dna thing to give gooigi like his actual physical form. and it's like oh okay cool so you've made a guy. that's a guy now. you made a person. 👍

and so then it's like the. weaknesses testing and stuff.

which like ok. whatever. sure. see like idk if gooigi just doesnt really care about the whole getting experimented on and hit with giant hammers and melted and set on fire thing so i'll also just say that's whatever. but like idk it kinda fucks me up in general just because of the last part LOL like

was this really necessary :-( like think with me. imagine you made a guy. you accidentally spilled coffee on some of the samples you were studying and it came to life and you so made a guy.

this guy is sentient. reacts to stimuli. can definitely act independently because you cannot play as gooigi in 1p mode in the luigi's mansion 3ds port.

so like this is the main point of the post because it just messes me up soooo baddddd like i have never ever imagined gooigi as a tool even playing lm3 in 1p mode just because of the way that he like. is a separate guy from luigi. not really questionably. like when you collect something as one the other will still react (even if you're only controlling luigi while gooigi is out of the tank, gooigi'll give a little thumbsup yknow). the several cutscenes where gooigi just acts on his own independently of luigi like right after you beat king boo + the ending + several of the credits photos if my memory serves correctly. that's a guy. so hearing e gadd be like "oh man this person i made has his own thoughts and feelings and doesnt listen to me sometimes. i think i will possess him." is just like. was that really the only option. did you HAVE to do that.

like i'm sorry this is becoming just mainly pictures but 😭😭 wow so crazy how embedding a chip in someone to control them will stop them from acting independently and doing what they would normally do if they could control their actions... and like the fact he landed on POSSESSION of all things as the best way to control gooigi like 😭😭 this kinda shit's always happening to guys who's names end in uigi

also like kind of unrelated but can you imagine being luigi and finding out about this? like "wow you used my dna to make a guy and then spent hours of rigorous testing trying to and eventually succeeding in quashing his free will so you could possess it to hunt ghosts? thats nice" he doesnt actually know about this as far as i'm aware but it's the principal of the thing :-( i feel like it would upset him

ANYWAYS point is i like gooigi and always imagined him as like being his own character so the research journal fucks me up a little 💀 top ten moments that really cement e gadd's status as a fucked up scientist.

in general to me i feel like he definitely got meaner over the years :-( which makes me kind of sad because in lm1 his main goal definitely seemed to be like..helping luigi LOL. like he saved his life and seemed genuinely concerned when he found out about mario being a real man who has since been captured. and he helped luigi to get mario back without it feeling necessarily like his primary goal was in his own self interest. but a lot of his dialogue just feels really mean in dark moon and lm3 goes like almost the opposite way. this section in particular always stood out to me as feeling out of character compared to him in the original

and like i could be wrong about dark moon because i've never played it but just like reading the dialogue on the wiki was like 😬😬 he was SOOO mean to luigi like

reading half of these was just like man if i were him i would have cried i'm serious 😭

and this is of course not to say that i hate e gadd in general but i will admit to not really liking him much after dark moon

#ask tag #talk tag #ultimately not much of substance was said here but the gooigi thing is gonna make me sad for always #goodbye lm1 and PiT e gadd you will be missed forever to me #//#long post

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jichanxo · 1 month

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hey i'm back to be annoying about sensei fic i don't remember if you've talked about that before (i think you did), and also i'm afraid that it may be considered as a spoiler (?), but! how much of amasawa and itokura's story will you include here? (they are very important to me, your honour) (the potential of parallels to kwgm is here as well and everything)

never annoying! I’m enjoying writing my paragraphs of rambling, so thank you more under the cut again lol. spoilers for lost judgment and also my own fic i suppose lmao

this is kind of difficult to answer because I don’t want to overpromise anything… I am unfortunately a “fuck it we ball” writer which means I am not really used to planning anything at all really (which is why I write mostly oneshots. I usually write everything blind) and that means that while I have ideas about what I want to do, I can’t really say anything definitive until I feel out my plans more concretely…

for what it’s worth though, I’d be shocked if amasawa and itokura didn’t appear the most out of everyone (aside from yagami and kitakata), since the mrc is effectively the centrepiece of both plots: being the main reason kitakata and yagami see each other, and of course I’m going to try and make an altered version of the school story plot work here. I expect there’ll be more of them than kaito and sawa, certainly…

one of the planned major beats in the kuwagami plot is having yagami actually let kitakata in on the professor investigation and not just blow him off. he might think that kitakata will just get in the way, but he has to accept that kitakata’s interest in the investigation and care for his students is legitimate and valid! keeping him in the dark and ignoring how he feels is wrong! anyway. my point is, that to resolve this plot beat, it’s unavoidable to talk about itokura and the professor, so no matter how I end up getting there, itokura (and by extension amasawa) are going to be crucial. you’re right about the parallels angle too… gonna gnaw on that… gotta figure that out… kuwagami but if they were both girls and in highschool and more emotionally intelligent… the idea of kitakata and yagami being a mess and super lame while the kids in the club are much more put together? it’s just too funny to pass up on… I can already imagine itokura complaining to amasawa about how she wishes they would just grow up already.

amasawa and itokura are really great and I also like them a lot! there’s a lot of interesting stuff with them to grab onto, both with canon – yagami’s relationship to them both, and with new stuff – inventing new stuff for them with kitakata! itokura and kitakata especially feel like a surprisingly natural fit – kitakata who wants to make sure no student around him feels the way that kusumoto mitsuru did, and itokura who was estranged and pushed out of school by her peers… it’s a relationship that would be engaging and interesting to develop on both sides… I really can’t pass up on that… so thematically rich… I imagine their relationship rn as being kind of awkward and a little tense. they probably get along best when they’re talking (cough arguing cough) about mystery novels.

one of the things on my to-do list for sensei fic right now (aside from taking thorough notes on school stories and general editing) is definitely trying to feel out this relationship, in particular before yagami enters the picture (@/four-white-trees poked me about this ages ago. thank you!!) presumably kitakata doesn’t let all of that happen to itokura without trying to do something about it, right? and yet, he still fails. yagami’s intervention is the one that brings itokura back to school. hence why I imagine things between them being a little awkward… that shared history…

though I imagine that it piques kitakata’s interest that yagami succeeded where he’d previously failed. So yknow. This Too Is Kuwagami. A surefire way to make kitakata fall in love with you: 1. be hot 2. legitimately care about and take action for the wellbeing of students

anyway! while nothing is set in stone, that’s what I have in mind about amasawa and itokura right now… though most of it ended up being about itokura… there’s still a lot I gotta figure out, but I’m definitely looking forward to poking at them some more! Itokura’s attitude is going to be a lot of fun to write, and amasawa is always a delight, and I love having her be the voice of reason between kitakata and yagami when they’re being ridiculous lol. thank you for the ask o7

#kitakata sensei #lost judgment spoilers #jitxt #(flex and herds fan voice) yeah i'm a pantser #<- jokes for exactly one person #anyway.#sorry it's physically impossible for me to talk about senseific and keep it short #but yeah. i love the girls too <3 #kuwagami is always going to be the stuff i'm most excited about in this fic but. amasawa and itokura are also really great #and i hope i can write that side of the story well enough to do them justice #praying rn that this doesn't age like milk #like i've mentioned/alluded to. senseific is my first big piece of writing so #it's both exciting and a learning experience #that's also why i can't post any of it until ALL OF IT is done #I LOVE KUWAGAMI I LOVE SENSEI FIC GRAAAAAAAH #even if i don't have much set in stone the ideas are definitely there #amasawa telling yagami to let kitakata help with One thing in the investigation and on the inside yagami feels betrayed. lol #<- that one's not an idea that one's locked in and written into a scene already actually

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Lol no wonder xD If it's okay I'd like to ask about Timothee and Kylie situation like is it real? Thank you!

Thank you for this request! So, I didn't feel entirely comfortable specifically asking if it's real, in part just because I think 'real' can mean a lot of things and isn't very precise, so I did a relationship reading of the same type I did for Taylor Swift & Joe Alwyn, and you can sort of look at my interpretation and see what that means to you for how you think about the relationship. In any event, I thought the reading wound up being really interesting and unexpected.

timothee chalamet & kylie jenner, 5.4.2023

querent: timothee chalamet, significator: knight of pentacles

I didn't feel particularly called to read from either of their perspectives, and Timothee, I learned, has a Capricorn stellium, while Kylie's chart is a little more balanced, so I went ahead and read with Timothee as the querent, with the knight of pentacles (connected to earth, like Capricorn) as significator.

TC's wants: king of cups

So, in the position of Timothee's (yknow what, he has a long name, he's gonna be Timmy from here on out, I'm sorry Timmy) Timmy's wants, we have the king of cups. As always, with the court cards, we consider that either the person is under the influence of an external force that has the same energy as the court card, or that they are exemplifying that energy themselves. Kings, again, represent social responsibility, accomplishments, maturity, while the suit of cups is the suit of water, deep emotions, imagination and creativity. The king of cups is someone who has directed his talents toward socially responsible activities, with maturity and authority, and who has succeeded, but at the cost of discipline or suppressing their emotions. As I referenced in my previous reading for Harry, the king of cups sits awkwardly on his throne due to this tension between the flowing, creative water energy and the stable, responsible Emperor energy the kings have, which is where the discipline or repression enters. The platform on which the king's throne sits prevents him from actually touching the water on the card. However, as I also mentioned, in the context of the arts, the king of cups can mean artistic mastery, or achievement and public acclaim in creative endeavors.

So, as I said, with the court cards we have to determine whether we interpret them as an external force or the subject exemplifying that energy themselves. Because this is in the position of Timmy's wants, I feel that it's the latter. In that case, I think there are two potential reads here, though there's a lot of overlap in them. In both of them, I think there's a clear sense of wanting accomplishment and achievement, but I think in the first interpretation, there is the undertone of this accomplishment coming at a cost, of some need for discipline or repression of the emotions and the flowing creative energy, while in the second it's more of a pure artistic achievement.

And just to maybe be a bit more explicit about why I feel uncomfortable reading to give some definitive answer on whether it's real or not, I'm aware that a lot of people think this relationship is just about generating good PR to advance each of their careers, and there's a way to read this card to support that interpretation. But creative inspiration and the human connection that can generate and fuel creativity can and frequently does come from unexpected sources, and that's another clear possible interpretation of this card. So it's just a reminder that we know very little of these people as humans, and so I don't ever want to jump to conclusions or say one interpretation is clearly right without a querent here to say what's resonating.

KJ's wants: page of wands reversed

In the positions of Kylie's wants, we have the page of wands reversed. Again, a court card, so we have the same external influence vs internal energy options that we saw with the king of cups. The pages are students - they have an exploratory energy, are often at the beginning of a journey or just beginning some project. And the suit of wands is the suit of fire, spirit, energy, optimism. So, upright, the page of wands really exemplifies this energy of beginning some new project full of energy and enthusiasm, eager and confident, if a little inexperienced and naive. Reversed, however, we see that energy blocked or rechanneled. For the page of wands, this tends to mean that that eagerness has been disrupted somehow - that either on their own or in the face of opposition or complexity, the subject has become confused and indecisive. It's the very familiar (at least to me) feeling of deciding to start a project and then quickly realizing it's harder or more complicated than you thought, and suddenly you lose the momentum and you're not sure how to continue or if you want to. But I also think it's worth emphasizing that the pages retain even reversed this quality of youthfulness, of naivete, of sincerity and almost simple eagerness, and that's what leads them into confusion.

So, for Kylie, then, I think this is an instance where the answer to what she wants is that she isn't sure what she wants. Again, as a court card, this could mean an external influence as well, but in the position of wants I'm inclined to read this as representing Kylie. So, here, I'd read this as saying that Kylie began this relationship very eagerly, with a lot of energy and optimism, but when things got difficult or complicated she grew indecisive and uncertain, and so she's not really sure what wants out of it.

differences: king of wands reversed

So, this card focuses on the differences between the two in the relationship. As I said when I used this spread earlier for Taylor and Joe, I think that differences can often carry a negative connotation, while similarities are thought of as positive, but there's a duality to both - differences present an opportunity for closer connection between partners, and similarities can be a potential problem area, if, for example, two people share the same bad habits. Here, in the position of differences we see yet another court card - the king of wands. The king's achievement, authority, social responsibility in the suit of wands indicates someone strong-minded, someone who rules through his own energy, belief in himself, and force of will, which can sometimes lead to intolerance of others (too much faith in himself, his own way being right). As will all court cards, this could represent an external influence or something about the subject themselves. So, here, this could mean either the negative influence of someone who's exemplified by the king of wands upright, or the energy of this card reversed. And when reversed, the king of wands, similar to the page of wands when reversed, represents the energy of the upright card when meeting opposition or obstacles. But with the maturity of the king, these obstacles don't derail him or make him lose his energy and force of will, but rather temper them. Waite's own formula here is "good but severe, austere yet tolerant" - someone who maybe has a cynical view of things, rather than blind optimism, but is more empathetic and understanding of others for it.

So, all of that said, this is a little bit hard to interpret in the position of differences, especially without the querent here to say what's resonating. One interpretation is that one of the two, but not the other, is under the influence of someone (gender neutral) who has the qualities of the king of wands, and this influence is negative in some way - maybe that person is disturbed or blocked, or just they're a bad influence. Recall that the fire optimism and will can come out as intolerant or controlling, so this person might believe that their way is best and be pushing it onto others. Because of the uncertainty represented in the page of wands reversed, I'm inclined to think that it'd be Kylie who's under this controlling influence, rather than Timmy. And, to be clear, the external influence could be from someone completely outside the relationship, a third party, or it could be from Timmy - the duplicate kings could indicate a transmutation of the king of cups that represented Timmy's wants, where he's a more controlling partner. Alternately, it could represent a difference of opinion between the two on the themes and questions touched on by the king of wands reversed - maybe one of the two has more of that tempered king of wands quality, is less optimistic and has less faith in things or is more empathetic and tolerant of others. There's also, I think, a way to read these two interpretations as layered versions of the same thing - for example, if one person (likely Timmy) is represented by that king of wands eager energy and self-confidence, and is exerting that influence on a more indecisive Kylie, perhaps the difference and the reason she's indecisive is because she sees the world differently and is less optimistic. And as I said above, differences can be opportunities for deeper connection - Timmy maybe giving Kylie some of that certainty and self-confidence he has, if he's the influence represented by the king, or Kylie being able to help Timmy understand some of that more nuanced, tempered energy could help both of them to grow individually or together.

similarities: the world reversed

So, now onto similarities. Right off the bat, this is a card with big energy. I draw it incredibly infrequently, so it caught my attention. The World is the final card of the major arcana, and represents, on an esoteric, spiritual level, the ecstatic oneness of the universe. More practically, it tends to represent achievement and success, but in such a way that the person's outer and inner worlds are unified and at peace, success in a way that is truly satisfying, both in the outer world and the inner world. Reversed, though, it indicates stagnation, the movement of the World dancer slowed or halted, a sense of lack of completion.

Here, in the position of similarities, it suggests that both of them are stagnating in their movement toward success and satisfaction, they're not moving forward towards the goals that will truly satisfy them. That sounds quite negative, for them and the relationship, but the World has such powerful energy that even reversed, it retains this sense of potentiality, the sense that the World is waiting, right there as soon as you're ready to begin moving again. And I think that perfectly encapsulates the duality of the position of similarities, as well - they may both be in this place of stagnation, but seeing it in each other and understanding it as a commonality has the potential to help them change it and begin moving forward again. I think that's true however you read the cards for the rest of their relationship, too - it could mean that there's a real potential for a transformative connection here, whether that's within a deep relationship or outside of it. Two people can be in a bad situation for similar reasons, and can help each other understand the situation and the reasons and allow for individual growth to leave the bad situation behind, even if that also means leaving the other person behind. And the World, specifically, could mean that either there's a powerful potential in the relationship or that they're both at very important moments in their lives. I mean, this reading was a few days before the lunar eclipse in Scorpio, so this may point to the potential or closing or something that began with that Scorpio/Taurus cycle in November 2021.

emotional compatibility: the high priestess reversed

So, now we're moving into the cards looking at emotional, physical, and mental compatibility between the two, and we start off in emotional compatibility with yet another card from the major arcana, the High Priestess. The High Priestess is the third card in the major arcana, represented by the number 2 (remember that we start at 0 with the Fool). A lot of people look at the High Priestess as representing the darker side of the divine feminine (with the Empress fulfilling the other half of those qualities), and though I don't totally agree with that characterization I think it's a good shorthand. The High Priestess represents the mystery of the inner self, the unconscious and the wisdom that comes from it, but both the mystery and the wisdom come from a deep sense of passivity and withdrawal from the outer world. The High Priestess spends time alone, looking inward. Because of her connection to the inner world and inner self and the element of water, the High Priestess actually makes a lot of sense in the position of emotional compatibility. Reversed, however, the card brings out the qualities that are missing in the archetype upright. So, the sense of withdrawal becomes instead a turn towards the outer world and engagement with society, but at the cost of that self-knowledge and certain sense of inner self.

So, in this position, I think it points to an emotional connection that's largely shared in the light of the outer world, a more social emotional connection. That can be a good thing - withdrawal can be unhealthy, after all, and engagement with the outer world and our social connections very important, but that maybe reflects a little bit of lack of self-knowledge as well. Which doesn't mean that there deeper connection isn't there, but simply that in focusing on the outer world and engaging deeply with others, they haven't taken the time to look inward and see if that emotional connection holds up with their deeper selves. I think this idea of a lack of self-knowledge resonates especially deeply for Kylie in light of the page of wands reversed and the uncertainty indicated there.

physical compatibility: II of pentacles

Physical compatibility is next. Just straight up repeating the warning I gave about this in my Taylor and Joe reading: looking at someone only through the lens of their public life is a very narrow way of getting information about their physical compatibility in a relationship, so without a querent here to speak as to what's resonating, I'm just making educated guesses in broad strokes. Basically, don't read too much into my tarot and be weird about celebrities' sex lives. That's bad vibes I don't need in my tarot practice.

In this position, I drew the two of pentacles. Twos represent unity and a sense of incubation, and pentacles are the suit of earth, the material, the sensual - in the literal sense, what we can actually see and touch and feel with our senses. The two of pentacles depicts a figure who appears to be juggling two pentacles, playing and holding them in balance - if a tentative balance. Both of these energies are present in this card - there's a sense of juggling, of keeping a balance between multiple situations and priorities, keeping everything up in the air, but also this lighthearted sense of play, enjoyment, pleasure - enjoying life in a very lighthearted way. There's also, though, a reminder in the figure eight/infinity symbol seen looping around the two pentacles - that even in lighthearted play there's an opportunity for deeper spiritual knowledge and growth, not just in serious things.

So, in the position of physical compatibility, I think this is likely a positive card. The unity of the two suggests a very shared sense of the energy of the card, which is lighthearted and fun. The balance, juggling energy can suggest that this physical connection is just one of multiple competing priorities, but that doesn't necessarily mean a lack of exclusivity - it could mean balancing this easy, lighthearted, simple pleasure of physical connection with the more difficult aspects of the relationship, or other challenges in life competing for attention, like careers or family. And the infinity symbol reminder of the opportunity for spiritual knowledge and growth feels like a callback to the World reversed, again highlighting that potentiality for a deep, changing connection.

mental compatibility: ace of pentacles reversed

And, in the position of mental compatibility, we see another card in the suit of pentacles - this time the ace. So, aces always have the energy of a gift from the universe, and in the suit of pentacles this takes the form of a material gift from the universe. The card shows the hand offering this pentacle within a garden, which serves as a reminder that that the gift the ace offers is more of an opportunity that requires the hard work of sowing and cultivation that's another theme running through the suit of pentacles, and less of a winning the lottery kind of gift from the universe. Reversed, there are a number of potential interpretations (reversed aces are a little complicated). The most straightforward interpretations suggest an upcoming period of deprivation (so, the opposite of a gift), a bad investment, or missing an opportunity. Particularly in the position of mental compatibility however, I lean toward two potential interpretations. The first emphasizes the negative qualities of the suit of pentacles - an overreliance on the material, selfishness, greed, competition. In this way, the gift from the universe has been abused. The second interpretation is a bit more nuanced, and draws on the imagery of the illustrated garden. In this interpretation, the reversal suggests a time to leave the garden and the heightened importance of independence, especially from family and potentially material support that may be sheltering the subject within the metaphorical garden.

So, while the cards for emotional and physical compatibility were connected to elements/suits that made sense for those areas of compatibility, here we see pentacles in the realm of mental compatibility, suggesting that this might be an area of difficulty. The first interpretation - that of materialism - suggests that both Timmy and Kylie may be overly focused on the material in the relationship, and so while they may be compatible in the sense that they share that focus, it also suggests that instead of looking for an intellectual connection they remain focused on the material. To be clear, even though material/materialism is often read, especially in sort of our modern understanding, to mean literally money and wealth, pentacles represents a broader idea of the material than that. Like I said when interpreting the two of pentacles, another way of putting it could be the sensual - things that are real, physical, able to be touched with the senses. So this could mean a shared focus on wealth, or it could also just mean an overemphasis on the physical aspects of the connection, to the detriment of the mental connection. The second interpretation could suggest that in their mental connection there's a shared sense of independence, of leaving the sheltered garden and the protection and support it offered. I don't feel like this interpretation is as strong as the first one, and maybe this energy is present in the situation but there's more energy of the first interpretation, but I was struck by this potential interpretation particularly in light of the king of wands reversed, and the potential controlling influence that the person it represents might exert. So, there could also be a shared intellectual understanding of the relationship helping attain some independence from this figure, which again recalls the potential for real growth and movement reflected in the World reversed. In this interpretation, then, the mental connection could be quite strong, and is a key to unlocking that potential that's present in the relationship and reflected throughout the reading. And that potential for spiritual growth calls back not just to the World reversed, but also to the infinity symbol in the two of pentacles, suggesting a way of reading the two interpretations of this card together - maybe there is an overemphasis on the fun, lighthearted pleasures of the physical connection and the material, but fun can also be a path to understanding and spiritual growth.

#tarot #tarot reading #celebrity tarot reading #timothee chalamet #kylie jenner

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i hold cyber so near and dear to my heart for a lot of reasons but mostly bcuz its like choro wanting to be normal so so bad and tottys out here Actually socializing so totty ends up being kind of a mentor who kicks his ass a lot and choro goes to him for advice for things and also they bicker about eachother being a Freak but also they love eachother so much. ok bye <3

cyber is actually kinda difficult for me to think about cus theyre the matsus i generally. pay the least amount of attention to lol BUT i will do my best

cyber is actually. like rlly interesting because the roles they gave themselves kinda flipped since high school.

cus in high school especially in third year todomatsu was like. pretty much Fully dependent on choromatsu and to his credit choro did take on that role fairly well just letting todomatsu do what he needed and becoming defensive of him when theres like trouble about he really stepped into Todomatsu's Big Brother p well but eventually it clicked into todomatsu's head that if he wanted to get anywhere he feels he has to create a sort of seperation between himself and his brothers he had to yknow become his own person so w that he doesnt. Need choromatsu like that anymore hes not as chronically attached as he was and the two no longer having a Need for the other being there they werent as close and it is really interesting that. through high school they were never like. peers. like on equal footing it was always todomatsu clinging to or hiding behind choromatsu

but that was flipped by the time todomatsu is doing his best and honestly succeeding at being the most independent of them, choromatsu i think. Wants what todo has he has this golden child pressure on him i think hes def jealous of todo lmfao and theres definitely a Mutual "ugh you think youre so much better than me. bitch." but also a mutual "we are the only sane people in this house"(<-incorrect) like theyre so similar but also could not be more different. idk id need to stew on em more to form an Actual Opinion but theyre definitely. interesting to think about.... like a kid finally beating their dad at basketball. choromatsu could probably get what todomatsu has hesjust got horrible anxiety JKGFGDH

#tezztalks #not tagging this one its bad LOL

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Because I think that genres are fine it just it doesn't have to fit completely into them because you're learning this through osmosis (I want them to be antiheroes man)

practically all magical girl animes they have a life outside of each other and I can't see that for The Misfortune sisters.

You can make it up but I just think they're going to like ditch their civilian life because they live in completely different factions except for for charm and card unless you are going to make the survey Corp its own thing then again they're still together all the time.

And just completely fail The Balancing Act I can't see them succeeding I genuinely can't see them succeeding it.

[ Anonymous: If you really want to make civilian identities that are completely separate from each other AKA making them functional members of society already before Ingo has to teach them how to do it.

Then go off I just don't think that it fits their character but fine.

They tried to steal things hold up

Are they homeless?!?!

I would watch the shit out of homeless run away found family magical girls I don't care if it's unconventional

Anonymous: Speaking of genres if you don't do something or do something else it becomes subversive it doesn't take you out of the genre. if you play two by the book if it maybe becomes generic or formulaic especially with something so restrictive as a magical girl show. it seems like you're attaching yourself to the 'rules' to thoroughly.

I care less about a hearing to a genre and more about making a good story. Not that those stories can't be good stories it's just really hard to picture The Misfortune girls being able to fit in this box without seriously tweaking their character.

My definition of a magical girl show is girls fighting monsters with magic and friendship. Everything else is just vague guidelines.

I include My Little Pony friendship is Magic on this list. don't you test me.

Anonymous: Are you going to put them in a school? Make them have little romantic love interest? Will they be recognizable as gremlins?

Anonymous: .... did I go too hard? Whoops.]

hey WHO'S DRIVING THIS FUCKING THING, YOU OR ME? like at the end of the day this is. my blog. and my au. and if you really want to do something different with it you can go make your own posts and i feel like you maybe have Forgotten that.

this is still a very vague concept and i'd love to talk more about Plot Ideas but i dislike having to do that on the defensive yknow. trying to like, idk prove i'm not just following tropes. is not conducive to a fun writing environment. it kind of kills the vibe, even, if i may be so bold as to say. because anything i write as a response to this now FEELS defensive to me, even if i don't actually intend it to be, so.

#the nemesis answers #the nemesis speaks #anonymous

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bibbykins · 3 years

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All You Had

A/N: This one is just to kind of plant some seeds, yknow? A little insight into Jungyoon's and MC's relationship, or lack thereof as well as the changing perspective of our MC. Sorry, this one was kinda heavy and sorry in advance for how heavy the next one is definitely going to be. This story is a lot of things, including one of healing (and I hope it comes off that way) so please heed the warnings and take care of yourself. Either way, I hope you enjoy and please give your thoughts in my ask box! Asks bring me tons of joy and motivation. Have a wonderful day/night?

Note: This is part of The Household's Bunny Series

Words: 5.0k

Pairing: Ot7 x Chubby camgirl! Reader, Yoongi focused in this one

Warnings: mention of an attack, drunkenness, alcoholic parental figure, verbal abuse, victim-blaming/ gaslighting (?)(none of which done by the members), shaking, anxiety, crying, obsessiveness, protectiveness, reference made to parental abuse, toxic familial dynamics resentment, spite, yandere thoughts/tendencies, obsessiveness, possessiveness

Summary: Your uncle calls and the disconnect of what he was to you and what he is begins to settle in.

"Uncle." It was more of a fact than a greeting the way it came out of your mouth, but you doubted he read into it that much.

The silence on the other end of the line was suffocating, even if it only lasted mere moments it was enough to make you feel like you were turning blue. Prior to moving into the building, you called home, it was easy to pretend Jungyoon was your adoptive dad, to call him dad when he wasn’t listening, and pretend you were being honest with yourself. Now, though, something felt… vile about pretending he was anything but an uncle in name alone.

It was as if all the adoration and praise you held for him was held in a small pocket of your heart that had been slowly draining, filtering through the systems of reality and turning into numb indifference with a simmering ember of anger, resentment, and melancholy burning just below the surface.

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“Happy 17th!” He emptily cheered, waving the beer bottle in front of you so carelessly you had to duck to avoid it colliding with the top of your head, “I’m sure your mother would’ve loved to be here-” He hiccupped and that was enough force to plop him down into the chair.

Your jaw clenched at the mention of the woman he hadn’t breathed a word about since she left a year ago. Not to mention the clear lie he told. If she would’ve loved to be here, she simply would’ve done so. Nevertheless, Jungyoon was obviously doing his best, so you plastered a smile on your face, “Thank you for the party.” You said and fought the urge to adjust the crooked party hat he placed on your head. You didn’t want to upset him by making the slightest move. He was doing his best. You reminded yourself of this daily.

His best isn’t good enough.

You snapped the angry voice in your head away with the thin elastic under your chin. There was no use in finding reasons to be unhappy, even if it was a scavenger hunt to find things to be happy about. Jungyoon had a rough year too, his beloved younger sister leaving him with a mountain of problems, debt, and you. Although, with the way he could hardly stand a sober night home, you figured you would be filed under the mountain of problems.

Jungyoon had come home plastered, the smell of whiskey fading in favor of the six-pack he’d been running through in record time. A year into him being your sole guardian meant this wasn’t the first time you had seen him drunk, but you had never seen him drunk before he even reached home. His office job was a taxing one and you knew he had been looking for a different one, but since he came home in a nonsensical haze of inebriation, you figured he had succeeded in being able to quit. At least, you hoped that was the case.

However, he was surely doing his best to be the father that you-

The mere thought of your dad made your face drop, and when you noticed Jungyoon raise a brow, you shook your head. Smile again, Jungyoon is your dad now.

You swallowed how uncomfortable the thought felt, but you determined it would get easier with time as you watched him hiccup through the birthday song. He was doing his best.

Liar.

You blew the small voice of reason within you along with the flames in front of you. There was no use in being picky, “Thank-”

“That’s what I like about you.” He slurred before you could finish thanking him again, “You’re grateful for the scraps life gave you.” He smiled, a more sinister smile than the dull light in his eyes he had when he was with you in public, “That’s a good quality to have you end up like me.” You omitted the bitterness in his voice.

You smiled at this, “Good to know.” You didn’t want to end up like him, working as a salesman who kissed the ground his boss walked on more than he sold anything, but that was not something you cared to voice. You should be grateful, even if Jungyoon was your life’s scraps, he was something.

Although, he slumped down and held a childish pout, “You don’t want to end up like me.” You remained still, not used to him talking to you this openly, “I never wanted kids, neither did your mother or father and yet I’m the one stuck with you.” He blew out a breath and you mentally prepared to lock this day in a metaphorical box you had no intentions to touch again, along with your mom and dad, "I mean, I guess I'm doing an okay job. You're well fed, obviously." He gestured to your form, an obvious dig on your weight but it was nothing compared to your mother's abject horror and despair with your figure. He was trying to be mean, using your mother's tactic of putting you down to lift himself up, but you didn't know if anything could fill the cracks of his fractured self-worth. Sometimes you wondered if he was your mother's first victim or if she was his when it came to their little tactics and jabs, but it hardly mattered anymore.

"Yeah." Was all you had for him, but he didn't seem to even notice you spoke.

Finally, he glanced at you and you made good on your commitment to wipe all emotion from your face, “I miss my sister.” He spoke simply yet full of melancholy. You had a vague idea of the tumultuous relationship Jungyoon had with your mother, constantly at each other's throats in the most passive-aggressive way possible, but hearing him refer to her as his sister had been a new development. Contrarily, you heard him several times tell her she wasn't his sister and just an adopted pest, but here he had been since the day she left wallowing about his runaway sibling, “I thought taking you in would make it easier, but looking at you,” You remained frozen, not wanting to feel anything surrounding the sting of his words like a knife to the heart, “Every time I come home and you look at me like I’m all you have, it’s horrible.” Surely it was the guilt that ate him up so dearly, but he was damn good at making it feel like all of it was your fault.

You didn’t move, but you wanted to nod. You missed your mom too. You had been missing her years before she left, so you envied your uncle’s ability to only miss her for a year so far as well as have her last name. Your mother had left you emotionally long before she did physically. And yet, you loved your mom. Hell, you even loved Jungyoon, but they were privy to not needing to love you back. You understood having to take care of a child you never asked for and had never been particularly close with was hard, but it was also hard being a child with the ability to drive everyone away before you had a chance to learn to talk.

“I’ll try to make it as easy as I can.” You murmured, but a snore let you know what you would do hardly mattered to him.

He was all you had, and you were unsure how to make your face lie to him to the same success you lie to yourself.

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“You’re graduation is soon.” He state, voice even and detached as it always was when he was sober.

“It is.” You confirmed, voice just as even but your hands trembled as you held the phone. The silence had been only a few seconds but it ate at your psyche. Silence with Jungyoon seldom meant good things, so you filled it with a haphazard offer, “Did you... want to come?” It was always much easier to feel stupid for offering than to get chewed out weeks after the event for not saying anything.

“We’ll see.” He didn’t miss a beat this time, as if his ego had been salivating at the chance to maintain a cold front to your eager offer. You weren't sure you sounded eager enough for him, but acting to please others had been your job long before it was in the sexual context so maybe you weren't giving yourself enough credit. Nevertheless, his lack of commitment didn’t sting anymore. If anything, the indifference within you was sweet relief when compared to the crushing weight of disappointment you felt before. You still couldn’t tell if you grew enough to no longer need his presence or if you just adapted to not searching in the crowd for a familiar face, “Not causing trouble?” His voice ripped you from your internal musings. Jungyoon had been extremely vocal about his stance against you living with Mona’s precious sons but he couldn’t say no to his boss and your uncle had such wobbly backbone most of the time you feigned ignorance to his passive-aggressive comments until it was too late for him to convince you to reject her kindness. His fear of her far outweighed his dislike of contacting you so when he called, it was usually to make sure things were going well. Although his inquiries had never sounded so pointed or accusatory as that one did.

You scrunched your nose at his tone and had to catch yourself. You had trained yourself to not react years ago and yet the liveliness of a full household had afforded you the boldness to react to Jungyoon’s words, even if for a mere moment, “No.” You kept your answers short, no longer feeling the need to draw out a conversation with the uncle who never wanted to have them.

You sat on your bed and looked around, soaking in the thoughtful decoration by Mona and couldn’t help but wonder what you did to deserve this. Mona made it a point to text you weekly to ask how you were doing, although her lack of motherly attention to her so-called sons made you take pause. Maybe you were just a new commodity, a shiny toy that she would grow tired of when she caught wind of your accident. You could harp on and on about how inadequate Jungyoon was but he didn’t abandon you… not physically at least.

Maybe you were being too hard on Jungyoon, he was the reason you were here after all, regardless of whether or not he wanted to be. He was still your guardian-

“Good.” His voice monopolized your consciousness and you could almost see him nodding, eyes cast off, uninterested in conversing with you even when he was the one who initiated it. “Can’t afford any more accidents.” You flinched at his spiteful tone. It had been a year since it happened, and he was still angry with you.

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The consistent beep of the machine was the only thing tethering you to reality, and you hated it. Nothing would feel better than floating away and finding a new plane of existence that was even a fraction more forgiving than this one.

“Consider yourself lucky your lawyer is so intent on giving you what you believe is justice.” Jungyoon’s voice was not nearly as even as usual. He was angry, absolutely irritated with you, and the vague slur told you his inhibitions were low, “And thank my boss for allowing me to start at a later time.” There it was, the real reason he was so angry. He could no longer pretend you didn’t exist, and there were few things he hated more than being around you.

“You can go.” You stated, devoid of emotion, devoid of most thoughts including your ability to act like he intimidated you in order to satiate his crumbling hubris. You had determined the suffocating beeping was more comfort than him but flinched when met with a patronizing scoff, not because he scared you but because he was a man. You had your fill of patronizing man after your attack and Jungyoon was no aid to that.

“And how would that make me look?” You didn’t respond to the question, not that he truly wanted one since he continued, “Not that you’ve cared about that before. Inviting men to-”

“Please.” You breathed, not begging for him to stop even though it sounded like it. Your intention was to be condescending your voice was not nearly confident enough in the truth when faced with anger, “I was stalked, it was an attac-”

“Okay, you accidentally brought this on yourself.” He spat and you felt rage burn a hole in your stomach. Every day he had visited you just to berate you for being a victim in the apartment he chose for you. He never even gave you the choice of where to live in spite of not helping you pay for anything but the occasional meal. He hated taking care of you, but he would be sooner damned to not have you under his thumb even a little. Is this how he treated your mom or is this how she treated him? What part in this sick reenactment of his were you playing? How much longer could you do it? What would happen when you no longer could? He had been talking throughout your internal musings but you only snapped back to reality during the tail end of his rant laced with misogyny, “That guy has a lawyer in touch with reality, he sees you for what you really are-”

Your body was sore, wrists wounded, and yet his hateful words were too much to bear the nth time around. It had been just a little over 4 days since you were attacked and yet Jungyoon was having a worse time than you it seemed. Every day he was at your bedside berating you for being stupid enough to be a victim, for being careless enough to be stalked, for being so dumb as to become not a victim, but an apparent orchestrator of an accident. A big old accident that landed you in the hospital and the university's prized grad student awaiting trial. Right, your fucking mistake.

Any other day Jungyoon would have free reign over making you feel like shit or blaming you for outrageous things, but your psyche was grating along with your patience at a rapid pace. You were running on a mere three hours of sleep a night, thanks only to the sleeping pills the nurses gave you each time you woke up from a nightmare, so your willingness to be a doormat was significantly lower than usual.

“And what is that, huh?” You snapped your eyes to him, unable to contain your anger any longer, "You seem to know me so well, so what am I really? Enlighten me." You spoke through clenched teeth and felt a wave of dignification at Jungyoon balking for the briefest of moments.

“Just like your mother.” He seethed and you fought the urge to roll your eyes.

The irony of the man who couldn’t stop crying about how much he missed her trying to make her likeness an insult was not lost on you. He always did this whenever he got drunk, showed his true face. Usually, he was either a bumbling passive-aggressive bastard or gave you simple indifference, but when he had enough alcohol in his system, he was the self-pitying man you knew he was on full view. He was pathetic-

But, he was all you had.

“Wouldn’t I be gone by now if that were the case?” You retorted and it clearly wounded the man you never stood up to.

He fumed at this. Part of you felt bad for a moment, throwing the fact that your mother abandoned him too didn’t feel particularly fair, even if it technically was, but you just wanted to be left alone. Loneliness tasted better than the bitter resentment he carried with him right now. Is this how she felt before she left? Like there was nothing left for her? “You’re just little girl making a big deal out of an accident-” He was cut off by the scowl of your lawyer, Lee Euntae, a kind middle-aged man that assured you everything was being paid for by an organization outside of your uncle’s lack of wealth. Although, that much was clear judging by the way he spoke to your uncle.

“That’s quite enough, Mr. Hwa.” Your lawyer spoke when he came in before turning to you with a warm, well-rehearsed smile, “Good morning, y/n. I’m here to just go over the case-”

“Accident,” Jungyoon muttered and the word made your skin prick, but a part of you also thought he could be right as the boldness within you fizzled back down into your stomach. Maybe you were simply too desperate looking so-

Liar.

You swallowed the thought with the lump in your throat and spoke, “Right.” You looked down, the fight you had effectively gone. It always went like that. You would attempt to stand up for yourself and then convince yourself the fight was only fair if you lost.

“I wouldn’t call assault and attempted kidnapping an accident.” Your lawyer sent a pointed glare to your uncle, “If you are just going to upset my client, you do not need to visit my client.” He said it so simply you almost envied him for being so level-headed in front of the trainwreck that was your uncle.

Jungyoon slumped, always the obedient man under the gaze of those with more confidence than him, and part of it felt good to watch him shrink into himself. You wondered if Mr. Lee ordered him to bark in a strong enough tone, he would. The thought gave you a moment of peace. For Jungyoon to feel as nervous and embarrassed as he made you feel, as most of the men in your life made you feel. Hell, even like your mom made you feel.

You wondered if she saw the news. Maybe she doesn’t have a TV or maybe she’s found a rich man to settle into the shadow of and watched it all with a straight face. She would probably scrunch her nose at the weight you haven’t lost. Maybe the frustration would be enough for her to see you. It was ironic being in this hospital bed and yearning for a mother while your uncle made himself smaller to your only saving grace, a lawyer you had barely met.

Soon enough, though, the haze of the hospital will wear off and his word will be the only truth for you to go off of. Mr. Lee will take care of your case and there will be nothing standing between you and Jungyoon’s ramblings of a man scorned by his own lack of self-esteem and will to object to your mother’s last letter to him.

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You looked down at the fading marks on your skin from that dreadful night and the days that went on after. Rage simmered in the pit of your stomach at his condescending tone that seemed to still completely stand by his words that day, his words each day. A spiteful part of you wanted to add Mona to the call just to hear the nervous intake of breath he had when someone more sure of themselves than he was speaking to him. You wanted him to feel as small as he made you feel, even smaller than he made you feel in the hospital. You wanted to laugh and scream at him for being not only a horrible caretaker but also so much of a coward that he can’t be mean to the person who used to depend on him most without liquid courage-

And yet, the feeling faded, leaving you with a sick feeling. Sure, Jungyoon was a coward but at the end of the day, you still called your attack an accident. It was just easier that way, to submit to his brutish, indirect, mistranslation of fact and move out.

But if it was so much easier, why did it feel like you were ripping from inside the more you did it? There had to be a better light on the other end of the tunnel than the dim one you had been chasing with this method.

“That’s…” You frowned, the shaking only getting worse, “Not fair.” You breathed and the coil of doubt wrapped around your neck.

Why the fuck did you say that? What was the point? How did that help yours and Jungyoon’s already damaged relationship? Jungyoon could hardly stand to look at you, let alone be in the same room as you since the attack and you weren’t doing anything to fix that.

Who cares?

You paused. For the first time in your life, you stuck with the little voice in the back of your mind, hearing the validity in its words. Regardless of the hurtful things you’ve thought of your uncle, you never questioned your need for him. He was all you had-

The ding of the elevator made you jump.

“Don’t start fights.” He muttered and since he was so quiet, you figured he might still be at work, or if he was at a bar and trying not to get kicked out.

This didn’t stop you from getting irritated, “I’m not.” Your voice was detached but your hands threatened to drop the phone with your quivering.

“Y/n-” You braced yourself for the slew of hate or admonishing to come your way depending on his level of intoxication. It clicked into place why he called now, he needed a dog to kick. He needed to feel in charge of someone and since you no longer lived or did anything to be affiliated with him, he had been running out of reasons to contact you, to keep your gratefulness and adoration for him flowing.

“Bunny?” Yoongi’s voice was like cold water over your instinct to cower as your eyes met his.

“Who is that?” Jungyoon asked, all anger from his voice gone and replaced with cautious curiosity. It was all about appearances with him, and your mom too. It was all about how you made them look or how they looked next to you, everything else was second to superficiality.

“Yoongi.” You both answered and acknowledged the man as he sat next to you, “He just came home.” You smiled as a sharp intake came from Jungyoon while you held your boyfriend’s hand and you relished in how emboldened you felt, “I’m talking to my uncle.” You explained and watched his face fall.

“Oh, hello Mr. Min!” Jungyoon’s customer service voice was on display. It pricked your senses to hear his honeyed tone. Your mother and uncle shared such a sour faux-sweetness, it nearly gave you a stomach ache.

Yoongi’s brow creased at your uncle’s voice. He offered his hand, clearly asking for the phone. You hesitated, though you weren’t sure why. It wasn’t for Jungyoon’s benefit, but for his. You didn’t want Yoongi to experience the displeasure that was talking with Jungyoon. You knew Yoongi could handle himself, especially since the last thing your uncle wanted to do was upset one of Mona’s precious sons. Although judging by your boyfriend’s expression, the damage had already been done as his gaze landed on your trembling hands.

“It’s okay.” He mouthed, grabbing your other hand, “Let me.” He offered sweetly.

Yoongi was sweet to you, but it didn’t take a genius for you to deduce he didn’t care for your uncle. From your early morning talks, Yoongi knew about your less than savory relationship with your mother’s only brother. While he didn’t know the specifics or even about your attack, he could tell you were neglected. You never did get to shake that kicked puppy look around Jungyoon. Nevertheless, you felt guilty involving Yoongi in your poor familial relationships, but you were near puking at the thought of facing your uncle alone.

You nodded, squeezing his hand as you put the phone in his other one, you were fully intent on warning him to be nice, but something stopped you. Why should you tell him to be nice? Jungyoon wasn’t nice, and you were arguably too nice to him at times. Yoongi didn’t have one reason to be nice to your uncle and thinking about it, you no longer did either. Maybe you weren’t ready to be mean to Jungyoon but you were ready to allow someone to intimidate him on your behalf, “Okay.”

His eyes darkened for a brief moment as he pressed the phone up to his ear, “Is there something you need from my girlfriend, Mr. Hwa?” He asked and your eyes widened. You had never told Jungyoon about your relationship with the men in this building, not because you were scared to but simply because you weren’t sure when to tell him. Yoongi sensed your shock but his arm wrapped around you, pulling your head to rest on his shoulder as he patted your head, “She’s very busy.” His voice was polite and yet his tone was firm. You fought a spiteful smile when you heard Jungyoon cough and subsequently stutter not only at the news but at the sheer forcefulness of the younger man’s voice. Yoongi had an innate talent to sound intimidating without seeming malicious. However, he never spoke to you like that, so hearing it directed at your uncle gave you a certain sense of sick satisfaction.

It was comparable to when Mr. Lee had acted as your shield except for this time, Yoongi wasn’t being a nice lawyer, he was acting as your boyfriend. One of your six powerful boyfriends.

You could hear Jungyoon clear his throat nervously, and the embers of the rage you held for him began to mix with a certain pride at hearing him grow smaller. Though you couldn’t make out the words you let your eyes close as Yoongi pulled you into his lap. His hands stroking your thigh lovingly made the world melt away. It made Jungyoon and whatever he thought of you evaporate into nothing more than a memory, even if just for a moment.

“I see.” He placed a silent kiss on your head and it felt like a safety net as you relaxed in his arms, “Well, if that’s all.” He sounded so bored but his thumb continued its rhythmic stroking, “You too.” The phone call ended and he placed your phone on your bed at his side.

It was silent as he held you. However, the silence wasn’t suffocating, nor was it a prelude to some horrible outburst. He was simply holding you, letting you be. You knew that he must’ve had some questions about why a call from the man you had referred to as your dad the first day you became his housemate would cause such a visceral reaction from you. It was like he could smell your fear at the perfect timing he showed up. Although, maybe fear wasn’t the correct word. You had never been afraid of Jungyoon, you had been afraid of him abandoning you. However, all you wanted right now was for him to never call you again. You didn’t waste the mental strength in asking yourself why that was.

Regardless of there being a million reasons, one of which was holding you now.

The reality that Jungyoon had never really been all you had was one that slowly bled its way into your veins as you realized you never really had him to begin with. Love wasn’t as one-sided as you had initially thought as you inhaled Yoongi’s cologne. He flooded your senses and it wasn’t intrusive or forced. His presence in your heart bloomed as a part of you, it wasn’t a pocket of carefully crafted lies, and that was wonderful. However, at the same time, it was also frightening as you could feel the poorly sealed box of every moment you wanted to forget but nevertheless shaped you being pushed from your form. They would soon have to know about it. You didn’t want any part of you unknown to them. You were getting greedy as you tasted requited love and wanted it to be as unconditional as it could get. You wanted to come home, celebrate birthdays, and go to graduations knowing there would be someone happy to be there. You had that now, and that was all you needed.

“I love you.” You breathed and it finally felt like oxygen was filling your lungs for the first time since Jungyoon called.

He hummed, pressing a kiss to your cheek, “And I love you.” He murmured, “No matter what, okay?”

Your fingers traced the seam on his buttoned-up shirt as you nodded, “You too.”

Any of the other men in the house would most likely prod for more answers, but Yoongi let it go, for now. He knew he could get answers from you if he tried hard enough, but what a bitter victory that would be. You already looked so tired and the last thing you needed was an interrogation. Though, he hoped you would be willing to open up before some of the more hot-tempered siblings caught Jungyoon in the act of whatever unpleasantries he spoke to you, even now Yoongi was having trouble keeping it together had it not been for your calming presence.

Yoongi wanted nothing more to claw Jungyoon’s tongue from his mouth if a mere call made you tremble, but his priorities were with your care. He thanked fate for allowing him to come home before the bastard made you cry, because who knows what Yoongi would’ve done. His throat itched to know why Jungyoon would make you that upset, but that would have to come to him when you were ready. Along with the face behind the nightmares he’d heard you have before. For now, he needed to focus on holding you tight enough to stoke the flames of spite that laid within you, waiting patiently for the day that Jungyoon was nothing but a name to you.

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baekhvuns · 4 years

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Hey if you're taking requests, could you do a reaction when ateez are feeling yknow 👀👀 but then you leave them hanging 👉🏻👈🏻

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。。。ateez feeling horny but you leave them hanging ( okay but idk if i did this right i think it somehow turned into you teasing them . . )

── kim hongjoong

your husband hongjoong was very touchy this entire week, at first you ignored it as if it was a plague but when he kept continuing the subtle touches, you couldn’t help but give in.

but of course, not with a little bit of a twist. knowing how just a few weeks prior, you were doing the same to hongjoong but he left you hanging, frustrated sexually and physically.

“aww, our little hongjoong’s needy?” you asked, tilting your head coyly while trailing a finger down his chest and stealing it on his hard on.

“(y/n), stop doing this and get to work already.” you bit your lip, trying to hide the laugh that was threatening to break out.

licking your lips playfully you eyed him with a raised eyebrow, scanning his face and hearing his raggedy breathing. this was your time to get revenge, and you’re sure this will leave him in danger zone.

you shifted your position on his thick thighs, breathing heavier to accentuate the feeling. you leaned into place a kiss on his lips, and he automatically puckered his lips and shut his eyes.

you bit your lips, feeling slightly bad but knowing he’ll deserve it for what he left you with. so you leaned in closer, making sure to give him all the experience you usually do when you’re about to kiss him.

just as you were about to place your lips on his, you shifted your your face to place a peck on his cheek. pulling back you hurriedly got up from his hold, folding your hands behind you as you leaned forward teasingly.

“i hope you remember what you did to me last month, joong.” you smiled innocently, glancing at his very frustrated expression, and turning away from him, leaving his mouth hung agape.

── park seonghwa ;

seonghwa and you had sex almost everywhere, he just couldn’t keep his hands off of you. no matter how many times you told him that it was very inappropriately him to finger you while you and him were at a dinner with his family. the man just wouldn’t stop.

you were so, so close to release the heat in you that he pulled his slim fingers out, you looked at him through your hazy but wide eyes. cursing him under your breath and you sat there, stiff but so needy for him to do something but he did nothing.

so now it almost seemed like déjà vu, a dinner with your family members while seonghwa sat next and you palmed his clothed hard member underneath the table, a smirk on your face as you zipped down his zipper, rubbing the skin under his naval, right above the band of his briefs, and hearing him suck a sharp breath in.

“oh, hwa you okay?” you asked, your voice dropping with mockery. knowing all too well that seonghwa was drastically turned on and hard, you knew his dominant side would chime in whenever he was in such a position.

and you took every advantage of this, for once you got under park seonghwa’s skin. caressing his dick painfully slow, and feeling him arch his back up.

“k-keep on going,” his ragged breathing made your smirk, tilting your head to look at him a pout.

“don’t look at me like that.” he gritted out his mouth and you only pouted further, his eyes landing on your lips and he has to restrain himself back at your teasing.

but when you take your hand away from his hard on, he looks at you like you’re crazy. you only eye him with an innocent doe look, inside screaming because your boyfriend was not having the attitude you were giving him.

so you leaned up to whisper in his ear, “how’re you holding up baby?” giving him a taste of his own medicine, a sentence he uses while pounding into you.

“just wait till we get home,” he groaned and you smirked.

“but seonghwa, baby, you remember i’m staying at my parents tonight right?” his head snapped to look at you and you shrugged your shoulders, picking up the drink from your table and deliberately toying your tongue around the straw while giving him the entire scene.

── jeong yunho ;

yunho loved it when you sat on his lap, it made him feel even bigger than he already was. your small body in between his bigger one, your back against his hard chest.

but this time the scenario was a little different, you were sitting on his lap, but in a car with the rest of his friends. as everyone was going on a trip in a small suv, you opted to sit on yunho’s lap to save space for the luggage’s.

and when the road went on a particularly stoney path, you were shifting on his lap quite a lot. at first you didn’t pay attention but when yunho’s hands gripped onto your waist, you smirked.

slowly starting to grind on his member, the skirt you were wearing ridding up and definitely not helping yunho’s imagination as you kept moving back and forth on his lap, his back arched up against your ass.

“yunho-yah, you okay there?” you asked, looking to the side and seeing his eyes shut while biting on his lower lip.

“hm-yeah, i-i’m doing great.” he let out a shaky breathe, his hands on your waist tightened, motioning you to keep on going as he forcefully grinded your hips onto his hard on.

and then suddenly you stopped when you felt his member poke your butt, a coy smile adorning your face as you leaned forward towards the driving seat. “hey wooyoung, are we there yet?”

“uh, not yet, there’s still two hours left.” you clicked your tongue and leaned back, putting the same amount of pressure as you did before on him.

you looked back and cupped his face with one of your hands, pouting. “yunho, you sure you okay?”

“i hate you so much,” you grinned, tapping his cheek mockingly and turning your body to face in front. still feeling his member poke into you but you knew he couldn’t do anything about it as long as the car hasn’t reached it’s destination.

── kang yeosang :

you were sitting across the room from your boyfriend, the two of you were attending the baby shower of his older sister. the room was divided, the boys on one side the girls on the other.

prior to coming here, when you were getting ready in the bathroom. yeosang was feeling out of the blue, his hands wrapped around your waist as you applied the mascara while bending over the counter, making your rub against him.

you chuckled when he groaned in pleasure, tightening the grip on your waist and pulling you back with a jerk. one action got to another and the two of you were pressed against each other on a wall while having a hot make out session.

the dress strap dangling down your shoulder as he held your waist firmly, your legs around wrapped around his waist as he placed you on the counter. unbuckling his pants and proceeding to push himself into you, but before he could to that, your phone rang from beside you.

“it’s okay, it’ll be quick.” making him groan and you smiled and reached out to grasp the phone and bringing it next to your ear as yeosang waited patiently.

“oh, okay, we’ll be there.” you giggled, hanging up and placing your arms over his shoulders.

“your sister needs help, and she wants us there right now.” you said, lifting your dress strap up.

“she can wait, but i cannot.” you chuckled, pushing him back, “you know she’ll get mad at you.”

and now sitting on the sofa while yeosang eyes you through his hooded eyes, your long legs on a show making him swallow heavily. you knew he was needy, from the constant lip bites and ruffling his hair in frustration when you kept moving, and shifting your legs in a different position just to irk him.

── choi san ;

you wrapped your arms around san’s neck, pressing closer to his body. his hands rested on the curve of your ass, pushing you into him.

you had succeeded into making san shift his focus from his gaming to you, but you of course wanted to play with him, not in the way he was picturing it.

you brought your lips over to ghost over his neck, licking your lower lip to press a kiss over his neck freckles. san let out a hiss as you slowly peppered his neck with your wet lips and the hot traces of your breath.

“my baby’s been a good girl, hmm?” he asked, breathing unevenly and you smirked before nodding, placing your knee in between his legs, pressed up his member and he let out a mewl.

“I’ve always been one san, but you just never noticed.” you teased, and his eyes shut at the feeling of your lips over his.

“but,” you brought your fingers up to trace his soft lips, bringing your lips close to his only leaving a a very small space between yours and his.

“you’ve been a very bad boy, and i think it’s your time to receive a punishment.” his eyes shot open and you smirked at his confusion, you slowly lifted your body up away from his.

“what’re you doing, (y/n).” his eyes darkened and his tone turned lower.

you raked a hand through his hair lovingly before properly standing up straight, crossing your arms over your chest. “i’ll see you tonight?” you said and turned on your heels but san was faster and got a hold on your wrist, pulling you into his chest.

“so you’re just going to leave me here, like this?” you smiled, tapping his chest lightly.

“of course.”

── song mingi ;

hi what is he so hot for

you were a very brave person to do this, a daredevil in your own dictionary.

mingi was a very intimate person, but he was also very horny. whether you dress up in a stunning body-con or just when you’re wearing one of his shirts, the man was always in need of you.

you could say you had him wrapped around your finger, and you did take advantage of that form time to time.

and today, was that day, and it just had to be the day of his nephew’s birthday party. he was eyeing you from across the room, eyeing your every move as you shifted through the crowd.

once you knew his eyes were set on you, you took the plan in your action. taking your phone in your hands and typing out a very interesting message, it was something you saw from from tiktok that was turned into a challenge, and you wanted to his reaction to it very badly.

the minute you hit send, you looked at him, motioning him to look at his phone with your eyes. you waited for him to pick his phone up, and when he did, his fingers scrolled down the screen to see your message.

the minute he finished reading it, his head shot up and his eyes narrowed at you. you patted yourself internally because the look he was giving you wasn’t just any look, the look screamed bedroom eyes and you couldn’t help but chuckle only making him raise his eyebrows at you in amusement.

in a blink of an eye, mingi was no longer on the couch but instead making his way towards you, his jaw clenched and eyes hooded.

you instantly looked around before heading to the kitchen, heart beating because of that risky text that you sent definitely had him feel some type of way, so you were kind of intimidated by his abruptness.

suddenly feeling as if the plan had crashed down on you, you hurried in the kitchen to busy yourself and thank god his mother was in their fixing the plates, you immediately made your way towards her.

when mingi walked in where you were, he was greeted by the sight of you helping his mother and not helping him keep his junior down. your eyes met his and you bit back a laugh, “hey mingi, do you need anything?” you asked, absolutely oblivious to his problem.

he clenched his jaw at the tone you used on him, knowing that no matter how much he wanted to fuck you, he couldn’t because his mother was in the room, and that would be very traumatizing.

“no, nothing. meet me when you’re done here, okay?” his voice was sweet, but you much better, his words coming out as a statement.

“sure, it’ll be quick.”

jokes on him, you had no plan on leaving his mother’s side the entire night.

── jung wooyoung ;

wooyoung doesn’t take shit from you, every plan you’ve tried to leave him hanging just doesn’t work on him because he finds out, you don’t know if you’re bad at planning stuff or is he just too smart.

so you tried to take the chance and tease him a little, and just when you thought it was working as wooyoung stepped closer to you, making you step back and stop only when the table blocked you from any further.

his body pressed against yours and you sucked in a breath, he leaned his face closer to yours with the iconic cocky smirk of his. “w-what is it?” you asked, stammering as he pressed his hips into you, sending a tightening in your gut instead.

his one arm reached to wrap around your waist while the other reached for something behind you, his face was so close that you knew he would kiss you, so you shut your eyes on instinct.

but when nothing came, you jerk open your eyes in shock. “you thought something was coming your way?” he teased, reaching behind you to grab a glass.

“maybe next time,” he said, pulling back and walking away whistling.

in conclusion, you’re a clown and you got played by him.

── choi jongho ;

sucking a lollipop couldn’t bring harm to anyone right?

you smiled evilly, swaying your tongue in circles around the candy while eyeing your boyfriend jongho who had his eyes set on you the entire time.

you lifted your left eyebrow, questioning jongho when you very well knew what was going on. “is everything alright jongho? you don’t seem well.” you asked, tilting your head while making a pop sound with the lollipop.

he clenched his jaw and shook his head,

looking the other way in an attempt to distract himself, but how could he when he knows your mouth his against that stupid lollipop and the noises you’re making over it, how would the poor man handle himself?

when you’re looking at him while sucking harshly on the candy, made me him want to take you against the table, right away.

but, when you suddenly stood up to receive a call, he couldn’t help but look at you in bewilderment. you were still sucking on the lollipop, just not looking looking towards him.

it’s like you left him hanging from the sweet torture you were giving him, and he’s sure to take the revenge the minute you stepped inside the house.

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ffangirlingsince2001 · 4 years

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Nothing Alike: II

Description: Geralt of Rivia has been tasked with taking out a fellow Witcher who has decided to settle down in a town. She has no intention of leaving and Geralt is forced to take matters into his own hands.

Geralt x Reader

Warnings: (future as well as present) violence, angst, smut, fluff, language

A/N: Is that a backstory and angst I smell??

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Geralt was enjoying the spring afternoon when she started yelling at him…or at least she tried.

“Ah you’re awake,” he replied to her gagged screams. She was squirming behind him, probably trying to get out of the well placed knots he had tied to ensure she wouldn’t get away when she did finally wake up. He noticed Roach getting restless, annoyed both with the extra passenger and her lack of manners, so Geralt gave her a little shove, sending her toppling to the ground. She hit the ground with a thud and flipped over to glare at him.

If she hadn’t been mad before, she definitely was now. In the fall her gag had come lose and now he was being subject to ever single word she had to say. So much for enjoying the afternoon.

“I should fucking kill you, you fucking coward. Where do you get off kidnapping me?” she howled, struggling against the binds. When she failed, dangerous eyes flashed at him and she snarled. “Let me go now, and I promise I won’t kill you.”

“You’re not really in the position for bargaining.”

“Yet.”

“Say I let you go, what then?”

“I’ll join a convent and repent and pray to God every day,” she began before bursting into laughter and laying in the grass. “I thought I could say it, but even your horse knew that was horse shit, I’m going to go back to where I came from and make some money.”

“Then I can’t let you go.”

“What’s it to you anyways?”

“People already don’t trust Witchers, it’s not going to get any better if word gets around that one is robbing a town of its money.”

“I won it fair and square, no robbery required.”

“Of course, fair and square, with nothing but a genetic mutation on your side.” She sent him another glare, trying to subtly slide the ropes from her legs. “If you try running, I’ll catch you.”

“Oh please, last time you got lucky.”

“No, you underestimated me.”

“Well when you look like that I’m not exactly wowed,” she sneered.

“You talk big game for being the one tied.”

“You think this is the first time I’ve been tied up, c’mon being the only female Witcher who isn’t dying through the trials is sure to make me some enemies. Don’t worry, I took care of them.”

“The only female Witcher?”

“Oh, you haven’t been keeping up with your old school I see. We’re kind of a new idea, most of us die off, actually all of us died off, except me, I lived out of spite. And now I’m being harassed by another Witcher who thinks he’s got some holy purpose, well it turns out you don’t. Go, do whatever you want, stop killing monsters and make a good life for yourself, but before you do all that untie me.”

“I can’t do that.”

“Why not?” she growled, struggling with the knots a little more frantically now.

“They hired me to get rid of you, if I let you go you’ll just go back, and then they’ve wrongfully paid me, plus they think you’re dead.”

“They think I’m what?” she yelled.

“Dead, I told them you were.”

“Then why aren’t I?”

“Do you want to be?”

“Anything is better than being babysat by some holier-than-thou, thousand-year-old, Witcher who wouldn’t know how to have fun if it sprouted out of his big toe.” Geralt closed his eyes and took a deep breath, considering if he should have killed her in that alley. “Why do you want me around anyway?” His anger fizzled away for a moment at that question. It sounded just as biting as the rest, but something else had slithered into her tone, a sliver of self-deprecation perhaps? And it made him think, why did he take her, why when she was nothing but agony in his side did he bother bringing her with him.

“Because I want to know you,” he said and she snorted. She was laughing at him without a care in the world.

“Why on earth would you want to know me.”

“Consider it a study, you’re the first witcher I’ve met who didn’t go right to work, who didn’t take the weight of the world upon yourself and work yourself into nothing but blood and rust mixing with the dirt.”

“Thank you.”

“It wasn’t a compliment.”

“Maybe not to you, but all I heard was, a witcher who knows how to enjoy life.” He snarled and she laughed. “If you’re going to study me you should probably untie me.”

“How about you answer some of my questions and then I untie you.” She considered it for a moment, weighing the pros and cons before she brightened with a grin.

“I’m an open book.” He climbed off his horse and ungracefully pulled her over to a boulder, perching her on top of it. He tied Roach to a tree and took a seat on his own stump.

“How long have you been out of the academy?”

“A couple weeks.”

“How old are you?”

“Geralt, you’re never supposed to ask a woman her age,” she teased, ignoring the annoyed look he sent her. “22, in real time.”

“Young to be a Witcher.”

“Like I said, I’m special,” she sneered.

“What do you mean by special.”

“Fuck if I know, that’s just what they told me.”

“Do you have a guess.”

“A few.”

“Are you going to share?”

“Are you going to make me?”

“No.”

“Then I think I would like to keep it to myself.” He nodded sharply before continuing.

“How long were you in that town.”

“The moment they let me go.”

“Did you try to leave before then.”

“Yes.”

“Where did you go?”

“How do you know I succeeded?”

“The scars above your collar.” Subconsciously, she raised her shoulders, shifting her collar to cover the pink scars.

“They’re not from escaping, they did other things for escaping, but I tried to go home. I thought I could go back to living with my mother after she sold me out. Guess I was wrong, she sold me out again and got another purse of gold for her trouble. Then they locked me in a box, told me what being caged really felt like.”

“What are the scars from?”

“Various other incidents.”

“So, you were a regular problem then?”

“Of course.”

“Anything in particular stand out?”

“What do you mean by that?”

“I mean any crimes that were really heinous.”

“I killed an instructor once, it was an accident but it still happened.” Geralt didn’t continue for a moment, reading the look of regret on her face. She smiled at him, almost exhausted, praying that he wouldn’t ask her to discuss it further.

“What about the boys at school, did they torment you?”

“All the time, I got used to it.”

“How bad did it get?”

“One time they cornered me late at night, held a knife to my throat and dragged me to the window. They wanted me to admit I was a whore, that I was sleeping with our instructors. I wouldn’t say it though, they threatened me for what seemed like hours, pushing me just a little too far before yanking me back inside, letting my feet slip against the windowsill. They wanted me to beg and scream for help.”

“Did you say it?”

“No.”

“And what happened?”

“They dropped me. I thought I was as good as dead, but I refused to scream, even on the way down. I hit a snow drift and walked away unscathed. They thought I would leave that night so I am pleased to say they were shocked to see me walk in the next day ready to fight.”

“Did you tell anyone?”

“No.”

“Why?”

“If I had told someone they would know exactly who shoved him down the stairs two nights later. His nose is still busted, well was.”

“Was?”

“He was one of the lucky fellows who tried to get rid of me before you came along. He’s the only one it was a pleasure to kill.”

“How many did you kill?”

“Five.” Geralt clenched his fists, she had killed five witchers, more than any monster or mage could claim and he was allowing her to live. Why was he letting her live? “Any other questions?”

“How did you feel when you killed them?”

“Terrible. I buried them, gave each of them a proper burial, except my tormentor of course. I tried to get them to leave me alone, to leave but they just wouldn’t go away. I begged them yknow, pleaded while they tried to kill me. I just wanted to be free but they saw nothing but my blood on their silver bladed sword. Until you came along of course.” He stayed silent, watching her shifting in her bindings.

“Why don’t you want to be a witcher?”

“It was an accident I became one, a curse from God. I should have died, they were willing to let me die. I’m not going to come close to death because of them ever again, not the school, the King, or God himself can make me.”

“What about me.” She glanced at him and grinned but said nothing. He reached over and sliced her bindings with the knife she had stabbed him with the day prior. “Don’t run off, we’re heading towards the moors tomorrow.”

She was gone the next morning.

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Since requests were open I was wondering if I could request father headcanons for iwai + ushi + atsumu 🥺 btw your writing is vv tasty n I can’t wait to see you write more !! Keep up the good work n stay safe !!

haikyuu daddee headcanons

✧ hc’s ✧ for iwaizumi, ushijima, and atsumu

❧ gn reader

✎ 1.4k words

a/n: omg u called my writing taSTY Dx i cri tySM 💞 that is a high compliment for me AHAHAHAH ILY and ty for the request!

also my lovelies i m back i m sry i was gone so long feojfe i miss yall <3 here u go enjoi, this was fun to write lmk if yall want more characetrs AHAHA

current listen: accidentally in love by sHREK AAHAH jkjk i mean counting crows, they cant take that away from me by ella fitzgerald and louis armstrong, love the way you lie by eminem and rihanna

requests: open!

iwaizumi

✧ prePARED daddy

✧ picked up on this parenting thing p fast, also does a lot of research so he’s ready to face any situation

✧ teaches his kids how to behave n respect others

✧ also makes sure they know not to talk to strangers and teaches them some self defense

✧ be warned these kids are packing a surprise can of whOOP ASS,, dont fuck w them,, plus u wouldnt want buff daddee iwa on ur tail

✧ honestly his kids would be ANGELS ,,, n thats cuz he treats them all so w e l l

✧ mans is ATTENTIVE. he asks his kids about their days, their interests, and encourages discussion about their fEELINGS 🥺

✧ always offers them really valuable and light-hearted advice

✧ and gives them the love and transparency we all wanted but never had--

✧ however his kids are easily (n negatively) influenced esp when uncle oikawa comes to visit--

✧ but mostly bc iwa gets annoyed and slips out a lot of curse words and a “shittykawa” and then his kids started calling oikawa that and now it’s ingrained in them forever fjoefefgfvi (*distant phlattykawa crying noises*)

✧ gives them LOTS of head pats and ruffles as signs of affection

✧ PACKS THEIR SCHOOL LUNCHES and ensures they eat a balanced meal

✧ attends all their games/events,, will get a bit rowdy hype them up

✧ def lets his kids sleep with him when they’re having a bad night or woke up scared from a nightmare (and waits for them to fall asleep before going to sleep himself fojref)

✧ when they were babies he usually succeeded to get them to stop crying by pulling funny faces, showing them their favorite cartoons, or humming a lullaby

✧ when they get older,,, u bet iwa would be suPER protective esp when their kids start being iNtErEsTeD in other people

✧ you: “iwaizumi, they seem like a really nice kid, though”

✧ iwa: *sitting with you in the car, across the street from the ice cream parlor your child said they were at, and spying from the window* “you can’t trust everyone, of course they seem ‘nice,’ they just want our approval”

✧ definitely did not interrupt his child’s potential first kiss at their house’s doorstep by slamMINg the door open “sUDDENLY” cuz he “hEard TheIR vOicEs and THougHt TO lET them In”

✧ effectively traumatized both kids

✧ tho he felt bad after n u made him go apologize so he did (and he was forgiven, only if he agreed to never spy on them again--)

✧ doesn’t stop him from scrutinizing every person yalls kid introduces to you tho

✧ overall a super supportive dad, 11/10

ushijima

✧ ok dEF does not know much about parenting ,, at first

✧ stared at his child like ???nani when you both changed their first diaper

✧ also had plenty of staring contests with his babies ,,, called it bonding

✧ was curious and tasted baby food once,,, immediately regretted it

✧ once put a volleyball next to his child, who attempted to bite it, and took it as a sign that they liked it

✧ after sum time n practice, his mind becomes split between “how to volleyball” and “how to dad”

✧ catch him in the kitchen wearing an apron and whipping up his kids’ favorite smiley face pancakes 😤😤

✧ has an amazing ability to get his kids to stop crying, does really simple things like give them their favorite toy or place a gentle hand on their hand or attend to their needs (mans can tell if they want food or needa poop) and they calm down immediately

✧ carried them on his shoulders once and now they never stop asking him for shoulder rides (not that he minds anyway)

✧ if theres two kids he can probs carry one on each shoulder cuz cmon ,,, have u seen this man

✧ always goes to every performance/game/event his child takes part in

✧ man smiles so soft™ when he goes to the 1st grade play and sees his kid’s name in the program next to their role as “townsperson b” (next year, they upgraded to “singing carrot” in a play about the food pyramid)

✧ if his kid ends up enjoying volleyball, he will teach them e v e r y t h i n g they need to know

✧ but is overall super supportive of anything else his child pursues and doesn’t push anything onto them, would rather let them choose what they want to do

✧ had n o idea what to do when his kid asked him about the birds n the bees asfghkl

✧ couldnt sleep one night thinking about it and just randomly asks you while yall laying in bed in the dARk like “so our child asked me how babies are made and I told them they came from watermelon seeds” (you: 👁️👄👁️ “come again”)

✧ you: *at the grocery store with your child*

✧ child: *hands you watermelon* “I want a little brother!”

✧ you: “haha of course honey” 👁️👄👁️ what do i do (*later to ushijima* “duhfojhguf we needa get another baby i promised our child a younger brother fohurof” ; ushi: “wat” ; you: “itS YOUR FAULT”)

✧ yall eventually tell them not every watermelon can produce babies only really special ones that are really hard to get fhuoefkfotfi theyre not ready for the truth

✧ another great daddee, we stan

atsumu

✧ knew parenting was stressful esp with bABieS but was like eh it cant be that bad right

✧ think again

✧ g o o d b y e s l e e p

✧ develops phat bags under his eyes, responds with a weak “aha im fine just that parenting life and the kids ykNOW” whenever his teammates ask if he’s oKAY

✧ tried to tempt his kids to eat their mush baby food by trying it himself, nearly gagged but was able to say “eughh yuMM”

✧ loves to lift them high up in the air, even throws them up a little and nearly drops them (yall almost died from feAR but babie was having so much fun,,, yall agreed to be just a bit more careful)

✧ rlly bad at getting them to stop crying, gets very stressed when he’s exhausted every option he can think of then calls you over for some help/advice (you: *immediately calms them down* ; ratsumu: “how--”)

✧ calls up osamu a lot to ask him how to make food ,, then simps whenever his twin brother comes over and the kids are in love with this man and his cooking (”dad why cant you make stuff as yummy as this”)

✧ very affectionate with his kids, gives them lots of hugs and kisses on the forehead

✧ plays with them a lot! whether it’s sports, just dance, animal crossing, or UNO, yOU NAME IT WE PLAY IT

✧ also has no mercy when playing competitive video or board games,, has made them cry more than once LOL

✧ so sometimes he toned it down n let them win,, until his kids actually got better and DEMOLISH him every time

✧ is cool with his kids cursing, just as long as they don’t do it in front of their teachers LMAO

✧ plays innocent when he gets a call from school saying his kid was using ‘inappropriate language’ and is like “whaaat? my child? im not even sure where they learned that, maybe check if the other kids in class are saying those things, too--”

✧ reminisces how much nicer his kids were to him when they were younger and all the time they spent together,,, bc now that they reached their tEeNS they want alone time

✧ wants to be B) cool dad so he tries kinda hard, esp in front of their friends but his kid’s just like dad pls dofjrgjigtgro

✧ also very supportive of whatever his kids want to pursue and dedicates time to help them in whatever ways he can (whether that be to help them practice, make sure he can provide transportation, get them supplies, etc)

✧ always playfully competing with you to see who’s the “better” parent (you win by default)

✧ PROTECTIVE dad and will easily intimidate ANYONE who crosses his kids

✧ takes sum adjustment and mental resilience but daddee atsumu perseveres 😤 absolutely loves his kids and would do anything for them

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